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  Ahatlessgeneralpulledhisdrippinghorsetoastandnearthecolonelofthe304th。Heshookhisfistintheother’sface。\"You’vegottohold’emback!\"heshouted,savagely;\"you’vegottohold’emback!\"

  Inhisagitationthecolonelbegantostammer。

  \"A—allr—right,General,allright,byGawd!We—

  we’lldoour——we—we’lld—d—do——doourbest,Gen—

  eral。\"Thegeneralmadeapassionategestureandgallopedaway。Thecolonel,perchancetorelievehisfeelings,begantoscoldlikeawetparrot。Theyouth,turningswiftlytomakesurethattherearwasunmolested,sawthecom—

  manderregardinghismeninahighlyregretfulmanner,asifheregrettedaboveeverythinghisassociationwiththem。

  Themanattheyouth’selbowwasmumbling,asiftohimself:\"Oh,we’reinforitnow!oh,we’reinforitnow!\"

  Thecaptainofthecompanyhadbeenpacingexcitedlytoandfrointherear。Hecoaxedinschoolmistressfashion,astoacongregationofboyswithprimers。Histalkwasanendlessrepetition。\"Reserveyourfire,boys——don’tshoottillItellyou——saveyourfire——waittilltheygetcloseup——don’tbedamnedfools——\"

  Perspirationstreameddowntheyouth’sface,whichwassoiledlikethatofaweepingurchin。

  Hefrequently,withanervousmovement,wipedhiseyeswithhiscoatsleeve。Hismouthwasstillalittlewaysopen。

  Hegottheoneglanceatthefoe—swarmingfieldinfrontofhim,andinstantlyceasedtode—

  batethequestionofhispiecebeingloaded。Be—

  forehewasreadytobegin——beforehehadan—

  nouncedtohimselfthathewasabouttofight——

  hethrewtheobedient,well—balancedrifleintopositionandfiredafirstwildshot。Directlyhewasworkingathisweaponlikeanautomaticaffair。

  Hesuddenlylostconcernforhimself,andfor—

  gottolookatamenacingfate。Hebecamenotamanbutamember。Hefeltthatsomethingofwhichhewasapart——aregiment,anarmy,acause,oracountry——wasinacrisis。Hewasweldedintoacommonpersonalitywhichwasdominatedbyasingledesire。Forsomemo—

  mentshecouldnotfleenomorethanalittlefingercancommitarevolutionfromahand。

  Ifhehadthoughttheregimentwasabouttobeannihilatedperhapshecouldhaveamputatedhimselffromit。Butitsnoisegavehimassur—

  ance。Theregimentwaslikeafireworkthat,onceignited,proceedssuperiortocircumstancesuntilitsblazingvitalityfades。Itwheezedandbangedwithamightypower。Hepicturedthegroundbeforeitasstrewnwiththediscom—

  fited。

  Therewasaconsciousnessalwaysofthepres—

  enceofhiscomradesabouthim。Hefeltthesubtlebattlebrotherhoodmorepotenteventhanthecauseforwhichtheywerefighting。Itwasamysteriousfraternitybornofthesmokeanddan—

  gerofdeath。

  Hewasatatask。Hewaslikeacarpenterwhohasmademanyboxes,makingstillanotherbox,onlytherewasfurioushasteinhismove—

  ments。He,inhisthought,wascareeringoffinotherplaces,evenasthecarpenterwhoasheworkswhistlesandthinksofhisfriendorhisenemy,hishomeorasaloon。Andthesejolteddreamswereneverperfecttohimafterward,butremainedamassofblurredshapes。

  Presentlyhebegantofeeltheeffectsofthewaratmosphere——ablisteringsweat,asensationthathiseyeballswereabouttocracklikehotstones。Aburningroarfilledhisears。

  Followingthiscamearedrage。Hedevel—

  opedtheacuteexasperationofapesteredanimal,awell—meaningcowworriedbydogs。Hehadamadfeelingagainsthisrifle,whichcouldonlybeusedagainstonelifeatatime。Hewishedtorushforwardandstranglewithhisfingers。Hecravedapowerthatwouldenablehimtomakeaworld—sweepinggestureandbrushallback。Hisimpotencyappearedtohim,andmadehisrageintothatofadrivenbeast。

  Buriedinthesmokeofmanyrifleshisangerwasdirectednotsomuchagainstthemenwhomheknewwererushingtowardhimasagainsttheswirlingbattlephantomswhichwerechokinghim,stuffingtheirsmokerobesdownhisparchedthroat。Hefoughtfranticallyforrespiteforhissenses,forair,asababebeingsmotheredattacksthedeadlyblankets。

  Therewasablareofheatedragemingledwithacertainexpressionofintentnessonallfaces。

  Manyofthemenweremakinglow—tonednoiseswiththeirmouths,andthesesubduedcheers,snarls,imprecations,prayers,madeawild,bar—

  baricsongthatwentasanundercurrentofsound,strangeandchantlikewiththeresoundingchordsofthewarmarch。Themanattheyouth’selbowwasbabbling。Inittherewassomethingsoftandtenderlikethemonologueofababe。Thetallsoldierwasswearinginaloudvoice。Fromhislipscameablackprocessionofcuriousoaths。Ofasuddenanotherbrokeoutinaquerulouswaylikeamanwhohasmislaidhishat。\"Well,whydon’ttheysupportus?Whydon’ttheysendsupports?Dotheythink——\"

  Theyouthinhisbattlesleepheardthisasonewhodozeshears。

  Therewasasingularabsenceofheroicposes。

  Themenbendingandsurgingintheirhasteandragewereineveryimpossibleattitude。Thesteelramrodsclankedandclangedwithincessantdinasthemenpoundedthemfuriouslyintothehotriflebarrels。Theflapsofthecartridgeboxeswereallunfastened,andbobbedidioticallywitheachmovement。Therifles,onceloaded,werejerkedtotheshoulderandfiredwithoutapparentaimintothesmokeoratoneoftheblurredandshift—

  ingformswhichuponthefieldbeforetheregi—

  menthadbeengrowinglargerandlargerlikepuppetsunderamagician’shand。

  Theofficers,attheirintervals,rearward,neg—

  lectedtostandinpicturesqueattitudes。Theywerebobbingtoandfroroaringdirectionsandencouragements。Thedimensionsoftheirhowlswereextraordinary。Theyexpendedtheirlungswithprodigalwills。Andoftentheynearlystoodupontheirheadsintheiranxietytoobservetheenemyontheothersideofthetumblingsmoke。

  Thelieutenantoftheyouth’scompanyhaden—

  counteredasoldierwhohadfledscreamingatthefirstvolleyofhiscomrades。Behindthelinesthesetwowereactingalittleisolatedscene。Themanwasblubberingandstaringwithsheeplikeeyesatthelieutenant,whohadseizedhimbythecollarandwaspommelinghim。Hedrovehimbackintotherankswithmanyblows。Thesol—

  dierwentmechanically,dully,withhisanimal—

  likeeyesupontheofficer。Perhapstherewastohimadivinityexpressedinthevoiceoftheother——stern,hard,withnoreflectionoffearinit。Hetriedtoreloadhisgun,buthisshakinghandspre—

  vented。Thelieutenantwasobligedtoassisthim。

  Themendroppedhereandtherelikebundles。

  Thecaptainoftheyouth’scompanyhadbeenkilledinanearlypartoftheaction。Hisbodylaystretchedoutinthepositionofatiredmanresting,butuponhisfacetherewasanastonishedandsorrowfullook,asifhethoughtsomefriendhaddonehimanillturn。Thebabblingmanwasgrazedbyashotthatmadethebloodstreamwidelydownhisface。Heclappedbothhandstohishead。\"Oh!\"hesaid,andran。Anothergruntedsuddenlyasifhehadbeenstruckbyaclubinthestomach。Hesatdownandgazedruefully。Inhiseyestherewasmute,indefinitereproach。Fartherupthelineaman,standingbehindatree,hadhadhiskneejointsplinteredbyaball。Immediatelyhehaddroppedhisrifleandgrippedthetreewithbotharms。Andthereheremained,clingingdesperatelyandcryingforassistancethathemightwithdrawhisholduponthetree。

