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  \"Yes,\"saidthemother,hervoicebreaking,\"sheis,indeed,apoorlittledaughter!\"

  Asilencefell;forwhatcouldwordsavailinsuchasituation?

  Hearingthedooropen,MadameDupontstarted,forhernerveswerealla—quiverwiththestrainshehadbeenunder。Aservantcameinandspoketoher,andshesaidtoGeorge,\"Itisthedoctor。

  Ifyouneedme,Ishallbeinthenextroom。\"

  Hersonstoodtrembling,asifhewerewaitingtheapproachofanexecutioner。Theothercameintotheroomwithoutseeinghimandhestoodforaminute,claspingandunclaspinghishands,almostovercomewithemotion。Thenhesaid,\"Good—day,doctor。\"Asthemanstaredathim,surprisedandpuzzled,headded,\"Youdon’trecognizeme?\"

  Thedoctorlookedagain,moreclosely。Georgewasexpectinghimtobreakoutinrage;butinsteadhisvoicefelllow。\"You!\"heexclaimed。\"Itisyou!\"

  Atlast,inavoiceofdiscouragementthanofanger,hewenton,\"Yougotmarried,andyouhaveachild!AfterallthatItoldyou!Youareawretch!\"

  \"Sir,\"criedGeorge,\"letmeexplaintoyou!\"

  \"Notaword!\"exclaimedtheother。\"Therecanbenoexplanationforwhatyouhavedone。\"

  Asilencefollowed。Theyoungmandidnotknowwhattosay。

  Finally,stretchingouthisarms,hepleaded,\"Youwilltakecareofmylittledaughterallthesame,willyounot?\"

  Theotherturnedawaywithdisgust。\"Imbecile!\"hesaid。

  Georgedidnotheartheword。\"Iwasabletowaitonlysixmonths,\"hemurmured。

  Thedoctoransweredinavoiceofcoldself—repression,\"Thatisenough,sir!Allthatdoesnotconcernme。Ihavedonewrongeventoletyouseemyindignation。Ishouldhaveleftyoutojudgeyourself。Ihavenothingtodoherebutwiththepresentandwiththefuture——withtheinfantandwiththenurse。\"

  \"Sheisn’tindanger?\"criedGeorge。

  \"Thenurseisindangerofbeingcontaminated。\"

  ButGeorgehadnotbeenthinkingaboutthenurse。\"Imeanmychild,\"hesaid。

  \"Justatpresentthesymptomsarenotdisturbing。\"

  Georgewaited;afterawhilehebegan,\"Youweresayingaboutthenurse。WillyouconsentthatIcallmymother?SheknowsbetterthanI。\"

  \"Asyouwish,\"wasthereply。

  Theyoungmanstartedtothedoor,butcameback,interribledistress。\"Ihaveoneprayertoofferyousir;arrangeitsothatmywife——sothatnoonewillknow。IfmywifelearnedthatitisIwhoamthecause——!ItisforherthatIimploreyou!

  She——sheisn’ttoblame。\"

  Saidthedoctor:\"Iwilldoeverythinginmypowerthatshemaybekeptignorantofthetruenatureofthedisease。\"

  \"Oh,howIthankyou!\"murmuredGeorge。\"HowIthankyou!\"

  \"Donotthankme;itisforher,andnotforyou,thatIwillconsenttolie。\"

  \"Andmymother?\"

  \"Yourmotherknowsthetruth。\"

  \"But——\"

  \"Iprayyou,sir——wehaveenoughtotalkabout,andveryseriousmatters。\"

  SoGeorgewenttothedoorandcalledhismother。Sheenteredandgreetedthedoctor,holdingherselferect,andstrivingtokeepthesignsofgriefandterrorfromherface。Shesignedtothedoctortotakeaseat,andthenseatedherselfbyalittletablenearhim。

  \"MadameDupont,\"hebegan,\"Ihaveprescribedacourseoftreatmentforthechild。Ihopetobeabletoimproveitscondition,andtopreventanynewdevelopments。Butmydutyandyoursdoesnotstopthere;ifthereisstilltime,itisnecessarytoprotectthehealthofthenurse。\"

  \"Telluswhatitisnecessarytodo,Doctor?\"saidshe。

  \"Thewomanmuststopnursingthechild。\"

  \"Youmeanwehavetochangethenurse?\"

  \"Madame,thechildcannolongerbebroughtupatthebreast,eitherbythatnurseorbyanyothernurse。\"

  \"Butwhy,sir?\"

  \"Becausethechildwouldgiveherdiseasetothewomanwhogavehermilk。\"

  \"But,Doctor,ifweputheronthebottle——ourlittleone——shewilldie!\"

  AndsuddenlyGeorgeburstoutintosobs。\"Oh,mypoorlittledaughter!MyGod,myGod!\"

  Saidthedoctor,\"Ifthefeedingiswellattendedto,withsterilizedmilk——\"

  \"Thatcandoverywellforhealthyinfants,\"brokeinMadameDupont。\"Butattheageofthreemonthsonecannottakefromthebreastababylikeours,frailandill。Morethananyothersuchaninfanthasneedofanurse——isthatnottrue?\"

  \"Yes,\"thedoctoradmitted,\"thatistrue。But——\"

  \"Inthatcase,betweenthelifeofthechild,andthehealthofthenurse,youunderstandperfectlywellthatmychoiceismade。\"

  BetweenherwordsthedoctorheardthesobbingofGeorge,whoseheadwasburiedinhisarms。\"Madame,\"hesaid,\"yourloveforthatbabyhasjustcausedyoutouttersomethingferocious!Itisnotforyoutochoose。Itisnotforyoutochoose。Iforbidthenursing。Thehealthofthatwomandoesnotbelongtoyou。\"

