LIII。
AssoonasWestoverhadpostedhisletterhebegantoblamehimselfforit。HesawthattherightandmanlythingwouldhavebeentowritetoMrs。Vostrand,andtellherfranklywhathethoughtofDurgin。Herfolly,herinsincerity,hervulgarity,hadnothingtodowiththeaffair,sofarashewasconcerned。Ifshehadoncebeensokindtohimastobindhimtoheringratefulfriendship,shecertainlyhadaclaimuponhisbestoffices。Hisdutywastoher,andnotatalltoDurgin。Heneednothavesaidanythingagainsthimbecauseitwasagainsthim,butbecauseitwastrue;andifhehadwrittenhemustnothavesaidanythinglessthanthetruth。
Hecouldhavechosennottowriteatall。Hecouldhavesaidthathermawkishhypocrisywasalittletoomuch;thatshewasreallywantinghimtowhitewashDurginforher,andshehadnorighttoputuponhimtheresponsibilityforthestepsheclearlywishedtotake。Hecouldhavemadeeitherofthesedecisions,anddefendedthemtohimself;butinwhathehaddonehehadaltogethershirked。WhilehewaswritingtoDurgin,andpretendingthathecouldjustlyleavethisaffairtohim,hewassimplyindulgingabitofsentimentalpose,farworsethananythinginMrs。Vostrand’sshamappealforhishelp。
Hefelt,asthetimewentby,thatshehadnotwrittenofherownimpulse,butatherdaughter’surgence,andthatitwasthispoorcreaturewhosetrusthehadpalteredwith。HebelievedthatDurginwouldnotfailtomakeherunhappy,yethehadnotdonewhathemighttodeliverheroutofhishand。Hehadsatisfiedawretchedpseudo—
magnanimitytowardafaithlessscoundrel,ashethoughtDurgin,atthecostofawomanwhoseanxioushopeofhisaidhadprobablyforcedhermother’shand。
Atfirsthethoughthisactionirrevocable,andhebitterlyupbraidedhimselffornottakingcouncilwithCynthiauponMrs。Vostrand’sletter。
Hehadthoughtofdoingthat,andthenhehaddismissedthethoughtasinvolvingpainthathehadnorighttoinflict;butnowheperceivedthatthepainwassuchasshemustsufferintheevent,andthathehadstupidlyrefusedhimselftheonlymeansoffindingouttherightthingtodo。Hertrueheartandherclearmindwouldhavebeeninfallibleintheaffair,andhehadtrustedtohisownmuddledimpulse。
Hebegantowriteotherletters:toDurgin,toMrs。Vostrand,toGenevieve;butnoneofthemsatisfiedhim,andheletthedaysgobywithoutdoinganythingtoretrievehiserrororfulfilhisduty。Atlasthedidwhatheoughttohavedoneatfirst:heenclosedMrs。Vostrand’slettertoCynthia,andaskedherwhatshethoughtheoughttohavedone。
WhilehewaswaitingCynthia’sanswertohisletter,acablemessagereachedhimfromFlorence:
\"Kindletterreceived。Marriedto—day。Written。
\"Vostrand。\"
ThenextmailbroughtCynthia’sreply,whichwasverybrief:
\"Iamsorryyouhadtowriteatall;nothingcouldhavepreventedit。Perhapsifhecaresforherhewillbegoodtoher。\"
Sincethematterwasnowirremediable,Westovercreptlessmiserablythroughthedaysthanhecouldhavebelievedheshould,untiltheletterwhichMrs。Vostrand’scablepromisedcametohand。
\"Dearfriend,\"shewrote,\"yourgenerousandsatisfactoryanswercameyesterday。Itwassodelicateandhigh,—minded,andsolikeyou,towritetoMr。Durgin,andleavethewholeaffairtohim;andhedidnotloseamomentinshowingusyourbeautifulletter。Hesaidyouwereamanafterhisownheart,andIwishyoucouldhaveheardhowhepraisedyou。ItmadeGenevievequitejealous,orwouldhave,ifithadbeenanyoneelse。Butsheissohappyinyourapprovalofhermarriage,whichistotakeplacebeforethe’sindaco’to—morrow,Weshallonlyhavethecivilrite;shefeelsthatitismoreAmerican,andweareallcominghometoLion’sHeadinthespringtoliveanddietrueAmericans。Iwishyoucouldspendthesummerwithusthere,but,untilLion’sHeadisrebuilt,wecan’taskyou。Idon’tknowexactlyhowweshalldoourselves,butMr。Durginisfullofplans,andweleaveeverythingtohim。
