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  AndIwantitnow,atonce。’

  `Wecouldnotgetanythingspecialworkedthisweek。’

  `Imusthaveitnow。’

  `Ifyouwouldlikeoneoftheseinstockitcouldbegotreadyimmediately。’

  `Verywell,’saidTroy,impatiently。`Let’sseewhatyouhave。’

  `ThebestIhaveinstockisthisone,’saidthestone-cutter,goingintoashed。`Here’samarbleheadstonebeautifullycrocketed;withmedallionsbeneathoftypicalsubjects;here’sthefootstoneafterthesamepattern,andhere’sthecopingtoenclosethegrave。Thepolishingaloneofthesetcostmeelevenpounds-theslabsarethebestoftheirkind,andI

  canwarrantthemtoresistrainandfrostforahundredyearswithoutflying。’

  `Andhowmuch?’

  `Well,Icouldaddthename,andputitupatWeatherburyforthesumyoumention。’

  `Getitdoneto-day,andI’llpaythemoneynow。’

  Themanagreed,andwonderedatsuchamoodinavisitorwhoworenotashredofmourning。Troythenwrotethewordswhichweretoformtheinscription,settledtheaccountandwentaway。Intheafternoonhecamebackagain,andfoundthattheletteringwasalmostdone。Hewaitedintheyardtillthetombwaspacked,andsawitplacedinthecartandstartingonitswaytoWeatherbury,givingdirectionstothetwomenwhoweretoaccompanyittoinquireofthesextonforthegraveofthepersonnamedintheinscription。

  ItwasquitedarkwhenTroycameoutofCasterbridge。Hecarriedratheraheavybasketuponhisarm,withwhichhestrodemoodilyalongtheroad,restingoccasionallyatbridgesandgates,whereonhedepositedhisburdenforatime。Midwayonhisjourneyhemet,returninginthedarkness,themenandthewaggonwhichhadconveyedthetomb。Hemerelyinquirediftheworkwasdone,and,onbeingassuredthatitwas,passedonagain。

  TroyenteredWeatherburychurchyardaboutteno’clock,andwentImmediatelytothecornerwherehehadmarkedthevacantgraveearlyinthemorning。

  Itwasontheobscuresideofthetower,screenedtoagreatextentfromtheviewofpassersalongtheroad-aspotwhichuntillatelyhadbeenabandonedtoheapsofstonesandbushesofalder,butnowitwasclearedandmadeorderlyforinterments,byreasonoftherapidfillingofthegroundelsewhere。

  Herenowstoodthetombasthemenhadstated,snow-whiteandshapelyinthegloom,consistingofheadandfootstone,andenclosingborderofmarble-workunitingthem。Inthemidstwasmould,suitableforplants。

  Troydepositedhisbasketbesidethetomb,andvanishedforafewminutes。

  Whenhereturnedhecarriedaspadeandalantern,thelightofwhichhedirectedforafewmomentsuponthemarblewhilsthereadtheinscription。

  Hehunghislanternonthelowestboughoftheyew-tree,andtookfromhisbasketflower-rootsofseveralvarieties。Therewerebundlesofsnowdrop,hyacinthandcrocusbulbs,violetsanddoubledaisies,whichweretobloominearlyspring,andofcarnations,pinks,picotees;lilies-ofthevalley,forget-me-not,summer’sfarewell;meadow-saffronandothers,forthelaterseasonsoftheyear。

  Troylaidtheseoutuponthegrass,andwithanimpassivefacesettoworktoplantthem。Thesnowdropswerearrangedinalineontheoutsideofthecoping,theremainderwithintheenclosureofthegrave。Thecrocusesandhyacinthsweretogrowinrows;someofthesummerflowersheplacedoverherheadandfeet,theliliesandforget-me-notsoverherheart。Theremainderweredispersedinthespacesbetweenthese。

  Troy,inhisprostrationatthistime,hadnoperceptionthatinthefutilityoftheseromanticdoings,dictatedbyaremorsefulreactionfrompreviousindifference,therewasanyelementofabsurdity。DerivinghisidiosyncrasiesfrombothsidesoftheChannel,heshowedatsuchjuncturesasthepresenttheinelasticityoftheEnglishman,togetherwiththatblindnesstothelinewheresentimentvergesonmawkishness,characteristicoftheFrench。

  Itwasacloudy,muggy,andverydarknight,andtheraysfromTroy’slanternspreadintothetwooldyewswithastrangeilluminatingpower,flickering,asitseemed,uptotheblackceilingofcloudabove。Hefeltalargedropofrainuponthebackofhishand,andpresentlyonecameandenteredoneoftheholesofthelantern,whereuponthecandlesputteredandwentout。Troywasweary,anditbeingnownotfarfrommidnight,andtherainthreateningtoincrease,heresolvedtoleavethefinishingtouchesofhislabouruntilthedayshouldbreak。Hegropedalongthewallandoverthegravesinthedarktillhefoundhimselfroundatthenorthside。

  Hereheenteredtheporch,and,reclininguponthebenchwithin,fellasleep。

  CHAPTERFORTY-SIXTheGurgoyle:itsDoingsThetowerofWeatherburyChurchwasasquareerectionoffourteenth-centurydate,havingtwostonegurgoylesoneachofthetourfacesofitsparapet。

  Oftheseeightcarvedprotuberancesonlytwoatthistimecontinuedtoservethepurposeoftheirerection-thatofspoutingthewaterfromtheleadroofwithin。Onemouthineachfronthadbeenclosedbybygonechurchwardensassuperfluous,andtwootherswerebrokenawayandchoked-amatternotofmuchconsequencetothewell-beingofthetower,forthetwomouthswhichstillremainedopenandactiveweregapingenoughtodoallthework。

  Ithasbeensometimesarguedthatthereisnotruercriterionofthevitalityofanygivenart-periodthanthepowerofthemaster-spiritsofthattimeingrotesque;andcertainlyintheinstanceofGothicartthereisnodisputingtheproposition。Weatherburytowerwasasomewhatearlyinstanceoftheuseofanornamentalparapetinparishasdistinctfromcathedralchurches,andthegurgoyleswhicharethenecessarycorrelativesofaparapet,wereexceptionallyprominent-oftheboldestcutthatthehandcouldshape,andofthemostoriginaldesignthatahumanbraincouldconceive。Therewas,sotospeak,thatsymmetryintheirdistortionwhichislessthecharacteristicofBritishthanofContinentalgrotesquesoftheperiod。Alltheeightweredifferentfromeachother。Abeholderwasconvincedthatnothingonearthcouldbemorehideousthanthosehesawonthenorthsideuntilhewentroundtothesouth。Ofthetwoonthislatterface,onlythatatthenorth-easterncornerconcernsthestory。

  Itwastoohumantobecalledlikeadragon,tooimpishtobelikeaman,tooanimaltobelikeafiend,andnotenoughlikeabirdtobecalledagriffin。Thishorriblestoneentitywasfashionedasifcoveredwithawrinkledhide;ithadshort,erectears,eyesstartingfromtheirsockets,anditsfingersandhandswereseizingthecornersofitsmouth,whichtheythusseemedtopullopentogivefreepassagetothewaterifvomited。

  Thelowerrowofteethwasquitewashedaway,thoughtheupperstillremained。

  Hereandthus,juttingacoupleoffeetfromthewallagainstwhichitstoesrestedasasupport,thecreaturehadforfourhundredyearslaughedatthesurroundinglandscape,voicelesslyindryweather,andinwetwithagurglingandsnortingsound。

  Troysleptonintheporch,andtherainincreasedoutside。Presentlythegurgoylespat。Induetimeasmallstreambegantotricklethroughtheseventyfeetofaerialspacebetweenitsmouthandtheground,whichthewater-dropssmotelikeduckshotintheiracceleratedvelocity。Thestreamthickenedinsubstance,andincreasedinpower,graduallyspoutingfartherandyetfartherfromthesideofthetower。Whentherainfellinasteadyandceaselesstorrentthestreamdasheddownwardinvolumes。

  Wefollowitscoursetothegroundatthispointoftime。Theendoftheliquidparabolahascomeforwardfromthewall,hasadvancedovertheplinthmouldings,overaheapofstones,overthemarbleborder,intothemidstofFannyRobin’sgrave。

  Theforceofthestreamhad,untilverylately,beenreceiveduponsomeloosestonesspreadthereabout,whichhadactedasashieldtothesoilundertheonset。Theseduringthesummerhadbeenclearedfromtheground,andtherewasnownothingtoresistthedownfallbutthebareearth。Forseveralyearsthestreamhadnotspoutedsofarfromthetowerasitwasdoingonthisnight,andsuchacontingencyhadbeenoverlooked。Sometimesthisobscurecornerreceivednoinhabitantforthespaceoftwoorthreeyears,andthenitwasusuallybutapauper,apoacher,orothersinnerofundignifiedsins。

