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  Surely,sir,youcannotdesirethatmydaughtershouldcontinuetolivewithamanwhohasstruckhersobrutal,socowardly,ablow。\"

  \"IfIrefuseyourrequest,\"thedoctoranswered,\"itisintheinterestofyourdaughter。\"Then,seeingtheother’sexcitementreturning,hecontinued,\"Inyourstateofmind,MonsieurLoches,Iknowthatyouwillprobablybeabusingmebeforefiveminuteshaspassed。Butthatwillnottroubleme。Ihaveseenmanycases。AndsinceIhavemadethemistakeoflettingmyselfbetrappedintothisdiscussion,Imustexplaintoyouthereasonformyattitude。Youaskofmeacertificatesothatyoumayproveincourtthatyourson—in—lawisafflictedwithsyphilis。\"

  \"Precisely,\"saidtheother。

  \"Andhaveyounotreflecteduponthis——thatatthesametimeyouwillbepubliclyattestingthatyourdaughterhasbeenexposedtothecontagion?Withsuchanadmission,anadmissionofficiallyregisteredinthepublicrecords,doyoubelievethatshewillfinditeasytore—marrylateron?\"

  \"Shewillneverre—marry,\"saidthefather。

  \"Shesaysthattoday,butcanyouaffirmthatshewillsaythesamethingfiveyearsfromnow,tenyearsfromnow?Itellyouyouwillnotobtainthatdivorce,becauseIwillmostcertainlyrefuseyouthenecessarycertificate。\"

  \"Then,\"criedtheother,\"Iwillfindothermeansofestablishingproofs。Iwillhavethechildexaminedbyanotherdoctor!\"

  Theotheranswered。\"Thenyoudonotfindthatthatpoorlittleonehasbeenalreadysufficientlyhandicappedattheoutsetofitslife?Yourgranddaughterhasaphysicaldefect。Doyouwishtoaddtothatacertificateofhereditarysyphilis,whichwillfollowherallherlife?\"

  MonsieurLochessprangfromhischair。\"Youmeanthatifthevictimsseektodefendthemselves,theywillbestrucktheharder!Youmeanthatthelawgivesmenoweaponagainstamanwho,knowinghiscondition,takesayounggirl,sound,trusting,innocent,andbefoulsherwiththeresultofhisdebauches——makesherthemotherofapoorlittlecreature,whosefutureissuchthatthosewholoveherthemostdonotknowwhethertheyoughttoprayforherlife,orforherimmediatedeliverance?Sir,\"hecontinued,inhisorator’svoice,\"thatmanhasinflicteduponthewomanhehasmarriedasupremeinsult。Hehasmadeherthevictimofthemostodiousassault。Hehasdegradedher——hehasbroughther,sotospeak,intocontactwiththewomanofthestreets。HehascreatedbetweenherandthatcommonwomanIknownotwhatmysteriousrelationship。Itisthepoisonedbloodoftheprostitutewhichpoisonsmydaughterandherchild;thatabjectcreature,shelives,shelivesinus!Shebelongstoourfamily——hehasgivenheraseatatourhearth!Hehassoiledtheimaginationandthethoughtsofmypoorchild,ashehassoiledherbody。Hehasunitedforeverinhersoultheideaoflovewhichshehasplacedsohigh,withIknownotwhathorrorsofthehospitals。Hehastaintedherinherdignityandhermodesty,inherloveaswellasinherbaby。Hehasstruckherdownwithphysicalandmoraldecay,hehasoverwhelmedherwithvileness。

  Andyetthelawissuch,thecustomsofsocietyaresuch,thatthewomancannotseparateherselffromthatmansavebytheaidoflegalproceedingswhosescandalwillfalluponherselfanduponherchild!\"

  MonsieurLocheshadbeenpacingupanddowntheroomashespoke,andnowheclenchedhisfistsinsuddenfury。

  \"Verywell!Iwillnotaddressmyselftothelaw。SinceI

  learnedthetruthIhavebeenaskingmyselfifitwasnotmydutytofindthatmonsterandtoputabulletintohishead,asonedoestoamaddog。Idon’tknowwhatweakness,whatcowardice,hasheldmeback,anddecidedmetoappealtothelaw。Sincethelawwillnotprotectme,Iwillseekjusticeformyself。Perhapshisdeathwillbeagoodwarningfortheothers!\"

  Thedoctorshruggedhisshoulders,asiftosaythatthiswasnoaffairofhisandthathewouldnottrytointerfere。Butheremarked,quietly:\"Youwillbetriedforyourlife。\"

  \"Ishallbeacquitted!\"criedtheother。

  \"Yes,butafterapublicrevelationofallyourmiseries。Youwillmakethescandalgreater,themiseriesgreater——thatisall。

  Andhowdoyouknowbutthatonthemorrowofyouracquittal,youwillfindyourselfconfrontinganothercourt,ahigherandmoresevereone?Howdoyouknowbutthatyourdaughter,seizedatlastbypityforthemanyouhavekilled,willnotdemandtoknowbywhatrightyouhaveactedso,bywhatrightyouhavemadeanorphanofherchild?Howcanyouknowbutthatherchildalsomaysomedaydemandanaccountingofyou?\"

  MonsieurLocheslethishandsfall,andstood,apictureofcrusheddespair。\"Tellmethen,\"hesaid,inafaintvoice,\"whatoughtItodo?\"

  \"Forgive!\"

  Forawhilethedoctorsatlookingathim。\"Sir,\"hesaid,atlast,\"tellmeonething。Youareinflexible;youfeelyouhavetherighttobeinflexible。Butareyoureallysocertainthatitwasnotyourduty,onceuponatime,tosaveyourdaughterfromthepossibilityofsuchmisfortune?\"

  \"What?\"criedtheother。\"Myduty?Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Imeanthis,sir。Whenthatmarriagewasbeingdiscussed,youcertainlytookprecautionstoinformyourselfaboutthefinancialconditionofyourfutureson—in—law。Youdemandedthatheshouldprovetoyouthathisstocksandbondswereactualvalue,listedontheexchange。Also,youobtainedsomeinformationabouthischaracter。Infact,youforgotonlyonepoint,themostimportantofall——thatwas,toinquireifhewasingoodhealth。

  Youneverdidthat。\"

  Thefather—in—law’svoicehadbecomefaint。\"No,\"hesaid。

  \"Butwhynot?\"

  \"Becausethatisnotthecustom。\"

  \"Verywell,butthatoughttobethecustom。Surelythefatherofafamily,beforehegiveshisdaughtertoaman,shouldtakeasmuchprecautionasabusinessconcernwhichacceptsanemployee。\"

  \"Youareright,\"wasthereply,\"thereshouldbealaw。\"Themanspokeasadeputy,havingauthorityinthesematters。

