“Thereisnohelpforit,“Mrs。Sampsonrepeated,“butifIAMachurchmember,Iwouldn\'tbesosorryifitruinedElizaBlack。
Well,good-day,Mrs。Manstey;I\'mgladtofindyousocomfortable。“
Socomfortable——socomfortable!Lefttoherselftheoldwomanturnedoncemoretothewindow。Howlovelytheviewwasthatday!Theblueskywithitsroundcloudsshedabrightnessovereverything;theailanthushadputonatingeofyellow-green,thehyacinthswerebudding,themagnoliaflowerslookedmorethaneverlikerosettescarvedinalabaster。Soonthewistariawouldbloom,thenthehorse-chestnut;butnotforher。Betweenhereyesandthemabarrierofbrickandmortarwouldswiftlyrise;
presentlyeventhespirewoulddisappear,andallherradiantworldbeblottedout。Mrs。Mansteysentawayuntouchedthedinner-traybroughttoherthatevening。Shelingeredinthewindowuntilthewindysunsetdiedinbat-coloreddusk;then,goingtobed,shelaysleeplessallnight。
Earlythenextdayshewasupandatthewindow。Itwasraining,buteventhroughtheslantinggraygauzethescenehaditscharm——
andthentherainwassogoodforthetrees。Shehadnoticedthedaybeforethattheailanthuswasgrowingdusty。
“OfcourseImightmove,“saidMrs。Mansteyaloud,andturningfromthewindowshelookedaboutherroom。Shemightmove,ofcourse;somightshebeflayedalive;butshewasnotlikelytosurviveeitheroperation。Theroom,thoughfarlessimportanttoherhappinessthantheview,wasasmuchapartofherexistence。
Shehadlivedinitseventeenyears。Shekneweverystainonthewall-paper,everyrentinthecarpet;thelightfellinacertainwayonherengravings,herbookshadgrownshabbyontheirshelves,herbulbsandivywereusedtotheirwindowandknewwhichwaytoleantothesun。“Wearealltoooldtomove,“shesaid。
Thatafternoonitcleared。Wetandradiantthebluereappearedthroughtornragsofcloud;theailanthussparkled;theearthintheflower-borderslookedrichandwarm。ItwasThursday,andonMondaythebuildingoftheextensionwastobegin。
OnSundayafternoonacardwasbroughttoMrs。Black,asshewasengagedingatheringupthefragmentsoftheboarders\'dinnerinthebasement。Thecard,black-edged,boreMrs。Manstey\'sname。
“OneofMrs。Sampson\'sboarders;wantstomove,Isuppose。Well,Icangiveheraroomnextyearintheextension。Dinah,“saidMrs。Black,“telltheladyI\'llbeupstairsinaminute。“
Mrs。BlackfoundMrs。Mansteystandinginthelongparlorgarnishedwithstatuettesandantimacassars;inthathouseshecouldnotsitdown。
Stoopinghurriedlytoopentheregister,whichletoutacloudofdust,Mrs。Blackadvancedonhervisitor。
“I\'mhappytomeetyou,Mrs。Manstey;takeaseat,please,“thelandladyremarkedinherprosperousvoice,thevoiceofawomanwhocanaffordtobuildextensions。Therewasnohelpforit;
Mrs。Mansteysatdown。
“IsthereanythingIcandoforyou,ma\'am?”Mrs。Blackcontinued。“Myhouseisfullatpresent,butIamgoingtobuildanextension,and——“
“ItisabouttheextensionthatIwishtospeak,“saidMrs。
Manstey,suddenly。“Iamapoorwoman,Mrs。Black,andIhaveneverbeenahappyone。Ishallhavetotalkaboutmyselffirstto——tomakeyouunderstand。“
Mrs。Black,astonishedbutimperturbable,bowedatthisparenthesis。
“IneverhadwhatIwanted,“Mrs。Mansteycontinued。“Itwasalwaysonedisappointmentafteranother。ForyearsIwantedtoliveinthecountry。Idreamedanddreamedaboutit;butwenevercouldmanageit。Therewasnosunnywindowinourhouse,andsoallmyplantsdied。Mydaughtermarriedyearsagoandwentaway——besides,shenevercaredforthesamethings。ThenmyhusbanddiedandIwasleftalone。Thatwasseventeenyearsago。
IwenttoliveatMrs。Sampson\'s,andIhavebeenthereeversince。Ihavegrownalittleinfirm,asyousee,andIdon\'tgetoutoften;onlyonfinedays,ifIamfeelingverywell。Soyoucanunderstandmysittingagreatdealinmywindow——thebackwindowonthethirdfloor——“
“Well,Mrs。Manstey,“saidMrs。Black,liberally,“Icouldgiveyouabackroom,Idaresay;oneofthenewroomsintheex——“
“ButIdon\'twanttomove;Ican\'tmove,“saidMrs。Manstey,almostwithascream。“AndIcametotellyouthatifyoubuildthatextensionIshallhavenoviewfrommywindow——noview!Doyouunderstand?”
Mrs。Blackthoughtherselffacetofacewithalunatic,andshehadalwaysheardthatlunaticsmustbehumored。
“Dearme,dearme,“sheremarked,pushingherchairbackalittleway,“thatistoobad,isn\'tit?Why,Ineverthoughtofthat。
Tobesure,theextensionWILLinterferewithyourview,Mrs。
Manstey。“
“Youdounderstand?”Mrs。Mansteygasped。
“OfcourseIdo。AndI\'mrealsorryaboutit,too。Butthere,don\'tyouworry,Mrs。Manstey。Iguesswecanfixthatallright。“
Mrs。Mansteyrosefromherseat,andMrs。Blackslippedtowardthedoor。
“Whatdoyoumeanbyfixingit?DoyoumeanthatIcaninduceyoutochangeyourmindabouttheextension?Oh,Mrs。Black,listentome。IhavetwothousanddollarsinthebankandI
couldmanage,IknowIcouldmanage,togiveyouathousandif——“
Mrs。Mansteypaused;thetearswererollingdownhercheeks。
“There,there,Mrs。Manstey,don\'tyouworry,“repeatedMrs。
Black,soothingly。“Iamsurewecansettleit。IamsorrythatIcan\'tstayandtalkaboutitanylonger,butthisissuchabusytimeofday,withsuppertoget——“
Herhandwasonthedoor-knob,butwithsuddenvigorMrs。Mansteyseizedherwrist。
“Youarenotgivingmeadefiniteanswer。Doyoumeantosaythatyouacceptmyproposition?”
“Why,I\'llthinkitover,Mrs。Manstey,certainlyIwill。I
wouldn\'tannoyyoufortheworld——“
“Buttheworkistobeginto-morrow,Iamtold,“Mrs。Mansteypersisted。
Mrs。Blackhesitated。“Itshan\'tbegin,Ipromiseyouthat;I\'llsendwordtothebuilderthisverynight。“Mrs。Mansteytightenedherhold。
“Youarenotdeceivingme,areyou?”shesaid。
“No——no,“stammeredMrs。Black。“Howcanyouthinksuchathingofme,Mrs。Manstey?”