  Thepersistenttorrentfromthegurgoyle’sjawsdirectedallitsvengeanceintothegrave。Therichtawnymouldwasstirredintomotion,andboiledlikechocolate。Thewateraccumulatedandwasheddeeperdown,andtheroarofthepoolthusformedspreadintothenightastheheadandchiefamongothernoisesofthekindcreatedbythedelugingrain。TheflowerssocarefullyplantedbyFanny’srepentantloverbegantomoveandwritheintheirbed。

  Thewinter-violetsturnedslowlyupsidedown,andbecameamerematofmud。Soonthesnowdropandotherbulbsdancedintheboilingmasslikeingredientsinacauldron。Plantsofthetuftedspecieswereloosened,rosetothesurface,andfloatedoff。

  Troydidnotawakefromhiscomfortlesssleeptillitwasbroadday。

  Nothavingbeentobedfortwonightshisshouldersfeltstiff,hisfeettender,andhisheadheavy。Herememberedhisposition,arose,shivered,tookthespade,andagainwenton。

  Therainhadquiteceased,andthesunwasshiningthroughthegreen,brown,andyellowleaves,nowsparklingandvarnishedbytheraindropstothebrightnessofsimilareffectsinthelandscapesofRuysdaelandHobbema;andfillofallthoseinfinitebeautiesthatarisefromtheunionofwaterandcolourwithhighlights。Theairwasrenderedsotransparentbytheheavyfallofrainthattheautumnhuesofthemiddledistancewereasrichasthosenearathand,andtheremotefieldsinterceptedbytheangleofthetowerappearedinthesameplaneasthetoweritself。

  Heenteredthegravelpathwhichwouldtakehimbehindthetower。Thepath,insteadofbeingstonyasithadbeenthenightbefore,wasbrownedoverwithathincoatingofmud。Atoneplaceinthepathhesawatuftofstringyrootswashedwhiteandcleanasabundleoftendons。Hepickeditup-surelyitcouldnotbeoneoftheprimroseshehadplanted?Hesawabulb,another,andanotherasheadvanced。Beyonddoubttheywerethecrocuses。WithafaceofperplexeddismayTroyturnedthecornerandthenbeheldthewreckthestreamhadmade。

  Thepooluponthegravehadsoakedawayintotheground,andinitsplacewasahollow。Thedisturbedearthwaswashedoverthegrassandpathwayintheguiseofthebrownmudhehadalreadyseen,anditspottedthemarbletombstonewiththesamestains。Nearlyalltheflowerswerewashedcleanoutoftheground,andtheylay,rootsupwards,onthespotswhithertheyhadbeensplashedbythestream。

  Troy’sbrowbecameheavilycontracted。Hesethisteethclosely,andhiscompressedlipsmovedasthoseofoneingreatpain。Thissingularaccident,byastrangeconfluenceofemotionsinhim,wasfeltasthesharpeststingofall。Troy’sfacewasveryexpressive,andanyobserverwhohadseenhimnowwouldhardlyhavebelievedhimtobeamanwhohadlaughed,andsung,andpouredlove-triflesintoawoman’sear。Tocursehismiserablelotwasatfirsthisimpulse,buteventhatloweststageofrebellionneededanactivitywhoseabsencewasnecessarilyantecedenttotheexistenceofthemorbidmiserywhichwrunghim。Thesight,comingasitdid,superimposedupontheotherdarksceneryofthepreviousdays,formedasortofclimaxtothewholepanorama,anditwasmorethanhecouldendure。Sanguinebynature,Troyhadapowerofeludinggriefbysimplyadjourningit。Hecouldputofftheconsiderationofanyparticularspectretillthematterhadbecomeoldandsoftenedbytime。TheplantingofflowersonFanny’sgravehadbeenperhapsbutaspeciesofelusionoftheprimarygrief,andnowitwasasifhisintentionhadbeenknownandcircumvented。

  AlmostforthefirsttimeinhislifeTroy,ashestoodbythisdismantledgrave,wishedhimselfanotherman。Itisseldomthatapersonwithmuchanimalspiritdoesnotfeelthatthefactofhislifebeinghisownistheonequalificationwhichsinglesitoutasamorehopefullifethanthatofotherswhomayactuallyresemblehimineveryparticular。Troyhadfelt,inhistransientway,hundredsoftimes,thathecouldnotenvyotherpeopletheircondition,becausethepossessionofthatconditionwouldhavenecessitatedadifferentpersonalitywhenhedesirednootherthanhisown。Hehadnotmindedthepeculiaritiesofhisbirth,thevicissitudesofhislife,themeteor-likeuncertaintyofallthatrelatedtohim,becausetheseappertainedtotheheroofhisstory,withoutwhomtherewouldhavebeennostoryatallforhim;anditseemedtobeonlyinthenatureofthingsthatmatterswouldrightthemselvesatsomeproperdateandwindupwell。Thisverymorningtheillusioncompleteditsdisappearance,and,asitwere,allofasudden,Troyhatedhimself。Thesuddennesswasprobablymoreapparentthanreal。Acoralreefwhichjustcomesshortoftheoceansurfaceisnomoretothehorizonthanifithadneverbeenbegun,andthemerefinishingstrokeiswhatoftenappearstocreateaneventwhichhaslongbeenpotentiallyanaccomplishedthing。

  Hestoodandmeditated-amiserableman。Whithershouldhego?`Hethatisaccursed,lethimbeaccursedstill,’wasthepitilessanathemawritteninthisspoliatedeffortofhisnew-bornsolicitousness。Amanwhohasspenthisprimalstrengthinjourneyinginonedirectionhasnotmuchspiritleftforreversinghiscourse。Troyhad,sinceyesterday,faintlyreversedhis;butthemerestoppositionhaddisheartenedhim。Toturnaboutwouldhavebeenhardenoughunderthegreatestprovidentialencouragement;

  buttofindthatProvidence,farfromhelpinghimintoanewcourse,orshowinganywishthathemightadoptone,actuallyjeeredhisfirsttremblingandcriticalattemptinthatkind,wasmorethannaturecouldbear。

  Heslowlywithdrewfromthegrave。Hedidnotattempttofillupthehole,replacetheflowers,ordoanythingatall。Hesimplythrewuphiscardsandforsworehisgameforthattimeandalways。Goingoutofthechurchyardsilentlyandunobserved-noneofthevillagershavingyetrisen-hepasseddownsomefieldsattheback,andemergedjustassecretlyuponthehighroad。Shortlyafterwardshehadgonefromthevillage。

  Meanwhile,Bathshebaremainedavoluntaryprisonerintheattic。Thedoorwaskeptlocked,exceptduringtheentriesandexitsofLiddy,forwhomabedhadbeenarrangedinasmalladjoiningroom。ThelightofTroy’slanterninthechurchyardwasnoticedaboutteno’clockbythemaid-servant,whocasuallyglancedfromthewindowinthatdirectionwhilsttakinghersupper,andshecalledBathsheba’sattentiontoit。Theylookedcuriouslyatthephenomenonforatime,untilLiddywassenttobed。

  Bathshebadidnotsleepveryheavilythatnight。Whenherattendantwasunconsciousandsoftlybreathinginthenextroom,themistressofthehousewasstilllookingoutofthewindowatthefaintgleamspreadingfromamongthetrees-notinasteadyshine,butblinkinglikearevolvingcoast-light,thoughthisappearancefailedtosuggesttoherthatapersonwaspassingandrepassinginfrontofit。Bathshebasatheretillitbegantorain,andthelightvanished,whenshewithdrewtolierestlesslyinherbedandre-enactinawornmindtheluridsceneofyesternight。

  Almostbeforethefirstfaintsignofdawnappearedshearoseagain,andopenedthewindowtoobtainafillbreathingofthenewmorningair,thepanesbeingnowwetwithtremblingtearsleftbythenightrain,eachoneroundedwithapalelustrecaughtfromprimrose-huedslashesthroughacloudlowdownintheawakeningsky。Fromthetreescamethesoundofsteadydrippinguponthedriftedleavesunderthem,andfromthedirectionofthechurchshecouldhearanothernoise-peculiar,andnotintermittentliketherest,thepurlofwaterfallingintoapool。

  Liddyknockedateighto’clock,andBathshebaunlockedthedoor。

  `Whataheavyrainwe’vehadinthenight,ma’am!’saidLiddy,whenherinquiriesaboutbreakfasthadbeenmade。

  `Yes;veryheavy。’

  `Didyouhearthestrangenoisefromthechurchyard?’

  `Iheardonestrangenoise。I’vebeenthinkingitmusthavebeenthewaterfromthetowerspouts。’

  `Well,that’swhattheshepherdwassaying,ma’am。He’snowgoneontosee。’

  `Oh!Gabrielhasbeenherethismorning?’

