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  Hewalkeddowntotheveryedgeofthestream;itrandeepandfastjusthere,underahighbankandarowofoldwillows。

  Smuggsatdownonthebank,wetthoughthegrasswas,andclaspedhishandsoverhisknees。Icroucheddownalittlewaybehindhim,readyandalert。Iamagoodswimmer,andIdidnotdoubtmypowertopullhimout,evenifIwerenotintimetopreventhimjumpingin。Isawhimrise,lookoverthebrink,andsitdownagain。IalmostthoughtIsawhimshiver。Andpresently,throughthestillnessofthesummernight,camethestrangest,saddestsound;catchingmyearasitdriftedacrossthemeadow。

  Smuggwassobbing,andhissobs——neverloud——roseandfellwiththesubduedstressofintolerablepain。

  Suddenlyheleapedup,criedaloud,andflunghishandsabovehishead。Ithoughthewasgonethistime;buthestopped,poised,asitseemed,overthewater,andIheardhimcry,\"Ican’t,I

  can’t!\"andhesankdownallinaheaponthebank,andfellagaintosobbing。Ihopenevertoseeaman——ifyoucancallSmuggaman——likethatagain。

  Hesatwherehewas,andIwhereIwas,tillthemoonpaledandadistanthintofdaydiscoveredus。Thenherose,brushedhimselfwithhishands,andslunkquicklyfromthebank。Hadhelookedanywherebutontheground,hemusthaveseenme;asitwas,I

  onlynarrowlyavoidedhim,andfellagainintomyplacebehindhim。AllthewaybacktoourgardenIfollowedhim。Ashepassedthroughthegate,Iquickenedmypace,overtookhim,andlaidmyhandonhisarm。Theman’sfacegavemewhatIremembermyoldnurseusedtocall\"quiteaturn。\"

  \"You’reanaverageidiot,aren’tyou?\"saidI。\"Oh,yes;I’vebeensquattinginthewetbythatinfernalriver,too。Yououghttogetthreemonths,byrights。\"

  Helookedatmeinadazedsortofway。

  \"Idaren’t,\"hesaid。\"Iwantedto,butIdaren’t。\"

  Thereisreallynothingmore。Wewenttothewedding,leavingSmugginbed;andintheeveningwe,leavingSmuggstillinbed(ItoldMarytokeepaneyeonhim),andcarryingadozenofthegrocer’sbestport,wentuptodanceatDill’sfarm。JoewaspolishedtillIcouldalmostseemyselfinhischeek,andPyrrhalookedmorecharmingthanever。SheandJoeweretoleaveusearly,togotoJoe’sownhouseinthevillage,butImanagedtogetonedancewithher。Indeed,Ibelieveshewantedawordwithme。

  \"Well,all’swellthatendswell,isn’tit?\"Ibegan。\"Nomorescoldings!NotfromMrs。Dill,anyhow。\"

  \"Youcan’tletthatalone,sir,\"saidPyrrha。

  Ichuckledgently。

  \"Oh,I’llneverrefertoitagain,\"saidI。\"Thisisafineweddingofyours,Betsy。\"

  \"It’sgoodofyouandtheothergentlementocome,sir。\"

  \"Wehadtoseethelastofyou,\"andIsighedveryostentatiously。

  Pyrrhalaughed。Shedidnotbelieveinit,andsheknewthatI

  knewshedidnot,butthelittlecomplimentpleasedher,allthesame。

  \"Smugg,\"Ipursued,\"isillinbed。Butperhapshewouldn’thavecome,anyhow。\"

  \"Ifyouplease,sir————\"Pyrrhabegan;butshestopped。

  \"Yes,Betsy?Whatisit?\"

  \"Wouldyoutakeamessageforme,sir?\"

  \"Ifit’saproperone,Betsy,foramarriedladytosend。\"

  Shelaughedalittle,andsaid:

  \"Oh,it’snoharm,sir。I’mafraidheaint——he’sratherdown,sir。\"

  \"Who?\"

  \"Why,thatSmugg,sir。\"

  \"Oh,thatSmugg!Why,yes;alittledown,Betsy,Ifear。\"

  \"YoumighttellhimasIbearnomalice,sir——asI’mnotangry——

  withhim,Imean。\"

  \"Certainly,\"saidI。\"Itwillprobablydohimgood。\"

  \"Hegotmeintotrouble;butthere,Icanmakeallowances;andit’sallrightnow,sir。\"

  \"Infactyouforgivehim?\"

  \"Ithinkyoumighttellhimso,sir,\"saidBetsy。

  \"But,\"saidI,\"areyouawarethathewasanother’sallthetime?\"

  \"What,sir?\"

  \"Oh,yes!engagedtobemarried。\"

  \"Well,Inever!Him!What,allthewhilehe————\"

  \"Precisely。\"

  \"Well,thatbeatseverything。Oh,ifI’dknownthat!\"

  \"I’llgivehimyourmessage。\"

  \"No,sir,notnow,Ithankyou。Thevillain!\"

  \"Youareright,\"saidI。\"Ithinkyourmotheroughttohave——

  scoldedhim,too。\"

  \"Nowyoupromised,sir————\"butJoecameup,andIescaped。

  IV。

  AREPENTANTSINNER。

  Itwas,Ibelieve,mainlyasacomplimenttomethatMissAudreyListonwasaskedtoPoltons。MissListonandIwereverygoodfriends,andmycousinDoraPoltonthought,assheinformedme,thatitwouldbeniceformetohavesomeoneIcouldtalktoabout\"booksandsoon。\"Ididnotcomplain。MissListonwasapleasantyoungwomanofsix—and—twenty;Ilikedherverymuchexceptonpaper,andIwasawarethatshemadeitapointofdutytoreadsomethingatleastofwhatIwrote。Shewasinthehabitofdescribingherselfasan\"authoressinasmallway。\"Ifitwerepointedoutthatsixthree—volumenovelsinthreeyears(thetermofherliteraryactivity,atthetimeofwhichI

  write)couldhardlybecalled\"asmallway,\"shewouldsmilemodestlyandsaythatitwasnotreallymuch;andifsheweretoldthattheEnglishlanguageembracednosuchwordas\"authoress,\"shewouldsmileagainandsaythatitoughtto;apositiontowardthebugbearofcorrectnesswithwhich,Iconfess,Isympathizeinsomedegree。Shewasverydiligent;sheworkedfromtentooneeverydaywhileshewasatPoltons;howmuchshewroteisbetweenherandherconscience。

  TherewasanotherimpeachmentwhichMissListonwashardlyatthetroubletodeny。\"Takemycharactersfromlife?\"shewouldexclaim。\"Surelyeveryartist\"(MissListonoftenreferredtoherselfasanartist)\"must?\"Andshewouldproceedtomaintain——whatisperhapstruesometimes——thatpeopleratherlikedbeingputintobooks,justastheylikebeingphotographed,forallthattheygrumbleandpretendtobeafflictedwheneitherprocessisleviedagainstthem。IndiscussingthismatterwithMissListonIfeltmyselfondelicateground,foritwasnotoriousthatIfiguredinherfirstbookintheguiseofamisogynisticgenius;thefactthatshelengthened(andthickened)

  myhair,converteditfromanindeterminatebrowntoaduskyblack,gavemeadroopingmustache,andinvestedmyveryordinaryworkadayeyeswithastrangemagneticattraction,availednothing;Iwasatoncerecognized;and,Imayremarkinpassing,anuncommonlydisagreeablefellowshemademe。ThusIhadpassedthroughthefire。IfelttolerablysurethatIpresentednootheraspectofinterest,realorsupposed,andIwasquitecontentthatMissListonshouldservealltherestofheracquaintanceasshehadservedme。Ireckonedtheywouldlasther,atthepresentrateofproduction,aboutfiveyears。

  FatewaskindtoMissListon,andprovidedherwithmostsuitablepatternsforhernextpieceofworkatPoltonsitself。Therewereayoungmanandayoungwomanstayinginthehouse——SirGilbertChillingtonandMissPamelaMyles。ThemomentMissListonwasapprizedofapossibleromance,shebeganthestudyoftheprotagonists。Shewaslookingout,shetoldme,forsomenewtypes(ifitwereanyconsolation——andthereisasortofdignityaboutit——tobecalledatype,MissListon’svictimswerealwayswelcometosomuch),andshehadfoundtheminChillingtonandPamela。Theformerappearedtomydulleyetooffernosalientnovelty;hewastall,broad,handsome,andhepossessedamannerofenviableplacidity。Pamela,Iallowed,wasexactlytheheroineMissListonloved——haughty,capricious,difficile,butsoundandtrueatheart(IwasmentallyskimmingVolumeI)。MissListonagreedwithmeinmyconceptionofPamela,butdeclaredthatIdidnotdojusticetotheartisticpossibilitieslatentinChillington;hehadacuriousattractionwhichitwouldtaxherskill(soshegravelyinformedme)totheutmosttoreproduce。

  SheproposedthatIalsoshouldmakeastudyofhim,andattributedmyhurriedrefusaltoashrinkingfromthedifficultiesofthetask。

