\"Youhavenothingtodotoyourhair,\"Mrs。Harsanyisaidkindly,asTheaturnedtothemirror。\"Howeverithappenstolie,it’salwayspretty。IadmireitasmuchasTanyadoes。\"
Theaglancedawkwardlyawayfromherandlookedstern,butMrs。Harsanyiknewthatshewaspleased。Theywentintotheliving—room,behindthestudio,wherethetwochildrenwereplayingonthebigrugbeforethecoalgrate。Andor,theboy,wassix,asturdy,handsomechild,andthelittlegirlwasfour。ShecametrippingtomeetThea,lookinglikealittledollinherwhitenetdress——hermothermadeallherclothes。Theapickedherupandhuggedher。Mrs。Harsanyiexcusedherselfandwenttothedining—room。Shekeptonlyonemaidanddidagooddealofthehouseworkherself,besidescookingherhusband’sfavoritedishesforhim。Shewasstillunderthirty,aslender,gracefulwoman,gracious,intelligent,andcapable。Sheadaptedherselftocircumstanceswithawell—bredeasewhichsolvedmanyofherhusband’sdifficulties,andkepthim,ashesaid,fromfeelingcheapanddownattheheel。
Nomusicianeverhadabetterwife。Unfortunatelyherbeautywasofaveryfrailandimpressionablekind,andshewasbeginningtoloseit。Herfacewastoothinnow,andtherewereoftendarkcirclesunderhereyes。
Leftalonewiththechildren,TheasatdownonTanya’slittlechair——shewouldratherhavesatonthefloor,butwasafraidofrumplingherdress——andhelpedthemplay\"cars\"withAndor’sironrailwayset。Sheshowedhim
newwaystolayhistracksandhowtomakeswitches,setuphisNoah’sarkvillageforstationsandpackedtheani—
malsintheopencoalcarstosendthemtothestockyards。
TheyworkedouttheirshipmentsorealisticallythatwhenAndorputthetwolittlereindeerintothestockcar,Tanyasnatchedthemoutandbegantocry,sayingshewasn’tgoingtohavealltheiranimalskilled。
Harsanyicamein,jadedandtired,andaskedTheatogoonwithhergame,ashewasnotequaltotalkingmuchbeforedinner。Hesatdownandmadepretenseofglancingattheeveningpaper,buthesoondroppedit。Aftertherailroadbegantogrowtiresome,Theawentwiththechild—
rentotheloungeinthecorner,andplayedforthemthegamewithwhichsheusedtoamuseThorforhoursto—
getherbehindtheparlorstoveathome,makingshadowpicturesagainstthewallwithherhands。Herfingerswereverysupple,andshecouldmakeaduckandacowandasheepandafoxandarabbitandevenanelephant。Har—
sanyi,fromhislowchair,watchedthem,smiling。Theboywasonhisknees,jumpingupanddownwiththeexcite—
mentofguessingthebeasts,andTanyasatwithherfeettuckedunderherandclappedherfraillittlehands。Thea’sprofile,inthelamplight,teasedhisfancy。Wherehadheseenaheadlikeitbefore?
