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  `Ihavenotfalleninlovewithyou,MrBoldwood-certainlyImustsaythat。’Sheallowedaverysmallsmiletocreepforthefirsttimeoverherseriousfaceinsayingthis,andthewhiterowofupperteeth,andkeenly-cutlipsalreadynoticed,suggestedanideaofheartlessness,whichwasimmediatelycontradictedbythepleasanteyes。

  `Butyouwilljustthink-inkindnessandcondescensionthink-ifyoucannotbearwithmeasahusband!IfearIamtoooldforyou,butbelievemeIwilltakemorecareofyouthanwouldmanyamanofyourownage。Iwillprotectandcherishyouwithallmystrength-Iwillindeed!

  Youshallhavenocares-beworriedbynohouseholdaffairs,andlivequiteatease,MissEverdene。Thedairysuperintendenceshallbedonebyaman-Icanafforditwell-youshallneverhavesomuchastolookoutofdoorsathaymakingtime,ortothinkofweatherintheharvest。

  Iratherclingtothechaise,becauseitisthesamemypoorfatherandmotherdrove,butifyoudon’tlikeitIwillsellit,andyoushallhaveapony-carriageofyourown。Icannotsayhowfaraboveeveryotherideaandobjectonearthyouseemtome-nobodyknows-Godonlyknows-howmuchyouaretome!’

  Bathsheba’sheartwasyoung,anditswelledwithsympathyforthedeep-naturedmanwhospokesosimply。

  `Don’tsayit:don’t!Icannotbearyoutofeelsomuch,andmetofeelnothing。AndIamafraidtheywillnoticeus,MrBoldwood。Willyouletthematterrestnow?Icannotthinkcollectedly。Ididnotknowyouweregoingtosaythistome。O,Iamwickedtohavemadeyousufferso!’Shewasfrightenedaswellasagitatedathisvehemence。

  `Saythen,thatyoudon’tabsolutelyrefuse。Donotquiterefuse?’

  `Icandonothing。Icannotanswer。

  `Imayspeaktoyouagainonthesubject?’

  `Yes。’

  `Imaythinkofyou?’

  `Yes,Isupposeyoumaythinkofme。’

  `Andhopetoobtainyou?’

  `No-donothope!Letusgoon。’

  `Iwillcalluponyouagaintomorrow。’

  `No-pleasenot。Givemetime。’

  `Yes-Iwillgiveyouanytime,’hesaidearnestlyandgratefully。

  `Iamhappiernow。’

  `No-Ibegyou!Don’tbehappierifhappinessonlycomesfrommyagreeing。

  Beneutral,MrBoldwood!Imustthink。’

  `Iwillwait,’hesaid。

  Andthensheturnedaway。Boldwooddroppedhisgazetotheground,andstoodlonglikeamanwhodidnotknowwherehewas。Realitiesthenreturneduponhimlikethepainofawoundreceivedinanexcitementwhicheclipsesit,andhe,too,thenwenton。

  CHAPTERTWENTYPerplexity-bindingtheShears-AQuarrel`HeissodisinterestedandkindtooffermeallthatIcandesire,’Bathshebamused。

  YetFarmerBoldwood,whetherbynaturekindorthereversetokind,didnotexercisekindnesshere。Therarestofferingsofthepurestlovesarebutaself-indulgence,andnogenerosityatall。

  Bathsheba,notbeingtheleastinlovewithhim,waseventuallyabletolookcalmlyathisoffer。Itwasonewhichmanywomenofherownstationintheneighbourhood,andnotafewofhigherrank,wouldhavebeenwildtoacceptandproudtopublish。Ineverypointofview,rangingfrompolitictopassionate,itwasdesirablethatshe,alonelygirlshouldmarry,andmarrythisearnest,well-to-do,andrespectedman。Hewasclosetoherdoors:hisstandingwassufficient:hisqualitieswereevensupererogatory。

  Hadshefelt,whichshedidnot,anywishwhateverforthemarriedstateintheabstract,shecouldnotreasonablyhaverejectedhim,beingawomanwhofrequentlyappealedtoherunderstandingfordeliverancefromherwhims。

  Boldwoodasameanstomarriagewasunexceptionable:sheesteemedandlikedhim,yetshedidnotwanthim。Itappearsthatordinarymentakewivesbecausepossessionisnotpossiblewithoutmarriage,andthatordinarywomenaccepthusbandsbecausemarriageisnotpossiblewithoutpossession;

  withtotallydifferingaimsthemethodisthesameonbothsides。Buttheunderstoodincentiveonthewoman’spartwaswantinghere。Besides,Bathsheba’spositionasabsolutemistressofafarmandhousewasanovelone,andthenoveltyhadnotyetbeguntowearoff。

  Butadisquietfilledherwhichwassomewhattohercredit,foritwouldhaveaffectedfew。Beyondthementionedreasonswithwhichshecombatedherobjections,shehadastrongfeelingthat,havingbeentheonewhobeganthegame,sheoughtinhonestytoaccepttheconsequences。Stillthereluctanceremained。ShesaidinthesamebreaththatitwouldbeungenerousnottomarryBoldwood,andthatshecouldn’tdoittosaveherlife。

  Bathsheba’swasanimpulsivenatureunderadeliberateaspect。AnElizabethinbrainandaMaryStuartinspirit,sheoftenperformedactionsofthegreatesttemeritywithamannerofextremediscretion。Manyofherthoughtswereperfectsyllogisms;unluckilytheyalwaysremainedthoughts。Onlyafewwereirrationalassumptions;but,unfortunately,theyweretheoneswhichmostfrequentlygrewintodeeds。

  ThenextdaytothatofthedeclarationshefoundGabrielOakatthebottomofhergarden,grindinghisshearsforthesheep-shearing。Allthesurroundingcottagesweremoreorlessscenesofthesameoperation;thescurrofwhettingspreadintotheskyfromallpartsofthevillageasfromanarmouryprevioustoacampaign。Peaceandwarkisseachotherattheirhoursofpreparation-sickles,scythes,shears,andpruning-hooksrankingwithswords,bayonets,andlances,intheircommonnecessityforpointandedge。

  CainyBallturnedthehandleofGabriel’sgrindstone,hisheadperformingamelancholysee-sawupanddownwitheachturnofthewheel。OakstoodsomewhatasErosisrepresentedwhenintheactofsharpeninghisarrows:

  hisfigureslightlybent,theweightofhisbodythrownoverontheshears,andhisheadbalancedsideways,withacriticalcompressionofthelipsandcontractionoftheeyelidstocrowntheattitude。

  Hismistresscameupandlookedupontheminsilenceforaminuteortwo;thenshesaid——

  `Cain,gotothelowermeadandcatchthebaymare。I’llturnthewinchofthegrindstone。Iwanttospeaktoyou,Gabriel。’

  Caindeparted,andBathshebatookthehandle。Gabrielhadglancedupinintensesurprise,quelleditsexpression,andlookeddownagain。Bathshebaturnedthewinch,andGabrielappliedtheshears。

  Thepeculiarmotioninvolvedinturningawheelhasawonderfultendencytobenumbthemind。ItisasortofattenuatedvarietyofIxion’spunishment,andcontributesadismalchaptertothehistoryofgaols。Thebraingetsmuddled,theheadgrowsheavy,andthebody’scentreofgravityseemstosettlebydegreesinaleadenlumpsomewherebetweentheeyebrowsandthecrown。Bathshebafelttheunpleasantsymptomsaftertwoorthreedozenturns。

  `Willyouturn,Gabriel,andletmeholdtheshears?’shesaid。`Myheadisinawhirl,andIcan’ttalk。’

  Gabrielturned。Bathshebathenbegan,withsomeawkwardness,allowingherthoughtstostrayoccasionallyfromherstorytoattendtotheshears,whichrequiredalittlenicetyinsharpening。

  `IwantedtoaskyouifthemenmadeanyobservationsonmygoingbehindthesedgewithMrBoldwoodyesterday?’

