第37章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"Little Women",免费读到尾

  “I’llwait,andinthemeantime,youcouldbelearningtolikeme。Woulditbeaveryhardlesson,dear?“

  “NotifIchosetolearnit,but……“

  “Pleasechoosetolearn,Meg。Iloveyoutoteach,andthisiseasierthanGerman,“brokeinJohn,gettingpossessionoftheotherhand,sothatshehadnowayofhidingherfaceashebenttolookintoit。

  Histonewasproperlybeseeching,butstealingashylookathim,Megsawthathiseyesweremerryaswellastender,andthatheworethesatisfiedsmileofonewhohadnodoubtofhissuccess。Thisnettledher。AnnieMoffat’sfoolishlessonsincoquetrycameintohermind,andtheloveofpower,whichsleepsinthebosomsofthebestoflittlewomen,wokeupallofasuddenandtookpossessionofher。Shefeltexcitedandstrange,andnotknowingwhatelsetodo,followedacapriciousimpulse,and,withdrawingherhands,saidpetulantly,“Idon’tchoose。Pleasegoawayandletmebe!“

  PoorMr。Brookelookedasifhislovelycastleintheairwastumblingabouthisears,forhehadneverseenMeginsuchamoodbefore,anditratherbewilderedhim。

  “Doyoureallymeanthat?“heaskedanxiously,followingherasshewalkedaway。

  “Yes,Ido。Idon’twanttobeworriedaboutsuchthings。

  FathersaysIneedn’t,it’stoosoonandI’drathernot。“

  “Mayn’tIhopeyou’llchangeyourmindby-and-by?I’llwaitandsaynothingtillyouhavehadmoretime。Don’tplaywithme,Meg。Ididn’tthinkthatofyou。“

  “Don’tthinkofmeatall。I’dratheryouwouldn’t,“saidMeg,takinganaughtysatisfactionintryingherlover’spatienceandherownpower。

  Hewasgraveandpalenow,andlookeddecidedlymorelikethenovelheroeswhomsheadmired,butheneitherslappedhisforeheadnortrampedabouttheroomastheydid。Hejuststoodlookingathersowistfully,sotenderly,thatshefoundherheartrelentinginspiteofherself。WhatwouldhavehappenednextIcannotsay,ifAuntMarchhadnotcomehobblinginatthisinterestingminute。

  Theoldladycouldn’tresistherlongingtoseehernephew,forshehadmetLaurieasshetookherairing,andhearingofMr。March’sarrival,drovestraightouttoseehim。Thefamilywereallbusyinthebackpartofthehouse,andshehadmadeherwayquietlyin,hopingtosurprisethem。ShedidsurprisetwoofthemsomuchthatMegstartedasifshehadseenaghost,andMr。Brookevanishedintothestudy。

  “Blessme,what’sallthis?“criedtheoldladywitharapofhercaneassheglancedfromthepaleyounggentlemantothescarletyounglady。

  “It’sFather’sfriend。I’msosurprisedtoseeyou!“stammeredMeg,feelingthatshewasinforalecturenow。

  “That’sevident,“returnedAuntMarch,sittingdown。“ButwhatisFather’sfriendsayingtomakeyoulooklikeapeony?

  There’smischiefgoingon,andIinsistuponknowingwhatitis,“withanotherrap。

  “Wewereonlytalking。Mr。Brookecameforhisumbrella,“

  beganMeg,wishingthatMr。Brookeandtheumbrellaweresafelyoutofthehouse。

  “Brooke?Thatboy’stutor?Ah!Iunderstandnow。I

  knowallaboutit。JoblunderedintoawrongmessageinoneofyourFather’sletters,andImadehertellme。Youhaven’tgoneandacceptedhim,child?“criedAuntMarch,lookingscandalized。

  “Hush!He’llhear。Shan’tIcallMother?“saidMeg,muchtroubled。

  “Notyet。I’vesomethingtosaytoyou,andImustfreemymindatonce。Tellme,doyoumeantomarrythisCook?Ifyoudo,notonepennyofmymoneyevergoestoyou。Rememberthat,andbeasensiblegirl,“saidtheoldladyimpressively。

