Whentheyreachedthebridge,theyturnedtotheright,andgotthefreshbreezefromtheriver,whichrolledalong,calmandmelancholy,borderedbytallpoplartrees,whilethestarslookedasiftheywerefloatingonthewaterandwere—movingwiththecurrent.Aslightwhitemistthatfloatedovertheoppositebanks,filledtheirlungswithasensationofcold,andCaravanstoppedsuddenly,forhewasstruckbythatsmellfromthewaterwhichbroughtbackoldmemoriestohismind.For,inhismind,hesuddenlysawhismotheragain,inPicardy,ashehadseenheryearsbefore,kneelinginfrontoftheirdoor,andwashingtheheapsoflinenathersideinthestreamthatranthroughtheirgarden.Healmostfanciedthathecouldhearthesoundofthewoodenpaddlewithwhichshebeatthelineninthecalmsilenceofthecountry,andhervoice,asshecalledouttohim:\"Alfred,bringmesomesoap.\"Andhesmelledthatodorofrunningwater,ofthemistrisingfromthewetground,thatmarshysmell,whichheshouldneverforget,andwhichcamebacktohimonthisveryeveningonwhichhismotherhaddied.
Hestopped,seizedwithafeelingofdespair.Asuddenflashseemedtorevealtohimtheextentofhiscalamity,andthatbreathfromtheriverplungedhimintoanabyssofhopelessgrief.Hislifeseemedcutinhalf,hisyouthdisappeared,swallowedupbythatdeath.Alltheformerdayswereoveranddonewith,alltherecollectionsofhisyouthhadbeensweptaway;forthefuture,therewouldbenobodytotalktohimofwhathadhappenedindaysgoneby,ofthepeoplehehadknownofold,ofhisownpartofthecountry,andofhispastlife;thatwasapartofhisexistencewhichexistednolonger,andtherestmightaswellendnow.
Andthenhesaw\"themother\"asshewaswhenyoung,wearingwell—worndresses,whichherememberedforsuchalongtimethattheyseemedinseparablefromher;herecollectedhermovements,thedifferenttonesofhervoice,herhabits,herpredilections,herfitsofanger,thewrinklesonherface,themovementsofherthinfingers,andallherwell—knownattitudes,whichshewouldneverhaveagain,andclutchingholdofthedoctor,hebegantomoanandweep.Histhinlegsbegantotremble,hiswholestoutbodywasshakenbyhissobs,allhecouldsaywas:
\"Mymother,mypoormother,mypoormother!\"
Buthiscompanion,whowasstilldrunk,andwhointendedtofinishtheeveningincertainplacesofbadreputethathefrequentedsecretly,madehimsitdownonthegrassbytheriverside,andlefthimalmostimmediately,underthepretextthathehadtoseeapatient.
Caravanwentoncryingforsometime,andwhenhehadgottotheendofhistears,whenhisgriefhad,sotosay,runout,heagainfeltrelief,reposeandsuddentranquillity.
Themoonhadrisen,andbathedthehorizoninitssoftlight.
Thetallpoplartreeshadasilverysheenonthem,andthemistontheplainlookedlikedriftingsnow;theriver,inwhichthestarswerereflected,andwhichhadasheenasofmother—of—pearl,wasgentlyrippledbythewind.Theairwassoftandsweet,andCaravaninhaleditalmostgreedily,andthoughtthathecouldperceiveafeelingoffreshness,ofcalmandofsuperhumanconsolationpervadinghim.
Heactuallyresistedthatfeelingofcomfortandrelief,andkeptonsayingtohimself:\"Mypoormother,mypoormother!\"andtriedtomakehimselfcry,fromakindofconscientiousfeeling;buthecouldnotsucceedindoingsoanylonger,andthosesadthoughts,whichhadmadehimsobsobitterlyashoretimebefore,hadalmostpassedaway.Inafewmoments,herosetogohome,andreturnedslowly,undertheinfluenceofthatserenenight,andwithaheartsoothedinspiteofhimself.
Whenhereachedthebridge,hesawthatthelasttramcarwasreadytostart,andbehinditwerethebrightlylightedwindowsoftheCafeduGlobe.Hefeltalongingtotellsomebodyofhisloss,toexcitepity,tomakehimselfinteresting.Heputonawoefulface,pushedopenthedoor,andwentuptothecounter,wherethelandlordstillwas.Hehadcountedoncreatingasensation,andhadhopedthateverybodywouldgetupandcometohim.withoutstretchedhands,andsay:\"Why,whatisthematterwithyou?\"Butnobodynoticedhisdisconsolateface,soherestedhistwoelbowsonthecounter,and,buryinghisfaceinhishands,hemurmured:\"MonDieu!MonDieu!\"
Thelandlordlookedathimandsaid:\"Areyouill,MonsieurCaravan?\"
\"No,myfriend,\"hereplied,\"butmymotherhasjustdied.\"
\"Ah!\"theotherexclaimed,andasacustomerattheotherendoftheestablishmentaskedforaglassofBavarianbeer,hewenttoattendtohim,leavingCaravandumfoundedathiswantofsympathy.
Thethreedominoplayersweresittingatthesametablewhichtheyhadoccupiedbeforedinner,totallyabsorbedintheirgame,andCaravanwentuptothem,insearchofpity,butasnoneofthemappearedtonoticehimhemadeuphismindtospeak.
\"AgreatmisfortunehashappenedtomesinceIwashere,\"hesaid.
Allthreeslightlyraisedtheirheadsatthesameinstant,butkeepingtheireyesfixedonthepieceswhichtheyheldintheirhands.
\"Whatdoyousay?\"
\"Mymotherhasjustdied\";whereupononeofthemsaid:
\"Oh!thedevil,\"withthatfalseairofsorrowwhichindifferentpeopleassume.Another,whocouldnotfindanythingtosay,emittedasortofsympatheticwhistle,shakinghisheadatthesametime,andthethirdturnedtothegameagain,asifheweresayingtohimself:\"Isthatall!\"
Caravanhadexpectedsomeoftheseexpressionsthataresaidto\"comefromtheheart,\"andwhenhesawhowhisnewswasreceived,heleftthetable,indignantattheircalmnessattheirfriend’ssorrow,althoughthissorrowhadstupefiedhimsothathescarcelyfeltitanylonger.
Whenhegothomehiswifewaswaitingforhiminhernightgown,andsittinginalowchairbytheopenwindow,stillthinkingoftheinheritance.
\"Undressyourself,\"shesaid;\"wecangoontalking.\"
Heraisedhishead,andlookingattheceiling,said:
\"But——thereisnobodyupstairs.\"
\"Ibegyourpardon,Rosalieiswithher,andyoucangoandtakeherplaceatthreeo’clockinthemorning,whenyouhavehadsomesleep.\"
Heonlypartiallyundressed,however,soastobereadyforanythingthatmighthappen,andaftertyingasilkhandkerchiefroundhishead,helaydowntorest,andforsometimeneitherofthemspoke.MadameCaravanwasthinking.
Hernightcapwasadornedwitharedbow,andwaspushedrathertooneside,aswasthewaywithallthecapsshewore,andpresentlysheturnedtowardshimandsaid:
\"Doyouknowwhetheryourmothermadeawill?\"
Hehesitatedforamoment,andthenreplied:
\"I——Idonotthinkso.No,Iamsurethatshedidnot.\"
Hiswifelookedathim,andshesaid,inalaw,angrytone:
\"Icallthatinfamous;herewehavebeenwearingourselvesoutfortenyearsinlookingafterher,andhaveboardedandlodgedher!Yoursisterwouldnothavedonesomuchforher,norIeither,ifIhadknownhowI
wastoberewarded!Yes,itisadisgracetohermemory!Idaresaythatyouwilltellmethatshepaidus,butonecannotpayone’schildreninreadymoneyforwhattheydo;thatobligationisrecognizedafterdeath;atanyrate,thatishowhonorablepeopleact.SoIhavehadallmyworryandtroublefornothing!Oh,thatisnice!thatisverynice!\"
PoorCaravan,whowasalmostdistracted,keptonrepeating:
\"Mydear,mydear,please,pleasebequiet.\"
Shegrewcalmerbydegrees,and,resumingherusualvoiceandmanner,shecontinued:
\"Wemustletyoursisterknowto—morrow.\"
Hestarted,andsaid:
\"Ofcoursewemust;Ihadforgottenallaboutit;Iwillsendheratelegramthefirstthinginthemorning.\"
\"No,\"shereplied,likeawomanwhohadforeseeneverything;\"no,donotsenditbeforetenoreleveno’clock,sothatwemayhavetimetoturnroundbeforeshecomes.ItdoesnottakemorethantwohourstogetherefromCharenton,andwecansaythatyoulostyourheadfromgrief.Ifweletherknowinthecourseoftheday,thatwillbesoonenough,andwillgiveustimetolookround.\"
Caravanputhishandtohisforehead,and,inthecametimidvoiceinwhichhealwaysspokeofhischief,theverythoughtofwhommadehimtremble,hesaid:
\"Imustletthemknowattheoffice.\"
\"Why?\"shereplied.\"Onoccasionslikethis,itisalwaysexcusabletoforget.Takemyadvice,anddon’tlethimknow;yourchiefwillnotbeabletosayanythingtoyou,andyouwillputhiminanicefix.