Heishere,makingGenevievelaughsothatIcanhardlywrite。
Hejoinsusinloveandthanks,andourdarlingBicesendsyoualittlekiss。
\"MEDORAVOSTRAND。
\"P。S。Mr。D。hastoldusallabouttheaffairsyoualludedto。
WithMissL。wecannotfeelthathewastoblame;butheblameshimselfinregardtoMissW。HesayshisonlyexcuseisthathewasalwaysinlovewithGenevieve;andIthinkthatisquiteexcuseenough。M。V。\"
FromtimetotimeduringthewinterWestoverwrotetoCynthia,andhadlettersfromherinwhichhepleasedhimselffancyingalmostapersonaleffectofthatshynesswhichhethoughtacharmingthinginher。Butnodoubtthiswassomethinghereadintothem;ontheirfacetheywereplain,straightforwardaccountsofthelifesheledinthelittleoldhouseatLion’sHead,undertheshadowoftheblackruinonthehill。
Westoverhadtakentosendingherbooksandmagazines,andinthankinghimfortheseshewouldsometimesspeakofthingsshehadreadinthem。
Hercriticismrelatedtothespiritratherthanthemannerofthethingsshespokeof,anditpleasedhimthatsheseemed,withallherinsight,tohaveverylittleartisticsenseofanykind;intheworldwherehelivedthereweresomanywomenwithanartisticsenseineverykindthathewasratherwearyofit。
ThereneverwasanythingaboutDurginintheletters,andWestoverwasbothtroubledandconsoledbythissilence。Itmightbefromconsciousness,anditprobablywas;itmightbefromindifference。
Intheworstevent,ithidanypainshemighthavefeltwithadignityfromwhichnointimationofhismovedher。ThenearestshecametospeakingofJeffwaswhenshesaidthatJombateestewasgoingtoworkatthebrick—yardsinCambridgeassoonasthespringopened,andwasnotgoingtostayanylongeratLion’sHead。
HerbrotherFrank,shereported,hadgotaplacewithpartworkinthedrug—and—bookstoreatLovewell,wherehecouldkeeponmoreeasilywithhisstudies;hehadnowfullydecidedtostudyfortheministry;hehadalwayswantedtobeanEpiscopalian。
OnedaytowardtheendofApril,whenseveralweekshadpassedwithoutbringingWestoveranywordfromCynthia,herfatherpresentedhimself,andenjoyedinthepainter’ssurprisethesensationofhavingdroppeduponhimfromtheclouds。Hegavedueaccountsofthehealthofeachofhishousehold;endingwithJombateeste。\"Youknowhe’soutatthebrick,ashecallsit,inCambridge。\"
\"Cynthiasaidhewascoming。Ididn’tknowhehadcomeyet,\"saidWestover。\"Imustgooutandlookhimup,ifyouthinkIcouldfindhimamongallthoseCanucks。\"
\"Well,Idon’tknowbutyou’dbetterlookusupatthesametime,\"saidWhitwell,withadditionalpleasureinthepainter’sadditionalsurprise。
\"Iguesswe’reoutinCambridge,too,\"headded,atWestover’sstartofquestion。\"We’reoutthere,visitin’oneofoursummerfolks,asyoumightsay。RememberMis’Fredericks?\"
\"Why,whatthedeucekeptyoufromtellingmesoatonce?\"Westoverdemanded,indignantly。
\"GuessIhadn’tgotroundtoit,\"saidWhitwell,withdryrelish。
\"DoyoumeanthatCynthia’sthere?\"
\"Well,Iguesstheywouldn’tcaredmuchforavisitfromme。\"
WhitwelltookadvantageofWestover’smomentofmystificationtoexplainthatJeffhadwrittenovertohimfromItaly,offeringhimaprettygoodrentforhishouse,whichhewantedtooccupywhilehewasrebuildingLion’sHead。Hewasgoingtopushtheworkrightthroughinthesummer,andbereadyfortheseasontheyearafter。ThatwaswhatWhitwellunderstood,andheunderstoodthatJeff’sfamilywasgoingtostayinLovewell,butJeffhimselfwantedtobeonthegrounddayandnight。