  \"Ofcourse,\"sheobserved,lookingatouryoungfriends,whoweretalkingnonsenseattheothersideofthelawn,\"theymusthaveamisunderstanding。\"

  \"Why,ofcourse,\"saidI,lightingmypipe。\"Whatshouldyousaytoanotherman?\"

  \"Oranotherwoman?\"saidMissListon。

  \"Itcomestothesamething,\"saidI。(AboutavolumeandahalfImeant。)

  \"Butit’smoreinteresting。Doyouthinkshe’dbetterbeamarriedwoman?\"AndMissListonlookedatmeinquiringly。

  \"Theageprefersthemmarried,\"Iremarked。

  ThisconversationhappenedontheseconddayofMissListon’svisit,andshelostnotimeinbeginningtostudyhersubjects。

  Pamela,shesaid,shefoundprettyplainsailing,butChillingtoncontinuedtopuzzleher。Again,shecouldnotmakeuphermindwhethertohaveahappyoratragicending。Intheinterestsofatenderheartedpublic,Ipleadedformarriagebells。

  \"Yes,Ithinkso,\"saidMissListon,butshesighed,andIthinkshehadanideaortwoforaheart—brokenseparation,followedbymutual,lifelong,hopelessdevotion。

  ThecomplexityofyoungSirGilbertdidnot,inMissListon’sopinion,appearlessonfurtheracquaintance;andindeed,Imustadmitthatshewasnotaltogetherwronginconsideringhimworthyofattention。AsIcametoknowhimbetter,Idiscernedinhimasmotheredself—appreciation,whichcametolightinresponsetotheleasttributeofinterestoradmiration,butwasyetfarremotefromtheaggressivenessofacommonplacevanity。InamomentofindiscretionIhadchaffedhim——hewasverygood—

  natured——ontherisksheranatMissListon’shands;hewasnotdisgusted,butneitherdidheplumehimselforspreadhisfeathers。Hereceivedthesuggestionwithoutsurprise,andwithoutanyattemptatdisclaimingfitnessforthepurpose;buthereceiveditasamatterwhichentailedaresponsibilityonhim。Idetectedtheconvictionthat,iftheportraitwastobepainted,itwasduetotheworldthatitshouldbewellpainted;

  thesubjectmustgivetheartistfullopportunities。

  \"Whatdoessheknowaboutme?\"heasked,inmeditativetones。

  \"She’sveryquick;she’llsoonpickupasmuchasshewants,\"I

  assuredhim。

  \"She’llprobablygoallwrong,\"hesaidsomberly;andofcourseI

  couldnottellhimthatitwasofnoconsequenceifshedid。Hewouldnothavebelievedme,andwouldhavedonepreciselywhatheproceededtodo,andthatwastoaffordMissListoneverychanceofappraisinghischaracterandplumbingthedepthsofhissoul。

  ImaysayatoncethatIdidnotregretthiscourseofaction;

  fortheeffectofitwastoallowmeachanceoftalkingtoPamelaMyles,andPamelawasexactlythesortofgirltobeguilethelong,pleasantmorninghoursofaholidayinthecountry。NoonehadtoldPamelathatshewasgoingtobeputinabook,andI

  don’tthinkitwouldhavemadeanydifferencehadshebeentold。

  Pamela’sattitudetowardbookswasoneofhealthyscorn,confidentlybasedonadmittedignorance。Soweneverspokeofthem,andmycousinDoracondoledwithmemorethanonceonthewayinwhichMissListon,falsetotheimpliedtermsofherinvitation,desertedmeinfavorofSirGilbert,andleftmetothemerciesofafrivolousgirl。PamelaappearedtobeaslittleaggrievedasIwas。IimaginedthatshesupposedthatChillingtonwouldaskhertomarryhimsomeday,beforeverylong,andIwassureshewouldaccepthim;butitwasquiteplainthat,ifMissListonpersistedinmakingPamelaherheroine,shewouldhavetosupplyfromherownresourcesalargesupplementofpassion。Pamelawasfartoodeficientinthecommoditytobemadeanythingofwithoutsuchre—enforcement,evenbyanartmoreadeptatmakingmuchoutofnothingthanMissListon’sstraightforwardmethodcouldclaimtobe。

  Aweekpassed,andthen,oneFridaymorning,anewlightburstonme。MissListoncameintothegardenateleveno’clockandsatdownbymeonthelawn。ChillingtonandPamelahadgoneridingwiththesquire,Dorawasvisitingthepoor。Wewerealone。TheappearanceofMissListonatthishour(usuallysacredtotheuseofthepen),nolessthanherpuzzledlook,toldmethatanobstructionhadoccurredinthenovel。Presentlysheletmeknowwhatitwas。

  \"I’mthinkingofalteringtheschemeofmystory,Mr。Wynne,\"

  saidshe。\"Haveyouevernoticedhowsometimesamanthinkshe’sinlovewhenheisn’treally?\"

  \"Suchacasesometimesoccurs,\"Iacknowledged。

  \"Yes,andhedoesn’tfindouthismistake————\"

  \"Tillthey’remarried?\"

  \"Sometimes,yes,\"shesaid,ratherasthoughsheweremakinganunwillingadmission。\"Butsometimesheseesitbefore——whenhemeetssomebodyelse。\"

  \"Verytrue,\"saidI,withagravenod。

  \"Thefalsecan’tstandagainstthereal,\"pursuedMissListon;

  andthenshefellintomeditativesilence。Istoleaglanceatherface;shewassmiling。Wasitinthepleasureofliterarycreation——anartisticecstasy?Ishouldhavelikedtoansweryes,butIdoubteditverymuch。WithoutpretendingtoMissListon’spowers,Ihavethelittlesubtletythatisneedfultoshowmethatmorethanonekindofsmilemaybeseenonthehumanface,andthatthereisoneverydifferentfromothers;and,finally,thatthatoneisnotevoked,asarule,merelybytheevolutionofthetroublesomeencumbranceinprettywritingvulgarlycalleda\"plot。\"

  \"If,\"pursuedMissListon,\"someonecomeswhocanappreciatehimanddrawoutwhatisbestinhim————\"

  \"That’sallverywell,\"saidI,\"butwhatofthefirstgirl?\"

  \"Oh,she’s——shecanbemadeshallow,youknow;andIcanputinamanforher。Peopleneedn’tbemuchinterestedinher。\"

  \"Yes,youcouldmanageitthatway,\"saidI,thinkinghowPamela——Itookthelibertyofusinghernamefortheshallowgirl——wouldlikesuchtreatment。

  \"Shewillreallybevaluablemainlyasafoil,\"observedMissListon;andsheaddedgenerously,\"Ishallmakehernice,youknow,butshallow——notworthyofhim。\"

  \"Andwhatareyougoingtomaketheothergirllike?\"Iasked。

  MissListonstartedslightly;alsoshecoloredveryslightly,andsheanswered,lookingawayfrommeacrossthelawn:

  \"Ihaven’tquitemadeupmymindyet,Mr。Wynne。\"

  Withthesuspicionwhichthisconversationarousedfreshinmymind,itwascurioustohearPamelalaugh,asshesaidtomeontheafternoonofthesameday:

  \"Aren’tSirGilbertandAudreyListonfunny?Itellyouwhat,Mr。Wynne,Ibelievethey’rewritinganoveltogether。\"

  \"PerhapsChillington’sgivingherthematerialsforone,\"I

  suggested。

  \"Ishouldn’tthink,\"observedPamelainherdispassionateway,\"thatanythingveryinterestinghadeverhappenedtohim。\"

  \"Ithoughtyoulikedhim,\"Iremarkedhumbly。

  \"SoIdo。What’sthatgottodowithit?\"askedPamela。

  ItwasbeyondquestionthatChillingtonenjoyedMissListon’ssociety;theinterestsheshowedinhimwasincensetohisnostrils。Iusedtooverhearfragmentsofhisideasabouthimselfwhichhewasrevealinginanswertohertactfulinquiries。ButneitherwasitdoubtfulthathehadbynomeanslosthisrelishforPamela’slightertalk;infact,heseemedtoturntoherwithsomerelief——perhapsitisrefreshingtoescapefromself—analysis,evenwhentheprocessisconductedinthepleasantestpossiblemanner——andthehourswhichMissListongavetoworkweredevotedbyChillingtontomaintaininghiscordialrelationswiththeladywhosecomfortableandnotover—

  tragicaldisposalwastaxingMissListon’sskill。Forshehaddefinitelydecidedallherplot——shetoldmesoafewdayslater。

  Itwasallplannedout;nay,thesceneinwhichthetruthastohisownfeelingsburstsonSirGilbert(Iforgetatthemomentwhatnamethenovelgavehim)was,Iunderstood,actuallywritten;theshallowgirlwastoexperiencenothingworsethanawoundtohervanity,andwastoturn,withasmuchalacrityasdecencyallowed,tothesubstitutewhomMissListonhadnowprovided。Allthiswaspouredintomysympatheticear,andIsaysympatheticinallsincerity;for,althoughImayoccasionallytreatMissListon’sliteraryeffortswithlessthanproperrespect,sheherselfwasmyfriend,andtheconvictionunderwhichshewasnowlivingwould,Iknew,unlessitwerejustified,bringherintomuchofthatunhappinessinwhichonegenerallyfoundherheroineplungedabouttheendofVolumeII。