  \"No,\"criedthegrandmother,wildly,\"nordoesthehealthofoutchildbelongtoyou!Ifthereisahopeofsavingit,thathopeisingivingitmorecarethananyotherchild;andyouwouldwishthatIputituponamodeofnourishmentwhichthedoctorscondemn,evenforvigorousinfants!YouexpectthatIwillletmyselfbetakeninlikethat?Iansweryou:sheshallhavethemilkwhichsheneeds,mypoorlittleone!Iftherewasasinglethingthatonecoulddotosaveher——Ishouldbeacriminaltoneglectit!\"AndMadameDupontbrokeout,withfuriousscorn,\"Thenurse!Thenurse!Weshallknowhowtodoourduty——weshalltakecareofher,repayher。Butourchildbeforeall!Nosir,no!EverythingthatcanbedonetosaveourbabyIshalldo,letitcostwhatitwill。Todowhatyousay——youdon’trealizeit——itwouldbeasifIshouldkillthechild!\"Intheendtheagonizedwomanburstintotears。\"Oh,mypoorlittleangel!Mylittlesavior!\"

  Georgehadneverceasedsobbingwhilehismotherspoke;attheselastwordshissobsbecameloudcries。Hestruckthefloorwithhisfoot,hetorehishair,asifheweresufferingfromviolentphysicalpain。\"Oh,oh,oh!\"hecried。\"Mylittlechild!Mylittlechild!\"Andthen,inahorrifiedwhispertohimself,\"I

  amawretch!Acriminal!\"

  \"Madame,\"saidthedoctor,\"youmustcalmyourself;youmustbothcalmyourselves。Youwillnothelpoutthesituationbylamentations。Youmustlearntotakeitwithcalmness。\"

  MadameDupontsetherlipstogether,andwithapainfuleffortrecoveredherself—control。\"Youareright,sir,\"shesaid,inalowvoice。\"Iaskyourpardon;butifyouonlyknewwhatthatchildmeanstome!Ilostoneatthatage。Iamanoldwoman,I

  amawidow——Ihadhardlyhopedtolivelongenoughtobeagrandmother。But,asyousay——wemustbecalm。\"Sheturnedtotheyoungman,\"Calmyourself,myson。Itisapoorwaytoshowourloveforthechild,toabandonourselvestotears。Letustalk,Doctor,andseriously——coldly。ButIdeclaretoyouthatnothingwilleverinducemetoputthechildonthebottle,whenIknowthatitmightkillher。ThatisallIcansay。\"

  Thedoctorreplied:\"Thisisn’tthefirsttimethatIfindmyselfinthepresentsituation。Madame,Ideclaretoyouthatalways——ALWAYS,youunderstand——personswhohaverejectedmyadvicehavehadreasontorepentitcruelly。\"

  \"TheonlythingofwhichIshouldrepent——\"begantheother。

  \"Yousimplydonotknow,\"interruptedthedoctor,\"whatsuchanurseiscapableof。Youcannotimaginewhatbitterness——

  legitimatebitterness,youunderstand——joinedtotherapacity,thecupidity,themischief—makingimpulse——mightinspirethesepeopletodo。ForthemtheBOURGEOISisalwayssomewhatofanenemy;andwhentheyfindthemselvesinpositiontoavengetheirinferiority,theyareferocious。\"

  \"Butwhatcouldthewomando?\"

  \"Whatcouldshedo?Shecouldbringlegalproceedingsagainstyou。\"

  \"Butsheismuchtoostupidtohavethatidea。\"

  \"Otherswillputitintohermind。\"

  \"Sheistoopoortopaythepreliminaryexpenses。\"

  \"Anddoyouproposethentoprofitbyherignoranceandstupidity?Besides,shecouldobtainjudicialassistance。\"

  \"Why,surely,\"exclaimedMadameDupont,\"suchathingwasneverheardof!Doyoumeanthat?\"

  \"Iknowadozenprosecutionsofthatsort;andalwayswhentherehasbeencertainty,theparentshavelosttheircase。\"

  \"Butsurely,Doctor,youmustbemistaken!Notinacaselikeours——notwhenitisaquestionofsavingthelifeofapoorlittleinnocent!\"

  \"Oftentimesexactlysuchfactshavebeenpresented。\"

  HereGeorgebrokein。\"Icangiveyouthedatesofthedecisions。\"Herosefromhischair,gladofanopportunitytobeuseful。\"Ihavethebooks,\"hesaid,andtookonefromthecaseandbroughtittothedoctor。

  \"Allofthatisnouse——\"interposedthemother。

  ButthedoctorsaidtoGeorge,\"Youwillbeabletoconvinceyourself。Theparentshavebeenforcedonceortwicetopaythenursearegularincome,andatothertimestheyhavehadtopayheranindemnity,ofwhichthefigurehasvariedbetweenthreeandeightthousandfrancs。\"

  MadameDupontwasreadywithareplytothis。\"Neverfear,sir!

  Ifthereshouldbeasuit,weshouldhaveagoodlawyer。Weshallbeabletopayandchoosethebest——andhewoulddemand,withoutdoubt,whichofthetwo,thenurseorthechild,hasgiventhediseasetotheother。\"

  Thedoctorwasstaringatherinhorror。\"Doyounotperceivethatwouldbeamonstrousthingtodo?\"

  \"Oh,Iwouldnothavetosayit,\"wasthereply。\"Thelawyerwouldseetoit——isnotthathisprofession?Mypointisthis:

  byonemeansoranotherhewouldmakeuswinourcase。\"

  \"Andthescandalthatwouldresult,\"repliedtheother。\"Haveyouthoughtofthat?\"

  HereGeorge,whohadbeenlookingoverhislaw—books,brokein。

  \"Doctor,permitmetogiveyoualittleinformation。Incasesofthissort,thenamesareneverprinted。\"

  \"Yes,buttheyarespokenatthehearings。\"

  \"That’strue。\"

  \"Andareyoucertainthattherewillnotbeanynewspapertoprintthejudgment?\"

  \"Whatwon’ttheystoopto,\"exclaimedMadameDupont——\"thosefilthyjournals!\"

  \"Ah,\"saidtheother,\"andseewhatascandal?Whatashameitwouldbetoyou!\"