  `Onlyjustlookedininpassing-quiteinhisoldway,whichIthoughthehadleftofflately。Butthetowerspoutsusedtospatteronthestones,andwearepuzzled,forthiswasliketheboilingofapot。’

  Notbeingabletoread,think,orwork,BathshebaaskedLiddytostayandbreakfastwithher。Thetongueofthemorechildishwomanstillranuponrecentevents。`Areyougoingacrosstothechurch,ma’am?’sheasked。

  `NotthatIknowof,’saidBathsheba。

  `IthoughtyoumightliketogoandseewheretheyhaveputFanny。Thetreeshidetheplacefromyourwindow。’

  Bathshebahadallsortsofdreadsaboutmeetingherhusband。`HasMrTroybeeninto-night?’shesaid。

  `No,ma’am;Ithinkhe’sgonetoBudmouth。’

  Budmouth!thesoundofthewordcarriedwithitamuchdiminishedperspectiveofhimandhisdeeds;therewerethirteenmilesintervalbetwixtthemnow。

  ShehatedquestioningLiddyaboutherhusband’smovements,andindeedhadhithertosedulouslyavoideddoingso;butnowallthehouseknewthattherehadbeensomedreadfuldisagreementbetweenthem,anditwasfutiletoattemptdisguise。Bathshebahadreachedastageatwhichpeopleceasetohaveanyappreciativeregardforpublicopinion。

  `Whatmakesyouthinkhehasgonethere?’shesaid。

  `LabanTallsawhimontheBudmouthroadthismorningbeforebreakfast。’

  Bathshebawasmomentarilyrelievedofthatwaywardheavinessofthepasttwenty-fourhourswhichhadquenchedthevitalityofyouthinherwithoutsubstitutingthephilosophyofmatureryearsandsheresolvedtogooutandwalkalittleway。Sowhenbreakfastwasoversheputonherbonnet,andtookadirectiontowardsthechurch。Itwasnineo’clock,andthemenhavingreturnedtoworkagainfromtheirfirstmeal,shewasnotlikelytomeetmanyofthemintheroad。KnowingthatFannyhadbeenlaidinthereprobates’quarterofthegraveyard,calledintheparish`behindchurch’,whichwasinvisiblefromtheroad,itwasimpossibletoresisttheimpulsetoenterandlookuponaspotwhich,fromnamelessfeelings,sheatthesametimedreadedtosee。Shehadbeenunabletoovercomeanimpressionthatsomeconnectionexistedbetweenherrivalandthelightthroughthetrees。

  Bathshebaskirtedthebuttress,andbeheldtheholeandthetomb,itsdelicatelyveinedsurfacesplashedandstainedjustasTroyhadseenitandleftittwohoursearlier。OntheothersideofthescenestoodGabriel。

  Hiseyes,too,werefixedonthetomb,andherarrivalhavingbeennoiseless,shehadnotasyetattractedhisattention。BathshebadidnotatonceperceivethatthegrandtombandthedisturbedgravewereFanny’s,andshelookedonbothsidesandaroundforsomehumblermound,earthedupandcloddedintheusualway。ThenhereyesfollowedOak’s,andshereadthewordswithwhichtheinscriptionopened:——`ErectedbyFrancisTroyinBelovedMemoryofFannyRobin。’Oaksawher,andhisfirstactwastogazeinquiringlyandlearnhowshereceivedthisknowledgeoftheauthorshipofthework,whichtohimselfhadcausedconsiderableastonishment。Butsuchdiscoveriesdidnotmuchaffecthernow。Emotionalconvulsionsseemedtohavebecomethecommonplacesofherhistory,andshebadehimgoodmorning,andaskedhimtofillintheholewiththespadewhichwasstandingby。WhilstOakwasdoingasshedesired,Bathshebacollectedtheflowers,andbeganplantingthemwiththatsympatheticmanipulationofrootsandleaveswhichissoconspicuousinawoman’sgardening,andwhichflowersseemtounderstandandthriveupon。SherequestedOaktogetthechurch-wardentoturntheleadworkatthemouthofthegurgoylethathunggapingdownuponthem,thatbythismeansthestreammightbedirectedsideways,andarepetitionoftheaccidentprevented。Finally,withthesuperfluousmagnanimityofawomanwhosenarrowerinstinctshavebroughtdownbitternessuponherinsteadoflove,shewipedthemudspotsfromthetombasifsheratherlikeditswordsthanotherwise,andwenthomeagain。

  CHAPTERFORTY-SEVENAdventuresbytheShoreTroywanderedalongtowardsthesouth。Acompositefeeling,madeupofdisgustwiththe,tohim,humdrumtediousnessofafarmer’slife,gloomyimagesofherwholayinthechurchyard,remorse,andageneralaversenesstohiswife’ssociety,impelledhimtoseekahomeinanyplaceonearthsaveWeatherbury。ThesadaccessoriesofFanny’sendconfrontedhimasvividpictureswhichthreatenedtobeindelible,andmadelifeinBathsheba’shouseintolerable。Atthreeintheafternoonhefoundhimselfatthefootofaslopemorethanamileinlength,whichrantotheridgeofarangeofhillslyingparallelwiththeshore,andformedamonotonousbarrierbetweenthebasinofcultivatedcountryinlandandthewildersceneryofthecoast。Upthehillstretchedaroadnearlystraightandperfectlywhite,thetwosidesapproachingeachotherinagradualtapertilltheymettheskyatthetopabouttwomilesoff。

  Throughoutthelengthofthisnarrowandirksomeinclinedplanenotasignoflifewasvisibleonthisgarishafternoon。Troytoileduptheroadwithalanguoranddepressiongreaterthananyhehadexperiencedformanyadayandyearbefore。Theairwaswarmandmuggy,andthetopseemedtorecedeasheapproached。

  Atlasthereachedthesummit,andawideandnovelprospectburstuponhimwithaneffectalmostlikethatofthePacificuponBalboa’sgaze。

  Thebroadsteelysea,markedonlybyfaintlines,whichhadasemblanceofbeingetchedthereontoadegreenotdeepenoughtodisturbitsgeneralevenness,stretchedthewholewidthofhisfrontandroundtotheright,where,nearthetownandportofBudmouth,thesunbristleddownuponit,andbanishedallcolour,tosubstituteinitsplaceaclearoilypolish。

  Nothingmovedinsky,land,orsea,exceptafrillofmilkwhitefoamalongtheneareranglesoftheshores,shredsofwhichlickedthecontiguousstonesliketongues。

  Hedescendedandcametoasmallbasinofseaenclosedbythecliffs。

  Troy’snaturefreshenedwithinhim;hethoughthewouldrestandbatheherebeforegoingfarther。Heundressedandplungedin。Insidethecovethewaterwasuninterestingtoaswimmer,beingsmoothasapond,andtogetalittleoftheoceanswellTroypresentlyswambetweenthetwoprojectingspursofrockwhichformedthepillarsofHerculestothisminiatureMediterranean。

  UnfortunatelyforTroyacurrentunknowntohimexistedoutside,which,unimportanttocraftofanyburden,wasawkwardforaswimmerwhomightbetakeninitunawares。Troyfoundhimselfcarriedtotheleftandthenroundinaswoopouttosea。

  Henowrecollectedtheplaceanditssinistercharacter。Manybathershadthereprayedforadrydeathfromtimetotime,and,likeGonzaloalso,hadbeenunanswered;andTroybegantodeemitpossiblethathemightbeaddedtotheirnumber。Notaboatofanykindwasatpresentwithinsight,butfarinthedistanceBudmouthlayuponthesea,asitwerequietlyregardinghisefforts,andbesidethetowntheharbourshoweditspositionbyadimmeshworkofropesandspars。Afterwell-nighexhaustinghimselfinattemptstogetbacktothemouthofthecove,inhisweaknessswimmingseveralinchesdeeperthanwashiswont,keepinguphisbreathingentirelybyhisnostrils,turninguponhisbackadozentimesover,swimmingenpapillon,andsoon,Troyresolvedasalastresourcetotreadwaterataslightincline,andsoendeavourtoreachtheshoreatanypoint,merelygivinghimselfagentleimpetusinwardswhilstcarriedoninthegeneraldirectionofthetide。This,necessarilyaslowprocess,hefoundtobenotaltogethersodifficult,andthoughtherewasnochoiceofalanding-place-theobjectsonshorepassingbyhiminasadandslowprocession-heperceptiblyapproachedtheextremityofaspitoflandyetfurthertotheright,nowwelldefinedagainstthesunnyportionofthehorizon。WhiletheswimmerseyeswerefixeduponthespitashisonlymeansofsalvationonthissideoftheUnknown,amovingobjectbroketheoutlineoftheextremity,andimmediatelyaship’sboatappeared,mannedwithseveralsailorlads,herbowstowardsthesea。

  AllTroy’svigourspasmodicallyrevivedtoprolongthestruggleyetalittlefarther。Swimmingwithhisrightarm,hehelduphislefttohailthem,splashinguponthewaves,andshoutingwithallhismight。Fromthepositionofthesettingsunhiswhiteformwasdistinctlyvisibleuponthenowdeep-huedbosomoftheseatotheeastoftheboat,andthemersawhimatonce。Backingtheiroarsandputtingtheboatabout,theypulledtowardshimwithawill,andinfiveorsixminutesfromthetimeofhisfirsthalloo,twoofthesailorshauledhiminoverthestern。

  Theyformedpartofabrig’screwandhadcomeashoreforsand。Lendinghimwhatlittleclothingtheycouldspareamongthemasaslightprotectionagainsttherapidlycoolingair,theyagreedtolandhiminthemorning;

  andwithoutfurtherdelay,foritwasgrowinglate,theymadeagaintowardstheroadsteadwheretheirvessellay。

