Henowstooduponthelong,steep,narrowbridge,whichcrossedtheriverclosetoCarrigvarah,thefamilymansionoftheO’Maras;helookedbackinthedirectioninwhichhehadlefthiscompanion,andleaninguponthebattlement,heruminatedlongandmoodily。Atlengthheraisedhimselfandsaid:
’Helovesthegirl,andWILLlovehermore——Ihaveanopportunityofwinningfavour,ofdoingservice,whichshallbindhimtome;yes,heshallhavethegirl,ifIhavearttocompassthematter。Imustthinkuponit。’
Heenteredtheavenueandwassoonlostinthedistance。
Daysandweekspassedon,andyoungO’Maradailytookhisrodandnet,andrambleduptheriver;andscarcetwelvehourselapsedinwhichsomeofthoseaccidents,whichinvariablybringloverstogether,didnotsecurehimameetingoflongerorshorterduration,withthebeautifulgirlwhomhesofatallyloved。
Oneevening,afteralonginterviewwithher,inwhichhehadbeenalmostirresistiblypromptedtodeclarehislove,andhadallbutyieldedhimselfuptothepassionateimpulse,uponhisarrivalathomehefoundaletteronthetableawaitinghisreturn;itwasfromhisfathertothefollowingeffect:
’ToRichardO’Mara。
’September,17——,L——m,England。
’MYDEARSON,——
’Ihavejusthadasevereattackofmyoldandalmostforgottenenemy,thegout。ThisIregardasagoodsign;thedoctorstellingmethatitisthesafestdevelopmentofpeccanthumours;andI
thinkmychestislesstormentingandoppressedthanIhaveknownitforsomeyears。Mychiefreasonforwritingtoyounow,asIdoitnotwithoutdifficulty,istoletyouknowmypleasureincertainmatters,inwhichIsuspectsomeshameful,and,indeed,infatuatedneglectonyourpart,“quemperderevultdeuspriusdementat:“howcomesitthatyouhaveneglectedtowritetoLadyEmilyoranyofthatfamily?theunderstoodrelationsubsistingbetweenyouisoneofextremedelicacy,andwhichcallsformarkedandcourteous,nay,devotedattentionuponyourside。Lord——isalreadyoffended;
bewarewhatyoudo;forasyouwillfind,ifthismatchbelostbyyourfaultorfolly,by——Iwillcutyouoffwithashilling。
IamnotinthehabitofusingthreatswhenIdonotmeantofulfilthem,andthatyouwellknow;howeverIdonotthinkyouhavemuchrealcauseforalarminthiscase。LadyEmily,who,bytheway,looksifpossiblemorecharmingthanever,isanythingbuthard-hearted,atleastwhenYOUsolicit;butdoasIdesire,andlosenotimeinmakingwhatexcuseyoumay,andletmehearfromyouwhenyoucanfixatimetojoinmeandyourmotherhere。
’Yoursincerewell-wisherandfather,’RICHARDO’MARA。’
Inthisletterwasinclosedasmallerone,directedtoDwyer,andcontainingachequefortwelvepounds,withthefollowingwords:
’Makeuseoftheenclosed,andletmehearifRichardisuponanywildschemeatpresent:Iamuneasyabouthim,andnotwithoutreason;reporttomespeedilytheresultofyourvigilance。
’R。O’MARA。’
Dwyerjustglancedthroughthisbrief,butnotunwelcome,epistle;anddepositeditanditscontentsinthesecretrecessesofhisbreechespocket,andthenfixedhiseyesuponthefaceofhiscompanion,whosatopposite,utterlyabsorbedintheperusalofhisfather’sletter,whichhereadagainandagain,pausingandmutteringbetweenwhiles,andapparentlylostinnoverypleasingreflections。Atlengthheveryabruptlyexclaimed:
’Adelicateepistle,truly——andapolitic——wouldthatmytonguehadbeenburnedthroughbeforeIassentedtothatdoubly-
cursedcontract。Why,Iamnotpledgedyet——Iamnot;thereisneitherwriting,nortroth,norwordofhonour,passedbetweenus。Myfatherhasnorighttopledgeme,eventhoughItoldhimIlikedthegirl,andwouldwishthematch。’Tisnotenoughthatmyfatheroffershermyheartandhand;hehasnorighttodoit;
