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  Seeingmecomehehobbledonhissticktothegatetoopenitforme,whiningaprayerforalms。

  ’DoesMr。Wingfleldlivehere?’Isaid,pointingupthepath,andmybreathcamequickasIasked。

  ’Mr。Wingfield,sir,Mr。Wingfield,whichofthem?’heanswered。

  ’Theoldgentlemanhe’sbeendeadnighupontwentyyears。

  IhelpedtodighisgraveinthechancelofyonderchurchIdid,welaidhimbyhiswife——herthatwasmurdered。

  Thenthere’sMr。Geoffrey。’

  ’Whatofhim?’Iasked。

  ’He’sdead,too,twelveyeargoneormore;hedrankhisselftodeadhedid。

  AndMr。Thomas,he’sdead,drownedoverseastheysay,manyawinterback;they’realldead,alldead!

  Ah!hewasarareone,Mr。Thomaswas;ImindmewellhowwhenIletthefurrinergo——’

  andherambledoffintothetaleofhowhehadsetdeGarciaonhishorseafterIhadbeatenhim,norcouldIbringhimbackfromit。

  Castinghimapieceofmoney,Isetspurstomywearyhorseandcanteredupthebridlepath,leavingtheMillHouseonmyleft,andasIwent,thebeatofhishoofsseemedtoechotheoldman’swords,’Alldead,alldead!’

  DoubtlessLilywasdeadalso,orifshewasnotdead,whenthetidingscamethatIhadbeendrownedatsea,shewouldhavemarried。

  Beingsofairandsweetshewouldsurelynothavelackedforsuitors,norcoulditbebelievedthatshehadwornherlifeawaymourningoverthelostloveofheryouth。

  NowtheLodgewasbeforeme;ithadchangednowhitexceptthattheivyandcreepersonitsfronthadgrownhigher,totheroofindeed,andIcouldseethatpeoplelivedinthehouse,foritwaswellkept,andsmokehungabovethechimneys。

  Thegatewaslocked,andtherewerenoservingmenabout,fornightfellfast,andallhadceasedfromtheirlabour。

  LeavingthehouseontherightIpassedroundittothestablesthatareatthebacknearthehillsidegarden,butherethegatewaslockedalso,andIdismountednotknowingwhattodo。

  IndeedIwassounmannedwithfearanddoubtthatforawhileIseemedbewildered,andleavingthehorsetocropthegrasswherehestood,IwanderedtothefootofthechurchpathandgazedupthehillasthoughIwaitedforthecomingofonewhomIshouldmeet。

  ’Whatiftheywerealldead,whatifSHEweredeadandgone?’

  I

  buriedmyfaceinmyhandsandprayedtotheAlmightywhohadprotectedmethroughsomanyyears,tosparemethislastbitterness。

  Iwascrushedwithsorrow,andIfeltthatIcouldbearnomore。

  IfLilywerelosttomealso,thenIthoughtthatitwouldbebestthatIshoulddie,sincetherewasnothingleftforwhichIcaredtolive。

  ThusIprayedforsomewhile,tremblinglikealeaf,andwhenI

  lookedupagain,ereIturnedtoseektidingsfromthosethatdweltinthehouse,whoevertheymightbe,thetwilighthadfallencompletely,andlo!nightingalessangbothfarandnear。

  I

  listenedtotheirsong,andasIlistened,sometroubledmemorycamebacktomethatatfirstIcouldnotgrasp。

  ThensuddenlythereroseupinmymindavisionofthesplendidchamberinMontezuma’spalaceinTenoctitlan,andofmyselfsleepingonagoldenbed,anddreamingonthatbed。

  Iknewitnow,IwasthegodTezcat,andonthemorrowImustbesacrificed,andIsleptinmisery,andasIsleptIdreamed。

  IdreamedthatIstoodwhereI

  stoodthisnight,thatthescentoftheEnglishflowerswasinmynostrilsasitwasthisnight,andthatthesweetsongofthenightingalesranginmyearsasatthispresenthour。

  IdreamedthatasImusedandlistenedthemooncameupoverthegreenashandoaks,andlo!theresheshone。