Whendinnerwasannounced,littleAndortookThea’shandandwalkedtothedining—roomwithher。Thechil—
drenalwayshaddinnerwiththeirparentsandbehavedverynicelyattable。\"Mamma,\"saidAndorseriouslyasheclimbedintohischairandtuckedhisnapkinintothecollarofhisblouse,\"MissKronborg’shandsareeverykindofanimalthereis。\"
Hisfatherlaughed。\"Iwishsomebodywouldsaythataboutmyhands,Andor。\"
WhenTheadinedattheHarsanyisbefore,shenoticedthattherewasanintensesuspensefromthemomenttheytooktheirplacesatthetableuntilthemasterofthehouse
hadtastedthesoup。Hehadatheorythatifthesoupwentwell,thedinnerwouldgowell;butifthesoupwaspoor,allwaslost。To—nighthetastedhissoupandsmiled,andMrs。HarsanyisatmoreeasilyinherchairandturnedherattentiontoThea。Thealovedtheirdinnertable,be—
causeitwaslightedbycandlesinsilvercandle—sticks,andshehadneverseenatablesolightedanywhereelse。
Therewerealwaysflowers,too。To—nighttherewasalittleorangetree,withorangesonit,thatoneofHarsanyi’spupilshadsenthimatThanksgivingtime。AfterHarsanyihadfinishedhissoupandaglassofredHungarianwine,helosthisfaggedlookandbecamecordialandwitty。HepersuadedTheatodrinkalittlewineto—night。Thefirsttimeshedinedwiththem,whenheurgedhertotastetheglassofsherrybesideherplate,sheastonishedthembytellingthemthatshe\"neverdrank。\"
Harsanyiwasthenamanofthirty—two。Hewastohaveaverybrilliantcareer,buthedidnotknowitthen。
TheodoreThomaswasperhapstheonlymaninChicagowhofeltthatHarsanyimighthaveagreatfuture。Har—
sanyibelongedtothesofterSlavictype,andwasmorelikeaPolethanaHungarian。Hewastall,slender,active,withsloping,gracefulshouldersandlongarms。Hisheadwasveryfine,stronglyanddelicatelymodelled,and,asTheaputit,\"soindependent。\"Alockofhisthickbrownhairusuallyhungoverhisforehead。Hiseyewaswonderful;
fulloflightandfirewhenhewasinterested,softandthoughtfulwhenhewastiredormelancholy。Themean—
ingandpoweroftwoveryfineeyesmustallhavegoneintothisone——therightone,fortunately,theonenexthisaudiencewhenheplayed。Hebelievedthattheglasseyewhichgaveonesideofhisfacesuchadull,blindlook,hadruinedhiscareer,orratherhadmadeacareerimpos—
sibleforhim。Harsanyilosthiseyewhenhewastwelveyearsold,inaPennsylvaniaminingtownwhereexplo—
siveshappenedtobekepttooneartheframeshanties
inwhichthecompanypackednewlyarrivedHungarianfamilies。
Hisfatherwasamusicianandagoodone,buthehadcruellyover—workedtheboy;keepinghimatthepianoforsixhoursadayandmakinghimplayincafesanddancehallsforhalfthenight。Andorranawayandcrossedtheoceanwithanuncle,whosmuggledhimthroughtheportasoneofhisownmanychildren。TheexplosioninwhichAndorwashurtkilledascoreofpeople,andhewasthoughtluckytogetoffwithaneye。Hestillhadaclip—
pingfromaPittsburgpaper,givingalistofthedeadandinjured。Heappearedas\"Harsanyi,Andor,lefteyeandslightinjuriesaboutthehead。\"ThatwashisfirstAmerican\"notice\";andhekeptit。Heheldnogrudgeagainstthecoalcompany;heunderstoodthattheacci—
dentwasmerelyoneofthethingsthatareboundtohap—
peninthegeneralscrambleofAmericanlife,whereeveryonecomestograbandtakeshischance。
Whiletheywereeatingdessert,TheaaskedHarsanyiifshecouldchangeherTuesdaylessonfromafternoontomorning。\"Ihavetobeatachoirrehearsalintheafter—
noon,togetreadyfortheChristmasmusic,andIexpectitwilllastuntillate。\"
Harsanyiputdownhisforkandlookedup。\"Achoirrehearsal?Yousinginachurch?\"
