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  LIII。

  AssoonasWestoverhadpostedhisletterhebegantoblamehimselfforit。HesawthattherightandmanlythingwouldhavebeentowritetoMrs。Vostrand,andtellherfranklywhathethoughtofDurgin。Herfolly,herinsincerity,hervulgarity,hadnothingtodowiththeaffair,sofarashewasconcerned。Ifshehadoncebeensokindtohimastobindhimtoheringratefulfriendship,shecertainlyhadaclaimuponhisbestoffices。Hisdutywastoher,andnotatalltoDurgin。Heneednothavesaidanythingagainsthimbecauseitwasagainsthim,butbecauseitwastrue;andifhehadwrittenhemustnothavesaidanythinglessthanthetruth。

  Hecouldhavechosennottowriteatall。Hecouldhavesaidthathermawkishhypocrisywasalittletoomuch;thatshewasreallywantinghimtowhitewashDurginforher,andshehadnorighttoputuponhimtheresponsibilityforthestepsheclearlywishedtotake。Hecouldhavemadeeitherofthesedecisions,anddefendedthemtohimself;butinwhathehaddonehehadaltogethershirked。WhilehewaswritingtoDurgin,andpretendingthathecouldjustlyleavethisaffairtohim,hewassimplyindulgingabitofsentimentalpose,farworsethananythinginMrs。Vostrand’sshamappealforhishelp。

  Hefelt,asthetimewentby,thatshehadnotwrittenofherownimpulse,butatherdaughter’surgence,andthatitwasthispoorcreaturewhosetrusthehadpalteredwith。HebelievedthatDurginwouldnotfailtomakeherunhappy,yethehadnotdonewhathemighttodeliverheroutofhishand。Hehadsatisfiedawretchedpseudo—

  magnanimitytowardafaithlessscoundrel,ashethoughtDurgin,atthecostofawomanwhoseanxioushopeofhisaidhadprobablyforcedhermother’shand。

  Atfirsthethoughthisactionirrevocable,andhebitterlyupbraidedhimselffornottakingcouncilwithCynthiauponMrs。Vostrand’sletter。

  Hehadthoughtofdoingthat,andthenhehaddismissedthethoughtasinvolvingpainthathehadnorighttoinflict;butnowheperceivedthatthepainwassuchasshemustsufferintheevent,andthathehadstupidlyrefusedhimselftheonlymeansoffindingouttherightthingtodo。Hertrueheartandherclearmindwouldhavebeeninfallibleintheaffair,andhehadtrustedtohisownmuddledimpulse。

  Hebegantowriteotherletters:toDurgin,toMrs。Vostrand,toGenevieve;butnoneofthemsatisfiedhim,andheletthedaysgobywithoutdoinganythingtoretrievehiserrororfulfilhisduty。Atlasthedidwhatheoughttohavedoneatfirst:heenclosedMrs。Vostrand’slettertoCynthia,andaskedherwhatshethoughtheoughttohavedone。

  WhilehewaswaitingCynthia’sanswertohisletter,acablemessagereachedhimfromFlorence:

  \"Kindletterreceived。Marriedto—day。Written。

  \"Vostrand。\"

  ThenextmailbroughtCynthia’sreply,whichwasverybrief:

  \"Iamsorryyouhadtowriteatall;nothingcouldhavepreventedit。Perhapsifhecaresforherhewillbegoodtoher。\"

  Sincethematterwasnowirremediable,Westovercreptlessmiserablythroughthedaysthanhecouldhavebelievedheshould,untiltheletterwhichMrs。Vostrand’scablepromisedcametohand。

  \"Dearfriend,\"shewrote,\"yourgenerousandsatisfactoryanswercameyesterday。Itwassodelicateandhigh,—minded,andsolikeyou,towritetoMr。Durgin,andleavethewholeaffairtohim;andhedidnotloseamomentinshowingusyourbeautifulletter。Hesaidyouwereamanafterhisownheart,andIwishyoucouldhaveheardhowhepraisedyou。ItmadeGenevievequitejealous,orwouldhave,ifithadbeenanyoneelse。Butsheissohappyinyourapprovalofhermarriage,whichistotakeplacebeforethe’sindaco’to—morrow,Weshallonlyhavethecivilrite;shefeelsthatitismoreAmerican,andweareallcominghometoLion’sHeadinthespringtoliveanddietrueAmericans。Iwishyoucouldspendthesummerwithusthere,but,untilLion’sHeadisrebuilt,wecan’taskyou。Idon’tknowexactlyhowweshalldoourselves,butMr。Durginisfullofplans,andweleaveeverythingtohim。