\"Sothat’skindofturnedusoutofdoors,asyoumaysay,andCynthia’salwayshadthisideeofcomin’downBostonway:andshedidn’tknowanybodythatcouldadvisewithheraswellasMis’Fredericks,andshewrotetoher,andMis’Fredericksansweredhertocomerightdownandtalkitover。\"WestoverfeltapangofresentmentthatCynthia,hadnotturnedtohimforcounsel,buthesaidnothing,andWhitwellwenton:
\"Shesaidshewas,ashamedtobotheryou,you’dhadthewholeneighborhoodonyourhandssomuch,andsoshewrotetoMis’Fredericks。\"
Westoverhadavaguediscomfortinitall,whichultimatelydefineditselfasadiscontentwiththewillingnessoftheWhitwellstoletDurginoccupytheirhouseuponanyterms,foranypurpose,andalingeringgrudgethatCynthiashouldhaveaskedhelpofanyonebuthimself,evenfromamotiveofdelicacy。
IntheeveninghewentouttoseethegirlatthehouseofMrs。
Fredericks,whomhefoundlivinginthePort。Theyhadafirstmomentofintolerableshynessonherpart。Hehadbeenafraidtoseeher,withthejealousyforherdignityhealwaysfelt,lestsheshouldlookasifshehadbeenunhappyaboutDurgin。Buthefoundherlooking,notonlyverywell,butveryhappyandfullofpeace,assoonasthatmomentofshynesspassed。ItseemedtoWestoverasifshehadbeguntoliveonnewterms,andthataharassingelement,whichhadalwaysbeeninit,hadgoneoutofherlife,andinitsabsenceshewasbeginningtorejoiceinalastingrepose。Hefoundhimselfrejoicingwithher,andhefoundhimselfonsimplerandfrankertermswithherthaneverbefore。NeitherofthemspokeofJeff,ormadeanyapproachtomentionhim,andWestoverbelievedthatthiswasnotfromamorbidfeelinginher,butfromafinalandenduringindifference。
Hesawheralone,forMrs。Fredericksandherdaughterhadgoneintotowntoaconcert,whichhemadeherconfessshewouldhavegonetoherselfifithadnotbeenthatherfathersaidhewascomingouttoseeher。Shewouldnotlethimjokeaboutthesacrificehepretendedshehadmade;hehadacertainpaininfancyingthathisvisitwasthehighestandfinestfavorthatlifecoulddoher。ShetoldhimoftheambitionshehadthatshemightgetaschoolsomewhereintheneighborhoodofBoston,andthenfindsomethingforherbrothertodo,whilehebeganhisstudiesintheTheologicalSchoolatHarvard。FrankwasstillatLovewell,itseemed。
Attheendofthelongcallhemade,hesaid,abruptly,whenhehadrisentogo,\"Ishouldliketopaintyou。\"
\"Who?Me?\"shecried,asifitwerethemostincrediblething,whileagladcolorrushedoverherface。
\"Yes。Whileyou’rewaitingtogetyourschool,couldn’tyoucomeinwithyourfather,nowandthen,andsitforme?\"
\"What’shewantmetocomefer?\"Whitwelldemanded,whentheplanwaslaidbeforehim。HewasgivinghisunlimitedleisuretotheexplorationofBoston,andhistoneexpressedsomethingoftheinjury,whichhealsoputintowords,asasoleobjectiontotheproposedinterruption。\"Can’tyougoalone,Cynthy?\"Cynthiasaidshedidnotknow,butwhenthepointwasreferredtoMrs。Fredericks,shewassureCynthiacouldnotgoalone,andsheacquaintedthemboth,asfarasshecould,withthatmysteryofchaperonagewhichhadnevertouchedtheirlivesbefore。Whitwellseemedtothinkthathisdaughterwouldgivethematterup;andperhapsshemighthavedoneso,thoughsheseemedreluctant,ifMrs。FrederickshadnotfurtherinstructedthemthatitwasthehighestpossiblehonorMr。
Westoverwasofferingthem,andthatifhehadproposedtopaintherdaughtershewouldsimplyhavegoneandlivedwithhimwhilehewasdoingit。