\"Oh!yes,thatIshall,andhewillbeinaterriblerage,too,whenhenoticesmyabsence.Yes,youareright;itisacapitalidea,andwhenI
tellhimthatmymotherisdead,hewillbeobligedtoholdhistongue.\"
Andherubbedhishandsindelightatthejoke,whenhethoughtofhischief’sface;whileupstairslaythebodyofthedeadoldwoman,withtheservantasleepbesideit.
ButMadameCaravangrewthoughtful,asifshewerepreoccupiedbysomethingwhichshedidnotcaretomention,andatlastshesaid:
\"Yourmotherhadgivenyouherclock,hadshenot——thegirlplayingatcupandball?\"
Hethoughtforamoment,andthenreplied:
\"Yes,yes;shesaidtome(butitwasalongtimeago,whenshefirstcamehere):’Ishallleavetheclocktoyou,ifyoulookaftermewell.’\"
MadameCaravanwasreassured,andregainedherserenity,andsaid:
\"Well,then,youmustgoandfetchitoutofherroom,forifwegetyoursisterhere,shewillpreventusfromtakingit.\"
Hehesitated.
\"Doyouthinkso?\"
Thatmadeherangry.
\"Icertainlythinkso;onceitisinourpossession,shewillknownothingatallaboutwhereitcamefrom;itbelongstous.Itisjustthesamewiththechestofdrawerswiththemarbletop,thatisinherroom;shegaveitmeonedaywhenshewasinagoodtemper.Wewillbringitdownatthesametime.\"
Caravan,however,seemedincredulous,andsaid:
\"But,mydear,itisagreatresponsibility!\"
Sheturnedonhimfuriously.
\"Oh!Indeed!Willyouneverchange?Youwouldletyourchildrendieofhunger,ratherthanmakeamove.Doesnotthatchestofdrawersbelongtous,asshegaveittome?Andifyoursisterisnotsatisfied,lethertellmeso,me!Idon’tcareastrawforyoursister.Come,getup,andwewillbringdownwhatyourmothergaveus,immediately.\"
Tremblingandvanquished,hegotoutofbedandbegantoputonhistrousers,butshestoppedhim:
\"Itisnotworthwhiletodressyourself;yourunderwearisquiteenough.
ImeantogoasIam.\"
Theybothlefttheroomintheirnightclothes,wentupstairsquitenoiselessly,openedthedoorandwentintotheroom,wherethefourlightedtapersandtheplatewiththesprigofboxaloneseemedtobewatchingtheoldwomaninherrigidrepose,forRosalie,whowaslyingbackintheeasychairwithherlegsstretchedout,herhandsfoldedinherlap,andherheadononeside,wasalsoquitemotionless,andwassnoringwithhermouthwideopen.
Caravantooktheclock,whichwasoneofthosegrotesqueobjectsthatwereproducedsoplentifullyundertheEmpire.Agirlingiltbronzewasholdingacupandball,andtheballformedthependulum.
\"Givethattome,\"hiswifesaid,\"andtakethemarbleslaboffthechestofdrawers.\"
Heputthemarbleslabonhisshoulderwithconsiderableeffort,andtheylefttheroom.Caravanhadtostoopinthedoorway,andtrembledashewentdownstairs,whilehiswifewalkedbackwards,soastolighthim,andheldthecandlestickinonehand,carryingtheclockundertheotherarm.
Whentheywereintheirownroom,sheheavedasigh.
\"Wehavegotovertheworstpartofthejob,\"shesaid;\"sonowletusgoandfetchtheotherthings.\"
Butthebureaudrawerswerefulloftheoldwoman’swearingapparel,whichtheymustmanagetohidesomewhere,andMadameCaravansoonthoughtofaplan.
\"Goandgetthatwoodenpackingcaseinthevestibule;itishardlyworthanything,andwemayjustaswellputithere.\"
Andwhenhehadbroughtitupstairstheybegantofillit.Onebyonetheytookoutallthecollars,cuffs,chemises,caps,allthewell—wornthingsthathadbelongedtothepoorwomanlyingtherebehindthem,andarrangedthemmethodicallyinthewoodenboxinsuchamannerastodeceiveMadameBraux,thedeceasedwoman’sotherchild,whowouldbecomingthenextday.
Whentheyhadfinished,theyfirstofallcarriedthebureaudrawersdownstairs,andtheremainingportionafterwards,eachofthemholdinganend,anditwassometimebeforetheycouldmakeuptheirmindswhereitwouldstandbest;butatlasttheydecidedupontheirownroom,oppositethebed,betweenthetwowindows,andassoonasitwasinitsplaceMadameCaravanfilleditwithherownthings.Theclockwasplacedonthechimney—pieceinthedining—room,andtheylookedtoseewhattheeffectwas,andwerebothdelightedwithitandagreedthatnothingcouldbebetter.Thentheyretired,sheblewoutthecandle,andsooneverybodyinthehousewasasleep.
Itwasbroaddaylightwhen.Caravanopenedhiseyesagain.Hismindwasratherconfusedwhenhewokeup,andhedidnotclearlyrememberwhathadhappenedforafewminutes;whenhedid,hefeltaweightathisheart,andjumpedoutofbed,almostreadytocryagain.
Hehastenedtotheroomoverhead,whereRosaliewasstillsleepinginthesamepositionasthenightbefore,nothavingawakenedonce.Hesenthertodoherwork,putfreshtapersintheplaceofthosethathadburntout,andthenhelookedathismother,revolvinginhisbrainthoseapparentlyprofoundthoughts,thosereligiousandphilosophicalcommonplaceswhichtroublepeopleofmediocreintelligenceinthepresenceofdeath.
But,ashiswifewascallinghim,hewentdownstairs.Shehadwrittenoutalistofwhathadtobedoneduringthemorning,andhewashorrifiedwhenbesawthememorandum:
1.Reportthedeathatthemayor’soffice.
2.Seethedoctorwhohadattendedher.
3.Orderthecoffin.
4.Givenoticeatthechurch.
5.Gototheundertaker.
6.Orderthenoticesofherdeathattheprinter’s.
7.Gotothelawyer.
8.Telegraphthenewstoallthefamily.
Besidesallthis,therewereanumberofsmallcommissions;sohetookhishatandwentout.Asthenewshadspreadabroad,MadameCaravan’sfemalefriendsandneighborssoonbegantocomeinandbeggedtobeallowedtoseethebody.Therehadbeenascenebetweenhusbandandwifeatthehairdresser’sonthegroundflooraboutthematter,whileacustomerwasbeingshaved.Thewife,whowasknittingsteadily,said:
\"Well,thereisoneless,andasgreatamiserasoneevermeetswith.
Icertainlydidnotcareforher;but,nevertheless,Imustgoandhavealookather.\"
Thehusband,whilelatheringhispatient’schin,said:\"Thatisanotherqueerfancy!Nobodybutawomanwouldthinkofsuchathing.Itisnotenoughforthemtoworryyouduringlife,buttheycannotevenleaveyouatpeacewhenyouaredead:\"Buthiswife,withoutbeingintheleastdisconcerted,replied:\"ThefeelingisstrongerthanIam,andImustgo.
