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  Suchaterribleletteritwasinitsimport,thoughcouchedinthegentlestlanguage。InhisabsenceGracehadgrowntoregardhimwithtoleration,andherrelationtohimwithequanimity,tillshehadalmostforgottenhowtryinghispresencewouldbe。Hewrotebrieflyandunaffectedly;hemadenoexcuses,butinformedherthathewaslivingquitealone,andhadbeenledtothinkthattheyoughttobetogether,ifshewouldmakeuphermindtoforgivehim。HethereforepurportedtocrosstheChanneltoBudmouthbythesteameronadayhenamed,whichshefoundtobethreedaysafterthetimeofherpresentreading。

  HesaidthathecouldnotcometoHintockforobviousreasons,whichherfatherwouldunderstandevenbetterthanherself。Astheonlyalternativeshewastobeonthequaytomeetthesteamerwhenitarrivedfromtheoppositecoast,probablyabouthalfanhourbeforemidnight,bringingwithheranyluggageshemightrequire;joinhimthere,andpasswithhimintothetwinvessel,whichleftimmediatelytheotherenteredtheharbor;returningthuswithhimtohiscontinentaldwelling-place,whichhedidnotname。Hehadnointentionofshowinghimselfonlandatall。

  ThetroubledGracetookthelettertoherfather,whonowcontinuedforlonghoursbythefirelesssummerchimney-corner,asifhethoughtitwerewinter,thepitcherofciderstandingbesidehim,mostlyuntasted,andcoatedwithafilmofdust。Afterreadingithelookedup。

  “Yousha’n’tgo。”saidhe。

  “IhadfeltIwouldnot。”sheanswered。“ButIdidnotknowwhatyouwouldsay。”

  “IfhecomesandlivesinEngland,nottoonearhereandinarespectableway,andwantsyoutocometohim,IamnotsurethatI’llopposehiminwishingit。”mutteredMelbury。“I’dstintmyselftokeepyoubothinagenteelandseemlystyle。Butgoabroadyounevershallwithmyconsent。”

  Therethequestionrestedthatday。Gracewasunabletoreplytoherhusbandintheabsenceofanaddress,andthemorrowcame,andthenextday,andtheeveningonwhichhehadrequestedhertomeethim。Throughoutthewholeofitsheremainedwithinthefourwallsofherroom。

  Thesenseofherharassment,carkingdoubtofwhatmightbeimpending,hunglikeacowlofblacknessovertheMelburyhousehold。Theyspokealmostinwhispers,andwonderedwhatFitzpierswoulddonext。Itwasthehopeofeveryonethat,findingshedidnotarrive,hewouldreturnagaintoFrance;andasforGrace,shewaswillingtowritetohimonthemostkindlytermsifhewouldonlykeepaway。

  Thenightpassed,Gracelyingtenseandwideawake,andherrelatives,ingreatpart,likewise。Whentheymetthenextmorningtheywerepaleandanxious,thoughneitherspeakingofthesubjectwhichoccupiedalltheirthoughts。Thedaypassedasquietlyasthepreviousones,andshebegantothinkthatintherankcapriceofhismoodshehadabandonedtheideaofgettinghertojoinhimasquicklyasitwasformed。Allonasudden,somepersonwhohadjustcomefromShertonenteredthehousewiththenewsthatMr。FitzpierswasonhiswayhometoHintock。HehadbeenseenhiringacarriageattheEarlofWessexHotel。

  HerfatherandGracewerebothpresentwhentheintelligencewasannounced。

  “Now。”saidMelbury,“wemustmakethebestofwhathasbeenaverybadmatter。Themanisrepenting;thepartnerofhisshame,Ihear,isgoneawayfromhimtoSwitzerland,sothatchapterofhislifeisprobablyover。IfhechoosestomakeahomeforyeI

  thinkyoushouldnotsayhimnay,Grace。CertainlyhecannotverywellliveatHintockwithoutablowtohispride;butifhecanbearthat,andlikesHintockbest,why,there’stheemptywingofthehouseasitwasbefore。”

  “Oh,father!”saidGrace,turningwhitewithdismay。

  “Whynot?”saidhe,alittleofhisformerdoggednessreturning。

  Hewas,intruth,disposedtosomewhatmoreleniencytowardsherhusbandjustnowthanhehadshownformerly,fromaconvictionthathehadtreatedhimover-roughlyinhisanger。“Surelyitisthemostrespectablethingtodo?”hecontinued。“Idon’tlikethisstatethatyouarein——neithermarriednorsingle。Ithurtsme,andithurtsyou,anditwillalwaysberememberedagainstusinHintock。Therehasneverbeenanyscandallikeitinthefamilybefore。”

