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  Theybothlaughed,andDanlookedabouttheroom,whichhefoundwasaprivatehotelparlour,softenedtoamoredomesticeffectbythesignsofitsprolongedoccupationbytworefinedwomen。Onatablestoodaleatherphotographenvelopewiththreecabinetpicturesinit。Alongthetoplayasprayofwitheredforceythia。Dan’swanderingeyesrestedonit。MissAndersonwentandsoftlyclosedthedooropeningintothenextroom。

  “Iwasafraidourtalkingmightdisturbmyaunt。”shesaid,andonherwaybacktohimshepickedupthephotographcaseandbroughtittothelight。

  “Thesearemyfatherandmother。WeliveatYonkers;butI’mwithmyauntagooddealofthetimeintown——evenwhenI’mathome。”Shelaughedatherowncontradictorystatement,andputthecasebackwithoutexplainingthethirdfigure——afigureinuniform。Danconjecturedamilitarybrother,orfromherindifferenceperhapsamilitiabrother,andthenforgotabouthim。ButthepartialYonkersresidenceaccountedfortraitsofunconventionalityinMissAndersonwhichhehadnotbeenabletoreconcilewiththenotionofanexclusivelyNewYorkbreeding。Hefelttherelief,thesympathy,thecertaintyofintelligencewhicheverypersonwhoselifehasbeenpartlyspentinthecountryfeelsatfindingthatasuspectedcockneyhasalsohadtheoutlookintonatureandsimplicity。

  OntheYonkersbasistheybecamemoreintimate,morepersonal,andDantoldheraboutPonkwassetFallsandhismotherandsisters;hetoldherabouthisfather,andshesaidsheshouldliketoseehisfather;shethoughthemustbelikeherfather。

  “Allatonce,andfornoreasonthathecouldthinkofafterward,except,perhaps,thedesiretoseethecasewithhereyes,hebegantotellherofhisaffairwithAlice,andhowandwhyitwasbrokenoff;hetoldthewholetruthinregardtothat,anddidnotsparehimself。

  Shelistenedwithoutoncespeaking,butwithoutapparentsurpriseattheconfidence,thoughshemayhavefeltsurprised。Attimesshelookedasifherthoughtswereawayfromwhathewassaying。

  Heendedwith,“I’msureIdon’tknowwhyI’vetoldyouallthis。ButI

  wantedyoutoknowaboutme。Theworst。”

  MissAndersonsaid,lookingdown,“Ialwaysthoughtshewasaveryconscientiousgiyl。”Thenafterapause,inwhichsheseemedtobeovercominganembarrassmentinbeingobligedtospeakofanotherinsuchaconviction,“Ithinkshewasverymoybid。ShewaslikeeversomanyNewEnglandgiylsthatI’vemet。Theyseemtowantsomeexcuseforsuffering;

  andtheymustsufferevenifit’sthroughsomebodyelse。Idon’tknow;

  they’reromantic,NewEnglandgiylsare;theyhavetoomanyideals。”

  Danfeltabalminthis;hetoohadnoticedasuperfluityofidealsinAlice,hehadbornetheburdenofrealisingsomeofthem;theyallseemedtorelateinobjectionabledegreetohisperfectionation。Sohesaidgloomily,“Shewasverygood。AndIwastoblame。”

  “Ohyes!“saidMissAnderson,catchingherbreathinaqueerway;“sheseyvedyouright。”

  Sheroseabruptly,asifsheheardherauntspeak,andDanperceivedthathehadbeenmakingalongcall。

  Hewentawaydazedanddissatisfied;heknewnowthatheoughtnottohavetoldMissAndersonabouthisaffair,unlesshemeantmorebyhisconfidencethanhereallydid——unlesshemeanttofollowitup。

  Hetookleaveofher,andaskedhertomakehisadieuxtoheraunt;butthenextdayhecamedowntotheboattoseethemoff。Itseemedtohimthattheirinterviewhadendedtoohastily;hefeltsoreandrestlessoverit;hehopedthatsomethingmoreconclusivemighthappen。ButattheboatMissAndersonandherauntwereinseparable。MissVanHooksaidshehopedtheyshouldsoonseehimattheHygeia,andherepliedthathewasnotsurethatheshouldbeabletocomeafterall。

  MissAndersoncalledsomethingafterhimasheturnedfromthemtogoashore。Heranbackeagerlytoknowwhatitwas。“BetterlookoutforthatMr。Lafflinofyours。”sherepeated。

  “Oh!ohyes。”hesaid,indefinitelydisappointed。“Ishallkeepasharpeyeonhim。”Hewasdisappointed,buthecouldnothavesaidwhathehadhopedorexpectedhertosay。HewashumbledbeforehimselfforhavingtoldMissAndersonabouthisaffairwithAlice,andhadwishedshewouldsaysomethingthathemightscramblebacktohisself-esteemupon。Hehadtoldherallthatpartlyfrommereweakness,fromhislongingforthesympathywhichhewasalwayssoreadytogive,andpartlyfromthewillingnesstoposebeforeherasabrokenheart,todazzleherbytheironyandpersiflagewithwhichhecouldtreatsuchatragicalmatter;buthecouldnotfeelthathehadsucceeded。ThesumofhercommenthadbeenthatAlicehadservedhimright。Hedidnotknowwhethershereallybelievedthatormerelysaidittopunishhimforsomereason;buthecouldneverletitbethelastword。Hetingledasheturnedtowavehishandkerchieftoherontheboat,withthesuspicionthatshewaslaughingathim;andhecouldnotconsolehimselfwithanyheroofanovelwhohadgothimselfintojustsuchabox。Therewerealwayscircumstances,incidents,mitigations,thatkepttheherostillahero,andennobledtheboxintoanunjustprisoncell。

  L。

  OnthelongsunnypiazzaoftheHygeiaMrs。BrinkleyandMissVanHooksatandtalkedinacommunityofinterestwhichtheyhadnotdiscoveredduringthesummerbeforeatCampobello,andwithanequalityofhearingwhichthesoundofthewaveswashingalmostattheirfeetestablishedbetweenthem。

  InthispleasantnoiseMissVanHookheardaswellasanyone,andMrs。

  Brinkleygraduallyrealisedthatitwasthetroubleofhavingtolifthervoicethathadkeptherfromcultivatingaveryagreeableacquaintancebefore。Theladiessatinasecludedcorner,wearinglightwrapsthattheyhadoftenfoundcomfortableatCampobelloinAugust,andfromtimetotimeattestedtoeachothertheirastonishmentthattheyneedednomoreatOldPointinearlyApril。

  Theydidthisnotonlyasajusttributetotheamiableclimate,butasarelieffromthetopicwhichhadbeenabsorbingthem,andtowhichtheyconstantlyreturned。