  Atlastanexultantyellwentalongthequiver—

  ingline。Thefiringdwindledfromanuproartoalastvindictivepopping。Asthesmokeslowlyeddiedaway,theyouthsawthatthechargehadbeenrepulsed。Theenemywerescatteredintoreluctantgroups。Hesawamanclimbtothetopofthefence,straddletherail,andfireapart—

  ingshot。Thewaveshadreceded,leavingbitsofdarkdebrisupontheground。

  Someintheregimentbegantowhoopfren—

  ziedly。Manyweresilent。Apparentlytheyweretryingtocontemplatethemselves。

  Afterthefeverhadlefthisveins,theyouththoughtthatatlasthewasgoingtosuffocate。

  Hebecameawareofthefoulatmosphereinwhichhehadbeenstruggling。Hewasgrimyanddrippinglikealaborerinafoundry。Hegraspedhiscanteenandtookalongswallowofthewarmedwater。

  Asentencewithvariationswentupanddowntheline。\"Well,we’vehelt’emback。We’vehelt’emback;dernedifwehaven’t。\"Themensaiditblissfully,leeringateachotherwithdirtysmiles。

  Theyouthturnedtolookbehindhimandofftotherightandofftotheleft。Heexperiencedthejoyofamanwhoatlastfindsleisureinwhichtolookabouthim。

  Underfoottherewereafewghastlyformsmotionless。Theylaytwistedinfantasticcontor—

  tions。Armswerebentandheadswereturnedinincredibleways。Itseemedthatthedeadmenmusthavefallenfromsomegreatheighttogetintosuchpositions。Theylookedtobedumpedoutuponthegroundfromthesky。

  Fromapositionintherearofthegroveabat—

  terywasthrowingshellsoverit。Theflashofthegunsstartledtheyouthatfirst。Hethoughttheywereaimeddirectlyathim。Throughthetreeshewatchedtheblackfiguresofthegunnersastheyworkedswiftlyandintently。Theirlaborseemedacomplicatedthing。Hewonderedhowtheycouldrememberitsformulainthemidstofconfusion。

  Thegunssquattedinarowlikesavagechiefs。

  Theyarguedwithabruptviolence。Itwasagrimpow—wow。Theirbusyservantsranhitherandthither。

  Asmallprocessionofwoundedmenwerego—

  ingdrearilytowardtherear。Itwasaflowofbloodfromthetornbodyofthebrigade。

  Totherightandtotheleftwerethedarklinesofothertroops。Farinfronthethoughthecouldseelightermassesprotrudinginpointsfromtheforest。Theyweresuggestiveofun—

  numberedthousands。

  Oncehesawatinybatterygodashingalongthelineofthehorizon。Thetinyriderswerebeatingthetinyhorses。

  Fromaslopinghillcamethesoundofcheer—

  ingsandclashes。Smokewelledslowlythroughtheleaves。

  Batterieswerespeakingwiththunderousora—

  toricaleffort。Hereandtherewereflags,theredinthestripesdominating。Theysplashedbitsofwarmcoloruponthedarklinesoftroops。

  Theyouthfelttheoldthrillatthesightoftheemblem。Theywerelikebeautifulbirdsstrangelyundauntedinastorm。

  Ashelistenedtothedinfromthehillside,toadeeppulsatingthunderthatcamefromafartotheleft,andtothelesserclamorswhichcamefrommanydirections,itoccurredtohimthattheywerefighting,too,overthere,andoverthere,andoverthere。Heretoforehehadsup—

  posedthatallthebattlewasdirectlyunderhisnose。

  Ashegazedaroundhimtheyouthfeltaflashofastonishmentattheblue,pureskyandthesungleamingsonthetreesandfields。ItwassurprisingthatNaturehadgonetranquillyonwithhergoldenprocessinthemidstofsomuchdevilment。

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  CHAPTERVI。

  THEyouthawakenedslowly。Hecamegrad—

  uallybacktoapositionfromwhichhecouldre—

  gardhimself。Formomentshehadbeenscruti—

  nizinghispersoninadazedwayasifhehadneverbeforeseenhimself。Thenhepickeduphiscapfromtheground。Hewriggledinhisjackettomakeamorecomfortablefit,andkneel—

  ingrelacedhisshoe。Hethoughtfullymoppedhisreekingfeatures。

  Soitwasalloveratlast!Thesupremetrialhadbeenpassed。Thered,formidabledifficultiesofwarhadbeenvanquished。

  Hewentintoanecstasyofself—satisfaction。

  Hehadthemostdelightfulsensationsofhislife。

  Standingasifapartfromhimself,heviewedthatlastscene。Heperceivedthatthemanwhohadfoughtthuswasmagnificent。

  Hefeltthathewasafinefellow。Hesawhimselfevenwiththoseidealswhichhehadcon—

  sideredasfarbeyondhim。Hesmiledindeepgratification。

  Uponhisfellowshebeamedtendernessandgoodwill。\"Gee!ain’tithot,hey?\"hesaidaffablytoamanwhowaspolishinghisstream—

  ingfacewithhiscoatsleeves。

  \"Youbet!\"saidtheother,grinningsociably。

  \"Ineverseensechdumbhotness。\"Hesprawledoutluxuriouslyontheground。\"Gee,yes!An’

  Ihopewedon’thavenomorefightin’tillaweekfromMonday。\"

  Thereweresomehandshakingsanddeepspeecheswithmenwhosefeatureswerefamiliar,butwithwhomtheyouthnowfeltthebondsoftiedhearts。Hehelpedacursingcomradetobindupawoundoftheshin。

  But,ofasudden,criesofamazementbrokeoutalongtheranksofthenewregiment。\"Heretheycomeag’in!Heretheycomeag’in!\"Themanwhohadsprawleduponthegroundstartedupandsaid,\"Gosh!\"

  Theyouthturnedquickeyesuponthefield。

  Hediscernedformsbegintoswellinmassesoutofadistantwood。Heagainsawthetiltedflagspeedingforward。

  Theshells,whichhadceasedtotroubletheregimentforatime,cameswirlingagain,andex—

  plodedinthegrassoramongtheleavesofthetrees。Theylookedtobestrangewarflowersburstingintofiercebloom。

  Themengroaned。Thelusterfadedfromtheireyes。Theirsmudgedcountenancesnowexpressedaprofounddejection。Theymovedtheirstiffenedbodiesslowly,andwatchedinsul—

  lenmoodthefranticapproachoftheenemy。Theslavestoilinginthetempleofthisgodbegantofeelrebellionathisharshtasks。

  Theyfrettedandcomplainedeachtoeach。

  \"Oh,say,thisistoomuchofagoodthing!Whycan’tsomebodysendussupports?\"

  \"Weain’tnevergoin’tostandthissecondbanging。Ididn’tcomeheretofightthehulldamn’rebelarmy。\"

  Therewasonewhoraisedadolefulcry。\"I

  wishBillSmithershadtrodonmyhand,in—

  steadermetreddin’onhis’n。\"Thesorejointsoftheregimentcreakedasitpainfullyflounderedintopositiontorepulse。

  Theyouthstared。Surely,hethought,thisimpossiblethingwasnotabouttohappen。Hewaitedasifheexpectedtheenemytosuddenlystop,apologize,andretirebowing。Itwasallamistake。

  Butthefiringbegansomewhereontheregi—

  mentallineandrippedalonginbothdirections。

  Thelevelsheetsofflamedevelopedgreatcloudsofsmokethattumbledandtossedinthemildwindnearthegroundforamoment,andthenrolledthroughtheranksasthroughagate。Thecloudsweretingedanearthlikeyellowinthesunraysandintheshadowwereasorryblue。

  Theflagwassometimeseatenandlostinthismassofvapor,butmoreoftenitprojected,sun—

  touched,resplendent。

  Intotheyouth’seyestherecamealookthatonecanseeintheorbsofajadedhorse。Hisneckwasquiveringwithnervousweaknessandthemusclesofhisarmsfeltnumbandbloodless。

  Hishands,too,seemedlargeandawkwardasifhewaswearinginvisiblemittens。Andtherewasagreatuncertaintyabouthiskneejoints。

  Thewordsthatcomradeshadutteredprevioustothefiringbegantorecurtohim。\"Oh,say,thisistoomuchofagoodthing!Whatdotheytakeusfor——whydon’ttheysendsupports?I

  didn’tcomeheretofightthehulldamnedrebelarmy。\"

  Hebegantoexaggeratetheendurance,theskill,andthevalorofthosewhowerecoming。

  Himselfreelingfromexhaustion,hewasaston—

  ishedbeyondmeasureatsuchpersistency。Theymustbemachinesofsteel。Itwasverygloomystrugglingagainstsuchaffairs,woundupperhapstofightuntilsundown。

  Heslowlyliftedhisrifleandcatchingaglimpseofthethickspreadfieldheblazedatacanteringcluster。Hestoppedthenandbegantopeerasbesthecouldthroughthesmoke。Hecaughtchangingviewsofthegroundcoveredwithmenwhowereallrunninglikepursuedimps,andyelling。