SlowlyMrs。Manstey\'sclutchrelaxed,andshepassedthroughtheopendoor。“Onethousanddollars,“sherepeated,pausinginthehall;thensheletherselfoutofthehouseandhobbleddownthesteps,supportingherselfonthecast-ironrailing。
“Mygoodness,“exclaimedMrs。Black,shuttingandboltingthehall-door,“Ineverknewtheoldwomanwascrazy!Andshelookssoquietandladylike,too。“
Mrs。Mansteysleptwellthatnight,butearlythenextmorningshewasawakenedbyasoundofhammering。Shegottoherwindowwithwhathasteshemightand,lookingoutsawthatMrs。Black\'syardwasfullofworkmen。Somewerecarryingloadsofbrickfromthekitchentotheyard,othersbeginningtodemolishtheold-
fashionedwoodenbalconywhichadornedeachstoryofMrs。Black\'shouse。Mrs。Mansteysawthatshehadbeendeceived。AtfirstshethoughtofconfidinghertroubletoMrs。Sampson,butasettleddiscouragementsoontookpossessionofherandshewentbacktobed,notcaringtoseewhatwasgoingon。
Towardafternoon,however,feelingthatshemustknowtheworst,sheroseanddressedherself。Itwasalaborioustask,forherhandswerestifferthanusual,andthehooksandbuttonsseemedtoevadeher。
Whensheseatedherselfinthewindow,shesawthattheworkmenhadremovedtheupperpartofthebalcony,andthatthebrickshadmultipliedsincemorning。Oneofthemen,acoarsefellowwithabloatedface,pickedamagnoliablossomand,aftersmellingit,threwittotheground;thenextman,carryingaloadofbricks,trodontheflowerinpassing。
“Lookout,Jim,“calledoneofthementoanotherwhowassmokingapipe,“ifyouthrowmatchesaroundnearthosebarrelsofpaperyou\'llhavetheoldtinder-boxburningdownbeforeyouknowit。“
AndMrs。Manstey,leaningforward,perceivedthattherewereseveralbarrelsofpaperandrubbishunderthewoodenbalcony。
Atlengththeworkceasedandtwilightfell。Thesunsetwasperfectandaroseatelight,transfiguringthedistantspire,lingeredlateinthewest。WhenitgrewdarkMrs。Mansteydrewdowntheshadesandproceeded,inherusualmethodicalmanner,tolightherlamp。Shealwaysfilledandlititwithherownhands,keepingakettleofkeroseneonazinc-coveredshelfinacloset。
Asthelamp-lightfilledtheroomitassumeditsusualpeacefulaspect。Thebooksandpicturesandplantsseemed,liketheirmistress,tosettlethemselvesdownforanotherquietevening,andMrs。Manstey,aswasherwont,drewupherarmchairtothetableandbegantoknit。
Thatnightshecouldnotsleep。Theweatherhadchangedandawildwindwasabroad,blottingthestarswithclose-drivenclouds。Mrs。Mansteyroseonceortwiceandlookedoutofthewindow;butoftheviewnothingwasdiscerniblesaveatardylightortwointheoppositewindows。Theselightsatlastwentout,andMrs。Manstey,whohadwatchedfortheirextinction,begantodressherself。Shewasinevidenthaste,forshemerelyflungathindressing-gownoverhernight-dressandwrappedherheadinascarf;thensheopenedherclosetandcautiouslytookoutthekettleofkerosene。Havingslippedabundleofwoodenmatchesintoherpocketsheproceeded,withincreasingprecautions,tounlockherdoor,andafewmomentslatershewasfeelingherwaydownthedarkstaircase,ledbyaglimmerofgasfromthelowerhall。Atlengthshereachedthebottomofthestairsandbeganthemoredifficultdescentintotheutterdarknessofthebasement。Here,however,shecouldmovemorefreely,astherewaslessdangerofbeingoverheard;andwithoutmuchdelayshecontrivedtounlocktheirondoorleadingintotheyard。Agustofcoldwindsmoteherasshesteppedoutandgropedshiveringlyundertheclothes-lines。
Thatmorningatthreeo\'clockanalarmoffirebroughttheenginestoMrs。Black\'sdoor,andalsobroughtMrs。Sampson\'sstartledboarderstotheirwindows。ThewoodenbalconyatthebackofMrs。Black\'shousewasablaze,andamongthosewhowatchedtheprogressoftheflameswasMrs。Manstey,leaninginherthindressing-gownfromtheopenwindow。
Thefire,however,wassoonputout,andthefrightenedoccupantsofthehouse,whohadfledinscantattire,reassembledatdawntofindthatlittlemischiefhadbeendonebeyondthecrackingofwindowpanesandsmokingofceilings。Infact,thechiefsuffererbythefirewasMrs。Manstey,whowasfoundinthemorninggaspingwithpneumonia,anotunnaturalresult,aseveryoneremarked,ofherhavinghungoutofanopenwindowatherageinadressing-gown。Itwaseasytoseethatshewasveryill,butnoonehadguessedhowgravethedoctor\'sverdictwouldbe,andthefacesgatheredthateveningaboutMrs。Sampson\'stablewereawestruckanddisturbed。NotthatanyoftheboardersknewMrs。Mansteywell;she“kepttoherself,“astheysaid,andseemedtofancyherselftoogoodforthem;butthenitisalwaysdisagreeabletohaveanyonedyinginthehouseand,asoneladyobservedtoanother:“Itmightjustaswellhavebeenyouorme,mydear。“
ButitwasonlyMrs。Manstey;andshewasdying,asshehadlived,lonelyifnotalone。Thedoctorhadsentatrainednurse,andMrs。Sampson,withmuffledstep,cameinfromtimetotime;
butboth,toMrs。Manstey,seemedremoteandunsubstantialasthefiguresinadream。Alldayshesaidnothing;butwhenshewasaskedforherdaughter\'saddresssheshookherhead。Attimesthenursenoticedthatsheseemedtobelisteningattentivelyforsomesoundwhichdidnotcome;thenagainshedozed。
Thenextmorningatdaylightshewasverylow。ThenursecalledMrs。Sampsonandasthetwobentovertheoldwomantheysawherlipsmove。
“Liftmeup——outofbed,“shewhispered。
Theyraisedherintheirarms,andwithherstiffhandshepointedtothewindow。
“Oh,thewindow——shewantstositinthewindow。Sheusedtositthereallday,“Mrs。Sampsonexplained。“Itcandohernoharm,Isuppose?”
“Nothingmattersnow,“saidthenurse。
TheycarriedMrs。Mansteytothewindowandplacedherinherchair。Thedawnwasabroad,ajubilantspringdawn;thespirehadalreadycaughtagoldenray,thoughthemagnoliaandhorse-
chestnutstillslumberedinshadow。InMrs。Black\'syardallwasquiet。Thecharredtimbersofthebalconylaywheretheyhadfallen。Itwasevidentthatsincethefirethebuildershadnotreturnedtotheirwork。Themagnoliahadunfoldedafewmoresculpturalflowers;theviewwasundisturbed。
ItwashardforMrs。Mansteytobreathe;eachmomentitgrewmoredifficult。Shetriedtomakethemopenthewindow,buttheywouldnotunderstand。Ifshecouldhavetastedtheair,sweetwiththepenetratingailanthussavor,itwouldhaveeasedher;
buttheviewatleastwasthere——thespirewasgoldennow,theheavenshadwarmedfrompearltoblue,daywasalightfromeasttowest,eventhemagnoliahadcaughtthesun。
Mrs。Manstey\'sheadfellbackandsmilingshedied。
Thatdaythebuildingoftheextensionwasresumed。
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asfirstpublishedinScribner\'sMagazine,March1909
I
HubertGranice,pacingthelengthofhispleasantlamp-litlibrary,pausedtocomparehiswatchwiththeclockonthechimney-piece。
Threeminutestoeight。
InexactlythreeminutesMr。PeterAscham,oftheeminentlegalfirmofAschamandPettilow,wouldhavehispunctualhandonthedoor-belloftheflat。ItwasacomforttoreflectthatAschamwassopunctual——thesuspensewasbeginningtomakehishostnervous。Andthesoundofthedoor-bellwouldbethebeginningoftheend——afterthatthere\'dbenogoingback,byGod——nogoingback!
