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  Wegotbackintotheboat.Thenightwasdark,verydark.Isawclearly,however,thathehadcaughtherbythewaist,andthattheywerehuggingeachotheragainandagain.

  Itwasafrightfulcatastrophe.Ourescapadewasdiscovered,withtheresultthatPerePiquedentwasdismissed.Andmyfather,inafitofanger,sentmetofinishmycourseofphilosophyatRibaudet’sschool.

  SixmonthslaterItookmydegreeofBachelorofArts.ThenIwenttostudylawinParis,anddidnotreturntomynativetowntilltwoyearslater.

  AtthecorneroftheRuedeSerpentashopcaughtmyeye.Overthedoorwerethewords:\"ColonialProducts——Piquedent\";thenunderneath,soastoenlightenthemostignorant:\"Grocery.\"

  Iexclaimed:

  \"’Quantummutatusabillo!’\"

  Piquedentraisedhishead,lefthisfemalecustomer,andrushedtowardmewithoutstretchedhands.

  \"Ah!myyoungfriend,myyoungfriend,hereyouare!Whatluck!whatluck!\"

  Abeautifulwoman,veryplump,abruptlyleftthecashier’sdeskandflungherselfonmybreast.Ihadsomedifficultyinrecognizingher,shehadgrownsostout.

  Iasked:

  \"Sothenyou’redoingwell?\"

  Piquedenthadgonebacktoweighthegroceries.

  \"Oh!verywell,verywell,verywell.Ihavemadethreethousandfrancsclearthisyear!\"

  \"AndwhataboutLatin,MonsieurPiquedent?\"

  \"Oh,goodheavens!Latin,Latin,Latin——youseeitdoesnotkeepthepotboiling!\"

  AMEETING

  Itwasnothingbutanaccident,anaccidentpureandsimple.Onthatparticulareveningtheprincess’roomswereopen,andastheyappeareddarkafterthebrilliantlylightedparlors,Barond’Etraille,whowastiredofstanding,inadvertentlywanderedintoanemptybedroom.

  Helookedroundforachairinwhichtohaveadoze,ashewassurehiswifewouldnotleavebeforedaylight.Assoonashebecameaccustomedtothelightoftheroomhedistinguishedthebigbedwithitsazure—and—

  goldhangings,inthemiddleofthegreatroom,lookinglikeacatafalqueinwhichlovewasburied,fortheprincesswasnolongeryoung.Behindit,alargebrightsurfacelookedlikealakeseenatadistance.Itwasalargemirror,discreetlycoveredwithdarkdrapery,thatwasveryrarelyletdown,andseemedtolookatthebed,whichwasitsaccomplice.

  Onemightalmostfancythatithadreminiscences,andthatonemightseeinitcharmingfemaleformsandthegentlemovementoflovingarms.

  Thebaronstoodstillforamoment,smiling,almostexperiencinganemotiononthethresholdofthischamberdedicatedtolove.Butsuddenlysomethingappearedinthelooking—glass,asifthephantomswhichhehadevokedhadrisenupbeforehim.Amanandawomanwhohadbeensittingonalowcouchconcealedintheshadowhadarisen,andthepolishedsurface,reflectingtheirfigures,showedthattheywerekissingeachotherbeforeseparating.

  Barond’EtraillerecognizedhiswifeandtheMarquisdeCervigne.Heturnedandwentawaylikeamanwhoisfullymasterofhimself,andwaitedtillitwasdaybeforetakingawaythebaroness;buthehadnolongeranythoughtsofsleeping.

  Assoonastheywerealonehesaid:

  \"Madame,IsawyoujustnowinPrincessedeRaynes’room;Ineedsaynomore,andIamnotfondeitherofreproaches,actsofviolence,orofridicule.AsIwishtoavoidallsuchthings,weshallseparatewithoutanyscandal.Ourlawyerswillsettleyourpositionaccordingtomyorders.Youwillbefreetoliveasyoupleasewhenyouarenolongerundermyroof;but,asyouwillcontinuetobearmyname,ImustwarnyouthatshouldanyscandalariseIshallshowmyselfinflexible.\"

  Shetriedtospeak,buthestoppedher,bowed,andlefttheroom.

  Hewasmoreastonishedandsadthanunhappy.Hehadlovedherdearlyduringthefirstperiodoftheirmarriedlife;buthisardorhadcooled,andnowheoftenamusedhimselfelsewhere,eitherinatheatreorinsociety,thoughhealwayspreservedacertainlikingforthebaroness.

  Shewasveryyoung,hardlyfour—and—twenty,small,slight——tooslight——

  andveryfair.ShewasatrueParisiandoll:clever,spoiled,elegant,coquettish,witty,withmorecharmthanrealbeauty.Heusedtosayfamiliarlytohisbrother,whenspeakingofher:

  \"Mywifeischarming,attractive,but——thereisnothingtolayholdof.

  Sheislikeaglassofchampagnethatisallfroth;whenyougettothewineitisverygood,butthereistoolittleofit,unfortunately.\"

  Hewalkedupanddowntheroomingreatagitation,thinkingofathousandthings.Atonemomenthewasfurious,andfeltinclinedtogivethemarquisagoodthrashing,ortoslaphisfacepublicly,intheclub.

  Buthedecidedthatwouldnotdo,itwouldnotbegoodform;hewouldbelaughedat,andnothisrival,andthisthoughtwoundedhisvanity.

  Sohewenttobed,butcouldnotsleep.ParisknewinafewdaysthattheBaronandBaronessd’Etraillehadagreedtoanamicableseparationonaccountofincompatibilityoftemper.Noonesuspectedanything,noonelaughed,andnoonewasastonished.

  Thebaron,however,toavoidmeetinghiswife,travelledforayear,thenspentthesummerattheseaside,andtheautumninshooting,returningtoParisforthewinter.Hedidnotmeetthebaronessonce.

  Hedidnotevenknowwhatpeoplesaidabouther.Inanycase,shetookcaretorespectappearances,andthatwasallheaskedfor.

  Hebecamedreadfullybored,travelledagain,restoredhisoldcastleofVillebosc,whichtookhimtwoyears;thenforoverayearheentertainedfriendsthere,tillatlast,tiredofalltheseso—calledpleasures,hereturnedtohismansionintheRuedeLille,justsixyearsaftertheseparation.

  Hewasnowforty—five,withagoodcropofgrayhair,ratherstout,andwiththatmelancholylookcharacteristicofthosewhohavebeenhandsome,soughtafter,andliked,butwhoaredeteriorating,daily.

  AmonthafterhisreturntoParis,hetookcoldoncomingoutofhisclub,andhadsuchabadcoughthathismedicalmanorderedhimtoNicefortherestofthewinter.

  HereachedthestationonlyafewminutesbeforethedepartureofthetrainonMondayevening,andhadbarelytimetogetintoacarriage,withonlyoneotheroccupant,whowassittinginacornersowrappedinfursandcloaksthathecouldnotevenmakeoutwhetheritwasamanorawoman,asnothingofthefigurecouldbeseen.Whenheperceivedthathecouldnotfindout,heputonhistravellingcap,rolledhimselfupinhisrugs,andstretchedoutcomfortablytosleep.

  Hedidnotwakeuntilthedaywasbreaking,andlookedatonceathisfellow—traveller,whohadnotstirredallnight,andseemedstilltobesoundasleep.

  M.d’Etraillemadeuseoftheopportunitytobrushhishairandhisbeard,andtotrytofreshenhimselfupalittlegenerally,foranight’straveldoesnotimproveone’sappearancewhenonehasattainedacertainage.

  Agreatpoethassaid:

  \"Whenweareyoung,ourmorningsaretriumphant!\"

  Thenwewakeupwithacoolskin,abrighteye,andglossyhair.

  Asonegrowsolderonewakesupinaverydifferentcondition.Dulleyes,red,swollencheeks,drylips,hairandbearddisarranged,impartanold,fatigued,worn—outlooktotheface.

  Thebaronopenedhistravellingcase,andimprovedhislooksasmuchaspossible.

