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  Isometimeswonderwhethersheisnotglad。Freshassheisatitall,I’veoccasionallyfanciedthat,ifsheknewhow,shewouldliketo——diminish。\"HemovedhislefthandoutintotheairasifheweresuggestingaDIMINUENDOtoanorchestra。

  V

  BYthefirstofFebruaryTheahadbeeninChicagoal—

  mostfourmonths,andshedidnotknowmuchmoreaboutthecitythanifshehadneverquittedMoonstone。

  Shewas,asHarsanyisaid,incurious。Herworktookmostofhertime,andshefoundthatshehadtosleepagooddeal。Ithadneverbeforebeensohardtogetupinthemorning。Shehadthebotherofcaringforherroom,andshehadtobuildherfireandbringuphercoal。HerroutinewasfrequentlyinterruptedbyamessagefromMr。Larsensummoninghertosingatafuneral。Everyfuneraltookhalfaday,andthetimehadtobemadeup。WhenMrs。

  Harsanyiaskedherifitdidnotdepresshertosingatfu—

  nerals,sherepliedthatshe\"hadbeenbroughtuptogotofuneralsanddidn’tmind。\"

  Theaneverwentintoshopsunlessshehadto,andshefeltnointerestinthem。Indeed,sheshunnedthem,asplaceswhereonewassuretobepartedfromone’smoneyinsomeway。Shewasnervousaboutcountingherchange,andshecouldnotaccustomherselftohavingherpurchasessenttoheraddress。Shefeltmuchsaferwithherbundlesunderherarm。

  DuringthisfirstwinterTheagotnocityconsciousness。

  Chicagowassimplyawildernessthroughwhichonehadtofindone’sway。Shefeltnointerestinthegeneralbrisknessandzestofthecrowds。Thecrashandscrambleofthatbig,rich,appetentWesterncityshedidnottakeinatall,excepttonoticethatthenoiseofthedraysandstreet—carstiredher。Thebrilliantwindowdisplays,thesplendidfursandstuffs,thegorgeousflower—shops,thegaycandy—shops,shescarcelynoticed。AtChristmas—timeshedidfeelsomecuriosityaboutthetoy—stores,andshewishedsheheld

  Thor’slittlemittenedfistinherhandasshestoodbeforethewindows。Thejewelers’windows,too,hadastrongattractionforher——shehadalwayslikedbrightstones。

  Whenshewentintothecitysheusedtobravethebitinglakewindsandstandgazinginatthedisplaysofdiamondsandpearlsandemeralds;thetiarasandnecklacesandear—

  rings,onwhitevelvet。Theseseemedverywellworthwhiletoher,thingsworthcoveting。

  Mrs。LorchandMrs。AndersenoftentoldeachotheritwasstrangethatMissKronborghadsolittleinitiativeabout\"visitingpointsofinterest。\"WhenTheacametolivewiththemshehadexpressedawishtoseetwoplaces:MontgomeryWardandCompany’sbigmail—orderstore,andthepacking—houses,towhichallthehogsandcattlethatwentthroughMoonstonewerebound。OneofMrs。Lorch’slodgersworkedinapacking—house,andMrs。AndersenbroughtTheawordthatshehadspokentoMr。EckmanandhewouldgladlytakehertoPacking—

  town。EckmanwasatoughishyoungSwede,andhethoughtitwouldbesomethingofalarktotakeaprettygirlthroughtheslaughter—houses。Buthewasdisap—

  pointed。Theaneithergrewfaintnorclungtothearmhekeptofferingher。Sheaskedinnumerablequestionsandwasimpatientbecauseheknewsolittleofwhatwasgoingonoutsideofhisowndepartment。Whentheygotoffthestreet—carandwalkedbacktoMrs。Lorch’shouseinthedusk,Eckmanputherhandinhisovercoatpocket——shehadnomuff——andkeptsqueezingitardentlyuntilshesaid,\"Don’tdothat;myringcutsme。\"Thatnighthetoldhisroommatethathe\"couldhavekissedheraseasyasrollingoffalog,butshewasn’tworththetrouble。\"AsforThea,shehadenjoyedtheafternoonverymuch,andwroteherfatherabriefbutclearaccountofwhatshehadseen。