  Andnownightdroppedslowlyuponthewidewaterylevelsinfront;andatnogreatdistancefromthem,wheretheshore-linecurvedround,andformedalongribandofshadeuponthehorizon,aseriesofpointsofyellowlightbegantostartintoexistence,denotingthespottobethesiteofBudmouth,wherethelampswerebeinglightedalongtheparade。Thecluckoftheiroarswastheonlysoundofanydistinctnessuponthesea,andastheylabouredamidthethickeningshadesthelamp-lightsgrewlarger,eachappearingtosendaflamingsworddeepdownintothewavesbeforeit,untiltherearose,amongotherdimshapesofthekind,theformofthevesselforwhichtheywerebound。

  CHAPTERFORTY-EIGHTDoubtsarise-DoubtshungerBathshebaunderwenttheenlargementofherhusband’sabsencefromhourstodayswithaslightfeelingofsurprise,andaslightfeelingofrelief;

  yetneithersensationroseatanytimefarabovethelevelcommonlydesignatedasindifference。Shebelongedtohim:thecertaintiesofthatpositionweresowelldefined,andthereasonableprobabilitiesofitsissuesobounded,thatshecouldnotspeculateoncontingencies。Takingnofurtherinterestinherselfasasplendidwoman,sheacquiredtheindifferentfeelingsofanoutsiderincontemplatingherprobablefateasasingularwretch;

  forBathshebadrewherselfandherfutureincoloursthatnorealitycouldexceedfordarkness。Heroriginalvigorousprideofyouthhadsickened,andwithithaddeclinedallheranxietiesaboutcomingyears,sinceanxietyrecognizesabetterandaworsealternative,andBathshebahadmadeuphermindthatalternativesonanynote-worthyscalehadceasedforher。

  Soon,orlater-andthatnotverylate-herhusbandwouldbehomeagain。

  AndthenthedaysoftheirtenancyoftheUpperFarmwouldbenumbered。

  TherehadoriginallybeenshownbytheagenttotheestatesomedistrustofBathsheba’stenureasJamesEverdene’ssuccessor,onthescoreofhersex,andheryouth,andherbeauty;butthepeculiarnatureofheruncle’swill,hisownfrequenttestimonybeforehisdeathtoherclevernessinsuchapursuit,andhervigorousmarshallingofthenumerousflocksandherdswhichcamesuddenlyintoherhandsbeforenegotiationswereconcluded,hadwonconfidenceinherpowers,andnofartherobjectionshadbeenraised。

  Shehadlatterlybeeningreatdoubtastowhatthelegaleffectsofhermarriagewouldbeuponherposition;butnonoticehadbeentakenasyetofherchangeofname,andonlyonepointwasclear-thatintheeventofherownorherhusband’sinabilitytomeettheagentattheforthcomingJanuaryrent-day,verylittleconsiderationwouldbeshown,and,forthatmatter,verylittlewouldbedeserved。Onceoutofthefarmtheapproachofpovertywouldbesure。

  HenceBathshebalivedinaperceptionthatherpurposeswerebrokenoff。Shewasnotawomanwhocouldhopeonwithoutgoodmaterialsfortheprocess,differingthusfromthelessfar-sightedandenergetic,thoughmorepettedonesofthesex,withwhomhopegoesonasasortofclockworkwhichthemerestfoodandshelteraresufficienttowindup;andperceivingclearlythathermistakehadbeenafatalone,sheacceptedherposition,andwaitedcoldlyfortheend。

  ThefirstSaturdayafterTroy’sdepartureshewenttoCasterbridgealone,ajourneyshehadnottakensincehermarriage。OnthisSaturdayBathshebawaspassingslowlyonlootthroughthecrowdofruralbusiness-mengatheredasusualinfrontofthemarket-house,whowereasusualgazeduponbytheburgherswithfeelingsthatthosehealthylivesweredearlypaidforbyexclusionfrompossiblealdermanship,whenaman,whohadapparentlybeenfollowingher,saidsomewordstoanotheronherlefthand。Bathsheba’searswerekeenasthoseofanywildanimal,andshedistinctlyheardwhatthespeakersaid,thoughherbackwastowardshim。

  `IamlookingforMrsTroy。Isthatshethere’

  `Yes;that’stheyounglady,Ibelieve,’saidthepersonaddressed。

  `Ihavesomeawkwardnewstobreaktoher。Herhusbandisdrowned。’

  Asifendowedwiththespiritofprophecy,Bathshebagaspedout,`No,itisnottrue;itcannotbetrue!’Thenshesaidandheardnomore。Theiceofself-commandwhichhadlatterlygatheredoverherwasbroken,andthecurrentsburstforthagain,andoverwhelmedher。Adarknesscameintohereyes,andshefell。

  Butnottotheground。Agloomyman,whohadbeenobservingherfromundertheporticooftheoldcorn-exchangewhenshepassedthroughthegroupwithout,steppedquicklytohersideatthemomentofherexclamation,andcaughtherinhisarmsasshesankdown。

  `Whatisit?’saidBoldwood,lookingupatthebringerofthebignews,ashesupportedher。

  `HerhusbandwasdrownedthisweekwhilebathinginLulwindCove。A

  coastguardsmanfoundhisclothes,andbroughtthemintoBudmouthyesterday。’

  ThereuponastrangefirelightedupBoldwood’seye,andhisfaceflushedwiththesuppressedexcitementofanunutterablethought。Everybody’sglancewasnowcentreduponhimandtheunconsciousBathsheba。Heliftedherbodilyofftheground,andsmootheddownthefoldsofherdressasachildmighthavetakenastorm-beatenbirdandarrangeditsruffledplumes,andboreheralongthepavementtotheKing’sArmsinn。Herehepassedwithherunderthearchwayintoaprivateroom;andbythetimehehaddeposited-solothly-thepreciousburdenuponasofa,Bathshebahadopenedhereyes。Rememberingallthathadoccurred,shemurmured,`Iwanttogohome!’

  Boldwoodlefttheroom。Hestoodforamomentinthepassagetorecoverhissenses。Theexperiencehadbeentoomuchforhisconsciousnesstokeepupwith,andnowthathehadgraspeditithadgoneagain。Forthosefewheavenly,goldenmomentsshehadbeeninhisarms。

  Whatdiditmatterabouthernotknowingit?Shehadbeenclosetohisbreast;hehadbeenclosetohers。

  Hestartedonwardagain,andsendingawomantoher,wentouttoascertainallthefactsofthecase。Theseappearedtobelimitedtowhathehadalreadyheard。Hethenorderedherhorsetobeputintothegig,andwhenallwasreadyreturnedtoinformher。Hefoundthat,thoughstillpaleandunwell,shehadinthemeantimesentfortheBudmouthmanwhobroughtthetidings,andlearntFromhimalltherewastoknow。

  Beinghardlyinaconditiontodrivehomeasshehaddriventotown,Boldwood,witheverydelicacyofmannerandfeeling,offeredtogetheradriver,ortogiveheraseatinhisphaeton,whichwasmorecomfortablethanherownconveyance。TheseproposalsBathshebagentlydeclined,andthefarmeratoncedeparted。

  Abouthalfan-hourlatersheinvigoratedherselfbyaneffort,andtookherseatandthereinsasusual-inexternalappearancemuchasifnothinghadhappened。Shewentoutofthetownbyatortuousbackstreet,anddroveslowlyalong,unconsciousoftheroadandthescene。ThefirstshadesofeveningwereshowingthemselveswhenBathshebareachedhome,where,silentlyalightingandleavingthehorseinthebandsoftheboy,sheproceededatonceupstairs。Liddymetheronthelanding。ThenewshadprecededBathshebatoWeatherburybyhalfan-hour,andLiddylikedinquiringlyintohermistress’sface。Bathshebahadnothingtosay。

  Sheenteredherbedroomandsatbythewindow,andthoughtandthoughttillnightenvelopedher,andtheextremelinesonlyofhershapewerevisible。Somebodycametothedoor,knocked,andopenedit。

  `Well,whatisit,Liddy?’shesaid。

  `Iwasthinkingtheremustbesomethinggotforyoutowear,’saidLiddy,withhesitation。

  `Whatdoyoumean?’

  `Mourning。’

  `No,no,no,’saidBathshebahurriedly。

  `ButIsupposetheremustbesomethingdoneforpoor——’

  `Notatpresent,Ithink。Itisnotnecessary。

  `Whynot,ma’am?’

  `Becausehe’sstillalive。’

  `Howdoyouknowthat?’saidLiddy,amazed。

  `Idon’tknowit。Butwouldn’tithavebeendifferent,orshouldn’tIhaveheardmore,orwouldn’ttheyhavefoundhim,Liddy?-or-Idon’tknowhowitis,butdeathwouldhavebeendifferentfromhowthisis。Theremaybesometrickinit。Iamperfectlyconvincedthatheisstillalive!’

