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  InBostontherumourofDan’sbrokenengagementwasfollowedpromptlybyadenialofit;boththerumourandthedenialwereapparentlyauthoritative;butitgivestheeffectofalittlegreatersagacitytodistrustrumoursofallkinds,andmostpeoplewenttobed,aftertheteasanddinnersandreceptionsandclubsatwhichthefactwasfirstdebated,intheself-persuasionthatitwasnotso。Thenextdaytheyfoundtherumourstillpersistent;thedenialwasstillintheairtoo,butitseemedweaker;attheendofthethirddayithadbecomeaquestionastowhichbroketheengagement,andwhy;bytheendofaweekitwasknownthatAlicehadbrokentheengagement,butthereasoncouldnotbeascertained。

  Thiswasnotforwantofasking,moreorlessdirect。Pasmer,ofcourse,wentandcameathisclubwithperfectimmunity。Menarequiteascuriousaswomen,buttheysetbusinessboundstotheircuriosity,anddonotdreamofpassingthese。Withwomenwhohavenobusinessoftheirown,andcannotquellthemselveswiththereflectionthatthisthingorthatisnottheiraffair,thereisnoquestionsointimatethattheywillnotputittosomeotherwoman;perhapsitisnotsointimate,orperhapsitwillnotseemso;atanyrate,theychanceit。Mrs。Pasmerwasgiveneveryopportunitytoexplainthefactstotheladieswhomshemet,andifshewasmuchafflictedbyAlice’sbehaviour,shehadameasureofconsolationinusingherskilltobaffletheresearchofheracquaintance。Aftereachencounterofthekindshehadthepleasureofreflectingthatabsolutelynothingmorethanshemeanthadbecomeknown。Thecaseneverbecamefullyknownthroughher;itwasthegirlherselfwhotoldittoMissCottoninoneofthosemomentsofconfidencewhicharenecessarytoburdenedminds;

  anditisdoubtfulifmorethantwoorthreepeopleeverclearlyunderstoodit;mostpreferredoneorotherofseveralmistakenversionswhichsocietyfinallysettleddownto。

  Theparoxysmofself-doubt,almostself-accusal,inwhichAlicecametoMissCotton,movedthelattertothedeepestsympathy,andleftherwithmisgivingswhichbecameanintolerableanguishtoherconscience。Thechildwassoafflictedatwhatshehaddone,notbecauseshewishedtobereconciledwithherlover,butbecauseshewasafraidshehadbeenunjust,beencruellyimpatientandperemptorywithhim;sheseemedtoMissCottonsoabsolutelyaloneandfriendlesswithhergreattrouble,shewassohelpless,sohopeless,shewassoanxioustodoright,andsofearfulshehaddonewrong,thatMissCottonwouldnothavebeenMissCottonifshehadnottakenherinherarmsandassuredherthatineverythingshehaddoneshehadbeensublimelyandnoblyright,alessontoallhersexinsuchmattersforever。Shetoldherthatshehadalwaysadmiredher,butthatnowsheidolisedher;thatshefeltlikegoingdownonherkneesandsimplyworshippingher。

  “Oh,don’tsaythat,MissCotton!“pleadedAlice,pullingawayfromherembrace,butstillclingingtoherwithhertremulous,coldlittlehands。

  “Ican’tbearit!I’mwickedandhardyoudon’tknowhowbadIam;andI’mafraidofbeingweak,ofdoingmoreharmyet。Oh,Iwrongedhimcruellyineverlettinghimgetengagedtome!Butnowwhatyou’vesaidwillsupportme。IfyouthinkI’vedoneright——ItmustseemstrangetoyouthatIshouldcometoyouwithmytroubleinsteadofmymother;butI’vebeentoher,and——andwethinkalikeonsofewsubjects,don’tyouknow——“

  “Yes,yes;Iknow,dear!“saidMissCotton,inthetenderfollyofherheart,withthesatisfactionwhicheverywomanfeelsinbeingmoresufficienttoanotherintroublethanhernaturalcomforters。

  “AndIwantedtoknowhowyousawit;andnow,ifyoufeelasyousay,I

  canneverdoubtmyselfagain。”

  ShetempestedoutofMissCotton’shouse,alltearfulundertheveilshehadpulleddown,andassheshutthedoorofhercoupe,MissCotton’sheartjumpedintoherthroatwithanimpulsetorunafterher,torecallher,torecant,tomodifyeverything。

  FromthatmomentMissCotton’stroublebegan,anditbecameatormentthatmountedandgavehernopeacetillsheimpartedit。Shesaidtoherselfthatsheshouldsuffertotheutmostinthismatter,andifshespoketoanyone,itmustnotbetosameonewhohadagreedwithheraboutAlice,buttosomehard,skepticalnature,someonewhowouldlookatitfromatotallydifferentpointofview,andwouldpunishherforhererror,ifshehadcommittedanerror,insupportingandconsolingAlice。AllthetimeshewasthinkingofMrs。Brinkley;Mrs。Brinkleyhadcomeintohermindatonce;butitwasonlyafterrepeatedstrugglesthatshecouldgetthestrengthtogotoher。

  Mrs。Brinkley,sacredlypledgedtosecrecy,listenedwithasufficientlydismayingairtothestorywhichMissCottontoldherintheextremityofherfearanddoubt。

  “Well。”shesaidattheend,“haveyouwrittentoMr。Mavering?”

  “WrittentoMr。Mavering?”gaspedMissCotton。

  “Yes——totellhimshewantshimback。”

  “Wantshimback?”MissCottonechoedagain。

  “That’swhatshecametoyoufor。”

  “Oh,Mrs。Brinkley!“moanedMissCotton,andshestaredatherinmutereproach。

  Mrs。Brinkleylaughed。“Idon’tsaysheknewthatshecameforthat;butthere’snodoubtthatshedid;andshewentawaybitterlydisappointedwithyourconsolationandsupport。Shedidn’twantanythingofthekind——

  youmaycomfortyourselfwiththatreflection,MissCotton。”

  “Mrs。Brinkley。”saidMissCotton,withaseveritywhichoughttohavebeenextremelyeffectivefromsomildaperson,“doyoumeantoaccusethatpoorchildofdissimulation——ofdeceit——insuch——a——a——“

  “No!“shoutedMrs。Brinkley;“shedidn’tknowwhatshewasdoinganymorethanyoudid;andshewenthomeperfectlyheart-broken;andIhopeshe’llstayso,forthegoodofallpartiesconcerned。”

  MissCottonwassobewilderedbyMrs。Brinkley’sinterpretationofAlice’slatentmotivesthatsheletthetruculenthostilityofheraspirationpassunheeded。Shelookedhelplesslyabout,andseemedfaint,sothatMrs。

  Brinkley,withoutappearingtonoticeherstate,interposedthequestionofalittlesherry。Whenithadbeenbrought,andMissCottonhadsippedtheglassthattrembledinonehandwhileheremotionshatteredabiscuitwiththeother,Mrs。Brinkleywenton:“I’mgladtheengagementisbroken,andIhopeitwillneverbemended。Ifwhatyoutellmeofherreasonforbreakingitistrue——“

  “Oh,Ifeelsoguiltyfortellingyou!I’dnorightto!Pleaseneverspeakofit!“pleadedMissCotton。

  “ThenIfeelmorethaneverthatitwasallamistake,andthattohelpitonagainwouldbea——crime。”