  OnenightatsupperMrs。Andersenwastalkingabouttheexhibitofstudents’workshehadseenattheArtIn—

  stitutethatafternoon。Severalofherfriendshadsketchesintheexhibit。Thea,whoalwaysfeltthatshewasbe—

  hindhandincourtesytoMrs。Andersen,thoughtthatherewasanopportunitytoshowinterestwithoutcommittingherselftoanything。\"Whereisthat,theInstitute?\"sheaskedabsently。

  Mrs。Andersenclaspedhernapkininbothhands。\"TheArtInstitute?OurbeautifulArtInstituteonMichiganAvenue?Doyoumeantosayyouhavenevervisitedit?\"

  \"Oh,isittheplacewiththebiglionsoutinfront?I

  remember;IsawitwhenIwenttoMontgomeryWard’s。

  Yes,Ithoughtthelionswerebeautiful。\"

  \"Butthepictures!Didn’tyouvisitthegalleries?\"

  \"No。Thesignoutsidesaiditwasapay—day。I’veal—

  waysmeanttogoback,butIhaven’thappenedtobedownthatwaysince。\"

  Mrs。LorchandMrs。Andersenlookedateachother。

  Theoldmotherspoke,fixinghershininglittleeyesuponTheaacrossthetable。\"Ah,butMissKronborg,thereareoldmasters!Oh,manyofthem,suchasyoucouldnotseeanywhereoutofEurope。\"

  \"AndCorots,\"breathedMrs。Andersen,tiltingherheadfeelingly。\"SuchexamplesoftheBarbizonschool!\"

  ThiswasmeaninglesstoThea,whodidnotreadtheartcolumnsoftheSundayINTER—OCEANasMrs。Andersendid。

  \"Oh,I’mgoingtheresomeday,\"shereassuredthem。

  \"Iliketolookatoilpaintings。\"

  OnebleakdayinFebruary,whenthewindwasblow—

  ingcloudsofdirtlikeaMoonstonesandstorm,dirtthatfilledyoureyesandearsandmouth,TheafoughtherwayacrosstheunprotectedspaceinfrontoftheArtInstituteandintothedoorsofthebuilding。Shedidnotcomeoutagainuntiltheclosinghour。Inthestreet—car,onthelongcoldridehome,whileshesatstaringatthewaistcoatbut—

  tonsofafatstrap—hanger,shehadaseriousreckoningwithherself。Sheseldomthoughtaboutherwayoflife,about

  whatsheoughtoroughtnottodo;usuallytherewasbutoneobviousandimportantthingtobedone。Butthatafternoonsheremonstratedwithherselfseverely。Shetoldherselfthatshewasmissingagreatdeal;thatsheoughttobemorewillingtotakeadviceandtogotoseethings。ShewassorrythatshehadletmonthspasswithoutgoingtotheArtInstitute。Afterthisshewouldgoonceaweek。

  TheInstituteproved,indeed,aplaceofretreat,asthesandhillsortheKohlers’gardenusedtobe;aplacewhereshecouldforgetMrs。Andersen’stiresomeoverturesoffriendship,thestoutcontraltointhechoirwhomshesounreasonablyhated,andeven,foralittlewhile,thetormentofherwork。Thatbuildingwasaplaceinwhichshecouldrelaxandplay,andshecouldhardlyeverplaynow。Onthewhole,shespentmoretimewiththecaststhanwiththepictures。Theywereatoncemoresimpleandmoreperplexing;andsomewaytheyseemedmoreimportant,hardertooverlook。Itneveroccurredtohertobuyacatalogue,soshecalledmostofthecastsbynamesshemadeupforthem。Someofthemsheknew;theDyingGladiatorshehadreadaboutin\"ChildeHarold\"almostaslongagoasshecouldremember;hewasstronglyas—

  sociatedwithDr。Archieandchildishillnesses。TheVenusdiMilopuzzledher;shecouldnotseewhypeoplethoughthersobeautiful。ShetoldherselfoverandoverthatshedidnotthinktheApolloBelvedere\"atallhandsome。\"

