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  Dinnerbeingover,Bathsheba,forwantofabettercompanion,hadaskedLiddytocomeandsitwithher。Themouldypilewasdrearyinwinter-timebeforethecandleswerelightedandtheshuttersclosed;theatmosphereoftheplaceseemedasoldasthewalls;everynookbehindthefurniturehadatemperatureofitsown,forthefirewasnotkindledinthispartofthehouseearlyintheday;andBathsheba’snewpiano,whichwasanoldoneinotherannals,lookedparticularlyslopingandoutoflevelonthewarpedfloorbeforenightthrewashadeoveritslessprominentanglesandhidtheunpleasantnessLiddy,likealittlebrook,thoughshallow,wasalwaysrippling;herpresencehadnotsomuchweightastotaskthought,andyetenoughtoexerciseit。

  OnthetablelayanoldquartoBible,boundinleather。Liddylookingatitsaid,——

  `Didyoueverfindout,miss,whoyouaregoingtomarrybymeansoftheBibleandkey?’

  `Don’tbesofoolish,Liddy。Asifsuchthingscouldbe。’

  `Well,there’sagooddealinit,allthesame。’

  `Nonsense,child。’

  `Anditmakesyourheartbeatfearful。Somebelieveinit;somedon’t;

  Ido。’

  `Verywell,let’stryit,’saidBathsheba,boundingfromherseatwiththattotaldisregardofconsistencywhichcanbeindulgedintowardsadependant,andenteringintothespiritofdivinationatonce。`Goandgetthefrontdoorkey。’

  Liddyfetchedit。`Iwishitwasn’tSunday,’shesaid,onreturning。

  `Perhaps’tiswrong。’

  `What’srightweekdaysisrightSundays,’repliedhermistressinatonewhichwasaproofinitself。

  Thebookwasopened-theleaves,drabwithage,beingquitewornawayatmuch-readversesbytheforefingersofunpractisedreadersinformerdays,wheretheyweremovedalongunderthelineasanaidtothevision。

  ThespecialverseintheBookofRuthwassoughtoutbyBathsheba,andthesublimewordsmethereye。Theyslightlythrilledandabashedher。

  ItwasWisdomintheabstractfacingFollyintheconcrete。Follyintheconcreteblushed,persistedinherintention,andplacedthekeyonthebook。Arustypatchimmediatelyupontheverse,causedbypreviouspressureofanironsubstancethereon,toldthatthiswasnotthefirsttimetheoldvolumehadbeenusedforthepurpose。

  `Nowkeepsteady,andbesilent,’saidBathsheba。

  Theversewasrepeated;thebookturnedround;Bathshebablushedguiltily。

  `Whodidyoutry?’saidLiddycuriously。

  `Ishallnottellyou。’

  `DidyounoticeMrBoldwood’sdoingsinchurchthismorning,miss?’

  Liddycontinued,adumbratingbytheremarkthetrackherthoughtshadtaken。

  `No,indeed,’saidBathsheba,withsereneindifference。

  `Hispewisexactlyoppositeyours,miss。’

  `Iknowit。’

  `Andyoudidnotseehisgoingson!’

  `CertainlyIdidnot,Itellyou。’

  Liddyassumedasmallerphysiognomy,andshutherlipsdecisively。

  Thismorewasunexpected,andproportionatelydisconcerting。`Whatdidhedo?’Bathshebasaidperforce。

  `Didn’tturnhisheadtolookatyouoncealltheservice。’

  `Whyshouldhe?’againdemandedhermistress,wearinganettledlook。

  `Ididn’taskhimto。’

  `Oh,no。Buteverybodyelsewasnoticingyou;anditwasoddhedidn’t。

  There,’tislikehim。Richandgentlemanly,whatdoeshecare?’

  BathshebadroppedintoasilenceintendedtoexpressthatshehadopinionsonthemattertooabstruseforLiddy’scomprehension,ratherthanthatshehadnothingtosay。

  `Dearme-IhadnearlyforgottenthevalentineIboughtyesterday,’

  sheexclaimedatlength。

  `Valentine!whofor,miss?’saidLiddy。`FarmerBoldwood?’

  ItwasthesinglenameamongallpossiblewrongonesthatjustatthismomentseemedtoBathshebamorepertinentthantheright。

  `Well,no。ItisonlyforlittleTeddyCoggan。Ihavepromisedhimsomething,andthiswillbeaprettysurpriseforhim。Liddy,youmayaswellbringmemydeskandI’lldirectitatonce。

  Bathshebatookfromherdeskagorgeouslyilluminatedandembosseddesigninpost-octavo,whichhadbeenboughtonthepreviousmarket-dayatthechiefstationer’sinCasterbridge。Inthecentrewasasmallovalenclosure;

  thiswasleftblank,thatthesendermightinserttenderwordsmoreappropriatetothespecialoccasionthananygeneralitiesbyaprintercouldpossiblybe。

  `Here’saplaceforwriting,’saidBathsheba。`WhatshallIput?’

  `Somethingofthissort,Ishouldthink,’returnedLiddypromptly:——`Theroseisred,Thevioletblue,Carnation’ssweet,Andsoareyou。’`Yes,thatshallbeit。Itjustsuitsitselftoachubby-facedchildlikehim,’saidBathsheba。Sheinsertedthewordsinasmallthoughlegiblehandwriting;enclosedthesheetinanenvelope,anddippedherpenforthedirection。

  `WhatfunitwouldbetosendittothestupidoldBoldwood,andhowhewouldwonder!’saidtheirrepressibleLiddy,liftinghereyebrows,andindulginginanawfulmirthonthevergeoffearasshethoughtofthemoralandsocialmagnitudeofthemancontemplated。

  Bathshebapausedtoregardtheideaatfilllength。Boldwood’shadbeguntobeatroublesomeimage-aspeciesofDanielinherkingdomwhopersistedinkneelingeastwardwhenreasonandcommonsensesaidthathemightjustaswellfollowsuitwiththerest,andaffordhertheofficialglanceofadmirationwhichcostnothingatall。Shewasfarfrombeingseriouslyconcernedabouthisnonconformity。Still,itwasfaintlydepressingthatthemostdignifiedandvaluablemanintheparishshouldwithholdhiseyes,andthatagirllikeLiddyshouldtalkaboutit。SoLiddy’sideawasatfirstratherharassingthanpiquant。

  `No,Iwon’tdothat。Hewouldn’tseeanyhumourinit。’

  `He’dworrytodeath,’saidthepersistentLiddy。

  `Really,Idon’tcareparticularlytosendittoTeddy,’remarkedhermistress。`He’sratheranaughtychildsometimes。’

  `Yes-thatheis。’

  `Let’stoss,asmendo,’saidBathshebaidly。`Nowthen,head,Boldwood;

  tail,Teddy。No,wewon’ttossmoneyonaSunday,thatwouldbetemptingthedevilindeed。’

  `Tossthishymn-book;therecan’tbenosinfulnessinthat,miss。’

  `Verywell。Open,Boldwood-shut,Teddy。No;it’smoreliketofallopen。Open,Teddy-shut,Boldwood。’

  Thebookwentflutteringintheairandcamedownshut。

  Bathsheba,asmallyawnuponhermouth,tookthepen,andwithoff-handserenitydirectedthemissivetoBoldwood。

  `Nowlightacandle,Liddy。Whichsealshallweuse?Here’saunicornshead-there’snothinginthat。What’sthis?-twodoves-no。Itoughttobesomethingextraordinary,oughtitnot,Lidd?Here’sonewithamotto-Irememberitissomefunnyone,butIcan’treadit。`We’lltrythis,andifitdoesn’tdowe’llhaveanother。’

  Alargeredsealwasdulyaffixed。Bathshebalookedcloselyatthehotwaxtodiscoverthewords。

  `Capital!’sheexclaimed,throwingdowntheletterfrolicsomely。`’Twouldupsetthesolemnityofaparsonandclerktoo。’

  Liddylookedatthewordsoftheseal,andread——`MARRYME。’Thesameeveningtheletterwassent,andwasdulysortedinCasterbridgepost-officethatnight,tobereturnedtoWeatherburyagaininthemorning。

  SoveryidlyandunreflectinglywasthisdeeddoneofloveasaspectacleBathshebahadafairknowledge;butoflovesubjectivelysheknewnothing。