WhitwellfoundsomecompensationforthetimelosttohisstudyofBostonintheconversationofthepainter,whichhesaidwasworthahundredcentsonthedollareverytime,thoughitdealtlesswiththemetaphysicalaspectofthelatestfactsofsciencethanthephilosophercouldhavewished。Hedidnot,tobesure,takeverymuchstockinthepictureasitadvanced,somewhatfitfully,withagoodmanyreversionstoitsoriginalstateofsketch。ItappearedtohimalwaysaslightandfeeblerepresentationofCynthia,though,ofcourse,anativepolitenessforbadehimtoexpresshisdisappointment。HeavowedafaithinWestover’sabilitytogetitrightintheend,andalwaysbadehimgoon,andtakeasmuchtimetoitashewanted。
Hefeltlessuneasythanatfirst,becausehehadnowfoundalittlefurnishedhouseinthewoodenestoutskirtsofNorthCambridge,whichhehiredcheapfromtherecentlywidowedowner,andtheywerekeepinghousethere。Jombateestelivedwiththem,andworkedinthebrick—yards。OutofhourshehelpedCynthia,andkepttheuglylittleplacelookingtrimandneat,andleftWhitwellfreeforthetrampshometonature,whichhebegantotakeovertheBelmontuplandsassoonasthespringopened。
Hewasnothomesick,asCynthiawasafraidhemightbe;hismindwasfullyoccupiedbythevastandvariedinterestsopenedtoitbytheintellectualandmaterialactivitiesoftheneighboringcity;andhefoundamplescopeforhisphysicalenergiesindoingCynthia’serrands,aswellasstudyingthestrangefloraoftheregion。Heapparentlythoughtthathehadmadeadistinctriseandadvanceintheworld。
Sometimes,inthefirstdaysofhissatisfactionwithhisestablishment,heexpressedthewishthatJacksoncouldonlyhaveseenhowhewasfixed,once。Inhispreoccupationwithotherthings,henolongerattemptedtoexploretheeternalmysterieswiththehelpofplanchette;theungratefulinstrumentgatheredasmuchdustasCynthiawouldsufferonthewhat—notinthecornerofthesolemnparlor;andaftertwoorthreevisitstotheFirstSpiritualTempleinBoston,helapsedaltogetherfromaninterestintheotherworld,whichhad,perhaps,mainlyflourishedintheabsenceofpressingsubjectsofinquiry,inthis。
WhenatlastWestoverconfessedthathehadcarriedhispictureofCynthiaasfarashecould,Whitwelldidhisbesttohidehisdisappointment。\"Well,sir,\"hesaid,tolerantlyandevencheeringly,\"Ipresumewe’reeveryoneofusadifferentpersontowhoeverlooksatus。Theysaythatnotwomenseethesamestar。\"
\"Youmeanthatshedoesn’tlooksotoyou,\"suggestedthepainter,whoseemednotatallabashed。
\"Well,youmightsay——Why,here!It’slikeher;photographcouldn’tgetitanybetter;butitmakesmethink—well,ofabirdthatyou’vecomeonsudden,anditstoopsasifitwasgoin’tofly——\"
\"Ah,\"saidWestover,\"doesitmakeyouthinkofthat?\"
LIV。
Thepaintercouldnotmakeoutatfirstwhetherthegirlherselfwaspleasedwiththepictureornot,andinhisuncertaintyhecouldnotgiveitheratonce,ashehadhopedandmeanttodo。Itwasbyakindofaccidenthefoundafterwardthatshehadalwaysbeenpassionatelyproudofhishavingpaintedher。ThiswaswhenhereturnedfromthelastsojournhehadmadeinParis,whitherhewentsoonaftertheWhitwellssettledinNorthCambridge。Heleftthepicturebehindhimtobeframedandthensenttoherwithaletterhehadwritten,begginghertogiveithouseroomwhilehewasgone。Hegotashort,stiffnoteinreplyafterhereachedParis,andhehadnottriedtocontinuethecorrespondence。
ButassoonashereturnedhewentouttoseetheWhitwellsinNorthCambridge。Theywerestillintheirlittlehousethere;theyoungwidowerhadmarriedagain;butneitherhenorhisnewwifehadcaredtotakeuptheirjointlifeinhisfirsthome,andhehadfoundWhitwellsuchagoodtenantthathehadnottriedtoputuptherentonhim。