  Betterthananythingelseshelikedagreatequestrianstatueofanevil,cruel—lookinggeneralwithanunpro—

  nounceablename。Sheusedtowalkroundandroundthisterriblemanandhisterriblehorse,frowningathim,brood—

  inguponhim,asifshehadtomakesomemomentousde—

  cisionabouthim。

  Thecasts,whenshelingeredlongamongthem,alwaysmadehergloomy。Itwaswithalighteningoftheheart,afeelingofthrowingofftheoldmiseriesandoldsorrowsoftheworld,thatsheranupthewidestaircasetothepic—

  tures。Thereshelikedbesttheonesthattoldstories。

  TherewasapaintingbyGeromecalled\"ThePasha’sGrief\"whichalwaysmadeherwishforGunnerandAxel。

  ThePashawasseatedonarug,besideagreencandleal—

  mostasbigasatelegraphpole,andbeforehimwasstretchedhisdeadtiger,asplendidbeast,andtherewerepinkrosesscatteredabouthim。Sheloved,too,apictureofsomeboysbringinginanewborncalfonalitter,thecowwalkingbesideitandlickingit。TheCorotwhichhungnexttothispaintingshedidnotlikeordislike;sheneversawit。

  Butinthatsameroomtherewasapicture——oh,thatwasthethingsheranupstairssofasttosee!Thatwasherpicture。Sheimaginedthatnobodycaredforitbutherself,andthatitwaitedforher。Thatwasapicturein—

  deed。Shelikedeventhenameofit,\"TheSongoftheLark。\"Theflatcountry,theearlymorninglight,thewetfields,thelookinthegirl’sheavyface——well,theywereallhers,anyhow,whateverwasthere。Shetoldherselfthatthatpicturewas\"right。\"Justwhatshemeantbythis,itwouldtakeacleverpersontoexplain。Buttoherthewordcoveredthealmostboundlesssatisfactionshefeltwhenshelookedatthepicture。

  BeforeTheahadanyideahowfasttheweekswerefly—

  ing,beforeMr。Larsen’s\"permanent\"sopranohadre—

  turnedtoherduties,springcame;windy,dusty,strident,shrill;aseasonalmostmoreviolentinChicagothanthewinterfromwhichitreleasesone,ortheheattowhichiteventuallydeliversone。OnesunnymorningtheappletreesinMrs。Lorch’sbackyardburstintobloom,andforthefirsttimeinmonthsTheadressedwithoutbuildingafire。Themorningshonelikeaholiday,andforheritwastobeaholiday。Therewasintheairthatsudden,treacher—

  oussoftnesswhichmakesthePoleswhoworkinthepack—

  ing—housesgetdrunk。Atsuchtimesbeautyisnecessary,andinPackingtownthereisnoplacetogetitexceptatthe

  saloons,whereonecanbuyforafewhourstheillusionofcomfort,hope,love,——whateveronemostlongsfor。

  HarsanyihadgivenTheaaticketforthesymphonyconcertthatafternoon,andwhenshelookedoutatthewhiteappletreesherdoubtsastowhethersheoughttogovanishedatonce。Shewouldmakeherworklightthatmorning,shetoldherself。Shewouldgototheconcertfullofenergy。Whenshesetoff,afterdinner,Mrs。Lorch,whoknewChicagoweather,prevaileduponhertotakehercape。Theoldladysaidthatsuchsuddenmildness,soearlyinApril,presagedasharpreturnofwinter,andshewasanxiousaboutherappletrees。

  Theconcertbeganattwo—thirty,andTheawasinherseatintheAuditoriumattenminutesaftertwo——afineseatinthefirstrowofthebalcony,ontheside,whereshecouldseethehouseaswellastheorchestra。Shehadbeentosofewconcertsthatthegreathouse,thecrowdofpeople,andthelights,allhadastimulatingeffect。Shewassurprisedtoseesomanymenintheaudience,andwonderedhowtheycouldleavetheirbusinessintheafter—

  noon。DuringthefirstnumberTheawassomuchinter—

  estedintheorchestraitself,inthemen,theinstruments,thevolumeofsound,thatshepaidlittleattentiontowhattheywereplaying。Herexcitementimpairedherpoweroflistening。Shekeptsayingtoherself,\"NowImuststopthisfoolishnessandlisten;Imayneverhearthisagain\";buthermindwaslikeaglassthatishardtofocus。Shewasnotreadytolistenuntilthesecondnum—