  \"Thedoctorisright,mother,\"exclaimedtheyoungman。

  ButMadameDupontwasnotyetconvinced。\"Wewillpreventthewomanfromtakinganysteps;wewillgiveherwhatshedemandsfromus。\"

  \"Butthen,\"saidtheother,\"youwillgiveyourselvesuptotheriskofblackmail。Iknowafamilywhichhasbeenthusheldupforovertwelveyears。\"

  \"Ifyouwillpermitme,Doctor,\"saidGeorge,timidly,\"shecouldbemadetosignareceipt。\"

  \"Forpaymentinfull?\"askedthedoctor,scornfully。

  \"Evenso。\"

  \"Andthen,\"addedhismother,\"shewouldbemorethandelightedtogobacktohercountrywithafullpurse。Shewouldbeabletobuyalittlehouseandabitofground——inthatcountryonedoesn’tneedsomuchinordertolive。\"

  Atthismomenttherewasatapuponthedoor,andthenurseentered。Shewasacountrywoman,robust,rosy—cheeked,fairlyburstingwithhealth。Whenshespokeonegottheimpressionthathervoicewasmorethanshecouldcontain。Itdidnotbelonginadrawing—room,butundertheopenskyofhercountryhome。

  \"Sir,\"shesaid,addressingthedoctor,\"thebabyisawake。\"

  \"Iwillgoandseeher,\"wasthereply;andthentoMadameDupont,\"Wewilltakeupthisconversationlateron。\"

  \"Certainly,\"saidthemother。\"Willyouhaveneedofthenurse?\"

  \"No,Madame,\"thedoctoranswered。

  \"Nurse,\"saidthemother,\"sitdownandrest。Waitaminute,I

  wishtospeaktoyou。\"Asthedoctorwentout,shetookhersontoonesideandwhisperedtohim,\"Iknowthewaytoarrangeeverything。Ifweletherknowwhatisthematter,andifsheaccepts,thedoctorwillhavenothingmoretosay。Isn’tthatso?\"

  \"Obviously,\"repliedtheson。

  \"Iamgoingtopromisethatwewillgivehertwothousandfrancswhenshegoesaway,ifshewillconsenttocontinuenursingthechild。\"

  \"Twothousandfrancs?\"saidtheother。\"Isthatenough?\"

  \"Iwillsee,\"wasthereply。\"Ifshehesitates,Iwillgofurther。Letmeattendtoit。\"

  Georgenoddedhisassent,andMadameDupontreturnedtothenurse。\"Youknow,\"shesaid,\"thatourchildisalittlesick?\"

  Theotherlookedatherinsurprise。\"Whyno,ma’am!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidthegrandmother。

  \"But,ma’am,Ihavetakenthebestofcareofher;Ihavealwayskeptherproper。\"

  \"Iamnotsayinganythingtothecontrary,\"saidMadameDupont,\"butthechildissick,thedoctorshavesaidit。\"

  Thenursewasnottobepersuaded;shethoughttheyweregettingreadytoscoldher。\"Humph,\"shesaid,\"that’safinething——thedoctors!Iftheycouldn’talwaysfindsomethingwrongyou’dsaytheydidn’tknowtheirbusiness。\"

  \"Butourdoctorisagreatdoctor;andyouhaveseenyourselfthatourchildhassomelittlepimples。\"

  \"Ah,ma’am,\"saidthenurse,\"that’stheheat——it’snothingbuttheheatofthebloodbreakingout。Youdon’tneedtobotheryourself;Itellyouit’sonlythechild’sblood。It’snotmyfault;Isweartoyouthatshehadnotlackedanything,andthatIhavealwayskeptherproper。\"

  \"Iamnotreproachingyou——\"

  \"Whatistheretoreproachmefor?Oh,whatbadluck!She’stiny——thelittleone——she’sabitfeeble;butLordsaveus,she’sacitychild!Andshe’sgettingalongallright,Itellyou。\"

  \"No,\"persistedMadameDupont,\"Itellyou——shehasgotacoldinherhead,andshehasaneruptionatthebackofthethroat。\"

  \"Well,\"criedthenurse,angrily,\"ifshehas,it’sbecausethedoctorscratchedherwiththatspoonheputintohermouthwrongendfirst!Acoldinthehead?Yes,that’strue;butifshehascaughtcold,Ican’tsaywhen,Idon’tknowanythingaboutit——

  nothing,nothingatall。Ihavealwayskeptherwellcovered;

  she’salwayshadasmuchasthreecoversonher。Thetruthis,itwaswhenyoucame,thetimebeforelast;youwereallthetimeinsistinguponopeningthewindowsinthehouse!\"

  \"ButoncemoreItellyou,\"criedMadameDupont,\"wearenotputtinganyblameonyou。\"

  \"Yes,\"criedthewoman,morevehemently。\"Iknowwhatthatkindoftalkmeans。It’snouse——whenyou’reapoorcountrywoman。\"

  \"Whatareyouimaginingnow?\"demandedtheother。

  \"Oh,that’sallright。It’snousewhenyou’reapoorcountrywoman。\"

  \"Irepeattoyouoncemore,\"criedMadameDupont,withdifficultycontrollingherimpatience,\"wehavenothingwhatevertoblameyoufor。\"

  Butthenursebegantoweep。\"IfIhadknownthatanythinglikethiswascomingtome——\"

  \"Wehavenothingtoblameyoufor,\"declaredtheother。\"Weonlywishtowarnyouthatyoumightpossiblycatchthediseaseofthechild。\"

  Thewomanpouted。\"Acoldinthehead!\"sheexclaimed。\"Well,ifIcatchit,itwon’tbethefirsttime。Iknowhowtoblowmynose。\"

  \"Butyoumightalsogetthepimples。\"

  Atthisthenurseburstintolaughtersoloudthatthebric—a—bracrattled。\"Oh,oh,oh!Dearlady,letmetellyou,weain’tcityfolks,weain’t;wedon’thavesuchsoftskins。

