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  andmanyyearsagoIgaveitasalovegagetoayouthtowhomI

  promisedmyselfinmarriage。

  Doubtlessallyourtaleistruealso,sir,andIthankyouforyourcourtesyinbringingitsofar。

  Itisasadtale,averysadtale。

  Andnow,sir,asImaynotaskyoutostayinthishousewhereIlivealone,andthereisnoinnnear,Iproposetosendservingmentoconductyoutomybrother’sdwellingthatissomethingmorethanamileaway,ifindeed,’sheaddedslowly,’youdonotalreadyknowthepath!

  Thereyouwillfindentertainment,andtherethesisterofyourdeadcompanion,MaryBozard,willbegladtolearnthestoryofhisstrangeadventuresfromyourlips。’

  Ibowedmyheadandanswered,’First,senora,Iwouldprayyouranswertomyfriend’sdyingprayerandmessage。’

  ’Itischildishtosendanswerstothedead。’

  ’StillIprayforthemasIwaschargedtodo。’

  ’Howreadsthewritingwithinthisring,sir?’

  ’Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart,’

  Isaidglibly,andnextinstantIcouldhavebittenoutmytongue。

  ’Ah!youknowthatalso,butdoubtlessyouhavecarriedtheringformanymonthsandlearnedthewriting。

  Well,sir,thoughwewerefarapart,andthoughperchanceIcherishedthememoryofhimwhoworethisring,andforhissakeremainedunwed,itseemsthathisheartwentastraying——tothebreastindeedofsomesavagewomanwhomhemarried,andwhoborehimchildren。

  Thatbeingso,myanswertotheprayerofyourdeadfriendisthatIforgivehimindeed,butImustneedstakebackthevowswhichIsworetohimforthislifeandforever,sincehehasbrokenthem,andasbestI

  may,strivetocastouttheloveIborehimsinceherejectedanddishonouredit,’andstandingupLilymadeasthoughshetoreatherbreastandthrewsomethingfromher,andatthesametimesheletfalltheringuponthefloor。

  Iheardandmyheartstoodstill。

  Sothiswastheendofit。

  Well,shehadtherightofme,thoughnowIbegantowishthatI

  hadbeenlesshonest,forsometimeswomencanforgivealiesoonerthansuchfrankness。

  Isaidnothing,mytonguewastied,butagreatmiseryandwearinessenteredintome。

  StoopingdownIfoundthering,andreplacingitonmyfinger,Iturnedtoseekthedoorwithalastglanceatthewomanwhorefusedme。

  HalfwaythitherI

  pausedforonesecond,wonderingifIshoulddowelltodeclaremyself,thenbethoughtmethatifshewouldnotabateherangertowardmedead,herpityformelivingwouldbesmall。

  Nay,Iwasdeadtoher,anddeadIwouldremain。

  NowIwasatthedoorandmyfootwasonitsstep,whensuddenlyavoice,Lily’svoice,soundedinmyearsanditwassweetandkind。

  ’Thomas,’saidthevoice,’Thomas,beforeyougo,willyounottakecountofthegoldandgoodsandlandthatyouplacedinmykeeping?’

  NowIturnedamazed,andlo!Lilycametowardsmeslowlyandwithoutstretchedarms。

  ’Oh!foolishman,’shewhisperedlow,’didyouthinktodeceiveawoman’sheartthusclumsily?

  YouwhotalkedofthebeechintheHallgarden,youwhofoundyourwaysowelltothisdarkchamber,andspokethewritingintheringwiththeveryvoiceofonewhohasbeendeadsolong。

  Listen:Iforgivethatfriendofyourshisbrokentroth,forhewashonestinthetellingofhisfaultanditishardformantolivealonesomanyyears,andinstrangecountriescomestrangeadventures;moreover,Iwillsayit,Istilllovehimasitseemsthathelovesme,thoughintruthIgrowsomewhatoldforlove,whohavelingeredlongwaitingtofinditbeyondmygrave。

  ThusLilyspoke,sobbingasshespoke,thenmyarmsclosedroundherandshesaidnomore。

  AndyetasourlipsmetIthoughtofOtomie,rememberingherwords,andrememberingalsothatshehaddiedbyherownhandonthisverydayayearago。

  Letuspraythatthedeadhavenovisionoftheliving!