  ber,Dvorak’sSymphonyinEminor,calledonthepro—

  gramme,\"FromtheNewWorld。\"Thefirstthemehadscarcelybeengivenoutwhenhermindbecameclear;in—

  stantcomposurefelluponher,andwithitcamethepowerofconcentration。Thiswasmusicshecouldunderstand,musicfromtheNewWorldindeed!Strangehow,asthefirstmovementwenton,itbroughtbacktoherthathightablelandaboveLaramie;thegrass—grownwagon

  trails,thefar—awaypeaksofthesnowyrange,thewindandtheeagles,thatoldmanandthefirsttelegraphmessage。

  Whenthefirstmovementended,Thea’shandsandfeetwerecoldasice。Shewastoomuchexcitedtoknowany—

  thingexceptthatshewantedsomethingdesperately,andwhentheEnglishhornsgaveoutthethemeoftheLargo,sheknewthatwhatshewantedwasexactlythat。Herewerethesandhills,thegrasshoppersandlocusts,allthethingsthatwakenedandchirpedintheearlymorning;

  thereachingandreachingofhighplains,theimmeas—

  urableyearningofallflatlands。Therewashomeinit,too;firstmemories,firstmorningslongago;theamaze—

  mentofanewsoulinanewworld;asoulnewandyetold,thathaddreamedsomethingdespairing,somethingglori—

  ous,inthedarkbeforeitwasborn;asoulobsessedbywhatitdidnotknow,underthecloudofapastitcouldnotre—

  call。

  IfTheahadhadmuchexperienceinconcert—going,andhadknownherowncapacity,shewouldhaveleftthehallwhenthesymphonywasover。Butshesatstill,scarcelyknowingwhereshewas,becausehermindhadbeenfarawayandhadnotyetcomebacktoher。Shewasstartledwhentheorchestrabegantoplayagain——theentryofthegodsintoWalhalla。Shehearditaspeoplehearthingsintheirsleep。SheknewscarcelyanythingabouttheWagneroperas。Shehadavagueideathat\"Rhinegold\"wasaboutthestrifebetweengodsandmen;

  shehadreadsomethingaboutitinMr。Haweis’sbooklongago。Tootiredtofollowtheorchestrawithmuchunder—

  standing,shecroucheddowninherseatandclosedhereyes。Thecold,statelymeasuresoftheWalhallamusicrangout,faraway;therainbowbridgethrobbedoutintotheair,underitthewailingoftheRhinedaughtersandthesingingoftheRhine。ButTheawassunkintwilight;

  itwasallgoingoninanotherworld。Soithappenedthatwithadull,almostlistlessearsheheardforthefirsttime

  thattroubledmusic,ever—darkening,ever—brightening,whichwastoflowthroughsomanyyearsofherlife。

  WhenTheaemergedfromtheconcerthall,Mrs。Lorch’spredictionshadbeenfulfilled。AfuriousgalewasbeatingoverthecityfromLakeMichigan。Thestreetswerefullofcold,hurrying,angrypeople,runningforstreet—carsandbarkingateachother。Thesunwassettinginaclear,windysky,thatflamedwithredasiftherewereagreatfiresomewhereontheedgeofthecity。ForalmostthefirsttimeTheawasconsciousofthecityitself,ofthecon—

  gestionoflifeallabouther,ofthebrutalityandpowerofthosestreamsthatflowedinthestreets,threateningtodriveoneunder。Peoplejostledher,ranintoher,pokedherasidewiththeirelbows,utteringangryexclamations。

  Shegotonthewrongcarandwasroughlyejectedbytheconductoratawindycorner,infrontofasaloon。Shestoodtheredazedandshivering。Thecarspassed,screamingastheyroundedcurves,buteithertheywerefulltothedoors,orwereboundforplaceswhereshedidnotwanttogo。