\"Yes。AlittleSwedishchurch,overontheNorthside。\"
\"Whydidyounottellus?\"
\"Oh,I’monlyatemporary。Theregularsopranoisnotwell。\"
\"Howlonghaveyoubeensingingthere?\"
\"EversinceIcame。Ihadtogetapositionofsomekind,\"Theaexplained,flushing,\"andthepreachertookmeon。Herunsthechoirhimself。Heknewmyfather,andIguesshetookmetooblige。\"
Harsanyitappedthetableclothwiththeendsofhis
fingers。\"Butwhydidyounevertellus?Whyareyousoreticentwithus?\"
Thealookedshylyathimfromunderherbrows。\"Well,it’scertainlynotveryinteresting。It’sonlyalittlechurch。
Ionlydoitforbusinessreasons。\"
\"Whatdoyoumean?Don’tyouliketosing?Don’tyousingwell?\"
\"Ilikeitwellenough,but,ofcourse,Idon’tknowany—
thingaboutsinging。Iguessthat’swhyIneversaidany—
thingaboutit。Anybodythat’sgotavoicecansinginalittlechurchlikethat。\"
Harsanyilaughedsoftly——alittlescornfully,Theathought。\"Soyouhaveavoice,haveyou?\"
Theahesitated,lookedintentlyatthecandlesandthenatHarsanyi。\"Yes,\"shesaidfirmly;\"Ihavegotsome,anyway。\"
\"Goodgirl,\"saidMrs。Harsanyi,noddingandsmilingatThea。\"Youmustletushearyousingafterdinner。\"
Thisremarkseeminglyclosedthesubject,andwhenthecoffeewasbroughttheybegantotalkofotherthings。
HarsanyiaskedTheahowshehappenedtoknowsomuchaboutthewayinwhichfreighttrainsareoperated,andshetriedtogivehimsomeideaofhowthepeopleinlittledeserttownslivebytherailwayandordertheirlivesbythecomingandgoingofthetrains。Whentheyleftthedining—
roomthechildrenweresenttobedandMrs。HarsanyitookTheaintothestudio。Sheandherhusbandusuallysatthereintheevening。
AlthoughtheirapartmentseemedsoeleganttoThea,itwassmallandcramped。Thestudiowastheonlyspaciousroom。TheHarsanyiswerepoor,anditwasduetoMrs。
Harsanyi’sgoodmanagementthattheirlives,eveninhardtimes,movedalongwithdignityandorder。Shehadlongagofoundoutthatbillsordebtsofanykindfrightenedherhusbandandcrippledhisworkingpower。
Hesaidtheywerelikebarsonthewindows,andshutout
thefuture;theymeantthatjustsomanyhundreddollars’
worthofhislifewasdebilitatedandexhaustedbeforehegottoit。SoMrs。Harsanyisawtoitthattheyneverowedanything。Harsanyiwasnotextravagant,thoughhewassometimescarelessaboutmoney。Quietandorderandhiswife’sgoodtastewerethethingsthatmeantmosttohim。Afterthese,goodfood,goodcigars,alittlegoodwine。Heworehisclothesuntiltheywereshabby,untilhiswifehadtoaskthetailortocometothehouseandmea—
surehimfornewones。Hisnecktiessheusuallymadeher—
self,andwhenshewasinshopsshealwayskepthereyeopenforsilksinverydullorpaleshades,graysandolives,warmblacksandbrowns。
WhentheywentintothestudioMrs。HarsanyitookupherembroideryandTheasatdownbesideheronalowstool,herhandsclaspedaboutherknees。Whilehiswifeandhispupiltalked,HarsanyisankintoaCHAISELONGUEinwhichhesometimessnatchedafewmoments’restbetweenhislessons,andsmoked。Hesatwelloutofthecircleofthelamplight,hisfeettothefire。Hisfeetwereslenderandwellshaped,alwayselegantlyshod。Muchofthegraceofhismovementswasduetothefactthathisfeetwerealmostassureandflexibleashishands。Helistenedtothecon—
versationwithamusement。Headmiredhiswife’stactandkindnesswithcrudeyoungpeople;shetaughtthemsomuchwithoutseemingtobeinstructing。Whentheclockstrucknine,Theasaidshemustbegoinghome。
Harsanyiroseandflungawayhiscigarette。\"Notyet。