adelicatewomanwouldnotacceptprofessionsmadebyproxy。LadyEmily!LadyEmily!withallthetawdryfrippery,andfineryofdressanddemeanour——compareHERwith——Pshaw!Ridiculous!Howblind,howidioticIhavebeen。’
Herelapsedintomoodyreflections,whichDwyerdidnotcaretodisturb,andsometenminutesmighthavepassedbeforehespokeagain。Whenhedid,itwasinthecalmtoneofonewhohasirrevocablyresolveduponsomedecidedandimportantact。
’Dwyer,’hesaid,risingandapproachingthatperson,’whatevergodordemontoldyou,evenbeforemyownheartknewit,thatIlovedEllenHeathcote,spoketruth。
Ilovehermadly——Ineverdreamedtillnowhowfervently,howirrevocably,Iamhers——howdeadtomeallotherinterestsare。Dwyer,Iknowsomethingofyourdisposition,andyounodoubtthinkitstrangethatIshouldtelltoyou,ofallpersons,SUCHasecret;butwhateverbeyourfaults,Ithinkyouareattachedtoourfamily。Iamsatisfiedyouwillnotbetrayme。Iknow——’
’Pardonme,’saidDwyer,’ifIsaythatgreatprofessionsofconfidencetoofrequentlymarkdistrust。Ihavenopossiblemotivetoinducemetobetrayyou;onthecontrary,Iwouldgladlyassistanddirectwhateverplansyoumayhaveformed。
Commandmeasyouplease;Ihavesaidenough。’
’Iwillnotdoubtyou,Dwyer,’saidO’Mara;’Ihavetakenmyresolution——I
have,Ithink,firmnesstoactuptoit。TomarryEllenHeathcote,situatedasIam,weremadness;toproposeanythingelsewereworse,werevillainynottobenamed。
Iwillleavethecountryto-morrow,costwhatpainitmay,forEngland。IwillatoncebreakofftheproposedalliancewithLadyEmily,andwillwaituntilIammyownmaster,toopenmyhearttoEllen。
Myfathermaysayanddowhathelikes;
buthispassionwillnotlast。Hewillforgiveme;andevenwerehetodisinheritme,ashethreatens,thereissomepropertywhichmustdescendtome,whichhiswillcannotaffect。Hecannotruinmyinterests;heSHALLNOTruinmyhappiness。
Dwyer,givemepenandink;Iwillwritethismoment。’
ThisboldplanofproceedingformanyreasonsappearedinexpedienttoDwyer,andhedeterminednottoconsenttoitsadoptionwithoutastruggle。
’Icommendyourprudence,’saidhe,’indeterminingtoremoveyourselffromthefascinatinginfluencewhichhassolongboundyouhere;butbewareofoffendingyourfather。ColonelO’Maraisnotamantoforgiveanactofdeliberatedisobedience,andsurelyyouarenotmadenoughtoruinyourselfwithhimbyofferinganout-
rageousinsulttoLadyEmilyandtoherfamilyinherperson;thereforeyoumustnotbreakofftheunderstoodcontractwhichsubsistsbetweenyoubyanyformalact——
hearmeoutpatiently。YoumustletLadyEmilyperceive,asyoueasilymay,withoutrudenessorevencoldnessofmanner,thatsheisperfectlyindifferenttoyou;andwhensheunderstandsthistobethecase,itshepossesseseitherdelicacyorspirit,shewillherselfbreakofftheengagement。
Makewhatdelayitispossibletoeffect;
itisverypossiblethatyourfather,whocannot,inallprobability,livemanymonths,maynotliveasmanydaysifharassedandexcitedbysuchscenesasyourbreakingoffyourengagementmustproduce。’
’Dwyer,’saidO’Mara,’Iwillhearyouout——proceed。’
’Besides,sir,remember,’hecontinued,’theunderstandingwhichwehavetermedanengagementwasenteredintowithoutanydirectsanctionuponyourpart;yourfatherhascommittedHIMSELF,notYOU,toLord。Beforearealcontractcansubsist,youmustbeanassentingpartytoit。Iknowofnocasuistrysubtleenoughtoinvolveyouinanyengagementwhatever,withoutsuchaningredient。Tush!