  Butthedoctorcried,\"No,no,sir!Donotmakeanewlaw。Wehavetoomanyalready。Thereisnoneedofit。Itwouldsufficethatpeopleshouldknowalittlebetterwhatsyphilisis。Thecustomwouldestablishitselfveryquicklyforasuitortoaddtoalltheotherdocumentswhichhepresents,acertificateofadoctor,asproofthathecouldbereceivedintoafamilywithoutbringingapestilencewithhim。Thatwouldbeverysimple。Onceletthecustombeestablished,thenthesuitorwouldgotothedoctorforacertificateofhealth,justashegoestothepriestforacertificatethathehasconfessed;andbythatmeansyouwouldpreventagreatdealofsufferingintheworld。Orletmeputitanotherway,sir。Nowadays,beforeyouconcludeamarriage,yougetthelawyersofthetwofamiliestogether。Itwouldbeofatleastequalimportancetogettheirtwodoctorstogether。Yousee,sir,yourinquiryconcerningyourson—in—lawwasfarfromcomplete。Soyourdaughtermayfairlyaskyou,whyyou,beingaman,beingafatherwhooughttoknowthesethings,didnottakeasmuchcareofherhealthasyoutookofherfortune。Soitis,sir,thatIsaytoyou,forgive!\"

  ButMonsieurLochessaidagain,\"Never!\"

  Andagainthedoctorsatandwatchedhimforaminute。\"Come,sir,\"hebegan,finally,\"sinceitisnecessarytoemploythelastargument,Iwilldoso。Tobesosevereandsopitiless——

  areyouyourselfwithoutsin?\"

  Theotheranswered,\"Ihaveneverhadashamefuldisease。\"

  \"Idonotaskyouthat,\"interruptedthedoctor。\"Iaskyouifyouhaveneverexposedyourselftothechanceofhavingit。\"Andthen,readingtheother’sface,hewenton,inatoneofquietcertainty。\"Yes,youhaveexposedyourself。Then,sir,itwasnotvirtuethatyouhad;itwasgoodfortune。Thatisoneofthethingswhichexasperatemethemost——thatterm’shamefuldisease’

  whichyouhavejustused。Likeallotherdiseases,thatisoneofourmisfortunes,anditisnevershamefultobeunfortunate——

  evenifonehasdeservedit。\"Thedoctorpaused,andthenwithsomeexcitementhewenton:\"Come,sir,come,wemustunderstandeachother。Amongmenthemostexacting,amongthosewhowiththeirmiddle—classpruderydarenotpronouncethenameofsyphilis,orwhomakethemostterrifyingfaces,themostdisgusted,whentheyconsenttospeakofit——whoregardthesyphiliticassinners——Ishouldwishtoknowhowmanytherearewhohaveneverexposedthenselvestoasimilarmisadventure。

  Theyandtheyalonehavetherighttospeak。Howmanyarethere?

  Amongathousandmen,aretherefour?Verywell,then。

  Exceptingthosefour,betweenalltherestandthesyphiliticthereisnothingbutthedifferenceofchance。\"

  Therecameintothedoctor’svoiceatthismomentanoteofintensefeeling;fortheseweremattersofwhichevidencecametohimeveryday。\"Itellyou,sir,thatsuchpeoplearedeservingofsympathy,becausetheyaresuffering。Iftheyhavecommittedafault,theyhaveatleastthepleathattheyareexpiatingit。

  No,sir,letmehearnomoreofthathypocrisy。Recallyourownyouth,sir。Thatwhichafflictsyourson—in—law,youhavedeserveditjustasmuchashe——morethanhe,perhaps。

  Therefore,havepityonhim;haveforhimthetolerationwhichtheunpunishedcriminaloughttohaveforthecriminallessfortunatethanhimselfuponwhomthepenaltyhasfallen。Isthatnotso?\"

  MonsieurLocheshadbeenlisteningtothisdiscoursewiththefeelingofathiefbeforethebar。Therewasnothingthathecouldanswer。\"Sir,\"hestammered,\"asyoupresentthisthingtome——\"

  \"ButamInotright?\"insistedthedoctor。

  \"Perhapsyouare,\"theotheradmitted。\"But——Icannotsayallthattomydaughter,topersuadehertogobacktoherhusband。\"

  \"Youcangiveherotherarguments,\"wastheanswer。

  \"Whatarguments,inGod’sname?\"

  \"Thereisnolackofthem。Youwillsaytoherthataseparationwouldbeamisfortuneforall;thatherhusbandistheonlyoneintheworldwhowouldbedevotedenoughtohelphersaveherchild。Youwillsaytoherthatoutoftheruinsofherfirsthappinessshecanbuildherselfanotherstructure,farstronger。

  And,sir,youwilladdtothatwhateveryourgoodheartmaysuggest——andwewillarrangesothatthenextchildofthepairshallbesoundandvigorous。\"

  MonsieurLochesreceivedthisannouncementwiththesamesurprisethatGeorgehimselfhadmanifested。\"Isthatpossible?\"heasked。

  Thedoctorcried:\"Yes,yes,yes——athousandtimesyes!ThereisaphrasewhichIrepeatoneveryoccasion,andwhichIwouldwishtopostuponthewalls。Itisthatsyphilisisanimperiousmistress,whoonlydemandsthatoneshouldrecognizeherpower。

  Sheisterribleforthosewhothinkherinsignificant,andgentlewiththosewhoknowhowdangeroussheis。Youknowthatkindofmistress——whoisonlyvexedwhensheisneglected。Youmaytellthistoyourdaughter——youwillrestorehertothearmsofherhusband,fromwhomshehasnolongeranythingtofear,andIwillguaranteethatyouwillbeahappygrandfathertwoyearsfromnow。\"

  MonsieurLochesatlastshowedthathewasweakenedinhisresolution。

  \"Doctor,\"hesaid,\"IdonotknowthatIcanevergosofarasforgiveness,butIpromiseyouthatIwilldonoirreparableact,andthatIwillnotopposeareconciliationifafterthelapseofsometime——Icannotventuretosayhowlong——mypoorchildshouldmakeuphermindtoareconciliation。\"

  \"Verygood,\"saidtheother。\"Butletmeaddthis:Ifyouhaveanotherdaughter,takecaretoavoidthefaultwhichyoucommittedwhenyoumarriedoffthefirst。\"

  \"But,\"saidtheoldman,\"Ididnotknow。\"

  \"Ah,surely!\"criedtheother。\"Youdidnotknow!Youareafather,andyoudidnotknow!Youareadeputy,youhaveassumedtheresponsibilityandthehonorofmakingourlaws——andyoudidnotknow!Youareignorantaboutsyphilis,justasyouprobablyareignorantaboutalcoholismandtuberculosis。\"

