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  “Imaytellyou,“atlengththecrook-backedoldwomanremarkedassheattemptedtostraightenherself,“thatthoughmyhusbandwasnotwithoutenemies,healsohadaparticularfriendnamedAndrei,andthatwhenfailingstrengthwasbeginningtomakelifedifficultforusinouroldhomeontheDon,andfolktooktorevilingandgirdingatmyhusband,Andreicametousoneday,andsaid:’Yakov,letnotyourhandsfailyou,fortheearthislarge,andinallpartshasbeengiventomenfortheiruse。Iffolkbecruel,theyaresothroughstupidityandprejudice,andmustnotbejudgedforbeingso。Liveyourownlife。Lettheirsbetheirs,andyoursyours,sothat,dwellinginpeace,whileyieldingtonone,youshallintimeovercomethemall。’“

  “ThatiswhatVasiltoousedtosay。Heusedtosay:’Lettheirsbetheirs,andoursours。’“

  “Aye,neveragoodworddies,but,wheresoeveritbeuttered,fliesthencethroughtheworldlikeaswallow。“

  Ufimcorroboratedthiswithanod。

  “Trueindeed!“heremarked。“ThoughalsoithasbeensaidthatagoodwordisChrist’s,andabadwordthepriest’s。“

  Oneoftheoldwomenshookherheadvigorouslyatthis,andcroaked:

  “Thebadnessliesnotinanywordofapriest,butinwhatyouyourselfhavejustsaid。Youaregreyheaded,Ufim,yetoftenyouspeakwithoutthought。“

  PresentlyUfim’swifereappeared,and,wavingherhandsasthoughshewerebrandishingasieve,begantoventrenewedvolleysofvirulentabuse。

  “MyGod,“shecried,“whatsortofamanisthat?Why,amanwhoneitherspeaksnorlistens,butforeverkeepsbayingatthemoonlikeadog!“

  “NOWshe’sstarted!“Ufimdrawled。

  Westwardtherewerearising,andsoaringskyward,cloudsofsuchasimilaritytobluesmokeandblood-redflamethatthesteppeseemedalmosttobeindangerofcatchingfirethence。Meanwhileasofteveningbreezewascaressingtheexpanseasawhole,andcausingthegraintobenddrowsilyearthwardasgolden-redripplesskimmeditssurface。Onlyintheeasternquarterwhencenight’sblack,sultryshadowwasstealthilycreepinginourdirectionhaddarknessyetdescended。

  Atintervalstherecameventedfromthewindowabovemyheadthehotodourofadeadbody;and,wheneverthathappened,thedog’sgreynostrilsandmuzzlewouldquiver,anditseyeswouldblinkpitifullyasitgazedaloft。Glancingattheheavens,Ufimremarkedwithconviction:

  “Therewillbenoraintonight。“

  “DoyoukeepsuchathingasaPsalterhere?“Iinquired。

  “Suchathingasawhat?“

  “AsaPsalter——abook?“

  Noanswerfollowed。

  Fasterandfasterthesouthernnightwentondescending,andwipingthelandcleanofheat,asthoughthatheathadbeendust。

  UponmetherecameafeelingthatIshouldliketogoandburymyselfinsomesweet-smellinghay,andsleepthereuntilsunrise。

  “MaybePanekhasoneofthosethings?“hazardedUfimafteralongpause。“AtanyratehehasdealingswiththeMolokans。“

  Afterthat,thecompanyheldfurtherconverseinwhispers。Thenallsavethemorerotundoftheoldwomenlefttheforecourt,whileitsremainingoccupantsaidtomewithasigh:

  “Youmaycomeandlookathimifyouwish。“

  Smallandgentlelookedthewoman’smeeklyloweredheadas,foldingherhandsacrossherbreast,sheaddedinawhisper:

  “OhpurestMotherofGod!OhThouofspotlesschastity!“

  Incontrasttoherexpression,thatonthefaceofthedeadmanwasstemand,asitwere,fraughtwithimportancewherethickgreyeyebrowslaypartedoveralargenose,andthelattercurveddownwardstowardsamoustachewhichdividedintrospective,partiallyclosedeyesfromamouththatwassethalf-open。

  Indeed,itwasasthoughthemanwereponderingsomethingofannoyance,sothatpresentlyhewouldmakeshifttodeliverhimselfofafinalandurgentinjunction。Thebluesmokeofameagrecandlequiveredmeanwhile,overhishead,thoughthewickdiffusedsofeeblealightthatthedeathblursundertheeyesandinthecheekfurrowslayuneffaced,andthedarkhandsandwrists,disposed,lumplike,onthefrontofthegreyish-blueshroud,seemedtohavehadtheirfingerstwistedinamannerwhichevendeathhadfailedtorectify。Andeverandanon,streamingfromdoortowindow,cameadraughtvariouslyfraughtwiththeodoursofwormwood,mint,andcorruption。