  BathshebaremainedfirminthisopiniontillMonday,whentwocircumstancesconjoinedtoshakeit。Thefirstwasashortparagraphinthelocalnewspaper,which,beyondmakingbyamethodizingpenformidablepresumptiveevidenceofTroy’sdeathbydrowning,containedtheimportanttestimonyofayoungMrBarker,M。D。,ofBudmouth,whospoketobeinganeyewitnessoftheaccident,inalettertotheeditor。Inthishestatedthathewaspassingoverthecliffontheremotersideofthecovejustasthesunwassetting。Atthattimehesawabathercarriedalonginthecurrentoutsidethemouthofthecove,andguessedinaninstantthattherewasbutapoorchanceforhimunless。Heshouldbepossessedofunusualmuscularpowers。Hedriftedbehindaprojectionofthecoast,andMrBarkerfollowedalongtheshoreinthesamedirection。Butbythetimethathecouldreachanelevationsufficientlygreattocommandaviewoftheseabeyond,duskhadsetin,andnothingfartherwastobeseen。

  Theothercircumstancewasthearrivalofhisclothes,whenitbecamenecessaryforhertoexamineandidentifythem-thoughthishadvirtuallybeendonelongbeforebythosewhoinspectedthelettersinhispockets。

  ItwassoevidenttoherinthemidstofheragitationthatTroyhadundressedinthefallconvictionofdressingagainalmostimmediately,thatthenotionthatanythingbutdeathcouldhavepreventedhimwasaperverseonetoentertain。

  ThenBathshebasaidtoherselfthatotherswereassuredintheiropinion;

  strangethatsheshouldnotbe。Astrangereflectionoccurredtoher,causingherfacetoflush。SupposethatTroyhadfollowedFannyintoanotherworld。

  Hadhedonethisintentionallyyetcontrivedtomakehisdeathappearlikeanaccident?Nevertheless,thisthoughtofhowtheapparentmightdifferfromthereal-madevividbyherbygonejealousyofFanny,andtheremorsehehadshownthatnight-didnotblindhertotheperceptionofalikelierdifference,lesstragic,buttoherselffarmoredisastrous。

  Whenalonelatethateveningbesideasmallfire,andmuchcalmeddown,BathshebatookTroy’swatchintoherhand,whichhadbeenrestoredtoherwiththerestofthearticlesbelongingtohim。Sheopenedthecaseashehadopeneditbeforeheraweekago。Therewasthelittlecoilofpalehairwhichhadbeenasthefazetothisgreatexplosion。

  `Hewashersandshewashis;theyshouldbegonetogether,’shesaid。

  `Iamnothingtoeitherofthem,andwhyshouldIkeepherhair?’Shetookitinherhand,andhelditoverthefire。`No-I’llnotburnit-I’llkeepitinmemoryofher,poorthing!’sheadded,snatchingbackherhand。

  CHAPTERFORTY-NINEOak’sAdvancement-AGreatHopeThelateautumnandthewinterdrewonapace,andtheleaveslaythickupontheturfofthegladesandthemossesofthewoods。Bathsheba,havingpreviouslybeenlivinginastateofsuspendedfeelingwhichwasnotsuspense,nowlivedinamoodofquietudewhichwasnotpreciselypeacefulness。Whileshehadknownhimtobealiveshecouldhavethoughtofhisdeathwithequanimity;butnowthatitmightbeshehadlosthim,sheregrettedthathewasnothersstill。Shekeptthefirmgoing,rakedinherprofitswithoutcaringkeenlyaboutthem,andexpendedmoneyonventuresbecauseshehaddonesoinbygonedays,which,thoughnotlonggoneby,seemedinfinitelyremovedfromherpresent。Shelookedbackuponthatpastoveragreatgulf,asifshewerenowadeadperson,havingthefacultyofmeditationstillleftinher,bymeansofwhich,likethemoulderinggentlefolkofthepoet’sstory,shecouldsitandponderwhatagiftlifeusedtobe。

  However,oneexcellentresultofhergeneralapathywasthelongdelayedinstallationofOakasbailiffbuthehavingvirtuallyexercisedthatfunctionforalongtimealready,thechange,beyondthesubstantialincreaseofwagesitbrought,waslittlemorethananominaloneaddressedtotheoutsideworld。

  Boldwoodlivedsecludedandinactive。Muchofhidwheatandallhisbarleyofthatseasonhadbeenspoiltbytherain。Itsprouted,grewintointricatemats,andwasultimatelythrowntothepigsinarmfuls。Thestrangeneglectwhichhadproducedthisruinandwastebecamethesubjectofwhisperedtalkamongallthepeopleround;anditwaselicitedfromoneofBoldwood’smenthatforgetfulnesshadnothingtodowithit,forhehadbeenremindedofthedangertohiscornasmanytimesandaspersistentlyasinferiorsdaredtodo。ThesightofthepigsturningindisgustfromtherottenearsseemtoarouseBoldwood,andheoneeveningsentforOak。WhetheritwassuggestedbyBathsheba’srecentactofpromotionornot,thefarmerproposedattheinterviewthatGabrielshouldundertakethesuperintendenceofthelowerFarmaswellasofBathsheba’s,becauseofthenecessityBoldwoodfeltforsuchaid,andtheimpossibilityofdiscoveringamoretrustworthyman。Gabriel’smalignantstarwasassuredlysettingfast。

  Bathsheba,whenshelearntofthisproposal-forOakwasobligedtoconsulther-atfirstlanguidlyobjected。Sheconsideredthatthetwofarmstogetherweretooextensivefortheobservationofoneman。Boldwood,whowasapparentlydeterminedbypersonalratherthancommercialreasons,suggestedthatOakshouldbefurnishedwithahorseforhissoleuse,whentheplanwouldpresentnodifficulty,thetwofarmslyingsidebyside。

  Boldwooddidnotdirectlycommunicatewithherduringthesenegotiations,onlyspeakingtoOak,whowasthegobetweenthroughout。Allwasharmoniouslyarrangedatlast,andwenowseeOakmountedonastrongcob,anddailytrottingthelengthandbreadthofabouttwothousandacresinacheerfulspiritofsurveillance,asifthecropsallbelongedtohim-theactualmistressoftheone-half,andthemasteroftheother,sittingintheirrespectivehomesingloomyandsadseclusion。

  Outofthistherearose,duringthespringsucceeding,atalkintheparishthatGabrielOakwasfeatheringhisnestfast。

  `Whateverd’yethink?’saidSusanTall,`GableOakiscomingitquitethedand。Henowwearsshiningbootswithhardlyahobin’em,twoorthreetimesa-week,andatallhata-Sundays,and’ahardlyknowsthenameofsmockfrock。WhenIseepeoplestrutenoughtobecutupintobantamcocks,Istanddormantwithwonder,andsaysnomore!’

  ItwaseventuallyknownthatGabriel,thoughpaidafixedwagebyBathshebaindependentofthefluctuationsofagriculturalprofits,hadmadeanengagementwithBoldwoodbywhichOakwastoreceiveashareofthereceipts-asmallsharecertainly,yetitwasmoneyofahigherqualitythanmerewages,andcapableofexpansioninawaythatwageswerenot。SomewerebeginningtoconsiderOaka`near’man,forthoughhisconditionhadthusfarimproved,helivedinnobetterstylethanbefore,occupyingthesamecottage,paringhisownpotatoes,mendinghisstockings,andsometimesevenmakinghisbedwithhisownhands。ButasOakwasnotonlyprovokinglyindifferenttopublicopinion,butamanwhoclungpersistentlytooldhabitsandusages,simplybecausetheywereold,therewasroomfordoubtastohismotives。

  AgreathopehadlatterlygerminatedinBoldwood,whoseunreasoningdevotiontoBathshebacouldonlybecharacterizedasafondmadnesswhichneithertimenorcircumstance,evilnorgoodreport,couldweakenordestroy。

  Thisfeveredhopehadgrownupagainlikeagrainofmustard-seedduringthequietwhichfollowedthehastyconjecturethatTroywasdrowned。Henourisheditfearfully,andalmostshunnedthecontemplationofitinearnest,lestfactsshouldrevealthewildnessofthedream。Bathshebahavingatlastbeenpersuadedtowearmourning,herappearanceassheenteredthechurchinthatguisewasinitselfaweeklyadditiontohisfaiththatatimewascoming-veryfaroffperhaps,yetsurelynearing-whenhiswaitingoneventsshouldhaveitsreward。Howlonghemighthavetowaithehadnotyetcloselyconsidered。WhathewouldtrytorecognizewasthatthesevereschoolingshehadbeensubjectedtohadmadeBathshebamuchmoreconsideratethanshehadformerlybeenofthefeelingsofothers,andhetrustedthat,shouldshebewillingatanytimeinthefuturetomarryanymanatall,thatmanwouldbehimself。Therewasasubstratumofgoodfeelinginher;herself-reproachfortheinjuryshehadthoughtlesslydonehimmightbedependeduponnowtoamuchgreaterextentthanbeforeherinfatuationanddisappointment。Itwouldbepossibletoapproachherbythechannelofhergoodnature,andtosuggestafriendlybusiness-likecompactbetweenthemforfulfilmentatsomefutureday,keepingthepassionatesideofhisdesireentirelyoutofhersight。SuchwasBoldwood’shope。

