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  andItoldO’ConnorthatuponsecondthoughtsIwouldridedownwithhimtothetown,andwaituponMr。Fitzgerald。

  Wefoundhimathome;andchattedwithhimforaconsiderabletime。Tomysurprisehismannerswereperfectlythoseofagentleman,andhisconversation,ifnotpeculiarlyengaging,wascertainlyamusing。Thepolitenessofhisdemeanour,andtheeasyfluencywithwhichhetoldhisstoriesandhisanecdotes,manyofthemcurious,andallmoreorlessentertaining,accountedtomymindatonceforthefacilitywithwhichhehadimprovedhisacquaintancewithO’Connor;andwhenhepresseduponusaninvitationtosupwithhimthatnight,IhadalmostjoinedO’Connorinacceptingit。Idetermined,however,againstdoingso,forI

  hadnowishtobeontermsoffamiliaritywithMr。Fitzgerald;andIknewthatoneeveningspenttogetherasheproposedwouldgofurthertowardsestablishinganintimacybetweenusthanfiftymorningvisitscoulddo。WhenIarosetodepart,itwaswithfeelingsalmostfavourabletoFitzgerald;indeedIwasmorethanhalfashamedtoacknowledgetomycompanionhowcompletearevolutioninmyopinionrespectinghisfriendhalfanhour’sconversationwithhimhadwrought。HisappearancecertainlyWASagainsthim;butthen,undertheinfluenceofhismanner,onelostsightofmuchofitsungainliness,andofnearlyallitsvulgarity;and,onthewhole,Ifeltconvincedthatreporthaddonehimgrievouswrong,inasmuchasanybody,byanobservanceofthecommoncourtesiesofsociety,mighteasilyavoidcomingintopersonalcollisionwithagentlemansostudiouslypoliteasFitzgerald。Atparting,O’Connorrequestedmetocalluponhimthenextday,asheintendedtomaketrialofthemeritsofapairofgreyhounds,whichhehadthoughtsofpurchasing;adding,thatifhecouldescapeinanythingliketolerabletimefromFitzgerald’ssupper-party,hewouldtakethefieldsoonaftertenonthenextmorning。Attheappointedhour,orperhapsalittlelater,IdismountedatCastleConnor;and,onenteringthehall,IobservedagentlemanissuingfromO’Connor’sprivateroom。Irecognisedhim,asheapproached,asaMr。

  M’Donough,and,beingbutslightlyacquaintedwithhim,wasabouttopasshimwithabow,whenhestoppedme。

  Therewassomethinginhismannerwhichstruckmeasodd;heseemedagooddealflurriedifnotagitated,andsaid,inahurriedtone:

  ’Thisisaveryfoolishbusiness,Mr。

  Purcell。YouhavesomeinfluencewithmyfriendO’Connor;Ihopeyoucaninducehimtoadoptsomemoremoderatelineofconductthanthathehasdecidedupon。Ifyouwillallowme,Iwillreturnforamomentwithyou,andtalkoverthematteragainwithO’Connor。’

  AsM’Donoughutteredthesewords,I

  feltthatsuddensinkingoftheheartwhichaccompaniestheimmediateanticipationofsomethingdreadedanddreadful。IwasinstantlyconvincedthatO’ConnorhadquarrelledwithFitzgerald,andIknewthatifsuchwerethecase,nothingshortofamiraclecouldextricatehimfromtheconsequences。IsignedtoM’Donoughtoleadtheway,andweenteredthelittlestudytogether。O’Connorwasstandingwithhisbacktothefire;onthetablelaythebreakfast-thingsinthedisorderinwhichahurriedmealhadleftthem;andonanothersmallertable,placednearthehearth,laypen,ink,andpaper。AssoonasO’Connorsawme,hecameforwardandshookmecordiallybythehand。

  ’MydearPurcell,’saidhe,’youaretheverymanIwanted。Ihavegotintoanuglyscrape,andItrusttomyfriendstogetmeoutofit。’

  ’Youhavehadnodisputewiththatman——thatFitzgerald,Ihope,’saidI,givingutterancetotheconjecturewhosetruthImostdreaded。

  ’Faith,Icannotsayexactlywhatpassedbetweenus,’saidhe,’inasmuchasIwasatthetimenearlyhalfseasover;butofthismuchIamcertain,thatweexchangedangrywordslastnight。I

  lostmytempermostconfoundedly;but,aswellasIcanrecollect,heappearedperfectlycoolandcollected。Whathesaidwas,therefore,deliberatelysaid,andonthataccountmustberesented。’

  ’MydearO’Connor,areyoumad?’I

  exclaimed。’Whywillyouseektodrivetoadeadlyissueafewhastywords,utteredundertheinfluenceofwine,andforgottenalmostassoonasuttered?A

  quarrelwithFitzgeralditistwentychancestoonewouldterminatefatallytoyou。’