  CHAPTERFOURTEENEffectoftheLetter-SunriseAtduskontheeveningofStValentine’sDayBoldwoodsatdowntosupperasusual,byabeamingfireofagedlogs。Uponthemantelshelfbeforehimwasatime-piece,surmountedbyaspreadeagle,andupontheeagle’swingswastheletterBathshebahadsent。Herethebachelorsgazewascontinuallylisteningitself,tillthelargeredsealbecameasablotofbloodontheretinaofhiseye;andasheateanddrankhestillreadinfancythewordsthereon,althoughtheyweretooremoteforhissight——`MARRYME。’Thepertinjunctionwaslikethosecrystalsubstances,which,colourlessthemselves,assumethetoneofobjectsaboutthem。Here,inthequietofBoldwood’sparlour,whereeverythingthatwasnotgravewasextraneous,andwheretheatmospherewasthatofaPuritanSundaylastingalltheweek,theletteranditsdictumchangedtheirtenorfromthethoughtlessnessoftheirorigintoadeepsolemnity,imbibedfromtheiraccessoriesnow。

  Sincethereceiptofthemissiveinthemorning,Boldwoodhadfeltthesymmetryofhisexistencetobeslowlygettingdistortedinthedirectionofanidealpassion。ThedisturbancewasasthefirstfloatingweedtoColumbus*-thecontemptiblylittlesuggestingpossibilitiesoftheinfinitelygreat。

  Thelettermusthavehadanoriginandamotive。Thatthelatterwasofthesmallestmagnitudecompatiblewithitsexistenceatall,Boldwood,ofcourse,didnotknow。Andsuchanexplanationdidnotstrikehimasapossibilityeven。Itisforeigntoamystifiedconditionofmindtorealizeofthemystifierthattheprocessesofapprovingacoursesuggestedbycircumstance,andofstrikingoutacoursefrominnerimpulse,wouldlookthesameintheresult。Thevastdifferencebetweenstartingatrainofevents,anddirectingintoaparticulargrooveaseriesalreadystarted,israrelyapparenttothepersonconfoundedbytheissue。

  WhenBoldwoodwenttobedheplacedthevalentineinthecornerofthelooking-glass。Hewasconsciousofitspresence,evenwhenhisbackwasturneduponit。ItwasthefirsttimeinBoldwood’slifethatsuchaneventhadoccurred。Thesamefascinationthatcausedhimtothinkitanactwhichhadadeliberatemotivepreventedhimfromregardingitasanimpertinence。

  Helookedagainatthedirection。Themysteriousinfluencesofnightinvestedthewritingwiththepresenceoftheunknownwriter。Somebody’s-somewoman’s-handhadtravelledsoftlyoverthepaperbearinghisname;

  herunrevealedeyeshadwatchedeverycurveassheformedit;herbrainhadseenhiminimaginationthewhile。`Whyshouldshehaveimaginedhim?

  Hermouth-werethelipsredorpale,plumporcreased?-hadcurveditselftoacertainexpressionasthepenwenton-thecornershadmovedwithalltheirnaturaltremulousness:whathadbeentheexpression?

  Thevisionofthewomanwriting,asasupplementtothewordswritten,hadnoindividuality。Shewasamistyshape,andwellshemightbe,consideringthatheroriginalwasatthatmomentsoundasleepandobliviousofallloveandletter-writingunderthesky。WheneverBoldwooddozedshetookaform,andcomparativelyceasedtobeavision:whenheawoketherewastheletterjustifyingthedream。

  Themoonshoneto-night,anditslightwasnotofacustomarykind。

  Hiswindowadmittedonlyareflectionofitsrays,andthepalesheenhadthatreverseddirectionwhichsnowgives,comingupwardandlightinguphisceilinginanunnaturalway,castingshadowsinstrangeplaces,andputtinglightswhereshadowshadusedtobe。

  Thesubstanceoftheepistlehadoccupiedhimbutlittleincomparisonwiththefactofitsarrival。Hesuddenlywonderedifanythingmoremightbefoundintheenvelopethanwhathehadwithdrawn。Hejumpedoutofbedintheweirdlight,tooktheletter,pulledouttheflimsysheet,shooktheenvelope-searchedit。Nothingmorewasthere。Boldwoodlooked,ashehadahundredtimestheprecedingday,attheinsistentredseal:`Marryme,’hesaidaloud。

  Thesolemnandreservedyeomanagainclosedtheletter,andstuckitintheframeoftheglass。Indoingsohecaughtsightofhisreflectedfeatures,waninexpression,andinsubstantialinform。Hesawhowcloselycompressedwashismouth,andthathiseyeswerewide-spreadandvacant。

  Feelinguneasyanddissatisfiedwithhimselfforthisnervousexcitabilityhereturnedtobed。

  Thenthedawndrewon。Thefillpoweroftheclearheavenwasnotequaltothatofacloudyskyatnoon,whenBoldwoodaroseanddressedhimself。

  Hedescendedthestairsandwentouttowardsthegateofafieldtotheeast,leaningoverwhichhepausedandlookedaround。

  Itwasoneoftheusualslowsunrisesofthistimeoftheyear,andthesky,purevioletinthezenith,wasleadentothenorthward,andmurkytotheeast,where,overthesnowydownorewe-lease*onWeatherburyUpperFarm,andapparentlyrestingupontheridge,theonlyhalfofthesunyetvisibleburntrayless,likearedandflamelessfireshiningoverawhitehearthstone。Thewholeeffectresembledasunsetaschildhoodresemblesage。

  Inotherdirectionsthefieldsandskyweresomuchofonecolourbythesnowthatitwasdifficultinahastyglancetotellwhereaboutsthehorizonoccurred;andingeneraltherewashere,too,thatbefore-mentionedpreternaturalinversionoflightandshadewhichattendstheprospectwhenthegarishbrightnesscommonlyintheskyisfoundontheearth,andtheshadesofearthareinthesky。Overthewesthungthewastingmoon,nowdullandgreenish-yellow,liketarnishedbrass。

  Boldwoodwaslistlesslynotinghowthefrosthadhardenedandglazedthesurfaceofthesnow,tillitshoneintheredeasternlightwiththepolishofmarble;how,insomeportionsoftheslope,witheredgrass-bents,encasedinicicles,bristledthroughthesmoothwancoverletinthetwistedandcurvedshapesofoldVenetianglass;andhowthefoot-printsofafewbirds,whichhadhoppedoverthesnowwhilstitlayinthestateofasoftfleece,werenowfrozentoashortpermanency。Ahalf-mufflednoiseoflightwheelsinterruptedhim。Boldwoodturnedbackintotheroad。Itwasthemail-cart-acrazytwo-heeledvehicle,hardlyheavyenoughtoresistapuffofwind。Thedriverheldoutaletter。Boldwoodseizeditandopenedit,expectinganotheranonymousone-sogreatlyarepeople’sideasofprobabilityameresensethatprecedentwillrepeatitself。

  `Idon’tthinkitisforyou,sir,’saidtheman,whenhesawBoldwood’saction。`Thoughthereisnoname,Ithinkitisforyourshepherd。’

  Boldwoodlookedthenattheaddress——TotheNewShepherd,WeatherburyFarm,NearCasterbridge。`Oh-whatamistake!-itisnotmine。Norisitformyshepherd。ItisforMissEverdene’s。Youhadbettertakeitontohim-GabrielOak-andsayIopeneditinmistake。’

  Atthismomentontheridge,upagainsttheblazingsky,afigurewasvisible,liketheblacksnuffinthemidstofacandle-flame。Thenitmovedandbegantobustleaboutvigorouslyfromplacetoplace,carryingsquareskeletonmasses,whichwereriddledbythesamerays。Asmallfigureonallfoursfollowedbehind。ThetallformwasthatofGabrielOak;thesmallonethatofGeorge;thearticlesincourseoftransitwerehurdles。

  `Wait,’saidBoldwood。`That’sthemanonthehill。I’lltakethelettertohimmyself。’

  ToBoldwooditwasnownolongermerelyalettertoanotherman。Itwasanopportunity。Exhibitingafacepregnantwithintention,heenteredthesnowyfield。

  Gabriel,atthatminute,descendedthehilltowardstheright。Theglowstretcheddowninthisdirectionnow,andtouchedthedistantroofofWarren’sMalthouse-whithertheshepherdwasapparentlybent。Boldwoodfollowedatadistance。

  CHAPTERFIFTEENAMorningMeeting-TheLetteragainThescarletandorangelightoutsidethemalthousedidnotpenetratetoitsinterior,whichwas,asusual,lightedbyarivalglowofsimilarhue,radiatingfromthehearth。

  Themaltster,afterhavinglaindowninhisclothesforafewhours,wasnowsittingbesideathree-leggedtable,breakfastingoffbreadandbacon。Thiswaseatenontheplatelesssystem,whichisperformedbyplacingasliceofbreaduponthetable,themeatflatuponthebread,amustardplasteruponthemeat,andapinchofsaltuponthewhole,thencuttingthemverticallydownwardswithalargepocket-knifetillwoodisreached,whentheseveredlumpisimpaledontheknife,elevated,andsenttheproperwayoffood。

