Surely,sir,youcannotdesirethatmydaughtershouldcontinuetolivewithamanwhohasstruckhersobrutal,socowardly,ablow。\"
\"IfIrefuseyourrequest,\"thedoctoranswered,\"itisintheinterestofyourdaughter。\"Then,seeingtheother’sexcitementreturning,hecontinued,\"Inyourstateofmind,MonsieurLoches,Iknowthatyouwillprobablybeabusingmebeforefiveminuteshaspassed。Butthatwillnottroubleme。Ihaveseenmanycases。AndsinceIhavemadethemistakeoflettingmyselfbetrappedintothisdiscussion,Imustexplaintoyouthereasonformyattitude。Youaskofmeacertificatesothatyoumayproveincourtthatyourson—in—lawisafflictedwithsyphilis。\"
\"Precisely,\"saidtheother。
\"Andhaveyounotreflecteduponthis——thatatthesametimeyouwillbepubliclyattestingthatyourdaughterhasbeenexposedtothecontagion?Withsuchanadmission,anadmissionofficiallyregisteredinthepublicrecords,doyoubelievethatshewillfinditeasytore—marrylateron?\"
\"Shewillneverre—marry,\"saidthefather。
\"Shesaysthattoday,butcanyouaffirmthatshewillsaythesamethingfiveyearsfromnow,tenyearsfromnow?Itellyouyouwillnotobtainthatdivorce,becauseIwillmostcertainlyrefuseyouthenecessarycertificate。\"
\"Then,\"criedtheother,\"Iwillfindothermeansofestablishingproofs。Iwillhavethechildexaminedbyanotherdoctor!\"
Theotheranswered。\"Thenyoudonotfindthatthatpoorlittleonehasbeenalreadysufficientlyhandicappedattheoutsetofitslife?Yourgranddaughterhasaphysicaldefect。Doyouwishtoaddtothatacertificateofhereditarysyphilis,whichwillfollowherallherlife?\"
MonsieurLochessprangfromhischair。\"Youmeanthatifthevictimsseektodefendthemselves,theywillbestrucktheharder!Youmeanthatthelawgivesmenoweaponagainstamanwho,knowinghiscondition,takesayounggirl,sound,trusting,innocent,andbefoulsherwiththeresultofhisdebauches——makesherthemotherofapoorlittlecreature,whosefutureissuchthatthosewholoveherthemostdonotknowwhethertheyoughttoprayforherlife,orforherimmediatedeliverance?Sir,\"hecontinued,inhisorator’svoice,\"thatmanhasinflicteduponthewomanhehasmarriedasupremeinsult。Hehasmadeherthevictimofthemostodiousassault。Hehasdegradedher——hehasbroughther,sotospeak,intocontactwiththewomanofthestreets。HehascreatedbetweenherandthatcommonwomanIknownotwhatmysteriousrelationship。Itisthepoisonedbloodoftheprostitutewhichpoisonsmydaughterandherchild;thatabjectcreature,shelives,shelivesinus!Shebelongstoourfamily——hehasgivenheraseatatourhearth!Hehassoiledtheimaginationandthethoughtsofmypoorchild,ashehassoiledherbody。Hehasunitedforeverinhersoultheideaoflovewhichshehasplacedsohigh,withIknownotwhathorrorsofthehospitals。Hehastaintedherinherdignityandhermodesty,inherloveaswellasinherbaby。Hehasstruckherdownwithphysicalandmoraldecay,hehasoverwhelmedherwithvileness。
Andyetthelawissuch,thecustomsofsocietyaresuch,thatthewomancannotseparateherselffromthatmansavebytheaidoflegalproceedingswhosescandalwillfalluponherselfanduponherchild!\"
MonsieurLocheshadbeenpacingupanddowntheroomashespoke,andnowheclenchedhisfistsinsuddenfury。
\"Verywell!Iwillnotaddressmyselftothelaw。SinceI
learnedthetruthIhavebeenaskingmyselfifitwasnotmydutytofindthatmonsterandtoputabulletintohishead,asonedoestoamaddog。Idon’tknowwhatweakness,whatcowardice,hasheldmeback,anddecidedmetoappealtothelaw。Sincethelawwillnotprotectme,Iwillseekjusticeformyself。Perhapshisdeathwillbeagoodwarningfortheothers!\"
Thedoctorshruggedhisshoulders,asiftosaythatthiswasnoaffairofhisandthathewouldnottrytointerfere。Butheremarked,quietly:\"Youwillbetriedforyourlife。\"
\"Ishallbeacquitted!\"criedtheother。
\"Yes,butafterapublicrevelationofallyourmiseries。Youwillmakethescandalgreater,themiseriesgreater——thatisall。
Andhowdoyouknowbutthatonthemorrowofyouracquittal,youwillfindyourselfconfrontinganothercourt,ahigherandmoresevereone?Howdoyouknowbutthatyourdaughter,seizedatlastbypityforthemanyouhavekilled,willnotdemandtoknowbywhatrightyouhaveactedso,bywhatrightyouhavemadeanorphanofherchild?Howcanyouknowbutthatherchildalsomaysomedaydemandanaccountingofyou?\"
MonsieurLocheslethishandsfall,andstood,apictureofcrusheddespair。\"Tellmethen,\"hesaid,inafaintvoice,\"whatoughtItodo?\"
\"Forgive!\"
Forawhilethedoctorsatlookingathim。\"Sir,\"hesaid,atlast,\"tellmeonething。Youareinflexible;youfeelyouhavetherighttobeinflexible。Butareyoureallysocertainthatitwasnotyourduty,onceuponatime,tosaveyourdaughterfromthepossibilityofsuchmisfortune?\"
\"What?\"criedtheother。\"Myduty?Whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Imeanthis,sir。Whenthatmarriagewasbeingdiscussed,youcertainlytookprecautionstoinformyourselfaboutthefinancialconditionofyourfutureson—in—law。Youdemandedthatheshouldprovetoyouthathisstocksandbondswereactualvalue,listedontheexchange。Also,youobtainedsomeinformationabouthischaracter。Infact,youforgotonlyonepoint,themostimportantofall——thatwas,toinquireifhewasingoodhealth。
Youneverdidthat。\"
Thefather—in—law’svoicehadbecomefaint。\"No,\"hesaid。
