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  lovedherwellandIwasfaithfulinmyoathtoher,indeed,notuntilshewasdeaddidIknowhowdearshehadgrowntome。

  Itistruethattherewasagreatgulfbetweenuswhichwidenedwiththeyears,thegulfofbloodandfaith,forIknewwellthatshecouldnotaltogetherputawayheroldbeliefs,anditistruethatwhenI

  sawherleadingthedeathchant,agreathorrortookmeandforawhileIloathedher。

  ButthesethingsImighthavelivedtoforgive,fortheywerepartofherbloodandnature,moreover,thelastandworstofthemwasnotdonebyherownwill,andwhentheyweresetasidethereremainedmuchthatIcouldhonourandloveinthememoryofthismostroyalandbeautifulwoman,whoforsomanyyearswasmyfaithfulwife。

  SoIthoughtinthathourandsoI

  thinktothisday。

  Shesaidthatwepartedforever,butItrustandIbelievethatthisisnotso。

  Surelythereisforgivenessforusall,andaplacewherethosewhowerenearanddeartoeachotherontheearthmayoncemorerenewtheirfellowship。

  AtlastIrosewithasightoseekhelp,andasIroseIfeltthattherewassomethingsetaboutmyneck。

  ItwasthecollarofgreatemeraldswhichGuatemochadgiventome,andthatIhadgiventoOtomie。

  ShehadsetittherewhileIslept,andwithitalockofherlonghair。

  Bothshallbeburiedwithme。

  Ilaidherintheancientsepulchreamidthebonesofherforefathersandbythebodiesofherchildren,andtwodayslaterI

  rodetoMexicointhetrainofBernalDiaz。

  AtthemouthofthepassIturnedandlookedbackupontheruinsoftheCityofPines,whereIhadlivedsomanyyearsandwhereallIlovedwereburied。

  LongandearnestlyIgazed,asinhishourofdeathamanlooksbackuponhispastlife,tillatlengthDiazlaidhishanduponmyshoulder:

  ’Youarealonelymannow,comrade,’hesaid;’whatplanshaveyouforthefuture?’

  ’None,’Ianswered,’excepttodie。’

  ’Nevertalkso,’hesaid;’why,youarescarcelyforty,andIwhoamfiftyandmoredonotspeakofdying。

  Listen;youhavefriendsinyourowncountry,England?’

  ’Ihad。’

  ’Folklivelonginthosequietlands。

  Goseekthem,IwillfindyouapassagetoSpain。’

  ’Iwillthinkofit,’Ianswered。

  IntimewecametoMexico,anewandastrangecitytome,forCorteshadrebuiltit,andwheretheteocallihadstood,upwhichI

  wasledtosacrifice,acathedralwasbuilding,whereofthefoundationswerefitlylaidwiththehideousidolsoftheAztecs。

  Theplacewaswellenough,butitisnotsobeautifulastheTenoctitlanofMontezuma,noreverwillbe。

  Thepeopletoowerechanged;thentheywerewarriorsandfree,nowtheyareslaves。

  InMexicoDiazfoundmealodging。

  Nonemolestedmethere,forthepardonthatIhadreceivedwasrespected。

  AlsoIwasaruinedman,nolongertobefeared,thepartthatIhadplayedinthenochetristeandinthedefenceofthecitywasforgotten,andthetaleofmysorrowswonmepityevenfromtheSpaniards。

  IabodeinMexicotendays,wanderingsadlyaboutthecityanduptothehillofChapoltepec,whereMontezuma’spleasure-househadbeen,andwhereIhadmetOtomie。

  Nothingwasleftofitsgloriesexceptsomeoftheancientcedartrees。

  OntheeighthdayofmystayanIndianstoppedmeinthestreet,sayingthatanoldfriendhadchargedhimtosaythatshewishedtoseeme。

  IfollowedtheIndian,wonderingwhothefriendmightbe,forIhadnofriends,andheledmetoafinestonehouseinanewstreet。

  HereIwasseatedinadarkenedchamberandwaitedthereawhile,tillsuddenlyasadandsweetvoicethatseemedfamiliartome,addressedmeintheAztectongue,saying,’Welcome,Teule。’

  Ilookedandtherebeforeme,dressedintheSpanishfashion,stoodalady,anIndian,stillbeautiful,butveryfeebleandmuchworn,asthoughwithsicknessandsorrow。