Frankwasathome,now,withanemploymentthatgavehimpartofhistimeforhistheologicalstudies;CynthiahadbeenteachingschooleversincethefallafterWestoverwentaway,andtheywereall,asWhitwellsaid,inclover。HewastheonlymemberofthefamilyathomewhenWestovercalledontheafternoonofawarmsummerday,andheentertainedhimwithafullaccountofavisithehadpaidLion’sHeadearlierintheseason。
\"Yes,sir,\"hesaid,asifhehadalreadystatedthefact,\"I’vesoldmyoldplacetheretothatdevil。\"Hesaiddevilwithouttheleastrancor;
withevenasmileofgood—will,andheenjoyedtheastonishmentWestoverexpressedinhisdemand:
\"SoldDurginyourhouse?\"
\"Yes;Iseeweneverwantedtogobacktheretolive,anyofus,andI
wentuptopassthepapersandclosethethingout。Well,Ididhaveanofferforitfromafellerthatwantedtoopenaboa’din’—housethereandgettheadvantageofJeff’simprovements,andIcouldn’tseemtomakeupmymindtillI’dlookedthegroundover。Fustoff,youknow,IthoughtI’dselltotheotherfeller,becauseIcouldseeinaminutewhatathornit’dbeinJeff’sflesh。But,dumnitall!WhenImetthecomicaldevilIcouldn’tseemtowanttopesterhim。Why,here,thinksI,ifwe’vemadeanescapefromhim——andIguesswehave,aboutthebiggestescape——whathaveIgotag’in’him,anyway?I’doughttofeelgoodtohim;andIguessthat’sthewayIdidfeel,cometoboilitdown。
He’sgotawaywithhim,youknow,whenyou’rewithhim,thatmakesyoulikehim。Hemayhaveaknifeinyourribsthewholewhile,butsolong’shedon’tturnit,youdon’tseemtoknowit,andyoucan’thelplikin’him。Why,Ihadn’tbeenwithJefffiveminutesbeforeImadeupmymindtoselltohim。Itoldhimabouttheotheroffer——feltboundtodoit——andhewasallonfire。’Iwantthatplace,Mr。Whitwell,’s’dhe。’Nameyourprice。’Well,Iwa’n’tgoin’totakeanadvantageofthefeller,andIguessheseeit。’You’veofferedmethreethousand,’s’dI,’n’Idon’twanttobenowaysmeanaboutit。Fivethousandbuystheplace。’’It’smine,’s’dhe;justlikethat。Iguessheseehehadagentlemantodealwith,andwedidn’tsayawordmore。Don’tyouthinkI
donerighttoselltohim?Icouldn’t’a’gotmore’nthirty—fivehundredouttheotherfeller,tosaveme,andbeforeJeffbegunhisimprovementsIcouldn’t’a’realizedathousanddollarsontheprop’ty。\"
\"Ithinkyoudidrighttoselltohim,\"saidWestover,saddenedsomewhatbytheproofWhitwellallegedofhismagnanimity。
\"Well,Sir,I’mgladyoudo。Idon’tbelieveincrowdin’amanbecauseyougothiminacorner,an’Idon’tbelieveinbearin’malice。Neverdid。AllIwantedwaswhattheplacewaswo’th——tohim。’Twa’n’two’thnothin’tome!He’sgotthehouseandthetenacresaroundit,andhe’sgotthehouseonLion’sHead,includin’theClearin’,thatthepoottiestpicnic—groundinthemountains。Thinkofgoin’uptherethissummer?\"
\"No,\"saidWestover,briefly。
\"Well,Isomewishyondid。Ish’dliketoknowhowJeff’simprovementsstruckyou。Ofcourse,Ican’tjudgeof’emsowell,butIguesshe’smadeapoottysightlythingofit。Hetoldmehe’dhadoneoftheleadin’Bostonarchitectstoplanthethingoutforhim,andItellyouhe’sgotsomethingnice。’Tain’tsobigasoldLion’sHead,andJeffwantstocatertoadifferentstyleofcustom,anyway。Thebuildin’slonger’nwhatsheisdeep,andshespreadsinfrontso’stogiveasmanyroomsaviewofthemountainasshecan。Knowwhat’runnaysonce’is?
Well,that’sthestyleJeffsaiditwas;it’sallpillarsandpilasters;
andyourideuptotheofficethroughadoublerowofcolyums,underakindofaportico。It’sallpaintedlikethemoldColonialhousesdownonBrattleStreet,buffandwhite。Well,itmademethinkofoneofthemoldpagantemples。He’sgothershovedalongtothesouth’ard,andhe’swidenedoutapieceoflevelforhertostandon,so’tthatpieceo’
woodupthehillthereisjustbehindher,andItellyoushelooksnice,backin’upag’instthetrees。Itellyou,Jeff’sgotaheadonhim!