\"Butwhynot?\"
\"Becausethatisnotthecustom。\"
\"Verywell,butthatoughttobethecustom。Surelythefatherofafamily,beforehegiveshisdaughtertoaman,shouldtakeasmuchprecautionasabusinessconcernwhichacceptsanemployee。\"
\"Youareright,\"wasthereply,\"thereshouldbealaw。\"Themanspokeasadeputy,havingauthorityinthesematters。
Butthedoctorcried,\"No,no,sir!Donotmakeanewlaw。Wehavetoomanyalready。Thereisnoneedofit。Itwouldsufficethatpeopleshouldknowalittlebetterwhatsyphilisis。Thecustomwouldestablishitselfveryquicklyforasuitortoaddtoalltheotherdocumentswhichhepresents,acertificateofadoctor,asproofthathecouldbereceivedintoafamilywithoutbringingapestilencewithhim。Thatwouldbeverysimple。Onceletthecustombeestablished,thenthesuitorwouldgotothedoctorforacertificateofhealth,justashegoestothepriestforacertificatethathehasconfessed;andbythatmeansyouwouldpreventagreatdealofsufferingintheworld。Orletmeputitanotherway,sir。Nowadays,beforeyouconcludeamarriage,yougetthelawyersofthetwofamiliestogether。Itwouldbeofatleastequalimportancetogettheirtwodoctorstogether。Yousee,sir,yourinquiryconcerningyourson—in—lawwasfarfromcomplete。Soyourdaughtermayfairlyaskyou,whyyou,beingaman,beingafatherwhooughttoknowthesethings,didnottakeasmuchcareofherhealthasyoutookofherfortune。Soitis,sir,thatIsaytoyou,forgive!\"
ButMonsieurLochessaidagain,\"Never!\"
Andagainthedoctorsatandwatchedhimforaminute。\"Come,sir,\"hebegan,finally,\"sinceitisnecessarytoemploythelastargument,Iwilldoso。Tobesosevereandsopitiless——
areyouyourselfwithoutsin?\"
Theotheranswered,\"Ihaveneverhadashamefuldisease。\"
\"Idonotaskyouthat,\"interruptedthedoctor。\"Iaskyouifyouhaveneverexposedyourselftothechanceofhavingit。\"Andthen,readingtheother’sface,hewenton,inatoneofquietcertainty。\"Yes,youhaveexposedyourself。Then,sir,itwasnotvirtuethatyouhad;itwasgoodfortune。Thatisoneofthethingswhichexasperatemethemost——thatterm’shamefuldisease’
whichyouhavejustused。Likeallotherdiseases,thatisoneofourmisfortunes,anditisnevershamefultobeunfortunate——
evenifonehasdeservedit。\"Thedoctorpaused,andthenwithsomeexcitementhewenton:\"Come,sir,come,wemustunderstandeachother。Amongmenthemostexacting,amongthosewhowiththeirmiddle—classpruderydarenotpronouncethenameofsyphilis,orwhomakethemostterrifyingfaces,themostdisgusted,whentheyconsenttospeakofit——whoregardthesyphiliticassinners——Ishouldwishtoknowhowmanytherearewhohaveneverexposedthenselvestoasimilarmisadventure。
Theyandtheyalonehavetherighttospeak。Howmanyarethere?
Amongathousandmen,aretherefour?Verywell,then。
Exceptingthosefour,betweenalltherestandthesyphiliticthereisnothingbutthedifferenceofchance。\"
Therecameintothedoctor’svoiceatthismomentanoteofintensefeeling;fortheseweremattersofwhichevidencecametohimeveryday。\"Itellyou,sir,thatsuchpeoplearedeservingofsympathy,becausetheyaresuffering。Iftheyhavecommittedafault,theyhaveatleastthepleathattheyareexpiatingit。
No,sir,letmehearnomoreofthathypocrisy。Recallyourownyouth,sir。Thatwhichafflictsyourson—in—law,youhavedeserveditjustasmuchashe——morethanhe,perhaps。
Therefore,havepityonhim;haveforhimthetolerationwhichtheunpunishedcriminaloughttohaveforthecriminallessfortunatethanhimselfuponwhomthepenaltyhasfallen。Isthatnotso?\"
MonsieurLocheshadbeenlisteningtothisdiscoursewiththefeelingofathiefbeforethebar。Therewasnothingthathecouldanswer。\"Sir,\"hestammered,\"asyoupresentthisthingtome——\"
\"ButamInotright?\"insistedthedoctor。
\"Perhapsyouare,\"theotheradmitted。\"But——Icannotsayallthattomydaughter,topersuadehertogobacktoherhusband。\"
\"Youcangiveherotherarguments,\"wastheanswer。
\"Whatarguments,inGod’sname?\"
\"Thereisnolackofthem。Youwillsaytoherthataseparationwouldbeamisfortuneforall;thatherhusbandistheonlyoneintheworldwhowouldbedevotedenoughtohelphersaveherchild。Youwillsaytoherthatoutoftheruinsofherfirsthappinessshecanbuildherselfanotherstructure,farstronger。
And,sir,youwilladdtothatwhateveryourgoodheartmaysuggest——andwewillarrangesothatthenextchildofthepairshallbesoundandvigorous。\"
MonsieurLochesreceivedthisannouncementwiththesamesurprisethatGeorgehimselfhadmanifested。\"Isthatpossible?\"heasked。
Thedoctorcried:\"Yes,yes,yes——athousandtimesyes!ThereisaphrasewhichIrepeatoneveryoccasion,andwhichIwouldwishtopostuponthewalls。Itisthatsyphilisisanimperiousmistress,whoonlydemandsthatoneshouldrecognizeherpower。
Sheisterribleforthosewhothinkherinsignificant,andgentlewiththosewhoknowhowdangeroussheis。Youknowthatkindofmistress——whoisonlyvexedwhensheisneglected。Youmaytellthistoyourdaughter——youwillrestorehertothearmsofherhusband,fromwhomshehasnolongeranythingtofear,andIwillguaranteethatyouwillbeahappygrandfathertwoyearsfromnow。\"
MonsieurLochesatlastshowedthathewasweakenedinhisresolution。