  Theheroinegenerallygotoutallright,andtheknowledgethatshewouldenabledthereadertopreservecheerfulness。ButwouldpoorlittleMissListongetout?Iwasnonetoosureofit。

  Suddenlyachangecameinthestateofaffairs。Pamelaproducedit。ItmusthavestruckherthattheincreasingintimacyofMissListonandChillingtonmightbecomesomethingotherthan\"funny。\"

  Toputitbrieflyandmetaphorically,shewhistledherdogbacktoherheels。Iamnotskilledinunderstandingordescribingtheartificesofladies;butevenIsawthetransformationinPamela。Sheputforthherstrengthandputonherprettiestgowns;sherefusedtotakeherplaceinthesea—sawofsocietywhichChillingtonhadrecentlyestablishedforhispleasure。IfhespentanhourwithMissListon,Pamelawouldhavenothingofhimforaday;shemethisattentionswithscornunlesstheywereundivided。Chillingtonseemedatfirstpuzzled;IbelievethatheneverregardedhistalkswithMissListoninotherthanabusinesspointofview,butdirectlyheunderstoodthatPamelaclaimedhim,andthatshewasprepared,incasehedidnotobeyhercall,toestablishagrievanceagainsthim,helostnotimeinmanifestinghisobedience。Awholedaypassedinwhich,tomycertainknowledge,hewasnotaloneamomentwithMissListon,anddidnot,saveatthefamilymeals,exchangeawordwithher。

  AshewalkedoffwithPamela,MissListon’seyesfollowedhiminwistfullonging;shestoleawayupstairsanddidnotcomedowntillfiveo’clock。Then,findingmestrollingaboutwithacigarette,shejoinedme。

  \"Well,howgoesthebook?\"Iasked。

  \"Ihaven’tdonemuchtoitjustlately,\"sheanswered,inalowvoice。\"I——it’s——Idon’tquiteknowwhattodowithit。\"

  \"Ithoughtyou’dsettled?\"

  \"SoIhad,but——oh,don’tlet’stalkaboutit,Mr。Wynne!\"

  Butamomentlatershewentontalkingaboutit。

  \"Idon’tknowwhyIshouldmakeitendhappily,\"shesaid。\"I’msurelifeisn’talwayshappy,isit?\"

  \"Certainlynot,\"Ianswered。\"Youmeanyourmanmightsticktotheshallowgirlafterall?\"

  \"Yes,\"Ijustheardherwhisper。

  \"Andbemiserableafterward?\"Ipursued。

  \"Idon’tknow,\"saidMissListon。\"Perhapshewouldn’t。\"

  \"Thenyoumustmakehimshallowhimself。\"

  \"Ican’tdothat,\"shesaidquickly。\"Oh,howdifficultitis!\"

  Shemayhavemeantmerelytheartofwriting——whenIcordiallyagreewith——butIthinkshemeantalsothewayoftheworld——

  whichdoesnotmakemewithdrawmyassent。Ileftherwalkingupanddowninfrontofthedrawing—roomwindows,aratherforlornlittlefigure,thrownintodistinctnessbythecoldraysofthesettingsun。

  Allwasnotoveryet。ThateveningChillingtonbrokeaway。Ledbyvanity,orinterest,orfriendliness,Iknownotwhich——tiredmaybeofpayingcourt(theattitudeinwhichPamelakepthim),andthinkingitwouldbepleasanttoplaytheotherpartforawhile——afterdinnerhewentstraighttoMissListon,talkedtoherwhilewehadcoffeeontheterrace,andthenwalkedaboutwithher。Pamelasatbyme;shewasverysilent;shedidnotappeartobeangry,butherhandsomemouthworearesoluteexpression。ChillingtonandMissListonwanderedonintotheshrubbery,anddidnotcomeintosightagainfornearlyhalfanhour。

  \"Ithinkit’scold,\"saidPamela,inhercool,quiettones。\"Andit’salso,Mr。Wynne,ratherslow。Ishallgotobed。\"

  IthoughtitalittleimpertinentofPamelatoattributethe\"slowness\"(whichhadundoubtedlyexisted)tome,soItookmyrevengebysayingwithanassumptionofinnocencepurposelyandobviouslyunreal:

  \"Oh,butwon’tyouwaitandbidMissListonandChillingtongoodnight?\"

  Pamelalookedatmeforamoment。Imadeboldtosmile。

  Pamela’sfacebrokeslowlyintoanansweringsmile。

  \"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,Mr。Wynne,\"saidshe。

  \"No?\"saidI。

  \"No,\"saidPamela,andsheturnedaway。Butbeforeshewentshelookedoverhershoulder,andstillsmiling,said,\"WishMissListongood—nightforme,Mr。Wynne。AnythingIhavetosaytoSirGilbertwillwaitverywelltillto—morrow。\"

  Shehadhardlygoneinwhenthewandererscameoutoftheshrubberyandrejoinedme。Chillingtonworehisusualpassivelook,butMissListon’sfacewashappyandradiant。Chillingtonpassedonintothedrawingroom。MissListonlingeredamomentbyme。

  \"Why,youlook,\"saidI,\"asifyou’dinventedthefinestsceneeverwritten。\"

  Shedidnotanswermedirectly,butstoodlookingupatthestars。Thenshesaid,inadreamytone:

  \"IthinkIshallsticktomyoldideainthebook。\"

  Asshespoke,Chillingtoncameout。EveninthedimlightIsawafrownonhisface。

  \"Isay,Wynne,\"saidhe,\"where’sMissMyles?\"

  \"She’sgonetobed,\"Ianswered。\"Shetoldmetowishyougoodnightforher,MissListon。Nomessageforyou,Chillington。\"

  MissListon’seyeswereonhim。Hetooknonoticeofher;hestoodfrowningforaninstant,then,withsomemutteredejaculation,hestrodebackintothehouse。Weheardhisheavytreadacrossthedrawingroom;weheardthedoorslammedbehindhim,andIfoundmyselflookingonMissListon’salteredface。

  \"Whatdoeshewantherfor,Iwonder!\"shesaid,inanagitationthatmademypresence,mythoughts,mysuspicions,nothingtoher。\"Hesaidnothingtomeaboutwantingtospeaktoherto—

  night。\"Andshewalkedslowlyintothehouse,hereyesontheground,andallthelightgonefromherface,andthejoydeadinit。WhereuponI,leftalone,begantorailatthegodsthatadear,sillylittlesoullikeMissListonshouldbotherherpoor,sillylittleheadaboutahulkingfool;inwhichreflectionsI

  did,ofcourse,immenseinjusticenotonlytoaneminentauthor,butalsotoaperfectlyhonorable,thoughsomewhatdenseanddecidedlyconceited,gentleman。

  ThenextmorningSirGilbertChillingtonatedirt——thereisnootherwayofexpressingit——ingreatquantitiesandwithinfinitehumility。

  MyadmirablefriendMissPamelawassevere。Isawhimwalksixyardsbehindherforthelengthoftheterrace:notalooknoraturnofherheadgavehimleavetojoinher。MissListonhadgoneupstairs,andIwatchedthescenefromthewindowofthesmokingroom。Atlast,attheendofthelongwalk,justwherethelaurel—bushesmarkthebeginningoftheshrubberies——onthethresholdofthesceneofhiscrime——Pamelaturnedroundsuddenlyandfacedtherepentantsinner。Themostinterestingthingsinlifearethosewhich,perhapsbytheinevitablenatureofthecase,onedoesnothear;andIdidnothearthescenewhichfollowed。Forawhiletheystoodtalking——rather,hetalkedandshelistened。Thensheturnedagainandwalkedslowlyintotheshrubbery。Chillingtonfollowed。Itwastheendofachapter,andIlaiddownthebook。

  HowandfromwhomMissListonheardthenewswhichChillingtonhimselftoldme,withoutaglimmerofshameoratouchofembarrassment,sometwohourslater,Idonotknow;buthearitshedidbeforeluncheon;forshecamedown,readyarmedwiththeneatestlittlespeechesforboththehappylovers。

  IdidnotexpectPamelatoshowanouncemorefeelingthanthestrictestcanonsofproprietydemanded,andshefulfilledmyexpectationstotheletter;butIhadhoped,Iconfess,thatChillingtonwouldhavedisplayedsomelittleconsciousness。Hedidnot;anditismybeliefthat,throughouttheeventswhichI

  haverecorded,heretained,andthathestillretains,theconvictionthatMissListon’sinterestinhimwaspurelyliteraryandartistic,andthatshedevotedherselftohissocietysimplybecauseheofferedaninterestingproblemandaninspiringtheme。

  Aningeniouscharitymayfindinthatattitudeevidenceofmodesty;tomythinking,itarguesamoresubtleandmagnificentconceitthanifhehadfathomedthetruth,asmanyhumblermeninhisplacewouldhavedone。

  OnthedayaftertheengagementwasaccomplishedMissListonleftustoreturntoLondon。Shecameoutinherhatandjacketandsatdownbyme;thecarriagewastoberoundintenminutes。

