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  Mr。Marchtoldhowhehadlongedtosurprisethem,andhow,whenthefineweathercame,hehadbeenallowedbyhisdoctor,totakeadvantageofit,howdevotedBrookehadbeen,andhowhewasaltogetheramostestimableanduprightyoungman。WhyMr。Marchpausedaminutejustthere,andafteraglanceatMeg,whowasviolentlypokingthefire,lookedathiswifewithaninquiringliftoftheeyebrows,Ileaveyoutoimagine。AlsowhyMrs。

  Marchgentlynoddedherheadandasked,ratherabruptly,ifhewouldn’tliketohavesomethingtoeat。Josawandunderstoodthelook,andshestalkedgrimlyawaytogetwineandbeeftea,mutteringtoherselfassheslammedthedoor,“Ihateestimableyoungmenwithbrowneyes!“

  ThereneverwassuchaChristmasdinnerastheyhadthatday。

  Thefatturkeywasasighttobehold,whenHannahsenthimup,stuffed,browned,anddecorated。Sowastheplumpudding,whichmeltedinone’smouth,likewisethejellies,inwhichAmyreveledlikeaflyinahoneypot。Everythingturnedoutwell,whichwasamercy,Hannahsaid,“Formymindwasthatflustered,Mum,thatit’samerrycleIdidn’troastthepudding,andstufftheturkeywithraisins,letalonebilin’ofitinacloth。“

  Mr。Laurenceandhisgrandsondinedwiththem,alsoMr。

  Brooke,atwhomJoglowereddarkly,toLaurie’sinfiniteamusement。

  Twoeasychairsstoodsidebysideattheheadofthetable,inwhichsatBethandherfather,feastingmodestlyonchickenandalittlefruit。Theydrankhealths,toldstories,sangsongs,`reminisced’,astheoldfolkssay,andhadathoroughlygoodtime。

  Asleighridehadbeenplanned,butthegirlswouldnotleavetheirfather,sotheguestsdepartedearly,andastwilightgathered,thehappyfamilysattogetherroundthefire。

  “JustayearagoweweregroaningoverthedismalChristmasweexpectedtohave。Doyouremember?“askedJo,breakingashortpausewhichhadfollowedalongconversationaboutmanythings。

  “Ratherapleasantyearonthewhole!“saidMeg,smilingatthefire,andcongratulatingherselfonhavingtreatedMr。Brookewithdignity。

  “Ithinkit’sbeenaprettyhardone,“observedAmy,watchingthelightshineonherringwiththoughtfuleyes。

  “i’mgladit’sover,becausewe’vegotyouback,“whisperedBeth,whosatonherfather’sknee。

  “Ratheraroughroadforyoutotravel,mylittlepilgrims,especiallythelatterpartofit。Butyouhavegotonbravely,andIthinktheburdensareinafairwaytotumbleoffverysoon,“

  saidMr。March,lookingwithfatherlysatisfactionatthefouryoungfacesgatheredroundhim。

  “Howdoyouknow?DidMothertellyou?’askedJo。

  “Notmuch。Strawsshowwhichwaythewindblows,andI’vemadeseveraldiscoveriestoday。“

  “Oh,telluswhattheyare!“criedMeg,whosatbesidehim。

  “Hereisone。“Andtakingupthehandwhichlayonthearmofhischair,hepointedtotheroughenedforefinger,aburnontheback,andtwoorthreelittlehardspotsonthepalm。“I

  rememberatimewhenthishandwaswhiteandsmooth,andyourfirstcarewastokeepitso。Itwasveryprettythen,buttomeitismuchprettiernow,forinthisseemingblemishesIreadalittlehistory。Aburntofferinghasbeenmadetovanity,thishardenedpalmhasearnedsomethingbetterthanblisters,andI’msurethesewingdonebytheseprickedfingerswilllastalongtime,somuchgoodwillwentintothestitches。Meg,mydear,Ivaluethewomanlyskillwhichkeepshomehappymorethanwhitehandsorfashionableaccomplishments。I’mproudtoshakethisgood,industriouslittlehand,andhopeIshallnotsoonbeaskedtogiveitaway。“

