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  PartOneTheNellie,acruisingyawl,swungtoheranchorwith-

  outaflutterofthesails,andwasatrest。Thefloodhadmade,thewindwasnearlycalm,andbeingbounddowntheriver,theonlythingforitwastocometoandwaitfortheturnofthetide。

  Thesea-reachoftheThamesstretchedbeforeuslikethebeginningofaninterminablewaterway。Intheoffingtheseaandtheskywereweldedtogetherwithoutajoint,andintheluminousspacethetannedsailsofthebargesdriftingupwiththetideseemedtostandstillinredclustersofcanvassharplypeaked,withgleamsofvarnishedsprits。Ahazerestedonthelowshoresthatranouttoseainvanishingflatness。TheairwasdarkaboveGravesend,andfartherbackstillseemedcondensedintoamournfulgloom,broodingmo-

  tionlessoverthebiggest,andthegreatest,townonearth。

  TheDirectorofCompanieswasourcaptainandourhost。Wefouraffectionatelywatchedhisbackashestoodinthebowslookingtoseaward。Onthewholerivertherewasnothingthatlookedhalfsonautical。Heresembledapilot,whichtoaseamanistrustworthinesspersonified。Itwasdifficulttorealizehisworkwasnotoutthereintheluminousestuary,butbehindhim,withinthebroodinggloom。

  Betweenustherewas,asIhavealreadysaidsome-

  where,thebondofthesea。Besidesholdingourheartstogetherthroughlongperiodsofseparation,ithadtheeffectofmakingustolerantofeachother’syarns——andevenconvictions。TheLawyer——thebestofoldfellows——had,becauseofhismanyyearsandmanyvirtues,theonlycushionondeck,andwaslyingontheonlyrug。

  TheAccountanthadbroughtoutalreadyaboxofdominoes,andwastoyingarchitecturallywiththebones。

  Marlowsatcross-leggedrightaft,leaningagainstthemizzen-mast。Hehadsunkencheeks,ayellowcomplex-

  ion,astraightback,anasceticaspect,and,withhisarmsdropped,thepalmsofhandsoutwards,resembledanidol。TheDirector,satisfiedtheanchorhadgoodhold,madehiswayaftandsatdownamongstus。Weexchangedafewwordslazily。Afterwardstherewassilenceonboardtheyacht。Forsomereasonorotherwedidnotbeginthatgameofdominoes。Wefeltmedi-

  tative,andfitfornothingbutplacidstaring。Thedaywasendinginaserenityofstillandexquisitebrilliance。

  Thewatershonepacifically;thesky,withoutaspeck,wasabenignimmensityofunstainedlight;theverymistontheEssexmarsheswaslikeagauzyandradiantfabric,hungfromthewoodedrisesinland,anddrapingthelowshoresindiaphanousfolds。Onlythegloomtothewest,broodingovertheupperreaches,becamemoresombereveryminute,asifangeredbytheapproachofthesun。

  Andatlast,initscurvedandimperceptiblefall,thesunsanklow,andfromglowingwhitechangedtoadullredwithoutraysandwithoutheat,asifabouttogooutsuddenly,strickentodeathbythetouchofthatgloombroodingoveracrowdofmen。

  Forthwithachangecameoverthewaters,andtheserenitybecamelessbrilliantbutmoreprofound。Theoldriverinitsbroadreachrestedunruffledatthedeclineofday,afteragesofgoodservicedonetotheracethatpeopleditsbanks,spreadoutinthetranquildignityofawaterwayleadingtotheuttermostendsoftheearth。

  Welookedatthevenerablestreamnotinthevividflushofashortdaythatcomesanddepartsforever,butintheaugustlightofabidingmemories。Andindeednothingiseasierforamanwhohas,asthephrasegoes,\"followedthesea\"withreverenceandaffection,thantoevokethegreatspiritofthepastuponthelowerreachesoftheThames。Thetidalcurrentrunstoandfroinitsunceasingservice,crowdedwithmemoriesofmenandshipsithadbornetotherestofhomeortothebattlesofthesea。Ithadknownandservedallthemenofwhomthenationisproud,fromSirFrancisDraketoSirJohnFranklin,knightsall,titledandun-

  titled——thegreatknights-errantofthesea。Ithadbornealltheshipswhosenamesarelikejewelsflashinginthenightoftime,fromtheGoldenHindreturningwithherroundflanksfulloftreasure,tobevisitedbytheQueen’sHighnessandthuspassoutofthegigantictale,totheErebusandTerror,boundonotherconquests——andthatneverreturned。Ithadknowntheshipsandthemen。TheyhadsailedfromDeptford,fromGreen-

  wich,fromErith——theadventurersandthesettlers;

  kings’shipsandtheshipsofmenon’Change;captains,admirals,thedark\"interlopers\"oftheEasterntrade,andthecommissioned\"generals\"ofEastIndiafleets。

  Huntersforgoldorpursuersoffame,theyallhadgoneoutonthatstream,bearingthesword,andoftenthetorch,messengersofthemightwithintheland,bearersofasparkfromthesacredfire。Whatgreatnesshadnotfloatedontheebbofthatriverintothemysteryofanunknownearth!……Thedreamsofmen,theseedofcommonwealths,thegermsofempires。

  Thesunset;theduskfellonthestream,andlightsbegantoappearalongtheshore。TheChapmanlight-

  house,athree-leggedthingerectonamud-flat,shonestrongly。Lightsofshipsmovedinthefairway——agreatstiroflightsgoingupandgoingdown。Andfartherwestontheupperreachestheplaceofthemon-

  stroustownwasstillmarkedominouslyonthesky,abroodinggloominsunshine,aluridglareunderthestars。

  \"Andthisalso,\"saidMarlowsuddenly,\"hasbeenoneofthedarkplacesoftheearth。\"

  Hewastheonlymanofuswhostill\"followedthesea。\"Theworstthatcouldbesaidofhimwasthathedidnotrepresenthisclass。Hewasaseaman,buthewasawanderer,too,whilemostseamenlead,ifonemaysoexpressit,asedentarylife。Theirmindsareofthestay-at-homeorder,andtheirhomeisalwayswiththem——theship;andsoistheircountry——thesea。Oneshipisverymuchlikeanother,andtheseaisalwaysthesame。

  Intheimmutabilityoftheirsurroundingstheforeignshores,theforeignfaces,thechangingimmensityoflife,glidepast,veilednotbyasenseofmysterybutbyaslightlydisdainfulignorance;forthereisnothingmys-

  terioustoaseamanunlessitbetheseaitself,whichisthemistressofhisexistenceandasinscrutableasDestiny。

  Fortherest,afterhishoursofwork,acasualstrolloracasualspreeonshoresufficestounfoldforhimthesecretofawholecontinent,andgenerallyhefindsthesecretnotworthknowing。Theyarnsofseamenhaveadirectsimplicity,thewholemeaningofwhichlieswithintheshellofacrackednut。ButMarlowwasnottypical(ifhispropensitytospinyarnsbeexcepted),andtohimthemeaningofanepisodewasnotinsidelikeakernelbutoutside,envelopingthetalewhichbroughtitoutonlyasaglowbringsoutahaze,inthelikenessofoneofthesemistyhalosthatsometimesaremadevisiblebythespectralilluminationofmoonshine。