  ’ItisexactlybecauseFitzgeraldISsuchanaccomplishedshot,’saidhe,’thatI

  becomeliabletothemostinjuriousandintolerablesuspicionsifIsubmittoanythingfromhimwhichcouldbeconstruedintoanaffront;andforthatreasonFitzgeraldistheverylastmantowhomI

  wouldconcedeaninchinacaseofhonour。’

  ’Idonotrequireyoutomakeany,theslightestsacrificeofwhatyoutermyourhonour,’Ireplied;’butifyouhaveactuallywrittenachallengetoFitzgerald,asIsuspectyouhavedone,Iconjureyoutoreconsiderthematterbeforeyoudespatchit。FromallthatIhaveheardyousay,Fitzgeraldhasmoretocomplainofinthealtercationwhichhastakenplacethanyou。Youoweittoyouronlysurvivingparentnottothrustyourselfthuswantonlyupon——Iwillsayit,themostappallingdanger。Nobody,mydearO’Connor,canhaveadoubtofyourcourage;andifatanytime,whichGodforbid,youshallbecalleduponthustoriskyourlife,youshouldhaveitinyourpowertoenterthefieldundertheconsciousnessthatyouhaveactedthroughouttemperatelyandlikeaman,andnot,asI

  fearyounowwoulddo,havingrashlyandmostcauselesslyendangeredyourownlifeandthatofyourfriend。’

  ’Ibelieve,Purcell,yourareright,’saidhe。’IbelieveIHAVEviewedthematterintoodecidedalight;mynote,Ithink,scarcelyallowshimanhonourablealternative,andthatiscertainlygoingasteptoofar——furtherthanIintended。Mr。

  M’Donough,I’llthankyoutohandmethenote。’

  Hebroketheseal,and,castinghiseyehastilyoverit,hecontinued:

  ’Itis,indeed,amonumentoffolly。I

  amveryglad,Purcell,youhappenedtocomein,otherwiseitwouldhavereacheditsdestinationbythistime。’

  Hethrewitintothefire;and,afteramoment’spause,resumed:

  ’Youmustnotmistakeme,however。

  Iamperfectlysatisfiedastothepropriety,nay,thenecessity,ofcommunicatingwithFitzgerald。ThedifficultyisinwhattoneIshouldaddresshim。Icannotsaythatthemandirectlyaffrontedme——IcannotrecollectanyoneexpressionwhichIcouldlayholduponasoffensive——buthislanguagewasambiguous,andadmittedfrequentlyofthemostinsultingconstruction,andhismannerthroughoutwasinsupportablydomineering。IknowitimpressedmewiththeideathathepresumeduponhisreputationasaDEADSHOT,andthatwouldbeutterlyunendurable’

  ’Iwouldnowrecommend,asIhavealreadydone,’saidM’Donough,’thatifyouwritetoFitzgerald,itshouldbeinsuchastrainastoleavehimatperfectliberty,withoutacompromiseofhonour,inafriendlyway,tosatisfyyourdoubtsastohisconduct。’

  Isecondedtheproposalwarmly,andO’Connor,inafewminutes,finishedanote,whichhedesiredustoread。Itwastothiseffect:

  ’O’Connor,ofCastleConnor,feelingthatsomeexpressionsemployedbyMr。

  Fitzgeralduponlastnight,admittedofaconstructionoffensivetohim,andinjurioustohischaracter,requeststoknowwhetherMr。Fitzgeraldintendedtoconveysuchameaning。

  ’CastleConnor,Thursdaymorning。’

  ThisnotewasconsignedtothecareofMr。M’Donough,whoforthwithdepartedtoexecutehismission。Thesoundofhishorse’shoofs,asheroderapidlyaway,struckheavilyatmyheart;butIfoundsomesatisfactioninthereflectionthatM’DonoughappearedasaversefromextrememeasuresasIwasmyself,forI

  wellknew,withrespecttothefinalresultoftheaffair,thatasmuchdependeduponthetoneadoptedbytheSECOND,asuponthenatureofthewrittencommunication。

  Ihaveseldompassedamoreanxioushourthanthatwhichintervenedbetweenthedepartureandthereturnofthatgentleman。EveryinstantIimaginedIheardthetrampofahorseapproaching,andeverytimethatadooropenedIfancieditwastogiveentrancetotheeagerlyexpectedcourier。AtlengthIdidhearthehollowandrapidtreadofahorse’shoofupontheavenue。Itapproached——itstopped——ahurriedsteptraversedthehall——theroomdooropened,andM’Donoughentered。

  ’Youhavemadegreathaste,’saidO’Connor;’didyoufindhimathome?’