\"Doctor,\"hesaid,\"IdonotknowthatIcanevergosofarasforgiveness,butIpromiseyouthatIwilldonoirreparableact,andthatIwillnotopposeareconciliationifafterthelapseofsometime——Icannotventuretosayhowlong——mypoorchildshouldmakeuphermindtoareconciliation。\"
\"Verygood,\"saidtheother。\"Butletmeaddthis:Ifyouhaveanotherdaughter,takecaretoavoidthefaultwhichyoucommittedwhenyoumarriedoffthefirst。\"
\"But,\"saidtheoldman,\"Ididnotknow。\"
\"Ah,surely!\"criedtheother。\"Youdidnotknow!Youareafather,andyoudidnotknow!Youareadeputy,youhaveassumedtheresponsibilityandthehonorofmakingourlaws——andyoudidnotknow!Youareignorantaboutsyphilis,justasyouprobablyareignorantaboutalcoholismandtuberculosis。\"
\"No,\"exclaimedtheother,quickly。
\"Verywell,\"saidthedoctor,\"Iwillleaveyouout,ifyouwish。
Iamtalkingoftheothers,thefivehundred,andIdon’tknowhowmanymore,whoarethereintheChamberofDeputies,andwhocallthemselvesrepresentativesofthepeople。Theyarenotabletofindasinglehourtodiscussthesethreecruelgods,towhichegotismandindifferencemakeeverydaysuchfrightfulhumansacrifices。Theyhavenotsufficientleisuretocombatthisferocioustrinity,whichdestroyseverydaythousandsoflives。
Alcoholism!Itwouldbenecessarytoforbidthemanufactureofpoisons,andtorestrictthenumberoflicenses;butasonehasfearofthegreatdistillers,whoarerichandpowerful,andofthelittledealers,whoarethemastersofuniversalsuffrage,oneputsone’sconsciencetosleepbylamentingtheimmoralityoftheworking—class,andpublishinglittlepamphletsandsermons。
Imbeciles!……Tuberculosis!Everybodyknowsthetrueremedy,whichwouldbethepayingofsufficientwages,andthetearingdownofthefilthytenementsintowhichthelaborersarepacked——
thosewhoarethemostusefulandthemostunfortunateamongourpopulation!Butneedlesstosay,noonewantsthatremedy,sowegoroundbeggingtheworkingmennottospitonthesidewalks。
Wonderful!Butsyphilis——whydoyounotoccupyyourselfwiththat?Why,sinceyouhaveministerswhosedutyitistoattendtoallsortsofthings,doyounothaveaministertoattendtothepublichealth?\"
\"MydearDoctor,\"respondedMonsieurLoches,\"youfallintotheFrenchhabitofconsideringthegovernmentasthecauseofallevils。Showustheway,youlearnedgentlemen!Sincethatisamatteraboutwhichyouareinformed,andweareignorant,beginbytellinguswhatmeasuresyoubelievetobenecessary。\"
\"Ah,ah!\"exclaimedtheother。\"That’sfine,indeed!Itwasabouteighteenyearsagothataprojectofthatnature,workedoutbytheAcademyofMedicine,andapprovedbyitUNANIMOUSLY,wassenttotheproperminister。Wehavenotyetheardhisreply。\"
\"Youreallybelieve,\"inquiredMonsieurLoches,insomebewilderment,\"youbelievethattherearesomemeasures——\"
\"Sir,\"brokeinthedoctor,\"beforewegetthough,youaregoingtosuggestsomemeasuresyourself。Letmetellyouwhathappenedtoday。WhenIreceivedyourcardIdidnotknowthatyouwerethefather—in—lawofGeorgeDupont。Isaythatyouwereadeputy,andIthoughtthatyouwantedtogetsomeinformationaboutthesematters。Therewasawomanpatientwaitingtoseeme,andIkeptherinmywaiting—room——sayingtomyself,\"Thisisjustthesortofpersonthatourdeputiesoughttotalkto。\"
Thedoctorpausedforamoment,thencontinued:\"Bereassured,I
willtakecareofyournerves。Thispatienthasnotroublethatisapparenttotheeye。SheissimplyanillustrationoftheargumentIhavebeenadvancing——thatourworstenemyisignorance。Ignorance——youunderstandme?SinceIhavegotyouhere,sir,IamgoingtoholdyouuntilIhavemanagedtocurealittleofyourignorance!ForItellyou,sir,itisathingwhichdrivesmetodistraction——weMUSTdosomethingabouttheseconditions!Takethiscase,forexample。Hereisawomanwhoisveryseriouslyinfected。Itoldher——well,wait;youshallseeforyourself。
ThedoctorwenttothedoorandsummonedintotheroomawomanwhomMonsieurLocheshadnoticedwaitingthere。Shewasvergingonoldage,small,frail,andill—nourishedinappearance,poorlydressed,andyetwithasuggestionofrefinementabouther。Shestoodnearthedoor,twistingherhandstogethernervously,andshrinkingfromthegazeofthestrangegentleman。Thedoctorbeganinanangryvoice。\"DidInottellyoutocomeandseemeonceeveryeightdays?Isthatnottrue?\"
Thewomananswered,inafaintvoice,\"Yes,sir。\"
\"Well,\"heexclaimed,\"andhowlonghasitbeensinceyouwerehere?\"
\"Threemonths,sir。\"
\"Threemonths!AndyoubelievethatIcantakecareofyouundersuchconditions?Igiveyouup!Doyouunderstand?Youdiscourageme,youdiscourageme。\"Therewasapause。Then,seeingthewoman’ssuffering,hebegan,inagentlertone,\"Comenow,whatisthereasonthatyouhavenotcome?Didn’tyouknowthatyouhaveaseriousdisease——mostserious?\"
\"Oh,yes,sir,\"repliedthewoman,\"Iknowthatverywell——sincemyhusbanddiedofit。\"
Thedoctor’svoiceboreonceagainitsnoteofpity。\"Yourhusbanddiedofit?\"
\"Yes,sir。\"
\"Hetooknocareofhimself?\"
\"No,sir。\"
\"Andwasnotthatawarningtoyou?\"
\"Doctor,\"thewomanreplied,\"Iwouldasknothingbetterthantocomeasoftenasyoutoldme,butthecostistoogreat。\"
\"How——whatcost?Youwerecomingtomyfreeclinic。\"
\"Yes,sir,\"repliedthewoman,\"butthat’sduringworkinghours,andthenitisalongwayfromhome。Therearesomanysickpeople,andIhavetowaitmyturn,Itisinthemorning——