  IdreamedthatIheardasoundofsingingonthehill——

  ButnowIawokefromthisvisionofthepastandofalonglostdream,forasIstoodthesweetvoiceofawomanbegantosingyonderonthebrowoftheslope;Iwasnotmad,Ihearditclearly,andthesoundgrewevernearerasthesingerdrewdownthesteephillside。

  ItwassonearnowthatIcouldcatchtheverywordsofthatsadsongwhichtothisdayIremember。

  NowIcouldseethewoman’sshapeinthemoonlight;itwastallandstatelyandcladinawhiterobe。

  Presentlysheliftedherheadtowatchtheflitterofabatandthemoonlightlituponherface。

  ItwasthefaceofLilyBozard,mylostlove,beautifulasofyore,thoughgrownolderandstampedwiththesealofsomegreatsorrow。

  Isaw,andsodeeplywasIstirredatthesight,thathaditnotbeenforthelowpalingtowhichIclung,Imusthavefallentotheearth,andadeepgroanbrokefrommylips。

  Sheheardthegroanandceasedhersong,thencatchingsightofthefigureofaman,shestoppedandturnedasthoughtofly。

  Istoodquitestill,andwonderovercomingherfear,shedrewnearerandspokeinthesweetlowvoicethatIrememberedwell,saying,’Whowandersheresolate?

  Isityou,John?’

  NowwhenIheardherspeakthusanewfeartookme。

  Doubtlessshewasmarriedand’John’washerhusband。

  Ihadfoundherbuttolosehermorecompletely。

  OfasuddenitcameintomymindthatI

  wouldnotdiscovermyselftillIknewthetruth。

  Iadvancedapace,butnotsofarastopassfromtheshadowoftheshrubswhichgrowhere,andtakingmystandinsuchafashionthatthemoonlightdidnotstrikeuponmyface,IbowedlowinthecourtlySpanishfashion,anddisguisingmyvoicespokeasaSpaniardmightinbrokenEnglishwhichIwillsparetowritedown。

  ’Madam,’Isaid,’haveIthehonourtospeaktoonewhoinbygoneyearswasnamedtheSenoraLilyBozard?’

  ’Thatwasmyname,’sheanswered。

  ’Whatisyourerrandwithme,sir?’

  NowItrembledafresh,butspokeonboldly。

  ’BeforeIanswer,Madam,forgivemeifIaskanotherquestion。

  Isthisstillyourname?’

  ’Itisstillmyname,Iamnomarriedwoman,’sheanswered,andforamomenttheskyseemedtoreelabovemeandthegroundtoheavebeneathmyfeetlikethelavacrustofXaca。

  ButasyetIdidnotrevealmyself,forIwishedtolearnifshestilllovedmymemory。

  ’Senora,’Isaid,’IamaSpaniardwhoservedintheIndianwarsofCortes,ofwhichperhapsyouhaveheard。’

  ShebowedherheadandIwenton。

  ’InthosewarsImetamanwhowasnamedTeule,butwhohadanothernameinformerdays,sohetoldmeonhisdeathbedsometwoyearsago。

  ’Whatname?’sheaskedinalowvoice。

  ’ThomasWingfield。’

  NowLilymoanedaloud,andinherturncaughtatthepalestosaveherselffromfalling。

  ’Ideemedhimdeadtheseeighteenyears,’shegasped;’drownedintheIndianseaswherehisvesselfoundered。’

  ’Ihaveheardsaythathewasshipwreckedinthoseseas,senora,butheescapeddeathandfellamongtheIndians,whomadeagodofhimandgavehimthedaughteroftheirkinginmarriage,’andI

  paused。

  Sheshivered,thensaidinahardvoice,’Continue,sir;Ilistentoyou。’

  ’MyfriendTeuletookthepartoftheIndiansinthewars,asbeingthehusbandofoneoftheirprincesseshemustdoinhonour,andfoughtbravelyforthemformanyyears。

  Atlengththetownthathedefendedwascaptured,hisoneremainingchildwasmurdered,hiswifetheprincessslewherselfforsorrow,andhehimselfwastakenintocaptivity,wherehelanguishedanddied。’