  Theenginewhistled,thetrainstopped,andhisneighbormoved.Nodoubthewasawake.Theystartedoffagain,andthenaslantingrayofsunlightshoneintothecarriageandonthesleeper,whomovedagain,shookhimself,andthenhisfacecouldbeseen.

  Itwasayoung,fair,pretty,plumpwoman,andthebaronlookedatherinamazement.Hedidnotknowwhattothink.Hecouldreallyhaveswornthatitwashiswife,butwonderfullychangedforthebetter:stouter——

  whyshehadgrownasstoutashewas,onlyitsuitedhermuchbetterthanitdidhim.

  Shelookedathimcalmly,didnotseemtorecognizehim,andthenslowlylaidasideherwraps.Shehadthatquietassuranceofawomanwhoissureofherself,whofeelsthatonawakingsheisinherfullbeautyandfreshness.

  Thebaronwasreallybewildered.Wasithiswife,orelseaslikeherasanysistercouldbe?Nothavingseenherforsixyears,hemightbemistaken.

  Sheyawned,andthisgesturebetrayedher.Sheturnedandlookedathimagain,calmly,indifferently,asifshescarcelysawhim,andthenlookedoutofthewindowagain.

  Hewasupsetanddreadfullyperplexed,andkeptlookingathersideways.

  Yes;itwassurelyhiswife.Howcouldhepossiblyhavedoubtedit?

  Therecouldcertainlynotbetwonoseslikethat,andathousandrecollectionsflashedthroughhismind.Hefelttheoldfeelingoftheintoxicationoflovestealingoverhim,andhecalledtomindthesweetodorofherskin,hersmilewhensheputherarmsontohisshoulders,thesoftintonationsofhervoice,allhergraceful,coaxingways.

  Buthowshehadchangedandimproved!Itwassheandyetnotshe.Sheseemedriper,moredeveloped,moreofawoman,moreseductive,moredesirable,adorablydesirable.

  Andthisstrange,unknownwoman,whomhehadaccidentallymetinarailwaycarriage,belongedtohim;hehadonlytosaytoher:

  \"Iinsistuponit.\"

  Hehadformerlysleptinherarms,existedonlyinherlove,andnowhehadfoundheragaincertainly,butsochangedthathescarcelyknewher.

  Itwasanother,andyetitwassheherself.Itwassomeonewhohadbeenbornandhadformedandgrownsincehehadlefther.Itwasshe,indeed;

  shewhomhehadloved,butwhowasnowaltered,withamoreassuredsmileandgreaterself—possession.Thereweretwowomeninone,minglingagreatpartofwhatwasnewandunknownwithmanysweetrecollectionsofthepast.Therewassomethingsingular,disturbing,excitingaboutit——akindofmysteryofloveinwhichtherefloatedadeliciousconfusion.

  Itwashiswifeinanewbodyandinnewfleshwhichlipshadneverpressed.

  Andhethoughtthatinafewyearsnearlyeverythingchangesinus;onlytheoutlinecanberecognized,andsometimeseventhatdisappears.

  Theblood,thehair,theskin,allchangesandisrenewed,andwhenpeoplehavenotseeneachotherforalongtime,whentheymeettheyfindeachothertotallydifferentbeings,althoughtheyarethesameandbearthesamename.

  Andtheheartalsocanchange.Ideasmaybemodifiedandrenewed,sothatinfortyyearsoflifewemay,bygradualandconstanttransformations,becomefourorfivetotallynewanddifferentbeings.

  Hedweltonthisthoughttillittroubledhim;ithadfirsttakenpossessionofhimwhenhesurprisedherintheprincess’room.Hewasnottheleastangry;itwasnotthesamewomanthathewaslookingat——

  thatthin,excitablelittledollofthosedays.

  Whatwashetodo?Howshouldheaddressher?andwhatcouldhesaytoher?Hadsherecognizedhim?

  Thetrainstoppedagain.Hegotup,bowed,and,said:\"Bertha,doyouwantanythingIcouldbringyou?\"

  Shelookedathimfromheadtofoot,andanswered,withoutshowingtheslightestsurprise,orconfusion,oranger,butwiththemostperfectindifference:

  \"Idonotwantanything———thankyou.\"

  Hegotoutandwalkedupanddowntheplatformalittleinordertorecoverhimself,and,asitwere,torecoverhissensesafterafall.

  Whatshouldhedonow?Ifhegotintoanothercarriageitwouldlookasifhewererunningaway.Shouldhebepoliteorimportunate?Thatwouldlookasifhewereaskingforforgiveness.Shouldhespeakasifhewerehermaster?Hewouldlooklikeafool,and,besides,hereallyhadnorighttodoso.

  Hegotinagainandtookhisplace.

  Duringhisabsenceshehadhastilyarrangedherdressandhair,andwasnowlyingstretchedoutontheseat,radiant,andwithoutshowinganyemotion.

  Heturnedtoher,andsaid:\"MydearBertha,sincethissingularchancehasbroughtuptogetherafteraseparationofsixyears——aquitefriendlyseparation——arewetocontinuetolookuponeachotherasirreconcilableenemies?Weareshutuptogether,tete—d—tete,whichissomuchthebetterorsomuchtheworse.Iamnotgoingtogetintoanothercarriage,sodon’tyouthinkitispreferabletotalkasfriendstilltheendofourjourney?\"

  Sheanswered,quitecalmlyagain:

  \"Justasyouplease.\"

  Thenhesuddenlystopped,reallynotknowingwhattosay;butashehadplentyofassurance,hesatdownonthemiddleseat,andsaid:

  \"Well,IseeImustpaymycourttoyou;somuchthebetter.Itis,however,reallyapleasure,foryouarecharming.Youcannotimaginehowyouhaveimprovedinthelastsixyears.IdonotknowanywomanwhocouldgivemethatdelightfulsensationwhichIexperiencedjustnowwhenyouemergedfromyourwraps.Ireallycouldnothavethoughtsuchachangepossible.\"

  Withoutmovingherheadorlookingathim,shesaid:\"Icannotsaythesamewithregardtoyou;youhavecertainlydeterioratedagreatdeal.\"

  Hegotredandconfused,andthen,withasmileofresignation,hesaid:

  \"Youareratherhard.\"

  \"Why?\"washerreply.\"Iamonlystatingfacts.Idon’tsupposeyouintendtooffermeyourlove?Itmust,therefore,beamatterofperfectindifferencetoyouwhatIthinkaboutyou.ButIseeitisapainfulsubject,soletustalkofsomethingelse.WhathaveyoubeendoingsinceIlastsawyou?\"

  Hefeltratheroutofcountenance,andstammered:

  \"I?Ihavetravelled,donesomeshooting,andgrownold,asyousee.

  Andyou?\"

  Shesaid,quitecalmly:\"Ihavetakencareofappearances,asyouorderedme.\"

  Hewasverynearlysayingsomethingbrutal,buthecheckedhimself;andkissedhiswife’shand:

  \"AndIthankyou,\"hesaid.

  Shewassurprised.Hewasindeeddiplomatic,andalwaysmasterofhimself.

  Hewenton:\"Asyouhaveaccededtomyfirstrequest,shallwenowtalkwithoutanybitterness?\"

  Shemadealittlemovementofsurprise.

  \"Bitterness?Idon’tfeelany;youareacompletestrangertome;Iamonlytryingtokeepupadifficultconversation.\"

  Hewasstilllookingather,fascinatedinspiteofherharshness,andhefeltseizedwithabrutalBeside,thedesireofthemaster.

  Perceivingthatshehadhurthisfeelings,shesaid:

  \"Howoldareyounow?Ithoughtyouwereyoungerthanyoulook.\"

  \"Iamforty—five\";andthenheadded:\"IforgottoaskafterPrincessedeRaynes.Areyoustillintimatewithher?\"

  Shelookedathimasifshehatedhim:

  \"Yes,Icertainlyam.Sheisverywell,thankyou.\"

  Theyremainedsittingsidebyside,agitatedandirritated.Suddenlyhesaid:

  \"MydearBertha,Ihavechangedmymind.Youaremywife,andIexpectyoutocomewithmeto—day.Youhave,Ithink,improvedbothmorallyandphysically,andIamgoingtotakeyoubackagain.Iamyourhusband,anditismyrighttodoso.\"

  Shewasstupefied,andlookedathim,tryingtodivinehisthoughts;buthisfacewasresoluteandimpenetrable.