  “No。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withasortoffinality,“Ithinkitisthebestthingthatcouldpossiblyhavehappenedtohim。Heisbearingitinaverymanlyway,butIfancyhehasfeltitdeeply,poorfellow。He’sneverbeeninBostonsince,andIdon’tbelievehe’dcomehereifhe’danyideahowmanyBostonpeopletherewereinthehotel——weswarm!Itwouldbeverypainfultohim。”

  “Yes。”saidMissVanHook,“youngpeopleseemtofeelthosethings。”

  “Ofcoursehe’sgoingtogetoverit。That’swhatyoungpeopledotoo。

  Athisagehecan’thelpbeingcaughtwitheveryprettyfaceandeveryprettyfigure,eveninthemidstofhiswoe,andit’sonlyaquestionoftimetillheseizessomeprettyhandandgetsdrawnoutofitaltogether。”

  “Ithinkthatwouldbethecasewithmyniece,too。”saidMissVanHook,“ifshewasn’tkeptinitbyasenseofloyalty。Idon’tbelieveshereallydaresmuchforLieutenantWillinganymore;butheseesnosocietywherehe’sstationed,ofcourse,andhisconstancyisa——arebukeanda——

  a——anincentivetoher。TheywereengagedalongtimeagojustafterheleftWestPoint——andwe’vealwaysbeeninhopesthathewouldberemovedtosomepostwherehecouldmeetotherladiesandbecomeinterestedinsomeoneelse。Butheneverhas,andsotheaffairremains。It’smostundesirabletheyshouldmarry,andinthemeantimeshewon’tbreakitoff,andit’sspoilingherchancesinlife。”

  “Itistoobad。”sighedMrs。Brinkley,“butofcourseyoucandonothing。

  Iseethat。”

  “No,wecandonothing。Wehavetriedeverything。IusedtothinkitwasbecauseshewassodullthereatYonkerswithherfamily,andbroodedupontheoneideaallthetime,thatshecouldnotgetoverit;andatfirstitdidseemwhenshecametomethatshewouldgetoverit。Sheisveryfondofgaiety——ofyoungmen’ssociety,andshe’shadplentyoflittleflirtationsthatdidn’tmeananything,andneveramountedtoanything。

  Everynowandthenaletterwouldcomefromthewildswherehewasstationed,andspoilitall。Sheseemedtofeelasortofchivalrousobligationbecausehewassofaroffandhelplessandlonely。”

  “Yes,Iunderstand。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Whatapityshecouldn’tbemadetofeelthatthatdidn’tdeepentheobligationatall。”

  “I’vetriedtomakeher。”saidMissVanHook,“andI’vebeeneverywherewithher。OnewinterwewereuptheNile,andanotherinNice,andlastwinterwewereinRome。Shemetyoungmeneverywhere,andhadoffersuponoffers;butitwasofnouse。Sheremainedjustthesame,andtillshemetMr。MaveringinWashingtonIdon’tbelieve——“

  MissVanHookstopped,andMrs。Brinkleysaid,“Andyetshealwaysseemedtomeparticularlypracticalandlevel-headed——asthemensay。”

  “Sosheis。Butsheisreallyveryromanticaboutsomethings;andwhenitcomestoamatterofthatkind,girlsareaboutallalike,don’tyouthink?”

  “Ohyes。”saidMrs。Brinkleyhopelessly,andbothladieslookedoutoverthewater,wherethewavescamerollinginoneafteranothertowastethemselvesontheshoreasfutilelyasiftheyhadbeenlives。

  IntheeveningMissAndersongottwolettersfromtheclerk,atthehourwhentheladiesallflockedtohisdeskwiththeeagernessforletterswhichissoengaginginthem。Oneshepulledopenandglancedatwithasortofimpassionedindifference;theothershereadinoneintensemoment,andthenranitintoherpocket,andwithherhandstillonithurriedvividlyflushingtoherroom,andreadandreaditagainwithconstantlymountingemotion。

  “WORMLEY’sHOTEL,Washington,April7,188。

  “DEARMISSANDERSON,——IhavebeenactingonyourpartingadvicetolookoutforthatMr。Lafflinofmine,andIhavediscoveredthatheisanunmitigatedscamp。ConsequentlythereisnothingmoretokeepmeinWashington,andIshouldnowlikeyouradviceaboutcomingtoFortressMonroe。Doyoufinditmalarial?Ontheboatyourauntaskedmetocome,butyousaidnothingaboutit,andIwaslefttosupposethatyoudidnotthinkitwouldagreewithme。Doyoustillthinkso?orwhatdoyouthink?IknowyouthinkitwasuncalledforandinextremelybadtasteformetotellyouwhatIdidtheotherday;andIhavethoughtsotoo。

  Thereisonlyonethingthatcouldjustifyit——thatis,Ithinkitmightjustifyit——ifyouthoughtso。ButIdonotfeelsurethatyouwouldliketoknowit,or,ifyouknewit,wouldlikeit。I’vebeenratherslowcomingtotheconclusionmyself,andperhapsit’sonlythebeginningoftheend;andnottheconclusion——ifthereissuchadifference。ButthequestionnowiswhetherImaycomeandtellyouwhatIthinkitis——

  justifymyself,ormakethingsworsethantheyarenow。Idon’tknowthattheycanbeworse,butIthinkIshouldliketotry。Ithinkyourpresencewouldinspireme。

  “WashingtonisawildernesssinceMiss——VanHookleft。Itisnotahowlingwildernesssimplybecauseithasnotenoughleftinittohowl;

  butithasalltheothermeritsofawilderness。

  “Yourssincerely,“D。F。MAVERING。”

  Afterasecondperusalofthisnote,MissAndersonrecurredtotheotherletterwhichshehadneglectedforit,andreaditwitheyesfromwhichthetearsslowlyfelluponit。Thenshesatalongtimeathertablewithbothlettersbeforeher,anddidnotmove,excepttotakeherhandkerchiefoutofherpocketanddryhereyes,fromwhichthetearsbeganatoncetodripagain。Atlastshestartedforward,andcaughtpenandpapertowardher,bitingherlipandfrowningasiftokeepherselffirm,andshesaidtothecentralfigureinthephotographcasewhichstoodatthebackofthetable,“Iwill,Iwill!Youareaman,anyway。”

  Shesatdown,andbyaseriesofimpulsesshewrotealetter,withwhichshegaveherselfnopausetillsheputitintheclerk’shands,towhomsherandownstairswithit,kickingherskirtintowildwhirlsassheran,andcatchingherfootinitandstumbling。

  “Willitgo——goto-night?”shedemandedtragically。

  “Justintime。”saidtheclerk,withoutlookingup,andapparentlynotthinkingthathertonebetrayedanyunusualamountofemotioninaladypostingaletter;hewasusedtointensityonsuchoccasions。

  Theletterran——

  “DEARMR。MAVERING,——WeshallnowbeheresoshortatimethatIdonotthinkitadvisableforyoutocome。