  Totheyouthitwasanonslaughtofredoubt—

  abledragons。Hebecamelikethemanwholosthislegsattheapproachoftheredandgreenmonster。Hewaitedinasortofahorrified,listeningattitude。Heseemedtoshuthiseyesandwaittobegobbled。

  Amannearhimwhouptothistimehadbeenworkingfeverishlyathisriflesuddenlystoppedandranwithhowls。Aladwhosefacehadborneanexpressionofexaltedcourage,themajestyofhewhodaresgivehislife,was,ataninstant,smittenabject。Heblanchedlikeonewhohascometotheedgeofacliffatmidnightandissud—

  denlymadeaware。Therewasarevelation。He,too,threwdownhisgunandfled。Therewasnoshameinhisface。Heranlikearabbit。

  Othersbegantoscamperawaythroughthesmoke。Theyouthturnedhishead,shakenfromhistrancebythismovementasiftheregimentwasleavinghimbehind。Hesawthefewfleetingforms。

  Heyelledthenwithfrightandswungabout。

  Foramoment,inthegreatclamor,hewaslikeaproverbialchicken。Helostthedirectionofsafety。Destructionthreatenedhimfromallpoints。

  Directlyhebegantospeedtowardtherearingreatleaps。Hisrifleandcapweregone。Hisunbuttonedcoatbulgedinthewind。Theflapofhiscartridgeboxbobbedwildly,andhiscanteen,byitsslendercord,swungoutbehind。Onhisfacewasallthehorrorofthosethingswhichheimagined。

  Thelieutenantsprangforwardbawling。Theyouthsawhisfeatureswrathfullyred,andsawhimmakeadabwithhissword。Hisonethoughtoftheincidentwasthatthelieutenantwasapecul—

  iarcreaturetofeelinterestedinsuchmattersuponthisoccasion。

  Heranlikeablindman。Twoorthreetimeshefelldown。Onceheknockedhisshouldersoheavilyagainstatreethathewentheadlong。

  Sincehehadturnedhisbackuponthefighthisfearshadbeenwondrouslymagnified。Deathabouttothrusthimbetweentheshoulderbladeswasfarmoredreadfulthandeathabouttosmitehimbetweentheeyes。Whenhethoughtofitlater,heconceivedtheimpressionthatitisbettertoviewtheappallingthantobemerelywithinhearing。Thenoisesofthebattlewerelikestones;hebelievedhimselfliabletobecrushed。

  Asheranhemingledwithothers。Hedimlysawmenonhisrightandonhisleft,andheheardfootstepsbehindhim。Hethoughtthatalltheregimentwasfleeing,pursuedbytheseominouscrashes。

  Inhisflightthesoundofthesefollowingfoot—

  stepsgavehimhisonemeagerrelief。Hefeltvaguelythatdeathmustmakeafirstchoiceofthemenwhowerenearest;theinitialmorselsforthedragonswouldbethenthosewhowerefol—

  lowinghim。Sohedisplayedthezealofaninsanesprinterinhispurposetokeepthemintherear。

  Therewasarace。

  Ashe,leading,wentacrossalittlefield,hefoundhimselfinaregionofshells。Theyhurtledoverhisheadwithlongwildscreams。Ashelistenedheimaginedthemtohaverowsofcruelteeththatgrinnedathim。Onceonelitbeforehimandthelividlightningoftheexplosioneffectuallybarredthewayinhischosendirec—

  tion。Hegroveledonthegroundandthenspringingupwentcareeringoffthroughsomebushes。

  Heexperiencedathrillofamazementwhenhecamewithinviewofabatteryinaction。Thementhereseemedtobeinconventionalmoods,altogetherunawareoftheimpendingannihila—

  tion。Thebatterywasdisputingwithadistantantagonistandthegunnerswerewrappedinadmirationoftheirshooting。Theywerecon—

  tinuallybendingincoaxingposturesovertheguns。Theyseemedtobepattingthemonthebackandencouragingthemwithwords。Theguns,stolidandundaunted,spokewithdoggedvalor。

  Theprecisegunnerswerecoollyenthusiastic。

  Theyliftedtheireyeseverychancetothesmoke—

  wreathedhillockfromwhencethehostilebatteryaddressedthem。Theyouthpitiedthemasheran。Methodicalidiots!Machine—likefools!Therefinedjoyofplantingshellsinthemidstoftheotherbattery’sformationwouldappearalittlethingwhentheinfantrycameswoopingoutofthewoods。

  Thefaceofayouthfulrider,whowasjerkinghisfrantichorsewithanabandonoftemperhemightdisplayinaplacidbarnyard,wasim—

  presseddeeplyuponhismind。Heknewthathelookeduponamanwhowouldpresentlybedead。

  Too,hefeltapityfortheguns,standing,sixgoodcomrades,inaboldrow。

  Hesawabrigadegoingtothereliefofitspes—

  teredfellows。Hescrambleduponaweehillandwatcheditsweepingfinely,keepingformationindifficultplaces。Theblueofthelinewascrustedwithsteelcolor,andthebrilliantflagsprojected。

  Officerswereshouting。

  Thissightalsofilledhimwithwonder。Thebrigadewashurryingbrisklytobegulpedintotheinfernalmouthsofthewargod。Whatman—

  nerofmenwerethey,anyhow?Ah,itwassomewondrousbreed!Orelsetheydidn’tcompre—

  hend——thefools。

  Afuriousordercausedcommotionintheartil—

  lery。Anofficeronaboundinghorsemademani—

  acalmotionswithhisarms。Theteamswentswingingupfromtherear,thegunswerewhirledabout,andthebatteryscamperedaway。Thecannonwiththeirnosespokedslantinglyatthegroundgruntedandgrumbledlikestoutmen,bravebutwithobjectionstohurry。

  Theyouthwenton,moderatinghispacesincehehadlefttheplaceofnoises。

  Laterhecameuponageneralofdivisionseateduponahorsethatprickeditsearsinaninterestedwayatthebattle。Therewasagreatgleamingofyellowandpatentleatheraboutthesaddleandbridle。Thequietmanastridelookedmouse—coloreduponsuchasplen—

  didcharger。

  Ajinglingstaffwasgallopinghitherandthither。Sometimesthegeneralwassurroundedbyhorsemenandatothertimeshewasquitealone。Helookedtobemuchharassed。Hehadtheappearanceofabusinessmanwhosemarketisswingingupanddown。

  Theyouthwentslinkingaroundthisspot。

  Hewentasnearashedaredtryingtooverhearwords。Perhapsthegeneral,unabletocompre—

  hendchaos,mightcalluponhimforinformation。

  Andhecouldtellhim。Heknewallconcerningit。Ofasuretytheforcewasinafix,andanyfoolcouldseethatiftheydidnotretreatwhiletheyhadopportunity——why——

  Hefeltthathewouldliketothrashthegen—

  eral,oratleastapproachandtellhiminplainwordsexactlywhathethoughthimtobe。Itwascriminaltostaycalmlyinonespotandmakenoefforttostaydestruction。Heloiteredinafeverofeagernessforthedivisioncommandertoapplytohim。

  Ashewarilymovedabout,heheardthegen—

  eralcalloutirritably:\"Tompkins,gooveran’

  seeTaylor,an’tellhimnott’beinsuchanall—

  firedhurry;tellhimt’halthisbrigadeinth’

  edgeofth’woods;tellhimt’detachareg’ment——sayIthinkth’center’llbreakifwedon’thelpitoutsome;tellhimt’hurryup。\"

  Aslimyouthonafinechestnuthorsecaughttheseswiftwordsfromthemouthofhissuperior。

  Hemadehishorseboundintoagallopalmostfromawalkinhishastetogouponhismission。

  Therewasacloudofdust。

  Amomentlatertheyouthsawthegeneralbounceexcitedlyinhissaddle。

  \"Yes,byheavens,theyhave!\"Theofficerleanedforward。Hisfacewasaflamewithexcite—

  ment。\"Yes,byheavens,they’veheld’im!

