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  AtfirstTroyresolvedtotakenonoticeandabidebycircumstances。

  Thathehadbeenrecognizedbythismanwashighlyprobable;yettherewasroomforadoubt。ThenthegreatobjectionhehadfelttoallowingnewsofhisproximitytoprecedehimtoWeatherburyintheeventofhisreturn,basedonafeelingthatknowledgeofhispresentoccupationwoulddiscredithimstillfartherinhiswife’seyes,returnedinfallforce。

  Moreover,shouldheresolvenottoreturnatall,ataleofhisbeingaliveandbeingintheneighbourhoodwouldbeawkward;andhewasanxioustoacquireknowledgeofhiswife’stemporalaffairsbeforedecidingwhichtodo。

  InthisdilemmaTroyatoncewentouttoreconnoitre。ItoccurredtohimthattofindPennyways,andmakeafriendofhimifpossible,wouldbeaverywiseact。Hehadputonathickbeardborrowedfromtheestablishment,andinthishewanderedaboutthefair-field。Itwasnowalmostdark,andrespectablepeopleweregettingtheircartsandgigsreadytogohome。

  Thelargestrefreshmentboothinthefairwasprovidedbyaninnkeeperfromaneighbouringtown。Thiswasconsideredanunexceptionableplaceforobtainingthenecessaryfoodandrest:HostTrencherashewasjauntilycalledbythelocalnewspaperbeingasubstantialmanofhighreputeforcateringthroughallthecountryround。Thetentwasdividedintofirstandsecond-classcompartments,andattheendofthefirst-classdivisionwasayetfartherenclosureforthemostexclusive,fencedofffromthebodyofthetentbyaluncheon-bar,behindwhichthehosthimselfstood,bustlingaboutinwhiteapronandshirt-sleeves,andlookingasifhehadneverlivedanywherebutundercanvasallhislife。Inthesepenetraliawerechairsandatable,which,oncandlesbeinglighted,madequiteacosyandluxuriousshowwithanurn,platedteaandcoffeepots,chinateacups,andplumcakes。

  Troystoodattheentrancetothebooth,whereagipsy-womanwasfryingpancakesoveralittlefireofsticksandsellingthematapennyapiece,andlookedovertheheadsofthepeoplewithin。HecouldseenothingofPennyways,buthesoondiscernedBathshebathroughanopeningintothereservedspaceatthefartherend。Troythereuponretreated,wentroundthetentintothedarkness,andlistened。HecouldhearBathsheba’svoiceimmediatelyinsidethecanvas;shewasconversingwithaman。Awarmthoverspreadhisface;surelyshewasriotsounprincipledastoflirtinafair!Hewonderedif,then,shereckoneduponhisdeathasanabsolutecertaintyTogetattherootofthematter,Troytookapenknifefromhispocketandsoftlymadetwolittlecutscrosswiseinthecloth,which,byfoldingbackthecorners,leftaholethesizeofawafer。Closetothisheplacedhisface,withdrawingitagaininamovementofsurprise,forhiseyehadbeenwithintwelveinchesofthetopofBathsheba’shead。Itwastooneartobeconvenient。Hemadeanotherholealittletoonesideandlowerdown,inashadedplacebesideherchair,fromwhichitwaseasyandsafetosurveyherbylookinghorizontally。

  Troytookinthescenecompletelynow。Shewasleaningback,sippingacupofteathatsheheldinherhand,andtheownerofthemalevoicewasBoldwood,whohadapparentlyjustbroughtthecuptoher。Bathsheba,beinginanegligentmood,leantsoidlyagainstthecanvasthatitwaspressedtotheshapeofhershoulder,andshewas,infact,asgoodasinTroy’sarms;andhewasobligedtokeephisbreastcarefullybackwardthatshemightnotfeelitswarmththroughtheclothashegazedin。

  Troyfoundunexpectedchordsoffeelingtobestirredagainwithinhimastheyhadbeenstirredearlierintheday。Shewashandsomeasever,andshewashis。Itwassomeminutesbeforehecouldcounteracthissuddenwishtogoin,andclaimher。Thenhethoughthowtheproudgirlwhohadalwayslookeddownuponhimevenwhilstitwastolovehim,wouldhatehimondiscoveringhimtobeastrollingplayer。Werehetomakehimselfknown,thatchapterofhislifemustatallrisksbekeptforeverfromherandfromtheWeatherburypeople,orhisnamewouldbeabywordthroughouttheparish。Hewouldbenicknamed`Turpin’aslongashelived。Assuredlybeforehecouldclaimherthesefewpastmonthsofhisexistencemustbeentirelyblottedout。

  `ShallIgetyouanothercupbeforeyoustart,ma’am?’saidFarmerBoldwood。

  `Thankyou,’saidBathsheba。`ButImustbegoingatonce。Itwas`greatneglectinthatmantokeepmewaitingheretillsolate。Ishouldhavegonetwohoursago,ifithadnotbeenforhim。Ihadnoideaofcominginhere;butthere’snothingsorefreshingasacupoftea,thoughIshouldneverhavegotoneifyouhadn’thelpedme。’

  Troyscrutinizedhercheekaslitbythecandles,andwatchedeachvaryingshadethereon,andthewhiteshell-likesinuositiesofherlittleear。

  ShetookoutherpurseandwasinsistingtoBoldwoodonpayingforherteaforherself,whenatthismomentPennywaysenteredthetent。Troytrembled:

  herewashisschemeforrespectabilityendangeredatonce。Hewasabouttoleavehisholeofespial,attempttofollowPennyways,andfindoutiftheex-bailiffhadrecognizedhim,whenhewasarrestedbytheconversation,andfoundhewastoolate。

  `Excuseme,ma’am,’saidPennyways;`I’vesomeprivateinformationforyourearalone。’

  `Icannothearitnow,’shesaidcoldly。ThatBathshebacouldnotendurethismanwasevident;infact,hewascontinuallycomingtoherwithsometaleorother,bywhichhemightcreepintofavourattheexpenseofpersonsmaligned。

  `I’llwriteitdown,’saidPennywaysconfidently。Hestoopedoverthetable,pulledaleaffromawarpedpocket-book,andwroteuponthepaper,inaroundhand——

  `Yourhusbandishere。I’veseenhim。Who’sthefoolnow?’

