Theladytoldherlittlestory——whateveritwasJocelyncouldnothearit——thestatesmanlaughed:’Haugh-haugh-haugh!’
Theladyblushed。Jocelyn,wroughtuptoahightensionbytheaforesaidpresentimentthathisShelleyan’One-shape-of-many-names’wasabouttoreappear,paidlittleheedtotheothers,watchingforafullviewoftheladywhohadwonhisattention。
Thatladyremainedforthepresentpartiallyscreenedbyherneighbours。AdiversionwascausedbyLadyChannelcliffebringingupsomebodytopresenttotheex-Minister;theladiesgotmixed,andJocelynlostsightoftheonewhomhewasbeginningtosuspectasthestealthilyreturnedabsentee。
Helookedforherinakindlyyoungladyofthehouse,hishostess’srelation,whoappearedtomoreadvantagethatnightthanshehadeverdonebefore——inasky-bluedress,whichhadnothingbetweenitandthefairskinofherneck,lendingheranunusuallysoftandsylph-likeaspect。Shesawhim,andtheyconverged。Herlookof’WhatdoyouthinkofmeNOW?’wassuggested,heknew,bythethoughtthatthelasttimetheymetshehadappearedunderthedisadvantageofmourningclothes,onawetdayinacountry-house,whereeverybodywascross。
’Ihavesomenewphotographs,andIwantyoutotellmewhethertheyaregood,’shesaid。’Mindyouaretotellmetruly,andnofavour。’
Sheproducedthepicturesfromanadjoiningdrawer,andtheysatdowntogetheruponanottomanforthepurposeofexamination。Theportraits,takenbythelastfashionablephotographer,wereverygood,andhetoldherso;butashespokeandcomparedthemhismindwasfixedonsomethingelsethanthemerejudgment。Hewonderedwhethertheelusiveonewereindeedintheframeofthisgirl。
Helookedupather。Tohissurprise,hermind,too,wasonotherthingsbentthanonthepictures。Hereyeswereglancingawaytodistantpeople,shewasapparentlyconsideringtheeffectshewasproducinguponthembythiscosytete-a-tetewithPierston,andupononeinparticular,amanofthirty,ofmilitaryappearance,whomPierstondidnotknow。Quiteconvincednowthatnophantombelongingtohimwascontainedintheoutlinesofthepresentyounglady,hecouldcoollysurveyherasheresponded。Theywerebothdoingthesamething——eachwaspretendingtobedeeplyinterestedinwhattheotherwastalkingabout,theattentionofthetwoalikeflittingawaytoothercornersoftheroomevenwhentheverypointoftheirdiscoursewaspending。
No,hehadnotseenHeryet。Hewasnotgoingtoseeher,apparently,to-night;shewasscaredawaybythetwangingpoliticalatmosphere。
Buthestillmovedonsearchingly,hardlyheedingcertainspectralimpsotherthanAphroditean,whoalwayshauntedtheseplaces,andjeeringlypointedoutthatunderthewhitehairofthisorthatribandedoldman,withaforeheadgrownwrinkledovertreatieswhichhadswayedthefortunesofEurope,withavoicewhichhadnumberedsovereignsamongitsrespectfullisteners,mightbeaheartthatwouldgoinsideanut-
shell;thatbeneaththisorthatwhiteropeofpearlandpinkbosom,mightliethehalf-lungwhichhad,byhookorbycrook,tosustainitspossessorabove-groundtillthewedding-day。
Atthatmomentheencounteredhisamiablehost,andalmostsimultaneouslycaughtsightoftheladywhohadatfirstattractedhimandthenhaddisappeared。Theireyesmet,faroffastheywerefromeachother。Pierstonlaughedinwardly:itwasonlyinticklishexcitementastowhetherthiswastoproveatruetrouvaille,andwithnoinstincttomirth;forwhenundertheeyesofhisJill-o’-the-Wisphewasmoreinclinedtopalpitatelikeasheepinafair。
However,fortheminutehehadtoconversewithhishost,LordChannelcliffe,andalmostthefirstthingthatfriendsaidtohimwas:
’Whoisthatprettywomanintheblackdresswiththewhitefluffaboutitandthepearlnecklace?’
’Idon’tknow,’saidJocelyn,withincipientjealousy:’Iwasjustgoingtoaskthesamething。’
’O,weshallfindoutpresently,Isuppose。Idaresaymywifeknows。’
Theyhadparted,whenahandcameuponhisshoulder。LordChannelcliffehadturnedbackforaninstant:’Ifindsheisthegranddaughterofmyfather’soldfriend,thelastLordHengistbury。
HernameisMrs。——Mrs。Pine-Avon;shelostherhusbandtwoorthreeyearsago,veryshortlyaftertheirmarriage。’
LordChannelcliffebecameabsorbedintosomeadjoiningdignitaryoftheChurch,andPierstonwaslefttopursuehisquestalone。Ayoungfriendofhis——theLadyMabellaButtermead,whoappearedinacloudofmuslinandwasgoingontoaball——hadbeenbroughtagainsthimbythetide。Awarm-hearted,emotionalgirlwasLadyMabella,wholaughedatthehumorousnessofbeingalive。Sheaskedhimwhitherhewasbent,andhetoldher。
’Oyes,Iknowherverywell!’saidLadyMabellaeagerly。’Shetoldmeonedaythatsheparticularlywishedtomeetyou。Poorthing——sosad——
shelostherhusband。Well,itwasalongtimeagonow,certainly。
Womenoughtnottomarryandlaythemselvesopentosuchcatastrophes,oughtthey,Mr。Pierston?_I_nevershall。Iamdeterminednevertorunsucharisk!Now,doyouthinkIshall?’
’Marry?Ono;never,’saidPierstondrily。
’That’sverysatisfying。’ButMabellawasscarcelycomfortableunderhisanswer,eventhoughjestinglyreturned,andsheadded:’ButsometimesIthinkImay,justforthefunofit。Nowwe’llsteeracrosstoher,andcatchher,andI’llintroduceyou。Butweshallnevergettoheratthisrate!’
