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  ThegentlemanfromBengalwasstanding,disconcertedbythisincident,whenthedoorofthe92openedofitselfandBecky’slittleheadpeepedoutfullofarchnessandmischief。ShelightedonJos。”It’syou。”shesaid,comingout。”HowIhavebeenwaitingforyou!Stop!

  notyet——inoneminuteyoushallcomein。”Inthatinstantsheputarouge-pot,abrandybottle,andaplateofbrokenmeatintothebed,gaveonesmoothtoherhair,andfinallyletinhervisitor。

  Shehad,bywayofmorningrobe,apinkdomino,atriflefadedandsoiled,andmarkedhereandtherewithpomaturn;butherarmsshoneoutfromtheloosesleevesofthedressverywhiteandfair,anditwastiedroundherlittlewaistsoasnotilltosetoffthetrimlittlefigureofthewearer。SheledJosbythehandintohergarret。

  “Comein。”shesaid。”Comeandtalktome。Sityonderonthechair“;andshegavethecivilian’shandalittlesqueezeandlaughinglyplacedhimuponit。Asforherself,sheplacedherselfonthebed——notonthebottleandplate,youmaybesure——onwhichJosmighthavereposed,hadhechosenthatseat;andsothereshesatandtalkedwithheroldadmirer。

  “Howlittleyearshavechangedyou。”shesaidwithalookoftenderinterest。”Ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere。Whatacomfortitisamongststrangerstoseeoncemorethefrankhonestfaceofanoldfriend!”

  Thefrankhonestface,totellthetruth,atthismomentboreanyexpressionbutoneofopennessandhonesty:itwas,onthecontrary,muchperturbedandpuzzledinlook。Joswassurveyingthequeerlittleapartmentinwhichhefoundhisoldflame。Oneofhergownshungoverthebed,anotherdependingfromahookofthedoor;

  herbonnetobscuredhalfthelooking-glass,onwhich,too,laytheprettiestlittlepairofbronzeboots;aFrenchnovelwasonthetablebythebedside,withacandle,notofwax。Beckythoughtofpoppingthatintothebedtoo,butsheonlyputinthelittlepapernight-capwithwhichshehadputthecandleoutongoingtosleep。

  “Ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere。”shecontinued;

  “awomanneverforgetssomethings。AndyouwerethefirstmanIever——Ieversaw。”

  “WasIreally?”saidJos。”Godblessmysoul,you——

  youdon’tsayso。”

  “WhenIcamewithyoursisterfromChiswick,Iwasscarcelymorethanachild。”Beckysaid。”Howisthat,dearlove?Oh,herhusbandwasasadwickedman,andofcourseitwasofmethatthepoordearwasjealous。

  AsifIcaredabouthim,heigho!whentherewassomebody——butno——don’tletustalkofoldtimes“;andshepassedherhandkerchiefwiththetatteredlaceacrosshereyelids。

  “Isnotthisastrangeplace。”shecontinued,“forawoman,whohaslivedinaverydifferentworldtoo,tobefoundin?Ihavehadsomanygriefsandwrongs,JosephSedley;IhavebeenmadetosuffersocruellythatIamalmostmademadsometimes。Ican’tstaystillinanyplace,butwanderaboutalwaysrestlessandunhappy。

  Allmyfriendshavebeenfalsetome——all。Thereisnosuchthingasanhonestmanintheworld。Iwasthetruestwifethateverlived,thoughImarriedmyhusbandoutofpique,becausesomebodyelse——butnevermindthat。I

  wastrue,andhetrampleduponmeanddesertedme。I

  wasthefondestmother。Ihadbutonechild,onedarling,onehope,onejoy,whichIheldtomyheartwithamother’saffection,whichwasmylife,myprayer,my——myblessing;andthey——theytoreitfromme——toreitfromme“;andsheputherhandtoherheartwithapassionategestureofdespair,buryingherfaceforamomentonthebed。

  Thebrandy-bottleinsideclinkedupagainsttheplatewhichheldthecoldsausage。Bothweremoved,nodoubt,bytheexhibitionofsomuchgrief。MaxandFritzwereatthedoor,listeningwithwondertoMrs。Becky’ssobsandcries。Jos,too,wasagooddealfrightenedandaffectedatseeinghisoldflameinthiscondition。Andshebegan,forthwith,totellherstory——atalesoneat,simple,andartlessthatitwasquiteevidentfromhearingherthatifevertherewasawhite-robedangelescapedfromheaventobesubjecttotheinfernalmachinationsandvillainyoffiendsherebelow,thatspotlessbeing——thatmiserableunsulliedmartyr,waspresentonthebedbeforeJos——onthebed,sittingonthebrandy-bottle。