  \"Iamverysorry,\"shesaid,\"butIhavemadeotherengagements.\"

  \"Somuchtheworseforyou,\"washisreply.\"Thelawgivesmethepower,andImeantouseit.\"

  TheywerenearingMarseilles,andthetrainwhistledandslackenedspeed.

  Thebaronessrose,carefullyrolledupherwraps,andthen,turningtoherhusband,said:

  \"MydearRaymond,donotmakeabaduseofthistete—atetewhichIhadcarefullyprepared.Iwishedtotakeprecautions,accordingtoyouradvice,sothatImighthavenothingtofearfromyouorfromotherpeople,whatevermighthappen.YouaregoingtoNice,areyounot?\"

  \"Ishallgowhereveryougo.\"

  \"Notatall;justlistentome,andIamsurethatyouwillleavemeinpeace.Inafewmoments,whenwegettothestation,youwillseethePrincessedeRaynesandComtesseHenriotwaitingformewiththeirhusbands.Iwishedthemtoseeas,andtoknowthatwehadspentthenighttogetherintherailwaycarriage.Don’tbealarmed;theywilltelliteverywhereasamostsurprisingfact.

  \"ItoldyoujustnowthatIhadmostcarefullyfollowedyouradviceandsavedappearances.Anythingelsedoesnotmatter,doesit?Well,inordertodoso,Iwishedtobeseenwithyou.Youtoldmecarefullytoavoidanyscandal,andIamavoidingit,for,Iamafraid——Iamafraid——\"

  Shewaitedtillthetrainhadquitestopped,andasherfriendsranuptoopenthecarriagedoor,shesaid:

  \"Iamafraid\"——hesitating——\"thatthereisanotherreason——jesuisenceinte.\"

  Theprincessstretchedoutherarmstoembraceher,——andthebaronesssaid,paintingtothebaron,whowasdumbwithastonishment,andwastryingtogetatthetruth:

  \"YoudonotrecognizeRaymond?Hehascertainlychangedagooddeal,andheagreedtocomewithmesothatImightnottravelalone.Wetakelittletripslikethisoccasionally,likegoodfriendswhocannotlivetogether.Wearegoingtoseparatehere;hehashadenoughofmealready.\"

  Sheputoutherhand,whichhetookmechanically,andthenshejumpedoutontotheplatformamongherfriends,whowerewaitingforher.

  Thebaronhastilyshutthecarriagedoor,forhewastoomuchdisturbedtosayawordorcometoanydetermination.Heheardhiswife’svoiceandtheirmerrylaughterastheywentaway.

  Heneversawheragain,nordidheeverdiscoverwhethershehadtoldhimalieorwasspeakingthetruth.

  THEBLINDMAN

  Howisitthatthesunlightgivesussuchjoy?Whydoesthisradiancewhenitfallsontheearthfilluswiththejoyofliving?Thewholeskyisblue,thefieldsaregreen,thehousesallwhite,andourenchantedeyesdrinkinthosebrightcolorswhichbringdelighttooursouls.Andthentherespringsupinourheartsadesiretodance,torun,tosing,ahappylightnessofthought,asortofenlargedtenderness;wefeelalongingtoembracethesun.

  Theblind,astheysitinthedoorways,impassiveintheireternaldarkness,remainascalmaseverinthemidstofthisfreshgaiety,and,notunderstandingwhatistakingplacearoundthem,theycontinuallychecktheirdogsastheyattempttoplay.

  When,atthecloseoftheday,theyarereturninghomeonthearmofayoungbrotheroralittlesister,ifthechildsays:\"Itwasaveryfineday!\"theotheranswers:\"Icouldnoticethatitwasfine.Loulouwouldn’tkeepquiet.\"

  Iknewoneofthesemenwhoselifewasoneofthemostcruelmartyrdomsthatcouldpossiblybeconceived.

  Hewasapeasant,thesonofaNormanfarmer.Aslongashisfatherandmotherlived,hewasmoreorlesstakencareof;hesufferedlittlesavefromhishorribleinfirmity;butassoonastheoldpeopleweregone,anatrociouslifeofmiserycommencedforhim.Dependentonasisterofhis,everybodyinthefarmhousetreatedhimasabeggarwhoiseatingthebreadofstrangers.Ateverymealtheveryfoodheswallowedwasmadeasubjectofreproachagainsthim;hewascalledadrone,aclown,andalthoughhisbrother—in—lawhadtakenpossessionofhisportionoftheinheritance,hewashelpedgrudginglytosoup,gettingjustenoughtosavehimfromstarving.

  Hisfacewasverypaleandhistwobigwhiteeyeslookedlikewafers.

  Heremainedunmovedatalltheinsultshurledathim,soreservedthatonecouldnottellwhetherhefeltthem.

  Moreover,hehadneverknownanytenderness,hismotherhavingalwaystreatedhimunkindlyandcaringverylittleforhim;forincountryplacesuselesspersonsareconsideredanuisance,andthepeasantswouldbegladtokilltheinfirmoftheirspecies,aspoultrydo.

  Assoonashefinishedhissouphewentandsatoutsidethedoorinsummerandinwinterbesidethefireside,anddidnotstiragainalltheevening.Hemadenogesture,nomovement;onlyhiseyelids,quiveringfromsomenervousaffection,felldownsometimesoverhiswhite,sightlessorbs.Hadheanyintellect,anythinkingfaculty,anyconsciousnessofhisownexistence?Nobodycaredtoinquire.

  Forsomeyearsthingswentoninthisfashion.Buthisincapacityforworkaswellashisimpassivenesseventuallyexasperatedhisrelatives,andhebecamealaughingstock,asortofbuttformerriment,apreytotheinbornferocity,tothesavagegaietyofthebruteswhosurroundedhim.

  Itiseasytoimagineallthecruelpracticaljokesinspiredbyhisblindness.And,inordertohavesomefuninreturnforfeedinghim,theynowconvertedhismealsintohoursofpleasurefortheneighborsandofpunishmentforthehelplesscreaturehimself.

  Thepeasantsfromthenearesthousescametothisentertainment;itwastalkedaboutfromdoortodoor,andeverydaythekitchenofthefarmhousewasfullofpeople.Sometimestheyplacedbeforehisplate,whenhewasbeginningtoeathissoup,somecatordog.Theanimalinstinctivelyperceivedtheman’sinfirmity,and,softlyapproaching,commencedeatingnoiselessly,lappingupthesoupdaintily;and,whentheylappedthefoodrathernoisily,rousingthepoorfellow’sattention,theywouldprudentlyscamperawaytoavoidtheblowofthespoondirectedatrandombytheblindman!

  Thenthespectatorsrangedalongthewallwouldburstoutlaughing,nudgeeachotherandstamptheirfeetonthefloor.Andhe,withouteverutteringaword,wouldcontinueeatingwithhisrighthand,whilestretchingouthislefttoprotecthisplate.

  Anothertimetheymadehimchewcorks,bitsofwood,leavesorevenfilth,whichhewasunabletodistinguish.

  Afterthistheygottiredevenofthesepracticaljokes,andthebrother—

  in—law,angryathavingtosupporthimalways,struckhim,cuffedhimincessantly,laughingathisfutileeffortstowardofforreturntheblows.Thencameanewpleasure——thepleasureofsmackinghisface.Andtheplough—men,theservantgirlsandeveneverypassingvagabondwereeverymomentgivinghimcuffs,whichcausedhiseyelashestotwitchspasmodically.Hedidnotknowwheretohidehimselfandremainedwithhisarmsalwaysheldouttoguardagainstpeoplecomingtooclosetohim.

  Atlasthewasforcedtobeg.

  Hewasplacedsomewhereonthehigh—roadonmarket—days,andassoonasheheardthesoundoffootstepsortherollingofavehicle,hereachedouthishat,stammering:

  \"Charity,ifyouplease!\"

  Butthepeasantisnotlavish,andforwholeweekshedidnotbringbackasou.