  \"No,\"exclaimedtheother,quickly。

  \"Verywell,\"saidthedoctor,\"Iwillleaveyouout,ifyouwish。

  Iamtalkingoftheothers,thefivehundred,andIdon’tknowhowmanymore,whoarethereintheChamberofDeputies,andwhocallthemselvesrepresentativesofthepeople。Theyarenotabletofindasinglehourtodiscussthesethreecruelgods,towhichegotismandindifferencemakeeverydaysuchfrightfulhumansacrifices。Theyhavenotsufficientleisuretocombatthisferocioustrinity,whichdestroyseverydaythousandsoflives。

  Alcoholism!Itwouldbenecessarytoforbidthemanufactureofpoisons,andtorestrictthenumberoflicenses;butasonehasfearofthegreatdistillers,whoarerichandpowerful,andofthelittledealers,whoarethemastersofuniversalsuffrage,oneputsone’sconsciencetosleepbylamentingtheimmoralityoftheworking—class,andpublishinglittlepamphletsandsermons。

  Imbeciles!……Tuberculosis!Everybodyknowsthetrueremedy,whichwouldbethepayingofsufficientwages,andthetearingdownofthefilthytenementsintowhichthelaborersarepacked——

  thosewhoarethemostusefulandthemostunfortunateamongourpopulation!Butneedlesstosay,noonewantsthatremedy,sowegoroundbeggingtheworkingmennottospitonthesidewalks。

  Wonderful!Butsyphilis——whydoyounotoccupyyourselfwiththat?Why,sinceyouhaveministerswhosedutyitistoattendtoallsortsofthings,doyounothaveaministertoattendtothepublichealth?\"

  \"MydearDoctor,\"respondedMonsieurLoches,\"youfallintotheFrenchhabitofconsideringthegovernmentasthecauseofallevils。Showustheway,youlearnedgentlemen!Sincethatisamatteraboutwhichyouareinformed,andweareignorant,beginbytellinguswhatmeasuresyoubelievetobenecessary。\"

  \"Ah,ah!\"exclaimedtheother。\"That’sfine,indeed!Itwasabouteighteenyearsagothataprojectofthatnature,workedoutbytheAcademyofMedicine,andapprovedbyitUNANIMOUSLY,wassenttotheproperminister。Wehavenotyetheardhisreply。\"

  \"Youreallybelieve,\"inquiredMonsieurLoches,insomebewilderment,\"youbelievethattherearesomemeasures——\"

  \"Sir,\"brokeinthedoctor,\"beforewegetthough,youaregoingtosuggestsomemeasuresyourself。Letmetellyouwhathappenedtoday。WhenIreceivedyourcardIdidnotknowthatyouwerethefather—in—lawofGeorgeDupont。Isaythatyouwereadeputy,andIthoughtthatyouwantedtogetsomeinformationaboutthesematters。Therewasawomanpatientwaitingtoseeme,andIkeptherinmywaiting—room——sayingtomyself,\"Thisisjustthesortofpersonthatourdeputiesoughttotalkto。\"

  Thedoctorpausedforamoment,thencontinued:\"Bereassured,I

  willtakecareofyournerves。Thispatienthasnotroublethatisapparenttotheeye。SheissimplyanillustrationoftheargumentIhavebeenadvancing——thatourworstenemyisignorance。Ignorance——youunderstandme?SinceIhavegotyouhere,sir,IamgoingtoholdyouuntilIhavemanagedtocurealittleofyourignorance!ForItellyou,sir,itisathingwhichdrivesmetodistraction——weMUSTdosomethingabouttheseconditions!Takethiscase,forexample。Hereisawomanwhoisveryseriouslyinfected。Itoldher——well,wait;youshallseeforyourself。

  ThedoctorwenttothedoorandsummonedintotheroomawomanwhomMonsieurLocheshadnoticedwaitingthere。Shewasvergingonoldage,small,frail,andill—nourishedinappearance,poorlydressed,andyetwithasuggestionofrefinementabouther。Shestoodnearthedoor,twistingherhandstogethernervously,andshrinkingfromthegazeofthestrangegentleman。Thedoctorbeganinanangryvoice。\"DidInottellyoutocomeandseemeonceeveryeightdays?Isthatnottrue?\"

  Thewomananswered,inafaintvoice,\"Yes,sir。\"

  \"Well,\"heexclaimed,\"andhowlonghasitbeensinceyouwerehere?\"

  \"Threemonths,sir。\"

  \"Threemonths!AndyoubelievethatIcantakecareofyouundersuchconditions?Igiveyouup!Doyouunderstand?Youdiscourageme,youdiscourageme。\"Therewasapause。Then,seeingthewoman’ssuffering,hebegan,inagentlertone,\"Comenow,whatisthereasonthatyouhavenotcome?Didn’tyouknowthatyouhaveaseriousdisease——mostserious?\"

  \"Oh,yes,sir,\"repliedthewoman,\"Iknowthatverywell——sincemyhusbanddiedofit。\"

  Thedoctor’svoiceboreonceagainitsnoteofpity。\"Yourhusbanddiedofit?\"

  \"Yes,sir。\"

  \"Hetooknocareofhimself?\"

  \"No,sir。\"

  \"Andwasnotthatawarningtoyou?\"

  \"Doctor,\"thewomanreplied,\"Iwouldasknothingbetterthantocomeasoftenasyoutoldme,butthecostistoogreat。\"

  \"How——whatcost?Youwerecomingtomyfreeclinic。\"

  \"Yes,sir,\"repliedthewoman,\"butthat’sduringworkinghours,andthenitisalongwayfromhome。Therearesomanysickpeople,andIhavetowaitmyturn,Itisinthemorning——

  sometimesIloseawholeday——andthenmyemployerisannoyed,andhethreatenstoturnmeoff。Itisthingslikethatthatkeeppeoplefromcoming,untiltheydarenotputitoffanylonger。Then,too,sir——\"thewomanstopped,hesitating。

  \"Well,\"demandedthedoctor。

  \"Oh,nothing,sir,\"shestammered。\"Youhavebeentoogoodtomealready。\"

  \"Goon,\"commandedtheother。\"Tellme。\"

  \"Well,\"murmuredthewoman,\"IknowIoughtnottoputonairs,butyouseeIhavenotalwaysbeensopoor。Beforemyhusband’smisfortune,wewerewellfixed。Soyousee,Ihavealittlepride。Ihavealwaysmanagedtotakecareofmyself。Iamnotawomanofthestreets,andtostandaroundlikethat,witheverybodyelse,tobeobligedtotellallone’smiseriesoutloudbeforetheworld!Iamwrong,Iknowitperfectlywell;Iarguewithmyself——butallthesame,it’shard,sir;Iassureyou,itistrulyhard。\"