  Theyhadaverylong,amicable,andconfidentialtalkthere,inthecourseofwhichJosSedleywassomehowmadeawarebutinamannerthatdidnotintheleastscareoroffendhimthatBecky’shearthadfirstlearnedtobeatathisenchantingpresence;thatGeorgeOsbornehadcertainlypaidanunjustifiablecourttoHER,whichmightaccountforAmelia’sjealousyandtheirlittlerupture;butthatBeckynevergavetheleastencouragementtotheunfortunateofficer,andthatshehadneverceasedtothinkaboutJosfromtheveryfirstdayshehadseenhim,though,ofcourse,herdutiesasamarriedwomanwereparamount——dutieswhichshehadalwayspreserved,andwould,toherdyingday,oruntiltheproverbiallybadclimateinwhichColonelCrawleywaslivingshouldreleaseherfromayokewhichhiscrueltyhadrenderedodioustoher。

  Joswentaway,convincedthatshewasthemostvirtuous,asshewasoneofthemostfascinatingofwomen,andrevolvinginhismindallsortsofbenevolentschemesforherwelfare。Herpersecutionsoughttobeended:

  sheoughttoreturntothesocietyofwhichshewasanornament。Hewouldseewhatoughttobedone。Shemustquitthatplaceandtakeaquietlodging。Ameliamustcomeandseeherandbefriendher。Hewouldgoandsettleaboutit,andconsultwiththeMajor。Shewepttearsofheart-feltgratitudeasshepartedfromhim,andpressedhishandasthegallantstoutgentlemanstoopeddowntokisshers。

  SoBeckybowedJosoutofherlittlegarretwithasmuchgraceasifitwasapalaceofwhichshedidthehonours;andthatheavygentlemanhavingdisappeareddownthestairs,MaxandFritzcameoutoftheirhole,pipeinmouth,andsheamusedherselfbymimickingJostothemasshemunchedhercoldbreadandsausageandtookdraughtsofherfavouritebrandy-and-water。

  JoswalkedovertoDobbin’slodgingswithgreatsolemnityandthereimpartedtohimtheaffectinghistorywithwhichhehadjustbeenmadeacquainted,without,however,mentioningtheplaybusinessofthenightbefore。

  AndthetwogentlemenwerelayingtheirheadstogetherandconsultingastothebestmeansofbeingusefultoMrs。Becky,whileshewasfinishingherinterrupteddejeuneralafourchette。

  Howwasitthatshehadcometothatlittletown?

  Howwasitthatshehadnofriendsandwaswanderingaboutalone?LittleboysatschoolaretaughtintheirearliestLatinbookthatthepathofAvernusisveryeasyofdescent。Letusskipovertheintervalinthehistoryofherdownwardprogress。Shewasnotworsenowthanshehadbeeninthedaysofherprosperity——onlyalittledownonherluck。

  AsforMrs。Amelia,shewasawomanofsuchasoftandfoolishdispositionthatwhensheheardofanybodyunhappy,herheartstraightwaymeltedtowardsthesufferer;andasshehadneverthoughtordoneanythingmortallyguiltyherself,shehadnotthatabhorrenceforwickednesswhichdistinguishesmoralistsmuchmoreknowing。Ifshespoiledeverybodywhocamenearherwithkindnessandcompliments——ifshebeggedpardonofallherservantsfortroublingthemtoanswerthebell——ifsheapologizedtoashopboywhoshowedherapieceofsilk,ormadeacurtseytoastreet-sweeperwithacomplimentaryremarkupontheelegantstateofhiscrossing——andshewasalmostcapableofeveryoneofthesefollies——thenotionthatanoldacquaintancewasmiserablewassuretosoftenherheart;norwouldshehearofanybody’sbeingdeservedlyunhappy。Aworldundersuchlegislationasherswouldnotbeaveryorderlyplaceofabode;buttherearenotmanywomen,atleastnotoftherulers,whoareofhersort。Thislady,Ibelieve,wouldhaveabolishedallgaols,punishments,handcuffs,whippings,poverty,sickness,hunger,intheworld,andwassuchamean-spiritedcreaturethat——weareobligedtoconfessit——shecouldevenforgetamortalinjury。

  WhentheMajorheardfromJosofthesentimentaladventurewhichhadjustbefallenthelatter,hewasnot,itmustbeowned,nearlyasmuchinterestedasthegentlemanfromBengal。Onthecontrary,hisexcitementwasquitethereversefromapleasurableone;hemadeuseofabriefbutimproperexpressionregardingapoorwomanindistress,saying,infact,“Thelittleminx,hasshecometolightagain?”Heneverhadhadtheslightestlikingforher,buthadheartilymistrustedherfromtheveryfirstmomentwhenhergreeneyeshadlookedat,andturnedawayfrom,hisown。

