Herefollowswhathetoldme:
\'AlongtimeagoIwasayoungartist——averyyoungartist,infact——andIwanderedaboutthecountrypartsofFrance,sketchinghereandsketchingthere,andwaspresentlyjoinedbyacoupleofdarlingyoungFrenchmenwhowereatthesamekindofthingthatIwasdoing。Wewereashappyaswewerepoor,oraspooraswewerehappy——phraseittosuityourself。ClaudeFrereandCarlBoulanger——thesearethenamesofthoseboys;dear,dearfellows,andthesunniestspiritsthateverlaughedatpovertyandhadanoblegoodtimeinallweathers。
\'AtlastweranhardagroundinaBretonvillage,andanartistaspoorasourselvestookusinandliterallysavedusfromstarving——FrancoisMillet——\'
\'What!thegreatFrancoisMillet?\'
\'Great?Hewasn\'tanygreaterthanwewere,then。Hehadn\'tanyfame,eveninhisownvillage;andhewassopoorthathehadn\'tanythingtofeedusonbutturnips,andeventheturnipsfailedussometimes。Wefourbecamefastfriends,dotingfriends,inseparables。Wepaintedawaytogetherwithallourmight,pilingupstock,pilingupstock,butveryseldomgettingridofanyofit。Wehadlovelytimestogether;but,Omysoul!howwewerepinchednowandthen!
\'Foralittleovertwoyearsthiswenton。Atlast,oneday,Claudesaid:
\'\"Boys,we\'vecometotheend。Doyouunderstandthat?——absolutelytotheend。Everybodyhasstruck——there\'saleagueformedagainstus。I\'vebeenallaroundthevillageandit\'sjustasItellyou。Theyrefusetocreditusforanothercentimeuntilalltheoddsandendsarepaidup。\"
\'Thisstruckusascold。Everyfacewasblankwithdismay。Werealisedthatourcircumstancesweredesperate,now。Therewasalongsilence。
Finally,Milletsaidwithasigh:
\'\"Nothingoccurstome——nothing。Suggestsomething,lads。\"
\'Therewasnoresponse,unlessamournfulsilencemaybecalledaresponse。Carlgotup,andwalkednervouslyupanddownawhile,thensaid:
\'\"It\'sashame!Lookatthesecanvases:stacksandstacksofasgoodpicturesasanybodyinEuropepaints——Idon\'tcarewhoheis。Yes,andplentyofloungingstrangershavesaidthesame——ornearlythat,anyway。\"
\'\"Butdidn\'tbuy,\"Milletsaid。
\'\"Nomatter,theysaidit;andit\'strue,too。Lookatyour\'Angelus\'
there!Willanybodytellme——\"
\'\"Pah,Carl——My\'Angelus!\'Iwasofferedfivefrancsforit。\"
\'\"When?\"
\'\"Whoofferedit?\"
\'\"Whereishe?\"
\'\"Whydidn\'tyoutakeit?\"
\'\"Come——don\'tallspeakatonce。Ithoughthewouldgivemore——Iwassureofit——helookedit——soIaskedhimeight。\"
\'\"Well——andthen?\"
\'\"Hesaidhewouldcallagain。\"
\'\"Thunderandlightning!Why,Francois——\"
\'\"Oh,Iknow——Iknow!Itwasamistake,andIwasafool。Boys,Imeantforthebest;you\'llgrantmethat,andI——\"
\'\"Why,certainly,weknowthat,blessyourdearheart;butdon\'tyoubeafoolagain。\"
\'\"I?Iwishsomebodywouldcomealongandofferusacabbageforit——
you\'dsee!\"
\'\"Acabbage!Oh,don\'tnameit——itmakesmymouthwater。Talkofthingslesstrying。\"
\'\"Boys,\"saidCarl,\"dothesepictureslackmerit?Answermethat。\"
\'\"No!\"
\'\"Aren\'ttheyofverygreatandhighmerit?Answermethat。\"
\'\"Yes。\"
\'\"Ofsuchgreatandhighmeritthat,ifanillustriousnamewereattachedtothemtheywouldsellatsplendidprices。Isn\'titso?\"
\'\"Certainlyitis。Nobodydoubtsthat。\"
\'\"But——I\'mnotjoking——isn\'titso?\"
\'\"Why,ofcourseit\'sso——andwearenotjoking。Butwhatofit。Whatofit?Howdoesthatconcernus?\"
\'\"Inthisway,comrades——we\'llattachanillustriousnametothem!\"
\'Thelivelyconversationstopped。ThefaceswereturnedinquiringlyuponCarl。Whatsortofriddlemightthisbe?Wherewasanillustriousnametobeborrowed?Andwhowastoborrowit?
