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  norwasheverymuchprepossessedinherfavour。Hewassohonest,thatherartsandcajoleriesdidnotaffecthim,andheshrankfromherwithinstinctiverepulsion。

  And,asshewasbynomeanssofarsuperiortohersexastobeabovejealousy,shedislikedhimthemoreforhisadorationofAmelia。Nevertheless,shewasveryrespectfulandcordialinhermannertowardshim。AfriendtotheOsbornes!afriendtoherdearestbenefactors!Shevowedsheshouldalwayslovehimsincerely:sherememberedhimquitewellontheVauxhallnight,asshetoldAmeliaarchly,andshemadealittlefunofhimwhenthetwoladieswenttodressfordinner。RawdonCrawleypaidscarcelyanyattentiontoDobbin,lookinguponhimasagood-naturednincompoopandunder-bredCityman。Jospatronisedhimwithmuchdignity。

  WhenGeorgeandDobbinwerealoneinthelatter’sroom,towhichGeorgehadfollowedhim,DobbintookfromhisdesktheletterwhichhehadbeenchargedbyMr。Osbornetodelivertohisson。”It’snotinmyfather’shandwriting。”saidGeorge,lookingratheralarmed;norwasit:theletterwasfromMr。Osborne’slawyer,andtothefollowingeffect:

  BedfordRow,May7,1815。

  SIR,IamcommissionedbyMr。Osbornetoinformyou,thatheabidesbythedeterminationwhichhebeforeexpressedtoyou,andthatinconsequenceofthemarriagewhichyouhavebeenpleasedtocontract,heceasestoconsideryouhenceforthasamemberofhisfamily。

  Thisdeterminationisfinalandirrevocable。

  Althoughthemoniesexpendeduponyouinyourminority,andthebillswhichyouhavedrawnuponhimsounsparinglyoflateyears,farexceedinamountthesumtowhichyouareentitledinyourownrightbeingthethirdpartofthefortuneofyourmother,thelateMrs。Osborneandwhichrevertedtoyouatherdecease,andtoMissJaneOsborneandMissMariaFrancesOsborne;yetIaminstructedbyMr。Osbornetosay,thathewaivesallclaimuponyourestate,andthatthesumof2,0001。,4percent。annuities,atthevalueofthedaybeingyourone-thirdshareofthesumof6,0001。,shallbepaidovertoyourselforyouragentsuponyourreceiptforthesame,byYourobedientServt。,S。HIGGS。

  P。S——Mr。Osbornedesiresmetosay,onceforall,thathedeclinestoreceiveanymessages,letters,orcommunicationsfromyouonthisoranyothersubject。

  “Aprettywayyouhavemanagedtheaffair。”saidGeorge,lookingsavagelyatWilliamDobbin。”Lookthere,Dobbin。”andheflungovertothelatterhisparent’sletter。

  “Abeggar,byJove,andallinconsequenceofmyd——dsentimentality。Whycouldn’twehavewaited?Aballmighthavedoneformeinthecourseofthewar,andmaystill,andhowwillEmmybebetteredbybeingleftabeggar’swidow?Itwasallyourdoing。Youwerenevereasyuntilyouhadgotmemarriedandruined。WhatthedeuceamItodowithtwothousandpounds?Suchasumwon’tlasttwoyears。I’velostahundredandfortytoCrawleyatcardsandbilliardssinceI’vebeendownhere。Aprettymanagerofaman’smattersYOUare,forsooth。”

  “There’snodenyingthatthepositionisahardone。”

  Dobbinreplied,afterreadingovertheletterwithablankcountenance;“andasyousay,itispartlyofmymaking。

  Therearesomemenwhowouldn’tmindchangingwithyou。”headded,withabittersmile。”Howmanycaptainsintheregimenthavetwothousandpoundstothefore,thinkyou?Youmustliveonyourpaytillyourfatherrelents,andifyoudie,youleaveyourwifeahundredayear。”

  “Doyousupposeamanofmyhabitscallliveonhispayandahundredayear?”Georgecriedoutingreatanger。”Youmustbeafooltotalkso,Dobbin。HowthedeuceamItokeepupmypositionintheworlduponsuchapitifulpittance?Ican’tchangemyhabits。Imusthavemycomforts。Iwasn’tbroughtuponporridge,likeMacWhirter,oronpotatoes,likeoldO’Dowd。Doyouexpectmywifetotakeinsoldiers’washing,orrideaftertheregimentinabaggagewaggon?”