Graniceresumedhispacing。EachtimehereachedtheendoftheroomoppositethedoorhecaughthisreflectionintheFlorentinemirrorabovethefineoldwalnutcredencehehadpickedupatDijon——sawhimselfspare,quick-moving,carefullybrushedanddressed,butfurrowed,grayaboutthetemples,withastoopwhichhecorrectedbyaspasmodicstraighteningoftheshoulderswheneveraglassconfrontedhim:atiredmiddle-agedman,baffled,beaten,wornout。
Ashesummedhimselfupthusforthethirdorfourthtimethedooropenedandheturnedwithathrillofrelieftogreethisguest。Butitwasonlytheman-servantwhoentered,advancingsilentlyoverthemossysurfaceoftheoldTurkeyrug。
“Mr。Aschamtelephones,sir,tosayhe\'sunexpectedlydetainedandcan\'tbeheretilleight-thirty。“
Granicemadeacurtgestureofannoyance。Itwasbecomingharderandharderforhimtocontrolthesereflexes。Heturnedonhisheel,tossingtotheservantoverhisshoulder:“Verygood。Putoffdinner。“
Downhisspinehefelttheman\'sinjuredstare。Mr。Granicehadalwaysbeensomild-spokentohispeople——nodoubttheoddchangeinhismannerhadalreadybeennoticedanddiscussedbelowstairs。Andverylikelytheysuspectedthecause。Hestooddrummingonthewriting-tabletillheheardtheservantgoout;
thenhethrewhimselfintoachair,proppinghiselbowsonthetableandrestinghischinonhislockedhands。
Anotherhalfhouralonewithit!
Hewonderedirritablywhatcouldhavedetainedhisguest。Someprofessionalmatter,nodoubt——thepunctiliouslawyerwouldhaveallowednothinglesstointerferewithadinnerengagement,moreespeciallysinceGranice,inhisnote,hadsaid:“Ishallwantalittlebusinesschatafterward。“
Butwhatprofessionalmattercouldhavecomeupatthatunprofessionalhour?Perhapssomeothersoulinmiseryhadcalledonthelawyer;and,afterall,Granice\'snotehadgivennohintofhisownneed!NodoubtAschamthoughthemerelywantedtomakeanotherchangeinhiswill。Sincehehadcomeintohislittleproperty,tenyearsearlier,Granicehadbeenperpetuallytinkeringwithhiswill。
Suddenlyanotherthoughtpulledhimup,sendingaflushtohissallowtemples。Herememberedawordhehadtossedtothelawyersomesixweeksearlier,attheCenturyClub。“Yes——myplay\'sasgoodastaken。Ishallbecallingonyousoontogooverthecontract。Thosetheatricalchapsaresoslippery——Iwon\'ttrustanybodybutyoutotietheknotforme!”That,ofcourse,waswhatAschamwouldthinkhewaswantedfor。Granice,attheidea,brokeintoanaudiblelaugh——aqueerstage-laugh,likethecackleofabaffledvillaininamelodrama。Theabsurdity,theunnaturalnessofthesoundabashedhim,andhecompressedhislipsangrily。Wouldhetaketosoliloquynext?
Heloweredhisarmsandpulledopentheupperdrawerofthewriting-table。Intheright-handcornerlayathickmanuscript,boundinpaperfolders,andtiedwithastringbeneathwhichaletterhadbeenslipped。Nexttothemanuscriptwasasmallrevolver。Granicestaredamomentattheseoddlyassociatedobjects;thenhetooktheletterfromunderthestringandslowlybegantoopenit。Hehadknownheshoulddosofromthemomenthishandtouchedthedrawer。Wheneverhiseyefellonthatlettersomerelentlessforcecompelledhimtore-readit。
Itwasdatedaboutfourweeksback,undertheletter-headof“TheDiversityTheatre。“
“MYDEARMR。GRANICE:
“Ihavegiventhemattermybestconsiderationforthelastmonth,andit\'snouse——theplaywon\'tdo。IhavetalkeditoverwithMissMelrose——andyouknowthereisn\'tagamerartistonourstage——andIregrettotellyoushefeelsjustasIdoaboutit。
Itisn\'tthepoetrythatscaresher——ormeeither。Webothwanttodoallwecantohelpalongthepoeticdrama——webelievethepublic\'sreadyforit,andwe\'rewillingtotakeabigfinancialriskinordertobethefirsttogivethemwhattheywant。BUT
WEDON\'TBELIEVETHEYCOULDBEMADETOWANTTHIS。Thefactis,thereisn\'tenoughdramainyourplaytotheallowanceofpoetry——
thethingdragsallthrough。You\'vegotabigidea,butit\'snotoutofswaddlingclothes。
“IfthiswasyourfirstplayI\'dsay:TRYAGAIN。Butithasbeenjustthesamewithalltheothersyou\'veshownme。Andyouremembertheresultof\'TheLeeShore,\'whereyoucarriedalltheexpensesofproductionyourself,andwecouldn\'tfillthetheatreforaweek。Yet\'TheLeeShore\'wasamodernproblemplay——mucheasiertoswingthanblankverse。Itisn\'tasifyouhadn\'ttriedallkinds——“
Granicefoldedtheletterandputitcarefullybackintotheenvelope。Whyonearthwashere-readingit,whenhekneweveryphraseinitbyheart,whenforamonthpasthehadseenit,nightafternight,standoutinlettersofflameagainstthedarknessofhissleeplesslids?
“ITHASBEENJUSTTHESAMEWITHALLTHEOTHERSYOU\'VESHOWNME。“
Thatwasthewaytheydismissedtenyearsofpassionateunremittingwork!
“YOUREMEMBERTHERESULTOF\'THELEESHORE。\'“
GoodGod——asifhewerelikelytoforgetit!Here-liveditallnowinadrowningflash:thepersistentrejectionoftheplay,hissuddenresolvetoputitonathisowncost,tospendtenthousanddollarsofhisinheritanceontestinghischanceofsuccess——thefeverofpreparation,thedry-mouthedagonyofthe“firstnight,“theflatfall,thestupidpress,hissecretrushtoEuropetoescapethecondolenceofhisfriends!
“ITISN\'TASIFYOUHADN\'TTRIEDALLKINDS。“
No——hehadtriedallkinds:comedy,tragedy,proseandverse,thelightcurtain-raiser,theshortsharpdrama,thebourgeois-
realisticandthelyrical-romantic——finallydecidingthathewouldnolonger“prostitutehistalent“towinpopularity,butwouldimposeonthepublichisowntheoryofartintheformoffiveactsofblankverse。Yes,hehadofferedthemeverything——
andalwayswiththesameresult。
Tenyearsofit——tenyearsofdoggedworkandunrelievedfailure。
Thetenyearsfromfortytofifty——thebesttenyearsofhislife!Andifonecountedtheyearsbefore,thesilentyearsofdreams,assimilation,preparation——thencallithalfaman\'slife-time:halfaman\'slife-timethrownaway!
Andwhatwashetodowiththeremaininghalf?Well,hehadsettledthat,thankGod!Heturnedandglancedanxiouslyattheclock。Tenminutespasteight——onlytenminuteshadbeenconsumedinthatstormyrushthroughhiswholepast!AndhemustwaitanothertwentyminutesforAscham。Itwasoneoftheworstsymptomsofhiscasethat,inproportionashehadgrowntoshrinkfromhumancompany,hedreadedmoreandmoretobealone……
ButwhythedevilwashewaitingforAscham?Whydidn\'thecuttheknothimself?Sincehewassounutterablysickofthewholebusiness,whydidhehavetocallinanoutsidertoridhimofthisnightmareofliving?
