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  andashemust,eitherinthenavyorarmy,havehadagreatmanymorepeopleunderhiscommandthanhehasnow,Ithinkmorewouldhavebeenmadeunhappybyhimasasailororsoldierthanasaclergyman。Besides,IcannotbutsupposethatwhatevertheremaybetowishotherwiseinDr。Grantwouldhavebeeninagreaterdangerofbecomingworseinamoreactiveandworldlyprofession,wherehewouldhavehadlesstimeandobligation——

  wherehemighthaveescapedthatknowledgeofhimself,the_frequency_,atleast,ofthatknowledgewhichitisimpossibleheshouldescapeasheisnow。Aman——

  asensiblemanlikeDr。Grant,cannotbeinthehabitofteachingotherstheirdutyeveryweek,cannotgotochurchtwiceeverySunday,andpreachsuchverygoodsermonsinsogoodamannerashedoes,withoutbeingthebetterforithimself。Itmustmakehimthink;

  andIhavenodoubtthatheoftenerendeavourstorestrainhimselfthanhewouldifhehadbeenanythingbutaclergyman。“

  “Wecannotprovetothecontrary,tobesure;butIwishyouabetterfate,MissPrice,thantobethewifeofamanwhoseamiablenessdependsuponhisownsermons;forthoughhemaypreachhimselfintoagood-humoureverySunday,itwillbebadenoughtohavehimquarrellingaboutgreengeesefromMondaymorningtillSaturdaynight。“

  “IthinkthemanwhocouldoftenquarrelwithFanny,“

  saidEdmundaffectionately,“mustbebeyondthereachofanysermons。“

  Fannyturnedfartherintothewindow;andMissCrawfordhadonlytimetosay,inapleasantmanner,“IfancyMissPricehasbeenmoreusedtodeservepraisethantohearit“;when,beingearnestlyinvitedbytheMissBertramstojoininaglee,shetrippedofftotheinstrument,leavingEdmundlookingafterherinanecstasyofadmirationofallhermanyvirtues,fromherobligingmannersdowntoherlightandgracefultread。

  “Theregoesgood-humour,Iamsure,“saidhepresently。

  “Theregoesatemperwhichwouldnevergivepain!

  Howwellshewalks!andhowreadilyshefallsinwiththeinclinationofothers!joiningthemthemomentsheisasked。

  Whatapity,“headded,afteraninstant’sreflection,“thatsheshouldhavebeeninsuchhands!“

  Fannyagreedtoit,andhadthepleasureofseeinghimcontinueatthewindowwithher,inspiteoftheexpectedglee;

  andofhavinghiseyessoonturned,likehers,towardsthescenewithout,whereallthatwassolemn,andsoothing,andlovely,appearedinthebrilliancyofanuncloudednight,andthecontrastofthedeepshadeofthewoods。Fannyspokeherfeelings。“Here’sharmony!“saidshe;“here’srepose!

  Here’swhatmayleaveallpaintingandallmusicbehind,andwhatpoetryonlycanattempttodescribe!Here’swhatmaytranquilliseeverycare,andliftthehearttorapture!

  WhenIlookoutonsuchanightasthis,Ifeelasiftherecouldbeneitherwickednessnorsorrowintheworld;

  andtherecertainlywouldbelessofbothifthesublimityofNatureweremoreattendedto,andpeoplewerecarriedmoreoutofthemselvesbycontemplatingsuchascene。“

  “Iliketohearyourenthusiasm,Fanny。Itisalovelynight,andtheyaremuchtobepitiedwhohavenotbeentaughttofeel,insomedegree,asyoudo;whohavenot,atleast,beengivenatasteforNatureinearlylife。

  Theyloseagreatdeal。“

  “_You_taughtmetothinkandfeelonthesubject,cousin。“

  “Ihadaveryaptscholar。There’sArcturuslookingverybright。“

  “Yes,andtheBear。IwishIcouldseeCassiopeia。“

  “Wemustgooutonthelawnforthat。Shouldyoubeafraid?“

  “Notintheleast。Itisagreatwhilesincewehavehadanystar-gazing。

  “Yes;Idonotknowhowithashappened。“Thegleebegan。

  “Wewillstaytillthisisfinished,Fanny,“saidhe,turninghisbackonthewindow;andasitadvanced,shehadthemortificationofseeinghimadvancetoo,movingforwardbygentledegreestowardstheinstrument,andwhenitceased,hewasclosebythesingers,amongthemosturgentinrequestingtohearthegleeagain。

  FannysighedaloneatthewindowtillscoldedawaybyMrs。Norris’sthreatsofcatchingcold。

  SirThomaswastoreturninNovember,andhiseldestsonhaddutiestocallhimearlierhome。TheapproachofSeptemberbroughttidingsofMr。Bertram,firstinalettertothegamekeeperandtheninalettertoEdmund;

  andbytheendofAugusthearrivedhimself,tobegay,agreeable,andgallantagainasoccasionserved,orMissCrawforddemanded;totellofracesandWeymouth,andpartiesandfriends,towhichshemighthavelistenedsixweeksbeforewithsomeinterest,andaltogethertogiveherthefullestconviction,bythepowerofactualcomparison,ofherpreferringhisyoungerbrother。