  `Yes,theydid,’saidGabriel。`Youdon’tholdtheshearsright,miss-Iknewyouwouldn’tknowtheway-holdlikethis。’

  Herelinquishedthewinch,andenclosinghertwohandscompletelyinhisowntakingeachaswesometimesclaspachild’shandinteachinghimtowrite,graspedtheshearswithher。`Inclinetheedgeso’hesaid。

  Handsandshearswereinclinedtosuitthewords,andheldthusforapeculiarlylongtimebytheinstructorashespoke。

  `Thatwilldo,’exclaimedBathsheba。`Loosemyhands。Iwon’thavethemheld!Turnthewinch。’

  Gabrielfreedherhandsquietly,retiredtohishandle,andthegrindingwenton。

  `Didthementhinkitodd?’shesaidagain。

  `Oddwasnottheidea,miss。’

  `Whatdidtheysay?’

  `ThatFarmerBoldwood’snameandyourownwerelikelytobeflungoverpulpittogetherbeforetheyearwasout。’

  `Ithoughtsobythelookofthem!Why,there’snothinginit。Amorefoolishremarkwasnevermade,andIwantyoutocontradictit:that’swhatIcamefor。’

  Gabriellookedincredulousandsad,butbetweenhismomentsofincredulity,relieved。

  `Theymusthaveheardourconversation,’shecontinued。

  `Well,then,Bathsheba!’saidOak,stoppingthehandle,andgazingintoherfacewithastonishment。

  `MissEverdene,youmean,’shesaidwithdignity。

  `Imeanthis,thatifMrBoldwoodreallyspokeofmarriage,Ibain’tgoingtotellastoryandsayhedidn’ttopleaseyou。Ihavealreadytriedtopleaseyoutoomuchformyowngood!’

  Bathshebaregardedhimwithround-eyedperplexity。Shedidnotknowwhethertopityhimfordisappointedloveofher,ortobeangrywithhimforhavinggotoverit-histonebeingambiguous。

  `IsaidIwantedyoujusttomentionthatitwasnottrueIwasgoingtobemarriedtohim,’shemurmured,withaslightdeclineinherassurance。

  `Icansaythattothemifyouwish,MissEverdene。AndIcouldlikewisegiveanopinionto’eeonwhatyouhavedone。’

  `Idaresay。ButIdon’twantyouropinion。’

  `Isupposenot,’saidGabrielbitterly,andgoingonwithhisturning;

  hiswordsrisingandfallinginaregularswellandcadenceashestoopedorrosewiththewinch,whichdirectedthem,accordingtohisposition,perpendicularlyintotheearth,orhorizontallyalongthegarden,hiseyesbeingfixedonaleafupontheground。

  WithBathshebaahastenedactwasarashact;but,asdoesnotalwayshappen,timegainedwasprudenceensured。Itmustbeadded,however,thattimewasveryseldomgained。AtthisperiodthesingleopinionintheparishonherselfandherdoingsthatshevaluedassounderthanherownwasGabrielOak’s。Andtheoutspokenhonestyofhischaracterwassuchthatonanysubject,eventhatofherlovefor,ormarriagewith,anotherman,thesamedisinterestednessofopinionmightbecalculatedon,andbehadfortheasking。Thoroughlyconvincedoftheimpossibilityofhisownsuit,ahighresolveconstrainedhimnottoinjurethatofanother。Thisisalover’smoststoicalvirtue,asthelackofitisalover’smostvenialsin。Knowinghewouldreplytrulysheaskedthequestion,painfulasshemusthaveknownthesubjectwouldbe。Suchistheselfishnessofsomecharmingwomen。Perhapsitwansomeexcuseforherthustorturinghonestytoherownadvantage,thatshehadabsolutelynoothersoundjudgementwithineasyreach。

  `Well,whatisyouropinionofmyconduct,’shesaidquietly。

  `Thatitisunworthyofanythoughtful,andmeek,andcomelywoman。’

  InaninstantBathsheba’sfacecolouredwiththeangrycrimsonofaDanbysunset。Butsheforboretoutterthisfeeling,andthereticenceofhertongueonlymadetheloquacityofherfacethemorenoticeable。

  ThenextthingGabrieldidwastomakeamistake。

  `Perhapsyoudon’tliketherudenessofmyreprimandingyou,forIknowitisrudeness;butIthoughtitwoulddogood。’

  Sheinstantlyrepliedsarcastically——

  `Onthecontrary,myopinionofyouissolow,thatIseeinyourabusethepraiseofdiscerningpeople!’

  `Iamgladyoudon’tmindit,forIsaidithonestlyandwitheveryseriousmeaning。’

  `Isee。But,unfortunately,whenyoutrynottospeakinjestyouareamusing-justaswhenyouwishtoavoidseriousnessyousometimessayasensibleword。’

  Itwasahardhit,butBathshebahadunmistakablylosthertemper,andonthataccountGabrielhadneverinhislifekepthisownbetter。Hesaidnothing。Shethenbrokeout——

  `Imayask,Isuppose,whereinparticularmyunworthinesslies?Inmynotmarryingyou,perhaps!’

  `Notbyanymeans,’saidGabrielquietly。`Ihavelonggivenupthinkingofthatmatter。’

  `Orwishingit,Isuppose,’shesaid;anditwasapparentthatsheexpectedanunhesitatingdenialofthissupposition。

  WhateverGabrielfelt,hecoollyechoedherwords——

  `Orwishingiteither。’

  Awomanmaybetreatedwithabitternesswhichissweettoher,andwitharudenesswhichisnotoffensive。BathshebawouldhavesubmittedtoanindignantchastisementforherlevityhadGabrielprotestedthathewaslovingheratthesametime;theimpetuosityofpassionunrequitedisbearable,evenifitstingsandanathematizes-thereisatriumphinthehumiliation,andatendernessinthestrife。Thiswaswhatshehadbeenexpecting,andwhatshehadnotgot。Tobelecturedbecausethelecturersawherinthecoldmorninglightofopen-shuttereddisillusionwasexasperating。

  Hehadnotfinished,either。Hecontinuedinamoreagitatedvoice:——

  `MyopinionissinceyouaskitthatyouaregreatlytoblameforplayingpranksuponamanlikeMrBoldwood,merelyasapastime。Leadingonamanyoudon’tcareforisnotapraiseworthyaction。Andeven,MissEverdene,ifyouseriouslyinclinedtowardshim,youmighthavelethimfinditoutinsomewayoftrueloving-kindness,andnotbysendinghimavalentine’sletter。’

  Bathshebalaiddowntheshears。

  `Icannotallowanymanto-tocriticizemyprivateconduct!’sheexclaimed。

  `NorwillIforaminute。Soyou’llpleaseleavethefarmattheendoftheweek!’

  Itmayhavebeenapeculiarity-atanyrateitwasafact-thatwhenBathshebawasswayedbyanemotionofanearthlysortherlowerliptrembled;

  whenbyarefinedemotion,herupperorheavenwardone。Hernetherlipquiverednow。

  `Verywell,soIwill,’saidGabrielcalmly。Hehadbeenheldtoherbyabeautifulthreadwhichitpainedhimtospoilbybreaking,ratherthanbyachainhecouldnotbreak。`Ishouldbeevenbetterpleasedtogoatonce,’headded。

  `Goatoncethen,inHeaven’sname!’saidshe,hereyesflashingathidthoughnevermeetingthem。`Don’tletmeseeyourfaceanymore。’

  `Verywell,MissEverdene-soitshallbe。’

  Andhetookhisshearsandwentawayfromherinplaciddignity,asMosesleftthepresenceofPharaoh。

  CHAPTERTWENTY-ONETroublesintheFold-AMessageGabrielOakhadceasedtofeedtheWeatherburyflockforaboutfour-and-twentyhours,whenonSundayafternoontheelderlygentlemenJosephPoorgrass,MatthewMoon,Fray,andhalf-a-dozenothers,camerunninguptothehouseofthemistressoftheUpperFarm。

  `Whateveristhematter,men?’shesaid,meetingthematthedoorjustasshewascomingoutonherwaytochurch,andceasinginamomentfromtheclosecompressionofhertworedlips,withwhichshehadaccompaniedtheexertionofpullingonatightglove。