  Heishere,makingGenevievelaughsothatIcanhardlywrite。

  Hejoinsusinloveandthanks,andourdarlingBicesendsyoualittlekiss。

  \"MEDORAVOSTRAND。

  \"P。S。Mr。D。hastoldusallabouttheaffairsyoualludedto。

  WithMissL。wecannotfeelthathewastoblame;butheblameshimselfinregardtoMissW。HesayshisonlyexcuseisthathewasalwaysinlovewithGenevieve;andIthinkthatisquiteexcuseenough。M。V。\"

  FromtimetotimeduringthewinterWestoverwrotetoCynthia,andhadlettersfromherinwhichhepleasedhimselffancyingalmostapersonaleffectofthatshynesswhichhethoughtacharmingthinginher。Butnodoubtthiswassomethinghereadintothem;ontheirfacetheywereplain,straightforwardaccountsofthelifesheledinthelittleoldhouseatLion’sHead,undertheshadowoftheblackruinonthehill。

  Westoverhadtakentosendingherbooksandmagazines,andinthankinghimfortheseshewouldsometimesspeakofthingsshehadreadinthem。

  Hercriticismrelatedtothespiritratherthanthemannerofthethingsshespokeof,anditpleasedhimthatsheseemed,withallherinsight,tohaveverylittleartisticsenseofanykind;intheworldwherehelivedthereweresomanywomenwithanartisticsenseineverykindthathewasratherwearyofit。

  ThereneverwasanythingaboutDurginintheletters,andWestoverwasbothtroubledandconsoledbythissilence。Itmightbefromconsciousness,anditprobablywas;itmightbefromindifference。

  Intheworstevent,ithidanypainshemighthavefeltwithadignityfromwhichnointimationofhismovedher。ThenearestshecametospeakingofJeffwaswhenshesaidthatJombateestewasgoingtoworkatthebrick—yardsinCambridgeassoonasthespringopened,andwasnotgoingtostayanylongeratLion’sHead。

  HerbrotherFrank,shereported,hadgotaplacewithpartworkinthedrug—and—bookstoreatLovewell,wherehecouldkeeponmoreeasilywithhisstudies;hehadnowfullydecidedtostudyfortheministry;hehadalwayswantedtobeanEpiscopalian。

  OnedaytowardtheendofApril,whenseveralweekshadpassedwithoutbringingWestoveranywordfromCynthia,herfatherpresentedhimself,andenjoyedinthepainter’ssurprisethesensationofhavingdroppeduponhimfromtheclouds。Hegavedueaccountsofthehealthofeachofhishousehold;endingwithJombateeste。\"Youknowhe’soutatthebrick,ashecallsit,inCambridge。\"

  \"Cynthiasaidhewascoming。Ididn’tknowhehadcomeyet,\"saidWestover。\"Imustgooutandlookhimup,ifyouthinkIcouldfindhimamongallthoseCanucks。\"

  \"Well,Idon’tknowbutyou’dbetterlookusupatthesametime,\"saidWhitwell,withadditionalpleasureinthepainter’sadditionalsurprise。

  \"Iguesswe’reoutinCambridge,too,\"headded,atWestover’sstartofquestion。\"We’reoutthere,visitin’oneofoursummerfolks,asyoumightsay。RememberMis’Fredericks?\"

  \"Why,whatthedeucekeptyoufromtellingmesoatonce?\"Westoverdemanded,indignantly。

  \"GuessIhadn’tgotroundtoit,\"saidWhitwell,withdryrelish。

  \"DoyoumeanthatCynthia’sthere?\"

  \"Well,Iguesstheywouldn’tcaredmuchforavisitfromme。\"

  WhitwelltookadvantageofWestover’smomentofmystificationtoexplainthatJeffhadwrittenovertohimfromItaly,offeringhimaprettygoodrentforhishouse,whichhewantedtooccupywhilehewasrebuildingLion’sHead。Hewasgoingtopushtheworkrightthroughinthesummer,andbereadyfortheseasontheyearafter。ThatwaswhatWhitwellunderstood,andheunderstoodthatJeff’sfamilywasgoingtostayinLovewell,butJeffhimselfwantedtobeonthegrounddayandnight。