  Hisremarkdidnotseematallsurprising。ItwasjustlikeMarlow。Itwasacceptedinsilence。Noonetookthetroubletogrunteven;andpresentlyhesaid,veryslow——

  \"Iwasthinkingofveryoldtimes,whentheRomansfirstcamehere,nineteenhundredyearsago——theotherday……Lightcameoutofthisriversince——yousayKnights?Yes;butitislikearunningblazeonaplain,likeaflashoflightningintheclouds。Weliveintheflicker——mayitlastaslongastheoldearthkeepsrolling!Butdarknesswashereyesterday。Imaginethefeelingsofacommanderofafine——whatd’yecall’em?——triremeintheMediterranean,orderedsuddenlytothenorth;runoverlandacrosstheGaulsinahurry;

  putinchargeofoneofthesecraftthelegionaries,——awonderfullotofhandymentheymusthavebeentoo——

  usedtobuild,apparentlybythehundred,inamonthortwo,ifwemaybelievewhatweread。Imaginehimhere——theveryendoftheworld,aseathecoloroflead,askythecolorofsmoke,akindofshipaboutasrigidasaconcertina——andgoingupthisriverwithstores,ororders,orwhatyoulike。Sandbanks,marshes,forests,savages,——preciouslittletoeatfitforacivilizedman,nothingbutThameswatertodrink。NoFalernianwinehere,nogoingashore。Hereandthereamilitarycamplostinawilderness,likeaneedleinabundleofhay——

  cold,fog,tempests,disease,exile,anddeath,——deathskulkingintheair,inthewater,inthebush。Theymusthavebeendyinglikeflieshere。Ohyes——hedidit。

  Diditverywell,too,nodoubt,andwithoutthinkingmuchaboutiteither,exceptafterwardstobragofwhathehadgonethroughinhistime,perhaps。Theyweremenenoughtofacethedarkness。AndperhapshewascheeredbykeepinghiseyeonachanceofpromotiontothefleetatRavennaby-and-by,ifhehadgoodfriendsinRomeandsurvivedtheawfulclimate。Orthinkofadecentyoungcitizeninatoga——perhapstoomuchdice,youknow——comingouthereinthetrainofsomeprefect,ortax-gatherer,ortradereven,tomendhisfortunes。Landinaswamp,marchthroughthewoods,andinsomeinlandpostfeelthesavagery,theuttersavagery,hadclosedroundhim,——allthatmysteriouslifeofthewildernessthatstirsintheforest,inthejungles,intheheartsofwildmen。There’snoinitiationeitherintosuchmysteries。Hehastoliveinthemidstoftheincomprehensible,whichisalsodetestable。Andithasafascination,too,thatgoestoworkuponhim。

  Thefascinationoftheabomination——youknow。

  Imaginethegrowingregrets,thelongingtoescape,thepowerlessdisgust,thesurrender,thehate。\"

  Hepaused。

  \"Mind,\"hebeganagain,liftingonearmfromtheelbow,thepalmofthehandoutwards,sothat,withhislegsfoldedbeforehim,hehadtheposeofaBuddhapreachinginEuropeanclothesandwithoutalotus-

  flower——\"Mind,noneofuswouldfeelexactlylikethis。

  Whatsavesusisefficiency——thedevotiontoefficiency。

  Butthesechapswerenotmuchaccount,really。Theywerenocolonists;theiradministrationwasmerelyasqueeze,andnothingmore,Isuspect。Theywerecon-

  querors,andforthatyouwantonlybruteforce——nothingtoboastof,whenyouhaveit,sinceyourstrengthisjustanaccidentarisingfromtheweaknessofothers。

  Theygrabbedwhattheycouldgetforthesakeofwhatwastobegot。Itwasjustrobberywithviolence,aggra-

  vatedmurderonagreatscale,andmengoingatitblind——asisveryproperforthosewhotackleadarkness。Theconquestoftheearth,whichmostlymeansthetakingitawayfromthosewhohaveadifferentcomplexionorslightlyflatternosesthanourselves,isnotaprettythingwhenyoulookintoittoomuch。Whatredeemsitistheideaonly。Anideaatthebackofit;notasentimentalpretensebutanidea;andanunselfishbeliefintheidea——somethingyoucansetup,andbowdownbefore,andofferasacrificeto……\"

  Hebrokeoff。Flamesglidedintheriver,smallgreenflames,redflames,whiteflames,pursuing,overtaking,joining,crossingeachother——thenseparatingslowlyorhastily。Thetrafficofthegreatcitywentoninthedeepeningnightuponthesleeplessriver。Welookedon,waitingpatiently——therewasnothingelsetodotilltheendoftheflood;butitwasonlyafteralongsilence,whenhesaid,inahesitatingvoice,\"Isupposeyoufel-

  lowsrememberIdidonceturnfresh-watersailorforabit,\"thatweknewwewerefated,beforetheebbbegantorun,tohearaboutoneofMarlow’sinconclusiveex-

  periences。

  \"Idon’twanttobotheryoumuchwithwhathap-

  penedtomepersonally,\"hebegan,showinginthisre-

  marktheweaknessofmanytellersoftaleswhoseemsooftenunawareofwhattheiraudiencewouldbestliketohear;\"yettounderstandtheeffectofitonmeyououghttoknowhowIgotoutthere,whatIsaw,howI

  wentupthatrivertotheplacewhereIfirstmetthepoorchap。Itwasthefarthestpointofnavigationandtheculminatingpointofmyexperience。Itseemedsome-

  howtothrowakindoflightoneverythingaboutme——

  andintomythoughts。Itwassomberenoughtoo——andpitiful——notextraordinaryinanyway——notverycleareither。No,notveryclear。Andyetitseemedtothrowakindoflight。

  \"Ihadthen,asyouremember,justreturnedtoLon-

  donafteralotofIndianOcean,Pacific,ChinaSeas——

  aregulardoseoftheEast——sixyearsorso,andIwasloafingabout,hinderingyoufellowsinyourworkandinvadingyourhomes,justasthoughIhadgotaheavenlymissiontocivilizeyou。Itwasveryfineforatime,butafterabitIdidgettiredofresting。ThenIbegantolookforaship——Ishouldthinkthehardestworkonearth。Buttheshipswouldn’tevenlookatme。

  AndIgottiredofthatgametoo。

  \"NowwhenIwasalittlechapIhadapassionformaps。IwouldlookforhoursatSouthAmerica,orAfrica,orAustralia,andlosemyselfinallthegloriesofexploration。Atthattimethereweremanyblankspacesontheearth,andwhenIsawonethatlookedparticularlyinvitingonamap(buttheyalllookthat)

  Iwouldputmyfingeronitandsay,WhenIgrowupIwillgothere。TheNorthPolewasoneoftheseplaces,Iremember。Well,Ihaven’tbeenthereyet,andshallnottrynow。Theglamour’soff。OtherplaceswerescatteredabouttheEquator,andineverysortoflati-

  tudealloverthetwohemispheres。Ihavebeeninsomeofthem,and……well,wewon’ttalkaboutthat。Buttherewasoneyet——thebiggest,themostblank,sotospeak——thatIhadahankeringafter。

