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  Itwasintheautumnoftheyear17——

  thattheeventswhichledtothecatastrophewhichIhavetodetailoccurred。

  Ishallrunthroughthesaidrecitalasbrieflyasclearnesswillpermit,andleaveyoutomoralise,ifsuchbeyourmood,uponthestoryofreallife,whichIevennowtraceatthisdistantperiodnotwithoutemotion。

  Itwasuponabeautifulautumnevening,atthatgladperiodoftheseasonwhentheharvestyieldsitsabundance,thattwofigureswereseensaunteringalongthebanksofthewindingriver,whichI

  describedasboundingthefarmoccupiedbyHeathcote;theyhadbeen,astherodsandlanding-netswhichtheylistlesslycarriedwenttoshow,plyingthegentle,butinthiscasenotaltogethersolitarycraftofthefisherman。Oneofthosepersonswasatallandsingularlyhandsomeyoungman,whosedarkhairandcomplexionmightalmosthavebelongedtoaSpaniard,asmightalsotheproudbutmelancholyexpressionwhichgavetohiscountenanceacharacterwhichcontrastssadly,butnotuninterestingly,withextremeyouth;hisair,ashespokewithhiscompanion,wasmarkedbythatcarelessfamiliaritywhichdenotesaconscioussuperiorityofonekindorother,orwhichmaybeconstruedintoaspeciesofcontempt;hiscomradeaffordedtohimineveryrespectastrikingcontrast。Hewasratherlowinstature——adefectwhichwasenhancedbyabroadandsquare-builtfigure——hisfacewassallow,andhisfeatureshadthatprominenceandsharpnesswhichfrequentlyaccompanypersonaldeformity——aremarkablywidemouth,withteethwhiteasthefangsofawolf,andapairofquick,darkeyes,whoseeffectwasheightenedbytheshadowofaheavyblackbrow,gavetohisfaceapowerofexpression,particularlywhensarcasticormalignantemotionsweretobeexhibited,whichfeaturesregularlyhandsomecouldscarcelyhavepossessed。

  ’Well,sir,’saidthelatterpersonage,’Ihavelivedinhallandabbey,townandcountry,hereandabroadforfortyyearsandmore,andshouldknowathingortwo,andasIamalivingman,I

  swearIthinkthegirllovesyou。’

  ’Youareafool,Ned,’saidtheyounger。

  ’Imaybeafool,’repliedthefirstspeaker,’inmatterswheremyownadvantageisstaked,butmyeyeiskeenenoughtoseethroughtheflimsydisguiseofacountrydamselataglance;andI

  tellyou,assurelyasIholdthisrod,thegirllovesyou。’

  ’OhIthisisdownrightheadstrongfolly,’repliedtheyoungfisherman。

  ’Why,Ned,youtrytopersuademeagainstmyreason,thattheeventwhichismosttobedeprecatedhasactuallyoccurred。Sheis,nodoubt,aprettygirl——abeautifulgirl——butIhavenotlostmyhearttoher;andwhyshouldI

  wishhertobeinlovewithme?Tush,man,thedaysofromancearegone,andayounggentlemanmaytalk,andwalk,andlaughwithaprettycountrymaiden,andneverbreatheaspirations,orvows,orsighsaboutthematter;unequalmatchesaremuchoftenerreadofthanmade,andthemanwhocould,eveninthought,conceiveawishagainstthehonourofanunsuspecting,artlessgirl,isavillain,forwhomhangingistoogood。’

  Thisconcludingsentencewasutteredwithananimationandexcitement,whichthemereannouncementofanabstractmoralsentimentcouldhardlyaccountfor。

  ’Youare,then,indifferent,honestlyandinsoberearnest,indifferenttothegirl?’inquiredDwyer。

  ’Altogetherso,’wasthereply。

  ’ThenIhavearequesttomake,’

  continuedDwyer,’andImayaswellurgeitnowasatanyothertime。Ihavebeenfornearlytwentyyearsthefaithful,andbynomeansuseless,servantofyourfamily;youknowthatIhaverenderedyourfathercriticalandimportantservices——’hepaused,andaddedhastily:

  ’youarenotinthemood——Itireyou,sir。’

  ’Nay,’criedO’Mara,’Ilistenpatiently——proceed。’

  ’Foralltheseservices,andtheywerenot,asIhavesaid,feworvalueless,I

  havereceivedlittlemorerewardthanliberalpromises;youhavetoldmeoftenthatthisshouldbemended——I’llmakeiteasilydone——I’mnotunreasonable——I

  shouldbecontentedtoholdHeathcote’sground,alongwiththissmallfarmonwhichwestand,asfullquittanceofallobligationsandpromisesbetweenus。’

