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  fancied——soughttoslipoutafterit,and,floatinginthatdirection,fannedmyfacewithabreathasofice,whiletheflameofthecandleflickeredthemore——asthoughittoowereseekingtowrestitselffromthecandlestick,andgofloatingupwardstojointhebandofstars——abandofluminarieswhichitmightwellhavedeemedtobeofabrillianceassmallandaspitifulasitsown。AndI,formypart,sinceIhadnowishtoseewhatlighttherewasdisappear,followedthestrugglesofthetinyflamewithatenseanxietywhichmademyeyesache。

  OppressedanduneasyalloverasIstoodbythedeadman’sshoulder,Istrainedmyearsandlistened,listenedever,tothesilenceencompassingthehut。

  Eventually,drowsinessbegantostealoverme,andprovedafeelinghardtoresist。YetstillwithaneffortdidIcontrivetorecallthebeautifulprayersofSaintsMakariVeliki,Chrysostom,andDamarkin,whileatthesametimesomethingresemblingaswarmofmosquitosstartedtohuminmyhead,thewordswhereintheSixthPreceptissuesitsinjunctionto:“allpersonsabouttowithdrawtoacouchofrest。“

  Andnext,toescapefallingasleep,Ifelltorecitingthekondak[Hymnfortheendoftheday]whichbegins:

  “OhLord,refreshmysoulthusgrievouslymadefeeblewithwrongdoing。“

  Stillengagedinthismanner,suddenlyIheardsomethingrustleoutsidethedoor。Thenadrywhisperarticulated:

  “OhGodofMercy,receiveuntoThyselfalsomysoul!“

  Uponthat,thefancyoccurredtomethatprobablytheoldwoman’ssoulwasasgreyandtimidasalinnet,andthatwhenitshouldflyuptothethroneoftheMotherofGod,andtheMothershouldextendtothatlittlesoulhertender,white,andgracioushand,thenewcomerwouldtrembleallover,andflutterhergentlewingsuntilwellnighdeathshouldsupervene。

  AndthentheMotherofGodwouldsaytoHerSon:

  “Son,prayseethefearfulnessofThypeopleonearth,andtheirestrangementfromjoy!OhSon,isthatwell?“

  AndHewouldmakeanswertoHer——

  HewouldmakeanswertoHer,andsayIknownotwhat。

  Andsuddenly,soIfancied,avoiceansweredmineoutofthebroodinghush,asthoughittoowererecitingaprayer。Yetsocomplete,soprofound,wasthestillness,thatthevoiceseemedfaraway,submerged,unreal——amerephantomofanecho,oftheechoofmyownvoice。Until,onmydesistingfrommyrecital,andstrainingmycarsyetmore,thesoundseemedtoapproachandgrowclearerasshufflingfootstepsalsoadvancedinmydirection,andtherecameamutterof:

  “Nay,itCANNOTbeso!“

  “Whyisitthatthedogshavefailedtobark?“Ireflected,rubbingmyeyes,andfancyingasIdidsothatthedeadman’seyebrowstwitched,andhismoustachestirredinagrimsmile。

  Presentlyadeep,hoarse,raspingvoicevociferatedintheforecourt:

  “Whatdoyousay,oldwoman?Yes,thathemustdie——Iknewallalong,——soyoucanceaseyourchattering?Menlikehimkeepuptothelast,thenlaythemdowntorisetomore……WHOiswithhim?A

  stranger?A-ah!“

  And,thenextmoment,abulksolargeandshapelessthatitmightwellhavebeenthedarknessofthenightembodied,stumbledagainsttheoutersideofthedoor,grunted,hiccuped,andlurchingheadforemostintothehut,grewwellnightotheceiling。Thenitwavedagigantichand,crosseditselfinthedirectionofthecandle,and,bendingforwarduntilitsforeheadalmosttouchedthefeetofthecorpse,queriedunderitsbreath:

  “Hownow,Vasil?“

  Thereafter,thefigureventedasobwhilstastrongsmellofvodkaaroseintheroom,andfromthedoorwaytheoldwomansaidinanappealingvoice:

  “PraygiveHIMthebook,FatherDemid。“

  “Noindeed!WhyshouldI?Iintendtodothereadingmyself。“

  Andaheavyhandlaiditselfuponmyshoulder,whileagreathairyfacebentovermine,andinquired:

  “Ayoungman,areyounot?Amemberoftheclergy,too,I

  suppose?“

  Socoveredwithtuftsofauburnhairwastheenormousheadaboveme——tuftsthesheenofwhicheventhesemi-obscurityofthepalecandlelightfailedtorenderinconspicuous——thatthemass,asawhole,resembledamop。Andasitsownerlurchedtoandfro,hemademelurchresponsivelybynowdrawingmetowardshimself,nowthrustingmeaway。Meanwhilehecontinuedtosuffusemyfacewiththehot,thickodourofspirituousliquor。