  \"Sothat’skindofturnedusoutofdoors,asyoumaysay,andCynthia’salwayshadthisideeofcomin’downBostonway:andshedidn’tknowanybodythatcouldadvisewithheraswellasMis’Fredericks,andshewrotetoher,andMis’Fredericksansweredhertocomerightdownandtalkitover。\"WestoverfeltapangofresentmentthatCynthia,hadnotturnedtohimforcounsel,buthesaidnothing,andWhitwellwenton:

  \"Shesaidshewas,ashamedtobotheryou,you’dhadthewholeneighborhoodonyourhandssomuch,andsoshewrotetoMis’Fredericks。\"

  Westoverhadavaguediscomfortinitall,whichultimatelydefineditselfasadiscontentwiththewillingnessoftheWhitwellstoletDurginoccupytheirhouseuponanyterms,foranypurpose,andalingeringgrudgethatCynthiashouldhaveaskedhelpofanyonebuthimself,evenfromamotiveofdelicacy。

  IntheeveninghewentouttoseethegirlatthehouseofMrs。

  Fredericks,whomhefoundlivinginthePort。Theyhadafirstmomentofintolerableshynessonherpart。Hehadbeenafraidtoseeher,withthejealousyforherdignityhealwaysfelt,lestsheshouldlookasifshehadbeenunhappyaboutDurgin。Buthefoundherlooking,notonlyverywell,butveryhappyandfullofpeace,assoonasthatmomentofshynesspassed。ItseemedtoWestoverasifshehadbeguntoliveonnewterms,andthataharassingelement,whichhadalwaysbeeninit,hadgoneoutofherlife,andinitsabsenceshewasbeginningtorejoiceinalastingrepose。Hefoundhimselfrejoicingwithher,andhefoundhimselfonsimplerandfrankertermswithherthaneverbefore。NeitherofthemspokeofJeff,ormadeanyapproachtomentionhim,andWestoverbelievedthatthiswasnotfromamorbidfeelinginher,butfromafinalandenduringindifference。

  Hesawheralone,forMrs。Fredericksandherdaughterhadgoneintotowntoaconcert,whichhemadeherconfessshewouldhavegonetoherselfifithadnotbeenthatherfathersaidhewascomingouttoseeher。Shewouldnotlethimjokeaboutthesacrificehepretendedshehadmade;hehadacertainpaininfancyingthathisvisitwasthehighestandfinestfavorthatlifecoulddoher。ShetoldhimoftheambitionshehadthatshemightgetaschoolsomewhereintheneighborhoodofBoston,andthenfindsomethingforherbrothertodo,whilehebeganhisstudiesintheTheologicalSchoolatHarvard。FrankwasstillatLovewell,itseemed。

  Attheendofthelongcallhemade,hesaid,abruptly,whenhehadrisentogo,\"Ishouldliketopaintyou。\"

  \"Who?Me?\"shecried,asifitwerethemostincrediblething,whileagladcolorrushedoverherface。

  \"Yes。Whileyou’rewaitingtogetyourschool,couldn’tyoucomeinwithyourfather,nowandthen,andsitforme?\"

  \"What’shewantmetocomefer?\"Whitwelldemanded,whentheplanwaslaidbeforehim。HewasgivinghisunlimitedleisuretotheexplorationofBoston,andhistoneexpressedsomethingoftheinjury,whichhealsoputintowords,asasoleobjectiontotheproposedinterruption。\"Can’tyougoalone,Cynthy?\"Cynthiasaidshedidnotknow,butwhenthepointwasreferredtoMrs。Fredericks,shewassureCynthiacouldnotgoalone,andsheacquaintedthemboth,asfarasshecould,withthatmysteryofchaperonagewhichhadnevertouchedtheirlivesbefore。Whitwellseemedtothinkthathisdaughterwouldgivethematterup;andperhapsshemighthavedoneso,thoughsheseemedreluctant,ifMrs。FrederickshadnotfurtherinstructedthemthatitwasthehighestpossiblehonorMr。

  Westoverwasofferingthem,andthatifhehadproposedtopaintherdaughtershewouldsimplyhavegoneandlivedwithhimwhilehewasdoingit。