  IfMeghadwantedarewardforhoursofpatientlabor,shereceiveditintheheartypressureofherfather’shandandtheapprovingsmilehegaveher。

  “WhataboutJo?Pleasesaysomethingnice,forshehastriedsohardandbeensovery,verygoodtome,“saidBethinherfather’sear。

  Helaughedandlookedacrossatthetallgirlwhosatopposite,withandunusuallymildexpressioninherface。

  “Inspiteofthecurlycrop,Idon’tseethe`sonJo’whomI

  leftayearago,“saidMr。March。“Iseeayoungladywhopinshercollarstraight,lacesherbootsneatly,andneitherwhistles,talksslang,norliesontherugassheusedtodo。Herfaceisratherthinandpalejustnow,withwatchingandanxiety,butI

  liketolookatit,forithasgrowngentler,andhervoiceislower。Shedoesn’tbounce,butmovesquietly,andtakescareofacertainlittlepersoninamotherlywaywhichdelightsme。I

  rathermissmywildgirl,butifIgetastrong,helpful,tenderheartedwomaninherplace,Ishallfeelquitesatisfied。

  Idon’tknowwhethertheshearingsoberedourblacksheep,butIdoknowthatinallWashingtonIcouldn’tfindanythingbeautifulenoughtobeboughtwiththefive-and-twentydollarsmygoodgirlsentme。“

  Jo’skeeneyeswereratherdimforaminute,andherthinfacegrewrosyinthefirelightasshereceivedherfather’spraise,feelingthatshediddeserveaportionofit。

  “Now,Beth,“saidAmy,longingforherturn,butreadytowait。

  “There’ssolittleofher,I’mafraidtosaymuch,forfearshewillslipawayaltogether,thoughsheisnotsoshyassheusedtobe,“begantheirfathercheerfully。Butrecollectinghownearlyhehadlosther,heheldherclose,sayingtenderly,withhercheekagainsthisown,“I’vegotyousafe,myBeth,andI’llkeepyouso,pleaseGod。“

  Afteraminute’ssilence,helookeddownatAmy,whosatonthecricketathisfeet,andsaid,withacaressoftheshininghair……

  “IobservedthatAmytookdrumsticksatdinner,ranerrandsforhermotheralltheafternoon,gaveMegherplacetonight,andhaswaitedoneveryonwithpatienceandgoodhumor。Ialsoobservethatshedoesnotfretmuchnorlookintheglass,andhasnotevenmentionedaveryprettyringwhichshewears,soI

  concludethatshehaslearnedtothinkofotherpeoplemoreandofherselfless,andhasdecidedtotryandmoldhercharacterascarefullyasshemoldsherlittleclayfigures。Iamgladofthis,forthoughIshouldbeveryproudofagracefulstatuemadebyher,Ishallbeinfinitelyprouderofalovabledaughterwithatalentformakinglifebeautifultoherselfandothers。“

  “Whatareyouthinkingof,Beth?“askedJo,whenAmyhadthankedherfatherandtoldaboutherring。

  “IreadinPILGRIM’SPROGRESStodayhow,aftermanytroubles,christianandHopefulcametoapleasantgreenmeadowwhereliliesbloomedallyearround,andtheretheyrestedhappily,aswedonow,beforetheywentontotheirjourney’send,“answeredBeth,adding,assheslippedoutofherfather’sarmsandwenttotheinstrument,“It’ssingingtimenow,andIwanttobeinmyoldplace。I’lltrytosingthesongoftheshepherdboywhichthePilgrimsheard。ImadethemusicforFather,becausehelikestheverses。“

  So,sittingatthedearlittlepiano,Bethsoftlytouchedthekeys,andinthesweetvoicetheyhadneverthoughttohearagain,sangtoherownaccompanimentthequainthymn,whichwasasingularlyfittingsongforher。

  Hethatisdownneedfearnofall,Hethatislownopride。

  HethatishumbleevershallHaveGodtobehisguide。

  IamcontentwithwhatIhave,Littlebeit,ormuch。

  And,Lord!ContentmentstillIcrave,BecauseThousavestsuch。

  Fulnesstothemaburdenis,Thatgoonpilgrimage。

  Herelittle,andhereafterbliss,Isbestfromagetoage!