  \"Poorwoman!\"saidthedoctor;andforawhiletherewasasilence。Thenheasked:\"Itwasyourhusbandwhobroughtyouthedisease?\"

  \"Yes,sir,\"wasthereply。\"Everythingwhichhappenedtouscamefromhim。Wewerelivinginthecountrywhenhegotthedisease。

  Hewenthalfcrazy。Henolongerknewhowtomanagehisaffairs。

  Hegaveordershereandthereforconsiderablesums。Wewerenotabletofindthemoney。\"

  \"Whydidhenotundergotreatment?\"

  \"Hedidn’tknowthen。Weweresoldout,andwecametoParis。

  Butwehadn’tapenny。Hedecidedtogotothehospitalfortreatment。\"

  \"Andthen?\"

  \"Why,theylookedhimover,buttheyrefusedhimanymedicine。\"

  \"Howwasthat?\"

  \"BecausewehadbeeninParisonlythreemonths。Ifonehasn’tbeenaresidentsixmonths,onehasnorighttofreemedicine。\"

  \"Isthattrue?\"brokeinMonsieurLochesquickly。

  \"Yes,\"saidthedoctor,\"that’stherule。\"

  \"Soyousee,\"saidthewoman,\"itwasnotourfault。\"

  \"Youneverhadchildren?\"inquiredthedoctor。

  \"Iwasneverabletobringonetobirth,\"wastheanswer。\"Myhusbandwastakenjustatthebeginningofourmarriage——itwaswhilehewasservinginthearmy。Youknow,sir——therearewomenaboutthegarrisons——\"Shestopped,andtherewasalongsilence。

  \"Come,\"saidthedoctor,\"that’sallright。Iwillarrangeitwithyou。Youcancomeheretomyoffice,andyoucancomeonSundaymornings。\"Andasthepoorcreaturestartedtoexpresshergratitude,heslippedacoinintoherhand。\"Come,come;

  takeit,\"hesaidgruffly。\"Youarenotgoingtoplayproudwithme。No,no,Ihavenotimetolistentoyou。Hush!\"Andhepushedheroutofthedoor。

  Thenheturnedtothedeputy。\"Youheardherstory,sir,\"hesaid。\"Herhusbandwasservinghistimeinthearmy;itwasyoulaw—makerswhocompelledhimtodothat。Andtherearewomenaboutthegarrisons——youheardhowhervoicetrembledasshesaidthat?Takemyadvice,sir,andlookupthestatisticsastotheprevalenceofthisdiseaseamongoursoldiers。Cometosomeofmyclinics,andletmeintroduceyoutoothersocialtypes。Youdon’tcareverymuchaboutsoldiers,perhaps——theybelongtothelowerclasses,andyouthinkofthemasroughmen。Butletmeshowyouwhatisgoingonamongourcollegestudents——amongthemenourdaughtersaresomedaytomarry。Letmeshowyouthewomenwhopreyuponthem!Perhaps,whoknows——Icanshowyoutheverywomanwhowasthecauseofallthemiseryinyourownfamily!\"

  AndasMonsieurLochesrosefromhischair,thedoctorcametohimandtookhimbythehand。\"Promiseme,sir,\"hesaid,earnestly,\"thatyouwillcomebackandletmeteachyoumoreaboutthesematters。ItisachancethatImustnotletgo——thefirsttimeinmylifethatIevergotholdofareallivedeputy!

  Comeandmakeastudyofthissubject,andletustrytoworkoutsomesensibleplan,andgetseriouslytoworktoremedythesefrightfulevils!\"

  CHAPTERVI

  GeorgelivedwithhismotherafterHenriettehadlefthishome。

  Hewaswretchedlyunhappyandlonely。Hecouldfindnointerestinanyofthethingswhichhadpleasedhimbefore。Hewasashamedtomeetanyofhisfriends,becauseheimaginedthateveryonemusthaveheardthedreadfulstory——orbecausehewasnotequaltomakingupexplanationsforhismournfulstate。Henolongercaredmuchabouthiswork。Whatwastheuseofmakingareputationorearninglargefeeswhenonehadnothingtospendthemfor?

  Allhisthoughtswerefixeduponthewifeandchildhehadlost。

  HewasremindedofHenrietteinathousandways,andeachwaybroughthimaseparatepangofgrief。Hehadneverrealizedhowmuchhehadcometodependuponherineverylittlething——untilnow,whenhercompanionshipwaswithdrawnfromhim,andeverythingseemedtobeablank。Hewouldcomehomeatnight,andoppositetohimatthedinner—tablewouldbehismother,silentandspectral。HowdifferentfromthedayswhenHenriettewasthere,radiantandmerry,eagertobetoldeverythingthathadhappenedtohimthroughtheday!

  TherewasalsohisworryaboutlittleGervaise。Hemightnolongerhearhowshewasdoing,forhecouldnotgetupcouragetoaskhismotherthenews。ThuspoorGeorgewaspayingforhissins。Hecouldmakenocomplaintsagainsttheprice,howeverhigh——onlysometimeshewonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletopayit。Thereweretimesofsuchdiscouragementthathethoughtofdifferentwaysofkillinghimself。

  Acuriousadventurebefellhimduringthisperiod。Hewaswalkingonedayinthepark,whenhesawapproachingagirlwhosefacestruckhimasfamiliar。Atfirsthecouldnotrecollectwherehehadseenher。Itwasonlywhenshewasnearlyoppositehimthatherealized——itwasthegirlwhohadbeenthecauseofallhismisery!

  Hetriedtolookaway,buthewastoolate。Hereyeshadcaughthis,andshenoddedandthenstopped,exclaiming,\"Why,howdoyoudo?\"

  Georgehadtofaceher。\"Howdoyoudo?\"heresponded,weakly。

  Sheheldoutherhandandhehadtotakeit,buttherewasnotmuchwelcomeinhisclasp。\"Wherehaveyoubeenkeepingyourself?\"sheasked。Then,ashehesitated,shelaughedgood—

  naturedly,\"What’sthematter?Youdon’tseemgladtoseeme。\"

  Thegirl——Theresewashername——hadalittlepackageunderherarm,asifshehadbeenshopping。Shewasnotwelldressed,aswhenGeorgehadmetherbefore,anddoubtlessshethoughtthatwasthereasonforhislackofcordiality。Thismadehimratherashamed,andso,onlyhalfrealizingwhathewasdoing,hebegantostrollalongwithher。

  \"Whydidyounevercometoseemeagain?\"sheasked。

  Georgehesitated。\"I——I——\"hestammered——\"I’vebeenmarriedsincethen。\"

  Shelaughed。\"Oh!Sothat’sit!\"Andthen,astheycametoabenchundersometrees,\"Won’tyousitdownawhile?\"Therewasallurementinherglance,butitmadeGeorgeshudder。Itwasincredibletohimthathehadeverbeenattractedbythiscrudegirl。Thespellwasnowbrokencompletely。