  \"True,bythistimeitwasnotablankspaceanymore。Ithadgotfilledsincemyboyhoodwithriversandlakesandnames。Ithadceasedtobeablankspaceofdelightfulmystery——awhitepatchforaboytodreamgloriouslyover。Ithadbecomeaplaceofdarkness。Buttherewasinitoneriverespecially,amightybigriver,thatyoucouldseeonthemap,resemblinganimmensesnakeuncoiled,withitsheadinthesea,itsbodyatrestcurvingafaroveravastcountry,anditstaillostinthedepthsoftheland。AndasIlookedatthemapofitinashop-window,itfascinatedmeasasnakewouldabird——asillylittlebird。ThenIrememberedtherewasabigconcern,aCompanyfortradeonthatriver。Dashitall!Ithoughttomyself,theycan’ttradewithoutusingsomekindofcraftonthatlotoffreshwater——

  steamboats!Whyshouldn’tItrytogetchargeofone。IwentonalongFleetStreet,butcouldnotshakeofftheidea。Thesnakehadcharmedme。

  \"YouunderstanditwasaContinentalconcern,thatTradingsociety;butIhavealotofrelationslivingontheContinent,becauseit’scheapandnotsonastyasitlooks,theysay。

  \"IamsorrytoownIbegantoworrythem。Thiswasalreadyafreshdepartureforme。Iwasnotusedtogetthingsthatway,youknow。IalwayswentmyownroadandonmyownlegswhereIhadamindtogo。I

  wouldn’thavebelieveditofmyself;but,then——yousee——IfeltsomehowImustgettherebyhookorbycrook。

  SoIworriedthem。Themensaid’Mydearfellow,’anddidnothing。Then——wouldyoubelieveit?——Itriedthewomen。I,CharlieMarlow,setthewomentowork——togetajob。Heavens!Well,yousee,thenotiondroveme。Ihadanaunt,adearenthusiasticsoul。Shewrote:

  ’Itwillbedelightful。Iamreadytodoanything,any-

  thingforyou。Itisagloriousidea。IknowthewifeofaveryhighpersonageintheAdministration,andalsoamanwhohaslotsofinfluencewith,’&c。,&c。Shewasdeterminedtomakenoendoffusstogetmeap-

  pointedskipperofariversteamboat,ifsuchwasmyfancy。

  \"Igotmyappointment——ofcourse;andIgotitveryquick。ItappearstheCompanyhadreceivednewsthatoneoftheircaptainshadbeenkilledinascufflewiththenatives。Thiswasmychance,anditmademethemoreanxioustogo。Itwasonlymonthsandmonthsafterwards,whenImadetheattempttorecoverwhatwasleftofthebody,thatIheardtheoriginalquarrelarosefromamisunderstandingaboutsomehens。Yes,twoblackhens。Fresleven——thatwasthefellow’sname,aDane——thoughthimselfwrongedsomehowinthebar-

  gain,sohewentashoreandstartedtohammerthechiefofthevillagewithastick。Oh,itdidn’tsurprisemeintheleasttohearthis,andatthesametimetobetoldthatFreslevenwasthegentlest,quietestcreaturethateverwalkedontwolegs。Nodoubthewas;buthehadbeenacoupleofyearsalreadyoutthereengagedinthenoblecause,youknow,andheprobablyfelttheneedatlastofassertinghisself-respectinsomeway。

  Thereforehewhackedtheoldniggermercilessly,whileabigcrowdofhispeoplewatchedhim,thunderstruck,tillsomeman,——Iwastoldthechief’sson,——indespera-

  tionathearingtheoldchapyell,madeatentativejabwithaspearatthewhiteman——andofcourseitwentquiteeasybetweentheshoulder-blades。Thenthewholepopulationclearedintotheforest,expectingallkindsofcalamitiestohappen,while,ontheotherhand,thesteamerFreslevencommandedleftalsoinabadpanic,inchargeoftheengineer,Ibelieve。AfterwardsnobodyseemedtotroublemuchaboutFresleven’sremains,tillIgotoutandsteppedintohisshoes。Icouldn’tletitrest,though;butwhenanopportunityofferedatlasttomeetmypredecessor,thegrassgrowingthroughhisribswastallenoughtohidehisbones。Theywereallthere。Thesupernaturalbeinghadnotbeentouchedafterhefell。Andthevillagewasdeserted,thehutsgapedblack,rotting,allaskewwithinthefallenen-

  closures。Acalamityhadcometoit,sureenough。Thepeoplehadvanished。Madterrorhadscatteredthem,men,women,andchildren,throughthebush,andtheyhadneverreturned。WhatbecameofthehensIdon’tknoweither。Ishouldthinkthecauseofprogressgotthem,anyhow。However,throughthisgloriousaffairI

  gotmyappointment,beforeIhadfairlybeguntohopeforit。

  \"Iflewaroundlikemadtogetready,andbeforeforty-

  eighthoursIwascrossingtheChanneltoshowmyselftomyemployers,andsignthecontract。InaveryfewhoursIarrivedinacitythatalwaysmakesmethinkofawhitedsepulcher。Prejudicenodoubt。IhadnodifficultyinfindingtheCompany’soffices。Itwasthebiggestthinginthetown,andeverybodyImetwasfullofit。Theyweregoingtorunanover-seaempire,andmakenoendofcoinbytrade。

  \"Anarrowanddesertedstreetindeepshadow,highhouses,innumerablewindowswithvenetianblinds,adeadsilence,grasssproutingbetweenthestones,imposingcarriagearchwaysrightandleft,immensedoubledoorsstandingponderouslyajar。Islippedthroughoneofthesecracks,wentupasweptandungarnishedstaircase,asaridasadesert,andopenedthefirstdoorIcameto。

  Twowomen,onefatandtheotherslim,satonstraw-

  bottomedchairs,knittingblackwool。Theslimonegotupandwalkedstraightatme——stillknittingwithdown-

  casteyes——andonlyjustasIbegantothinkofgettingoutofherway,asyouwouldforasomnambulist,stoodstill,andlookedup。Herdresswasasplainasanum-

  brella-cover,andsheturnedroundwithoutawordandprecededmeintoawaiting-room。Igavemyname,andlookedabout。Dealtableinthemiddle,plainchairsallroundthewalls,ononeendalargeshiningmap,markedwithallthecolorsofarainbow。Therewasavastamountofred——goodtoseeatanytime,becauseoneknowsthatsomerealworkisdoneinthere,adeuceofalotofblue,alittlegreen,smearsoforange,and,ontheEastCoast,apurplepatch,toshowwherethejollypioneersofprogressdrinkthejollylager-beer。How-

  ever,Iwasn’tgoingintoanyofthese。Iwasgoingintotheyellow。Deadinthecenter。Andtheriverwasthere——fascinating——deadly——likeasnake。Ough!