\'Carlsatdown,andsaid:
\'\"Now,Ihaveaperfectlyseriousthingtopropose。Ithinkitistheonlywaytokeepusoutofthealmshouse,andIbelieveittobeaperfectlysureway。Ibasethisopinionuponcertainmultitudinousandlong-establishedfactsinhumanhistory。Ibelievemyprojectwillmakeusallrich。\"
\'\"Rich!You\'velostyourmind。\"
\'\"No,Ihaven\'t。\"
\'\"Yes,youhave——you\'velostyourmind。Whatdoyoucallrich?\"
\'\"Ahundredthousandfrancsapiece。\"
\'\"Hehaslosthismind。Iknewit。\"
\'\"Yes,hehas。Carl,privationhasbeentoomuchforyou,and——\"
\'\"Carl,youwanttotakeapillandgetrighttobed。\"
\'\"Bandagehimfirst——bandagehishead,andthen——\"
\'\"No,bandagehisheels;hisbrainshavebeensettlingforweeks——I\'venoticedit。\"
\'\"Shutup!\"saidMillet,withostensibleseverity,\"andlettheboyhavehissay。Now,then——comeoutwithyourproject,Carl。Whatisit?\"
\'\"Well,then,bywayofpreambleIwillaskyoutonotethisfactinhumanhistory:thatthemeritofmanyagreatartisthasneverbeenacknowledgeduntilafterhewasstarvedanddead。ThishashappenedsooftenthatImakeboldtofoundalawuponit。Thislaw:thatthemeritofeverygreatunknownandneglectedartistmustandwillberecognisedandhispicturesclimbtohighpricesafterhisdeath。Myprojectisthis:wemustcastlots——oneofusmustdie。\"
\'Theremarkfellsocalmlyandsounexpectedlythatwealmostforgottojump。Thentherewasawildchorusofadviceagain——medicaladvice——forthehelpofCarl\'sbrain;buthewaitedpatientlyforthehilaritytocalmdown,andthenwentonagainwithhisproject:
\'\"Yes,oneofusmustdie,tosavetheothers——andhimself。Wewillcastlots。Theonechosenshallbeillustrious,allofusshallberich。
Holdstill,now——holdstill;don\'tinterrupt——ItellyouIknowwhatIamtalkingabout。Hereistheidea。Duringthenextthreemonthstheonewhoistodieshallpaintwithallhismight,enlargehisstockallhecan——notpictures,no!skeletonsketches,studies,partsofstudies,fragmentsofstudies,adozendabsofthebrushoneach——meaningless,ofcourse,buthis,withhiscipheronthem;turnoutfiftyaday,eachtocontainsomepeculiarityormannerismeasilydetectableashis——they\'rethethingsthatsell,youknow,andarecollectedatfabulouspricesfortheworld\'smuseums,afterthegreatmanisgone;we\'llhaveatonofthemready——aton!Andallthattimetherestofuswillbebusysupportingthemoribund,andworkingParisandthedealers——preparationsforthecomingevent,youknow;andwheneverythingishotandjustright,we\'llspringthedeathonthemandhavethenotoriousfuneral。
Yougettheidea?\"
\'\"N-o;atleast,notqu——\"
\'\"Notquite?Don\'tyousee?Themandoesn\'treallydie;hechangeshisnameandvanishes;weburyadummy,andcryoverit,withalltheworldtohelp。AndI——\"
\'Buthewasn\'tallowedtofinish。Everybodybrokeoutintoarousinghurrahofapplause;andalljumpedupandcaperedabouttheroomandfelloneachother\'snecksintransportsofgratitudeandjoy。Forhourswetalkedoverthegreatplan,withouteverfeelinghungry;andatlast,whenallthedetailshadbeenarrangedsatisfactorily,wecastlotsandMilletwaselected——electedtodie,aswecalledit。Thenwescrapedtogetherthosethingswhichoneneverpartswithuntilheisbettingthemagainstfuturewealth——keepsaketrinketsandsuchlike——andthesewepawnedforenoughtofurnishusafrugalfarewellsupperandbreakfast,andleaveusafewfrancsoverfortravel,andastakeofturnipsandsuchforMillettoliveonforafewdays。
\'Nextmorning,early,thethreeofusclearedout,straightwayafterbreakfast——onfoot,ofcourse。EachofuscarriedadozenofMillet\'ssmallpictures,purposingtomarketthem。CarlstruckforParis,wherehewouldstarttheworkofbuildingupMillet\'snameagainstthecominggreatday。ClaudeandIweretoseparate,andscatterabroadoverFrance。
\'Now,itwillsurpriseyoutoknowwhataneasyandcomfortablethingwehad。IwalkedtwodaysbeforeIbeganbusiness。ThenIbegantosketchavillaintheoutskirtsofabigtown——becauseIsawtheproprietorstandingonanupperveranda。Hecamedowntolookon——Ithoughthewould。Iworkedswiftly,intendingtokeephiminterested。Occasionallyhefiredoffalittleejaculationofapprobation,andby-and-byhespokeupwithenthusiasm,andsaidIwasamaster!
\'Iputdownmybrush,reachedintomysatchel,fetchedoutaMillet,andpointedtothecipherinthecorner。Isaid,proudly:
\'\"Isupposeyourecognisethat?Well,hetaughtme!IshouldthinkI
oughttoknowmytrade!\"
\'Themanlookedguiltilyembarrassed,andwassilent。Isaidsorrowfully:
\'\"Youdon\'tmeantointimatethatyoudon\'tknowthecipherofFrancoisMillet!\"
\'Ofcoursehedidn\'tknowthatcipher;buthewasthegratefullestmanyoueversaw,justthesame,forbeingletoutofanuncomfortableplaceonsucheasyterms。Hesaid:
\'\"No!Why,itisMillet\'s,sureenough!Idon\'tknowwhatIcouldhavebeenthinkingof。OfcourseIrecogniseitnow。\"
\'Next,hewantedtobuyit;butIsaidthatalthoughIwasn\'trichI
wasn\'tthatpoor。However,atlast,Ilethimhaveitforeighthundredfrancs。\'
\'Eighthundred!\'
\'Yes。Milletwouldhavesolditforaporkchop。Yes,Igoteighthundredfrancsforthatlittlething。IwishIcouldgetitbackforeightythousand。Butthattime\'sgoneby。Imadeaverynicepictureofthatman\'shouseandIwantedtoofferittohimfortenfrancs,butthatwouldn\'tanswer,seeingIwasthepupilofsuchamaster,soIsoldittohimforahundred。IsenttheeighthundredfrancsstraighttoMilletfromthattownandstruckoutagainnextday。
