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  ’Ihaveathousandmen,’saidhe,’Towaituponmywill,AndtowersnineupontheTyne,AndthreeupontheTill。’

  ’AndwhatcareIforyoumen,’saidshe,’OrtowersfromTynetoTill,Sithyoumustgowithme,’shesaid,’Towaituponmywill?’-

  SirHoggieandtheFairiesNEXTmorningTorpenhowfoundDicksunkindeepestreposeoftobacco。

  ’Well,madman,howd’youfeel?’

  ’Idon’tknowI’mtryingtofindout。’

  ’Youhadmuchbetterdosomework。’

  ’Maybe;butI’minnohurryI’vemadeadiscoveryTorp,there’stoomuchEgoinmyCosmos。’

  ’Notreally!Isthisrevelationduetomylectures,ortheNilghai’s?’

  ’Itcametomesuddenly,allonmyownaccountMuchtoomuchEgo;

  andnowI’mgoingtowork。’

  Heturnedoverafewhalf-finishedsketches,drummedonanewcanvas,cleanedthreebrushes,setBinkietobitethetoesofthelayfigure,rattledthroughhiscollectionofarmsandaccoutrements,andthenwentoutabruptly,declaringthathehaddoneenoughfortheday。

  ’Thisispositivelyindecent,’saidTorpenhow,’andthefirsttimethatDickhaseverbrokenupalightmorningPerhapshehasfoundoutthathehasasoul,oranartistictemperament,orsomethingequallyvaluable。

  ThatcomesofleavinghimaloneforamonthPerhapshehasbeengoingoutofeveningsImustlooktothis。’Herangforthebald-headedoldhousekeeper,whomnothingcouldastonishorannoy。

  ’Beeton,didMrHeldardineoutatallwhileIwasoutoftown?’

  ’Neverlaid’isdress-clothesoutonce,sir,allthetimeMostly’edinedin;

  but’ebroughtsomemostremarkableyounggentlemenup’ereaftertheatresonceortwiceRemarkablefancytheywasYougentlemenonthetopfloordoesverymuchasyoulikes,butitdoseemtome,sir,droppin’awalkin’-stickdownfiveflightso’stairsan’thengoin’

  downfourabreasttopickitupagainathalf-pasttwointhemornin’,singin’

  “Bringbackthewhiskey,Williedarlin,’“——notonceortwice,butscoreso’times,——isn’tcharitytotheothertenantsWhatIsayis,“Doasyouwouldbedoneby。”That’smymotto。’

  ’Ofcourse!ofcourse!I’mafraidthetopfloorisn’tthequietestinthehouse。’

  ’Imakenocomplaints,sirIhavespoketoMrHeldarfriendly,an’

  helaughed,an’didmeapictureofthemissisthatisasgoodasacolouredprintIt’asn’tthehighshineofaphotograph,butwhatIsayis,“Neverlookagift-horseinthemouth。”MrHeldar’sdress-clothes’aven’tbeenonhimforweeks。’

  ’Thenit’sallright,’saidTorpenhowtohimself’Orgiesarehealthy,andDickhasaheadofhisown,butwhenitcomestowomenmakingeyesI’mnotsocertain,——Binkie,neveryoubeaman,littledorglums。

  They’recontrarybrutes,andtheydothingswithoutanyreason。’

  DickhadturnednorthwardacrossthePark,buthewaswalkinginthespiritonthemud-flatswithMaisieHelaughedaloudasherememberedthedaywhenhehaddeckedAmomma’shornswiththeham-frills,andMaisie,whitewithrage,hadcuffedhimHowlongthosefouryearsseemedinreview,andhowcloselyMaisiewasconnectedwitheveryhourofthem!Stormacrossthesea,andMaisieinagraydressonthebeach,sweepingherdrenchedhairoutofhereyesandlaughingatthehomewardraceofthefishing-smacks;hotsunshineonthemud-flats,andMaisiesniffingscornfully,withherchinintheair;Maisieflyingbeforethewindthatthreshedtheforeshoreanddrovethesandlikesmallshotaboutherears;Maisie,verycomposedandindependent,tellingliestoMrsJennettwhileDicksupportedherwithcoarserperjuries;

  Maisiepickingherwaydelicatelyfromstonetostone,apistolinherhandandherteethfirm-set;andMaisieinagraydresssittingonthegrassbetweenthemouthofacannonandanoddingyellowsea-poppy。

  Thepicturespassedbeforehimonebyone,andthelaststayedthelongest。

  DickwasperfectlyhappywithaquietpeacethatwasasnewtohismindasitwasforeigntohisexperiencesItneveroccurredtohimthattheremightbeothercallsuponhistimethanloafingacrosstheParkintheforenoon。