  Adooropened,awhite-hairedsecretarialhead,butwearingacompassionateexpression,appeared,andaskinnyforefingerbeckonedmeintothesanctuary。Itslightwasdim,andaheavywriting-desksquattedinthemiddle。Frombehindthatstructurecameoutanim-

  pressionofpaleplumpnessinafrock-coat。Thegreatmanhimself。Hewasfivefeetsix,Ishouldjudge,andhadhisgriponthehandle-endofeversomanymillions。

  Heshookhands,Ifancy,murmuredvaguely,wassatis-

  fiedwithmyFrench。Bonvoyage。

  \"Inaboutforty-fivesecondsIfoundmyselfagaininthewaiting-roomwiththecompassionatesecretary,who,fullofdesolationandsympathy,mademesignsomedocument。IbelieveIundertookamongstotherthingsnottodiscloseanytradesecrets。Well,Iamnotgoingto。

  \"Ibegantofeelslightlyuneasy。YouknowIamnotusedtosuchceremonies,andtherewassomethingominousintheatmosphere。ItwasjustasthoughI

  hadbeenletintosomeconspiracy——Idon’tknow——some-

  thingnotquiteright;andIwasgladtogetout。Intheouterroomthetwowomenknittedblackwoolfever-

  ishly。Peoplewerearriving,andtheyoungeronewaswalkingbackandforthintroducingthem。Theoldonesatonherchair。Herflatclothslipperswereproppeduponafoot-warmer,andacatreposedonherlap。Sheworeastarchedwhiteaffaironherhead,hadawartononecheek,andsilver-rimmedspectacleshungonthetipofhernose。Sheglancedatmeabovetheglasses。Theswiftandindifferentplacidityofthatlooktroubledme。Twoyouthswithfoolishandcheerycountenanceswerebeingpilotedover,andshethrewatthemthesamequickglanceofunconcernedwisdom。Sheseemedtoknowallaboutthemandaboutmetoo。Aneeriefeelingcameoverme。Sheseemeduncannyandfateful。OftenfarawaythereIthoughtofthesetwo,guardingthedoorofDarkness,knittingblackwoolasforawarmpall,oneintroducing,introducingcontinu-

  ouslytotheunknown,theotherscrutinizingthecheeryandfoolishfaceswithunconcernedoldeyes。Ave!Oldknitterofblackwool。Morituritesalutant。Notmanyofthoseshelookedateversawheragain——nothalf,byalongway。

  \"Therewasyetavisittothedoctor。’Asimplefor-

  mality,’assuredmethesecretary,withanairoftakinganimmensepartinallmysorrows。Accordinglyayoungchapwearinghishatoverthelefteyebrow,someclerkIsuppose,——theremusthavebeenclerksinthebusi-

  ness,thoughthehousewasasstillasahouseinacityofthedead,——camefromsomewhereup-stairs,andledmeforth。Hewasshabbyandcareless,withink-stainsonthesleevesofhisjacket,andhiscravatwaslargeandbillowy,underachinshapedlikethetoeofanoldboot。

  Itwasalittletooearlyforthedoctor,soIproposedadrink,andthereuponhedevelopedaveinofjoviality。

  AswesatoverourvermouthsheglorifiedtheCompany’sbusiness,andby-and-byIexpressedcasuallymysur-

  priseathimnotgoingoutthere。Hebecameverycoolandcollectedallatonce。’IamnotsuchafoolasI

  look,quothPlatotohisdisciples,’hesaidsententiously,emptiedhisglasswithgreatresolution,andwerose。

  \"Theolddoctorfeltmypulse,evidentlythinkingofsomethingelsethewhile。’Good,goodforthere,’hemumbled,andthenwithacertaineagernessaskedmewhetherIwouldlethimmeasuremyhead。Rathersur-

  prised,IsaidYes,whenheproducedathinglikecalipersandgotthedimensionsbackandfrontandeveryway,takingnotescarefully。Hewasanunshavenlittlemaninathreadbarecoatlikeagaberdine,withhisfeetinslippers,andIthoughthimaharmlessfool。’Ialwaysaskleave,intheinterestsofscience,tomeasurethecraniaofthosegoingoutthere,’hesaid。’Andwhentheycomebacktoo?’Iasked。\"Oh,Ineverseethem,’

  heremarked;’and,moreover,thechangestakeplacein-

  side,youknow。’Hesmiled,asifatsomequietjoke。

  ’Soyouaregoingoutthere。Famous。Interestingtoo。’

  Hegavemeasearchingglance,andmadeanothernote。

  ’Everanymadnessinyourfamily?’heasked,inamatter-of-facttone。Ifeltveryannoyed。’Isthatquestionintheinterestsofsciencetoo?’’Itwouldbe,’

  hesaid,withouttakingnoticeofmyirritation,’interest-

  ingforsciencetowatchthementalchangesofindivid-

  uals,onthespot,but……’’Areyouanalienist?’I

  interrupted。’Everydoctorshouldbe——alittle,’an-

  sweredthatoriginal,imperturbably。’IhavealittletheorywhichyouMessieurswhogoouttheremusthelpmetoprove。Thisismyshareintheadvantagesmycountryshallreapfromthepossessionofsuchamag-

  nificentdependency。ThemerewealthIleavetoothers。

  Pardonmyquestions,butyouarethefirstEnglishmancomingundermyobservation……’IhastenedtoassurehimIwasnotintheleasttypical。’IfIwere,’

  saidI,’Iwouldn’tbetalkinglikethiswithyou。’’Whatyousayisratherprofound,andprobablyerroneous,’hesaid,withalaugh。’Avoidirritationmorethanexpos-

  uretothesun。Adieu。HowdoyouEnglishsay,eh?

  Good-by。Ah!Good-by。Adieu。Inthetropicsonemustbeforeeverythingkeepcalm。’……Heliftedawarningforefinger……’Ducalme,ducalme。

  Adieu。’

  \"Onethingmoreremainedtodo——saygood-bytomyexcellentaunt。Ifoundhertriumphant。Ihadacupoftea——thelastdecentcupofteaformanydays——andinaroomthatmostsoothinglylookedjustasyouwouldexpectalady’sdrawing-roomtolook,wehadalongquietchatbythefireside。InthecourseoftheseconfidencesitbecamequiteplaintomeIhadbeenrepre-

  sentedtothewifeofthehighdignitary,andgoodnessknowstohowmanymorepeoplebesides,asanexcep-

  tionalandgiftedcreature——apieceofgoodfortunefortheCompany——amanyoudon’tgetholdofeveryday。

  Goodheavens!andIwasgoingtotakechargeofatwo-penny-halfpennyriver-steamboatwithapennywhistleattached!Itappeared,however,IwasalsooneoftheWorkers,withacapital——youknow。Somethinglikeanemissaryoflight,somethinglikealowersortofapostle。Therehadbeenalotofsuchrotletlooseinprintandtalkjustaboutthattime,andtheexcellentwoman,livingrightintherushofallthathumbug,gotcarriedoffherfeet。Shetalkedabout’weaningthoseignorantmillionsfromtheirhorridways,’till,uponmyword,shemademequiteuncomfortable。IventuredtohintthattheCompanywasrunforprofit。

  \"’Youforget,dearCharlie,thatthelaborerisworthyofhishire,’shesaid,brightly。It’squeerhowoutoftouchwithtruthwomenare。Theyliveinaworldoftheirown,andtherehadneverbeenanythinglikeit,andnevercanbe。Itistoobeautifulaltogether,andiftheyweretosetitupitwouldgotopiecesbeforethefirstsunset。Someconfoundedfactwemenhavebeenlivingcontentedlywitheversincethedayofcre-

  ationwouldstartupandknockthewholethingover。

  \"AfterthisIgotembraced,toldtowearflannel,besuretowriteoften,andsoon——andIleft。Inthestreet——Idon’tknowwhy——aqueerfeelingcametomethatI

  wasanimpostor。OddthingthatI,whousedtoclearoutforanypartoftheworldattwenty-fourhours’

  notice,withlessthoughtthanmostmengivetothecross-

  ingofastreet,hadamoment——Iwon’tsayofhesitation,butofstartledpause,beforethiscommonplaceaffair。