  `Sixty!’saidJosephPoorgrass。

  `Seventy!’saidMoon。

  `Fifty-nine!’saidSusanTall’shusband。

  `-Sheephavebrokefence,’saidFray。

  `-Andgotintoafieldofyoungclover,’saidTall。

  `-Youngclover!’saidMoon。

  `-Clover!’saidJosephPoorgrass。

  `Andtheybegettingblasted,’saidHeneryFray。

  `Thattheybe,’saidJoseph。

  `Andwillalldieasdeadasnits,iftheybain’tgotoutandcured!’

  saidTall。

  Joseph’scountenancewasdrawnintolinesandpuckersbyhisconcern。

  Fray’sforeheadwaswrinkledbothperpendicularlyandcrosswise,afterthepatternofaportcullis,expressiveofadoubledespair。LabanTall’slipswerethin,andhisfacewasrigid。Matthew’sjawssank,andhiseyesturnedwhicheverwaythestrongestmusclehappenedtopullthem。

  `Yes,’saidJoseph,`andIwassittingathomelookingforEphesians,andsaysItomyself,“’TisnothingbutCorinthiansandThessaloniansinthisdangedTestament。”whenwhoshouldcomeinbutHenerythere:“Joseph。”

  hesaid,“thesheephaveblastedtheirselves-“’

  WithBathshebaitwasamomentwhenthoughtwasspeechandspeechexclamation。

  Moreover,shehadhardlyrecoveredherequanimitysincethedisturbancewhichshehadsufferedfromOak’sremarks。

  `That’senough-that’senough-Oyoufools!’shecried,throwingtheparasolandPrayer-bookintothepassage,andrunningoutofdoorsinthedirectionsignified。’tocometome,andnotgoandgetthemoutdirectly!

  O,thestupidnumskulls!’

  Hereyeswereattheirdarkestandbrightestnow。Bathsheba’sbeautybelongingrathertothedemonianthantotheangelicschool,sheneverlookedsowellaswhenshewasangry-andparticularlywhentheeffectwasheightenedbyaratherdashingvelvetdresscarefullyputonbeforeaglass。

  Alltheancientmenraninajumbledthrongafterhertothecloverfield,Josephsinkingdowninthemidstwhenabouthalfway,likeanindividualwitheringinaworldwhichwasmoreandmoreinsupportable。Havingoncereceivedthestimulusthatherpresencealwaysgavethemtheywentroundamongthesheepwithawill。Themajorityoftheafflictedanimalswerelyingdown,andcouldnotbestirred。Thesewerebodilyliftedout,andtheothersdrivenintotheadjoiningfield。Here,afterthelapseofafewminutes,severalmorefelldown,andlayhelplessandlividastherest。

  Bathsheba,withasad,burstingheart,lookedattheseprimestspecimensofherprimeflockastheyrolledthere——SwolnwithwindandtherankmisttheydrewManyofthemfoamedatthemouth,theirbreathingbeingquickandshort,whilstthebodiesofallwerefearfullydistended。

  `O,whatcanIdo’whatcanIdo!’saidBathsheba,helplessly。`Sheeparesuchunfortunateanimals!-there’salwayssomethinghappeningtothem!

  Ineverknewaflockpassayearwithoutgettingintosomescrapeorother。’

  `There’sonlyonewayofsavingthem,’saidTall。

  `Whatway?Tellmequick!’

  `Theymustbepiercedinthesidewithathingmadeonpurpose。

  `Canyoudoit?CanI?’

  `No’ma’am。Wecan’t,noryouneither。Itmustbedoneinaparticularspot。Ifyegototherightorleftbutaninchyoustabtheeweandkillher。Notevenashepherdcandoit,asarule。’

  `Thentheymustdie,’shesaid,inaresignedtone。

  `Onlyonemanintheneighbourhoodknowstheway,’saidJoseph,nowjustcomeup。Hecouldcure’emallifhewerehere。’

  `Whoishe?Let’sgethim!’

  `ShepherdOak,’saidMatthew。`Ah,he’saclevermanintalents!’

  `Ah,thatheisso!’saidJosephPoorgrass。

  `True-he’stheman,’saidLabanTall。

  `Howdareyounamethatmaninmypresence!’shesaidexcitedly。`I

  toldyounevertoalludetohim,norshallyouifyoustaywithme。Ah!’

  sheadded,brightening,`FarmerBoldwoodknows!’

  `Ono’ma’am,’saidMatthew。’twoofhisstoreewesgotintosomevetchest’otherday,andwerejustlikethese。Hesentamanonhorsebackherepost-hasteforGable,andGablewentandsaved`em。FarmerBoldwoodhevgotthethingtheydoitwith。’tisahollerpipe,withasharpprickerinside。Isn’tit,Joseph?’

  `Ay-ahollerpipe,’echoedJoseph。’that’swhat’tis。’

  `Ay,sure-that’sthemachine,’chimedinHeneryFrayreflectively,withanOrientalindifferencetotheflightoftime。

  `Well,’burstoutBathsheba,`don’tstandtherewithyour“ayes“andyour“sures“,talkingatme!Getsomebodytocurethesheepinstantly!’

  Allthenstalkedoffinconsternation,togetsomebodyasdirected,withoutanyideaofwhoitwastobe。Inaminutetheyhadvanishedthroughthegate,andshestoodalonewiththedyingflock。

  `NeverwillIsendforhim-never!’shesaidfirmly。

  Oneoftheewesherecontracteditsmuscleshorribly,extendeditself,andjumpedhighintotheair。Theleapwasanastonishingone。Theewefellheavily,andlaystill。

  Bathshebawentuptoit。Thesheepwasdead。

  `O,whatshallIdo-whatshallIdo’sheagainexclaimed,wringingherhands。`Iwon’tsendforhim。No,Iwon’t!’

  Themostvigorousexpressionofaresolutiondoesnotalwayscoincidewiththegreatestvigouroftheresolutionitself。Itisoftenflungoutasasortofproptosupportadecayingconvictionwhich,whilststrong,requirednoenunciationtoproveitso。The`No,’Iwon’t’ofBathshebameantvirtually,`IthinkImust。’

  Shefollowedherassistantsthroughthegate,andliftedherhandtooneofthem。Labanansweredtohersignal。

  `WhereisOakstaying?’

  `AcrossthevalleyatNestCottage。

  `Jumponthebaymare,andrideacross,andsayhemustreturninstantly-thatIsayso。

  Tallscrambledofftothefield,andintwominuteswasonPoll,thebay,bare-backed,andwithonlyahalterbywayofrein。Hediminisheddownthehill。

  Bathshebawatched。Sodidalltherest。TallcanteredalongthebridlepaththroughSixteenAcres,Sheeplands,MiddleField,TheFlats,CappelsPiece,shrankalmosttoapoint,crossedthebridge,andascendedfromthevalleythroughSpringmeadandWhitepitsontheotherside。ThecottagetowhichGabrielhadretiredbeforetakinghisfinaldeparturefromthelocalitywasvisibleasawhitespotontheoppositehill,backedbybluefirs。Bathshebawalkedupanddown。Themenenteredthefieldandendeavouredtoeasetheanguishofthedumbcreaturesbyrubbingthem。Nothingavailed。

  Bathshebacontinuedwalking。Thehorsewasseendescendingthehill,andthewearisomeserieshadtoberepeatedinreverseorder:Whitepits,Springmead,Cappel’sPiece,TheFlats,MiddleField,Sheeplands,SixteenAcres。ShehopedTallhadhadpresenceofmindenoughtogivethemareuptoGabriel,andreturnhimselfonfoot。Theridernearedthem。ItwasTall。

  `Owhatfolly!’saidBathsheba。

  Gabrielwasnotvisibleanywhere。

  `Perhapsheisalreadygone!’shesaid。

  Tallcameintotheinclosure,andleaptoffhisfacetragicasMorton’safterthebattleofShrewsbury。

  `Well?’saidBathsheba,unwillingtobelievethatherverballettre-de-cachetcouldpossiblyhavemiscarried。

  `Hesaysbeggarsmustn’tbechoosers,’repliedLaban。

  `What!’saidtheyoungfarmer,openinghereyesanddrawinginherbreathforanoutburst。JosephPoorgrassretiredafewstepsbehindahurdle。

  `Hesaysheshallnotcomeonlessyourequestentocomecivillyandinapropermanner,asbecomesany’oomanbeggingafavour。’

  `Oh,oh,that’shisanswer!Wheredoeshegethisairs?WhoamI,then,tobetreatedlikethat?ShallIbegtoamanwhohasbeggedtome?’