  Thenhebecamethevictimoffurious,pitilesshatred.Andthisishowhedied.

  Onewinterthegroundwascoveredwithsnow,anditwasfreezinghard.

  Hisbrother—in—lawledhimonemorningagreatdistancealongthehighroadinorderthathemightsolicitalms.Theblindmanwasleftthereallday;andwhennightcameon,thebrother—in—lawtoldthepeopleofhishousethathecouldfindnotraceofthemendicant.Thenheadded:

  \"Pooh!bestnotbotherabouthim!Hewascoldandgotsomeonetotakehimaway.Neverfear!he’snotlost.He’llturnupsoonenoughtomorrowtoeatthesoup.\"

  Nextdayhedidnotcomeback.

  Afterlonghoursofwaiting,stiffenedwiththecold,feelingthathewasdying,theblindmanbegantowalk.Beingunabletofindhiswayalongtheroad,owingtoitsthickcoatingofice,hewentonatrandom,fallingintoditches,gettingupagain,withoututteringasound,hissoleobjectbeingtofindsomehousewherehecouldtakeshelter.

  But,bydegrees,thedescendingsnowmadeanumbnessstealoverhim,andhisfeeblelimbsbeingincapableofcarryinghimfarther,hesatdowninthemiddleofanopenfield.Hedidnotgetupagain.

  Thewhiteflakeswhichfellcontinuouslyburiedhim,sothathisbody,quitestiffandstark,disappearedundertheincessantaccumulationoftheirrapidlythickeningmass,andnothingwaslefttoindicatetheplacewherehelay.

  Hisrelativesmadeapretenceofinquiringabouthimandsearchingforhimforaboutaweek.Theyevenmadeashowofweeping.

  Thewinterwassevere,andthethawdidnotsetinquickly.Now,oneSunday,ontheirwaytomass,thefarmersnoticedagreatflightofcrows,whowerewhirlingincessantlyabovetheopenfield,andthendescendinglikeashowerofblackrainatthesamespot,evergoingandcoming.

  Thefollowingweekthesegloomybirdswerestillthere.Therewasacrowdofthemupintheair,asiftheyhadgatheredfromallcornersofthehorizon,andtheyswoopeddownwithagreatcawingintotheshiningsnow,whichtheycoveredlikeblackpatches,andinwhichtheykeptpeckingobstinately.Ayoungfellowwenttoseewhattheyweredoinganddiscoveredthebodyoftheblindman,alreadyhalfdevoured,mangled.

  Hiswaneyeshaddisappeared,peckedoutbythelong,voraciousbeaks.

  AndIcanneverfeelthegladradianceofsunlitdayswithoutsadlyrememberingandponderingoverthefateofthebeggarwhowassuchanoutcastinlife—thathishorribledeathwasarelieftoallwhohadknownhim.

  INDISCRETION

  Theyhadlovedeachotherbeforemarriagewithapureandloftylove.

  Theyhadfirstmetonthesea—shore.Hehadthoughtthisyounggirlcharming,asshepassedbywithherlight—coloredparasolandherdaintydressamidthemarinelandscapeagainstthehorizon.Hehadlovedher,blondandslender,inthesesurroundingsofblueoceanandspacioussky.

  Hecouldnotdistinguishthetendernesswhichthisbuddingwomanawokeinhimfromthevagueandpowerfulemotionwhichthefreshsaltairandthegrandsceneryofsurfandsunshineandwavesarousedinhissoul.

  She,ontheotherhand,hadlovedhimbecausehecourtedher,becausehewasyoung,rich,kind,andattentive.Shehadlovedhimbecauseitisnaturalforyounggirlstolovemenwhowhispersweetnothingstothem.

  So,forthreemonths,theyhadlivedsidebyside,andhandinhand.

  Thegreetingwhichtheyexchangedinthemorningbeforethebath,inthefreshnessofthemorning,orintheeveningonthesand,underthestars,inthewarmthofacalmnight,whisperedlow,verylow,alreadyhadtheflavorofkisses,thoughtheirlipshadnevermet.

  Eachdreamedoftheotheratnight,eachthoughtoftheotheronawaking,and,withoutyethavingvoicedtheirsentiments,eachlongerfortheother,bodyandsoul.

  Aftermarriagetheirlovedescendedtoearth.Itwasatfirstatireless,sensuouspassion,thenexaltedtendernesscomposedoftangiblepoetry,morerefinedcaresses,andnewandfoolishinventions.Everyglanceandgesturewasanexpressionofpassion.

  But,littlebylittle,withoutevennoticingit,theybegantogettiredofeachother.Lovewasstillstrong,buttheyhadnothingmoretorevealtoeachother,nothingmoretolearnfromeachother,nonewtaleofendearment,nounexpectedoutburst,nonewwayofexpressingthewell—

  known,oft—repeatedverb.

  Theytried,however,torekindlethedwindlingflameofthefirstlove.

  Everydaytheytriedsomenewtrickordesperateattempttobringbacktotheirheartstheuncooledardoroftheirfirstdaysofmarriedlife.

  Theytriedmoonlightwalksunderthetrees,inthesweetwarmthofthesummerevenings:thepoetryofmist—coveredbeaches;theexcitementofpublicfestivals.

  OnemorningHenriettesaidtoPaul:

  \"Willyoutakemetoacafefordinner?\"

  \"Certainly,dearie.\"

  \"Tosomewell—knowncafe?\"

  \"Ofcourse!\"

  Helookedatherwithaquestioningglance,seeingthatshewasthinkingofsomethingwhichshedidnotwishtotell.

  Shewenton:

  \"Youknow,oneofthosecafes——oh,howcanIexplainmyself?——asportycafe!\"

  Hesmiled:\"Ofcourse,Iunderstand——youmeaninoneofthecafeswhicharecommonlycalledbohemian.\"

  \"Yes,that’sit.Buttakemetooneofthebigplaces,onewhereyouareknown,onewhereyouhavealreadysupped——no——dined——well,youknow——I———

  —I——oh!Iwillneverdaresayit!\"

  \"Goahead,dearie.Littlesecretsshouldnolongerexistbetweenus.\"

  \"No,Idarenot.\"

  \"Goon;don’tbeprudish.Tellme.\"

  \"Well,I——I——Iwanttobetakenforyoursweetheart——there!andIwanttheboys,whodonotknowthatyouaremarried,totakemeforsuch;andyoutoo——IwantyoutothinkthatIamyoursweetheartforonehour,inthatplacewhichmustholdsomanymemoriesforyou.There!AndIwillplaythatIamyoursweetheart.It’sawful,Iknow——Iamabominablyashamed,Iamasredasapeony.Don’tlookatme!\"

  Helaughed,greatlyamused,andanswered:

  \"Allright,wewillgoto—nighttoaveryswellplacewhereIamwellknown.\"

  Towardseveno’clocktheywentupthestairsofoneofthebigcafesontheBoulevard,he,smiling,withthelookofaconqueror,she,timid,veiled,delighted.Theywereimmediatelyshowntooneoftheluxuriousprivatedining—rooms,furnishedwithfourlargearm—chairsandaredplushcouch.Theheadwaiterenteredandbroughtthemthemenu.Paulhandedittohiswife.

  \"Whatdoyouwanttoeat?\"

  \"Idon’tcare;orderwhateverisgood.\"

  Afterhandinghiscoattothewaiter,heordereddinnerandchampagne.

  Thewaiterlookedattheyoungwomanandsmiled.Hetooktheorderandmurmured:

  \"WillMonsieurPaulhavehischampagnesweetordry?\"

  \"Dry,verydry.\"

  Henriettewaspleasedtohearthatthismanknewherhusband’sname.

  Theysatonthecouch,sidebyside,andbegantoeat.

  Tencandleslightedtheroomandwerereflectedinthemirrorsallaroundthem,whichseemedtoincreasethebrilliancyathousand—fold.

  Henriettedrankglassafterglassinordertokeepuphercourage,althoughshefeltdizzyafterthefirstfewglasses.Paul,excitedbythememorieswhichreturnedtohim,keptkissinghiswife’shands.Hiseyesweresparkling.