  “Yourletterwasratherenigmatical,andIdonotknowwhetherI

  understooditexactly。Isupposeyoutoldmewhatyoudidforgoodreasonsofyourown,andIdidnotthinkmuchaboutit。Ibelievethequestionoftastedidnotcomeupinmymind。

  “Myauntjoinsmeinkindestregards。

  “Yoursverysincerely,“JULIAV。H。ANDERSON。”

  “P。S——IthinkthatIoughttoreturnyourletter。Iknowthatyouwouldnotobjecttomykeepingit,butitdoesnotseemright。Iwishtoaskyourcongratulations。IhavebeenengagedforseveralyearstoLieutenantWilling,oftheArmy。HehasbeentransferredfromhispostinMontanatoFortHamiltonatNewYork,andwearetobemarriedinJune。

  ThenextmorningMrs。Brinkleycameupfrombreakfastinasortofduplexexcitement,whichshetriedtoimparttoherhusband;hestoodwithhisbacktowardthedoor,bendingforwardtotheglassforamoreaccurateviewofhisface,fromwhichhehadscrapedhalfthelatherinshaving。

  Shehadtwocardsinherhand:“MissVanHookandMissAndersonhavegone。

  Theywentthismorning。IfoundtheirP。P。C。’sbymyplate。”

  Mr。Brinkleymadeaninarticulatenoiseforcomment,andassumedthecontemptuoussneerwhichsomemenfindconvenientforshavingthelowerlip。

  “Andguesswho’scome,ofallpeopleintheworld?”

  “Idon’tknow。”saidBrinkley,seizinghischancetospeak。

  “ThePasmers!——Aliceandhermother!Isn’titawful?”

  Mr。Brinkleyhadentereduponaverydifficultspotatthecornerofhisleftjaw。Hefinisheditbeforehesaid,“Idon’tseeanythingawfulaboutit,solongasPasmerhasn’tcometoo。”

  “ButDanMavering!He’sinWashington,andhemaycomedownhereanyday。

  Justthinkhowshockingthatwouldbe!“

  “Isn’tthatratheratheory?”askedMr。Brinkley,findingsuchopportunitiesforconversationashecould。“IdaresayMrs。Pasmerwouldbeverygladtoseehim。”

  “I’venodoubtshewould。”saidMrs。Brinkley。Butit’stheworstthingthatcouldhappen——forhim。AndIfeellikewritinghimnottocome——

  telegraphinghim。”

  “YouknowhowthemanmadeafortuneinChicago。”saidherhusband,dryinghisrazortenderlyonatowelbeforebeginningtostropit。“Iadviseyoutoletthewholethingalone。Itdoesn’tconcernusinanywaywhatever。”

  “Then。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“thereoughttobeacommitteetotakeitinhandandwarnhim。”

  “Idaresayyoucouldmakeoneupamongtheladies。Butdon’tbethefirsttomoveinthematter。”

  “Ireallybelieve。”saidhiswife,withhermindtakenoffthepointbytheattractivenessofasurmisewhichhadjustoccurredtoher,“thatMrs。

  PasmerwouldbecapableoffollowinghimdownifsheknewhewasinWashington。”

  “Yes,ifsheknow。Butsheprobablydoesn’t。”

  “Yes。”saidMrs。Brinkleydisappointedly。“IthinkthesuddendepartureoftheVanHooksmusthavehadsomethingtodowithDanMavering。”

  “Seemsaveryinfluentialyoungman。”saidherhusband。“Heattractsandrepelspeoplerightandleft。DidyouspeaktothePasmers?”

  “No;you’dbetter,whenyougodown。They’vejustcomeintothedining-

  room。Thegirllookslikedeath。”

  “Well,I’lltalktoheraboutMavering。That’llcheerherup。”

  Mrs。Brinkleylookedathimforaninstantasifshereallythoughthimcapableofit。Thenshejoinedhiminhislaugh。

  Mrs。BrinkleyhadtheorisedAlicePasmerassimplyandprimitivelyselfish,liketherestofthePasmersinwhomthefamilytraitsprevailed。

  WhenMaveringstoppedcomingtoherhouseafterhisengagementshejustlysuspectedthatitwasbecauseAlicehadforbiddenhim,andshehadrejoicedatthebrokenengagementasanescapeforDan;shehadfranklysaidso,andshehadreceivedhimbackintofullfavouratthefirstmomentinWashington。ShelikedMissAnderson,andshehadhoped,withtheinterestwhichwomenfeelineverysuchaffair,thatherflirtationwithhimmightbecomeserious。Butnowthishadapparentlynothappened。

  JuliaAndersonwasgonewithmystifyingprecipitation,andAlicePasmerhadcomewithanunexpectednesswhichhadtheaspectoffatality。

  Mrs。Brinkleyfeltbound,ofcourse,sincetherewasnoopenenmitybetweenthem,tomeetthePasmersontheneutralgroundoftheHygeiawithconventionalamiability。Shewasreallytouchedbytheabsentwannessofthegirlslook,andbythelater-comingrecognitionwhichshapedhermouthintoapatheticsnide。Alicedidnotlooklikedeathquite,asMrs。

  Brinkleyhadtoldherhusband,withthenecessityhersexhasforputtingitssuperlativesbeforeitspositives;butshewaspaleandthin,andshemovedwithalanguidstepwhentheyallmetatnightafterMrs。BrinkleyhadkeptoutofthePasmers’wayduringtheday。

  “Shehasbeenillallthelatterpartofthewinter。”saidMrs。PasmertoMrs。Brinkleythatnightinthecornerofthespreadinghotelparlours,wheretheyfoundthemselves。Mrs。Pasmerdidnotlookwellherself;shespokewithhereyesfixedanxiouslyonthedoorAlicehadjustpassedoutof。“Sheisgoingtobed,butIknowIshallfindherawakewheneverI

  go。”

  “Perhaps。”suggestedMrs。Brinkley,“thissoft,heavyseaairwillputhertosleep。”Shetriedtospeakdrilyandindifferently,butshecouldnot;

  shewas,infact,verymuchinterestedbythesituation,andshewastouched,inspiteofherdistasteforthemboth,bytheevidentunhappinessofmotheranddaughter。Sheknewwhatitcamefrom,andshesaidtoherselfthattheydeservedit;butthisdidnotaltogetherfortifyheragainsttheirpathos。“Icanhardlykeepawakemyself。”sheaddedgruffly。

  “Ihopeitmayhelpher。”saidMrs。Pasmer;“thedoctorstronglyurgedourcoming。”

  Mr。Pasmerisn’twithyou。”saidMrs。Brinkley,feelingthatitwasdecenttosaysomethingabouthim。

  “No;hewasdetained。”Mrs。Pasmerdidnotexplainthecauseofhisdetention,andthetwoladiesslowlywavedtheirfansamomentinsilence。

  “AretheremanyBostonPeopleinthehouse?”Mrs。Pasmerasked。

  “It’sfullofthem。”criedMrs。Brinkley。

  “Ihadscarcelynoticed。”sighedMrs。Pasmer;andMrs。Brinkleyknewthatthiswasnottrue。“Alicetakesupallmythoughts。”sheadded;andthismightbetrueenough。Sheleanedalittleforwardandasked,inalow,entreatingvoiceoverherfan,“Mrs。Brinkley,haveyouseenMr。Maveringlately?”