  Presentlytheoldwoman’swhisperinggrewmoreanimatedandintelligible,whileconstantly,amidthewheezedmutterings,sheetlightningcuttheblacksquareofthewindowspacewithmenacingflashes,andseemed,withtheirblueglare,asitshotthroughthetomblikehut,tocausethecandle’sflickeringflametoundergoatemporaryextinction,atemporarywithdrawal,andthegreybristlesonthedeadman’sfacetogleamlikethescalesofafish,andhisfeaturestogatherthemselvesintoagrimfrown。Meanwhile,likeastreamofcold,bitterwaterdrippinguponmybreast,theoldwoman’swhisperedsoliloquymaintaineditsuninterruptedflow。

  Atlengththererecurred,somehow,tomymindthewordswhich,impressivethoughtheybe,nevercanassuagesorrow——thewords:

  “Weepnotforme,Martha,norgazeintothetomb,for,lo,Iamrisen!“

  Nay,andneverwouldTHISmanriseagain……

  PresentlythebonyoldwomanreturnedwithareportthatnowhereamongthehutscouldaPsalterbefound,butonlyabookofanotherkind。Woulditdo?

  TheotherbookturnedouttobeagrammaroftheChurchSlavonicdialect,withthefirstpagestornout,andbeginningwiththewords,“Drug,drugi,druzhe。“[“Afriend,ofafriend,O

  friend。“]

  “What,then,arewetodo?“vexedlyaskedthesmallerofthedameswhenIhadexplainedtoherthatagrammarcouldworknobenefittoacorpse。Assheputthequery,hersmall,childlikefacequiveredwithdisappointment,andhereyesswelledandoverflowedwithtears。

  “Mymanhaslivedhislife,“shesaidwithasob,“andnowhecannotevenbegivenproperburial!“

  And,similarly,whennextIofferedtoreciteoverherhusbandeachandeveryprayerandpsalmthatIcouldcontrivetorecalltomyrecollection,onconditionthatallpresentshouldmeanwhileleavethehutforIfeltthat,sincethetaskwouldbeonenoveltome,theattendanceofauditorsmighthindermefrommusteringmyentirestockofpetitions,shesodisbelievedme,orfailedtounderstandme,thatforlongenoughshecouldonlystandtotteringinthedoorwayas,withtwitchingnose,shedrewhersleeveacrossherworn,diminutivefeatures。

  Neverthelessshedid,atlast,takeherdeparture。

  Lowoverthesteppe,strayflashesofsummerlightningstillgleamedagainstthejetblackskyastheyfloodedthehutwiththeirluridshimmer;andeachtimethatthedarknessofthesultrynightsweptbackintotheroom,thecandleflickered,andthecorpse’spronefigureseemedtoopenitshalf-closedeyesandglanceattheshadowswhichpalpitatedonitsbreast,anddancedoverthewhitewallsandceiling。

  SimilarlydidIglancefromtimetotimeatHIM,yetglancewithaguardedeye,andwithafeelinginmethatwhenacorpseispresentanythingmayhappen;untilfinallyIralliedconsciencetomyaid,andrecitedundermybreath:

  “PardonThouallwhohavesinned,whethertheybemen,orwhetherthey,beingnotmen,doyetstandhigherthanthebeastsofthefield。“

  However,theonlyresultoftherecitationwastobringtomymindathoughtdirectlyatvariancewiththeimportofthewords,thethoughtthat“itisnotsinthatishardandbittertoensue,butrighteousness。“

  “Sinswilfulandofignorance,“Icontinued。“Sinsknownandunknown。Sinscommittedthroughimprudenceandevilexample。Sinscommittedthroughforwardnessandsloth。“

  “ThoughtoYOU,brother,“mentallyIaddedtothecorpse,“noneofthis,ofcourse,applies。“

  Again,glancingatthebluestars,wheretheyhungglitteringinthefathomlessobscurityofthesky,Ireflected:

  “Whointhishouseislookingatthemsavemyself?“

  Presently,withapatteringofclawsoverthebeatenclayofthefloor,thereenteredthedog。Onceortwiceitpacedthelengthoftheroom。Then,withasniffatmylegs,andagrumbletoitself,itdepartedasithadcome。Perhapsthecreaturefelttoooldtobayadirgetoitsmasterafterthemannerofitskind。Inanycase,asitvanishedthroughthedoorway,theshadows——soI

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