  “FatherDemid!“againessayedtheoldwomanwithanimploringwail,buthecuthershortwiththemenacingadmonition:

  “HowoftenhaveItoldyouthatyoumustnotaddressadeaconas’Father’?Gotobed!Yes,beoffwithyou,andletmemindmyaffairsmyself!GO,Isay!Butfirstlightmeanothercandle,forIcannotseeasinglethinginfrontofme。“

  Withwhich,throwinghimselfuponabench,thedeaconslappedhiskneewithabookwhichhehadinhishands,andputtomethequery:

  “Shouldyoucaretohaveadramofgorielka?[Anothernameforvodka。]

  “No,“Ireplied。“Atallevents,nothere。“

  “Indeed?“thedeaconcried,unabashed。“Butcome,abottleofthestuffishere,inmyverypocket。“

  “Thisisnoplaceinwhichtobedrinking。“

  Foramomentthedeaconsaidnothing。Thenhemuttered:

  “True,true。Soletusadjourntotheforecourt……Yes,whatyousayisnomorethanthetruth。“

  “Hadyounotbetterremainseatedwhereyouare,andbeginthereading?“

  “No,Iamgoingtodonosuchthing。YOUshalldothereading。

  TonightI,I——wellIamnotverywell,forIhavebeendrinkingalittle。“

  And,thrustingthebookintomystomach,hesankhisheaduponhisbreast,andfelltoswayingitponderouslyupanddown。

  “Folkdie,“washisnextutterance,“andtheworldremainsasfullofgriefasever。Yes,folkdieevenbeforetheyhaveseenalittlegoodaccruetothemselves。“

  “IseethatyourbookisnotaPsalter,“hereIinterposedafteraninspectionofthevolume。

  “Youarewrong。“

  “Thenlookforyourself。“

  Hegrabbedthebookbyitscover,and,bydintofholdingthecandleclosetoitspages,discovered,eventually,thatmatterswereasIhadstated。

  Thistookhimabackcompletely。

  “Whatcanthefactmean?“heexclaimed。“Oh,Iknowwhathashappened。Themistakehascomeofmybeinginsuchahurry。Theotherbook,thetruePsalter,isafat,heavyvolume,whereasthisoneis——“

  Foramomentheseemedsoberedbytheshock。Atallevents,heroseand,approachingthecorpse,said,ashebentoverthebedwithhisbeardheldback:

  “Pardonme,Vasil,butwhatistobedone?“

  Thenhestraightenedhimselfagain,threwbackhiscurls,and,drawingabottlefromhispocket,andthrustingtheneckofthebottleintohismouth,tookalongdraught,withawhistlingofhisnostrilsashedidso。

  “Well?“Isaid。

  “Well,Iintendtogotobed——myideaistodrinkandenjoymyselfawhile。“

  “Go,then。“

  “Andwhatofthereading?“

  “Whowouldwishyoutomumblewordswhichyouwouldnotbecomprehendingasyouutteredthem?“

  Thedeaconreseatedhimselfuponthebench,leanedforward,buriedhisfaceinhishandsandremainedsilent。

  FasttheJulynightwaswaning。Fastitsshadowsweredissolvingintocorners,andallowingawhiffoffreshdewymorningtidetoenteratthewindow。Alreadywasthecombinedlightofthetwocandlesgrowingpaler,withtheirflameslookingliketheeyesofafrightenedchild。

  “Youhavelivedyourlife,Vasi,“atlengththedeaconmuttered,“andthoughonceIhadaplacetowhichtoresort,nowIshallhavenone。Yes,mylastfriendisdead。OhLord——whereisThyjustice?“

  Formyself,Iwentandtookaseatbythewindow,and,thrustingmyheadintotheopenair,litapipe,andcontinuedtolistenwithashivertothedeacon’swailings。

  “Folkusedtogirdatmywife,“hewenton,“andnowtheyaregnawingatmeaspigsmightgnawatacabbage。Thatisso,Vasil。

  Yesthatisso。“

  Againthebottlemadeitsappearance。Againthedeacontookadraught。Againhewipedhisbeard。Thenhebentoverthedeadmanoncemore,andkissedthecorpse’sforehead。

  “Good-bye,friendofmine!“hesaid。Thentomyselfheaddedwithunlooked-forclarityandvigour:

  “Myfriendherewasbutaplainman——amanasinconspicuousamonghisfellowsasarookamongaflockofrooks。Yetnorookwashe。

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