  Themaltster’slackofteethappearednottosensiblydiminishhispowersasamill。Hehadbeenwithoutthemforsomanyyearsthattoothlessnesswasfeltlesstobeadefectthanhardgumsanacquisition。Indeed,heseemedtoapproachthegraveasahyperboliccurveapproachesastraightline-lessdirectlyashegotnearer,tillitwasdoubtfulifhewouldeverreachitatall。

  Intheashpitwasaheapofpotatoesroasting,andaboilingpipkinofcharredbread,called`coffee’,forthebenefitofwhomsoevershouldcall,for`Warren’swasasortofclubhouse,usedasanalternativetotheinn。

  `Isay,saysI,wegetafineday,andthendowncomesasnapperatnight,’wasaremarknowsuddenlyheardspreadingintothemalthousefromthedoor,whichhadbeenopenedthepreviousmoment。TheformofHeneryFrayadvancedtothefire,stampingthesnowfromhisbootswhenabouthalfwaythere。Thespeechandentryhadnotseemedtobeatallanabruptbeginningtothemaltster,introductorymatterbeingoftenomittedinthisneighbourhood,bothfromwordanddeed,andthemaltsterhavingthesamelatitudeallowedhim,didnothurrytoreply。Hepickedupafragmentofcheesebypeckinguponitwithhisknife,asabutcherpicksupskewers。

  Heneryappearedinadrabkerseymeregreatcoat,buttonedoverhissmock-frock,thewhiteskirtsofthelatterbeingvisibletothedistanceofaboutafootbelowthecoat-tails,which,whenyougotusedtothestyleofdress,lookednaturalenough,andevenornamental-itcertainlywascomfortable。

  MatthewMoon,JosephPoorgrass,andothercartersandwaggonersfollowedathisheels,withgreatlanternsdanglingfromtheirhands,whichshowedthattheyhadjustcomefromthecart-horsestables,wheretheyhadbeenbusilyengagedsincefouro’clockthatmorning。

  `Andhowisshegettingonwithoutabaily?’themaltsterinquired。

  Heneryshookhishead,andsmiledoneofthebittersmiles,draggingallthefleshofhisforeheadintoacorrugatedheapinthecentre。

  `She’llrueit-surely,surely!’hesaid。`BenjyPennywayswerenotatruemanoranhonestbaily-asbigabetrayerasJoeyIscariothimself。

  Buttothinkshecancarryonalone!’Heallowedhisheadtoswinglaterallythreeorfourtimesinsilence。`Neverinallmycreepingup-never!’

  Thiswasrecognizedbyallastheconclusionofsomegloomyspeechwhichhadbeenexpressedinthoughtaloneduringtheshakeofthehead;Henerymeanwhileretainedseveralmarksofdespairuponhisface,toimplythattheywouldberequiredforuseagaindirectlyheshouldgoonspeaking。

  `Allwillberuined,andourselvestoo,orthere’snomeatingentlemen’shouses!’saidMarkClark。

  `Aheadstrongmaid,that’swhatsheis-andwon’tlistentonoadviceatall。Prideandvanityhaveruinedmanyacobbler’sdog。Dear,dear,whenIthinko’it,Isorrowslikeamanintravel!’

  `True,Henery,youdo,I’veheardye,’saidJosephPoorgrass,inavoiceofthoroughattestation,andwithawire-drawnsmileofmisery。

  `’Twoulddoamartelmannoharmtohavewhat’sunderherbonnet,’saidBillySmallbury,whohadjustentered,bearinghisonetoothbeforehim。

  `Shecanspaikreallanguage,andmusthavesomesensesomewhere。Doyefollerme?’

  `Ido;butnobaily-Ideservedthatplace,’wailedHenery,signifyingwastedgeniusbygazingblanklyatvisionsofahighdestinyapparentlyvisibletohimonBillySmallbury’ssmock-frock。`There,’twastobe,I

  suppose。Yourlotisyourlot,andScriptureisnothing;forifyoudogoodyoudon’tgetrewardedaccordingtoyourworks,butbecheatedinsomemeanwayoutofyourrecompense。

  `No,no;Idon’tagreewith’eethere,’saidMarkClark。`God’saperfectgentlemaninthatrespect。’

  `Goodworksgoodpay,sotospeakit,’attestedJosephPoorgrass。

  Ashortpauseensued,andasasortofentr’acteHeneryturnedandblewoutthelanterns,whichtheincreaseofdaylightrenderednolongernecessaryeveninthemalthouse,withitsonepaneofglass。

  `Iwonderwhatafarmer-womancanwantwithaharpsichord,dulcimer,pianner,orwhatever’tistheyd’callit?’saidthemaltster。`Liddysaithshe’veanewone。’

  `Gotapianner?’

  `Ay。Seemsherolduncle’sthingswerenotgoodenoughforher。She’veboughtallbuteverythingnew。There’sheavychairsforthestout,weakandwiryonesfortheslender;greatwatches,gettingontothesizeofclocks,tostanduponthechimbley-piece。’

  `Pictures,forthemostpartwonderfulframes。’

  `Andlonghorse-hairsettlesforthedrunk,withhorse-hairpillowsateachend,’saidMrClark。`Likewiselooking-glassesforthepretty,andlyingbooksforthewicked。’

  Afirmloudtreadwasnowheardstampingoutside;thedoorwasopenedaboutsixinches,andsomebodyontheothersideexclaimed——

  `Neighbours,haveyegotroomforafewnew-bornlambs?’

  `Ay,sure,shepherd,’saidtheconclave。

  Thedoorwasflungbacktillitkickedthewallandtrembledfromtoptobottomwiththeblow。MrOakappearedintheentrywithasteamingface,haybandswoundabouthisanklestokeepoutthesnow,aleatherstraproundhiswaistoutsidethesmock-frock,andlookingaltogetheranepitomeoftheworld’shealthandvigour。Fourlambshunginvariousembarrassingattitudesoverhisshoulders,andthedogGeorge,whomGabrielhadcontrivedtofetchfromNorcombe,stalkedsolemnlybehind。

  `Well,ShepherdOak,andhow’slambingthisyear,ifImidsayit?’

  inquiredJosephPoorgrass。

  `Terribletrying,’midOak。`I’vebeenwetthroughtwicea-day,eitherinsnoworrain,thislastfortnight。CainyandIhaven’ttinedoureyestonight。’

  `Agoodfewtwins,too,Ihear?’

  `Toomanybyhalf。Yes;’tisaveryqueerlambingthisyear。`Weshan’thavedonebyLadyDay。’

  `Andlastyear’tweralloverbySexajessamineSunday,’Josephremarked。

  `Bringontherest,Cain,’saidGabriel,`andthenrunbacktotheewes。

  I’llfollowyousoon。’

  CainyBall-acheery-facedyounglad,withasmallcircularorificebywayofmouth,advancedanddepositedtwoothers,andretiredashewasbidden。Oakloweredthelambsfromtheirunnaturalelevation,wrappedtheminhay,andplacedthemroundthefire。

  `We’venolambing-huthere,asIusedtohaveatNorcombe,’saidGabriel,`and’tissuchaplaguetobringtheweaklyonestoahouse。If’twasn’tforyourplacehere,malter,Idon’tknowwhatIshoulddo,thiskeenweather。

  Andhowisitwithyouto-day,malter?’

  `Oh,neithersicknorsorry,shepherd;butnoyounger。`Ay-Iunderstand。’

  `Sitdown,ShepherdOak,’continuedtheancientmanofmalt。`AndhowwastheoldplaceatNorcombe,whenyewentforyourdog?Ishouldliketoseetheoldfamiliarspot;butfaith,Ishouldn’tknowasoultherenow。’

  `Isupposeyouwouldn’t。’Tisalteredverymuch。’

  `IsittruethatDickyHill’swoodencider-houseispulleddown?’

  `Oyes-yearsago’andDicky’scottagejustaboveit。’

  “Well,tobesure!’

  `Yes;andTompkins’soldapple-treeisrootedthatusedtobeartwohogsheadsofcider,andnohelpfromothertrees。’

  `Rooted?-youdon’tsayit!Ah!stirringtimeswelivein-stirringtimes。’

  `Andyoucanmindtheoldwellthatusedtobeinthemiddleoftheplace?That’sturnedintoasolidironpumpwithalargestonetrough,andallcomplete。’

  `Dear,dear-howthefaceofnationsalter,andwhatwelivetoseenowadays!Yes-and’tisthesamehere。They’vebeentalkingbutnowofthemis’ess’sstrangedoings。’

  `Whathaveyoubeensayingabouther?’inquiredOak,sharplyturningtotherest,andgettingverywarm。

  `Thesemiddle-agedmenhavebeenpullingheroverthecoalsforprideandvanity,’saidMarkClark;`butIsay,letherhaveropeenough。Blessherprettyface-shouldn’tIliketodoso-uponhercherrylips!’ThegallantMarkClarkheremadeapeculiarandwell-knownsoundwithhisown。

  `Mark,’saidGabrielsternly,`nowyoumindthis:noneofthatdalliance-talk-thatsmack-and-coddlestyleofyours-aboutMissEverdene。Idon’tallowit。Doyouhear?’