  Shequicklysawthatsomethingwaswrong。\"Youdon’tseemverycheerful,\"shesaid。\"What’sthematter?\"

  Andtheman,staringather,suddenlyblurtedout,\"Don’tyouknowwhatyoudidtome?\"

  \"WhatIdidtoyou?\"Thereserepeatedwonderingly。

  \"Youmustknow!\"heinsisted。

  Andthenshetriedtomeethisgazeandcouldnot。\"Why——\"shestammered。

  Therewassilencebetweenthem。WhenGeorgespokeagainhisvoicewaslowandtrembling。\"Youruinedmywholelife,\"hesaid——\"notonlymine,butmyfamily’s。Howcouldyoudoit?\"

  Shestrovetolaughitoff。\"Acheerfultopicforanafternoonstroll!\"

  ForalongwhileGeorgedidnotanswer。Then,almostinawhisper,herepeated,\"Howcouldyoudoit?\"

  \"Someonedidittomefirst,\"wastheresponse。\"Aman!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidGeorge,\"buthedidn’tknow。\"

  \"Howcanyoutellwhetherheknewornot?\"

  \"Youknew?\"heinquired,wonderingly。

  Theresehesitated。\"Yes,Iknew,\"shesaidatlast,defiantly。

  \"Ihaveknownforyears。\"

  \"AndI’mnottheonlyman。\"

  Shelaughed。\"Iguessnot!\"

  Therefollowedalongpause。Atlastheresumed,\"Idon’twanttoblameyou;there’snothingtobegainedbythat;it’sdone,andcan’tbeundone。ButsometimesIwonderaboutit。Ishouldliketounderstand——whydidyoudoit?\"

  \"Why?That’seasyenough。IdiditbecauseIhavetolive。\"

  \"Youlivethatway?\"heexclaimed。

  \"Whyofcourse。Whatdidyouthink?\"

  \"Ithoughtyouwerea——a——\"Hehesitated。

  \"YouthoughtIwasrespectable,\"laughedTherese。\"Well,that’sjustalittlegameIwasplayingonyou。\"

  \"ButIdidn’tgiveyouanymoney!\"heargued。

  \"Notthattime,\"shesaid,\"butIthoughtyouwouldcomeback。\"

  Hesatgazingather。\"Andyouearnyourlivingthatwaystill?\"

  heasked。\"Whenyouknowwhat’sthematterwithyou!Whenyouknow——\"

  \"WhatcanIdo?Ihavetolive,don’tI?\"

  \"Butdon’tyoueventakecareofyourself?Surelytheremustbesomeway,someplace——\"

  \"Thereformatory,perhaps,\"shesneered。\"No,thanks!I’llgotherewhenthepolicecatchme,notbefore。Iknowsomegirlsthathavetriedthat。\"

  \"Butaren’tyouafraid?\"criedtheman。\"Andthethingsthatwillhappentoyou!Haveyouevertalkedtoadoctor——orreadabook?\"

  \"Iknow,\"shesaid。\"I’veseenitall。Ifitcomestome,I’llgooverthesideofoneofthebridgessomedarknight。\"

  Georgesatlostinthought。Astrangeadventureitseemedtohim——tomeetthisgirlundersuchdifferentcircumstances!Itwasasifhewerewatchingaplayfrombehindthescenesinsteadofinfront。Ifonlyhehadhadthisnewviewintime——howdifferentwouldhavebeenhislife!Andhowterribleitwastothinkoftheotherswhodidn’tknow——theaudiencewhowerestillsittingoutinfront,watchingthespectacle,interestedinit!\"

  HisthoughtscamebacktoTherese。Hewascuriousaboutherandthelifeshelived。\"Tellmealittleaboutit,\"hesaid。\"Howyoucametobedoingthis。\"Andheadded,\"Don’tthinkIwanttopreach;I’dreallyliketounderstand。\"

  \"Oh,it’sacommonstory,\"shesaid——\"nothingespeciallyromantic。IcametoPariswhenIwasagirl。Myparentshaddied,andIhadnofriends,andIdidn’tknowwhattodo。Igotaplaceasanursemaid。Iwasseventeenyearsoldthen,andI

  didn’tknowanything。IbelievedwhatIwastold,andIbelievedmyemployer。Hiswifewasillinahospital,andhesaidhewantedtomarrymewhenshedied。Well,Ilikedhim,andIwassorryforhim——andthenthefirstthingIknewIhadababy。Andthenthewifecameback,andIwasturnedoff。Ihadbeenafool,ofcourse。IfIhadbeeninherplaceshouldhavedonejustwhatshedid。\"

  Thegirlwasspeakinginacold,matter—of—factvoice,asofthingsaboutwhichshewasnolongerabletosuffer。\"So,thereIwas——onthestreet,\"shewenton。\"Youhavealwayshadmoney,acomfortablehome,education,friendstohelpyou——allthat。

  Youcan’timaginehowitistobeintheworldwithoutanyofthesethings。IlivedonmysavingsaslongasIcould;thenI

  hadtoleavemybabyinafoundling’shome,andIwentouttodomyfivehoursontheboulevards。Youknowthegame,Ihavenodoubt。\"

  Yes,Georgeknewthegame。Somehoworotherhenolongerfeltbittertowardsthispoorcreature。Shewaspartofthesystemofwhichhewasavictimalso。Therewasnothingtobegainedbyhatingeachother。Justasthedoctorsaid,whatwasneededwasenlightenment。\"Listen,\"hesaid,\"whydon’tyoutrytogetcured?\"

  \"Ihaven’tgottheprice,\"wastheanswer。

  \"Well,\"hesaid,hesitatingly,\"Iknowadoctor——oneofthereallygoodmen。Hehasafreeclinic,andI’venodoubthewouldtakeyouinifIaskedhimto。\"

  \"YOUaskhim?\"echoedtheother,lookingatGeorgeinsurprise。

  Theyoungmanfeltsomewhatuncomfortable。HewasnotusedtoplayingtheroleofthegoodSamaritan。\"I——Ineednottellhimaboutus,\"hestammered。\"IcouldjustsaythatImetyou。I

  havehadsuchawretchedtimemyself,Ifeelsorryforanybodythat’sinthesameplight。IshouldliketohelpyouifI

  could。\"

  Thegirlsatstaringbeforeher,lostinthought。\"Ihavetreatedyoubadly,Iguess,\"shesaid。\"I’msorry。I’mashamedofmyself。\"

  Georgetookapencilandpaperfromhispocketandwrotethedoctor’saddress。\"Hereitis,\"hesaid,inabusiness—likeway,becausehefeltthatotherwisehecouldbecomesentimental。Hewashalftemptedtotellthewomanwhathadhappenedtohim,andallaboutHenrietteandthesickchild;butherealizedthatthatwouldnotdo。Soheroseandshookhandswithherandleft。