Iwishyoucouldseethatdinin’—roomo’his:allwhitecolyums,andfrontin’ontheview。Why,thatdevil’sgotaregularlittletheatyrebacko’thedinin’—roomfortheyoungfolkstoactammytureplaysin,andtheshowsthatcomealong,andhe’sgotadance—hallbesides;theparlorsain’tmuch——folksliketosetintheoffice;andagoodmanyoftheroomsaredoneoffintosoots,andgottheirownparlors。Itellyou,it’sswell,astheysay。Youcanorderwhatyoupleaseforbreakfast,butforlunchanddinneryougottotakewhatJeffgivesyou;buthetreatsyouwell。He’saDurgin,whenitcomestothat。Servedincou’ses,anddinneratseveno’clock。Idon’tknowwherehegothismoneyfor’tall,butIguessheputinhisinsurancefust,andthenheputamortgageonthebuildin’;beasmuchasownedit;saidhe’dhadasplendidseasonlastyear,andifhedoneaswellforacopuleofseasonsmorehe’dhavethewholeprop’tyfreeo’debt。\"
Westovercouldseethattheprosperityoftheunjustmanhadcorruptedtheimaginationandconfoundedtheconscienceofthissimplewitness,andheasked,inthehopeofgivinghispraisespause:\"Whathashedoneabouttheoldfamilyburying—groundintheorchard?\"
\"Well,there!\"saidWhitwell。\"Thatgotmemorethananyotheronething:InaturallyexpectedthatJeff’dhad’emmoved,foryouknowandIknow,Mr。Westover,thataplacelikethatcouldn’tbeverypop’la’
withsummerfolks;theydon’twanttohaveanythingtokindofmake’emserious,asyoumaysay。Butthatdevilgothisarchitecttotreattheplace,ashecallsit,andheputahighstonewallaroundit,andplantedittobushesandevergreensso’tlookslikeapieceofoldgarden,downthereinthecorneroftheorchard,andifyoudidn’thuntforityouwouldn’tknowitwasthere。Jeffsaid’twhenfolksdidhappentofinditout,hebelievedtheylikedit;theythinkit’spicturesqueandancient。Why,someon’emwantedhimtoputupalittlechapelalongsideandhaveservicesthere;andJeffsaidhedidn’tknowbuthe’ddoityet。He’sgotdark—coloredstonesupforMis’DurginandJackson,so’ttheylookasoldasanyof’em。Itellyou,heknowshowtodothings。\"
\"Itseemsso,\"saidWestover,withabitternessapparentlylostupontheoptimisticphilosopher。
\"Yes,sir。Iguessit’sallworkedoutforthebest。Solong’shedidn’tmarryCynthy,Idon’tcarewhohemarried,and——Iguesshe’smadeoutfust—rate,andhetreatshiswifewell,andhismother—in—law,too。
Youwouldn’thardlyknowtheywasinthehouse,they’resokindofquiet;
andifaguestwantstoseeJeff,he’sgottosendandaskforhim;clerkdoeseverything,butIguessJeffkeepsaneyeoutandknowswhat’sgoin’
on。He’sgotanelegantsootofappartments,andhelivesasprivateasifhewasinhisownhouse,himandhiswife。Butwhenthere’sanythinggoin’onthatneedsahead,they’rebothrightondeck。
\"Hedon’tlethiswifeworryaboutthingsagreatdeal;he’sgotafust—
rateofahousekeeper,butIguessoldMis’Vostrandkeepsthehousekeeper,asyoumaysay。Ihearsomeoftheboa’derstalkin’upthere,andoneof’emsaid’tthegreatthingaboutLion’sHeadwas’tyoucouldfeeleverywheresinitthatitwasalady’shouse。IguessJeffhasapoottygoodtime,andatime’tsuitshim。Heshowsuponthecoachin’parties,andhe’sgothimselfareg’larEnglishcoachman’srig,withbootsoutsidehistrouse’s,andalongcoatandafuzzyplug—hat:I
tellyou,helooksgay!Hedon’tspendhiswintersatLion’sHead:heisofftoEuropeaboutassoonasthehouseclosesinthefall,andhekeepsbringin’homenewdodges。Guessyoucouldn’tgetnoboa’dtherefornosevendollarsaweeknow!Itellyou,Jeff’sthegentlemannow,andhiswife’saboutthenicestladyIeversaw。Do’knowasIcaresomuchabouthermother;do’knowasIgotanythingag’insther,either,verymuch。Butthatlittlegirl,Beechy,astheycallher,she’sabeauty!
