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  andIamnotatallafraidforher,aftersuchaproofasshehasgiventhatherfeelingsarenotstrong。“

  Fannysupposedshemusthavebeenmistaken,andmeanttothinkdifferentlyinfuture;butwithallthatsubmissiontoEdmundcoulddo,andallthehelpofthecoincidinglooksandhintswhichsheoccasionallynoticedinsomeoftheothers,andwhichseemedtosaythatJuliawasMr。Crawford’schoice,sheknewnotalwayswhattothink。

  Shewasprivy,oneevening,tothehopesofherauntNorrisonthesubject,aswellastoherfeelings,andthefeelingsofMrs。Rushworth,onapointofsomesimilarity,andcouldnothelpwonderingasshelistened;

  andgladwouldshehavebeennottobeobligedtolisten,foritwaswhilealltheotheryoungpeopleweredancing,andshesitting,mostunwillingly,amongthechaperonsatthefire,longingforthere-entranceofhereldercousin,onwhomallherownhopesofapartnerthendepended。

  ItwasFanny’sfirstball,thoughwithoutthepreparationorsplendourofmanyayounglady’sfirstball,beingthethoughtonlyoftheafternoon,builtonthelateacquisitionofaviolinplayerintheservants’hall,andthepossibilityofraisingfivecouplewiththehelpofMrs。GrantandanewintimatefriendofMr。Bertram’sjustarrivedonavisit。

  Ithad,however,beenaveryhappyonetoFannythroughfourdances,andshewasquitegrievedtobelosingevenaquarterofanhour。Whilewaitingandwishing,lookingnowatthedancersandnowatthedoor,thisdialoguebetweenthetwoabove-mentionedladieswasforcedonher——

  “Ithink,ma’am,“saidMrs。Norris,hereyesdirectedtowardsMr。RushworthandMaria,whowerepartnersforthesecondtime,“weshallseesomehappyfacesagainnow。“

  “Yes,ma’am,indeed,“repliedtheother,withastatelysimper,“therewillbesomesatisfactioninlookingon_now_,andIthinkitwasratherapitytheyshouldhavebeenobligedtopart。Youngfolksintheirsituationshouldbeexcusedcomplyingwiththecommonforms。

  Iwondermysondidnotproposeit。“

  “Idaresayhedid,ma’am。Mr。Rushworthisneverremiss。

  ButdearMariahassuchastrictsenseofpropriety,somuchofthattruedelicacywhichoneseldommeetswithnowadays,Mrs。Rushworth——thatwishofavoidingparticularity!

  Dearma’am,onlylookatherfaceatthismoment;

  howdifferentfromwhatitwasthetwolastdances!“

  MissBertramdidindeedlookhappy,hereyesweresparklingwithpleasure,andshewasspeakingwithgreatanimation,forJuliaandherpartner,Mr。Crawford,wereclosetoher;theywereallinaclustertogether。

  Howshehadlookedbefore,Fannycouldnotrecollect,forshehadbeendancingwithEdmundherself,andhadnotthoughtabouther。

  Mrs。Norriscontinued,“Itisquitedelightful,ma’am,toseeyoungpeoplesoproperlyhappy,sowellsuited,andsomuchthething!IcannotbutthinkofdearSirThomas’sdelight。Andwhatdoyousay,ma’am,tothechanceofanothermatch?Mr。Rushworthhassetagoodexample,andsuchthingsareverycatching。“

  Mrs。Rushworth,whosawnothingbutherson,wasquiteataloss。

  “Thecoupleabove,ma’am。Doyouseenosymptomsthere?“

  “Ohdear!MissJuliaandMr。Crawford。Yes,indeed,averyprettymatch。Whatishisproperty?“

  “Fourthousandayear。“

  “Verywell。Thosewhohavenotmoremustbesatisfiedwithwhattheyhave。Fourthousandayearisaprettyestate,andheseemsaverygenteel,steadyyoungman,soIhopeMissJuliawillbeveryhappy。“

  “Itisnotasettledthing,ma’am,yet。Weonlyspeakofitamongfriends。ButIhaveverylittledoubtit_will_be。

  Heisgrowingextremelyparticularinhisattentions。“

  Fannycouldlistennofarther。Listeningandwonderingwereallsuspendedforatime,forMr。Bertramwasintheroomagain;

  andthoughfeelingitwouldbeagreathonourtobeaskedbyhim,shethoughtitmusthappen。Hecametowardstheirlittlecircle;butinsteadofaskinghertodance,drewachairnearher,andgaveheranaccountofthepresentstateofasickhorse,andtheopinionofthegroom,fromwhomhehadjustparted。Fannyfoundthatitwasnottobe,andinthemodestyofhernatureimmediatelyfeltthatshehadbeenunreasonableinexpectingit。

  Whenhehadtoldofhishorse,hetookanewspaperfromthetable,andlookingoverit,saidinalanguidway,“Ifyouwanttodance,Fanny,Iwillstandupwithyou。“