Ithasbeenonmesincethemorning.IfIwerenottoseeher,Ishouldthinkaboutitallmylife;butwhenIhavehadagoodlookather,I
shallbesatisfied.\"
Theknightoftherazorshruggedhisshouldersandremarkedinalowvoicetothegentlemanwhosecheekhewasscraping:\"Ijustaskyou,whatsortofideasdoyouthinktheseconfoundedfemaleshave?Ishouldnotamusemyselfbygoingtoseeacorpse!\"Buthiswifehadheardhimandrepliedveryquietly:\"Butitisso,itisso.\"Andthen,puttingherknittingonthecounter,shewentupstairstothefirstfloor,whereshemettwootherneighbors,whohadjustcome,andwhowerediscussingtheeventwithMadameCaravan,whowasgivingthemthedetails,andtheyallwenttogethertothedeathchamber.Thefourwomenwentinsoftly,and,oneaftertheother,sprinkledthebedclotheswiththesaltwater,kneltdown,madethesignofthecrosswhiletheymumbledaprayer.Thentheyrosefromtheirkneesandlookedforsometimeatthecorpsewithround,wide—openeyesandmouthspartlyopen,whilethedaughter—in—lawofthedeadwoman,withherhandkerchieftoherface,pretendedtobesobbingpiteously.
WhensheturnedabouttowalkawaywhomshouldsheperceivestandingclosetothedoorbutMarie—LouiseandPhilippe—Auguste,whowerecuriouslytakingstockofallthatwasgoingon.Then,forgettingherpretendedgrief,shethrewherselfuponthemwithupliftedhands,cryingoutinafuriousvoice,\"Willyougetoutofthis,youhorridbrats!\"
Tenminuteslater,goingupstairsagainwithanothercontingentofneighbors,sheprayed,weptprofusely,performedallherduties,andfoundoncemorehertwochildren,whohadfollowedherupstairs.Sheagainboxedtheirearssoundly,butthenexttimeshepaidnoheedtothem,andateachfresharrivalofvisitorsthetwourchinsalwaysfollowedinthewake,kneelingdowninacornerandimitatingslavishlyeverythingtheysawtheirmotherdo.
Whentheafternooncamethecrowdsofinquisitivepeoplebegantodiminish,andsoontherewerenomorevisitors.MadameCaravan,returningtoherownapartments,begantomakethenecessarypreparationsforthefuneralceremony,andthedeceasedwasleftalone.
Thewindowoftheroomwasopen.Atorridheatentered,alongwithcloudsofdust;theflamesofthefourcandleswereflickeringbesidetheimmobilecorpse,andupontheclothwhichcoveredtheface,theclosedeyes,thetwostretched—outhands,smallfliesalighted,came,wentandcareeredupanddownincessantly,beingtheonlycompanionsoftheoldwomanforthetimebeing.
Marie—LouiseandPhilippe—Auguste,however,hadnowleftthehouseandwererunningupanddownthestreet.Theyweresoonsurroundedbytheirplaymates,bylittlegirlsespecially,whowereolderandwhoweremuchmoreinterestedinallthemysteriesoflife,askingquestionsasiftheyweregrownpeople.
\"Thenyourgrandmotherisdead?\"\"Yes,shediedyesterdayevening.\"
\"Whatdoesadeadpersonlooklike?\"
ThenMariebegantoexplain,tellingallaboutthecandles,thesprigofboxandthefaceofthecorpse.Itwasnotlongbeforegreatcuriositywasarousedinthemindsofallthechildren,andtheyaskedtobeallowedtogoupstairstolookatthedeparted.
Marie—Louiseatonceorganizedafirstexpedition,consistingoffivegirlsandtwoboys——thebiggestandthemostcourageous.Shemadethemtakeofftheirshoessothattheymightnotbediscovered.Thetroupefiledintothehouseandmountedthestairsasstealthilyasanarmyofmice.
Onceinthechamber,thelittlegirl,imitatinghermother,regulatedtheceremony.Shesolemnlywalkedinadvanceofhercomrades,wentdownonherknees,madethesignofthecross,movedherlipsasinprayer,rose,sprinkledthebed,andwhilethechildren,allcrowdedtogether,wereapproaching——frightenedandcuriousandeagertolookatthefaceandhandsofthedeceased——shebegansuddenlytosimulatesobbingandtoburyhereyesinherlittlehandkerchief.Then,becominginstantlyconsoled,onthinkingoftheotherchildrenwhoweredownstairswaitingatthedoor,sherandownstairsfollowedbytherest,returninginaminutewithanothergroup,thenathird;forallthelittleragamuffinsofthecountryside,eventothelittlebeggarsinrags,hadcongregatedinordertoparticipateinthisnewpleasure;andeachtimesherepeatedhermother’sgrimaceswithabsoluteperfection.
Atlength,however,shebecametired.Somegameorotherdrewthechildrenawayfromthehouse,andtheoldgrandmotherwasleftalone,forgottensuddenlybyeverybody.
Theroomwasgrowingdark,anduponthedryandrigidfeaturesofthecorpsethefitfulflamesofthecandlescastpatchesoflight.
Towards8o’clockCaravanascendedtothechamberofdeath,closedthewindowsandrenewedthecandles.Hewasnowquitecomposedonenteringtheroom,accustomedalreadytoregardthecorpseasthoughithadbeenthereformonths.Heevenwentthelengthofdeclaringthat,asyet,therewerenosignsofdecomposition,makingthisremarkjustatthemomentwhenheandhiswifewereabouttositdownattable.\"Pshaw!\"
sheresponded,\"sheisnowstarkandstiff;shewillkeepforayear.\"
Thesoupwaseateninsilence.Thechildren,whohadbeenlefttothemselvesallday,nowwornoutbyfatigue,weresleepingsoundlyontheirchairs,andnobodyventuredtobreakthesilence.
Suddenlytheflameofthelampwentdown.MadameCaravanimmediatelyturnedupthewick,ahollowsoundensued,andthelightwentout.Theyhadforgottentobuyoil.Tosendforitnowtothegrocer’swouldkeepbackthedinner,andtheybegantolookforcandles,butnoneweretobefoundexceptthetaperswhichhadbeenplaceduponthetableupstairsinthedeathchamber.
MadameCaravan,alwayspromptinherdecisions,quicklydespatchedMarie—
Louisetofetchtwo,andherreturnwasawaitedintotaldarkness.
Thefootstepsofthegirlwhohadascendedthestairsweredistinctlyheard.Therewassilenceforafewsecondsandthenthechilddescendedprecipitately.Shethrewopenthedoorandinachokingvoicemurmured:
\"Oh!papa,grandmammaisdressingherself!\"
Caravanboundedtohisfeetwithsuchprecipitancethathischairfelloveragainstthewall.Hestammeredout:\"Yousay?Whatareyousaying?\"
ButMarie—Louise,gaspingwithemotion,repeated:\"Grand——grand——
grandmammaisputtingonherclothes,sheiscomingdownstairs.\"
Caravanrushedboldlyupthestaircase,followedbyhiswife,dumfounded;
buthecametoastandstillbeforethedoorofthesecondfloor,overcomewithterror,notdaringtoenter.Whatwashegoingtosee?MadameCaravan,morecourageous,turnedthehandleofthedoorandsteppedforwardintotheroom.
Theoldwomanwasstandingup.Inawakeningfromherlethargicsleep,beforeevenregainingfullconsciousness,inturninguponhersideandraisingherselfonherelbow,shehadextinguishedthreeofthecandleswhichburnednearthebed.Then,gainingstrength,shegotoffthebedandbegantolookforherclothes.Theabsenceofherchestofdrawershadatfirstworriedher,but,afteralittle,shehadsucceededinfindingherthingsatthebottomofthewoodenbox,andwasnowquietlydressing.Sheemptiedtheplatefulofwater,replacedthesprigofboxbehindthelooking—glass,andarrangedthechairsintheirplaces,andwasreadytogodownstairswhenthereappearedbeforeherhersonanddaughter—in—law.
Caravanrushedforward,seizedherbythehands,embracedherwithtearsinhiseyes,whilehiswife,whowasbehindhim,repeatedinahypocriticaltoneofvoice:\"Oh,whatablessing!oh,whatablessing!\"
Buttheoldwoman,withoutbeingatallmoved,withoutevenappearingtounderstand,rigidasastatue,andwithglazedeyes,simplyasked:\"Willdinnersoonbeready?\"
Hestammeredout,notknowingwhathesaid:
\"Oh,yes,mother,wehavebeenwaitingforyou.\"
Andwithanalacrityunusualinhim,hetookherarm,whileMadameCaravan,theyounger,seizedthecandleandlightedthemdownstairs,walkingbackwardsinfrontofthem,stepbystep,justasshehaddonethepreviousnightforherhusband,whowascarryingthemarble.
Onreachingthefirstfloor,shealmostranagainstpeoplewhowereascendingthestairs.ItwastheCharentonfamily,MadameBraux,followedbyherhusband.