\'ButIdidn\'twalk——no。Irode。Ihaveriddeneversince。Isoldonepictureeveryday,andnevertriedtoselltwo。Ialwayssaidtomycustomer:
\'\"IamafooltosellapictureofFrancoisMillet\'satall,forthatmanisnotgoingtolivethreemonths,andwhenhedieshispicturescan\'tbehadforloveormoney。\"
\'ItookcaretospreadthatlittlefactasfarasIcould,andpreparetheworldfortheevent。
\'Itakecredittomyselfforourplanofsellingthepictures——itwasmine。Isuggesteditthatlasteveningwhenwewerelayingoutourcampaign,andallthreeofusagreedtogiveitagoodfairtrialbeforegivingitupforsomeother。Itsucceededwithallofus。Iwalkedonlytwodays,Claudewalkedtwo——bothofafraidtomakeMilletcelebratedtooclosetohome——butCarlwalkedonlyhalfaday,thebright,consciencelessrascal,andafterthathetravelledlikeaduke。
\'Everynowandthenwegotinwithacountryeditorandstartedanitemaroundthroughthepress;notanitemannouncingthatanewpainterhadbeendiscovered,butanitemwhichletonthateverybodyknewFrancoisMillet;notanitempraisinghiminanyway,butmerelyawordconcerningthepresentconditionofthe\"master\"——sometimeshopeful,sometimesdespondent,butalwaystingedwithfearsfortheworst。Wealwaysmarkedtheseparagraphs,andsentthepaperstoallthepeoplewhohadboughtpicturesofus。
\'CarlwassooninParisandheworkedthingswithahighhand。Hemadefriendswiththecorrespondents,andgotMillet\'sconditionreportedtoEnglandandalloverthecontinent,andAmerica,andeverywhere。
\'Attheendofsixweeksfromthestart,wethreemetinParisandcalledahalt,andstoppedsendingbacktoMilletforadditionalpictures。Theboomwassohigh,andeverythingsoripe,thatwesawthatitwouldbeamistakenottostrikenow,rightaway,withoutwaitinganylonger。SowewroteMillettogotobedandbegintowasteawayprettyfast,forweshouldlikehimtodieintendaysifhecouldgetready。
\'Thenwefiguredupandfoundthatamonguswehadsoldeighty-fivesmallpicturesandstudies,andhadsixty-ninethousandfrancstoshowforit。
Carlhadmadethelastsaleandthemostbrilliantoneofall。Hesoldthe\"Angelus\"fortwenty-twohundredfrancs。Howwedidglorifyhim!——
notforeseeingthatadaywascomingby-and-bywhenFrancewouldstruggletoownitandastrangerwouldcaptureitforfivehundredandfiftythousand,cash。
\'Wehadawind-upchampagnesupperthatnight,andnextdayClaudeandI
packedupandwentofftonurseMilletthroughhislastdaysandkeepbusybodiesoutofthehouseandsenddailybulletinstoCarlinParisforpublicationinthepapersofseveralcontinentsfortheinformationofawaitingworld。Thesadendcameatlast,andCarlwasthereintimetohelpinthefinalmournfulrites。
\'Yourememberthatgreatfuneral,andwhatastiritmadeallovertheglobe,andhowtheillustriousoftwoworldscametoattenditandtestifytheirsorrow。Wefour——stillinseparable——carriedthecoffin,andwouldallownonetohelp。Andwewererightaboutthat,becauseithadn\'tanythinginitbutawaxfigure,andanyothercoffin-bearerswouldhavefoundfaultwiththeweight。Yes,wesameoldfour,whohadlovinglysharedprivationtogetherintheoldhardtimesnowgoneforever,carriedthecof——\'
\'Whichfour?\'
\'Wefour——forMillethelpedtocarryhisowncoffin。Indisguise,youknow。Disguisedasarelative——distantrelative。\'
\'Astonishing!\'
\'Buttruejustthesame。Well,yourememberhowthepictureswentup。
Money?Wedidn\'tknowwhattodowithit。there\'samaninParisto-daywhoownsseventyMilletpictures。Hepaidustwomillionfrancsforthem。AndasforthebushelsofsketchesandstudieswhichMilletshovelledoutduringthesixweeksthatwewereontheroad,well,itwouldastonishyoutoknowthefigurewesellthematnowadays——thatis,whenweconsenttoletonego!\'
\'Itisawonderfulhistory,perfectlywonderful!\'
\'Yes——itamountstothat。\'
\'WhateverbecameofMillet?\'
\'Canyoukeepasecret?\'
\'Ican。\'
\'DoyourememberthemanIcalledyourattentiontointhediningroomto-day?ThatwasFrancoisMillet。\'
\'Great——\'
\'Scott!Yes。Foroncetheydidn\'tstarveageniustodeathandthenputintootherpocketstherewardsheshouldhavehadhimself。Thissong-birdwasnotallowedtopipeoutitsheartunheardandthenbepaidwiththecoldpompofabigfuneral。Welookedoutforthat。\'
MYDEBUTASALITERARYPERSON
InthoseearlydaysIhadalreadypublishedonelittlething\'TheJumpingFrog\'inanEasternpaper,butIdidnotconsiderthatthatcounted。Inmyview,apersonwhopublishedthingsinamerenewspapercouldnotproperlyclaimrecognitionasaLiteraryPerson:hemustriseawayabovethat;hemustappearinamagazine。HewouldthenbeaLiteraryPerson;also,hewouldbefamous——rightaway。Thesetwoambitionswerestronguponme。Thiswasin1866。Ipreparedmycontribution,andthenlookedaroundforthebestmagazinetogouptogloryin。IselectedthemostimportantoneinNewYork。Thecontributionwasaccepted。Isignedit\'MARKTWAIN;\'forthatnamehadsomecurrencyonthePacificcoast,anditwasmyideatospreaditallovertheworld,now,atthisonejump。ThearticleappearedintheDecembernumber,andIsatupamonthwaitingfortheJanuarynumber;forthatonewouldcontaintheyear\'slistofcontributors,mynamewouldbeinit,andIshouldbefamousandcouldgivethebanquetIwasmeditating。