  Herhandsweresocoldthatshetookoffhertightkidgloves。Thestreetlightsbegantogleaminthedusk。A

  youngmancameoutofthesaloonandstoodeyeingherquestioninglywhilehelitacigarette。\"Lookingforafriendto—night?\"heasked。Theadrewupthecollarofhercapeandwalkedonafewpaces。Theyoungmanshruggedhisshouldersanddriftedaway。

  Theacamebacktothecornerandstoodthereirreso—

  lutely。Anoldmanapproachedher。He,too,seemedtobewaitingforacar。Heworeanovercoatwithablackfurcollar,hisgraymustachewaswaxedintolittlepoints,andhiseyeswerewatery。Hekeptthrustinghisfaceupnearhers。Herhatblewoffandheranafterit——astiff,pitifulskiphehad——andbroughtitbacktoher。Then,whileshewaspinningherhaton,hercapeblewup,andhehelditdownforher,lookingatherintently。Hisfaceworkedasifheweregoingtocryorwerefrightened。Heleaned

  overandwhisperedsomethingtoher。Itstruckherascuriousthathewasreallyquitetimid,likeanoldbeggar。

  \"Oh,letmeALONE!\"shecriedmiserablybetweenherteeth。

  Hevanished,disappearedliketheDevilinaplay。Butinthemeantimesomethinghadgotawayfromher;shecouldnotrememberhowtheviolinscameinafterthehorns,justthere。Whenhercapeblewup,perhaps——Whydidthesementormenther?Acloudofdustblewinherfaceandblindedher。Therewassomepowerabroadintheworldbentupontakingawayfromherthatfeelingwithwhichshehadcomeoutoftheconcerthall。Everythingseemedtosweepdownonhertotearitoutfromunderhercape。Ifonehadthat,theworldbecameone’senemy;

  people,buildings,wagons,cars,rushedatonetocrushitunder,tomakeoneletgoofit。Theaglaredroundheratthecrowds,theugly,sprawlingstreets,thelonglinesoflights,andshewasnotcryingnow。HereyeswerebrighterthanevenHarsanyihadeverseenthem。Allthesethingsandpeoplewerenolongerremoteandnegli—

  gible;theyhadtobemet,theywerelinedupagainsther,theyweretheretotakesomethingfromher。Verywell;

  theyshouldneverhaveit。Theymighttramplehertodeath,buttheyshouldneverhaveit。Aslongasshelivedthatecstasywasgoingtobehers。Shewouldliveforit,workforit,dieforit;butshewasgoingtohaveit,timeaftertime,heightafterheight。Shecouldhearthecrashoftheorchestraagain,andsheroseonthebrasses。Shewouldhaveit,whatthetrumpetsweresinging!Shewouldhaveit,haveit,——it!Undertheoldcapeshepressedherhandsuponherheavingbosom,thatwasalittlegirl’snolonger。

  VI

  ONEafternooninApril,TheodoreThomas,thecon—

  ductoroftheChicagoSymphonyOrchestra,hadturnedouthisdesklightandwasabouttoleavehisofficeintheAuditoriumBuilding,whenHarsanyiappearedinthedoorway。Theconductorwelcomedhimwithaheartyhand—gripandthrewofftheovercoathehadjustputon。

  HepushedHarsanyiintoachairandsatdownathisbur—

  deneddesk,pointingtothepilesofpapersandrailwayfoldersuponit。

  \"Anothertour,cleartothecoast。Thistravelingisthepartofmyworkthatgrindsme,Andor。Youknowwhatitmeans:badfood,dirt,noise,exhaustionforthemenandforme。I’mnotsoyoungasIoncewas。It’stimeIquitthehighway。Thisisthelasttour,Iswear!\"

  \"ThenI’msorryforthe`highway。’IrememberwhenI

  firstheardyouinPittsburg,longago。Itwasalife—lineyouthrewme。It’saboutoneofthepeoplealongyourhigh—

  waythatI’vecometoseeyou。WhomdoyouconsiderthebestteacherforvoiceinChicago?\"

  Mr。Thomasfrownedandpulledhisheavymustache。

  \"Letmesee;IsupposeonthewholeMadisonBowersisthebest。He’sintelligent,andhehadgoodtraining。I

  don’tlikehim。\"

  Harsanyinodded。\"Ithoughttherewasnooneelse。

  Idon’tlikehim,either,soIhesitated。ButIsupposehemustdo,forthepresent。\"