Wehavejustbeguntheevening。Nowyouaregoingtosingforus。Ihavebeenwaitingforyoutorecoverfromdinner。Come,whatshallitbe?\"hecrossedtothepiano。
Thealaughedandshookherhead,lockingherelbowsstilltighteraboutherknees。\"Thankyou,Mr。Harsanyi,butifyoureallymakemesing,I’llaccompanymyself。
Youcouldn’tstandittoplaythesortofthingsIhavetosing。\"
AsHarsanyistillpointedtothechairatthepiano,sheleftherstoolandwenttoit,whilehereturnedtohisCHAISE
LONGUE。Thealookedatthekeyboarduneasilyforamo—
ment,thenshebegan\"Come,yeDisconsolate,\"thehymnWunschhadalwayslikedtohearhersing。Mrs。Harsanyiglancedquestioninglyatherhusband,buthewaslookingintentlyatthetoesofhisboots,shadinghisforeheadwithhislongwhitehand。WhenTheafinishedthehymnshedidnotturnaround,butimmediatelybegan\"TheNinetyandNine。\"Mrs。Harsanyikepttryingtocatchherhus—
band’seye;buthischinonlysankloweronhiscollar。
\"TherewereninetyandninethatsafelylayIntheshelterofthefold,Butonewasoutonthehillsaway,Farofffromthegatesofgold。\"
Harsanyilookedather,thenbackatthefire。
\"Rejoice,fortheShepherdhasfoundhissheep。\"
Theaturnedonthechairandgrinned。\"That’saboutenough,isn’tit?Thatsonggotmemyjob。Thepreachersaiditwassympathetic,\"shemincedtheword,remember—
ingMr。Larsen’smanner。
Harsanyidrewhimselfupinhischair,restinghiselbowsonthelowarms。\"Yes?Thatisbettersuitedtoyourvoice。Youruppertonesaregood,aboveG。Imustteachyousomesongs。Don’tyouknowanything——pleasant?\"
Theashookherheadruefully。\"I’mafraidIdon’t。Letmesee——Perhaps,\"sheturnedtothepianoandputherhandsonthekeys。\"IusedtosingthisforMr。Wunschalongwhileago。It’sforcontralto,butI’lltryit。\"Shefrownedatthekeyboardamoment,playedthefewin—
troductorymeasures,andbegan\"ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN,\"
Shehadnotsungitforalongtime,anditcamebacklikeanoldfriendship。Whenshefinished,Harsanyisprangfromhischairanddroppedlightlyuponhistoes,akindof
ENTRE—CHATthathesometimesexecutedwhenheformedasuddenresolution,orwhenhewasabouttofollowapureintuition,againstreason。Hiswifesaidthatwhenhegavethatspringhewasshotfromthebowofhisancestors,andnowwhenhelefthischairinthatmannersheknewhewasintenselyinterested。Hewentquicklytothepiano。
\"Singthatagain。Thereisnothingthematterwithyourlowvoice,mygirl。Iwillplayforyou。Letyourvoiceout。\"Withoutlookingatherhebegantheaccom—
paniment。Theadrewbackhershoulders,relaxedtheminstinctively,andsang。
Whenshefinishedthearia,Harsanyibeckonedhernearer。\"SingAH——AHforme,asIindicate。\"Hekepthisrighthandonthekeyboardandputhislefttoherthroat,placingthetipsofhisdelicatefingersoverherlarynx。\"Again,——untilyourbreathisgone。——Trillbetweenthetwotones,always;good!Again;excellent!——
Nowup,——staythere。EandF。Notsogood,isit?Fisalwaysahardone。——Now,trythehalf—tone。——That’sright,nothingdifficultaboutit。——Now,pianissimo,AH——
AH。Now,swellit,AH——AH。——Again,followmyhand。——
Now,carryitdown。——Anybodyevertellyouanythingaboutyourbreathing?\"
\"Mr。LarsensaysIhaveanunusuallylongbreath,\"
Thearepliedwithspirit。
Harsanyismiled。\"Soyouhave,soyouhave。ThatwaswhatImeant。Now,oncemore;carryitupandthendown,AH——AH。\"Heputhishandbacktoherthroatandsatwithhisheadbent,hisoneeyeclosed。Helovedtohearabigvoicethrobinarelaxed,naturalthroat,andhewasthinkingthatnoonehadeverfeltthisvoicevibratebefore。ItwaslikeawildbirdthathadflownintohisstudioonMiddletonStreetfromgoodnessknewhowfar!