  Whatsortoftalkisthat?Pimples——whatdifferencewouldthatmaketopoorfolkslikeus?Wedon’thaveawhitecomplexionliketheladiesofParis。Weareoutalldayinthefields,inthesunandtherain,insteadofrubbingcoldcreamonourmuzzles!Nooffense,ma’am——butIsayifyou’relookingforanexcusetogetridofme,youmustgetabetteronethanthat。\"

  \"Excuse!\"exclaimedtheother。\"Whatintheworlddoyoumean?\"

  \"Oh,Iknow!\"saidthenurse,noddingherhead。

  \"Butspeak!\"

  \"It’snouse,whenyou’reonlyapoorcountrywoman。\"

  \"Idon’tunderstandyou!IsweartoyouthatIdon’tunderstandyou!\"

  \"Well,\"sneeredtheother,\"Iunderstand。\"

  \"Butthen——explainyourself。\"

  \"No,Idon’twanttosayit。\"

  \"Butyoumust;Iwishit。\"

  \"Well——\"

  \"Goahead。\"

  \"I’monlyapoorcountrywoman,butIamnomorestupidthantheothers,forallthat。Iknowperfectlywellwhatyourtricksmean。Mr。Georgeherehasbeengrumblingbecauseyoupromisedmethirtyfrancsmoreamonth,ifIcametoParis。\"Andthen,turningupontheother,shewenton——\"But,sir,isn’titonlynatural?Don’tIhavetoputmyownchildawaysomewhereselse?

  Andthen,canmyhusbandliveonhisappetite?We’renothingbutpoorcountrypeople,weare。\"

  \"Youaremakingamistake,nurse,\"brokeinGeorge。\"Itisnothingatallofthatsort;motherisquiteright。Iamsofarfromwantingtoreproachyou,that,onthecontrary,Ithinkshehadnotpromisedenough,andIwanttomakeyou,formypart,anotherpromise。Whenyougoaway,whenbabyisoldenoughtobeweaned,bywayofthankingyou,wewishtogiveyou——\"

  MadameDupontbrokein,hurriedly,\"Wewishtogiveyou,——overandaboveyourwages,youunderstand——wewishtogiveyoufivehundredfrancs,andperhapsathousand,ifthelittleoneisaltogetheringoodhealth。Youunderstand?\"

  Thenursestaredather,stupefied。\"Youwillgivemefivehundredfrancs——formyself?\"Shesoughttocomprehendthewords。

  \"Butthatwasnotagreed,youdon’thavetodothatatall。\"

  \"No,\"admittedMadameDupont。

  \"Butthen,\"whisperedthenurse,halftoherself,\"that’snotnatural。\"

  \"Yes,\"theotherhurriedon,\"itisbecausethebabywillhaveneedofextracare。Youwillhavetotakemoretrouble;youwillhavetogiveitmedicines;yourtaskwillbealittlemoredelicate,alittlemoredifficult。\"

  \"Oh,yes;thenit’ssothatIwillbesuretotakecareofher?

  Iunderstand。\"

  \"Thenit’sagreed?\"exclaimedMadameDupont,withrelief。

  \"Yesma’am,\"saidthenurse。

  \"Andyouwon’tcomelaterontomakereproachestous?Weunderstandoneanotherclearly?Wehavewarnedyouthatthechildissickandthatyoucouldcatchthedisease。Becauseofthat,becauseofthespecialneedofcarewhichshehas,wepromiseyoufivehundredfrancsattheendofthenursing。

  That’sallright,isit?

  \"But,mylady,\"criedthenurse,allhercupidityawakened,\"youspokejustnowofathousandfrancs。\"

  \"Verywell,then,athousandfrancs。\"

  Georgepassedbehindthenurseandgothismotherbythearm,drawinghertooneside。\"Itwouldbeamistake,\"hewhispered,\"ifwedidnotmakehersignanagreementtoallthat。\"

  Hismotherturnedtothenurse。\"Inorderthattheremaybenomisunderstandingaboutthesum——youseehowitis,IhadforgottenalreadythatIhadspokenofathousandfrancs——wewilldrawupalittlepaper,andyou,onyourpart,willwriteoneforus。\"

  \"Verygood,ma’am,\"saidthenurse,delightedwiththeideaofsoimportantatransaction。\"Why,it’sjustasyoudowhenyourentahouse!\"

  \"Herecomesthedoctor,\"saidtheother。\"Come,nurse,itisagreed?\"

  \"Yes,ma’am,\"wastheanswer。Butallthesame,asshewentoutshehesitatedandlookedsharplyfirstatthedoctor,andthenatGeorgeandhismother。Shesuspectedthatsomethingwaswrong,andshemeanttofindoutifshecould。

  ThedoctorseatedhimselfinGeorge’sofficechair,asiftowriteaprescription。\"Thechild’sconditionremainsthesame,\"

  hesaid;\"nothingdisturbing。\"

  \"Doctor,\"saidMadameDupont,gravely,\"fromnowon,youwillbeabletodevoteyourattentiontothebabyandthenursewithoutanyscruple。Duringyourabsencewehavearrangedmattersnicely。Thenursehasbeeninformedaboutthesituation,andshedoesnotmind。Shehasagreedtoacceptanindemnity,andtheamounthasbeenstated。\"

  Butthedoctordidnottakethesetidingsastheotherhadhopedhemight。Hereplied:\"Themaladywhichthenursewillalmostinevitablycontractinfeedingthechildistoograveinitsconsequences。Suchconsequencesmightgoasfarascompletehelplessness,evenasfarasdeath。SoIsaythattheindemnity,whateveritmightbe,wouldnotpaythedamage。\"

  \"But,\"exclaimedtheother,\"sheacceptsit!Sheismistressofherself,andshehastheright——\"

  \"Iamnotatallcertainthatshehastherighttosellherownhealth。AndIamcertainthatshehasnottherighttosellthehealthofherhusbandandherchildren。Ifshebecomesinfected,itisnearlycertainthatshewillcommunicatethediseasetothem;thehealthandthelifeofthechildrenshemighthavelateronwouldbegreatlycompromised。Suchthingsshecannotpossiblysell。Come,madame,youmustseethatabargainofthissortisn’tpossible。Iftheevilhasnotbeendone,youmustdoeverythingtoavoidit。\"

