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  `You’dbettertryoncemore,’saidGrimsby,leaningacrossthetable。Andthenhewinkedatme。

  `I’venothingtotrywith。”saidthepoordevil,withaghastlysmile。

  `Oh,Huntingdonwilllendyouwhatyouwant,’saidtheother。

  `No;youheardmyoath,’answeredLowborough,turningawayinquietdespair。AndItookhimbythearmandledhimout。

  `Isittobethelast,Lowborough?’Iasked,whenIgothimintothestreet。

  `Thelast,’heanswered,somewhatagainstmyexpectation。AndItookhimhome——thatis,toourclub——forhewasassubmissiveasachild,andpliedhimwithbrandyandwatertillhetolookratherbrighter——rathermorealive,atleast。

  `Huntingdon,I’mruined!’saidhe,takingthethirdglassfrommyhand——hehaddrunktheothersindeadsilence。

  `Notyou!’saidI。`You’llfindamancanlivewithouthismoneyasmerrilyasatortoisewithoutitshead,orawaspwithoutitsbody。’

  `ButI’mindebt,’saidhe——`deepindebt!AndIcannever,nevergetoutofit!’

  `Well,whatofthat?manyabettermanthanyouhaslivedanddiedindebt,andtheycan’tputyouinprison,youknow,becauseyou’reapeer。’AndIhandedhimhisfourthtumbler。

  `ButIhatetobeindebt!’heshouted。`Iwasn’tbornforit,andIcannotbearit!’

  `Whatcan’tbecuredmustbeendured,’saidI,beginningtomixthefifth。

  `Andthen,I’velostmyCaroline,’Andhebegantosnivelthen,forthebrandyhadsoftenedhisheart。

  `Nomatter,’Ianswered,`therearemoreCarolinesintheworldthanone。’

  `There’sonlyoneforme,’hereplied,withadoloroussigh。`Andiftherewerefiftymore,who’stogetthem,Iwonder,withoutmoney?’

  `Oh,somebodywilltakeyouforyourtitle;andthenyou’veyourfamilyestateyet;that’sentailed,youknow,’

  `IwishtoGodIcouldsellittopaymydebts,’hemuttered。

  `Andthen,’saidGrimsby,whohadjustcomein,`youcantryagain,youknow。IwouldhaveonemorechanceifIwereyou。

  I’dneverstophere。’

  `Iwon’t,Itellyou!’shoutedhe。Andhestartedupandlefttheroom——walkingratherunsteadily,fortheliquorhadgotintohishead。

  Hewasnotsomuchusedtoitthen,butafterthat,hetooktoitkindlytosolacehiscares。

  `Hekepthisoathaboutgamblingnotalittletothesurpriseofusall,thoughGrimsbydidhisutmosttotempthimtobreakit:buthowhehadgotholdofanotherhabitthatbotheredhimnearlyasmuch,forhesoondiscoveredthatthedemonofdrinkwasasblackasthedemonofplay,andnearlyashardtogetridof——especiallyashiskindfriendsdidalltheycouldtosecondthepromptingsofhisowninsatiablecravings。’

  `Then,theyweredemonsthemselves,’criedI,unabletocontainmyindignation。`Andyou,MrHuntingdon,itseems,werethefirsttotempthim。’

  `Well,whatcouldwedo?’repliedhe,deprecatingly——`Wemeantitinkindness——wecouldn’tbeartoseethepoorfellowsomiserable:——andbesides,hewassuchadamperuponus,sittingthere,silentandglum,whenhewasunderthethreefoldinfluenceofthelossofhissweetheart,thelossofhisfortune,andthereactionofthelastnight’sdebauch;

  whereas,whenhehadsomethinginhim,ifhewasnotmerryhimself,hewasanunfailingsourceofmerrimenttous。EvenGrimsbycouldchuckleoverhisoddSayings:theydelightedhimfarmorethanmymerryjestsorHattersleysriotousmirth。Butoneevening,whenweweresittingoverourwine,afteroneofourclubdinners,andhadallbeenheartytogether,——Lowboroughgivingusmadtoasts,andheatingourwildsongsandbearingahandintheapplause,ifhedidnothelpustosingthemhimself,——hesuddenlyrelapsedintosilence,sinkinghisheadonhishand,andneverliftinghisglasstohislips;——butthiswasnothingnew;sowelethimalone,andwentonwithourjollification,till,suddenlyraisinghishead,heinterruptedusinthemiddleofaroaroflaughterbyexclaiming,——

  `Gentlemen,whereisallthistoend?——Willyoujusttellmethatnow?——Whereisitalltoend?’