  Anotheroftheflocksprangintotheair,andfelldead。

  Themenlookedgrave,asiftheysuppressedopinion。

  Bathshebaturnedaside,hereyesfulloftears。Thestraitshewasinthroughprideandshrewishnesscouldnotbedisguisedlonger:sheburstoutcryingbitterly;theyallsawit;andsheattemptednofurtherconcealment。

  `Iwouldn’tcryaboutit,miss,’saidWilliamSmallburycompassionately。

  `Whynotaskhimsofterlike?I’msurehe’dcomethen。Gableisatruemaninthatway。

  Bathshebacheckedhergriefandwipedhereyes。`O,itisawickedcrueltytome-itis-itis!’shemurmured。`AndhedrivesmetodowhatIwouldn’t;

  yes,hedoes!-Tall,comeindoors。’

  Afterthiscollapse,notverydignifiedfortheheadofanestablishment,shewentintothehouse,Tallatherheels。Hereshesatdownandhastilyscribbledanotebetweenthesmallconvulsivesobsofconvalescencewhichfollowafitofcryingasaground-swellfollowsastorm。Thenotewasnonethelesspoliteforbeingwritteninahurry。Shehelditatadistance,wasabouttofoldit,thenaddedthesewordsatthebottom:——`Donotdesertme,Gabriel!’Shelookedalittleredderinrefoldingit,andclosedherlips,asiftherebytosuspendtilltoolatetheactionofconscienceinexaminingwhethersuchstrategywerejustifiable。Thenotewasdespatchedasthemessagehadbeen,andBathshebawaitedindoorsfortheresult。

  Itwasananxiousquarterofanhourthatintervenedbetweenthemessenger’sdepartureandthesoundofthehorse’strampagainoutside。Shecouldnotwatchthistime,but,leaningovertheoldbureauatwhichshehadwrittentheletter,closedhereyes,asiftokeepoutbothhopeandfear。

  Thecase,however,wasapromisingone。Gabrielwasnotangry:hewassimplyneutral,althoughherfirstcommandhadbeensohaughty。Suchimperiousnesswouldhavedamnedalittlelessbeauty;andontheotherhand,suchbeautywouldhaveredeemedalittlelessimperiousness。

  Shewentoutwhenthehorsewasheard,andlookedup。Amounted,figurepassedbetweenherandthesky,anddrewontowardsthefieldofsheep,theriderturninghisfaceinreceding。Gabriellookedather。Itwasamomentwhenawoman’seyesandtonguetelldistinctlyoppositetales。Bathshebalookedhallofgratitude,andshesaid:——

  `O,Gabriel,howcouldyouservemesounkindly!’

  Suchatenderly-shapedreproachforhispreviousdelaywastheonespeechinthelanguagethathecouldpardonfornotbeingcommendationofhisreadinessnow。

  Gabrielmurmuredaconfusedreply,andhastenedon。Sheknewfromthelookwhichsentenceinhernotehadbroughthim。Bathshebafollowedtothefield。

  Gabrielwasalreadyamongtheturgid,prostrateforms。Hehadflungoffhiscoat,rolleduphisshirt-sleeves,andtakenfromhispockettheinstrumentofsalvation。Itwasasmalltubeortrochar,withalancepassingdowntheinside;andGabrielbegantouseitwithadexteritythatwouldhavegracedahospital-surgeon。Passinghishandoverthesheep’sleftflank,andselectingtheproperpoint,hepuncturedtheskinandrumenwiththelanceasitstoodinthetube;thenhesuddenlywithdrewthelance,retainingthetubeinitsplace。Acurrentofairrushedupthetube,forcibleenoughtohaveextinguishedacandleheldattheorifice。

  Ithasbeensaidthatmereeaseaftertormentisdelightforatime;

  andthecountenancesofthesepoorcreaturesexpresseditnow。Forty-nineoperationsweresuccessfullyperformed。Owingtothegreathurrynecessitatedbythefar-gonestateofsomeoftheflock,Gabrielmissedhisaiminonecase,andinoneonly-strikingwideofthemark,andinflictingamortalblowatonceuponthesufferingewe。Fourhaddied;threerecoveredwithoutanoperation。Thetotalnumberofsheepwhichhadthusstrayedandinjuredthemselvessodangerouslywasfifty-seven。

  Whenthelove-ledmanhadceasedfromhislaboursBathshebacameandlookedhimintheface。

  `Gabriel,willyoustayonwithme?’shesaid,smilingwinningly,andnottroublingtobringherlipsquitetogetheragainattheend,becausetherewasgoingtobeanothersmilesoon。

  `Iwill,’saidGabriel。

  Andshesmiledonhimagain。

  CHAPTERTWENTY-TWOTheGreatBarnandtheSheep-shearersMenthinawaytoinsignificanceandoblivionquiteasoftenbynotmakingthemostofgoodspiritswhentheyhavethemasbylackinggoodspiritswhentheyareindispensable。Gabriellately,forthefirsttimesincehisprostrationbymisfortune,hadbeenindependentinthoughtandvigorousinactiontoamarkedextent-conditionswhich,powerlesswithoutanopportunityasanopportunitywithoutthemisbarren,wouldhavegivenhimasureliftupwardswhenthefavourableconjunctionshouldhaveoccurred。ButthisincurableloiteringbesideBathshebaEverdenestolehistimeruinously。

  Thespringtidesweregoingbywithoutfloatinghimoff,andtheneapmightsooncomewhichcouldnot。

  ItwasthefirstdayofJune,andthesheep-shearingseasonculminated,thelandscape,eventotheleanestpasture,beingallhealthandcolour。

  Everygreenwasyoung,everyporewasopen,andeverystalkwasswollenwithracingcurrentsofjuice。Godwaspalpablypresentinthecountry,andthedevilhadgonewiththeworldtotown。Flossycatkinsofthelaterkinds,fern-sproutslikebishops’croziers,thesquare-headedmoschatel,theoddcuckoo-pint,-likeanapoplecticsaintInanicheofmalachite,-snow-whiteladies’-smocks,thetoothwort,approximatingtohumanflesh,theenchanter’snight-shade,andtheblack-petaleddoleful-bells,wereamongthequainterobjectsofthevegetableworldinandaboutWeatherburyatthisteemingtime;andoftheanimal,themetamorphosedfiguresofMrJanCoggan,themaster-shearer;thesecondandthirdshearers,whotravelledintheexerciseoftheircalling,anddonotrequiredefinitionbyname;

  HeneryFraythefourthshearer,SusanTall’shusbandthefifth,JosephPoorgrassthesixth,youngCainBallasassistant-shearer,andGabrielOakasgeneralsupervisor。Noneofthesewereclothedtoanyextentworthmentioning,eachappearingtohavehitinthematterofraimentthedecentmeanbetweenahighandlowcasteHindoo。Anangularityoflineament,andafixityoffacialmachineryingeneral,proclaimedthatseriousworkwastheorderoftheday。

  Theyshearedinthegreatbarn,calledforthenoncetheShearing-barn,whichonground-planresembledachurchwithtransepts。Itnotonlyemulatedtheformoftheneighbouringchurchoftheparish,butviedwithitinantiquity。Whetherthebarnhadeverformedoneofagroupofconventualbuildingsnobodyseemedtobeaware;notraceofsuchsurroundingsremained。

  Thevastporchesatthesides,loftyenoughtoadmitawaggonladentoitshighestwithcorninthesheaf,werespannedbyheavy-pointedarchesofstone,broadlyandboldlycut,whoseverysimplicitywastheoriginofagrandeurnotapparentinerectionswheremoreornamenthasbeenattempted。

  Theduskyfilmed,chestnutroof,bracedandtiedinbyhugecollars,curves,anddiagonals,wasfarnoblerindesign,becausemorewealthyinmaterial,thanninetenthsofthoseinourmodernchurches。Alongeachsidewallwasarangeofstridingbuttresses,throwingdeepshadowsonthespacesbetweenthemwhichwereperforatedbylancetopenings,combiningintheirproportionsthepreciserequirementsbothofbeautyandventilation。