Ididnotgivethebanquet。Ihadnotwrittenthe\'MARKTWAIN\'
distinctly;itwasafreshnametoEasternprinters,andtheyputit\'MikeSwain\'or\'MacSwain,\'Idonotrememberwhich。Atanyrate,IwasnotcelebratedandIdidnotgivethebanquet。IwasaLiteraryPerson,butthatwasall——aburiedone;buriedalive。
Myarticlewasabouttheburningoftheclipper-ship\'Hornet\'ontheline,May3,1866。Therewerethirty-onemenonboardatthetime,andI
wasinHonoluluwhenthefifteenleanandghostlysurvivorsarrivedthereafteravoyageofforty-threedaysinanopenboat,throughtheblazingtropics,ontendays\'rationsoffood。Averyremarkabletrip;butitwasconductedbyacaptainwhowasaremarkableman,otherwisetherewouldhavebeennosurvivors。HewasaNewEnglanderofthebestsea-goingstockoftheoldcapabletimes——CaptainJosiahMitchell。
IwasintheislandstowritelettersfortheweeklyeditionoftheSacramento\'Union,\'arichandinfluentialdailyjournalwhichhadn\'tanyuseforthem,butcouldaffordtospendtwentydollarsaweekfornothing。Theproprietorswerelovableandwell-belovedmen:longagodead,nodoubt,butinmethereisatleastonepersonwhostillholdsthemingratefulremembrance;forIdearlywantedtoseetheislands,andtheylistenedtomeandgavemetheopportunitywhentherewasbutslenderlikelihoodthatitcouldprofittheminanyway。
Ihadbeenintheislandsseveralmonthswhenthesurvivorsarrived。I
waslaidupinmyroomatthetime,andunabletowalk。Herewasagreatoccasiontoservemyjournal,andInotabletotakeadvantageofit。
NecessarilyIwasindeeptrouble。ButbygoodluckhisExcellencyAnsonBurlingamewasthereatthetime,onhiswaytotakeuphispostinChina,wherehedidsuchgoodworkfortheUnitedStates。Hecameandputmeonastretcherandhadmecarriedtothehospitalwheretheshipwreckedmenwere,andIneverneededtoaskaquestion。Heattendedtoallofthathimself,andIhadnothingtodobutmakethenotes。Itwaslikehimtotakethattrouble。HewasagreatmanandagreatAmerican,anditwasinhisfinenaturetocomedownfromhishighofficeanddoafriendlyturnwheneverhecould。
Wegotthroughwiththisworkatsixintheevening。Itooknodinner,fortherewasnotimetospareifIwouldbeattheothercorrespondents。
Ispentfourhoursarrangingthenotesintheirproperorder,thenwroteallnightandbeyondit;withthisresult:thatIhadaverylonganddetailedaccountofthe\'Hornet\'episodereadyatnineinthemorning,whiletheothercorrespondentsoftheSanFranciscojournalshadnothingbutabriefoutlinereport——fortheydidn\'tsitup。Thenow-and-thenschoonerwastosailforSanFranciscoaboutnine;whenIreachedthedockshewasfreeforwardandwasjustcastingoffherstern-line。Myfatenvelopewasthrownbyastronghand,andfellonboardallright,andmyvictorywasasafething。AllinduetimetheshipreachedSanFrancisco,butitwasmycompletereportwhichmadethestirandwastelegraphedtotheNewYorkpapers,byMr。Cash;hewasinchargeofthePacificbureauofthe\'NewYorkHerald\'atthetime。
WhenIreturnedtoCaliforniaby-and-by,IwentuptoSacramentoandpresentedabillforgeneralcorrespondenceattwentydollarsaweek。Itwaspaid。ThenIpresentedabillfor\'special\'serviceonthe\'Hornet\'
matterofthreecolumnsofsolidnonpareilatahundreddollarsacolumn。
Thecashierdidn\'tfaint,buthecamerathernearit。Hesentfortheproprietors,andtheycameandneverutteredaprotest。Theyonlylaughedintheirjollyfashion,andsaiditwasrobbery,butnomatter;
itwasagrand\'scoop\'thebillormy\'Hornet\'report,Ididn\'tknowwhich:\'Payit。It\'sallright。\'Thebestmenthateverownedanewspaper。
The\'Hornet\'survivorsreachedtheSandwichIslandsthe15thofJune。
Theyweremereskinnyskeletons;theirclotheshunglimpaboutthemandfittedthemnobetterthanaflagfitstheflag-staffinacalm。Buttheywerewellnursedinthehospital;thepeopleofHonolulukeptthemsuppliedwithallthedaintiestheycouldneed;theygatheredstrengthfast,andwerepresentlynearlyasgoodasnew。WithinafortnightthemostofthemtookshipforSanFrancisco;thatis,ifmydateshavenotgoneastrayinmymemory。Iwentinthesameship,asailing-vessel。
CaptainMitchellofthe\'Hornet\'wasalong;alsotheonlypassengersthe\'Hornet\'hadcarried。TheseweretwoyoungmenfromStamford,Connecticut——brothers:SamuelandHenryFerguson。The\'Hornet\'wasaclipperofthefirstclassandafastsailer;theyoungmen\'squarterswereroomyandcomfortable,andwerewellstockedwithbooks,andalsowithcannedmeatsandfruitstohelpouttheship-farewith;andwhentheshipclearedfromNewYorkharbourinthefirstweekofJanuarytherewaspromisethatshewouldmakequickandpleasantworkofthefourteenorfifteenthousandmilesinfrontofher。Assoonasthecoldlatitudeswereleftbehindandthevesselenteredsummerweather,thevoyagebecameaholidaypicnic。Theshipflewsouthwardunderacloudofsailwhichneedednoattention,nomodifyingorchangeofanykind,fordaystogether。Theyoungmenread,strolledtheampledeck,restedanddrowsedintheshadeofthecanvas,tooktheirmealswiththecaptain;
andwhenthedaywasdonetheyplayeddummywhistwithhimtillbed-time。
