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  ThedayatSotherton,withallitsimperfections,affordedtheMissBertramsmuchmoreagreeablefeelingsthanwerederivedfromthelettersfromAntigua,whichsoonafterwardsreachedMansfield。ItwasmuchpleasantertothinkofHenryCrawfordthanoftheirfather;

  andtothinkoftheirfatherinEnglandagainwithinacertainperiod,whichtheselettersobligedthemtodo,wasamostunwelcomeexercise。

  Novemberwastheblackmonthfixedforhisreturn。

  SirThomaswroteofitwithasmuchdecisionasexperienceandanxietycouldauthorise。HisbusinesswassonearlyconcludedastojustifyhiminproposingtotakehispassageintheSeptemberpacket,andheconsequentlylookedforwardwiththehopeofbeingwithhisbelovedfamilyagainearlyinNovember。

  MariawasmoretobepitiedthanJulia;fortoherthefatherbroughtahusband,andthereturnofthefriendmostsolicitousforherhappinesswouldunitehertothelover,onwhomshehadchosenthathappinessshoulddepend。

  Itwasagloomyprospect,andallshecoulddowastothrowamistoverit,andhopewhenthemistclearedawaysheshouldseesomethingelse。Itwouldhardlybe_early_inNovember,thereweregenerallydelays,abadpassageor_something_;thatfavouring_something_

  whicheverybodywhoshutstheireyeswhiletheylook,ortheirunderstandingswhiletheyreason,feelsthecomfortof。ItwouldprobablybethemiddleofNovemberatleast;themiddleofNovemberwasthreemonthsoff。

  Threemonthscomprisedthirteenweeks。Muchmighthappeninthirteenweeks。

  SirThomaswouldhavebeendeeplymortifiedbyasuspicionofhalfthathisdaughtersfeltonthesubjectofhisreturn,andwouldhardlyhavefoundconsolationinaknowledgeoftheinterestitexcitedinthebreastofanotheryounglady。

  MissCrawford,onwalkingupwithherbrothertospendtheeveningatMansfieldPark,heardthegoodnews;

  andthoughseemingtohavenoconcernintheaffairbeyondpoliteness,andtohaveventedallherfeelingsinaquietcongratulation,hearditwithanattentionnotsoeasilysatisfied。Mrs。Norrisgavetheparticularsoftheletters,andthesubjectwasdropt;butaftertea,asMissCrawfordwasstandingatanopenwindowwithEdmundandFannylookingoutonatwilightscene,whiletheMissBertrams,Mr。Rushworth,andHenryCrawfordwereallbusywithcandlesatthepianoforte,shesuddenlyreviveditbyturningroundtowardsthegroup,andsaying,“HowhappyMr。Rushworthlooks!HeisthinkingofNovember。“

  EdmundlookedroundatMr。Rushworthtoo,buthadnothingtosay。

  “Yourfather’sreturnwillbeaveryinterestingevent。“

  “Itwill,indeed,aftersuchanabsence;anabsencenotonlylong,butincludingsomanydangers。“

  “Itwillbetheforerunneralsoofotherinterestingevents:

  yoursister’smarriage,andyourtakingorders。“

  “Yes。“

  “Don’tbeaffronted,“saidshe,laughing,“butitdoesputmeinmindofsomeoftheoldheathenheroes,who,afterperforminggreatexploitsinaforeignland,offeredsacrificestothegodsontheirsafereturn。“

  “Thereisnosacrificeinthecase,“repliedEdmund,withaserioussmile,andglancingatthepianoforteagain;

  “itisentirelyherowndoing。“

  “OhyesIknowitis。Iwasmerelyjoking。Shehasdonenomorethanwhateveryyoungwomanwoulddo;

  andIhavenodoubtofherbeingextremelyhappy。

  Myothersacrifice,ofcourse,youdonotunderstand。“

  “Mytakingorders,Iassureyou,isquiteasvoluntaryasMaria’smarrying。“

  “Itisfortunatethatyourinclinationandyourfather’sconvenienceshouldaccordsowell。Thereisaverygoodlivingkeptforyou,Iunderstand,hereabouts。“

  “Whichyousupposehasbiassedme?“

  “But_that_Iamsureithasnot,“criedFanny。

  “Thankyouforyourgoodword,Fanny,butitismorethanIwouldaffirmmyself。Onthecontrary,theknowingthattherewassuchaprovisionformeprobablydidbiasme。NorcanIthinkitwrongthatitshould。

  Therewasnonaturaldisinclinationtobeovercome,andIseenoreasonwhyamanshouldmakeaworseclergymanforknowingthathewillhaveacompetenceearlyinlife。

  Iwasinsafehands。IhopeIshouldnothavebeeninfluencedmyselfinawrongway,andIamsuremyfatherwastooconscientioustohaveallowedit。IhavenodoubtthatIwasbiased,butIthinkitwasblamelessly。“

  “Itisthesamesortofthing,“saidFanny,afterashortpause,“asforthesonofanadmiraltogointothenavy,orthesonofageneraltobeinthearmy,andnobodyseesanythingwronginthat。Nobodywondersthattheyshouldpreferthelinewheretheirfriendscanservethembest,orsuspectsthemtobelessinearnestinitthantheyappear。“

