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  Mrs。Chapmanhadjustreachedtheatticfloor,whenMissPricecameoutofherroomcompletelydressed,andonlycivilitieswerenecessary;butFannyfeltheraunt’sattentionalmostasmuchasLadyBertramorMrs。Chapmancoulddothemselves。

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  Heruncleandbothherauntswereinthedrawing-roomwhenFannywentdown。Totheformershewasaninterestingobject,andhesawwithpleasurethegeneraleleganceofherappearance,andherbeinginremarkablygoodlooks。

  Theneatnessandproprietyofherdresswasallthathewouldallowhimselftocommendinherpresence,butuponherleavingtheroomagainsoonafterwards,hespokeofherbeautywithverydecidedpraise。

  “Yes,“saidLadyBertram,“shelooksverywell。

  IsentChapmantoher。“

  “Lookwell!Oh,yes!“criedMrs。Norris,“shehasgoodreasontolookwellwithallheradvantages:

  broughtupinthisfamilyasshehasbeen,withallthebenefitofhercousins’mannersbeforeher。

  Onlythink,mydearSirThomas,whatextraordinaryadvantagesyouandIhavebeenthemeansofgivingher。

  TheverygownyouhavebeentakingnoticeofisyourowngenerouspresenttoherwhendearMrs。Rushworthmarried。

  Whatwouldshehavebeenifwehadnottakenherbythehand?“

  SirThomassaidnomore;butwhentheysatdowntotabletheeyesofthetwoyoungmenassuredhimthatthesubjectmightbegentlytouchedagain,whentheladieswithdrew,withmoresuccess。Fannysawthatshewasapproved;

  andtheconsciousnessoflookingwellmadeherlookstillbetter。Fromavarietyofcausesshewashappy,andshewassoonmadestillhappier;forinfollowingherauntsoutoftheroom,Edmund,whowasholdingopenthedoor,said,asshepassedhim,“Youmustdancewithme,Fanny;

  youmustkeeptwodancesforme;anytwothatyoulike,exceptthefirst。“Shehadnothingmoretowishfor。

  Shehadhardlyeverbeeninastatesonearlyapproachinghighspiritsinherlife。Hercousins’formergaietyonthedayofaballwasnolongersurprisingtoher;

  shefeltittobeindeedverycharming,andwasactuallypractisingherstepsaboutthedrawing-roomaslongasshecouldbesafefromthenoticeofherauntNorris,whowasentirelytakenupatfirstinfresharrangingandinjuringthenoblefirewhichthebutlerhadprepared。

  Halfanhourfollowedthatwouldhavebeenatleastlanguidunderanyothercircumstances,butFanny’shappinessstillprevailed。ItwasbuttothinkofherconversationwithEdmund,andwhatwastherestlessnessofMrs。Norris?

  WhatweretheyawnsofLadyBertram?

  Thegentlemenjoinedthem;andsoonafterbeganthesweetexpectationofacarriage,whenageneralspiritofeaseandenjoymentseemeddiffused,andtheyallstoodaboutandtalkedandlaughed,andeverymomenthaditspleasureanditshope。FannyfeltthattheremustbeastruggleinEdmund’scheerfulness,butitwasdelightfultoseetheeffortsosuccessfullymade。

  Whenthecarriageswerereallyheard,whentheguestsbeganreallytoassemble,herowngaietyofheartwasmuchsubdued:

  thesightofsomanystrangersthrewherbackintoherself;

  andbesidesthegravityandformalityofthefirstgreatcircle,whichthemannersofneitherSirThomasnorLadyBertramwereofakindtodoaway,shefoundherselfoccasionallycalledontoenduresomethingworse。Shewasintroducedhereandtherebyheruncle,andforcedtobespokento,andtocurtsey,andspeakagain。Thiswasahardduty,andshewasneversummonedtoitwithoutlookingatWilliam,ashewalkedaboutathiseaseinthebackgroundofthescene,andlongingtobewithhim。

  TheentranceoftheGrantsandCrawfordswasafavourableepoch。

  Thestiffnessofthemeetingsoongavewaybeforetheirpopularmannersandmorediffusedintimacies:littlegroupswereformed,andeverybodygrewcomfortable。Fannyfelttheadvantage;and,drawingbackfromthetoilsofcivility,wouldhavebeenagainmosthappy,couldshehavekepthereyesfromwanderingbetweenEdmundandMaryCrawford。

  _She_lookedallloveliness——andwhatmightnotbetheendofit?HerownmusingswerebroughttoanendonperceivingMr。Crawfordbeforeher,andherthoughtswereputintoanotherchannelbyhisengagingheralmostinstantlyforthefirsttwodances。Herhappinessonthisoccasionwasverymuch_a__la__mortal_,finelychequered。

  Tobesecureofapartneratfirstwasamostessentialgood——

  forthemomentofbeginningwasnowgrowingseriouslynear;

  andshesolittleunderstoodherownclaimsastothinkthatifMr。Crawfordhadnotaskedher,shemusthavebeenthelasttobesoughtafter,andshouldhavereceivedapartneronlythroughaseriesofinquiry,andbustle,andinterference,whichwouldhavebeenterrible;butatthesametimetherewasapointednessinhismannerofaskingherwhichshedidnotlike,andshesawhiseyeglancingforamomentathernecklace,withasmile——shethoughttherewasasmile——whichmadeherblushandfeelwretched。