  Withmorethanequalcivilitytheofferwasdeclined;

  shedidnotwishtodance。“Iamgladofit,“saidhe,inamuchbriskertone,andthrowingdownthenewspaperagain,“forIamtiredtodeath。Ionlywonderhowthegoodpeoplecankeepitupsolong。Theyhadneedbe_all_inlove,tofindanyamusementinsuchfolly;

  andsotheyare,Ifancy。Ifyoulookatthemyoumayseetheyaresomanycoupleoflovers——allbutYatesandMrs。Grant——and,betweenourselves,she,poorwoman,mustwantaloverasmuchasanyoneofthem。Adesperatedulllifehersmustbewiththedoctor,“makingaslyfaceashespoketowardsthechairofthelatter,whoproving,however,tobecloseathiselbow,madesoinstantaneousachangeofexpressionandsubjectnecessary,asFanny,inspiteofeverything,couldhardlyhelplaughingat。

  “AstrangebusinessthisinAmerica,Dr。Grant!Whatisyouropinion?IalwayscometoyoutoknowwhatIamtothinkofpublicmatters。“

  “MydearTom,“criedhisauntsoonafterwards,“asyouarenotdancing,Idaresayyouwillhavenoobjectiontojoinusinarubber;shallyou?“Thenleavingherseat,andcomingtohimtoenforcetheproposal,addedinawhisper,“WewanttomakeatableforMrs。Rushworth,youknow。Yourmotherisquiteanxiousaboutit,butcannotverywellsparetimetositdownherself,becauseofherfringe。Now,youandIandDr。Grantwilljustdo;andthough_we_playbuthalf-crowns,youknow,youmaybethalf-guineaswith_him_。“

  “Ishouldbemosthappy,“repliedhealoud,andjumpingupwithalacrity,“itwouldgivemethegreatestpleasure;

  butthatIamthismomentgoingtodance。“Come,Fanny,takingherhand,“donotbedawdlinganylonger,orthedancewillbeover。“

  Fannywasledoffverywillingly,thoughitwasimpossibleforhertofeelmuchgratitudetowardshercousin,ordistinguish,ashecertainlydid,betweentheselfishnessofanotherpersonandhisown。

  “Aprettymodestrequestuponmyword,“heindignantlyexclaimedastheywalkedaway。“Towanttonailmetoacard-tableforthenexttwohourswithherselfandDr。Grant,whoarealwaysquarrelling,andthatpokingoldwoman,whoknowsnomoreofwhistthanofalgebra。

  Iwishmygoodauntwouldbealittlelessbusy!Andtoaskmeinsuchawaytoo!withoutceremony,beforethemall,soastoleavemenopossibilityofrefusing。_That_iswhatIdislikemostparticularly。Itraisesmyspleenmorethananything,tohavethepretenceofbeingasked,ofbeinggivenachoice,andatthesametimeaddressedinsuchawayastoobligeonetodotheverything,whateveritbe!IfIhadnotluckilythoughtofstandingupwithyouIcouldnothavegotoutofit。Itisagreatdealtoobad。Butwhenmyaunthasgotafancyinherhead,nothingcanstopher。“

  TheHonourableJohnYates,thisnewfriend,hadnotmuchtorecommendhimbeyondhabitsoffashionandexpense,andbeingtheyoungersonofalordwithatolerableindependence;andSirThomaswouldprobablyhavethoughthisintroductionatMansfieldbynomeansdesirable。

  Mr。Bertram’sacquaintancewithhimhadbegunatWeymouth,wheretheyhadspenttendaystogetherinthesamesociety,andthefriendship,iffriendshipitmightbecalled,hadbeenprovedandperfectedbyMr。Yates’sbeinginvitedtotakeMansfieldinhisway,wheneverhecould,andbyhispromisingtocome;andhedidcomeratherearlierthanhadbeenexpected,inconsequenceofthesuddenbreaking-upofalargepartyassembledforgaietyatthehouseofanotherfriend,whichhehadleftWeymouthtojoin。

  Hecameonthewingsofdisappointment,andwithhisheadfullofacting,forithadbeenatheatricalparty;

  andtheplayinwhichhehadborneapartwaswithintwodaysofrepresentation,whenthesuddendeathofoneofthenearestconnexionsofthefamilyhaddestroyedtheschemeanddispersedtheperformers。

  Tobesonearhappiness,sonearfame,sonearthelongparagraphinpraiseoftheprivatetheatricalsatEcclesford,theseatoftheRightHon。LordRavenshaw,inCornwall,whichwouldofcoursehaveimmortalisedthewholepartyforatleastatwelvemonth!andbeingsonear,toloseitall,wasaninjurytobekeenlyfelt,andMr。Yatescouldtalkofnothingelse。Ecclesfordanditstheatre,withitsarrangementsanddresses,rehearsalsandjokes,washisnever-failingsubject,andtoboastofthepasthisonlyconsolation。

  Happilyforhim,aloveofthetheatreissogeneral,anitchforactingsostrongamongyoungpeople,thathecouldhardlyout-talktheinterestofhishearers。

  Fromthefirstcastingofthepartstotheepilogueitwasallbewitching,andtherewerefewwhodidnotwishtohavebeenapartyconcerned,orwouldhavehesitatedtotrytheirskill。TheplayhadbeenLovers’

  Vows,andMr。YateswastohavebeenCountCassel。

  “Atriflingpart,“saidhe,“andnotatalltomytaste,andsuchaoneasIcertainlywouldnotacceptagain;

  butIwasdeterminedtomakenodifficulties。

  LordRavenshawandthedukehadappropriatedtheonlytwocharactersworthplayingbeforeIreachedEcclesford;

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