  Andnowthereislittleleftformetotellandmytaledrawstoitsend,forwhichIamthankful,forIamveryoldandwritingisawearinesstome,sogreatawearinessindeedthatmanyatimeduringthepastwinterIhavebeenneartoabandoningthetask。

  ForawhileLilyandIsatalmostsilentinthissameroomwhereI

  writeto-day,forourgreatjoyandmanyanotheremotionthatwasmixedwithit,cloggedourtongues。

  Thenasthoughmovedbyoneimpulse,wekneltdownandofferedourhumblethankstoheaventhathadpreservedusbothtothisstrangemeeting。

  Scarcelyhadwerisenfromourkneeswhentherewasastirwithoutthehouse,andpresentlyabuxomdameentered,followedbyagallantgentleman,alad,andamaiden。

  TheseweremysisterMary,herhusbandWilfredBozard,Lily’sbrother,andtheirtwosurvivingchildren,RogerandJoan。

  WhensheguessedthatitwasIcomehomeagainandnoother,LilyhadsentthemtidingsbytheservantmanJohn,thatonewaswithherwhomshebelievedtheywouldbegladtosee,andtheyhadhurriedhither,notknowingwhomtheyshouldfind。

  Norweretheymuchthewiseratfirst,forIwasmuchchangedandthelightintheroomshonedim,butstoodperplexed,wonderingwhothisstrangermightbe。

  ’Mary,’Isaidatlength,’Mary,doyounotrememberme,mysister?’

  Thenshecriedaloud,andthrowingherselfintomyarms,sheweptthereawhile,aswouldanyofuswereourbeloveddeadsuddenlytoappearbeforeoureyes,aliveandwell,andherhusbandclaspedmebythehandandsworeheartilyinhisamazement,asisthefashionofsomemenwhentheyaremoved。

  ButthechildrenstoodstaringblanklytillIcalledthegirltome,whonowwasmuchwhathermotherhadbeenwhenweparted,andkissingher,toldherthatI

  wasthatuncleofwhomperhapsshehadheardasdeadmanyyearsago。

  Thenmyhorse,thatallthiswhilehadbeenforgotten,havingbeencaughtandstabled,wewenttosupperanditwasastrangemealtome,andaftermeatIaskedfortidings。

  NowIlearnedthatthefortunewhichmyoldmasterFonsecahadlefttomecamehomeinsafety,andthatithadprosperedexceedinglyunderLily’scare,forshehadspentbutverylittleofitforhermaintenance,lookingonitalwaysasatrustratherthanasherown。

  WhenmydeathseemedcertainmysisterMaryhadenteredonhershareofmypossessions,however,andwithithadpurchasedsomeoutlyinglandsinEarshamandHedenham,andthewoodandmanorofTyndaleHallinDitchinghamandBroome。

  TheselandsImadehastetosayshemightkeepasagiftfromme,sinceitseemedthatIhadgreaterrichesthanIcouldneedwithoutthem,andthissayingofminepleasedherhusbandWilfredBozardnotalittle,seeingthatitishardforamantogiveupwhathehasheldformanyyears。

  ThenIheardtherestofthestory;ofmyfather’ssuddendeath,ofhowthecomingofthegoldhadsavedLilyfrombeingforcedintomarriagewithmybrotherGeoffrey,whoafterwardshadtakentoevilcourseswhichendedinhisdeceaseattheageofthirty-one;oftheendofSquireBozard,Lily’sfatherandmyoldenemy,fromanapoplexywhichtookhiminasuddenfitofanger。

  Afterthisitseemed,herbrotherbeingmarriedtomysisterMary,LilyhadmoveddowntotheLodge,havingpaidoffthechargesthatmybrotherGeoffreyhadheapeduponhisheritage,andboughtoutmysister’srightstoit。

  AndhereattheLodgeshehadlivedeversince,asadandlonelywoman,andyetnotaltogetheranunhappyone,forshegavemuchofhertimetogoodworks。

  Indeedshetoldmethathaditnotbeenforthewidelandsandmoneyswhichshemustmanageasmyheiress,shewouldhavebetakenherselftoasisterhood,theretowearherlifeawayinpeace,sinceIbeinglosttoher,andindeeddead,asshewasassured,——forthenewsofthewreckofthecarakfounditswaytoDitchingham,——shenolongerthoughtofmarriage,thoughmorethanonegentlemanofconditionhadsoughtherhand。