  Sheputonherglovesslowlyandbuttonedthemcarefully。Thisdone,shesaid:

  \"Bytheway,Mr。Wynne,I’veadoptedyoursuggestion。Themandoesn’tfindout。\"

  \"Thenyou’vemadehimafool?\"Iaskedbluntly。

  \"No,\"sheanswered。\"I——Ithinkitmighthappenthoughhewasn’tafool。\"

  Shesatwithherhandsinherlapforamomentortwo,thenshewenton,inalowervoice:

  \"I’mgoingtomakehimfindoutafterward。\"

  Ifeltherglanceonme,butIlookedstraightinfrontofme。

  \"What,afterhe’smarriedtheshallowgirl?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMissListon。

  \"Rathertoolate,isn’tit?Atleast,ifyoumeanthereistobeahappyending。\"

  MissListonenlacedherfingers。

  \"Ihaven’tdecidedabouttheendingyet,\"saidshe。

  \"Ifyou’reintenttobetragical——whichisthefashion——you’lldoasyoustand,\"saidI。

  \"Yes,\"sheansweredslowly,\"ifI’mtragical,IshalldoasI

  stand。\"

  Therewasanotherpause,andratheralongone;thewheelsofthecarriagewereaudibleonthegravelofthefrontdrive。MissListonstoodup。Iroseandheldoutmyhand。

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidMissListon,stillintentonhernovel,\"I

  could————\"Shestoppedagain,andlookedapprehensivelyatme。

  Myface,Ibelieve,expressednothingmorethanpoliteattentionandfriendlyinterest。

  \"Ofcourse,\"shebeganagain,\"theshallowgirl——hiswife——

  might——mightdie,Mr。Wynne。\"

  \"Innovels,\"saidIwithasmile,\"whilethere’sdeath,there’shope。\"

  \"Yes,innovels,\"sheanswered,givingmeherhand。

  Thepoorlittlewomanwasveryunhappy。Unwisely,Idaresay,I

  pressedherhand。Itwasenough,thetearsleapedtohereyes;shegavemygreatfistahurriedsqueeze——Ihaveseldombeenmoretouchedbyanythanks,howeverwarmoreloquent——andhurriedaway。

  V。

  ’TWIXTWILLANDWILLNOT。

  Imustconfessatoncethatatfirst,atleast,Iverymuchadmiredthecurate。Iamnotreferringtomyadmirationofhisfinefigure——sixfeethighandstraightasanarrow——norofhishandsome,open,ingenuouscountenance,orhiscandidblueeye,orhisthickcurlyhair。No;whatwonmyheartfromanearlyperiodofmyvisittomycousins,thePoltons,ofPoltonsPark,wasthefervent,undisguised,unashamed,confident,andaltogethermatter—of—coursemannerinwhichhemadelovetoMissBeatriceQueenborough,onlydaughterandheiressofthewealthyshipowner,SirWagstaffQueenborough,Bart。,andEleanor,hiswife。Itwaspurelythemannerofthecurate’sadvancesthattookmyfancy;inthemerefactofthemtherewasnothingremarkable。Forallthemeninthehouse(andagoodmanyoutside)madecovert,stealthy,andindirectstepsinthesamedirection;forTrix(asherfriendscalledher)was,ifnotwise,atleastprettyandwitty,displayingtothematerialeyeacharmingfigure,andtothementaladelicateheartlessness——bothattributeswhichchallengeaself—respectingman’sbestefforts。

  Butthencamethefatalobstacle。Fromheiressesinreasonagentlemanneedneithershrinknorlethimselfbedriven;butwhenitcomestosomethingliketwentythousandayear——thereportedamountofTrix’sdot——hedistrustshisownmotivesalmostasmuchasthelady’srelativesdistrustthemforhim。Weallfeltthis——Stanton,Rippleby,andI;and,althoughIwillnotswearthatwespokenotenderwordsandgavenomeaningglances,yetwereducedsuchconcessionstonaturalweaknesstoaminimum,notonlywhenLadyQueenboroughwasby,butatalltimes。Tosaytruth,wehadnodesiretoseeourscalpsaffixedtoMissTrix’sprettybelt,nortohaveourheartsbroken(likethatoftheyoungmaninthepoem)beforeshewenttoHomburgintheautumn。

  Withthecurateitwasotherwise。He——JackIves,bytheway,washisname——appearedtorush,notonlyuponhisfate,butinthefaceofallpossibilityandofLadyQueenborough。Mycousinandhostess,DoraPolton,wasverymuchdistressedabouthim。Shesaidthathewassuchaniceyoungfellow,andthatitwasagreatpitytoseehimpreparingsuchunhappinessforhimself。

  Nay,IhappentoknowthatshespokeveryseriouslytoTrix,pointingoutthewickednessoftriflingwithhim;whereuponTrix,whomaintainedabowingacquaintancewithherconscience,avoidedhimforawholeafternoonandendangeredallAlgyStanton’sprudentresolutionsbytakinghimoutintheCanadiancanoe。

  Thisdemonstrationinnowayperturbedthecurate。Heobservedthat,astherewasnothingbettertodo,wemightaswellplaybilliards,andproceededtodefeatmeinthreegamesofahundredup(no,itisquiteimmaterialwhetherweplayedforanythingornot),afterwhichhetoldDorathatthevicarwastakingtheeveningservice——ithappenedtobethedaywhentherewasoneattheparishchurch——apieceofinformationonlyrelevantinsofarasitsuggestedthatMr。Ivescouldacceptaninvitationtodinnerifonewereprofferedhim。Dora,veryweakly,rosetothebait。JackIves,airilyremarkingthattherewasnouseinceremonyamongfriends,seizedtheplacenexttoTrixatdinner(hermotherwasjustopposite)andwalkedontheterraceafterdinnerwithherinthemoonlight。Whentheladiesretiredhecameintothesmokingroom,drankawhiskyandsoda,saidthatMissQueenboroughwasreallyaverycharmingcompanion,andapologizedforleavingusearly,onthegroundthathissermonwasstillunwritten。Mygoodcousin,thesquire,suggestedrathergrimlythatadiscourseonthevanityofhumanwishesmightbeappropriate。

  \"Ishallpreach,\"saidMr。Ivesthoughtfully,\"ontheopportunitiesofwealth。\"

  Thisresolutionhecarriedoutonthenextdaybutone,thatbeingaSunday。IhadthepleasureofsittingnexttoMissTrix,andIwatchedherwithsomeinterestasMr。Ivesdevelopedhistheme。Iwillnottrytoreproducethesermon,whichwouldhaveseemedbynomeansabadonehadanyofourpartybeenabletoignorethepersonalapplicationwhichwereadintoit;foritsmainburdenwasnootherthanthis——thatwealthshouldbeusedbythosewhowerefortunateenoughtopossessit(hereTrixlookeddownandfidgetedwithherPrayer—book)asameansofpromotinggreaterunionbetweenthemselvesandthelessrichlyendowed,andnot——as,alas!hadtoooftenbeenthecase——asthoughitwereanewbarriersetupbetweenthemandtheirfellow—creatures(hereMissTrixblushedslightly,andhadrecoursetohersmelling—bottle)。\"You,\"saidthecurate,waxingrhetoricalasheaddressedanimaginary,butbloated,capitalist,\"havenomorerighttoyourmoneythanIhave。Itisintrustedtoyoutobesharedwithme。\"AtthispointIheardLadyQueenboroughsniffandAlgyStantonsnigger。IstoleaglanceatTrixanddetectedaslightwaverintheadmirablelinesofhermouth。

  \"Averygoodsermon,didn’tyouthink?\"Isaidtoher,aswewalkedhome。

  \"Oh,very!\"shereplieddemurely。

  \"Ah,ifwefollowedallweheardinchurch!\"Isighed。

  MissTrixwalkedinsilenceforafewyards。Bydintofneverbecominganythingelse,wehadbecomeverygoodfriends;andpresentlysheremarked,quiteconfidentially:

  \"He’sverysilly,isn’the?\"

  \"Thenyououghttosnubhim,\"Isaidseverely。

  \"SoIdo——sometimes。He’sratheramusing,though。\"

  \"Ofcourse,ifyou’repreparedtomakethesacrificeinvolved————\"

  \"Oh,whatnonsense!\"

  \"Thenyou’venobusinesstoamuseyourselfwithhim。\"

  \"Dear,dear!howmoralyouare!\"saidTrix。

  Thenextdevelopmentinthesituationwasthis:MycousinDorareceivedaletterfromtheMarquisofNewhaven,withwhomshewasacquainted,prayinghertoallowhimtorundowntoPoltonsforafewdays;heremindedherthatshehadoncegivenhimageneralinvitation;ifitwouldnotbeinconvenient——andsoforth。Themeaningofthiscommunicationdidnot,ofcourse,escapemycousin,whohadwitnessedthewriter’sattentionstoTrixintheprecedingseason,nordiditescapetherestofus(whohadtalkedoverthesaidattentionsattheclub)whenshetoldusaboutit,andannouncedthatLordNewhavenwouldarriveinthemiddleofthenextday。Trixaffecteddenseunconsciousness;hermotherallowedherselfamysterioussmile——which,however,speedilyvanishedwhenthecurate(hewastakinglunchwithus)

  observedinacheerfultone:

  \"Newhaven!Oh,IrememberthechapattheHouse——plowedtwiceinSmalls——stumpyfellow,isn’the?Notabadchap,though,youknow,barringhislooks。I’mgladhe’scoming。\"

  \"Youwon’tbesoon,youngman,\"LadyQueenborough’sangryeyeseemedtosay。

  \"Irememberhim,\"pursuedJack;\"awfullysmittenwithatobacconist’sdaughterintheCorn——oh,it’sallRIGHT,LadyQueenborough——shewouldn’tlookathim。\"

  ThisquasiapologywascalledforthbythefactofLadyQueenboroughpushingbackherchairandmakingforthedoor。Itdidnotatallappeasehertohearofthescornofthetobacconist’sdaughter。SheglancedsternlyatJackanddisappeared。HeturnedtoTrixandremindedher——withoutdiffidenceandcorampopulo,ashishabitwas——thatshehadpromisedhimastrollinthewestwood。

  WhathappenedonthatstrollIdonotknow;butmeetingMissTrixonthestairslaterintheafternoon,Iventuredtoremark:

  \"Ihopeyoubrokeittohimgently,MissQueenborough?\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,\"repliedTrixhaughtily。

  \"Youwereoutnearlytwohours,\"saidI。

  \"Werewe?\"askedTrix,withastart。\"Goodgracious!Wherewasmamma,Mr。Wynne?\"

  \"Onthelawn——watchinhand。\"

  MissTrixwentslowlyupstairs,andthereisnottheleastdoubtthatsomethingseriouspassedbetweenherandhermother,forbothofthemwereinthemostatrociousofhumorsthatevening。

  Fortunately,thecuratewasnotthere;hehadaBibleclass。

  ThenextdayLordNewhavenarrived。IfoundhimonthelawnwhenIstrolledup,afteraspellofletter—writing,aboutfouro’clock。Lawntenniswastheorderoftheday,andwewereallinflannels。

  \"Oh,here’sMark!\"criedDora,seeingme。\"Now,Mark,youandMr。IveshadbetterplayagainstTrixandLordNewhaven。That’llmakeaverygoodset。\"

  \"No,no,Mrs。Polton,\"saidJackIves。\"Theywouldn’thaveachance。Lookhere,I’llplaywithMissQueenboroughagainstLordNewhavenandWynne。\"

  Newhaven——whoseappearance,bytheway,thoughhardlydistinguished,wasnotquitesounornamentalasthecuratehadledustoexpect——lookedslightlydispleased,butJackgavehimnotimeforremonstrance。HewhiskedTrixoffandbegantoserveallinamoment。IhadavisionofLadyQueenboroughapproachingfromthehousewithfaceaghast。Thesetwenton;and,owingentirelytoNewhaven’sabsurdchivalryinsendingalltheballstoJackIvesinsteadoffollowingthewell—knownmaximto\"poundawayatthelady,\"theybeatus。Jackwipedhisbrow,strolleduptotheteatablewithTrix,andremarkedinexultanttones:

  \"Wemakeaperfectcouple,MissQueenborough;weoughtnevertobeseparated。\"

  Doradidnotaskthecuratetodinnerthatnight,buthedroppedinaboutnineo’clocktoaskheropinionastothehymnsonSunday;andfindingMissTrixandNewhaveninthesmalldrawingroom,hesatdownandtalkedtothem。ThiswastoomuchforTrix;shehadtreatedhimverykindlyandhadallowedhimtoamuseher;butitwasimpossibletoputupwithpresumptionofthatkind。DifficultasitwastodiscourageMr。Ives,shedidit,andhewentawaywithadisconsolate,puzzledexpression。Atthelastmoment,however,Trixsofarrelentedastoexpressahopethathewascomingtotennisto—morrow,atwhichhebrightenedupalittle。Idonotwishtobeuncharitable——leastofalltoacharmingyounglady———butmyopinionisthatMissTrixdidnotwishtosetthecuratealtogetheradrift。I

  think,however,thatLadyQueenboroughmusthavespokenagain,forwhenJackdidcometotennis,Trixtreatedhimwithmostfreezingcivilityandahardlydisguiseddisdain,anddevotedherselftoLordNewhavenwithasmuchassiduityashermothercouldwish。Wemen,overourpipes,expressedtheopinionthatJackIves’littlehourofsunshinewaspast,andthatnothingwaslefttousbuttolookonattheprosperous,uneventfulcourseofLordNewhaven’swooing。Trixhadhadherfun(soAlgyStantonbluntlyphrasedit)andwouldnowsettledowntobusiness。

  \"Ibelieve,though,\"headded,\"thatshelikesthecurateabit,youknow。\"

  Duringthewholeofthenextday——Wednesday——JackIveskeptaway;

  hehad,apparently,acceptedtheinevitable,andwashealinghiswoundedheartbyastrictattentiontohisparochialduties。

  Newhavenremarkedonhisabsencewithanairofrelief,andMissTrixtreateditasamatterofnoimportance;LadyQueenboroughwasallsmiles;andDoraPoltonrestrictedherselftoexclaiming,asIsatbyherattea,inalowtoneandaproposofnothinginparticular,\"Oh,well——poorMr。Ives!\"

  ButonThursdaythereoccurredanevent,thesignificanceofwhichpassedatthemomentunperceived,butwhichhad,infact,mostimportantresults。ThiswasnootherthanthearrivaloflittleMrs。Wentworth,anintimatefriendofDora’s。Mrs。

  Wentworthhadbeenleftawidowearlyinlife;shepossessedacomfortablecompetence;shewasnothandsome,butshewasvivacious,amusing,and,aboveall,sympathetic。ShesympathizedatoncewithLadyQueenboroughinhermaternalanxieties,withTrixonhercharmingromance,withNewhavenonhissweetdevotedness,withtherestofusinourobviousdesolation——and,afteraconfidentialchatwithDora,shesympathizedmoststronglywithpoorMr。Ivesonhisunfortunateattachment。

  Nothingwouldsatisfyher,soDoratoldme,excepttheopportunityofplyingMr。Iveswithhersoothingbalm;andDorawasabouttositdownandwritehimanote,whenhestrolledinthroughthedrawingroomwindow,andannouncedthathiscook’smotherwasill,andthatheshouldbeverymuchobligedifMrs。

  Poltonwouldgivehimsomedinnerthatevening。TrixandNewhavenhappenedtoenterbythedooratthesamemoment,andJackdarteduptothem,andshookhandswiththegreatesteffusion。Hehadevidentlyburiedallunkindness——andwithit,wehoped,hismistakenfolly。Howeverthatmightbe,hemadenoefforttoengrossTrix,buttookhisseatmostdocilelybyhishostess——andshe,ofcourse,introducedhimtoMrs。Wentworth。

  Hisbehaviorwas,infact,soexemplarythatevenLadyQueenboroughrelaxedherseverity,andcondescendedtocross—

  examinehimonthemoralsandmannersoftheoldwomenoftheparish。\"Oh,thevicarlooksafterthem,\"saidJack;andheturnedtoMrs。Wentworthagain。

  TherecanbenodoubtthatMrs。Wentworthhadaremarkablepowerofsympathy。Itookherintodinner,andshewasdeepinthesubjectofmy\"nobleandinspiringart\"beforethesoupwasoffthetable。Indeed,I’msurethatmylife’sambitionswouldhavebeenanopenbooktoherbythetimethatthejointarrived,hadnotJackIves,whowassittingonthelady’sotherside,cutintotheconversationjustasMrs。WentworthwascomparingmyearlystruggleswiththoseofMr。Carlyle。AfterthisinterventionofJack’sIhadnotachance。Iatemydinnerwithoutthesauceofsympathy,substitutingforitacertainamusementwhichI

  derivedfromstudyingthefaceofMissTrixQueenborough,whowasplacedontheoppositesideofthetable。AndifTrixdidlooknowandagainatMrs。WentworthandJackIves,Icannotsaythatherconductwasunnatural。Totellthetruth,Jackwassoobviouslydelightedwithhisnewfriendthatitwasquitepleasant——and,asIsay,underthecircumstances,ratheramusing——towatchthem。WefeltthatthesquirewasjustifiedinhavingahitatJackwhenJacksaid,inthesmokingroom,thathefoundhimselfratheratalossforasubjectforhisnextsermon。

  \"Whatdoyousay,\"suggestedmycousin,puffingathispipe,\"totakingconstancyasyourtext?\"

  Jackconsideredtheideaforamoment,butthenheshookhishead。

  \"No。Ithink,\"hesaidreflectively,\"thatIshallpreachonthepowerofsympathy。\"

  Thatsermonaffordedme——Imustconfessit,attheriskofseemingfrivolous——verygreatentertainment。AgainIsecuredaplacebyMissTrix——onherleft,Newhavenbeingonherright,andherfacewasworthstudywhenJackIvesgaveusamosteloquentdescriptionofthewonderfulgiftinquestion。Itwas,hesaid,theessenceandthecrownoftruewomanliness,anditshoweditself——well,toputitquiteplainly,itshoweditself,accordingtoJackIves,inexactlythatsortofmannerandbearingwhichsohonorablyandgracefullydistinguishedMrs。