Thewife,tallandstout,withaprominentstomach,openedwideherterrifiedeyesandwasreadytomakeherescape.Thehusband,asocialistshoemaker,alittlehairyman,theperfectimageofamonkey,murmuredquiteunconcerned:\"Well,whatnext?Issheresurrected?\"
AssoonasMadameCaravanrecognizedthem,shemadefranticgesturestothem;then,speakingaloud,shesaid:\"Why,hereyouare!Whatapleasantsurprise!\"
ButMadameBraux,dumfounded,understoodnothing.Sherespondedinalowvoice:\"Itwasyourtelegramthatbroughtus;wethoughtthatallwasover.\"
Herhusband,whowasbehindher,pinchedhertomakeherkeepsilent.
Headdedwithaslylaugh,whichhisthickbeardconcealed:\"Itwasverykindofyoutoinviteushere.Wesetoutposthaste,\"whichremarkshowedthehostilitywhichhadforalongtimereignedbetweenthehouseholds.Then,justastheoldwomanreachedthelaststeps,hepushedforwardquicklyandrubbedhishairyfaceagainsthercheeks,shoutinginherear,onaccountofherdeafness:\"Howwellyoulook,mother;sturdyasusual,hey!\"
MadameBraux,inherstupefactionatseeingtheoldwomanalive,whomtheyallbelievedtobedead,darednotevenembraceher;andherenormousbulkblockedupthepassagewayandhinderedtheothersfromadvancing.Theoldwoman,uneasyandsuspicious,butwithoutspeaking,lookedateveryonearoundher;andherlittlegrayeyes,piercingandhard,fixedthemselvesnowononeandnowontheother,andtheyweresofullofmeaningthatthechildrenbecamefrightened.
Caravan,toexplainmatters,said:\"Shehasbeensomewhatill,butsheisbetternow;quitewell,indeed,areyounot,mother?\"
Thenthegoodwoman,continuingtowalk,repliedinahuskyvoice,asthoughitcamefromadistance:\"Itwassyncope.Iheardyouallthewhile.\"
Anembarrassingsilencefollowed.Theyenteredthedining—room,andinafewminutesallsatdowntoanimproviseddinner.
OnlyM.Brauxhadretainedhisself—possession.Hisgorillafeaturesgrinnedwickedly,whileheletfallsomewordsofdoublemeaningwhichpainfullydisconcertedeveryone.
Butthedoorbellkeptringingeverysecond,andRosalie,distracted,cametocallCaravan,whorushedout,throwingdownhisnapkin.Hisbrother—in—lawevenaskedhimwhetheritwasnotoneofhisreceptiondays,towhichhestammeredoutinanswer:\"No,onlyafewpackages;
nothingmore.\"
Aparcelwasbroughtin,whichhebegantoopencarelessly,andthemourningannouncementswithblackbordersappearedunexpectedly.
Reddeninguptotheveryeyes,heclosedthepackagehurriedlyandpusheditunderhiswaistcoat.
Hismotherhadnotseenit!Shewaslookingintentlyatherclockwhichstoodonthemantelpiece,andtheembarrassmentincreasedinmidstofadeadsilence.Turningherwrinkledfacetowardsherdaughter,theoldwoman,inwhoseeyesgleamedmalice,said:\"OnMondayyoumusttakemeawayfromhere,sothatIcanseeyourlittlegirl.Iwantsomuchtoseeher.\"MadameBraux,herfeaturesallbeaming,exclaimed:\"Yes,mother,thatIwill,\"whileMadameCaravan,theyounger,whohadturnedpale,wasreadytofaintwithannoyance.Thetwomen,however,graduallydriftedintoconversationandsoonbecameembroiledinapoliticaldiscussion.Brauxmaintainedthemostrevolutionaryandcommunisticdoctrines,hiseyesglowing,andgesticulatingandthrowingabouthisarms.\"Property,sir,\"hesaid,\"isarobberyperpetratedontheworkingclasses;thelandisthecommonpropertyofeveryman;hereditaryrightsareaninfamyandadisgrace.\"Butherehesuddenlystopped,lookingasifhehadjustsaidsomethingfoolish,thenaddedinsoftertones:\"Butthisisnotthepropermomenttodiscusssuchthings.\"
ThedoorwasopenedandDr.Chenetappeared.Foramomentheseemedbewildered,butregaininghisusualsmirkingexpressionofcountenance,hejauntilyapproachedtheoldwomanandsaid:\"Aha!mamma;youarebetterto—day.Oh!Ineverhadanydoubtbutyouwouldcomeroundagain;
infact,IsaidtomyselfasIwasmountingthestaircase,’IhaveanideathatIshallfindtheoldladyonherfeetoncemore’;\"andashepattedhergentlyontheback:\"Ah!sheisassolidasthePont—Neuf,shewillburyusall;seeifshedoesnot.\"
Hesatdown,acceptedthecoffeethatwasofferedhim,andsoonbegantojoinintheconversationofthetwomen,backingupBraux,forhehimselfhadbeenmixedupintheCommune.
Theoldwoman,nowfeelingherselffatigued,wishedtoretire.Caravanrushedforward.Shelookedhimsteadilyintheeyeandsaid:\"You,youmustcarrymyclockandchestofdrawersupstairsagainwithoutamoment’sdelay.\"\"Yes,mamma,\"hereplied,gasping;\"yes,Iwilldoso.\"
Theoldwomanthentookthearmofherdaughterandwithdrewfromtheroom.ThetwoCaravansremainedastounded,silent,plungedinthedeepestdespair,whileBrauxrubbedhishandsandsippedhiscoffeegleefully.
SuddenlyMadameCaravan,consumedwithrage,rushedathim,exclaiming:
\"Youareathief,afootpad,acur!Iwouldspitinyourface!I——I——
would————\"Shecouldfindnothingfurthertosay,suffocatingasshewaswithrage,whilehewentonsippinghiscoffeewithasmile.
Hiswifereturningjustthen,MadameCaravanattackedhersister—in—law,andthetwowomen——theonewithherenormousbulk,theotherepilepticandspare,withchangedvoicesandtremblinghandsflewatoneanotherwithwordsofabuse.
ChenetandBrauxnowinterposed,andthelatter,takinghisbetterhalfbytheshoulders,pushedheroutofthedoorbeforehim,shouting:\"Goon,youslut;youtalktoomuch\";andthetwowereheardinthestreetquarrellinguntiltheydisappearedfromsight.
M.Chenetalsotookhisdeparture,leavingtheCaravansalone,facetoface.Thehusbandfellbackonhischair,andwiththecoldsweatstandingoutinbeadsonhistemples,murmured:\"WhatshallIsaytomychiefto—morrow?\"
BESIDESCHOPENHAUER’SCORPSE
Hewasslowlydying,asconsumptivesdie.Isawhimeachday,abouttwoo’clock,sittingbeneaththehotelwindowsonabenchinthepromenade,lookingoutonthecalmsea.Heremainedforsometimewithoutmoving,intheheatofthesun,gazingmournfullyattheMediterranean.Everynowandthen,hecastaglanceattheloftymountainswithbecloudedsummitsthatshutinMentone;then,withaveryslowmovement,hewouldcrosshislonglegs,sothinthattheyseemedliketwobones,aroundwhichflutteredtheclothofhistrousers,andhewouldopenabook,alwaysthesamebook.Andthenhedidnotstiranymore,butreadon,readonwithhiseyeandhismind;allhiswastingbodyseemedtoread,allhissoulplunged,lost,disappeared,inthisbook,uptothehourwhenthecoolairmadehimcoughalittle.Then,hegotupandreenteredthehotel.
HewasatallGerman,withfairbeard,whobreakfastedanddinedinhisownroom,andspoketonobody.
Avague,curiosityattractedmetohim.Oneday,Isatdownbyhisside,havingtakenupabook,too,tokeepupappearances,avolumeofMusset’spoems.
AndIbegantolookthrough\"Rolla.\"
Suddenly,myneighborsaidtome,ingoodFrench:
\"DoyouknowGerman,monsieur?\"
\"Notatall,monsieur.\"
\"Iamsorryforthat.Sincechancehasthrownussidebyside,Icouldhavelentyou,Icouldhaveshownyou,aninestimablething——thisbookwhichIholdinmyhand.\"
\"Whatisit,pray?\"
\"Itisacopyofmymaster,Schopenhauer,annotatedwithhisownhand.
Allthemargins,asyoumaysee,arecoveredwithhishandwriting.\"
Itookthebookfromhimreverently,andIgazedattheseformsincomprehensibletome,butwhichrevealedtheimmortalthoughtsofthegreatestshattererofdreamswhohadeverdweltonearth.