  MissCottongaveasmalljumpattheword,asifshehadalreadycommittedthecrime:shehadlongedtodoit。

  “Yes;Imeantosaythattheyarebetterpartedthanplighted。Ifmatchesaremadeinheaven,Ibelievesomeofthemareunmadetheretoo。They’renotadaptedtoeachother;there’stoogreatadisparity。”

  “Youmean。”beganMissCotton,fromherprepossessionofAlice’ssuperiority,“thatshe’saltogetherhisinferior,intellectuallyandmorally。”

  “Oh,Ican’tadmitthat!“criedMissCotton,gladtohaveMrs。Brinkleygotoofar,andpluckingupcouragefromherexcess。

  “Intellectuallyandmorally。”repeatedMrs。Brinkley,withthemountingconvictionwhichladiesseemtogetfrommerepersistence。“IsawthatgirlatCampobello;Iwatchedher。”

  “Ineverfeltthatyoudidherjustice!“criedMissCotton,withthevalourofahen-sparrow。“Therewasanantipathy。”

  “Therecertainlywasn’tasympathy,I’mhappytosay。”retortedMrs。

  Brinkley。“Iknowher,andIknowherfamily,rootandbranch。ThePasmersarethedullestandmostselfishpeopleintheworld。”

  “Oh,Idon’tthinkthat’shercharacter。”saidMissCotton,rufflingherfeathersdefensively。

  “NeitherdoI。Shehasnofixedcharacter。Nogirlhas。Nobodyhas。Weallhavetwentydifferentcharacters——morecharactersthangowns——andweputthemonandtakethemoffjustasoftenfordifferentoccasions。I

  knowyouthinkeachpersonispermanentlythisorthat;butmyexperienceisthathalfthetimethey’retheotherthing。”

  “Thenwhy。”saidMissCotton,winkinghard,assomeweakpeopledowhentheythicktheyaremakingapoint,“doyousaythatAliceisdullandselfish?”

  “Idon’t——notalways,ornotsimplyso。That’sthecharacterofthePasmerblood,butit’scrossedwithtwentydifferentcurrentsinher;andfromsomebodythatthePasmerdulnessandselfishnessmusthavedrivenmadshegotacrazystreakofpiety;andthat’sgotmixedupinheragainwithanonsensicalidealofduty;andeverythingshedoesshenotonlythinksisright,butshethinksit’sreligious,andshethinksit’sunselfish。”

  “Ifyou’dseenher,ifyou’dheardher,thismorning。”saidMissCotton,“youwouldn’tsaythat,Mrs。Brinkley。”

  Mrs。Brinkleyrefusedthiswithanimpatientgesture。“Itisn’twhatsheisnow,orseemstobe,orthinkssheis。It’swhatshe’sgoingtofinallyhardeninto——what’sgoingtobeherprevailingcharacter。NowDanMaveringhasjustthefaultsthatwillmakesuchagirlthinkherowndefectsarevirtues,becausethey’resodifferent。ItellyouAlicePasmerhasneithertheheadnorthehearttoappreciatethegoodness,theloveliness,ofafellowlikeDanMavering。”

  “Ithinkshefeelshissweetnessfully。”urgedMissCotton。“Butshecouldn’tendurehisuncertainty。Withherthetruthisfirstofallthings。”

  “Thenshe’salittlegoose。Ifshehadthesensetoknowit,shewouldknowthathemightdelayandtemporiseandbeataboutthebush,buthewouldbetruewhenitwasnecessary。Ihaven’ttheleastdoubtintheworldbutthatpoorfellowwasgoingoninperfectsecurity,becausehefeltthatitwouldbesoeasyforhimtogiveup,andsupposeditwouldbejustaseasyforher。Idon’tsupposehehadamisgiving,anditmusthavecomeuponhimlikeathunder-clap。”

  “Don’tyouthink。”timidlysuggestedMissCotton,“thattruthisthefirstessentialinmarriage?”

  “Ofcourseitis。AndifthisgirlwasworthyofDanMavering,ifshewerecapableoflovinghimoranybodyelseunselfishly,shewouldhavefelthistruthevenifshecouldn’thaveseenit。Ibelievethisminutethatthatmanoeuvring,humbuggingmotherofhersisabetterwoman,akinderwoman,thansheis。”

  “Alicesayshermothertookhispart。”saidMissCotton,withasigh。

  “Shetookyourviewofit。”

  “She’sasensiblewoman。ButIhopeshewon’tbeabletogethimintohertoilsagain。”continuedMrs。Brinkley,recurringtotheconventionalestimateofMrs。Pasmer。

  “Ican’thelpfeeling——believing——thatthey’llcometogethersomehowstill。”murmuredMissCotton。Itseemedtoherthatshehadallalongwishedthis;andshetriedtorememberifwhatshehadsaidtocomfortAlicemightbeconstruedasadversetoareconciliation。

  “Ihopetheywon’t,then。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“fortheycouldn’thelpbeingunhappytogether,withtheirtemperaments。There’sonething,MissCotton,that’smoreessentialinmarriagethanMissPasmer’sinstantaneoushonesty,andthat’spatience。”

  “Patiencewithwrong?”demandedMissCotton。

  “Yes,evenwithwrong;butImeantpatiencewitheachother。Marriageisaperpetualpardon,concession,surrender;it’saneverlastinggivingup;

  that’sthedivinethingaboutit;andthat’sjustwhatMissPassercouldneverconceiveof,becausesheisself-righteousandconceitedandunyielding。Shewouldmakehimmiserable。”

  MissCottonroseinabewildermentwhichdidnotpermithertogoatonce。

  Therewassomethinginhermindwhichshewishedtourge,butshecouldnotmakeitout,thoughshefingeredinvaguegeneralities。Whenshegotablockawayfromthehouseitsuddenlycametoher。Love!Iftheylovedeachother,wouldnotallbewellwiththem?ShewouldhavelikedtorunbackandputthatquestiontoMrs。Brinkley;butjustthenshemetBrinkleylumberingheavilyhomeward;sheheardhishardbreathingfromtheexertionofbowingtoherashepassed。

  Hiswifemethiminthehall,andwentuptokisshim。Hesmeltabominablyoftobaccosmoke。

  “Hullo!“saidherhusband。“Whatareyouafter?”

  “Nothing。”saidhiswife,enjoyinghisjoke。“Comeinhere;IwanttotellyouhowIhavejustsatuponMissCotton。”

  XLVIII。

  TherelationsbetweenDanandhisfatherhadalwaysbeenkindlyandtrustful;theynowbecame,inadegreethattouchedandflatteredtheyoungfellow,confidential。Withtherestofthefamilytheresoonceasedtobeanyreferencetohisengagement;hissisterswereglad,eachinherway,tohavehimbackagain;and,whatevertheymayhavesaidbetweenthemselves,theysaidnothingtohimaboutAlice。Hismotherappearedtohavefinishedwiththematterthefirstnight;shehadhertheory,andshediditjustice;andwhenMrs。Maveringhadoncedoneathingjustice,shedidnotbringitupagainunlesssomebodydisputedit。ButnobodyhaddefendedMrs。PasmerafterDan’sfeebleprotestinherbehalf;Mrs。

  Mavering’stheorywasacceptedwithobedienceifnotconviction;thewholeaffairdropped,exceptbetweenDanandhisfather。