  Likebeesswarmingaftertheirqueen,motheranddaughtershoveredaboutMr。Marchthenextday,neglectingeverythingtolookat,waitupon,andlistentothenewinvalid,whowasinafairwaytobekilledbykindness。AshesatproppedupinabigchairbyBeth’ssofa,withtheotherthreecloseby,andHannahpoppinginherheadnowandthen`topeekatthedearman’,nothingseemedneededtocompletetheirhappiness。Butsomethingwasneeded,andtheelderonesfeltit,thoughnoneconfessedthefact。Mr。andMrs。Marchlookedatoneanotherwithananxiousexpression,astheireyesfollowedMeg。Johadsuddenfitsofsobriety,andwasseentoshakeherfistatMr。Brooke’sumbrella,whichhadbeenleftinthehall。Megwasabsent-minded,shy,andsilent,startedwhenthebellrang,andcoloredwhenJohn’snamewasmentioned。Amysaid,“Everyoneseemedwaitingforsomething,andcouldn’tsettledown,whichwasqueer,sinceFatherwassafeathome,“andBethinnocentlywonderedwhytheirneighborsdidn’trunoverasusual。

  Lauriewentbyintheafternoon,andseeingMegatthewindow,seemedsuddenlypossessedwithamelodramaticfit,forhefelldownononekneeinthesnow,beathisbreast,torehishair,andclaspedhishandsimploringly,asifbeggingsomeboon。

  AndwhenMegtoldhimtobehavehimselfandgoaway,hewrungimaginarytearsoutofhishandkerchief,andstaggeredroundthecornerasifinutterdespair。

  “Whatdoesthegoosemean?“saidMeg,laughingandtryingtolookunconscious。

  “He’sshowingyouhowyourJohnwillgoonby-and-by。

  Touchin,isn’tit?“answeredJoscornfully。

  “Don’tsaymyJohn,itisn’tproperortrue,“butMeg’svoicelingeredoverthewordsasiftheysoundedpleasanttoher。“Pleasedon’tplagueme,Jo,I’vetoldyouIdon’tcaremuchabouthim,andthereisn’ttobeanythingsaid,butwearealltobefriendly,andgoonasbefore。“

  “Wecan’t,forsomethinghasbeensaid,andLaurie’smischiefhasspoiledyouforme。Iseeit,andsodoesMother。Youarenotlikeyouroldselfabit,andseemeversofarawayfromme。I

  don’tmeantoplagueyouandwillbearitlikeaman,butIdowishitwasallsettled。Ihatetowait,soifyoumeanevertodoit,makehasteandhaveitoverquickly,“saidJopettishly。

  “Ican’tsayanythingtillhespeaks,andhewon’t,becauseFathersaidIwastooyoung,“beganMeg,bendingoverherworkwithaqueerlittlesmile,whichsuggestedthatshedidnotquiteagreewithherfatheronthatpoint。

  “Ifhedidspeak,youwouldn’tknowwhattosay,butwouldcryorblush,orlethimhavehisownway,insteadofgivingagood,decidedno。“

  “I’mnotsosillyandweakasyouthink。IknowjustwhatIshouldsay,forI’veplanneditall,soIneedn’tbetakenunawares。There’snoknowingwhatmayhappen,andIwishedtobeprepared。“

  Jocouldn’thelpsmilingattheimportantairwhichMeghadunconsciouslyassumedandwhichwasasbecomingastheprettycolorvaryinginhercheeks。

  “Wouldyoumindtellingmewhatyou’dsay?“askedJomorerespectfully。

  “Notatall。Youaresixteennow,quiteoldenoughtobemyconfidente,andmyexperiencewillbeusefultoyouby-and-by,perhaps,inyourownaffairsofthissort。“