Nooneknewthatithadcome,oreventhatitexisted;
leastofallthestrange,crudegirlinwhosethroatitbeatitspassionatewings。Whatasimplethingitwas,here—
flected;whyhadheneverguesseditbefore?Everythingaboutherindicatedit,——thebigmouth,thewidejawandchin,thestrongwhiteteeth,thedeeplaugh。Themachinewassosimpleandstrong,seemedtobesoeasilyoperated。
Shesangfromthebottomofherself。Herbreathcamefromdownwhereherlaughcamefrom,thedeeplaughwhichMrs。Harsanyihadoncecalled\"thelaughofthepeople。\"
Arelaxedthroat,avoicethatlayonthebreath,thathadneverbeenforcedoffthebreath;itroseandfellintheair—columnlikethelittleballswhichareputtoshineinthejetofafountain。Thevoicedidnotthinasitwentup;
theuppertoneswereasfullandrichasthelower,pro—
ducedinthesamewayandasunconsciously,onlywithdeeperbreath。
AtlastHarsanyithrewbackhisheadandrose。\"Youmustbetired,MissKronborg。\"
Whenshereplied,shestartledhim;hehadforgottenhowhardandfullofbursherspeakingvoicewas。\"No,\"shesaid,\"singingnevertiresme。\"
Harsanyipushedbackhishairwithanervoushand。
\"Idon’tknowmuchaboutthevoice,butIshalltakelibertiesandteachyousomegoodsongs。Ithinkyouhaveaveryinterestingvoice。\"
\"I’mgladifyoulikeit。Good—night,Mr。Harsanyi。\"
TheawentwithMrs。Harsanyitogetherwraps。
WhenMrs。Harsanyicamebacktoherhusband,shefoundhimwalkingrestlesslyupanddowntheroom。
\"Don’tyouthinkhervoicewonderful,dear?\"sheasked。
\"Iscarcelyknowwhattothink。AllIreallyknowaboutthatgirlisthatshetiresmetodeath。Wemustnothaveheroften。IfIdidnothavemylivingtomake,then——\"
hedroppedintoachairandclosedhiseyes。\"HowtiredIam。Whatavoice!\"
IV
AFTERthateveningThea’sworkwithHarsanyichangedsomewhat。Heinsistedthatsheshouldstudysomesongswithhim,andafteralmosteverylessonhegaveuphalfanhourofhisowntimetopracticingthemwithher。Hedidnotpretendtoknowmuchaboutvoiceproduction,butsofar,hethought,shehadacquirednoreallyinjurioushabits。Ahealthyandpowerfulorganhadfounditsownmethod,whichwasnotabadone。Hewishedtofindoutagooddealbeforeherecommendedavocalteacher。HenevertoldTheawhathethoughtabouthervoice,andmadehergeneralignoranceofanythingworthsinginghispretextforthetroublehetook。Thatwasinthebeginning。Afterthefirstfewlessonshisownpleasureandherswerepretextenough。Thesingingcameattheendofthelessonhour,andtheybothtreateditasaformofrelaxation。
Harsanyididnotsaymucheventohiswifeabouthisdiscovery。Hebroodeduponitinacuriousway。Hefoundthattheseunscientificsinginglessonsstimulatedhiminhisownstudy。AfterMissKronborglefthimheoftenlaydowninhisstudioforanhourbeforedinner,withhisheadfullofmusicalideas,withaneffervescenceinhisbrainwhichhehadsometimeslostforweekstogetherun—
derthegrindofteaching。HehadnevergotsomuchbackforhimselffromanypupilashedidfromMissKronborg。
Fromthefirstshehadstimulatedhim;somethinginherpersonalityinvariablyaffectedhim。Nowthathewasfeelinghiswaytowardhervoice,hefoundhermorein—
terestingthaneverbefore。Sheliftedthetediumofthewinterforhim,gavehimcuriousfanciesandreveries。
Musically,shewassympathetictohim。Whyallthiswas
true,heneveraskedhimself。Hehadlearnedthatonemusttakewhereandwhenonecanthemysteriousmentalir—
ritantthatrousesone’simagination;thatitisnottobehadbyorder。Sheoftenweariedhim,butsheneverboredhim。Underhercrudenessandbrusquehardness,hefelttherewasanaturequitedifferent,ofwhichhenevergotsomuchasahintexceptwhenshewasatthepiano,orwhenshesang。Itwastowardthishiddencreaturethathewastrying,forhisownpleasure,tofindhisway。Inshort,HarsanyilookedforwardtohishourwithTheaforthesamereasonthatpoorWunschhadsometimesdreadedhis;becauseshestirredhimmorethananythingshedidcouldadequatelyexplain。