  They’veheld’im!\"

  Hebegantoblithelyroarathisstaff:\"We’llwallop’imnow。We’llwallop’imnow。We’vegot’emsure。\"Heturnedsuddenlyuponanaid:

  \"Here——you——Jones——quick——rideafterTompkins——seeTaylor——tellhimt’goin——everlastingly——

  likeblazes——anything。\"

  Asanotherofficerspedhishorseafterthefirstmessenger,thegeneralbeamedupontheearthlikeasun。Inhiseyeswasadesiretochantapaean。Hekeptrepeating,\"They’veheld’em,byheavens!\"

  Hisexcitementmadehishorseplunge,andhemerrilykickedandsworeatit。Heheldalittlecarnivalofjoyonhorseback。

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  CHAPTERVII。

  THEyouthcringedasifdiscoveredinacrime。

  Byheavens,theyhadwonafterall!Theim—

  becilelinehadremainedandbecomevictors。

  Hecouldhearcheering。

  Heliftedhimselfuponhistoesandlookedinthedirectionofthefight。Ayellowfoglaywal—

  lowingonthetreetops。Frombeneathitcametheclatterofmusketry。Hoarsecriestoldofanadvance。

  Heturnedawayamazedandangry。Hefeltthathehadbeenwronged。

  Hehadfled,hetoldhimself,becauseannihila—

  tionapproached。Hehaddoneagoodpartinsavinghimself,whowasalittlepieceofthearmy。

  Hehadconsideredthetime,hesaid,tobeoneinwhichitwasthedutyofeverylittlepiecetores—

  cueitselfifpossible。Latertheofficerscouldfitthelittlepiecestogetheragain,andmakeabattlefront。Ifnoneofthelittlepieceswerewiseenoughtosavethemselvesfromtheflurryofdeathatsuchatime,why,then,wherewouldbethearmy?Itwasallplainthathehadproceededaccordingtoverycorrectandcommendablerules。Hisac—

  tionshadbeensagaciousthings。Theyhadbeenfullofstrategy。Theyweretheworkofamas—

  ter’slegs。

  Thoughtsofhiscomradescametohim。Thebrittlebluelinehadwithstoodtheblowsandwon。

  Hegrewbitteroverit。Itseemedthattheblindignoranceandstupidityofthoselittlepieceshadbetrayedhim。Hehadbeenoverturnedandcrushedbytheirlackofsenseinholdingthepo—

  sition,whenintelligentdeliberationwouldhaveconvincedthemthatitwasimpossible。He,theenlightenedmanwholooksafarinthedark,hadfledbecauseofhissuperiorperceptionsandknowledge。Hefeltagreatangeragainsthiscomrades。Heknewitcouldbeprovedthattheyhadbeenfools。

  Hewonderedwhattheywouldremarkwhenlaterheappearedincamp。Hismindheardhowlsofderision。Theirdensitywouldnoten—

  ablethemtounderstandhissharperpointofview。

  Hebegantopityhimselfacutely。Hewasillused。Hewastroddenbeneaththefeetofanironinjustice。Hehadproceededwithwisdomandfromthemostrighteousmotivesunderheaven’sblueonlytobefrustratedbyhatefulcircumstances。

  Adull,animal—likerebellionagainsthisfel—

  lows,warintheabstract,andfategrewwithinhim。Heshambledalongwithbowedhead,hisbraininatumultofagonyanddespair。Whenhelookedloweringlyup,quiveringateachsound,hiseyeshadtheexpressionofthoseofacriminalwhothinkshisguiltandhispun—

  ishmentgreat,andknowsthathecanfindnowords。

  Hewentfromthefieldsintoathickwoods,asifresolvedtoburyhimself。Hewishedtogetoutofhearingofthecracklingshotswhichweretohimlikevoices。

  Thegroundwasclutteredwithvinesandbushes,andthetreesgrewcloseandspreadoutlikebouquets。Hewasobligedtoforcehiswaywithmuchnoise。Thecreepers,catchingagainsthislegs,criedoutharshlyastheirspraysweretornfromthebarksoftrees。Theswishingsap—

  lingstriedtomakeknownhispresencetotheworld。Hecouldnotconciliatetheforest。Ashemadehisway,itwasalwayscallingoutprot—

  estations。Whenheseparatedembracesoftreesandvinesthedisturbedfoliageswavedtheirarmsandturnedtheirfaceleavestowardhim。Hedreadedlestthesenoisymotionsandcriesshouldbringmentolookathim。Sohewentfar,seek—

  ingdarkandintricateplaces。

  Afteratimethesoundofmusketrygrewfaintandthecannonboomedinthedistance。Thesun,suddenlyapparent,blazedamongthetrees。Theinsectsweremakingrhythmicalnoises。Theyseemedtobegrindingtheirteethinunison。A

  woodpeckerstuckhisimpudentheadaroundthesideofatree。Abirdflewonlightheartedwing。

  Offwastherumbleofdeath。ItseemednowthatNaturehadnoears。

  Thislandscapegavehimassurance。Afairfieldholdinglife。Itwasthereligionofpeace。

  Itwoulddieifitstimideyeswerecompelledtoseeblood。HeconceivedNaturetobeawomanwithadeepaversiontotragedy。

  Hethrewapineconeatajovialsquirrel,andheranwithchatteringfear。Highinatreetophestopped,and,pokinghisheadcautiouslyfrombehindabranch,lookeddownwithanairoftrepi—

  dation。

  Theyouthfelttriumphantatthisexhibition。

  Therewasthelaw,hesaid。Naturehadgivenhimasign。Thesquirrel,immediatelyuponrec—

  ognizingdanger,hadtakentohislegswithoutado。Hedidnotstandstolidlybaringhisfurrybellytothemissile,anddiewithanupwardglanceatthesympatheticheavens。Onthecon—

  trary,hehadfledasfastashislegscouldcarryhim;andhewasbutanordinarysquirrel,too——

  doubtlessnophilosopherofhisrace。Theyouthwended,feelingthatNaturewasofhismind。

  Shere—enforcedhisargumentwithproofsthatlivedwherethesunshone。

  Oncehefoundhimselfalmostintoaswamp。

  Hewasobligedtowalkuponbogtuftsandwatchhisfeettokeepfromtheoilymire。Paus—

  ingatonetimetolookabouthimhesaw,outatsomeblackwater,asmallanimalpounceinandemergedirectlywithagleamingfish。

  Theyouthwentagainintothedeepthickets。

  Thebrushedbranchesmadeanoisethatdrownedthesoundsofcannon。Hewalkedon,goingfromobscurityintopromisesofagreaterobscurity。

  Atlengthhereachedaplacewherethehigh,archingboughsmadeachapel。Hesoftlypushedthegreendoorsasideandentered。Pineneedleswereagentlebrowncarpet。Therewasareli—

  gioushalflight。

  Nearthethresholdhestopped,horror—strickenatthesightofathing。

  Hewasbeinglookedatbyadeadmanwhowasseatedwithhisbackagainstacolumnliketree。Thecorpsewasdressedinauniformthatoncehadbeenblue,butwasnowfadedtoamel—

  ancholyshadeofgreen。Theeyes,staringattheyouth,hadchangedtothedullhuetobeseenonthesideofadeadfish。Themouthwasopen。

  Itsredhadchangedtoanappallingyellow。

  Overthegrayskinofthefaceranlittleants。

  Onewastrundlingsomesortofabundlealongtheupperlip。

  Theyouthgaveashriekasheconfrontedthething。Hewasformomentsturnedtostonebe—

  foreit。Heremainedstaringintotheliquid—look—

  ingeyes。Thedeadmanandthelivingmanex—

  changedalonglook。Thentheyouthcautiouslyputonehandbehindhimandbroughtitagainstatree。Leaninguponthisheretreated,stepbystep,withhisfacestilltowardthething。Hefearedthatifheturnedhisbackthebodymightspringupandstealthilypursuehim。

  Thebranches,pushingagainsthim,threat—

  enedtothrowhimoveruponit。Hisunguidedfeet,too,caughtaggravatinglyinbrambles;andwithitallhereceivedasubtlesuggestiontotouchthecorpse。Ashethoughtofhishanduponitheshudderedprofoundly。

  Atlastheburstthebondswhichhadfastenedhimtothespotandfled,unheedingtheunder—

  brush。Hewaspursuedbyasightoftheblackantsswarminggreedilyuponthegrayfaceandventuringhorriblyneartotheeyes。

  Afteratimehepaused,and,breathlessandpanting,listened。Heimaginedsomestrangevoicewouldcomefromthedeadthroatandsquawkafterhiminhorriblemenaces。

  Thetreesabouttheportalofthechapelmovedsoughinglyinasoftwind。Asadsilencewasuponthelittleguardingedifice。

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  CHAPTERVIII。

  THEtreesbegansoftlytosingahymnoftwi—

  light。Thesunsankuntilslantedbronzeraysstrucktheforest。Therewasalullinthenoisesofinsectsasiftheyhadbowedtheirbeaksandweremakingadevotionalpause。Therewassilencesaveforthechantedchorusofthetrees。