  Onecouldsayaboutthisbarn,whatcouldhardlybesaidofeitherthechurchorthecastle,akintoitinageandstyle,thatthepurposewhichhaddictateditsoriginalerectionwasthesamewiththattowhichit`wasstillapplied。Unlikeandsuperiortoeitherofthosetwotypicalremnantsofmediævalism,theoldbarnembodiedpracticeswhichhadsufferednomutilationatthehandsoftime。Hereatleastthespiritoftheancientbuilderswasatonewiththespiritofthemodernbeholder。Standingbeforethisabradedpile,theeyeregardeditspresentusage,theminddweltuponitspasthistory,withasatisfiedsenseoffunctionalcontinuitythroughout-afeelingalmostofgratitude,andquiteofpride,atthepermanenceoftheideawhichhadheapeditup。Theactthatfourcenturieshadneitherprovedittobefoundedonamistake,inspiredanyhatredofitsprose,norgivenrisetoanyreactionthathadbattereditdown,investedthissimplegreyeffortofoldmindswitharepose,ifnotagrandeur,whichatoocuriousreflectionwasapttodisturbinitsecclesiasticalandmilitarycompeers。Foroncemediævalismandmodernismhadacommonstandpoint。

  Thelanceolatewindows,thetime-eatenarch-stonesandchamfers,theorientationoftheaxis,themistychestnutworkoftherafters,referredtonoexplodedfortifyingartofworn-outreligiouscreed。Thedefenceandsalvationofthebodybydailybreadisstillastudy,areligion,andadesire。

  Todaythelargesidedoorswerethrownopentowardsthesuntoadmitabountifullighttotheimmediatespotoftheshearers’operations,whichwasthewoodthreshing-floorinthecentre,formedofthickoak,blackwithageandpolishedbythebeatingofflailsformanygenerations,tillithadgrownasslipperyandasrichinhueasthestate-roomfloorsofanElizabethanmansion。Heretheshearersknelt,thesunslantinginupontheirbleachedshirts,tannedarms,andthepolishedshearstheyflourished,causingthesetobristlewithathousandraysstrongenoughtoblindaweak-eyedman。Beneaththemacaptivesheeplaypanting,quickeningitspantsasmisgivingmergedinterror,tillitquiveredlikethehotlandscapeoutside。

  Thispictureoftodayinitsframeoffourhundredyearsagodidnotproducethatmarkedcontrastbetweenancientandmodernwhichisimpliedbythecontrastofdate。Incomparisonwithcities,Weatherburywasimmutable。

  Thecitizen’sThenistherustic’sNow。InLondon,twentyorthirtyyearsagoareoldtimes;inParistenyears,orfive;inWeatherburythreeorfourscoreyearswereincludedinthemerepresent,andnothinglessthanacenturysetamarkonitsfaceortone。Fivedecadeshardlymodifiedthecutofagaiter,theembroideryofasmockfrock,bythebreadthofahair。Tengenerationsfailedtoaltertheturnofasinglephrase。

  IntheseWessexnooksthebusyoutsider’sancienttimesareonlyold;hisoldtimesarestillnew;hispresentisfuturity。

  Sothebarnwasnaturaltotheshearers,andtheshearerswereinharmonywiththebarn。

  Thespaciousendsofthebuilding,answeringecclesiasticallytonaveandchancelextremities,werefencedoffwithhurdles,thesheepbeingallcollectedinacrowdwithinthesetwoenclosures;andinoneangleacatching-penwasformed,inwhichthreeorfoursheepwerecontinuouslykeptreadyfortheshearerstoseizewithoutlossoftime。Inthebackground,mellowedbytawnyshade,werethethreewomen,MaryannMoney,andTemperanceandSobernessMiller,gatheringupthefleecesandtwistingropesofwoolwithawimblefortyingthemround。Theywereindifferentlywellassistedbytheoldmaltster,who,whenthemaltingseasonfromOctobertoAprilhadpassed,madehimselfusefuluponanyoftheborderingfarmsteads。

  BehindallwasBathsheba,carefullywatchingthementoseethattherewasnocuttingorwoundingthroughcarelessness,andthattheanimalswereshornclose。Gabriel,whoflittedandhoveredunderherbrighteyeslikeamoth,didnotshearcontinuously,halfhistimebeingspentinattendingtotheothersandselectingthesheepforthem。Atthepresentmomenthewasengagedinhandingroundamugofmildliquor,suppliedfromabarrelinthecorner,andcutpiecesofbreadandcheese。

  Bathsheba,afterthrowingaglancehere,acautionthere,andlecturingoneoftheyoungeroperatorswhohadallowedhislastfinishedsheeptogooffamongtheflockwithoutre-stampingitwithherinitials,cameagaintoGabriel,asheputdowntheluncheontodragafrightenedewetohisshear-station,flingingitoveruponitsbackwithadexteroustwistofthearm。Heloppedoffthetressesaboutitshead,andopeneduptheneckandcollar,hismistressquietlylookingon。

  `Sheblushesattheinsult,’murmuredBathsheba,watchingthepinkflushwhicharoseandoverspreadtheneckandshouldersoftheewewheretheywereleftbarebytheclickingshears-aflushwhichwasenviable,foritsdelicacy,bymanyqueensofcoteries,andwouldhavebeencreditable,foritspromptness,toanywomanintheworld。

  PoorGabriel’ssoulwasfedwithaluxuryofcontentbyhavingheroverhim,hereyescriticallyregardinghisskilfulshears,whichapparentlyweregoingtogatherupapieceofthefleshateveryclose,andyetneverdidso。LikeGuildenstern,Oakwashappyinthathewasnotoverhappy。

  Hehadnowishtoconversewithher:thathisbrightladyandhimselfformedonegroup,exclusivelytheirown,andcontainingnoothersintheworld,wasenough。

  Sothechatterwasallonherside。Thereisaloquacitythattellsnothing,whichwasBathsheba’s;andthereisasilencewhichsaysmuch:

  thatwasGabriel’s。Fullofthisdimandtemperateblisshewentontoflingtheeweoveruponherotherside,coveringherheadwithhisknee,graduallyrunningtheshearslineafterlineroundherdewlap,thenceaboutherflankandback,andfinishingoverthetail。

  `Welldone,anddonequickly!’saidBathsheba,lookingatherwatchasthelastsnipresounded。

  `Howlong,miss?’saidGabriel,wipinghisbrow。

  `Three-and-twentyminutesandahalfsinceyoutookthefirstlockfromitsforehead。ItisthefirsttimethatIhaveeverseenonedoneinlessthanhalfanhour。’

  Theclean,sleekcreaturearosefromitsfleece-howperfectlylikeAphroditerisingfromthefoam’shouldhavebeenseentoberealized-

  lookingstartledandshyatthelossofitsgarment,whichlayonthefloorinonesoftcloud,unitedthroughout,theportionvisiblebeingtheinnersurfaceonly,whichneverbeforeexposed,waswhiteassnow,andwithoutflaworblemishoftheminutestkind。

  `CainBall!’

  `Yes,MisterOak;hereIbe!’