sometimesIloseawholeday——andthenmyemployerisannoyed,andhethreatenstoturnmeoff。Itisthingslikethatthatkeeppeoplefromcoming,untiltheydarenotputitoffanylonger。Then,too,sir——\"thewomanstopped,hesitating。
\"Well,\"demandedthedoctor。
\"Oh,nothing,sir,\"shestammered。\"Youhavebeentoogoodtomealready。\"
\"Goon,\"commandedtheother。\"Tellme。\"
\"Well,\"murmuredthewoman,\"IknowIoughtnottoputonairs,butyouseeIhavenotalwaysbeensopoor。Beforemyhusband’smisfortune,wewerewellfixed。Soyousee,Ihavealittlepride。Ihavealwaysmanagedtotakecareofmyself。Iamnotawomanofthestreets,andtostandaroundlikethat,witheverybodyelse,tobeobligedtotellallone’smiseriesoutloudbeforetheworld!Iamwrong,Iknowitperfectlywell;Iarguewithmyself——butallthesame,it’shard,sir;Iassureyou,itistrulyhard。\"
\"Poorwoman!\"saidthedoctor;andforawhiletherewasasilence。Thenheasked:\"Itwasyourhusbandwhobroughtyouthedisease?\"
\"Yes,sir,\"wasthereply。\"Everythingwhichhappenedtouscamefromhim。Wewerelivinginthecountrywhenhegotthedisease。
Hewenthalfcrazy。Henolongerknewhowtomanagehisaffairs。
Hegaveordershereandthereforconsiderablesums。Wewerenotabletofindthemoney。\"
\"Whydidhenotundergotreatment?\"
\"Hedidn’tknowthen。Weweresoldout,andwecametoParis。
Butwehadn’tapenny。Hedecidedtogotothehospitalfortreatment。\"
\"Andthen?\"
\"Why,theylookedhimover,buttheyrefusedhimanymedicine。\"
\"Howwasthat?\"
\"BecausewehadbeeninParisonlythreemonths。Ifonehasn’tbeenaresidentsixmonths,onehasnorighttofreemedicine。\"
\"Isthattrue?\"brokeinMonsieurLochesquickly。
\"Yes,\"saidthedoctor,\"that’stherule。\"
\"Soyousee,\"saidthewoman,\"itwasnotourfault。\"
\"Youneverhadchildren?\"inquiredthedoctor。
\"Iwasneverabletobringonetobirth,\"wastheanswer。\"Myhusbandwastakenjustatthebeginningofourmarriage——itwaswhilehewasservinginthearmy。Youknow,sir——therearewomenaboutthegarrisons——\"Shestopped,andtherewasalongsilence。
\"Come,\"saidthedoctor,\"that’sallright。Iwillarrangeitwithyou。Youcancomeheretomyoffice,andyoucancomeonSundaymornings。\"Andasthepoorcreaturestartedtoexpresshergratitude,heslippedacoinintoherhand。\"Come,come;
takeit,\"hesaidgruffly。\"Youarenotgoingtoplayproudwithme。No,no,Ihavenotimetolistentoyou。Hush!\"Andhepushedheroutofthedoor。
Thenheturnedtothedeputy。\"Youheardherstory,sir,\"hesaid。\"Herhusbandwasservinghistimeinthearmy;itwasyoulaw—makerswhocompelledhimtodothat。Andtherearewomenaboutthegarrisons——youheardhowhervoicetrembledasshesaidthat?Takemyadvice,sir,andlookupthestatisticsastotheprevalenceofthisdiseaseamongoursoldiers。Cometosomeofmyclinics,andletmeintroduceyoutoothersocialtypes。Youdon’tcareverymuchaboutsoldiers,perhaps——theybelongtothelowerclasses,andyouthinkofthemasroughmen。Butletmeshowyouwhatisgoingonamongourcollegestudents——amongthemenourdaughtersaresomedaytomarry。Letmeshowyouthewomenwhopreyuponthem!Perhaps,whoknows——Icanshowyoutheverywomanwhowasthecauseofallthemiseryinyourownfamily!\"
AndasMonsieurLochesrosefromhischair,thedoctorcametohimandtookhimbythehand。\"Promiseme,sir,\"hesaid,earnestly,\"thatyouwillcomebackandletmeteachyoumoreaboutthesematters。ItisachancethatImustnotletgo——thefirsttimeinmylifethatIevergotholdofareallivedeputy!
Comeandmakeastudyofthissubject,andletustrytoworkoutsomesensibleplan,andgetseriouslytoworktoremedythesefrightfulevils!\"
CHAPTERVI
GeorgelivedwithhismotherafterHenriettehadlefthishome。
Hewaswretchedlyunhappyandlonely。Hecouldfindnointerestinanyofthethingswhichhadpleasedhimbefore。Hewasashamedtomeetanyofhisfriends,becauseheimaginedthateveryonemusthaveheardthedreadfulstory——orbecausehewasnotequaltomakingupexplanationsforhismournfulstate。Henolongercaredmuchabouthiswork。Whatwastheuseofmakingareputationorearninglargefeeswhenonehadnothingtospendthemfor?
Allhisthoughtswerefixeduponthewifeandchildhehadlost。
HewasremindedofHenrietteinathousandways,andeachwaybroughthimaseparatepangofgrief。Hehadneverrealizedhowmuchhehadcometodependuponherineverylittlething——untilnow,whenhercompanionshipwaswithdrawnfromhim,andeverythingseemedtobeablank。Hewouldcomehomeatnight,andoppositetohimatthedinner—tablewouldbehismother,silentandspectral。HowdifferentfromthedayswhenHenriettewasthere,radiantandmerry,eagertobetoldeverythingthathadhappenedtohimthroughtheday!
TherewasalsohisworryaboutlittleGervaise。Hemightnolongerhearhowshewasdoing,forhecouldnotgetupcouragetoaskhismotherthenews。ThuspoorGeorgewaspayingforhissins。Hecouldmakenocomplaintsagainsttheprice,howeverhigh——onlysometimeshewonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletopayit。Thereweretimesofsuchdiscouragementthathethoughtofdifferentwaysofkillinghimself。
Acuriousadventurebefellhimduringthisperiod。Hewaswalkingonedayinthepark,whenhesawapproachingagirlwhosefacestruckhimasfamiliar。Atfirsthecouldnotrecollectwherehehadseenher。Itwasonlywhenshewasnearlyoppositehimthatherealized——itwasthegirlwhohadbeenthecauseofallhismisery!