Heopenedthedraweragainandlaidhishandontherevolver。Itwasasmallslimivorytoy——justtheinstrumentforatiredsufferertogivehimselfa“hypodermic“with。Graniceraiseditslowlyinonehand,whilewiththeotherhefeltunderthethinhairatthebackofhishead,betweentheearandthenape。Heknewjustwheretoplacethemuzzle:hehadoncegotayoungsurgeontoshowhim。Andashefoundthespot,andliftedtherevolvertoit,theinevitablephenomenonoccurred。Thehandthatheldtheweaponbegantoshake,thetremorcommunicateditselftohisarm,hisheartgaveawildleapwhichsentupawaveofdeadlynauseatohisthroat,hesmeltthepowder,hesickenedatthecrashofthebulletthroughhisskull,andasweatoffearbrokeoutoverhisforeheadandrandownhisquiveringface……
Helaidawaytherevolverwithanoathand,pullingoutacologne-scentedhandkerchief,passedittremulouslyoverhisbrowandtemples。Itwasnouse——heknewhecouldneverdoitinthatway。Hisattemptsatself-destructionwereasfutileashissnatchesatfame!Hecouldn\'tmakehimselfareallife,andhecouldn\'tgetridofthelifehehad。AndthatwaswhyhehadsentforAschamtohelphim……
Thelawyer,overtheCamembertandBurgundy,begantoexcusehimselfforhisdelay。
“Ididn\'tliketosayanythingwhileyourmanwasabout——butthefactis,Iwassentforonaratherunusualmatter——“
“Oh,it\'sallright,“saidGranicecheerfully。Hewasbeginningtofeeltheusualreactionthatfoodandcompanyproduced。Itwasnotanyrecoveredpleasureinlifethathefelt,butonlyadeeperwithdrawalintohimself。Itwaseasiertogoonautomaticallywiththesocialgesturesthantouncovertoanyhumaneyetheabysswithinhim。
“Mydearfellow,it\'ssacrilegetokeepadinnerwaiting——
especiallytheproductionofanartistlikeyours。“Mr。AschamsippedhisBurgundyluxuriously。“Butthefactis,Mrs。Ashgrovesentforme。“
Graniceraisedhisheadwithaquickmovementofsurprise。Foramomenthewasshakenoutofhisself-absorption。
“MRS。ASHGROVE?”
Aschamsmiled。“Ithoughtyou\'dbeinterested;Iknowyourpassionforcausescelebres。Andthispromisestobeone。Ofcourseit\'soutofourlineentirely——wenevertouchcriminalcases。Butshewantedtoconsultmeasafriend。Ashgrovewasadistantconnectionofmywife\'s。And,byJove,itISaqueercase!”Theservantre-entered,andAschamsnappedhislipsshut。
Wouldthegentlemenhavetheircoffeeinthedining-room?
“No——serveitinthelibrary,“saidGranice,rising。Heledthewaybacktothecurtainedconfidentialroom。HewasreallycurioustohearwhatAschamhadtotellhim。
Whilethecoffeeandcigarswerebeingservedhefidgetedaboutthelibrary,glancingathisletters——theusualmeaninglessnotesandbills——andpickinguptheeveningpaper。Asheunfoldeditaheadlinecaughthiseye。
“ROSEMELROSEWANTSTO
PLAYPOETRY。
“THINKSSHEHASFOUNDHER
POET。“
Hereadonwithathumpingheart——foundthenameofayoungauthorhehadbarelyheardof,sawthetitleofaplay,a“poeticdrama,“dancebeforehiseyes,anddroppedthepaper,sick,disgusted。Itwastrue,then——sheWAS“game“——itwasnotthemannerbutthemattershemistrusted!
Graniceturnedtotheservant,whoseemedtobepurposelylingering。“Ishan\'tneedyouthisevening,Flint。I\'lllockupmyself。“
Hefanciedtheman\'sacquiescenceimpliedsurprise。Whatwasgoingon,Flintseemedtowonder,thatMr。Graniceshouldwanthimoutoftheway?Probablyhewouldfindapretextforcomingbacktosee。Granicesuddenlyfelthimselfenvelopedinanetworkofespionage。
AsthedoorclosedhethrewhimselfintoanarmchairandleanedforwardtotakealightfromAscham\'scigar。
“TellmeaboutMrs。Ashgrove,“hesaid,seemingtohimselftospeakstiffly,asifhislipswerecracked。
“Mrs。Ashgrove?Well,there\'snotmuchtoTELL。“
“Andyoucouldn\'tiftherewere?”Granicesmiled。
“Probablynot。Asamatteroffact,shewantedmyadviceaboutherchoiceofcounsel。Therewasnothingespeciallyconfidentialinourtalk。“
“Andwhat\'syourimpression,nowyou\'veseenher?”
“Myimpressionis,verydistinctly,THATNOTHINGWILLEVERBE
KNOWN。“
“Ah——?”Granicemurmured,puffingathiscigar。
“I\'mmoreandmoreconvincedthatwhoeverpoisonedAshgroveknewhisbusiness,andwillconsequentlyneverbefoundout。That\'sacapitalcigaryou\'vegivenme。“
“Youlikeit?IgetthemoverfromCuba。“Graniceexaminedhisownreflectively。“ThenyoubelieveinthetheorythattheclevercriminalsneverAREcaught?”
“OfcourseIdo。Lookaboutyou——lookbackforthelastdozenyears——noneofthebigmurderproblemsareeversolved。“Thelawyerruminatedbehindhisbluecloud。“Why,taketheinstanceinyourownfamily:I\'dforgottenIhadanillustrationathand!
TakeoldJosephLenman\'smurder——doyousupposethatwilleverbeexplained?”
AsthewordsdroppedfromAscham\'slipshishostlookedslowlyaboutthelibrary,andeveryobjectinitstaredbackathimwithastaleunescapablefamiliarity。Howsickhewasoflookingatthatroom!Itwasasdullasthefaceofawifeonehasweariedof。Heclearedhisthroatslowly;thenheturnedhisheadtothelawyerandsaid:“IcouldexplaintheLenmanmurdermyself。“
Ascham\'seyekindled:hesharedGranice\'sinterestincriminalcases。
“ByJove!You\'vehadatheoryallthistime?It\'soddyounevermentionedit。Goaheadandtellme。TherearecertainfeaturesintheLenmancasenotunlikethisAshgroveaffair,andyourideamaybeahelp。“
Granicepausedandhiseyerevertedinstinctivelytothetabledrawerinwhichtherevolverandthemanuscriptlaysidebyside。
WhatifheweretotryanotherappealtoRoseMelrose?Thenhelookedatthenotesandbillsonthetable,andthehorroroftakingupagainthelifelessroutineoflife——ofperformingthesameautomaticgesturesanotherday——displacedhisfleetingvision。
“Ihaven\'tatheory。IKNOWwhomurderedJosephLenman。“
Aschamsettledhimselfcomfortablyinhischair,preparedforenjoyment。
“YouKNOW?Well,whodid?”helaughed。
“Idid,“saidGranice,rising。
HestoodbeforeAscham,andthelawyerlaybackstaringupathim。Thenhebrokeintoanotherlaugh。
“Why,thisisglorious!Youmurderedhim,didyou?Toinherithismoney,Isuppose?Betterandbetter!Goon,myboy!
Unbosomyourself!Tellmeallaboutit!Confessionisgoodforthesoul。“
Granicewaitedtillthelawyerhadshakenthelastpealoflaughterfromhisthroat;thenherepeateddoggedly:“Imurderedhim。“
Thetwomenlookedateachotherforalongmoment,andthistimeAschamdidnotlaugh。
“Granice!”
“Imurderedhim——togethismoney,asyousay。“
Therewasanotherpause,andGranice,withavagueunderlyingsenseofamusement,sawhisguest\'slookchangefrompleasantrytoapprehension。
“What\'sthejoke,mydearfellow?Ifailtosee。“
“It\'snotajoke。It\'sthetruth。Imurderedhim。“Hehadspokenpainfullyatfirst,asiftherewereaknotinhisthroat;
buteachtimeherepeatedthewordshefoundtheywereeasiertosay。
Aschamlaiddownhisextinctcigar。
“What\'sthematter?Aren\'tyouwell?Whatonearthareyoudrivingat?”
“I\'mperfectlywell。ButImurderedmycousin,JosephLenman,andIwantitknownthatImurderedhim。“
“YOUWANTITKNOWN?”