  Then,uponthisstillness,theresuddenlybrokeatremendousclangorofsounds。Acrimsonroarcamefromthedistance。

  Theyouthstopped。Hewastransfixedbythisterrificmedleyofallnoises。Itwasasifworldswerebeingrended。Therewastherip—

  pingsoundofmusketryandthebreakingcrashoftheartillery。

  Hismindflewinalldirections。Heconceivedthetwoarmiestobeateachotherpantherfashion。Helistenedforatime。Thenhebegantoruninthedirectionofthebattle。Hesawthatitwasanironicalthingforhimtoberun—

  ningthustowardthatwhichhehadbeenatsuchpainstoavoid。Buthesaid,insubstance,tohim—

  selfthatiftheearthandthemoonwereabouttoclash,manypersonswoulddoubtlessplantogetupontheroofstowitnessthecollision。

  Asheran,hebecameawarethattheforesthadstoppeditsmusic,asifatlastbecomingcapableofhearingtheforeignsounds。Thetreeshushedandstoodmotionless。Everythingseemedtobelisteningtothecrackleandclatterandear—

  shakingthunder。Thechoruspealedoverthestillearth。

  Itsuddenlyoccurredtotheyouththatthefightinwhichhehadbeenwas,afterall,butperfunctorypopping。Inthehearingofthispresentdinhewasdoubtfulifhehadseenrealbattlescenes。Thisuproarexplainedaceles—

  tialbattle;itwastumblinghordesa—struggleintheair。

  Reflecting,hesawasortofahumorinthepointofviewofhimselfandhisfellowsduringthelateencounter。Theyhadtakenthemselvesandtheenemyveryseriouslyandhadimaginedthattheyweredecidingthewar。Individualsmusthavesupposedthattheywerecuttingthelettersoftheirnamesdeepintoeverlastingtabletsofbrass,orenshriningtheirreputationsforeverintheheartsoftheircountrymen,while,astofact,theaffairwouldappearinprintedreportsunderameekandimmaterialtitle。Buthesawthatitwasgood,else,hesaid,inbattleeveryonewouldsurelyrunsaveforlornhopesandtheirilk。

  Hewentrapidlyon。Hewishedtocometotheedgeoftheforestthathemightpeerout。

  Ashehastened,therepassedthroughhismindpicturesofstupendousconflicts。Hisaccumulatedthoughtuponsuchsubjectswasusedtoformscenes。Thenoisewasasthevoiceofaneloquentbeing,describing。

  Sometimesthebramblesformedchainsandtriedtoholdhimback。Trees,confrontinghim,stretchedouttheirarmsandforbadehimtopass。

  Afteritsprevioushostilitythisnewresistanceoftheforestfilledhimwithafinebitterness。ItseemedthatNaturecouldnotbequitereadytokillhim。

  Butheobstinatelytookroundaboutways,andpresentlyhewaswherehecouldseelonggraywallsofvaporwherelaybattlelines。Thevoicesofcannonshookhim。Themusketrysoundedinlongirregularsurgesthatplayedhavocwithhisears。Hestoodregardantforamoment。Hiseyeshadanawestruckexpression。Hegawkedinthedirectionofthefight。

  Presentlyheproceededagainonhisforwardway。Thebattlewaslikethegrindingofanimmenseandterriblemachinetohim。Itscom—

  plexitiesandpowers,itsgrimprocesses,fascinatedhim。Hemustgocloseandseeitproducecorpses。

  Hecametoafenceandclamberedoverit。

  Onthefarside,thegroundwaslitteredwithclothesandguns。Anewspaper,foldedup,layinthedirt。Adeadsoldierwasstretchedwithhisfacehiddeninhisarm。Fartherofftherewasagroupoffourorfivecorpseskeepingmournfulcompany。Ahotsunhadblazeduponthespot。

  Inthisplacetheyouthfeltthathewasaninvader。Thisforgottenpartofthebattlegroundwasownedbythedeadmen,andhehurried,inthevagueapprehensionthatoneoftheswollenformswouldriseandtellhimtobegone。

  Hecamefinallytoaroadfromwhichhecouldseeinthedistancedarkandagitatedbodiesoftroops,smoke—fringed。Inthelanewasablood—stainedcrowdstreamingtotherear。

  Thewoundedmenwerecursing,groaning,andwailing。Intheair,always,wasamightyswellofsoundthatitseemedcouldswaytheearth。

  Withthecourageouswordsoftheartilleryandthespitefulsentencesofthemusketrymingledredcheers。Andfromthisregionofnoisescamethesteadycurrentofthemaimed。

  Oneofthewoundedmenhadashoefulofblood。Hehoppedlikeaschoolboyinagame。

  Hewaslaughinghysterically。

  Onewasswearingthathehadbeenshotinthearmthroughthecommandinggeneral’smisman—

  agementofthearmy。Onewasmarchingwithanairimitativeofsomesublimedrummajor。

  Uponhisfeatureswasanunholymixtureofmerrimentandagony。Ashemarchedhesangabitofdoggerelinahighandquaveringvoice:

  \"Singasong’avic’try,Apocketful’abullets,Fivean’twentydeadmenBakedina——pie。\"

  Partsoftheprocessionlimpedandstaggeredtothistune。

  Anotherhadthegraysealofdeathalreadyuponhisface。Hislipswerecurledinhardlinesandhisteethwereclinched。Hishandswerebloodyfromwherehehadpressedthemuponhiswound。Heseemedtobeawaitingthemomentwhenheshouldpitchheadlong。Hestalkedlikethespecterofasoldier,hiseyesburningwiththepowerofastareintotheunknown。

  Thereweresomewhoproceededsullenly,fullofangerattheirwounds,andreadytoturnuponanythingasanobscurecause。

  Anofficerwascarriedalongbytwoprivates。

  Hewaspeevish。\"Don’tjoggleso,Johnson,yehfool,\"hecried。\"Thinkm’legismadeofiron?

  Ifyehcan’tcarrymedecent,putmedownan’

  letsomeoneelsedoit。\"

  Hebellowedatthetotteringcrowdwhoblockedthequickmarchofhisbearers。\"Say,makewaythere,can’tyeh?Makeway,dickenstakeitall。\"

  Theysulkilypartedandwenttotheroad—

  sides。Ashewascarriedpasttheymadepertremarkstohim。Whenheragedinreplyandthreatenedthem,theytoldhimtobedamned。

  Theshoulderofoneofthetrampingbearersknockedheavilyagainstthespectralsoldierwhowasstaringintotheunknown。

  Theyouthjoinedthiscrowdandmarchedalongwithit。Thetornbodiesexpressedtheawfulmachineryinwhichthemenhadbeenentangled。

  Orderliesandcouriersoccasionallybrokethroughthethrongintheroadway,scatteringwoundedmenrightandleft,gallopingonfol—

  lowedbyhowls。Themelancholymarchwascontinuallydisturbedbythemessengers,andsometimesbybustlingbatteriesthatcameswing—

  ingandthumpingdownuponthem,theofficersshoutingorderstocleartheway。

  Therewasatatteredman,fouledwithdust,bloodandpowderstainfromhairtoshoes,whotrudgedquietlyattheyouth’sside。Hewaslis—

  teningwitheagernessandmuchhumilitytotheluriddescriptionsofabeardedsergeant。Hisleanfeaturesworeanexpressionofaweandad—

  miration。Hewaslikealistenerinacountrystoretowondroustalestoldamongthesugarbarrels。Heeyedthestory—tellerwithunspeak—

  ablewonder。Hismouthwasagapeinyokelfashion。

  Thesergeant,takingnoteofthis,gavepausetohiselaboratehistorywhileheadministeredasardoniccomment。\"Bekeerful,honey,you’llbea—ketchin’flies,\"hesaid。

  Thetatteredmanshrankbackabashed。

  Afteratimehebegantosidleneartotheyouth,andinadifferentwaytrytomakehimafriend。Hisvoicewasgentleasagirl’svoiceandhiseyeswerepleading。Theyouthsawwithsurprisethatthesoldierhadtwowounds,oneinthehead,boundwithablood—soakedrag,andtheotherinthearm,makingthatmemberdanglelikeabrokenbough。

  Aftertheyhadwalkedtogetherforsometimethetatteredmanmusteredsufficientcouragetospeak。\"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?\"

  hetimidlysaid。Theyouth,deepinthought,glancedupatthebloodyandgrimfigurewithitslamblikeeyes。\"What?\"

  \"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?