  Totheeyesofthemiddle-aged,Bathshebawasperhapsadditionallycharmingjustnow。Herexuberanceofspiritwaspruneddown;theoriginalphantomofdelightshadshownherselftobenottoobrightforhumannature’sdailyfood,andshehadbeenabletoenterthissecondpoeticalphasewithoutlosingmuchofthefirstintheprocess。

  Bathsheba’sreturnfromatwomonths’visittoheroldauntatNorcombeaffordedtheimpassionedandyearningfarmerapretextforinquiringdirectlyalterher-nowpossiblyintheninthmonthofherwidowhood-andendeavouringtogetanotionofherstateofmindregardinghim。Thisoccurredinthemiddleofthehaymaking,andBoldwoodcontrivedtobenearLiddy,whowasassistinginthefields。

  `Iamgladtoseeyououtofdoors,Lydia,’hesaidpleasantly。

  Shesimpered,andwonderedinherheartwhyheshouldspeaksofranklytoher。

  `IhopeMrsTroyisquitewellafterherlongabsence,’hecontinued,inamannerexpressingthatthecoldest-heartedneighbourcouldscarcelysaylessabouther。

  `Sheisquitewell,sir。’

  `Andcheerful,Isuppose。

  `Yes,cheerful。’

  `Fearful,didyousay?’

  `Ono。Imerelysaidshewascheerful。’

  `Tellsyouallheraffairs?’

  `No,sir。’

  `Someofthem?’

  `Yes,sir。’

  `MrsTroyputsmuchconfidenceinyou,Lydia,andverywisely,perhaps。’

  `Shedo,sir。I’vebeenwithherallthroughhertroubles,andwaswithheratthetimeofMrTroy’sgoingandall。AndifsheweretomarryagainIexpectIshouldbidewithher。’

  `Shepromisesthatyoushall-quitenatural,’saidthestrategiclover,throbbingthroughouthimatthepresumptionwhichLiddy’swordsappearedtowarrant-thathisdarlinghadthoughtofre-marriage。

  `No-shedoesn’tpromiseitexactly。Imerelyjudgeonmyownaccount。’

  `Yes,yes,Iunderstand。Whenshealludestothepossibilityofmarryingagain,youconclude——’

  `Sheneverdoalludetoit,sir,’saidLiddy,thinkinghowverystupidMrBoldwoodwasgetting。

  `Ofcoursenot,’hereturnedhastily,hishopefallingagain。`Youneedn’ttakequitesuchlongreacheswithyourtake,Lydia-shortandquickonesarebest。Well,perhaps,assheisabsolutemistressagainnow,itiswiseofhertoresolvenevertogiveupherfreedom。

  `Mymistressdidcertainlyoncesay,thoughnotseriously,thatshesupposedshemightmarryagainattheendofsevenyearsfromlastyear,ifshecaredtoriskMrTroy’scomingbackandclaimingher。’

  `Ah,sixyearsfromthepresenttime。Saidthatshemight。Shemightmarryatonceineveryreasonableperson’sopinion,whateverthelawyersmaysaytothecontrary。

  `Haveyoubeentoaskthem?’saidLiddyinnocently。

  `NotI,’saidBoldwood,growingred。`Liddy,youneedn’tstayhereaminutelaterthanyouwish,soMrOaksays。Iamnowgoingonlittlefarther。

  Good-afternoon。’

  Hewentawayvexedwithhimselfandashamedofhavingforthisonetimeinhislifedoneanythingwhichcouldbecalledunderhand。PoorBoldwoodhadnomoreskillinfinessethanabattering-ramandhewasuneasywithasenseofhavingmadehimselftoappearstupidand,whatwasworse,mean。

  Buthehad,afterall,lightedupononefactbywayofrepayment。Itwasasingularlyfreshandfascinatingfact,aridthoughnotwithoutitssadnessitwaspertinentandreal。InlittlemorethansixyearsfromthistimeBathshebamightcertainlymarryhim。Therewassomethingdefiniteinthathope,foradmittingthattheremighthavebeennodeepthoughtinherwordstoLiddyaboutmarriage,theyshowedatleasthercreedonthematter。

  Thispleasantnotionwasnowcontinuallyinhismind。Sixyearswerealongtime,buthowmuchshorterthannever,theideahehadforsolongbeenobligedtoendure!JacobhadservedtwicesevenyearsforRachel:

  whatweresixforsuchawomanasthis?Hetriedtolikethenotionofwaitingforherbetterthanthatofwinningheratonce。Boldwoodfelthislovetobesodeepandstrongandeternal,thatitwaspossibleshehadneveryetknownitsfallvolume,andthispatienceindelaywouldaffordhimanopportunityofgivingsweetproofonthepoint。Hewouldannihilatethesixyearsofhislifeasiftheywereminutes-solittledidhevaluehistimeonearthbesideherlove。Hewouldlethersee,allthosesixyearsofintangibleetherealcourtship,howlittlecarehehadforanythingbutasitboreupontheconsummation。

  MeanwhiletheearlyandthelatesummerbroughtroundtheweekinwhichGreenhillFairwasheld。ThisfairwasfrequentlyattendedbythefolkofWeatherbury。

  CHAPTERFIFTYTheSheepFair-TroytoucheshisWife’sHandGreenhillwastheNijniNovgorodofSouthWessex;andthebusiest,merriest,noisiestdayofthewholestatutenumberwasthedayofthesheepfair。

  Thisyearlygatheringwasuponthesummitofahillwhichretainedingoodpreservationtheremainsofanancientearthwork,consistingofahugerampartandentrenchmentofanovalformencirclingthetopofthehill,thoughsomewhatbrokendownhereandthere。Toeachofthetwochiefopeningsonoppositesidesawindingroadascended,andthelevelgreenspaceoftenorfifteenacresenclosedbythebankwasthesiteofthefair。Afewpermanenterectionsdottedthespot,butthemajorityofvisitorspatronizedcanvasaloneforrestingandfeedingunderduringthetimeoftheirsojournhere。

  Shepherdswhoattendedwiththeirflocksfromlongdistancesstartedfromhometwoorthreedays,orevenaweek,beforethefair,drivingtheirchargesafewmileseachday-notmorethantenortwelve-andrestingthematnightinhiredfieldsbythewaysideatpreviouslychosenpoints,wheretheyfed,havingfastedsincemorning。Theshepherdofeachflockmarchedbehind,abundlecontaininghiskitfortheweekstrappeduponhisshoulders,andinhishandhiscrook,whichheusedasthestaffofhispilgrimage。Severalofthesheepwouldgetwornandlame,andoccasionallyalambingoccurredontheroad。Tomeetthesecontingencies,therewasfrequentlyprovided,toaccompanytheflocksfromtheremoterpoints,aponyandwaggonintowhichtheweaklyonesweretakenfortheremainderofthejourney。

  TheWeatherburyFarms,however,werenosuchlongdistancefromthehill,andthosearrangementswerenotnecessaryintheircase。ButthelargeunitedflocksofBathshebaandFarmerBoldwoodformedavaluableandimposingmultitudewhichdemandedmuchattention,andonthisaccountGabriel,inadditiontoBoldwood’sshepherdandCainBall,accompaniedthemalongtheway,throughthedecayedoldtownofKingsbere,andupwardtotheplateau,-oldGeorgethedogofcoursebehindthem。

  WhentheautumnsunslantedoverGreenhillthismorningandlightedthedewyflatuponitscrest,nebulouscloudsofdustweretobeseenfloatingbetweenthepairsofhedgeswhichstreakedthewideprospectaroundinalldirections。Thesegraduallyconvergeduponthebaseofthehill,andtheflocksbecameindividuallyvisible,climbingtheserpentinewayswhichledtothetop。Thus,inaslowprocession,theyenteredtheopeningtowhichtheroadstended,multitudeaftermultitude,hornedandhornless-blueflocksandredflocks,buffflocksandbrownflocks,evengreenandsalmon-tintedflocks,accordingtothefancyofthecolouristandcustomofthefarm。Menwereshouting,dogswerebarking,withgreatestanimation,butthethrongingtravellersinsolongajourneyhadgrownnearlyindifferenttosuchterrors,thoughtheystillbleatedpiteouslyattheunwantednessoftheirexperiences,atallshepherdrisinghereandthereinthemidstofthem,likeagiganticidolamidacrowdofprostratedevotees。

  ThegreatmassofsheepinthefairconsistedofSouthDownsandtheoldWessexhornedbreeds;tothelatterclassBathsheba’sandFarmerBoldwood’smainlybelonged。Thesefiledinaboutnineo’clock,theirvermiculatedhornsloppinggracefullyoneachsideoftheircheeksingeometricallyperfectspirals,asmallpinkandwhiteearnestlingundereachhorn。Beforeandbehindcameothervarieties,perfectleopardsastothefallrichsubstanceoftheircoats,andonlylackingthespots。TherewerealsoafewoftheOxfordshirebreed,whosewoolwasbeginningtocurllikeachild’sflaxenhair,thoughsurpassedinthisrespectbytheeffeminateLeicesters,whichwereinturnlesscurlythantheCotswolds。ButthemostpicturesquebyfarwasasmallflockofExmoors,whichchancedtobetherethisyear。

