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  Youfanciedyouhadseenthings——butthesealwason。

  Whenannoyedatmeal-timesbytheconstantquarrelsofthewhitemenaboutprecedence,heorderedanim-

  menseroundtabletobemade,forwhichaspecialhousehadtobebuilt。Thiswasthestation’smess-room。Wherehesatwasthefirstplace——therestwerenowhere。Onefeltthistobehisunalterableconviction。Hewasneithercivilnoruncivil。Hewasquiet。Heallowedhis’boy’

  ——anoverfedyoungnegrofromthecoast——totreatthewhitemen,underhisveryeyes,withprovokinginsolence。

  \"Hebegantospeakassoonashesawme。Ihadbeenverylongontheroad。Hecouldnotwait。Hadtostartwithoutme。Theup-riverstationshadtoberelieved。Therehadbeensomanydelaysalreadythathedidnotknowwhowasdeadandwhowasalive,andhowtheygoton——andsoon,andsoon。Hepaidnoattentiontomyexplanations,and,playingwithastickofsealing-wax,repeatedseveraltimesthatthesituationwas’verygrave,verygrave。’Therewererumorsthataveryimportantstationwasinjeopardy,anditschief,Mr。Kurtz,wasill。Hopeditwasnottrue。Mr。Kurtzwas……Ifeltwearyandirritable。HangKurtz,I

  thought。IinterruptedhimbysayingIhadheardofMr。Kurtzonthecoast。’Ah!Sotheytalkofhimdownthere,’hemurmuredtohimself。Thenhebeganagain,assuringmeMr。Kurtzwasthebestagenthehad,anexceptionalman,ofthegreatestimportancetotheCompany;thereforeIcouldunderstandhisanxiety。

  Hewas,hesaid,’very,veryuneasy。’Certainlyhefidgetonhischairagooddeal,exclaimed,’Ah,Mr。

  Kurtz!’brokethestickofsealing-waxandseemeddumb-

  foundedbytheaccident。Nextthinghewantedtoknow’howlongitwouldtaketo’……Iinterruptedhimagain。Beinghungry,youknow,andkeptonmyfeettoo,Iwasgettingsavage。’HowcouldItell,’Isaid。

  ’Ihadn’tevenseenthewreckyet——somemonths,nodoubt。’Allthistalkseemedtomesofutile。’Somemonths,’hesaid。’Well,letussaythreemonthsbeforewecanmakeastart。Yes。Thatoughttodotheaffair。’

  Iflungoutofhishut(helivedallaloneinaclayhutwithasortofveranda)mutteringtomyselfmyopinionofhim。Hewasachatteringidiot。AfterwardsItookitbackwhenitwasborneinuponmestartlinglywithwhatextremenicetyhehadestimatedthetimerequisiteforthe’affair。’

  \"Iwenttoworkthenextday,turning,sotospeak,mybackonthatstation。InthatwayonlyitseemedtomeIcouldkeepmyholdontheredeemingfactsoflife。Still,onemustlookaboutsometimes;andthenI

  sawthisstation,thesemenstrollingaimlesslyaboutinthesunshineoftheyard。Iaskedmyselfsometimeswhatitallmeant。Theywanderedhereandtherewiththeirabsurdlongstavesintheirhands,likealotoffaithlesspilgrimsbewitchedinsidearottenfence。Theword’ivory’rangintheair,waswhispered,wassighed。Youwouldthinktheywereprayingtoit。Ataintofimbecilerapacityblewthroughitall,likeawhifffromsomecorpse。ByJove!I’veneverseenanythingsounrealinmylife。Andoutside,thesilentwildernesssurround-

  ingthisclearedspeckontheearthstruckmeassome-

  thinggreatandinvincible,likeevilortruth,waitingpatientlyforthepassingawayofthisfantasticin-

  vasion。

  \"Oh,thesemonths!Well,nevermind。Variousthingshappened。Oneeveningagrassshedfullofcalico,cottonprints,beads,andIdon’tknowwhatelse,burstintoablazesosuddenlythatyouwouldhavethoughttheearthhadopenedtoletanavengingfireconsumeallthattrash。

  Iwassmokingmypipequietlybymydismantledsteamer,andsawthemallcuttingcapersinthelight,withtheirarmsliftedhigh,whenthestoutmanwithmustachescametearingdowntotheriver,atinpailinhishand,assuredmethateverybodywas’behavingsplendidly,splendidly,dippedaboutaquartofwaterandtorebackagain。Inoticedtherewasaholeinthebottomofhispail。

  \"Istrolledup。Therewasnohurry。Youseethethinghadgoneofflikeaboxofmatches。Ithadbeenhopelessfromtheveryfirst。Theflamehadleapedhigh,driveneverybodyback,lightedupeverything——andcol-

  lapsed。Theshedwasalreadyaheapofembersglowingfiercely。Aniggerwasbeingbeatennearby。Theysaidhehadcausedthefireinsomeway;bethatasitmay,hewasscreechingmosthorribly。Isawhim,lateron,forseveraldays,sittinginabitofshadelookingverysickandtryingtorecoverhimself:afterwardshearoseandwentout——andthewildernesswithoutasoundtookhimintoitsbosomagain。AsIapproachedtheglowfromthedarkIfoundmyselfatthebackoftwomen,talking。IheardthenameofKurtzpronounced,thenthewords,’takeadvantageofthisunfortunateac-

  cident。’Oneofthemenwasthemanager。Iwishedhimagoodevening。’Didyoueverseeanythinglikeit——eh?itisincredible,’hesaid,andwalkedoff。Theothermanremained。Hewasafirst-classagent,young,gentlemanly,abitreserved,withaforkedlittlebeardandahookednose。Hewasstand-offishwiththeotheragents,andtheyontheirsidesaidhewasthemanager’sspyuponthem。Astome,Ihadhardlyeverspokentohimbefore。Wegotintotalk,andby-and-bywestrolledawayfromthehissingruins。Thenheaskedmetohisroom,whichwasinthemainbuildingofthestation。

  Hestruckamatch,andIperceivedthatthisyoungaristocrathadnotonlyasilver-mounteddressing-casebutalsoawholecandlealltohimself。Justatthattimethemanagerwastheonlymansupposedtohaveanyrighttocandles。Nativematscoveredtheclaywalls;

  acollectionofspears,assegais,shields,kniveswashungupintrophies。Thebusinessintrustedtothisfellowwasthemakingofbricks——soIhadbeeninformed;buttherewasn’tafragmentofabrickanywhereinthesta-

  tion,andhehadbeentheremorethanayear——waiting。

  Itseemshecouldnotmakebrickswithoutsomething,I

  don’tknowwhat——strawmaybe。Anyways,itcouldnotbefoundthere,andasitwasnotlikelytobesentfromEurope,itdidnotappearcleartomewhathewaswait-

  ingfor。Anactofspecialcreationperhaps。However,theywereallwaiting——allthesixteenortwentypilgrimsofthem——forsomething;anduponmyworditdidnotseemanuncongenialoccupation,fromthewaytheytookit,thoughtheonlythingthatevercametothemwasdisease——asfarasIcouldsee。Theybeguiledthetimebybackbitingandintriguingagainsteachotherinafoolishkindofway。Therewasanairofplottingaboutthatstation,butnothingcameofit,ofcourse。Itwasasunrealaseverythingelse——asthephilanthropicpre-

  tenseofthewholeconcern,astheirtalk,astheirgov-

  ernment,astheirshowofwork。Theonlyrealfeelingwasadesiretogetappointedtoatrading-postwhereivorywastobehad,sothattheycouldearnpercentages。