  ’There’sagoodworkinglightnow,’hesaid,watchinghisshadowplacidly’SomepoordeviloughttobegratefulforthisAndthere’sMaisie。’

  ShewaswalkingtowardshimfromtheMarbleArch,andhesawthatnomannerismofhergaithadbeenchangedItwasgoodtofindherstillMaisie,and,sotospeak,hisnext-doorneighbourNogreetingpassedbetweenthem,becausetherehadbeennoneintheolddays。

  ’Whatareyoudoingoutofyourstudioatthishour?’saidDick,asonewhowasentitledtoask。

  ’IdlingJustidlingIgotangrywithachinandscrapeditoutThenIleftitinalittleheapofpaint-chipsandcameaway。’

  ’Iknowwhatpalette-knifingmeansWhatwasthepiccy?’

  ’Afancyheadthatwouldn’tcomeright,——horridthing!’

  ’Idon’tlikeworkingoverscrapedpaintwhenI’mdoingfleshThegraincomesupwoollyasthepaintdries。’

  ’Notifyouscrapeproperly。’MaisiewavedherhandtoillustratehermethodsTherewasadabofpaintonthewhitecuffDicklaughed。

  ’You’reasuntidyasever。’

  ’ThatcomeswellfromyouLookatyourowncuff。’

  ’ByJove,yes!It’sworsethanyoursIdon’tthinkwe’vemuchalteredinanythingLet’ssee,though。’HelookedatMaisiecriticallyThepalebluehazeofanautumndaycreptbetweenthetree-trunksoftheParkandmadeabackgroundforthegraydress,theblackvelvettoqueabovetheblackhair,andtheresoluteprofile。

  ’No,there’snothingchangedHowgooditis!D’yourememberwhenI

  fastenedyourhairintothesnapofahand-bag?’

  Maisienodded,withatwinkleinhereyes,andturnedherfullfacetoDick。

  ’Waitaminute,’saidhe’Thatmouthisdownatthecornersalittle。

  Who’sbeenworryingyou,Maisie?’

  ’NoonebutmyselfIneverseemtogetonwithmywork,andyetI

  tryhardenough,andKamisays——’

  ’“Continuez,mesdemoisellesContinueztoujours,mesenfants。”

  KamiisdepressingIbegyourpardon。’

  ’Yes,that’swhathesaysHetoldmelastsummerthatIwasdoingbetterandhe’dletmeexhibitthisyear。’

  ’Notinthisplace,surely?’

  ’OfcoursenotTheSalon。’

  ’Youflyhigh。’

  ’I’vebeenbeatingmywingslongenoughWheredoyouexhibit,Dick?’

  ’Idon’texhibitIsell。’

  ’Whatisyourline,then?’

  ’Haven’tyouheard?’Dick’seyesopenedWasthisthingpossible?

  HecastaboutforsomemeansofconvictionTheywerenotfarfromtheMarbleArch’ComeupOxfordStreetalittleandI’llshowyou。’

  Asmallknotofpeoplestoodroundaprint-shopthatDickknewwell。

  ’Somereproductionofmyworkinside,’hesaid,withsuppressedtriumphNeverbeforehadsuccesstastedsosweetuponthetongue’YouseethesortofthingsIpaintD’youlikeit?’

  Maisielookedatthewildwhirlingrushofafield-batterygoingintoactionunderfireTwoartillery-menstoodbehindherinthecrowd。

  ’They’vechuckedtheofflead-’orse’saidonetotheother’’E’storeupawful,butthey’remakin’goodtimewiththeothersThatlead-driverdrivesbetternoryou,TomSee’owcunnin’’e’snursin’’is’orse。’

  ’NumberThree’llbeoffthelimber,nextjolt,’wastheanswer。

  ’No,’ewon’tSee’ow’isfoot’sbracedagainsttheiron?’E’sallright。’

  DickwatchedMaisie’sfaceandswelledwithjoy——fine,rank,vulgartriumphShewasmoreinterestedinthelittlecrowdthaninthepicture。

  Thatwassomethingthatshecouldunderstand。

  ’AndIwanteditso!Oh,Ididwantitso!’shesaidatlast,underherbreath。

  ’Me,——allme!’saidDick,placidly’LookattheirfacesIthits’em。

  Theydon’tknowwhatmakestheireyesandmouthsopen;butIknow。

  AndI

  knowmywork’sright。’

  ’YesIseeOh,whatathingtohavecometoone!’

  ’Cometoone,indeed!IhadtogooutandlookforitWhatdoyouthink?’