  “Thatlittledevilbringsmischiefwherevershegoes。”

  theMajorsaiddisrespectfully。”Whoknowswhatsortoflifeshehasbeenleading?Andwhatbusinesshasshehereabroadandalone?Don’ttellmeaboutpersecutorsandenemies;anhonestwomanalwayshasfriendsandneverisseparatedfromherfamily。Whyhassheleftherhusband?Hemayhavebeendisreputableandwicked,asyousay。Healwayswas。IremembertheconfoundedblacklegandthewayinwhichheusedtocheatandhoodwinkpoorGeorge。Wasn’tthereascandalabouttheirseparation?IthinkIheardsomething。”criedoutMajorDobbin,whodidnotcaremuchaboutgossip,andwhomJostriedinvaintoconvincethatMrs。Beckywasinallrespectsamostinjuredandvirtuousfemale。

  “Well,well;let’saskMrs。George。”saidthatarch-

  diplomatistofaMajor。”Onlyletusgoandconsulther。

  Isupposeyouwillallowthatsheisagoodjudgeatanyrate,andknowswhatisrightinsuchmatters。”

  “Hm!Emmyisverywell。”saidJos,whodidnothappentobeinlovewithhissister。

  “Verywell?ByGad,sir,she’sthefinestladyIevermetinmylife。”bouncedouttheMajor。”Isayatonce,letusgoandaskherifthiswomanoughttobevisitedornot——Iwillbecontentwithherverdict。”Nowthisodious,artfulrogueofaMajorwasthinkinginhisownmindthathewassureofhiscase。Emmy,heremembered,wasatonetimecruellyanddeservedlyjealousofRebecca,nevermentionedhernamebutwithashrinkingandterror——ajealouswomanneverforgives,thoughtDobbin:andsothepairwentacrossthestreettoMrs。

  George’shouse,whereshewascontentedlywarblingatamusiclessonwithMadameStrumpff。

  Whenthatladytookherleave,Josopenedthebusinesswithhisusualpompofwords。”Amelia,mydear。”

  saidhe,“Ihavejusthadthemostextraordinary——yes——

  Godblessmysoul!themostextraordinaryadventure——

  anoldfriend——yes,amostinterestingoldfriendofyours,andImaysayinoldtimes,hasjustarrivedhere,andIshouldlikeyoutoseeher。”

  “Her!”saidAmelia,“whoisit?MajorDobbin,ifyoupleasenottobreakmyscissors。”TheMajorwastwirlingthemroundbythelittlechainfromwhichtheysometimeshungtotheirlady’swaist,andwastherebyendangeringhisowneye。

  ItisawomanwhomIdislikeverymuch。”saidtheMajor,doggedly,“andwhomyouhavenocausetolove。”

  “ItisRebecca,I’msureitisRebecca。”Ameliasaid,blushingandbeingverymuchagitated。

  “Youareright;youalwaysare。”Dobbinanswered。

  Brussels,Waterloo,old,oldtimes,griefs,pangs,remembrances,rushedbackintoAmelia’sgentleheartandcausedacruelagitationthere。

  “Don’tletmeseeher。”Emmycontinued。”Icouldn’tseeher。”

  “Itoldyouso。”DobbinsaidtoJos。

  “Sheisveryunhappy,and——andthatsortofthing。”

  Josurged。”Sheisverypoorandunprotected,andhasbeenill——exceedinglyill——andthatscoundrelofahusbandhasdesertedher。”

  “Ah!”saidAmelia“Shehasn’tafriendintheworld。”Joswenton,notundexterously,“andshesaidshethoughtshemighttrustinyou。She’ssomiserable,Emmy。Shehasbeenalmostmadwithgrief。Herstoryquiteaffectedme——’ponmywordandhonour,itdid——neverwassuchacruelpersecutionbornesoangelically,Imaysay。Herfamilyhasbeenmostcrueltoher。”

  “Poorcreature!”Ameliasaid。

  “Andifshecangetnofriend,shesaysshethinksshe’lldie。”Josproceededinalowtremulousvoice。”Godblessmysoul!doyouknowthatshetriedtokillherself?Shecarrieslaudanumwithher——Isawthebottleinherroom——suchamiserablelittleroom——atathird-ratehouse,theElephant,upintheroofatthetopofall。Iwentthere。”

  ThisdidnotseemtoaffectEmmy。Sheevensmiledalittle。PerhapsshefiguredJostoherselfpantingupthestair。

  “She’sbesideherselfwithgrief。”heresumed。”Theagoniesthatwomanhasenduredarequitefrightfultohearof。Shehadalittleboy,ofthesameageasGeorgy。”

  “Yes,yes,IthinkIremember。”Emmyremarked。

  “Well?”

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