  Theyintriguedandslanderedandhatedeachotheronlyonthataccount,——butastoeffectuallyliftingalittlefinger——oh,no。Byheavens!thereissomethingafterallintheworldallowingonemantostealahorsewhileanothermustnotlookatahalter。Stealahorsestraightout。Verywell。Hehasdoneit。Perhapshecanride。

  Butthereisawayoflookingatahalterthatwouldprovokethemostcharitableofsaintsintoakick。

  \"Ihadnoideawhyhewantedtobesociable,butaswechattedinthereitsuddenlyoccurredtomethefel-

  lowwastryingtogetatsomething——infact,pumpingme。HealludedconstantlytoEurope,tothepeopleI

  wassupposedtoknowthere——puttingleadingquestionsastomyacquaintancesinthesepulchralcity,andsoon。

  Hislittleeyesglitteredlikemicadiscs——withcuriosity,——thoughhetriedtokeepupabitofsuperciliousness。

  AtfirstIwasastonished,butverysoonIbecameawfullycurioustoseewhathewouldfindoutfromme。Icouldn’tpossiblyimaginewhatIhadinmetomakeitworthhiswhile。Itwasveryprettytoseehowhebaffledhim-

  self,forintruthmybodywasfullofchills,andmyheadhadnothinginitbutthatwretchedsteamboatbusi-

  ness。Itwasevidenthetookmeforaperfectlyshame-

  lessprevaricator。Atlasthegotangry,andtoconcealamovementoffuriousannoyance,heyawned。Irose。

  ThenInoticedasmallsketchinoils,onapanel,repre-

  sentingawoman,drapedandblindfolded,carryingalightedtorch。Thebackgroundwassomber——almostblack。Themovementofthewomanwasstately,andtheeffectofthetorchlightonthefacewassinister。

  \"Itarrestedme,andhestoodbycivilly,holdingahalf-pintchampagnebottle(medicalcomforts)withthecandlestuckinit。TomyquestionhesaidMr。Kurtzhadpaintedthis——inthisverystationmorethanayearago——whilewaitingformeanstogotohistrading-post。

  ’Tellme,pray,’saidI,’whoisthisMr。Kurtz?’

  \"’ThechiefoftheInnerStation,’heansweredinashorttone,lookingaway。’Muchobliged,’Isaid,laugh-

  ing。’AndyouarethebrickmakeroftheCentralSta-

  tion。Everyoneknowsthat。’Hewassilentforawhile。

  ’Heisaprodigy,’hesaidatlast。’Heisanemissaryofpity,andscience,andprogress,anddevilknowswhatelse。Wewant,’hebegantodeclaimsuddenly,’fortheguidanceofthecauseintrustedtousbyEurope,sotospeak,higherintelligence,widesympathies,asingle-

  nessofpurpose。’’Whosaysthat?’Iasked。’Lotsofthem,’hereplied。’Someevenwritethat;andsoHE

  comeshere,aspecialbeing,asyououghttoknow。’’WhyoughtItoknow?’Iinterrupted,reallysurprised。Hepaidnoattention。’Yes。To-dayheischiefofthebeststation,nextyearhewillbeassistant-manager,twoyearsmoreand……butIdaresayyouknowwhathewillbeintwoyears’time。Youareofthenewgang——

  thegangofvirtue。Thesamepeoplewhosenthimspeciallyalsorecommendedyou。Oh,don’tsayno。I’vemyowneyestotrust。’Lightdawneduponme。Mydearaunt’sinfluentialacquaintanceswereproducinganunexpectedeffectuponthatyoungman。Inearlyburstintoalaugh。’DoyoureadtheCompany’sconfidentialcorrespondence?’Iasked。Hehadn’tawordtosay。Itwasgreatfun。’WhenMr。Kurtz,’Icontinuedseverely,’isGeneralManager,youwon’thavetheopportunity。’

  \"Heblewthecandleoutsuddenly,andwewentout-

  side。Themoonhadrisen。Blackfiguresstrolledaboutlistlessly,pouringwaterontheglow,whenceproceededasoundofhissing;steamascendedinthemoonlight,thebeatenniggergroanedsomewhere。’Whatarowthebrutemakes!’saidtheindefatigablemanwiththemus-

  taches,appearingnearus。’Servehimright。Trans-

  gression——punishment——bang!Pitiless,pitiless。That’stheonlyway。Thiswillpreventallconflagrationsforthefuture。Iwasjusttellingthemanager……’Henoticedmycompanion,andbecamecrestfallenallatonce。

  ’Notinbedyet,’hesaid,withakindofservilehearti-

  ness;’it’ssonatural。Ha!Danger-agitation。’Hevanished。Iwentontotheriver-side,andtheotherfol-

  lowedme。Iheardascathingmurmuratmyear,’Heapofmuffs——goto。’Thepilgrimscouldbeseeninknotsgesticulating,discussing。Severalhadstilltheirstavesintheirhands。Iverilybelievetheytookthesestickstobedwiththem。Beyondthefencetheforeststoodupspectrallyinthemoonlight,andthroughthedimstir,throughthefaintsoundsofthatlamentablecourtyard,thesilenceofthelandwenthometoone’sveryheart,——

  itsmystery,itsgreatness,theamazingrealityofitscon-

  cealedlife。Thehurtniggermoanedfeeblysomewherenearby,andthenfetchedadeepsighthatmadememendmypaceawayfromthere。Ifeltahandintro-

  ducingitselfundermyarm。’Mydearsir,’saidthefellow,’Idon’twanttobemisunderstood,andespeciallybyyou,whowillseeMr。KurtzlongbeforeIcanhavethatpleasure。Iwouldn’tlikehimtogetafalseideaofmydisposition……’

  \"Ilethimrunon,thispapier-macheMephistopheles,anditseemedtomethatifItriedIcouldpokemyfore-

  fingerthroughhim,andwouldfindnothinginsidebutalittleloosedirt,maybe。He,don’tyousee,hadbeenplanningtobeassistant-managerby-and-byunderthepresentman,andIcouldseethatthecomingofthatKurtzhadupsetthembothnotalittle。Hetalkedpre-

  cipitately,andIdidnottrytostophim。Ihadmyshouldersagainstthewreckofmysteamer,hauledupontheslopelikeacarcassofsomebigriveranimal。Thesmellofmud,ofprimevalmud,byJove!wasinmynostrils,thehighstillnessofprimevalforestwasbeforemyeyes;therewereshinypatchesontheblackcreek。