’Never,unlessweadopt\"theuglyrush,\"likethecitizenswhofollowtheLordMayor’sShow。’
Theytalked,andinchedtowardsthedesiredone,who,asshediscoursedwithaneighbour,seemedtobeofthose——
’Femaleforms,whosegesturesbeamwithmind,’
seenbythepoetinhisVisionoftheGoldenCityofIslam。
Theirprogresswascontinuallychecked。Pierstonwasashehadsometimesseemedtobeinadream,unabletoadvancetowardstheobjectofpursuitunlesshecouldhavegathereduphisfeetintotheair。
Aftertenminutesgiventoapreoccupiedregardofshoulder-blades,backhair,glitteringheadgear,neck-napes,moles,hairpins,pearl-
powder,pimples,mineralscutintofacetsofmany-colouredrays,necklace-clasps,fans,stays,thesevenstylesofelbowandarm,thethirteenvarietiesofear;andbyusingthetoesofhisdress-bootsascoulterswithwhichheploughedhiswayandthatofLadyMabellainthedirectiontheywereaimingat,hedrewneartoMrs。Pine-Avon,whowasdrinkingacupofteainthebackdrawing-room。
’MydearNichola,wethoughtweshouldnevergettoyou,becauseitisworseto-night,owingtothesedreadfulpolitics!Butwe’vedoneit。’
AndsheproceededtotellherfriendofPierston’sexistencehardby。
Itseemedthatthewidowreallydidwishtoknowhim,andthatLadyMabellaButtermeadhadnotindulgedinoneofthetoofrequentinventionsinthatkind。Whentheyoungestofthetriohadmadethepairacquaintedwitheachothersheleftthemtotalktoayoungermanthanthesculptor。
Mrs。Pine-Avon’sblackvelvetsandsilks,withtheirwhiteaccompaniments,finelysetofftheexceedingfairnessofherneckandshoulders,which,thoughunwhitenedartificially,werewithoutaspeckorblemishoftheleastdegree。Thegentle,thoughtfulcreatureshehadlookedfromadistanceshenowprovedherselftobe;sheheldalsosoundratherthancurrentopinionsontheplasticarts,andwasthefirstintellectualwomanhehadseentherethatnight,exceptoneortwoasaforesaid。
Theysoonbecamewellacquainted,andatapauseintheirconversationnoticedthefreshexcitementcausedbythearrivalofsomelatecomerswithmorenews。Thelatterhadbeenbroughtbyarippling,bright-eyedladyinblack,whomadethemenlistentoher,whethertheywouldorno。
’IamgladIamanoutsider,’saidJocelyn’sacquaintance,nowseatedonasofabesidewhichhewasstanding。’Iwouldn’tbelikemycousin,overthere,fortheworld。Shethinksherhusbandwillbeturnedoutatthenextelection,andshe’squitewild。’
’Yes;itismostlythewomenwhoarethegamesters;themenonlythecards。Thepityisthatpoliticsarelookedonasbeingagameforpoliticians,justascricketisagameforcricketers;notastheseriousdutiesofpoliticaltrustees。’
’Howfewofuseverthinkorfeelthat\"thenationofeverycountrydwellsinthecottage,\"assomebodysays!’
’Yes。ThoughIwondertohearyouquotethat。’
’O——Iamofnoparty,thoughmyrelationsare。Therecanbeonlyonebestcourseatalltimes,andthewisdomofthenationshouldbedirectedtofindingit,insteadofzigzaggingintwocourses,accordingtothewillofthepartywhichhappenstohavetheupperhand。’
Havingstartedthus,theyfoundnodifficultyinagreeingonmanypoints。WhenPierstonwentdownstairsfromthatassemblyataquartertoone,andpassedunderthesteamingnostrilsofanambassador’shorsestoahansomwhichwaitedforhimagainsttherailingofthesquare,hehadanimpressionthattheBelovedhadre-emergedfromtheshadows,withoutanyhintorinitiativefromhim——towhom,indeed,suchre-emergencewasanunquestionablyawkwardthing。
Inthishewasaware,however,thatthoughitmightbenow,asheretofore,theLovedwhodancedbeforehim,itwastheGoddessbehindherwhopulledthestringofthatJumpingJill。HehadlatelybeentryinghisartisthandagainontheDea’sformineveryconceivablephaseandmood。Hehadbecomeaone-partman——apresenterofheronly。
Buthiseffortshadresultedinfailures。Inherimplacablevanityshemightbepunishinghimanewforpresentinghersodeplorably。
2。II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES
HecouldnotforgetMrs。Pine-Avon’seyes,thoughherememberednothingofherotherfacialdetails。Theywereround,inquiring,luminous。
Howthatchestnuthairofhershadshone:itrequirednotiaratosetitoff,likethatofthedowagerhehadseenthere,whohadputtenthousandpoundsuponherheadtomakeherselflookworsethanshewouldhaveappearedwiththeninepennymuslincapofaservantwoman。
Nowthequestionwas,oughthetoseeheragain?Hehadhisdoubts。
But,unfortunatelyfordiscretion,justwhenhewascomingoutoftheroomshehadencounteredanoldladyofseventy,hisfriendMrs。
Brightwalton——theHonourableMrs。Brightwalton——andshehadhastilyaskedhimtodinnerforthedayafterthemorrow,statinginthehonestwayheknewsowellthatshehadheardhewasoutoftown,orshewouldhaveaskedhimtwoorthreeweeksago。Now,ofallsocialthingsthatPierstonlikeditwastobeaskedtodinneroff-hand,asastopgapinplaceofsomebishop,earl,orUnder-Secretarywhocouldn’tcome,andwhentheinvitationwassupplementedbythetidingsthattheladywhohadsoimpressedhimwastobeoneoftheguests,hehadpromisedinstantly。
Atthedinner,hetookdownMrs。Pine-Avonuponhisarmandtalkedtonobodyelseduringthemeal。Afterwardstheykeptapartawhileinthedrawing-roomforform’ssake;buteventuallygravitatedtogetheragain,andfinishedtheeveningineachother’scompany。When,shortlyaftereleven,hecameaway,hefeltalmostcertainthatwithinthoseluminousgreyeyestheOneofhiseternalfidelityhadverilytakenlodgings——
andforalonglease。Butthiswasnotall。Atparting,hehad,almostinvoluntarily,givenherhandapressureofapeculiarandindescribablekind;alittleresponsefromher,likeamerepulsation,ofthesamesort,toldhimthattheimpressionshehadmadeuponhimwasreciprocated。Shewas,inaword,willingtogoon。
Butwasheable?