  \"Sir,\"protestedthemother,wildly,\"youdonotdefendourinterests!\"

  \"Madame,\"wasthereply,\"Idefendthosewhoareweakest。\"

  \"Ifwehadcalledinourownphysician,whoknowsus,\"sheprotested,\"hewouldhavetakensideswithus。\"

  Thedoctorrose,withaseverelookonhisface。\"Idoubtit,\"

  hesaid,\"butthereisstilltimetocallhim。\"

  Georgebrokeinwithacryofdistress。\"Sir,Iimploreyou!\"

  Andthemotherinturncried。\"Don’tabandonus,sir!Yououghttomakeallowances!Ifyouknewwhatthatchildistome!I

  tellyouitseemstomeasifIhadwaitedforhercominginordertodie。Havepityuponus!Havepityuponher!Youspeakoftheweakest——itisnotshewhoistheweakest?Youhaveseenher,youhaveseenthatpoorlittlebaby,soemaciated!Youhaveseenwhataheapofsufferingsheisalready;andcannotthatinspireinyouanysympathy?Iprayyou,sir——Iprayyou!\"

  \"Ipityher,\"saidthedoctor,\"Iwouldliketosaveher——andI

  willdoeverythingforher。Butdonotaskmetosacrificetoafeebleinfant,withanuncertainandprobablyunhappylife,thehealthofasoundandrobustwoman。Itisuselessforustocontinuesuchadiscussionasthat。\"

  WhereuponMadameDupontleapedupinsuddenfrenzy。\"VeryWell!\"

  sheexclaimed。\"Iwillnotfollowyourcounsels,Iwillnotlistentoyou!\"

  Saidthedoctorinasolemnvoice:\"Thereisalreadysomeoneherewhoregretsthathedidnotlistentome。\"

  \"Yes,\"moanedGeorge,\"tomymisfortune,tothemisfortuneofallofus。\"

  ButMadameDupontwasquitebesideherself。\"Verywell!\"shecried。\"Ifitisafault,ifitisacrime,ifIshallhavetosufferremorseforitinthislife,andallthepunishmentsinthelifetocome——Iacceptitallformyselfalone!Myselfalone,Itakethatresponsibility!Itisfrightfullyheavy,butIacceptit。IamprofoundlyaChristiansir;Ibelieveineternaldamnation;buttosavemylittlechildIconsenttolosemysoulforever。Yes,mymindismadeup——Iwilldoeverythingtosavethatlife!LetGodjudgeme;andifhecondemnsme,somuchtheworseforme!\"

  Thedoctoranswered:\"ThatresponsibilityisonewhichIcannotletyoutake,foritwillbenecessarythatIshouldacceptmypart,andIrefuseit。\"

  \"Whatwillyoudo?\"

  \"Ishallwarnthenurse。Ishallinformherexactly,completely——somethingwhichyouhavenotdone,Ifeelsure。\"

  \"What?\"criedMadameDupont,wildly。\"You,adoctor,calledintoafamilywhichgivesyouitsentireconfidence,whichhandsovertoyouitsmostterriblesecrets,itsmosthorriblemiseries——youwouldbetraythem?\"

  \"Itisnotabetrayal,\"repliedtheman,sternly。\"Itissomethingwhichthelawcommands;andevenifthelawweresilent,Iwouldnotpermitafamilyofworthypeopletogoastraysofarastocommitacrime。EitherIgiveupthecase,oryouhavethenursingofthechildstopped。\"

  \"Youthreaten!Youthreaten!\"criedthewoman,almostfrantic。

  \"Youabusethepowerwhichyourknowledgegivesyou!Youknowthatitisyouwhoseattentionweneedbythatlittlecradle;youknowthatwebelieveinyou,andyouthreatentoabandonus!

  Yourabandonmentmeansthedeathofthechild,perhaps!AndifI

  listentoyou,ifwestopthenursingofthechild——thatalsomeansherdeath!\"

  Sheflungupherhandslikeamadcreature。\"Andyetthereisnoothermeans!Ah,myGod!Whydoyounotletitbepossibleformetosacrificemyself?Iwouldwishnothingmorethantobeabletodoit——ifonlyyoumighttakemyoldbody,myoldflesh,myoldbones——ifonlyImightserveforsomething!HowquicklywouldIconsentthatitshouldinfectme——thisatrociousmalady!

  HowIwouldoffermyselftoit——withwhatjoys,withwhatdelights——howeverdisgusting,howeverfrightfulitmightbe,howevermuchtobedreaded!Yes,Iwouldtakeitwithoutfear,withoutregret,ifmypooroldemptybreastsmightstillgivetothechildthemilkwhichwouldpreserveitslife!\"

  Shestopped;andGeorgesprangsuddenlyfromhisseat,andfledtoherandflunghimselfdownuponhiskneesbeforeher,minglinghissobsandtearswithhers。

  Thedoctorroseandmovedabouttheroom,unableanylongertocontrolhisdistress。\"Oh,thepoorpeople!\"hemurmuredtohimself。\"Thepoor,poorpeople!\"

  Thestormpassed,andMadameDupont,whowasawomanofstrongcharacter,gotherselftogether。Facingthedoctoragain,shesaid,\"Come,sir,telluswhatwehavetodo。\"

  \"Youmuststopthenursing,andkeepthewomanhereasadrynurse,inorderthatshemaynotgoawaytocarrythediseaseelsewhere。Donotexaggeratetoyourselfthedangerwhichwillresulttothechild。Iam,intruth,extremelymovedbyyoursuffering,andIwilldoeverything——Iswearittoyou——thatyourbabymayrecoverasquicklyaspossibleitsperfecthealth。I

  hopetosucceed,andthatsoon。AndnowImustleaveyouuntiltomorrow。\"