Hetriedtolookaway,buthewastoolate。Hereyeshadcaughthis,andshenoddedandthenstopped,exclaiming,\"Why,howdoyoudo?\"
Georgehadtofaceher。\"Howdoyoudo?\"heresponded,weakly。
Sheheldoutherhandandhehadtotakeit,buttherewasnotmuchwelcomeinhisclasp。\"Wherehaveyoubeenkeepingyourself?\"sheasked。Then,ashehesitated,shelaughedgood—
naturedly,\"What’sthematter?Youdon’tseemgladtoseeme。\"
Thegirl——Theresewashername——hadalittlepackageunderherarm,asifshehadbeenshopping。Shewasnotwelldressed,aswhenGeorgehadmetherbefore,anddoubtlessshethoughtthatwasthereasonforhislackofcordiality。Thismadehimratherashamed,andso,onlyhalfrealizingwhathewasdoing,hebegantostrollalongwithher。
\"Whydidyounevercometoseemeagain?\"sheasked。
Georgehesitated。\"I——I——\"hestammered——\"I’vebeenmarriedsincethen。\"
Shelaughed。\"Oh!Sothat’sit!\"Andthen,astheycametoabenchundersometrees,\"Won’tyousitdownawhile?\"Therewasallurementinherglance,butitmadeGeorgeshudder。Itwasincredibletohimthathehadeverbeenattractedbythiscrudegirl。Thespellwasnowbrokencompletely。
Shequicklysawthatsomethingwaswrong。\"Youdon’tseemverycheerful,\"shesaid。\"What’sthematter?\"
Andtheman,staringather,suddenlyblurtedout,\"Don’tyouknowwhatyoudidtome?\"
\"WhatIdidtoyou?\"Thereserepeatedwonderingly。
\"Youmustknow!\"heinsisted。
Andthenshetriedtomeethisgazeandcouldnot。\"Why——\"shestammered。
Therewassilencebetweenthem。WhenGeorgespokeagainhisvoicewaslowandtrembling。\"Youruinedmywholelife,\"hesaid——\"notonlymine,butmyfamily’s。Howcouldyoudoit?\"
Shestrovetolaughitoff。\"Acheerfultopicforanafternoonstroll!\"
ForalongwhileGeorgedidnotanswer。Then,almostinawhisper,herepeated,\"Howcouldyoudoit?\"
\"Someonedidittomefirst,\"wastheresponse。\"Aman!\"
\"Yes,\"saidGeorge,\"buthedidn’tknow。\"
\"Howcanyoutellwhetherheknewornot?\"
\"Youknew?\"heinquired,wonderingly。
Theresehesitated。\"Yes,Iknew,\"shesaidatlast,defiantly。
\"Ihaveknownforyears。\"
\"AndI’mnottheonlyman。\"
Shelaughed。\"Iguessnot!\"
Therefollowedalongpause。Atlastheresumed,\"Idon’twanttoblameyou;there’snothingtobegainedbythat;it’sdone,andcan’tbeundone。ButsometimesIwonderaboutit。Ishouldliketounderstand——whydidyoudoit?\"
\"Why?That’seasyenough。IdiditbecauseIhavetolive。\"
\"Youlivethatway?\"heexclaimed。
\"Whyofcourse。Whatdidyouthink?\"
\"Ithoughtyouwerea——a——\"Hehesitated。
\"YouthoughtIwasrespectable,\"laughedTherese。\"Well,that’sjustalittlegameIwasplayingonyou。\"
\"ButIdidn’tgiveyouanymoney!\"heargued。
\"Notthattime,\"shesaid,\"butIthoughtyouwouldcomeback。\"
Hesatgazingather。\"Andyouearnyourlivingthatwaystill?\"
heasked。\"Whenyouknowwhat’sthematterwithyou!Whenyouknow——\"
\"WhatcanIdo?Ihavetolive,don’tI?\"
\"Butdon’tyoueventakecareofyourself?Surelytheremustbesomeway,someplace——\"
\"Thereformatory,perhaps,\"shesneered。\"No,thanks!I’llgotherewhenthepolicecatchme,notbefore。Iknowsomegirlsthathavetriedthat。\"
\"Butaren’tyouafraid?\"criedtheman。\"Andthethingsthatwillhappentoyou!Haveyouevertalkedtoadoctor——orreadabook?\"
\"Iknow,\"shesaid。\"I’veseenitall。Ifitcomestome,I’llgooverthesideofoneofthebridgessomedarknight。\"
Georgesatlostinthought。Astrangeadventureitseemedtohim——tomeetthisgirlundersuchdifferentcircumstances!Itwasasifhewerewatchingaplayfrombehindthescenesinsteadofinfront。Ifonlyhehadhadthisnewviewintime——howdifferentwouldhavebeenhislife!Andhowterribleitwastothinkoftheotherswhodidn’tknow——theaudiencewhowerestillsittingoutinfront,watchingthespectacle,interestedinit!\"
HisthoughtscamebacktoTherese。Hewascuriousaboutherandthelifeshelived。\"Tellmealittleaboutit,\"hesaid。\"Howyoucametobedoingthis。\"Andheadded,\"Don’tthinkIwanttopreach;I’dreallyliketounderstand。\"
\"Oh,it’sacommonstory,\"shesaid——\"nothingespeciallyromantic。IcametoPariswhenIwasagirl。Myparentshaddied,andIhadnofriends,andIdidn’tknowwhattodo。Igotaplaceasanursemaid。Iwasseventeenyearsoldthen,andI
didn’tknowanything。IbelievedwhatIwastold,andIbelievedmyemployer。Hiswifewasillinahospital,andhesaidhewantedtomarrymewhenshedied。Well,Ilikedhim,andIwassorryforhim——andthenthefirstthingIknewIhadababy。Andthenthewifecameback,andIwasturnedoff。Ihadbeenafool,ofcourse。IfIhadbeeninherplaceshouldhavedonejustwhatshedid。\"
Thegirlwasspeakinginacold,matter—of—factvoice,asofthingsaboutwhichshewasnolongerabletosuffer。\"So,thereIwas——onthestreet,\"shewenton。\"Youhavealwayshadmoney,acomfortablehome,education,friendstohelpyou——allthat。
Youcan’timaginehowitistobeintheworldwithoutanyofthesethings。IlivedonmysavingsaslongasIcould;thenI
hadtoleavemybabyinafoundling’shome,andIwentouttodomyfivehoursontheboulevards。Youknowthegame,Ihavenodoubt。\"
Yes,Georgeknewthegame。Somehoworotherhenolongerfeltbittertowardsthispoorcreature。Shewaspartofthesystemofwhichhewasavictimalso。Therewasnothingtobegainedbyhatingeachother。Justasthedoctorsaid,whatwasneededwasenlightenment。\"Listen,\"hesaid,\"whydon’tyoutrytogetcured?\"
\"Ihaven’tgottheprice,\"wastheanswer。
\"Well,\"hesaid,hesitatingly,\"Iknowadoctor——oneofthereallygoodmen。Hehasafreeclinic,andI’venodoubthewouldtakeyouinifIaskedhimto。\"