  WhitwellfoundsomecompensationforthetimelosttohisstudyofBostonintheconversationofthepainter,whichhesaidwasworthahundredcentsonthedollareverytime,thoughitdealtlesswiththemetaphysicalaspectofthelatestfactsofsciencethanthephilosophercouldhavewished。Hedidnot,tobesure,takeverymuchstockinthepictureasitadvanced,somewhatfitfully,withagoodmanyreversionstoitsoriginalstateofsketch。ItappearedtohimalwaysaslightandfeeblerepresentationofCynthia,though,ofcourse,anativepolitenessforbadehimtoexpresshisdisappointment。HeavowedafaithinWestover’sabilitytogetitrightintheend,andalwaysbadehimgoon,andtakeasmuchtimetoitashewanted。

  Hefeltlessuneasythanatfirst,becausehehadnowfoundalittlefurnishedhouseinthewoodenestoutskirtsofNorthCambridge,whichhehiredcheapfromtherecentlywidowedowner,andtheywerekeepinghousethere。Jombateestelivedwiththem,andworkedinthebrick—yards。OutofhourshehelpedCynthia,andkepttheuglylittleplacelookingtrimandneat,andleftWhitwellfreeforthetrampshometonature,whichhebegantotakeovertheBelmontuplandsassoonasthespringopened。

  Hewasnothomesick,asCynthiawasafraidhemightbe;hismindwasfullyoccupiedbythevastandvariedinterestsopenedtoitbytheintellectualandmaterialactivitiesoftheneighboringcity;andhefoundamplescopeforhisphysicalenergiesindoingCynthia’serrands,aswellasstudyingthestrangefloraoftheregion。Heapparentlythoughtthathehadmadeadistinctriseandadvanceintheworld。

  Sometimes,inthefirstdaysofhissatisfactionwithhisestablishment,heexpressedthewishthatJacksoncouldonlyhaveseenhowhewasfixed,once。Inhispreoccupationwithotherthings,henolongerattemptedtoexploretheeternalmysterieswiththehelpofplanchette;theungratefulinstrumentgatheredasmuchdustasCynthiawouldsufferonthewhat—notinthecornerofthesolemnparlor;andaftertwoorthreevisitstotheFirstSpiritualTempleinBoston,helapsedaltogetherfromaninterestintheotherworld,whichhad,perhaps,mainlyflourishedintheabsenceofpressingsubjectsofinquiry,inthis。

  WhenatlastWestoverconfessedthathehadcarriedhispictureofCynthiaasfarashecould,Whitwelldidhisbesttohidehisdisappointment。\"Well,sir,\"hesaid,tolerantlyandevencheeringly,\"Ipresumewe’reeveryoneofusadifferentpersontowhoeverlooksatus。Theysaythatnotwomenseethesamestar。\"

  \"Youmeanthatshedoesn’tlooksotoyou,\"suggestedthepainter,whoseemednotatallabashed。

  \"Well,youmightsay——Why,here!It’slikeher;photographcouldn’tgetitanybetter;butitmakesmethink—well,ofabirdthatyou’vecomeonsudden,anditstoopsasifitwasgoin’tofly——\"

  \"Ah,\"saidWestover,\"doesitmakeyouthinkofthat?\"

  LIV。

  Thepaintercouldnotmakeoutatfirstwhetherthegirlherselfwaspleasedwiththepictureornot,andinhisuncertaintyhecouldnotgiveitheratonce,ashehadhopedandmeanttodo。Itwasbyakindofaccidenthefoundafterwardthatshehadalwaysbeenpassionatelyproudofhishavingpaintedher。ThiswaswhenhereturnedfromthelastsojournhehadmadeinParis,whitherhewentsoonaftertheWhitwellssettledinNorthCambridge。Heleftthepicturebehindhimtobeframedandthensenttoherwithaletterhehadwritten,begginghertogiveithouseroomwhilehewasgone。Hegotashort,stiffnoteinreplyafterhereachedParis,andhehadnottriedtocontinuethecorrespondence。

  ButassoonashereturnedhewentouttoseetheWhitwellsinNorthCambridge。Theywerestillintheirlittlehousethere;theyoungwidowerhadmarriedagain;butneitherhenorhisnewwifehadcaredtotakeuptheirjointlifeinhisfirsthome,andhehadfoundWhitwellsuchagoodtenantthathehadnottriedtoputuptherentonhim。

  Frankwasathome,now,withanemploymentthatgavehimpartofhistimeforhistheologicalstudies;CynthiahadbeenteachingschooleversincethefallafterWestoverwentaway,andtheywereall,asWhitwellsaid,inclover。HewastheonlymemberofthefamilyathomewhenWestovercalledontheafternoonofawarmsummerday,andheentertainedhimwithafullaccountofavisithehadpaidLion’sHeadearlierintheseason。