  Danwascertainlynotsogayasheusedtobe;hewasgladtofindthathewasnotsogay。Therehadbeenasortofmercyinthesuddennessoftheshock;itbenumbedhim,andtherealstressandpaincameduringthelongweeksthatfollowed,whennothingoccurredtovarythesituationinanymanner;hedidnothearawordaboutAlicefromBoston,noranyrumourofherpeople。

  AtfirsthehadintendedtogobackwithBoardmanandfaceitout;butthereseemednouseinthis,andwhenitcametothepointhefounditimpossible。Boardmanwentbackalone,andheputDan’sthingstogetherinhisroomsatBostonandsentthemtohim,sothatDanremainedathome。

  Hesetabouthelpinghisfatheratthebusinesswithunaffecteddocility。

  Hetriednottopose,andhedidhisbesttobearhislossandhumiliationwithmanlyfortitude。Buthiswholelifehadnotsetsostronglyinonedirectionthatitcouldbesharplyturnedasidenow,andnotinmomentsofforgetfulnesspressagainstthebarriersalmosttobursting。Nowandthen,whenhecametohimselffromthewontedtendency,andrememberedthatAliceandhe,whohadbeenallinalltoeachother,werenownothing,thepainwassosharp,soastonishing,thathecouldnotkeepdownagroan,whichhethentriedtoturnoffwithacough,orasnatchofsong,orawhistle,lookingwildlyroundtoseeifanyonehadnoticed。

  Oncethishappenedwhenhisfatherandhewerewalkingsilentlyhomefromtheworks,andhisfathersaid,withouttouchinghimorshowinghissympathyexceptinhistoneofhumorouslyfrankrecognition,“Doesitstillhurtalittleoccasionally,Dan?”

  “Yes,sir,ithurts。”saidtheson;andheturnedhisfaceaside,andwhistledthroughhisteeth。

  “Well,it’satrial,Isuppose。”saidhisfather,withhisgentle,softhalf-lisp。“Buttherearegreatertrials。”

  “How,greater?”askedDan,withsadincredulity。“I’velostallthatmadelifeworthliving;andit’sallmyownfault,too。”

  “Yes。”saidhisfather;“Ithinkshewasagoodgirl。”

  “Good!“criedDan;thewordseemedtochokehim。

  “Still,Idoubtifit’sallyourfault。”Danlookedroundathim。Headded,“AndIthinkit’sperhapsforthebestasitis。”

  Danhalted,andthensaid,“Oh,Isupposeso。”withdrearyresignation,astheywalkedon。

  “Letusgoroundbythepaddock。”saidhisfather,“andseeifPat’sputthehorsesupyet。Youcanhardlyrememberyourmother,beforeshebecameaninvalid,Isuppose。”headded,asDanmechanicallyturnedasidewithhimfromthepaththatledtothehouseintothatleadingtothebarn。

  “No;Iwassuchalittlefellow。”saidDan。

  “Womengiveupagreatdealwhentheymarry。”saidtheelder。“It’snotstrangethattheyexaggeratethesacrifice,andexpectmoreinreturnthanit’sinthenatureofmentogivethem。Ishouldhavebeensorrytohaveyoumarryawomanofanexactingdisposition。”

  “I’mafraidshewasexacting。”saidDan。“Butsheneveraskedmorethanwasright。”

  “Andit’sdifficulttodoallthat’sright。”suggestedtheelder。

  “I’msureyoualwayshave,father。”saidtheson。

  Thefatherdidnotrespond。“Iwishyoucouldrememberyourmotherwhenshewaswell。”hesaid。Presentlyheadded,“Ithinkitisn’tbestforawomantobetoomuchinlovewithherhusband。”

  Dantookthistohimself,andhelaughedharshly。“She’sbeenabletodissembleherloveatlast。”

  Hisfatherwenton,“Womenkeeptheromanticfeelinglongerthanmen;itdiesoutofusverysoon——perhapstoosoon。”

  “YouthinkIcouldn’thavecometotime?”askedDan。“Well,asit’sturnedout,Iwon’thaveto。”

  “Nomancanbeallawomanwisheshimtobe。”saidhisfather。“It’sbetterforthedisappointmenttocomebeforeit’stoolate。”

  “Iwastoblame。”saidDanstoutly。“Shewasallright。”

  “Youweretoblameintheparticularinstance。”hisfatheranswered。“Butingeneralthefaultwasinher——orhertemperament。Aslongastheromancelastedshemighthavedeludedherself,andbelievedyouwereallsheimaginedyou;butromancecan’tlast,evenwithwomen。Idonlikeyourfaults,andIdon’twantyoutoexcusethemtoyourself。Idon’tlikeyourchancingthings,andleavingthemtocomeoutallrightofthemselves;butI’vealwaystriedtomakeyouchildrenseeallyourqualitiesintheirtrueproportionandrelation。”

  “Yes;Iknowthat,sir。”saidDan。

  “Perhaps。”continuedhisfather,astheyswungeasilyalong,shouldertoshoulder,“ImayhavegonetoofarinthatdirectionbecauseIwasafraidthatyoumighttakeyourmothertooseriouslyintheother——thatyoumightnotunderstandthatshejudgedyoufromhernervesandnotherconvictions。It’spartofhermalady,ofhersuffering,thatherinheritedPuritanismcloudsherjudgment,andmakesherseeallfaultsasofonesizeandequallydamning。Iwishyoutoknowthatshewasnotalwaysso,butwasonceabletodistinguishdifferencesinerror,andtorealisethatevilisofill-will。”

  “Yes;Iknowthat。”saidDan。“Sheisnow——whenshefeelswell。”

  “Harmcomesfrommanythings,butevilisoftheheart。Iwouldn’thaveyoucondemnyourselftooseverelyforharmthatyoudidn’tintend——that’sremorse——that’sinsanity;andIwouldn’thaveyoufallunderthecondemnationofanother’sinvalidjudgment。”

  “Thankyou,father。”saidDan。

  Theyhadcomeuptothepaddockbehindthebarn,andtheylaidtheirarmsonthefencewhiletheylookedoveratthehorses,whichwerestillthere。

  Thebeasts,intheirroughwintercoats,somebedaubedwithfrozenclotsofthemudinwhichtheyhadbeenrollingearlierintheafternoon,stoodmotionlessinthethin,keenbreezethatcreptoverthehillsidefromtheMarchsunset,andblewtheirmanesandtailsouttowardDanandhisfather。Dan’sponysenthimagleamofrecognitionfromunderhisfrowsybangs,butdidnotstir。

  “Bunchlookslikeacaterpillar。”hesaid,recallingthetimewhenhisfatherhadgivenhimthepony;hewasaboythen,andtheponywasasmuchtohim,itwentthroughhismind,asAlicehadeverbeen。Wasitallajest,anirony?heaskedhimself。

  “He’sgettingprettyold。”saidhisfather。“Let’ssee:youwereonlytwelve。”

  “Ten。”saidDan。“We’vehadhimthirteenyears。”

  Someofthehorsesprickeduptheirearsatthesoundoftheirvoices。

  Oneofthembitanother’sneck;thevictimthrewuphisheelsandsquealed。

  Patcalledfromthestable,“Heigh,youdivils!“

  “Ithinkhe’dbettertakethemin。”saidDan’sfather;andhecontinued,asifitwereallthesamesubject,“Ihopeyou’llhaveseensomethingmoreoftheworldbeforeyoufallinlovethenexttime。”