  Shewasfeelingstrangelyexcitedinthisnewplace,restless,pleased,alittleguilty,butfulloflife.Twowaiters,serious,silent,accustomedtoseeingandforgettingeverything,toenteringtheroomonlywhenitwasnecessaryandtoleavingitwhentheyfelttheywereintruding,weresilentlyflittinghitherandthither.

  Towardthemiddleofthedinner,Henriettewaswellundertheinfluenceofchampagne.Shewasprattlingalongfearlessly,hercheeksflushed,hereyesglistening.

  \"Come,Paul;tellmeeverything.\"

  \"What,sweetheart?\"

  \"Idon’tdaretellyou.\"

  \"Goon!\"

  \"Haveyoulovedmanywomenbeforeme?\"

  Hehesitated,alittleperplexed,notknowingwhetherheshouldhidehisadventuresorboastofthem.

  Shecontinued:

  \"Oh!pleasetellme.Howmanyhaveyouloved?\"

  \"Afew.\"

  \"Howmany?\"

  \"Idon’tknow.Howdoyouexpectmetoknowsuchthings?\"

  \"Haven’tyoucountedthem?\"

  \"Ofcoursenot.\"

  \"Thenyoumusthavelovedagoodmany!\"

  \"Perhaps.\"

  \"Abouthowmany?Justtellmeabouthowmany.\"

  \"ButIdon’tknow,dearest.Someyearsagoodmany,andsomeyearsonlyafew.\"

  \"Howmanyayear,didyousay?\"

  \"Sometimestwentyorthirty,sometimesonlyfourorfive.\"

  \"Oh!thatmakesmorethanahundredinall!\"

  \"Yes,justabout.\"

  \"Oh!Ithinkthatisdreadful!\"

  \"Whydreadful?\"

  \"Becauseit’sdreadfulwhenyouthinkofit——allthosewomen——andalways——alwaysthesamething.Oh!it’sdreadful,justthesame——morethanahundredwomen!\"

  Hewassurprisedthatsheshouldthinkthatdreadful,andanswered,withtheairofsuperioritywhichmentakewithwomenwhentheywishtomakethemunderstandthattheyhavesaidsomethingfoolish:

  \"That’sfunny!Ifitisdreadfultohaveahundredwomen,it’sdreadfultohaveone.\"

  \"Oh,no,notatall!\"

  \"Whynot?\"

  \"Becausewithonewomanyouhavearealbondoflovewhichattachesyoutoher,whilewithahundredwomenit’snotthesameatall.Thereisnoreallove.Idon’tunderstandhowamancanassociatewithsuchwomen.\"

  \"Buttheyareallright.\"

  \"No,theycan’tbe!\"

  \"Yes,theyare!\"

  \"Oh,stop;youdisgustme!\"

  \"Butthen,whydidyouaskmehowmanysweetheartsIhadhad?\"

  \"Because————\"

  \"That’snoreason!\"

  \"Whatwerethey—actresses,littleshop—girls,orsocietywomen?\"

  \"Afewofeach.\"

  \"Itmusthavebeenrathermonotonoustowardthelast.\"

  \"Oh,no;it’samusingtochange.\"

  Sheremainedthoughtful,staringatherchampagneglass.Itwasfull——

  shedrankitinonegulp;thenputtingitbackonthetable,shethrewherarmsaroundherhusband’sneckandmurmuredinhisear:

  \"Oh!howIloveyou,sweetheart!howIloveyou!\"

  Hethrewhisarmsaroundherinapassionateembrace.Awaiter,whowasjustentering,backedout,closingthedoordiscreetly.Inaboutfiveminutestheheadwaitercameback,solemnanddignified,bringingthefruitfordessert.Shewasoncemoreholdingbetweenherfingersafullglass,andgazingintotheamberliquidasthoughseekingunknownthings.

  Shemurmuredinadreamyvoice:

  \"Yes,itmustbefun!\"

  AFAMILYAFFAIR

  ThesmallengineattachedtotheNeuillysteam—tramwhistledasitpassedthePorteMaillottowarnallobstaclestogetoutofitswayandpuffedlikeapersonoutofbreathasitsentoutitssteam,itspistonsmovingrapidlywithanoiseasofironlegsrunning.ThetrainwasgoingalongthebroadavenuethatendsattheSeine.ThesultryheatatthecloseofaJulydaylayoverthewholecity,andfromtheroad,althoughtherewasnotabreathofwindstirring,therearoseawhite,chalky,suffocating,warmdust,whichadheredtothemoistskin,filledtheeyesandgotintothelungs.Peoplestoodinthedoorwaysoftheirhousestotryandgetabreathofair.

  Thewindowsofthesteam—tramwereopenandthecurtainsflutteredinthewind.Therewereveryfewpassengersinside,becauseonwarmdayspeoplepreferredtheoutsideortheplatforms.Theyconsistedofstoutwomeninpeculiarcostumes,ofthoseshopkeepers’wivesfromthesuburbs,whomadeupforthedistinguishedlookswhichtheydidnotpossessbyill—assumeddignity;ofmentiredfromoffice—work,withyellowfaces,stoopedshoulders,andwithoneshoulderhigherthantheother,inconsequenceof,theirlonghoursofwritingatadesk.Theiruneasyandmelancholyfacesalsospokeofdomestictroubles,ofconstantwantofmoney,disappointedhopes,fortheyallbelongedtothearmyofpoor,threadbaredevilswhovegetateeconomicallyincheap,plasteredhouseswithatinypieceofneglectedgardenontheoutskirtsofParis,inthemidstofthosefieldswherenightsoilisdeposited.

  Ashort,corpulentman,withapuffyface,dressedallinblackandwearingadecorationinhisbuttonhole,wastalkingtoatall,thinman,dressedinadirty,whitelinensuit,thecoatallunbuttoned,withawhitePanamahatonhishead.Theformerspokesoslowlyandhesitatinglythatitoccasionallyalmostseemedasifhestammered;hewasMonsieurCaravan,chiefclerkintheAdmiralty.Theother,whohadformerlybeensurgeononboardamerchantship,hadsetupinpracticeinCourbevoie,whereheappliedthevagueremnantsofmedicalknowledgewhichhehadretainedafteranadventurouslife,tothewretchedpopulationofthatdistrict.HisnamewasChenet,andstrangerumorswerecurrentastohismorality.

  MonsieurCaravanhadalwaysledthenormallifeofamaninaGovernmentoffice.Forthelastthirtyyearshehadinvariablygonethesamewaytohisofficeeverymorning,andhadmetthesamemengoingtobusinessatthesametime,andnearlyonthesamespot,andhereturnedhomeeveryeveningbythesameroad,andagainmetthesamefaceswhichhehadseengrowingold.Everymorning,afterbuyinghispennypaperatthecorneroftheFaubourgSaintHonore,heboughttworolls,andthenwenttohisoffice,likeaculpritwhoisgivinghimselfuptojustice,andgottohisdeskasquicklyaspossible,alwaysfeelinguneasy;asthoughhewereexpectingarebukeforsomeneglectofdutyofwhichhemighthavebeenguilty.

  Nothinghadeveroccurredtochangethemonotonousorderofhisexistence,fornoeventaffectedhimexcepttheworkofhisoffice,perquisites,gratuities,andpromotion.Heneverspokeofanythingbutofhisduties,eitherattheoffice,orathome——hehadmarriedtheportionlessdaughterofoneofhiscolleagues.Hismind,whichwasinastateofatrophyfromhisdepressingdailywork,hadnootherthoughts,hopesordreamsthansuchasrelatedtotheoffice,andtherewasaconstantsourceofbitternessthatspoilteverypleasurethathemighthavehad,andthatwastheemploymentofsomanynavalofficials,tinsmiths,astheywerecalledbecauseoftheirsilver—laceasfirst—

  classclerks;andeveryeveningatdinnerhediscussedthematterhotlywithhiswife,whosharedhisangryfeelings,andprovedtotheirownsatisfactionthatitwasineverywayunjusttogiveplacesinParistomenwhooughtproperlytohavebeenemployedinthenavy.