  Themoonhadspreadovereverythingathinlayerofsilver——overtherankgrass,overthemud,uponthewallofmattedvegetationstandinghigherthanthewallofatemple,overthegreatriverIcouldseethroughasombergapglittering,glittering,asitflowedbroadlybywithoutamurmur。Allthiswasgreat,expectant,mute,whilethemanjabberedabouthimself。Iwon-

  deredwhetherthestillnessonthefaceoftheimmensitylookingatustwoweremeantasanappealorasamenace。Whatwerewewhohadstrayedinhere?Couldwehandlethatdumbthing,orwouldithandleus?I

  felthowbig,howconfoundedlybig,wasthatthingthatcouldn’ttalk,andperhapswasdeafaswell。Whatwasinthere?Icouldseealittleivorycomingoutfromthere,andIhadheardMr。Kurtzwasinthere。Ihadheardenoughaboutittoo——Godknows!Yetsomehowitdidn’tbringanyimagewithit——nomorethanifI

  hadbeentoldanangelorafiendwasinthere。Ibe-

  lieveditinthesamewayoneofyoumightbelievethereareinhabitantsintheplanetMars。IknewonceaScotchsailmakerwhowascertain,deadsure,therewerepeopleinMars。Ifyouaskedhimforsomeideahowtheylookedandbehaved,hewouldgetshyandmuttersome-

  thingabout’walkingonall-fours。’Ifyouasmuchassmiled,hewould——thoughamanofsixty——offertofightyou。IwouldnothavegonesofarastofightforKurtz,butIwentforhimnearenoughtoalie。YouknowIhate,detest,andcan’tbearalie,notbecauseIamstraighterthantherestofus,butsimplybecauseitappallsme。Thereisataintofdeath,aflavorofmortalityinlies,——whichisexactlywhatIhateanddetestintheworld——whatIwanttoforget。Itmakesmemiserableandsick,likebitingsomethingrottenwoulddo。Temperament,Isuppose。Well,IwentnearenoughtoitbylettingtheyoungfooltherebelieveanythinghelikedtoimagineastomyinfluenceinEurope。I

  becameinaninstantasmuchofapretenseastherestofthebewitchedpilgrims。ThissimplybecauseIhadanotionitsomehowwouldbeofhelptothatKurtzwhomatthetimeIdidnotsee——youunderstand。Hewasjustawordforme。Ididnotseethemaninthenameanymorethanyoudo。Doyouseehim?Doyouseethestory?Doyouseeanything?ItseemstomeIamtryingtotellyouadream——makingavainat-

  tempt,becausenorelationofadreamcanconveythedream-sensation,thatcomminglingofabsurdity,sur-

  prise,andbewildermentinatremorofstrugglingrevolt,thatnotionofbeingcapturedbytheincrediblewhichisoftheveryessenceofdreams……\"

  Hewassilentforawhile。

  \"……No,itisimpossible;itisimpossibletoconveythelife-sensationofanygivenepochofone’sexistence,——thatwhichmakesitstruth,itsmeaning——itssubtleandpenetratingessence。Itisimpossible。Welive,aswedream——alone……\"

  Hepausedagainasifreflecting,thenadded——

  \"OfcourseinthisyoufellowsseemorethanIcouldthen。Youseeme,whomyouknow……\"

  Ithadbecomesopitchdarkthatwelistenerscouldhardlyseeoneanother。Foralongtimealreadyhe,sittingapart,hadbeennomoretousthanavoice。Therewasnotawordfromanybody。Theothersmighthavebeenasleep,butIwasawake。Ilistened,Ilistenedonthewatchforthesentence,fortheword,thatwouldgivemetheclewtothefaintuneasinessinspiredbythisnarra-

  tivethatseemedtoshapeitselfwithouthumanlipsintheheavynight-airoftheriver。

  \"……Yes——Ilethimrunon,\"Marlowbeganagain,\"andthinkwhathepleasedaboutthepowersthatwerebehindme。Idid!Andtherewasnothingbehindme!

  Therewasnothingbutthatwretched,old,mangledsteamboatIwasleaningagainst,whilehetalkedfluentlyabout’thenecessityforeverymantogeton。’’Andwhenonecomesouthere,youconceive,itisnottogazeatthemoon。’Mr。Kurtzwasa’universalgenius,’butevenageniuswouldfinditeasiertoworkwith’adequatetools——intelligentmen。’Hedidnotmakebricks——why,therewasaphysicalimpossibilityintheway——asIwaswellaware;andifhedidsecretarialworkfortheman-

  ager,itwasbecause’nosensiblemanrejectswantonlytheconfidenceofhissuperiors。’DidIseeit?Isawit。

  WhatmoredidIwant?WhatIreallywantedwasrivets,byheaven!Rivets。Togetonwiththework——tostopthehole。RivetsIwanted。Therewerecasesofthemdownatthecoast——cases——piledup——burst——split!

  Youkickedalooserivetateverysecondstepinthatstationyardonthehillside。Rivetshadrolledintothegroveofdeath。Youcouldfillyourpocketswithrivetsforthetroubleofstoopingdown——andtherewasn’tonerivettobefoundwhereitwaswanted。Wehadplatesthatwoulddo,butnothingtofastenthemwith。Andeveryweekthemessenger,alonenegro,letter-bagonshoulderandstaffinhand,leftourstationforthecoast。

  Andseveraltimesaweekacoastcaravancameinwithtradegoods,——ghastlyglazedcalicothatmadeyoushudderonlytolookatit,glassbeadsvalueaboutapennyaquart,confoundedspottedcottonhandkerchiefs。

  Andnorivets。Threecarrierscouldhavebroughtallthatwaswantedtosetthatsteamboatafloat。

  \"Hewasbecomingconfidentialnow,butIfancymyunresponsiveattitudemusthaveexasperatedhimatlast,forhejudgeditnecessarytoinformmehefearedneitherGodnordevil,letaloneanymereman。IsaidIcouldseethatverywell,butwhatIwantedwasacertainquantityofrivets——andrivetswerewhatreallyMr。

  Kurtzwanted,ifhehadonlyknownit。Nowletterswenttothecoasteveryweek……’Mydearsir,’hecried,’Iwritefromdictation。’Idemandedrivets。Therewasaway——foranintelligentman。Hechangedhismanner;becameverycold,andsuddenlybegantotalkaboutahippopotamus;wonderedwhethersleepingonboardthesteamer(Istucktomysalvagenightandday)Iwasn’tdisturbed。Therewasanoldhippothathadthebadhabitofgettingoutonthebankandroam-

  ingatnightoverthestationgrounds。Thepilgrimsusedtoturnoutinabodyandemptyeveryrifletheycouldlayhandsonathim。Someevenhadsatupo’

  nightsforhim。Allthisenergywaswasted,though。

  ’Thatanimalhasacharmedlife,’hesaid;’butyoucansaythisonlyofbrutesinthiscountry。Noman——youapprehendme?——nomanherebearsacharmedlife。’Hestoodthereforamomentinthemoonlightwithhisdeli-

  catehookednosesetalittleaskew,andhismicaeyesglitteringwithoutawink,then,withacurtGoodnight,hestrodeoff。Icouldseehewasdisturbedandconsid-

  erablypuzzled,whichmademefeelmorehopefulthanIhadbeenfordays。Itwasagreatcomforttoturnfromthatchaptomyinfluentialfriend,thebattered,twisted,ruined,tin-potsteamboat。Iclamberedonboard。SherangundermyfeetlikeanemptyHuntley&Palmerbiscuit-tinkickedalongagutter;shewasnothingsosolidinmake,andratherlessprettyinshape,butIhadexpendedenoughhardworkonhertomakemeloveher。Noinfluentialfriendwouldhaveservedmebetter。Shehadgivenmeachancetocomeoutabit——tofindoutwhatIcoulddo。No,Idon’tlikework。