  “Thankyou;therewon’tbeanynexttime。Butdoyouconsidertheworldsuchaschoolofmorals;then?Isupposeditwasaverybadplace。”

  “Weseemtohavebeenallbornintoit。”saidthefather。Heliftedhisarmsfromthefence,andDanmechanicallyfollowedhimintothestable。

  Awarm,homelysmellofhayandofhorsesfilledtheplace;alanternglimmered,afaintblot,intheloftwherePatwaspitchingsomehayforwardtotheedgeoftheboards;thenaphthagasweaklyflaredfromthejetsbesidetheharness-room,whenceasmellofleatherissuedandmingledwiththeothersmell。Thesimple,earthywholesomenessoftheplaceappealedtoDanandcomfortedhim。Thehaybegantotumblefromtheloftwithapleasantrustlingsound。

  HisfathercalleduptoPat,“Ithinkyou’dbettertakethehorsesinnow。”

  “Yes,sir:I’vegotthebox-stallsreadyfor’em。”

  DanrememberedhowheandEuniceusedtogetintothebox-stallwithhispony,andplayatcircuswithit;hestooduponthepony,andhissisterwasthering-master。Thepictureofhiscarelesschildhoodreflectedadeeperpathosuponhistroubledpresent,andhesighedagain。

  Hisfathersaid,astheymovedonthroughthebarn:“SomeofthebestpeopleI’veeverknownwerewhatwerecalledworldlypeople。Theyareapttobesincere,andtheyhavenoneofthespiritualpride,theconceitofself-righteousness,whichoftencomestopeoplewhoareshutupbyconscienceorcircumstancetothestudyoftheirownmotivesandactions。”

  “Idon’tthinkshewasoneofthatkind。”saidDan。

  “Oh,Idon’tknowthatshewas。Butthechancesofhappiness,ofgoodness,wouldbegreaterwithalessself-centredperson——foryou。”

  “Ah,Yes!Forme!“saidDanbitterly。“BecauseIhadn’titinmetobefrankwithher。Withamanlikeme,awomanhadbetterbealittlescampish,too!Father,Icouldgetovertheloss;shemighthavedied,andIcouldhavegotoverthat;butIcan’tgetoverbeingtoblame。”

  “Idon’tthinkI’dindulgeinanyremorse。”saidhisfather。“There’snothingsouseless,sodepraving,asthat。Ifyouseeyou’rewrong,it’sforyourwarning,notforyourdestruction。”

  Danwasnotreallyfeelingveryremorseful;hehadneverfeltthathewasmuchtoblame;buthehadanintellectualperceptionofthecase,andhethoughtthatheoughttofeelremorseful;itwasthispersuasionthathetookforanemotion。Hecontinuedtolookverydisconsolate。

  “Come。”saidhisfather,touchinghisarm,“Idon’twantyoutobrooduponthesethings。Itcandonomannerofgood。IwantyoutogotoNewYorknextweekandlookafterthatLafflinprocess。Ifit’swhathethinks——ifhecanreallycasthisbrasspatternswithoutair-holes——itwillrevolutioniseourbusiness。Iwanttogetholdofhim。”

  ThePortuguesecookwasstandinginthebasementdoorwhichtheypassedatthebackofthehouse。Hesalutedfatherandsonwithaglitteringsmile。

  “Hello,Joe!“saidDan。

  “Ah,Joe!“saidhisfather;hetouchedhishattothecook,whosnatchedhiscapoff。

  “Whatabrickyouare,father!“thoughtDan。HisheartleapedatthenotionofgettingawayfromPonkwasset;heperceivedhowithadbeenirkinghimtostay。“IfyouthinkIcouldmanageitwithLafflin“

  “Oh,Ithinkyoucould。He’sanotherslipperychap。”

  Danlaughedforpleasureandpainathisfather’sjoke。

  XLIX。

  InNewYorkDanfoundthatLafflinhadgonetoWashingtontolookupsomethinginconnectionwithhispatent。Inhiseagernesstogetawayfromhome,Danhadsupposedthathisfathermeanttomakeaholidayforhim,andhelearnedwithalittlesurprisethathewasquiteinearnestaboutgettingholdoftheinvention。hewrotehomeofLafflin’sabsence;

  andhegotatelegraminreplyorderinghimtofollowontoWashington。

  ThesunwasshiningwarmontheasphaltwhenhesteppedoutofthePennsylvaniaDepotwithhisbaginhishand,andputitintothehansomthatdroveupforhim。TheskyoverheadwasofanintensebluethatmadehimremembertheBostonskyaspaleandgrey;whenthehansomtiltedoutintotheAvenuehehadajoyousglimpseoftheWhiteHouse;oftheCapitolswimminglikeaballooninthecloudlessair。AkeenMarchbreezesweptthedustbeforehim,andthroughitsveiltheclassicTreasuryBuildingshowedlikeoneedificestandingperfectamidruinrepresentedbythejag-

  toothirregularitiesofthebusinessarchitecturealongthewidestreet。

  HehadneverbeeninWashingtonbefore,andhehadaconfusedsenseofhavinggotbacktoRome,whichherememberedfromhisboyishvisit。

  ThroughouthisstayheseemedtobecomingupagainstthefacadeoftheTempleofNeptune;butitwasthePatentOffice,ortheTreasuryBuilding,ortheWhiteHouse,andunderthegaySouthernskythisreversiontothesensationsofahappiertimebeganatonce,andmadeitselfalastingrelief。Hefeltaliftinhisspiritsfromthefirst。TheygavehimaroomatWormley’s,wherethechairscomportedthemselvesasself-

  respectfullyupontwoorthreelegsastheywouldhavedoneatBostonuponfour;thecookingwasexcellent,andamercenarywelcomeglitteredfromallthekindblackfacesaroundhim。AfterthequietofPonkwassetandtherushofNewYork,thelazyeaseofthehotelpleasedhim;theclackofbootsoveritspavements,thecloudsoftobaccosmoke,theSouthernandWesternaccents,thespectacleofpeopleunexpectedlyencounteringandrecognisingeachotherintheofficeandthedining-room,allhelpedtorestorehimtoahopefullermood。Withoutaskinghishearttoocuriouslywhy,hefounditlighter;hefeltthathewasstillyoung。

  Intheweatherhehadstruckacoldwave,andthewindwasbitterinthestreets,buttheywerefullofsun;hefoundthegrassgreeninshelteredplaces,andinoneoftheCircleshepluckedablossomedsprayfromanadventurousforceythia。ThishappenedwhenhewaswalkingfromWormley’stotheArlingtonbyaroundaboutwayofhisowninvoluntaryinvention,andhehadtheflowersinhisbutton-holewhenLafflinwaspointedouttohiminthereadingroomthere,andheintroducedhimself。Lafflinhadputhishatfarbackonhishead,andwasintenselychewingatoothpick,withanairofrapturefromeverythingabouthim。HeseemedaverysimplesoultoDan’sinexperienceofmen,andtheyoungfellowhadnodifficultyincommittinghimtoafairconditionalarrangement。HewasgoingtostaysomedaysinWashington,andhepromisedotherinterviews,sothatDanthoughtitbesttostaytoo。HeusedasheetoftheArlingtonletter-

  paperinwritinghisfatherofwhathehaddone;andthen,asLafflinhadlefthim,hepostedhisletterattheclerk’sdesk,andwanderedoutthroughacorridordifferentfromthatwhichhehadcomeinby。Itledbythedooroftheladiesparlour,andatthesoundofwomen’svoicesDanhalted。Fornootherreasonthanthatsuchvoicesalwaysirresistiblyalluredhim,hewentin,puttingonanairofhavingcometolookforsomeone。Thereweretwoorthreegroupsofladiesreceivingfriendsindifferentpartsoftheroom。Atthewindowagirl’sfiguresilhouetteditselfagainstthekeenlight,andasheadvancedintotheroom,peeringabout,itturnedwithacertainvividnessthatseemedfamiliar。Thisyounglady,whoevershewas,hadtheadvantageofDaninseeinghimwiththelightonhisface,andhewasstillinthedarkabouther,whensheadvancedswiftlyuponhim,holdingoutherhand。