  “Well,well。”saidDobbin,stillgood-naturedly,“we’llgetherabetterconveyance。Buttryandrememberthatyouareonlyadethronedprincenow,George,myboy;

  andbequietwhilstthetempestlasts。Itwon’tbeforlong。LetyournamebementionedintheGazette,andI’llengagetheoldfatherrelentstowardsyou:“

  “MentionedintheGazette!”Georgeanswered。”Andinwhatpartofit?Amongthekilledandwoundedreturns,andatthetopofthelist,verylikely。”

  “Psha!Itwillbetimeenoughtocryoutwhenwearehurt。”Dobbinsaid。”Andifanythinghappens,youknow,George,Ihavegotalittle,andIamnotamarryingman,andIshallnotforgetmygodsoninmywill。”headded,withasmile。Whereuponthedisputeended——asmanyscoresofsuchconversationsbetweenOsborneandhisfriendhadconcludedpreviously——bytheformerdeclaringtherewasnopossibilityofbeingangrywithDobbinlong,andforgivinghimverygenerouslyafterabusinghimwithoutcause。

  “Isay,Becky。”criedRawdonCrawleyoutofhisdressing-room,tohislady,whowasattiringherselffordinnerinherownchamber。

  “What?”saidBecky’sshrillvoice。Shewaslookingoverhershoulderintheglass。Shehadputontheneatestandfreshestwhitefrockimaginable,andwithbareshouldersandalittlenecklace,andalightbluesash,shelookedtheimageofyouthfulinnocenceandgirlishhappiness。

  “Isay,what’llMrs。O。do,when0。goesoutwiththeregiment?”Crawleysaidcomingintotheroom,performingaduetonhisheadwithtwohugehair-brushes,andlookingoutfromunderhishairwithadmirationonhisprettylittlewife。

  “Isupposeshe’llcryhereyesout。”Beckyanswered。

  “Shehasbeenwhimperinghalfadozentimes,attheverynotionofit,alreadytome。”

  “YOUdon’tcare,Isuppose?”Rawdonsaid,halfangryathiswife’swantoffeeling。

  “Youwretch!don’tyouknowthatIintendtogowithyou。”Beckyreplied。”Besides,you’redifferent。YougoasGeneralTufto’saide-de-camp。Wedon’tbelongtotheline。”Mrs。Crawleysaid,throwingupherheadwithanairthatsoenchantedherhusbandthathestoopeddownandkissedit。

  “Rawdondear——don’tyouthink——you’dbettergetthat——moneyfromCupid,beforehegoes?”Beckycontinued,fixingonakillingbow。ShecalledGeorgeOsborne,Cupid。Shehadflatteredhimabouthisgoodlooksascoreoftimesalready。ShewatchedoverhimkindlyatecarteofanightwhenhewoulddropintoRawdon’squartersforahalf-hourbeforebed-time。

  Shehadoftencalledhimahorriddissipatedwretch,andthreatenedtotellEmmyofhiswickedwaysandnaughtyextravaganthabits。Shebroughthiscigarandlighteditforhim;sheknewtheeffectofthatmanoeuvre,havingpractiseditinformerdaysuponRawdonCrawley。

  Hethoughthergay,brisk,arch,distinguee,delightful。

  Intheirlittledrivesanddinners,Becky,ofcourse,quiteoutshonepoorEmmy,whoremainedverymuteandtimidwhileMrs。Crawleyandherhusbandrattledawaytogether,andCaptainCrawleyandJosafterhejoinedtheyoungmarriedpeoplegobbledinsilence。

  Emmy’smindsomehowmisgaveheraboutherfriend。

  Rebecca’swit,spirits,andaccomplishmentstroubledherwitharuefuldisquiet。Theywereonlyaweekmarried,andherewasGeorgealreadysufferingennui,andeagerforothers’society!Shetrembledforthefuture。HowshallIbeacompanionforhim,shethought——socleverandsobrilliant,andIsuchahumblefoolishcreature?

  Hownobleitwasofhimtomarryme——togiveupeverythingandstoopdowntome!Ioughttohaverefusedhim,onlyIhadnottheheart。IoughttohavestoppedathomeandtakencareofpoorPapa。Andherneglectofherparentsandindeedtherewassomefoundationforthischargewhichthepoorchild’suneasyconsciencebroughtagainstherwasnowrememberedforthefirsttime,andcausedhertoblushwithhumiliation。Oh!

  thoughtshe,Ihavebeenverywickedandselfish——selfishinforgettingthemintheirsorrows——selfishinforcingGeorgetomarryme。IknowI’mnotworthyofhim——I

  knowhewouldhavebeenhappywithoutme——andyet——

  Itried,Itriedtogivehimup。

  Itishardwhen,beforesevendaysofmarriageareover,suchthoughtsandconfessionsastheseforcethemselvesonalittlebride’smind。Butsoitwas,andthenightbeforeDobbincametojointheseyoungpeople——

  onafinebrilliantmoonlightnightofMay——sowarmandbalmythatthewindowswereflungopentothebalcony,fromwhichGeorgeandMrs。Crawleyweregazinguponthecalmoceanspreadshiningbeforethem,whileRawdonandJoswereengagedatbackgammonwithin——Ameliacouchedinagreatchairquiteneglected,andwatchingboththeseparties,feltadespairandremorsesuchaswerebittercompanionsforthattenderlonelysoul。Scarceaweekwaspast,anditwascometothis!