  Thenexttimehesawthedoctorhetoldhimaboutthisgirl。Hedecidedtotellhimthetruth——havingalreadymadesomanymistakestryingtoconcealthings。Thedoctoragreedtotreatthewoman,makingtheconditionthatGeorgepromisenottoseeheragain。

  Theyoungmanwasrathershockedatthis。\"Doctor,\"heexclaimed,\"Iassureyouyouaremistaken。Thethingyouhaveinmindwouldbeutterlyimpossible。\"

  \"Iknow,\"saidtheother,\"youthinkso。ButIthink,youngman,thatIknowmoreaboutlifethanyoudo。Whenamanandawomanhaveoncecommittedsuchasin,itiseasyforthemtoslipback。

  Thelesstimetheyspendtalkingabouttheirmisfortunes,andbeinggenerousandforbearingtoeachother,thebetterforthemboth。\"

  \"But,Doctor,\"criedGeorge。\"IloveHenriette!Icouldnotpossiblyloveanyoneelse。Itwouldbehorribletome!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidthedoctor。\"ButyouarenotlivingwithHenriette。

  Youarewanderinground,notknowingwhattodowithyourselfnext。\"

  TherewasnoneedforanybodytotellGeorgethat。\"Whatdoyouthink?\"heaskedabruptly。\"Isthereanyhopeforme?\"

  \"Ithinkthereis,\"saidtheother,who,inspiteofhisresolution,hadbecomeasortofambassadorfortheunhappyhusband。HehadtogototheLocheshousetoattendthechild,andsohecouldnothelpseeingHenriette,andtalkingtoheraboutthechild’shealthandherownfuture。HeconsideredthatGeorgehadhadhislesson,andurgedupontheyoungwifethathewouldbewiserinfuture,andsafetotrust。

  Georgehadindeedlearnedmuch。Hegotnewlessonseverytimehewenttocallatthephysician’soffice——hecouldreadtheminthefacesofthepeoplehesawthere。Onedaywhenhewasaloneinthewaiting—room,thedoctorcameoutofhisinneroffice,talkingtoanelderlygentleman,whomGeorgerecognizedasthefatherofoneofhisclassmatesatcollege。Thefatherwasalittleshopkeeper,andtheyoungmanrememberedhowpatheticallyproudhehadbeenofhisson。Coulditbe,thoughtGeorge,thatthisoldmanwasavictimofsyphilis?

  Butitwastheson,andnotthefather,whowasthesubjectoftheconsultation。Theoldmanwasspeakinginadeeplymovedvoice,andhestoodsothatGeorgecouldnothelphearingwhathesaid。\"Perhapsyoucan’tunderstand,\"hesaid,\"justwhatitmeanstous——thehopeswehadofthatboy!Suchafinefellowhewas,andagoodfellow,too,sir!Weweresoproudofhim;wehadbledourveinstokeephimincollege——andnowjustsee!\"

  \"Don’tdespair,sir,\"saidthedoctor,\"we’lltrytocurehim。\"

  AndheaddedwiththatsamenoteofsorrowinhisvoicewhichGeorgehadheard,\"Whydidyouwaitsolongbeforeyoubroughttheboytome?\"

  \"HowwasItoknowwhathehad?\"criedtheother。\"Hedidn’tdaretellme,sir——hewasafraidofmyscoldinghim。Andinthemeantimethediseasewasrunningitscourse。Whenherealizedthathehadit,hewentsecretlytooneofthequacks,whorobbedhim,anddidn’tcurehim。Youknowhowitis,sir。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow,\"saidthedoctor。

  \"Suchthingsoughtnottobepermitted,\"criedtheoldman。

  \"Whatisourgovernmentaboutthatitallowssuchthingstogoon?Taketheconditionsthereatthecollegewheremypoorboywasruined。Attheverygatesofthebuildingthesewomenarewaitingforthelads!Oughttheytobepermittedtodebauchyoungboysonlyfifteenyearsold?Haven’twegotpoliceenoughtopreventathinglikethat?Tellme,sir!\"

  \"Onewouldthinkso,\"saidthedoctor,patiently。

  \"Butisitthatthepolicedon’twantto?\"

  \"Nodoubttheyhavethesameexcuseasalltherest——theydon’tknow。Takecourage,sir;wehavecuredworsecasesthanyourson’s。Andsomeday,perhaps,weshallbeabletochangetheseconditions。\"

  Sohewentonwiththeman,leavingGeorgewithsomethingtothinkabout。Howmuchhecouldhavetoldthemaboutwhathadhappenedtothatyoungfellowwhenonlyfifteenyearsold!Ithadnotbeenaltogetherthefaultofthewomenwhowerelurkingoutsideofthecollegegates;itwasafactthattheboy’sclassmateshadteasedhimandridiculedhim,hadliterallymadehislifeatorment,untilhehadyieldedtotemptation。

  Itwastheold,oldstoryofignorantandunguidedschoolboysallovertheworld!Theythoughtthattobechastewastobeweakandfoolish;thatafellowwasnotamanunlessheledalifeofdebaucheryliketherest。Andwhatdidtheyknowaboutthesedreadfuldiseases?Theyhadthemosthorriblesuperstitions——

  ideasofcuressoloathsomethattheycouldnotbesetdowninprint;ideasasignorantanddestructiveasthoseofsavagesintheheartofAfrica。Andyoumighthearthemlaughingandjestingaboutoneanother’scondition。Theymightbeafflictedwithdiseaseswhichwouldhavethemostterribleafter—effectsupontheirwholelivesandupontheirfamilies——diseaseswhichcausetensofthousandsofsurgicaloperationsuponwomen,andalargepercentageofblindnessandidiocyinchildren——andyoumighthearthemconfidentlyexpresstheopinionthatthesediseaseswerenoworsethanabadcold!