  “Youdon’tseemtoknowyouroldfriends,Mr。Mavering。”andthemanlytoneslefthimnodoubt。

  Hefeltarushofgladness,andheclaspedherhandandclungtoitasifhewerenotgoingtoletitgoagain,bubblingoutincoherenciesofpleasureatmeetingher。“Why,MissAnderson!Youhere?”Whatapieceofluck!OfcourseIcouldn’tseeyouagainstthewindow——makeyouout!

  Butsomethinglookedfamiliar——andthewayyouturned!Andwhenyoustartedtowardme!I’mawfullyglad!When——whereareyou——thatis——“

  MissAndersonkeptlaughingwithhim,andbubbledbackthatshewasverygladtoo,andshewasstayingwithherauntinthathotel,andtheyhadbeenthereamonth,anddidn’thethinkWashingtonwascharming?Butitwastoobadhehadjustgottherewiththatblizzard。Theweatherhadbeenperfectlydivinetillthedaybeforeyesterday。

  Hetookthesprayofforceythiaoutofhisbuttonhole。“Icanbelieveit。

  Ifoundthisinone,ofthesquares,andIthinkitbelongstoyou。”He。

  offereditwithabowandalaugh,andshetookitinthesamehumour。

  “Whatisthelanguageofforceythia?”sheasked。

  “Ithasnone——onlyexpressivesilence,youknow。”

  Amiddle-agedladycamein,andMissAndersonsaid,“Myaunt,Mr。

  Mavering。”

  “Mr。Maveringwillhardlyrememberme。”saidthelady,givinghimherhand。Heprotestedthatheshouldindeed,butshehadreallymadebutavagueimpressionuponhimatCampobello。HeknewthatshewastherewithMissAnderson;hehadbeenpolitetoherashewastoallwomen;buthehadnotnoticedhermuch,andinhishearthehadaslightforher,ascomparedwiththeBostonpeoplehewasmorenaturallythrownwith;hecertainlyhadnotrememberedthatshewasalittlehardofhearing。

  MissVanHookwasinasteel-greyeffectofdress,and,shehadcarriedthisupintoherhair,ofwhichsheworntwoshortverticalcurlsoneachtemple。

  Shedidnotsitdown,andDanperceivedthattheladiesweregoingout。

  Inhertailor-madesuitofclose-fittingsergeandherParisbonnet,carriedlikeacrestonherprettylittlehead,MissAndersonwascharming。Shehadashortveilthatcameacrossthebaseofherlivelynose,andlefthermouthandchintomakethemostofthemselves,unprejudicedbyitsirregularity。

  Danfeltitahardshiptopartwiththem,buthepreparedtotakehimselfoff。MissAndersonaskedhimhowlonghewastobeinWashington,andsaidhemustcometoseethem;theymeanttostaytwoweeksyet,andthentheyweregoingtoOldPointComfort;theyhadtheirroomsengaged。

  Hewalkeddowntotheircarriagewiththeladiesandputthemintoit,andMissAndersonstillkepthimtalkingthere。

  Herauntsaid:“Whyshouldn’tyoucomewithus,Mr。Mavering?We’regoingtoMrs。SecretaryMiller’sreception。”

  Dangavehimselfaglance。“Idon’tknow——ifyouwantme?”

  “Wewantyou。”saidMissAnderson。“Verywell,then,I’llgo。”

  Hegotin,andtheybeganrollingoverthatsmoothWashingtonasphaltwhichmakestalkinacarriageaseasyasinadrawing-room。Dankeptsayingtohimself,“Nowshe’sgoingtobringupCampobello;“butMissAndersonneverrecurredtotheirformermeeting,andexceptforthesenseofoldacquaintancewhichwasmanifestinhertreatmentofhimhemighthavethoughtthattheyhadnevermetbefore。ShetalkedofWashingtonanditsinformaldelights;andofthoseplanswhichheraunthadmade,likeeveryonewhospendsamonthinWashington,tospendalltheremainingwintersofherlifethere。

  ItseemedtoDanthatMissAndersonwasavoidingCampobelloonhisaccount;heknewfromwhatAlicehadtoldhimthattherehadbeenmuchsurmiseabouttheiraffairafterhehadlefttheisland,andhesuspectedthatMissAndersonthoughtthesubjectwaspainfultohim。Hewishedtoreassureher。HeaskedatthefirstbreakinthetalkaboutWashington,“HowaretheTrevors?”

  “Oh,quitewell。”shesaid,promptlyavailingherselfoftheopening。

  “HaveyouseenanyofourCampobellofriendslatelyinBoston?”

  “No;I’vebeenathomeforthelastmonth——inthecountry。”Hescannedherfacetoseeifsheknewanythingofhisengagement。ButsheseemedhonestlyignorantofeverythingsinceCampobello;shewasnotjustthekindofNewYorkgirlwhowouldvisitinBoston,orhavefriendslivingthere;probablyshehadneverheardofhisengagement。SomehowthisseemedtosimplifymattersforDan。ShedidnotaskspecificallyafterthePasmers;butthatmighthavebeenbecauseofthesortofbreakinherfriendshipwithAliceafterthatnightattheTrevors’;shedidnotaskspecificallyafterMrs。Brinkleyoranyoftheothers。

  AtMrs。SecretaryMiller’sdoortherewasarapidarrivalanddepartureofcarriages,ofcoupes,ofhansoms,andofherdics,allmanagedbyamaninplainlivery,whoopenedandshutthedoors,andsentthedriversoffwithouttheinterventionofapoliceman;itisthegeniusofWashington,whichdistinguishesitfromeveryothercapital,fromeveryothercity,tomakenoshowofformality,ofanymannerofconstraintanywhere。Peoplewereswarminginandout;comingandgoingonfootaswellasbycarriage。

  Theblandestofcolouredunclesreceivedtheircardsinthehallandputthemintoavasttrayheapedupwithpasteboard,smilingaffectionatelyuponthemasiftheyhaddonehimafavour。

  “Don’tyoulikethem?”askedDanofMissAnderson;hemeanttheSouthernnegroes。

  “Iadoyethem。”sheresponded,withequalfervour。“Youmuststudysomenewtypesherefornextsummer。”sheadded。

  Danlaughedandwincedtoo。“Yes!“Thenbesaidsolemnly,“IamnotgoingtoCampobellonextsummer。”