  ThebestwayIcanexplainittoyouisbysayingthat,forasecondortwo,Ifeltasthough,insteadofgoingtothecenterofacontinent,Iwereabouttosetoffforthecenteroftheearth。

  \"IleftinaFrenchsteamer,andshecalledineveryblamedporttheyhaveoutthere,for,asfarasIcouldsee,thesolepurposeoflandingsoldiersandcustom-

  houseofficers。Iwatchedthecoast。Watchingacoastasitslipsbytheshipislikethinkingaboutanenigma。

  Thereitisbeforeyou——smiling,frowning,inviting,grand,mean,insipid,orsavage,andalwaysmutewithanairofwhispering,Comeandfindout。Thisonewasalmostfeatureless,asifstillinthemaking,withanaspectofmonotonousgrimness。Theedgeofacolossaljungle,sodark-greenastobealmostblack,fringedwithwhitesurf,ranstraight,likearuledline,far,farawayalongablueseawhoseglitterwasblurredbyacreepingmist。Thesunwasfierce,thelandseemedtoglistenanddripwithsteam。Hereandtheregrayish-

  whitishspecksshowedup,clusteredinsidethewhitesurf,withaflagflyingabovethemperhaps。Settlementssomecenturiesold,andstillnobiggerthanpin-headsontheuntouchedexpanseoftheirbackground。Wepoundedalong,stopped,landedsoldiers;wenton,landedcustom-

  houseclerkstolevytollinwhatlookedlikeaGod-for-

  sakenwilderness,withatinshedandaflag-polelostinit;landedmoresoldiers——totakecareofthecustom-

  houseclerks,presumably。Some,Iheard,gotdrownedinthesurf;butwhethertheydidornot,nobodyseemedparticularlytocare。Theywerejustflungoutthere,andonwewent。Everydaythecoastlookedthesame,asthoughwehadnotmoved;butwepassedvariousplaces——tradingplaces——withnameslikeGran’BassamLittlePopo,namesthatseemedtobelongtosomesordidfarceactedinfrontofasinisterbackcloth。Theidle-

  nessofapassenger,myisolationamongstallthesemenwithwhomIhadnopointofcontact,theoilyandlan-

  guidsea,theuniformsombernessofthecoast,seemedtokeepmeawayfromthetruthofthings,withinthetoilofamournfulandsenselessdelusion。Thevoiceofthesurfheardnowandthenwasapositivepleasure,likethespeechofabrother。Itwassomethingnatural,thathaditsreason,thathadameaning。Nowandthenaboatfromtheshoregaveoneamomentarycontactwithreality。Itwaspaddledbyblackfellows。Youcouldseefromafarthewhiteoftheireyeballsglisten-

  ing。Theyshouted,sang;theirbodiesstreamedwithperspiration;theyhadfaceslikegrotesquemasks——thesechaps;buttheyhadbone,muscle,awildvitality,anin-

  tenseenergyofmovement,thatwasasnaturalandtrueasthesurfalongtheircoast。Theywantednoexcuseforbeingthere。Theywereagreatcomforttolookat。

  ForatimeIwouldfeelIbelongedstilltoaworldofstraightforwardfacts;butthefeelingwouldnotlastlong。Somethingwouldturnuptoscareitaway。Once,Iremember,wecameuponaman-of-waranchoredoffthecoast。Therewasn’tevenashedthere,andshewasshellingthebush。ItappearstheFrenchhadoneoftheirwarsgoingonthereabouts。Herensigndroppedlimplikearag;themuzzlesofthelongeight-inchgunsstuckoutalloverthelowhull;thegreasy,slimyswellswungheruplazilyandletherdown,swayingherthinmasts。Intheemptyimmensityofearth,sky,andwater,thereshewas,incomprehensible,firingintoacontinent。

  Pop,wouldgooneoftheeight-inchguns;asmallflamewoulddartandvanish,alittlewhitesmokewoulddis-

  appear,atinyprojectilewouldgiveafeeblescreech——

  andnothinghappened。Nothingcouldhappen。Therewasatouchofinsanityintheproceeding,asenseoflugubriousdrolleryinthesight;anditwasnotdissi-

  patedbysomebodyonboardassuringmeearnestlytherewasacampofnatives——hecalledthemenemies!——hiddenoutofsightsomewhere。

  \"Wegaveherherletters(Iheardthemeninthatlonelyshipweredyingoffeverattherateofthreeaday)andwenton。Wecalledatsomemoreplaceswithfarcicalnames,wherethemerrydanceofdeathandtradegoesoninastillandearthyatmosphereasofanoverheatedcatacomb;allalongtheformlesscoastbor-

  deredbydangeroussurf,asifNatureherselfhadtriedtowardoffintruders;inandoutofrivers,streamsofdeathinlife,whosebankswererottingintomud,whosewaters,thickenedintoslime,invadedthecontortedman-

  groves,thatseemedtowritheatusintheextremityofanimpotentdespair。Nowheredidwestoplongenoughtogetaparticularizedimpression,butthegeneralsenseofvagueandoppressivewondergrewuponme。Itwaslikeawearypilgrimageamongsthintsfornight-

  mares。

  \"ItwasupwardofthirtydaysbeforeIsawthemouthofthebigriver。Weanchoredofftheseatofthegov-

  ernment。Butmyworkwouldnotbegintillsometwohundredmilesfartheron。SoassoonasIcouldImadeastartforaplacethirtymileshigherup。

  \"Ihadmypassageonalittlesea-goingsteamer。HercaptainwasaSwede,andknowingmeforaseaman,invitedmeonthebridge。Hewasayoungman,lean,fair,andmorose,withlankyhairandashufflinggait。

  Asweleftthemiserablelittlewharf,hetossedhisheadcontemptuouslyattheshore。’Beenlivingthere?’heasked。Isaid,’Yes。’’Finelotthesegovernmentchaps——aretheynot?’hewenton,speakingEnglishwithgreatprecisionandconsiderablebitterness。’Itisfunnywhatsomepeoplewilldoforafewfrancsamonth。I

  wonderwhatbecomesofthatkindwhenitgoesupcoun-

  try?’IsaidtohimIexpectedtoseethatsoon。’So-o-o!’

  heexclaimed。Heshuffledathwart,keepingoneeyeaheadvigilantly。’Don’tbetoosure,’hecontinued。

  ’TheotherdayItookupamanwhohangedhimselfontheroad。HewasaSwede,too。’’Hangedhimself!

