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  Butwhenthearrowstrikeshim,there’sachange。

  Hemovesbutinthetrackofhisspentpain,Whosereddropsarethelinksofaharshchain,Bindinghimtotheground,withnarrowrange。

  AsubtleserpentthenhasLovebecome。

  Ihadtheeagleinmybosomerst:

  HenceforwardwiththeserpentIamcursed。

  Icaninterpretwherethemouthisdumb。

  Speak,andIseetheside-lieofatruth。

  Perchancemyheartmaypardonyouthisdeed:

  Butbenocoward:-youthatmadeLovebleed,Youmustbearallthevenomofhistooth!

  Distractionisthepanacea,Sir!

  IhearmyoracleofMedicinesay。

  Doctor!thatsamespecificyesterdayItried,andtheresultwillnotdeterAsecondtrial。Isthedel’slineOfgoldenhair,orravenblack,composed?

  Anddoesacheek,likeanysea-shellrosed,Orclearaswidowedsky,seemmostdine?

  Nomatter,soItasteforgetfulness。

  Andifthedelsnareme,bodyandmind,HeregratefullyIscore:-heseemedkind,Whennotasoulwouldcomfortmydistress!

  Osweetnewworld,inwhichIrisenewmade!

  OLady,onceIgavelove:nowItake!

  Lady,Imustbeflattered。ShouldstthouwakeThepassionofademon,benotafraid。

  Imustbeflattered。TheimperiousDesirespeaksout。Lady,IamcontentToplaywithyouthegameofSentiment,Andwithyouenteronpathsperilous;

  ButifacrossyourbeautyIthrowlight,Tomakeitthreefold,itmustbeallmine。

  Firstsecret;thenavowed。ForImustshineEned,——I,lessenedinmypropersight!

  Bewatchfulofyourbeauty,Ladydear!

  Howmuchhangsonthatlampyoucannottell。

  MostearnestlyIprayyou,tenditwell:

  Andmenshallseemeasaburningsphere;

  Andmenshallmarkyoueyeingme,andgroanTobetheGodofsuchagrandsunflower!

  IfeelthepromptingsofSatanicpower,Whileyoudohomageuntomealone。

  AmIfailing?FornolongercanIcastAgloryroundaboutthisheadofgold。

  Gloryshewears,butspringingfromthemould;

  NotliketheconsecrationofthePast!

  Ismysoulbeggared?SomethingmorethanearthIcryforstill:IcannotbeatpeaceInhangLoveuponamortallease。

  Icannottakethewomanatherworth!

  WhereistheancientwealthwherewithIclothedOurhumannakedness,andcouldendowWithspiritualsplendourawhitebrowThatelsehadgrinnedatmethefactIloathed?

  Akissisbutakissnow!andnowaveOfagreatfloodthatwhirlsmetothesea。

  But,asyouwill!we’llsitcontentedly,Andeatourpotofhoneyonthegrave。

  Whatarewefirst?First,animals;andnextIntelligencesataleap;onwhomPaleliesthedistantshadowofthetomb,Andallthatdrawethonthetombfortext。

  IntowhichstatecomesLove,thecrowningsun:

  Beneathwhoselighttheshadowlosesform。

  Wearethelordsoflife,andlifeiswarm。

  Intelligenceandinstinctnowareone。

  Butnaturesays:’MychildrenmosttheyseemWhentheyleastknowme:thereforeIdecreeThattheyshallsuffer。’SwiftdothyoungLoveflee,Andwestandwakened,sheringfromourdream。

  ThenifwestudyNaturewearewise。

  Thusdothefewwholebutwiththeday:

  Thescientificanimalsarethey-

  Lady,thisismysonnettoyoureyes。

  Thisgoldenheadhaswitinit。IleAgain,andafarhigherlife,nearher。

  Somewomenlikeayoungphilosopher;

  Perchancebecauseheisdiminute。

  Forwoman’smanlygodmustnotexceedProportionsofthenaturalnursingsize。

  GreatpoetsandgreatsagesdrawnoprizeWithwomen:butthelittlelap-dogbreed,Whocanbehugged,oronamantel-piecePerchedupforadoration,theseobtainHerhomage。Andofthiswemenarevain?