  \"Thankyou,Doctor,thankyou,\"saidMadameDupont,faintly。

  Theyoungmanroseandaccompaniedthedoctortothedoor。Hecouldnotbringhimselftospeak,butstoodhanginghisheaduntiltheotherwasgone。Thenhecametohismother。Hesoughttoembraceher,butsherepelledhim——withoutviolence,butfirmly。

  Hersonsteppedbackandputhishandsoverhisface。\"Forgiveme!\"hesaid,inabrokenvoice。\"Arewenotunhappyenough,withouthatingeachother?\"

  Hismotheranswered:\"Godhaspunishedyouforyourdebauchbystrikingatyourchild。\"

  But,grief—strickenastheyoungmanwas,hecouldnotbelievethat。\"Impossible!\"hesaid。\"ThereisnotevenamansufficientlywickedorunjusttocommittheactwhichyouattributetoyourGod!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidhismother,sadly,\"youbelieveinnothing。\"

  \"IbelieveinnosuchGodasthat,\"heanswered。

  Asilencefollowed。Whenitwasbroken,itwasbytheentranceofthenurse。Shehadopenedthedooroftheroomandhadbeenstandingthereforsomemoments,unheeded。Finallyshesteppedforward。\"Madame,\"shesaid,\"Ihavethoughtitover;Iwouldrathergobacktomyhomeatonce,andhaveonlythefivehundredfrancs。\"

  MadameDupontstaredatherinconsternation。\"Whatisthatyouaresaying?Youwanttoreturntoyourhome?\"

  \"Yes,ma’am,\"wastheanswer。

  \"But,\"criedGeorge,\"onlytenminutesagoyouwerenotthinkingofit。\"

  \"Whathashappenedsincethen?\"demandedMadameDupont。

  \"Ihavethoughtitover。\"

  \"Thoughtitover?\"

  \"Well,Iamgettinglonesomeformylittleoneandformyhusband。\"

  \"Inthelasttenminutes?\"exclaimedGeorge。

  \"Theremustbesomethingelse,\"hismotheradded。\"Evidentlytheremustbesomethingelse。\"

  \"No!\"insistedthenurse。

  \"ButIsayyes!\"

  \"Well,I’mafraidtheairofParismightnotbegoodforme。\"

  \"Youhadbetterwaitandtryit。\"

  \"Iwouldrathergobackatoncetomyhome。\"

  \"Come,now,\"criedMadameDupont,\"telluswhy?\"

  \"Ihavetoldyou。Ihavethoughtitover。\"

  \"Thoughtwhatover?\"

  \"Well,Ihavethought。\"

  \"Oh,\"criedthemother,\"whatastupidreply!’Ihavethoughtitover!Ihavethoughtitover!’ThoughtWHATover,Iwanttoknow!\"

  \"Well,everything。\"

  \"Don’tyouknowhowtotelluswhat?\"

  \"Itellyou,everything。\"

  \"Why,\"exclaimedMadameDupont,\"youareanimbecile!\"

  Georgesteppedbetweenhismotherandthenurse。\"Letmetalktoher,\"hesaid。

  Thewomancamebacktoheroldformula:\"Iknowthatwe’reonlypoorcountrypeople。\"

  \"Listentome,nurse,\"saidtheyoungman。\"Onlyalittlewhileagoyouwereafraidthatwewouldsendyouaway。Youweresatisfiedwiththewageswhichmymotherhadfixed。Inadditiontothosewageswehadpromisedyouagoodsumwhenyoureturnedtoyourhome。Nowyoutellusthatyouwanttogoaway。Yousee?Allatonce。Theremustbesomereason;letusunderstandit。Theremustcertainlybeareason。Hasanybodydoneanythingtoyou?\"

  \"No,sir,\"saidthewoman,droppinghereyes。

  \"Well,then?\"

  \"Ihavethoughtitover。\"

  Georgeburstout,\"Don’tgoonrepeatingalwaysthesamething——

  ’Ihavethoughtitover!’That’snottellingusanything。\"

  Controllinghimself,headded,gently,\"Come,tellmewhyyouwanttogoaway?\"

  Therewasasilence。\"Well?\"hedemanded。

  \"Itellyou,Ihavethought——\"

  Georgeexclaimedindespair,\"It’sasifoneweretalkingtoablockofwood!\"

  Hismothertookuptheconversationagain。\"Youmustrealize,youhavenottherighttogoaway。\"

  Thewomananswered,\"IWANTtogo。\"

  \"ButIwillnotletyouleaveus。\"

  \"No,\"interruptedGeorgeangrily,\"lethergo;wecannotfastenherhere。\"

  \"Verywell,then,\"criedtheexasperatedmother,\"sinceyouwanttogo,go!ButIhavecertainlytherighttosaytoyouthatyouareasstupidastheanimalsonyourfarm!\"

  \"Idon’tsaythatIamnot,\"answeredthewoman。

  \"Iwillnotpayyouthemonthwhichhasjustbegun,andyouwillpayyourrailroadfareforyourself。\"

  Theotherdrewbackwithalookofanger。\"Oho!\"shecried。

  \"We’llseeaboutthat!\"

  \"Yes,we’llseeaboutit!\"criedGeorge。\"Andyouwillgetoutofhereatonce。Takeyourselfoff——Iwillhavenomoretodowithyou。Goodevening。\"

  \"No,George,\"protestedhismother,\"don’tlosecontrolofyourself。\"Andthen,withagreateffortatcalmness,\"Thatcannotbeserious,nurse!Answerme。\"

  \"Iwouldrathergooffrightawaytomyhome,andonlyhavemyfivehundredfrancs。\"

  \"WHAT?\"criedGeorge,inconsternation。

  \"What’sthatyouaretellingme?\"exclaimedMadameDupont。

  \"Fivehundredfrancs?\"repeatedherson。

  \"Whatfivehundredfrancs?\"echoedthemother。

  \"Thefivehundredfrancsyoupromisedme,\"saidthenurse。

  \"Wehavepromisedyoufivehundredfrancs?WE?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Whenthechildshouldbeweaned,andifweshouldbesatisfiedwithyou!Thatwasourpromise。\"

