第17章
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  Wegraspatallthewealthitistothem;

  Andbyreflectedlightitsworthisfound。

  Yetforusstill’tisnothing!andthatzealOffalseappreciationquicklyfades。

  Thistruthislittleknowntohumanshades,Howrarefromtheirowninstinct’tistofeel!

  Theywastethesoulwithspuriousdesire,Thatisnottheripeflameuponthebough。

  WetwohavetakenupalifelessvowTorobalingpassion:dustforfire!

  Madamisgrave,andeyestheclockthattellsApproachingmidnight。WehavestruckdespairIntotwohearts。O,lookwelikeapairWhoforfreshnuptialsjoyfullyyieldallelse?

  Iamtofollowher。ThereismuchgraceInwomanwhenthusbentonmartyrdom。

  Theythinkthatdignityofsoulmaycome,Perchance,withdignityofbody。Base!

  ButIwastakenbythatairofcoldAndstatuesquesedateness,whenshesaid’I’mgoing’;litataper,bowedherhead,Andwent,aswiththestrideofPallasbold。

  Fleshlyindifferencehorrible!ThehandsOfTimenowsignal:O,she’ssafefromme!

  WithinthosesecretwallswhatdoIsee?

  Wherefirstshesetthetaperdownshestands:

  NotPallas:Hebeshamed!ThoughtsblackasdeathLikeastirredpoolinsunshinebreak。HerwristsIcatch:shefaltering,asshehalfresists,’Youlove……?love……?love……?’allonanindrawnbreath。

  Markwherethepressingwindshootsjavelin-likeItsskeletonshadowonthebroad-backedwave!

  HereisafittingspottodigLove’sgrave;

  Herewheretheponderousbreakersplungeandstrike,Anddarttheirhissingtongueshighupthesand:

  Inhearingoftheocean,andinsightOfthoseribbedwind-streaksrunningintowhite。

  IfIthedeathofLovehaddeeplyplanned,Inevercouldhavemadeithalfsosure,AsbytheunblestkisseswhichupbraidThefull-wakedsense;orfailingthat,degrade!

  ’Tismorning:butnomorningcanrestoreWhatwehaveforfeited。Iseenosin:

  Thewrongismed。Intragiclife,Godwot,Nollainneedbe!Passionsspintheplot:

  Wearebetrayedbywhatisfalsewithin。

  Theysay,thatPityinLove’ssercedwells,Aporterattherosytemple’sgate。

  Imissedhimgoing:butitismyfateTocomeuponhimnowbesidehiswells;

  WherebyIknowthatILove’stempleleave,Andthatthepurpledoorshaveclosedbehind。

  Poorsoul!if,inthoseearlydaysunkind,Thypowertostinghadbeenbutpowertogrieve,Wenowmightwithanequalspiritmeet,Andnotbematchedlikeinnocenceandce。

  ShefortheTemple’sworshiphaspaidprice,AndtakesthecoinofPityasacheat。

  Sheseesthroughsimulationtothebone:

  What’sbestinherimpelshertotheworst:

  Never,shecries,shallPitysootheLove’sthirst,Orfoulhypocrisyfortruthatone!

  Itistheseasonofthesweetwildrose,MyLady’semblemintheheartofme!

  Sogolden-crownedshinesshegloriously,Andwiththatsoftestdreamofbloodsheglows;

  MildasaneveningheavenroundHesperbright!

  Iplucktheflower,andsmellit,andreveThetimewheninhereyesIstoodale。

  IseemtolookuponitoutofNight。

  Here’sMadam,steppinghastily。HerwhimsBidherdemandtheflower,whichIletdrop。

  AsIproceed,Ifeelhersharplystop,Andcrushitunderheelwithtremblinglimbs。

  Shejoinsmeinacat-likeway,andtalksOfcompany,andevencondescendsToutterlaughingscandalofoldfriends。

  Thesearethesummerdays,andtheseourwalks。

  Atlastweparley:wesostrangelydumbInsuchaclosecommunion!ItbefellAboutthesoundingoftheMatin-bell,Andlo!herplacewasvacant,andthehumOflonelinesswasroundme。ThenIrose,AndmydisorderedbraindidguidemyfootTothatoldwoodwhereourfirstlove-saluteWasinterchanged:thesourceofmanythroes!

  TheredidIseeher,notalone。ImovedTowardher,andmadeprofferofmyarm。

  Shetookitsimply,withnorudealarm;

  Andthatdisturbingshadowpassedreproved。

  Ifeltthepainedspeechcoming,anddeclaredMyfirmbeliefinher,ereshecouldspeak。

  Aghastlymorningcameintohercheek,Whilewithawideningsoulonmeshestared。

  Wesawtheswallowsgatheringinthesky,Andintheosier-isleweheardthemnoise。

  Wehadnottolookbackonsummerjoys,Orforwardtoasummerofbrightdye:

  ButinthelargenessoftheeveningearthOurspiritsgrewaswewentsidebyside。

  Thehourbecameherhusbandandmybride。

  Love,thathadrobbedusso,thusblessedourdearth!

  ThepilgrimsoftheyearwaxedveryloudInmultitudinouschatterings,asthefloodFullbrowncamefromtheWest,andlikepalebloodExpandedtotheuppercrimsoncloud。

  Love,thathadrobbedusofimmortalthings,Thislittlemomentmercifullygave,WhereIhaveseenacrossthetwilightwaveTheswansailwithheryoungbeneathherwings。

  Theirsenseiswiththeirsensesallmedin,Destroyedbysubtletiesthesewomenare!