AfterthesnowandiceandtempestsoftheHorn,theshipbowlednorthwardintosummerweatheragain,andthetripwasapicniconcemore。
Untiltheearlymorningofthe3rdofMay。Computedpositionoftheship112degrees10minuteslongitude,latitude2degreesabovetheequator;
nowind,nosea——deadcalm;temperatureoftheatmosphere,tropical,blistering,unimaginablebyonewhohasnotbeenroastedinit。Therewasacryoffire。Anunfaithfulsailorhaddisobeyedtherulesandgoneintothebooby-hatchwithanopenlighttodrawsomevarnishfromacask。
Theproperresultfollowed,andthevessel\'shourswerenumbered。
Therewasnotmuchtimetospare,butthecaptainmadethemostofit。
Thethreeboatswerelaunched——long-boatandtwoquarter-boats。Thatthetimewasveryshortandthehurryandexcitementconsiderableisindicatedbythefactthatinlaunchingtheboatsaholewasstoveinthesideofoneofthembysomesortofcollision,andanoardriventhroughthesideofanother。Thecaptain\'sfirstcarewastohavefoursicksailorsbroughtupandplacedondeckoutofharm\'sway——amongthema\'Portyghee。\'Thismanhadnotdoneaday\'sworkonthevoyage,buthadlaininhishammockfourmonthsnursinganabscess。WhenweweretakingnotesintheHonoluluhospitalandasailortoldthistoMr。Burlingame,thethirdmate,whowaslyingnear,raisedhisheadwithaneffort,andinaweakvoicemadethiscorrection——withsolemnityandfeeling:
\'Raisingabscesses!Hehadafamilyofthem。Hedoneittokeepfromstandinghiswatch。\'
Anyprovisionsthatlayhandyweregatheredupbythemenandtwopassengersandbroughtanddumpedonthedeckwherethe\'Portyghee\'lay;
thentheyranformore。ThesailorwhowastellingthistoMr。
Burlingameadded:
\'Wepulledtogetherthirty-twodays\'rationsforthethirty-onementhatway。\'
Thethirdmateliftedhisheadagainandmadeanothercorrection——withbitterness:
\'The\"Portyghee\"ettwenty-twoofthemwhilehewassoldieringthereandnobodynoticing。Adamnedhound。\'
Thefirespreadwithgreatrapidity。Thesmokeandflamedrovethemenback,andtheyhadtostoptheirincompleteworkoffetchingprovisions,andtaketotheboatswithonlytendays\'rationssecured。
Eachboathadacompass,aquadrant,acopyofBowditch\'s\'Navigator,\'
andaNauticalAlmanac,andthecaptain\'sandchiefmate\'sboatshadchronometers。Therewerethirty-onemenalltold。Thecaptaintookanaccountofstock,withthefollowingresult:fourhams,nearlythirtypoundsofsaltpork,half-boxofraisins,onehundredpoundsofbread,twelvetwo-poundcansofoysters,clams,andassortedmeats,akegcontainingfourpoundsofbutter,twelvegallonsofwaterinaforty-
gallon\'scuttle-butt\',fourone-gallondemijohnsfullofwater,threebottlesofbrandythepropertyofpassengers,somepipes,matches,andahundredpoundsoftobacco。Nomedicines。Ofcoursethewholepartyhadtogoonshortrationsatonce。
Thecaptainandthetwopassengerskeptdiaries。OnourvoyagetoSanFranciscoweranintoacalminthemiddleofthePacific,anddidnotmovearodduringfourteendays;thisgavemeachancetocopythediaries。SamuelFerguson\'sisthefullest;Iwilldrawuponitnow。
Whenthefollowingparagraphwaswrittenthedoomedshipwasaboutonehundredandtwentydaysoutfromport,andallhandswereputtinginthelazytimeaboutasusual,asnoonewasforecastingdisaster。
[Diaryentry]May2。Latitude1degree28minutesN。,longitude111
degrees38minutesW。Anotherhotandsluggishday;atonetime,however,thecloudspromisedwind,andtherecameaslightbreeze——
justenoughtokeepusgoing。Theonlythingtochronicleto-dayisthequantitiesoffishabout;ninebonitoswerecaughtthisforenoon,andsomelargealbacoresseen。Afterdinnerthefirstmatehookedafellowwhichhecouldnothold,soheletthelinegotothecaptain,whowasonthebow。He,holdingon,broughtthefishtowithajerk,andsnapwenttheline,hookandall。Wealsosawastern,swimminglazilyafterus,anenormousshark,whichmusthavebeennineortenfeetlong。Wetriedhimwithallsortsoflinesandapieceofpork,buthedeclinedtotakehold。Isupposehehadappeasedhisappetiteontheheadsandotherremainsofthebonitoswehadthrownoverboard。
Nextday\'sentryrecordsthedisaster。Thethreeboatsgotaway,retiredtoashortdistance,andstopped。Thetwoinjuredoneswereleakingbadly;someofthemenwerekeptbusybaling,otherspatchedtheholesaswellastheycould。Thecaptain,thetwopassengers,andelevenmenwereinthelong-boat,withashareoftheprovisionsandwater,andwithnoroomtospare,fortheboatwasonlytwenty-onefeetlong,sixwide,andthreedeep。Thechiefmateandeightmenwereinoneofthesmallboats,thesecondmateandsevenmenintheother。Thepassengershadsavednoclothingbutwhattheyhadon,exceptingtheirovercoats。Theship,clothedinflameandsendingupavastcolumnofblacksmokeintothesky,madeagrandpictureinthesolitudesofthesea,andhourafterhourtheoutcastssatandwatchedit。Meantimethecaptaincipheredontheimmensityofthedistancethatstretchedbetweenhimandthenearestavailableland,andthenscaledtherationsdowntomeettheemergency;
halfabiscuitfordinner;onebiscuitandsomecannedmeatfordinner;
halfabiscuitfortea;afewswallowsofwaterforeachmeal。Andsohungerbegantognawwhiletheshipwasstillburning。