  Ihadratherlazeaboutandthinkofallthefinethingsthatcanbedone。Idon’tlikework——nomandoes——butIlikewhatisinthework,——thechancetofindyourself。Yourownreality——foryourself,notforothers——whatnoothermancaneverknow。Theycanonlyseethemereshow,andnevercantellwhatitreallymeans。

  \"Iwasnotsurprisedtoseesomebodysittingaft,onthedeck,withhislegsdanglingoverthemud。YouseeIratherchummedwiththefewmechanicstherewereinthatstation,whomtheotherpilgrimsnaturallydespised——onaccountoftheirimperfectmanners,Isuppose。

  Thiswastheforeman——aboiler-makerbytrade——agoodworker。Hewasalank,bony,yellow-facedman,withbigintenseeyes。Hisaspectwasworried,andhisheadwasasbaldasthepalmofmyhand;buthishairinfallingseemedtohavestucktohischin,andhadpros-

  peredinthenewlocality,forhisbeardhungdowntohiswaist。Hewasawidowerwithsixyoungchildren(hehadlefttheminchargeofasisterofhistocomeoutthere),andthepassionofhislifewaspigeon-flying。

  Hewasanenthusiastandaconnoisseur。Hewouldraveaboutpigeons。Afterworkhoursheusedsometimestocomeoverfromhishutforatalkabouthischildrenandhispigeons;atwork,whenhehadtocrawlinthemudunderthebottomofthesteamboat,hewouldtieupthatbeardofhisinakindofwhiteserviettehebroughtforthepurpose。Ithadloopstogooverhisears。Intheeveninghecouldbeseensquattedonthebankrinsingthatwrapperinthecreekwithgreatcare,thenspreadingitsolemnlyonabushtodry。

  \"Islappedhimonthebackandshouted’Weshallhaverivets!’Hescrambledtohisfeetexclaiming’No!

  Rivets!’asthoughhecouldn’tbelievehisears。Theninalowvoice,’You……eh?’Idon’tknowwhywebehavedlikelunatics。Iputmyfingertothesideofmynoseandnoddedmysteriously。’Goodforyou!’hecried,snappedhisfingersabovehishead,liftingonefoot。Itriedajig。Wecaperedontheirondeck。

  A

  frightfulclattercameoutofthathulk,andthevirginforestontheotherbankofthecreeksentitbackinathunderingrolluponthesleepingstation。Itmusthavemadesomeofthepilgrimssitupintheirhovels。A

  darkfigureobscuredthelighteddoorwayoftheman-

  ager’shut,vanished,then,asecondorsoafter,thedoorwayitselfvanishedtoo。Westopped,andthesilencedrivenawaybythestampingofourfeetflowedbackagainfromtherecessesoftheland。Thegreatwallofvegetation,anexuberantandentangledmassoftrunks,branches,leaves,boughs,festoons,motionlessinthemoonlight,waslikeariotinginvasionofsoundlesslife,arollingwaveofplants,piledup,crested,readytotoppleoverthecreek,tosweepeverylittlemanofusoutofhislittleexistence。Anditmovednot。Adead-

  enedburstofmightysplashesandsnortsreachedusfromafar,asthoughanichthyosaurushadbeentakingabathofglitterinthegreatriver。’Afterall,’saidtheboiler-makerinareasonabletone,’whyshouldn’twegettherivets?’Whynot,indeed!Ididnotknowofanyreasonwhyweshouldn’t。’They’llcomeinthreeweeks,’

  Isaidconfidently。

  \"Buttheydidn’t。Insteadofrivetstherecameaninvasion,aninfliction,avisitation。Itcameinsectionsduringthenextthreeweeks,eachsectionheadedbyadonkeycarryingawhitemaninnewclothesandtanshoes,bowingfromthatelevationrightandlefttotheimpressedpilgrims。Aquarrelsomebandoffootsoresulkyniggerstrodontheheelsofthedonkeys;alotoftents,camp-stools,tinboxes,whitecases,brownbaleswouldbeshotdowninthecourtyard,andtheairofmysterywoulddeepenalittleoverthemuddleofthestation。Fivesuchinstallmentscame,withtheirabsurdairofdisorderlyflightwiththelootofinnumerableout-

  fitshopsandprovisionstores,that,onewouldthink,theywerelugging,afteraraid,intothewildernessforequit-

  abledivision。Itwasaninextricablemessofthingsdecentinthemselvesbutthathumanfollymadelooklikethespoilsofthieving。

  \"thisdevotedbandcalleditselftheEldoradoEx-

  ploringExpedition,andIbelievetheyweresworntosecrecy。Theirtalk,however,wasthetalkofsordidbuccaneers:itwasrecklesswithouthardihood,greedywithoutaudacity,andcruelwithoutcourage;therewasnotanatomofforesightorofseriousintentioninthewholebatchofthem,andtheydidnotseemawarethesethingsarewantedfortheworkoftheworld。Toteartreasureoutofthebowelsofthelandwastheirdesire,withnomoremoralpurposeatthebackofitthanthereisinburglarsbreakingintoasafe。Whopaidtheex-

  pensesofthenobleenterpriseIdon’tknow;buttheuncleofourmanagerwasleaderofthatlot。

  \"Inexteriorheresembledabutcherinapoorneigh-

  borhood,andhiseyeshadalookofsleepycunning。Hecarriedhisfatpaunchwithostentationonhisshortlegs,andduringthetimehisganginfestedthestationspoketonoonebuthisnephew。Youcouldseethesetworoam-

  ingaboutalldaylongwiththeirheadsclosetogetherinaneverlastingconfab。

  \"Ihadgivenupworryingmyselfabouttherivets。

  One’scapacityforthatkindoffollyismorelimitedthanyouwouldsuppose。IsaidHang!——andletthingsslide。Ihadplentyoftimeformeditation,andnowandthenIwouldgivesomethoughttoKurtz。Iwasn’tveryinterestedinhim。No。Still,Iwascurioustoseewhetherthisman,whohadcomeoutequippedwithmoralideasofsomesort,wouldclimbtothetopafterall,andhowhewouldsetabouthisworkwhenthere。\"

  part2

  PartTwo\"OneeveningasIwaslyingflatonthedeckofmysteamboat,Iheardvoicesapproaching——andtherewerethenephewandtheunclestrollingalongthebank。I

  laidmyheadonmyarmagain,andhadnearlylostmyselfinadoze,whensomebodysaidinmyear,asitwere:’Iamasharmlessasalittlechild,butIdon’tliketobedictatedto。AmIthemanager——oramInot?I

  wasorderedtosendhimthere。It’sincredible。’……

  Ibecameawarethatthetwowerestandingontheshorealongsidetheforepartofthesteamboat,justbelowmyhead。Ididnotmove;itdidnotoccurtometomove:I

  wassleepy。’ItISunpleasant,’gruntedtheuncle。’HehasaskedtheAdministrationtobesentthere,’saidtheother,’withtheideaofshowingwhathecoulddo;andIwasinstructedaccordingly。Lookattheinfluencethatmanmusthave。Isitnotfrightful?’Theybothagreeditwasfrightful,thenmadeseveralbizarreremarks:

  ’Makerainandfineweather——oneman——theCouncil——

  bythenose’——bitsofabsurdsentencesthatgotthebetterofmydrowsiness,sothatIhadprettynearthewholeofmywitsaboutmewhentheunclesaid,’Theclimatemaydoawaywiththisdifficultyforyou。Ishealonethere?’’Yes,’answeredthemanager;’hesenthisassistantdowntheriverwithanotetomeintheseterms:\"Clearthispoordeviloutofthecountry,anddon’tbothersendingmoreofthatsort。Ihadratherbealonethanhavethekindofmenyoucandisposeofwithme。\"Itwasmorethanayearago。Canyouimaginesuchimpudence!’’Anythingsincethen?’

  askedtheother,hoarsely。’Ivory,’jerkedthenephew;

  ’lotsofit——primesort——lots——mostannoying,fromhim。’’Andwiththat?’questionedtheheavyrumble。

  ’Invoice,’wasthereplyfiredout,sotospeak。Thensilence。TheyhadbeentalkingaboutKurtz。

  \"Iwasbroadawakebythistime,but,lyingperfectlyatease,remainedstill,havingnoinducementtochangemyposition。’Howdidthativorycomeallthisway?’

  growledtheelderman,whoseemedveryvexed。TheotherexplainedthatithadcomewithafleetofcanoesinchargeofanEnglishhalf-casteclerkKurtzhadwithhim;thatKurtzhadapparentlyintendedtoreturnhim-

  self,thestationbeingbythattimebareofgoodsandstores,butaftercomingthreehundredmiles,hadsud-

  denlydecidedtogoback,whichhestartedtodoaloneinasmalldug-outwithfourpaddlers,leavingthehalf-

  castetocontinuedowntheriverwiththeivory。Thetwofellowsthereseemedastoundedatanybodyattemptingsuchathing。Theywereatalossforanadequatemo-

  tive。Astome,IseemedtoseeKurtzforthefirsttime。

  Itwasadistinctglimpse:thedug-out,fourpaddlingsavages,andthelonewhitemanturninghisbacksud-

  denlyontheheadquarters,onrelief,onthoughtsofhome——perhaps;settinghisfacetowardsthedepthsofthewilderness,towardshisemptyanddesolatestation。

  Ididnotknowthemotive。Perhapshewasjustsimplyafinefellowwhostucktohisworkforitsownsake。Hisname,youunderstand,hadnotbeenpronouncedonce。

  Hewas’thatman。’Thehalf-caste,who,asfarasI

  couldsee,hadconductedadifficulttripwithgreatpru-

  denceandpluck,wasinvariablyalludedtoas’thatscoundrel。’The’scoundrel’hadreportedthatthe’man’hadbeenveryill——hadrecoveredimperfectly……Thetwobelowmemovedawaythenafewpaces,andstrolledbackandforthatsomelittledistance。I

  heard:’Militarypost——doctor——twohundredmiles——

  quitealonenow——unavoidabledelays——ninemonths——nonews——strangerumors。’Theyapproachedagain,justasthemanagerwassaying,’Noone,asfarasIknow,unlessaspeciesofwanderingtrader——apestilentialfel-

  low,snappingivoryfromthenatives。’Whowasittheyweretalkingaboutnow?IgatheredinsnatchesthatthiswassomemansupposedtobeinKurtz’sdistrict,andofwhomthemanagerdidnotapprove。’Wewillnotbefreefromunfaircompetitiontilloneofthesefellowsishangedforanexample,’hesaid。’Certainly,’gruntedtheother;’gethimhanged!Whynot?Anything——

  anythingcanbedoneinthiscountry。That’swhatI

  say;nobodyhere,youunderstand,HERE,canendangeryourposition。Andwhy?Youstandtheclimate——yououtlastthemall。ThedangerisinEurope;buttherebeforeIleftItookcareto——’Theymovedoffandwhispered,thentheirvoicesroseagain。’Theextraor-

  dinaryseriesofdelaysisnotmyfault。Ididmypossible。’Thefatmansighed,’Verysad。’’Andthepestiferousabsurdityofhistalk,’continuedtheother;

  ’hebotheredmeenoughwhenhewashere。\"Eachstationshouldbelikeabeaconontheroadtowardsbetterthings,acenterfortradeofcourse,butalsoforhuman-

  izing,improving,instructing。\"Conceiveyou——thatass!

  Andhewantstobemanager!No,it’s——’Herehegotchokedbyexcessiveindignation,andIliftedmyheadtheleastbit。Iwassurprisedtoseehowneartheywere——rightunderme。Icouldhavespatupontheirhats。Theywerelookingontheground,absorbedinthought。Themanagerwasswitchinghislegwithaslendertwig:hissagaciousrelativeliftedhishead。’Youhavebeenwellsinceyoucameoutthistime?’heasked。

  Theothergaveastart。’Who?I?Oh!Likeacharm——likeacharm。Buttherest——oh,mygoodness!Allsick。Theydiesoquick,too,thatIhaven’tthetimetosendthemoutofthecountry——it’sincredible!’’H’m。

  Justso,’gruntedtheuncle。’Ah!myboy,trusttothis——Isay,trusttothis。’Isawhimextendhisshortflipperofanarmforagesturethattookintheforest,thecreek,themud,theriver,——seemedtobeckonwithadis-

  honoringflourishbeforethesunlitfaceofthelandatreacherousappealtothelurkingdeath,tothehiddenevil,totheprofounddarknessofitsheart。ItwassostartlingthatIleapedtomyfeetandlookedbackattheedgeoftheforest,asthoughIhadexpectedananswerofsomesorttothatblackdisplayofconfidence。

  Youknowthefoolishnotionsthatcometoonesome-

  times。Thehighstillnessconfrontedthesetwofigureswithitsominouspatience,waitingforthepassingawayofafantasticinvasion。

  \"Theysworealoudtogether——outofsheerfright,I

  believe——thenpretendingnottoknowanythingofmyexistence,turnedbacktothestation。Thesunwaslow;

  andleaningforwardsidebyside,theyseemedtobetuggingpainfullyuphilltheirtworidiculousshadowsofunequallength,thattrailedbehindthemslowlyoverthetallgrasswithoutbendingasingleblade。