  Mrs。Brinkleyconsideredthisalittletoobold,alittletoobrazen。HadtheyactuallycomeSouthinpursuitofhim?Itwasshameless,andsheletMrs:Pasmerknowsomethingofherfeelingintheshortnesswithwhichsheanswered,“IsawhiminWashingtontheotherday——foramoment。”SheshortenedthetimeshehadspentinDan’scompanysoastocutMrs。Pasmerofffromasmuchcomfortaspossible,andshestaredatherinopenastonishment。

  Mrs。PasmerdroppedhereyesandfingeredtheedgeofherfanwithasubmissivenessthatseemedtoMrs。Brinkleytheperfectionofduplicity;

  shewantedtoshakeher。“Iknew。”sighedMrs。Pasmer,“thatyouhadalwaysbeensuchafriendofhis。”

  Itisthelaststrawwhichbreaksthecamel’sback;Mrs。Brinkleyfelthermoralvertebraegiveway;shealmostheardthemcrack;butiftherewasreallyadetonation,thedrownedthenoisewithaharshlaugh。“Oh,hehadotherfriendsinWashington。ImethimeverywherewithMissAnderson。”ThisstatementconflictedwiththetheoryofhersingleinstantwithDan,butshefeltthatinsuchacause,inthecauseofgivingpaintoawomanlikeMrs。Pasmer,thedeflectionfromexacttruthwasjustifiable。Shehurriedon:“Iratherexpectedhemightrundownhere,butnowthatthey’regone,Idon’tsupposehe’llcome。YourememberMissAnderson’saunt,MissVanHook?”

  “Ohyes。”saidMrs。Pasmer。

  “Shewasherewithher。”

  “MissVanHookwassuchaNewYorktype——ofacertainkind。”saidMrs。

  Pasmer。Sherose,withasmileatoncesoconventional,soheroic,andsopitifulthatMrs。Brinkleyfelttheremorseofagenerousvictor。

  Shewenttoherroom,hardeningherheart,andsheburstinwithafloodofvolubleexasperationthatthreatenedalltheneighbouringroomswithoverflow。

  “Well,shecried,“theyhaveshowntheirhandscompletely。TheyhavecomeheretohoundDanMaveringdown,andgethimintotheirtoilsagain。Why,thewomanactuallysaidasmuch!ButIfancyIhavegivenherafitofinsomniathatwillenablehertoshareherdaughter’svigils。ReallysuchimpudenceIneverheardof!“

  “Doyouwanteverybodyinthecorridortohearofit?”askedBrinkley,frombehindanewspaper。

  “Iknowonething。”continuedMrs。Brinkley,droppinghervoiceacoupleofoctaves。TheywillnevergethimhereifIcanhelpit。Hewon’tcome,anyway,nowMissAndersonisgone;butI’llmakeassurancedoublysurebywritinghimnottocome;I’lltellhimthey’vegone;andthanwearegoingtoo。”

  “YouhadbetterrememberthemaninChicago。”saidherhusband。

  “Well,thisismybusiness——orI’llmakeitmybusiness!“criedMrs。

  Brinkley。Shewentontalkingrapidly,risingwithgreatexcitementinhervoiceattimes,andthenrememberingtospeaklower;andherhusbandapparentlyreadonthroughmostofhertalk,thoughnowandthenhemadesomecommentthatseemedofalmostinspiredaptness。

  “Thewaytheybothmadeuptomewasdisgusting。ButIknowthegirlisjustatoolinhermother’shands。Hermotherseemedactuallypassiveincomparison。ForskilfulwheedlingIcouldfalldownandworshipthatwoman;Ireallyadmireher。Aslongasthegirlwaswithusshekeptherselfinthebackgroundandputthegirlatme。Itwassimplyamasterpiece。”

  “Howdoyouknowsheputheratyou?”askedBrinkley。

  “How?Bythewaysheseemednottodoit!AndbecausefromwhatIknowofthatstupidPasmerprideitwouldbeperfectlyimpossibleforanyonewhowasaPasmertotakeherdeprecatorymannertowardmeofherself。Yououghttohaveseenit!Itwassimplyperfect。”

  “Perhaps。”saidBrinkley,witharemotedreaminess,“shewastrulysorry。”

  “Trulystuff!No,indeed;shehatesmeasmuchasever——more!“

  “Well,then,maybeshe’sdoingitbecauseshehatesyou——doingitforhersoul’sgood——sortofpenance,sortofatonementtoMavering。”

  Mrs。Brinkleyturnedroundfromherdressing-tabletoseewhatherhusbandmeant,butthenewspaperhidhim。Weallknowthatourownnaturesaremixedandcontradictory,butweeachattributetoothersalogicalconsistencywhichweneverfindinanyoneoutofthenovels。AlicePasmerwascoldandreticent,andMrs。Brinkley,whohadlivedhalfacenturyinaworldfullofparadoxes,couldnotimaginehersubjecttogustsofpassionatefrankness;sheknewthegirltobeproudanddistant,andshecouldnotconceiveofanabjecthumilityandlongingforsympathyinherheart。IfAlicefelt,whenshesawMrs。Brinkley,thatshehadaprovidentialopportunitytopunishherselfforherinjusticetoDan,thefactcouldnotbeestablisheduponMrs。Brinkley’stheoryofher。Iftheasceticimpulseisthemostpurelyselfishimpulseinhumannature,Mrs。

  Brinkleymightnothavebeenmistakeninsuspectingherofanignoblemotive,thoughitmighthavehadforthegirlthelastsublimityofself-

  sacrifice。Thewomanwhodislikedherandpitiedherknewthatshehadnoarts,andratherthanadoptsosimpleatheoryofherbehaviourasherhusbandhadadvancedsheheldallthemorestrenuouslytoherowntheorythatAlicewaspractisinghermother’sarts。Thiswasinevitable,partlyfromthesenseofMrs。Pasmer’sartfulnesswhicheverybodyhad,andpartlyfromtheallegiancewhichwepay——andwomenespeciallyliketopay——tothetraditionoftheplaywrightsandthenovelists,thatsocialresultsofallkindsaretheworkofdeep,andmoreorlessdarkling,designonthepartofotherwomen——suchotherwomenasMrs。Pasmer。

