Wegraspatallthewealthitistothem;
Andbyreflectedlightitsworthisfound。
Yetforusstill’tisnothing!andthatzealOffalseappreciationquicklyfades。
Thistruthislittleknowntohumanshades,Howrarefromtheirowninstinct’tistofeel!
Theywastethesoulwithspuriousdesire,Thatisnottheripeflameuponthebough。
WetwohavetakenupalifelessvowTorobalingpassion:dustforfire!
Madamisgrave,andeyestheclockthattellsApproachingmidnight。WehavestruckdespairIntotwohearts。O,lookwelikeapairWhoforfreshnuptialsjoyfullyyieldallelse?
Iamtofollowher。ThereismuchgraceInwomanwhenthusbentonmartyrdom。
Theythinkthatdignityofsoulmaycome,Perchance,withdignityofbody。Base!
ButIwastakenbythatairofcoldAndstatuesquesedateness,whenshesaid’I’mgoing’;litataper,bowedherhead,Andwent,aswiththestrideofPallasbold。
Fleshlyindifferencehorrible!ThehandsOfTimenowsignal:O,she’ssafefromme!
WithinthosesecretwallswhatdoIsee?
Wherefirstshesetthetaperdownshestands:
NotPallas:Hebeshamed!ThoughtsblackasdeathLikeastirredpoolinsunshinebreak。HerwristsIcatch:shefaltering,asshehalfresists,’Youlove……?love……?love……?’allonanindrawnbreath。
Markwherethepressingwindshootsjavelin-likeItsskeletonshadowonthebroad-backedwave!
HereisafittingspottodigLove’sgrave;
Herewheretheponderousbreakersplungeandstrike,Anddarttheirhissingtongueshighupthesand:
Inhearingoftheocean,andinsightOfthoseribbedwind-streaksrunningintowhite。
IfIthedeathofLovehaddeeplyplanned,Inevercouldhavemadeithalfsosure,AsbytheunblestkisseswhichupbraidThefull-wakedsense;orfailingthat,degrade!
’Tismorning:butnomorningcanrestoreWhatwehaveforfeited。Iseenosin:
Thewrongismed。Intragiclife,Godwot,Nollainneedbe!Passionsspintheplot:
Wearebetrayedbywhatisfalsewithin。
Theysay,thatPityinLove’ssercedwells,Aporterattherosytemple’sgate。
Imissedhimgoing:butitismyfateTocomeuponhimnowbesidehiswells;
WherebyIknowthatILove’stempleleave,Andthatthepurpledoorshaveclosedbehind。
Poorsoul!if,inthoseearlydaysunkind,Thypowertostinghadbeenbutpowertogrieve,Wenowmightwithanequalspiritmeet,Andnotbematchedlikeinnocenceandce。
ShefortheTemple’sworshiphaspaidprice,AndtakesthecoinofPityasacheat。
Sheseesthroughsimulationtothebone:
What’sbestinherimpelshertotheworst:
Never,shecries,shallPitysootheLove’sthirst,Orfoulhypocrisyfortruthatone!
Itistheseasonofthesweetwildrose,MyLady’semblemintheheartofme!
Sogolden-crownedshinesshegloriously,Andwiththatsoftestdreamofbloodsheglows;
MildasaneveningheavenroundHesperbright!
Iplucktheflower,andsmellit,andreveThetimewheninhereyesIstoodale。
IseemtolookuponitoutofNight。
Here’sMadam,steppinghastily。HerwhimsBidherdemandtheflower,whichIletdrop。
AsIproceed,Ifeelhersharplystop,Andcrushitunderheelwithtremblinglimbs。
Shejoinsmeinacat-likeway,andtalksOfcompany,andevencondescendsToutterlaughingscandalofoldfriends。
Thesearethesummerdays,andtheseourwalks。
Atlastweparley:wesostrangelydumbInsuchaclosecommunion!ItbefellAboutthesoundingoftheMatin-bell,Andlo!herplacewasvacant,andthehumOflonelinesswasroundme。ThenIrose,AndmydisorderedbraindidguidemyfootTothatoldwoodwhereourfirstlove-saluteWasinterchanged:thesourceofmanythroes!
TheredidIseeher,notalone。ImovedTowardher,andmadeprofferofmyarm。
Shetookitsimply,withnorudealarm;
Andthatdisturbingshadowpassedreproved。
Ifeltthepainedspeechcoming,anddeclaredMyfirmbeliefinher,ereshecouldspeak。
Aghastlymorningcameintohercheek,Whilewithawideningsoulonmeshestared。
Wesawtheswallowsgatheringinthesky,Andintheosier-isleweheardthemnoise。
Wehadnottolookbackonsummerjoys,Orforwardtoasummerofbrightdye:
ButinthelargenessoftheeveningearthOurspiritsgrewaswewentsidebyside。
Thehourbecameherhusbandandmybride。
Love,thathadrobbedusso,thusblessedourdearth!
ThepilgrimsoftheyearwaxedveryloudInmultitudinouschatterings,asthefloodFullbrowncamefromtheWest,andlikepalebloodExpandedtotheuppercrimsoncloud。
Love,thathadrobbedusofimmortalthings,Thislittlemomentmercifullygave,WhereIhaveseenacrossthetwilightwaveTheswansailwithheryoungbeneathherwings。
Theirsenseiswiththeirsensesallmedin,Destroyedbysubtletiesthesewomenare!