  \"No。YousaidyouwouldgivethemtomewhenIwasleaving。NowIamleaving,andIwantthem。\"

  MadameDupontdrewherselfup,haughtily。\"Inthefirstplace,\"

  shesaid,\"kindlyobligemebyspeakingtomeinanothertone;doyouunderstand?\"

  Thewomananswered,\"Youhavenothingtodobutgivememymoney,andIwillsaynothingmore。\"

  Georgewentalmostbesidehimselfwithrageatthis。\"Oh,it’slikethat?\"heshouted。\"Verywell;I’llshowyou!\"Andhesprangtothedoorandopenedit。

  Butthenurseneverbudged。\"Givememyfivehundredfrancs!\"

  shesaid。

  Georgeseizedherbythearmandshovedhertowardthedoor。

  \"Youclearoutofhere,doyouunderstandme?Andasquicklyasyoucan!\"

  Thewomanshookherarmloose,andsneeredintohisface。\"Comenow,you——youcantalktomealittlemorepolitely,eh?\"

  \"Willyougo?\"shoutedGeorge,completelybesidehimself。\"Willyougo,ormustIgooutandlookforapoliceman?\"

  \"Apoliceman!\"demandedthewoman。\"Forwhat?\"

  \"Toputyououtside!Youarebehavingyourselflikeathief。\"

  \"Athief?I?Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Imeanthatyouaredemandingmoneywhichdoesn’tbelongtoyou。\"

  \"Morethanthat,\"brokeinMadameDupont,\"youaredestroyingthatpoorlittlebaby!Youareawickedwoman!\"

  \"Iwillputyououtmyself!\"shoutedGeorge,andseizedherbythearmagain。

  \"Oh,it’slikethat,isit?\"retortedthenurse。\"ThenyoureallywantmetotellyouwhyIamgoingaway?\"

  \"Yes,tellme!\"criedhe。

  Hismotheradded,\"Yes,yes!\"

  ShewouldhavespokendifferentlyhadshechancedtolookbehindherandseenHenriette,whoatthatmomentappearedinthedoorway。Shehadbeenabouttogoout,whenherattentionhadbeencaughtbytheloudvoices。Shestoodnow,amazed,claspingherhandstogether,whilethenurse,shakingherfistfirstatMadameDupontandthenatherson,criedloudly,\"Verywell!I’mgoingawaybecauseIdon’twanttocatchafilthydiseasehere!\"

  \"HUSH!\"criedMadameDupont,andsprangtowardher,herhandsclenchedasifshewouldchokeher。

  \"Besilent!\"criedGeorge,wildwithterror。

  Butthewomanrushedonwithoutdroppinghervoice,\"Oh,youneednotbetroublingyourselvesforfearanyoneshouldoverhear!Alltheworldknowsit!Yourotherservantswerelisteningwithmeatyourdoor!Theyheardeverywordyourdoctorsaid!\"

  \"Shutup!\"screamedGeorge。

  Hermotherseizedthewomanfiercelybythearm。\"Holdyourtongue!\"shehissed。

  Butagaintheothershookherselfloose。Shewaspowerful,andnowherragewasnottobecontrolled。Shewavedherhandsintheair,shouting,\"Letmebe,letmebe!Iknowallaboutyourbrat——thatyouwillneverbeabletoraiseit——thatit’srottenbecauseit’sfatherhasafilthydiseasehegotfromawomanofthestreet!\"

  Shegotnofarther。ShewasinterruptedbyafrenziedshriekfromHenriette。Thethreeturned,horrified,justintimetoseeherfallforwarduponthefloor,convulsed。

  \"MyGod!\"criedGeorge。Hesprangtowardher,andtriedtolifther,butsheshrankfromhim,repellinghimwithagestureofdisgust,ofhatred,ofthemostprofoundterror。\"Don’ttouchme!\"shescreamed,likeamaniac。\"Don’ttouchme!\"

  CHAPTERV

  ItwasinvainthatMadameDupontsoughttocontrolherdaughter—

  in—law。Henriettewasbesideherself,frantic,shecouldnotbebroughttolistentoanyone。Sherushedintotheotherroom,andwhentheolderwomanfollowedher,shriekedouttobeleftalone。Afterwards,shefledtoherownroomandbarredherselfin,andGeorgeandhismotherwaiteddistractedlyforhoursuntilsheshouldgivesomesign。

  Wouldshekillherself,perhaps?MadameDuponthoveredonguardaboutthedoorofthenurseryforfearthatthemotherinherfitofinsanitymightattemptsomeharmtoherchild。

  Thenursehadslunkawayabashedwhenshesawtheconsequencesofheroutburst。Bythetimeshehadgotherbelongingspacked,shehadrecoveredherassurance。Shewantedherfivehundred;alsoshewantedherwagesandherrailroadfarehome。Shewantedthematonce,andshewouldnotleaveuntilshegotthem。Georgeandhismother,inthemidstofalltheiranguishofmind,hadtogothroughadisgustingscenewiththiscoarseandangrywoman。

  Theyhadnosuchsumofmoneyinthehouse,andthenurserefusedtoacceptacheck。Sheknewnothingaboutacheck。Itwassomuchpaper,andmightbesometrickthattheywereplayingonher。Shekeptrepeatingheroldformula,\"Iamnothingbutapoorcountrywoman。\"Norwouldshebecontentedwiththepromisethatshewouldreceivethemoneythenextday。Sheseemedtobeafraidthatifsheleftthehouseshewouldbesurrenderingherclaim。SoatlastthedistractedGeorgetosallyforthandobtainthecashfromsometradesmenintheneighborhood。

  Thewomantookherdeparture。Theymadehersignareceiptinfullforallclaimsandtheystrovetopersuadethemselvesthatthismadethemsafe;butintheirheartstheyhadnorealconvictionofsafety。Whatwasthewoman’ssignature,orherpledgedword,againstthecupidityofherhusbandandrelatives。