  Thishefoldedsmall,andhandedtowardsher。Bathshebawouldnotreadit;shewouldnotevenputoutherhandtotakeit。Pennyways,then,withalaughofderision,tosseditintoherlap,and,turningaway,lefther。

  FromthewordsandactionofPennyways,Troy,thoughhehadnotbeenabletoseewhattheex-bailiffwrote,hadnotamoment’sdoubtthatthenotereferredtohim。Nothingthathecouldthinkofcouldbedonetochecktheexposure。`Cursemyluck!’hewhispered,andaddedimprecationswhichrustledinthegloomlikeapestilentwind。MeanwhileBoldwoodsaid,takingupthenotefromherlap——

  `Don’tyouwishtoreadit,MrsTroy?Ifnot,I’lldestroyit。’

  `Oh,well,’saidBathshebacarelessly,`perhapsitisunjustriottoreadit;butIcanguesswhatitisabout。Hewantsmetorecommendhim,oritistotellmeofsomelittlescandaloranotherconcernedwithmywork-people。He’salwaysdoingthat。’

  Bathshebaheldthenoteinherrighthand。Boldwoodhandedtowardsheraplateofcutbread-and-butter;when,inordertotakeaslice,sheputthenoteintoherlefthand,whereshewasstillholdingthepurse,andthenallowedherhandtodropbesideherclosetothecanvas。Themomenthadcomeforsavinghisgame,andTroyimpulsivelyfeltthathewouldplaythecard。Foryetanothertimehelookedatthefairhand,andsawthepinkfinger-tips,andtheblueveinsofthewrist,encircledbyabraceletofcoralchippingswhichshewore:howfamiliaritallwastohim!Then,withthelightningactioninwhichhewassuchanadept,henoiselesslyslippedhishandunderthebottomofthetent-cloth,whichwasfarfrombeingpinnedtightlydown,lifteditalittleway,keepinghiseyetothehole,snatchedthenotefromherfingers,droppedthecanvas,andranawayinthegloomtowardsthebankandditch,smilingatthescreamofastonishmentwhichburstfromher。Troythensliddownontheoutsideoftherampart,hastenedroundinthebottomoftheentrenchmenttoadistanceofahundredyards,ascendedagain,andcrossedboldlyinaslowwalktowardsthefrontentranceofthetent。HisobjectwasnowtogettoPennyways,andpreventarepetitionoftheannouncementuntilsuchtimeasheshouldchoose。

  Troyreachedthetentdoor,andstandingamongthegroupstheregathered,lookedanxiouslyforPennyways,evidentlynotwishingtomakehimselfprominentbyinquiringforhim。Oneortwomenwerespeakingofadaringattemptthathadjustbeenmadetorobayoungladybyliftingthecanvasofthetentbesideher。Itwassupposedthattheroguehadimaginedaslipofpaperwhichsheheldinherhandtobeabanknote,forhehadseizedit,andmadeoffwithit,leavingherpursebehind。Hischagrinanddisappointmentatdiscoveringitsworthlessnesswouldbeagoodjoke,`itwassaid。However,theoccurrenceseemedtohavebecomeknowntofew,forithadnotinterruptedafiddler,whohadlatelybegunplayingbythedoorofthetent,northefourbowedoldmenwithgrimcountenancesandwalking-sticksinhand,whoweredancing`MajorMalley’sReel’tothetune。BehindthesestoodPennyways。

  Troyglideduptohim,beckoned,andwhisperedafewwords;andwithamutualglanceofconcurrencethetwomenwentintothenighttogether。

  CHAPTERFIFTY-ONEBathshebatalkswithherOutriderThearrangementforgettingbackagaintoWeatherburyhadbeenthatOakshouldtaketheplaceofPoorgrassinBathsheba’sconveyanceanddriveherhome,itbeingdiscoveredlateintheafternoonthatJosephwassufferingfromhisoldcomplaint,amultiplyingeye,andwas,therefore,hardlytrustworthyascoachmanandprotectortoawoman。ButOakhadfoundhimselfsooccupied,andwasfallofsomanycaresrelativetothoseportionsofBoldwood’sflocksthatwerenotdisposedof,thatBathsheba,withouttellingOakoranybody,resolvedtodrivehomeherselfasshehadmanytimesdonefromCasterbridgeMarket,andtrusttohergoodangelforperformingthejourneyunmolested。ButhavingfalleninwithFarmerBoldwoodaccidentallyonherpartatleastattherefreshment-tentshefounditimpossibletorefusehisoffertorideonhorsebackbesideherasescort。Ithadgrowntwilightbeforeshewasaware,butBoldwoodassuredherthattherewasnocauseforuneasiness,asthemoonwouldbeupinhalfan-hour。

  Immediatelyaftertheincidentinthetentshehadrisentogo-nowabsolutelyalarmedandreallygratefulforheroldlover’sprotection-

  thoughregrettingGabriel’sabsence,whosecompanyshewouldhavemuchpreferred,asbeingmoreproperaswellasmorepleasant,sincehewasherownmanaging-manandservant。This,however,couldnotbehelped;shewouldnot,onanyconsideration,treatBoldwoodharshly,havingoncealreadyill-usedhim,andthemoonhavingrisen,andthegigbeingready,shedroveacrossthehill-topinthewendingwayswhichleddownwards-toobliviousobscurity,asitseemed,forthemoonandthehillitfloodedwithlightwereinappearanceonalevel,therestoftheworldlyingasavastshadyconcavebetweenthem。Boldwoodmountedhishorse,andfollowedincloseattendancebehind。Thustheydescendedintothelowlands,andthesoundsofthoseleftonthehillcamelikevoicesfromthesky,andthelightswereasthoseofacampinheaven。Theysoonpassedthemerrystragglersintheimmediatevicinityofthehill,traversedKingsbere,andgotuponthehighroad。

  ThekeeninstinctsofBathshebahadperceivedthatthefarmer’sstaunchdevotiontoherselfwasstillundiminished,andshesympathizeddeeply。

  Thesighthadquitedepressedherthisevening;hadremindedherofherfolly;shewishedanewasshehadwishedmanymonthsago,forsomemeansofmakingreparationforherfault。HenceherpityforthemanwhosopersistentlylovedontohisowninjuryandpermanentgloomhadbetrayedBathshebaintoaninjudiciousconsideratenessofmanner,whichappearedalmostliketenderness,andgavenewvigourtotheexquisitedreamofaJacob’ssevenyears’serviceinpoorBoldwood’smind。

  Hesoonfoundanexcuseforadvancingfromhispositionintherear,androdeclosetoherside。Theyhadgonetwoorthreemilesinthemoonlight,speakingdesultorilyacrossthewheelofhergigconcerningthefair,farming,Oak’susefulnesstothemboth,andotherindifferentsubjects,whenBoldwoodsaidsuddenlyandsimply——

  `MrsTroy,youwillmarryagainsomeday?’

  Thispoint-blankqueryunmistakablyconfusedher,anditwasnottillaminuteormorehadelapsedthatshesaid,`Ihavenotseriouslythoughtofanysuchsubject。’

  `Iquiteunderstandthat。Yetyourlatehusbandhasbeendeadnearlyoneyear,and——’

  `Youforgetthathisdeathwasneverabsolutelyproved,andmaynothavetakenplace;sothatImaynotbereallyawidow,’shesaid,catchingatthestrawofescapethatthefactafforded。

  `Notabsolutelyproved,perhaps,butitwasprovedcircumstantially。

  Amansawhimdrowning,too。Noreasonablepersonhasanydoubtofhisdeath;norhaveyou,ma’am,Ishouldimagine。’

  `OyesIhave,orIshouldhaveacteddifferently,’shesaidgently。

  `FromthefirstIhavehadastrangeunaccountablefeelingthathecouldnothaveperished。ButIhavebeenabletoexplainthatinseveralwayssince。EvenwereIhalfpersuadedthatIshallseehimnomore,Iamfarfromthinkingofmarriagewithanother。Ishouldbeverycontemptibletoindulgeinsuchathought。’

  Theyweresilentnowawhile,andhavingstruckintoanunfrequentedtrackacrossacommon,thecreaksofBoldwood’ssaddleandhergigspringswereallthesoundstobeheard。Boldwoodendedthepause。

  `DoyourememberwhenIcarriedyoufaintinginmyarmsintotheKing’sArms,inCasterbridge?Everydoghashisday:thatwasmine。’

  `Iknow-Iknowitall,’shesaid,hurriedly。

  `I,forone,shallneverceaseregrettingthateventssofelloutastodenyyoutome。

  `I,too,amverysorry,’shesaid,andthencheckedherself。`Imean,youknow,IamsorryyouthoughtI——’

  `Ihavealwaysthisdrearypleasureinthinkingoverthosepasttimeswithyou-thatIwassomethingtoyoubeforehewasanything,andthatyoubelongedalmosttome。Butofcourse,that’snothing。Youneverlikedme。’

  `Idid;andrespectedyou,too。’

  `Doyounow?’