  `Withallmyheart,asI’vegotnochance,’repliedMrClarkcordially。

  `Isupposeyou’vebeenspeakingagainsther?’saidOak,turningtoJosephPoorgrasswithaverygrimlook。

  `No,no-notawordI——’tisarealjoyfulthingthatshe’snoworse,that’swhatIsay,’saidJoseph,tremblingandblushingwithterror。`Matthewjustsaid-’

  `MatthewMoon,whathaveyoubeensaying?’askedOak。

  `I?WhyyeknowIwouldn’tharmaworm-no,notoneundergroundworm?’

  saidMatthewMoon,lookingveryuneasy。

  `Well,somebodyhas-andlookhere,neighbours。’Gabriel,thoughoneofthequietestandmostgentlemenonearth,rosetotheoccasion,withmartialpromptnessandvigour。`That’smyfist。’Hereheplacedhisfist,rathersmallerinsizethanacommonloaf,inthemathematicalcentreofthemaltster’slittletable,andwithitgaveabumportwothereon,asiftoensurethattheireyesallthoroughlytookintheideaoffistinessbeforehewentfurther。`Now-thefirstmanintheparishthatIhearprophesyingbadofourmistress,why’herethefistwasraisedandletfall,asThormighthavedonewithhishammerinassayingit-`he’llsmellandtastethat-orI’maDutchman。’

  AllearnestlyexpressedbytheirfeaturesthattheirmindsdidnotwandertoHollandforamomentonaccountofthisstatement,butweredeploringthedifferencewhichgaverisetothefigure;andMarkClarkcried`Hear,hear;justwhatIshouldha’said。’ThedogGeorgelookedupatthesametimeaftertheshepherd’smenace,and,thoughheunderstoodEnglishbutimperfectly,begantogrowl。

  `Now,don’tyetakeonso’shepherd,andsitdown!’saidHenery,withadeprecatingpeacefulnessequaltoanythingofthekindinChristianity。

  `Wehearthatyebeaextraordinarygoodandcleverman,shepherd,’

  saidJosephPoorgrasswithconsiderableanxietyfrombehindthemaltster’sbedstead,whitherhehadretiredforsafety。`’Tisagreatthingtobeclever,I’msure,’headded,makingmovementsassociatedwithstatesofmindratherthanbody;`wewishwewere,don’twe,neighbours?’

  `Ay,thatwedo,sure,’saidMatthewMoon,withasmallanxiouslaughtowardsOak,toshowhowveryfriendlydisposedhewaslikewise。

  `Who’sbeentellingyouI’mclever?’saidOak。

  `’Tisblowedaboutfrompillartopostquitecommon,saidMatthew。`Wehearthatyecantellthetimeaswellbythestarsaswecanbythesunandmoon,shepherd。’

  `Yes,Icandoalittlethatway,’saidGabriel,asamanofmediumsentimentsonthesubject。

  `Andthatyecanmakesundials,andprentfolks’namesupontheirwaggonsalmostlikecopper-plate,withbeautifulflourishes,andgreatlongtails。

  Aexcellentfinethingforyetobesuchacleverman,shepherd。JosephPoorgrassusedtoprenttoFarmerJamesEverdene’swaggonsbeforeyoucame,and`acouldnevermindwhichwaytoturntheJ’sandE’s-couldye,Joseph?’

  Josephshookhisheadtoexpresshowabsolutewasthefactthathecouldn’t。

  `Andsoyouusedtodo’emthewrongway,likethis,didn’tye,Joseph?’

  Matthewmarkedonthedustyfloorwithhiswhip-handleJAMES`AndhowFarmerJameswouldcuss,andcalltheeafool,wouldn’the,Joseph,when’aseedhisnamelookingsoinside-out-like?’continuedMatthewMoon,withfeeling。

  `Ay——’awould,’saidJosephmeekly。`But,yousee,Iwasn’tsomuchtoblue,forthemJ’sandE’sbesuchtryingsonso’witchesforthememorytomindwhethertheyfacebackwardorforward;andIalwayshadsuchaforgetfulmemory,too。’

  `’Tisabadafflictionforye,beingsuchamanofcalamitiesinotherways。’

  `Well,’tis;butahappyProvidenceorderedthatitshouldbenoworse,andIfeelmythanks。Astoshepherd,there,I’msuremis’essoughttohavemadeyeherbaily-suchafittingmanfor’tasyoube。’

  `Idon’tmindowningthatIexpectedit,’saidOakfrankly。`Indeed,Ihopedfortheplace。Atthesametime,MissEverdenehasarighttobeherownbailyifshechoose-andtokeepmedowntobeacommonshepherdonly。’Oakdrewaslowbreath,lookedsadlyintothebrightashpit,andseemedlostinthoughtsnotofthemosthopefulhue。

  Thegenialwarmthofthefirenowbegantostimulatethenearlylifelesslambstobleatandmovetheirlimbsbrisklyuponthehay,andtorecognizeforthefirsttimethefactthattheywereborn。Theirnoiseincreasedtoachorusofbaas,uponwhichOakpulledthemilk-canfrombeforethefire,andtakingasmalltea-potfromthepocketofhissmock-frock,filleditwithmilk,andtaughtthoseofthehelplesscreatureswhichwerenottoberestoredtotheirdamshowtodrinkfromthespout-atricktheyacquiredwithastonishingaptitude。

  `Andshedon’tevenletyehavetheskinsofthedeadlambs,Ihear?’

  resumedJosephPoorgrass,hiseyeslingeringontheoperationsofOakwiththenecessarymelancholy。

  `Idon’thavethem,’saidGabriel。

  `Yebeverybadlyused,shepherd,’hazardedJosephagain,inthehopeofgettingOakasanallyinlamentationafterall。`Ithinkshe’stookagainstye-thatIdo。’

  `Ono-notatall,’repliedGabrielhastily,andasighescapedhim,whichthedeprivationoflambskinscouldhardlyhavecaused。

  Beforeanyfurtherremarkhadbeenaddedashadedarkenedthedoor,andBoldwoodenteredthemalthouse,bestowinguponeachanodofaqualitybetweenfriendlinessandcondescension。

  `Ah!Oak,Ithoughtyouwerehere,’hesaid。`Imetthemail-carttenminutesago,andaletterwasputintomyhand,whichIopenedwithoutreadingtheaddress。Ibelieveitisyours。Youmustexcusetheaccident,please。’

  `Oyes-notabitofdifference,MrBoldwood-notabit,’saidGabrielreadily。Hehadnotacorrespondentonearth,norwasthereapossiblelettercomingtohimwhosecontentsthewholeparishwouldnothavebeenwelcometoperuse。

  Oaksteppedaside,andreadthefollowinginanunknownhand:——`DearFriend——

  Idonotknowyourname,butIthinkthesefewlineswillreachyou,whichIwritetothankyouforyourkindnesstomethenightIleftWeatherburyinarecklessway。IalsoreturnthemoneyIoweyou,whichyouwillexcusemynotkeepingasagift。Allhasendedwell,andIamhappytosayIamgoingtobemarriedtotheyoungmanwhohascourtedmeforsometime-

  SergeantTroy,ofthe11thDragoonGuards,nowquarteredinthistown。

  Hewould,Iknow,objecttomyhavingreceivedanythingexceptasaloan,beingamanofgreatrespectabilityandhighhonour-indeed,anoblemanbyblood。

  `Ishouldbemuchobligedtoyouifyouwouldkeepthecontentsofthisletterasecretforthepresent,dearfriend。WemeantosurpriseWeatherburybycomingtheresoonashusbandandwife,thoughIblushtostateittoonenearlyastranger。ThesergeantgrewupinWeatherbury。Thankingyouagainforyourkindness,Iam,yoursincerewell-wisher,FANNYROBIN’`Haveyoureadit,MrBoldwood?’saidGabriel;`ifnot,youhadbetterdoso。IknowyouareinterestedinFannyRobin。’

  Boldwoodreadtheletterandlookedgrieved。

  `Fanny-poorFanny!theendsheissoconfidentofhasnotyetcome,sheshouldremember-andmaynevercome。Iseeshegivesnoaddress。’

  `WhatsortofamanisthisSergeantTroy?’saidGabriel。

  `H’m-I’mafraidnotonetobuildmuchhopeuponinsuchacaseasthis,’thefarmermurmured,`thoughhe’sacleverfellow,anduptoeverything。

  Aslightromanceattachestohim,too。HismotherwasaFrenchgoverness,anditseemsthatasecretattachmentexistedbetweenherandthelateLordSevern。Shewasmarriedtoapoormedicalman,andsoonafteraninfantwasborn;andwhilemoneywasforthcomingallwentonwell。Unfortunatelyforherboy,hisbestfriendsdied;andhegotthenasituationassecondclerkatalawyer’sinCasterbridge。Hestayedthereforsometime,andmighthaveworkedhimselfintoadignifiedpositionofsomesorthadhenotindulgedinthewildfreakofenlisting。IhavemuchdoubtifeverlittleFannywillsurpriseusinthewayshementions-verymuchdoubt。

  Asillygirl-sillygirl!’