  \"InafewdaystheEldoradoExpeditionwentintothepatientwilderness,thatcloseduponitastheseaclosesoveradiver。Longafterwardsthenewscamethatallthedonkeysweredead。Iknownothingastothefateofthelessvaluableanimals。They,nodoubt,liketherestofus,foundwhattheydeserved。Ididnotinquire。I

  wasthenratherexcitedattheprospectofmeetingKurtzverysoon。WhenIsayverysoonImeanitcompara-

  tively。ItwasjusttwomonthsfromthedayweleftthecreekwhenwecametothebankbelowKurtz’ssta-

  tion。

  \"Goingupthatriverwasliketravelingbacktotheearliestbeginningsoftheworld,whenvegetationriotedontheearthandthebigtreeswerekings。Anemptystream,agreatsilence,animpenetrableforest。Theairwaswarm,thick,heavy,sluggish。Therewasnojoyinthebrillianceofsunshine。Thelongstretchesofthewaterwayranon,deserted,intothegloomofover-

  shadoweddistances。Onsilverysandbankshipposandalligatorssunnedthemselvessidebyside。Thebroaden-

  ingwatersflowedthroughamobofwoodedislands;youlostyourwayonthatriverasyouwouldinadesert,andbuttedalldaylongagainstshoals,tryingtofindthechannel,tillyouthoughtyourselfbewitchedandcutoffforeverfromeverythingyouhadknownonce——somewhere——faraway——inanotherexistenceperhaps。Thereweremomentswhenone’spastcamebacktoone,asitwillsometimeswhenyouhavenotamomenttosparetoyourself;butitcameintheshapeofanunrestfulandnoisydream,rememberedwithwonderamongsttheoverwhelmingrealitiesofthisstrangeworldofplants,andwater,andsilence。Andthisstillnessoflifedidnotintheleastresembleapeace。Itwasthestillnessofanimplacableforcebroodingoveraninscrutableinten-

  tion。Itlookedatyouwithavengefulaspect。Igotusedtoitafterwards;Ididnotseeitanymore;Ihadnotime。Ihadtokeepguessingatthechannel;Ihadtodiscern,mostlybyinspiration,thesignsofhiddenbanks;Iwatchedforsunkenstones;Iwaslearningtoclapmyteethsmartlybeforemyheartflewout,whenIshavedbyaflukesomeinfernalslyoldsnagthatwouldhaverippedthelifeoutofthetin-potsteamboatanddrownedallthepilgrims;Ihadtokeepalook-outforthesignsofdeadwoodwecouldcutupinthenightfornextday’ssteaming。Whenyouhavetoattendtothingsofthatsort,tothemereincidentsofthesur-

  face,thereality——thereality,Itellyou——fades。Theinnertruthishidden——luckily,luckily。ButIfeltitallthesame;Ifeltoftenitsmysteriousstillnesswatchingmeatmymonkeytricks,justasitwatchesyoufellowsperformingonyourrespectivetight-ropesfor——whatisit?half-a-crownatumble——\"

  \"Trytobecivil,Marlow,\"growledavoice,andI

  knewtherewasatleastonelistenerawakebesidesmy-

  self。

  \"Ibegyourpardon。Iforgottheheartachewhichmakesuptherestoftheprice。Andindeedwhatdoesthepricematter,ifthetrickbewelldone?Youdoyourtricksverywell。AndIdidn’tdobadlyeither,sinceImanagednottosinkthatsteamboatonmyfirsttrip。It’sawondertomeyet。Imagineablindfoldedmansettodriveavanoverabadroad。Isweatedandshiveredoverthatbusinessconsiderably,Icantellyou。

  Afterall,foraseaman,toscrapethebottomofthethingthat’ssupposedtofloatallthetimeunderhiscareistheunpardonablesin。Noonemayknowofit,butyouneverforgetthethump——eh?Ablowontheveryheart。

  Yourememberit,youdreamofit,youwakeupatnightandthinkofit——yearsafter——andgohotandcoldallover。Idon’tpretendtosaythatsteamboatfloatedallthetime。Morethanonceshehadtowadeforabit,withtwentycannibalssplashingaroundandpushing。

  Wehadenlistedsomeofthesechapsonthewayforacrew。Finefellows——cannibals——intheirplace。Theyweremenonecouldworkwith,andIamgratefultothem。And,afterall,theydidnoteachotherbeforemyface:theyhadbroughtalongaprovisionofhippo-

  meatwhichwentrotten,andmadethemysteryofthewildernessstinkinmynostrils。Phoo!Icansniffitnow。Ihadthemanageronboardandthreeorfourpilgrimswiththeirstaves——allcomplete。Sometimeswecameuponastationclosebythebank,clingingtotheskirtsoftheunknown,andthewhitemenrushingoutofatumble-downhovel,withgreatgesturesofjoyandsurpriseandwelcome,seemedverystrange,——hadtheap-

  pearanceofbeingheldtherecaptivebyaspell。Thewordivorywouldringintheairforawhile——andonwewentagainintothesilence,alongemptyreaches,roundthestillbends,betweenthehighwallsofourwindingway,reverberatinginhollowclapstheponderousbeatofthestern-wheel。Trees,trees,millionsoftrees,massive,immense,runninguphigh;andattheirfoot,huggingthebankagainstthestream,creptthelittlebegrimedsteamboat,likeasluggishbeetlecrawlingonthefloorofaloftyportico。Itmadeyoufeelverysmall,verylost,andyetitwasnotaltogetherdepressingthatfeel-

  ing。Afterall,ifyouweresmall,thegrimybeetlecrawledon——whichwasjustwhatyouwantedittodo。

  WherethepilgrimsimagineditcrawledtoIdon’tknow。

  Tosomeplacewheretheyexpectedtogetsomething,I

  bet!FormeitcrawledtowardKurtz——exclusively;butwhenthesteam-pipesstartedleakingwecrawledveryslow。Thereachesopenedbeforeusandclosedbehind,asiftheforesthadsteppedleisurelyacrossthewatertobarthewayforourreturn。Wepenetrateddeeperanddeeperintotheheartofdarkness。Itwasveryquietthere。Atnightsometimestherollofdrumsbehindthecurtainoftreeswouldrunuptheriverandremainsustainedfaintly,asifhoveringintheairhighoverourheads,tillthefirstbreakofday。Whetheritmeantwar,peace,orprayerwecouldnottell。Thedawnswereheraldedbythedescentofachillstillness;thewood-

  cuttersslept,theirfiresburnedlow;thesnappingofatwigwouldmakeyoustart。Wewerewanderersonaprehistoricearth,onanearththatworetheaspectofanunknownplanet。Wecouldhavefanciedourselvesthefirstofmentakingpossessionofanaccursedin-

  heritance,tobesubduedatthecostofprofoundanguishandofexcessivetoil。Butsuddenly,aswestruggledroundabend,therewouldbeaglimpseofrushwalls,ofpeakedgrass-roofs,aburstofyells,awhirlofblacklimbs,amassofhandsclapping,offeetstamping,ofbodiesswaying,ofeyesrolling,underthedroopofheavyandmotionlessfoliage。Thesteamertoiledalongslowlyontheedgeofablackandincomprehensiblefrenzy。Theprehistoricmanwascursingus,prayingtous,wel-

  comingus——whocouldtell?Wewerecutofffromthecomprehensionofoursurroundings;weglidedpastlikephantoms,wonderingandsecretlyappalled,assanemenwouldbebeforeanenthusiasticoutbreakinamadhouse。

  Wecouldnotunderstand,becauseweweretoofarandcouldnotremember,becauseweweretravelinginthenightoffirstages,ofthoseagesthataregone,leavinghardlyasign——andnomemories。

  \"Theearthseemedunearthly。Weareaccustomedtolookupontheshackledformofaconqueredmonster,butthere——thereyoucouldlookatathingmonstrousandfree。Itwasunearthly,andthemenwere——No,theywerenotinhuman。Well,youknow,thatwastheworstofit——thissuspicionoftheirnotbeinginhuman。Itwouldcomeslowlytoone。Theyhowled,andleaped,andspun,andmadehorridfaces;butwhatthrilledyouwasjustthethoughtoftheirhumanity——likeyours——thethoughtofyourremotekinshipwiththiswildandpas-

  sionateuproar。Ugly。Yes,itwasuglyenough;butifyouweremanenoughyouwouldadmittoyourselfthattherewasinyoujustthefaintesttraceofare-

  sponsetotheterriblefranknessofthatnoise,adimsuspicionoftherebeingameaninginitwhichyou——

  yousoremotefromthenightoffirstages——couldcom-

  prehend。Andwhynot?Themindofmaniscapableofanything——becauseeverythingisinit,allthepastaswellasallthefuture。Whatwasthereafterall?