  Why,inGod’sname?’Icried。Hekeptonlookingoutwatchfully。’Whoknows?Thesuntoomuchforhim,orthecountryperhaps。’

  \"Atlastweopenedareach。Arockycliffappeared,moundsofturned-upearthbytheshore,housesonahill,others,withironroofs,amongstawasteofexcava-

  tions,orhangingtothedeclivity。Acontinuousnoiseoftherapidsabovehoveredoverthissceneofinhabiteddevastation。Alotofpeople,mostlyblackandnaked,movedaboutlikeants。Ajettyprojectedintotheriver。

  Ablindingsunlightdrownedallthisattimesinasuddenrecrudescenceofglare。’There’syourCompany’ssta-

  tion,’saidtheSwede,pointingtothreewoodenbarrack-

  likestructuresontherockyslope。’Iwillsendyourthingsup。Fourboxesdidyousay?So。Farewell。’

  \"Icameuponaboilerwallowinginthegrass,thenfoundapathleadingupthehill。Itturnedasideforthebowlders,andalsoforanundersizedrailway-trucklyingthereonitsbackwithitswheelsintheair。Onewasoff。Thethinglookedasdeadasthecarcassofsomeanimal。Icameuponmorepiecesofdecayingma-

  chinery,astackofrustyrails。Totheleftaclumpoftreesmadeashadyspot,wheredarkthingsseemedtostirfeebly。Iblinked,thepathwassteep。Ahorntootedtotheright,andIsawtheblackpeoplerun。Aheavyanddulldetonationshooktheground,apuffofsmokecameoutofthecliff,andthatwasall。Nochangeap-

  pearedonthefaceoftherock。Theywerebuildingarailway。Thecliffwasnotinthewayoranything;butthisobjectlessblastingwasalltheworkgoingon。

  \"Aslightclinkingbehindmemademeturnmyhead。

  Sixblackmenadvancedinafile,toilingupthepath。

  Theywalkederectandslow,balancingsmallbasketsfullofearthontheirheads,andtheclinkkepttimewiththeirfootsteps。Blackragswerewoundroundtheirloins,andtheshortendsbehindwaggedtoandfroliketails。Icouldseeeveryrib,thejointsoftheirlimbswerelikeknotsinarope;eachhadanironcollaronhisneck,andallwereconnectedtogetherwithachainwhosebightsswungbetweenthem,rhythmicallyclinking。

  AnotherreportfromthecliffmademethinksuddenlyofthatshipofwarIhadseenfiringintoacontinent。

  Itwasthesamekindofominousvoice;butthesemencouldbynostretchofimaginationbecalledenemies。

  Theywerecalledcriminals,andtheoutragedlaw,liketheburstingshells,hadcometothem,aninsolublemys-

  teryfromoverthesea。Alltheirmeagerbreastspantedtogether,theviolentlydilatednostrilsquivered,theeyesstaredstonilyuphill。Theypassedmewithinsixinches,withoutaglance,withthatcomplete,deathlikeindif-

  ferenceofunhappysavages。Behindthisrawmatteroneofthereclaimed,theproductofthenewforcesatwork,strolleddespondently,carryingariflebyitsmiddle。Hehadauniformjacketwithonebuttonoff,andseeingawhitemanonthepath,hoistedhisweapontohisshoulderwithalacrity。Thiswassimpleprudence,whitemenbeingsomuchalikeatadistancethathecouldnottellwhoImightbe。Hewasspeedilyreassured,andwithalarge,white,rascallygrin,andaglanceathischarge,seemedtotakemeintopartnershipinhisexaltedtrust。Afterall,Ialsowasapartofthegreatcauseofthesehighandjustproceedings。

  \"Insteadofgoingup,Iturnedanddescendedtotheleft。Myideawastoletthatchain-ganggetoutofsightbeforeIclimbedthehill。YouknowIamnotpar-

  ticularlytender;I’vehadtostrikeandtofendoff。I’vehadtoresistandtoattacksometimes——that’sonlyonewayofresisting——withoutcountingtheexactcost,ac-

  cordingtothedemandsofsuchsortoflifeasIhadblun-

  deredinto。I’veseenthedevilofviolence,andthedevilofgreed,andthedevilofhotdesire;but,byallthestars!thesewerestrong,lusty,red-eyeddevils,thatswayedanddrovemen——men,Itellyou。ButasIstoodonthishillside,IforesawthatintheblindingsunshineofthatlandIwouldbecomeacquaintedwithaflabby,pretending,weak-eyeddevilofarapaciousandpitilessfolly。Howinsidioushecouldbe,too,Iwasonlytofindoutseveralmonthslaterandathousandmilesfarther。ForamomentIstoodappalled,asthoughbyawarning。FinallyIdescendedthehill,obliquely,to-

  wardsthetreesIhadseen。

  \"Iavoidedavastartificialholesomebodyhadbeendiggingontheslope,thepurposeofwhichIfounditimpossibletodivine。Itwasn’taquarryorasandpit,anyhow。Itwasjustahole。Itmighthavebeencon-

  nectedwiththephilanthropicdesireofgivingthecrim-

  inalssomethingtodo。Idon’tknow。ThenInearlyfellintoaverynarrowravine,almostnomorethanascarinthehillside。Idiscoveredthatalotofimporteddrainage-pipesforthesettlementhadbeentumbledinthere。Therewasn’tonethatwasnotbroken。Itwasawantonsmash-up。AtlastIgotunderthetrees。Mypurposewastostrollintotheshadeforamoment;butnosoonerwithinthanitseemedtomeIhadsteppedintoagloomycircleofsomeInferno。Therapidswerenear,andanuninterrupted,uniform,headlong,rushingnoisefilledthemournfulstillnessofthegrove,wherenotabreathstirred,notaleafmoved,withamysterioussound——asthoughthetearingpaceofthelaunchedearthhadsuddenlybecomeaudible。

  \"Blackshapescrouched,lay,satbetweenthetrees,leaningagainstthetrunks,clingingtotheearth,halfcomingout,halfeffacedwithinthedimlight,inalltheattitudesofpain,abandonment,anddespair。Anothermineonthecliffwentoff,followedbyaslightshudderofthesoilundermyfeet。Theworkwasgoingon。Thework!Andthiswastheplacewheresomeofthehelpershadwithdrawntodie。

  \"Theyweredyingslowly——itwasveryclear。Theywerenotenemies,theywerenotcriminals,theywerenothingearthlynow,——nothingbutblackshadowsofdiseaseandstarvation,lyingconfusedlyinthegreenishgloom。Broughtfromalltherecessesofthecoastinallthelegalityoftimecontracts,lostinuncongenialsur-

  roundings,fedonunfamiliarfood,theysickened,be-

  cameinefficient,andwerethenallowedtocrawlawayandrest。Thesemoribundshapeswerefreeasair——andnearlyasthin。Ibegantodistinguishthegleamofeyesunderthetrees。Then,glancingdown,Isawafacenearmyhand。Theblackbonesreclinedatfulllengthwithoneshoulderagainstthetree,andslowlytheeye-

  lidsroseandthesunkeneyeslookedupatme,enormousandvacant,akindofblind,whiteflickerinthedepthsoftheorbs,whichdiedoutslowly。Themanseemedyoung——almostaboy——butyouknowwiththemit’shardtotell。IfoundnothingelsetodobuttoofferhimoneofmygoodSwede’sship’sbiscuitsIhadinmypocket。

  Thefingersclosedslowlyonitandheld——therewasnoothermovementandnootherglance。Hehadtiedabitofwhiteworstedroundhisneck——Why?Wheredidhegetit?Wasitabadge——anornament——acharm——apropitiatoryact?Wasthereanyideaatallconnectedwithit?Itlookedstartlingroundhisblackneck,thisbitofwhitethreadfrombeyondtheseas。