  ’ButhowthedevilcanIeffectthatforyou;thisfarm,itistrue,I,ormyfather,rather,mayleasetoyou,butHeathcote’stitlewecannotimpugn;andevenifwecould,youwouldnotexpectustoruinanhonestman,inordertomakewayforYOU,Ned。’

  ’WhatIam,’repliedDwyer,withthecalmnessofonewhoissoaccustomedtocontemptuousinsinuationsastoreceivethemwithperfectindifference,’istobeattributedtomydevotednesstoyourhonourablefamily——butthatisneitherherenorthere。IdonotaskyoutodisplaceHeathcote,inordertomaderoomforme。Iknowitisoutofyourpowertodoso。Nowhearkentomeforamoment;Heathcote’sproperty,thatwhichhehassetouttotenants,isworth,sayinrents,atmost,onehundredpounds:halfofthisyearlyamountisassignedtoyourfather,untilpaymentbemadeofabondforathousandpounds,withinterestandsoforth。HearmepatientlyforamomentandIhavedone。

  NowgoyoutoHeathcote,andtellhimyourfatherwillburnthebond,andcancelthedebt,upononecondition——thatwhenIaminpossessionofthisfarm,whichyoucanleasetomeonwhattermsyouthinksuitable,hewillconveyoverhispropertytome,reservingwhatlife-interestmayappearfair,Iengagingatthesametimetomarryhisdaughter,andmakesuchsettlementsuponherasshallbethoughtfitting——heisnotafool——themanwillclosewiththeoffer。’

  O’MaraturnedshortlyuponDwyer,andgazeduponhimforamomentwithanexpressionofalmostunmixedresentment。

  ’How,’saidheatlength,’YOUcontracttomarryEllenHeathcote?thepoor,innocent,confiding,light-heartedgirl。

  No,no,EdwardDwyer,Iknowyoutoowellforthat——yourservices,betheywhattheywill,mustnot,shallnotgounrewarded——

  youravariceshallbeappeased——

  butnotwithahumansacrifice!Dwyer,Ispeaktoyouwithoutdisguise;youknowmetobeacquaintedwithyourhistory,andwhat’smore,withyourcharacter。Nowtellmefrankly,wereI

  todoasyoudesireme,incoolblood,shouldInotprovemyselfamoreuncompromisingandunfeelingvillainthanhumanityeveninitsmostmonstrousshapeshaseveryetgivenbirthto?’

  Dwyermetthisimpetuouslanguagewiththeunmovedandimpenetrablecalmnesswhichalwaysmarkedhimwhenexcitementwouldhaveappearedinothers;heevensmiledashereplied:

  andDwyer’ssmile,forIhaveseenit,wascharacteristicallyofthatunfortunatekindwhichimplies,asregardstheemotionsofothers,notsympathybutderision。

  ’ThiseloquencegoestoproveEllenHeathcotesomethingnearertoyourheartthanyourgreatindifferencewouldhaveledmetosuppose。’

  Therewassomethinginthetone,perhapsinthetruthoftheinsinuation,whichatoncekindledthequickprideandtheangerofO’Mara,andheinstantlyreplied:

  ’Besilent,sir,thisisinsolentfolly。’

  WhetheritwasthatDwyerwasmorekeenlyinterestedinthesuccessofhissuit,ormoredeeplydisappointedatitsfailurethanhecaredtoexpress,orthathewasinalesscomplacentmoodthanwashiswont,itiscertainthathiscountenanceexpressedmoreemotionatthisdirectinsultthanithadeverexhibitedbeforeundersimilarcircumstances;forhiseyesgleamedforaninstantwithsavageandundisguisedferocityupontheyoungman,andadarkglowcrossedhisbrow,andforthemomenthelookedabouttospringatthethroatofhisinsolentpatron;buttheimpulsewhateveritmightbe,wasquicklysuppressed,andbeforeO’Marahadtimetodetectthescowl,ithadvanished。

  ’Nay,sir,’saidDwyer,’Imeantnooffence,andIwilltakenone,atyourhandsatleast。IwillconfessIcarenot,inloveandsoforth,asinglebeanforthegirl;shewasthemerechannelthroughwhichherfather’swealth,ifsuchapittancedeservesthename,wastohaveflowedintomypossession——’twasinrespectofyourfamilyfinancesthemosteconomicalprovisionformyselfwhichIcoulddevise——amatterinwhichyou,notI,areinterested。