  Andallthismassofmiseryandignorancecoveredoverandclampeddownbyatabooofsilence,imposedbythehorriblesuperstitionofsex—prudery!Georgewentoutfromthedoctor’sofficetremblingwithexcitementoverthissituation。Oh,whyhadnotsomeonewarnedhimintime?Whydidn’tthedoctorsandtheteachersliftuptheirvoicesandtellyoungmenaboutthesefrightfuldangers?Hewantedtogooutinthehighwaysandpreachithimself——exceptthathedarednot,becausehecouldnotexplaintotheworldhisownsuddeninterestinthisforbiddentopic。

  Thesewasonlyonepersonhedaredtotalkto:thatwashismother——towhomheoughttohavetalkedmany,manyyearsbefore。

  Hewasmovedtomentiontohertheinterviewhehadoverheardinthedoctor’soffice。Inasuddenburstofgriefhetoldherofhisstrugglesandtemptations;hepleadedwithhertogotoHenrietteoncemore——totellherthesethings,andtrytomakeherrealizethathealonewasnottoblameforthem,thattheywereaconditionwhichprevailedeverywhere,thattheonlydifferencebetweenherhusbandandothermenwasthathehadhadthemisfortunetobecaught。

  TherewaspressurebeingappliedtoHenriettefromseveralsides。

  Afterall,whatcouldshedo?Shewascomfortableinherfather’shome,sofarasthephysicalsideofthingswent;butsheknewthatallherfriendsweregossipingandspeculatingaboutherseparationfromherhusband,andsoonerorlatershewouldhavetomakeuphermind,eithertoseparatepermanentlyfromGeorgeortoreturntohim。Therewasnotmuchhappinessforherinthethoughtofgettingadivorcefromamanwhomdeepinherheartsheloved。Shewouldbepracticallyawidowtherestofherlife,andthehomeinwhichpoorlittleGervaisewouldbebroughtupwouldnotbeacheerfulone。

  Georgewasreadytoofferanyterms,ifonlyshewouldcomebacktohishome。TheymightliveseparatelivesforaslongasHenriettewished。Theywouldhavenomorechildrenuntilthedoctordeclareditwasquitesafe;andinthemeantimehewouldbehumbleandpatient,andwouldtryhisbesttoatoneforthewrongthathehaddoneher。

  TotheseargumentsMadameDupontaddedothersofherown。Shetoldthegirlsomethingswhichthroughbitterexperienceshehadlearnedaboutthenatureandhabitsofmen;thingsthatshouldbetoldtoeverygirlbeforemarriage,butwhichalmostallofthemarelefttofindoutafterwards,withterriblesufferinganddisillusionment。WhateverGeorge’ssinsmayhavebeen,hewasamanwhohadbeenchastenedbysuffering,andwouldknowhowtovalueawoman’slovefortherestofhislife。Notallmenknewthat——noteventhosewhohadbeenfortunateinescapingfromtheso—called\"shamefuldisease。\"

  Henriettewasalsohearingargumentsfromherfather,whobythistimehadhadtimetothinkthingsover,andhadcometotheconclusionthatthedoctorwasright。Hehadnotedhisson—in—

  law’spatienceandpenitence,andhadalsomadesurethatinspiteofeverythingHenriettestilllovedhim。Thebabyapparentlywasdoingwell;andtheFrenchman,withhisstrongsenseoffamilyties,feltitaseriousmattertoseparateachildpermanentlyfromitsfather。Sointheendhecasttheweightofhisinfluenceinfavorofareconciliation,andHenriettereturnedtoherhusband,upontermswhichthedoctorlaiddown。

  Thedoctorplayedinthesenegotiationsthepartwhichhehadnotbeenallowedtoplayinthemarriage。Forthedeputywasnowthoroughlyawaketotheimportanceofthedutyheowedhisdaughter。Infact,hehadbecomesomewhatofa\"crank\"uponthewholesubject。Hehadattendedseveralofthedoctor’sclinics,andhadreadbooksandpamphletsonthesubjectofsyphilis,andwasnowdeterminedthatthereshouldbesomepracticalstepstowardsreform。

  Attheoutset,hehadtakentheattitudeoftheaveragelegislator,thatthethingtodowastostrengthenthelawsagainstprostitution,andtoenforcethemmorestrictly。HeechoedthecryoftheoldmanwhomGeorgehadheardinthedoctor’soffice:\"Aretherenotenoughpolice?\"

  \"Wemustgotothesource,\"hedeclared。\"Wemustproceedagainstthesemiserablewomen——veritablepoisonersthattheyare!\"

  Hereallythoughtthiswasgoingtothesource!Butthedoctorwasquicktoanswerhisarguments。\"Poisoners?\"hesaid。\"Youforgetthattheyhavefirstbeenpoisoned。Everyoneofthesewomenwhocommunicatesthediseasehasfirstreceiveditfromsomeman。\"

  MonsieurLochesadvancedtohissecondidea,topunishthemen。

  Butthedoctorhadlittleinterestinthisideaeither。Hehadseenittriedsomanytimes——suchalawcouldneverbeenforced。

  Whatmustcomefirstwaseducation,andbythismeansamodificationofmorals。Peoplemustceasetotreatsyphilisasamysteriousevil,ofwhichnoteventhenamecouldbepronounced。

  \"But,\"objectedtheother,\"onecannotlayitbaretochildreninoureducationalinstitutions!\"

  \"Whynot?\"askedthedoctor。

  \"Because,sir,therearecuriositieswhichitwouldbeimprudenttoawaken。\"

  Thedoctorbecamemuchexcitedwheneverheheardthisargument。

  \"Youbelievethatyouarepreventingthesecuriositiesfromawakening?\"hedemanded。\"Iappealtothose——bothmenandwomen——whohavepassedthroughcollegesandboardingschools!

  Suchcuriositiescannotbesmothered,andtheysatisfythemselvesasbesttheycan,basely,vilely。Itellyou,sir,thereisnothingimmoralabouttheactwhichperpetuateslifebymeansoflove。Butweorganizearoundit,sofarasconcernsourchildren,agiganticandrigorousconspiracyofsilence。Theworthycitizentakeshisdaughterandhissontopopularmusicalcomedies,wheretheylistentothingswhichwouldmakeamonkeyblush;butitisforbiddentodiscussseriouslybeforetheyoungthatactoflovewhichpeopleseemtothinktheyshouldonlyknowofthroughblasphemiesandprofanations!Eitherthatactisathingofwhichpeoplecanspeakwithoutblushing——orelse,sir,itisamatterfortheinnuendoesofthecabaretandthewitticismsofthemessroom!Pornographyisadmitted,butscienceisnot!Itellyou,sir,thatisthethingwhichmustbechanged!Wemustelevatethesouloftheyoungmanbytakingthesefactsoutoftherealmofmysteryandofslang。Wemustawakeninhimaprideinthatcreativepowerwithwhicheachoneofusisendowed。Wemustmakehimunderstandthatheisasortoftempleinwhichispreparedthefutureoftherace,andwemustteachhimthathemusttransmit,intact,theheritageentrustedtohim——thepreciousheritagewhichhasbeenbuiltoutofthetearsandmiseriesandsufferingsofaninterminablelineofancestors!\"

  Sothedoctorargued。Hebroughtforthcaseaftercasetoprovethattheprostitutewaswhatshewas,notbecauseofinnatevileness,butbecauseofeconomicconditions。IthappenedthatthedeputycametooneoftheclinicswherehemetTherese。Thedoctorbroughtherintohisconsultingroom,aftertellingherthattheimposing—lookinggentlemanwasafriendofthedirectoroftheopera,andmightbeabletorecommendherforapositiononthestagetowhichsheaspired。\"Tellhimallaboutyourself,\"hesaid,\"howyoulive,andwhatyoudo,andwhatyouwouldliketodo。Youwillgethiminterestedinyou。\"