Therehadnotbeenmuchharmintheflirtationthusfar;butdidsheknowhishistory,thecurseuponhisnature?——thathewastheWanderingJewofthelove-world,howrestlesslyidealhisfancieswere,howtheartistinhimhadconsumedthewooer,howhewasinconstantdreadlestheshouldwrongsomewomantwiceasgoodashimselfbyseemingtomeanwhathefainwouldmeanbutcouldnot,howuselesshewaslikelytobeforpracticalstepstowardshouseholding,thoughhewasallthewhilepiningfordomesticlife。Hewasnowoverforty,shewasprobablythirty;andhedarednotmakeunmeaninglovewiththecarelessselfishnessofayoungerman。Itwasunfairtogofurtherwithouttellingher,eventhough,hitherto,suchexplicitnesshadnotbeenabsolutelydemanded。
HedeterminedtocallimmediatelyontheNewIncarnation。
Shelivednotfarfromthelong,fashionableHamptonshireSquare,andhewentthitherwithexpectationsofhavingahighlyemotionaltime,atleast。Butsomehowtheverybell-pullseemedcold,althoughshehadsoearnestlyaskedhimtocome。
Asthehousespoke,sospoketheoccupant,muchtotheastonishmentofthesculptor。Thedoorshepassedthroughseemedasiftheyhadnotbeenopenedforamonth;andenteringthelargedrawing-room,hebeheld,inanarm-chair,inthefardistance,aladywhomhejourneyedacrossthecarpettoreach,andultimatelydidreach。TobesureitwasMrs。NicholaPine-Avon,butfrostedoverindescribably。Raisinghereyesinaslightlyinquiringmannerfromthebookshewasreading,sheleantbackinthechair,asifsoakingherselfinluxurioussensationswhichhadnothingtodowithhim,andrepliedtohisgreetingwithafewcommonplacewords。
TheunfortunateJocelyn,thoughrecuperativetoadegree,wasatfirstterriblyupsetbythisreception。HehaddistinctlybeguntoloveNichola,andhefeltsickandalmostresentful。Buthappilyhisaffectionwasincipientasyet,andasuddensenseoftheridiculousinhisownpositioncarriedhimtothevergeofrisibilityduringthescene。Shesignifiedachair,andbeganthecriticalstudyofsomeringsshewore。
Theytalkedovertheday’snews,andthenanorganbegantogrindoutside。Thetunewasarollickingairhehadheardatsomemusic-
hall;and,bywayofadiversion,heaskedherifsheknewthecomposition。
’No,Idon’t!’shereplied。
’Now,I’lltellyouallaboutit,’saidhegravely。’Itisbasedonasoundoldmelodycalled\"TheJilt’sHornpipe。\"JustastheyturnMadeiraintoportinthespaceofasinglenight,sothisoldairhasbeentakenanddoctored,andtwistedabout,andbroughtoutasanewpopularditty。’
’Indeed!’
’Ifyouareinthehabitofgoingmuchtothemusic-hallsortheburlesquetheatres——’
’Yes?’
’Youwouldfindthisisoftendone,withexcellenteffect。’
Shethawedalittle,andthentheywentontotalkaboutherhouse,whichhadbeennewlypainted,anddecoratedwithgreenish-bluesatinuptotheheightofaperson’shead——anarrangementthatsomewhatimprovedherslightlyfaded,thoughstillpretty,face,andwashelpedbytheawningsoverthewindows。
’Yes;Ihavehadmyhousesomeyears,’sheobservedcomplacently,’andIlikeitbettereveryyear。’
’Don’tyoufeellonelyinitsometimes?’
’Onever!’
However,beforeheroseshegrewfriendlytosomedegree,andwhenheleft,justafterthearrivalofthreeopportuneyoungladiessheseemedregretful。Sheaskedhimtocomeagain;andhethoughthewouldtellthetruth。’No:Ishallnotcaretocomeagain,’heanswered,inatoneinaudibletotheyoungladies。
Shefollowedhimtothedoor。’Whatanuncivilthingtosay!’shemurmuredinsurprise。
’Itisratheruncivil。Good-bye,’saidPierston。
Asapunishmentshedidnotringthebell,butlefthimtofindhiswayoutashecould。’NowwhatthedevilthismeansIcannottell,’hesaidtohimself,reflectingstock-stillforamomentonthestairs。
Andyetthemeaningwasstaringhimintheface。
Meanwhileoneofthethreeyoungladieshadsaid,’Whatinterestingmanwasthat,withhislovelyheadofhair?IsawhimatLadyChannelcliffe’stheothernight。’
’JocelynPierston。’
’O,Nichola,thatIStoobad!Tolethimgointhatshabbyway,whenI
wouldhavegivenanythingtoknowhim!IhavewantedtoknowhimeversinceIfoundouthowmuchhisexperienceshaddictatedhisstatuary,andIdiscoveredthembyseeinginaJerseypaperofthemarriageofapersonsupposedtobehiswife,whoranoffwithhimmanyyearsago,don’tyouknow,andthenwouldn’tmarryhim,inobediencetosomenovelsocialprinciplesshehadinventedforherself。’
’O!didn’themarryher?’saidMrs。Pine-Avon,withastart。’Why,I
heardonlyyesterdaythathedid,thoughtheyhavelivedaparteversince。’
’Quiteamistake,’saidtheyounglady。’HowIwishIcouldrunafterhim!’