  Thedoorwashurriedlyburstopenagain,andincamerunningCainyBalloutofbreath,hismouthredandopen,likethebellofapennytrumpet,fromwhichhecoughedwithnoisyvigourandgreatdistensionofface。

  `Now,CainBall,’saidOaksternly,`whywillyourunsofastandloseyourbreathso?I’malwaystellingyouofit。’

  `O-I-apuffofmeebreath-went-thewrongway,please,MisterOak,andmademecough-hok-hok!’

  `Well-whathaveyoucomefor?’

  `I’veruntotellye,’saidthejuniorshepherd,supportinghisexhaustedyouthfulframeagainstthedoorpost,`thatyoumustcomedirectly。Twomoreeweshavetwinned-that’swhat’sthematter,ShepherdOak。’

  `Oh,that’sit,’saidOak,jumpingupanddismissingforthepresenthisthoughtsonpoorFanny。`Youareagoodboytorunandtellme,Cain,andyoushallsmellalargeplumpuddingsomedayasatreat。But,beforewego,Cainy,bringthetarpot,andwe’llmarkthislotandhavedonewith’em。’

  Oaktookfromhisillimitablepocketsamarkingiron,dippeditintothepot,andimprintedonthebuttocksoftheinfantsheeptheinitialsofherhedelightedtomuseon-`B。E。’,whichsignifiedtoalltheregionroundthathenceforththelambsbelongedtoFarmerBathshebaEverdene,andtonooneelse。

  `Now,Cainy,shoulderyourtwo’andoffGoodmorning,MrBoldwood。’

  Theshepherdliftedthesixteenlargelegsandfoursmallbodieshehadhimselfbrought,andvanishedwiththeminthedirectionofthelambingfieldhardby-theirframesbeingnowinasleekandhopefulstate,pleasantlycontrastingwiththeirdeath’s-doorplightofhalfanhourbefore。

  Boldwoodfollowedhimalittlewayupthefield,hesitated,andturnedback。Hefollowedhimagainwithalastresolve,annihilatingreturn。Onapproachingthenookinwhichthefoldwasconstructed,thefarmerdrewouthispocket-book,unfastenedit,andallowedittolieopenonhishand。

  Aletterwasrevealed-Bathsheba’s。

  `Iwasgoingtoaskyou,Oak,’hesaid,withunrealcarelessness,`ifyouknowwhosewritingthisis?’

  Oakglancedintothebook,andrepliedinstantly,withaflushedface,`MissEverdene’s。’

  Oakhadcolouredsimplyattheconsciousnessofsoundinghername。Henowfeltastrangelydistressingqualmfromanewthought。Thelettercouldofcoursebenootherthananonymous,ortheinquirywouldnothavebeennecessary。

  Boldwoodmistookhisconfusion:sensitivepersonsarealwaysreadywiththeir`IsitI?’inpreferencetoobjectivereasoning。

  `Thequestionwasperfectlyfair,’hereturned-andtherewassomethingincongruousintheseriousearnestnesswithwhichheappliedhimselftoanargumentonavalentine。`Youknowitisalwaysexpectedthatprivyinquirieswillbemade:that’swherethe-funlies。’Iftheword`fun’

  hadbeen`torture’,itcouldnothavebeenutteredwithamoreconstrainedandrestlesscountenancethanwasBoldwood’sthen。

  SoonpartingfromGabriel,thelonelyandreservedmanreturnedtohishousetobreakfast-feelingtwingesofshameandregretathavingsofarexposedhismoodbythosefeveredquestionstoastranger。Heagainplacedtheletteronthemantelpiece,andsatdowntothinkofthecircumstancesattendingitbythelightofGabriel’sinformation。

  CHAPTERSIXTEENAllSaints’andAllSouls’Onaweek-daymorningasmallcongregation,consistingmainlyofwomenandgirls,rosefromitskneesinthemouldynaveofachurchcalledAllSaints’,inthedistantbarrack-townbefore-mentioned,attheendofaservicewithoutasermon。Theywereabouttodisperse,whenasmartfootstep,enteringtheporchandcomingupthecentralpassage,arrestedtheirattention。

  Thestepechoedwitharingunusualinachurch:itwastheclinkofspurs。

  Everybodylooked。Ayoungcavalrysoldierinareduniform,withthethreechevronsofasergeantuponhissleeve,strodeuptheaisle,withanembarrassmentwhichwasonlythemoremarkedbytheintensevigourofhisstep,andbythedeterminationuponhisfacetoshownone。Aslightflushhadmountedhischeekbythetimehehadrunthegauntletbetweenthesewomen:but,passingonthroughthechancelarch,heneverpausedtillhecameclosetothealtarrailing。Hereforamomenthestoodalone。

  Theofficiatingcurate,whohadnotyetdoffedhissurplice,perceivedthenewcomer,andfollowedhimtothecommunion-space。Hewhisperedtothesoldier,andthenbeckonedtotheclerk,whoinhisturnwhisperedtoanelderlywoman,apparentlyhiswife,andtheyalsowentupthechancelsteps。

  `’Tisawedding!’murmuredsomeofthewomen,brightening。`let’swait!’

  Themajorityagainsatdown。

  Therewasacreakingofmachinerybehind,andsomeoftheyoungonesturnedtheirheads。Fromtheinteriorfaceofthewestwallofthetowerprojectedalittlecanopywithaquarter-jackandsmallbellbeneathit,theautomatonbeingdrivenbythesameclockmachinerythatstruckthelargebellinthetower。Betweenthetowerandthechurchwasaclosescreen,thedoorofwhichwaskeptshutduringservices,hidingthisgrotesqueclockworkfromsight。Atpresent,however,thedoorwasopen,andtheegressofthejack,theblowsonthebell,andthemannikin’sretreatintothenookagain,werevisibletomany,andaudiblethroughoutthechurch。

  Thejackhadstruckhalf-pasteleven。

  `Where’sthewoman?’whisperedsomeofthespectators。

  Theyoungsergeantstoodstillwiththeabnormalrigidityoftheoldpillarsaround。Hefacedthesouth-east,andwasassilentashewasstill。

  Thesilencegrewtobeanoticeablethingastheminuteswenton,andnobodyelseappeared,andnotasoulmoved。Thetattleofthequarter-jackagainfromitsniche,itsblowsforthree-quarters,itsfussyretreat,werealmostpainfullyabrupt,andcausedmanyofthecongregationtostartpalpably。

  `Iwonderwherethewomanis!’avoicewhisperedagain。

  Therebegannowthatslightshiftingoffeet,thatartificialcoughingamongseveral,whichbetraysanervoussuspense。Atlengththerewasatitter。Butthesoldiernevermoved。Therehestood,hisfacetothesouth-east,uprightasacolumn,hiscapinhishand。

  Theclockedtickedon。Thewomenthrewofftheirnervousness,andtittersandgigglingbecamemorefrequent。Thencameadeadsilence。Everyonewaswaitingfortheend。Somepersonsmayhavenoticedhowextraordinarilythestrikingofquartersseemstoquickentheflightoftime。Itwashardlycrediblethatthejackhadnotgotwrongwiththeminuteswhentherattlebeganagain,thepuppetemerged,andthefourquarterswerestruckfitfullyasbefore。Onecouldalmostbepositivethattherewasamaliciousleeruponthehideouscreature’sface,andamischievousdelightinitstwitchings。

  Thenfollowedthedullandremoteresonanceofthetwelveheavystrokesinthetowerabove。Thewomenwereimpressed,andtherewasnogigglethistime。