\"YOUaskhim?\"echoedtheother,lookingatGeorgeinsurprise。
Theyoungmanfeltsomewhatuncomfortable。HewasnotusedtoplayingtheroleofthegoodSamaritan。\"I——Ineednottellhimaboutus,\"hestammered。\"IcouldjustsaythatImetyou。I
havehadsuchawretchedtimemyself,Ifeelsorryforanybodythat’sinthesameplight。IshouldliketohelpyouifI
could。\"
Thegirlsatstaringbeforeher,lostinthought。\"Ihavetreatedyoubadly,Iguess,\"shesaid。\"I’msorry。I’mashamedofmyself。\"
Georgetookapencilandpaperfromhispocketandwrotethedoctor’saddress。\"Hereitis,\"hesaid,inabusiness—likeway,becausehefeltthatotherwisehecouldbecomesentimental。Hewashalftemptedtotellthewomanwhathadhappenedtohim,andallaboutHenrietteandthesickchild;butherealizedthatthatwouldnotdo。Soheroseandshookhandswithherandleft。
Thenexttimehesawthedoctorhetoldhimaboutthisgirl。Hedecidedtotellhimthetruth——havingalreadymadesomanymistakestryingtoconcealthings。Thedoctoragreedtotreatthewoman,makingtheconditionthatGeorgepromisenottoseeheragain。
Theyoungmanwasrathershockedatthis。\"Doctor,\"heexclaimed,\"Iassureyouyouaremistaken。Thethingyouhaveinmindwouldbeutterlyimpossible。\"
\"Iknow,\"saidtheother,\"youthinkso。ButIthink,youngman,thatIknowmoreaboutlifethanyoudo。Whenamanandawomanhaveoncecommittedsuchasin,itiseasyforthemtoslipback。
Thelesstimetheyspendtalkingabouttheirmisfortunes,andbeinggenerousandforbearingtoeachother,thebetterforthemboth。\"
\"But,Doctor,\"criedGeorge。\"IloveHenriette!Icouldnotpossiblyloveanyoneelse。Itwouldbehorribletome!\"
\"Yes,\"saidthedoctor。\"ButyouarenotlivingwithHenriette。
Youarewanderinground,notknowingwhattodowithyourselfnext。\"
TherewasnoneedforanybodytotellGeorgethat。\"Whatdoyouthink?\"heaskedabruptly。\"Isthereanyhopeforme?\"
\"Ithinkthereis,\"saidtheother,who,inspiteofhisresolution,hadbecomeasortofambassadorfortheunhappyhusband。HehadtogototheLocheshousetoattendthechild,andsohecouldnothelpseeingHenriette,andtalkingtoheraboutthechild’shealthandherownfuture。HeconsideredthatGeorgehadhadhislesson,andurgedupontheyoungwifethathewouldbewiserinfuture,andsafetotrust。
Georgehadindeedlearnedmuch。Hegotnewlessonseverytimehewenttocallatthephysician’soffice——hecouldreadtheminthefacesofthepeoplehesawthere。Onedaywhenhewasaloneinthewaiting—room,thedoctorcameoutofhisinneroffice,talkingtoanelderlygentleman,whomGeorgerecognizedasthefatherofoneofhisclassmatesatcollege。Thefatherwasalittleshopkeeper,andtheyoungmanrememberedhowpatheticallyproudhehadbeenofhisson。Coulditbe,thoughtGeorge,thatthisoldmanwasavictimofsyphilis?
Butitwastheson,andnotthefather,whowasthesubjectoftheconsultation。Theoldmanwasspeakinginadeeplymovedvoice,andhestoodsothatGeorgecouldnothelphearingwhathesaid。\"Perhapsyoucan’tunderstand,\"hesaid,\"justwhatitmeanstous——thehopeswehadofthatboy!Suchafinefellowhewas,andagoodfellow,too,sir!Weweresoproudofhim;wehadbledourveinstokeephimincollege——andnowjustsee!\"
\"Don’tdespair,sir,\"saidthedoctor,\"we’lltrytocurehim。\"
AndheaddedwiththatsamenoteofsorrowinhisvoicewhichGeorgehadheard,\"Whydidyouwaitsolongbeforeyoubroughttheboytome?\"
\"HowwasItoknowwhathehad?\"criedtheother。\"Hedidn’tdaretellme,sir——hewasafraidofmyscoldinghim。Andinthemeantimethediseasewasrunningitscourse。Whenherealizedthathehadit,hewentsecretlytooneofthequacks,whorobbedhim,anddidn’tcurehim。Youknowhowitis,sir。\"
\"Yes,Iknow,\"saidthedoctor。
\"Suchthingsoughtnottobepermitted,\"criedtheoldman。
\"Whatisourgovernmentaboutthatitallowssuchthingstogoon?Taketheconditionsthereatthecollegewheremypoorboywasruined。Attheverygatesofthebuildingthesewomenarewaitingforthelads!Oughttheytobepermittedtodebauchyoungboysonlyfifteenyearsold?Haven’twegotpoliceenoughtopreventathinglikethat?Tellme,sir!\"
\"Onewouldthinkso,\"saidthedoctor,patiently。
\"Butisitthatthepolicedon’twantto?\"
\"Nodoubttheyhavethesameexcuseasalltherest——theydon’tknow。Takecourage,sir;wehavecuredworsecasesthanyourson’s。Andsomeday,perhaps,weshallbeabletochangetheseconditions。\"
Sohewentonwiththeman,leavingGeorgewithsomethingtothinkabout。Howmuchhecouldhavetoldthemaboutwhathadhappenedtothatyoungfellowwhenonlyfifteenyearsold!Ithadnotbeenaltogetherthefaultofthewomenwhowerelurkingoutsideofthecollegegates;itwasafactthattheboy’sclassmateshadteasedhimandridiculedhim,hadliterallymadehislifeatorment,untilhehadyieldedtotemptation。
Itwastheold,oldstoryofignorantandunguidedschoolboysallovertheworld!Theythoughtthattobechastewastobeweakandfoolish;thatafellowwasnotamanunlessheledalifeofdebaucheryliketherest。Andwhatdidtheyknowaboutthesedreadfuldiseases?Theyhadthemosthorriblesuperstitions——
ideasofcuressoloathsomethattheycouldnotbesetdowninprint;ideasasignorantanddestructiveasthoseofsavagesintheheartofAfrica。Andyoumighthearthemlaughingandjestingaboutoneanother’scondition。Theymightbeafflictedwithdiseaseswhichwouldhavethemostterribleafter—effectsupontheirwholelivesandupontheirfamilies——diseaseswhichcausetensofthousandsofsurgicaloperationsuponwomen,andalargepercentageofblindnessandidiocyinchildren——andyoumighthearthemconfidentlyexpresstheopinionthatthesediseaseswerenoworsethanabadcold!