[Diaryentry]May4。Theshipburnedallnightverybrightly,andhopesarethatsomeshiphasseenthelightandisbearingdownuponus。Noneseen,however,thisforenoon,sowehavedeterminedtogotogethernorthandalittlewesttosomeislandsin18degreesor19
degreesnorthlatitudeand114degreesto115degreeswestlongitude,hopinginthemeantimetobepickedupbysomeship。Theshipsanksuddenlyatabout5A。M。Wefindthesunveryhotandscorching,butalltrytokeepoutofitasmuchaswecan。
Theydidaquitenaturalthingnow:waitedseveralhoursforthatpossibleshipthatmighthaveseenthelighttoworkherslowwaytothemthroughthenearlydeadcalm。Thentheygaveitupandsetabouttheirplans。Ifyouwilllookatthemapyouwillsaythattheircoursecouldbeeasilydecided。AlbemarleIslandGalapagosgroupliesstraighteastwardnearlyathousandmiles;theislandsreferredtointhediaryas\'someislands\'RevillagigedoIslandslie,astheythink,insomewidelyuncertainregionnorthwardaboutonethousandmilesandwestwardonehundredoronehundredandfiftymiles。Acapulco,ontheMexicancoast,liesaboutnorth-eastsomethingshortofonethousandmiles。Youwillsayrandomrocksintheoceanarenotwhatiswanted;letthemstrikeforAcapulcoandthesolidcontinent。Thatdoeslookliketherationalcourse,butonepresentlyguessesfromthediariesthatthethingwouldhavebeenwhollyirrational——indeed,suicidal。IftheboatsstruckforAlbemarletheywouldbeinthedoldrumsalltheway;andthatmeansawateryperdition,withwindswhicharewhollycrazy,andblowfromallpointsofthecompassatonceandalsoperpendicularly。IftheboatstriedforAcapulcotheywouldgetoutofthedoldrumswhenhalf-waythere——incasetheyevergothalf-way——andthentheywouldbeinlamentablecase,fortheretheywouldmeetthenorth-easttradescomingdownintheirteeth,andtheseboatsweresoriggedthattheycouldnotsailwithineightpointsofthewind。Sotheywiselystartednorthward,withaslightslanttothewest。Theyhadbuttendays\'shortallowanceoffood;thelong-boatwastowingtheothers;theycouldnotdependonmakinganysortofdefiniteprogressinthedoldrums,andtheyhadfourorfivehundredmilesofdoldrumsinfrontofthemyet。Theyaretherealequator,atossing,roaring,rainybelt,tenortwelvehundredmilesbroad,whichgirdlestheglobe。
Itrainedhardthefirstnightandallgotdrenched,buttheyfilleduptheirwater-butt。Thebrotherswereinthesternwiththecaptain,whosteered。Thequarterswerecramped;noonegotmuchsleep。\'Keptonourcoursetillsquallsheadedusoff。\'
Stormyandsquallythenextmorning,withdrenchingrains。Aheavyanddangerous\'cobbling\'sea。Onemarvelshowsuchboatscouldliveinit。
IsitcalledafeatofdesperatedaringwhenonemanandadogcrosstheAtlanticinaboatthesizeofalong-boat,andindeeditis;butthislong-boatwasoverloadedwithmenandotherplunder,andwasonlythreefeetdeep。\'Wenaturallythoughtoftenofallathome,andweregladtorememberthatitwasSacramentSunday,andthatprayerswouldgoupfromourfriendsforus,althoughtheyknownotourperil。\'
Thecaptaingotnotevenacat-napduringthefirstthreedaysandnights,buthegotafewwinksofsleepthefourthnight。\'Theworstseayet。\'Abouttenatnightthecaptainchangedhiscourseandheadedeast-north-east,hopingtomakeClippertonRock。Ifhefailed,nomatter;hewouldbeinabetterpositiontomakethoseotherislands。I
willmentionherethathedidnotfindthatrock。
OnMay8nowindallday;sunblisteringhot;theytaketotheoars。
Plentyofdolphins,buttheycouldn\'tcatchany。\'Ithinkweareallbeginningtorealisemoreandmoretheawfulsituationwearein。\'\'Itoftentakesashipaweektogetthroughthedoldrums;howmuchlonger,then,suchacraftasours?\'\'Wearesocrowdedthatwecannotstretchourselvesoutforagoodsleep,buthavetotakeitanywaywecangetit。\'
Ofcoursethisfeaturewillgrowmoreandmoretrying,butitwillbehumannaturetoceasetosetitdown;therewillbefiveweeksofityet——wemusttrytorememberthatforthediarist;itwillmakeourbedsthesofter。
May9thesungiveshimawarning:\'Lookingwithbotheyes,thehorizoncrossedthus。\'\'Henrykeepswell,butbroodsoverourtroublesmorethanIwishhedid。\'Theycaughttwodolphins;theytastedwell。\'Thecaptainbelievedthecompassoutoftheway,butthelong-invisiblenorthstarcameout——awelcomesight——andendorsedthecompass。\'
May10,\'latitude7degrees0minutes3secondsN。,longitude111degrees32minutesW。\'Sotheyhavemadeaboutthreehundredmilesofnorthinginthesixdayssincetheylefttheregionofthelostship。\'Driftingincalmsallday。\'Andbakinghot,ofcourse;Ihavebeendownthere,andIrememberthatdetail。\'Evenasthecaptainsays,allromancehaslongsincevanished,andIthinkthemostofusarebeginningtolookthefactofourawfulsituationfullintheface。\'\'Wearemakingbutlittleheadwayonourcourse。\'Badnewsfromtherearmostboat:themenareimprovident;\'theyhaveeatenupallofthecannedmeatsbroughtfromtheship,andarenowgrowingdiscontented。\'Notsowiththechiefmate\'speople——theyareevidentlyundertheeyeofaman。
UnderdateofMay11:\'Standingstill!orworse;welostmorelastnightthanwemadeyesterday。\'Infact,theyhavelostthreemilesofthethreehundredofnorthingtheyhadsolaboriouslymade。\'Thecockthatwasrescuedandpitchedintotheboatwhiletheshipwasonfirestilllives,andcrowswiththebreakingofdawn,cheeringusagooddeal。\'