  Mrs。Brinkleycontinuedtotalk,butthegodspokenomorefrombehindthenewspaper;andafterwardMrs。Brinkleylayalongtimeawake;hardeningherheart。Butshewashauntedtothevergeofherdreamsbythatgirl’ssicklook,byherlanguidwalk,andbytheeffectwhichshehadseenherownwordstakeuponMrs。Pasmer——aneffectsoadmirablydisowned,soperfectlyobvious。Beforeshecouldgettosleepshewasobligedtomakeacompromisewithherheart,inpursuanceofwhich,whenshefoundMrs。

  Pasmeratbreakfastaloneinthemorning,shewentuptoher,andsaid,holdingherhandamoment,“Ihopeyourdaughtersleptwelllastnight。”

  “No。”saidMrs。Pasmer,slippingherhandaway,“Ican’tsaythatshedid。”Therewasprobablynoresentmentexpressedinthewayshewithdrewherhand,buttheotherthoughttherewas。

  “IwishIcoulddosomethingforher。”shecried。

  “Oh,thankyou。”saidMrs。Pasmer。“It’sverygoodofyou。”AndMrs。

  Brinkleyfanciedshesmiledratherbitterly。

  Mrs。BrinkleywentoutupontheseawardverandahofthehotelwiththisbitternessofMrs。Pasmer’ssmileinherthoughts;anditdisposedhertofeelmorekeenlythequalityofMissPasmer’ssmile。Shefoundthegirlstandingthereataremotepointofthatlongstretchofplanking,andlookingoutoverthewater;sheheldwithbothhandsacrossherbreastthesoftchuddahshawlwhichthewindcaughtandflutteredawayfromherwaist。Shewasalone,saidasMrs。Brinkley’scompunctionsgoadedhernearer,shefanciedthatthesawAlicemasteraprimarydislikeinherface,andputonalookofpatheticpropitiation。ShedidnotcomeforwardtomeetMrs。Brinkley,wholikedbetterherwaitingtobeapproached;butshesmiledgratefullywhenMrs。Brinkleyputoutherhand,andshetookitwithaverycoldone。

  “Youmustfinditchillyhere。”saidtheelderwoman。

  “IhadbetterbeoutintheairallIcould,thedoctorsaid。”answeredAlice。

  “Well,then,comewithmeroundthecorner;there’sasortofrecessthere,andyouwon’tbeblowntopierces。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withauthority。Theysatdowntogetherintherecess,andsheadded:“IusedtositherewithMissVanHook;shecouldhearbetterinthenoisethewavesmade。Ihopeitisn’ttoomuchforyou。”

  “Ohno。”saidAlice。“Mammasaidyoutoldhertheywerehere。”Mrs。

  Brinkleyreassuredherselffromthis;MissVanHook’snamehadratherslippedout;butofcourseMrs。PasmerhadnotrepeatedwhatshehadsaidaboutDaninthisconnection。“IwishIcouldhaveseenJulia。”Alicewenton。“ItwouldhavebeenquitelikeCampobelloagain。”

  “Oh,quite。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withashortbreath,andnotknowingwhitherthistended。Alicedidnotleaveherindoubt。

  “Ishouldliketohaveseenher,andbeggedherforthewayItreatedherthelastpartofthetimethere。IfeelasifIcouldmakemywholelifeareparation。”sheaddedpassionately。

  Mrs。Brinkleybelievedthatthiswasthemerefrenzyofsentimentality,theexaltationofaselfishasceticism;butatthebreakinthegirl’svoiceandtheaversionofherfaceshecouldnothelpathrillofmotherlytendernessforher。Shewantedtotellhershewasanunconscioushumbug,bentnowasalwaysonherownadvantage,andreallyindifferenttoothersshealsowantedtocomforther,andtellherthatsheexaggerated,andwasnottoblame。Shedidneither,butwhenAliceturnedherfacebacksheseemedencouragedbyMrs。Brinkley’slooktogoon:“Ididn’tappreciateherthen;shewasverygenerousandhigh-minded——toohigh-mindedformetounderstand,even。Butwedon’tseemtoknowhowgoodothersaretillwewrongthem。”

  “Yes,thatisverytrue。”saidMrs。Brinkley。SheknewthatAlicewasobviouslyreferringtothebreachbetweenherselfandMissAndersonfollowingthenightoftheTrevortheatricals,andthedislikeforherthatshehadshownwithafranknesssomeoftheladieshadthoughtbrutal。

  Mrs。Brinkleyalsobelievedthatherwordshadatacitmeaning,andshewouldhavelikedtohavethehardnesstosayshehadseenanunnamedvictimofAlicedoinghisbesttoconsoletheothershehadspecified。

  Butshemerelysaiddrily,“Yes,perhapsthat’sthereasonwhywe’reallowedtoinjurepeople。”

  “Itmustbe。”saidAlicesimply。“DidMissAndersoneverspeakofme?”

  “No;Ican’trememberthatsheeverdid。”Mrs。BrinkleydidnotfeelboundtosaythatsheandMissVanHookhaddiscussedheratlarge,andagreedperfectlyabouther。

  “Ishouldliketoseeher;Ishouldliketowritetoher。”

  Mrs。Brinkleyfeltthatsheoughtnottosufferthisintimatetendencyinthetalk:

  “Youmustfindagreatmanyotheracquaintancesinthehotel,MissPasmer。”

  “SomeoftheFranklandgirdsarehere,andthetwoBellinghams。Ihavehardlyspokentothemyet。Doyouthinkthatwhereyouhaveevenbeenintheright,ifyouhavebeenharsh,ifyouhavebeenhasty,ifyouhaven’tmadeallowances,yououghttooffersomeatonement?”

  “Really,Ican’tsay。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withasmileofdistaste。“I’mafraidyourquestionisn’tquiteinmylineofthinking;it’smoreinMissCotton’sway。You’dbetteraskhersometime。”

  “No。”saidAlicesadly;“shewouldflatterme。”

  “Ah!Ialwayssupposedshewasveryconscientious。”

  “She’sconscientious,butshelikesmetoowell。”

  “Oh!“commentedMrs。Brinkleytoherself,“thenyouknowIdon’tlikeyou,andyou’llusemeinoneway,ifyoucan’tinanother。Verywell!“Butshefoundthegirl’strusttouchingsomehow,thoughthesentimentalityofherappealseemedastawdryasever。

  “Iknewyouwouldbejust。”addedAlicewistfully。

  “Oh,Idon’tknowaboutatonements!“saidMrs。Brinkley,withaneffectofcarelessness。“Itseemstomethatweusuallymakethemforourownsake。”

  “Ihavethoughtofthat。”saidAlice,withalookofexpectation。

  “Andweusuallyastonishotherpeoplewhenweofferthem。”

  “Eithertheydon’tlikeit,orelsetheydon’tfeelsomuchinjuredaswehadsupposed。”