ButJocelynwasrecedingfromtheprettywidow’shousewithlongstrides。Hewentoutverylittleduringthenextfewdays,butaboutaweeklaterhekeptanengagementtodinewithLadyIrisSpeedwell,whomheneverneglected,becauseshewasthebrightesthostessinLondon。
Bysomeaccidenthearrivedratherearly。LadyIrishadleftthedrawing-roomforamomenttoseethatallwasrightinthedining-room,andwhenhewasshownintherestoodaloneinthelamplightNicholaPine-Avon。Shehadbeenthefirstarrival。Hehadnotintheleastexpectedtomeetherthere,furtherthanthat,inageneralsense,atLadyIris’syouexpectedtomeeteverybody。
Shehadjustcomeoutofthecloak-room,andwassotenderandevenapologeticthathehadnotthehearttobeotherthanfriendly。Astheotherguestsdroppedin,thepairretreatedintoashadycorner,andshetalkedbesidehimtillallmovedofffortheeatinganddrinking。
Hehadnotbeenappointedtotakeheracrosstothedining-room,butatthetablefoundherexactlyopposite。Shelookedverycharmingbetweenthecandles,andthensuddenlyitdawneduponhimthatherpreviousmannermusthaveoriginatedinsomefalsereportaboutMarcia,ofwhoseexistencehehadnotheardforyears。Anyhow,hewasnotdisposedtoresentaninexplicabilityinwomankind,havingfoundthatitusuallyaroseindependentlyoffact,reason,probability,orhisowndeserts。
Sohedinedon,catchinghereyesandthefewprettywordsshemadeopportunitytoprojectacrossthetabletohimnowandthen。Hewascourteouslyresponsiveonly,butMrs。Pine-Avonherselfdistinctlymadeadvances。Here-admiredher,whileatthesametimeherconductinherownhousehadbeenenoughtocheckhisconfidence——enougheventomakehimdoubtiftheWell-Belovedreallyresidedwithinthosecontours,orhadeverbeenmorethanthemosttransitorypassengerthroughthatinterestingandaccomplishedsoul。
Hewasponderingthisquestion,yetgrowingdecidedlymovedbytheplayfulpathosofherattitudewhen,bychance,searchinghispocketforhishandkerchief,somethingcrackled,andhefeltthereanunopenedletter,whichhadarrivedatthemomenthewasleavinghishouse,andhehadslippedintohiscoattoreadinthecabashedrovealong。
Pierstondrewitsufficientlyforthtoobservebythepost-markthatitcamefromhisnatalisle。Havinghardlyacorrespondentinthatpartoftheworldnowhebegantoconjectureonthepossiblesender。
Theladyonhisright,whomhehadbroughtin,wasaleadingactressofthetown——indeed,oftheUnitedKingdomandAmerica,forthatmatter——acreatureinairyclothing,translucent,likeabalsamorsea-anemone,withoutshadows,andinmovementasresponsiveassomehighlylubricated,many-wiredmachine,which,ifonepressesaparticularspring,fliesopenandrevealsitsworks。Thespringinthepresentcasewastheartisticcommendationshedeservedandcraved。Atthisparticularmomentshewasengagedwiththemanonherownright,arepresentativeofFamily,whotalkedpositivelyandhollowly,asifshoutingdownavistaoffivehundredyearsfromtheFeudalpast。TheladyonJocelyn’sleft,wifeofaLordJusticeofAppeal,wasinlikemannertalkingtohercompanionontheouterside;sothat,forthetime,hewaslefttohimself。Hetookadvantageoftheopportunity,drewouthisletter,andreaditasitlayuponhisnapkin,nobodyobservinghim,sofarashewasaware。
Itcamefromthewifeofoneofhisfather’sformerworkmen,andwasconcerningherson,whomshebeggedJocelyntorecommendascandidateforsomepostintownthatshewishedhimtofill。Buttheendoftheletterwaswhatarrestedhim——
’Youwillbesorrytohear,Sir,thatdearlittleAviceCaro,asweusedtocallherinhermaidendays,isdead。Shemarriedhercousin,ifyoudomind,andwentawayfromhereforagood-fewyears,butwasleftawidow,andcamebackatwelvemonthago;sincewhenshefalteredandfaltered,andnowsheisgone。’
2。III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST
Byimperceptibleandslowdegreesthesceneatthedinner-tablerecededintothebackground,behindthevividpresentmentofAviceCaro,andtheold,oldscenesonIsleVindiliawhichwereinseparablefromherpersonality。Thediningroomwasrealnomore,dissolvingundertheboldstonypromontoryandtheincomingWestSea。Thehandsomemarchionessingeranium-redanddiamonds,whowasvisibletohimonhishost’srighthandopposite,becameoneoftheglowingvermilionsunsetsthathehadwatchedsomanytimesoverDeadman’sBay,withtheformofAviceintheforeground。BetweenhiseyesandthejudgewhosatnexttoNichola,withachinsorawthathemusthaveshavedeveryquarterofanhourduringtheday,intrudedthefaceofAvice,asshehadglancedathimintheirlastparting。Thecranniedfeaturesoftheevergreensocietylady,who,ifshehadbeenafewyearsolder,wouldhavebeenasold-fashionedasherdaughter,shapedthemselvestothedustyquarriesofhisandAvice’sparents,downwhichhehadclamberedwithAvicehundredsoftimes。Theivytrailingaboutthetable-cloth,thelightsinthetallcandlesticks,andthebunchesofflowers,weretransmutedintotheiviesofthecliff-builtCastle,thetuftsofseaweed,andthelighthousesontheisle。Thesaltairsoftheoceankilledthesmelloftheviands,andinsteadoftheclatterofvoicescamethemonologueofthetideofftheBeal。
Morethanall,NicholaPine-Avonlostthebloomingradiancewhichshehadlatterlyacquired;shebecameawomanofhisacquaintancewithnodistinctivetraits;sheseemedtogrowmaterial,asuperficiesoffleshandbonemerely,apersonoflinesandsurfaces;shewasalanguageinlivingciphernomore。
Whentheladieshadwithdrawnitwasjustthesame。ThesoulofAvice——
theonlywomanhehadNEVERlovedofthosewhohadlovedhim——
surroundedhimlikeafirmament。Artdrewneartohiminthepersonofoneofthemostdistinguishedofportraitpainters;buttherewasonlyonepainterforJocelyn——hisownmemory。AllthatwaseminentinEuropeansurgeryaddressedhiminthepersonofthatharmlessandunassumingfogeywhosehandshadbeeninsidethebodiesofhundredsoflivingmen;butthelily-whitecorpseofanobscurecountry-girlchilledtheinterestofdiscoursewithsuchakingofoperators。
Reachingthedrawing-roomhetalkedtohishostess。Thoughshehadentertainedthree-and-twentyguestsathertablethatnightshehadknownnotonlywhateveryoneofthemwassayinganddoingthroughouttherepast,butwhateveryonewasthinking。So,beinganoldfriend,shesaidquietly,’Whathasbeentroublingyou?Somethinghas,Iknow。
Ihavebeentravellingoveryourfaceandhaveseenitthere。’
Nothingcouldlessexpressthemeaninghisrecentnewshadforhimthanastatementofitsfacts。Hetoldoftheopeningoftheletterandthediscoveryofthedeathofanoldacquaintance。
’TheonlywomanwhomIneverrightlyvalued,Imayalmostsay!’headded;’andthereforetheonlyoneIshalleverregret!’