  Hewasoldnow,andhadscarcelynoticedhowhislifewaspassing,forschoolhadmerelybeenexchangedfortheofficewithoutanyintermediatetransition,andtheushers,atwhomhehadformerlytrembled,werereplacedbyhischiefs,ofwhomhewasterriblyafraid.Whenhehadtogointotheroomsoftheseofficialdespots,itmadehimtremblefromheadtofoot,andthatconstantfearhadgivenhimaveryawkwardmannerintheirpresence,ahumbledemeanor,andakindofnervousstammering.

  HeknewnothingmoreaboutParisthanablindmanmightknowwhowasledtothesamespotbyhisdogeveryday;andifhereadtheaccountofanyuncommoneventsorscandalsinhispennypaper,theyappearedtohimlikefantastictales,whichsomepressmanhadmadeupoutofhisownhead,inordertoamusetheinferioremployees.Hedidnotreadthepoliticalnews,whichhispaperfrequentlyalteredasthecausewhichsubsidizeditmightrequire,forhewasnotfondofinnovations,andwhenhewentthroughtheAvenueoftheChamps—Elyseeseveryevening,helookedatthesurgingcrowdofpedestrians,andatthestreamofcarriages,asatravellermightwhohaslosthiswayinastrangecountry.

  Ashehadcompletedhisthirtyyearsofobligatoryservicethatyear,onthefirstofJanuary,hehadhadthecrossoftheLegionofHonorbestoweduponhim,which,inthesemi—militarypublicoffices,isarecompenseforthemiserableslavery——theofficialphraseis,loyalservices——ofunfortunateconvictswhoarerivetedtotheirdesk.Thatunexpecteddignitygavehimahighandnewideaofhisowncapacities,andaltogetherchangedhim.Heimmediatelyleftoffwearinglighttrousersandfancywaistcoats,andworeblacktrousersandlongcoats,onwhichhisribbon,whichwasverybroad,showedoffbetter.Hegotshavedeverymorning,manicuredhisnailsmorecarefully,changedhislineneverytwodays,fromalegitimatesenseofwhatwasproper,andoutofrespectforthenationalOrder,ofwhichheformedapart,andfromthatdayhewasanotherCaravan,scrupulouslyclean,majesticandcondescending.

  Athome,hesaid,\"mycross,\"ateverymoment,andhehadbecomesoproudofit,thathecouldnotbeartoseemenwearinganyotherribbonintheirbutton—holes.Hebecameespeciallyangryonseeingstrangeorders:

  \"WhichnobodyoughttobeallowedtowearinFrance,\"andheboreChenetaparticulargrudge,ashemethimonatram—careveryevening,wearingadecorationofonekindoranother,white,blue,orange,orgreen.

  Theconversationofthetwomen,fromtheArcdeTriomphetoNeuilly,wasalwaysthesame,andonthatdaytheydiscussed,firstofall,variouslocalabuseswhichdisgustedthemboth,andtheMayorofNeuillyreceivedhisfullshareoftheircensure.Then,asinvariablyhappensinthecompanyofmedicalmanCaravanbegantoenlargeonthechapterofillness,asinthatmanner,hehopedtoobtainalittlegratuitousadvice,ifhewascarefulnottoshowhishand.Hismotherhadbeencausinghimnolittleanxietyforsometime;shehadfrequentandprolongedfaintingfits,and,althoughshewasninety,shewouldnottakecareofherself.

  Caravangrewquitetender—heartedwhenhementionedhergreatage,andmorethanonceaskedDoctorChenet,emphasizingtheworddoctor——althoughhewasnotfullyqualified,beingonlyanOffcierdeSante——whetherhehadoftenmetanyoneasoldasthat.Andherubbedhishandswithpleasure;not,perhaps,thathecaredverymuchaboutseeingthegoodwomanlastforeverhereonearth,butbecausethelongdurationofhismother’slifewas,asitwereanearnestofoldageforhimself,andhecontinued:

  \"Inmyfamily,welastlong,andIamsurethat,unlessImeetwithanaccident,IshallnotdieuntilIamveryold.\"

  Thedoctorlookedathimwithpity,andglancedforamomentathisneighbor’sredface,hisshort,thickneck,his\"corporation,\"asChenetcalledittohimself,histwofat,flabbylegs,andtheapoplecticrotundityoftheoldofficial;andraisingthewhitePanamahatfromhishead,hesaidwithasnigger:

  \"Iamnotsosureofthat,oldfellow;yourmotherisastoughasnails,andIshouldsaythatyourlifeisnotaverygoodone.\"

  ThisratherupsetCaravan,whodidnotspeakagainuntilthetramputthemdownattheirdestination,wherethetwofriendsgotout,andChenetaskedhisfriendtohaveaglassofvermouthattheCafeduGlobe,opposite,whichbothofthemwereinthehabitoffrequenting.Theproprietor,whowasafriendoftheirs,heldouttothemtwofingers,whichtheyshookacrossthebottlesofthecounter;andthentheyjoinedthreeoftheirfriends,whowereplayingdominoes,andwhohadbeentheresincemidday.Theyexchangedcordialgreetings,withtheusualquestion:

  \"Anythingnew?\"Andthenthethreeplayerscontinuedtheirgame,andheldouttheirhandswithoutlookingup,whentheotherswishedthem\"Good—night,\"andthentheybothwenthometodinner.

  Caravanlivedinasmalltwo—storyhouseinCourbevaie,nearwheretheroadsmeet;thegroundfloorwasoccupiedbyahair—dresser.Twobedrooms,adining—roomandakitchen,formedthewholeoftheirapartments,andMadameCaravanspentnearlyherwholetimeincleaningthemup,whileherdaughter,Marie—Louise,whowastwelve,andherson,Phillip—Auguste,wererunningaboutwithallthelittle,dirty,mischievousbratsoftheneighborhood,andplayinginthegutter.

  Caravanhadinstalledhismother,whoseavaricewasnotoriousintheneighborhood,andwhowasterriblythin,intheroomabovethem.Shewasalwayscross,andsheneverpassedadaywithoutquarrelingandflyingintofurioustempers.Shewouldapostrophizetheneighbors,whowerestandingattheirowndoors,thecoster—mongers,thestreet—sweepers,andthestreet—boys,inthemostviolentlanguage;andthelatter,tohavetheirrevenge,usedtofollowheratadistancewhenshewentout,andcalloutrudethingsafterher.

  AlittleservantfromNormandy,whowasincrediblygiddyandthoughtless,performedthehouseholdwork,andsleptonthesecondfloorinthesameroomastheoldwoman,forfearofanythinghappeningtoherinthenight.

  WhenCaravangotin,hiswife,whosufferedfromachronicpassionforcleaning,waspolishingupthemahoganychairsthatwerescatteredabouttheroomwithapieceofflannel.Shealwaysworecottongloves,andadornedherheadwithacapornamentedwithmanycoloredribbons,whichwasalwaystiltedoveroneear;andwheneveranyonecaughtherpolishing,sweeping,orwashing,sheusedtosay:

  \"Iamnotrich;everythingisverysimpleinmyhouse,butcleanlinessismyluxury,andthatisworthquiteasmuchasanyother.\"

  Asshewasgiftedwithsound,obstinate,practicalcommonsense,sheledherhusbandineverything.Everyeveningduringdinner,andafterwardswhentheywereintheirroom,theytalkedoverthebusinessoftheofficeforalongtime,andalthoughshewastwentyyearsyoungerthanhewas,heconfidedeverythingtoherasifshetookthelead,andfollowedheradviceineverymatter.

  Shehadneverbeenpretty,andnowshehadgrownugly;inadditiontothat,shewasshortandthin,whilehercarelessandtastelesswayofdressingherselfconcealedherfewsmallfeminineattractions,whichmighthavebeenbroughtoutifshehadpossessedanytasteindress.

  Herskirtswerealwaysawry,andshefrequentlyscratchedherself,nomatteronwhatpartofherperson,totallyindifferentastowhomightseeher,andsopersistently,thatanyonewhosawhermightthinkthatshewassufferingfromsomethingliketheitch.Theonlyadornmentsthatsheallowedherselfweresilkribbons,whichshehadingreatprofusion,andofvariouscolorsmixedtogether,inthepretentiouscapswhichsheworeathome.