  ’Idid,’repliedM’Donough,’andmadethegreaterhasteasFitzgeralddidnotletmeknowthecontentsofhisreply。’

  AtthesametimehehandedanotetoO’Connor,whoinstantlybroketheseal。

  Thewordswereasfollow:

  ’Mr。FitzgeraldregretsthatanythingwhichhasfallenfromhimshouldhaveappearedtoMr。O’Connortobeintendedtoconveyareflectionuponhishonournonesuchhavingbeenmeant,andbegsleavetodisavowanywishtoquarrelunnecessarilywithMr。O’Connor。

  ’T——Inn,Thursdaymorning。’

  IcannotdescribehowmuchIfeltrelievedonreadingtheabovecommunication。

  ItookO’Connor’shandandpresseditwarmly,butmyemotionsweredeeperandstrongerthanIcaredtoshow,forI

  wasconvincedthathehadescapedamostimminentdanger。Nobodywhosenotionsuponthesubjectarederivedfromtheduellingofmoderntimes,inwhichmattersareconductedwithoutanyverysanguinarydeterminationuponeitherside,andwithequalwantofskillandcoolnessbybothparties,canformajustestimateofthedangerincurredbyonewhoventuredtoencounteraduellistoftheoldschool。

  Perfectcoolnessinthefield,andasteadinessandaccuracywhichtotheunpractisedappearedalmostmiraculousintheuseofthepistol,formedthecharacteristicsofthisclass;andinadditiontothistheregenerallyexistedakindofprofessionalpride,whichpromptedtheduellist,indefaultofanymoremalignantfeeling,frommotivesofmerevanity,toseekthelifeofhisantagonist。Fitzgerald’scareerhadbeenaremarkablysuccessfulone,andIknewthatoutofthirteenduelswhichhehadfoughtinIreland,inninecaseshehadKILLEDhisman。Inthosedaysoneneverheardofthepartiesleavingthefield,asnotunfrequentlynowoccurs,withoutbloodhavingbeenspilt;andtheoddswere,ofcourse,inallcasestremendouslyagainstayoungandunpractisedman,whenmatchedwithanexperiencedantagonist。Myimpressionrespectingthemagnitudeofthedangerwhichmyfriendhadincurredwasthereforebynomeansunwarranted。

  InowquestionedO’ConnormoreaccuratelyrespectingthecircumstancesofhisquarrelwithFitzgerald。Itarosefromsomedisputerespectingtheapplicationofaruleofpiquet,atwhichgametheyhadbeenplaying,eachinterpretingitfavourablytohimself,andO’Connor,havinglostconsiderably,wasinnomoodtoconductanargumentwithtemper——analtercationensued,andthatofratherapungentnature,andtheresultwasthatheleftFitzgerald’sroomratherabruptly,determinedtodemandanexplanationinthemostperemptorytone。ForthispurposehehadsentforM’Donough,andhadcommissionedhimtodeliverthenote,whichmyarrivalhadfortunatelyintercepted。

  Asitwasnowpastnoon,O’Connormademepromisetoremainwithhimtodinner;andwesatdownapartyofthree,allinhighspiritsattheterminationofouranxieties。Itisnecessarytomention,forthepurposeofaccountingforwhatfollows,thatMrs。O’Connor,or,asshewasmoreeuphoniouslystyled,theladyofCastleConnor,wasprecludedbyill-healthfromtakingherplaceatthedinner-table,and,indeed,seldomleftherroombeforefouro’clock。[4]Weweresittingafterdinnersippingourclaret,andtalking,andlaughing,andenjoyingourselvesexceedingly,whenaservant,steppingintotheroom,informedhismasterthatagentlemanwantedtospeakwithhim。

  [4]Itisscarcelynecessarytoremindthereader,thatattheperiodspokenof,theimportanthourofdinneroccurredverynearlyatnoon。

  ’Requesthim,withmycompliments,towalkin,’saidO’Connor;andinafewmomentsagentlemanenteredtheroom。

  Hisappearancewasanythingbutprepossessing。Hewasalittleabovethemiddlesize,spare,andraw-boned;hisfaceveryred,hisfeaturessharpandbluish,andhisagemightbeaboutsixty。HisattiresavouredagooddealoftheSHABBY-

  GENTEEL;hisclothes,whichhadmuchoftarnishedandfadedpretensionaboutthem,didnotfithim,andhadnotimprobablyflutteredinthestallsofPlunketStreet。Wehadrisenonhisentrance,andO’Connorhadtwicerequestedofhimtotakeachairatthetable,withouthishearing,oratleastnoticing,theinvitation;whilewithaslowpace,andwithanairofmingledimportanceandeffrontery,headvancedintothecentreoftheapartment,andregardingoursmallpartywithasuperciliousair,hesaid:

  ’Itakethelibertyofintroducingmyself——IamCaptainM’Creagh,formerlyofthe——infantry。MybusinesshereiswithaMr。O’Connor,andthesooneritisdespatchedthebetter。’

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