Andallthismassofmiseryandignorancecoveredoverandclampeddownbyatabooofsilence,imposedbythehorriblesuperstitionofsex—prudery!Georgewentoutfromthedoctor’sofficetremblingwithexcitementoverthissituation。Oh,whyhadnotsomeonewarnedhimintime?Whydidn’tthedoctorsandtheteachersliftuptheirvoicesandtellyoungmenaboutthesefrightfuldangers?Hewantedtogooutinthehighwaysandpreachithimself——exceptthathedarednot,becausehecouldnotexplaintotheworldhisownsuddeninterestinthisforbiddentopic。
Thesewasonlyonepersonhedaredtotalkto:thatwashismother——towhomheoughttohavetalkedmany,manyyearsbefore。
Hewasmovedtomentiontohertheinterviewhehadoverheardinthedoctor’soffice。Inasuddenburstofgriefhetoldherofhisstrugglesandtemptations;hepleadedwithhertogotoHenrietteoncemore——totellherthesethings,andtrytomakeherrealizethathealonewasnottoblameforthem,thattheywereaconditionwhichprevailedeverywhere,thattheonlydifferencebetweenherhusbandandothermenwasthathehadhadthemisfortunetobecaught。
TherewaspressurebeingappliedtoHenriettefromseveralsides。
Afterall,whatcouldshedo?Shewascomfortableinherfather’shome,sofarasthephysicalsideofthingswent;butsheknewthatallherfriendsweregossipingandspeculatingaboutherseparationfromherhusband,andsoonerorlatershewouldhavetomakeuphermind,eithertoseparatepermanentlyfromGeorgeortoreturntohim。Therewasnotmuchhappinessforherinthethoughtofgettingadivorcefromamanwhomdeepinherheartsheloved。Shewouldbepracticallyawidowtherestofherlife,andthehomeinwhichpoorlittleGervaisewouldbebroughtupwouldnotbeacheerfulone。
Georgewasreadytoofferanyterms,ifonlyshewouldcomebacktohishome。TheymightliveseparatelivesforaslongasHenriettewished。Theywouldhavenomorechildrenuntilthedoctordeclareditwasquitesafe;andinthemeantimehewouldbehumbleandpatient,andwouldtryhisbesttoatoneforthewrongthathehaddoneher。
TotheseargumentsMadameDupontaddedothersofherown。Shetoldthegirlsomethingswhichthroughbitterexperienceshehadlearnedaboutthenatureandhabitsofmen;thingsthatshouldbetoldtoeverygirlbeforemarriage,butwhichalmostallofthemarelefttofindoutafterwards,withterriblesufferinganddisillusionment。WhateverGeorge’ssinsmayhavebeen,hewasamanwhohadbeenchastenedbysuffering,andwouldknowhowtovalueawoman’slovefortherestofhislife。Notallmenknewthat——noteventhosewhohadbeenfortunateinescapingfromtheso—called\"shamefuldisease。\"
Henriettewasalsohearingargumentsfromherfather,whobythistimehadhadtimetothinkthingsover,andhadcometotheconclusionthatthedoctorwasright。Hehadnotedhisson—in—
law’spatienceandpenitence,andhadalsomadesurethatinspiteofeverythingHenriettestilllovedhim。Thebabyapparentlywasdoingwell;andtheFrenchman,withhisstrongsenseoffamilyties,feltitaseriousmattertoseparateachildpermanentlyfromitsfather。Sointheendhecasttheweightofhisinfluenceinfavorofareconciliation,andHenriettereturnedtoherhusband,upontermswhichthedoctorlaiddown。
Thedoctorplayedinthesenegotiationsthepartwhichhehadnotbeenallowedtoplayinthemarriage。Forthedeputywasnowthoroughlyawaketotheimportanceofthedutyheowedhisdaughter。Infact,hehadbecomesomewhatofa\"crank\"uponthewholesubject。Hehadattendedseveralofthedoctor’sclinics,andhadreadbooksandpamphletsonthesubjectofsyphilis,andwasnowdeterminedthatthereshouldbesomepracticalstepstowardsreform。
Attheoutset,hehadtakentheattitudeoftheaveragelegislator,thatthethingtodowastostrengthenthelawsagainstprostitution,andtoenforcethemmorestrictly。HeechoedthecryoftheoldmanwhomGeorgehadheardinthedoctor’soffice:\"Aretherenotenoughpolice?\"
\"Wemustgotothesource,\"hedeclared。\"Wemustproceedagainstthesemiserablewomen——veritablepoisonersthattheyare!\"
Hereallythoughtthiswasgoingtothesource!Butthedoctorwasquicktoanswerhisarguments。\"Poisoners?\"hesaid。\"Youforgetthattheyhavefirstbeenpoisoned。Everyoneofthesewomenwhocommunicatesthediseasehasfirstreceiveditfromsomeman。\"
MonsieurLochesadvancedtohissecondidea,topunishthemen。
Butthedoctorhadlittleinterestinthisideaeither。Hehadseenittriedsomanytimes——suchalawcouldneverbeenforced。
Whatmustcomefirstwaseducation,andbythismeansamodificationofmorals。Peoplemustceasetotreatsyphilisasamysteriousevil,ofwhichnoteventhenamecouldbepronounced。
\"But,\"objectedtheother,\"onecannotlayitbaretochildreninoureducationalinstitutions!\"
\"Whynot?\"askedthedoctor。
\"Because,sir,therearecuriositieswhichitwouldbeimprudenttoawaken。\"
Thedoctorbecamemuchexcitedwheneverheheardthisargument。
\"Youbelievethatyouarepreventingthesecuriositiesfromawakening?\"hedemanded。\"Iappealtothose——bothmenandwomen——whohavepassedthroughcollegesandboardingschools!