  `Yes。’

  `Which?’

  `Howdoyoumeanwhich?’

  `Doyoulikeme,ordoyourespectme?’

  `Idon’tknow-atleast,Icannottellyou。Itisdifficultforawomantodefineherfeelingsinlanguagewhichischieflymadebymentoexpresstheirs。Mytreatmentofyouwasthoughtless,inexcusable,wicked!Ishalleternallyregretit。IftherehadbeenanythingIcouldhavedonetomakeamendsIwouldmostgladlyhavedoneit-therewasnothingonearthI

  solongedtodoastorepairtheerror。Butthatwasnotpossible。’

  `Don’tblameyourself-youwerenotsofarinthewrongasyousuppose。

  Bathsheba,supposeyouhadrealcompleteproofthatyouarewhat,infact,youare-awidow-wouldyourepairtheoldwrongtomebymarryingme?’

  `Icannotsay。Ishouldn’tyet,atanyrate。’

  `Butyoumightatsomefuturetimeofyourlife?’

  `Oyes,Imightatsometime。’

  `Well,then,doyouknowthatwithoutfurtherproofofanykindyoumaymarryagaininaboutsixyearsfromthepresent-subjecttonobody’sobjectionorblame?’

  `Oyes,’shesaid,quickly。`Iknowallthat。Butdon’ttalkofit-

  sevenorsixyears-wheremayweallbebythattime?’

  `Theywillsoonglideby,anditwillseemanastonishinglyshorttimetolookbackuponwhentheyarepast-muchlessthantolookforwardtonow。’

  `Yes,yes;Ihavefoundthatinmyownexperience。’

  `Now,listenoncemore,’Boldwoodpleaded。`IfIwaitthattime,willyoumarryme?Youownthatyouowemeamends-letthatbeyourwayofmakingthem。’

  `But,MrBoldwood-sixyears——’

  `Doyouwanttobethewifeofanyotherman?’

  `Noindeed!Imean,thatIdon’tliketotalkaboutthismatternow。

  Perhapsitisnotproper,andIoughtnottoallowit。Letusdropit。

  Myhusbandmaybeliving,asIsaid。’

  `Ofcourse,I’lldropthesubjectifyouwish。Butproprietyhasnothingtodowithreasons。Iamamiddle-agedman,willingtoprotectyoufortheremainderofourlives。Onyourside,atleast,thereisnopassionorblamablehaste-onmine,perhaps,thereis。ButIcan’thelpseeingthatifyouchoosefromafeelingofpity,and,asyousay,awishtomakeamends,tomakeabargainwithmeforafaraheadtime-anagreementwhichwillsetallthingsrightandmakemehappylatethoughitmaybe-thereisnofaulttobefoundwithyouasawoman。Hadn’tIthefirstplacebesideyou?Haven’tyoubeenalmostmineoncealready?Surelyyoucansaytomeasmuchasthis,youwillhavemebackagainshouldcircumstancespermit?

  Now,prayspeak!OBathsheba,promise-itisonlyalittlepromise-thatifyoumarryagain,youwillmarryme!’

  Histonewassoexcitedthatshealmostfearedhimitthismoment,evenwhilstshesympathized。Itwasasimplephysicalfear-theweakofthestrong;therewasnoemotionalaversionorinnerrepugnanceShesaid,withsomedistressinhervoice,forsherememberedvividlyhidoutburstontheYalburyRead,andshrankfromarepetitionofhisanger:——

  `Iwillnevermarryanothermanwhilstyouwishmetobeyourwife,whatevercomes-buttosaymore-youhavetakenmesobysurprise——’

  `Butletitstandinthesesimplewords-thatinsixyears’timeyouwillbemywife?Unexpectedaccidentswe’llnotmention,becausethose,ofcourse,mustbegivenwayto。Now,thistimeIknowyouwillkeepyourword。’

  `That’swhyIhesitatetogiveit。’

  `Butdogiveit!Rememberthepast,andbekind。’

  Shebreathed;andthensaidmournfully:`OwhatshallIdo?Idon’tloveyou,andImuchfearthatInevershallloveyouasmuchasawomanoughttoloveahusband。Ifyou,sir,knowthat,andIcanyetgiveyouhappinessbyamerepromisetomarryattheendofsixyears,ifmyhusbandshouldnotcomeback,itisagreathonourtome。Andifyouvaluesuchanactoffriendshipfromawomanwhodoesn’testeemherselfasshedid,andhaslittleloveleft,whyI-Iwill——’

  `Promise!’

  `-Consider,ifIcannotpromisesoon。’

  `Butsoonisperhapsnever?’

  `Ono,itisnot!Imeansoon。Christmas,we’llsay。’

  `Christmas!’Hesaidnothingfurthertillheadded:`Well,I’llsaynomoretoyouaboutittillthattime。’

  Bathshebawasinaverypeculiarstateofmind,whichshowedhowentirelythesoulistheslaveofthebody,theetherealspiritdependentforitsqualityuponthetangiblefleshandblood。Itishardlytoomuchtosaythatshefeltcoercedbyaforcestrongerthanherownwill,notonlyintotheactofpromisinguponthissingularlyremoteandvaguematter,butintotheemotionoffancyingthatsheoughttopromise。WhentheweeksinterveningbetweenthenightofthisconversationandChristmasdaybeganperceptiblytodiminish,heranxietyandperplexityincreased。

  OnedayshewasledbyanaccidentintoanoddlyconfidentialdialoguewithGabrielaboutherdifficulty。Itaffordedheralittlerelief-ofadullandcheerlesskind。Theywereauditingaccounts,andsomethingoccurredinthecourseoftheirlabourswhichledOaktosay,speakingofBoldwood,`He’llneverforgetyou,ma’am,never。

  Thenoutcamehertroublebeforeshewasaware;andshetoldhimhowshehadagaingotintothetoils;whatBoldwoodhadaskedher,andhowhewasexpectingherassent。`Themostmournfulreasonofallformyagreeingtoit,’shesaidsadly,`andthetruereasonwhyIthinktodosoforgoodorforevil,isthis-itisathingIhavenotbreathedtoalivingsoulasyet-IbelievethatifIdon’tgivemyword,he’llgooutofhismind。’

  `Really,doye?’saidGabriel,gravely。

  `Ibelievethis,’shecontinued,withrecklessfrankness;`andHeavenknowsIsayitinaspirittheveryreverseofvain,forIamgrievedandtroubledtomysoulaboutit-IbelieveIholdthatman’sfutureinmyhand。Hiscareerdependsentirelyuponmytreatmentofhim。OGabriel,Itrembleatmyresponsibility,foritisterrible。’

  `Well,Ithinkthismuch,ma’am,asItoldyouyearsago,’saidOak,`thathislifeisatotalblankwheneverheisn’thopingfor’ee;butI

  can’tsuppose-Ihopethatnothingsodreadfulhangsontoitasyoufancy。

  Hisnaturalmannerhasalwaysbeendarkandstrange,youknow。Butsincethecaseissosadandodd-like,whydon’tyegivetheconditionalpromise?