Whethersheconsidereditasufficientexplanationornotthewomanofexperiencesaccepteditassuch。Shewasthesingleladyofhiscirclewhomnothingerraticinhisdoingscouldsurprise,andheoftengaveherstrayendsofhisconfidencethuswithperfectsafety。
HedidnotgonearMrs。Pine-Avonagain;hecouldnot:andonleavingthehousewalkedabstractedlyalongthestreetstillhefoundhimselfathisowndoor。Inhisroomhesatdown,andplacinghishandsbehindhisheadthoughthisthoughtsanew。
Atonesideoftheroomstoodanescritoire,andfromalowerdrawerthereinhetookoutasmallboxtightlynaileddown。Heforcedthecoverwiththepoker。Theboxcontainedavarietyofoddsandends,whichPierstonhadthrownintoitfromtimetotimeinpastyearsforfuturesorting——anintentionthathehadnevercarriedout。Fromthemelancholymassofpapers,fadedphotographs,seals,diaries,witheredflowers,andsuchlike,Jocelyndrewalittleportrait,onetakenonglassintheprimitivedaysofphotography,andframedwithtinselinthecommonestway。
ItwasAviceCaro,asshehadappearedduringthesummermonthortwowhichhehadspentwithherontheislandtwentyyearsbeforethistime,heryounglipspursedup,herhandsmeeklyfolded。Theeffectoftheglasswastolendtothepicturemuchofthesoftnesscharacteristicoftheoriginal。Herememberedwhenitwastaken——
duringoneafternoontheyhadspenttogetherataneighbouringwatering-place,whenhehadsuggestedhersittingtoatoutingartistonthesands,therebeingnothingelseforthemtodo。Alongcontemplationofthelikenesscompletedinhisemotionswhattheletterhadbegun。Helovedthewomandeadandinaccessibleashehadneverlovedherinlife。Hehadthoughtofherbutatdistantintervalsduringthetwentyyearssincethatpartingoccurred,andonlyassomebodyhecouldhavewedded。Yetnowthetimesofyouthfulfriendshipwithher,inwhichhehadlearnteverynoteofherinnocentnature,flamedupintoayearningandpassionateattachment,embitteredbyregretbeyondwords。
Thatkisswhichhadoffendedhisdignity,whichshehadsochildishlygivenhimbeforeherconsciousnessofwomanhoodhadbeenawakened;whathewouldhaveofferedtohaveaquarterofitnow!
Pierstonwasalmostangrywithhimselfforhisfeelingsofthisnight,sounreasonably,motivelesslystrongweretheytowardsthelostyoungplaymate。’Howsenselessofme!’hesaid,ashelayinhislonelybed。
Shehadbeenanotherman’swifealmostthewholetimesincehewasestrangedfromher,andnowshewasacorpse。Yettheabsurditydidnotmakehisgrieftheless:andtheconsciousnessoftheintrinsic,almostradiant,purityofthisnewsprungaffectionforaflownspiritforbadehimtocheckit。Thefleshwasabsentaltogether;itwasloverarefiedandrefinedtoitshighestattar。Hehadfeltnothinglikeitbefore。
Thenextafternoonhewentdowntotheclub;nothislargeclub,wherethemenhardlyspoketoeachother,butthehomelyonewheretheytoldstoriesofanafternoon,andwerenotashamedtoconfessamongthemselvestopersonalweaknessesandfollies,knowingwellthatsuchsecretswouldgonofurther。Buthecouldnottellthis。Sovolatileandintangiblewasthestorythattoconveyitinwordswouldhavebeenashardastocageaperfume。
Theyobservedhisalteredmanner,andsaidhewasinlove。Pierstonadmittedthathewas;andthereitended。Whenhereachedhomehelookedoutofhisbed-roomwindow,andbegantoconsiderinwhatdirectionfromwherehestoodthatdarlinglittlefigurelay。Itwasstraightacrossthere,undertheyoungpalemoon。Thesymbolsignifiedwell。Thedivinityofthesilverbowwasnotmoreexcellentlypurethanshe,thelost,hadbeen。UnderthatmoonwastheislandofAncientSlingers,andontheislandahouse,framedfrommullionstochimney-topliketheisleitself,ofstone。Insidethewindow,themoonlightirradiatingherwinding-sheet,layAvice,reachedonlybythefaintnoisesinherentintheisle;thetink-tinkofthechiselsinthequarries,thesurgingofthetidesintheBay,andthemuffledgrumblingofthecurrentsinthenever-pacifiedRace。
Hebegantodivinethetruth。Avice,thedepartedone,thoughshehadcomeshortofinspiringapassion,hadyetpossessedaground-qualityabsentfromherrivals,withoutwhichitseemedthatafixedandfull-
roundedconstancytoawomancouldnotflourishinhim。Likehisown,herfamilyhadbeenislandersforcenturies——fromNorman,Anglian,Roman,Balearic-Britishtimes。Henceinhernature,asinhis,wassomemysteriousingredientsuckedfromtheisle;otherwisearacialinstinctnecessarytotheabsoluteunisonofapair。Thus,thoughhemightneverloveawomanoftheislandrace,forlackinherofthedesiredrefinement,hecouldnotlovelongakimberlin——awomanotherthanoftheislandrace,forherlackofthisgroundworkofcharacter。
SuchwasPierston’sviewofthings。Anotherfancyofhis,anartist’ssuperstitionmerely,maybementioned。TheCaros,likesomeotherlocalfamilies,suggestedaRomanlineage,moreorlessgraftedonthestockoftheSlingers。TheirfeaturesrecalledthoseoftheItalianpeasantrytoanyoneasfamiliarashewaswiththem;andtherewereevidencesthattheRomancolonistshadbeenpopulousandlong-abidinginandnearthiscornerofBritain。TraditionurgedthatatempletoVenusoncestoodatthetopoftheRomanroadleadingupintotheisle;
andpossiblyonetothelove-goddessoftheSlingersantedatedthis。
Whatsonaturalasthatthetruestarofhissoulwouldbefoundnowherebutinoneoftheoldislandbreed?