  \"Yes,sir,\"hesaid,asifhehadalreadystatedthefact,\"I’vesoldmyoldplacetheretothatdevil。\"Hesaiddevilwithouttheleastrancor;

  withevenasmileofgood—will,andheenjoyedtheastonishmentWestoverexpressedinhisdemand:

  \"SoldDurginyourhouse?\"

  \"Yes;Iseeweneverwantedtogobacktheretolive,anyofus,andI

  wentuptopassthepapersandclosethethingout。Well,Ididhaveanofferforitfromafellerthatwantedtoopenaboa’din’—housethereandgettheadvantageofJeff’simprovements,andIcouldn’tseemtomakeupmymindtillI’dlookedthegroundover。Fustoff,youknow,IthoughtI’dselltotheotherfeller,becauseIcouldseeinaminutewhatathornit’dbeinJeff’sflesh。But,dumnitall!WhenImetthecomicaldevilIcouldn’tseemtowanttopesterhim。Why,here,thinksI,ifwe’vemadeanescapefromhim——andIguesswehave,aboutthebiggestescape——whathaveIgotag’in’him,anyway?I’doughttofeelgoodtohim;andIguessthat’sthewayIdidfeel,cometoboilitdown。

  He’sgotawaywithhim,youknow,whenyou’rewithhim,thatmakesyoulikehim。Hemayhaveaknifeinyourribsthewholewhile,butsolong’shedon’tturnit,youdon’tseemtoknowit,andyoucan’thelplikin’him。Why,Ihadn’tbeenwithJefffiveminutesbeforeImadeupmymindtoselltohim。Itoldhimabouttheotheroffer——feltboundtodoit——andhewasallonfire。’Iwantthatplace,Mr。Whitwell,’s’dhe。’Nameyourprice。’Well,Iwa’n’tgoin’totakeanadvantageofthefeller,andIguessheseeit。’You’veofferedmethreethousand,’s’dI,’n’Idon’twanttobenowaysmeanaboutit。Fivethousandbuystheplace。’’It’smine,’s’dhe;justlikethat。Iguessheseehehadagentlemantodealwith,andwedidn’tsayawordmore。Don’tyouthinkI

  donerighttoselltohim?Icouldn’t’a’gotmore’nthirty—fivehundredouttheotherfeller,tosaveme,andbeforeJeffbegunhisimprovementsIcouldn’t’a’realizedathousanddollarsontheprop’ty。\"

  \"Ithinkyoudidrighttoselltohim,\"saidWestover,saddenedsomewhatbytheproofWhitwellallegedofhismagnanimity。

  \"Well,Sir,I’mgladyoudo。Idon’tbelieveincrowdin’amanbecauseyougothiminacorner,an’Idon’tbelieveinbearin’malice。Neverdid。AllIwantedwaswhattheplacewaswo’th——tohim。’Twa’n’two’thnothin’tome!He’sgotthehouseandthetenacresaroundit,andhe’sgotthehouseonLion’sHead,includin’theClearin’,thatthepoottiestpicnic—groundinthemountains。Thinkofgoin’uptherethissummer?\"

  \"No,\"saidWestover,briefly。

  \"Well,Isomewishyondid。Ish’dliketoknowhowJeff’simprovementsstruckyou。Ofcourse,Ican’tjudgeof’emsowell,butIguesshe’smadeapoottysightlythingofit。Hetoldmehe’dhadoneoftheleadin’Bostonarchitectstoplanthethingoutforhim,andItellyouhe’sgotsomethingnice。’Tain’tsobigasoldLion’sHead,andJeffwantstocatertoadifferentstyleofcustom,anyway。Thebuildin’slonger’nwhatsheisdeep,andshespreadsinfrontso’stogiveasmanyroomsaviewofthemountainasshecan。Knowwhat’runnaysonce’is?

  Well,that’sthestyleJeffsaiditwas;it’sallpillarsandpilasters;

  andyourideuptotheofficethroughadoublerowofcolyums,underakindofaportico。It’sallpaintedlikethemoldColonialhousesdownonBrattleStreet,buffandwhite。Well,itmademethinkofoneofthemoldpagantemples。He’sgothershovedalongtothesouth’ard,andhe’swidenedoutapieceoflevelforhertostandon,so’tthatpieceo’

  woodupthehillthereisjustbehindher,andItellyoushelooksnice,backin’upag’instthetrees。Itellyou,Jeff’sgotaheadonhim!