AndMusset’sversesaroseinmymemory:
\"Hastthoufoundout,Voltaire,thatitisblisstodie,Anddoesthyhideoussmileoverthybleachedbonesfly?\"
AndinvoluntarilyIcomparedthechildishsarcasm,thereligioussarcasmofVoltairewiththeirresistibleironyoftheGermanphilosopherwhoseinfluenceishenceforthineffaceable.
Letusprotestandletusbeangry,letusbeindignant,orletusbeenthusiastic,Schopenhauerhasmarkedhumanitywiththesealofhisdisdainandofhisdisenchantment.
Adisabusedpleasure—seeker,heoverthrewbeliefs,hopes,poeticidealsandchimeras,destroyedtheaspirations,ravagedtheconfidenceofsouls,killedlove,draggeddownthechivalrousworshipofwomen,crushedtheillusionsofhearts,andaccomplishedthemostgigantictaskeverattemptedbyscepticism.Hesparednothingwithhismockingspirit,andexhaustedeverything.Andevento—daythosewhoexecratehimseemtocarryintheirownsoulsparticlesofhisthought.
\"So,then,youwereintimatelyacquaintedwithSchopenhauer?\"IsaidtotheGerman.
Hesmiledsadly.
\"Uptothetimeofhisdeath,monsieur.\"
Andhespoketomeaboutthephilosopherandtoldmeaboutthealmostsupernaturalimpressionwhichthisstrangebeingmadeonallwhocamenearhim.
HegavemeanaccountoftheinterviewoftheoldiconoclastwithaFrenchpolitician,adoctrinaireRepublican,whowantedtogetaglimpseofthisman,andfoundhiminanoisytavern,seatedinthemidstofhisdisciples,dry,wrinkled,laughingwithanunforgettablelaugh,attackingandtearingtopiecesideasandbeliefswithasingleword,asadogtearswithonebiteofhisteeththetissueswithwhichheplays.
HerepeatedformethecommentofthisFrenchmanashewentaway,astonishedandterrified:\"IthoughtIhadspentanhourwiththedevil.\"
Thenheadded:
\"Hehad,indeed,monsieur,afrightfulsmile,whichterrifiedusevenafterhisdeath.Icantellyouananecdoteaboutitthatisnotgenerallyknown,ifitwouldinterestyou.\"
Andhebegan,inalanguidvoice,interruptedbyfrequentfitsofcoughing.
\"Schopenhauerhadjustdied,anditwasarrangedthatweshouldwatch,inturn,twobytwo,tillmorning.
\"Hewaslyinginalargeapartment,verysimple,vastandgloomy.Twowaxcandleswereburningonthestandbythebedside.
\"ItwasmidnightwhenIwentonwatch,togetherwithoneofourcomrades.
Thetwofriendswhomwereplacedhadlefttheapartment,andwecameandsatdownatthefootofthebed.
\"Thefacewasnotchanged.Itwaslaughing.Thatpuckerwhichweknewsowelllingeredstillaroundthecornersofthelips,anditseemedtousthathewasabouttoopenhiseyes,tomoveandtospeak.Histhought,orratherhisthoughts,envelopedus.Wefeltourselvesmorethaneverintheatmosphereofhisgenius,absorbed,possessedbyhim.
Hisdominationseemedtobeevenmoresovereignnowthathewasdead.
Afeelingofmysterywasblendedwiththepowerofthisincomparablespirit.
\"Thebodiesofthesemendisappear,buttheythemselvesremain;andinthenightwhichfollowsthecessationoftheirheart’spulsationIassureyou,monsieur,theyareterrifying.
\"Andinhushedtoneswetalkedabouthim,recallingtomindcertainsayings,certainformulasofhis,thosestartlingmaximswhicharelikejetsofflameflung,inafewwords,intothedarknessoftheUnknownLife.
\"’Itseemstomethatheisgoingtospeak,’saidmycomrade.Andwestaredwithuneasinessborderingonfearatthemotionlessface,withitseternallaugh.Gradually,webegantofeelillatease,oppressed,onthepointoffainting.Ifaltered:
\"’Idon’tknowwhatisthematterwithme,but,IassureyouIamnotwell.’
\"Andatthatmomentwenoticedthattherewasanunpleasantodorfromthecorpse.
\"Then,mycomradesuggestedthatweshouldgointotheadjoiningroom,andleavethedooropen;andIassentedtohisproposal.
\"Itookoneofthewaxcandleswhichburnedonthestand,andIleftthesecondbehind.Thenwewentandsatdownattheotherendoftheadjoiningapartment,insuchapositionthatwecouldseethebedandthecorpse,clearlyrevealedbythelight.
\"Buthestillheldpossessionofus.Onewouldhavesaidthathisimmaterialessence,liberated,free,all—powerfulanddominating,wasflittingaroundus.Andsometimes,too,thedreadfulodorofthedecomposedbodycametowardusandpenetratedus,sickeningandindefinable.
\"Suddenlyashiverpassedthroughourbones:asound,aslightsound,camefromthedeath—chamber.Immediatelywefixedourglancesonhim,andwesaw,yes,monsieur,wesawdistinctly,bothofus,somethingwhitepassacrossthebed,fallonthecarpet,andvanishunderanarmchair.
\"Wewereonourfeetbeforewehadtimetothinkofanything,distractedbystupefyingterror,readytorunaway.Thenwestaredateachother.
Wewerehorriblypale.Ourheartsthrobbedfiercelyenoughtohaveraisedtheclothingonourchests.Iwasthefirsttospeak:
\"’Didyousee?’
\"’Yes,Isaw.’
\"’Canitbethatheisnotdead?’
\"’Why,whenthebodyisputrefying?’
\"’Whatarewetodo?’
\"Mycompanionsaidinahesitatingtone:
\"’Wemustgoandlook.’
\"Itookourwaxcandleandenteredfirst,glancingintoallthedarkcornersinthelargeapartment.Nothingwasmovingnow,andIapproachedthebed.ButIstoodtransfixedwithstuporandfright:
Schopenhauerwasnolongerlaughing!Hewasgrinninginahorriblefashion,withhislipspressedtogetheranddeephollowsinhischeeks.
Istammeredout:
\"’Heisnotdead!’
\"Buttheterribleodorascendedtomynoseandstifledme.AndInolongermoved,butkeptstaringfixedlyathim,terrifiedasifinthepresenceofanapparition.
\"Thenmycompanion,havingseizedtheotherwaxcandle,bentforward.
Next,hetouchedmyarmwithoututteringaword.Ifollowedhisglance,andsawontheground,underthearmchairbythesideofthebed,standingoutwhiteonthedarkcarpet,andopenasiftobite,Schopenhauer’ssetofartificialteeth.
\"Theworkofdecomposition,looseningthejaws,hadmadeitjumpoutofthemouth.
\"Iwasreallyfrightenedthatday,monsieur.\"
Andasthesunwassinkingtowardtheglitteringsea,theconsumptiveGermanrosefromhisseat,gavemeapartingbow,andretiredintothehotel.
EndOriginalShortStories,Vol.3.
ByGuydeMaupassantVOLUMEIII.
MISSHARRIET
LITTLELOUISEROQUE
THEDONKEY
MOIRON
THEDISPENSEROFHOLYWATER
THEPARRICIDE
BERTHA
THEPATRON
THEDOOR
ASALE
THEIMPOLITESEX
AWEDDINGGIFT
THERELIC
MISSHARRIET
Thereweresevenofusonadrag,fourwomenandthreemen;oneofthelattersatontheboxseatbesidethecoachman.Wewereascending,atasnail’space,thewindingroadupthesteepcliffalongthecoast.
SettingoutfromEtretatatbreakofdayinordertovisittheruinsofTancarville,wewerestillhalfasleep,benumbedbythefreshairofthemorning.Thewomenespecially,whowerelittleaccustomedtotheseearlyexcursions,halfopenedandclosedtheireyeseverymoment,noddingtheirheadsoryawning,quiteinsensibletothebeautiesofthedawn.
Itwasautumn.Onbothsidesoftheroadstretchedthebarefields,yellowedbythestubbleofwheatandoatswhichcoveredthesoillikeabeardthathadbeenbadlyshaved.Themoistearthseemedtosteam.
Larksweresinginghighupintheair,whileotherbirdspipedinthebushes.