  Andthoughtherewasnosecondglancetodisturbher,thoughhisobjectseemedthentobeonlyquietlyagreeable,shecouldnotgetthebetterofherembarrassment,heightenedasitwasbytheideaofhisperceivingit,andhadnocomposuretillheturnedawaytosomeoneelse。

  Thenshecouldgraduallyriseuptothegenuinesatisfactionofhavingapartner,avoluntarypartner,securedagainstthedancingbegan。

  Whenthecompanyweremovingintotheballroom,shefoundherselfforthefirsttimenearMissCrawford,whoseeyesandsmileswereimmediatelyandmoreunequivocallydirectedasherbrother’shadbeen,andwhowasbeginningtospeakonthesubject,whenFanny,anxioustogetthestoryover,hastenedtogivetheexplanationofthesecondnecklace:

  therealchain。MissCrawfordlistened;andallherintendedcomplimentsandinsinuationstoFannywereforgotten:

  shefeltonlyonething;andhereyes,brightastheyhadbeenbefore,shewingtheycouldyetbebrighter,sheexclaimedwitheagerpleasure,“Didhe?DidEdmund?

  Thatwaslikehimself。Noothermanwouldhavethoughtofit。

  Ihonourhimbeyondexpression。“Andshelookedaroundasiflongingtotellhimso。Hewasnotnear,hewasattendingapartyofladiesoutoftheroom;andMrs。Grantcominguptothetwogirls,andtakinganarmofeach,theyfollowedwiththerest。

  Fanny’sheartsunk,buttherewasnoleisureforthinkinglongevenofMissCrawford’sfeelings。

  Theywereintheballroom,theviolinswereplaying,andhermindwasinaflutterthatforbadeitsfixingonanythingserious。Shemustwatchthegeneralarrangements,andseehoweverythingwasdone。

  InafewminutesSirThomascametoher,andaskedifshewereengaged;andthe“Yes,sir;toMr。Crawford,“

  wasexactlywhathehadintendedtohear。Mr。Crawfordwasnotfaroff;SirThomasbroughthimtoher,sayingsomethingwhichdiscoveredtoFanny,that_she_

  wastoleadthewayandopentheball;anideathathadneveroccurredtoherbefore。Whenevershehadthoughtoftheminutiaeoftheevening,ithadbeenasamatterofcoursethatEdmundwouldbeginwithMissCrawford;

  andtheimpressionwassostrong,thatthough_her__uncle_

  spokethecontrary,shecouldnothelpanexclamationofsurprise,ahintofherunfitness,anentreatyeventobeexcused。TobeurgingheropinionagainstSirThomas’swasaproofoftheextremityofthecase;butsuchwasherhorroratthefirstsuggestion,thatshecouldactuallylookhiminthefaceandsaythatshehopeditmightbesettledotherwise;invain,however:SirThomassmiled,triedtoencourageher,andthenlookedtooserious,andsaidtoodecidedly,“Itmustbeso,mydear,“forhertohazardanotherword;andshefoundherselfthenextmomentconductedbyMr。Crawfordtothetopoftheroom,andstandingtheretobejoinedbytherestofthedancers,coupleaftercouple,astheywereformed。

  Shecouldhardlybelieveit。Tobeplacedabovesomanyelegantyoungwomen!Thedistinctionwastoogreat。

  Itwastreatingherlikehercousins!Andherthoughtsflewtothoseabsentcousinswithmostunfeignedandtrulytenderregret,thattheywerenotathometotaketheirownplaceintheroom,andhavetheirshareofapleasurewhichwouldhavebeensoverydelightfultothem。

  Sooftenasshehadheardthemwishforaballathomeasthegreatestofallfelicities!Andtohavethemawaywhenitwasgiven——andfor_her_tobeopeningtheball——

  andwithMr。Crawfordtoo!Shehopedtheywouldnotenvyherthatdistinction_now_;butwhenshelookedbacktothestateofthingsintheautumn,towhattheyhadallbeentoeachotherwhenoncedancinginthathousebefore,thepresentarrangementwasalmostmorethanshecouldunderstandherself。

  Theballbegan。ItwasratherhonourthanhappinesstoFanny,forthefirstdanceatleast:herpartnerwasinexcellentspirits,andtriedtoimpartthemtoher;

  butshewasagreatdealtoomuchfrightenedtohaveanyenjoymenttillshecouldsupposeherselfnolongerlookedat。Young,pretty,andgentle,however,shehadnoawkwardnessesthatwerenotasgoodasgraces,andtherewerefewpersonspresentthatwerenotdisposedtopraiseher。Shewasattractive,shewasmodest,shewasSirThomas’sniece,andshewassoonsaidtobeadmiredbyMr。Crawford。Itwasenoughtogivehergeneralfavour。SirThomashimselfwaswatchingherprogressdownthedancewithmuchcomplacency;

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