  Iwishyoucouldseethatdinin’—roomo’his:allwhitecolyums,andfrontin’ontheview。Why,thatdevil’sgotaregularlittletheatyrebacko’thedinin’—roomfortheyoungfolkstoactammytureplaysin,andtheshowsthatcomealong,andhe’sgotadance—hallbesides;theparlorsain’tmuch——folksliketosetintheoffice;andagoodmanyoftheroomsaredoneoffintosoots,andgottheirownparlors。Itellyou,it’sswell,astheysay。Youcanorderwhatyoupleaseforbreakfast,butforlunchanddinneryougottotakewhatJeffgivesyou;buthetreatsyouwell。He’saDurgin,whenitcomestothat。Servedincou’ses,anddinneratseveno’clock。Idon’tknowwherehegothismoneyfor’tall,butIguessheputinhisinsurancefust,andthenheputamortgageonthebuildin’;beasmuchasownedit;saidhe’dhadasplendidseasonlastyear,andifhedoneaswellforacopuleofseasonsmorehe’dhavethewholeprop’tyfreeo’debt。\"

  Westovercouldseethattheprosperityoftheunjustmanhadcorruptedtheimaginationandconfoundedtheconscienceofthissimplewitness,andheasked,inthehopeofgivinghispraisespause:\"Whathashedoneabouttheoldfamilyburying—groundintheorchard?\"

  \"Well,there!\"saidWhitwell。\"Thatgotmemorethananyotheronething:InaturallyexpectedthatJeff’dhad’emmoved,foryouknowandIknow,Mr。Westover,thataplacelikethatcouldn’tbeverypop’la’

  withsummerfolks;theydon’twanttohaveanythingtokindofmake’emserious,asyoumaysay。Butthatdevilgothisarchitecttotreattheplace,ashecallsit,andheputahighstonewallaroundit,andplantedittobushesandevergreensso’tlookslikeapieceofoldgarden,downthereinthecorneroftheorchard,andifyoudidn’thuntforityouwouldn’tknowitwasthere。Jeffsaid’twhenfolksdidhappentofinditout,hebelievedtheylikedit;theythinkit’spicturesqueandancient。Why,someon’emwantedhimtoputupalittlechapelalongsideandhaveservicesthere;andJeffsaidhedidn’tknowbuthe’ddoityet。He’sgotdark—coloredstonesupforMis’DurginandJackson,so’ttheylookasoldasanyof’em。Itellyou,heknowshowtodothings。\"

  \"Itseemsso,\"saidWestover,withabitternessapparentlylostupontheoptimisticphilosopher。

  \"Yes,sir。Iguessit’sallworkedoutforthebest。Solong’shedidn’tmarryCynthy,Idon’tcarewhohemarried,and——Iguesshe’smadeoutfust—rate,andhetreatshiswifewell,andhismother—in—law,too。

  Youwouldn’thardlyknowtheywasinthehouse,they’resokindofquiet;

  andifaguestwantstoseeJeff,he’sgottosendandaskforhim;clerkdoeseverything,butIguessJeffkeepsaneyeoutandknowswhat’sgoin’

  on。He’sgotanelegantsootofappartments,andhelivesasprivateasifhewasinhisownhouse,himandhiswife。Butwhenthere’sanythinggoin’onthatneedsahead,they’rebothrightondeck。

  \"Hedon’tlethiswifeworryaboutthingsagreatdeal;he’sgotafust—

  rateofahousekeeper,butIguessoldMis’Vostrandkeepsthehousekeeper,asyoumaysay。Ihearsomeoftheboa’derstalkin’upthere,andoneof’emsaid’tthegreatthingaboutLion’sHeadwas’tyoucouldfeeleverywheresinitthatitwasalady’shouse。IguessJeffhasapoottygoodtime,andatime’tsuitshim。Heshowsuponthecoachin’parties,andhe’sgothimselfareg’larEnglishcoachman’srig,withbootsoutsidehistrouse’s,andalongcoatandafuzzyplug—hat:I

  tellyou,helooksgay!Hedon’tspendhiswintersatLion’sHead:heisofftoEuropeaboutassoonasthehouseclosesinthefall,andhekeepsbringin’homenewdodges。Guessyoucouldn’tgetnoboa’dtherefornosevendollarsaweeknow!Itellyou,Jeff’sthegentlemannow,andhiswife’saboutthenicestladyIeversaw。Do’knowasIcaresomuchabouthermother;do’knowasIgotanythingag’insther,either,verymuch。Butthatlittlegirl,Beechy,astheycallher,she’sabeauty!