AfterdinnerhisoldfriendSomerscameintosmoke,andwhentheyhadtalkedalittlewhileSomersalludedcasuallytosomeplaceatwhichtheywouldmeetonthemorrow。
’Isha’n’tbethere,’saidPierston。
’Butyoupromised?’
’Yes。ButIshallbeattheisland——lookingatadeadwoman’sgrave。’
Ashespokehiseyesturned,andremainedfixedonatablenear。
Somersfollowedthedirectionofhisglancetoaphotographonastand。
’Isthatshe?’heasked。
’Yes。’
’Ratherabygoneaffair,then?’
Pierstonacknowledgedit。’She’stheonlysweetheartIeverslighted,Alfred,’hesaid。’Becauseshe’stheonlyoneIoughttohavecaredfor。That’sjustthefoolIhavealwaysbeen。’
’Butifshe’sdeadandburied,youcangotohergraveatanytimeaswellasnow,tokeepupthesentiment。’
’Idon’tknowthatshe’sburied。’
’Butto-morrow——theAcademynight!Ofalldayswhygothen?’
’Idon’tcareabouttheAcademy。’
’Pierston——youareouronlyinspiredsculptor。YouareourPraxiteles,orratherourLysippus。YouarealmosttheonlymanofthisgenerationwhohasbeenabletomouldandchiselformslivingenoughtodrawtheidlepublicawayfromthepopularpaintingsintotheusuallydesertedLecture-room,andpeoplewhohaveseenyourlastpiecesofstuffsaytherehasbeennothinglikethemsincesixteenhundredand——sincethesculptors’ofthegreatrace’livedanddied——wheneverthatwas。Well,then,forthesakeofothersyououghtnottorushofftothatGod-
forgottensea-rockjustwhenyouarewantedintown,allforawomanyoulastsawahundredyearsago。’
’No——itwasonlynineteenandthreequarters,’repliedhisfriend,withabstractedliteralness。Hewentthenextmorning。
Sincethedaysofhisyoutharailwayhadbeenconstructedalongthepebblebank,sothat,exceptwhentherailswerewashedawaybythetides,whichwasratheroften,thepeninsulawasquicklyaccessible。
Attwoo’clockintheafternoonhewasrattledalongbythisnewmeansoflocomotion,underthefamiliarmonotonouslineofbran-colouredstones,andhesoonemergedfromthestation,whichstoodasastrangeexoticamongtheblacklerrets,theruinsofthewashed-awayvillage,andthewhitecubesofoolite,justcometoviewafterburialthroughunreckonablegeologicyears。
InenteringuponthepebblebeachthetrainhadpassedclosetotheruinsofHenrytheEighth’sorSandsfootCastle,whitherAvicewastohaveaccompaniedhimonthenightofhisdeparture。Hadsheappearedtheprimitivebetrothal,withitsnaturalresult,wouldprobablyhavetakenplace;and,asnoislanderhadeverbeenknowntobreakthatcompact,shewouldhavebecomehiswife。
Ascendingthesteepinclinetowherethequarrymenwerechippingjustastheyhadformerlydone,andwithinsoundofthegreatstonesaws,helookedsouthwardtowardstheBeal。
Thelevellineoftheseahorizonroseabovethesurfaceoftheisle,aruffledpatchinmid-distanceasusualmarkingtheRace,whencemanyaLycidashadgone’Visitingthebottomofthemonstrousworld;’
buthadnotbeenblestwithapoetasafriend。Againstthestretchofwater,whereaschoolofmackereltwinkledintheafternoonlight,wasdefined,inadditiontothedistantlighthouse,achurchwithitstower,standingaboutaquarterofamileoff,neartheedgeofthecliff。Thechurchyardgravestonescouldbeseeninprofileagainstthesamevastspreadofwaterybabbleandunrest。
Amongthegravesmovedtheformofamanclothedinawhitesheet,whichthewindblewandflappedcoldlyeverynowandthen。Nearhimmovedsixmenbearingalongbox,andtwoorthreepersonsinblackfollowed。Thecoffin,withitstwelvelegs,crawledacrosstheisle,whilearoundandbeneathittheflashinglightsfromtheseaandtheschoolofmackerelwerereflected;afishing-boat,faroutintheChannel,beingmomentarilydiscernibleunderthecoffinalso。
Theprocessionwanderedroundtoaparticularcorner,andhalted,andpausedtherealongwhileinthewind,theseabehindthem,thesurpliceoftheprieststillblowing。Jocelynstoodwithhishatoff:
hewaspresent,thoughhewasaquarterofamileoff;andheseemedtohearthewordsthatwerebeingsaid,thoughnothingbutthewindwasaudible。
HeinstinctivelyknewthatitwasnoneotherthanAvicewhomhewasseeinginterred;HISAvice,ashenowbeganpresumptuouslytocallher。
Presentlythelittlegroupwithdrewfrombeforethesea-shine,anddisappeared。
Hefelthimselfunabletogofurtherinthatdirection,andturningasidewentaimlesslyacrosstheopenland,visitingthevariousspotsthathehadformerlyvisitedwithher。But,asiftetheredtothechurchyardbyacord,hewasstillconsciousofbeingattheendofaradiuswhosepivotwasthegraveofAviceCaro;andastheduskthickenedhecloseduponhiscentreandenteredthechurchyardgate。
Notasoulwasnowwithintheprecincts。Thegrave,newlyshaped,waseasilydiscoverablebehindthechurch,andwhenthesameyoungmoonarosewhichhehadobservedthepreviouseveningfromhiswindowinLondonhecouldseetheyetfreshfoot-marksofthemournersandbearers。Thebreezehadfallentoacalmwiththesettingofthesun:
thelighthousehadopeneditsglaringeye,and,disinclinedtoleaveaspotsublimedbothbyearlyassociationandpresentregret,hemovedbacktothechurch-wall,warmfromtheafternoonsun,andsatdownuponawindow-sillfacingthegrave。
2。IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE
Thelispingsoftheseabeneaththecliffswereallthesoundsthatreachedhim,forthequarriesweresilentnow。Howlonghesatherelonelyandthinkinghedidnotknow。Neitherdidheknow,thoughhefeltdrowsy,whetherinexpectantsadness——thatgentlesoporific——lulledhimintoashortsleep,sothathelostcountoftimeandconsciousnessofincident。ButduringsomeminuteorminutesheseemedtoseeAviceCaroherself,bendingoverandthenwithdrawingfromhergraveinthelightofthemoon。
Sheseemednotayearolder,notadigitlessslender,notalinemoreangularthanwhenhehadpartedfromhertwentyyearsearlier,inthelanehardby。Arenascentreasoningontheimpossibilityofsuchaphenomenonasthisbeingmorethanadream-fancyrousedhimwithastartfromhisheaviness。
