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  ThepromiseddeparturewasallthatFannycouldthinkofwithmuchsatisfaction。Heruncle’skindexpressions,however,andforbearingmanner,weresensiblyfelt;

  andwhensheconsideredhowmuchofthetruthwasunknowntohim,shebelievedshehadnorighttowonderatthelineofconducthepursued。He,whohadmarriedadaughtertoMr。Rushworth:romanticdelicacywascertainlynottobeexpectedfromhim。Shemustdoherduty,andtrustthattimemightmakeherdutyeasierthanitnowwas。

  Shecouldnot,thoughonlyeighteen,supposeMr。Crawford’sattachmentwouldholdoutforever;shecouldnotbutimaginethatsteady,unceasingdiscouragementfromherselfwouldputanendtoitintime。Howmuchtimeshemight,inherownfancy,allotforitsdominion,isanotherconcern。Itwouldnotbefairtoinquireintoayounglady’sexactestimateofherownperfections。

  Inspiteofhisintendedsilence,SirThomasfoundhimselfoncemoreobligedtomentionthesubjecttohisniece,toprepareherbrieflyforitsbeingimpartedtoheraunts;

  ameasurewhichhewouldstillhaveavoided,ifpossible,butwhichbecamenecessaryfromthetotallyoppositefeelingsofMr。Crawfordastoanysecrecyofproceeding。

  Hehadnoideaofconcealment。ItwasallknownattheParsonage,wherehelovedtotalkoverthefuturewithbothhissisters,anditwouldberathergratifyingtohimtohaveenlightenedwitnessesoftheprogressofhissuccess。WhenSirThomasunderstoodthis,hefeltthenecessityofmakinghisownwifeandsister-in-lawacquaintedwiththebusinesswithoutdelay;though,onFanny’saccount,healmostdreadedtheeffectofthecommunicationtoMrs。NorrisasmuchasFannyherself。

  Hedeprecatedhermistakenbutwell-meaningzeal。

  SirThomas,indeed,was,bythistime,notveryfarfromclassingMrs。Norrisasoneofthosewell-meaningpeoplewhoarealwaysdoingmistakenandverydisagreeablethings。

  Mrs。Norris,however,relievedhim。Hepressedforthestrictestforbearanceandsilencetowardstheirniece;shenotonlypromised,butdidobserveit。

  Sheonlylookedherincreasedill-will。Angryshewas:

  bitterlyangry;butshewasmoreangrywithFannyforhavingreceivedsuchanofferthanforrefusingit。

  ItwasaninjuryandaffronttoJulia,whooughttohavebeenMr。Crawford’schoice;and,independentlyofthat,shedislikedFanny,becauseshehadneglectedher;

  andshewouldhavegrudgedsuchanelevationtoonewhomshehadbeenalwaystryingtodepress。

  SirThomasgavehermorecreditfordiscretionontheoccasionthanshedeserved;andFannycouldhaveblessedherforallowingheronlytoseeherdispleasure,andnottohearit。

  LadyBertramtookitdifferently。Shehadbeenabeauty,andaprosperousbeauty,allherlife;andbeautyandwealthwereallthatexcitedherrespect。ToknowFannytobesoughtinmarriagebyamanoffortune,raisedher,therefore,verymuchinheropinion。

  ByconvincingherthatFanny_was_verypretty,whichshehadbeendoubtingaboutbefore,andthatshewouldbeadvantageouslymarried,itmadeherfeelasortofcreditincallingherniece。

  “Well,Fanny,“saidshe,assoonastheywerealonetogetherafterwards,andshereallyhadknownsomethinglikeimpatiencetobealonewithher,andhercountenance,asshespoke,hadextraordinaryanimation;“Well,Fanny,Ihavehadaveryagreeablesurprisethismorning。Imustjustspeakofit_once_,ItoldSirThomasImust_once_,andthenIshallhavedone。Igiveyoujoy,mydearniece。“

  Andlookingathercomplacently,sheadded,“Humph,wecertainlyareahandsomefamily!“

  Fannycoloured,anddoubtedatfirstwhattosay;

  when,hopingtoassailheronhervulnerableside,shepresentlyanswered——

  “Mydearaunt,_you_cannotwishmetododifferentlyfromwhatIhavedone,Iamsure。_You_cannotwishmetomarry;

  foryouwouldmissme,shouldnotyou?Yes,Iamsureyouwouldmissmetoomuchforthat。“

  “No,mydear,Ishouldnotthinkofmissingyou,whensuchanofferasthiscomesinyourway。

  Icoulddoverywellwithoutyou,ifyouweremarriedtoamanofsuchgoodestateasMr。Crawford。Andyoumustbeaware,Fanny,thatitiseveryyoungwoman’sdutytoacceptsuchaveryunexceptionableofferasthis。“