  \"Yes,\"saidtheyouthshortly。Hequick—

  enedhispace。

  Buttheotherhobbledindustriouslyafterhim。

  Therewasanairofapologyinhismanner,butheevidentlythoughtthatheneededonlytotalkforatime,andtheyouthwouldperceivethathewasagoodfellow。

  \"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?\"hebeganinasmallvoice,andthenheachievedtheforti—

  tudetocontinue。\"DernmeifIeverseefellersfightso。Laws,howtheydidfight!Iknowedth’boys’dlikewhentheyonctgotsquareatit。

  Th’boysain’thadnofairchanctupt’now,butthistimetheyshowedwhattheywas。Iknowedit’dturnoutthisway。Yehcan’tlickthemboys。

  No,sir!They’refighters,theybe。\"

  Hebreathedadeepbreathofhumblead—

  miration。Hehadlookedattheyouthforen—

  couragementseveraltimes。Hereceivednone,butgraduallyheseemedtogetabsorbedinhissubject。

  \"Iwastalkin’’crosspicketswithaboyfromGeorgie,onct,an’thatboy,heses,’Yourfellers’llallrunlikehellwhentheyoncthearnagun,’

  heses。’Mebbetheywill,’Ises,’butIdon’tb’lievenoneofit,’Ises;’an’b’jiminey,’Isesbackt’’um,’mebbeyourfellers’llallrunlikehellwhentheyoncthearnagun,’Ises。Helarfed。

  Well,theydidn’trunt’day,didthey,hey?No,sir!Theyfit,an’fit,an’fit。\"

  Hishomelyfacewassuffusedwithalightofloveforthearmywhichwastohimallthingsbeautifulandpowerful。

  Afteratimeheturnedtotheyouth。\"Whereyehhit,ol’boy?\"heaskedinabrotherlytone。

  Theyouthfeltinstantpanicatthisquestion,althoughatfirstitsfullimportwasnotborneinuponhim。

  \"What?\"heasked。

  \"Whereyehhit?\"repeatedthetatteredman。

  \"Why,\"begantheyouth,\"I——I——thatis——

  why——I——\"

  Heturnedawaysuddenlyandslidthroughthecrowd。Hisbrowwasheavilyflushed,andhisfingerswerepickingnervouslyatoneofhisbuttons。Hebenthisheadandfastenedhiseyesstudiouslyuponthebuttonasifitwerealittleproblem。

  Thetatteredmanlookedafterhiminastonishment。

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  CHAPTERIX。

  THEyouthfellbackintheprocessionuntilthetatteredsoldierwasnotinsight。Thenhestartedtowalkonwiththeothers。

  Buthewasamidwounds。Themobofmenwasbleeding。Becauseofthetatteredsoldier’squestionhenowfeltthathisshamecouldbeviewed。Hewascontinuallycastingsidelongglancestoseeifthemenwerecontemplatingthelettersofguilthefeltburnedintohisbrow。

  Attimesheregardedthewoundedsoldiersinanenviousway。Heconceivedpersonswithtornbodiestobepeculiarlyhappy。Hewishedthathe,too,hadawound,aredbadgeofcour—

  age。

  Thespectralsoldierwasathissidelikeastalkingreproach。Theman’seyeswerestillfixedinastareintotheunknown。Hisgray,appallingfacehadattractedattentioninthecrowd,andmen,slowingtohisdrearypace,werewalkingwithhim。Theywerediscussinghisplight,questioninghimandgivinghimadvice。

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  Inadoggedwayherepelledthem,signingtothemtogoonandleavehimalone。Theshadowsofhisfaceweredeepeningandhistightlipsseemedholdingincheckthemoanofgreatdespair。

  Therecouldbeseenacertainstiffnessinthemovementsofhisbody,asifheweretakinginfinitecarenottoarousethepassionofhiswounds。Ashewenton,heseemedalwayslook—

  ingforaplace,likeonewhogoestochooseagrave。

  Somethinginthegestureofthemanashewavedthebloodyandpityingsoldiersawaymadetheyouthstartasifbitten。Heyelledinhorror。Totteringforwardhelaidaquiveringhandupontheman’sarm。Asthelatterslowlyturnedhiswaxlikefeaturestowardhim,theyouthscreamed:

  \"Gawd!JimConklin!\"

  Thetallsoldiermadealittlecommonplacesmile。\"Hello,Henry,\"hesaid。

  Theyouthswayedonhislegsandglaredstrangely。Hestutteredandstammered。\"Oh,Jim——oh,Jim——oh,Jim——\"

  Thetallsoldierheldouthisgoryhand。Therewasacuriousredandblackcombinationofnewbloodandoldblooduponit。\"Whereyehbeen,Henry?\"heasked。Hecontinuedinamonoto—

  nousvoice,\"Ithoughtmebbeyehgotkeeledover。There’sbeenthundert’payt’—day。Iwasworryin’aboutitagooddeal。\"

  Theyouthstilllamented。\"Oh,Jim——oh,Jim——oh,Jim——\"

  \"Yehknow,\"saidthetallsoldier,\"Iwasoutthere。\"Hemadeacarefulgesture。\"An’,Lord,whatacircus!An’,b’jiminey,Igotshot——

  Igotshot。Yes,b’jiminey,Igotshot。\"Hereiteratedthisfactinabewilderedway,asifhedidnotknowhowitcameabout。

  Theyouthputforthanxiousarmstoassisthim,butthetallsoldierwentfirmlyonasifpro—

  pelled。Sincetheyouth’sarrivalasaguardianforhisfriend,theotherwoundedmenhadceasedtodisplaymuchinterest。Theyoccupiedthem—

  selvesagainindraggingtheirowntragediestowardtherear。

  Suddenly,asthetwofriendsmarchedon,thetallsoldierseemedtobeovercomebyaterror。

  Hisfaceturnedtoasemblanceofgraypaste。

  Heclutchedtheyouth’sarmandlookedallabouthim,asifdreadingtobeoverheard。Thenhebegantospeakinashakingwhisper:

  \"ItellyehwhatI’m’fraidof,Henry——I’lltellyehwhatI’m’fraidof。I’m’fraidI’llfalldown——an’thenyehknow——themdamnedartillerywagons——theylikeasnot’llrunoverme。That’swhatI’m’fraidof——\"

  Theyouthcriedouttohimhysterically:\"I’lltakecareofyeh,Jim!I’lltakecareofyeh!I

  sweart’GawdIwill!\"

  \"Sure——willyeh,Henry?\"thetallsoldierbeseeched。

  \"Yes——yes——Itellyeh——I’lltakecareofyeh,Jim!\"protestedtheyouth。Hecouldnotspeakaccuratelybecauseofthegulpingsinhisthroat。

  Butthetallsoldiercontinuedtobeginalowlyway。Henowhungbabeliketotheyouth’sarm。Hiseyesrolledinthewildnessofhisterror。\"Iwasallusagoodfriendt’yeh,wa’n’tI,Henry?I’veallusbeenaprettygoodfeller,ain’tI?An’itain’tmucht’ask,isit?Jestt’pullmealongouterth’road?I’ddoitferyou,Wouldn’tI,Henry?\"

  Hepausedinpiteousanxietytoawaithisfriend’sreply。

  Theyouthhadreachedananguishwherethesobsscorchedhim。Hestrovetoexpresshisloyalty,buthecouldonlymakefantasticgestures。

  However,thetallsoldierseemedsuddenlytoforgetallthosefears。Hebecameagainthegrim,stalkingspecterofasoldier。Hewentstonilyforward。Theyouthwishedhisfriendtoleanuponhim,buttheotheralwaysshookhisheadandstrangelyprotested。\"No——no——no——

  leavemebe——leavemebe——\"

  Hislookwasfixedagainupontheunknown。

  Hemovedwithmysteriouspurpose,andalloftheyouth’soffershebrushedaside。\"No——no——

  leavemebe——leavemebe——\"

  Theyouthhadtofollow。

  Presentlythelatterheardavoicetalkingsoftlynearhisshoulders。Turninghesawthatitbelongedtothetatteredsoldier。\"Ye’dbettertake’imoutath’road,pardner。There’sabatt’rycomin’helitywhoopdownth’roadan’he’llgitrunnedover。He’sagoneranyhowinaboutfiveminutes——yehkinseethat。Ye’dbettertake’imoutath’road。Whereth’blazesdoeshegithisstren’thfrom?\"

  \"Lordknows!\"criedtheyouth。Hewasshakinghishandshelplessly。

  Heranforwardpresentlyandgraspedthetallsoldierbythearm。\"Jim!Jim!\"hecoaxed,\"comewithme。\"