  NowAuntMarchpossessedinperfectiontheartofrousingthespiritofoppositioninthegentlestpeople,andenjoyeddoingit。Thebestofushaveaspiceofperversityinus,especiallywhenweareyoungandinlove。IfAuntMarchhadbeggedMegtoacceptJohnBrooke,shewouldprobablyhavedeclaredshecouldn’tthinkofit,butasshewaspreemptorilyorderednottolikehim,sheimmediatelymadeuphermindthatshewould。Inclinationaswellasperversitymadethedecisioneasy,andbeingalreadymuchexcited,Megopposedtheoldladywithunusualspirit。

  “IshallmarrywhomIplease,AuntMarch,andyoucanleaveyourmoneytoanyoneyoulike,“shesaid,noddingherheadwitharesoluteair。

  “Highty-tighty!Isthatthewayyoutakemyadvice,Miss?

  You’llbesorryforitby-and-by,whenyou’vetriedloveinacottageandfounditafailure。“

  “Itcan’tbeaworseonethansomepeoplefindinbighouses,“retortedMeg。

  AuntMarchputonherglassesandtookalookatthegirl,forshedidnotknowherinthisnewmood。Meghardlyknewherself,shefeltsobraveandindependent,sogladtodefendJohnandassertherrighttolovehim,ifsheliked。AuntMarchsawthatshehadbegunwrong,andafteralittlepause,madeafreshstart,sayingasmildlyasshecould,“Now,Meg,mydear,bereasonableandtakemyadvice。Imeanitkindly,anddon’twantyoutospoilyourwholelifebymakingamistakeatthebeginning。Yououghttomarrywellandhelpyourfamily。

  It’syourdutytomakearichmatchanditoughttobeimpresseduponyou。“

  “FatherandMotherdon’tthinkso。TheylikeJohnthoughheispoor。“

  “Yourparents,mydear,havenomoreworldlywisdomthanapairofbabies。“

  “I’mgladofit,“criedMegstoutly。

  AuntMarchtooknonotice,butwentonwithherlecture。

  “ThisRookispoorandhasn’tgotanyrichrelations,hashe?“

  “No,buthehasmanywarmfriends。“

  “Youcan’tliveonfriends,tryitandseehowcoolthey’llgrow。Hehasn’tanybusiness,hashe?“

  “Notyet。Mr。Laurenceisgoingtohelphim。“

  “Thatwon’tlastlong。JamesLaurenceisacrotchetyoldfellowandnottobedependedon。Soyouintendtomarryamanwithoutmoney,position,orbusiness,andgoonworkingharderthanyoudonow,whenyoumightbecomfortableallyourdaysbymindingmeanddoingbetter?Ithoughtyouhadmoresense,Meg。“

  “Icouldn’tdobetterifIwaitedhalfmylife!Johnisgoodandwise,he’sgotheapsoftalent,he’swillingtoworkandsuretogeton,he’ssoenergeticandbrave。Everyonelikesandrespectshim,andI’mproudtothinkhecaresforme,thoughI’msopoorandyoungandsilly,“saidMeg,lookingprettierthaneverinherearnestness。

  “Heknowsyouhavegotrichrelations,child。That’sthesecretofhisliking,Isuspect。“

  “AuntMarch,howdareyousaysuchathing?Johnisabovesuchmeanness,andIwon’tlistentoyouaminuteifyoutalkso,“

  criedMegindignantly,forgettingeverythingbuttheinjusticeoftheoldlady’ssuspicions。“MyJohnwouldn’tmarryformoney,anymorethanIwould。Wearewillingtoworkandwemeantowait。

  I’mnotafraidofbeingpoor,forI’vebeenhappysofar,andIknowI

  shallbewithhimbecausehelovesme,andI……“

  Megstoppedthere,rememberingallofasuddenthatshehadn’tmadeuphermind,thatshehadtold`herJohn’togoaway,andthathemightbeoverhearingherinconsistentremarks。