  “0h,butthere’snoquestion——“

  “IfMissAnderson——“

  “MissAnderson?Oh——ohyes!“

  “IfMissAndersonforexample。”pursuedMrs。Brinkley,“feltaggrievedwithyou。ButreallyI’venorighttoenterintoyouraffairs,MissPasmer。”

  “OhYes,yes!——do!Iaskedyouto。”thegirlimplored。

  “Idoubtifitwillhelpmattersforhertoknowthatyouregretanything;

  andifsheshouldn’thappentohavethoughtthatyouwereunjusttoher,itwouldmakeheruncomfortablefornothing。”

  “Doyouthinkso?”askedthegirl,withadisappointmentthatbetrayeditselfinhervoiceandeyes。

  “IneverfeelImyselfcompetenttoadvise。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Icancriticise——anybodycan——andIdo,prettyfreely;butadviceisamoreseriousmatter。Eachofusmustactfromherself——fromwhatshethinksisright。”

  “Yes,Isee。Thankyousomuch,Mrs。Brinkley。”

  “Afterall,wehavearighttodoourselvesgood,evenwhenwepretendthatit’sgoodtoothers,ifwedon’tdothemanyharm。”

  “Yes,Isee。”Alicelookedaway,andthenseemedabouttospeakagain;

  butoneofMrs。Brinkley’sacquaintancecameup,andthegirlrosewithafrightenedairandwentaway。

  “Alice’stalkwithyouthismorningdidhersomuchgood!“saidMrs。

  Pasmer,later。“ShehasalwaysfeltsobadlyaboutMissAnderson!“

  Mrs。BrinkleysawthatMrs。PasmerwishedtoconfinethemeaningoftheirtalktoMissAnderson,andsheassented,withapenetrationofwhichshesawthatMrs。Pasmerwasgratefullyaware。

  ShegrewmoretolerantofboththePasmersasthedangerofgreaterintimacyfromthem,whichseemedtothreatenatfirstseemedtopassaway。

  Shehadnotrespondedtotheiradvances,buttherewasnoreasonwhysheshouldnotbeciviltothem;therehadneverbeenanyopenquarrelwiththem。Sheoftenfoundherselfintalkwiththem,andwasamusedtonotethatshewastheonlyBostonianwhomtheydidnotkeepalooffrom。

  Itcouldnotbesaidthatshecametolikeeitherofthembetter。ShestillsuspectedMrs。Pasmerofdesign,thoughshedevelopednonebeyondmanoeuvringAliceoutofthewayofpeoplewhomshewishedtoavoid;andshestillfoundthegirl,asshealwaysthoughther,asegotist,whosebestimpulsestowardothershadafinalaiminherself。Shethoughtherverycrudeinherideas——cruderthanshehadseemedatCampobello,whereshehadperhapsbeensoftenedbyheraffinitionwiththegentlerandkindliernatureofDanMavering。Mrs。Brinkleywasnevertiredofsayingthathehadmadethemostfortunateescapeintheworld,andthoughBrinkleyownedhewastiredofhearingit,shecontinuedtosayitwithagreatvarietyofspeculation。SherecognisedthatinmostgirlsofAlice’sagemanytraitsareinsolution,waitingtheirprecipitationintocharacterbythechemicalcontactwhichtimeandchancesmustbring,andthatitwasnotfairtojudgeherbythepresentfermentofhereditarytendencies;butsherejoicedallthesamethatitwasnotDanMavering’scharacterwhichwastogivefixitytohers。Themoreshesawofthegirlthemoreshewasconvincedthattwosuchpeoplecouldonlymakeeachotherunhappy;fromdaytoday,almostfromhourtohour,sheresolvedtowritetoMaveringandtellhimnottocome。

  ShewassurethatthePasmerswishedtohavetheaffaironagain,andpartofherfascinationwithagirlwhomsheneitherlikednorapprovedwasherbeliefthatAlice’shealthhadbrokenunderthestrainofherregretsandherdespair。Shedidnotgetbetterfromthechangeofair;shegrewmorelistlessandlanguid,andmoredependentuponMrs。Brinkley’scharysympathy。Theolderwomanaskedherselfagainandagainwhatmadethegirlclingtoher?WasshegoingtoaskherfinallytointercedewithDan?orwasitreallyadespairingatonementtohim,themostdisagreeablesacrificeshecouldoffer,asMr。Brinkleyhadstupidlysuggested?ShebelievedthatAlice’sselfishnessandmorbidsentimentwereequaltoeither。

  Brinkleygenerallytookthegirl’spartagainsthiswife,andinaheavyjocosewaytriedtocheerherup。Hedidlittlethingsforher;fetchedandcarriedchairsandcushionsandrugs,andgavehisattentionstheairofpleasantries。Oneofhisofficeswastogettheladies’lettersforthemintheevening,andonenighthecameinbeamingwithaletterforeachofthemwheretheysattogetherintheparlour。Hedistributedthemintotheirlaps。

  “Hello!I’vemadeamistake。”hesaid,puttingdownhisheadtotakebacktheletterhehaddroppedinMissPasmer’slap。“I’vegivenyoumywife’sletter。”

  Thegirlglancedatit,gaveamoaningkindofcry,andfellbeakinherchair,hidingherfaceinherhands。

  Mrs。Brinkley,possessedherselfoftheotherletter,and,thoughpasttheagewhenladieswishtokilltheirhusbandsfortheirstupidity,shegaveBrinkleyalookofmassacrewhichmystifiedevenmorethanitmurderedhisinnocence。Hehadtolearnlaterfromhiswife’smoreelicitfurywhatthewomenhadallknowninstantly。

  HeshowedhisusefulnessingatheringAliceupandgettinghertohermother’sroom。”

  “Oh,Mrs。Brinkley。”imploredMrs。Pasmer,followinghertothedoor,“isMr。Maveringcominghere?”