  Wentworth。Theladywasnot,ofcourse,named,butshewasclearlyindicated。\"Yourgift,yourpreciousgift,\"criedthecurate,apostrophizingtheimpersonationofsympathy,\"isgiventoyou,notforyourprofit,butformine。Itisyours,butitisatrusttobeusedforme。Itisyours,infact,tosharewithme。\"Atthisclimax,whichmusthavestruckuponherearwithacertainfamiliarity,MissTrixQueenborough,notwithstandingtheplaceandoccasion,tossedherprettyheadandwhisperedtome,\"Whathorridstuff!\"

  IntheensuingweekJackIveswasourconstantcompanion;thecontinuedillnessofhisservant’smotherlefthimstranded,andDora’skindheartatonceofferedhimthehospitalityofherroof。FormypartIwasglad,forthelittledramawhichnowbeganwasnotwithoutitsinterest。ItwasapleasantchangetoseeJackgeniallypolitetoTrixQueenborough,butquiteindifferenttoherpresenceorabsence,andcontenttoallowhertotakeNewhavenforherpartnerattennisasoftenasshepleased。Hehimselfwasoftenanabsenteefromourgames。Mrs。

  Wentworthdidnotplay,andJackwouldsitunderthetreeswithher,ortakeheroutinthecanoe。WhatTrixthoughtIdidnotknow,butitisafactthatshetreatedpoorNewhavenlikedirtbeneathherfeet,andthatLadyQueenborough’sfacebegantoloseitstransientlypleasantexpression。Ihadavagueideathataretributionwasworkingitselfout,anddisposedmyselftoseetheprocesswithallthecomplacencyinducedbythespectacleofothersreceivingpunishmentfortheirsins。

  Alittlescenewhichoccurredafterlunchonedaywassignificant。Iwassittingontheterrace,readybootedandbreeched,waitingformyhorsetobebroughtround。Trixcameoutandsatdownbyme。

  \"Where’sNewhaven?\"Iasked。

  \"Oh,Idon’talwayswantLordNewhaven!\"sheexclaimedpetulantly。\"Isenthimoffforawalk——I’mgoingoutintheCanadiancanoewithMr。Ives。\"

  \"Oh,youare,areyou?\"saidI,smiling。AsIspoke,JackIvesranuptous。

  \"Isay,MissQueenborough,\"hecried,\"I’vejustgotyourmessagesayingyou’dletmetakeyouonthelake。\"

  \"Isitagreatbore?\"askedTrix,withaglance——aglancethatmeantmischief。

  \"Ishouldlikeitawfully,ofcourse,\"saidJack;\"butthefactisI’vepromisedtotakeMrs。Wentworth——beforeIgotyourmessage,youknow。\"

  Trixdrewherselfup。

  \"Ofcourse,ifMrs。Wentworth————\"shebegan。

  \"I’mverysorry,\"saidJack。

  ThenMissQueenborough,forgetting——asIhope——orchoosingtodisregardmypresence,leanedforwardandasked,inhermostcoaxingtones:

  \"Don’tyoueverforgetapromise,Mr。Ives?\"

  Jacklookedather。Isupposeherdaintyprettinessstruckhimafresh,forhewaveredandhesitated。

  \"She’sgoneupstairs,\"pursuedthetempter,\"andweshallbesafeawaybeforeshecomesdownagain。\"

  Jackshuffledwithonefootonthegravel。

  \"Itellyouwhat,\"hesaid;\"I’llaskherifshemindsmetakingyouforalittlewhilebeforeI————\"

  Ibelievehereallythoughtthathehadhituponacompromisesatisfactorytoallparties。Ifso,hewasspeedilyundeceived。

  Trixflushedredandansweredangrily:

  \"Praydon’ttrouble。Idon’twanttogo。\"

  \"Perhapsafterwardyoumight,\"suggestedthecurate,butnowrathertimidly。

  \"I’mgoingoutwithLordNewhaven,\"saidshe。Andsheadded,inanaccessofuncontrollableannoyance。\"Go,pleasego。I——I

  don’twantyou。\"

  Jacksheeredoff,withalookofpuzzledshamefacedness。Hedisappearedintothehouse。NothingpassedbetweenMissTrixandmyself。AmomentlaterNewhavencameout。

  \"Why,MissQueenborough,\"saidhe,inapparentsurprise,\"IvesisgoingwithMrs。Wentworthinthecanoe!\"

  InaninstantIsawwhatshehaddone。InrashpresumptionshehadtoldNewhaventhatshewasgoingwiththecurate——andnowthecuratehadrefusedtotakeher——andIveshadmethiminsearchofMrs。Wentworth。Whatcouldshedo?Well,sherose——orfell——totheoccasion。Inthecoldestofvoicesshesaid;

  \"Ithoughtyou’dgoneforyourwalk。\"

  \"Iwasjuststarting,\"heansweredapologetically,\"whenImetIves。But,asyouweren’tgoingwithhim————\"Hepaused,aninquiringlookinhiseyes。Hewasevidentlyaskinghimselfwhyshehadnotgonewiththecurate。

  \"I’dratherbeleftalone,ifyoudon’tmind,\"saidshe。Andthen,flushingredagain,sheadded。\"IchangedmymindandrefusedtogowithMr。Ives。SohewentofftogetMrs。

  Wentworthinstead。\"

  Istarted。Newhavenlookedatherforaninstant,andthenturnedonhisheel。Sheturnedtome,quickaslightning,andwithherfaceallaflame。

  \"Ifyoutell,I’llneverspeaktoyouagain,\"shewhispered。

  Afterthistherewassilenceforsomeminutes。

  \"Well?\"shesaid,withoutlookingatme。

  \"Ihavenoremarktooffer,MissQueenborough,\"Ireturned。

  \"Isupposethatwasalie,wasn’tit?\"sheaskeddefiantly。

  \"It’snotmybusinesstosaywhatitwas,\"wasmydiscreetanswer。

  \"Iknowwhatyou’rethinking。\"

  \"Iwasthinking,\"saidI,\"whichIwouldratherbe——themanyouwillmarry,orthemanyouwouldlike————\"

  \"Howdareyou!It’snottrue。OhMr。Wynne,indeedit’snottrue!\"

  WhetheritweretrueornotIdidnotknow。Butifithadbeen,MissTrixQueenboroughmighthavebeenexpectedtoactverymuchinthewayinwhichsheproceededtoact:thatistosay,tobeextravagantlyattentivetoLordNewhavenwhenJackIveswaspresent,andmarkedlyneglectfulofhiminthecurate’sabsence。

  ItalsofittedinverywellwiththetheorywhichIhadventuredtohintthatherbearingtowardMrs。Wentworthwasdistinguishedbyastatelycivility,andherremarksaboutthatladybyasuperfluityoflaudation;forifthesebenottwodistinguishingmarksofrivalryinthewell—bred,Imustgobacktomyfavoritebooksandlearnfromthem——morefolly。AndifTrix’smannerswereallthattheyshouldbe,praisenolesshighmustbeaccordedtoMrs。Wentworth’s;sheattainedanaltitudeofadmirableunconsciousnessandconductedherflirtation(thepovertyoflanguageforcesmetotheword,butitisover—

  flippant)withthecurateinastaid,quasi—maternalway。Shecalledhimadelightfulboy,andsaidthatshewasintenselyinterestedinallhisaimsandhopes。

  \"Whatdoesshewant?\"IaskedDoradespairingly。\"Shecan’twanttomarryhim。\"IwasreferringtoTrixQueenborough,nottoMrs。

  Wentworth。

  \"Goodgracious,no!\"answeredDora,irritably。\"It’ssimplejealousy。Shewon’tletthepoorboyalonetillhe’sinlovewithheragain。It’sahorribleshame!\"

  \"Oh,well,hehasgreatrecuperativepower,\"saidI。

  \"She’dbetterbecareful,though。It’saverydangerousgame。

  HowdoyousupposeLordNewhavenlikesit?\"

  AccidentgavemethatverydayahinthowlittleLordNewhavenlikedit,andaglimpseoftheriskMissTrixwasrunning。

  Enteringthelibrarysuddenly,IheardNewhaven’svoiceraisedabovehisordinarytones。

  \"Iwon’tstandit!\"hewasdeclaring。\"Ineverknowhowshe’lltreatmefromoneminutetothenext。\"

  Myentrance,ofcourse,stoppedtheconversationveryabruptly。Newhavenhadcometoastandinthemiddleoftheroom,andLadyQueenboroughsatonthesofa,aformidablefrownonherbrow。Withdrawingmyselfasrapidlyaspossible,IarguedtheprobabilityofaseverelectureforMissTrix,endinginacommandtotryhernoblesuitor’spatiencenolonger。Ihopeallthishappened,forI,notseeingwhyMrs。Wentworthshouldmonopolizethegraceofsympathy,tookthelibertyofextendingminetoNewhaven。HewascertainlyinlovewithTrix,notwithhermoney,andthetreatmentheunderwentmusthavebeenastryingtohisfeelingsasitwasgallingtohispride。