Morebrain,OLord,morebrain!orweshallmarUtterlythisfairgardenwemightwin。
Behold!Ilookedforpeace,andthoughtitnear。
Ourinmostheartshadopened,eachtoeach。
Wedrankthepuredaylightofhonestspeech。
Alas!thatwasthefataldraught,Ifear。
ForwhenofmylostLadycametheword,Thiswoman,Othisagonyofflesh!
Jealousdevotionbadeherbreakthemesh,ThatImightseekthatotherlikeabird。
Idoadorethenobleness!despiseTheact!Shehasgoneforth,Iknownotwhere。
WillthehardworldmysentienceofhershareIfeelthetruth;solettheworldsurmise。
Hefoundherbytheocean’smoaningverge,Noranywickedchangeinherdiscerned;
Andshebelievedhisoldlovehadreturned,Whichwasherexultation,andherscourge。
Shetookhishand,andwalkedwithhim,andseemedThewifehesought,thoughshadow-likeanddry。
Shehadoneterror,lestherheartshouldsigh,Andtellherloudlyshenolongerdreamed。
Shedarednotsay,’Thisismybreast:lookin。’
Butthere’sastrengthtohelpthedesperateweak。
ThatnighthelearnedhowsilencebestcanspeakTheawfulthingswhenPitypleadsforSin。
AboutthemiddleofthenighthercallWasheard,andhecamewonderingtothebed。
’Nowkissme,dear!itmaybe,now!’shesaid。
Lethehadpassedthoselips,andheknewall。
L
ThuspiteouslyLoveclosedwhathebegat:
Theunionofthisever-dersepair!
Thesetwowererapidfalconsinasnare,Condemnedtodotheflittingofthebat。
LoversbeneaththesingingskyofMay,Theywanderedonce;clearasthedewonflowers:
Buttheyfednotontheadvancinghours:
Theirheartsheldcrangsfortheburiedday。
Theneachappliedtoeachthatfatalknife,Deepquestioning,whichprobestoendlessdole。
Ah,whatadustyanswergetsthesoulWhenhotforcertaintiesinthisourlife!-
IntragichintshereseewhatevermoreMovesdarkasyondermidnightocean’sforce,Thunderinglikerampinghostsofwarriorhorse,Tothrowthatfaintthinfineupontheshore!
THEPATRIOTENGINEER
’Sirs!mayIshakeyourhands?
Mycountrymen,Isee!
I’veledinforeignlandsTillEngland’sHeaventome。
Aheartyshakewilldomegood,Andfreshenupmysluggishblood。’
Intohishardrighthandwestruck,Gavetheshake,andwish’dhimluck。
’——FromAustriaIcome,AnEnglishwifetowin,AndfindanEnglishhome,Andleanddietherein。
GreatLord!howmanyayearI’vepinedTodrinkoldaleandspeakmymind!’
Loudrangourlaughter,andtheshoutHillsroundtheMeuse-boatechoedabout。
’——Ay,nooffence:laughon,Younggentlemen:I’lljoin。
Hadyoutoelegone,Wherefreespeechisbasecoin,You’dsightoseethejollynoseWhereFreedom’snateliquorflows!’
Hethistimethelaughterled,Dabblinghisoilybullethead。
’——Geme,tosuitmymoods,Anale-houseonaheath,I’llhandthecragsandwoodsToB’elzebubbeneath。
Afigforscenery!whatsceneCanbeataJackassonagreen?’
Gravelyheseem’d,withgazeintense,Puttingthequestiontocommonsense。
’——Why,there’stheale-housebench:
Thefurze-flowershininground:
Andthere’smywaiting-wench,Aslissomeasahound。
With“hailBritannia!“ereIdrink,I’llkissherwithanartfulwink。’
Fairflash’dtheforeignlandscapewhileWebreath’dagainournateIsle。
’——Thegeesemayswimhard-by;
Theygabble,andyoutalk:
You’resurethere’snotaspyTomarkyournamewithchalk。
Myheart’sanoak,anditwon’tgrowInflower-pots,foreignersmustknow。’
Pensehestood:thenshookhisheadSadly;heldouthisfist,andsaid:
’——You’veheardthatHungary’sfloor’d?
They’vegotherontheground。
Atraitorbrokehersword:
Twodespotsheldherbound。
I’veseenhergaspingherlasthope:
I’veseenhersonsstrungupb’therope。
’NinegallantgentlemenInAradtheystrungup!
Iwork’dinpeacetillthen:-
Thatpoison’dallmycup。
Asmellofcorpseshauntedme:
Mynostrilsniff’dlikelifeforsea。
’TakemoneyformyhireFrombutchers?——nottheman!
I’vegotsomenaturalfire,Anddon’tflashinthepan;-
AfewideasIreveal’d:-
’TwaswelloldEnglandstoodmyshield!
’SaidI,“TheLordofHostsHavemercyonyourland!
Iseethosedanglingghosts,-
Andyoumaykeepcommand,Andhang,andshoot,andhaveyourday:
Theyholdyourbill,andyoumustpay。
’“You’vesentthemwherethey’restrong,YoucarrionDouble-Head!
IhearthemsoundagongInHeavenabove!“——Isaid。
“MyGod,whatfeatherswon’tyoumoultForthis!“saysI:andthenIbolt。
’TheBird’sabeastlyBird,Andwhatismore,afool。
IshakehandswiththeherdThatflockbeneathhisrule。
They’rekindly;andtheirlandisfine。