  AndroundwithJeffallthewhile!Heseemsfullasfondofherasherownmotherdoes,andthatdevil,thatcouldn’tseemtogetenoughoftormentin’littlechildrenwhenhewasaboy,isasgoodandgentlewiththatlittlethingas—pie!\"

  WhitwellseemedtohavecometoanendofhiscelebrationofJeff’ssuccess,andWestoverasked:

  \"Andwhatdoyoumakenow,ofplanchette’sbrokenshaftbusiness?Ordon’tyoubelieveinplanchetteanymore?\"

  Whitwell’sbeamingfaceclouded。\"Well,sir,that’sathingthat’salwayspuzzledme。Ifitwa’n’tthatitwasJacksonworkin’plantchettethatnight,Ishouldn’tplacedmuchdependenceonwhatshesaid;butJacksoncouldgetthetruthoutofher,ifanybodycould。SenceIb’enupthereIb’enfigurin’itoutlikethis:thebrokenshaftistheoldJeffthathe’sleftoffbein’——\"

  Whitwellstoppedmidwayinhissuggestion,withaninquiringeyeonthepainter,whoasked:\"Youthinkhe’sleftoffbeingtheoldJeff?\"

  \"Well,sir,yougotmethere,\"thephilosopherconfessed。\"Ididn’tseeanythingtothecontrary,butcometothinkofit——\"

  \"Whycouldn’tthebrokenshaftbehisunfulfilleddestinyontheoldlines?Whatreasonistheretobelieveheisn’twhathe’salwaysbeen?\"

  \"Well,cometothinkofit——\"

  \"Peopledon’tchangeinaday,orayear,\"Westoverwenton,\"ortwoorthreeyears,even。SometimesIdoubtiftheyeverchange。\"

  \"Well,allthatIthought,\"Whitwellurged,faintly,againstthehardscepticismofamanordinarilysoyielding,\"is’ttheremustbeamoralgovernmentoftheuniversesomewheres,andifabadfelleristogetalongandprosperhandoverhand,thatway,don’titlookkindofasif——\"

  \"Therewasn’tanymoralgovernmentoftheuniverse?NotthewayIseeit,\"saidWestover。\"Atreebringsforthofitskind。Asamansowshereaps。It’sdeadsure,pitilesslysure。JeffDurginsowedsuccess,inacertainway,andhe’sreapingit。Heoncesaidtome,whenItriedtowakenhisconscience,thatheshouldgetwherehewastryingtogoifhewasstrongenough,andbeinggoodhadnothingtodowithit。Ibelievenowhewasright。Buthewaswrongtoo,assuchamanalwaysis。ThatkindoftreebearsDeadSeaapples,afterall。Hesowedevil,andhemustreapevil。Hemayneverknowit,buthewillreapwhathehassown。

  Thedreadfulthingisthatothersmustshareinhisharvest。Whatdoyouthink?\"

  Whitwellscratchedhishead。\"Well,sir,there’ssomethinginwhatyousay,Iguess。Buthere!What’stheuseofthinkin’amancan’tchange?

  Wa’n’tthereeveranythinginthatoldideeofachangeofheart?Whatdoyous’posemadeJeffletuponthatfellerthatJombateesteseehimhavedown,thatday,inmyClearin’?WhatJeffwouldnatch’lydonewouldb’entoshakethelifeoutofhim;buthedidn’t;helethimup,andhelethimgo。What’sthereasonthatwa’n’tthebeginnin’ofanewlifeforhim?\"

  \"Wedon’tknowalltheinsandoutsofthatbusiness,\"saidWestover,afteramoment。\"I’vepuzzledoveritagooddeal。ThemanwasthebrotherofthatgirlthatJeffhadjiltedinBoston。I’vefoundoutthatmuch。Idon’tknowjustthesizeandshapeofthetroublebetweenthem,butJeffmayhavefeltthathehadgotevenwithhisenemybeforethatday。Orhemayhavefeltthatifhewasgoinginforfullsatisfaction,therewasJombateestelookingon。\"

  \"That’strue,\"saidWhitwell,greatlydaunted。Afterawhilehetookrefugeinthereflection,\"Well,he’sacomicaldevil。\"