  Sothepoorgirlretoldthestoryofherlife。Shespokeinamatter—of—factvoice,andwhenshecametotellhowshehadbeenobligedtoleaveherbabyinthefoundlingasylum,shewassurprisedthatMonsieurLochesshowedhorror。\"WhatcouldIdo?\"

  shedemanded。\"HowcouldIhavetakencareofit?\"

  \"Didn’tyouevermissit?\"heasked。

  \"OfcourseImissedit。Butwhatdifferencedidthatmake?Itwouldhavediedofhungerwithme。\"

  \"Still,\"hesaid,\"itwasyourchild——\"

  \"Itwasthefather’schild,too,wasn’tit?Muchattentionhepaidtoit!IfIhadbeensureofgettingmoneyenough,Iwouldhaveputitouttonurse。Butwiththetwenty—fiveorthirtyfrancsamonthIcouldhaveearnedasaservant,couldIhavepaidforababy?That’sthesituationagirlfaces——solongasI

  wantedtoremainhonest,itwasimpossibleformetokeepmychild。Youanswer,perhaps,’Youdidn’tstayhonestanyway。’

  That’strue。Butthen——whenyouarehungry,andaniceyoungfellowoffersyoudinner,you’dhavetobemadeofwoodtorefusehim。Ofcourse,ifIhadhadatrade——butIdidn’thaveany。SoIwentonthestreet——Youknowhowitis。\"

  \"Tellusaboutit,\"saidthedoctor。\"Thisgentlemanisfromthecountry。\"

  \"Isthatso?\"saidthegirl。\"Ineversupposedtherewasanyonewhodidn’tknowaboutsuchthings。Well,Itookthepartofalittleworking—girl。Averysimpledress——thingsIhadmadeespeciallyforthat——alittlebundleinablacknapkincarriedinmyhand——soIwalkedalongwheretheshopsare。It’stiresome,becausetodoitright,youhavetopatteralongfast。ThenI

  stopbeforeashop,andninetimesoutoften,thereyouare!A

  funnythingisthatthemen——you’dimaginetheyhadagreedonthewordstoapproachyouwith。Theyhaveonlytwophrases;theynevervarythem。It’seither,’Youaregoingfast,littleone。’

  Orit’s,’Aren’tyouafraidallalone?’Onethingortheother。

  Oneknowsprettywellwhattheymean。Isn’titso?\"Thegirlpaused,thenwenton。\"Again,Iwouldgetmyselfupasayoungwidow。There,too,onehastowalkfast:Idon’tknowwhythatshouldbeso,butitis。Afteraminuteortwoofconversation,theygenerallyfindoutthatIamnotayoungwidow,butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference——theygoonjustthesame。\"

  \"Whoarethemen?\"askedthedeputy。\"Clerks?Travelingsalesmen?\"

  \"Notmuch,\"sheresponded。\"Ikeepalookoutforgentlemen——likeyourself。\"

  \"TheySAYtheyaregentlemen,\"hesuggested。

  \"SometimesIcanseeit,\"wastheresponse。\"Sometimestheywearorders。It’sfunny——iftheyhaveonaribbonwhenyoufirstnoticethem,theyfollowyou,andpresto——theribbonisgone!I

  alwayslaughoverthat。I’vewatchedthemintheglassoftheshopwindows。Theytrytolookunconcerned,butastheywalkalongtheysnapouttheribbonwiththeirthumb——asoneshellslittlepeas,youknow。\"

  Shepaused;then,asnoonejoinedinherlaugh,shecontinued,\"Well,atlastthepolicegotafterme,That’sastorythatI’veneverbeenabletounderstand。Thosefilthymengavemeanastydisease,andthenIwastobeshutinprisonforit!Thatwasalittletoomuch,itseemstome。\"

  \"Well,\"saidthedoctor,grimly,\"yourevengedyourselfonthem——

  fromwhatyouhavetoldme。\"

  Theotherlaughed。\"Oh,yes,\"shesaid。\"Ihadmyinnings。\"

  SheturnedtoMonsieurLoches。\"Youwantmetotellyouthat?

  Well,justontheverydayIlearnedthatthepolicewereafterme,Iwascominghomefurious,naturally。ItwasontheBoulevardSt。Denis,ifyouknowtheplace——andwhomdoyouthinkImet?Myoldmaster——theonewhogotmeintotrouble,youknow。

  Thereitwas,God’sownwill!Isaidtomyself,’Now,mygoodfellow,here’sthetimewhereyoupaymewhatyouoweme,andwithinterest,too!’Iputonalittlesmile——oh,itdidn’ttakeverylong,youmaybesure!\"

  Thewomanpaused;herfacedarkened,andshewenton,inavoicetremblingwithagitation:\"WhenIhadlefthim,Iwasseizedwitharage。Asortofmadnessgotintomyblood。Itookonallthemenwhoofferedthemselves,forwhatevertheyofferedme,fornothing,iftheydidn’toffermeanything。ItookasmanyasI

  could,theyoungestonesandthehandsomestones。Justso!I

  onlygavethembackwhattheyhadgiventome。AndsincethattimeIhaven’treallycaredaboutanyoneanymore。Ijustturneditallintoajoke。\"Shepaused,andthenlookingatthedeputy,andreadinginhisfacethehorrorwithwhichhewasregardingher,\"Oh,Iamnottheonlyone!\"sheexclaimed。\"Therearelotsofotherwomenwhodothesame。Tobesure,itisnotforvengeance——itisbecausetheymusthavesomethingtoeat。Forevenifyouhavesyphilis,youhavetoeat,don’tyou?Eh?\"

  Shehadturnedtothedoctor,buthedidnotanswer。Therewasalongsilence;andthenthinkingthathisfriend,thedeputy,hadheardenoughforonesession,thedoctorrose。Hedismissedthewoman,thecauseofallGeorgeDupont’smisfortunes,andturningtoMonsieurLoches,said:\"ItwasonpurposethatIbroughtthatwretchedprostitutebeforeyou。Inherthewholestoryissummedup——notmerelythestoryofyourson—in—law,butthatofallthevictimsoftheredplague。Thatwomanherselfisavictim,andsheisasymboloftheevilwhichwehavecreatedandwhichfallsuponourownheadsagain。Icouldaddnothingtoherstory,I

  onlyaskyou,MonsieurLoches——whennextyouareproposingnewlawsintheChamberofDeputies,nottoforgetthehorrorswhichthatpoorwomanhasexposedtoyou!\"

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