  Thiswasalmosttheonlyruleofconduct,theonlypieceofadvice,whichFannyhadeverreceivedfromherauntinthecourseofeightyearsandahalf。Itsilencedher。

  Shefelthowunprofitablecontentionwouldbe。

  Ifheraunt’sfeelingswereagainsther,nothingcouldbehopedfromattackingherunderstanding。LadyBertramwasquitetalkative。

  “Iwilltellyouwhat,Fanny,“saidshe,“Iamsurehefellinlovewithyouattheball;Iamsurethemischiefwasdonethatevening。Youdidlookremarkablywell。

  Everybodysaidso。SirThomassaidso。AndyouknowyouhadChapmantohelpyoutodress。IamverygladIsentChapmantoyou。IshalltellSirThomasthatI

  amsureitwasdonethatevening。“Andstillpursuingthesamecheerfulthoughts,shesoonafterwardsadded,“Andwilltellyouwhat,Fanny,whichismorethanIdidforMaria:thenexttimePughasalitteryoushallhaveapuppy。“

  Edmundhadgreatthingstohearonhisreturn。Manysurpriseswereawaitinghim。Thefirstthatoccurredwasnotleastininterest:theappearanceofHenryCrawfordandhissisterwalkingtogetherthroughthevillageasherodeintoit。

  Hehadconcluded——hehadmeantthemtobefardistant。

  HisabsencehadbeenextendedbeyondafortnightpurposelytoavoidMissCrawford。HewasreturningtoMansfieldwithspiritsreadytofeedonmelancholyremembrances,andtenderassociations,whenherownfairselfwasbeforehim,leaningonherbrother’sarm,andhefoundhimselfreceivingawelcome,unquestionablyfriendly,fromthewomanwhom,twomomentsbefore,hehadbeenthinkingofasseventymilesoff,andasfarther,muchfarther,fromhimininclinationthananydistancecouldexpress。

  Herreceptionofhimwasofasortwhichhecouldnothavehopedfor,hadheexpectedtoseeher。Comingashedidfromsuchapurportfulfilledashadtakenhimaway,hewouldhaveexpectedanythingratherthanalookofsatisfaction,andwordsofsimple,pleasantmeaning。

  Itwasenoughtosethisheartinaglow,andtobringhimhomeinthepropereststateforfeelingthefullvalueoftheotherjoyfulsurprisesathand。

  William’spromotion,withallitsparticulars,hewassoonmasterof;andwithsuchasecretprovisionofcomfortwithinhisownbreasttohelpthejoy,hefoundinitasourceofmostgratifyingsensationandunvaryingcheerfulnessalldinner-time。

  Afterdinner,whenheandhisfatherwerealone,hehadFanny’shistory;andthenallthegreateventsofthelastfortnight,andthepresentsituationofmattersatMansfieldwereknowntohim。

  Fannysuspectedwhatwasgoingon。Theysatsomuchlongerthanusualinthedining-parlour,thatshewassuretheymustbetalkingofher;andwhenteaatlastbroughtthemaway,andshewastobeseenbyEdmundagain,shefeltdreadfullyguilty。Hecametoher,satdownbyher,tookherhand,andpresseditkindly;andatthatmomentshethoughtthat,butfortheoccupationandthescenewhichthetea-thingsafforded,shemusthavebetrayedheremotioninsomeunpardonableexcess。

  Hewasnotintending,however,bysuchaction,tobeconveyingtoherthatunqualifiedapprobationandencouragementwhichherhopesdrewfromit。

  Itwasdesignedonlytoexpresshisparticipationinallthatinterestedher,andtotellherthathehadbeenhearingwhatquickenedeveryfeelingofaffection。Hewas,infact,entirelyonhisfather’ssideofthequestion。

  Hissurprisewasnotsogreatashisfather’satherrefusingCrawford,because,sofarfromsupposinghertoconsiderhimwithanythinglikeapreference,hehadalwaysbelievedittoberatherthereverse,andcouldimaginehertobetakenperfectlyunprepared,butSirThomascouldnotregardtheconnexionasmoredesirablethanhedid。Ithadeveryrecommendationtohim;

  andwhilehonouringherforwhatshehaddoneundertheinfluenceofherpresentindifference,honouringherinratherstrongertermsthanSirThomascouldquiteecho,hewasmostearnestinhoping,andsanguineinbelieving,thatitwouldbeamatchatlast,andthat,unitedbymutualaffection,itwouldappearthattheirdispositionswereasexactlyfittedtomakethemblessedineachother,ashewasnowbeginningseriouslytoconsiderthem。

  Crawfordhadbeentooprecipitate。Hehadnotgivenhertimetoattachherself。Hehadbegunatthewrongend。

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