  Westoversaid,inasortofabsence:\"Perhapswe’reallbrokenshafts,here。Perhapsthatoldhypothesisofanotherlife,aworldwherethereisroomenoughandtimeenoughforallthebeginningsofthistocompletethemselves——\"

  \"Well,nowyou’reshoutin’,\"saidWhitwell。\"Andifplantchette——\"

  Westoverrose。\"Why,a’n’tyougoin’towaitandseeCynthy?I’mexpectin’heralongeveryminutenow;she’sjustgonedowntoHarvardSquare。She’llbeawfullyputoutwhensheknowsyou’vebe’nhere。\"

  \"I’llcomeoutagainsoon,\"saidWestover。\"Tellher——\"

  \"Well,youmustseeyourpicture,anyway。We’vegotitintheparlor。

  Idon’tknowwhatshe’llsaytome,keepin’youhereinthesettin’—roomallthetime。\"

  Whitwellledhimintothelittledarkfronthall,andintotheparlor,lessdimthanitshouldhavebeenbecausetheafternoonsunwasburningfulluponitsshutters。Theportraithungoverthemantel,inabadlight,butthepaintercouldfeeleverythinginitthathecouldnotsee。

  \"Yes,ithadthatlookinit。\"

  \"Well,sheha’n’ttookwingyet,I’mthankfultothink,\"saidWhitwell,andhespokefromhisownlargemindtothesympathyofanoldfriendwhohefeltcouldalmostsharehisfeelingsasafather。

  IV

  WhenWestoverturnedoutofthebakinglittlestreetwheretheWhitwellslivedintoanelm—shadedstretchofNorthAvenue,hetookoffhishatandstrolledbareheadedalonginthecoolerair。HewasdisappointednottohaveseenCynthia,andyethefoundhimselfhurryingawayafterhisfailure,withasenseofescape,oratleastofrespite。

  Whathehadcometosay,todo,wastheeffectoflongexperienceandmuchmeditation。Thetimehadarrivedwhenhecouldnolongerfeigntohimselfthathisfeelingstowardthegirlwerenotthoseofalover,buthehadhismodestfearsthatshecouldneverimaginehiminthatcharacter,andthatifheshouldaskhertodosoheshouldshockandgrieveher,andinflictuponhimselfanincurablewound。

  Duringthislastabsenceofhishehadlethisfancydwellconstantlyuponher,untillifeseemedworthhavingonlyifshewouldshareitwithhim。Hewasanartist,andhehadalwaysbeenabohemian,butathearthewasphilistineandbourgeois。Hisidealwasasettlement,afixedhabitation,astatedexistence,ahomewherehecouldworkconstantlyinanairofaffection,andunselfishlydohisparttomakehishomehappy。

  Itwasaverysimple—heartedambition,andIdonotquiteknowhowtokeepitfromappearingcommonplaceandalmostsordid;butsuchasitwas,Imustconfessthatitwashis。Hehadnotmarriedhismodel,becausehewasmainlyalandscapist,perhaps;andhehadnotmarriedanyofhispupils,becausehehadnotbeeninlovewiththem,charmingandgoodandlovelyashehadthoughtsomeofthem;andoflatehehadrealizedmoreandmorewhyhisfancyhadnotturnedintheirdirection。Heperceivedthatitwasalreadyfixed,andpossiblyhadlongbeenfixed。

  Hedidnotblinkthefactthatthereweremanydisparities,andthattherewouldbecertaindisadvantageswhichcouldneverbequiteovercome。

  ThefacthadbeenbroughtratherstrenuouslyhometohimbyhisinterviewwithCynthia’sfather。Heperceived,asindeedhehadalwaysknown,thatwithacertainimaginativeliftinhisthinkingandfeeling,Whitwellwasirreparablyrustic,thathewasandalwaysmustbepracticallyYankee。

  WestoverwasnotaYankee,andhedidnotloveorhonorthetype,thoughitsstrugglesagainstitselftouchedandamusedhim。ItmadehimalittlesicktohearhowWhitwellhadprofitedbyDurgin’snecessity,andhadtakenadvantageofhimwithconscientiousandself—applausiverapacity,whileheadmiredhisprosperity,andtriedtoaccountforitbydoubtofitsinjustice。ForamomentthisseemedtohimworsethanDurgin’sconscientioustoughness,whichwastheantithesisofWhitwell’sremorselessself—interest。ForthemomentthisclaimedCynthiaofitskind,andWestoverbeheldherrusticandYankeeofherfather’stype。

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