’Imusthavebeenasleep,’hesaid。
Yetshehadseemedsoreal。Pierstonhoweverdismissedthestrangeimpression,arguingthateveniftheinformationsenthimofAvice’sdeathshouldbefalse——athingincredible——thatsweetfriendofhisyouth,despitethetransfiguringeffectsofmoonlight,wouldnotnowlookthesameasshehadappearednineteenortwentyyearsago。Werewhathesawsubstantialflesh,itmusthavebeensomeotherpersonthanAviceCaro。
Havingsatisfiedhissentimentbycomingtothegravesidetherewasnothingmoreforhimtodointheisland,andhedecidedtoreturntoLondonthatnight。Butsometimeremainingstillonhishands,JocelynbyanaturalinstinctturnedhisfeetinthedirectionofEastQuarriers,thevillageofhisbirthandofhers。Passingthemarket-
squarehepursuedthearmofroadto’SylvaniaCastle,’aprivatemansionofcomparativelymoderndate,inwhosegroundsstoodthesingleplantationoftreesofwhichtheislecouldboast。Thecottagesextendedclosetothewallsoftheenclosure,andoneofthelastofthesedwellingshadbeenAvice’s,inwhich,asitwasherfreehold,shepossiblyhaddied。
Toreachithepassedthegatesof’Sylvania,’andobservedabovethelawnwallaboardannouncingthatthehousewastobeletfurnished。A
fewstepsfurtherrevealedthecottagewhichwithitsquaintandmassivestonefeaturesoftwoorthreecenturies’antiquity,wascapableevennowoflongerresistancetotheraspofTimethanordinarynewerections。Hisattentionwasdrawntothewindow,stillunblinded,thoughalamplittheroom。Hesteppedbackagainstthewallopposite,andgazedin。
Atatablecoveredwithawhiteclothayoungwomanstoodputtingtea-
thingsawayintoacorner-cupboard。ShewasinallrespectstheAvicehehadlost,thegirlhehadseeninthechurchyardandhadfanciedtobetheillusionofadream。Andthoughtherewasthistimenodoubtaboutherreality,theisolationofherpositioninthesilenthouselentheracuriouslystartlingaspect。Diviningtheexplanationhewaitedforfootsteps,andinafewmomentsaquarrymanpassedhimonhisjourneyhome。Pierstoninquiredofthemanconcerningthespectacle。
’Oyes,sir;that’spoorMrs。Caro’sonlydaughter,anditmustbelonelyforherthereto-night,poormaid!Yes,good-now;she’stheverydapsofhermother——that’swhateverybodysays。’
’Buthowdoesshecometobesolonely?’
’Oneofherbrotherswenttoseaandwasdrowned,andt’otherisinAmerica。’
’Theywerequarryownersatonetime?’
Thequarryman’pitchedhisnitch,’andexplainedtotheseemingstrangerthattherehadbeenthreefamiliesthereaboutsinthestonetrade,whohadgotmuchinvolvedwitheachotherinthelastgeneration。TheyweretheBencombs,thePierstons,andtheCaros。TheBencombsstrainedtheirutmosttooutlifttheothertwo,andpartiallysucceeded。Theygrewenormouslyrich,soldout,anddisappearedaltogetherfromtheislandwhichhadbeentheirmaking。ThePierstonskeptadoggedmiddlecourse,throvewithoutshowornoise,andalsoretiredintheirturn。TheCaroswerepulledcompletelydowninthecompetitionwiththeothertwo,andwhenWidowCaro’sdaughtermarriedhercousinJimCaro,hetriedtoregainforthefamilyitsoriginalplaceinthethree-corneredstruggle。Hetookcontractsatlessthanhecouldprofitby,speculatedmoreandmore,tillatlastthecrashcame;hewassoldup,wentaway,andlateroncamebacktoliveinthislittlecottage,whichwashiswife’sbyinheritance。Thereheremainedtillhisdeath;andnowhiswidowwasgone。Hardshipshadhelpedonherend。
Thequarrymanproceededonhisway,andPierston,deeplyremorseful,knockedatthedooroftheminutefreehold。Thegirlherselfopenedit,lampinhand。
’Avice!’hesaidtenderly;’AviceCaro!’evennowunabletogetoverthestrangefeelingthathewastwentyyearsyounger,addressingAvicetheforsaken。
’Ann,sir,’saidshe。
’Ah,yournameisnotthesameasyourmother’s!’
’Mysecondnameis。Andmysurname。Poormothermarriedhercousin。’
’Aseverybodydoeshere……Well,Annorotherwise,youareAvicetome。Andyouhavelosthernow?’
’Ihave,sir。’
Shespokeintheverysamesweetvoicethathehadlistenedtoascoreofyearsbefore,andbenteyesofthesamefamiliarhazelinquiringlyuponhim。
’Iknewyourmotheratonetime,’hesaid;’andlearningofherdeathandburialItookthelibertyofcallinguponyou。Youwillforgiveastrangerdoingthat?’
’Yes,’shesaiddispassionately,andglancingroundtheroom:’Thiswasmother’sownhouse,andnowitismine。Iamsorrynottobeinmourningonthenightofherfuneral,butIhavejustbeentoputsomeflowersonhergrave,andItookitoffaforegoingthatthedampmidnotspoilthecrape。Yousee,shewasbadalongtime,andIhavetobecareful,anddowashingandironingforaliving。ShehurthersidewithwringingupthelargesheetsshehadtowashfortheCastlefolkshere。’
’Ihopeyouwon’thurtyourselfdoingit,mydear。’
’Ono,thatIsha’n’t!There’sCharlWoollat,andSammyScribben,andTedGibsey,andlotso’youngchaps;they’llwringanythingformeiftheyhappentocomealong。ButIcanhardlytrust’em。SamScribbent’otherdaytwistedalinentableclothintotwopieces,foralltheworldasifithadbeenapipe-light。Theyneverknowwhentostopintheirwringing。’
ThevoicetrulywashisAvice’s;butAvicetheSecondwasclearlymorematter-of-fact,unreflecting,lesscultivatedthanhermotherhadbeen。
ThisAvicewouldneverrecitepoetryfromanyplatform,localorother,withenthusiasticappreciationofitsfire。Therewasadisappointmentinhisrecognitionofthis;yetshetouchedhimasfewhaddone:hecouldnotbeartogoaway。’Howoldareyou?’heasked。
’Goinginnineteen。’
Itwasabouttheageofherdouble,AvicetheFirst,whenheandshehadstrolledtogetheroverthecliffsduringtheengagement。Buthewasnowforty,ifaday。Shebeforehimwasanuneducatedlaundress,andhewasasculptorandaRoyalAcademician,withafortuneandareputation。Yetwhywasitanunpleasantsensationtohimjustthentorecollectthathewastwoscore?