  “Idon’tknow——Ican’tsay——Ihaven’treadtheletteryet。”

  “Oh,doletmeknowwhenyou’vereadit,won’tyou?Idon’tknowwhatweshalldo。”

  Mrs。Brinkleyreadtheletterinherownroom。“Yougodown。”shesaidtoherhusband,withunabatedferocity;“andtelegraphDanMaveringatWormley’snottocame。Saywe’regoingawayatonce。”

  ThenshesentMrs。Pasmeraslipofpaperonwhichshehadwritten,“Notcoming。”

  Ithasbeentheexperienceofeveryonetohavesomealienconcerncomeintohislifeandtormenthimwithmoreanxietythananyaffairofhisovn。Thisis,perhaps,ahintfromtheinfinitesympathywhichfeelsforusallthatnoneofuscanhopetofreehimselffromthetroublesofothers,thatweareeachboundtoeachbytieswhich,forthemostpart,wecannotperceive,butwhich,atthemomenttheirstresscomes,wecannotbreak。

  Mrs。Brinkleylayawakeandragedimpotentlyagainsthercomplicitywiththeunhappinessofthatdistastefulgirlandhermorethandistastefulmother。Inherrevoltagainstitsherenouncedtheinterestshehadfeltinthatsillyboy,andhisridiculouslovebusiness,soreallyunimportanttoherwhateverturnittook。Sheaskedherselfwhatitmatteredtoherwhetherthosechildrenmarredtheirlivesonewayoranotherway。TherewasaluridmomentbeforeshesleptwhenshewishedBrinkleytogodownandrecallhertelegram;butherefusedtobeafoolatsomuchinconveniencetohimself。

  Mrs。BrinkleycametobreakfastfeelingsomuchmorehaggardthanshefoundeitherofthePasmerslooking,thatshewasabletothrowoffherlingeringremorseforhavingtoldMaveringnottocome。Shehadtheadvantagealsoofdoubtastoherprecisemotiveinhavingdoneso;shehadeitherdonesobecauseshehadjudgeditbestforhimnottoseeMissPasmeragain,orelseshehaddonesotorelievethegirlfromthepainofanencounterwhichhermotherevidentlydreadedforher。Ifonemotiveseemedatmomentsoutrageouslymeddlingandpresumptuous,theotherwassonoblygoodandkindthatitmorethancounterbalanceditinMrs。

  Brinkley’smind,whoknewverywellinspiteofherdoubtthatshehad,actedfromamixtureofboth。Withthisconviction,itwasbothacomfortandapangtofindbytheregisterofthehotel,whichshefurtivelyconsulted,thatDanhadnotarrivedbythemorningboat,asshegroundlesslyfearedandhopedhemighthavedone。

  Inanycase,however,andattheendofalltheends,shehadthatgirlonherhandsmorethanever;andbelievingasshedidthatDanandAlicehadonlytomeetinordertobereconciled,shefeltthatthegirlwhomshehadbalkedofherpreywasherinnocentvictim。Whatrighthadshetointerfere?Washenothernaturalprey?Ifhelikedbeingaprey,whowaslawfullytoforbidhim?Hewasnotperfect;hewouldknowhowtotakecareofhimselfprobably;inmarriagethingsequalisedthemselves。Shelookedatthegirl’sthincheeksandlack-lustreeyes,andpitiedandhatedherwiththatstrangemixtureoffeelingwhichourvictimsaspireinus。

  ShewalkedoutontheverandahwiththePasmersafterbreakfast,andchattedawhileaboutindifferentthings;andAlicemadeanefforttoignoretheeventofthenightbeforewithapathoswhichwrungMrs。

  Brinkley’sheart,andwithagayresolutionwhichoughttohavebeenagreatpleasuretosuchaveterandissemblerashermother。Shesaidshehadneverfoundtheairsodelicious;shereallybelieveditwouldbegintodohergoodnow;butitwasalittlefreshjustthere,andwithhereyessheinvitedhermothertocomewithherroundthecornerintothatshelteredrecess,andinvitedMrs。Brinkleynottocome。

  Itwasthateffectofresentmentwhichislightereventhanatouch,thewaftofthearrow’sfeather;butitcouldwoundaguiltyheart,andMrs。

  Brinkleysatdownwhereshewas,realisingwithapangthatthetimewhenshemighthavebeeneverythingtothisunhappygirlhadjustpassedforever,andhenceforthshecouldbenothing。Sheremainedmusingsadlyuponthecontradictionsshehadfeltinthegirl’scharacter,theconfusionofgoodandevil,thepotentialitiesofmiseryandharm,thepotentialitiesofblissandgood;andshefeltlessandlesssatisfiedwithherself。ShehadreallypresumedtointerferewithFate;perhapsshehadinterferedwithProvidence。Shewouldhavegivenanythingtorecallheract;andthenwithaflashsherealisedthatitwasquitepossibletorecallit。

  ShecouldtelegraphMaveringtocome;andsherose,humblyandgratefully,asiffromanansweredprayer,togoanddoso。

  Shewasnotatallayoungwoman,andmanythingshadcomeandgoneinherlifethatoughttohavefortifiedheragainstsurprise;butshewantedtoscreamlikealittlefrightenedgirlasDanMaveringsteppedoutoftheparlourdoortowardher。Thehabitofnotscreaming,however,prevailed,andshemadeatolerablysuccessfulefforttotreathimwithdecentcomposure。Shegavehimarigidhand。“Whereintheworlddidyoucomefrom?Didyougetmytelegram?”

  “No。Didyougetmyletter?”

  “Yes。”

  “Well,ItookanotiontocomerightonafterIwrote,andIstartedonthesametrainwithit。ButtheysaiditwasnousetryingtogetintotheHygeia,andIstoppedlastnightatthelittlehotelinHampton。I’vejustwalkedover,andMr。Brinkleytoldmeyouwereoutheresomewhere。

  That’sthewholestory,Ibelieve。”Hegavehisnervouslaugh,butitseemedtoMrs。Brinkleythatithadnotmuchjoyinit。

  “Hush!“shesaidinvoluntarily,recedingtoherchairandsinkingbackintoitagain。Helookedsurprised。“YouknowtheVanHooksaregone?”

  Helaughedharshly。“Ishouldthinktheyweredeadfromyourmanner,Mrs。

  Brinkley。ButIdidn’tcometoseetheVanHooks。WhatmadeyouthinkI

  did?”

  Hegaveheralookwhichshefoundsodishonest,soreallyinsincere,thatsheresolvedtoabandonhimtoProvidenceassoonasshecould。“Oh,I

  didn’tknowbuttherehadbeensomelittleunderstandingatWashington。”

  “Perhapsontheirpart。Theywerepeoplewhoseemedtotakeagoodmanythingsforgranted,buttheycouldhardlyexpecttocontrolotherpeople’smovements。”

  HelookedsharplyatMrs。Brinkley,asiftoquestionhowmuchsheknew;

  butshehadnowmeasuredhim,andshesaid,“Oh!thenthevisit’stome?”

  “Entirely。”criedDan。Theoldsweetnesscameintohislaughingeyesagain,andwenttoMrs。Brinkley’sheart。Shewishedhimtobehappy,somehow;shewouldhavedoneanythingforhim;shewishedsheknewwhattodo。OughtshetotellhimthePasmerswerethere?Oughtshetomakeupsomeexcuseandgethimawaybeforehemetthem?Shefeltherselfgettingmoreandmorebewilderedandhelpless。ThosewomenmightcomeroundthatcorneranymomentandthensheknowthefirstsightofAlice’sfacewoulddoorundoeverythingwithDan。Didshewishthemreconciled?Didshewishthemforeverparted?Shenolongerknewwhatshewished;sheonlyknewthatshehadnorighttowishanything。ShecontinuedtotalkonwithDan,whogrewmoreandmoreatease,anddidmostofthetalking,whileMrs。Brinkley’swholebeingnarroweditselftothequestion。WouldthePasmerscomebackthatway,orwouldtheygoroundthefurthercorner,andgetintothehotelbyanotherdoor?