  Theirpiedfacesandlegs,darkandheavyhorns,tressesofwoolhangingroundtheirswarthyforeheads,quiterelievedthemonotonyoftheflocksinthatquarter。

  Allthesebleating,panting,andwearythousandshadenteredandwerepennedbeforethemorninghadfaradvanced,thedogbelongingtoeachflockbeingtiedtothecornerofthepencontainingit。Alleysforpedestriansintersectedthepens,whichsoonbecamecrowdedwithbuyersandsellersfromfarandnear。

  Inanotherpartofthehillanaltogetherdifferentscenebegantoforceitselfupontheeyetowardsmidday。Acirculartentofexceptionalnewnessandsize,wasincourseoferectionhere。Asthedaydrewon,theflocksbegantochangehands,lighteningtheshepherds’responsibilities;andtheyturnedtheirattentiontothistentandinquiredofamanatworkthere,whosesoulseemedconcentratedontyingabotheringknotinnotime,whatwasgoingon。

  `TheRoyalHippodromePerformanceofTurpin’sRidetoYorkandtheDeathofBlackBess,’repliedthemanpromptly,withoutturninghiseyesorleavingofftying。

  Assoonasthetentwascompletedthebandstruckuphighlystimulatingharmonies,andtheannouncementwaspubliclymade,BlackBessstandinginaconspicuouspositionontheoutside,asalivingproof,ifproofwerewanted,ofthetruthoftheoracularutterancesfromthestageoverwhichthepeopleweretoenter。Theseweresoconvincedbysuchgenuineappealstoheartandunderstandingboththattheysoonbegantocrowdinabundantly,amongtheforemostbeingvisibleJanCogganandJosephPoorgrass,whowereholidaykeepinghereto-day。

  `That’sthegreatruffenpushingme!’screamedawomaninfrontofJanoverhershoulderathimwhentherushwasatitsfiercest。

  `HowcanIhelppushingyewhenthefolkbehindpushme?’saidCoggan,inadeprecatingtone,turninghisheadtowardstheaforesaidfolkasfarashecouldwithoutturninghisbody,whichwasjammedasinavice。

  Therewasasilence;thenthedrumsandtrumpetsagainsentforththeirechoingnotes。Thecrowdwasagainecstasied,andgaveanotherlurchinwhichCogganandPoorgrasswereagainthrustbythosebehinduponthewomeninfront。

  `Othathelplessfeymelsshouldbeatthemercyofsuchruffens!’exclaimedoneoftheseladiesagain,assheswayedlikeareedshakenbythewind。

  `Now,’saidCoggan,appealinginanearnestvoicetothepublicatlargeasitstoodclusteredabouthisshoulder-blades,`didyeeverhearsuchaonreasonablewomanasthat?Uponmycarcass,neighbours,ifIcouldonlygetoutofthischeesewring,thedamnwomenmighteattheshowforme!’

  `Don’tyeloseyertemper,Jan!’imploredJosephPoorgrass,inawhisper。

  `Theymightgettheirmentomurderus,forIthinkbytheshineoftheireyesthattheybeasinfulformofwomankind。’

  Janheldhistongue,asifhehadnoobjectiontobepacifiedtopleaseafriend,andtheygraduallyreachedthefootoftheladder,Poorgrassbeingflattenedlikeajumping-jack,andthesixpence,taradmission,whichhehadgotreadyhalfan-hourearlier,havingbecomesoreekinghotinthetightsqueezeofhisexcitedhandthatthewomaninspangles,brazenringssetwithglassdiamonds,andwithchalkedfaceandshoulders,whotookthemoneyofhim,hastilydroppeditagainfromafearthatsometrickhadbeenplayedtoburnherfingers。Sotheyallentered,andtheclothofthetent,totheeyesofanobserverontheoutside,becamebulgedintoinnumerablepimplessuchasweobserveonasackofpotatoes,causedbythevarioushumanheads,backs,andelbowsathighpressurewithin。

  Attherearofthelargetentthereweretwosmalldressing-tents。Oneofthese,allottedtothemaleperformers,waspartitionedintohalvesbyacloth;andinoneofthedivisionstherewassittingonthegrass,pullingonapairofjack-boots,ayoungmanwhomweinstantlyrecognizeasSergeantTroy。

  Troy’sappearanceinthispositionmaybebrieflyaccountedfor。ThebrigaboardwhichhewastakeninBudmouthRoadswasabouttostartonavoyage,thoughsomewhatshortofhands。Troyreadthearticlesandjoined,butbeforetheysailedaboatwasdespatchedacrossthebaytoLulwindCove;ashehadhalfexpected,hisclothesweregone。HeultimatelyworkedhispassagetotheUnitedStates,wherehemadeaprecariouslivinginvarioustownsasProfessorofGymnastics,SwordExercise,Fencing,andPugilism。Afewmonthsweresufficienttogivehimadistasteforthiskindoflife。Therewasacertainanimalformofrefinementinhisnature;

  andhoweverpleasantastrangeconditionmightbewhilstprivationswereeasilywardedoff,itwasdisadvantageouslycoarsewhenmoneywasshort。

  Therewaseverpresent,too,theideathathecouldclaimahomeanditscomfortsdidhebutchoosetoreturntoEnglandandWeatherburyFarm。WhetherBathshebathoughthimdeadwasafrequentsubjectofcuriousconjecture。

  ToEnglandhedidreturnatlast;butthefactofdrawingnearertoWeatherburyabstracteditsfascinations,andhisintentiontoenterhisoldgrooveatthatplacebecamemodified。ItwaswithgloomheconsideredonlandingatLiverpoolthatifheweretogohomehisreceptionwouldbeofakindveryunpleasanttocontemplate;forwhatTroyhadinthewayofemotionwasanoccasionalfitfulsentimentwhichsometimescausedhimasmuchinconvenienceasemotionofastrongandhealthykind。Bathshebawasnotawomantobemadeafoolof,orawomantosufferinsilence;andhowcouldheendureexistencewithaspiritedwifetowhomatfirstenteringhewouldbebeholdenforfoodandlodging?Moreover,itwasnotatallunlikelythathiswifewouldfailatherfarming,ifshehadnotalreadydoneso;andhewouldthenbecomeliableforhermaintenance;andwhatalifesuchafutureofpovertywithherwouldbe,thespectreofFannyconstantlybetweenthem,harrowinghistemperandembitteringherwords!Thus,forreasonstouchingondistaste,regret,andshamecommingled,heputoffhisreturnfromdaytoday,andwouldhavedecidedtoputitoffaltogetherifhecouldhavefoundanywhereelsetheready-madeestablishmentwhichexistedforhimthere。

  Atthistime-theJulyprecedingtheSeptemberinwhichwefindhimatGreenhillFair-hefellinwithatravellingcircuswhichwasperformingintheoutskirtsofanortherntown。Troyintroducedhimselftothemanagerbytamingarestivehorseofthetroupe,hittingasuspendedapplewithapistol-bulletfiredfromtheanimal’shackwheninfallgallop,andotherfeats。Forhismeritsinthese-allmoreorlessbaseduponhisexperiencesasadragoon-guardsman-Troywastakenintothecompany,andtheplayofTurpinwaspreparedwithaviewtohispersonationofthechiefcharacter。

  Troywasnotgreatlyelatedbytheappreciativespiritinwhichhewasundoubtedlytreated,buthethoughttheengagementmightaffordhimafewweeksforconsideration。Itwasthuscarelessly,andwithouthavingformedanydefiniteplanforthefuture,thatTroyfoundhimselfatGreenhillFairwiththerestofthecompanyonthisday。

  Andnowthemildautumnsungotlower,andinfrontofthepavilionthefollowingincidenthadtakenplace。Bathsheba-whowasdriventothefairthatdaybyheroddmanPoorgrass-had,likeeveryoneelse,readorheardtheannouncementthatMrFrancis,theGreatCosmopolitanEquestrianandRoughrider,wouldenactthepartofTurpin,andshewasnotyettoooldandcareworntobewithoutalittlecuriositytoseehim。Thisparticularshowwasbyfarthelargestandgrandestinthefair,ahordeoflittleshowsgroupingthemselvesunderitsshadelikechickensaroundahen。Thecrowdhadpassedin,andBoldwood,whohadbeenwatchingallthedayforanopportunityofspeakingtoher,seeinghercomparativelyisolated,cameuptoherside。

  `Ihopethesheephavedonewelltoday,MrsTroy?’hesaidnervously。

  `Oyes,thankyou,’saidBathsheba,colourspringingupinthecentreofhercheeks。`Iwasfortunateenoughtosellthemalljustaswegotuponthehill,sowehadn’ttopenatall。’

  `Andnowyouareentirelyatleisure?’