  IthinkIwould。’

  `Butisitright?Somerashactsofmypastlifehavetaughtmethatawatchedwomanmusthaveverymuchcircumspectiontoretainonlyaverylittlecredit,andIdowantandlongtobediscreetinthis!Andsixyears-whywemayallbeinourgravesbythattime,evenifMrTroydoesnotcomebackagain,whichhemaynotimpossiblydo!Suchthoughtsgiveasortofabsurditytothescheme。Now,isn’titpreposterous,Gabriel?Howeverhecametodreamofit,Icannotthink。Butisitwrong?Youknow-youareolderthanI。’

  `Eightyearsolder,ma’am。’

  `Yes,eightyears-andisitwrong?’

  `Perhapsitwouldbeanuncommonagreementforamanandwomantomake:

  Idon’tseeanythingreallywrongaboutit,’saidOak,slowly。`Infacttheverythingthatmakesitdoubtfulifyououghttomarryenunderanycondition,thatis,yournotcaringabouthim-forImaysuppose——’

  `Yes,youmaysupposethatloveiswanting,’shesaidshortly。`loveisanutterlybygone,sorry,worn-out,miserablethingwithme-forhimoranyoneelse。’

  `Well,yourwantofloveseemstometheonethingthattakesawayharmfromsuchanagreementwithhim。Ifwildheathadtodowi’it,makingyelongtoovercometheawkwardnessaboutyourhusband’svanishing,itmidbewrong;butacold-heartedagreementtoobligeamanseemsdifferent,somehow。Therealsin,ma’aminmymind,liesinthinkingofeverweddingwi’amanyoudon’tlovehonestandtrue。’

  `ThatI’mwillingtopaythepenaltyof,’saidBathsheba,firmly。`Youknow,Gabriel,thisiswhatIcannotgetoffmyconscience-thatIonceseriouslyinjuredhiminsheeridleness。IfIhadneverplayedatrickuponhim,hewouldneverhavewantedtomarryme。OifIcouldonlypaysomeheavydamagesinmoneytohimfortheharmIdid,andsogetthesinoffmysoulthatway!Well,there’sthedebt,whichcanonlybedischargedinoneway,andIbelieveIamboundtodoitifithonestlyliesinmypower,withoutanyconsiderationofmyownfutureatall。Whenarakegamblesawayhisexpectations,thefactthatitisaninconvenientdebtdoesn’tmakehimthelessliable。I’vebenarake,andthesinglepointIaskyouis,consideringthatmyownscruples,andthefactthatintheeyeofthelawmyhusbandisonlymissing,willkeepanymanfrommarryingmeuntilsevenyearshavepassed-amItreetoentertainsuchanidea,eventhough’tisasortofpenance-foritwillbethat!Ihatetheactofmarriageundersuchcircumstances,andtheclassofwomenIshouldseemtobelongtobydoingit!’

  `Itseemstomethatalldependsuponwhe’ryouthink,aseverybodyelsedo,thatyourhusbandisdead。’

  `Ishallgetto,Isuppose,becauseIcannothelpfeelingwhatwouldhavebroughthimbacklongbeforethistimeifhehadlived。’

  `Well,then,inareligioussenseyouwillbeasfreetothinko’marryingagainasanyrealwidowofoneyear’sstanding。Butwhydon’tyeaskMrThirdly’sadviceonhowtotreatMrBoldwood?’

  `No。WhenIwantabroad-mindedopinionforgeneralenlightenment,distinctfromspecialadvice,Inevergotoamanwhodealsinthesubjectprofessionally。

  SoIliketheparson’sopiniononlaw,thelawyer’sondoctoring,thedoctor’sonbusiness,andmybusinessman’s-thatis,yours-onmorals。’

  `Andonlove——’

  `Myown。’

  `I’mafraidthere’sahitchinthatargument,’saidOak,withagravesmile。

  Shedidnotreplyatonce,andthensaying,`Goodevening,MrOak,’

  wentaway。

  Shehadspokenfrankly,andneitheraskednorexpectedanyreplyfromGabrielmoresatisfactorythanthatshehadobtained。Yetinthecentremostpartsofhercomplicatedheartthereexistedatthisminutealittlepangofdisappointment,forareasonshewouldnotallowherselftorecognize。

  Oakhadnotoncewishedherfreethathemightmarryherhimself-hadnotoncesaid,`Icouldwaitforyouaswellashe。’Thatwastheinsectsting。Notthatshewouldhavelistenedtoanysuchhypothesis。Ono-

  forwasn’tshesayingallthetimethatsuchthoughtsofthefuturewereimproper,andwasn’tGabrielfartoopooramantospeaksentimenttoher?

  Yethemighthavejusthintedaboutthatoldloveofhis,andasked,inaplayfuloffhandway,ifhemightspeakofit。Itwouldhaveseemedprettyandsweet,ifnomore;andthenshewouldhaveshownhowkindandinoffensiveawoman’s`No’cansometimesbe。Buttogivesuchcooladvice-theveryadviceshehadaskedfor-itruffledourheroinealltheafternoon。

  CHAPTERFIFTY-TWOConvergingCoursesIChristmasEvecame,andapartythatBoldwoodwastogiveintheeveningwasthegreatsubjectoftalkinWeatherbury。ItwasnotthattherarityofChristmaspartiesintheparishmadethisoneawonder,butthatBoldwoodshouldbethegiver。Theannouncementhadhadanabnormalandincongruoussound,asifoneshouldhearofcroquet-playinginacathedralaisle,orthatsomemuch-respectedjudgewasgoinguponthestage。Thatthepartywasintendedtobeatruejovialonetherewasnoroomfordoubt。Alargeboughofmistletoehadbeenbroughtfromthewoodsthatday,andsuspendedinthehallofthebachelor’shome。Hollyandivyhadfollowedinarmfuls。

  Fromsixthatmorningtillpastnoonthehugewoodfireinthekitchenroaredandsparkledatitshighest,thekettle,thesaucepan,andthethree-leggedpotappearinginthemidstoftheflameslikeShadrach,Meshach,andAbednego;

  moreover,roastingandbastingoperatingswerecontinuallycarriedoninfrontofthegenialblaze。

  Asitgrewlaterthefirewasmadeupinthelargelonghallintowhichthestaircasedescended,andallencumbranceswereclearedoutfordancing。