  Theclergymanglidedintothevestry,andtheclerkvanished。Thesergeanthadnotyetturned;everywomaninthechurchwaswaitingtoseehisface,andheappearedtoknowit。Atlasthedidturn,andstalkedresolutelydownthenave,bravingthemall,withacompressedlip。Twobowedandtoothlessoldalmsmenthenlookedateachotherandchuckled,innocentlyenough;

  butthesoundhadastrangeweirdeffectinthatplace。

  Oppositetothechurchwasapavedsquare,aroundwhichseveraloverhangingwoodbuildingsofoldtimecastapicturesqueshade。Theyoungmanonleavingthedoorwenttocrossthesquare,when,inthemiddle,hemetalittlewoman。Theexpressionofherface,whichhadbeenoneofintenseanxiety,sankatthesightofhisnearlytoterror。

  `Well?’hesaid,inasuppressedpassion,fixedlylookingather。

  `OFrank-Imadeamistake!-IthoughtthatchurchwiththespirewasAllSaints’,andIwasatthedoorathalf-pasteleventoaminuteasyousaid。Iwaitedtillaquartertotwelve,andfoundthenthatIwasinAllSouls’。ButIwasn’tmuchfrightened,forIthoughtitcouldbeto-morrowaswell。’

  `Youfool,forsofoolingme!Butsaynomore。’

  `Shallitbeto-morrow,Frank?’sheaskedblankly。

  `To-morrow!’andhegaveventtoahoarselaugh。`Idon’tgothroughthatexperienceagainforsometime;Iwarrantyou!’

  `Butafterall,’sheexpostulatedinatremblingvoice,`themistakewasnotsuchaterriblething!Now,dearFrank,whenshallitbe?’

  `Ah,when?Godknows!’hesaid,withalightirony,andturningfromherwalkedrapidlyaway。

  CHAPTERSEVENTEENIntheMarket-placeOnSaturdayBoldwoodwasinCasterbridgemarket-houseasusual,whenthedisturberofhisdamsentered,andbecamevisibletohim。Adamhadawakenedfromhisdeepsleep,andbehold!therewasEve。Thefarmertookcourage,andforthefirsttimereallylookedather。

  Materialcausesandemotionaleffectsarenottobearrangedinregularequation。Theresultfromcapitalemployedintheproductionofanymovementofamentalnatureissometimesastremendousasthecauseitselfisabsurdlyminute。Whenwomenareinafreakishmoodtheirusualintuition,eitherfromcarelessnessorinherentdefect,seeminglyfailstoteachthemthis,andhenceitwasthatBathshebawasfatedtobeastonishedto-day。

  Boldwoodlookedather-notslily,critically,orunderstandingly,butblanklyatgaze,inthewayareaperlooksupatapassingtrain-

  assomethingforeigntohiselement,andbutdimlyunderstood。ToBoldwoodwomenhadbeenremotephenomenaratherthannecessarycomplements-cometsofsuchuncertainaspect,movement,andpermanence,thatwhethertheirorbitswereasgeometrical,unchangeable,andassubjecttolawsashisown,orasabsolutelyerraticastheysuperficiallyappeared,hehadnotdeemedithisdutytoconsider。

  Hesawherblackhair,hercorrectfacialcurvesandprofile,andtheroundnessofherchinandthroat。Hesawthenthesideofhereyelids,eyes,andlashes,andtheshapeofherear。Nexthenoticedherfigure,herskirt,andtheverysolesofhershoes。

  Boldwoodthoughtherbeautiful,butwonderedwhetherhewasrightinhisthought,foritseemedimpossiblethatthisromanceintheflesh,ifsosweetasheimagined,couldhavebeengoingonlongwithoutcreatingacommotionofdelightamongmen,andprovokingmoreinquirythanBathshebahaddone,eventhoughthatwasnotalittle。Tothebestofhisjudgementneithernaturenorartcouldimprovethisperfectoneofanimperfectmany。

  Hisheartbegantomovewithinhim。Boldwood,itmustberemembered,thoughfortyyearsofage,hadneverbeforeinspectedawomanwiththeverycentreandforceofhisglance;theyhadstruckuponallhissensesatwideangles。

  `Wasshereallybeautiful?Hecouldnotassurehimselfthathisopinionwastrueevennow。Hefurtivelysaidtoaneighbour,`IsMissEverdeneconsideredhandsome?’

  `Oyes;shewasagooddealnoticedthefirsttimeshecame,ifyouremember。Averyhandsomegirlindeed。’

  Amanisnevermorecredulousthaninreceivingfavourableopinionsonthebeautyofawomanheishalforquite,inlovewith;amerechild’swordonthepointhastheweightofanR。A。’sBoldwoodwassatisfiednow。

  Andthischarmingwomanhadineffectsaidtohim,`Marryme。’

  `Whyshouldshehavedonethatstrangething?Boldwood’sblindnesstothedifferencebetweenapprovingofwhatcircumstancessuggest,andoriginatingwhattheydonotsuggest,waswellmatchedbyBathsheba’sinsensibilitytothepossiblygreatissuesoflittlebeginnings。

  Shewasatthismomentcoollydealingwithadashingyoungfarmer,addingupaccountswithhimasindifferentlyasifhisfacehadbeenthepagesofaledger。ItwasevidentthatsuchanatureashishadnoattractionforawomanofBathsheba’staste。ButBoldwoodgrewhotdowntohishandswithanincipientjealousy;hetrodforthefirsttimethethresholdof`theinjuredlover’shell’Hisfirstimpulsewastogoandthrusthimselfbetweenthem。Thiscouldbedone,butonlyinoneway-byaskingtoseeasampleofhercorn。Boldwoodrenouncedtheidea。Hecouldnotmaketherequest;itwasdebasinglovelinesstoaskittobuyandsell,andjarredwithhisconceptionsofher。

  AllthistimeBathshebawasconsciousofhavingbrokenintothatdignifiedstrongholdatlast。Hiseyes,sheknew,werefollowinghereverywhere。

  Thiswasatriumph;andhaditcomenaturally,suchatriumphwouldhavebeenthesweetertoherforthispiquingdelay。Butithadbeenbroughtaboutbymisdirectedingenuity,andshevalueditonlyasshevaluedanartificialflowerorawaxfruit。

  Beingawomanwithsomegoodsenseinreasoningonsubjectswhereinherheartwasnotinvolved,BathshebagenuinelyrepentedthatafreakwhichhadoweditsexistenceasmuchtoLiddyastoherself,shouldeverhavebeenundertaken,todisturbtheplacidityofamansherespectedtoohighlytodeliberatelytease。

  Shethatdaynearlyformedtheintentionofbegginghispardonontheverynextoccasionoftheirmeeting。Theworstfeaturesofthisarrangementwerethat,ifhethoughtsheridiculedhim,anapologywouldincreasetheoffencebybeingdisbelieved;andifhethoughtshewantedhimtowooher,itwouldreadlikeadditionalevidenceofherforwardness。

  CHAPTEREIGHTEENBoldwoodinMeditation-RegretBoldwoodwastenantofwhatwascalledLittleWeatherburyFarm,andhispersonwasthenearestapproachtoaristocracythatthisremoterquarteroftheparishcouldboastof。Genteelstrangers,whosegodwastheirtown,whomighthappentobecompelledtolingeraboutthisnookforaday,heardthesoundoflightwheels,andprayedtoseegoodsociety,tothedegreeofasolitarylord,orsquireattheveryleast,butitwasonlyMrBoldwoodgoingoutfortheday。Theyheardthesoundofwheelsyetoncemore,andwerere-animatedtoexpectancy:itwasonlyMrBoldwoodcominghomeagain。

  Hishousestoodrecessedfromtheroad,andthestables,whicharetoafarmwhatafireplaceistoaroom,werebehind,theirlowerportionsbeinglostamidbushesoflaurel。Insidethebluedoor,openhalfwaydown,weretobeseenatthistimethebacksandtailsofhalf-a-dozenwarmandcontentedhorsesstandingintheirstalls;andasthusviewed,theypresentedalternationsofroanandbay,inshapeslikeaMoorisharch,thetailbeingastreakdownthemidstofeach。Overthese,andlosttotheeyegazinginfromtheouterlight,themouthsofthesameanimalscouldbeheardbusilysustainingtheabove-namedwarmthandplumpnessbyquantitiesofoatsandhay。Therestlessandshadowyfigureofacolt`wanderedaboutaloose-boxattheend,whilstthesteadygrindofalltheeaterswasoccasionallydiversifiedbytherattleofaropeorthestampofafoot。

  PacingupanddownattheheelsoftheanimalswasFarmerBoldwoodhimselfThisplacewashisalmonryandcloistersinone:here,afterlookingtothefeedingofhisfour-footeddependants,thecelibatewouldwalkandmeditateofaneveningtillthemoon’sraysstreamedinthroughthecobwebbedwindows,ortotaldarknessenvelopedthescene。