Thesunroseatlengthinfrontofus,brightredontheplaneofthehorizon,andinproportionasitascended,growingclearerfromminutetominute,thecountryseemedtoawake,tosmile,toshakeitselflikeayounggirlleavingherbedinherwhiterobeofvapor.TheComted’Etraille,whowasseatedonthebox,cried:
\"Look!look!ahare!\"andheextendedhisarmtowardtheleft,pointingtoapatchofclover.Theanimalscurriedalong,almosthiddenbytheclover,onlyitslargeearsshowing.Thenitswervedacrossafurrow,stopped,startedoffagainatfullspeed,changeditscourse,stoppedanew,uneasy,spyingouteverydanger,uncertainwhatroutetotake,whensuddenlyitbegantorunwithgreatbounds,disappearingfinallyinalargepatchofbeet—root.Allthemenhadwakeduptowatchthecourseoftheanimal.
ReneLamanoirexclaimed:
\"Wearenotatallgallantthismorning,\"and;regardinghisneighbor,thelittleBaronessdeSerennes,whostruggledagainstsleep,hesaidtoherinalowtone:\"Youarethinkingofyourhusband,baroness.Reassureyourself;hewillnotreturnbeforeSaturday,soyouhavestillfourdays.\"
Sheansweredwithasleepysmile:
\"Howstupidyouare!\"Then,shakingoffhertorpor,sheadded:\"Now,letsomebodysaysomethingtomakeuslaugh.You,MonsieurChenal,whohavethereputationofhavinghadmoreloveaffairsthantheDuedeRichelieu,tellusalovestoryinwhichyouhaveplayedapart;anythingyoulike.\"
LeonChenal,anoldpainter,whohadoncebeenveryhandsome,verystrong,veryproudofhisphysiqueandverypopularwithwomen,tookhislongwhitebeardinhishandandsmiled.Then,afterafewmoments’
reflection,hesuddenlybecameserious.
\"Ladies,itwillnotbeanamusingtale,forIamgoingtorelatetoyouthesaddestloveaffairofmylife,andIsincerelyhopethatnoneofmyfriendsmayeverpassthroughasimilarexperience.
\"Iwastwenty—fiveyearsofageandwaspillagingalongthecoastofNormandy.Icall’pillaging’wanderingabout,withaknapsackonone’sback,frominntoinn,underthepretextofmakingstudiesandsketchinglandscapes.Iknewnothingmoreenjoyablethanthathappy—go—luckywanderinglife,inwhichoneisperfectlyfree,withoutshacklesofanykind,withoutcare,withoutpreoccupation,withoutthinkingevenofthemorrow.Onegoesinanydirectiononepleases,withoutanyguidesavehisfancy,withoutanycounsellorsavehiseyes.Onestopsbecausearunningbrookattractsone,becausethesmellofpotatoesfryingticklesone’solfactoriesonpassinganinn.Sometimesitistheperfumeofclematiswhichdecidesoneinhischoiceortheroguishglanceoftheservantataninn.Donotdespisemeformyaffectionfortheserustics.
Thesegirlshaveasoulaswellassenses,nottomentionfirmcheeksandfreshlips;whiletheirheartyandwillingkisseshavetheflavorofwildfruit.Loveisalwayslove,comewhenceitmay.Aheartthatbeatsatyourapproach,aneyethatweepswhenyougoawayarethingssorare,sosweet,sopreciousthattheymustneverbedespised.
\"Ihavehadrendezvousinditchesfullofprimroses,behindthecowstableandinbarnsamongthestraw,stillwarmfromtheheatoftheday.
Ihaverecollectionsofcoarsegrayclothcoveringsupplepeasantskinandregretsforsimple,frankkisses,moredelicateintheirunaffectedsinceritythanthesubtlefavorsofcharminganddistinguishedwomen.
\"Butwhatonelovesmostamidallthesevariedadventuresisthecountry,thewoods,therisingofthesun,thetwilight,themoonlight.Theseare,forthepainter,honeymoontripswithNature.Oneisalonewithherinthatlongandquietassociation.Yougotosleepinthefields,amidmargueritesandpoppies,andwhenyouopenyoureyesinthefullglareofthesunlightyoudescryinthedistancethelittlevillagewithitspointedclocktowerwhichsoundsthehourofnoon.
\"Yousitdownbythesideofaspringwhichgushesoutatthefootofanoak,amidagrowthoftall,slenderweeds,glisteningwithlife.Yougodownonyourknees,bendforwardanddrinkthatcold,pellucidwaterwhichwetsyourmustacheandnose;youdrinkitwithaphysicalpleasure,asthoughyoukissedthespring,liptolip.Sometimes,whenyoufindadeepholealongthecourseofthesetinybrooks,youplungeinquitenaked,andyoufeelonyourskin,fromheadtofoot,asitwere,anicyanddeliciouscaress,thelightandgentlequiveringofthestream.
\"Youaregayonthehills,melancholyontheedgeofponds,inspiredwhenthesunissettinginanoceanofblood—redcloudsandcastsredreflectionsortheriver.Andatnight,underthemoon,whichpassesacrossthevaultofheaven,youthinkofathousandstrangethingswhichwouldneverhaveoccurredtoyourmindunderthebrilliantlightofday.
\"So,inwanderingthroughthesamecountrywherewe,arethisyear,I
cametothelittlevillageofBenouville,onthecliffbetweenYportandEtretat.IcamefromFecamp,followingthecoast,ahighcoastasstraightasawall,withitsprojectingchalkcliffsdescendingperpendicularlyintothesea.Ihadwalkedsinceearlymorningontheshortgrass,smoothandyieldingasacarpet,thatgrowsontheedgeofthecliff.And,singinglustily,Iwalkedwithlongstrides,lookingsometimesattheslowcirclingflightofagullwithitswhitecurvedwingsoutlinedonthebluesky,sometimesatthebrownsailsofafishingbarkonthegreensea.Inshort,Ihadpassedahappyday,adayoflibertyandoffreedomfromcare.
\"Alittlefarmhousewheretravellerswerelodgedwaspointedouttome,akindofinn,keptbyapeasantwoman,whichstoodinthecentreofaNormancourtyardsurroundedbyadoublerowofbeeches.
\"Leavingthecoast,Ireachedthehamlet,whichwashemmedinbygreattrees,andIpresentedmyselfatthehouseofMotherLecacheur.
\"Shewasanold,wrinkledandsternpeasantwoman,whoseemedalwaystoreceivecustomersunderprotest,withakindofdefiance.
\"ItwasthemonthofMay.Thespreadingappletreescoveredthecourtwithashowerofblossomswhichrainedunceasinglybothuponpeopleanduponthegrass.
\"Isaid:’Well,MadameLecacheur,haveyouaroomforme?’
\"AstonishedtofindthatIknewhername,sheanswered:
\"’Thatdepends;everythingislet,butallthesameIcanfindout.\"
\"Infiveminuteswehadcometoanagreement,andIdepositedmybagupontheearthenfloorofarusticroom,furnishedwithabed,twochairs,atableandawashbowl.Theroomlookedintothelarge,smokykitchen,wherethelodgerstooktheirmealswiththepeopleofthefarmandthelandlady,whowasawidow.
\"Iwashedmyhands,afterwhichIwentout.Theoldwomanwasmakingachickenfricasseefordinnerinthelargefireplaceinwhichhungtheironpot,blackwithsmoke.
\"’Youhavetravellers,then,atthepresenttime?’saidItoher.
\"Sheansweredinanoffendedtoneofvoice:
\"’Ihavealady,anEnglishlady,whohasreachedyearsofmaturity.Sheoccupiestheotherroom.’
\"Iobtained,bymeansofanextrafivesousaday,theprivilegeofdiningaloneoutintheyardwhentheweatherwasfine.
\"Myplacewassetoutsidethedoor,andIwasbeginningtognawtheleanlimbsoftheNormandychicken,todrinktheclearciderandtomunchthehunkofwhitebread,whichwasfourdaysoldbutexcellent.
\"Suddenlythewoodengatewhichgaveonthehighwaywasopened,andastrangeladydirectedherstepstowardthehouse.Shewasverythin,verytall,sotightlyenvelopedinaredScotchplaidshawlthatonemighthavesupposedshehadnoarms,ifonehadnotseenalonghandappearjustabovethehips,holdingawhitetouristumbrella.Herfacewaslikethatofamummy,surroundedwithcurlsofgrayhair,whichtossedaboutateverystepshetookandmademethink,Iknownotwhy,ofapickledherringincurlpapers.Loweringhereyes,shepassedquicklyinfrontofmeandenteredthehouse.