Suchcuriositiescannotbesmothered,andtheysatisfythemselvesasbesttheycan,basely,vilely。Itellyou,sir,thereisnothingimmoralabouttheactwhichperpetuateslifebymeansoflove。Butweorganizearoundit,sofarasconcernsourchildren,agiganticandrigorousconspiracyofsilence。Theworthycitizentakeshisdaughterandhissontopopularmusicalcomedies,wheretheylistentothingswhichwouldmakeamonkeyblush;butitisforbiddentodiscussseriouslybeforetheyoungthatactoflovewhichpeopleseemtothinktheyshouldonlyknowofthroughblasphemiesandprofanations!Eitherthatactisathingofwhichpeoplecanspeakwithoutblushing——orelse,sir,itisamatterfortheinnuendoesofthecabaretandthewitticismsofthemessroom!Pornographyisadmitted,butscienceisnot!Itellyou,sir,thatisthethingwhichmustbechanged!Wemustelevatethesouloftheyoungmanbytakingthesefactsoutoftherealmofmysteryandofslang。Wemustawakeninhimaprideinthatcreativepowerwithwhicheachoneofusisendowed。Wemustmakehimunderstandthatheisasortoftempleinwhichispreparedthefutureoftherace,andwemustteachhimthathemusttransmit,intact,theheritageentrustedtohim——thepreciousheritagewhichhasbeenbuiltoutofthetearsandmiseriesandsufferingsofaninterminablelineofancestors!\"
Sothedoctorargued。Hebroughtforthcaseaftercasetoprovethattheprostitutewaswhatshewas,notbecauseofinnatevileness,butbecauseofeconomicconditions。IthappenedthatthedeputycametooneoftheclinicswherehemetTherese。Thedoctorbroughtherintohisconsultingroom,aftertellingherthattheimposing—lookinggentlemanwasafriendofthedirectoroftheopera,andmightbeabletorecommendherforapositiononthestagetowhichsheaspired。\"Tellhimallaboutyourself,\"hesaid,\"howyoulive,andwhatyoudo,andwhatyouwouldliketodo。Youwillgethiminterestedinyou。\"
Sothepoorgirlretoldthestoryofherlife。Shespokeinamatter—of—factvoice,andwhenshecametotellhowshehadbeenobligedtoleaveherbabyinthefoundlingasylum,shewassurprisedthatMonsieurLochesshowedhorror。\"WhatcouldIdo?\"
shedemanded。\"HowcouldIhavetakencareofit?\"
\"Didn’tyouevermissit?\"heasked。
\"OfcourseImissedit。Butwhatdifferencedidthatmake?Itwouldhavediedofhungerwithme。\"
\"Still,\"hesaid,\"itwasyourchild——\"
\"Itwasthefather’schild,too,wasn’tit?Muchattentionhepaidtoit!IfIhadbeensureofgettingmoneyenough,Iwouldhaveputitouttonurse。Butwiththetwenty—fiveorthirtyfrancsamonthIcouldhaveearnedasaservant,couldIhavepaidforababy?That’sthesituationagirlfaces——solongasI
wantedtoremainhonest,itwasimpossibleformetokeepmychild。Youanswer,perhaps,’Youdidn’tstayhonestanyway。’
That’strue。Butthen——whenyouarehungry,andaniceyoungfellowoffersyoudinner,you’dhavetobemadeofwoodtorefusehim。Ofcourse,ifIhadhadatrade——butIdidn’thaveany。SoIwentonthestreet——Youknowhowitis。\"
\"Tellusaboutit,\"saidthedoctor。\"Thisgentlemanisfromthecountry。\"
\"Isthatso?\"saidthegirl。\"Ineversupposedtherewasanyonewhodidn’tknowaboutsuchthings。Well,Itookthepartofalittleworking—girl。Averysimpledress——thingsIhadmadeespeciallyforthat——alittlebundleinablacknapkincarriedinmyhand——soIwalkedalongwheretheshopsare。It’stiresome,becausetodoitright,youhavetopatteralongfast。ThenI
stopbeforeashop,andninetimesoutoften,thereyouare!A
funnythingisthatthemen——you’dimaginetheyhadagreedonthewordstoapproachyouwith。Theyhaveonlytwophrases;theynevervarythem。It’seither,’Youaregoingfast,littleone。’
Orit’s,’Aren’tyouafraidallalone?’Onethingortheother。
Oneknowsprettywellwhattheymean。Isn’titso?\"Thegirlpaused,thenwenton。\"Again,Iwouldgetmyselfupasayoungwidow。There,too,onehastowalkfast:Idon’tknowwhythatshouldbeso,butitis。Afteraminuteortwoofconversation,theygenerallyfindoutthatIamnotayoungwidow,butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference——theygoonjustthesame。\"
\"Whoarethemen?\"askedthedeputy。\"Clerks?Travelingsalesmen?\"
\"Notmuch,\"sheresponded。\"Ikeepalookoutforgentlemen——likeyourself。\"
\"TheySAYtheyaregentlemen,\"hesuggested。
\"SometimesIcanseeit,\"wastheresponse。\"Sometimestheywearorders。It’sfunny——iftheyhaveonaribbonwhenyoufirstnoticethem,theyfollowyou,andpresto——theribbonisgone!I
alwayslaughoverthat。I’vewatchedthemintheglassoftheshopwindows。Theytrytolookunconcerned,butastheywalkalongtheysnapouttheribbonwiththeirthumb——asoneshellslittlepeas,youknow。\"
Shepaused;then,asnoonejoinedinherlaugh,shecontinued,\"Well,atlastthepolicegotafterme,That’sastorythatI’veneverbeenabletounderstand。Thosefilthymengavemeanastydisease,andthenIwastobeshutinprisonforit!Thatwasalittletoomuch,itseemstome。\"
\"Well,\"saidthedoctor,grimly,\"yourevengedyourselfonthem——
fromwhatyouhavetoldme。\"
Theotherlaughed。\"Oh,yes,\"shesaid。\"Ihadmyinnings。\"
SheturnedtoMonsieurLoches。\"Youwantmetotellyouthat?
Well,justontheverydayIlearnedthatthepolicewereafterme,Iwascominghomefurious,naturally。ItwasontheBoulevardSt。Denis,ifyouknowtheplace——andwhomdoyouthinkImet?Myoldmaster——theonewhogotmeintotrouble,youknow。
Thereitwas,God’sownwill!Isaidtomyself,’Now,mygoodfellow,here’sthetimewhereyoupaymewhatyouoweme,andwithinterest,too!’Iputonalittlesmile——oh,itdidn’ttakeverylong,youmaybesure!\"
Thewomanpaused;herfacedarkened,andshewenton,inavoicetremblingwithagitation:\"WhenIhadlefthim,Iwasseizedwitharage。Asortofmadnessgotintomyblood。Itookonallthemenwhoofferedthemselves,forwhatevertheyofferedme,fornothing,iftheydidn’toffermeanything。ItookasmanyasI
could,theyoungestonesandthehandsomestones。Justso!I
onlygavethembackwhattheyhadgiventome。AndsincethattimeIhaven’treallycaredaboutanyoneanymore。Ijustturneditallintoajoke。\"Shepaused,andthenlookingatthedeputy,andreadinginhisfacethehorrorwithwhichhewasregardingher,\"Oh,Iamnottheonlyone!\"sheexclaimed。\"Therearelotsofotherwomenwhodothesame。Tobesure,itisnotforvengeance——itisbecausetheymusthavesomethingtoeat。Forevenifyouhavesyphilis,youhavetoeat,don’tyou?Eh?\"
Shehadturnedtothedoctor,buthedidnotanswer。Therewasalongsilence;andthenthinkingthathisfriend,thedeputy,hadheardenoughforonesession,thedoctorrose。Hedismissedthewoman,thecauseofallGeorgeDupont’smisfortunes,andturningtoMonsieurLoches,said:\"ItwasonpurposethatIbroughtthatwretchedprostitutebeforeyou。Inherthewholestoryissummedup——notmerelythestoryofyourson—in—law,butthatofallthevictimsoftheredplague。Thatwomanherselfisavictim,andsheisasymboloftheevilwhichwehavecreatedandwhichfallsuponourownheadsagain。Icouldaddnothingtoherstory,I
onlyaskyou,MonsieurLoches——whennextyouareproposingnewlawsintheChamberofDeputies,nottoforgetthehorrorswhichthatpoorwomanhasexposedtoyou!\"