  Hissquare-framedperpendicularityshowedmorefullynowthaninthecrowdandbustleofthemarket-house。Inthismeditativewalkhisfootmetthefloorwithheelandtoesimultaneously,andhisfinereddish-fleshedfacewasbentdownwardsjustenoughtorenderobscurethestillmouthandthewell-roundedthoughratherprominentandbroadchin。Afewclearandthread-likehorizontallinesweretheonlyinterruptiontotheotherwisesmoothsurfaceofhislargeforehead。

  ThephasesofBoldwood’slifewereordinaryenough,buthiswasnotanordinarynature。Thatstillness,whichstruckcasualobserversmorethananythingelseinhischaracterandhabit,andseemedsopreciselyliketherestofinanition,mayhavebeentheperfectbalanceofenormousantagonisticforces-positivesandnegativesinfineadjustment。Hisequilibriumdisturbed,hewasinextremityatonce。Ifanemotionpossessedhimatall,itruledhim;afeelingnotmasteringhimwasentirelylatent。Stagnantorrapid,itwasneverslow。Hewasalwayshitmortally,orhewasmissed。

  Hehadnolightandcarelesstouchesinhisconstitution,eitherforgoodorforevil。Stemintheoutlinesofaction,mildinthedetails,hewasseriousthroughoutall。Hesawnoabsurdsidestothefolliesoflife,andthus,thoughnotquitecompanionableintheeyesofmerrymenandscoffers,andthosetowhomallthingsshowlifeasajest,hewasnotintolerabletotheearnestandthoseacquaintedwithgrief。Beingamanwhoreadallthedramasoflifeseriously,ifhefailedtopleasewhentheywerecomedies,therewasnofrivoloustreatmenttoreproachhimforwhentheychancedtoendtragically。

  Bathshebawasfarfromdreamingthatthedarkandsilentshape-uponwhichshehadsocarelesslythrownaseedwasahotbedoftropicintensityHadsheknownBoldwood’smoodsherblamewouldhavebeenfearful,andthestainuponherheartineradicable。Moreover,hadsheknownherpresentpowerforgoodoreviloverthisman,shewouldhavetrembledatherresponsibility。

  Luckilyforherpresent,unluckilyforherfuturetranquillity,herunderstandinghadnotyettoldherwhatBoldwoodwas。Nobodyknewentirely;forthoughitwaspossibletoformguessesconcerninghiswildcapabilitiesfromoldfloodmarksfaintlyvisible,hehadneverbeenseenatthehightideswhichcausedthem。

  FarmerBoldwoodcametothestable-doorandlookedforthacrossthelevelfields。Beyondthefirstenclosurewasahedge,andontheothersideofthisameadowbelongingtoBathsheba’sfarm。

  Itwasnowearlyspring-thetimeofgoingtograsswiththesheep,whentheyhavethefirstfeedofthemeadows,beforethesearelaidupformowing。Thewind,whichhadbeenblowingeastforseveralweeks,hadveeredtothesouthward,andthemiddleofspringhadcomeabruptly-almostwithoutabeginning。ItwasthatperiodinthevernalquarterwhenwemaysupposetheDryadstobewakingfortheseason。Thevegetableworldbeginstomoveandswellandthesapstorise,tillinthecompletestsilenceoflonegardensandtracklessplantations,whereeverythingseemshelplessandstillafterthebondandslaveryoffrost,therearebustlings,strainings,unitedthrusts,andpulls-all-together,incomparisonwithwhichthepowerfultugsofcranesandpulleysinanoisycityarebutpigmyefforts。

  Boldwood,lookingintothedistantmeadows,sawtherethreefigures。

  TheywerethoseofMissEverdene,ShepherdOak,andCainyBall。

  WhenBathsheba’sfigureshoneuponthefarmer’seyesitlightedhimupasthemoonlightsupagreattower。Aman’sbodyisastheshell,orthetablet,ofhissoul,asheisreservedoringenuous,overflowingorself-contained。TherewasachangeinBoldwood’sexteriorfromitsformerimpassibleness;andhisfaceshowedthathewasnowlivingoutsidehisdefencesforthefirsttime,andwithafearfulsenseofexposure。Itistheusualexperienceofstrongnatureswhentheylove。

  Atlasthearrivedataconclusion。Itwastogoacrossandinquireboldlyofher。

  Theinsulationofhisheartbyreserveduringthesemanyyears,withoutachannelofanykindfordisposableemotion,hadworkeditseffect。Ithasbeenobservedmorethanoncethatthecausesoflovearechieflysubjective,andBoldwoodwasalivingtestimonytothetruthoftheproposition。Nomotherexistedtoabsorbhisdevotion,nosisterforhistenderness,noidletiesforsense。Hebecamesurchargedwiththecompound,whichwasgenuinelover’slove。

  Heapproachedthegateofthemeadow。Beyonditthegroundwasmelodiouswithripples,andtheskywithlarks;thelowbleatingoftheflockminglingwithboth。Mistressandmanwereengagedintheoperationofmakingalamb`take’,whichisperformedwheneveranewehaslostherownoffspring,oneofthetwinsofanotherewebeinggivenherasasubstitute。Gabrielhadskinnedthedeadlamb,andwastyingtheskinoverthebodyofthelivelambinthecustomarymanner,whilstBathshebawasholdingopenalittlepenoffourhurdles,intowhichthemotherandfoistedlambweredriven,wheretheywouldremaintilltheoldsheepconceivedanaffectionfortheyoungone。

  Bathshebalookedupatthecompletionofthemanoeuvreandsawthefarmerbythegate,wherehewasoverhungbyawillowtreeinfullbloom。Gabriel,towhomherfacewasastheuncertaingloryofanAprilday,wasveryregardfulofitsfaintestchanges,andinstantlydiscernedthereonthemarkofsomeinfluencefromwithout,intheformofakeenlyself-consciousreddening。

  HealsoturnedandbeheldBoldwood。

  AtonceconnectingthesesignswiththeletterBoldwoodhadshownhim,Gabrielsuspectedherofsomecoquettishprocedurebeginbythatmeans,andcarriedonsince,heknewnothow。

  FarmerBoldwoodhadreadthepantomimedenotingthattheywereawareofhispresence,andtheperceptionwasastoomuchlightturnedurnhisnewsensibility。Hewasstillintheroad,andbymovingonhehopedthatneitherwouldrecognizethathehadoriginallyintendedtoenterthefield。

  Hepassedbywithanutterandoverwhelmingsensationofignorance,shyness,anddoubt。Perhapsinhermannerthereweresignsthatshewishedtoseehim-perhapsnot-hecouldnotreadawoman。Thecabalaofthiseroticphilosophyseemedtoconsistofthesubtlestmeaningsexpressedinmisleadingways。Everyturn,look,word,andaccentcontainedamysteryquitedistinctfromitsobviousimport,andnotonehadeverbeenponderedbyhimuntilnow。

  AsforBathsheba,shewasnotdeceivedintothebeliefthatFarmerBoldwoodhadwalkedbyonbusinessorinidleness。Shecollectedtheprobabilitiesofthecase,andconcludedthatshewasherselfresponsibleforBoldwood’sappearancethere。Ittroubledhermuchtoseewhatagreatflamealittlewildfirewaslikelytokindle。Bathshebawasnoschemerformarriage,norwasshedeliberatelyatriflerwiththeaffectionsofmen,andacensorsexperienceonseeinganactualflirtafterobservingherwouldhavebeenafeelingofsurprisethatBathshebacouldbesodifferentfromsuchaone,andyetsolikewhataflirtissupposedtobe。

  Sheresolvedneveragain,bylookorbysign,tointerruptthesteadyflowofthisman’slife。Butaresolutiontoavoidanevilisseldomframedtilltheevilissofaradvancedastomakeavoidanceimpossible。

  CHAPTERNINETEENTheSheep-washing-TheOfferBoldwooddideventuallycalluponher。Shewasnotathome。`Ofcoursenot,’hemurmured。IncontemplatingBathshebaasawoman,hehadforgottentheaccidentsofherpositionasanagriculturist-thatbeingasmuchofafarmer,andasextensiveafarmer,ashimself,herprobablewhereabouts`wasout-of-doorsatthistimeoftheyear。This,andtheotheroversightsBoldwood`wasguiltyofwerenaturaltothemood,andstillmorenaturaltothecircumstances。Thegreataidstoidealizationinlovewerepresenthere:occasionalobservationofherfromadistance,andtheabsenceofsocialintercoursewithher-visualfamiliarity,oralstrangeness。Thesmallerhumanelementswerekeptoutofsight;thepettinessesthatentersolargelyintoallearthlylivinganddoingweredisguisedbytheaccidentofloverandloved-onenotbeingonvisitingterms;andtherewashardlyawakenedathoughtinBoldwoodthatsorryhouseholdrealitiesappertainedtoher,orthatshe,likeallothers,hadmomentsofcommonplace,whentobeleastplainlyseenwastobemostprettilyremembered。Thusamildsortofapotheosistookplaceinhisfancy,whilstshestilllivedandbreathedwithinhisownhorizon,atroubledcreaturelikehimself。