  Cainynowrunsforwardwiththetar-pot。`B。E。’isnewlystampedupontheshornskin,andawaythesimpledamleaps,panting,overtheboardintotheshirtlessflockoutside。ThenupcomesMaryann;throwsthelooselocksintothemiddleofthefleece,rollsitup,andcarriesitintothebattlegroundasthree-and-a-halfpoundsofunadulteratedwarmthforthewinterenjoymentofpersonsunknownandfaraway,whowill,however,neverexperiencethesuperlativecomfortderivablefromthewoolasithereexists,newandpure-beforetheunctuousnessofitsnaturewhilstinalivingstatehasdried,stiffened,andbeenwashedout-renderingitjustnowassuperiortoanythingwoollenascreamissuperiortomilk-and-water。

  ButheartlesscircumstancecouldnotleaveentireGabriel’shappinessofthismorning。Therams,oldewes,andtwo-sheareweshaddulyundergonetheirstripping,andthemenwereproceedingwiththeshearlingsandhogs,whenOak’sbeliefthatshewasgoingtostandpleasantlybyandtimehimthroughanotherperformancewaspainfullyinterruptedbyFarmerBoldwood’sappearanceintheextremestcornerofthebarn。Nobodyseemedtohaveperceivedhisentry,buttherehecertainlywas。Boldwoodalwayscarriedwithhimasocialatmosphereofhisown,whicheverybodyfeltwhocamenearhim;

  andthetalk,whichBathsheba’spresencehadsomewhatsuppressed,wasnowtotallysuspended。

  HecrossedovertowardsBathsheba,whoturnedtogreethimwithacarriageofperfectease。Hespoketoherinlowtones,andsheinstinctivelymodulatedherowntothesamepitch,andhervoiceultimatelyevencaughttheinflectionofhis。Shewasfarfromhavingawishtoappearmysteriouslyconnectedwithhim;butwomanattheimpressionableagegravitatestothelargerbodynotonlyinherchoiceofwords,whichisapparenteveryday,buteveninhershadesoftoneandhumourwhentheinfluenceisgreat。

  WhattheyconversedaboutwasnotaudibletoGabriel,whowastooindependenttogetnear,thoughtooconcernedtodisregard。Theissueoftheirdialoguewasthetakingofherhandbythecourteousfarmertohelpheroverthespreading-boardintothebrightJunesunlightoutside。Standingbesidethesheepalreadyshorn,theywentontalkingagain。Concerningtheflock?

  Apparentlynot。Gabrieltheorized,notwithouttruth,thatinquietdiscussionofanymatterwithinreachofthespeakers’eyes,theseareusuallyfixeduponit。Bathshebademurelyregardedacontemptiblestrawlyingupontheground,inawaywhichsuggestedlessovinecriticismthanwomanlyembarrassment。

  Shebecamemoreorlessredinthecheek,thebloodwaveringinuncertainfluxandrefluxoverthesensitivespacebetweenebbandflood。Gabrielshearedon,constrainedandsad。

  SheleftBoldwood’sside,andhewalkedupanddownalonefornearlyaquarterofanhour。Thenshereappearedinhernewriding-habitofmyrtle-green,whichfittedhertothewaistasarindfitsitsfruit;andyoungBobCogganledonhermare,Boldwoodfetchinghisownhorsefromthetreeunderwhichithadbeentied。

  Oak’seyescouldnotforsakethem;andinendeavouringtocontinuehisshearingatthesametimethathewatchedBoldwood’smanner,hesnippedthesheepinthegroin。Theanimalplunged;Bathshebainstantlygazedtowardsit,andsawtheblood。

  `OGabriel!’sheexclaimed,withsevereremonstrance,`youwhoaresostrictwiththeothermen-seewhatyouaredoingyourself’

  Toanoutsidertherewasnotmuchtocomplainofinthisremark;buttoOak,whoknewBathshebatobewellawarethatsheherselfwasthecauseofthepoorewe’swound,becauseshehadwoundedtheewe’sshearerinastillmorevitalpart,ithadastingwhichtheabidingsenseofhisinferioritytobothherselfandBoldwoodwasnotcalculatedtoheal。Butamanlyresolvetorecognizeboldlythathehadnolongeralover’sinterestinher,helpedhimoccasionallytoconcealafeeling。

  `Bottle!’heshouted,inanunmovedvoiceofroutine。CainyBallranup,thewoundwasanointed,andtheshearingcontinued。

  BoldwoodgentlytossedBathshebaintothesaddle,andbeforetheyturnedawaysheagainspokeouttoOakwiththesamedominativeandtantalizinggraciousness。

  `IamgoingnowtoseeMrBoldwood’sLeicesters。Takemyplaceinthebarn,Gabriel,andkeepthemencarefullytotheirwork。’

  Thehorses’headswereputabout,andtheytrottedaway。

  Boldwood’sdeepattachmentwasamatterofgreatinterestamongailaroundhim;but,afterhavingbeenpointedoutforsomanyyearsastheperfectexemplarofthrivingbachelorship,hislapsewasananticlimaxsomewhatresemblingthatofStJohnLong’sdeathbyconsumptioninthemidstofhisproofsthatitwasnotafataldisease。

  `Thatmeansmatrimony,’saidTemperanceMiller,followingthemoutofsightwithhereyes。

  `Ireckonthat’sthesizeo’t,’saidCoggan,workingalongwithoutlookingup。

  `Well,betterwedoverthemixenthanoverthemoor,’saidLabanTall,turninghissheep。

  HeneryFrayspoke,exhibitingmiserableeyesatthesametime:`Idon’tseewhyamaidshouldtakeahusbandwhenshe’sboldenoughtofightherownbattles,anddon’twantahome;for’tiskeepinganotherwomanout。

  Butletitbe,for’tisapityheandsheshouldtroubletwohouses。’

  Asusualwithdecidedcharacters,BathshebainvariablyprovokedthecriticismofindividualslikeHeneryFray。Heremblazonedcultwastobetoopronouncedinherobjections,andnotsufficientlyovertinherlikings。

  Welearnthatitisnottherayswhichbodiesabsorb,butthosewhichtheyreject,thatgivethemthecolourstheyareknownby;andinthesamewaypeoplearespecializedbytheirdislikesandantagonisms,whilsttheirgoodwillislookeduponasnoattributeatall。

  Henerycontinuedinamorecomplaisantmood:`Ioncehintedmymindtoheronafewthings,asnearlyasabatteredframedaredtodosotosuchafrowardpiece。Youallknow,neighbours,whatamanIbe,andhowIcomedownwithmypowerfulwordswhenmyprideisboilingwi’scarn?’

  `Wedo,wedo,Henery。

  `SoIsaid,“MissEverdene,there’splacesempty,andthere’sgiftedmenwilling;butthespite“-no’notthespite-Ididn’tsayspite-

  “butthevillainyofthecontrarikind。”Isaidmeaningwomankind,“keepsemout。”Thatwasn’ttoostrongforher,say?’

  `Passablywellput。’

  `Yes;andIwouldhavesaidit,haddeathandsalvationovertookmeforit。SuchismyspiritwhenIhaveamind。’

  `Atrueman,andproudasalucifer。’

  `Youseetheartfulness?Why,’twasaboutbeingbailyreally;butI

  didn’tputitsoplainthatshecouldunderstandmymeaning,soIcouldlayitonallthestronger。Thatwasmydepth!……However,lethermarryanshewill。Perhaps’tishightime。IbelieveFarmerBoldwoodkissedherbehindthespear-bed’atthesheep-washingt’otherday-thatIdo。’

  `Whatalie!’saidGabriel。

  `Ah,neighbourOak-how’stknow?’saidHenerymildly。

  `Becauseshetoldmeallthatpassed,’saidOak,withapharisaicalsensethathewasnotasothershearersinthismatter。

  `Yehavearighttobelieveit,’saidHenery,withdudgeon;`averytrueright。ButImidseealittledistanceintothings!Tobelong-headedenoughforabaily’splaceisapoormeretrifle-yetatriflemorethannothing。However,Ilookrounduponlifequitecool。Doyouheedme,neighbours?

  Mywords,thoughmadeassimpleasIcan,midberatherdeepforsomeheads。’

  `Oyes,Henery,wequiteheedye。’

  `Astrangeoldpiece,goodmen-whirledaboutfromheretoyonder,asifIwerenothing!Alittlewarped,too。ButIhavemydepths;ha,andevenmygreatdepths!Imightgirdatacertainshepherd,braintobrain。

  Butno-Ono!’