  Ofthis!’Tisorderedfortheworld’sincrease!

  Smallflattery!YetshehasthatraregiftTobeauty,CommonSense。Iamapproved。

  Itisnothalfsoniceasbeingloved,AndyetIdopreferit。What’smydrift?

  FullfaithIhavesheholdsthatrarestgiftTobeauty,CommonSense。ToseeherlieWithherfairsageaninvertedskyBloom-covered,whiletheunderlidsuplift,Wouldalmostwreckthefaith;butwhenhermouthCanitkisssweetly?sweetly!wouldaddressTheinnermethatthirstsforhernoless,Andhassolongbeenlanguishingindrouth,IfeelthatIammatched;thatIamman!

  Onerestlesscornerofmyheartorhead,Thatholdsadyingsomethingneverdead,Stillfrets,thoughNaturegethallshecan。

  Itmeans,thatwomanisnot,Iopine,Hersex’santidote。WhoseekstheaspForserpent’sbites?’TwouldcalmmecouldIclaspShriekingBacchanteswiththeirsoulsofwine!

  ’InParis,attheLouvre,therehaveIseenThesumptuously-featheredangelpierceProneLucifer,descending。Lookedhefierce,Showingthefightafairone?Tooserene!

  TheyoungPharsaliansdidnotdisarrayLesswillinglytheirlocksoffloatingsilk:

  ThatsucklingmouthofhisuponthemilkOfheavenmightstillbefeastingthroughthefray。

  Oh,Raphael!whenmentheFienddofight,Theyconquernotuponsucheasyterms。

  Halfserpentinthestrugglegrowtheseworms。

  Anddoeshegrowhalfhuman,allisright。’

  ThistomyLadyinadistantspot,Uponthetheme:WHILEMINDISMASTERINGCLAY,GROSSCLAYINVADESIT。Ifthespyyouplay,Mywife,readthis!Strangelovetalk,isitnot?

  Madamwouldspeakwithme。So,nowitcomes:

  TheDelugeorelseFire!She’swell;shethanksMyhusbandship。Ourchainonsilenceclanks。

  Timeleersbetween,abovehistwiddlingthumbs。

  AmIquitewell?Mostexcellentinhealth!

  Thejournals,too,Idiligentlyperuse。

  Vesuusisexpectedtogenews:

  Niagaraisnonoisier。BystealthOureyesdartscrutinizingsnakes。She’sgladI’mhappy,saysherqueringunder-lip。

  ’Andarenotyou?’’HowcanIbe?’’Takeship!

  Forhappinessissomewheretobehad。’

  ’Nowhereforme!’Hervoiceisbarelyheard。

  Iamnotmelted,andmakenopretence。

  WithcommonplaceIfreezeher,tongueandsense。

  NiagaraorVesuusisdeferred。

  ItisnovulgarnatureIhavewed。

  Secrete,sensite,shetakesawoundDeeptohersoul,asifthesensehadswooned,Andnotathoughtofvengeancehadsurved。

  Noconfidenceshasshe:butreliefMustcometoonewhosesufferingisacute。

  Ohaveacareofnaturesthataremute!

  Theypunishyouinacts:theirstepsarebrief。

  Whatisshedoing?WhatdoesshedemandFromProdenceorme?SheisnotoneLongtoendurethistorpidly,andshunThedrugsthatcrowdaboutawoman’shand。

  AtForfeitsduringsnowweplayed,andI

  Mustkissher。’Wellperformed!’Isaid:thenshe:

  “Tishardlyworththemoney,youagree?’

  Saveher?Whatfor?Toactthisweddedlie!