  ItwastheendofMaywhenthefarmerdeterminedtobenolongerrepulsedbytrivialitiesordistractedbysuspense。Hehadbythistimegrownusedtobeinginlove;thepassionnowstartledhimlessevenwhenittorturedhimmore,andhefelthimselfadequatetothesituation。Oninquiringforheratherhousetheyhadtoldhimshewasatthesheep-washing,andhewentofftoseekherthere。

  Thesheep-washingpoolwasaperfectlycircularbasinofbrickworkinthemeadows,fulloftheclearestwater。Tobirdsonthewingitsglassysurface,reflectingthelightsly,musthavebeenvisibleformilesaroundasaglisteningCyclops’eyeinagreenface。Thegrassaboutthemarginatthisseasonwasasighttorememberlong-inaminorsortofway。Itsactivityinsuckingthemoisturefromtherichdampsodwasalmostaprocessobservablebytheeye。Theoutskirtsofthislevelwater-meadowwerediversifiedbyroundedandhollowpastures,wherejustnoweveryflowerthatwasnotabuttercupwasadaisy。Theriverslidalongnoiselesslyasashade,theswellingreedsandsedgeformingaflexiblepalisadeuponitsmoistbrink。

  Tothenorthofthemeadweretrees,theleavesofwhichwerenew,soft,andmoist,notyethavingstiffenedanddarkenedundersummersunanddrought,theircolourbeingyellowbesideagreen-greenbesideayellow。Fromtherecessesofthisknotoffoliagetheloudnotesofthreecuckooswereresoundingthroughthestillair。

  Boldwoodwentmeditatingdowntheslopeswithhiseyesonhisboots,whichtheyellowpollenfromthebuttercupshadbronzedinartisticgradations。

  Atributaryofthemainstreamflowedthroughthebasinofthepoolbyaninletandoutletatoppositepointsofitsdiameter。ShepherdOak,JanCoggan,Moon,Poorgrass,CainBall,andseveralotherswereassembledhere,alldrippingwettotheveryrootsoftheirhair,andBathshebawasstandingbyInanewriding-habit-themostelegantshehadeverworn-thereinsofherhorsebeingloopedoverherarm。Flagonsofciderwererollingaboutupontheden。ThemeeksheepwerepushedintothepoolbyCogganandMatthewMoon,whostoodbythelowerhatch,immersedtotheirwaists;thenGabriel,whostoodonthebrink,thrustthemunderastheyswamalong,withaninstrumentlikeacrutch,formedforthepurpose,andalsoforassistingtheexhaustedanimalswhenthewoolbecamesaturatedandtheybegantosink。Theywereletoutagainstthestream,andthroughtheupperopening,allimpuritiesflowingawaybelow。CainyBallandJoseph,whoperformedthislatteroperation,wereifpossiblewetterthantherest;theyresembleddolphinsunderafountain,everyprotuberanceandangleoftheirclothesdribblingforthasmallrill。

  Boldwoodcamecloseandbadehergoodmorningwithsuchconstraintthatshecouldnotbutthinkhehadsteppedacrosstothewashingforitsownsake,hopingnottofindherthere;more,shefanciedhisbrowsevereandhiseyeslighting。Bathshebaimmediatelycontrivedtowithdraw,andglidedalongbytherivertillshewasastone’sthrowoffSheheardfootstepsbrushingthegrass,andhadaconsciousnessthatlovewasencirclingherlikeaperfume。Insteadofturningorwaiting,Bathshebawentfurtheramongthehighsedges,butBoldwoodseemeddetermined,andpressedontilltheywerecompletelypastthebendoftheriver。Here,withoutbeingseen,theycouldhearthesplashingandshoutsofthewashersabove。

  `MissEverdene!’saidthefarmer。

  Shetrembled,turned,andsaid`Goodmorning。’Histonewassoutterlyremovedfromallshehadexpectedasabeginning。Itwaslownessandquietaccentuated;anemphasisofdeepmeanings,theirform,atthesametime,beingscarcelyexpressed。Silencehassometimesaremarkablepowerofshowingitselfasthedisembodiedsouloffeelingwanderingwithoutitscarcase,anditisthenmoreimpressivethanspeech。Inthesameway,tosayalittleisoftentotellmorethantosayagreatdeal。Boldwoodtoldeverythinginthatword。

  Astheconsciousnessexpandsonlearningthatwhatwasfanciedtobetherumbleofwheelsisthereverberationofthunder,sodidBathsheba’satherintuitiveconviction。

  `Ifeel-almosttoomuch-tothink,’hesaid,withasolemnsimplickty。

  `Ihavecometospeaktoyouwithoutpreface。MylifeisnotmyownsinceIhavebeheldyouclearly,MissEverdene-Icometomakeyouanofferofmarriage。’

  Bathshebatriedtopreserveanabsolutelyneutralcountenance,andallthemotionshemadewasthatofclosinglipswhichhadpreviouslybeenalittleparted。

  `Iamnowforty-oneyearsold,’hewenton。`Imayhavebeencalledaconfirmedbachelor,andIwasaconfirmedbachelor。Ihadneveranyviewsofmyselfasahusbandinmyearlierdays,norhaveImadeanycalculationonthesubjectsinceIhavebeenolder。Butweallchange,andmychange,inthismatter,camewithseeingyou。Ihavefeltlately,moreandmore,thatmypresentwayoflivingisbadineveryrespect。Beyondallthings,Iwantyouasmywife。’

  `Ifeel,MrBoldwood,thatthoughIrespectyoumuch,Idonotfeel-whatwouldjustifymeto-inacceptingyouroffer,’shestammered。

  ThisgivingbackofdignityfordignityseemedtoopenthesluicesoffeelingthatBoldwoodhadasyetkeptclosed。

  `Mylifeisaburdenwithoutyou,’heexclaimed,inalowvoice。`I

  wantyou-IwantyoutoletmesayIloveyouagainandagain!’

  Bathshebaanswerednothing,andthemareuponherarmseemedsoimpressedthatinsteadofcroppingtheherbageshelookedup。

  `IthinkandhopeyoucareenoughformetolistentowhatIhavetotell!’

  Bathsheba’smomentaryimpulseathearingthiswastoaskwhyhethoughtthat,tillsherememberedthat,farfrombeingaconceitedassumptiononBoldwood’spart,itwasbutthenaturalconclusionofseriousreflectionbasedondeceptivepremisesofherownoffering。

  `IwishIcouldsaycourteousflatteriestoyou,’thefarmercontinuedinaneasiertone,`andputmytuggedfeelingintoagracefulshape:butIhaveneitherpowernorpatiencetolearnsuchthings。Iwantyouformywife-sowildlythatnootherfeelingcanabideinme;butIshouldnothavespokenouthadInotbeenledtohope。’

  `Thevalentineagain!Othatvalentine!’shesaidtoherself,butnotawordtohim。

  `Ifyoucanlovemesayso’MissEverdene。Ifnot-don’tsayno!’

  `MrBoldwood,itispainfultohavetosayIamsurprised,sothatI

  don’tknowhowtoansweryouwithproprietyandrespect-butamonlyjustabletospeakoutmyfeelingImeanmymeaning;thatIamafraidIcan’tmarryyou,muchasIrespectyou。Youaretoodignifiedformetosuityou,sir。’

  `But,MissEverdene!’

  `I-Ididn’t-IknowIoughtnevertohavedreamtofsendingthatvalentine-forgiveme,sir-itwasawantonthingwhichnowomanwithanyself-respectshouldhavedone。Ifyouwillonlypardonmythoughtlessness,Ipromiseneverto——’

  `No,no,no。Don’tsaythoughtlessness!Makemethinkitwassomethingmore-thatitwasasortofpropheticinstinct-thebeginningofafeelingthatyouwouldlikeme。Youtorturemetosayitwasdoneinthoughtlessness-Ineverthoughtofitinthatlight,andIcan’tendureit。Ah!IwishIknewhowtowinyou!butthatIcan’tdo-IcanonlyaskifIhavealreadygotyou。IfIhavenot,anditisnottruethatyouhavecomeunwittinglytomeasIhavetoyou,Icansaynomore。’

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