  Asforwomen,theyareallprettymuchaliketome。Iamtoooldmyselftomakenicedistinctions,andtoouglytosucceedbyCupid’sarts;andwhenamandespairsofsuccess,hesoonceasestocareforit。So,ifyouknowme,asyouprofesstodo,restsatisfied“caeterisparibus;“themoneypartofthetransactionbeingequallyadvantageous,IshouldregretthelossofEllenHeathcotejustaslittleasIshouldtheescapeofaminnowfrommylanding-net。’

  Theywalkedonforafewminutesinsilence,whichwasnotbrokentillDwyer,whohadclimbedastileinordertopassalowstonewallwhichlayintheirway,exclaimed:

  ’Bytherood,she’shere——howlikeaphilosopheryoulook。“

  TheconsciousbloodmountedtoO’Mara’scheek;hecrossedthestile,and,separatedfromhimonlybyaslightfenceandagate,stoodthesubjectoftheirrecentandsomewhatangrydiscussion。

  ’Godsaveyou,MissHeathcote,’criedDwyer,approachingthegate。

  Thesalutationwascheerfullyreturned,andbeforeanythingmorecouldpass,O’Marahadjoinedtheparty。

  Myfriend,thatyoumayunderstandthestrengthanddepthofthoseimpetuouspassions,thatyoumayaccountforthefatalinfatuationwhichledtothecatastrophewhichIhavetorelate,Imusttellyou,thatthoughIhaveseenthebeautiesofcitiesandofcourts,withallthesplendourofstudiedornamentaboutthemtoenhancetheirgraces,possessingcharmswhichhadmadethemknownalmostthroughouttheworld,andworshippedwiththeincenseofathousandvotaries,yetnever,nowheredidIbeholdabeingofsuchexquisiteandtouchingbeauty,asthatpossessedbythecreatureofwhomI

  havejustspoken。AtthemomentofwhichIwrite,shewasstandingnearthegate,closetowhichseveralbrown-armed,rosy-cheekeddamselswereengagedinmilkingthepeacefulcows,whostoodpicturesquelygroupedtogether。ShehadjustthrownbackthehoodwhichisthegracefulcharacteristicoftheIrishgirl’sattire,sothathersmallandclassicheadwasquiteuncovered,saveonlybythedark-

  brownhair,whichwithgracefulsimplicitywaspartedaboveherforehead。Therewasnothingtoshadetheclearnessofherbeautifulcomplexion;thedelicately-formedfeatures,soexquisitewhentakensingly,soindescribablewhencombined,sopurelyartless,yetsomeetforallexpression。Shewasathingsoverybeautiful,youcouldnotlookonherwithoutfeelingyourhearttouchedasbysweetmusic。Whoselightestactionwasagrace——whoselightestwordaspell——nolimner’sart,thoughne’ersoperfect,couldshadowforthherbeauty;

  anddoIdarewithfeeblewordstrytomakeyouseeit?[1]Providenceisindeednorespecterofpersons,itsblessingsanditsinflictionsareapportionedwithanundistinguishinghand,anduntiltheraceisover,andlifebedone,nonecanknowwhetherthoseperfections,whichseemeditsgoodliestgifts,manynotproveitsmostfatal;butenoughofthis。

  [1]FatherPurcellseemstohavehadanadmirationforthebeautiesofnature,particularlyasdevelopedinthefairsex;ahabitofmindwhichhasbeenratherimproveduponthandiscontinuedbyhissuccessorsfromMaynooth——ED,Dwyerstrolledcarelesslyonwardbythebanksofthestream,leavinghisyoungcompanionleaningoverthegateincloseandinterestingparlancewithEllenHeathcote;ashemovedon,hehalfthought,halfutteredwordstothiseffect:

  ’Insolentyoungspawnofingratitudeandguilt,howlongmustIsubmittobetroduponthus;andyetwhyshouldI

  murmur——hisdayisevennowdeclining——

  andifIliveayear,Ishallseethedarknesscoverhimandhisforever。Scarcehalfhisbroadestatesshallsavehim——butImustwait——Iambutapaupernow——abeggar’saccusationisalwaysalibel——theymustrewardmesoon——andwereI

  independentonce,I’dmakethemfeelmypower,andfeelitSO,thatIshoulddietherichestorthebestavengedservantofagreatmanthathaseverbeenheardof——

  yes,Imustwait——Imustmakesureofsomethingatleast——Imustbeabletostandbymyself——andthen——andthen——’

  Heclutchedhisfingerstogether,asifintheactofstranglingtheobjectofhishatred。’Butonethingshallsavehim——

  butonethingonly——heshallpaymemyownprice——andifheactsliberally,asnodoubthewilldo,uponcompulsion,whyhesaveshisreputation——perhapshisneck——theinsolentyoungwhelpyonderwouldspeakinanhumblerkeyifhebutknewhisfather’sjeopardy——butallingoodtime。’

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