  “Hewillbehereinlessthananhour。”murmuredGrace。Thetwilightoftheroompreventedherfatherseeingthedespondentmiseryofherface。Theoneintolerablecondition,theconditionshehaddeprecatedaboveallothers,wasthatofFitzpiers’sreinstatementthere。“Oh,Iwon’t,Iwon’tseehim。”shesaid,sinkingdown。Shewasalmosthysterical。

  “Tryifyoucannot。”hereturned,moodily。

  “Ohyes,Iwill,Iwill。”shewenton,inconsequently。“I’lltry;“andjumpingupsuddenly,shelefttheroom。

  Inthedarknessoftheapartmenttowhichsheflewnothingcouldhavebeenseenduringthenexthalf-hour;butfromacorneraquickbreathingwasaudiblefromthisimpressiblecreature,whocombinedmodernnerveswithprimitiveemotions,andwasdoomedbysuchcoexistencetobenumberedamongthedistressed,andtotakeherscourgingstotheirexquisiteextremity。

  Thewindowwasopen。Onthisquiet,latesummerevening,whateversoundaroseinsosecludedadistrict——thechirpofabird,acallfromavoice,theturningofawheel——extendedoverbushandtreetounwonteddistances。Veryfewsoundsdidarise。ButasGraceinvisiblybreathedinthebrowngloomsofthechamber,thesmallremotenoiseoflightwheelscameintoher,accompaniedbythetrotofahorseontheturnpike-road。Thereseemedtobeasuddenhitchorpauseintheprogressofthevehicle,whichwaswhatfirstdrewherattentiontoit。Sheknewthepointwhencethesoundproceeded——thehill-topoverwhichtravellerspassedontheirwayhitherwardfromShertonAbbas——theplaceatwhichshehademergedfromthewoodwithMrs。Charmond。Graceslidalongthefloor,andbentherheadoverthewindow-sill,listeningwithopenlips。Thecarriagehadstopped,andsheheardamanuseexclamatorywords。Thenanothersaid,“Whatthedevilisthematterwiththehorse?”Sherecognizedthevoiceasherhusband’s。

  Theaccident,suchasithadbeen,wassoonremedied,andthecarriagecouldbehearddescendingthehillontheHintockside,soontoturnintothelaneleadingoutofthehighway,andthenintothe“drong“whichledoutofthelanetothehousewhereshewas。

  AspasmpassedthroughGrace。TheDaphneaninstinct,exceptionallystronginherasagirl,hadbeenrevivedbyherwidowedseclusion;anditwasnotlessenedbyheraffrontedsentimentstowardsthecomer,andherregardforanotherman。Sheopenedsomelittleivorytabletsthatlayonthedressing-table,scribbledinpencilononeofthem,“Iamgonetovisitoneofmyschool-friends。”gatheredafewtoiletnecessariesintoahand-

  bag,andnotthreeminutesafterthatvoicehadbeenheard,herslimform,hastilywrappedupfromobservation,mighthavebeenseenpassingoutofthebackdoorofMelbury’shouse。Thencesheskimmedupthegarden-path,throughthegapinthehedge,andintothemossycart-trackunderthetreeswhichledintothedepthofthewoods。

  Theleavesoverheadwerenowintheirlattergreen——soopaque,thatitwasdarkeratsomeofthedensestspotsthaninwinter-

  time,scarceacreviceexistingbywhicharaycouldgetdowntotheground。Butinopenplacesshecouldseewellenough。Summerwasending:inthedaytimesinginginsectshungineverysunbeam;

  vegetationwasheavynightlywithglobesofdew;andaftershowerscreepingdampsandtwilightchillscameupfromthehollows。Theplantationswerealwaysweirdatthishourofeve——morespectralfarthanintheleaflessseason,whentherewerefewermassesandmoreminutelineality。Thesmoothsurfacesofglossyplantscameoutlikeweak,lidlesseyes;therewerestrangefacesandfiguresfromexpiringlightsthathadsomehowwanderedintothecanopiedobscurity;whilenowandthenlowpeepsoftheskybetweenthetrunkswerelikesheetedshapes,andonthetipsofboughssatfaintcloventongues。

  ButGrace’sfearjustnowwasnotimaginativeorspiritual,andsheheededtheseimpressionsbutlittle。Shewentonassilentlyasshecould,avoidingthehollowswhereinleaveshadaccumulated,andsteppinguponsoundlessmossandgrass-tufts。Shepausedbreathlesslyonceortwice,andfanciedthatshecouldhear,abovethebeatofherstrummingpulse,thevehiclecontainingFitzpiersturninginatthegateofherfather’spremises。Shehastenedonagain。

  TheHintockwoodsownedbyMrs。Charmondwerepresentlyleftbehind,andthoseintowhichshenextplungedweredividedfromthelatterbyabank,fromwhosetopthehedgehadlongagoperished——starvedforwantofsun。ItwaswithsomecautionthatGracenowwalked,thoughshewasquitefreefromanyofthecommonplacetimiditiesofherordinarypilgrimagestosuchspots。