“Yes。That\'swhyIsentforyou。I\'msickofliving,andwhenI
trytokillmyselfIfunkit。“Hespokequitenaturallynow,asiftheknotinhisthroathadbeenuntied。
“GoodLord——goodLord,“thelawyergasped。
“ButIsuppose,“Granicecontinued,“there\'snodoubtthiswouldbemurderinthefirstdegree?I\'msureofthechairifIownup?”
Aschamdrewalongbreath;thenhesaidslowly:“Sitdown,Granice。Let\'stalk。“
II
Granicetoldhisstorysimply,connectedly。
Hebeganbyaquicksurveyofhisearlyyears——theyearsofdrudgeryandprivation。Hisfather,acharmingmanwhocouldneversay“no,“hadsosignallyfailedtosayitoncertainessentialoccasionsthatwhenhediedheleftanillegitimatefamilyandamortgagedestate。Hislawfulkinfoundthemselveshangingoveragulfofdebt,andyoungGranice,tosupporthismotherandsister,hadtoleaveHarvardandburyhimselfateighteeninabroker\'soffice。Heloathedhiswork,andhewasalwayspoor,alwaysworriedandinill-health。Afewyearslaterhismotherdied,buthissister,anineffectualneurasthenic,remainedonhishands。Hisownhealthgaveout,andhehadtogoawayforsixmonths,andworkharderthaneverwhenhecameback。
Hehadnoknackforbusiness,noheadforfigures,nodimmestinsightintothemysteriesofcommerce。Hewantedtotravelandwrite——thosewerehisinmostlongings。Andastheyearsdraggedon,andhenearedmiddle-agewithoutmakinganymoremoney,oracquiringanyfirmerhealth,asickdespairpossessedhim。Hetriedwriting,buthealwayscamehomefromtheofficesotiredthathisbraincouldnotwork。Forhalftheyearhedidnotreachhisdimup-townflattillafterdark,andcouldonly“brushup“fordinner,andafterwardlieontheloungewithhispipe,whilehissisterdronedthroughtheeveningpaper。Sometimeshespentaneveningatthetheatre;orhedinedout,or,morerarely,strayedoffwithanacquaintanceortwoinquestofwhatisknownas“pleasure。“Andinsummer,whenheandKatewenttothesea-sideforamonth,hedozedthroughthedaysinutterweariness。Oncehefellinlovewithacharminggirl——butwhathadhetoofferher,inGod\'sname?Sheseemedtolikehim,andincommondecencyhehadtodropoutoftherunning。Apparentlynoonereplacedhim,forshenevermarried,butgrewstoutish,grayish,philanthropic——yethowsweetshehadbeenwhenhehadfirstkissedher!Onemorewastedlife,hereflected……
Butthestagehadalwaysbeenhismaster-passion。Hewouldhavesoldhissoulforthetimeandfreedomtowriteplays!ItwasIN
HIM——hecouldnotrememberwhenithadnotbeenhisdeepest-
seatedinstinct。Astheyearspasseditbecameamorbid,arelentlessobsession——yetwitheveryyearthematerialconditionsweremoreandmoreagainstit。Hefelthimselfgrowingmiddle-
aged,andhewatchedthereflectionoftheprocessinhissister\'swastedface。Ateighteenshehadbeenpretty,andasfullofenthusiasmashe。Nowshewassour,trivial,insignificant——shehadmissedherchanceoflife。Andshehadnoresources,poorcreature,wasfashionedsimplyfortheprimitivefunctionsshehadbeendeniedthechancetofulfil!Itexasperatedhimtothinkofit——andtoreflectthatevennowalittletravel,alittlehealth,alittlemoney,mighttransformher,makeheryounganddesirable……Thechieffruitofhisexperiencewasthatthereisnosuchfixedstateasageoryouth——
thereisonlyhealthasagainstsickness,wealthasagainstpoverty;andageoryouthastheoutcomeofthelotonedraws。
AtthispointinhisnarrativeGranicestoodup,andwenttoleanagainstthemantel-piece,lookingdownatAscham,whohadnotmovedfromhisseat,orchangedhisattitudeofrigidfascinatedattention。
“ThencamethesummerwhenwewenttoWrenfieldtobenearoldLenman——mymother\'scousin,asyouknow。Someofthefamilyalwaysmountedguardoverhim——generallyanieceorso。Butthatyeartheywereallscattered,andoneoftheniecesofferedtolendushercottageifwe\'drelieveherofdutyfortwomonths。
Itwasanuisanceforme,ofcourse,forWrenfieldistwohoursfromtown;butmymother,whowasaslavetofamilyobservances,hadalwaysbeengoodtotheoldman,soitwasnaturalweshouldbecalledon——andtherewasthesavingofrentandthegoodairforKate。Sowewent。
“YouneverknewJosephLenman?Well,picturetoyourselfanamoebaorsomeprimitiveorganismofthatsort,underaTitan\'smicroscope。Hewaslarge,undifferentiated,inert——sinceIcouldrememberhimhehaddonenothingbuttakehistemperatureandreadtheChurchman。Oh,andcultivatemelons——thatwashishobby。Notvulgar,out-of-doormelons——hisweregrownunderglass。HehadmilesofitatWrenfield——hisbigkitchen-gardenwassurroundedbyblinkingbattalionsofgreen-houses。Andinnearlyallofthemmelonsweregrown——earlymelonsandlate,French,English,domestic——dwarfmelonsandmonsters:everyshape,colourandvariety。Theywerepettedandnursedlikechildren——astaffoftrainedattendantswaitedonthem。I\'mnotsuretheydidn\'thaveadoctortotaketheirtemperature——atanyratetheplacewasfullofthermometers。Andtheydidn\'tsprawlonthegroundlikeordinarymelons;theyweretrainedagainsttheglasslikenectarines,andeachmelonhunginanetwhichsustaineditsweightandleftitfreeonallsidestothesunandair……
“ItusedtostrikemesometimesthatoldLenmanwasjustlikeoneofhisownmelons——thepale-fleshedEnglishkind。Hislife,apatheticandmotionless,hunginanetofgold,inanequablewarmventilatedatmosphere,highabovesordidearthlyworries。
Thecardinalruleofhisexistencewasnottolethimselfbe\'worried。\'……Irememberhisadvisingmetotryitmyself,onedaywhenIspoketohimaboutKate\'sbadhealth,andherneedofachange。\'Ineverletmyselfworry,\'hesaidcomplacently。
\'It\'stheworstthingfortheliver——andyoulooktomeasifyouhadaliver。Takemyadviceandbecheerful。You\'llmakeyourselfhappierandotherstoo。\'Andallhehadtodowastowriteacheque,andsendthepoorgirloffforaholiday!
“Thehardestpartofitwasthatthemoneyhalf-belongedtousalready。Theoldskin-flintonlyhaditforlife,intrustforusandtheothers。ButhislifewasagooddealsounderthanmineorKate\'s——andonecouldpicturehimtakingextracareofitforthejokeofkeepinguswaiting。Ialwaysfeltthatthesightofourhungryeyeswasatonictohim。
“Well,ItriedtoseeifIcouldn\'treachhimthroughhisvanity。
Iflatteredhim,feignedapassionateinterestinhismelons。
Andhewastakenin,andusedtodiscourseonthembythehour。
Onfinedayshewasdriventothegreen-housesinhispony-chair,andwaddledthroughthem,proddingandleeringatthefruit,likeafatTurkinhisseraglio。WhenhebraggedtomeoftheexpenseofgrowingthemIwasremindedofahideousoldLothariobraggingofwhathispleasurescost。Andtheresemblancewascompletedbythefactthathecouldn\'teatasmuchasamouthfulofhismelons——hadlivedforyearsonbuttermilkandtoast。\'But,afterall,it\'smyonlyhobby——whyshouldn\'tIindulgeit?\'hesaidsentimentally。AsifI\'deverbeenabletoindulgeanyofmine!