  \"Nearthesametreetwomorebundlesofacuteanglessatwiththeirlegsdrawnup。One,withhischinproppedonhisknees,staredatnothing,inanintoler-

  ableandappallingmanner:hisbrotherphantomresteditsforehead,asifovercomewithagreatweariness;andallaboutotherswerescatteredineveryposeofcontortedcollapse,asinsomepictureofamassacreorapestilence。

  WhileIstoodhorror-struck,oneofthesecreaturesrosetohishandsandknees,andwentoffonall-fourstowardstherivertodrink。Helappedoutofhishand,thensatupinthesunlight,crossinghisshinsinfrontofhim,andafteratimelethiswoollyheadfallonhisbreast-

  bone。

  \"Ididn’twantanymoreloiteringintheshade,andImadehastetowardsthestation。Whennearthebuild-

  ingsImetawhiteman,insuchanunexpectedeleganceofget-upthatinthefirstmomentItookhimforasortofvision。Isawahighstarchedcollar,whitecuffs,alightalpacajacket,snowytrousers,aclearnecktie,andvarnishedboots。Nohat。Hairparted,brushed,oiled,underagreen-linedparasolheldinabigwhitehand。

  Hewasamazing,andhadapenholderbehindhisear。

  \"Ishookhandswiththismiracle,andIlearnedhewastheCompany’schiefaccountant,andthatallthebook-

  keepingwasdoneatthisstation。Hehadcomeoutforamoment,hesaid,’togetabreathoffreshair。’Theexpressionsoundedwonderfullyodd,withitssuggestionofsedentarydesk-life。Iwouldn’thavementionedthefellowtoyouatall,onlyitwasfromhislipsthatI

  firstheardthenameofthemanwhoissoindissolublyconnectedwiththememoriesofthattime。Moreover,I

  respectedthefellow。Yes;Irespectedhiscollars,hisvastcuffs,hisbrushedhair。Hisappearancewascer-

  tainlythatofahairdresser’sdummy;butinthegreatdemoralizationofthelandhekeptuphisappearance。

  That’sbackbone。Hisstarchedcollarsandgot-upshirt-

  frontswereachievementsofcharacter。Hehadbeenoutnearlythreeyears;and,lateron,Icouldnothelpask-

  inghimhowhemanagedtosportsuchlinen。Hehadjustthefaintestblush,andsaidmodestly,’I’vebeenteachingoneofthenativewomenaboutthestation。Itwasdifficult。Shehadadistasteforthework。’Thismanhadverilyaccomplishedsomething。Andhewasdevotedtohisbooks,whichwereinapple-pieorder。

  \"Everythingelseinthestationwasinamuddle,——

  heads,things,buildings。Stringsofdustyniggerswithsplayfeetarrivedanddeparted;astreamofmanu-

  facturedgoods,rubbishycottons,beads,andbrass-wiresetintothedepthsofdarkness,andinreturncameaprecioustrickleofivory。

  \"Ihadtowaitinthestationfortendays——aneternity。

  Ilivedinahutintheyard,buttobeoutofthechaosIwouldsometimesgetintotheaccountant’soffice。Itwasbuiltofhorizontalplanks,andsobadlyputtogetherthat,ashebentoverhishighdesk,hewasbarredfromnecktoheelswithnarrowstripsofsunlight。Therewasnoneedtoopenthebigshuttertosee。Itwashottheretoo;bigfliesbuzzedfiendishly,anddidnotsting,butstabbed。Isatgenerallyonthefloor,while,offaultlessappearance(andevenslightlyscented),perch-

  ingonahighstool,hewrote,hewrote。Sometimeshestoodupforexercise。Whenatruckle-bedwithasickman(someinvalidedagentfromup-country)wasputinthere,heexhibitedagentleannoyance。’Thegroansofthissickperson,’hesaid,distractmyattention。Andwithoutthatitisextremelydifficulttoguardagainstclericalerrorsinthisclimate。’

  \"Onedayheremarked,withoutliftinghishead,\"IntheinterioryouwillnodoubtmeetMr。Kurtz。’OnmyaskingwhoMr。Kurtzwas,hesaidhewasafirst-classagent;andseeingmydisappointmentatthisinforma-

  tion,headdedslowly,layingdownhispen,’Heisaveryremarkableperson。’FurtherquestionselicitedfromhimthatMr。Kurtzwasatpresentinchargeofatradingpost,averyimportantone,inthetrueivory-country,at’theverybottomofthere。Sendsinasmuchivoryasalltheothersputtogether……’Hebegantowriteagain。Thesickmanwastooilltogroan。Thefliesbuzzedinagreatpeace。

  \"Suddenlytherewasagrowingmurmurofvoicesandagreattrampingoffeet。Acaravanhadcomein。A

  violentbabbleofuncouthsoundsburstoutontheothersideoftheplanks。Allthecarrierswerespeakingto-

  gether,andinthemidstoftheuproarthelamentablevoiceofthechiefagentwasheard’givingitup’tear-

  fullyforthetwentiethtimethatday……Heroseslowly。’Whatafrightfulrow,’hesaid。Hecrossedtheroomgentlytolookatthesickman,andreturning,saidtome,’Hedoesnothear。’’What!Dead?’I

  asked,startled。’No,notyet,’heanswered,withgreatcomposure。Then,alludingwithatossoftheheadtothetumultinthestation-yard,’Whenonehasgottomakecorrectentries,onecomestohatethosesavages——

  hatethemtothedeath。’Heremainedthoughtfulforamoment。’WhenyouseeMr。Kurtz,’hewenton,’tellhimfrommethateverythinghere’——heglancedatthedesk——’isverysatisfactory。Idon’tliketowritetohim——withthosemessengersofoursyouneverknowwhomaygetholdofyourletter——atthatCentralStation。’

  Hestaredatmeforamomentwithhismild,bulgingeyes。’Oh,hewillgofar,veryfar,’hebeganagain。

  ’HewillbeasomebodyintheAdministrationbeforelong。They,above——theCouncilinEurope,youknow——meanhimtobe。’

  \"Heturnedtohiswork。Thenoiseoutsidehadceased,andpresentlyingoingoutIstoppedatthedoor。Inthesteadybuzzoffliesthehomeward-boundagentwaslyingflushedandinsensible;theother,bentoverhisbooks,wasmakingcorrectentriesofperfectlycorrecttransactions;andfiftyfeetbelowthedoorstepIcouldseethestilltree-topsofthegroveofdeath。

  \"NextdayIleftthatstationatlast,withacaravanofsixtymen,foratwo-hundred-miletramp。