  AuntMarchwasveryangry,forshehadsetherheartonhavingherprettyniecemakeafinematch,andsomethinginthegirl’shappyyoungfacemadethelonelyoldwomanfeelbothsadandsour。

  “Well,Iwashmyhandsofthewholeaffair!Youareawillfulchild,andyou’velostmorethanyouknowbythispieceoffolly。

  No,Iwon’tstop。I’mdisappointedinyou,andhaven’tspiritstoseeyourfathernow。Don’texpectanythingfrommewhenyouaremarried。YourMr。Book’sfriendsmusttakecareofyou。

  I’mdonewithyouforever。“

  AndslammingthedoorinMeg’sface,AuntMarchdroveoffinhighdudgeon。Sheseemedtotakeallthegirl’scouragewithher,forwhenleftalone,Megstoodforamoment,undecidedwhethertolaughorcry。Beforeshecouldmakeuphermind,shewastakenpossessionofbyMr。Brooke,whosaidallinonebreath,“Icouldn’thelphearing,Meg。Thankyoufordefendingme,andAuntMarchforprovingthatyoudocareformealittlebit。“

  “Ididn’tknowhowmuchtillsheabusedyou,“beganMeg。

  “AndIneedn’tgoaway,butmystayandbehappy,mayI,dear?“

  Herewasanotherfinechancetomakethecrushingspeechandthestatelyexit,butMegneverthoughtofdoingeither,anddisgracedherselfforeverinJo’seyesbymeeklywhispering,“Yes,John,“andhidingherfaceonMr。Brooke’swaistcoat。

  FifteenminutesafterAuntMarch’sdeparture,Jocamesoftlydownstairs,pausedaninstantattheparlordoor,andhearingnosoundwithin,noddedandsmiledwithasatisfiedexpression,sayingtoherself,“Shehasseenhimawayasweplanned,andthataffairissettled。I’llgoandhearthefun,andhaveagoodlaughoverit。“

  ButpoorJonevergotherlaugh,forshewastransfixeduponthethresholdbyaspectaclewhichheldherthere,staringwithhermouthnearlyaswideopenashereyes。Goingintoexultoverafallenenemyandtopraiseastrong-mindedsisterforthebanishmentofanobjectionablelover,itcertainlywasashocktobeholdtheaforesaidenemyserenelysittingonthesofa,withthestrongmindedsisterenthroneduponhiskneeandwearinganexpressionofthemostabjectsubmission。Jogaveasortofgasp,asifacoldshowerbathhadsuddenlyfallenuponher,forsuchanunexpectedturningofthetablesactuallytookherbreathaway。Attheoddsoundtheloversturnedandsawher。Megjumpedup,lookingbothproudandshy,but`thatman’,asJocalledhim,actuallylaughedandsaidcoolly,ashekissedtheastonishednewcomer,“SisterJo,congratulateus!“

  Thatwasaddinginsulttoinjury,itwasaltogethertoomuch,andmakingsomewilddemonstrationwithherhands,Jovanishedwithoutaword。Rushingupstairs,shestartledtheinvalidsbyexclaimingtragicallyassheburstintotheroom,“Oh,dosomebodygodownquick!JohnBrookeisactingdreadfully,andMeglikesit!“

  Mr。andMrs。Marchlefttheroomwithspeed,andcastingherselfuponthebe,JocriedandscoldedtempestuouslyasshetoldtheawfulnewstoBethandAmy。Thelittlegirls,however,considereditamostagreeableandinterestingevent,andJogotlittlecomfortfromthem,soshewentuptoherrefugeinthegarret,andconfidedhertroublestotherats。

  Nobodyeverknewwhatwentonintheparlorthatafternoon,butagreatdealoftalkingwasdone,andquietMr。Brookeastonishedhisfriendsbytheeloquenceandspiritwithwhichhepleadedhissuit,toldhisplans,andpersuadedthemtoarrangeeverythingjustashewantedit。

  TheteabellrangbeforehehadfinisheddescribingtheparadisewhichhemeanttoearnforMeg,andheproudlytookherintosupper,bothlookingsohappythatJohadn’tthehearttobejealousordismal。