  “No,mydearMissPrice,andforreasonsgood。Theprofession,eithernavyorarmy,isitsownjustification。Ithaseverythinginitsfavour:heroism,danger,bustle,fashion。

  Soldiersandsailorsarealwaysacceptableinsociety。

  Nobodycanwonderthatmenaresoldiersandsailors。“

  “Butthemotivesofamanwhotakesorderswiththecertaintyofprefermentmaybefairlysuspected,youthink?“

  saidEdmund。“Tobejustifiedinyoureyes,hemustdoitinthemostcompleteuncertaintyofanyprovision。“

  “What!takeorderswithoutaliving!No;thatismadnessindeed;absolutemadness。“

  “ShallIaskyouhowthechurchistobefilled,ifamanisneithertotakeorderswithalivingnorwithout?

  No;foryoucertainlywouldnotknowwhattosay。

  ButImustbegsomeadvantagetotheclergymanfromyourownargument。Ashecannotbeinfluencedbythosefeelingswhichyourankhighlyastemptationandrewardtothesoldierandsailorintheirchoiceofaprofession,asheroism,andnoise,andfashion,areallagainsthim,heoughttobelessliabletothesuspicionofwantingsincerityorgoodintentionsinthechoiceofhis。“

  “Oh!nodoubtheisverysincereinpreferringanincomereadymade,tothetroubleofworkingforone;andhasthebestintentionsofdoingnothingalltherestofhisdaysbuteat,drink,andgrowfat。Itisindolence,Mr。Bertram,indeed。Indolenceandloveofease;awantofalllaudableambition,oftasteforgoodcompany,orofinclinationtotakethetroubleofbeingagreeable,whichmakemenclergymen。Aclergymanhasnothingtodobutbeslovenlyandselfish——readthenewspaper,watchtheweather,andquarrelwithhiswife。Hiscuratedoesallthework,andthebusinessofhisownlifeistodine。“

  “Therearesuchclergymen,nodoubt,butIthinktheyarenotsocommonastojustifyMissCrawfordinesteemingittheirgeneralcharacter。IsuspectthatinthiscomprehensiveandmayIsaycommonplacecensure,youarenotjudgingfromyourself,butfromprejudicedpersons,whoseopinionsyouhavebeeninthehabitofhearing。

  Itisimpossiblethatyourownobservationcanhavegivenyoumuchknowledgeoftheclergy。Youcanhavebeenpersonallyacquaintedwithveryfewofasetofmenyoucondemnsoconclusively。Youarespeakingwhatyouhavebeentoldatyouruncle’stable。“

  “Ispeakwhatappearstomethegeneralopinion;

  andwhereanopinionisgeneral,itisusuallycorrect。

  Though_I_havenotseenmuchofthedomesticlivesofclergymen,itisseenbytoomanytoleaveanydeficiencyofinformation。“

  “Whereanyonebodyofeducatedmen,ofwhateverdenomination,arecondemnedindiscriminately,theremustbeadeficiencyofinformation,orsmilingofsomethingelse。

  Youruncle,andhisbrotheradmirals,perhapsknewlittleofclergymenbeyondthechaplainswhom,goodorbad,theywerealwayswishingaway。“

  “PoorWilliam!HehasmetwithgreatkindnessfromthechaplainoftheAntwerp,“wasatenderapostropheofFanny’s,verymuchtothepurposeofherownfeelingsifnotoftheconversation。

  “Ihavebeensolittleaddictedtotakemyopinionsfrommyuncle,“saidMissCrawford,“thatIcanhardlysuppose——

  andsinceyoupushmesohard,Imustobserve,thatIamnotentirelywithoutthemeansofseeingwhatclergymenare,beingatthispresenttimetheguestofmyownbrother,Dr。Grant。AndthoughDr。Grantismostkindandobligingtome,andthoughheisreallyagentleman,and,Idaresay,agoodscholarandclever,andoftenpreachesgoodsermons,andisveryrespectable,_I_seehimtobeanindolent,selfish_bon__vivant_,whomusthavehispalateconsultedineverything;whowillnotstirafingerfortheconvenienceofanyone;andwho,moreover,ifthecookmakesablunder,isoutofhumourwithhisexcellentwife。Toownthetruth,HenryandIwerepartlydrivenoutthisveryeveningbyadisappointmentaboutagreengoose,whichhecouldnotgetthebetterof。Mypoorsisterwasforcedtostayandbearit。“

  “Idonotwonderatyourdisapprobation,uponmyword。

  Itisagreatdefectoftemper,madeworsebyaveryfaultyhabitofself-indulgence;andtoseeyoursistersufferingfromitmustbeexceedinglypainfultosuchfeelingsasyours。Fanny,itgoesagainstus。WecannotattempttodefendDr。Grant。“

  “No,“repliedFanny,“butweneednotgiveuphisprofessionforallthat;because,whateverprofessionDr。Granthadchosen,hewouldhavetakena——notagoodtemperintoit;

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