  Theyfeltintoastreamofpeopletendingtowardanarchwaybetweenthedrawing-rooms,whereMrs。SecretaryMillerstoodwithtwoladyfriendswhowerehelpingherreceive。Theysmiledwearilybutkindlyuponthecrowd,forwhomtheSecretary’swifehadalookofimpartialhospitality。Shecouldnothaveknownmorethanoneinfifty;andshemetthemallwiththislookatfirst,breakingintoincredulousrecognitionwhenshefoundafriend。“Don’tgoawayyet。”shesaidcordially,toMissVanHookandherniece,andsheheldtheirhandsforamomentwithagentlelookofreliefandappealwhichincludedDan。“LetmeintroduceyoutoMrs。TolliverandtoMissDixon。”

  TheseladiessaidthatitwasnotnecessaryinregardtoMissAndersonandMissVanHook;andasthecrowdpushedthemon,Danfeltthattheyhadbeenreceivedwithdistinction。

  Thecrowdexpressedthenationalvarietyofrichandpoor,plainandfashionable,urbaneandrustic;theyelbowedandshoulderedeachotheruponaperfectequalityinaplacewhereallwereasfreetocomeastotheWhiteHouse,andtheyjostledquaintgroupsofalmond-eyedlegationsintheyellowsandpurplesoftheEast,wholookeddreamilyonasifpuzzledpastallsurmisebythescene。CertainyounggentlemenwiththeunmistakableairofbeingEuropeanorSouthAmericanattachesfoundtheirwayaboutontheirlittlefeet,whichthestalwartbootsoftherepublicanmassesmusthaveimperilled;andsmiledwithafaintdiplomaticsuperiority,notvisiblyadmitted,butallthesameindisputable。SeveraloftheseseemedtoknowMissAnderson,andtookherpresentationofMaveringwithexaggeratedeffusion。

  “Iwanttointroduceyoutomycousinoveryonder。”shesaid,gettingridofaminuteBrazilianunder-secretary,andputtingherhandonDan’sarmtodirecthim:“Mrs。JusticeAverill。”

  MissVanHook,keepingherlookofseverevigilance,reallyfollowedherenergeticniece,whotookthelead,asayoungladymustwheneversheandherchaperonmeetonequalterms。

  Mrs。JusticeAverill,whowasfromthefarWestsomewhere,receivedDanwiththeeaseofthefarEast,andwastalkingLondonandParistohimbeforetheendofthethirdminute。ItgaveDanasenseofliberation,ofexpansion;hefilledhislungswiththecosmopolitanairinasortofintoxication;withoutformulatingit,hefelt,withtheastonishmentwhichmustalwaysattendtheBostonian’sperceptionofthefact,thatthereisagreatsociallifeinAmericaoutsideofBoston。AtCampobellohehadthoughtMissAndersonaveryjollygirl,bright,anduptoallsortsofthings;butinthepresenceoftheportableBostontherehecouldnothelpregardingherwithasortoftolerancewhichhenowblushedfor;hethoughthehadbeenagreatass。Sheseemedtoknowallsortsofnicepeople,andshestrovewithgeneroushospitalitytomakehimhaveagoodtime。ShesaiditwasCabinetDay,andthatallthesecretaries’wiveswerereceiving,andshetoldhimhehadbettermaketheroundswiththem。

  Heassentedverywillingly,andatsixo’clockhewasalreadysomuchinthespiritofthisfreeandsimplesociety,somuchopenerandthereforesomuchwiserthananyother,thatheprofessedaprofounddisappointmentwiththetwoorthreeCabinetladieswhosefailuretoreceivebroughthispleasuretoaprematureclose。

  “ButIsupposeyou’regoingtoMrs。Whittington’sto-night!“MissAndersonsaidtohim,astheydroveuptoWormley’s,whereshesethimdown。MissVanHookhadlongceasedtosayanything;Danthoughtheraperfectduenna。“Youknowyoucangolatethere。”sheadded。

  “No,Ican’tgoatall。”saidDan。“Idon’tknowthem。”

  “They’reNewEnglandpeople。”urgedMissAnderson;asiftomakehimtrytothinkthathewasaskedtoMrs。Whittington’s。

  “Idon’tknowmorethanhalfthepopulationofNewEngland。”saidDan,withapparentlevity,butrealforlornness。

  “Ifyou’dliketogo——ifyou’resureyou’venootherengagement——“

  “Oh,I’mcertainofthat?”

  “——wewouldcomeforyou。”

  “Do!“

  “Athalf-pastten,then。”

  MissAndersonexplainedtoheraunt,whocordiallyconfirmedherinvitation,andtheybothshookhandswithhimuponit,andhebackedoutofthecarriagewithagrinofhappinessonhisface;itremainedtherewhilehewroteouttheorderforhisdinner,whichtheyrequireatWormley’sinholograph。Thewaiterreflectedhissmilewithethnicalwarm-heartedness。ForamomentDantriedtothinkwhatitwashehadforgotten;hethoughtitwassomeotherdish;thenherememberedthatitwashisbrokenheart。Hetriedtosubduehimself;buttherewassomethingintheairoftheplace,theclimate,perhaps,orapleasantsenseofitsfacilesociallife,thatkepthimbuoyantinspiteofhimself。Hewentoutafterdinner,andsawpartofapoorplay,andreturnedintimetodressforhisappointmentwithMissAnderson。Herauntwaswithher,ofcourse;sheseemedtoDanmoreindefatigablethanshewasbyday。Hecouldnotthinkhersuperfluous;andshewasverygood-natured。Shemadelittleremarksfullofconventionalwisdom,andappealedtohisjudgmentonseveralpointsastheydrovealong。Whentheycametoastreetlampwhereshecouldseehim,henoddedandsaidyes,orno,respectfully。

  BetweentimeshetalkedwithMissAnderson,wholecturedhimuponWashingtonsociety,andpreparedhimforthedifferencehewastofindbetweenMrs。Whittington’seveningofinvitedguestsandtheCabinetladies’afternoonofvolunteerguests。

  “Volunteerguestsisgood。”helaughed。“Doyoumeanthatanybodycango?”

  “Anybodythatisabletobeabout。ThisisCabinetDay。There’saSupremeCourtDayandaSenators’Day,andaRepresentatives’Day。Doyoumeantosayyouweren’tgoingtocalluponyourSenator?”

  “Ididn’tknowIhadany。”

  “NeitherdidItillIcamehere。Butyou’vegottwo;everybody’sgottwo。

  AndthePresident’swifereceivesthreetimesaweek,andthePresidenthastwoorthreedays。TheysaythepublicdaysattheWhiteHousearegreatfun。I’vebeentosomeoftheinvited,orsemi-invitedorofficialevenings。”

  HecouldnotseethatdifferencefromthegreatpublicreceptionswhichMissAndersonhadpromisedhimatMrs。Whittington’s,thoughhepretendedafterwardthathehaddoneso。Thepeopleweremoreuniformlywelldressed,therewerenotsomanyofthem,andthehostesswassureofknowingheracquaintancesatfirstglance;buttherewasthesameease,thesameunconstraint,thesameabsenceofprovincialanxietywhichmakesaWashingtonalighterandfriendlierLondon。Therewererathermoresallowattaches;intheirlow-cutwhitewaistcoats,withsmallbrassbuttons,theymovedmoreconsciouslyabout,andlookedweightierpersonagesthanseveralforeignministerswhowerepresent。

  DanwassoonlostfromthesideofMissAnderson,whomoreandmoreseemedtohimimportantsocially。Sheseemed,inherpresentleadership;toknowmoreoflife,thanhe;tobematurer。Butshedidnotabusehersuperiority;shekeptaneffectofherlastsummer’sfriendlinessforhimthroughout。Severaltimes,findingherselfnearhim;sheintroducedhimtopeople。

  Guestskeptarrivingtillmidnight。Amongthelatest,whenDanhadlosthimselffarfromBostonintalkwithayoungladyfromRichmond,whospokewithaslurofhervowelsthatfascinatedhim,cameMr。andMrs。Brinkley。

  HefelthimselfgrowpaleandinattentivetohisprettyVirginian。ThataccentofMrs。Brinkley’srecalledhimtohishistory。Hehopedthatshewouldnotseehim;butinanothermomenthewasgreetingherwithawarmthwhichBostoniansseldomshowinmeetingatBoston。

  “WhendidyoucometoWashington?”sheasked,tryingtokeepherconsciousnessoutofhereyes,whichsheletdwellkindlyuponhim。

  “Daybeforeyesterday——no,yesterday。Itseemsamonth,I’veseenanddonesomuch。”hesaid,withhislaugh。“MissAnderson’sbeenshowingmethewholeofWashingtonsociety。Haveyoubeenherelong?”