  Shefearednolurkingharms,butthathereffortwouldbeallinvain,andherreturntothehouserenderedimperative。

  Shehadwalkedbetweenthreeandfourmileswhenthatprescriptivecomfortandrelieftowanderersinwoods——adistantlight——brokeatlastuponhersearchingeyes。Itwassoverysmallastobealmostsinistertoastranger,buttoheritwaswhatshesought。

  Shepushedforward,andthedimoutlineofadwellingwasdisclosed。

  Thehousewasasquarecotofonestoryonly,slopinguponallsidestoachimneyinthemidst。Ithadformerlybeenthehomeofacharcoal-burner,intimeswhenthatfuelwasstillusedinthecountyhouses。Itsonlyappurtenancewasapaledenclosure,therebeingnogarden,theshadeofthetreespreventingthegrowthofvegetables。Sheadvancedtothewindowwhencetheraysoflightproceeded,andtheshuttersbeingasyetunclosed,shecouldsurveythewholeinteriorthroughthepanes。

  Theroomwithinwaskitchen,parlor,andsculleryallinone;thenaturalsandstonefloorwaswornintohillsanddalesbylongtreading,sothatnoneofthefurniturestoodlevel,andthetableslantedlikeadesk。Afireburnedonthehearth,infrontofwhichrevolvedtheskinnedcarcassofarabbit,suspendedbyastringfromanail。Leaningwithonearmonthemantle-shelfstoodWinterborne,hiseyesontheroastinganimal,hisfacesoraptthatspeculationcouldbuildnothingonitconcerninghisthoughts,morethanthattheywerenotwiththescenebeforehim。

  Shethoughthisfeatureshadchangedalittlesinceshesawthemlast。Thefire-lightdidnotenablehertoperceivethattheywerepositivelyhaggard。

  Grace’sthroatemittedagaspofreliefatfindingtheresultsonearlyasshehadhoped。Shewenttothedoorandtappedlightly。

  Heseemedtobeaccustomedtothenoisesofwoodpeckers,squirrels,andsuchsmallcreatures,forhetooknonoticeofhertinysignal,andsheknockedagain。Thistimehecameandopenedthedoor。Whenthelightoftheroomfelluponherfacehestarted,and,hardlyknowingwhathedid,crossedthethresholdtoher,placinghishandsuponhertwoarms,whilesurprise,joy,alarm,sadness,chasedthroughhimbyturns。WithGraceitwasthesame:eveninthisstresstherewasthefondfactthattheyhadmetagain。Thustheystood,“Longtearsupontheirfaces,waxenwhiteWithextremesaddelight。”

  Hebrokethesilencebysayinginawhisper,“Comein。”

  “No,no,Giles!”sheanswered,hurriedly,steppingyetfartherbackfromthedoor。“Iampassingby——andIhavecalledonyou——I

  won’tenter。Willyouhelpme?Iamafraid。IwanttogetbyaroundaboutwaytoSherton,andsotoExbury。Ihaveaschool-

  fellowthere——butIcannotgettoShertonalone。Oh,ifyouwillonlyaccompanymealittleway!Don’tcondemnme,Giles,andbeoffended!Iwasobligedtocometoyoubecause——Ihavenootherhelphere。Threemonthsagoyouweremylover;nowyouareonlymyfriend。Thelawhassteppedin,andforbiddenwhatwethoughtof。Itmustnotbe。Butwecanacthonestly,andyetyoucanbemyfriendforonelittlehour?Ihavenoother——“

  Shecouldgetnofurther。Coveringhereyeswithonehand,byaneffortofrepressionsheweptasilenttrickle,withoutasighorsob。Winterbornetookherotherhand。“Whathashappened?”hesaid。

  “Hehascome。”

  Therewasastillnessasofdeath,tillWinterborneasked,“Youmeanthis,Grace——thatIamtohelpyoutogetaway?”

  “Yes。”saidshe。“Appearanceisnomatter,whentherealityisright。IhavesaidtomyselfIcantrustyou。”

  Gilesknewfromthisthatshedidnotsuspecthistreachery——ifitcouldbecalledsuch——earlierinthesummer,whentheymetforthelasttimeaslovers;andintheintensityofhiscontritionforthattenderwrong,hedeterminedtodeserveherfaithnowatleast,andsowipeoutthatreproachfromhisconscience。“I’llcomeatonce。”hesaid。“I’lllightalantern。”

  Heunhookedadark-lanternfromanailundertheeavesandshedidnotnoticehowhishandshookwiththeslightstrain,ordreamthatinmakingthisofferhewastaxingaconvalescencewhichcouldillaffordsuchself-sacrifice。Thelanternwaslit,andtheystarted。

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