  ’Asadtale,sir,’shesaidwithalittlelaugh——amournfullaughthatwashalfchokedbytears。

  ’Averysadtale,senora,butonewhichisnotfinished。

  Whilehelaydying,myfriendtoldmethatinhisearlylifehehadplightedtrothwithacertainEnglishmaid,named——’

  ’Iknowthename——continue。’

  ’Hetoldmethatthoughhehadbeenwedded,andlovedhiswifetheprincess,whowasaveryroyalwoman,thatmanytimeshadriskedherlifeforhis,ay,eventolyingathissideuponthestoneofsacrificeandofherownfreewill,yetthememoryofthismaidentowhomhewasoncebetrothedhadcompanionedhimthroughlifeandwasstronguponhimnowatitsclose。

  Thereforeheprayedmeforourfriendship’ssaketoseekheroutwhenIreturnedtoEurope,shouldshestilllive,andtogiveheramessagefromhim,andtomakeaprayertoheronhisbehalf。’

  ’Whatmessageandwhatprayer?’Lilywhispered。

  ’This:thathelovedherattheendofhislifeashehadlovedheratitsbeginning;thathehumblyprayedherforgivenessbecausehehadbrokenthetrothwhichtheytwosworebeneaththebeechatDitchingham。’

  ’Sir,’shecried,’whatdoyouknowofthat?’

  ’Onlywhatmyfriendtoldme,senora。’

  ’Yourfriendshipmusthavebeencloseandyourmemorymustbegood,’shemurmured。

  ’Whichhehaddone,’Iwenton,’understrangecircumstances,sostrangeindeedthathedaredtohopethathisbrokentrothmightberenewedinsomebetterworldthanthis。

  Hislastprayerwasthatsheshouldsaytome,hismessenger,thatsheforgavehimandstilllovedhim,astohisdeathhelovedher。’

  ’Andhowcansuchforgivenessorsuchanavowaladvantageadeadman?’Lilyasked,watchingmekeenlythroughtheshadows。

  ’Havethedeadtheneyestoseeandearstohear?’

  ’HowcanIknow,senora?

  Idobutexecutemymission。’

  ’AndhowcanIknowthatyouareatruemessenger。

  ItchancedthatIhadsuretidingsofthedrowningofThomasWingfieldmanyyearsago,andthistaleofIndiansandprincessesiswondrousstrange,morelikethosethathappeninromancesthaninthisplainworld。

  Haveyounotokenofyourgoodfaith,sir?’

  ’Ihavesuchatoken,senora,butthelightistoofaintforyoutoseeit。’

  ’Thenfollowmetothehouse,therewewillgetlight。

  Stay,’andoncemoregoingtothestablegate,shecalled’John。’

  Anoldmanansweredher,andIknewthevoiceforthatofoneofmyfather’sservingmen。

  Tohimshespokeinlowtones,thenledthewaybythegardenpathtothefrontdoorofthehouse,whichsheopenedwithakeyfromhergirdle,motioningtometopassinbeforeher。

  Ididso,andthinkinglittleofsuchmattersatthemoment,turnedbyhabitintothedoorwayofthesitting-roomwhichIknewsowell,liftingmyfeettoavoidstumblingonitsstep,andpassingintotheroomfoundmywaythroughthegloomtothewidefireplacewhereItookmystand。

  Lilywatchedmeenter,thenfollowingme,shelitataperatthefirewhichsmoulderedonthehearth,andplacedituponthetableinthewindowinsuchfashionthatthoughIwasnowobligedtotakeoffmyhat,myfacewasstillinshadow。

  ’Now,sir,yourtokenifitpleasesyou。’

  ThenIdrewtheposyringfrommyfingerandgaveittoher,andshesatdownbythetableandexamineditinthelightofthecandle,andasshesatthus,Isawhowbeautifulshewasstill,andhowlittletimehadtouchedher,exceptforthesadnessofherface,thoughnowshehadseeneight-and-thirtywinters。

  Isawalsothatthoughshekeptcontrolofherfeaturesasshelookeduponthering,herbreastheavedquicklyandherhandshook。

  ’Thetokenisatrueone,’shesaidatlength。

  ’Iknowthering,thoughitissomewhatwornsincelastIsawit,itwasmymother’s;

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