youhaveaneasycardtoplay。’
’Well,’saidtheyoungman,’Iwillthinkonwhatyouhavesaid;inthemeantime,Iwillwritetomyfathertoannouncemyimmediatedeparture,inordertojoinhim。’
’Excuseme,’saidDwyer,’butIwouldsuggestthatbyhasteningyourdepartureyoubutbringyourdangersnearer。Whileyouareinthiscountryaletternowandthenkeepseverythingquiet;butonceacrosstheChannelandwiththecolonel,youmusteitherquarrelwithhimtoyourowndestruction,oryoumustdanceattendanceuponLadyEmilywithsuchassiduityastocommityourselfascompletelyasifyouhadbeenthricecalledwithherintheparishchurch。No,no;keeptothissideoftheChannelaslongasyoudecentlycan。Besides,yoursuddendeparturemustappearsuspicious,andwillprobablyexciteinquiry。EverygoodendlikelytobeaccomplishedbyyourabsencewillbeeffectedaswellbyyourdepartureforDublin,whereyoumayremainforthreeweeksoramonthwithoutgivingrisetocuriosityordoubtofanunpleasantkind;
Iwouldthereforeadviseyoustronglytowriteimmediatelytothecolonel,statingthatbusinesshasoccurredtodeferyourdepartureforamonth,andyoucanthenleavethisplace,ifyouthinkfit,immediately,thatis,withinaweekorso。’
YoungO’Marawasnothardtobepersuaded。
Perhapsitwasthat,unacknowledgedbyhimself,anyargumentwhichrecommendedhisstaying,evenforanhourlongerthanhisfirstdecisionhadannounced,intheneighbourhoodofEllenHeathcote,appearedpeculiarlycogentandconvincing;howeverthismayhavebeen,itiscertainthathefollowedthecounselofhiscool-headedfollower,whoretiredthatnighttobedwiththepleasingconvictionthathewaslikelysoontoinvolvehisyoungpatroninalltheintricaciesofdisguiseandintrigue——aconsummationwhichwouldleavehimtotallyatthemercyofthefavouredconfidantwhoshouldpossesshissecret。
YoungO’Mara’sreflectionsweremoreagitatingandlesssatisfactorythanthoseofhiscompanion。Heresolveduponleavingthecountrybeforetwodayshadpassed。HefeltthathecouldnotfairlyseektoinvolveEllenHeathcoteinhisfatebypledgeorpromise,untilhehadextricatedhimselffromthosetrammelswhichconstrainedandembarrassedallhisactions。Hisdeterminationwassofarprudent;but,alas!healsoresolvedthatitwasbutright,butnecessary,thatheshouldseeherbeforehisdeparture。Hisleavingthecountrywithoutalookorawordofpartingkindnessinterchanged,musttoherappearanactofcoldandheartlesscaprice;hecouldnotbearthethought。
’No,’saidhe,’Iamnotchildenoughtosaymorethanprudencetellsmeoughttosay;thiscowardlydistrustofmyfirmnessIshouldandwillcontemn。
Besides,whyshouldIcommitmyself?Itispossiblethegirlmaynotcareforme。No,no;Ineednotshrinkfromthisinterview。
Ihavenoreasontodoubtmyfirmness——
none——none。Imustceasetobegovernedbyimpulse。Iaminvolvedinrocksandquicksands;andacollectedspirit,aquickeye,andasteadyhand,alonecanpilotmethrough。Godgrantmeasafevoyage!’
Thenextdaycame,andyoungO’Maradidnottakehisfishing-rodasusual,butwrotetwoletters;theonetohisfather,announcinghisintentionofdepartingspeedilyforEngland;theothertoLadyEmily,containingacoldbutcourteousapologyforhisapparentneglect。Boththeseweredespatchedtothepost-officethatevening,anduponthenextmorninghewastoleavethecountry。
Uponthenightofthemomentousdayofwhichwehavejustspoken,EllenHeathcoteglidedsilentlyandunperceivedfromamongthebusycrowdswhowereengagedinthegaydissipationfurnishedbywhatisinIrelandcommonlycalledadancetheexpensesattendantuponwhich,music,etc。,aredefrayedbyasubscriptionofonehalfpennyeach,andhavingdrawnhermantlecloselyabouther,wasproceedingwithquickstepstotraversethesmallfieldwhichseparatedherfromherfather’sabode。Shehadnotwalkedmanyyardswhenshebecameawarethatasolitaryfigure,muffledinacloak,stoodinthepathway。Itapproached;alowvoicewhispered:
’Ellen。’
’Isityou,MasterRichard?’shereplied。
Hethrewbackthecloakwhichhadconcealedhisfeatures。
’ItisI,Ellen,hesaid;’Ihavebeenwatchingforyou。Iwillnotdelayyoulong。’
Hetookherhand,andshedidnotattempttowithdrawit;forshewastooartlesstothinkanyevil,tooconfidingtodreadit。
’Ellen,’hecontinued,evennowunconsciouslydepartingfromtherigidcoursewhichprudencehadmarkedout;’Ellen,Iamgoingtoleavethecountry;goingto-morrow。IhavehadlettersfromEngland。Imustgo;andtheseawillsoonbebetweenus。’
Hepaused,andshewassilent。
’Thereisonerequest,oneentreatyI
havetomake,’hecontinued;’Iwould,whenIamfaraway,havesomethingtolookatwhichbelongedtoyou。Willyougiveme——donotrefuseit——onelittlelockofyourbeautifulhair?’
Withartlessalacrity,butwithtremblinghand,shetookthescissors,whichinsimplefashionhungbyherside,anddetachedoneofthelongandbeautifullockswhichpartedoverherforehead。Sheplaceditinhishand。