  `Astrangeoldpiece,yesay!’interposedthemaltster,inaquerulousvoice。`Atthesametimeyebenooldmanworthnaming-nooldmanatall。Yerteethbain’thalfgoneyet;andwhat’saoldman’sstandingifsobehisteethbain’tgone?Weren’tIstaleinwedlockaforeyewereoutofarms?’tisapoorthingtobesixty,whenthere’speoplefarpastfour-score-aboastweakaswater。’

  ItwastheunvaryingcustominWeatherburytosinkminordifferenceswhenthemaltsterhadtobepacified。

  `Weakaswater!yes,’saidJanCoggan。`Malter,wefeelyetobeawonderfulveteranman,andnobodycangainsayit。’

  `Nobody,’saidJosephPoorgrass。`Yebeaveryrareoldspectacle,malter,andwealladmireyeforthatgift。’

  `Ay,andasayoungman,whenmysenseswereinprosperity,Iwaslikewiselikedbyagood-fewwhoknowedme,’saidthemaltster。

  `’Ithoutdoubtyouwas——’ithoutdoubt。’

  Thebentandhoarymanwassatisfied,andsoapparentlywasHeneryFray。

  ThatmattersshouldcontinuepleasantMaryannspoke,who,whatwithherbrowncomplexion,andtheworkingwrapperofrustylinsey,hadatpresentthemellowhueofanoldsketchinoils-notablysomeofNicholasPoussin’s:——

  `Doanybodyknowofacrookedman,oralame,oranysecondhandfellowatallthatwoulddoforpoorme?’saidMaryann。`AperfectoneIdon’texpecttogetatmytimeoflife。IfIcouldhearofsuchathing’twoulddomemoregoodthantoastandale。’

  Cogganfurnishedasuitablereply。Oakwentonwithhisshearing,andsaidnotanotherword。Pestilentmoodshadcome,andteasedawayhisquiet。

  Bathshebahadshownindicationsofanointinghimabovehisfellowsby’

  installinghimasthebailiffthatthefarmimperativelyrequired。Hedidnotcovetthepostrelativelytothefarm:inrelationtoherself,asbelovedbyhimandunmarriedtoanother,hehadcovetedit。Hisreadingsofherseemednowtobevapouryandindistinct。Hislecturetoherwas,hethought,oneoftheabsurdestmistakes。FarfromcoquettingwithBoldwood,shehadtrifledwithhimselfinthusfeigningthatshehadtrifledwithanother。

  Hewasinwardlyconvincedthat,inaccordancewiththeanticipationsofhiseasy-goingandworse-educatedcomrades,thatdaywouldseeBoldwoodtheacceptedhusbandofMissEverdene。GabrielatthistimeofhislifehadoutgrowntheinstinctivedislikewhicheveryChristianboyhasforreadingtheBible,perusingitnowquitefrequently,andheinwardlysaid,“`Ifindmorebitterthandeaththewomanwhoseheartissnaresandnets!“’

  Thiswasmereexclamation-thefrothofthestorm。HeadoredBathshebajustthesame。

  `Weworkfolkshallhavesomelordlyjunketingto-night,’saidCainyBall,castingforthhisthoughtsinanewdirection。’thismorningIseeemmakingthegreatpuddensinthemilking-pails-lumpsoffatasbigasyerthumb,MisterOak!I’veneverseedsuchsplendidlargeknobsoffatbeforeinthedaysofmylife-theyneverusedtobebiggerthanahorse-bean。Andtherewasagreatblackcrockuponthebrandisewithhislegsa-stickingout,butIdon’tknowwhatwasinwithin。’

  `Andthere’stwobushelsofbiffinsforapple-pies,’saidMaryann。

  `Well,Ihopetodomydutybyitall,’saidJosephPoorgrass,inapleasant,masticatingmannerofanticipation。`Yes;victualsanddrinkisacheerfulthing,andgivesnervestothenerveless,iftheformofwordsmaybeused。’tisthegospelofthebody,withoutwhichweperish,sotospeakit。’

  CHAPTERTWENTY-THREEEventide-ASecondDeclarationFortheshearing-supperalongtablewasplacedonthegrass-plotbesidethehouse,theendofthetablebeingthrustoverthesillofthewideparlourwindowandafootortwointotheroom。MissEverdenesatinsidethewindow,facingdownthetable。Shewasthusattheheadwithoutminglingwiththemen。

  ThiseveningBathshebawasunusuallyexcited,herredcheeksandlipscontrastinglustrouslywiththemazyskeinsofhershadowyhair。Sheseemedtoexpectassistance,andtheseatatthebottomofthetablewasatherrequestleftvacantuntilaftertheyhadbegunthemeal。ShethenaskedGabrieltotaketheplaceandthedutiesappertainingtothatend,whichhedidwithgreatreadiness。

  AtthismomentMrBoldwoodcameinatthegate,andcrossedthegreentoBathshebaatthewindow。Heapologizedforhislateness:hisarrivalwasevidentlybyarrangement。

  `Gabriel,’saidshe,`willyoumoveagain,please,andletMrBoldwoodcomethere?’

  Oakmovedinsilencebacktohisoriginalseat。

  Thegentleman-farmerwasdressedincheerfulstyle,inanewcoatandwhitewaistcoat,quitecontrastingwithhisusualsobersuitsofgrey。

  Inwardly,toehewasblithe,andconsequentlychattytoanexceptionaldegree。SoalsowasBathshebanowthathehadcome,thoughtheuninvitedpresenceofPennyways,thebailiffwhohadbeendismissedfortheft,disturbedherequanimityforawhile。

  Supperbeingended,Cogganbeganonhisownprivateaccount,withoutreferencetolisteners:——I’velostmylove,andIcarenot,I’velostmylove,andIcarenot;

  IshallsoonhaveanotherThat’sbetterthant’other;

  I’velostmylove,andIcarenot。Thislyric,whenconcluded,wasreceivedwithasilentlyappreciativegazeatthetable,implyingthattheperformance,likeaworkbythoseestablishedauthorswhoareindependentofnoticesinthepapers,wasawell-knowndelightwhichrequirednoapplause。

  `Now,MasterPoorgrass,yoursong!’saidCoggan。

  `Ibeallbutinliquor,andthegiftiswantinginme,’saidJoseph,diminishinghimself。

  `Nonsense;wou’stneverbesoungrateful,Joseph-never!’saidCoggan,expressinghurtfeelingsbyaninflectionofvoice。`Andmistressislookinghardatye,asmuchastosay,“Singatonce,JosephPoorgrass。”’

  `Faith,sosheis;well,Imustsufferit!……Justeyemyfeatures,andseeifthetell-talebloodoverheatsmemuch,neighbours?’

  `No,yerblushesbequitereasonable,’saidCoggan。

  `Ialwaystriestokeepmycoloursfromrisingwhenabeauty’seyesgetfixedonme,’saidJosephdiffidently;`butifsobe’tiswilledtheydo,theymust。

  `Now,Joseph,yoursong,please,’saidBathshebafromthewindow。`Well,really,ma’am,’herepliedinayieldingtone。`Idon’tknowwhattosay。

  Itwouldbeapoorplainballetofmyowncomposure。’

  `Hear,hear!’saidthesupper-party。

  Poorgrass,thusassured,trilledforthaflickeringyetcommendablepieceofsentiment,thetuneofwhichconsistedofthekey-noteandanother,thelatterbeingthesoundchieflydweltupon。Thiswassosuccessfulthatherashlyplungedintoasecondinthesamebreath,afterafewfalsestarts:——Isow’-edth’-e……

  Isow’-ed。

  Isow’-edtheeseeds’of’love’,I-itwas’all’i’-intheespring’,I-inApril’,Ma’-ay,a’-ndsunny’June’,`Whensma’-allbi’-irdsthey’do’sing;`Wellputoutofhand,’saidCoggan,attheendoftheverse。“`Theydosing“wasaverytakingparagraph。’

  `Ay;andtherewasaprettyplaceat“seedsoflove“,and’twaswellheavedout。Though“love“isanastyhighcornerwhenaman’svoiceisgettingcrazed。Nextverse,MasterPoorgrass。’

  ButduringthisrenderingyoungBobCogganexhibitedoneofthoseanomalieswhichwillafflictlittlepeoplewhenotherpersonsareparticularlyserious:

  intryingtocheckhislaughter,hepusheddownhisthroatasmuchofthetableclothashecouldgetholdofwhen,aftercontinuinghermeticallysealedforashorttime,hismirthburstoutthroughhisnose。Josephperceivedit,andwithhecticcheeksofindignationinstantlyceasedsinging。CogganboxedBob’searsimmediately。