  Thelogwhichwastoformtheback-brandoftheeveningfirewastheunclefttrunkofatree,sounwieldythatitcouldheneitherbroughtnorrolledtoitsplace;andaccordinglytwomenweretobeobserveddraggingandheavingitinbychainsandleversasthehourofassemblydrewnear。

  Inspiteofallthis,thespiritofrevelrywaswantingintheatmosphereofthehouse。Suchathinghadneverbeenattemptedbeforebyitsowner,anditwasnowdoneasbyawrench。Intendedgaietieswouldinsistuponappearinglikesolemngrandeurs,theorganizationofthewholeeffortwascarriedoutcoldlybyhirelings,andashadowseemedtomoveabouttherooms,sayingthattheproceedingswereunnaturaltotheplaceandthelonemanwholivedtherein,andhencenotgood。IIBathshebawasatthistimeinherroom,dressingfortheevent。Shehadcalledforcandles,andLiddyenteredandplacedoneoneachsideofhermistress’sglass。

  `Don’tgoaway,Liddy,’saidBathsheba,almosttimidly。`Iamfoolishlyagitated-Icannottellwhy。IwishIhadnotbeenobligedtogotothisdance;butthere’snoescapingnow。IhavenotspokentoMrBoldwoodsincetheautumn,whenIpromisedtoseehimatChristmasonbusiness,butI

  hadnoideatherewastobeanythingofthiskind。’

  `ButIwouldgonow,’saidLiddy,whowasgoingwithher;forBoldwoodhadbeenindiscriminateinhisinvitations。

  `Yes,Ishallmakemyappearance,ofcourse,’saidBathsheba。`ButI

  amthecauseoftheparty,andthatupsetsme!-Don’ttell,Liddy。’

  `Ono;ma’am。Youthecauseofit,ma’am?’

  `Yes。Iamthereasonoftheparty-I。Ifithadnotbeenforme,therewouldneverhavebeenone。Ican’texplainanymore-there’snomoretobeexplained。IwishIhadneverseenWeatherbury。’

  `That’swickedofyou-towishtobeworseoffthanyouare。’

  `No,Liddy。IhaveneverbeenfreefromtroublesinceIhavelivedhere,andthispartyislikelytobringmemore。Now,fetchmyblacksilkdress,andseehowitsitsuponme。’

  `Butyouwillleaveoffthat,surely,ma’am?Youhavebeenasortofwidowfourteenmonths,andoughttobrightenupalittleonsuchanightasthis。’

  `Isitnecessary?No;Iwillappearasusual,forifIweretowearanylightdresspeoplewouldsaythingsaboutme,andIshouldseemtoberejoicingwhenIamsolemnallthetime。Thepartydoesn’tsuitmeabit;butnevermind,stayandhelptofinishmeoff。’IIIBoldwoodwasdressingalsoatthishour。AtailorfromCasterbridgewaswithhim,assistinghimintheoperationoftryingonanewcoatthathadjustbeenbroughthome。

  NeverhadBoldwoodbeensofastidious,unreasonableaboutthefit,andgenerallydifficulttoplease。Thetailorwalkedroundandroundhim,tuggedatthewaist,pulledthesleeve,pressedoutthecollar,andforthefirsttimeinhisexperienceBoldwoodwasnotbored。Timeshadbeenwhenthefarmerhadclaimedagainstallsuchnicetiesaschildish,butnownophilosophicorhastyrebukewhateverwasprovokedbythismanforattachingasmuchimportancetoacreaseinthecoatastoanearthquakeinSouthAmerica。

  Boldwoodatlastexpressedhimselfnearlysatisfied,andpaidthebill,thetailorpassingoutofthedoorjustasOakcameintoreportprogressfortheday。

  `Oh,Oak,’saidBoldwood。`Ishallofcourseseeyouheretonight。

  Makeyourselfmerry。Iamdeterminedthatneitherexpensenortroubleshallbespared。’

  `I’lltrytobehere,sir,thoughperhapsitmaynotbeveryearly,’

  saidGabriel,quietly。`Iamgladindeedtoseesuchachangein’eefromwhatitusedtobe。’

  `Yes-Imustownit-Iambrightto-night:cheerfulandmorethancheerful-somuchsothatIamalmostsadagainwiththesensethatallofitispassingaway。Andsometimes,whenIamexcessivelyhopefulandblithe,atroubleisloominginthedistance:sothatIoftengettolookupongloominmewithcontent,andtofearahappymood。Stillthismaybeabsurd-Ifeelthatitisabsurd。Perhapsmydayisdawningatlast。’

  `Ihopeit’illbealongandafairone。’

  `Thankyou-thankyou。Yetperhapsmycheerfulnessrestsonaslenderhope。AndyetItrustmyhope。Itisfaith,nothope。IthinkthistimeIreckonwithmyhost-Oak,myhandsarealittleshaky,orsomething:

  Ican’ttiethisneckerchiefproperly。Perhapsyouwilltieitforme。

  Thefactis,Ihavenotbeenwelllately,youknow。’

  `Iamsorrytohearthat,sir。’

  `Oh,it’snothing。Iwantitdoneaswellasyoucan,please。Isthereanylateknotinfashion,Oak?’

  `Idon’tknow,sir,’saidOak。Histonehadsunktosadness。

  BoldwoodapproachedGabriel,andasOaktiedtheneckerchiefthefarmerwentonfeverishly——

  `Doesawomankeepherpromise,Gabriel?’

  `Ifitisnotinconvenienttohershemay。’

  `-Orratheranimpliedpromise。’

  `Iwon’tanswerforherimplying,’saidOak,withfaintbitterness。

  `That’sawordasfallo’holesasasievewiththem。’

  `Oak,don’ttalklikethat。Youhavegotquitecynicallately-howisit?Weseemtohaveshiftedourpositions:Ihavebecometheyoungandhopefulman,andyoutheoldandunbelievingone。However,doesawomankeepapromise,nottomarry,buttoenteronanengagementtomarryatsometime?NowyouknowwomenbetterthanI-tellme。’

  `Iamafeardyouhonourmyunderstandingtoomuch。However,shemaykeepsuchapromise,ifitismadewithanhonestmeaningtorepairawrong。

  `Ithasnotgonefaryet,butIthinkitwillsoon-yes,Iknowitwill,’hesaid,inanimpulsivewhisper。`Ihavepressedheruponthesubject,andsheinclinestobekindtome,andtothinkofmeasahusbandatalongfuturetime,andthat’senoughforme。HowcanIexpectmore?Shehasanotionthatawomanshouldnotmarrywithinsevenyearsofherhusband’sdisappearance-thatherownselfshouldn’t,Imean-becausehisbodywasnotfound。Itmaybemerelythislegalreasonwhichinfluencesher,oritmaybeareligiousone,butsheisreluctanttotalkonthepoint。

  Yetshehaspromised-implied-thatshewillratifyanengagementto-night。’

  `Sevenyears,’murmuredOak。

  `No,no-it’snosuchthing!’hesaid,withimpatience。`Fiveyears,ninemonths,andafewdays。Fifteenmonthsnearlyhavepassedsincehevanished,andisthereanythingsowonderfulinanengagementoflittlemorethanfiveyears?’