  Itwasveryvexatious,andshewasheartilysorryforit;

  butsoitwas;andsofarfromnowmeaningtomarrytheelder,shedidnotevenwanttoattracthimbeyondwhatthesimplestclaimsofconsciousbeautyrequired:

  hislengthenedabsencefromMansfield,withoutanythingbutpleasureinview,andhisownwilltoconsult,madeitperfectlyclearthathedidnotcareabouther;andhisindifferencewassomuchmorethanequalledbyherown,thatwerehenowtostepforththeownerofMansfieldPark,theSirThomascomplete,whichhewastobeintime,shedidnotbelieveshecouldaccepthim。

  TheseasonanddutieswhichbroughtMr。BertrambacktoMansfieldtookMr。CrawfordintoNorfolk。EveringhamcouldnotdowithouthiminthebeginningofSeptember。Hewentforafortnight——afortnightofsuchdullnesstotheMissBertramsasoughttohaveputthembothontheirguard,andmadeevenJuliaadmit,inherjealousyofhersister,theabsolutenecessityofdistrustinghisattentions,andwishinghimnottoreturn;andafortnightofsufficientleisure,intheintervalsofshootingandsleeping,tohaveconvincedthegentlemanthatheoughttokeeplongeraway,hadhebeenmoreinthehabitofexamininghisownmotives,andofreflectingtowhattheindulgenceofhisidlevanitywastending;but,thoughtlessandselfishfromprosperityandbadexample,hewouldnotlookbeyondthepresentmoment。

  Thesisters,handsome,clever,andencouraging,wereanamusementtohissatedmind;andfindingnothinginNorfolktoequalthesocialpleasuresofMansfield,hegladlyreturnedtoitatthetimeappointed,andwaswelcomedthitherquiteasgladlybythosewhomhecametotriflewithfurther。

  Maria,withonlyMr。Rushworthtoattendtoher,anddoomedtotherepeateddetailsofhisday’ssport,goodorbad,hisboastofhisdogs,hisjealousyofhisneighbours,hisdoubtsoftheirqualifications,andhiszealafterpoachers,subjectswhichwillnotfindtheirwaytofemalefeelingswithoutsometalentononesideorsomeattachmentontheother,hadmissedMr。Crawfordgrievously;andJulia,unengagedandunemployed,feltalltherightofmissinghimmuchmore。Eachsisterbelievedherselfthefavourite。

  JuliamightbejustifiedinsodoingbythehintsofMrs。Grant,inclinedtocreditwhatshewished,andMariabythehintsofMr。Crawfordhimself。

  Everythingreturnedintothesamechannelasbeforehisabsence;

  hismannersbeingtoeachsoanimatedandagreeableastolosenogroundwitheither,andjuststoppingshortoftheconsistence,thesteadiness,thesolicitude,andthewarmthwhichmightexcitegeneralnotice。

  Fannywastheonlyoneofthepartywhofoundanythingtodislike;butsincethedayatSotherton,shecouldneverseeMr。Crawfordwitheithersisterwithoutobservation,andseldomwithoutwonderorcensure;andhadherconfidenceinherownjudgmentbeenequaltoherexerciseofitineveryotherrespect,hadshebeensurethatshewasseeingclearly,andjudgingcandidly,shewouldprobablyhavemadesomeimportantcommunicationstoherusualconfidant。Asitwas,however,sheonlyhazardedahint,andthehintwaslost。“Iamrathersurprised,“

  saidshe,“thatMr。Crawfordshouldcomebackagainsosoon,afterbeingheresolongbefore,fullsevenweeks;

  forIhadunderstoodhewassoveryfondofchangeandmovingabout,thatIthoughtsomethingwouldcertainlyoccur,whenhewasoncegone,totakehimelsewhere。

  HeisusedtomuchgayerplacesthanMansfield。“

  “Itistohiscredit,“wasEdmund’sanswer;“andIdaresayitgiveshissisterpleasure。Shedoesnotlikehisunsettledhabits。“

  “Whatafavouriteheiswithmycousins!“

  “Yes,hismannerstowomenaresuchasmustplease。

  Mrs。Grant,Ibelieve,suspectshimofapreferenceforJulia;

  Ihaveneverseenmuchsymptomofit,butIwishitmaybeso。Hehasnofaultsbutwhataseriousattachmentwouldremove。“

  “IfMissBertramwerenotengaged,“saidFannycautiously,“IcouldsometimesalmostthinkthatheadmiredhermorethanJulia。“

  “Whichis,perhaps,moreinfavourofhislikingJuliabest,thanyou,Fanny,maybeaware;forIbelieveitoftenhappensthataman,beforehehasquitemadeuphisownmind,willdistinguishthesisterorintimatefriendofthewomanheisreallythinkingofmorethanthewomanherselfCrawfordhastoomuchsensetostayhereifhefoundhimselfinanydangerfromMaria;

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