  MyLadyuntoMadammakesherbow。

  Thecharmofwomenis,thatevenwhileYou’reprobedbythemfortears,youyetmaysmile,Nay,laughoutright,asIhavedonejustnow。

  Theinterewwasgracious:theyanointTomeasideeachotherwithfinepraise:

  Discriminatingcomplimentstheyraise,Thathitwithwondrousaimontheweakpoint:

  MyLady’snoseofNaturemightcomplain。

  ItisnotfashionedaptlytoexpressHercharacteroflarge-browedsteadfastness。

  ButMadamsays:Thereofshemaybevain!

  Now,Madam’sfaultyfeatureisaglazedAndinaccessibleeye,thathassoftfires,Widegates,atlove-time,only。ThisadmiresMyLady。AtthetwoIstandamazed。

  Alongthegardenterrace,underwhichApurplevalleylightedatitsedgeBysmokytorch-flameonthelongcloud-ledgeWhereunderdroppedthechariotglimmersrich,Aquietcompanywepace,andwaitThedinner-bellinprae-digestecalm。

  SosweetupoletbankstheSouthernbalmBreathesround,wecarenotifthebellbelate:

  ThoughhereandtheregreyseniorsquestionTimeInirritablecoughings。WithslowfootThelowrosedmoon,thefaceofMusicmute,Beginsamonghersilentbarstoclimb。

  Asinandout,insilverydusk,wethread,IhearthelaughofMadam,anddiscernMyLady’sheelbeforemeateachturn。

  Ourtragedy,isitaleordead?

  GetoimaginationsomepurelightInhumanformtofit,oryoushameThedelswiththathideoushumangame:-

  Imaginationurgingappetite!

  Thusfallenhaveearth’sgreatestGogmagogs,Whodazzleus,whomwecannotrevere:

  ImaginationisthecharioteerThat,indefaultofbetter,dresthehogs。

  So,therefore,mydearLady,letmelove!

  Mysoulisarrowytothelightinyou。

  YouknowmethatInevercanrenewThebondthatwomanbroke:whatwouldyouhave?

  ’TisLove,orleness!notachoicebetween,Savepetrifaction!WhatdoesPityhere?

  Shekilledathing,andnowit’sdead,’tisdear。

  Oh,whenyoucounselme,thinkwhatyoumean!

  Sheyields:myLadyinhernoblestmoodHasyielded:she,mygolden-crownedrose!

  Thebrideofeverysense!moresweetthanthoseWhobreathetheoletbreathofmaidenhood。

  Osageofstillmusicinthesky!

  Softmoon!Ifeelthysong,myfairestfriend!

  TrueharmonywithincanapprehendDumbharmonywithout。Andhark!’tisnigh!

  Beliefhasstruckthenoteofsound:agleamOflingsilvershowsmewheresheshookHerlongwhitefingersdowntheshadowybrook,Thatsingshersong,halfwaking,halfindream。

  Whattwocomeheretomarthisheavenlytune?

  Amanisone:thewomanbearsmyname,Andhonour。Theirhandstouch!AmIstilltame?

  God,whatadancingspectreseemsthemoon!

  IbademyLadythinkwhatshemightmean。

  KnowImymeaning,I?CanIloveone,Andyetbejealousofanother?NoneCommitssuchfolly。TerribleLove,Iween,Hasmight,evendead,halfsighingtoupheaveThelightlessseasofselfishnessamain:

  Seasthatinaman’shearthavenorainTofallandstillthem。PeacecanIachieve,Byturningtothisfountain-sourceofwoe,Thiswoman,who’stoLoveasfiretowood?

  ShebreathedtheoletbreathofmaidenhoodAgainstmykissesonce!butIsay,No!

  Thethingismockedat!Helplesslyafloat,IknownotwhatIdo,wheretoIstre。

  ThedreadthatmyoldlovemaybealeHasseizedmynurslingnewlovebythethroat。

  Howmanyathingwhichwecasttotheground,Whenotherspickitupbecomesagem!

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