OnthekeepofthosemelonsKateandIcouldhavelivedlikegods……
“Onedaytowardtheendofthesummer,whenKatewastoounwelltodragherselfuptothebighouse,sheaskedmetogoandspendtheafternoonwithcousinJoseph。ItwasalovelysoftSeptemberafternoon——adaytolieunderaRomanstone-pine,withone\'seyesonthesky,andletthecosmicharmoniesrushthroughone。
Perhapsthevisionwassuggestedbythefactthat,asIenteredcousinJoseph\'shideousblackwalnutlibrary,Ipassedoneoftheunder-gardeners,ahandsomefull-throatedItalian,whodashedoutinsuchahurrythathenearlyknockedmedown。Irememberthinkingitqueerthatthefellow,whomIhadoftenseenaboutthemelon-houses,didnotbowtome,orevenseemtoseeme。
“CousinJosephsatinhisusualseat,behindthedarkenedwindows,hisfathandsfoldedonhisprotuberantwaistcoat,thelastnumberoftheChurchmanathiselbow,andnearit,onahugedish,afatmelon——thefattestmelonI\'deverseen。AsIlookedatitIpicturedtheecstasyofcontemplationfromwhichImusthaverousedhim,andcongratulatedmyselfonfindinghiminsuchamood,sinceIhadmadeupmymindtoaskhimafavour。ThenI
noticedthathisface,insteadoflookingascalmasanegg-
shell,wasdistortedandwhimpering——andwithoutstoppingtogreetmehepointedpassionatelytothemelon。
“\'Lookatit,lookatit——didyoueverseesuchabeauty?Suchfirmness——roundness——suchdelicioussmoothnesstothetouch?\'Itwasasifhehadsaid\'she\'insteadof\'it,\'andwhenheputouthissenilehandandtouchedthemelonIpositivelyhadtolooktheotherway。
“Thenhetoldmewhathadhappened。TheItalianunder-gardener,whohadbeenspeciallyrecommendedforthemelon-houses——thoughitwasagainstmycousin\'sprinciplestoemployaPapist——hadbeenassignedtothecareofthemonster:forithadrevealeditself,earlyinitsexistence,asdestinedtobecomeamonster,tosurpassitsplumpest,pulpiestsisters,carryoffprizesatagriculturalshows,andbephotographedandcelebratedineverygardeningpaperintheland。TheItalianhaddonewell——seemedtohaveasenseofresponsibility。Andthatverymorninghehadbeenorderedtopickthemelon,whichwastobeshownnextdayatthecountyfair,andtobringitinforMr。Lenmantogazeonitsblondevirginity。Butinpickingit,whathadthedamnedscoundrellyJesuitdonebutdropit——dropitcrashonthesharpspoutofawatering-pot,sothatitreceivedadeepgashinitsfirmpalerotundity,andwashenceforthbutabruised,ruined,fallenmelon?
“Theoldman\'sragewasfearfulinitsimpotence——heshook,splutteredandstrangledwithit。HehadjusthadtheItalianupandhadsackedhimonthespot,withoutwagesorcharacter——hadthreatenedtohavehimarrestedifhewasevercaughtprowlingaboutWrenfield。\'ByGod,andI\'lldoit——I\'llwritetoWashington——I\'llhavethepauperscoundreldeported!I\'llshowhimwhatmoneycando!\'AslikelyasnottherewassomemurderousBlack-handbusinessunderit——itwouldbefoundthatthefellowwasamemberofa\'gang。\'ThoseItalianswouldmurderyouforaquarter。Hemeanttohavethepolicelookintoit……
Andthenhegrewfrightenedathisownexcitement。\'ButImustcalmmyself,\'hesaid。Hetookhistemperature,rangforhisdrops,andturnedtotheChurchman。HehadbeenreadinganarticleonNestorianismwhenthemelonwasbroughtin。Heaskedmetogoonwithit,andIreadtohimforanhour,inthedimcloseroom,withafatflybuzzingstealthilyaboutthefallenmelon。
“Allthewhileonephraseoftheoldman\'sbuzzedinmybrainliketheflyaboutthemelon。\'I\'LLSHOWHIMWHATMONEYCANDO!\'
Goodheaven!IfIcouldbutshowtheoldman!IfIcouldmakehimseehispowerofgivinghappinessasanewoutletforhismonstrousegotism!ItriedtotellhimsomethingaboutmysituationandKate\'s——spokeofmyill-health,myunsuccessfuldrudgery,mylongingtowrite,tomakemyselfaname——Istammeredoutanentreatyforaloan。\'Icanguaranteetorepayyou,sir——
I\'veahalf-writtenplayassecurity……\'
“Ishallneverforgethisglassystare。Hisfacehadgrownassmoothasanegg-shellagain——hiseyespeeredoverhisfatcheekslikesentinelsoveraslipperyrampart。
“\'Ahalf-writtenplay——aplayofYOURSassecurity?\'Helookedatmealmostfearfully,asifdetectingthefirstsymptomsofinsanity。\'Doyouunderstandanythingofbusiness?\'heenquiredmildly。Ilaughedandanswered:\'No,notmuch。\'
“Heleanedbackwithclosedlids。\'Allthisexcitementhasbeentoomuchforme,\'hesaid。\'Ifyou\'llexcuseme,I\'llprepareformynap。\'AndIstumbledoutoftheroom,blindly,liketheItalian。“
Granicemovedawayfromthemantel-piece,andwalkedacrosstothetraysetoutwithdecantersandsoda-water。Hepouredhimselfatallglassofsoda-water,emptiedit,andglancedatAscham\'sdeadcigar。
“Betterlightanother,“hesuggested。
Thelawyershookhishead,andGranicewentonwithhistale。Hetoldofhismountingobsession——howthemurderousimpulsehadwakedinhimontheinstantofhiscousin\'srefusal,andhehadmutteredtohimself:“ByGod,ifyouwon\'t,I\'llmakeyou。“Hespokemoretranquillyasthenarrativeproceeded,asthoughhisragehaddieddownoncetheresolvetoactonitwastaken。Heappliedhiswholemindtothequestionofhowtheoldmanwastobe“disposedof。“Suddenlyherememberedtheoutcry:“ThoseItalianswillmurderyouforaquarter!”Butnodefiniteprojectpresenteditself:hesimplywaitedforaninspiration。
Graniceandhissistermovedtotownadayortwoaftertheincidentofthemelon。Butthecousins,whohadreturned,kepttheminformedoftheoldman\'scondition。Oneday,aboutthreeweekslater,Granice,ongettinghome,foundKateexcitedoverareportfromWrenfield。TheItalianhadbeenthereagain——hadsomehowslippedintothehouse,madehiswayuptothelibrary,and“usedthreateninglanguage。“Thehouse-keeperfoundcousinJosephgasping,thewhitesofhiseyesshowing“somethingawful。“
Thedoctorwassentfor,andtheattackwardedoff;andthepolicehadorderedtheItalianfromtheneighbourhood。
ButcousinJoseph,thereafter,languished,had“nerves,“andlosthistastefortoastandbutter-milk。Thedoctorcalledinacolleague,andtheconsultationamusedandexcitedtheoldman——
hebecameoncemoreanimportantfigure。Themedicalmenreassuredthefamily——toocompletely!——andtothepatienttheyrecommendedamorevarieddiet:advisedhimtotakewhatever“temptedhim。“Andsooneday,tremulously,prayerfully,hedecidedonatinybitofmelon。Itwasbroughtupwithceremony,andconsumedinthepresenceofthehouse-keeperandahoveringcousin;andtwentyminuteslaterhewasdead……
“Butyourememberthecircumstances,“Granicewenton;“howsuspicionturnedatonceontheItalian?Inspiteofthehintthepolicehadgivenhimhehadbeenseenhangingaboutthehousesince\'thescene。\'Itwassaidthathehadtenderrelationswiththekitchen-maid,andtherestseemedeasytoexplain。Butwhentheylookedroundtoaskhimfortheexplanationhewasgone——
gonecleanoutofsight。Hehadbeen\'warned\'toleaveWrenfield,andhehadtakenthewarningsotoheartthatnooneeverlaideyesonhimagain。“
Granicepaused。Hehaddroppedintoachairoppositethelawyer\'s,andhesatforamoment,hisheadthrownback,lookingaboutthefamiliarroom。Everythinginithadgrowngrimacingandalien,andeachstrangeinsistentobjectseemedcraningforwardfromitsplacetohearhim。
“ItwasIwhoputthestuffinthemelon,“hesaid。“AndIdon\'twantyoutothinkI\'msorryforit。Thisisn\'t\'remorse,\'
understand。I\'mgladtheoldskin-flintisdead——I\'mgladtheothershavetheirmoney。Butmine\'snousetomeanymore。Mysistermarriedmiserably,anddied。AndI\'veneverhadwhatI
wanted。“
Aschamcontinuedtostare;thenhesaid:“Whatonearthwasyourobject,then?”