  “Don’tmeantohaveany。It’sfuntowatchotherpeoplephilander,butIshouldfeellikeafooldoingitmyself,“saidJo,lookingalarmedatthethought。

  “Ithinknot,ifyoulikedanyoneverymuch,andhelikedyou。“Megspokeasiftoherself,andglancedoutatthelanewhereshehadoftenseenloverswalkingtogetherinthesummertwilight。

  “Ithoughtyouweregoingtotellyourspeechtothatman,“

  saidJo,rudelyshorteninghersister’slittlereverie。

  “Oh,Ishouldmerelysay,quitecalmlyanddecidedly,`Thankyou,Mr。Brooke,youareverykind,butIagreewithFatherthatIamtooyoungtoenterintoanyengagementatpresent,sopleasesaynomore,butletusbefriendsaswewere。“

  “Hum,that’sstiffandcoolenough!Idon’tbelieveyou’lleversayit,andIknowhewon’tbesatisfiedifyoudo。Ifhegoesonliketherejectedloversinbooks,you’llgivein,ratherthanhurthisfeelings。“

  “No,Iwon’t。IshalltellhimI’vemadeupmymind,andshallwalkoutoftheroomwithdignity。“

  Megroseasshespoke,andwasjustgoingtorehearsethedignifiedexit,whenastepinthehallmadeherflyintoherseatandbegintosewasfastasifherlifedependedonfinishingthatparticularseaminagiventime。Josmotheredalaughatthesuddenchange,andwhensomeonegaveamodesttap,openedthedoorwithagrimaspectwhichwasanythingbuthospitable。

  “Goodafternoon。Icametogetmyumbrella,thatis,toseehowyourfatherfindshimselftoday,“saidMr。Brooke,gettingatrifleconfusedashiseyeswentfromonetelltalefacetotheother。

  “It’sverywell,he’sintherack。I’llgethim,andtellityouarehere。“Andhavingjumbledherfatherandtheumbrellawelltogetherinherreply,JoslippedoutoftheroomtogiveMegachancetomakeherspeechandairherdignity。Buttheinstantshevanished,Megbegantosidletowardthedoor,murmuring……

  “Motherwillliketoseeyou。Praysitdown,I’llcallher。“

  “Don’tgo。Areyouafraidofme,Margaret?“AndMr。BrookelookedsohurtthatMegthoughtshemusthavedonesomethingveryrude。Sheblusheduptothelittlecurlsonherforehead,forhehadnevercalledherMargaretbefore,andshewassurprisedtofindhownaturalandsweetitseemedtohearhimsayit。Anxioustoappearfriendlyandatherease,sheputoutherhandwithaconfidinggesture,andsaidgratefully……

  “HowcanIbeafraidwhenyouhavebeensokindtoFather?

  IonlywishIcouldthankyouforit。“

  “ShallItellyouhow?“askedMr。Brooke,holdingthesmallhandfastinbothhisown,andlookingdownatMegwithsomuchloveinthebrowneyesthatherheartbegantoflutter,andshebothlongedtorunawayandtostopandlisten。

  “Ohno,pleasedon’t,I’drathernot,“shesaid,tryingtowithdrawherhand,andlookingfrightenedinspiteofherdenial。

  “Iwon’ttroubleyou。Ionlywanttoknowifyoucareformealittle,Meg。Iloveyousomuch,dear,“addedMr。Brooketenderly。

  Thiswasthemomentforthecalm,properspeech,butMegdidn’tmakeit。Sheforgoteverywordofit,hungherhead,andanswered,“Idon’tknow,“sosoftlythatJohnhadtostoopdowntocatchthefoolishlittlereply。

  Heseemedtothinkitwasworththetrouble,forhesmiledtohimselfasifquitesatisfied,pressedtheplumphandgratefully,andsaidinhismostpersuasivetone,“Willyoutryandfindout?Iwanttoknowsomuch,forIcan’tgotoworkwithanyheartuntilIlearnwhetherIamtohavemyrewardintheendornot。“

  “I’mtooyoung,“falteredMeg,wonderingwasshewassofluttered,yetratherenjoyingit。

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