AndroundwithJeffallthewhile!Heseemsfullasfondofherasherownmotherdoes,andthatdevil,thatcouldn’tseemtogetenoughoftormentin’littlechildrenwhenhewasaboy,isasgoodandgentlewiththatlittlethingas—pie!\"
WhitwellseemedtohavecometoanendofhiscelebrationofJeff’ssuccess,andWestoverasked:
\"Andwhatdoyoumakenow,ofplanchette’sbrokenshaftbusiness?Ordon’tyoubelieveinplanchetteanymore?\"
Whitwell’sbeamingfaceclouded。\"Well,sir,that’sathingthat’salwayspuzzledme。Ifitwa’n’tthatitwasJacksonworkin’plantchettethatnight,Ishouldn’tplacedmuchdependenceonwhatshesaid;butJacksoncouldgetthetruthoutofher,ifanybodycould。SenceIb’enupthereIb’enfigurin’itoutlikethis:thebrokenshaftistheoldJeffthathe’sleftoffbein’——\"
Whitwellstoppedmidwayinhissuggestion,withaninquiringeyeonthepainter,whoasked:\"Youthinkhe’sleftoffbeingtheoldJeff?\"
\"Well,sir,yougotmethere,\"thephilosopherconfessed。\"Ididn’tseeanythingtothecontrary,butcometothinkofit——\"
\"Whycouldn’tthebrokenshaftbehisunfulfilleddestinyontheoldlines?Whatreasonistheretobelieveheisn’twhathe’salwaysbeen?\"
\"Well,cometothinkofit——\"
\"Peopledon’tchangeinaday,orayear,\"Westoverwenton,\"ortwoorthreeyears,even。SometimesIdoubtiftheyeverchange。\"
\"Well,allthatIthought,\"Whitwellurged,faintly,againstthehardscepticismofamanordinarilysoyielding,\"is’ttheremustbeamoralgovernmentoftheuniversesomewheres,andifabadfelleristogetalongandprosperhandoverhand,thatway,don’titlookkindofasif——\"
\"Therewasn’tanymoralgovernmentoftheuniverse?NotthewayIseeit,\"saidWestover。\"Atreebringsforthofitskind。Asamansowshereaps。It’sdeadsure,pitilesslysure。JeffDurginsowedsuccess,inacertainway,andhe’sreapingit。Heoncesaidtome,whenItriedtowakenhisconscience,thatheshouldgetwherehewastryingtogoifhewasstrongenough,andbeinggoodhadnothingtodowithit。Ibelievenowhewasright。Buthewaswrongtoo,assuchamanalwaysis。ThatkindoftreebearsDeadSeaapples,afterall。Hesowedevil,andhemustreapevil。Hemayneverknowit,buthewillreapwhathehassown。
Thedreadfulthingisthatothersmustshareinhisharvest。Whatdoyouthink?\"
Whitwellscratchedhishead。\"Well,sir,there’ssomethinginwhatyousay,Iguess。Buthere!What’stheuseofthinkin’amancan’tchange?