  Alwaysshewouldhavethedreadfulsecrettoholdoverthem,andsotheywouldliveundertheshadowofpossibleblackmail。

  LaterinthedayHenriettesentforhermother—in—law。Shewaswhite,hereyeswereswollenwithweeping,andshespokeinavoicechokedwithsobs。Shewishedtoreturnatoncetoherfather’shome,andtotakelittleGervaisewithher。MadameDupontcriedoutinhorroratthisproposition,andarguedandpleadedandwept——butalltonopurpose。Thegirlwasimmovable。

  Shewouldnotstayunderherhusband’sroof,andshewouldtakeherchildwithher。Itwasherright,andnoonecouldrefuseher。

  Theinfanthadbeencryingforhours,butthatmadenodifference。Henrietteinsistedthatacabshouldbecalledatonce。

  SoshewentbacktothehomeofMonsieurLochesandtoldhimthehideousstory。Neverbeforeinherlifehadshediscussedsuchsubjectswithanyone,butnowinheragitationshetoldherfatherall。AsGeorgehaddeclaredtothedoctor,MonsieurLocheswasapersonofviolenttemper;atthisrevelation,atthesightofhisdaughter’sagony,hewasalmostbesidehimself。Hisfaceturnedpurple,theveinsstoodoutonhisforehead;atremblingseizedhim。HedeclaredthathewouldkillGeorge——

  therewasnothingelsetodo。Suchascoundrelshouldnotbepermittedtolive。

  TheeffortwhichHenriettehadtomaketorestrainhimhadacalmingeffectuponherself。Bitterandindignantasshewas,shedidnotwantGeorgetobekilled。Sheclungtoherfather,beseechinghimtopromiseherthathewouldnotdosuchathing;

  andallthatdayandeveningshewatchedhim,unwillingtolethimoutofhersight。

  Therewasamatterwhichclaimedherimmediateattention,andwhichhelpedtowithdrawthemfromthecontemplationoftheirownsufferings。Theinfantmustbefedandcaredfor——theunhappyvictimofotherpeople’ssins,whoselifewasnowimperiled。A

  drynursemustbefoundatonce,anursecompetenttotakeeveryprecautionandgivethechildeverychance。Thisnursemustbeinformedofthenatureofthetrouble——anothermatterwhichrequiredagreatdealofanxiousthought。

  ThateveningcameMadameDupont,tormentedbyanxietyaboutthechild’swelfare,andbeseechingpermissiontohelptakecareofit。Itwasimpossibletorefusesucharequest。Henriettecouldnotenduretoseeher,butthepoorgrandmotherwouldcomeandsitforhoursinthenursery,watchingthechildandthenurse,insilentagony。

  Thiscontinuedfordays,whilepoorGeorgewanderedaboutathome,sufferingsuchtormentofmindascanhardlybeimagined。

  Truly,inthesedayshepaidforhissins;hepaidathousand—

  foldinagonizedandimpotentregret。Helookedbackuponthecourseofhislife,andtracedonebyonetheactswhichhadledhimandthosehelovedintothisnightmareoftorment。Hewouldhavebeenwillingtogivehislifeifhecouldhaveundonethoseacts。Butavengingnatureofferedhimnosucheasydeliveranceasthat。WeshudderaswereadthegrimwordsoftheJehovahoftheancientHebrews;andyetnotallthelearningofmoderntimeshasavailedtodeliverusfromthecrueldecree,thatthesinsofthefathersshallbevisiteduponthechildren。

  Georgewrotenotestohiswife,imploringherforgiveness。Hepouredoutallhisagonyandshametoher,begginghertoseehimjustonce,togivehimachancetopleadhisdefense。Itwasnotmuchofadefense,tobesure;itwasonlythathehaddonenoworsethantheothersdid——onlythathewasawretchedvictimofignorance。Buthelovedher,hehadproventhathelovedher,andhepleadedthatforthesakeoftheirchildshewouldforgivehim。

  Whenallthisavailednothing,hewenttoseethedoctor,whoseadvicehehadsoshamefullyneglected。Hebesoughtthismantointercedeforhim——whichthedoctor,ofcourse,refusedtodo。

  Itwasanextra—medicalmatter,hesaid,andGeorgewasabsurdtoexpecthimtomeddleinit。

  But,asamatteroffact,thedoctorhadalreadybeeninterceding——hehadgonefartherinpleadingGeorge’scausethanhewaswillingtohaveGeorgeknow。ForMonsieurLocheshadpaidhimavisit——hispurposebeingtoaskthedoctortocontinueattendanceupontheinfant,andalsotogiveHenrietteacertificatewhichshecoulduseinhersuitforadivorcefromherhusband。

  Soinevitablytherehadbeenadiscussionofthewholequestionbetweenthetwomen。Thedoctorhadgrantedthefirstrequest,butrefusedthesecond。Inthefirstplace,hesaid,therewasaruleofprofessionalsecrecywhichwouldpreventhim。Andwhenthefather—in—lawrequestedtoknowiftheruleofprofessionalsecrecycompelledhimtoprotectacriminalagainsthonestpeople,thedoctoransweredthatevenifhisethicspermittedit,hewouldstillrefusetherequest。\"Iwouldreproachmyselfforever,\"hesaid,\"ifIhadaidedyoutoobtainsuchadivorce。\"

  \"Then,\"criedtheoldman,vehemently,\"becauseyouprofesssuchandsuchtheories,becausetheexerciseofyourprofessionmakesyoutheconstantwitnessofsuchmiseries——thereforeitisnecessarythatmydaughtershouldcontinuetobearthatman’snameallherlife!\"

  Thedoctoranswered,gently,\"Sir,Iunderstandandrespectyourgrief。Butbelieveme,youarenotinastateofmindtodecideaboutthesemattersnow。\"

  \"Youaremistaken,\"declaredtheother,controllinghimselfwithaneffort。\"Ihavebeenthinkingaboutnothingelsefordays。I

  havediscusseditwithmydaughter,andsheagreeswithme。

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