  Mysympathywasnotpremature,forMissTrix’sfascinations,whichwereindubitablygreat,begantohavetheireffect。Thesceneaboutthecanoewasre—enacted,butwithadifferentdenouement。Thistimethepromisewasforgotten,andthewidowforsaken。ThenMrs。Wentworthputonherarmor。Wehad,infact,reachedthisveryabsurdsituation,thatthesetwoladieswerecontendingforthefavorsof,orthedominationover,suchanobscure,poverty—stricken,hopelesslyineligiblepersonasthecurateofPoltonsundoubtedlywas。Thepositionseemedtomethen,andstillseems,toindicatesomeremarkablequalitiesinthatyoungman。

  AtlastNewhavenmadeamove。Atbreakfast,onWednesdaymorning,heannouncedthat,reluctantasheshouldbetoleavePoltonsPark,hewasdueathisaunt’splace,inKent,onSaturdayevening,andmust,therefore,makehisarrangementstoleavebynoononthatday。Thesignificancewasapparent。Hadhecomedowntobreakfastwith\"NoworNever!\"stampedinfierylettersacrosshisbrow,itwouldhavebeenmoreobtrusive,indeed,butnotawhitplainer。Wealllookeddownatourplates,exceptJackIves。Heflungoneglance(Isawitoutofthecornerofmylefteye)atNewhaven,anotheratTrix;thenheremarkedkindly:

  \"Weshallbeuncommonlysorrytoloseyou,Newhaven。\"

  Eventsbegantohappennow,andIwilltellthemaswellasIamable,supplementingmyownknowledgebywhatIlearnedafterwardfromDora——shehavinglearneditfromtheactorsinthescene。

  InspiteofthesolemnwarningconveyedinNewhaven’sintimation,Trix,greatlydaring,wentoffimmediatelyafterlunchforwhatshedescribedas\"alongramble\"withMr。Ives。Therewas,indeed,theexcuseofanoldwomanattheendoftheramble,andTrixprovidedJackwithasmallbasketofcomfortsfortheusefuloldbody;buttheramblewas,wefelt,thething,andIwasmuchannoyedatnotbeingabletoaccompanythewalkersinthecloakofdarknessorotherinvisiblecontrivance。Therambleconsumedthreehours——fullmeasure。Indeed,itwashalf—pastsixbeforeTrix,alone,walkedupthedrive。Newhaven,asolitaryfigure,pacedupanddowntheterracefrontingthedrive。Trixcameon,herheadthrownbackandasteadysmileonherlips。ShesawNewhaven;hestoodlookingatherforamomentwithwhatsheafterwarddescribedasanindescribablesmileonhisface,butnot,asDoraunderstoodfromher,byanymeansapleasantone。

  Yet,ifnotpleasant,thereisnottheleastdoubtintheworldthatitwashighlysignificant,forshecriedoutnervously:

  \"Whyareyoulookingatmelikethat?What’sthematter?\"

  Newhaven,stillsayingnothing,turnedhisbackonher,andmadeasifhewouldwalkintothehouseandleaveherthere,ignored,discarded,donewith。She,realizingthecrisiswhichhadcome,forgettingeverythingexcepttheimminentdangeroflosinghimonceforall,withouttimeforlongexplanationoranyround—

  aboutseductions,ranforward,layingherhandonhisarmandblurtingout:

  \"ButI’verefusedhim。\"

  IdonotknowwhatNewhaventhinksnow,butIsometimesdoubtwhetherhewouldnothavebeenwisertoshakeoffthedetaininghand,andpursuehislonelyway,firstintothehouse,andultimatelytohisaunt’s。But(tosaynothingofthetwentythousandayear,which,afterall,andbeyouasromanticasyoumaypleasetobe,isnotathingtobesneezedat)Trix’sface,itsmingledeagernessandshame,itsflushedcheeksandshiningeyes,thepiquancyofitsunwontedhumility,overcamehim。Hestoppeddead。

  \"I——Iwasobligedtogivehiman——anopportunity,\"saidMissTrix,havingthegracetostumblealittleinherspeech。\"And——

  andit’sallyourfault。\"

  Thewarwasthus,byhappyaudacity,carriedintoNewhaven’sownquarters。

  \"Myfault!\"heexclaimed。\"Myfaultthatyouwalkalldaywiththatcurate!\"

  ThenMissTrix——andletnoirrelevantconsiderationsmartheappreciationoffineacting——droppedhereyesandmurmuredsoftly:

  \"I——IwassoterriblyafraidofseemingtoexpectYOU。\"

  Wherewithshe(andnothe)ranawaylightlyupthestairs,turningjustoneglancedownwardasshereachedthelanding。

  Newhavenwaslookingupfrombelowwithan\"enchanted\"smile——thewordisTrix’sown;Ishouldprobablyhaveusedadifferentone。

  WasthenthecurateofPoltonsutterlydefeated——broughttohisknees,onlytobespurned?Itseemedso;andhecamedowntodinnerthatnightwithasubduedandmelancholyexpression。

  Trix,ontheotherhand,wasbrilliantandtalkativetothelastdegree,andthegayetyspreadfromherallaroundthetable,leavinguntouchedonlytherejectedloverandMrs。Wentworth;forthelastnamedlady,truetoherdistinguishingquality,hadbeguntotalktopoorJackIvesinlow,soothingtones。

  AfterdinnerTrixwasnotvisible;butthedoorofthelittleboudoirbeyondstoodhalf—open,andverysoonNewhavenedgedhiswaythrough。AlmostatthesamemomentJackIvesandMrs。

  Wentworthpassedoutofthewindowandbegantowalkupanddownthegravel。Nobodybutmyselfappearedtonoticetheseremarkableoccurrences,butIwatchedthemwithkeeninterest。

  Halfanhourpassed,andthentheresmoteonmywatchfulearthesoundofalowlaughfromtheboudoir。Itwasfollowedalmostimmediatelybyastrangersoundfromthegravelwalk。Then,allinamoment,twothingshappened。Theboudoirdooropened,andTrix,followedbyNewhaven,camein,smiling;fromthewindowenteredJackIvesandMrs。Wentworth。Myeyeswereonthecurate。Hegaveonesudden,comprehendingglancetowardtheothercouple;thenhetookthewidow’shand,ledheruptoDora,andsaid,inlowyetpenetratingtones。

  \"Willyouwishusjoy,Mrs。Polton?\"

  Thesquire,Rippleby,andAlgyStantonwereroundtheminaninstant。Ikeptmyplace,watchingnowthefaceofTrixQueenborough。Sheturnedfirstflamingred,thenverypale。I

  sawherturntoNewhavenandspeakoneortwourgent,imperativewordstohim。Then,drawingherselfuptoherfullheight,shecrossedtheroomtowherethegroupwasassembledroundMrs。

  WentworthandJackIves。

  \"What’sthematter?Whatareyousaying?\"sheasked。

  Mrs。Wentworth’seyesweremodestlycastdown,butasmileplayedroundhermouth。Noonespokeforamoment。ThenJackIvessaid:

  \"Mrs。Wentworthhaspromisedtobemywife,MissQueenborough。\"

  Foramoment,hardlyperceptible,Trixhesitated;then,withthemostwinning,touching,sweetestsmileintheworld,shesaid:

  \"Soyoutookmyadvice,andourafternoonwalkwasnotwasted,afterall?\"

  Mrs。Poltonisnotusedtothesefineflightsofdiplomacy;shehadheardbeforedinnersomethingofwhathadactuallyhappenedintheafternoon;andthesimplewomanpositivelyjumped。JackIvesmetTrix’sscornfuleyesfullandsquare。

  \"Notatallwasted,\"saidhe,withasmile。\"Notonlyhasitshownmewheremytruehappinesslies,butithasalsogivenmeajusterideaofthevalueandsincerityofyourregardforme,MissQueenborough。\"

  \"Itisasreal,Mr。Ives,asitissincere,\"saidshe。

  \"Itislikeyourself,MissQueenborough,\"saidhe,withalittlebow;andheturnedfromherandbegantotalktohisfiancee。

  TrixQueenboroughmovedslowlytowardwhereIsat。Newhavenwaswatchingherfromwherehestoodaloneontheothersideoftheroom。

  \"Andhaveyounonewsforus?\"Iaskedinlowtones。

  \"Thankyou,\"shesaidhaughtily;\"Idon’tcarethatmineshouldbeapendenttothegreattidingsaboutthelittlewidowandcurate。\"

  Afteramoment’spauseshewenton:

  \"Helostnotime,didhe?Hewaswisetosecureherbeforewhathappenedthisafternooncouldleakout。Nobodycantellhernow。\"

  \"Thisafternoon?\"

  \"Heaskedmetomarryhimthisafternoon。\"

  \"Andyourefused?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Well,hisbehaviorisinoutrageouslybadtaste,but————\"

  Shelaidahandonmyarm,andsaidincalm,leveltones。

  \"IrefusedhimbecauseIdarednothavehim;butItoldhimI

  caredforhim,andhesaidhelovedme。AndIlethimkissme。

  Good—night,Mr。Wynne。\"

  Isatstillandsilent。Newhavencameacrosstous。Trixputupherhandandcaughthimbythesleeve。

  \"Fred,\"shesaid,\"mydear,honestoldFred;youloveme,don’tyou?\"

  Newhaven,muchembarrassedandsurprised,lookedatmeinalarm。

  Butherhandwasinhisnow,andhereyesimploringhim。

  \"IshouldratherthinkIdid,mydear,\"saidhe。

  IreallyhopethatLordandLadyNewhavenwillnotbeveryunhappy,whileMrs。Ivesquiteworshipsherhusband,andisconvincedthatsheeclipsedthebrilliantandwealthyMissQueenborough。

  Perhapsshedid——perhapsnot。

  Thereare,asIhavesaid,greatqualitiesinthecurateofPoltons,butIhavenotquitemadeupmymindpreciselywhattheyare。Iought,however,tosaythatDoratakesamorefavorableviewofhimandalesslenientviewofTrixthanI。

  Thatisperhapsnatural。Besides,Doradoesnotknowtheprecisemannerinwhichthecuratewasrefused。Bytheway,hepreachednextSundayonthetext,\"Thechildrenofthisworldarewiserintheirgenerationthanthechildrenoflight。\"

  VI。

  WHICHSHALLITBE?