  \"Haveyoufoundanythingpromising?Oneofyourownstudents?\"

  \"Yes,sir。AyoungSwedishgirlfromsomewhereinColorado。Sheisverytalented,andsheseemstometohavearemarkablevoice。\"

  \"Highvoice?\"

  \"Ithinkitwillbe;thoughherlowvoicehasabeauti—

  fulquality,veryindividual。Shehashadnoinstructioninvoiceatall,andIshrinkfromhandingherovertoany—

  body;herowninstinctaboutithasbeensogood。Itisoneofthosevoicesthatmanagesitselfeasily,withoutthinningasitgoesup;goodbreathingandperfectrelaxa—

  tion。Butshemusthaveateacher,ofcourse。Thereisabreakinthemiddlevoice,sothatthevoicedoesnotallworktogether;anunevenness。\"

  Thomaslookedup。\"So?Curious;thatcleftoftenhappenswiththeSwedes。Someoftheirbestsingershavehadit。Italwaysremindsmeofthespaceyousooftenseebetweentheirfrontteeth。Isshestrongphysically?\"

  Harsanyi’seyeflashed。Heliftedhishandbeforehimandclenchedit。\"Likeahorse,likeatree!EverytimeIgiveheralesson,Iloseapound。Shegoesafterwhatshewants。\"

  \"Intelligent,yousay?Musicallyintelligent?\"

  \"Yes;butnocultivationwhatever。Shecametomelikeafineyoungsavage,abookwithnothingwritteninit。

  ThatiswhyIfeeltheresponsibilityofdirectingher。\"

  Harsanyipausedandcrushedhissoftgrayhatoverhisknee。\"Shewouldinterestyou,Mr。Thomas,\"headdedslowly。\"Shehasaquality——veryindividual。\"

  \"Yes;theScandinaviansareapttohavethat,too。Shecan’tgotoGermany,Isuppose?\"

  \"Notnow,atanyrate。Sheispoor。\"

  Thomasfrownedagain\"Idon’tthinkBowersareallyfirst—rateman。He’stoopettytobereallyfirst—rate;inhisnature,Imean。ButIdaresayhe’sthebestyoucando,ifyoucan’tgivehertimeenoughyourself。\"

  Harsanyiwavedhishand。\"Oh,thetimeisnothing——shemayhaveallshewants。ButIcannotteachhertosing。\"

  \"Mightnotcomeamissifyoumadeamusicianofher,however,\"saidMr。Thomasdryly。

  \"Ihavedonemybest。ButIcanonlyplaywithavoice,andthisisnotavoicetobeplayedwith。Ithinkshewillbeamusician,whateverhappens。Sheisnotquick,butsheissolid,real;notliketheseothers。Mywifesaysthatwiththatgirloneswallowdoesnotmakeasummer。\"

  Mr。Thomaslaughed。\"TellMrs。Harsanyithatherremarkconveyssomethingtome。Don’tletyourselfgettoomuchinterested。Voicesaresooftendisappointing;

  especiallywomen’svoices。Somuchchanceaboutit,somanyfactors。\"

  \"Perhapsthatiswhytheyinterestone。Alltheintelli—

  genceandtalentintheworldcan’tmakeasinger。Thevoiceisawildthing。Itcan’tbebredincaptivity。Itisasport,likethesilverfox。Ithappens。\"

  Mr。ThomassmiledintoHarsanyi’sgleamingeye。

  \"Whyhaven’tyoubroughthertosingforme?\"

  \"I’vebeentemptedto,butIknewyouweredriventodeath,withthistourconfrontingyou。\"

  \"Oh,Icanalwaysfindtimetolistentoagirlwhohasavoice,ifshemeansbusiness。I’msorryI’mleavingsosoon。IcouldadviseyoubetterifIhadheardher。Icansometimesgiveasingersuggestions。I’veworkedsomuchwiththem。\"

  \"You’retheonlyconductorIknowwhoisnotsnobbishaboutsingers。\"Harsanyispokewarmly。

  \"Dearme,whyshouldIbe?They’velearnedfromme,andI’velearnedfromthem。\"Astheyrose,Thomastooktheyoungermanaffectionatelybythearm。\"Tellmeaboutthatwifeofyours。Isshewell,andaslovelyasever?