  `Itseemslonginaforwardview。Don’tbuildtoomuchuponsuchpromises,sir。Remember,youhaveoncebe’ndeceived。Hermeaningmaybegood;butthere-she’syoungyet。’

  `Deceived?Never!’saidBoldwood,vehemently。`Sheneverpromisedmeatthatfirsttime,andhenceshedidnotbreakherpromise!Ifshepromisesme,she’llmarryme。Bathshebaisawomantoherword。’IVTroywassittinginacornerofTheWhiteHarttavernatCasterbridge,smokinganddrinkingasteamingmixturefromaglass。Aknockwasgivenatthedoor,andPennywaysentered。

  `Well,haveyouseenhim?’Troyinquired,pointingtoachair。

  `Boldwood?’

  `No-lawyerlong。’

  `Hewadn’athome。Iwenttherefirst,too。’

  `That’sanuisance。’

  `’Tisrather,Isuppose。’

  `YetIdon’tseethat,becauseamanappearstobedrownedandwasnot,heshouldbeliableforanything。Ishan’taskanylawyer-notI。’

  `Butthat’snotit,exactly。Ifamanchangeshisnameandsoforth,andtakesstepstodeceivetheworldandhisownwife,he’sacheat,andthatintheeyeofthelawisaylessarogue,andthatisaylessalammockenvagabond;andthat’sapunishablesituation。’

  `Ha-ha!Welldone,Pennyways。’Troyhadlaughed,butitwaswithsomeanxietythathesaid,`Now,whatIwanttoknowisthis,doyouthinkthere’sreallyanythinggoingonbetweenherandBoldwood?Uponmysoul,Ishouldneverhavebelievedit!Howshemustdetestme!Haveyoufoundoutwhethershehasencouragedhim?’

  `Ihaen’tbeenabletolearn。There’sadealoffeelingonhissideseemingly,butIdon’tanswerforher。Ididn’tknowawordaboutanysuchthingtillyesterday,andallIheardthenwasthatshewasgwinetothepartyathishousetonight。Thisisthefirsttimeshehasevergonethere,theysay。Andtheysaythatshe’venotsomuchasspoketohimsincetheywereatGreenhillFair:butwhatcanfolkbelieveo’t?However,she’snotfondofhim-quiteoffishandquitecareless,Iknow。’

  `I’mnotsosureofthat……She’sahandsomewoman,Pennyways,isshenot?Ownthatyouneversawafinerormoresplendidcreatureinyourlife。

  Uponmyhonour,whenIseteyesuponherthatdayIwonderedwhatIcouldhavebeenmadeoftobeabletoleaveherbyherselfsolong。AndthenIwashamperedwiththatbotheringshow,whichI’mfreeofatlast,thankthestars。’Hesmokedonawhile,andthenadded,`Howdidshelookwhenyoupassedbyyesterday?’

  `Oh,shetooknogreatheedofme,yemaywellfancy;butshelookedwellenough,far’sIknow。Justflashedherhaughtyeyesuponmypoorscrambody,andthenletthemgopastmetowhatwasyond,muchasifI’dbeennomorethanaleaflesstree。Shehadjustgotoffhermaretolookatthelastwring-downofciderfortheyear;shehadbeenriding,andsohercolourswereupandherbreathratherquick,sothatherbosomplimmedandfell-plimmedandfell-everytimeplaintomyeye。Ay,andtherewerethefellersroundherwringingdownthecheeseandbustlingaboutandsaying,“Wareo’thepommy,ma’am:’twillspoilyergown。’“Nevermindme。”saysshe。ThenGabebroughthersomeofthenewcider,andshemustneedsgodrinkingitthroughastrawmote,andnotinanateralwayatall。

  “Liddy。”saysshe,“bringindoorsafewgallons,andI’llmakesomecider-wine。”

  Sergeant,Iwasnomoretoherthanamorselofscroffinthefuel-house!’

  `Imustgoandfindheroutatonce-Oyes,Iseethat-Imustgo。

  Oakisheadmanstill,isn’the?’

  `Yes,’ab’lieve。AndatLittleWeatherburyFarmtoo。Hemanageseverything。’

  `’Twillpuzzlehimtomanageher,oranyothermanofhiscompass!’

  `Idon’tknowaboutthat。Shecan’tdowithouthim,andknowingitwellhe’sprettyindependent。Andshe’veafewsoftcornerstohermind,thoughI’veneverbeenabletogetintoone,thedevil’sin’t!’

  `Ah,baily,she’sanotchaboveyou,andyoumustownit:ahigherclassofanimal-afinertissue。However,sticktome,andneitherthishaughtygoddess,dashingpieceofwomanhood,Juno-wifeofmineJunowasagoddess,youknow,noranybodyelseshallhurtyou。Butallthiswantslookinginto,Iperceive。Whatwithonethingandanother,Iseethatmyworkiswellcutoutforme。’V`HowdoIlookto-night,Liddy?’saidBathsheba,givingafinaladjustmenttoherdressbeforeleadingtheglass。

  `Ineversawyoulooksowellbefore。Yes-I’lltellyouwhenyoulookedlikeit-thatnight,ayearandahalfago,whenyoucameinsowild-like,andscoldedusformakingremarksaboutyouandMrTroy。’

  `EverybodywillthinkthatIamsettingmyselftocaptivateMrBoldwood,Isuppose,’shemurmured。`Atleastthey’llsayso。Can’tmyhairbebrusheddownalittleflatter?Idreadgoing-yetIdreadtheriskofwoundinghimbystayingaway。’

  `Anyhow,ma’am,youcan’twellbedressedplainerthanyouare,unlessyougoinsackclothatonce。’Tisyourexcitementiswhatmakesyoulooksonoticeableto-night。’

  `Idon’tknowwhat’sthematter,Ifeelwretchedatonetime,andbuoyantatanother。IwishIcouldhavecontinuedquitealoneasIhavebeenforthelastyearorso,withnohopesandnofears,andnopleasureandnogrief’

  `NowjustsupposeMrBoldwoodshouldaskyou-onlyjustsupposeit-torunawaywithhim,whatwouldyoudo,ma’am?’

  `Liddy-noneofthat,’saidBathsheba,gravely。`Mind,Iwon’thearjokingonanysuchmatter。Doyouhear?’