Whathashebeenlivingonforaweek?Didthestarvingmenfeedhimfromtheirdirepoverty?\'Thesecondmate\'sboatoutofwateragain,showingthattheyover-drinktheirallowance。Thecaptainspokeprettysharplytothem。\'Itistrue:Ihavetheremarkinmyoldnote-book;I
gotitofthethirdmateinthehospitalatHonolulu。Butthereisnotroomforithere,anditistoocombustible,anyway。Besides,thethirdmateadmiredit,andwhatheadmiredhewaslikelytoenhance。
Theywerestillwatchinghopefullyforships。Thecaptainwasathoughtfulman,andprobablydidnotdiscloseonthemthatthatwassubstantiallyawasteoftime。\'Inthislatitudethehorizonisfilledwithlittleuprightcloudsthatlookverymuchlikeships。\'Mr。Fergusonsavedthreebottlesofbrandyfromhisprivatestoreswhenhelefttheship,andtheliquorcamegoodinthesedays。\'Thecaptainservesouttwotablespoonfulsofbrandyandwater——halfandhalf——toourcrew。\'Hemeansthewatchthatisonduty;theystoodregularwatches——fourhoursonandfouroff。Thechiefmatewasanexcellentofficer——aself-
possessed,resolute,fine,all-roundman。Thediaristmakesthefollowingnote——thereischaracterinit:\'Iofferedonebottleofbrandytothechiefmate,buthedeclined,sayinghecouldkeeptheafter-boatquiet,andwehadnotenoughforall。\'
HENRYFERGUSON\'SDIARYTODATE,GIVENINFULL:
May4,5,6,doldrums。May7,8,9,doldrums。May10,11,12,doldrums。Tellsitall。Neversaw,neverfelt,neverheard,neverexperiencedsuchheat,suchdarkness,suchlightningandthunder,andwindandrain,inmylifebefore。
Thatboy\'sdiaryisoftheeconomicalsortthatapersonmightproperlybeexpectedtokeepinsuchcircumstances——andbeforgivenfortheeconomy,too。Hisbrother,perishingofconsumption,hunger,thirst,blazingheat,drowningrains,lossofsleep,lackofexercise,waspersistentlyfaithfulandcircumstantialwithhisdiaryfromthefirstdaytothelast——aninstanceofnoteworthyfidelityandresolution。Inspiteofthetossingandplungingboathewroteitcloseandfine,inahandaseasytoreadasprint。Theycan\'tseemtogetnorthof7degreesN。;theyarestilltherethenextday:
[Diaryentry]May12。Agoodrainlastnight,andwecaughtagooddeal,thoughnotenoughtofillupourtank,pails,&c。Ourobjectistogetoutofthesedoldrums,butitseemsasifwecannotdoit。
To-daywehavehaditveryvariable,andhopeweareonthenorthernedge,thoughtwearenotmuchabove7degrees。Thismorningweallthoughtwehadmadeoutasail;butitwasoneofthosedeceivingclouds。Rainedagooddealto-day,makingallhandswetanduncomfortable;wefilledupprettynearlyallourwater-pots,however。Ihopewemayhaveafinenight,forthecaptaincertainlywantsrest,andwhilethereisanydangerofsqualls,ordangerofanykind,heisalwaysonhand。Ineverwouldhavebelievedthatopenboatssuchasours,withtheirloads,couldliveinsomeoftheseaswehavehad。
Duringthenight,12th-13th,\'thecryofASHIP!broughtustoourfeet。\'
Itseemedtobetheglimmerofavessel\'ssignal-lanternrisingoutofthecurveofthesea。Therewasaseasonofbreathlesshopewhiletheystoodwatching,withtheirhandsshadingtheireyes,andtheirheartsintheirthroats;thenthepromisefailed:thelightwasarisingstar。Itisalongtimeago——thirty-twoyears——anditdoesn\'tmatternow,yetoneissorryfortheirdisappointment。\'Thoughtoftenofthoseathometo-day,andofthedisappointmenttheywillfeelnextSundayatnothearingfromusbytelegraphfromSanFrancisco。\'Itwillbemanyweeksyetbeforethetelegramisreceived,anditwillcomeasathunderclapofjoythen,andwiththeseemingofamiracle,foritwillraisefromthegravemenmournedasdead。\'To-dayourrationswerereducedtoaquarterofabiscuitameal,withabouthalfapintofwater。\'ThisisonMay13,withmorethanamonthofvoyaginginfrontofthemyet!However,astheydonotknowthat,\'weareallfeelingprettycheerful。\'
Intheafternoonofthe14ththerewasathunderstorm,\'whichtowardnightseemedtocloseinaroundusoneveryside,makingitverydarkandsqually。\'\'Oursituationisbecomingmoreandmoredesperate,\'fortheyweremakingverylittlenorthing\'andeverydaydiminishesoursmallstockofprovisions。\'Theyrealisethattheboatsmustsoonseparate,andeachfightforitsownlife。Towingthequarter-boatsisahinderingbusiness。
Thatnightandnextday,lightandbafflingwindsandbutlittleprogress。Hardtobear,thatpersistentstandingstill,andthefoodwastingaway。\'Everythinginaperfectsop;andallsocramped,andnochangeofclothes。\'Soonthesuncomesoutandroaststhem。\'Joecaughtanotherdolphinto-day;inhismawwefoundaflying-fishandtwoskipjacks。\'Thereisanevent,now,whichrousesanenthusiasmofhope:
aland-birdarrives!Itrestsontheyardforawhile,andtheycanlookatitalltheylike,andenvyit,andthankitforitsmessage。Asasubjectoftalkitisbeyondprice——afreshnewtopicfortonguestiredtodeathoftalkinguponasingletheme:Shallweeverseethelandagain;andwhen?IsthebirdfromClippertonRock?Theyhopeso;andtheytakeheartofgracetobelieveso。Asitturnedoutthebirdhadnomessage;itmerelycametomock。
May16,\'thecockstilllives,anddailycarolsforthhispraise。\'Itwillbearainynight,\'butIdonotcareifwecanfillupourwater-butts。\'