Hecouldfindnofurtherexcuseforremaining,andhavingstillhalf-
an-hourtosparehewentroundbytheroadtotheotherorwestsideofthelast-century’SylvaniaCastle,’andcametothefurthesthouseoutthereonthecliff。Itwashisearlyhome。Usedinthesummerasalodging-houseforvisitors,itnowstoodemptyandsilent,theeveningwindswayingtheeuonymusandtamariskboughsinthefront——theonlyevergreenshrubsthatcouldweatherthewhippingsaltgaleswhichspedpastthewalls。Oppositethehouse,faroutatsea,thefamiliarlightshipwinkedfromthesandbank,andallatoncetherecametohimawildwish——that,insteadofhavinganartist’sreputation,hecouldbelivinghereanilliterateandunknownman,wooing,andinafairwayofwinning,theprettylaundressinthecottagehardby。
2。V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE
HavingreturnedtoLondonhemechanicallyresumedhiscustomarylife;
buthewasnotreallylivingthere。ThephantomofAvice,nowgrowntobewarmfleshandblood,heldhismindafar。Hethoughtofnothingbuttheisle,andAvicetheSeconddwellingtherein——inhalingitssaltbreath,strokedbyitssingingrainsandbythehauntedatmosphereofRomanVenusaboutandaroundthesiteofherperishedtemplethere。
Theverydefectsinthecountrygirlbecamecharmsasviewedfromtown。
Nothingnowpleasedhimsomuchastospendthatportionoftheafternoonwhichhedevotedtoout-doorexercise,inhauntingthepurlieusofthewharvesalongtheThames,wherethestoneofhisnativerockwasunshippedfromthecoasting-craftthathadbroughtitthither。
Hewouldpassinsidethegreatgatesoftheselanding-placesontherightorleftbank,contemplatethewhitecubesandoblongs,imbibetheirassociations,callupthegeniuslociwhencetheycame,andalmostforgetthathewasinLondon。
Oneafternoonhewaswalkingawayfromthemud-splashedentrancetooneofthewharves,whenhisattentionwasdrawntoafemaleformontheoppositesideoftheway,goingtowardsthespothehadjustleft。Shewassomewhatsmall,slight,andgraceful;herattirealonewouldhavebeenenoughtoattracthim,beingsimpleandcountrifiedtopicturesqueness;buthewasmorethanattractedbyherstrongresemblancetoAviceCarotheyounger——AnnAvice,asshehadsaidshewascalled。
BeforeshehadrecededahundredyardshefeltcertainthatitwasAviceindeed;andhisunifyingmoodoftheafternoonwasnowsointensethatthelostandthefoundAviceseemedessentiallythesameperson。
Theirexternallikenesstoeachother——probablyowingtothecousinshipbetweentheelderandherhusband——wentfartonourishthefantasy。Hehastilyturned,andrediscoveredthegirlamongthepedestrians。Shekeptonherwaytothewharf,where,lookinginquiringlyaroundherforafewseconds,withthemannerofoneunaccustomedtothelocality,sheopenedthegateanddisappeared。
Pierstonalsowentuptothegateandentered。Shehadcrossedtothelanding-place,beyondwhichalumpycraftlaymoored。Drawingnearer,hediscoveredhertobeengagedinconversationwiththeskipperandanelderlywoman——bothcomestraightfromtheooliticisle,aswasapparentinamomentfromtheiraccent。Pierstonfeltnohesitationinmakinghimselfknownasanative,therupturedengagementbetweenAvice’smotherandhimselftwentyyearsbeforehavingbeenknowntofewornonenowliving。
ThepresentembodimentofAvicerecognizedhim,andwiththeartlesscandourofherraceandyearsexplainedthesituation,thoughthatwasratherhisdutyasanintruderthanhers。
’ThisisCap’nKibbs,sir,adistantrelationoffather’s,’shesaid。
’AndthisisMrs。Kibbs。We’vecomeupfromtheislandwi’enjustforatrip,andaregoingtosailbackwi’enWednesday。’
’O,Isee。Andwhereareyoustaying?’
’Here——onboard。’
’What,youliveonboardentirely?’
’Yes。’
’Lord,sir,’brokeinMrs。Kibbs,’Ishouldbeafeardo’mylifetotinemyeyesamongtheseherekimberlinsatnight-time;andevenbyday,ifsobeIventureintothestreets,Inowhenforgethowmanyturningstotherightandtotheleft’tistogetbacktoJob’svessel——
doI,Job?’
Theskippernoddedconfirmation。
’Youaresaferashorethanafloat,’saidPierston,’especiallyintheChannel,withthesewindsandthoseheavyblocksofstone。’
’Well,’saidCap’nKibbs,afterprivatelyclearingsomethingfromhismouth,’astothewinds,thereiddenmuchdangerinthematthistimeo’year。’Tistheocean-boundsteamersthatmaketherisktocraftlikeours。Ifyouhappentobeintheircourse,underyougo——cutclaneintwopieces,andtheyneverlying-totohaulinyourcarcases,andnobodytotellthetale。’
PierstonturnedtoAvice,wantingtosaymuchtoher,yetnotknowingwhattosay。Helamelyremarkedatlast:’Yougobackthesameway,Avice?’
’Yes,sir。’
’Well,takecareofyourselfafloat。’
’Oyes。’
’Ihope——Imayseeyouagainsoon——andtalktoyou。’
’Ihopeso,sir。’
Hecouldnotgetfurther,andafterawhilePierstonleftthem,andwentawaythinkingofAvicemorethanever。