  Andsuchfinechildren!Cometoseemeoftener,whenIgetback。Imissitwhenyoudon’t。\"

  ThetwomenlefttheAuditoriumBuildingtogether。

  Harsanyiwalkedhome。EvenashorttalkwithThomasalwaysstimulatedhim。AshewalkedhewasrecallinganeveningtheyoncespenttogetherinCincinnati。

  HarsanyiwasthesoloistatoneofThomas’sconcerts

  there,andaftertheperformancetheconductorhadtakenhimofftoaRATHSKELLERwheretherewasexcellentGermancooking,andwheretheproprietorsawtoitthatThomashadthebestwinesprocurable。ThomashadbeenworkingwiththegreatchorusoftheFestivalAssociationandwasspeakingofitwithenthusiasmwhenHarsanyiaskedhimhowitwasthathewasabletofeelsuchaninterestinchoraldirectingandinvoicesgenerally。Thomasseldomspokeofhisyouthorhisearlystruggles,butthatnightheturnedbackthepagesandtoldHarsanyialongstory。

  HesaidhehadspentthesummerofhisfifteenthyearwanderingaboutaloneintheSouth,givingviolincon—

  certsinlittletowns。Hetraveledonhorseback。Whenhecameintoatown,hewentaboutalldaytackinguppostersannouncinghisconcertintheevening。Beforetheconcert,hestoodatthedoortakingintheadmissionmoneyuntilhisaudiencehadarrived,andthenhewentontheplatformandplayed。Itwasalazy,hand—to—mouthex—

  istence,andThomassaidhemusthavegottolikethateasywayoflivingandtherelaxingSouthernatmosphere。

  Atanyrate,whenhegotbacktoNewYorkinthefall,hewasrathertorpid;perhapshehadbeengrowingtoofast。

  Fromthisadolescentdrowsinesstheladwasawakenedbytwovoices,bytwowomenwhosanginNewYorkin1851,——JennyLindandHenriettaSontag。Theywerethefirstgreatartistshehadeverheard,andheneverforgothisdebttothem。

  Ashesaid,\"Itwasnotvoiceandexecutionalone。Therewasagreatnessaboutthem。Theyweregreatwomen,greatartists。Theyopenedanewworldtome。\"Nightafternighthewenttohearthem,strivingtoreproducethequalityoftheirtoneuponhisviolin。Fromthattimehisideaaboutstringswascompletelychanged,andonhisviolinhetriedalwaysforthesinging,vibratingtone,in—

  steadoftheloudandsomewhatharshtonethenprevalentamongeventhebestGermanviolinists。Inlateryearshe

  oftenadvisedvioliniststostudysinging,andsingerstostudyviolin。HetoldHarsanyithathegothisfirstcon—

  ceptionoftonequalityfromJennyLind。

  \"But,ofcourse,\"headded,\"thegreatthingIgotfromLindandSontagwastheindefinite,notthedefinite,thing。

  Foranimpressionableboy,theirinspirationwasincalcu—

  lable。TheygavememyfirstfeelingfortheItalianstyle——butIcouldneversayhowmuchtheygaveme。Atthatage,suchinfluencesareactuallycreative。Ialwaysthinkofmyartisticconsciousnessasbeginningthen。\"

  AllhislifeThomasdidhisbesttorepaywhathefeltheowedtothesinger’sart。Nomancouldgetsuchsingingfromchoruses,andnomanworkedhardertoraisethestandardofsinginginschoolsandchurchesandchoralsocieties。

  VII

  AllthroughthelessonTheahadfeltthatHarsanyiwasrestlessandabstracted。Beforethehourwasover,hepushedbackhischairandsaidresolutely,\"Iamnotinthemood,MissKronborg。Ihavesomethingonmymind,andImusttalktoyou。Whendoyouintendtogohome?\"

  Theaturnedtohiminsurprise。\"ThefirstofJune,about。Mr。Larsenwillnotneedmeafterthat,andIhavenotmuchmoneyahead。Ishallworkhardthissummer,though。\"

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