  Thetallsoldierweaklytriedtowrenchhimselffree。\"Huh,\"hesaidvacantly。Hestaredattheyouthforamoment。Atlasthespokeasifdimlycomprehending。\"Oh!Intehth’fields?Oh!\"

  Hestartedblindlythroughthegrass。

  Theyouthturnedoncetolookatthelashingridersandjouncinggunsofthebattery。Hewasstartledfromthisviewbyashrilloutcryfromthetatteredman。

  \"Gawd!He’srunnin’!\"

  Turninghisheadswiftly,theyouthsawhisfriendrunninginastaggeringandstumblingwaytowardalittleclumpofbushes。Hisheartseemedtowrenchitselfalmostfreefromhisbodyatthissight。Hemadeanoiseofpain。

  Heandthetatteredmanbeganapursuit。Therewasasingularrace。

  Whenheovertookthetallsoldierhebegantopleadwithallthewordshecouldfind。\"Jim——Jim——whatareyoudoing——whatmakesyoudothisway——you’llhurtyerself。\"

  Thesamepurposewasinthetallsoldier’sface。

  Heprotestedinadulledway,keepinghiseyesfastenedonthemysticplaceofhisintentions。

  \"No——no——don’ttechme——leavemebe——leavemebe——\"

  Theyouth,aghastandfilledwithwonderatthetallsoldier,beganquaveringlytoquestionhim。

  \"Whereyehgoin’,Jim?Whatyouthinkingabout?Whereyougoing?Tellme,won’tyou,Jim?\"

  Thetallsoldierfacedaboutasuponrelentlesspursuers。Inhiseyestherewasagreatappeal。

  \"Leavemebe,can’tyeh?Leavemebeferaminnit。\"

  Theyouthrecoiled。\"Why,Jim,\"hesaid,inadazedway,\"what’sthematterwithyou?\"

  Thetallsoldierturnedand,lurchingdanger—

  ously,wenton。Theyouthandthetatteredsoldierfollowed,sneakingasifwhipped,feelingunabletofacethestrickenmanifheshouldagainconfrontthem。Theybegantohavethoughtsofasolemnceremony。Therewassomethingrite—

  likeinthesemovementsofthedoomedsoldier。

  Andtherewasaresemblanceinhimtoadevoteeofamadreligion,blood—sucking,muscle—wrench—

  ing,bone—crushing。Theywereawedandafraid。

  Theyhungbacklesthehaveatcommandadreadfulweapon。

  Atlast,theysawhimstopandstandmotion—

  less。Hasteningup,theyperceivedthathisfaceworeanexpressiontellingthathehadatlastfoundtheplaceforwhichhehadstruggled。Hissparefigurewaserect;hisbloodyhandswerequietlyathisside。Hewaswaitingwithpatienceforsomethingthathehadcometomeet。Hewasattherendezvous。Theypausedandstood,ex—

  pectant。

  Therewasasilence。

  Finally,thechestofthedoomedsoldierbegantoheavewithastrainedmotion。Itincreasedinviolenceuntilitwasasifananimalwaswithinandwaskickingandtumblingfuriouslytobefree。

  Thisspectacleofgradualstrangulationmadetheyouthwrithe,andonceashisfriendrolledhiseyes,hesawsomethinginthemthatmadehimsinkwailingtotheground。Heraisedhisvoiceinalastsupremecall。

  \"Jim——Jim——Jim——\"

  Thetallsoldieropenedhislipsandspoke。

  Hemadeagesture。\"Leavemebe——don’ttechme——leavemebe——\"

  Therewasanothersilencewhilehewaited。

  Suddenly,hisformstiffenedandstraightened。

  Thenitwasshakenbyaprolongedague。Hestaredintospace。Tothetwowatcherstherewasacuriousandprofounddignityinthefirmlinesofhisawfulface。

  Hewasinvadedbyacreepingstrangenessthatslowlyenvelopedhim。Foramomentthetremorofhislegscausedhimtodanceasortofhideoushornpipe。Hisarmsbeatwildlyabouthisheadinexpressionofimplikeenthusiasm。

  Histallfigurestretcheditselftoitsfullheight。

  Therewasaslightrendingsound。Thenitbegantoswingforward,slowandstraight,intheman—

  nerofafallingtree。Aswiftmuscularcontortionmadetheleftshoulderstrikethegroundfirst。

  Thebodyseemedtobouncealittlewayfromtheearth。\"God!\"saidthetatteredsoldier。

  Theyouthhadwatched,spellbound,thisceremonyattheplaceofmeeting。Hisfacehadbeentwistedintoanexpressionofeveryagonyhehadimaginedforhisfriend。

  Henowsprangtohisfeetand,goingcloser,gazeduponthepastelikeface。Themouthwasopenandtheteethshowedinalaugh。

  Astheflapofthebluejacketfellawayfromthebody,hecouldseethatthesidelookedasifithadbeenchewedbywolves。

  Theyouthturned,withsudden,lividrage,towardthebattlefield。Heshookhisfist。Heseemedabouttodeliveraphilippic。

  \"Hell——\"

  Theredsunwaspastedintheskylikeawafer。

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  CHAPTERX。

  THEtatteredmanstoodmusing。

  \"Well,hewasreg’larjim—dandyfernerve,wa’n’the,\"saidhefinallyinalittleawestruckvoice。\"Areg’larjim—dandy。\"Hethoughtfullypokedoneofthedocilehandswithhisfoot。\"I

  wonnerwherehegot’isstren’thfrom?Ineverseenamandolikethatbefore。Itwasafunnything。Well,hewasareg’larjim—dandy。\"

  Theyouthdesiredtoscreechouthisgrief。

  Hewasstabbed,buthistonguelaydeadinthetombofhismouth。Hethrewhimselfagainuponthegroundandbegantobrood。

  Thetatteredmanstoodmusing。

  \"Look—a—here,pardner,\"hesaid,afteratime。

  Heregardedthecorpseashespoke。\"He’supan’gone,ain’t’e,an’wemightaswellbegint’

  lookoutferol’numberone。Thisherethingisallover。He’supan’gone,ain’t’e?An’he’sallrighthere。Nobodywon’tbother’im。An’I

  mustsayIain’tenjoyinganygreathealthm’selfthesedays。\"

  Theyouth,awakenedbythetatteredsoldier’stone,lookedquicklyup。Hesawthathewasswinginguncertainlyonhislegsandthathisfacehadturnedtoashadeofblue。

  \"GoodLord!\"hecried,\"youain’tgoin’t’——

  notyou,too。\"

  Thetatteredmanwavedhishand。\"Narydie,\"hesaid。\"AllIwantissomepeasoupan’

  agoodbed。Somepeasoup,\"herepeateddreamfully。

  Theyoutharosefromtheground。\"Iwonderwherehecamefrom。Ilefthimoverthere。\"

  Hepointed。\"AndnowIfind’imhere。Andhewascomingfromoverthere,too。\"Hein—

  dicatedanewdirection。Theybothturnedtowardthebodyasiftoaskofitaquestion。

  \"Well,\"atlengthspokethetatteredman,\"thereain’tnouseinourstayin’herean’tryin’t’

  askhimanything。\"

  Theyouthnoddedanassentwearily。Theybothturnedtogazeforamomentatthecorpse。

  Theyouthmurmuredsomething。

  \"Well,hewasajim—dandy,wa’n’t’e?\"saidthetatteredmanasifinresponse。

  Theyturnedtheirbacksuponitandstartedaway。Foratimetheystolesoftly,treadingwiththeirtoes。Itremainedlaughingthereinthegrass。

  \"I’mcommencin’t’feelprettybad,\"saidthetatteredman,suddenlybreakingoneofhislittlesilences。\"I’mcommencin’t’feelprettydamn’

  bad。\"

  Theyouthgroaned。\"OLord!\"Hewon—

  deredifhewastobethetorturedwitnessofanothergrimencounter。

  Buthiscompanionwavedhishandreassur—

  ingly。\"Oh,I’mnotgoin’t’dieyit!Theretoomuchdependin’onmefermet’dieyit。No,sir!