  This,withsomeminormatters,suchasthebirthanddeathofchildren,andthestoryofthegreatstormandfloodthatsmoteBungay,andindeedthelengthofthevaleofWaveneyinthosedays,wasallthetalethattheyhadtotellwhohadgrownfromyouthtomiddleageinquiet。

  Forofthecrowningandendofkingsandofmatterspolitic,suchasthedownfallofthepowerofthePopeofRomeandthesackingofthereligioushouseswhichwasstillinprogress,Imakenomentionhere。

  Butnowtheycalledformine,andIbeganitatthebeginning,anditwasstrangetoseetheirfacesastheylistened。

  Allnightlong,tillthethrushessangdownthenightingales,andthedawnshoneintheeast,IsatatLily’ssidetellingthemmystory,andthenitwasnotfinished。

  Sowesleptinthechambersthathadbeenmadereadyforus,andonthemorrowItookitupagain,showingthemtheswordthathadbelongedtoBernalDiaz,thegreatnecklaceofemeraldswhichGuatemochadgiventome,andcertainscarsandwoundsinwitnessofitstruth。

  NeverdidIseefolksomuchamazed,andwhenIcametospeakofthelastsacrificeofthewomenoftheOtomie,andofthehorridendofdeGarciawhodiedfightingwithhisownshadow,orratherwiththeshadowsofhisownwickedness,theycriedaloudwithfear,astheyweptwhenItoldofthedeathsofIsabelladeSiguenzaandofGuatemoc,andofthelossofmysons。

  ButIdidnottellallthestorytothiscompany,forsomeofitwasforLily’searalone,andtoherIspokeofmydealingswithOtomieasamanmightspeakwithaman,forIfeltthatifIkeptanythingbacknowtherewouldneverbecompletefaithbetweenus。

  ThereforeIsetoutallmydoubtsandtroublings,nordidIhidethatIhadlearnedtoloveOtomie,andthatherbeautyandsweetnesshaddrawnmefromthefirstmomentwhenIsawherinthecourtofMontezuma,orthatwhichhadpassedbetweenusonthestoneofsacrifice。

  WhenIhaddoneLilythankedmeformyhonestyandsaiditseemedthatinsuchmattersmendifferedfromwomen,seeingthatSHEhadneverfelttheneedtobedeliveredfromthetemptationofstrangeloves。

  StillwewereasGodandNaturehadmadeus,andthereforehadlittlerighttoreproacheachother,oreventosetthatdownasvirtuewhichwasbutlackofleaning。

  Moreover,thisOtomie,hersinofheathenismnotwithstanding,hadbeenagreat-heartedwomanandonewhomightwelldazzlethewanderingeyesofman,daringmoreforherlove’ssakethanevershe,Lily,couldhavedared;andtoendwith,itwasclearthatatlastImustchoosebetweenweddingherandaspeedydeath,andhavingswornsogreatanoathtoherIshouldhavebeenperjuredindeedifIhadleftherwhenmydangersweregoneby。

  Thereforeshe,Lily,wasmindedtoletallthismatterrest,norshouldshebejealousifIstillthoughtofthisdeadwifeofminewithtenderness。

  Thusshespokemostsweetly,lookingatmethewhilewithherclearandearnesteyes,thatIeverfanciedmustbesuchasadorntheshiningfacesofangels。

  Ay,andthosesameeyesofherswerefilledwithtearswhenItoldhermybittergriefoverthedeathofmyfirstbornandofmyotherbereavements。

  Foritwasnottillsomeyearsafterwards,whenshehadabandonedfurtherhopeofchildren,thatLilygrewjealousofthosedeadsonsofmineandofmyeverpresentloveforthem。

  NowthetidingsofmyreturnandofmystrangeadventuresamongthenationsoftheIndieswerenoisedabroadfarandwide,andpeoplecamefrommilesround,ay,evenfromNorwichandYarmouth,toseemeandIwaspressedtotellmytaletillIgrewwearyofit。

  AlsoaserviceofthanksgivingformysafedeliverancefrommanydangersbylandandseawasheldinthechurchofSt。Mary’shereinDitchingham,whichservicewasnolongercelebratedaftertheritesoftheRomishfaith,forwhileIhadsojournedafar,thesaintswerefallenliketheAztecgods;theyokeofRomehadbeenbrokenfromofftheneckofEngland,andthoughalldonotthinkwithme,Iforonerejoicedatitheartilywhohadseenenoughofpriestcraftanditscruelties。