  Itwasacharminglymildandbalmyday。Thesunshonebeyondtheorchard,andtheshadewascoolinside。Alightbreezestirredtheboughsoftheoldappletreeunderwhichthephilosophersat。

  Noneofthesethingsdidthephilosophernotice,unlessitmightbewhenthewindblewabouttheleavesofthelargevolumeonhisknees,andhehadtofindhisplaceagain。Thenhewouldexclaimagainstthewind,shuffletheleavestillhegottherightpage,andsettletohisreading。Thebookwasatreatiseonontology;

  itwaswrittenbyanotherphilosopher,afriendofthisphilosopher’s;itbristledwithfallacies,andthisphilosopherwasdiscoveringthemall,andnotingthemontheflyleafattheend。Hewasnotgoingtoreviewthebook(assomemighthavethoughtfromhisbehavior),oreventoansweritinaworkofhisown。Itwasjustthathefoundapleasureinstrippinganypoorfallacynakedandcrucifyingit。

  Presentlyagirlinawhitefrockcameintotheorchard。Shepickedupanapple,bitit,andfounditripe。Holdingitinherhandshewalkeduptowherethephilosophersat,andlookedathim。Hedidnotstir。Shetookabiteoutoftheapple,munchedit,andswallowedit。Thephilosophercrucifiedafallacyontheflyleaf。Thegirlflungtheappleaway。

  \"Mr。Jerningham,\"saidshe,\"areyouverybusy?\"

  Thephilosopher,pencilinhand,lookedup。

  \"No,MissMay,\"saidhe,\"notvery。\"

  \"BecauseIwantyouropinion。\"

  \"Inonemoment,\"saidthephilosopherapologetically。

  Heturnedbacktotheflyleafandbegantonailthelastfallacyalittletightertothecross。Thegirlregardedhim,firstwithamusedimpatience,thenwithavexedfrown,finallywithawistfulregret。Hewassoveryoldforhisage,shethought;hecouldnotbemuchbeyondthirty;hishairwasthickandfullofwaves,hiseyesbrightandclear,hiscomplexionnotyetdivestedofallyouth’srelics。

  \"Now,MissMay,Iamatyourservice,\"saidthephilosopher,withalingeringlookathisimpaledfallacy。Andheclosedthebook,keepingit,however,onhisknee。

  Thegirlsatdownjustoppositetohim。

  \"It’saveryimportantthingIwanttoaskyou,\"shebegan,tuggingatatuftofgrass,\"andit’svery——difficult,andyoumustn’ttellanyoneIaskedyou;atleast,I’dratheryoudidn’t。\"

  \"Ishallnotspeakofit;indeed,Ishallprobablynotrememberit,\"saidthephilosopher。

  \"Andyoumustn’tlookatme,please,whileI’maskingyou。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkIwaslookingatyou,butifIwasIbegyourpardon,\"saidthephilosopherapologetically。

  Shepulledthetuftofgrassrightoutofthegroundandflungitfromherwithallherforce。

  \"Supposeaman————\"shebegan。\"No,that’snotright。\"

  \"Youcantakeanyhypothesisyouplease,\"observedthephilosopher,\"butyoumustverifyitafterward,ofcourse。\"

  \"Oh,doletmegoon。Supposeagirl,Mr。Jerningham——Iwishyouwouldn’tnod。\"

  \"ItwasonlytoshowthatIfollowedyou。\"

  \"Oh,ofcourseyou`followme,’asyoucallit。Supposeagirlhadtwolovers——you’renoddingagain——or,Ioughttosay,supposethereweretwomenwhomightbeinlovewithagirl。\"

  \"Onlytwo?\"askedthephilosopher。\"Yousee,anynumberofmenMIGHTbeinlovewith————\"

  \"Oh,wecanleavetherestout,\"saidMissMay,withasuddendimple;\"theydon’tmatter。\"

  \"Verywell,\"saidthephilosopher。\"Iftheyareirrelevant,wewillputthemaside。\"

  \"Suppose,then,thatoneofthesemenwas——oh,AWFULLYinlovewiththegirl——and——andproposed,youknow————\"

  \"Amoment!\"saidthephilosopher,openinganotebook。\"Letmetakedownhisproposition。Whatwasit?\"

  \"Why,proposedtoher——askedhertomarryhim,\"saidthegirl,withastare。

  \"Dearme!Howstupidofme!Iforgotthatspecialuseoftheword。Yes?\"

  \"Thegirllikeshimprettywell,andherpeopleapproveofhimandallthat,youknow。\"

  \"Thatsimplifiestheproblem,\"saidthephilosopher,noddingagain。

  \"Butshe’snotin——inlovewithhim,youknow。Shedoesn’tREALLYcareforhim——MUCH。Doyouunderstand?\"

  \"Perfectly。Itisamostnaturalstateofmind。\"

  \"Well,then,supposethatthere’sanotherman——whatareyouwriting?\"

  \"Ionlyputdown(B。)——likethat,\"pleadedthephilosopher,meeklyexhibitinghisnotebook。

  Shelookedathiminasortofhelplessexasperation,withjustasmilesomewhereinthebackgroundofit。

  \"Oh,youreallyare————\"sheexclaimed。\"Butletmegoon。Theothermanisafriendofthegirl’s;he’sveryclever——oh,fearfullyclever;andhe’sratherhandsome。Youneedn’tputthatdown。\"

  \"Itiscertainlynotverymaterial,\"admittedthephilosopher,andhecrossedout\"handsome。\"\"Clever\"heleft。

  \"Andthegirlismostawfully——sheadmireshimtremendously;shethinkshimjustthegreatestmanthateverlived,youknow。Andshe——she————\"Thegirlpaused。

  \"I’mfollowing,\"saidthephilosopher,withpencilpoised。

  \"She’dthinkitbetterthanthewholeworldif——ifshecouldbeanythingtohim,youknow。\"

  \"Youmeanbecomehiswife?\"

  \"Well,ofcourseIdo——atleastsupposeIdo。\"

  \"Youspokerathervaguely,youknow。\"

  Thegirlcastoneglanceatthephilosopherasshereplied:

  \"Well,yes。Ididmean,becomehiswife。\"

  \"Yes。Well?\"

  \"But,\"continuedthegirl,startingonanothertuftofgrass,\"hedoesn’tthinkmuchaboutthosethings。Helikesher。Ithinkhelikesher————\"

  \"Well,doesn’tdislikeher?\"suggestedthephilosopher。\"Shallwecallhimindifferent?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Yes,ratherindifferent。Idon’tthinkhethinksaboutit,youknow。Butshe——she’spretty。Youneedn’tputthatdown。\"

  \"Iwasnotabouttodoso,\"observedthephilosopher。

  \"Shethinkslifewithhimwouldbejustheaven;and——andshethinksshewouldmakehimawfullyhappy。Shewould——wouldbesoproudofhim,yousee。\"

  \"Isee。Yes!\"

  \"And——Idon’tknowhowtoputit,quite——shethinksthat,ifheeverthoughtaboutitall,hemightcareforher;becausehedoesn’tcareforanybodyelse;andshe’spretty————\"

  \"Yousaidthatbefore。\"

  \"Oh,dear!IdaresayIdid。Andmostmencareforsomebody,don’tthey?Somegirl,Imean。\"

  \"Mostmen,nodoubt,\"concededthephilosopher。

  \"Well,then,whatoughtshetodo?It’snotarealthing,youknow,Mr。Jerningham。It’sin——inanovelIwasreading。\"Shesaidthishastily,andblushedasshespoke。

  \"Dearme!Andit’squiteaninterestingcase!Yes,Isee。Thequestionis,Willsheactmostwiselyinacceptingtheofferofthemanwholovesherexceedingly,butforwhomsheentertainsonlyamoderateaffection————\"

  \"Yes。Justaliking。He’sjustafriend。\"

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