  ’IcallitsuccessTellmehowyougotit。’

  TheyreturnedtothePark,andDickdeliveredhimselfofthesagaofhisowndoings,withallthearroganceofayoungmanspeakingtoawoman。

  Fromthebeginninghetoldthetale,theI——I——I’sflashingthroughtherecordsastelegraph-polesflypastthetravellerMaisielistenedandnoddedherheadThehistoriesofstrifeandprivationdidnotmoveherahair’s-breadthAttheendofeachcantohewouldconclude,’Andthatgavemesomenotionofhandlingcolour,’orlight,orwhateveritmightbethathehadsetouttopursueandunderstandHeledherbreathlessacrosshalftheworld,speakingashehadneverspokeninhislifebefore。

  Andintheflood-tideofhisexaltationtherecameuponhimagreatdesiretopickupthismaidenwhonoddedherheadandsaid,’I

  understandGoon,’——topickherupandcarryherawaywithhim,becauseshewasMaisie,andbecausesheunderstood,andbecauseshewashisright,andawomantobedesiredaboveallwomen。

  Thenhecheckedhimselfabruptly’AndsoItookallIwanted,’hesaid,’andIhadtofightforitNowyoutell。’

  Maisie’stalewasalmostasgrayasherdressItcoveredyearsofpatienttoilbackedbysavagepridethatwouldnotbebrokenthoughtdealerslaughed,andfogsdelayedwork,andKamiwasunkindandevensarcastic,andgirlsinotherstudioswerepainfullypoliteIthadafewbrightspots,inpicturesacceptedatprovincialexhibitions,butitwoundupwiththeoftrepeatedwail,’Andsoyousee,Dick,Ihadnosuccess,thoughIworkedsohard。’

  ThenpityfilledDickEventhushadMaisiespokenwhenshecouldnothitthebreakwater,halfanhourbeforeshehadkissedhimAndthathadhappenedyesterday。

  ’Nevermind,’hesaid’I’lltellyousomething,ifyou’llbelieveit。’

  Thewordswereshapingthemselvesoftheirownaccord’Thewholething,lock,stock,andbarrel,isn’tworthonebigyellowsea-poppybelowFortKeeling。’

  Maisieflushedalittle’It’sallverywellforyoutotalk,butyou’vehadthesuccessandIhaven’t。’

  ’Letmetalk,thenIknowyou’llunderstandMaisie,dear,itsoundsabitabsurd,but5thosetenyearsneverexisted,andI’vecomebackagainItreallyisjustthesameCan’tyousee?You’realonenowandI’malone。

  What’stheuseofworrying?Cometomeinstead,darling。’

  MaisiepokedthegravelwithherparasolTheyweresittingonabench。

  ’Iunderstand,’shesaidslowly’ButI’vegotmyworktodo,andI

  mustdoit。’

  ’Doitwithme,then,dearIwon’tinterrupt。’

  ’No,Icouldn’tIt’smywork,——mine,——mine,——mine!I’vebeenaloneallmylifeinmyself,andI’mnotgoingtobelongtoanybodyexceptmyselfI

  rememberthingsaswellasyoudo,butthatdoesn’tcountWewerebabiesthen,andwedidn’tknowwhatwasbeforeusDick,don’tbeselfishIthinkIseemywaytoalittlesuccessnextyearDon’ttakeitawayfromme。’

  ’Ibegyourpardon,darlingIt’smyfaultforspeakingstupidlyI

  can’texpectyoutothrowupallyourlifejustbecauseI’mbackI’llgotomyownplaceandwaitalittle。’

  ’But,Dick,Idon’twantyouto——go——outof——mylife,nowyou’vejustcomeback。’

  ’I’matyourorders;forgiveme。’DickdevouredthetroubledlittlefacewithhiseyesTherewastriumphinthem,becausehecouldnotconceivethatMaisieshouldrefusesoonerorlatertolovehim,sincehelovedher。

  ’It’swrongofme,’saidMaisie,moreslowlythanbefore;’it’swrongandselfish;but,oh,I’vebeensolonely!No,youmisunderstandNowI’veseenyouagain,——it’sabsurd,butIwanttokeepyouinmylife。’

  ’NaturallyWebelong。’

  ’Wedon’t;butyoualwaysunderstoodme,andthereissomuchinmyworkthatyoucouldhelpmeinYouknowthingsandthewaysofdoingthingsYoumust。’

  ’Ido,Ifancy,orelseIdon’tknowmyselfThenyouwon’tcaretolosesightofmealtogether,and——youwantmetohelpyouinyourwork?’

  ’Yes;butremember,Dick,nothingwillevercomeofitThat’swhyIfeelsoselfishCan’tthingsstayastheyare?Idowantyourhelp。’

  ’YoushallhaveitButlet’sconsiderImustseeyourpicsfirst,andoverhaulyoursketches,andfindoutaboutyourtendenciesYoushouldseewhatthepaperssayaboutmytendencies!ThenI’llgiveyougoodadvice,andyoushallpaintaccordingIsn’tthatit,Maisie?’

  AgaintherewastriumphinDick’seye。

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