  Whenthatceremonywasoverandallpeoplehadgonetotheirhomes,IcamebackagaintotheemptychurchfromtheHall,whereIabodeawhileastheguestofmysisterandherhusband,tillLilyandI

  werewed。

  AndthereinthequietlightoftheJuneeveningIkneltinthechancelupontherushesthatstrewedthegraveofmyfatherandmymother,andsentmyspirituptowardsthemintheplaceoftheireternalrest,andtotheGodwhoguardsthem。

  AgreatcalmcameuponmeasIkneltthus,andIfelthowmadhadbeenthatoathofminethatasaladIhadsworntobeavengedupondeGarcia,andI

  sawhowasatreefromaseed,allmysorrowshadgrownfromit。

  ButeventhenIcouldnotdootherthanhatedeGarcia,no,norcanItothishour,andafterallitwasnaturalthatIshoulddesirevengeanceonthemurdererofmymotherthoughthewreakingofithadbestbeenleftinanotherHand。

  WithoutthelittlechanceldoorImetLily,whowaslingeringthereknowingmetobewithin,andwespoketogether。

  ’Lily,’Isaid,’Iwouldaskyousomething。

  Afterallthathasbeen,willyoustilltakemeforyourhusband,unworthyasIam?’

  ’Ipromisedsotodomanyayearago,Thomas,’sheanswered,speakingverylow,andblushinglikethewildrosethatbloomeduponagravebesideher,’andIhaveneverchangedmymind。

  IndeedformanyyearsIhavelookeduponyouasmyhusband,thoughI

  thoughtyoudead。’

  ’PerhapsitismorethanIdeserve,’Isaid。

  ’butifitistobe,saywhenitshallbe,foryouthhasleftusandwehavelittletimetolose。’

  ’Whenyouwill,Thomas,’sheanswered,placingherhandinmine。

  Withinaweekfromthateveningwewerewed。

  Andnowmytaleisdone。

  Godwhogavemesosadandtroublousayouthandearlymanhood,hasblessedmebeyondmeasureinmymiddleageandeld。

  AlltheseeventsofwhichIhavewrittenatsuchlengthweredonewithmanyadayago:thehornbeamsaplingthatI

  setbeneaththesewindowsintheyearwhenweweremarriedisnowagoodlytreeofshadeandstillIlivetolookonit。

  HereinthehappyvalleyoftheWaveney,saveformybittermemoriesandthatlongingforthedeadwhichnotimecansomuchasdull,yearafteryearhasrolledovermysilveringhairsinperfecthealthandpeaceandrest,andyearbyyearhaveIrejoicedmoredeeplyinthetrueloveofawifesuchasfewhaveknown。

  Foritwouldseemasthoughtheheart-acheanddespairofyouthhadbutsweetenedthatmostnoblenaturetillitgrewwellnighdivine。

  Butonesorrowcametous,thedeathofourinfantchild——foritwasfatedthatIshoulddiechildless——andinthatsorrow,asIhavetold,Lilyshewedthatshewasstillawoman。

  Fortherestnoshadowlaybetweenus。

  Handinhandwepasseddownthehilloflife,tillatlengthinthefulnessofherdaysmywifewastakenfromme。

  OneChristmasnightshelaydowntosleepatmyside,inthemorningshewasdead。

  grievedindeedandbitterly,butthesorrowwasnotasthesorrowsofmyyouthhadbeen,sinceageandusedulltheedgeofmortalgriefsandIknewandknowthatwearenolongspaceapart。

  VerysoonIshalljoinLilywheresheis,andIdonotfearthatjourney。

  Forthedreadofdeathhasleftmeatlength,asitdepartsfromallwholivelongenoughandstrivetorepentthemoftheirsins,andIamwellcontenttoleavemysafetyattheGatesandmyheavenlycomfortintheAlmightyHandthatsavedmefromthestoneofsacrificeandhasguidedmethroughsomanyperilsuponthistroubledearth。

  AndnowtoGodmyFather,Whoholdsme,ThomasWingfield,andallI

  havelovedandloveinHisholykeeping,bethanksandgloryandpraise!

  Amen。

  End

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