  “Sincemorning。”saidMrs。Brinkley。Andsheadded,“MissAnderson?”

  “Yes——Campobello,don’tyouknow?”

  “Ohyes。Isshehereto-night?”

  “Icamewithherandheraunt。”

  “Ohyes。”

  “HowisallBoston?”askedDanboldly。

  “Idon’tknow;I’mjustgoingdowntoOldPointComforttoask。EveryotherhouseontheBackBayhasbeenabandonedfortheHygeia。”Mrs。

  Brinkleystopped,andthensheasked。“Areyoujustupfromthere?”

  “No;butIdon’tknowbutIshallgo。”

  “Hello,Mavering!“saidMr。Brinkley,comingupandtakinghishandintohisfatgrasp。“OnyourwaytoFortressMonroe?Bettercomewithus。

  Why;Munt!“

  HeturnedtogreetthisotherBostonian,whohadhardlyexpressedhisjoyatmeetingwithhisfellow-townsmenwhenthehostessrustledsoftlyup,andsaid,withtheironymoreorlessfriendly,whicheverybodyusesinspeakingofBoston,orrecognisingtheintellectualpre-eminenceofitspeople,“I’mnotgoingtoletyoukeepthisfeastofreasonalltoyourselves。Iwantyoutoleaventhewholelump。”andshebegantodispersethem,andtointroducethemaboutrightandleft。

  DantriedtofindhisVirginianagain,butshewasgone。HefoundMissAnderson;shewaswithheraunt。“Shallwebetearingyouaway?”sheasked。

  “Ohno。I’mquitereadytogo。”

  Hisnerveswereinatremble。ThoseBostonfacesandvoiceshadbroughtitallbackagain;itseemedasifhehadmetAlice。Hewassilentandincoherentastheydrovehome,butMissAndersonapparentlydidnotwanttotalkmuch,andapparentlydidnotnoticehisreticence。

  Hefellasleepwiththepanginhisheartwhichhadbeentheresooften。

  WhenDancamedowntobreakfasthefoundtheBrinkleysatapleasantplacebyoneofthewindows,andaftertheyhadexchangedapleasedsurprisewithhimthattheyshouldallhappentobeinthesamehotel,theyaskedhimtositattheirtable。

  Therewasabrightsunshining,andtheachewasgoneoutofDan’sheart。

  HebegantochattergailywithMrs。BrinkleyaboutWashington。

  “Oh,bettercomeontoFortressMonroe。”saidherhusband。“Bettercomeonwithus。”

  “No,Ican’tjustyet。”saidDan。“I’vegotsomebusinessherethatwillkeepmeforawhile。PerhapsImayrundowntherealittlelater。”

  “MissAndersonseemstohaveagooddealofbusinessinWashingtontoo。”

  observedBrinkley,withsomehazynotionofsayingapleasantrallyingthingtotheyoungman。Hewonderedattheglarehiswifegavehim。WiththosepannedoystersbeforehimhehadforgottenallaboutDan’sloveaffairwithMissPasmer。

  Mrs。BrinkleyhastenedtomakethementionofMissAndersonasimpersonalaspossible。

  “Itwassonicetomeetheragain。Sheissuchanhonest,wholesomecreature,andsobrightandfullofsense。Shealwaysmademethinkofthebroaddaylight。Ialwayslikedthatgirl。”

  “Yes;isn’tshejolly?”saidDanjoyously。“Sheseemstoknoweverybodyhere。It’sagreatpieceofluckforme。They’regoingtotakeahouseinWashingtonnextwinter。”

  “Yes;Iknowthatstage。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Heraunt’sanamusinglyNew-Yorkrespectability。Idon’tthinkyou’dfindjustsuchMissMitfordcurlsashersinallBoston。”

  “Yes,theyareliketheportraits,aren’tthey?”saidDan;delighted。

  “She’sverynice,don’tyouthink?”

  “Very。ButMissAndersonismorethanthat。IwasdisposedtobecriticalofheratCampobelloforawhile,butsheworeextremelywell。

  Allatonceyoufoundyourselfadmiringheruncommoncommon-sense。

  “Yes。That’sjustit。”criedDan。“Sheissosensible!“

  “Ithinkshe’sverypretty。”saidMrs。Brinkley。”

  “Well,hernose。”suggestedDan。“Itseemsalittlecapricious。”

  “It’satriflebizarre,Isuppose。Butwhatbeautifuleyes!Andherfigure!Ideclarethatgirl’scarriageissomethingsuperb。”

  “Yes,shehasamagnificentwalk。”

  “Walkswithhercarriage。”musedBrinkleyaloud。

  Hiswifedidnotregardhim。“Idon’tknowwhatMissAnderson’sprinciplesare,butherpracticesareperfect。Ineverknewherdoanunkindorshabbything。Sheseemsverygoodandverywise。Andthatdeepvoiceofhershassuchacharm。It’ssorestful。Youfeelasifyoucouldreposeuponitforathousandyears。Well!Youwillgetdownbeforeweleave?”

  “Yes,Iwill。”saidDan。“I’mhereafteramanwho’safterapatent,andassoonasIcanfinishupmybusinesswithhimIbelieveIwillrundowntoFortressMonroe。”

  “Thiseleven-o’clocktrainwillgetyouthereatsix。”saidBrinkley。

  “Bettertelegraphforyourrooms。”

  “Or,letusknow。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“andwe’llsecurethemforyou。”

  “Oh,thankyou。”saidDan。

  Hewentaway,feelingthatMrs。Brinkleywasthepleasantestwomanheevermet。HeknewthatshehadtalkedMissAndersonsofullyinordertotakeawaytheimplicationofherhusband’sjoke,andheadmiredhertact。HethoughtofthisasheloiteredalongthestreetfromWormley’stotheArlington,wherehewasgoingtofindMissAnderson,byanappointmentofthenightbefore,andtakeawalkwithher;andthinkingoftactmadehimthinkofMrs。Pasmer。Mrs。Pasmerwasfulloftact;andhowkindshehadalwaysbeentohim!Shehadreallybeenlikeamothertohim;hewassureshehadunderstoodhim;hebelievedshehaddefendedhim;withafutilityofwhichhefeltthepathos,hemadeherdefendhimnowtoAlice。Alicewasveryhardandcold,aswhenhesawherlast;hermother’swordsfelluponherasuponastone;evenMrs。Pasmer’stears,whichDanmadehershed,hadnoeffectuponthehaughtygirl。Notthathecarednow。