  `Ibegpardon,ma’am。Butknowingwhatrumthingswewomenbe,Ijustsaid-however,Iwon’tspeakofitagain。’

  `Nomarryingformeyetformanyayear;ifever,’twillbeforreasonsvery,verydifferentfromthoseyouthink,orotherswillbelieve!Nowgetmycloakforitistimetogo。’VI`Oak,’saidBoldwood,`beforeyougoIwanttomentionwhathasbeenpassinginmymindlately-thatlittlearrangementwemadeaboutyourshareinthefarmImean。Thatshareissmall,toosmall,consideringhowlittleIattendtobusinessnow,andhowmuchtimeandthoughtyougivetoit。

  Well,sincetheworldisbrighteningforme,Iwanttoshowmysenseofitbyincreasingyourproportioninthepartnership。I’llmakeamemorandumofthearrangementwhichstruckmeaslikelytobeconvenient,forIhaven’ttimetotalkaboutitnow;andthenwe’lldiscussitatourleisure。Myintentionisultimatelytoretirefromthemanagementaltogether,anduntilyoucantakealltheexpenditureuponyourshoulders,I’llbeasleepingpartnerinthestock。Then,ifImarryher-andIhope-IfeelIshall,why——’

  `Praydon’tspeakofit,sir,’saidOak,hastily。`Wedon’tknowwhatmayhappen。Somanyupsetsmaybefall’ee。There’smanyaslip,astheysay-andIwouldadviseyou-Iknowyou’llpardonmethisonce-nottobetoosure。

  `Iknow,Iknow。ButthefeelingIhaveaboutincreasingyourshareisonaccountofwhatIknowofyou。Oak,Ihavelearntalittleaboutyoursecret:yourinterestinherismorethanthatofbailiffforanemployer。

  Butyouhavebehavedlikeaman,andI,asasortofsuccessfulrival-

  successfulpartlythroughyourgoodnessofheart-shouldlikedefinitelytoshowmysenseofyourfriendshipunderwhatmusthavebeenagreatpaintoyou。

  `Othat’snotnecessary,thank’ee,’saidOak,hurriedly。`Imustgetusedtosuchasthat;othermenhave,andsoshallI。’

  Oakthenlefthim。HewasuneasyonBoldwood’saccount,forhesawanewthatthisconstantpassionofthefarmermadehimnotthemanheoncehadbeen。

  AsBoldwoodcontinuedawhileinhisroomalone-readyanddressedtoreceivehiscompany-themoodofanxietyabouthisappearanceseemedtopassaway,andtobesucceededbyadeepsolemnity。Helookedoutofthewindow,andregardedthedimoutlineofthetreesuponthesky,andthetwilightdeepeningtodarkness。

  Thenhewenttoalockedcloset,andtookfromalockeddrawerthereinasmallcircularcasethesizeofapill-box,andwasabouttoputitintohispocket。Buthelingeredtoopenthecoverandtakeamomentaryglanceinside。Itcontainedawoman’sfinger-ring,setallthewayroundwithsmalldiamonds,andfromitsappearancehadevidentlybeenrecentlypurchased。

  Boldwood’seyesdweltuponitsmanysparklesalongtime,thoughthatitsmaterialaspectconcernedhimlittlewasplainfromhismannerandmien,whichwerethoseofamindfollowingoutthepresumedthreadofthatjewel’sfuturehistory。

  Thenoiseofwheelsatthefrontofthehousebecameaudible。Boldwoodclosedthebox,stoweditawaycarefullyinhispocket,andwentoutuponthelanding。Theoldmanwhowashisindoorfactotumcameatthesamemomenttothefootofthestairs。

  `Theybecoming,sir-lotsof’em-a-footanda-driving!’

  `Iwascomingdownthismoment。ThosewheelsIheard-isitMrsTroy?’

  `No,sir——’tisnotsheyet。’

  AreservedandsombreexpressionhadreturnedtoBoldwood’sfaceagain,butitpoorlycloakedhisfeelingswhenhepronouncedBathsheba’sname;

  andhisfeverishanxietycontinuedtoshowitsexistencebyagallopingmotionofhisfingersuponthesideofhisthighashewentdownthestairs。VII`Howdoesthiscoverme?’saidTroytoPennyways。`Nobodywouldrecognizemenow,I’msure。’

  HewasbuttoningonaheavygreyovercoatofNoachiancut,withcapeandhighcollar,thelatterbeingerectandrigid,likeagirdlingwall,andnearlyreachingtothevergeofatravellingcapwhichwaspulleddownoverhisears。

  Pennywayssnuffedthecandle,andthenlookedupanddeliberatelyinspectedTroy。

  `You’vemadeupyourmindtogothen?’hesaid。

  `Madeupmymind?Yes;ofcourseIhave。’

  `Whynotwritetoher?’Tisaveryqueercomerthatyouhavegotinto,sergeant。Yousee,allthesethingswillcometolightifyougoback,andtheywon’tsoundwellatall。Faith,if!wasyouI’devenbideasyoube-asinglemanofthenameofFrancis。Agoodwifeisgood,butthebestwifeisnotsogoodasnowifeatall。Nowthat’smyoutspokemind,andI’vebeencalledalong-headedfellerhereandthere。’

  `Allnonsense!’saidTroy,angrily。`Theresheiswithplentyofmoney,andahouseandfarm,andhorses,andcomfort,andhereamIlivingfromhandtomouth-aneedyadventurer。Besides,itisnousetalkingnow;

  itistoolate,andIamgladofit;I’vebeenseenandrecognizedherethisveryafternoon。Ishouldhavegonebacktoherthedayafterthefair,ifithadn’tbeenforyoutalkingaboutthelaw,andrubbishaboutgettingaseparation:andIdon’tputitoffanylonger。Whatthedeuceputitintomyheadtorunawayatall,Ican’tthink!Humbuggingsentiment-

  that’swhatitwas。Butwhatmanonearthwastoknowthathiswifewouldbeinsuchahurrytogetridofhisname!’

  `Ishouldhaveknownit。She’sbadenoughforanything。’

  `Pennyways,mindwhoyouaretalkingto。’

  `Well,sergeant,allIsayisthis,thatif!wereyouI’dgoabroadagainwhereIcamefrom——’tisn’ttoolatetodoitnow。Iwouldn’tstirupthebusinessandgetabadnameforthesakeoflivingwithher-forallthataboutyourplay-actingissuretocomeout,youknow,althoughyouthinkotherwise。Myeyesandlimbs,there’llbearacketifyougobackjustnow-inthemiddleofBoldwood’sChritmasing!’

  `Hm,yes。IexpectIshallnotbeaverywelcomeguestifhehasherthere,’saidthesergeant,withaslightlaugh。`AsortofAlonzotheBrave;

  andwhenIgointheguestswillsitinsilenceandfear,andalllaughterandpleasurewillbehushed,andthelightsinthechamberburnblue,andtheworms-Ugh,horrible!-Ringforsomemorebrandy,Pennyways,Ifeltanawfulshudderjustthen!Well,whatistherebesides?Astick-Imusthaveawalking-stick。’

  Pennywaysnowfelthimselftobeinsomethingofadifficulty,forshouldBathshebaandTroybecomereconcileditwouldbenecessarytoregainhergoodopinionifhewouldsecurethepatronageofherhusband。`Isometimesthinkshelikesyouyet,andisagoodwomanatbottom,hesaid,asasavingsentence。`Butthere’snotellingtoacertaintyfromabody’soutside。

  Well,you’lldoasyoulikeaboutgoing,ofcourse,sergeant,andasforme,I’lldoasyoutellme。’

  `Now,letmeseewhatthetimeis,’saidTroy,afteremptyinghisglassinonedraughtashestood。`Half-pastsixo’clock。Ishallnothurryalongtheroad,andshallbetherethenbeforenine。’