  `Goon,Joseph-goon,andnevermindtheyoungscamp,’saidCoggan。

  `’Tisaverycatchingballet。Nowthenagain-thenextbar;I’llhelpyetoflourishuptheshrillnoteswhereyerwindisratherwheezy:thewi’-il-lo’-owtree’will’twist’,Andthewil’-low’tre’-eewi’-illtwineButthesingercouldnotbesetgoingagain。BobCogganwassenthomeforhisillmanners,andtranquillitywasrestoredbyJacobSmallbury,whovolunteeredaballadasinclusiveandinterminableasthatwithwhichtheworthytoperoldSilenusamusedonasimilaroccasiontheswainsChromisandMnasylus,andotherjollydogsofhisday。

  Itwasstillthebeamingtimeofevening,thoughnightwasstealthilymakingitselfvisiblelowdownupontheground,thewesternlinesoflightrakingtheearthwithoutalightinguponittoanyextent,orilluminatingthedeadlevelsatall。Thesunhadcreptroundthetreeasalasteffortbeforedeath,andthenbegantosink,theshearers’lowerpartsbecomingsteepedinembrowningtwilight,whilsttheirheadsandshoulderswerestillenjoyingday,touchedwithayellowofself-sustainedbrilliancythatseemedinherentratherthanacquired。

  Thesunwentdowninanochreousmist;buttheysat,andtalkedon,andgrewasmerryasthegodsinHomer’sheaven。Bathshebastillremainedenthronedinsidethewindow,andoccupiedherselfinknitting,fromwhichshesometimeslookeduptoviewthefadingsceneoutside。Theslowtwilightexpandedandenvelopedthemcompletelybeforethesignsofmovingwereshown。

  GabrielsuddenlymissedFarmerBoldwoodfromhisplaceatthebottomofthetable。HowlonghehadbeengoneOakdidnotknow;buthehadapparentlywithdrawnintotheencirclingdusk。WhilsthewasthinkingofthisLiddybroughtcandlesintothebackpartoftheroomoverlookingtheshearers,andtheirlivelynewflamesshonedownthetableandoverthemen,anddispersedamongthegreenshadowsbehind。

  Bathsheba’sform,stillinitsoriginalposition,wasnowagaindistinctbetweentheireyesandthelight,whichrevealedthatBoldwoodhadgoneinsidetheroom,andwassittingnearher。

  Nextcamethequestionoftheevening。WouldMissEverdenesingtothemthesongshealwayssangsocharmingly-`TheBanksofAllanWater’-beforetheywenthome?

  Afteramoment’sconsiderationBathshebaassented,beckoningtoGabriel,whohastenedupintothecovetedatmosphere。

  `Haveyoubroughtyourflute?’shewhispered。

  `Yes,miss。’

  `Playtomysinging,then。’

  Shestoodupinthewindow-opening,facingthemen,thecandlesbehindher。Gabrielonherrighthand,immediatelyoutsidethesashframe。Boldwoodhaddrawnuponherleft,withintheroom。Hersingingwassoftandrathertremulousatfirst,butitsoonswelledtoasteadyclearness。Subsequenteventscausedoneoftheversestoberememberedformanymonths,andevenyears,bymorethanoneofthosewhoweregatheredthere:Forhisbrideasoldiersoughther,Andawinningtonguehadhe:

  OnthebanksofAllanWaterNonewasgayasshe!InadditiontothedulcetpipingofGabriel’sfluteBoldwoodsuppliedabassinhiscustomaryprofoundvoice,utteringhisnotessosoftly,however,astoabstainentirelyfrommakinganythinglikeanordinaryduetofthesong;theyratherformedarichunexploredshadow,whichthrewhertonesintorelief。Theshearersreclinedagainsteachotherasatsuppersintheearlyagesoftheworld,andsosilentandabsorbedweretheythatherbreathingcouldalmostbeheardbetweenthebars;andattheendoftheballad,whenthelasttoneloiteredontoaninexpressibleclose,therearosethatbuzzofpleasurewhichistheattarofapplause。

  ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatGabrielcouldnotavoidnotingthefarmer’sbearingtonighttowardstheirentertainer。Yettherewasnothingexceptionalinhisactionsbeyondwhatappertainedtohistimeofperformingthem。ItwaswhentherestwerealllookingawaythatBoldwoodobservedher;whentheyregardedherheturnedaside;whentheythankedorpraisedhewassilent;whentheywereinattentivehemurmuredhisthanks。Themeaninglayinthedifferencebetweenactionsnoneofwhichhadanymeaningofitselfandthenecessityofbeingjealous,whichloversaretroubledwith,didnotleadOaktounderestimatethesesigns。

  Bathshebathenwishedthemgood-night,withdrewfromthewindow,andretiredtothebackpartoftheroom,Boldwoodthereuponclosingthesashandtheshutters,andremaininginsidewithher。Oakwanderedawayunderthequietandscentedtrees。RecoveringfromthesofterimpressionsproducedbyBathsheba’svoice,theshearersrosetoleave,CogganturningtoPennywaysashepushedbackthebenchtopassout:

  `Iliketogivepraisewherepraiseisdue,andthemandeservesit-that`adoso,’heremarked,lookingattheworthythiefasifhewerethemasterpieceofsomeworld-renownedartist。

  `I’msureIshouldneverhavebelieveditifwehadn’tprovedit,sotoallude,’hiccuppedJosephPoorgrass,`thateverycup,everyoneofthebestknivesandforks,andeveryemptybottlebeintheirplaceasperfectnowasatthebeginning,andnotonestoleatall。’

  `I’msureIdon’tdeservehalfthepraiseyougiveme,’saidthevirtuousthiefgrimly。

  `Well,I’llsaythisforPennyways,’addedCoggan,`thatwheneverhedoreallymakeuphismindtodoanoblethingintheshapeofagoodaction,asIcouldseebyhisfacehedidto-nightaforesittingdown,he’sgenerallyabletocarryitout。Yes,I’mproudtosay,neighbours,thathe’sstolenothingatall。’

  `Well,’tisanhonestdeed,andwethankyeforit,Pennyways,’saidJoseph;towhichopiniontheremainderofthecompanysubscribedunanimously。

  Atthistimeofdeparture,whennothingmorewasvisibleoftheinsideoftheparlourthanathinandstillchinkoflightbetweentheshutters,apassionatescenewasincourseofenactmentthere。

  MissEverdeneandBoldwoodwerealone。Hercheekshadlostagreatdealoftheirhealthfulfirefromtheveryseriousnessofherposition;buthereyewasbrightwiththeexcitementofatriumph-thoughitwasatriumphwhichhadratherbeencontemplatedthandesired。

  Shewasstandingbehindalowarm-chair,fromwhichshehadjustrisen,andhewaskneelinginit-inclininghimselfoveritsbacktowardsher,andholdingherhandinbothherown。Hisbodymovedrestlessly,anditwaswithwhatKeatsdaintilycallsatoohappyhappiness。Thisunwontedabstractionbyloveofalldignityfromamanofwhomithadeverseemedthechiefcomponent,was,initsdistressingincongruity,apaintoherwhichquenchedmuchofthepleasureshederivedfromtheproofthatshewasidolized。

  `Iwilltrytoloveyou,’shewassaying,inatremblingvoicequiteunlikeherusualself-confidence。`AndifIcanbelieveinanywaythatIshallmakeyouagoodwifeIshallindeedbewillingtomarryyou。But,MrBoldwood,hesitationonsohighamatterishonourableinanywoman,andIdon’twanttogiveasolemnpromisetonight。Iwould,ratheraskyoutowaitafewweekstillIcanseemysituationbetter。’

  `Butyouhaveeveryreasontobelievethatthen——’

  `Ihaveeveryreasontohopethatattheendofthefiveorsixweeks,betweenthistimeandharvest,thatyousayyouaregoingtobeawayfromhome,Ishallbeabletopromisetobeyourwife,’shesaidfirmly。`Butrememberthisdistinctly,Idon’tpromiseyet。’

  `Itisenough;Idon’taskmore。Icanwaitonthosedearwords。Andnow,MissEverdene,good-night!’

  `Good-night,’shesaidgraciously-almosttenderly;andBoldwoodwithdrewwithaserenesmile。

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