  \"Nousetellingyoumuchaboutthat。Paths,paths,everywhere;astamped-innetworkofpathsspreadingovertheemptyland,throughlonggrass,throughburntgrass,throughthickets,downandupchillyravines,upanddownstonyhillsablazewithheat;andasolitude,asolitude,nobody,notahut。Thepopulationhadclearedoutalongtimeago。Well,ifalotofmysteriousniggersarmedwithallkindsoffearfulweaponssud-

  denlytooktotravelingontheroadbetweenDealandGravesend,catchingtheyokelsrightandlefttocarryheavyloadsforthem,Ifancyeveryfarmandcottagethereaboutswouldgetemptyverysoon。Onlyherethedwellingsweregonetoo。StillIpassedthroughseveralabandonedvillages。There’ssomethingpatheticallychildishintheruinsofgrasswalls。Dayafterday,withthestampandshuffleofsixtypairofbarefeetbehindme,eachpairundera60-lb。load。Camp,cook,sleep,strikecamp,march。Nowandthenacarrierdeadinharness,atrestinthelonggrassnearthepath,withanemptywater-gourdandhislongstafflyingbyhisside。Agreatsilencearoundandabove。Perhapsonsomequietnightthetremoroffar-offdrums,sinking,swelling,atremorvast,faint;asoundweird,appealing,suggestive,andwild——andperhapswithasprofoundameaningasthesoundofbellsinaChristiancountry。

  Onceawhitemaninanunbuttoneduniform,campingonthepathwithanarmedescortoflankZanzibaris,veryhospitableandfestive——nottosaydrunk。Waslookingaftertheupkeepoftheroad,hedeclared。Can’tsayIsawanyroadoranyupkeep,unlessthebodyofamiddle-agednegro,withabullet-holeintheforehead,uponwhichIabsolutelystumbledthreemilesfartheron,maybeconsideredasapermanentimprovement。Ihadawhitecompaniontoo,notabadchap,butrathertoofleshyandwiththeexasperatinghabitoffaintingonthehothillsides,milesawayfromtheleastbitofshadeandwater。Annoying,youknow,toholdyourowncoatlikeaparasoloveraman’sheadwhileheiscoming-to。

  Icouldn’thelpaskinghimoncewhathemeantbycomingthereatall。’Tomakemoney,ofcourse。Whatdoyouthink?’hesaid,scornfully。Thenhegotfever,andhadtobecarriedinahammockslungunderapole。AsheweighedsixteenstoneIhadnoendofrowswiththecarriers。Theyjibbed,ranaway,sneakedoffwiththeirloadsinthenight——quiteamutiny。So,oneevening,ImadeaspeechinEnglishwithgestures,notoneofwhichwaslosttothesixtypairsofeyesbeforeme,andthenextmorningIstartedthehammockoffinfrontallright。AnafterwardsIcameuponthewholecon-

  cernwreckedinabush——man,hammock,groans,blankets,horrors。Theheavypolehadskinnedhispoornose。Hewasveryanxiousformetokillsomebody,buttherewasn’ttheshadowofacarriernear。Irememberedtheolddoctor,——’Itwouldbeinterestingforsciencetowatchthementalchangesofindividuals,onthespot。’

  IfeltIwasbecomingscientificallyinteresting。How-

  ever,allthatistonopurpose。OnthefifteenthdayI

  cameinsightofthebigriveragain,andhobbledintotheCentralStation。Itwasonabackwatersurroundedbyscrubandforest,withaprettyborderofsmellymudononeside,andonthethreeothersinclosedbyacrazyfenceofrushes。Aneglectedgapwasallthegateithad,andthefirstglanceattheplacewasenoughtoletyouseetheflabbydevilwasrunningthatshow。Whitemenwithlongstavesintheirhandsappearedlanguidlyfromamongstthebuildings,strollinguptotakealookatme,andthenretiredoutofsightsomewhere。Oneofthem,astout,excitablechapwithblackmustaches,informedmewithgreatvolubilityandmanydigressions,assoonasItoldhimwhoIwas,thatmysteamerwasatthebottomoftheriver。Iwasthunderstruck。What,how,why?Oh,itwas’allright。’The’managerhim-

  self’wasthere。Allquitecorrect。’Everybodyhadbehavedsplendidly!splendidly!’——’youmust,’hesaidinagitation,’goandseethegeneralmanageratonce。

  Heiswaiting!’

  \"Ididnotseetherealsignificanceofthatwreckatonce。IfancyIseeitnow,butIamnotsure——notatall。Certainlytheaffairwastoostupid——whenIthinkofit——tobealtogethernatural。Still……Butatthemomentitpresenteditselfsimplyasaconfoundednui-

  sance。Thesteamerwassunk。Theyhadstartedtwodaysbeforeinasuddenhurryuptheriverwiththemanageronboard,inchargeofsomevolunteerskipper,andbeforetheyhadbeenoutthreehourstheytorethebottomoutofheronstones,andshesanknearthesouthbank。IaskedmyselfwhatIwastodothere,nowmyboatwaslost。Asamatteroffact,Ihadplentytodoinfishingmycommandoutoftheriver。Ihadtosetaboutittheverynextday。That,andtherepairswhenIbroughtthepiecestothestation,tooksomemonths。

  \"Myfirstinterviewwiththemanagerwascurious。Hedidnotaskmetositdownaftermytwenty-milewalkthatmorning。Hewascommonplaceincomplexion,infeature,inmanners,andinvoice。Hewasofmiddlesizeandofordinarybuild。Hiseyes,oftheusualblue,wereperhapsremarkablycold,andhecertainlycouldmakehisglancefallononeastrenchantandheavyasanax。Butevenatthesetimestherestofhispersonseemedtodisclaimtheintention。Otherwisetherewasonlyanindefinable,faintexpressionofhislips,some-

  thingstealthy——asmile——notasmile——Irememberit,butIcan’texplain。Itwasunconscious,thissmilewas,thoughjustafterhehadsaidsomethingitgotintensifiedforaninstant。Itcameattheendofhisspeecheslikeasealappliedonthewordstomakethemeaningofthecommonestphraseappearabsolutelyinscrutable。Hewasacommontrader,fromhisyouthupemployedintheseparts——nothingmore。Hewasobeyed,yethein-

  spiredneitherlovenorfear,norevenrespect。Hein-

  spireduneasiness。Thatwasit!Uneasiness。Notadefinitemistrust——justuneasiness——nothingmore。Youhavenoideahoweffectivesucha……a……fac-

  ultycanbe。Hehadnogeniusfororganizing,forinitiative,orforordereven。Thatwasevidentinsuchthingsasthedeplorablestateofthestation。Hehadnolearning,andnointelligence。Hispositionhadcometohim——why?Perhapsbecausehewasneverill……

  Hehadservedthreetermsofthreeyearsoutthere……

  Becausetriumphanthealthinthegeneralroutofcon-

  stitutionsisakindofpowerinitself。Whenhewenthomeonleaveheriotedonalargescale——pompously。

  Jackashore——withadifference——inexternalsonly。Thisonecouldgatherfromhiscasualtalk。Heoriginatednothing,hecouldkeeptheroutinegoing——that’sall。

  Buthewasgreat。Hewasgreatbythislittlethingthatitwasimpossibletotellwhatcouldcontrolsuchaman。

  Henevergavethatsecretaway。Perhapstherewasnothingwithinhim。Suchasuspicionmadeonepause——forouttheretherewerenoexternalchecks。Oncewhenvarioustropicaldiseaseshadlaidlowalmostevery’agent’inthestation,hewasheardtosay,’Menwhocomeouthereshouldhavenoentrails。’Hesealedtheutterancewiththatsmileofhis,asthoughithadbeenadooropeningintoadarknesshehadinhiskeeping。

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