\"Thatsingularapparitioncheeredme.Sheundoubtedlywasmyneighbor,theEnglishladyofmatureageofwhomourhostesshadspoken.
\"Ididnotseeheragainthatday.Thenextday,whenIhadsettledmyselftocommencepaintingattheendofthatbeautifulvalleywhichyouknowandwhichextendsasfarasEtretat,Iperceived,onliftingmyeyessuddenly,somethingsingularstandingonthecrestofthecliff,onemighthavesaidapoledeckedoutwithflags.Itwasshe.Onseeingme,shesuddenlydisappeared.Ireenteredthehouseatmiddayforlunchandtookmyseatatthegeneraltable,soastomaketheacquaintanceofthisoddcharacter.Butshedidnotrespondtomypoliteadvances,wasinsensibleeventomylittleattentions.Ipouredoutwaterforherpersistently,Ipassedherthedisheswithgreateagerness.Aslight,almostimperceptible,movementoftheheadandanEnglishword,murmuredsolowthatIdidnotunderstandit,wereheronlyacknowledgments.
\"Iceasedoccupyingmyselfwithher,althoughshehaddisturbedmythoughts.
\"AttheendofthreedaysIknewasmuchaboutherasdidMadameLecacheurherself.
\"ShewascalledMissHarriet.Seekingoutasecludedvillageinwhichtopassthesummer,shehadbeenattractedtoBenouvillesomesixmonthsbeforeanddidnotseemdisposedtoleaveit.Sheneverspokeattable,aterapidly,readingallthewhileasmallbookoftheProtestantpropaganda.Shegaveacopyofittoeverybody.Thecurehimselfhadreceivednolessthanfourcopies,conveyedbyanurchintowhomshehadpaidtwosouscommission.Shesaidsometimestoourhostessabruptly,withoutpreparingherintheleastforthedeclaration:
\"’IlovetheSaviourmorethanall.Iadmirehiminallcreation;
Iadorehiminallnature;Icarryhimalwaysinmyheart.’
\"Andshewouldimmediatelypresenttheoldwomanwithoneofhertractswhichweredestinedtoconverttheuniverse.
\"In,thevillageshewasnotliked.Infact,theschoolmasterhavingpronouncedheranatheist,akindofstigmaattachedtoher.Thecure,whohadbeenconsultedbyMadameLecacheur,responded:
\"’Sheisaheretic,butGoddoesnotwishthedeathofthesinner,andI
believehertobeapersonofpuremorals.’
\"Thesewords,’atheist,’’heretic,’wordswhichnoonecanpreciselydefine,threwdoubtsintosomeminds.Itwasasserted,however,thatthisEnglishwomanwasrichandthatshehadpassedherlifeintravellingthrougheverycountryintheworldbecauseherfamilyhadcastheroff.Whyhadherfamilycastheroff?Becauseofherimpiety,ofcourse!
\"Shewas,infact,oneofthosepeopleofexaltedprinciples;oneofthoseopinionatedpuritans,ofwhichEnglandproducessomany;oneofthosegoodandinsupportableoldmaidswhohauntthetablesd’hoteofeveryhotelinEurope,whospoilItaly,poisonSwitzerland,renderthecharmingcitiesoftheMediterraneanuninhabitable,carryeverywheretheirfantasticmaniastheirmannersofpetrifiedvestals,theirindescribabletoiletsandacertainodorofindia—rubberwhichmakesonebelievethatatnighttheyareslippedintoarubbercasing.
\"WheneverIcaughtsightofoneoftheseindividualsinahotelIfledlikethebirdswhoseeascarecrowinafield.
\"Thiswoman,however,appearedsoverysingularthatshedidnotdispleaseme.
\"MadameLecacheur,hostilebyinstincttoeverythingthatwasnotrustic,feltinhernarrowsoulakindofhatredfortheecstaticdeclarationsoftheoldmaid.Shehadfoundaphrasebywhichtodescribeher,atermofcontemptthatrosetoherlips,calledforthbyIknownotwhatconfusedandmysteriousmentalratiocination.Shesaid:’Thatwomanisademoniac.’Thisepithet,appliedtothataustereandsentimentalcreature,seemedtomeirresistiblydroll.Imyselfnevercalledheranythingnowbut’thedemoniac,’experiencingasingularpleasureinpronouncingaloudthiswordonperceivingher.
\"OnedayIaskedMotherLecacheur:’Well,whatisourdemoniacaboutto—
day?’
\"Towhichmyrusticfriendrepliedwithashockedair:
\"’Whatdoyouthink,sir?Shepickedupatoadwhichhadhaditspawcrushedandcarriedittoherroomandhasputitinherwashbasinandbandageditasifitwereaman.IfthatisnotprofanationIshouldliketoknowwhatis!’
\"Onanotheroccasion,whenwalkingalongtheshoresheboughtalargefishwhichhadjustbeencaught,simplytothrowitbackintotheseaagain.Thesailorfromwhomshehadboughtit,althoughshepaidhimhandsomely,nowbegantoswear,moreexasperated,indeed,thanifshehadputherhandintohispocketandtakenhismoney.Formorethanamonthhecouldnotspeakofthecircumstancewithoutbecomingfuriousanddenouncingitasanoutrage.Oh,yes!Shewasindeedademoniac,thisMissHarriet,andMotherLecacheurmusthavehadaninspirationinthuschristeningher.
\"Thestableboy,whowascalledSapeur,becausehehadservedinAfricainhisyouth,entertainedotheropinions.Hesaidwitharoguishair:
’Sheisanoldhagwhohasseenlife.’
\"Ifthepoorwomanhadbutknown!
\"Thelittlekind—heartedCelestedidnotwaituponherwillingly,butI
wasneverabletounderstandwhy.Probablyheronlyreasonwasthatshewasastranger,ofanotherrace;ofadifferenttongueandofanotherreligion.Shewas,infact,ademoniac!
\"Shepassedhertimewanderingaboutthecountry,adoringandseekingGodinnature.Ifoundheroneeveningonherkneesinaclusterofbushes.
Havingdiscoveredsomethingredthroughtheleaves,Ibrushedasidethebranches,andMissHarrietatoncerosetoherfeet,confusedathavingbeenfoundthus,fixingonmeterrifiedeyeslikethoseofanowlsurprisedinopenday.
\"Sometimes,whenIwasworkingamongtherocks,Iwouldsuddenlydescryherontheedgeoftheclifflikealighthousesignal.Shewouldbegazinginraptureatthevastseaglitteringinthesunlightandtheboundlessskywithitsgoldentints.SometimesIwoulddistinguishherattheendofthevalley,walkingquicklywithherelasticEnglishstep,andIwouldgotowardher,attractedbyIknownotwhat,simplytoseeherilluminatedvisage,herdried—up,ineffablefeatures,whichseemedtoglowwithinwardandprofoundhappiness.
\"Iwouldoftenencounterheralsointhecornerofafield,sittingonthegrassundertheshadowofanappletree,withherlittlereligiousbookletlyingopenonherkneewhileshegazedoutatthedistance.
\"Icouldnottearmyselfawayfromthatquietcountryneighborhood,towhichIwasattachedbyathousandlinksofloveforitswideandpeacefullandscape.Iwashappyinthissequesteredfarm,farremovedfromeverything,butintouchwiththeearth,thegood,beautiful,greenearth.And——mustIavowit?——therewas,besides,alittlecuriositywhichretainedmeattheresidenceofMotherLecacheur.IwishedtobecomeacquaintedalittlewiththisstrangeMissHarrietandtoknowwhattranspiresinthesolitarysoulsofthosewanderingoldEnglishwomen.
\"Webecameacquaintedinarathersingularmanner.Ihadjustfinishedastudywhichappearedtometobeworthsomething,andsoitwas,asitsoldfortenthousandfrancsfifteenyearslater.Itwasassimple,however,astwoandtwomakefourandwasnotaccordingtoacademicrules.Thewholerightsideofmycanvasrepresentedarock,anenormousrock,coveredwithsea—wrack,brown,yellowandred,acrosswhichthesunpouredlikeastreamofoil.Thelightfellupontherockasthoughitwereaflamewithoutthesun,whichwasatmyback,beingvisible.Thatwasall.Afirstbewilderingstudyofblazing,gorgeouslight.
\"Ontheleftwasthesea,notthebluesea,theslate—coloredsea,butaseaofjade,greenish,milkyandsolidbeneaththedeep—coloredsky.