  AmywasverymuchimpressedbyJohn’sdevotionandMeg’sdignity,Bethbeamedatthemfromadistance,whileMr。andMrs。MarchsurveyedtheyoungcouplewithsuchtendersatisfactionthatitwasperfectlyevidentAuntMarchwasrightincallingthemas`unworldlyasapairofbabies’。Nooneatemuch,buteveryonelookedveryhappy,andtheoldroomseemedtobrightenupamazinglywhenthefirstromanceofthefamilybeganthere。

  “Youcan’tsaynothingpleasanteverhappensnow,canyou,Meg?“

  saidAmy,tryingtodecidehowshewouldgrouptheloversinasketchshewasplanningtomake。

  “No,I’msureIcan’t。HowmuchhashappenedsinceIsaidthat!

  Itseemsayearago,“answeredMeg,whowasinablissfuldreamliftedfarabovesuchcommonthingsasbreadandbutter。

  “Thejoyscomecloseuponthesorrowsthistime,andIratherthinkthechangeshavebegun,“saidMrs。March。“Inmostfamiliestherecomes,nowandthen,ayearfullofevents。Thishasbeensuchaone,butitendswell,afterall。“

  “Hopethenextwillendbetter,“mutteredJo,whofounditveryhardtoseeMegabsorbedinastrangerbeforeherface,forJolovedafewpersonsverydearlyanddreadedtohavetheiraffectionlostorlessenedinanyway。

  “Ihopethethirdyearfromthiswillendbetter。Imeanitshall,ifIlivetoworkoutmyplans,“saidMr。Brooke,smilingatMeg,asifeverythinghadbecomepossibletohimnow。

  “Doesn’titseemverylongtowait?“askedAmy,whowasinahurryforthewedding。

  “I’vegotsomuchtolearnbeforeIshallbeready,itseemsashorttimetome,“answeredMeg,withasweetgravityinherfaceneverseentherebefore。

  “Youhaveonlytowait,Iamtodothework,“saidJohnbeginninghislaborsbypickingupMeg’snapkin,withanexpressionwhichcausedJotoshakeherhead,andthensaytoherselfwithanairofreliefasthefrontdoorbanged,“HerecomesLaurie。Nowweshallhavesomesensibleconversation。“

  ButJowasmistaken,forLauriecameprancingin,overflowingwithgoodspirits,bearingagreatbridal-lookingbouquetfor`Mrs。

  JohnBrooke’,andevidentlylaboringunderthedelusionthatthewholeaffairhadbeenbroughtaboutbyhisexcellentmanagement。

  “IknewBrookewouldhaveitallhisownway,healwaysdoes,forwhenhemakesuphismindtoaccomplishanything,it’sdonethoughtheskyfalls,“saidLaurie,whenhehadpresentedhisofferingandhiscongratulations。

  “Muchobligedforthatrecommendation。Itakeitasagoodomenforthefutureandinviteyoutomyweddingonthespot,“

  answeredMr。Brooke,whofeltatpeacewithallmankind,evenhismischievouspupil。

  “I’llcomeifI’mattheensoftheearth,forthesightofJo’sfacealoneonthatoccasionwouldbeworthalongjourney。

  Youdon’tlookfestive,ma’am,what’sthematter?“askedLaurie,followingherintoacorneroftheparlor,whitherallhadadjournedtogreetMr。Laurence。

  “Idon’tapproveofthematch,butI’vemadeupmymindtobearit,andshallnotsayawordagainstit,“saidJosolemnly。“Youcan’tknowhowharditisformetogiveupMeg,“shecontinuedwithalittlequiverinhervoice。

  “Youdon’tgiveherup。Youonlygohalves,“saidLaurieconsolingly。

  “Itcanneverbethesameagain。I’velostmydearestfriend,“

  sighedJo。

  “You’vegotme,anyhow。I’mnotgoodformuch,Iknow,butI’llstandbyyou,Jo,allthedaysofmylife。UponmywordI

  will!“

点击下载App,搜索"Little Women",免费读到尾