  Assoonasshesawherhusbandsheroseandsaid,asshekissedhiswhiskers:

  \"DidyourememberPotin,mydear?\"

  Hefellintoachair,inconsternation,forthatwasthefourthtimeonwhichhehadforgottenacommissionthathehadpromisedtodoforher.

  \"Itisafatality,\"hesaid;\"itisnogoodformetothinkofitalldaylong,forIamsuretoforgetitintheevening.\"

  Butasheseemedreallysoverysorry,shemerelysaid,quietly:

  \"Youwillthinkofitto—morrow,Idaresay.Anythingnewattheoffice?\"

  \"Yes,agreatpieceofnews;anothertinsmithhasbeenappointedsecondchiefclerk.\"Shebecameveryserious,andsaid:

  \"SohesucceedsRamon;thiswastheverypostthatIwantedyoutohave.

  AndwhataboutRamon?\"

  \"Heretiresonhispension.\"

  Shebecamefurious,hercapsliddownonhershoulder,andshecontinued:

  \"Thereisnothingmoretobedoneinthatshopnow.Andwhatisthenameofthenewcommissioner?\"

  \"Bonassot.\"

  ShetookuptheNavalYearBook,whichshealwayskeptcloseathand,andlookedhimup.

  \"’Bonassot—Toulon.Bornin1851.StudentCommissionerin1871.Sub—

  Commissionerin1875.’Hashebeentosea?\"shecontinued.AtthatquestionCaravan’slooksclearedup,andhelaugheduntilhissidesshook.

  \"AsmuchasBalin——asmuchasBaffin,hischief.\"Andheaddedanoldofficejoke,andlaughedmorethanever:

  \"ItwouldnotevendotosendthembywatertoinspectthePoint—du—Jour,fortheywouldbesickonthepennysteamboatsontheSeine.\"

  Butsheremainedasseriousasifshehadnotheardhim,andthenshesaidinalowvoice,asshescratchedherchin:

  \"IfweonlyhadaDeputytofallbackupon.WhentheChamberhearseverythingthatisgoingonattheAdmiralty,theMinisterwillbeturnedout————,Shewasinterruptedbyaterriblenoiseonthestairs.Marie—LouiseandPhilippe—Auguste,whohadjustcomeinfromthegutter,wereslappingeachotherallthewayupstairs.Theirmotherrushedatthemfuriously,andtakingeachofthembyanarmshedraggedthemintotheroom,shakingthemvigorously;butassoonastheysawtheirfather,theyrusheduptohim,andhekissedthemaffectionately,andtakingoneofthemoneachknee,begantotalktothem.

  Philippe—Augustewasanugly,ill—kemptlittlebrat,dirtyfromheadtofoot,withthefaceofanidiot,andMarie—Louisewasalreadylikehermother——spokelikeher,repeatedherwords,andevenimitatedhermovements.Shealsoaskedhimwhethertherewasanythingfreshattheoffice,andherepliedmerrily:

  \"Yourfriend,Ramon,whocomesanddineshereeverySunday,isgoingtoleaveus,littleone.Thereisanewsecondhead—clerk.\"

  Shelookedatherfather,andwithaprecociouschild’spity,shesaid:

  \"Anothermanhasbeenputoveryourheadagain.\"

  Hestoppedlaughing,anddidnotreply,andinordertocreateadiversion,hesaid,addressinghiswife,whowascleaningthewindows:

  \"Howismamma,upstairs?\"

  MadameCaravanleftoffrubbing,turnedround.pulledhercapup,asithadfallenquiteontoherback,andsaidwithtremblinglips:

  \"Ah!yes;letustalkaboutyourmother,forshehasmadeaprettyscene.Justimagine:ashorttimeagoMadameLebaudin,thehairdresser’swife,cameupstairstoborrowapacketofstarchofme,and,asIwasnotathome,yourmotherchasedheroutasthoughshewereabeggar;butI

  gaveittotheoldwoman.Shepretendednottohear,asshealwaysdoeswhenonetellsherunpleasanttruths,butsheisnomoredeafthanIam,asyouknow.Itisallasham,andtheproofofitis,thatshewentuptoherownroomimmediately,withoutsayingaword.\"

  Caravan,embarrassed,didnotutteraword,andatthatmomentthelittleservantcameintoannouncedinner.Inordertolethismotherknow,hetookabroom—handle,whichalwaysstoodinacorner,andrappedloudlyontheceilingthreetimes,andthentheywentintothedining—room.MadameCaravan,junior,helpedthesoup,andwaitedfortheoldwoman,butshedidnotcome,andasthesoupwasgettingcold,theybegantoeatslowly,andwhentheirplateswereempty,theywaitedagain,andMadameCaravan,whowasfurious,attackedherhusband:

  \"Shedoesitonpurpose,youknowthataswellasIdo.Butyoualwaysupholdher.\"

  Notknowingwhichsidetotake,hesentMarie—Louisetofetchhergrandmother,andhesatmotionless,withhiseyescastdown,whilehiswifetappedherglassangrilywithherknife.Inaboutaminute,thedoorflewopensuddenly,andthechildcameinagain,outofbreathandverypale,andsaidhurriedly:

  \"Grandmammahasfallenonthefloor.\"

  Caravanjumpedup,threwhistable—napkindown,andrushedupstairs,whilehiswife,whothoughtitwassometrickofhermother—in—law’s,followedmoreslowly,shrugginghershoulders,asiftoexpressherdoubt.Whentheygotupstairs,however,theyfoundtheoldwomanlyingatfulllengthinthemiddleoftheroom;andwhentheyturnedherover,theysawthatshewasinsensibleandmotionless,whileherskinlookedmorewrinkledandyellowthanusual,hereyeswereclosed,herteethclenched,andherthinbodywasstiff.

  Caravankneltdownbyher,andbegantomoan.

  \"Mypoormother!mypoormother!\"hesaid.ButtheotherMadameCaravansaid:

  \"Bah!Shehasonlyfaintedagain,thatisall,andshehasdoneittopreventusfromdiningcomfortably,youmaybesureofthat.\"

  Theyputheronthebed,undressedhercompletely,andCaravan,hiswife,andtheservantbegantorubher;but,inspiteoftheirefforts,shedidnotrecoverconsciousness,sotheysentRosalie,theservant,tofetchDoctorChenet.Helivedalongwayoff,onthequay,goingtowardsSuresnes,andsoitwasaconsiderabletimebeforehearrived.Hecameatlast,however,and,afterhavinglookedattheoldwoman,feltherpulse,andlistenedforaheartbeat,hesaid:\"Itisallover.\"

  Caravanthrewhimselfonthebody,sobbingviolently;hekissedhismother’srigidface,andweptsothatgreattearsfellonthedeadwoman’sfacelikedropsofwater,and,naturally,MadameCaravan,junior,showedadecorousamountofgrief,andutteredfeeblemoansasshestoodbehindherhusband,whilesherubbedhereyesvigorously.

  But,suddenly,Caravanraisedhimselfup,withhisthinhairindisorder,and,lookingveryuglyinhisgrief,said:

  \"But——areyousure,doctor?Areyouquitesure?\"

  Thedoctorstoopedoverthebody,and,handlingitwithprofessionaldexterity,asashopkeepermightdo,whenshowingoffhisgoods,hesaid:

  \"See,mydearfriend,lookathereye.\"

  Heraisedtheeyelid,andtheoldwoman’seyeappearedaltogetherunaltered,unless,perhaps,thepupilwasratherlarger,andCaravanfeltasevereshockatthesight.ThenMonsieurChenettookherthinarm,forcedthefingersopen,andsaid,angrily,asifhehadbeencontradicted:

  \"Justlookatherhand;Inevermakeamistake,youmaybequitesureofthat.\"

  Caravanfellonthebed,andalmostbellowed,whilehiswife,stillwhimpering,didwhatwasnecessary.

  Shebroughtthenight—table,onwhichshespreadatowelandplacedfourwaxcandlesonit,whichshelighted;thenshetookasprigofbox,whichwashangingoverthechimneyglass,andputitbetweenthefourcandles,inaplate,whichshefilledwithcleanwater,asshehadnoholywater.