  Theblizzardofthepreviousdayshadwhirledaway;thesunshinelaystill,withawarmglistenandsparkle,ontheasphaltwhichseemedtobaskinit,andwhichitsoftenedtothefoot。HeloiteredbythegateofthelittleparkorplantationwherethestatueofGeneralJacksonisridingacock-horsetoBanburyCross,andlookedoverattheFrench-

  ItalianclassicismoftheWhiteHousearchitecturewithapensivejoyatfindingpleasureinit,andthenhewentontotheArlington。

  MissAndersonwaswaitingforhimintheparlour,andtheywentalongwalkuptheavenuesandacrosshalfthealphabetinthestreets,andthroughtheprettysquaresandcircles,wherethestatuesweresometimesbeautifulandalwayspicturesque;andthesparrowsmadeavernalchirpinginthenakedtreesandonthegreengrass。Intwoorthreetheysatdownontheironbenchesandrested。

  Theytalkedandtalked——aboutthepeopletheyknew,andofwhomtheyfoundthattheythoughtsurprisinglyalike,andaboutthemselves,whomtheyfoundsurprisinglyalikeinagreatmanythings,andthensurprisinglyunlike。Danbroughtforwardsomepointsofidentitywhichhe,andAlicehadfoundinthemselves;itwasjustthesamewithMissAnderson。Shefoundherselfratherwarmwiththeseal-skinsacqueshehadputon;shelethimcarryitonhisarmwhiletheywalked,andthenlayitoverhershoulderswhentheysatdown。Hefeltapangofself-reproach,asifhehadbeeninconstanttoAlice。Thiswasanoldhabitoffeeling,formedduringthemonthsoftheirengagement,when,atherinspiration,hewasalwaysbringinghimselftobookaboutsomething。Herepliedtoherbitterly,inthecolloquywhichbegantoholditselfinhismind,andtoldherthatshehadnoclaimuponhimnow;thatifhisthoughtswanderedfromheritwasherfault,nothis;thatsheherselfhadsetthemfree。Butinfacthewaslikeallyoungmen,withathousand,potentialitiesofloving。

  Therewasnoaspectofbeautythatdidnottenderlymovehim;hecouldnothelpasoftthrillatthesightofanyprettyshape,thesoundofanypiquantvoice;andAlicehadmerelybeenthesynthesisofallthatwasmostcharmingtothisfancy。Thisisatruthwhichitistheconventionofthepoetsandthenoveliststodeny;butitisalsotruethatshemighthaveremainedthesumofallthatwasloveliestifshewould;orifshecould。

  ItwaschieflybecauseshewouldnotorcouldnotthathisglancerecognisedthecharmofMissAnderson’sbackhair,bothinitsstrayinggossamerandintheloosemassinwhichitwascaughtupunderherhat,whenhelaidhersacqueonhershoulders。TheymetthatafternoonataSenator’s,andinthehouseofadistinguishedcitizen,towhosewifeDanhadbeenpresentedatMrs。Whittington’s,andwhohadsomehowgothisaddress,andsenthimacardforherevening。Theyencounteredherewithajocoseoldfriendliness,andaprofessionofbeingtiredofalwaysmeetingMissAndersonandMr。Mavering。Hebroughthersaladandice,andtheymadeanappointmentforanotherwalkinthemorning,ifitwasfine。

  Hecarriedhersomeflowers。Asuccessionoffinedaysfollowed,andtheywalkedeverymorning。SometimesDanwaslate,andexplainedthatitwashispatent-rightmanhadkepthim。Shewasinterestedinthepatent-rightman,whomDanbegantofindnotquitesosimpleasatfirst,butshewasnotexactingwithhimabouthiswantofpunctuality;shewasveryeasy-

  going;shewasnotalwaysreadyherself。Whenhebegantobeataboutthebush,totalkinsincerities,andtolosehimselfinintentionlessplausibilities,shewaitedwithserenepatienceforhimtohavedone,andmethimontheirhabitualgroundoffranknessandrealityasifhehadnotleftit。Hegottotellingherallhisstepswithhispatent-rightman,whoseemedtobegrowingmoteandmoreslippery,andwhopresentlydevelopedademandforfunds。Thenshegavehimsomeveryshrewd,practicaladvice,andtoldhimtogorightintothehotelofficeandtelegraphtohisfatherwhileshewasputtingonherbonnet。

  “Yes。”hesaid,“that’swhatIthoughtofdoing。”Butheadmiredherforadvisinghim;hesaidtohimselfthatMissAndersonwasthekindofgirlhisfatherwouldadmire。Shewasgood,andshewasoftheworldtoo;

  thatwaswhathisfathermeant。Heimaginedhimselfarrivinghomeandsaying,“Wellfather,youknowthatdespatchIsentyou,aboutLafflin’swantingmoney?”andtellinghimaboutMissAnderson。Thenhefanciedheracquaintedwithhissistersandvisitingthem,andhisfathermoreandmorefondofher,andperhapsindeclininghealth,andeagertoseehissonsettledinlife;andhepicturedhimselftellingherthathehaddonewithloveforever,butifshecouldacceptrespect,fidelity,gratitude,hewasreadytodevotehislifetoher。Sherefusedhim,buttheyalwaysremainedgoodfriendsandcomrades;shemarriedanother,perhapsBoardman,whileDanwaswritingouthistelegram,andhebrokeintowhisperedmaledictionsonhisfolly,whichattractedthenoticeoftheoperator。

  OnemorningwhenhesentuphisnametoMissAnderson,whomhedidnotfindinthehotelparlour,theservantcamebackwithwordthatMissVanHookwouldliketohavehimcomeuptotheirrooms。ButitwasMissAndersonwhomethimatthedoor。

  “ItseemedratherformaltosendyouwordthatMissVanHookwasindisposed,andMissAndersonwouldbeunabletowalkthismorning,andIthoughtperhapsyou’drathercomeupandgetmyregretsinperson。

  AndIwantedyoutoseeourview。”

  Sheledthewaytothewindowforit,buttheydidnotlookatit,thoughtheysatdownthereapparentlyforthepurpose。Danputhishatbesidehischair,andobservedsomeinattentivecivilitiesininquiringafterMissVanHook’shealth,andinhearingthatitwasmerelyabadheadache,oneofasortinwhichherniecehatedtoleavehertoserveherselfwiththewetcompresseswhichMissVanHookalwaysboreonherforeheadforit。

  “Onething:it’sdecidedustobeoffforFortressMonroeatlast。Weshallgobytheboatto-morrow,ifmyaunt’sbetter。”

  “To-morrow?”saidDan。“What’stobecomeofmewhenyou’regone?”

  “Oh,weshallnottakethewholepopulationwithus。”suggestedMissAnderson。

  “Iwishyouwouldtakeme。ItoldMrs。BrinkleyIwouldcomewhileshewasthere,butI’mafraidIcan’tgetoff。Lafflinisdevelopingintoallsortsofstrangepropositions。”

  “Ithinkyou’dbetterlookoutforthatman。”saidMissAnderson。

  “Oh,Idonothingwithoutconsultingmyfather。ButIshallmissyou。”

  “Thankyou。”saidthegirlgravely。

  “Idon’tmeaninabusinesscapacityonly。”

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