  Thesuspenseseemedinterminable;theymusthavealreadygonethatotherway。Suddenlysheheardthepushingbackofchairsinthatrecess。Shecouldnotbearit。Shejumpedtoherfeet。

  “Justwaitamoment,Mr。Mavering!I’lljoinyouagain。Mr。Brinkleyisexpecting——Imust——“……

  OnemorningofthefollowingJuneMrs。BrinkleysatwellforwardinthebeautifulchurchwhereDanandAliceweretobemarried。Thelovelydaybecameastilllovelierdaywithin,enrichedbythedyesofthestainedwindowsthroughwhichitstreamed;thestillplacewasdimyetbrightwithit;thefigurespaintedonthewallshadasoftdistinctness;abodyoflightseemedtoirradiatefromthedepthsofthedomelikelamp-light。

  Therewasasubduedmurmurofvoicesamongthepeopleinthepews:theywereinasacrededificewithoutbeingexactlyatchurch,andtheymighttalk;nowandthenamuffled,nervouslaughescaped。Adelicatescentofflowersfromthemassesinthechancelmixedwiththelightandtheprevailingsilence。Therewasasoft,continuousrustleofdraperyastheladiesadvancedupthethicklycarpetedaislesonthearmsoftheyoungushersandcompressedthemselvesintoplaceinthepews。

  TwoorthreepeoplewhomshedidnotknowwereputintothepewwithMrs。

  Brinkley,butshekeptherseatnexttheaisle;presentlyanusherbroughtupaladywhosatdownbesideher,andthenforamomentortwoseemedtosinkandrise,asifonthespringsofanintenseexcitement。

  ItwasMissCotton,who,whilethisprocessofquiescinglasted,appearednottoknowMrs。Brinkley。Whenshebecameawareofher,allwaslostagain。“Mrs。Brinkley!“shecried,aswellasonecancryinwhisper。

  “Isitpossible?”

  “Ihavemydoubts。”Mrs。Brinkleywhisperedback。“Butwe’llsupposethecase。”

  “Oh,it’salltoogoodtohetrue!HowIenvyyoubeingthemeansofbringingthemtogether,Mrs。Brinkley!“

  “Means?”

  “Yes——theyoweitalltoyou;youneedn’ttrytodenyit;he’stoldeveryone!“

  “Iwassureshehadn’t。”saidMrs。Brinkley,rememberinghowAlicehadmarkedanincreasingignoranceofanypartshemighthavehadintheaffairfromthefirstmomentofherreconciliationwithDan;shehadtheeffectoffeelingthatshehadsacrificedenoughtoMrs。Brinkley;andMrs。Brinkleyhadbeenrestoredtoalltheoriginalstrengthofherconvictionthatshewasasolemnlittleunconsciousegotist,andDanwasasunselfishandgoodashewasunequaltoherexactions。

  “Ohno?”saidMissCotton。“Shecouldn’t!“implyingthatAlicewouldbetoodelicatetospeakofit。

  “Doyouseeanyofhisfamilyhere?”askedMrs。Brinkley。

  “Yes;overthere——upfront。”MissCottonmotioned,withhereyestowardapewinwhichMrs。Brinkleydistinguishedanelderlygentleman’sdown-

  mistedbaldheadandthebackofayounglady’sbonnet。“Hisfatherandsister;theother’sabridemaid;motherbed-riddenandcouldn’tcome。”

  “Theymighthavebroughtherinan-arm-chair。”suggestedMrs。Brinkleyironically,“onsuchanoccasion。Butperhapstheydon’ttakemuchinterestinsuchapatched-upaffair。”

  “Ohyes,theydo!“exclaimedMissCotton。“TheyidoliseAlice。”

  “AndMrs。PasmerandMister,too?”

  “Idon’tsupposethatsomuchmatters。”

  “Theyknowhowtoacquiesce,I’venodoubt。”

  “Ohyes!You’veheard?Theyoungpeoplearegoingabroadfirstwithherfamilyforayear,andthentheycomebacktolivewithhis——wheretheWorksare。”

  “Poorfellow!“saidMrs。Brinkley。

  “Why,Mrs。Brinkley,doyoustillfeelthatway?”askedMissCotton,withacertaindistress。Itseemstomethatifevertwoyoungpeoplehadthepromiseofhappiness,theyhave。Justseewhattheirlovehasdoneforthemalready!“

  “Andyoustillthinkthatinthesecaseslovecandoeverything?”

  MissCottonwasabouttoreply,whensheobservedthatthepeopleaboutherhadstoppedtalking。Thebridegroom,withhisbestman,inwhomhisfewacquaintancesthererecognisedBoardmanwithsomesurprise,cameoverthechancelfromoneside。

  MissCottonbentclosetoMrs。Brinkleyandwhisperedrapidly:“AlicefoundoutMr。Maveringwishedit,andinsistedonhishavinghim。Itwasagreatconcession,butshe’sperfectlymagnanimous。Poorfellow!howhedoeslook!“

  Alice,onherfather’sarm,withherbridemaids,ofwhomthefirstwasMinnieMavering,mountedthechancelsteps,whereMr。Pasmerremainedstandingtillheadvancedtogiveawaythebride。Hebehavedwithgreatdignity,butseemeddeeplyaffected;theladiesinthefrontpewssaidtheycouldseehisfacetwitch;butheneverlookedhandsomer。

  Thefiveclergymencarnefromthebackofthechancelintheirwhitesurplices。Theceremonyproceededtotheend。

  Theyoungcoupledroveatoncetothestation,wheretheyweretotakethetrainforNewYork,andwaitthereadayortwoforMrs。andMr。Pasmerbeforetheyallsailed。

  Astheydrovealong,AliceheldDan’swristinthecoldclutchofhertremblinglittleunglovedhand,onwhichherweddingringshone。“O

  dearest!letusbegood!“shesaid。“Iwilltrymybest。Iwilltrynottobeexactingandunreasonable,andIknowIcan。Iwon’tevenmakeanyconditions,ifyouwillalwaysbefrankandopenwithme,andtellmeeverything。”

  Heleanedoverandkissedherbehindthedrawncurtains。“Iwill,Alice!

  Iwillindeed!Iwon’tkeepanythingfromyouafterthis。”

  HeresolvedtotellherallaboutJuliaAndersonattherightmoment,whenAlicewasinthemood,andassoonashethoroughlyunderstoodwhathehadreallymeanthimself。

  Ifhehadbeendifferentshewouldnothaveaskedhimtobefrankandopen;ifshehadbeendifferent,hemighthavebeenfrankandopen。Thiswasthebeginningoftheirmarriedlife。

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