  But,afteramoment’srapidreflection,shethrewapinchofsaltintothewater,nodoubtthinkingshewasperformingsomesortofactofconsecrationbydoingthat,andwhenshehadfinished,sheremainedstandingmotionless,andthedoctor,whohadbeenhelpingher,whisperedtoher:

  \"WemusttakeCaravanaway.\"

  Shenoddedassent,and,goinguptoherhusband,whowasstillonhisknees,sobbing,sheraisedhimupbyonearm,whileChenettookhimbytheother.

  Theyputhimintoachair,andhiswifekissedhisforehead,andthenbegantolecturehim.Chenetenforcedherwordsandpreachedfirmness,courage,andresignation——theverythingswhicharealwayswantinginsuchoverwhelmingmisfortunes——andthenbothofthemtookhimbythearmsagainandledhimout.

  Hewascryinglikeagreatchild,withconvulsivesobs;hisarmshangingdown,andhislegsweak,andhewentdownstairswithoutknowingwhathewasdoing,andmovinghisfeetmechanically.Theyputhimintothechairwhichhealwaysoccupiedatdinner,infrontofhisemptysoupplate.

  Andtherehesat,withoutmoving,hiseyesfixedonhisglass,andsostupefiedwithgrief,thathecouldnoteventhink.

  Inacorner,MadameCaravanwastalkingwiththedoctorandaskingwhatthenecessaryformalitieswere,asshewantedtoobtainpracticalinformation.Atlast,MonsieurChenet,whoappearedtobewaitingforsomething,tookuphishatandpreparedtogo,sayingthathehadnotdinedyet;whereuponsheexclaimed:

  \"What!youhavenotdined?Why,stayhere,doctor;don’tgo.Youshallhavewhateverwehave,for,ofcourse,youunderstandthatwedonotfaresumptuously.\"Hemadeexcusesandrefused,butshepersisted,andsaid:

  \"Youreallymuststay;attimeslikethis,peopleliketohavefriendsnearthem,and,besidesthat,perhapsyouwillbeabletopersuademyhusbandtotakesomenourishment;hemustkeepuphisstrength.\"

  Thedoctorbowed,and,puttingdownhishat,hesaid:

  \"Inthatcase,Iwillacceptyourinvitation,madame.\"

  ShegaveRosalie,whoseemedtohavelostherhead,someorders,andthensatdown,\"topretendtoeat,\"asshesaid,\"tokeepthedoctorcompany.\"

  Thesoupwasbroughtinagain,andMonsieurChenettooktwohelpings.

  Thentherecameadishoftripe,whichexhaledasmellofonions,andwhichMadameCaravanmadeuphermindtotaste.

  \"Itisexcellent,\"thedoctorsaid,atwhichshesmiled,and,turningtoherhusband,shesaid:

  \"Dotakealittle,mypoorAlfred,onlyjusttoputsomethinginyourstomach.Rememberthatyouhavegottopassthenightwatchingbyher!\"

  Heheldouthisplate,docilely,justashewouldhavegonetobed,ifhehadbeentoldto,obeyingherineverything,withoutresistanceandwithoutreflection,andheate;thedoctorhelpedhimselfthreetimes,whileMadameCaravan,fromtimetotime,fishedoutalargepieceattheendofherfork,andswalloweditwithasortofstudiedindifference.

  Whenasaladbowlfullofmacaroniwasbroughtin,thedoctorsaid:

  \"ByJove!ThatiswhatIamveryfondof.\"Andthistime,MadameCaravanhelpedeverybody.Sheevenfilledthesaucersthatwerebeingscrapedbythechildren,who,beinglefttothemselves,hadbeendrinkingwinewithoutanywater,andwerenowkickingeachotherunderthetable.

  ChenetrememberedthatRossini,thecomposer,hadbeenveryfondofthatItaliandish,andsuddenlyheexclaimed:

  \"Why!thatrhymes,andonecouldbeginsomelineslikethis:

  TheMaestroRossiniWasfondofmacaroni.\"

  Nobodylistenedtohim,however.MadameCaravan,whohadsuddenlygrownthoughtful,wasthinkingofalltheprobableconsequencesoftheevent,whileherhusbandmadebreadpellets,whichheputonthetable—cloth,andlookedatwithafixed,idioticstare.Ashewasdevouredbythirst,hewascontinuallyraisinghisglassfullofwinetohislips,andtheconsequencewasthathismind,whichhadbeenupsetbytheshockandgrief,seemedtobecomevague,andhisideasdancedaboutasdigestioncommenced.

  Thedoctor,who,meanwhile,hadbeendrinkingawaysteadily,wasgettingvisiblydrunk,andMadameCaravanherselffeltthereactionwhichfollowsallnervousshocks,andwasagitatedandexcited,and,althoughshehaddrunknothingbutwater,herheadfeltratherconfused.

  Presently,Chenetbegantorelatestoriesofdeaththatappearedcomicaltohim.ForinthatsuburbofParis,thatisfullofpeoplefromtheprovinces,onefindsthatindifferencetowardsdeathwhichallpeasantsshow,wereiteventheirownfatherormother;thatwantofrespect,thatunconsciousbrutalitywhichissocommoninthecountry,andsorareinParis,andhesaid:

  \"Why,IwassentforlastweektotheRueduPuteaux,andwhenIwent,I

  foundthepatientdeadandthewholefamilycalmlysittingbesidethebedfinishingabottleofaniseedcordial,whichhadbeenboughtthenightbeforetosatisfythedyingman’sfancy.\"

  ButMadameCaravanwasnotlistening;shewascontinuallythinkingoftheinheritance,andCaravanwasincapableofunderstandinganythingfurther.

  Coffeewaspresentlyserved,andithadbeenmadeverystrongtogivethemcourage.Aseverycupwaswellflavoredwithcognac,itmadealltheirfacesred,andconfusedtheirideasstillmore.Tomakemattersstillworse,Chenetsuddenlyseizedthebrandybottleandpouredout\"adropforeachofthemjusttowashtheirmouthsoutwith,\"ashetermedit,andthen,withoutspeakinganymore,overcomeinspiteofthemselves,bythatfeelingofanimalcomfortwhichalcoholaffordsafterdinner,theyslowlysippedthesweetcognac,whichformedayellowishsyrupatthebottomoftheircups.

  Thechildrenhadfallenasleep,andRosaliecarriedthemofftobed.

  Caravan,mechanicallyobeyingthatwishtoforgetoneselfwhichpossessesallunhappypersons,helpedhimselftobrandyagainseveraltimes,andhisdulleyesgrewbright.Atlastthedoctorrosetogo,andseizinghisfriend’sarm,hesaid:

  \"Comewithme;alittlefreshairwilldoyougood.Whenoneisintrouble,onemustnotremaininonespot.\"

  Theotherobeyedmechanically,putonhishat,tookhisstick,andwentout,andbothofthemwalkedarm—in—armtowardstheSeine,inthestarlightnight.

  Theairwaswarmandsweet,forallthegardensintheneighborhoodwerefullofflowersatthisseasonoftheyear,andtheirfragrance,whichisscarcelyperceptibleduringtheday,seemedtoawakenattheapproachofnight,andmingledwiththelightbreezeswhichblewupontheminthedarkness.

  Thebroadavenuewithitstworowsofgaslamps,thatextendedasfarastheArcdeTriomphe,wasdesertedandsilent,buttherewasthedistantroarofParis,whichseemedtohaveareddishvaporhangingoverit.

  Itwasakindofcontinualrumbling,whichwasattimesansweredbythewhistleofatraininthedistance,travellingatfullspeedtotheocean,throughtheprovinces.

  Thefreshaironthefacesofthetwomenratherovercamethematfirst,madethedoctorlosehisequilibriumalittle,andincreasedCaravan’sgiddiness,fromwhichhehadsufferedsincedinner.Hewalkedasifhewereinadream;histhoughtswereparalyzed,althoughhefeltnogreatgrief,forhewasinastateofmentaltorporthatpreventedhimfromsuffering,andheevenfeltasenseofreliefwhichwasincreasedbythemildnessofthenight.

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