  ’DoyounotknowMarina,Teule?’shesaidagain,butbeforethewordshadleftherlipsIknewher。

  ’Well,Iwillsaythis,thatI

  shouldscarcelyhaveknownYOU,Teule。

  Troubleandtimehavedonetheirworkwithbothofus。’

  Itookherhandandkissedit。

  ’WherethenisCortes?’Iasked。

  Nowagreattremblingseizedher。

  ’CortesisinSpain,pleadinghissuit。

  Hehaswedanewwifethere,Teule。

  Manyyearsagoheputmeaway,givingmeinmarriagetoDonJuanXaramillo,whotookmebecauseofmypossessions,forCortesdealtliberallywithme,hisdiscardedmistress。’

  Andshebegantoweep。

  ThenbydegreesIlearnedthestory,butIwillnotwriteithere,foritisknowntotheworld。

  WhenMarinahadservedhisturnandherwitwasofnomoreservicetohim,theconquerordiscardedher,leavinghertowitherofabrokenheart。

  Shetoldmeallthetaleofheranguishwhenshelearnedthetruth,andofhowshehadcriedtohimthatthenceforthhewouldneverprosper。

  Norindeeddidhedoso。

  Fortwohoursormorewetalked,andwhenIhadheardherstoryI

  toldhermine,andsheweptforme,sincewithallherfaultsMarina’sheartwasevergentle。

  Thenwepartednevertomeetagain。

  BeforeIwentshepressedagiftofmoneyonme,andIwasnotashamedtotakeitwhohadnone。

  ThisthenwasthehistoryofMarina,whobetrayedhercountryforherlove’ssake,andthistherewardofhertreasonandherlove。

  ButIshallalwaysholdhermemorysacred,forshewasagoodfriendtome,andtwiceshesavedmylife,norwouldshedesertme,evenwhenOtomietauntedhersocruelly。

  NowonthemorrowofmyvisittoMarina,theCaptainDiazcametoseemeandtoldmethatafriendofhiswasincommandofacarakwhichwasduetosailfromtheportofVeraCruzforCadizwithintendays,andthatthisfriendwaswillingtogivemeapassageifIwishedtoleaveMexico。

  IthoughtforawhileandsaidthatI

  wouldgo,andthatverynight,havingbidfarewelltotheCaptainDiaz,whommayGodprosper,forhewasagoodmanamongmanybadones,Isetoutfromthecityforthelasttimeinthecompanyofsomemerchants。

  Aweek’sjourneytookussafelydownthemountainstoVeraCruz,ahotunhealthytownwithanindifferentanchorage,muchexposedtothefiercenortherlywinds。

  HereIpresentedmylettersofrecommendationtothecommanderofthecarak,whogavemepassagewithoutquestion,Ilayinginastockoffoodforthejourney。

  Threenightslaterwesetsailwithafairwind,andonthefollowingmorningatdaybreakallthatwasleftinsightofthelandofAnahuacwasthesnowycrestofthevolcanOrizaba。

  Presentlythatvanishedintotheclouds,andthusdidIbidfarewelltothefarcountrywheresomanythingshadhappenedtome,andwhichaccordingtomyreckoningIhadfirstsightedonthisverydayeighteenyearsbefore。

  OfmyjourneytoSpainIhavenothingofnotetotell。

  Itwasmoreprosperousthansuchvoyagesoftenare,andwithintenweeksofthedateofourliftinganchoratVeraCruz,weletitdropintheharbourofCadiz。

  HereIsojournedbuttwodays,forasitchancedtherewasanEnglishshipintheharbourtradingtoLondon,andinherItookapassage,thoughIwasobligedtosellthesmallestoftheemeraldsfromthenecklacetofindthemeanstodoso,themoneythatMarinagavemebeingspent。

  Thisemeraldsoldforagreatsum,however,withpartofwhichIpurchasedclothingsuitabletoapersonofrank,takingtherestofthegoldwithme。

  Igrievedtopartwiththestoneindeed,thoughitwasbutapendanttothependantofthecollar,butnecessityknowsnolaw。

  Thependantstoneitself,afinegemthoughflawed,IgaveinafteryearstohergraciousmajestyQueenElizabeth。