OneafternoonHarsanyi,afterthelesson,wasstandingbythewindowputtingsomecollodiononacrackedfinger,andTheawasatthepianotryingover\"DieLorelei\"
whichhehadgivenherlastweektopractice。Itwasscarcelyasongwhichasingingmasterwouldhavegivenher,buthehadhisownreasons。Howshesangitmatteredonlytohimandtoher。Hewasplayinghisowngamenow,withoutinterference;hesuspectedthathecouldnotdosoalways。
Whenshefinishedthesong,shelookedbackoverhershoulderathimandspokethoughtfully。\"Thatwasn’tright,attheend,wasit?\"
\"No,thatshouldbeanopen,flowingtone,somethinglikethis,\"——hewavedhisfingersrapidlyintheair。\"Yougettheidea?\"
\"No,Idon’t。Seemsaqueerending,aftertherest。\"
Harsanyicorkedhislittlebottleanddroppeditintothepocketofhisvelvetcoat。\"Whyso?Shipwreckscomeandgo,MARCHENcomeandgo,buttheriverkeepsrighton。
Thereyouhaveyouropen,flowingtone。\"
Thealookedintentlyatthemusic。\"Isee,\"shesaiddully。\"Oh,Isee!\"sherepeatedquicklyandturnedtohimaglowingcountenance。\"Itistheriver。——Oh,yes,Igetitnow!\"Shelookedathimbutlongenoughtocatch
hisglance,thenturnedtothepianoagain。Harsanyiwasneverquitesurewherethelightcamefromwhenherfacesuddenlyflashedoutathiminthatway。Hereyesweretoosmalltoaccountforit,thoughtheyglitteredlikegreeniceinthesun。Atsuchmomentsherhairwasyellower,herskinwhiter,hercheekspinker,asifalamphadsuddenlybeenturnedupinsideofher。Shewentatthesongagain:
\"ICHWEISSNICHT,WASSOLLESBEDEUTEN,DASICHSOTRAURIGBIN。\"
Akindofhappinessvibratedinhervoice。Harsanyino—
ticedhowmuchandhowunhesitatinglyshechangedherdeliveryofthewholesong,thefirstpartaswellasthelast。
Hehadoftennoticedthatshecouldnotthinkathingoutinpassages。Untilshesawitasawhole,shewanderedlikeablindmansurroundedbytorments。Aftersheoncehadher\"revelation,\"aftershegottheideathattoher——notalwaystohim——explainedeverything,thenshewentfor—
wardrapidly。Butshewasnotalwayseasytohelp。Shewassometimesimpervioustosuggestion;shewouldstareathimasifsheweredeafandignoreeverythinghetoldhertodo。Then,allatonce,somethingwouldhappeninherbrainandshewouldbegintodoallthathehadbeenforweekstellinghertodo,withoutrealizingthathehadevertoldher。
To—nightTheaforgotHarsanyiandhisfinger。Shefinishedthesongonlytobeginitwithfreshenthusiasm。
\"UNDDASHATMITIHREMSINGEN
DIELORELEIGETHAN。\"
ShesattheresingingituntilthedarkeningroomwassofloodedwithitthatHarsanyithrewopenawindow。
\"Youreallymuststopit,MissKronborg。Ishan’tbeabletogetitoutofmyheadto—night。\"
Thealaughedtolerantlyasshebegantogatheruphermusic。\"Why,Ithoughtyouhadgone,Mr。Harsanyi。I
likethatsong。\"
ThateveningatdinnerHarsanyisatlookingintentlyintoaglassofheavyyellowwine;boringintoit,indeed,withhisoneeye,whenhisfacesuddenlybrokeintoasmile。
\"Whatisit,Andor?\"hiswifeasked。
Hesmiledagain,thistimeather,andtookupthenut—
crackersandaBrazilnut。\"Doyouknow,\"hesaidinatonesointimateandconfidentialthathemighthavebeenspeakingtohimself,——\"doyouknow,IliketoseeMissKronborggetholdofanidea。Inspiteofbeingsotalented,she’snotquick。Butwhenshedoesgetanidea,itfillsheruptotheeyes。ShehadmyroomsoreekingofasongthisafternoonthatIcouldn’tstaythere。\"
Mrs。Harsanyilookedupquickly,\"`DieLorelei,’youmean?Onecouldn’tthinkofanythingelseanywhereinthehouse。Ithoughtshewaspossessed。Butdon’tyouthinkhervoiceiswonderfulsometimes?\"
Harsanyitastedhiswineslowly。\"Mydear,I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’tknowwhatIthinkaboutMissKronborg,exceptthatI’mgladtherearenottwoofher。