  `Inhellfire,’growledGrimsby。

  `You’vehitit——Ithoughtso!’criedhe。`Wellthen,I’lltellyouwhat’——herose,`Aspeech,aspeech!’shoutedwe。`Hear,hear!Lowborough’sgoingtogiveusaspeech!’

  `Hewaitedcalmlytillthethundersofapplauseandjinglingofglasseshadceased,andthenproceeded,——

  `It`sonlythis,gentlemen,——thatIthinkwe’dlettergonofarther。

  We’dbetterstopwhilewecan,’

  `Justso!’criedHattersley——

  `Stoppoorsinner,stopandthinkBeforeyoufarthergo,NolongersportuponthebrinkOfeverlastingwoe。’

  `Exactly!’repliedhislordship,withtheutmostgravity。`Andifyouchoosetovisitthebottomlesspit,Iwon’tgowithyou——wemustpartcompany,forIswearI’llnotmoveanothersteptowardsit!——What’sthis?’hesaid,takinguphisglassofwine。

  `Tasteit,’suggestedI。

  `Thisishellbroth!’heexclaimed。`Irenounceitforever!’

  Andhethrewitoutintothemiddleofthetable,`Fillagain!’saidI,handinghimthebottle——`andletusdrinktoyourrenunciation。’

  `Itsrankpoison,’saidhe,graspingthebottlebytheneck,`andIforswearit!I’vegivenupgambling,andI’llgiveupthistoo。’Hewasonthepointofdeliberatelypouringthewholecontentsofthebottleontothetable,butHargravewresteditfromhim,`Onyoubethecurse,then!’

  saidhe。Andbackingfromtheroom,heshouted,`Farewell,yetempters!’

  andvanishedamidshoutsoflaughterandapplause。

  `Weexpectedhimbackamongusthenextday;buttooursurprise,theplaceremainedvacant:wesawnothingofhimforawholeweek;andwereallybegantothinkhewasgoingtokeephisword。Atlast,oneevening,whenweweremostofusassembledtogetheragain,heentered,silentandgrimasaghost,andwouldhavequietlyslippedintohisusualseatatmyelbow,butweallrosetowelcomehim,andseveralvoiceswereraisedtoaskwhathewouldhave,andseveralhandswerebusywithbottleandglasstoservehim;butIknewasmokingtumblerofbrandyandwaterwouldcomforthimbest,andhadnearlypreparedit,whenhepeevishlypusheditaway,saying,`DoletmealoneHuntingdon!Dobequiet,allofyou!I’mnotcometojoinyou:I’monlycometobewithyouawhile,becauseIcan’tbearmyownthoughts。’Andhefoldedhisarmsandleantbackinhischair;

  sowelethimbe。ButIlefttheglassbyhim;andafterawhile,GrimsbyBedmyattentiontowardsit,byasignificantwink;and,onturningmyhead,Isawitwasdrainedtothebottom。Hemadeasigntoreplenish,andquietlypushedupthebottle。Iwillinglycomplied;butLowboroughdetectedthepantomime,and,nettledattheintelligentgrinsthatwerepassingbetweenus,snatchedtheglassfrommyhand,dashedthecontentsofitinGrimsby’sface,threwtheemptytumbleratme,andthenboltedfromtheroom。’

  `Ihopehebrokeyourhead,’saidI。

  `No,love,’repliedhe,laughingimmoderatelyattherecollectionofthewholeaffair,`hewouldhavedoneso,——andperhapsspoiltmyface,too,butprovidentially,thisforestofcurls’takingoffhishatandshowinghisluxuriantchestnutlocks`savedmyskull,andpreventedtheglassfrombreakingtillitreachedthetable。’

  `Afterthat,’hecontinued,`Lowboroughkeptalooffromusaweekortwolonger。Iusedtomeethimoccasionallyinthetown;andthen,asIwastoogood-naturedtoresenthisunmannerlyconduct,andheborenomaliceagainstme,——hewasneverunwillingtotalktome;onthecontrary,hewouldclingtomeandfollowmeanywhere,——buttotheclub,andthegaminghouses,andsuchlikedangerousplacesofresort——hewassowearyofhisownmoping,melancholymind。Atlast,Igothimtocomeinwithmetotheclub,onconditionthatIwouldnottempthimtodrink;andforsometime,hecontinuedtolookinuponusprettyregularlyofanevening,——stillabstaining,withwonderfulperseverance,fromthe`rankpoison’hehadsobravelyforsworn。Butsomeofourmembersprotestedagainstthisconduct。