Wa’n’tthereeveranythinginthatoldideeofachangeofheart?Whatdoyous’posemadeJeffletuponthatfellerthatJombateesteseehimhavedown,thatday,inmyClearin’?WhatJeffwouldnatch’lydonewouldb’entoshakethelifeoutofhim;buthedidn’t;helethimup,andhelethimgo。What’sthereasonthatwa’n’tthebeginnin’ofanewlifeforhim?\"
\"Wedon’tknowalltheinsandoutsofthatbusiness,\"saidWestover,afteramoment。\"I’vepuzzledoveritagooddeal。ThemanwasthebrotherofthatgirlthatJeffhadjiltedinBoston。I’vefoundoutthatmuch。Idon’tknowjustthesizeandshapeofthetroublebetweenthem,butJeffmayhavefeltthathehadgotevenwithhisenemybeforethatday。Orhemayhavefeltthatifhewasgoinginforfullsatisfaction,therewasJombateestelookingon。\"
\"That’strue,\"saidWhitwell,greatlydaunted。Afterawhilehetookrefugeinthereflection,\"Well,he’sacomicaldevil。\"
Westoversaid,inasortofabsence:\"Perhapswe’reallbrokenshafts,here。Perhapsthatoldhypothesisofanotherlife,aworldwherethereisroomenoughandtimeenoughforallthebeginningsofthistocompletethemselves——\"
\"Well,nowyou’reshoutin’,\"saidWhitwell。\"Andifplantchette——\"
Westoverrose。\"Why,a’n’tyougoin’towaitandseeCynthy?I’mexpectin’heralongeveryminutenow;she’sjustgonedowntoHarvardSquare。She’llbeawfullyputoutwhensheknowsyou’vebe’nhere。\"
\"I’llcomeoutagainsoon,\"saidWestover。\"Tellher——\"
\"Well,youmustseeyourpicture,anyway。We’vegotitintheparlor。
Idon’tknowwhatshe’llsaytome,keepin’youhereinthesettin’—roomallthetime。\"
Whitwellledhimintothelittledarkfronthall,andintotheparlor,lessdimthanitshouldhavebeenbecausetheafternoonsunwasburningfulluponitsshutters。Theportraithungoverthemantel,inabadlight,butthepaintercouldfeeleverythinginitthathecouldnotsee。
\"Yes,ithadthatlookinit。\"
\"Well,sheha’n’ttookwingyet,I’mthankfultothink,\"saidWhitwell,andhespokefromhisownlargemindtothesympathyofanoldfriendwhohefeltcouldalmostsharehisfeelingsasafather。
IV
WhenWestoverturnedoutofthebakinglittlestreetwheretheWhitwellslivedintoanelm—shadedstretchofNorthAvenue,hetookoffhishatandstrolledbareheadedalonginthecoolerair。HewasdisappointednottohaveseenCynthia,andyethefoundhimselfhurryingawayafterhisfailure,withasenseofescape,oratleastofrespite。
Whathehadcometosay,todo,wastheeffectoflongexperienceandmuchmeditation。Thetimehadarrivedwhenhecouldnolongerfeigntohimselfthathisfeelingstowardthegirlwerenotthoseofalover,buthehadhismodestfearsthatshecouldneverimaginehiminthatcharacter,andthatifheshouldaskhertodosoheshouldshockandgrieveher,andinflictuponhimselfanincurablewound。
Duringthislastabsenceofhishehadlethisfancydwellconstantlyuponher,untillifeseemedworthhavingonlyifshewouldshareitwithhim。Hewasanartist,andhehadalwaysbeenabohemian,butathearthewasphilistineandbourgeois。Hisidealwasasettlement,afixedhabitation,astatedexistence,ahomewherehecouldworkconstantlyinanairofaffection,andunselfishlydohisparttomakehishomehappy。
Itwasaverysimple—heartedambition,andIdonotquiteknowhowtokeepitfromappearingcommonplaceandalmostsordid;butsuchasitwas,Imustconfessthatitwashis。Hehadnotmarriedhismodel,becausehewasmainlyalandscapist,perhaps;andhehadnotmarriedanyofhispupils,becausehehadnotbeeninlovewiththem,charmingandgoodandlovelyashehadthoughtsomeofthem;andoflatehehadrealizedmoreandmorewhyhisfancyhadnotturnedintheirdirection。Heperceivedthatitwasalreadyfixed,andpossiblyhadlongbeenfixed。
Hedidnotblinkthefactthatthereweremanydisparities,andthattherewouldbecertaindisadvantageswhichcouldneverbequiteovercome。
ThefacthadbeenbroughtratherstrenuouslyhometohimbyhisinterviewwithCynthia’sfather。Heperceived,asindeedhehadalwaysknown,thatwithacertainimaginativeliftinhisthinkingandfeeling,Whitwellwasirreparablyrustic,thathewasandalwaysmustbepracticallyYankee。
WestoverwasnotaYankee,andhedidnotloveorhonorthetype,thoughitsstrugglesagainstitselftouchedandamusedhim。ItmadehimalittlesicktohearhowWhitwellhadprofitedbyDurgin’snecessity,andhadtakenadvantageofhimwithconscientiousandself—applausiverapacity,whileheadmiredhisprosperity,andtriedtoaccountforitbydoubtofitsinjustice。ForamomentthisseemedtohimworsethanDurgin’sconscientioustoughness,whichwastheantithesisofWhitwell’sremorselessself—interest。ForthemomentthisclaimedCynthiaofitskind,andWestoverbeheldherrusticandYankeeofherfather’stype。