\"IwassopleasedwithmyworkthatIdancedfromsheerdelightasI
carrieditbacktotheinn.Iwouldhavelikedthewholeworldtoseeitatonce.IcanrememberthatIshowedittoacowthatwasbrowsingbythewayside,exclaimingasIdidso:’Lookatthat,myoldbeauty;youwillnotoftenseeitslikeagain.’
\"WhenIhadreachedthehouseIimmediatelycalledouttoMotherLecacheur,shoutingwithallmymight:
\"’Hullo,there!Mrs.Landlady,comehereandlookatthis.’
\"Therusticapproachedandlookedatmyworkwithherstupideyeswhichdistinguishednothingandcouldnoteventellwhetherthepicturerepresentedanoxorahouse.
\"MissHarrietjustthencamehome,andshepassedbehindmejustasIwasholdingoutmycanvasatarm’slength,exhibitingittoourlandlady.
Thedemoniaccouldnothelpbutseeit,forItookcaretoexhibitthethinginsuchawaythatitcouldnotescapehernotice.Shestoppedabruptlyandstoodmotionless,astonished.Itwasherrockwhichwasdepicted,theonewhichsheclimbedtodreamawayhertimeundisturbed.
\"SheutteredaBritish’Aoh,’whichwasatoncesoaccentuatedandsoflatteringthatIturnedroundtoher,smiling,andsaid:
\"’Thisismylateststudy,mademoiselle.’
\"Shemurmuredrapturously,comicallyandtenderly:
\"’Oh!monsieur,youunderstandnatureasalivingthing.’
\"Icoloredandwasmoretouchedbythatcomplimentthanifithadcomefromaqueen.Iwascaptured,conquered,vanquished.Icouldhaveembracedher,uponmyhonor.
\"Itookmyseatattablebesideherasusual.Forthefirsttimeshespoke,thinkingaloud:
\"’Oh!Idolovenature.’
\"Ipassedhersomebread,somewater,somewine.Shenowacceptedthesewithalittlesmileofamummy.Ithenbegantotalkaboutthescenery.
\"Afterthemealwerosefromthetabletogetherandwalkedleisurelyacrossthecourtyard;then,attracteddoubtlessbythefieryglowwhichthesettingsuncastoverthesurfaceofthesea,Iopenedthegatewhichledtothecliff,andwewalkedalongsidebyside,ascontentedastwopersonsmightbewhohavejustlearnedtounderstandandpenetrateeachother’smotivesandfeelings.
\"Itwasoneofthosewarm,softeveningswhichimpartasenseofeasetofleshandspiritalike.Allisenjoyment,everythingcharms.Thebalmyair,ladenwiththeperfumeofgrassesandthesmellofseaweed,soothestheolfactorysensewithitswildfragrance,soothesthepalatewithitsseasavor,soothesthemindwithitspervadingsweetness.
\"Wewerenowwalkingalongtheedgeofthecliff,highabovetheboundlessseawhichrolleditslittlewavesbelowusatadistanceofahundredmetres.Andwedrankinwithopenmouthandexpandedchestthatfreshbreeze,brinyfromkissingthewaves,thatcamefromtheoceanandpassedacrossourfaces.
\"Wrappedinherplaidshawl,withalookofinspirationasshefacedthebreeze,theEnglishwomangazedfixedlyatthegreatsunballasitdescendedtowardthehorizon.Faroffinthedistanceathree—masterinfullsailwasoutlinedontheblood—redskyandasteamship,somewhatnearer,passedalong,leavingbehinditatrailofsmokeonthehorizon.
Theredsunglobesankslowlylowerandlowerandpresentlytouchedthewaterjustbehindthemotionlessvessel,which,initsdazzlingeffulgence,lookedasthoughframedinaflameoffire.Wesawitplunge,growsmalleranddisappear,swallowedupbytheocean.
\"MissHarrietgazedinraptureatthelastgleamsofthedyingday.Sheseemedlongingtoembracethesky,thesea,thewholelandscape.
\"Shemurmured:’Aoh!Ilove——Ilove’Isawatearinhereye.Shecontinued:’IwishIwerealittlebird,sothatIcouldmountupintothefirmament.’
\"SheremainedstandingasIhadoftenbeforeseenher,perchedonthecliff,herfaceasredashershawl.Ishouldhavelikedtohavesketchedherinmyalbum.Itwouldhavebeenacaricatureofecstasy.
\"Iturnedawaysoasnottolaugh.
\"IthenspoketoherofpaintingasIwouldhavedonetoafellowartist,usingthetechnicaltermscommonamongthedevoteesoftheprofession.
Shelistenedattentively,eagerlyseekingtodivinethemeaningoftheterms,soastounderstandmythoughts.Fromtimetotimeshewouldexclaim:
’Oh!Iunderstand,Iunderstand.Itisveryinteresting.’
\"Wereturnedhome.
\"Thenextday,onseeingme,sheapproachedme,cordiallyholdingoutherhand;andweatoncebecamefirmfriends.
\"Shewasagoodcreaturewhohadakindofsoulonsprings,whichbecameenthusiasticatabound.Shelackedequilibriumlikeallwomenwhoarespinstersattheageoffifty.Sheseemedtobepreservedinapickleofinnocence,butherheartstillretainedsomethingveryyouthfulandinflammable.Shelovedbothnatureandanimalswithafervor,alovelikeoldwinefermentedthroughage,withasensuouslovethatshehadneverbestowedonmen.
\"Onethingiscertain,thatthesightofabitchnursingherpuppies,amareroaminginameadowwithafoalatitsside,abird’snestfullofyoungones,screaming,withtheiropenmouthsandtheirenormousheads,affectedherperceptibly.
\"Poor,solitary,sad,wanderingbeings!IloveyoueversinceIbecameacquaintedwithMissHarriet.
\"Isoondiscoveredthatshehadsomethingshewouldliketotellme,butdarenot,andIwasamusedathertimidity.WhenIstartedoutinthemorningwithmyknapsackonmyback,shewouldaccompanymeinsilenceasfarastheendofthevillage,evidentlystrugglingtofindwordswithwhichtobeginaconversation.Thenshewouldleavemeabruptlyandwalkawayquicklywithherspringystep.
\"Oneday,however,shepluckedupcourage:
\"Iwouldliketoseehowyoupaintpictures.Areyouwilling?Ihavebeenverycurious.’
\"Andsheblushedasifshehadsaidsomethingveryaudacious.
\"IconductedhertothebottomofthePetit—Val,whereIhadbegunalargepicture.
\"Sheremainedstandingbehindme,followingallmygestureswithconcentratedattention.Then,suddenly,fearingperhapsthatshewasdisturbingme,shesaid:’Thankyou,’andwalkedaway.
\"Butshesoonbecamemorefriendly,andaccompaniedmeeveryday,hercountenanceexhibitingvisiblepleasure.Shecarriedhercampstoolunderherarm,notpermittingmetocarryit.Shewouldremainthereforhours,silentandmotionless,followingwithhereyesthepointofmybrush,initseverymovement.WhenIobtainedunexpectedlyjusttheeffectIwantedbyadashofcolorputonwiththepaletteknife,sheinvoluntarilyutteredalittle’Ah!’ofastonishment,ofjoy,ofadmiration.Shehadthemosttenderrespectformycanvases,analmostreligiousrespectforthathumanreproductionofapartofnature’sworkdivine.Mystudiesappearedtoherakindofreligiouspictures,andsometimesshespoketomeofGod,withtheideaofconvertingme.
\"Oh,hewasaqueer,good—naturedbeing,thisGodofhers!Hewasasortofvillagephilosopherwithoutanygreatresourcesandwithoutgreatpower,forshealwaysfiguredhimtoherselfasinconsolableoverinjusticescommittedunderhiseyes,asthoughhewerepowerlesstopreventthem.
\"Shewas,however,onexcellenttermswithhim,affectingeventobetheconfidanteofhissecretsandofhistroubles.Shewouldsay:
\"’Godwills’or’Goddoesnotwill,’justlikeasergeantannouncingtoarecruit:’Thecolonelhascommanded.’
\"AtthebottomofherheartshedeploredmyignoranceoftheintentionsoftheEternal,whichsheendeavoredtoimparttome.
\"AlmosteverydayIfoundinmypockets,inmyhatwhenIlifteditfromtheground,inmypaintbox,inmypolishedshoes,standinginfrontofmydoorinthemorning,thoselittlepioustractswhichshenodoubt,receiveddirectlyfromParadise.
\"Itreatedherasonewouldanoldfriend,withunaffectedcordiality.