  Theydidnotliketohavehimsittingtherelikeaskeletonatafeast,6

  insteadofcontributinghisquotatothegeneralamusement,castingacloudoverall,andwatching,withgreedyeyes,everydroptheycarriedtotheirlips,theyvoweditwasnotfair:andsomeofthemmaintainedthatheshouldeitherbecompelledtodoasothersdidorexpelledfromthesociety,andsworethat,nexttimeheshowedhimself,theywouldtellhimasmuch,and,ifhedidnottakethewarning,proceedtoactivemeasures。However,I

  befriendedhimonthisoccasion,andrecommendedthemtolethimbeforawhile,intimatingthat,withalittlepatienceonourparts,hewouldsooncomeroundagain——But,tobesure,itwasratherprovoking;forthoughherefusedtodrinklikeanhonestChristian,itwaswellknowntome,thathekeptaprivatebottleoflaudanumabouthim,whichhewascontinuallysoakingat——orrather,holdingoffandonwith,abstainingonedayandexceedingthenext,justlikethespirits。

  `Onenight,however,duringoneofourorgies——oneofourhighfestivals,Imeanbeglidedin,liketheghostinMacbeth,andseatedhimself,asusual,alittlebackfromthetable,inthechairwealwaysplacedfor`thespectre,’whetheritchosetofillitornot。Isawbyhisfacethathewassufferingfromtheeffectsofanoverdoseofhisinsidiouscomforter;

  butnobodyspoketohim,andhespoketonobody。Afewsidelongglances,andawhisperedobservationthat`theghostwascome,’wasallthenoticehedrewbyhisappearance,andwewentonwithourmerrycarousalsasbefore,tillhestartledusallbysuddenlydrawinginhischairandleaningforwardwithhiselbowsonthetable,andexclaimingwithportentoussolemnity,——

  `Well!itpuzzlesmewhatyoucanfindtobesomerryabout。WhatyouseeinlifeIdon’tknow——Iseeonlytheblacknessofdarknessandafearfullookingforofjudgmentandfieryindignation!’

  `Allthecompanysimultaneouslypusheduptheirglassestohim,andIsetthembeforehiminasemicircle,and,tenderlypattinghimontheback,bidhimdrinkandhewouldsoonseeasbrightaprospectasanyofus;buthepushedthemback,muttering,——

  `Takethemaway!Iwon’ttasteit,Itellyou——Iwon’t——Iwon’t!’

  SoIhandedthemdownagaintotheowners;butIsawthathefollowedthemwithaglareofhungryregretastheydeparted。Then,heclaspedhishandsbeforehiseyestoshutoutthesight,andtwominutesafter,liftedhisheadagain,andsaid,inahoarsebutvehementwhisper,——

  `AndyetImust!Huntingdon,getmeaglass。!’

  `Takethebottle,man!saidI,thrustingthebrandy-bottleintohishand——butstop,I’mtellingtoomuch,’mutteredthenarrator,startledatthelookIturneduponhim。`Butnomatter,’herecklesslyadded,andthuscontinuedhisrelation——`Inhisdesperateeagerness,heseizedthebottleandsuckedaway,tillhesuddenlydroppedfromhischair,disappearingunderthetableamidatempestofapplause。Theconsequenceofthisimprudencewassomethinglikeanapoplecticfit,followedbyaratherseverebrainfever——’

  `Andwhatdidyouthinkofyourself,sir?’saidI,quickly。

  `Ofcourse,Iwasverypenitent,’hereplied。`Iwenttoseehimonceortwice——nay,twiceorthrice——or,by’rLady,somefourtimes,——andwhenhegotbetter,Itenderlybroughthimbacktothefold。’

  `Whatdoyoumean?’

  `Imean,Irestoredhimtothebosomoftheclub,andcompassionatingthefeeblenessofhishealthandextremelownessofhisspirits,Irecommendedhimto`takealittlewineforhisstomachssake,’and,whenhewassufficientlyre-established,toembracethemedia-via,ni-jamais-ni-toujoursplan——nottokillhimselflikeafool,andnottoabstainlikeaninny——inaword,toenjoyhimselflikearationalcreature,anddoasIdid;——fordon’tthink,Helen,thatI’matippler;I’mnothingatallofthekind,andneverwas,andnevershallbe。Ivaluemycomfortfartoomuch。IseethatamanCannotgivehimselfuptodrinkingwithoutbeingmiserableonehalfhisdaysandmadtheother;——besides,Iliketoenjoymylifeatallsidesandends,whichcannotbedonebyonethatsuffershimselftobetheslaveofasinglepropensity——andmoreover,drinkingspoilsone’sgoodlooks,’heconcluded,withamostconceitedsmilethatoughttohaveprovokedmemorethanitdid。

  `AnddidLordLowboroughprofitbyyouradvice?’Iasked。

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