  Narydie!ICAN’T!Ye’doughtaseeth’swada’chil’renI’vegot,an’alllikethat。\"

  Theyouthglancingathiscompanioncouldseebytheshadowofasmilethathewasmakingsomekindoffun。

  Astheyploddedonthetatteredsoldiercon—

  tinuedtotalk。\"Besides,ifIdied,Iwouldn’tdieth’waythatfellerdid。Thatwasth’funniestthing。I’djestflopdown,Iwould。Ineverseenafellerdieth’waythatfellerdid。

  \"YehknowTomJamison,helivesnextdoort’meuphome。He’sanicefeller,heis,an’wewasallusgoodfriends。Smart,too。Smartasasteeltrap。Well,whenwewasa—fightin’thisatternoon,all—of—a—suddenhebegint’ripupan’

  cussan’belleratme。’Yershot,yehblamedinfernal!’——heswearhorrible——hesest’me。I

  putupm’handt’m’headan’whenIlookedatm’fingers,Iseen,sure’nough,Iwasshot。I

  giveaholleran’begint’run,butb’foreIcouldgitawayanotheronehitmeinth’arman’whirl’

  meclean’round。Igotskearedwhentheywasalla—shootin’b’hindmean’Irunt’beatall,butIcotchitprettybad。I’veanideeI’da’beenfightin’yit,ift’wasn’tferTomJami—

  son。\"

  Thenhemadeacalmannouncement:\"There’stwoof’em——littleones——butthey’rebeginnin’t’

  havefunwithmenow。Idon’tb’lieveIkinwalkmuchfurder。\"

  Theywentslowlyoninsilence。\"Yehlookprettypeek—edyerself,\"saidthetatteredmanatlast。\"Ibetyeh’vegotaworseronethanyehthink。Ye’dbettertakekeerofyerhurt。Itdon’tdot’letsechthingsgo。Itmightbeinsidemostly,an’themplaysthunder。Whereisitlocated?\"Buthecontinuedhisharanguewith—

  outwaitingforareply。\"Isee’afellergithitpluminth’headwhenmyreg’mentwasa—standin’

  ateaseonct。An’everybodyyelledoutto’im:

  Hurt,John?Areyehhurtmuch?’No,\"seshe。

  Helookedkindersurprised,an’hewentontellin’

  ’emhowhefelt。Hesedhedidn’tfeelnothin’。

  But,bydad,th’firstthingthatfellerknowedhewasdead。Yes,hewasdead——stonedead。So,yehwantawatchout。Yehmighthavesomequeerkind’ahurtyerself。Yehcan’tnevertell。

  Whereisyour’nlocated?\"

  Theyouthhadbeenwrigglingsincetheintro—

  ductionofthistopic。Henowgaveacryofex—

  asperationandmadeafuriousmotionwithhishand。\"Oh,don’tbotherme!\"hesaid。Hewasenragedagainstthetatteredman,andcouldhavestrangledhim。Hiscompanionsseemedevertoplayintolerableparts。Theywereeveruprais—

  ingtheghostofshameonthestickoftheircuriosity。Heturnedtowardthetatteredmanasoneatbay。\"Now,don’tbotherme,\"here—

  peatedwithdesperatemenace。

  \"Well,LordknowsIdon’twantabotherany—

  body,\"saidtheother。Therewasalittleaccentofdespairinhisvoiceashereplied,\"LordknowsI’vegota’noughm’ownt’tendto。\"

  Theyouth,whohadbeenholdingabitterde—

  batewithhimselfandcastingglancesofhatredandcontemptatthetatteredman,herespokeinahardvoice。\"Good—by,\"hesaid。

  Thetatteredmanlookedathimingapingamazement。\"Why——why,pardner,whereyehgoin’?\"heaskedunsteadily。Theyouthlookingathim,couldseethathe,too,likethatotherone,wasbeginningtoactdumbandanimal—like。Histhoughtsseemedtobeflounderingaboutinhishead。\"Now——now——look——a——here,youTomJamison——now——Iwon’thavethis——thisherewon’tdo。Where——whereyehgoin’?\"

  Theyouthpointedvaguely。\"Overthere,\"

  hereplied。

  \"Well,nowlook——a——here——now,\"saidthetatteredman,ramblingoninidiotfashion。Hisheadwashangingforwardandhiswordswereslurred。\"Thisthingwon’tdo,now,TomJami—

  son。Itwon’tdo。Iknowyeh,yehpig—headeddevil。Yehwantagotrompin’offwithabadhurt。Itain’tright——now——TomJamison——itain’t。

  Yehwantaleavemetakekeerofyeh,TomJami—

  son。Itain’t——right——itain’t——feryeht’go——

  trompin’off——withabadhurt——itain’t——ain’t——

  ain’tright——itain’t。\"

  Inreplytheyouthclimbedafenceandstartedaway。Hecouldhearthetatteredmanbleatingplaintively。

  Oncehefacedaboutangrily。\"What?\"

  \"Look——a——here,now,TomJamison——now——

  itain’t——\"

  Theyouthwenton。Turningatadistancehesawthetatteredmanwanderingabouthelplesslyinthefield。

  Henowthoughtthathewishedhewasdead。

  Hebelievedthatheenviedthosemenwhosebodieslaystrewnoverthegrassofthefieldsandonthefallenleavesoftheforest。

  Thesimplequestionsofthetatteredmanhadbeenknifethruststohim。Theyassertedasocietythatprobespitilesslyatsecretsuntilallisapparent。Hislatecompanion’schancepersist—

  encymadehimfeelthathecouldnotkeephiscrimeconcealedinhisbosom。Itwassuretobebroughtplainbyoneofthosearrowswhichcloudtheairandareconstantlypricking,dis—

  covering,proclaimingthosethingswhicharewilledtobeforeverhidden。Headmittedthathecouldnotdefendhimselfagainstthisagency。

  Itwasnotwithinthepowerofvigilance。

  chapter11

  CHAPTERXI。

  HEbecameawarethatthefurnaceroarofthebattlewasgrowinglouder。Greatbrowncloudshadfloatedtothestillheightsofairbeforehim。

  Thenoise,too,wasapproaching。Thewoodsfilteredmenandthefieldsbecamedotted。

  Asheroundedahillock,heperceivedthattheroadwaywasnowacryingmassofwagons,teams,andmen。Fromtheheavingtangleissuedexhortations,commands,imprecations。Fearwassweepingitallalong。Thecrackingwhipsbitandhorsesplungedandtugged。Thewhite—

  toppedwagonsstrainedandstumbledintheirexertionslikefatsheep。

  Theyouthfeltcomfortedinameasurebythissight。Theywereallretreating。Perhaps,then,hewasnotsobadafterall。Heseatedhimselfandwatchedtheterror—strickenwagons。Theyfledlikesoft,ungainlyanimals。Alltheroarersandlashersservedtohelphimtomagnifythedangersandhorrorsoftheengagementthathemighttrytoprovetohimselfthatthethingwithwhichmencouldchargehimwasintruthasymmetricalact。Therewasanamountofpleas—

  uretohiminwatchingthewildmarchofthisvindication。

  Presentlythecalmheadofaforward—goingcolumnofinfantryappearedintheroad。Itcameswiftlyon。Avoidingtheobstructionsgaveitthesinuousmovementofaserpent。Themenattheheadbuttedmuleswiththeirmusketstocks。Theyproddedteamstersindifferenttoallhowls。Themenforcedtheirwaythroughpartsofthedensemassbystrength。Thebluntheadofthecolumnpushed。Theravingteam—

  sterssworemanystrangeoaths。

  Thecommandstomakewayhadtheringofagreatimportanceinthem。Themenweregoingforwardtotheheartofthedin。Theyweretoconfronttheeagerrushoftheenemy。Theyfelttheprideoftheironwardmovementwhentheremainderofthearmyseemedtryingtodribbledownthisroad。Theytumbledteamsaboutwithafinefeelingthatitwasnomattersolongastheircolumngottothefrontintime。Thisimportancemadetheirfacesgraveandstern。

  Andthebacksoftheofficerswereveryrigid。

  Astheyouthlookedatthemtheblackweightofhiswoereturnedtohim。Hefeltthathewasregardingaprocessionofchosenbeings。Theseparationwasasgreattohimasiftheyhadmarchedwithweaponsofflameandbannersofsunlight。Hecouldneverbelikethem。Hecouldhaveweptinhislongings。

  Hesearchedaboutinhismindforanade—

  quatemaledictionfortheindefinitecause,thethinguponwhichmenturnthewordsoffinalblame。It——whateveritwas——wasresponsibleforhim,hesaid。Therelaythefault。

  Thehasteofthecolumntoreachthebattleseemedtotheforlornyoungmantobesome—

  thingmuchfinerthanstoutfighting。Heroes,hethought,couldfindexcusesinthatlongseethinglane。Theycouldretirewithperfectself—respectandmakeexcusestothestars。

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