  `Yes,exceptthatIhavetoseeonemoredealerintwohours’time;

  otherwiseIshouldbegoinghome。Iwaslookingatthislargetentandtheannouncement。Haveyoueverseentheplayof“Turpin’sRidetoYork“?

  Turpinwasarealman,washenot?’

  `Oyes,perfectlytrue-allofit。Indeed,IthinkI’veheardJanCoggansaythatarelationofhisknewTomKing,Turpin’sfriend,quitewell。’

  `Cogganisrathergiventostrangestoriesconnectedwithhisrelations,wemustremember。Ihopetheycanallbebelieved。’

  `Yes,yes;weknowCoggan。ButTurpinistrueenough。Youhaveneverseenitplayed,Isuppose?’

  `Never。IwasnotallowedtogointotheseplaceswhenIwasyoung。

  Hark!What’sthatprancing?Howtheyshout!’

  `BlackBessjuststartedoff,Isuppose。AmIrightinsupposingyouwouldliketoseetheperformance,MrsTroy?Pleaseexcusemymistake,ifitisone;butifyouwouldliketo,I’llgetaseatforyouwithpleasure。’

  Perceivingthatshehesitated,headded,`Imyselfshallnotstaytoseeit:I’veseenitbefore。’

  NowBathshebadidcarealittletoseetheshow,andhadonlywithheldherfeetfromtheladderbecauseshefearedtogoinalone。ShehadbeenhopingthatOakmightappear,whoseassistanceinsuchcaseswasalwaysacceptedasaninalienableright,butOakwasnowheretobeseen;andhenceitwasthatshesaid,`Thenifyouwilljustlookinfirst,toseeifthere’sroom,IthinkIwillgoinforaminuteortwo。’

  AndsoashorttimeafterthisBathshebaappearedinthetentwithBoldwoodatherelbow,who,takinghertoa`reserved’seat,againwithdrew。

  Thisfeatureconsistedofoneraisedbenchinaveryconspicuouspartofthecircle,coveredwithredcloth,andflooredwithapieceofcarpet,andBathshebaimmediatelyfound,toherconfusion,thatshewasthesinglereservedindividualinthetent,therestofthecrowdedspectators,oneandall,standingontheirlegsonthebordersofthearena,wheretheygottwiceasgoodaviewoftheperformanceforhalfthemoney。Henceasmanyeyeswereturneduponher,enthronedaloneinthisplaceofhonour,againstascarletbackground,asupontheponiesandclownwhowereengagedinpreliminaryexploitsinthecentre,Turpinnothavingyetappeared。

  Oncethere,Bathshebawasforcedtomakethebestofitandremain:shesatdown,spreadingherskirtswithsomedignityovertheunoccupiedspaceoneachsideofher,andgivinganewandfeminineaspecttothepavilion。

  InafewminutesshenoticedthefatrednapeofCoggan’sneckamongthosestandingjustbelowher,andJosephPoorgrass’ssaintlyprofilealittlefurtheron。

  Theinteriorwasshadowywithapeculiarshade。Thestrangeluminoussemi-opacitiesoffineautumnafternoonsandevesintensifiedintoRembrandteffectsthefewyellowsunbeamswhichcamethroughholesanddivisionsinthecanvas,andspurtedlikejetsofgold-dustacrosstheduskyblueatmosphereofhazepervadingthetent,untiltheyalightedoninnersurfacesofclothopposite,andshonelikelittlelampssuspendedthere。

  Troy,onpeepingfromhisdressing-tentthroughaslitforareconnoitrebeforeentering,sawhisunconsciouswifeonhighbeforehimasdescribed,sittingasqueenofthetournament。Hestartedbackinutterconfusion,foralthoughhisdisguiseeffectuallyconcealedhispersonality,heinstantlyfeltthatshewouldbesuretorecognizehisvoice。HehadseveraltimesduringthedaythoughtofthepossibilityofsomeWeatherburypersonorotherappearingandrecognizinghim;buthehadtakentheriskcarelessly。

  Iftheyseeme,letthem,hehadsaid。ButherewasBathshebainherownperson;andtherealityofthescenewassomuchintenserthananyofhisprefiguringsthathefelthehadnothalfenoughconsideredthepoint。

  ShelookedsocharmingandfairthathiscoolmoodaboutWeatherburypeoplewaschanged。Hehadnotexpectedhertoexercisethispoweroverhiminthetwinklingofaneye。Shouldhegoon,andcarenothing?Hecouldnotbringhimselftodothat。Beyondapoliticwishtoremainunknown,theresuddenlyaroseinhimnowasenseofshameatthepossibilitythathisattractiveyoungwife,whoalreadydespisedhim,shoulddespisehimmorebydiscoveringhiminsomeanaconditionaftersolongatime。Heactuallyblushedatthethought,andwasvexedbeyondmeasurethathissentimentsofdisliketowardsWeatherburyshouldhaveledhimtodailyaboutthecountryinthisway。

  ButTroywasnevermorecleverthanwhenabsolutelyathiswits’end。

  Hehastilythrustasidethecurtaindividinghisownlittledressingspacefromthatofthemanagerandproprietor,whonowappearedastheindividualcalledTomKingasfardownashiswaist,andastheaforesaidrespectablemanagerthencetohistoes。

  `Here’sthedeviltopay!’saidTroy。

  `How’sthat?’

  `Why,there’sablackguardcreditorinthetentIdon’twanttosee,who’lldiscovermeandnabmeassureasSatanifIopenmymouth。What’stobedone?’

  `Youmustappearnow,Ithink。’

  `Ican’t。’

  `Buttheplaymustproceed。’

  `DoyougiveoutthatTurpinhasgotabadcold,andcan’tspeakhispart,butthathe’llperformitjustthesamewithoutspeaking。’

  Theproprietorshookhishead。

  `Anyhow,playornoplay,Iwon’topenmymouth,’saidTroyfirmly。

  `Verywell,thenletmesee。Itellyouhowwe’llmanage,’saidtheother,whoperhapsfeltitwouldbeextremelyawkwardtooffendhisleadingmanjustatthistime。`Iwon’ttell’emanythingaboutyourkeepingsilence;

  goonwiththepieceandsaynothing,doingwhatyoucanbyajudiciouswinknowandthen,andafewindomitablenodsintheheroicplaces,youknow。They’llneverfindoutthatthespeechesareomitted。’

  Thisseemedfeasibleenough,forTurpin’sspeecheswerenotmanyorlong,thefascinationofthepiecelyingentirelyintheaction;andaccordinglytheplaybegan,andattheappointedtimeBlackBessleaptintothegrassycircleamidtheplauditsofthespectators。Attheturnpikescene,whereBessandTurpinarehotlypursuedatmidnightbytheofficers,andthehalfawakegatekeeperinhistassellednightcapdeniesthatanyhorsemanhaspassed,Cogganutteredabroad-chested`Welldone!’whichcouldbeheardalloverthefairabovethebleating,andPoorgrasssmileddelightedlywithanicesenseofdramaticcontrastbetweenourhero,whocoollyleapsthegate,andhaltingjusticeintheformofhisenemies,whomustneedspullupcumbersomelyandwaittobeletthrough。AtthedeathofTomKing,hecouldnotrefrainfromseizingCogganbythehand,andwhispering,withtearsinhiseyes,`Ofcoursehe’snotreallyshot,Jan-onlyseemingly!’

  Andwhenthelastsadscenecameon,andthebodyofthegallantandfaithfulBesshadtobecarriedoutonashutterbytwelvevolunteersfromamongthespectators,nothingcouldrestrainPoorgrassfromlendingahand,exclaiming,asheaskedJantojoinhim,`’TwillbesomethingtotellofatWarren’sinfutureyears,Jan,andhanddowntoourchildren。’FormanyayearinWeatherbury,Josephtold,withtheairofamanwhohadhadexperiencesinhistime,thathetouchedwithhisownhandthehoofofBessasshelayupontheboarduponhisshoulder。If,ascomethinkershold,immortalityconsistsinbeingenshrinedinothers’memories,thendidBlackBessbecomeimmortalthatdayifsheneverhaddonesobefore。

  MeanwhileTroyhadaddedafewtouchestohisordinarymakeupfarthecharacter,themoreeffectuallytodisguisehimself,andthoughhehadfeltfaintqualmsonfirstentering,themetamorphosiseffectedbyjudiciously`lining’hisfacewithawirerenderedhimsafefromtheeyesofBathshebaandhermen。Nevertheless,hewasrelievedwhenitwasgotthrough。

  Therewasasecondperformanceintheevening,andthetentwaslightedup。Troyhadtakenhispartveryquietlythistime,venturingtointroduceafewspeechesonoccasion;andwasjustconcludingitwhen,whilststandingattheedgeofthecirclecontiguoustothefirstrowofspectators,heobservedwithinayardofhimtheeyeofamandartedkeenlyintohissidefeatures。Troyhastilyshiftedhisposition,afterhavingrecognizedinthescrutineertheknavishbailiffPennyways,hiswife’sswornenemy,whostillhungabouttheoutskirtsofWeatherbury。

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