  Thefuture,hadsheregardedit,offeredadismalprospect;

  butEmmywastooshy,sotospeak,tolooktothat,andembarkaloneonthatwidesea,andunfittonavigateitwithoutaguideandprotector。IknowMissSmithhasameanopinionofher。Buthowmany,mydearMadam,areendowedwithyourprodigiousstrengthofmind?

  “Gad,whatafinenight,andhowbrightthemoonis!”

  Georgesaid,withapuffofhiscigar,whichwentsoaringupskywards。

  “Howdelicioustheysmellintheopenair!Iadorethem。Who’dthinkthemoonwastwohundredandthirty-

  sixthousandeighthundredandforty-sevenmilesoff?”

  Beckyadded,gazingatthatorbwithasmile。”Isn’titcleverofmetorememberthat?Pooh!welearneditallatMissPinkerton’s!Howcalmtheseais,andhowcleareverything。IdeclareIcanalmostseethecoastofFrance!”andherbrightgreeneyesstreamedout,andshotintothenightasiftheycouldseethroughit。

  “DoyouknowwhatIintendtodoonemorning?”shesaid;“IfindIcanswimbeautifully,andsomeday,whenmyAuntCrawley’scompanion——oldBriggs,youknow——yourememberher——thathook-nosedwoman,withthelongwispsofhair——whenBriggsgoesouttobathe,I

  intendtodiveunderherawning,andinsistonareconciliationinthewater。Isn’tthatastratagem?”

  Georgeburstoutlaughingattheideaofthisaquaticmeeting。”What’stherowthere,youtwo?”Rawdonshoutedout,rattlingthebox。Ameliawasmakingafoolofherselfinanabsurdhystericalmanner,andretiredtoherownroomtowhimperinprivate。

  Ourhistoryisdestinedinthischaptertogobackwardsandforwardsinaveryirresolutemannerseemingly,andhavingconductedourstorytoto-morrowpresently,weshallimmediatelyagainhaveoccasiontostepbacktoyesterday,sothatthewholeofthetalemaygetahearing。

  AsyoubeholdatherMajesty’sdrawing-room,theambassadors’andhighdignitaries’carriageswhiskofffromaprivatedoor,whileCaptainJones’sladiesarewaitingfortheirfly:asyouseeintheSecretaryoftheTreasury’santechamber,ahalf-dozenofpetitionerswaitingpatientlyfortheiraudience,andcalledoutonebyone,whensuddenlyanIrishmemberorsomeeminentpersonageenterstheapartment,andinstantlywalksintoMr。

  Under-Secretaryovertheheadsofallthepeoplepresent:

  sointheconductofatale,theromancerisobligedtoexercisethismostpartialsortofjustice。Althoughallthelittleincidentsmustbeheard,yettheymustbeputoffwhenthegreateventsmaketheirappearance;andsurelysuchacircumstanceasthatwhichbroughtDobbintoBrighton,viz。,theorderingoutoftheGuardsandthelinetoBelgium,andthemusteringofthealliedarmiesinthatcountryunderthecommandofhisGracetheDukeofWellington——suchadignifiedcircumstanceasthat,Isay,wasentitledtothepasoverallminoroccurrenceswhereofthishistoryiscomposedmainly,andhencealittletriflingdisarrangementanddisorderwasexcusableandbecoming。WehaveonlynowadvancedintimesofarbeyondChapterXXIIastohavegotourvariouscharactersupintotheirdressing-roomsbeforethedinner,whichtookplaceasusualonthedayofDobbin’sarrival。

  GeorgewastoohumaneortoomuchoccupiedwiththetieofhisneckclothtoconveyatonceallthenewstoAmeliawhichhiscomradehadbroughtwithhimfromLondon。Hecameintoherroom,however,holdingtheattorney’sletterinhishand,andwithsosolemnandimportantanairthathiswife,alwaysingeniouslyonthewatchforcalamity,thoughttheworstwasabouttobefall,andrunninguptoherhusband,besoughtherdearestGeorgetotellhereverything——hewasorderedabroad;therewouldbeabattlenextweek——sheknewtherewould。

  DearestGeorgeparriedthequestionaboutforeignservice,andwithamelancholyshakeoftheheadsaid。”No,Emmy;itisn’tthat:it’snotmyselfIcareabout:

  it’syou。Ihavehadbadnewsfrommyfather。Herefusesanycommunicationwithme;hehasflungusoff;andleavesustopoverty。Icanroughitwellenough;butyou,mydear,howwillyoubearit?readhere。”Andhehandedherovertheletter。

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