  CHAPTERFIFTY-THREEConcurritur-HoræMomentoOutsidethefrontofBoldwood’shouseagroupofmenstoodinthedark,withtheirfacestowardsthedoor,whichoccasionallyopenedandclosedforthepassageofsomeguestorservant,whenagoldenrodoflightwouldstripethegroundforthemomentandvanishagain,leavingnothingoutsidebuttheglowwormshineofthepalelampamidtheevergreensoverthedoor。

  `HewasseeninCasterbridgethisafternoon-sotheboysaid,’oneofthemremarkedinawhisper。`AndIforonebelieveit。Hisbodywasneverfound,youknow。’

  `’Tisastrangestory,’saidthenext。`Youmaydependupon’tthatsheknowsnothingaboutit。’

  `Notaword。’

  `Perhapshedon’tmeanthatsheshall,’saidanotherman。

  `Ifhe’saliveandhereintheneighbourhood,hemeansmischief,’saidthefirst。`Pooryoungthing:Idopityher,if’tistrue。He’lldraghertothedogs。’

  `Ono;he’llsettledownquietenough,’saidonedisposedtotakeamorehopefulviewofthecase。

  `Whatafoolshemusthavebeenevertohavehadanythingtodowiththisman!Sheissoself-willedandindependenttoo,thatoneismoremindedtosayitservesherrightthanpityher。’

  `No,no!Idon’tholdwith’eethere。Shewasnootherwisethanagirlmind,andhowcouldshetellwhatthemanwasmadeof?If’tisreallytrue,’tistoohardapunishment,andmorethansheoughttohae-Hullo,who’sthat?’Thiswastosomefootstepsthatwereheardapproaching。

  `WilliamSmallbury,’saidadimfigureintheshades,comingupandjoiningthem。`Darkasahedge,to-night,isn’tit?Iallbutmissedtheplankovertheriverath’artthereinthebottom-neverdidsuchathingbeforeinmylife。BeyeanyofBoldwood’sworkfolk?’Hepeeredintotheirfaces。

  `Yes-allo’us。Wemethereafewminutesago。’

  `Oh,Ihearnow-that’sSamSamway:thoughtIknowedthevoice,too。

  Goingin?’

  `Presently。ButIsay,William,’Samwaywhispered,`haveyeheardthisstrangetale?’

  `What-thataboutSergeantTroybeingseen,d’yemean,souls?’saidSmallbury,alsoloweringhisvoice。

  `Ay:inCasterbridge。’

  `Yes,Ihave。LabanTallnamedahintofittomebutnow-butIdon’tthinkit。Hark,hereLabancomeshimself,’ab’lieve。’Afootstepdrewnear。

  `Laban?’

  `Yes,’tisI,’saidTall。

  `Haveyeheardanymoreaboutthat?’

  `No,’saidTall,joiningthegroup。`AndI’minclinedtothinkwe’dbetterkeepquiet。Ifsobe’tisnottrue,’twillflurryher,anddohermuchharmtorepeatit;andifsobe’tistrue,’twilldonogoodtoforestallhertimeo’trouble。Godsendthatitmidbealie,forthoughHeneryFrayandsomeof’emdospeakagainsther,she’sneverbeenanythingbutfairtome。She’shotandhasty,butshe’sabravegirlwho’llnevertellaliehowevermuchthetruthmayharmher,andI’venocausetowishherevil。’

  `Sheneverdotellwomen’slittlelies,that’strue;and’tisathingthatcanbesaidofveryfew。Ay,alltheharmshethinksshesaystoyerface:there’snothingunderhandwi’her。’

  Theystoodsilentthen,everymanbusiedwithhisownthoughts,duringwhichintervalsoundsofmerrimentcouldbeheardwithin。Thenthefrontdooragainopened,theraysstreamedout,thewell-knownformofBoldwoodwasseenintherectangularareaoflight,thedoorclosed,andBoldwoodwalkedslowlydownthepath。

  `’Tismaster,’oneofthemenwhispered,ashenearedthem。`We’dbetterstandquiet-he’llgoinagaindirectly。Hewouldthinkitunseemlyo’

  ustobeloiteringhere。’

  Boldwoodcameon,andpassedbythemenwithoutseeingthem,theybeingunderthebushesonthegrass。Hepaused,leantoverthegate,andbreathedalongbreath。Theyheardlowwordscomefromhim。

  `IhopetoGodshe’llcome,orthisnightwillbenothingbutmiserytome!Omydarling,mydarling,whydoyoukeepmeinsuspenselikethis?’

  Hesaidthistohimself,andtheyalldistinctlyheardit。Boldwoodremainedsilentafterthat,andthenoisefromindoorswasagainjustaudible,until,afewminuteslater,lightwheelscouldbedistinguishedcomingdownthehill。Theydrewnearer,andceasedatthegate。Boldwoodhastenedbacktothedoor,andopenedit;andthelightshoneuponBathshebacomingupthepath。

  Boldwoodcompressedhisemotiontomerewelcome:themenmarkedherlightlaughandapologyasshemethim:hetookherintothehouse;andthedoorclosedagain。

  `Graciousheaven,Ididn’tknowitwaslikethatwithhim!’saidoneofthemen。`Ithoughtthatfancyofhiswasoverlongago。’

  `Youdon’tknowmuchofmaster,ifyouthoughtthat,’saidSamway。`I

  wouldn’theshouldknowweheardwhat’asaidfortheworld,’remarkedathird。

  `Iwishwehadtoldofthereportatonce,’thefirstuneasilycontinued。

  `MoreharmmaycomeofthisthanweknowofPoorMrBoldwood,itwillbeharduponen。IwishTroywasin-Well,Godforgivemeforsuchawish!

  Ascoundreltoplayapoorwifesuchtricks。NothinghasprosperedinWeatherburysincehecamehere。AndnowI’venohearttogoin。Let’slookintoWarren’sforafewminutesfirst,shallus,neighbours?’

  Samway,Tall,andSmallburyagreedtogotoWarren’s,andwentoutatthegate,theremainingonesenteringthehouse。Thethreesoondrewnearthemalt-house,approachingitfromtheadjoiningorchard,andnotbywayofthestreet。Thepaneofglasswasilluminatedasusual。Smallburywasalittleinadvanceoftherest,when,pausing,heturnedsuddenlytohiscompanionsandsaid,`Hist!Seethere。’

  Thelightfromthepanewasnowperceivedtobeshiningnotupontheiviedwallasusual,butuponsomeobjectclosetotheglass。Itwasahumanface。

  `Let’scomecloser,’whisperedSamway;andtheyapproachedontip-toe。

  Therewasnodisbelievingthereportanylonger。Troy’sfacewasalmostclosetothepane,andhewaslookingin。Notonlywashelookingin,butheappearedtohavebeenarrestedbyaconversationwhichwasinprogressinthemalt-house,thevoicesoftheinterlocutorbeingthoseofOakandthemaltster。

  `Thespreeisallinherhonour,isn’tit-hey?’saidtheoldman。

  `Althoughhemadebelieve’tisonlykeepingupo’Christmas?’

  `Icannotsay,’repliedOak。

  `O’tistrueenough,faith。IcannotunderstandFarmerBoldwoodbeingsuchafoolathistimeoflifeastohoandhankerafterthikwomanintheway’ado,andshenotcareabitabouten。’

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