  OnboardtheEnglishshiptheythoughtmeaSpanishadventurerwhohadmademoneysintheIndies,andIdidnotundeceivethem,sinceIwouldbelefttomyowncompanyforawhilethatImightpreparemymindtoreturntowaysofthoughtandlifethatithadlongforgotten。

  ThereforeIsatapartlikesomeprouddon,sayinglittlebutlisteningmuch,andlearningallIcouldofwhathadchancedinEnglandsinceIleftitsometwentyyearsbefore。

  Atlengthourvoyagecametoanend,andonacertaintwelfthofJuneIfoundmyselfinthemightycityofLondonthatIhadneveryetvisited,andkneelingdowninthechamberofmyinn,IthankedGodthatafterenduringsomanydangersandhardships,ithadpleasedHimtopreservemetosetfootagainonEnglishsoil。

  IndeedtothishourIcountitnothingshortofmarvellousthatthisfrailbodyofamanshouldsurviveallthesorrowsandrisksofdeathbysickness,hunger,battle,murder,drowning,wildbeasts,andthecrueltyofmen,towhichminehadbeenexposedformanyyears。

  InLondonIboughtagoodhorse,throughthekindofficesofthehostofmyinn,andonthemorrowatdaybreakIsetoutupontheIpswichroad。

  Thatverymorningmylastadventurebefellme,forasIjoggedalongmusingofthebeautyoftheEnglishlandscapeanddrinkinginthesweetairofJune,acowardlythieffiredapistolatmefrombehindahedge,purposingtoplundermeifIfell。

  Thebulletpassedthroughmyhat,grazingtheskull,butbeforeIcoulddoanythingtherascalfled,seeingthathehadmissedhismark,andIwentonmyjourney,thinkingtomyselfthatitwouldindeedhavebeenstrange,ifafterpassingsuchgreatdangersinsafety,I

  haddiedatlastbythehandofamiserablefoot-padwithinfivemilesofLondontown。

  Irodehardallthatdayandthenext,andmyhorsebeingstoutandswift,byhalf-pastseveno’clockoftheeveningIpulledupuponthelittlehillwhenceIhadlookedmylastonBungay,whenIrodethenceforYarmouthwithmyfather。

  Belowmelaytheredroofsofthetown;theretotherightweretheoaksofDitchinghamandthebeautifultowerofSt。Mary’sChurch,yonderthestreamofWaveneywandered,andbeforemestretchedthemeadowlands,purpleandgoldenwithmarshweedsinbloom。

  Allwasasithadbeen,Icouldseenochangeatall,theonlychangewasinmyself。

  Idismounted,andgoingtoapoolofwaterneartheroadwayIlookedatthereflectionofmyownface。

  Iwaschangedindeed,scarcelyshouldI

  haveknownitforthatoftheladwhohadriddenupthishillsometwentyyearsago。

  Now,alas!theeyesweresunkenandverysorrowful,thefeaturesweresharp,andtherewasmoregreythanblackinthebeardandhair。

  Ishouldscarcelyhaveknownitmyself,wouldanyothersknowit,Iwondered?

  Wouldtherebeanytoknowitindeed?

  Intwentyyearsmanydieandotherspassoutofsight;shouldIfindafriendatallamongtheliving?

  SinceI

  readtheletterswhichCaptainBellofthe’Adventuress’hadbroughtmebeforeIsailedforHispaniola,Ihadheardnotidingsfrommyhome,andwhattidingsawaitedmenow?

  AboveallwhatofLily,wasshedeadormarriedorgone?

  MountingmyhorseIpushedonagainatacanter,takingtheroadpastWaingfordMillsthroughthefordsandPirnhowtown,leavingBungayuponmyleft。

  IntenminutesIwasatthegateofthebridlepaththatrunsfromtheNorwichroadforhalfamileormorebeneaththesteepandwoodedbankundertheshelterofwhichstandstheLodgeatDitchingham。

  Bythegateamanloiteredinthelastraysofthesun。

  Ilookedathimandknewhim;itwasBillyMinns,thatsamefoolwhohadlooseddeGarciawhenIlefthimboundthatImightruntomeetmysweetheart。

  Hewasanoldmannowandhiswhitehairhungabouthiswitheredface,moreoverhewasuncleananddressedinrags,butIcouldhavefallenonhisneckandembracedhim,sorejoicedwasItolookoncemoreononewhomIhadknowninyouth。

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