“Why,toGETwhatIwanted——whatIfanciedwasinreach!I
wantedchange,rest,LIFE,forbothofus——wanted,aboveall,formyself,thechancetowrite!Itravelled,gotbackmyhealth,andcamehometotiemyselfuptomywork。AndI\'veslavedatitsteadilyfortenyearswithoutreward——withoutthemostdistanthopeofsuccess!Nobodywilllookatmystuff。AndnowI\'mfifty,andI\'mbeaten,andIknowit。“Hischindroppedforwardonhisbreast。“Iwanttochuckthewholebusiness,“heended。
III
ItwasaftermidnightwhenAschamleft。
HishandonGranice\'sshoulder,asheturnedtogo——“DistrictAttorneybehanged;seeadoctor,seeadoctor!”hehadcried;
andso,withanexaggeratedlaugh,hadpulledonhiscoatanddeparted。
Graniceturnedbackintothelibrary。IthadneveroccurredtohimthatAschamwouldnotbelievehisstory。Forthreehourshehadexplained,elucidated,patientlyandpainfullygoneovereverydetail——butwithoutoncebreakingdowntheironincredulityofthelawyer\'seye。
AtfirstAschamhadfeignedtobeconvinced——butthat,asGranicenowperceived,wassimplytogethimtoexposehimself,toentraphimintocontradictions。Andwhentheattemptfailed,whenGranicetriumphantlymetandrefutedeachdisconcertingquestion,thelawyerdroppedthemasksuddenly,andsaidwithagood-
humouredlaugh:“ByJove,Graniceyou\'llwriteasuccessfulplayyet。Thewayyou\'veworkedthisalloutisamarvel。“
Graniceswungaboutfuriously——thatlastsneerabouttheplayinflamedhim。Wasalltheworldinaconspiracytoderidehisfailure?
“Ididit,Ididit,“hemutteredsullenly,hisragespendingitselfagainsttheimpenetrablesurfaceoftheother\'smockery;
andAschamansweredwithasmile:“Everreadanyofthosebooksonhallucination?I\'vegotafairlygoodmedico-legallibrary。
Icouldsendyouoneortwoifyoulike……“
Leftalone,Granicecowereddowninthechairbeforehiswriting-
table。HeunderstoodthatAschamthoughthimoffhishead。
“GoodGod——whatiftheyallthinkmecrazy?”
Thehorrorofitbrokeoutoverhiminacoldsweat——hesatthereandshook,hiseyeshiddeninhisicyhands。Butgradually,ashebegantorehearsehisstoryforthethousandthtime,hesawagainhowincontrovertibleitwas,andfeltsurethatanycriminallawyerwouldbelievehim。
“That\'sthetrouble——Ascham\'snotacriminallawyer。Andthenhe\'safriend。WhatafoolIwastotalktoafriend!Evenifhedidbelieveme,he\'dneverletmeseeit——hisinstinctwouldbetocoverthewholethingup……Butinthatcase——ifheDID
believeme——hemightthinkitakindnesstogetmeshutupinanasylum……“Granicebegantotrembleagain。“Goodheaven!Ifheshouldbringinanexpert——oneofthosedamnedalienists!
AschamandPettilowcandoanything——theirwordalwaysgoes。IfAschamdropsahintthatI\'dbetterbeshutup,I\'llbeinastrait-jacketbyto-morrow!Andhe\'ddoitfromthekindestmotives——bequiterighttodoitifhethinksI\'mamurderer!”
Thevisionfrozehimtohischair。Hepressedhisfiststohisburstingtemplesandtriedtothink。ForthefirsttimehehopedthatAschamhadnotbelievedhisstory。
“Buthedid——hedid!Icanseeitnow——Inoticedwhataqueereyehecockedatme。GoodGod,whatshallIdo——whatshallI
do?”
Hestartedupandlookedattheclock。Half-pastone。WhatifAschamshouldthinkthecaseurgent,routoutanalienist,andcomebackwithhim?Granicejumpedtohisfeet,andhissuddengesturebrushedthemorningpaperfromthetable。Mechanicallyhestoopedtopickitup,andthemovementstartedanewtrainofassociation。
Hesatdownagain,andreachedforthetelephonebookintherackbyhischair。
“Givemethree-o-ten……yes。“
Thenewideainhismindhadrevivedhisflaggingenergy。Hewouldact——actatonce。Itwasonlybythusplanningahead,committinghimselftosomeunavoidablelineofconduct,thathecouldpullhimselfthroughthemeaninglessdays。Eachtimehereachedafreshdecisionitwaslikecomingoutofafoggywelteringseaintoacalmharbourwithlights。Oneofthequeerestphasesofhislongagonywastheintensereliefproducedbythesemomentarylulls。
“ThattheofficeoftheInvestigator?Yes?GivemeMr。Denver,please……Hallo,Denver……Yes,HubertGranice……Justcaughtyou?Goingstraighthome?CanIcomeandseeyou……
yes,now……haveatalk?It\'sratherurgent……yes,mightgiveyousomefirst-rate\'copy。\'……Allright!”Hehungupthereceiverwithalaugh。IthadbeenahappythoughttocalluptheeditoroftheInvestigator——RobertDenverwastheverymanheneeded……
Graniceputoutthelightsinthelibrary——itwasoddhowtheautomaticgesturespersisted!——wentintothehall,putonhishatandovercoat,andlethimselfoutoftheflat。Inthehall,asleepyelevatorboyblinkedathimandthendroppedhisheadonhisfoldedarms。Granicepassedoutintothestreet。AtthecornerofFifthAvenuehehailedacrawlingcab,andcalledoutanup-townaddress。Thelongthoroughfarestretchedbeforehim,dimanddeserted,likeanancientavenueoftombs。ButfromDenver\'shouseafriendlybeamfellonthepavement;andasGranicesprangfromhiscabtheeditor\'selectricturnedthecorner。
Thetwomengraspedhands,andDenver,feelingforhislatch-key,usheredGraniceintothebrightly-lithall。
“Disturbme?Notabit。Youmighthave,attento-morrowmorning……butthisismyliveliesthour……youknowmyhabitsofold。“
GranicehadknownRobertDenverforfifteenyears——watchedhisrisethroughallthestagesofjournalismtotheOlympianpinnacleoftheInvestigator\'seditorialoffice。Inthethick-
setmanwithgrizzlinghairtherewerefewtracesleftofthehungry-eyedyoungreporterwho,onhiswayhomeinthesmallhours,usedto“bobin“onGranice,whilethelattersatgrindingathisplays。DenverhadtopassGranice\'sflatonthewaytohisown,anditbecameahabit,ifhesawalightinthewindow,andGranice\'sshadowagainsttheblind,togoin,smokeapipe,anddiscusstheuniverse。
“Well——thisislikeoldtimes——agoodoldhabitreversed。“Theeditorsmotehisvisitorgeniallyontheshoulder。“RemindsmeofthenightswhenIusedtoroutyouout……How\'stheplay,bytheway?ThereISaplay,Isuppose?It\'sassafetoaskyouthatastosaytosomemen:\'How\'sthebaby?\'“
Denverlaughedgood-naturedly,andGranicethoughthowthickandheavyhehadgrown。Itwasevident,eventoGranice\'storturednerves,thatthewordshadnotbeenutteredinmalice——andthefactgavehimanewmeasureofhisinsignificance。Denverdidnotevenknowthathehadbeenafailure!ThefacthurtmorethanAscham\'sirony。
“Comein——comein。“Theeditorledthewayintoasmallcheerfulroom,wheretherewerecigarsanddecanters。Hepushedanarm-
chairtowardhisvisitor,anddroppedintoanotherwithacomfortablegroan。
“Now,then——helpyourself。Andlet\'shearallaboutit。“
HebeamedatGraniceoverhispipe-bowl,andthelatter,lightinghiscigar,saidtohimself:“Successmakesmencomfortable,butitmakesthemstupid。“
Thenheturned,andbegan:“Denver,Iwanttotellyou——“
Theclocktickedrhythmicallyonthemantel-piece。Thelittleroomwasgraduallyfilledwithdriftingbluelayersofsmoke,andthroughthemtheeditor\'sfacecameandwentlikethemoonthroughamovingsky。Oncethehourstruck——thentherhythmicaltickingbeganagain。Theatmospheregrewdenserandheavier,andbeadsofperspirationbegantorollfromGranice\'sforehead。
“DoyoumindifIopenthewindow?”