  Joy,fear,sorrow,devotion,valor,rage——whocantell?

  ——buttruth——truthstrippedofitscloakoftime。Letthefoolgapeandshudder——themanknows,andcanlookonwithoutawink。Buthemustatleastbeasmuchofamanastheseontheshore。Hemustmeetthattruthwithhisowntruestuff——withhisowninbornstrength。Principles?Principleswon’tdo。Acquisi-

  tions,clothes,prettyrags——ragsthatwouldflyoffatthefirstgoodshake。No;youwantadeliberatebelief。

  Anappealtomeinthisfiendishrow——isthere?Verywell;Ihear;Iadmit,butIhaveavoicetoo,andforgoodorevilmineisthespeechthatcannotbesilenced。

  Ofcourse,afool,whatwithsheerfrightandfinesenti-

  ments,isalwayssafe。Who’sthatgrunting?YouwonderIdidn’tgoashoreforahowlandadance?Well,no——Ididn’t。Finesentiments,yousay?Finesenti-

  ments,behanged!Ihadnotime。Ihadtomessaboutwithwhite-leadandstripsofwoolenblankethelpingtoputbandagesonthoseleakysteam-pipes——Itellyou。

  Ihadtowatchthesteering,andcircumventthosesnags,andgetthetin-potalongbyhookorbycrook。Therewassurface-truthenoughinthesethingstosaveawiserman。AndbetweenwhilesIhadtolookafterthesavagewhowasfireman。Hewasanimprovedspecimen;hecouldfireupaverticalboiler。Hewastherebelowme,and,uponmyword,tolookathimwasasedifyingasseeingadoginaparodyofbreechesandafeatherhat,walkingonhishind-legs。Afewmonthsoftraininghaddoneforthatreallyfinechap。Hesquintedatthesteam-gaugeandatthewater-gaugewithanevidenteffortofintrepidity——andhehadfiledteethtoo,thepoordevil,andthewoolofhispateshavedintoqueerpatterns,andthreeornamentalscarsoneachofhischeeks。Heoughttohavebeenclappinghishandsandstampinghisfeetonthebank,insteadofwhichhewashardatwork,athralltostrangewitchcraft,fullofimprovingknowledge。Hewasusefulbecausehehadbeeninstructed;andwhatheknewwasthis——thatshouldthewaterinthattransparentthingdisappear,theevilspiritinsidetheboilerwouldgetangrythroughthegreatnessofhisthirst,andtakeaterriblevengeance。

  Sohesweatedandfiredupandwatchedtheglassfear-

  fully(withanimpromptucharm,madeofrags,tiedtohisarm,andapieceofpolishedbone,asbigasawatch,stuckflatwaysthroughhislowerlip),whilethewoodedbanksslippedpastusslowly,theshortnoisewasleftbehind,theinterminablemilesofsilence——andwecrepton,towardsKurtz。Butthesnagswerethick,thewaterwastreacherousandshallow,theboilerseemedindeedtohaveasulkydevilinit,andthusneitherthatfire-

  mannorIhadanytimetopeerintoourcreepythoughts。

  \"SomefiftymilesbelowtheInnerStationwecameuponahutofreeds,aninclinedandmelancholypole,withtheunrecognizabletattersofwhathadbeenaflagofsomesortflyingfromit,andaneatlystackedwood-

  pile。Thiswasunexpected。Wecametothebank,andonthestackoffirewoodfoundaflatpieceofboardwithsomefadedpencil-writingonit。Whendeciphereditsaid:’Woodforyou。Hurryup。Approachcautiously。’

  Therewasasignature,butitwasillegible——notKurtz——amuchlongerword。Hurryup。Where?Uptheriver?’Approachcautiously。’Wehadnotdoneso。

  Butthewarningcouldnothavebeenmeantfortheplacewhereitcouldbeonlyfoundafterapproach。Some-

  thingwaswrongabove。Butwhat——andhowmuch?

  Thatwasthequestion。Wecommentedadverselyupontheimbecilityofthattelegraphicstyle。Thebusharoundsaidnothing,andwouldnotletuslookveryfar,either。

  Atorncurtainofredtwillhunginthedoorwayofthehut,andflappedsadlyinourfaces。Thedwellingwasdismantled;butwecouldseeawhitemanhadlivedtherenotverylongago。Thereremainedarudetable——aplankontwoposts;aheapofrubbishreposedinadarkcorner,andbythedoorIpickedupabook。Ithadlostitscovers,andthepageshadbeenthumbedintoastateofextremelydirtysoftness;butthebackhadbeenlovinglystitchedafreshwithwhitecottonthread,whichlookedcleanyet。Itwasanextraordinaryfind。Itstitlewas,’AnInquiryintosomePointsofSeamanship,’byamanTower,Towson——somesuchname——MasterinhisMajesty’sNavy。Thematterlookeddrearyreadingenough,withillustrativediagramsandrepulsivetablesoffigures,andthecopywassixtyyearsold。Ihandledthisamazingantiquitywiththegreatestpossibletenderness,lestitshoulddissolveinmyhands。Within,TowsonorTowserwasinquiringearnestlyintothebreakingstrainofships’chainsandtackle,andothersuchmatters。Notaveryenthrallingbook;butatthefirstglanceyoucouldseethereasinglenessofintention,anhonestcon-

  cernfortherightwayofgoingtowork,whichmadethesehumblepages,thoughtoutsomanyyearsago,luminouswithanotherthanaprofessionallight。Thesimpleoldsailor,withhistalkofchainsandpurchases,mademeforgetthejungleandthepilgrimsinadelicioussensationofhavingcomeuponsomethingunmistakablyreal。Suchabookbeingtherewaswonderfulenough;

  butstillmoreastoundingwerethenotespenciledinthemargin,andplainlyreferringtothetext。Icouldn’tbelievemyeyes!Theywereincipher!Yes,itlookedlikecipher。Fancyamanluggingwithhimabookofthatdescriptionintothisnowhereandstudyingit——

  andmakingnotes——incipheratthat!Itwasanex-

  travagantmystery。

  \"Ihadbeendimlyawareforsometimeofaworryingnoise,andwhenIliftedmyeyesIsawthewood-pilewasgone,andthemanager,aidedbyallthepilgrims,wasshoutingatmefromtheriver-side。Islippedthebookintomypocket。Iassureyoutoleaveoffreadingwasliketearingmyselfawayfromtheshelterofanoldandsolidfriendship。

  \"Istartedthelameengineahead。’Itmustbethismiserabletrader——thisintruder,’exclaimedthemanager,lookingbackmalevolentlyattheplacewehadleft。’HemustbeEnglish,’Isaid。’Itwillnotsavehimfromgettingintotroubleifheisnotcareful,’mutteredthemanagerdarkly。Iobservedwithassumedinnocencethatnomanwassafefromtroubleinthisworld。