  Morebrain,OLord,morebrain!orweshallmarUtterlythisfairgardenwemightwin。

  Behold!Ilookedforpeace,andthoughtitnear。

  Ourinmostheartshadopened,eachtoeach。

  Wedrankthepuredaylightofhonestspeech。

  Alas!thatwasthefataldraught,Ifear。

  ForwhenofmylostLadycametheword,Thiswoman,Othisagonyofflesh!

  Jealousdevotionbadeherbreakthemesh,ThatImightseekthatotherlikeabird。

  Idoadorethenobleness!despiseTheact!Shehasgoneforth,Iknownotwhere。

  WillthehardworldmysentienceofhershareIfeelthetruth;solettheworldsurmise。

  Hefoundherbytheocean’smoaningverge,Noranywickedchangeinherdiscerned;

  Andshebelievedhisoldlovehadreturned,Whichwasherexultation,andherscourge。

  Shetookhishand,andwalkedwithhim,andseemedThewifehesought,thoughshadow-likeanddry。

  Shehadoneterror,lestherheartshouldsigh,Andtellherloudlyshenolongerdreamed。

  Shedarednotsay,’Thisismybreast:lookin。’

  Butthere’sastrengthtohelpthedesperateweak。

  ThatnighthelearnedhowsilencebestcanspeakTheawfulthingswhenPitypleadsforSin。

  AboutthemiddleofthenighthercallWasheard,andhecamewonderingtothebed。

  ’Nowkissme,dear!itmaybe,now!’shesaid。

  Lethehadpassedthoselips,andheknewall。

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  ThuspiteouslyLoveclosedwhathebegat:

  Theunionofthisever-dersepair!

  Thesetwowererapidfalconsinasnare,Condemnedtodotheflittingofthebat。

  LoversbeneaththesingingskyofMay,Theywanderedonce;clearasthedewonflowers:

  Buttheyfednotontheadvancinghours:

  Theirheartsheldcrangsfortheburiedday。

  Theneachappliedtoeachthatfatalknife,Deepquestioning,whichprobestoendlessdole。

  Ah,whatadustyanswergetsthesoulWhenhotforcertaintiesinthisourlife!-

  IntragichintshereseewhatevermoreMovesdarkasyondermidnightocean’sforce,Thunderinglikerampinghostsofwarriorhorse,Tothrowthatfaintthinfineupontheshore!

  THEPATRIOTENGINEER

  ’Sirs!mayIshakeyourhands?

  Mycountrymen,Isee!

  I’veledinforeignlandsTillEngland’sHeaventome。

  Aheartyshakewilldomegood,Andfreshenupmysluggishblood。’

  Intohishardrighthandwestruck,Gavetheshake,andwish’dhimluck。

  ’——FromAustriaIcome,AnEnglishwifetowin,AndfindanEnglishhome,Andleanddietherein。

  GreatLord!howmanyayearI’vepinedTodrinkoldaleandspeakmymind!’

  Loudrangourlaughter,andtheshoutHillsroundtheMeuse-boatechoedabout。

  ’——Ay,nooffence:laughon,Younggentlemen:I’lljoin。

  Hadyoutoelegone,Wherefreespeechisbasecoin,You’dsightoseethejollynoseWhereFreedom’snateliquorflows!’

  Hethistimethelaughterled,Dabblinghisoilybullethead。

  ’——Geme,tosuitmymoods,Anale-houseonaheath,I’llhandthecragsandwoodsToB’elzebubbeneath。

  Afigforscenery!whatsceneCanbeataJackassonagreen?’

  Gravelyheseem’d,withgazeintense,Puttingthequestiontocommonsense。

  ’——Why,there’stheale-housebench:

  Thefurze-flowershininground:

  Andthere’smywaiting-wench,Aslissomeasahound。

  With“hailBritannia!“ereIdrink,I’llkissherwithanartfulwink。’

  Fairflash’dtheforeignlandscapewhileWebreath’dagainournateIsle。

  ’——Thegeesemayswimhard-by;

  Theygabble,andyoutalk:

  You’resurethere’snotaspyTomarkyournamewithchalk。

  Myheart’sanoak,anditwon’tgrowInflower-pots,foreignersmustknow。’

  Pensehestood:thenshookhisheadSadly;heldouthisfist,andsaid:

  ’——You’veheardthatHungary’sfloor’d?

  They’vegotherontheground。

  Atraitorbrokehersword:

  Twodespotsheldherbound。

  I’veseenhergaspingherlasthope:

  I’veseenhersonsstrungupb’therope。

  ’NinegallantgentlemenInAradtheystrungup!

  Iwork’dinpeacetillthen:-

  Thatpoison’dallmycup。

  Asmellofcorpseshauntedme:

  Mynostrilsniff’dlikelifeforsea。

  ’TakemoneyformyhireFrombutchers?——nottheman!

  I’vegotsomenaturalfire,Anddon’tflashinthepan;-

  AfewideasIreveal’d:-

  ’TwaswelloldEnglandstoodmyshield!

  ’SaidI,“TheLordofHostsHavemercyonyourland!

  Iseethosedanglingghosts,-

  Andyoumaykeepcommand,Andhang,andshoot,andhaveyourday:

  Theyholdyourbill,andyoumustpay。

  ’“You’vesentthemwherethey’restrong,YoucarrionDouble-Head!

  IhearthemsoundagongInHeavenabove!“——Isaid。

  “MyGod,whatfeatherswon’tyoumoultForthis!“saysI:andthenIbolt。

  ’TheBird’sabeastlyBird,Andwhatismore,afool。

  IshakehandswiththeherdThatflockbeneathhisrule。

  They’rekindly;andtheirlandisfine。

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