“No。ItISstuffyinhere。Wait——I\'lldoitmyself。“Denverpusheddowntheuppersash,andreturnedtohischair。“Well——goon,“hesaid,fillinganotherpipe。HiscomposureexasperatedGranice。
“There\'snouseinmygoingonifyoudon\'tbelieveme。“
Theeditorremainedunmoved。“WhosaysIdon\'tbelieveyou?AndhowcanItelltillyou\'vefinished?”
Granicewenton,ashamedofhisoutburst。“Itwassimpleenough,asyou\'llsee。Fromthedaytheoldmansaidtome,\'ThoseItalianswouldmurderyouforaquarter,\'Idroppedeverythingandjustworkedatmyscheme。ItstruckmeatoncethatImustfindawayofgettingtoWrenfieldandbackinanight——andthatledtotheideaofamotor。Amotor——thatneveroccurredtoyou?
YouwonderwhereIgotthemoney,Isuppose。Well,Ihadathousandorsoputby,andInosedaroundtillIfoundwhatI
wanted——asecond-handracer。Iknewhowtodriveacar,andI
triedthethingandfounditwasallright。Timeswerebad,andIboughtitformyprice,andstoreditaway。Where?Why,inoneofthoseno-questions-askedgarageswheretheykeepmotorsthatarenotforfamilyuse。Ihadalivelycousinwhohadputmeuptothatdodge,andIlookedabouttillIfoundaqueerholewheretheytookinmycarlikeababyinafoundlingasylum……
ThenIpracticedrunningtoWrenfieldandbackinanight。I
knewthewayprettywell,forI\'ddoneitoftenwiththesamelivelycousin——andinthesmallhours,too。Thedistanceisoverninetymiles,andonthethirdtrialIdiditundertwohours。
ButmyarmsweresolamethatIcouldhardlygetdressedthenextmorning……
“Well,thencamethereportabouttheItalian\'sthreats,andI
sawImustactatonce……Imeanttobreakintotheoldman\'sroom,shoothim,andgetawayagain。Itwasabigrisk,butI
thoughtIcouldmanageit。Thenweheardthathewasill——thatthere\'dbeenaconsultation。Perhapsthefatesweregoingtodoitforme!GoodLord,ifthatcouldonlybe!……“
Granicestoppedandwipedhisforehead:theopenwindowdidnotseemtohavecooledtheroom。
“Thencamewordthathewasbetter;andthedayafter,whenI
cameupfrommyoffice,IfoundKatelaughingoverthenewsthathewastotryabitofmelon。Thehouse-keeperhadjusttelephonedher——allWrenfieldwasinaflutter。Thedoctorhimselfhadpickedoutthemelon,oneofthelittleFrenchonesthatarehardlybiggerthanalargetomato——andthepatientwastoeatitathisbreakfastthenextmorning。
“InaflashIsawmychance。Itwasabarechance,nomore。ButIknewthewaysofthehouse——Iwassurethemelonwouldbebroughtinovernightandputinthepantryice-box。Iftherewereonlyonemelonintheice-boxIcouldbefairlysureitwastheoneIwanted。Melonsdidn\'tliearoundlooseinthathouse——
everyonewasknown,numbered,catalogued。Theoldmanwasbesetbythedreadthattheservantswouldeatthem,andhetookahundredmeanprecautionstopreventit。Yes,Ifeltprettysureofmymelon……andpoisoningwasmuchsaferthanshooting。Itwouldhavebeenthedevilandalltogetintotheoldman\'sbedroomwithouthisrousingthehouse;butIoughttobeabletobreakintothepantrywithoutmuchtrouble。
“Itwasacloudynight,too——everythingservedme。Idinedquietly,andsatdownatmydesk。Katehadoneofherusualheadaches,andwenttobedearly。AssoonasshewasgoneI
slippedout。Ihadgottogetherasortofdisguise——redbeardandqueer-lookingulster。Ishovedthemintoabag,andwentroundtothegarage。Therewasnoonetherebutahalf-drunkenmachinistwhomI\'dneverseenbefore。Thatservedme,too。Theywerealwayschangingmachinists,andthisnewfellowdidn\'tevenbothertoaskifthecarbelongedtome。Itwasaveryeasy-
goingplace……
“Well,Ijumpedin,ranupBroadway,andletthecargoassoonasIwasoutofHarlem。Darkasitwas,Icouldtrustmyselftostrikeasharppace。IntheshadowofawoodIstoppedasecondandgotintothebeardandulster。Thenawayagain——itwasjusteleven-thirtywhenIgottoWrenfield。
“IleftthecarinadarklanebehindtheLenmanplace,andslippedthroughthekitchen-garden。Themelon-houseswinkedatmethroughthedark——IrememberthinkingthattheyknewwhatI
wantedtoknow……Bythestableadogcameoutgrowling——buthenosedmeout,jumpedonme,andwentback……Thehousewasasdarkasthegrave。Ikneweverybodywenttobedbyten。Buttheremightbeaprowlingservant——thekitchen-maidmighthavecomedowntoletinherItalian。Ihadtoriskthat,ofcourse。
Icreptaroundbythebackdoorandhidintheshrubbery。ThenI
listened。Itwasallassilentasdeath。Icrossedovertothehouse,priedopenthepantrywindowandclimbedin。Ihadalittleelectriclampinmypocket,andshieldingitwithmycapI
gropedmywaytotheice-box,openedit——andtherewasthelittleFrenchmelon……onlyone。
“Istoppedtolisten——Iwasquitecool。ThenIpulledoutmybottleofstuffandmysyringe,andgaveeachsectionofthemelonahypodermic。Itwasalldoneinsideofthreeminutes——attenminutestotwelveIwasbackinthecar。IgotoutofthelaneasquietlyasIcould,struckabackroadthatskirtedthevillage,andletthecaroutassoonasIwasbeyondthelasthouses。Ionlystoppedonceonthewayin,todropthebeardandulsterintoapond。Ihadabigstonereadytoweightthemwithandtheywentdownplump,likeadeadbody——andattwoo\'clockI
wasbackatmydesk。“