  \"Thecurrentwasmorerapidnow,thesteamerseemedatherlastgasp,thestern-wheelfloppedlanguidly,andIcaughtmyselflisteningontiptoeforthenextbeatofthefloat,forinsobertruthIexpectedthewretchedthingtogiveupeverymoment。Itwaslikewatchingthelastflickersofalife。Butstillwecrawled。SometimesI

  wouldpickoutatreealittlewayaheadtomeasureourprogresstowardsKurtzby,butIlostitinvariablybe-

  forewegotabreast。Tokeeptheeyessolongononethingwastoomuchforhumanpatience。Themanagerdisplayedabeautifulresignation。IfrettedandfumedandtooktoarguingwithmyselfwhetherornoIwouldtalkopenlywithKurtz;butbeforeIcouldcometoanyconclusionitoccurredtomethatmyspeechormysilence,indeedanyactionofmine,wouldbeamerefutility。

  Whatdiditmatterwhatanyonekneworignored?Whatdiditmatterwhowasmanager?Onegetssometimessuchaflashofinsight。Theessentialsofthisaffairlaydeepunderthesurface,beyondmyreach,andbeyondmypowerofmeddling。

  \"TowardstheeveningoftheseconddaywejudgedourselvesabouteightmilesfromKurtz’sstation。I

  wantedtopushon;butthemanagerlookedgrave,andtoldmethenavigationuptherewassodangerousthatitwouldbeadvisable,thesunbeingverylowalready,towaitwhereweweretillnextmorning。Moreover,hepointedoutthatifthewarningtoapproachcautiouslyweretobefollowed,wemustapproachindaylight——

  notatdusk,orinthedark。Thiswassensibleenough。

  Eightmilesmeantnearlythreehours’steamingforus,andIcouldalsoseesuspiciousripplesattheupperendofthereach。Nevertheless,Iwasannoyedbeyondex-

  pressionatthedelay,andmostunreasonablytoo,sinceonenightmorecouldnotmattermuchaftersomanymonths。Aswehadplentyofwood,andcautionwastheword,Ibroughtupinthemiddleofthestream。

  Thereachwasnarrow,straight,withhighsideslikearailwaycutting。Theduskcameglidingintoitlongbeforethesunhadset。Thecurrentransmoothandswift,butadumbimmobilitysatonthebanks。Thelivingtrees,lashedtogetherbythecreepersandeverylivingbushoftheundergrowth,mighthavebeenchangedintostone,eventotheslenderesttwig,tothelightestleaf。Itwasnotsleep——itseemedunnatural,likeastateoftrance。Notthefaintestsoundofanykindcouldbeheard。Youlookedonamazed,andbegantosuspectyourselfofbeingdeaf——thenthenightcamesuddenly,andstruckyoublindaswell。Aboutthreeinthemorningsomelargefishleaped,andtheloudsplashmademejumpasthoughagunhadbeenfired。

  Whenthesunrosetherewasawhitefog,verywarmandclammy,andmoreblindingthanthenight。Itdidnotshiftordrive;itwasjustthere,standingallroundyoulikesomethingsolid。Ateightornine,perhaps,itliftedasashutterlifts。Wehadaglimpseofthetower-

  ingmultitudeoftrees,oftheimmensemattedjungle,withtheblazinglittleballofthesunhangingoverit——

  allperfectlystill——andthenthewhiteshuttercamedownagain,smoothly,asifslidingingreasedgrooves。I

  orderedthechain,whichwehadbeguntoheavein,tobepaidoutagain。Beforeitstoppedrunningwithamuffledrattle,acry,averyloudcry,asofinfinitedesolation,soaredslowlyintheopaqueair。Itceased。

  Acomplainingclamor,modulatedinsavagediscords,filledourears。Thesheerunexpectednessofitmademyhairstirundermycap。Idon’tknowhowitstrucktheothers:tomeitseemedasthoughthemistitselfhadscreamed,sosuddenly,andapparentlyfromallsidesatonce,didthistumultuousandmournfuluproararise。Itculminatedinahurriedoutbreakofalmostintolerablyexcessiveshrieking,whichstoppedshort,leav-

  ingusstiffenedinavarietyofsillyattitudes,andob-

  stinatelylisteningtothenearlyasappallingandex-

  cessivesilence。’GoodGod!Whatisthemeaning——?’

  stammeredatmyelbowoneofthepilgrims,——alittlefatman,withsandyhairandredwhiskers,whoworeside-springboots,andpinkpyjamastuckedintohissocks。Twoothersremainedopen-mouthedawholemin-

  ute,thendashedintothelittlecabin,torushoutin-

  continentlyandstanddartingscaredglances,withWin-

  chestersat’ready’intheirhands。Whatwecouldseewasjustthesteamerwewereon,heroutlinesblurredasthoughshehadbeenonthepointofdissolving,andamistystripofwater,perhapstwofeetbroad,aroundher——andthatwasall。Therestoftheworldwasno-

  where,asfarasoureyesandearswereconcerned。Justnowhere。Gone,disappeared;sweptoffwithoutleavingawhisperorashadowbehind。

  \"Iwentforward,andorderedthechaintobehauledinshort,soastobereadytotriptheanchorandmovethesteamboatatonceifnecessary。’Willtheyattack?’

  whisperedanawedvoice。’Wewillallbebutcheredinthisfog,’murmuredanother。Thefacestwitchedwiththestrain,thehandstrembledslightly,theeyesforgottowink。Itwasverycurioustoseethecontrastofex-

  pressionsofthewhitemenandoftheblackfellowsofourcrew,whowereasmuchstrangerstothatpartoftheriveraswe,thoughtheirhomeswereonlyeighthundredmilesaway。Thewhites,ofcoursegreatlydiscomposed,hadbesidesacuriouslookofbeingpainfullyshockedbysuchanoutrageousrow。Theothershadanalert,naturallyinterestedexpression;buttheirfaceswerees-

  sentiallyquiet,eventhoseoftheoneortwowhogrinnedastheyhauledatthechain。Severalexchangedshort,gruntingphrases,whichseemedtosettlethemattertotheirsatisfaction。Theirheadman,ayoung,broad-

  chestedblack,severelydrapedindark-bluefringedcloths,withfiercenostrilsandhishairalldoneupart-

  fullyinoilyringlets,stoodnearme。’Aha!’Isaid,justforgoodfellowship’ssake。’Catch’im,’hesnapped,withabloodshotwideningofhiseyesandaflashofsharpteeth——’catch’im。Give’imtous。’’Toyou,eh?’Iasked;’whatwouldyoudowiththem?’’Eat’im!’hesaidcurtly,and,leaninghiselbowontherail,lookedoutintothefoginadignifiedandprofoundlypensiveattitude。Iwouldnodoubthavebeenproperlyhorrified,haditnotoccurredtomethatheandhischapsmustbeveryhungry:thattheymusthavebeengrowingincreasinglyhungryforatleastthismonthpast。Theyhadbeenengagedforsixmonths(Idon’tthinkasingleoneofthemhadanyclearideaoftime,asweattheendofcountlessageshave。Theystillbe-

  longedtothebeginningsoftime——hadnoinheritedex-

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