Onthe17thoneofthosemajesticspectresofthedeep,awater-spout,stalkedbythem,andtheytrembledfortheirlives。YoungHenrysetitdowninhisscantyjournalwiththejudiciouscommentthat\'itmighthavebeenafinesightfromaship。\'
FromCaptainMitchell\'slogforthisday:\'Onlyhalfabushelofbread-crumbsleft。\'Andamonthtowandertheseasyet。\'
Itrainedallnightandallday;everybodyuncomfortable。Nowcameasword-fishchasingabonito;andthepoorthing,seekinghelpandfriends,tookrefugeundertherudder。Thebigsword-fishkepthoveringaround,scaringeverybodybadly。Themen\'smouthswateredforhim,forhewouldhavemadeawholebanquet;butnoonedaredtotouchhim,ofcourse,forhewouldsinkaboatpromptlyifmolested。Providenceprotectedthepoorbonitofromthecruelsword-fish。Thiswasjustandright。Providencenextbefriendedtheshipwreckedsailors:theygotthebonito。Thiswasalsojustandright。Butinthedistributionofmerciesthesword-fishhimselfgotoverlooked。Henowwentaway;tomuseoverthesesubtleties,probably。Themeninalltheboatsseemprettywell;thefeeblestofthesickonesnotableforalongtimetostandhiswatchonboardtheship\'iswonderfullyrecovered。\'Thisisthethirdmate\'sdetected\'Portyghee\'thatraisedthefamilyofabscesses。
Passedamostawfulnight。Rainedhardnearlyallthetime,andblewinsqualls,accompaniedbyterrificthunderandlightningfromallpointsofthecompass——Henry\'sLog。
MostawfulnightIeverwitnessed——Captain\'sLog。
Latitude,May18,11degrees11minutes。Sotheyhaveaveragedbutfortymilesofnorthingadayduringthefortnight。Furthertalkofseparating。\'Toobad,butitmustbedoneforthesafetyofthewhole。\'
\'AtfirstIneverdreamed,butnowhardlyshutmyeyesforacat-napwithoutconjuringupsomethingorother——tobeaccountedforbyweakness,Isuppose。\'ButfortheirdisastertheythinktheywouldbearrivinginSanFranciscoaboutthistime。\'IshouldhavelikedtosendB——thetelegramforherbirthday。\'Thiswasayoungsister。
Onthe19ththecaptaincalledupthequarter-boatsandsaidonewouldhavetogooffonitsownhook。Thelong-boatcouldnolongertowbothofthem。Thesecondmaterefusedtogo,butthechiefmatewasready;infact,hewasalwaysreadywhentherewasaman\'sworktothefore。Hetookthesecondmate\'sboat;sixofitscrewelectedtoremain,andtwoofhisowncrewcamewithhimnineintheboat,now,includinghimself。
Hesailedaway,andtowardsunsetpassedoutofsight。Thediaristwassorrytoseehimgo。Itwasnatural;onecouldhavebettersparedthe\'Portyghee。\'Afterthirty-twoyearsIfindmyprejudiceagainstthis\'Portyghee\'reviving。Hisverylookshavelongpassedoutofmymemory;
butnomatter,Iamcomingtohatehimasreligiouslyasever。\'Waterwillnowbeascarcearticle,foraswegetoutofthedoldrumsweshallgetshowersonlynowandtheninthetrades。Thislifeistellingseverelyonmystrength。Henryholdsoutfirst-rate。\'Henrydidnotstartwell,butunderhardshipsheimprovedstraightalong。
Latitude,Sunday,May20,12degrees0minutes9seconds。Theyoughttobewelloutofthedoldrumsnow,buttheyarenot。Nobreeze——thelonged-fortradesstillmissing。Theyarestillanxiouslywatchingforasail,buttheyhaveonly\'visionsofshipsthatcometonaught——theshadowwithoutthesubstance。\'Thesecondmatecatchesaboobythisafternoon,abirdwhichconsistsmainlyoffeathers;\'butastheyhavenoothermeat,itwillgowell。\'
May21,theystrikethetradesatlast!Thesecondmatecatchesthreemoreboobies,andgivesthelong-boatone。Dinner\'halfacanofmincemeatdividedupandservedaround,whichstrengthenedussomewhat。\'
Theyhavetokeepamanbailingallthetime;theholeknockedintheboatwhenshewaslaunchedfromtheburningshipwasneverefficientlymended。\'Headingaboutnorth-westnow。\'Theyhopetheyhaveeastingenoughtomakesomeoftheseindefiniteisles。Failingthat,theythinktheywillbeinabetterpositiontobepickedup。Itwasaninfinitelyslenderchance,butthecaptainprobablyrefrainedfrommentioningthat。
Thenextdayistobeaneventfulone。
[Diaryentry]May22。Lastnightwindheadedusoff,sothatpartofthetimewehadtosteereast-south-eastandthenwest-north-
west,andsoon。Thismorningwewereallstartledbyacryof\'SAILHO!\'Sureenough,wecouldseeit!Andforatimewecutadriftfromthesecondmate\'sboat,andsteeredsoastoattractitsattention。Thiswasabouthalf-pastfiveA。M。Aftersailinginastateofhighexcitementforalmosttwentyminuteswemadeitouttobethechiefmate\'sboat。Ofcourseweweregladtoseethemandhavethemreportallwell;butstillitwasabitterdisappointmenttousall。Nowthatweareinthetradesitseemsimpossibletomakenorthingenoughtostriketheisles。Wehavedeterminedtodothebestwecan,andgetintherouteofvessels。Suchbeingthedetermination,itbecamenecessarytocastofftheotherboat,which,afteragooddealofunpleasantness,wasdone,weagaindividingwaterandstores,andtakingCoxintoourboat。Thismakesournumberfifteen。Thesecondmate\'screwwantedtoallgetinwithus,andcasttheotherboatadrift。Itwasaverypainfulseparation。
Sotheseislesthattheyhavestruggledforsolongandsohopefullyhavetobegivenup。Whatwithlyingbirdsthatcometomock,andislesthatarebutadream,and\'visionsofshipsthatcometonaught,\'itisapathetictimetheyarehaving,withmuchheartbreakinit。Itwasoddthatthevanishedboat,threedayslosttosightinthatvastsolitude,shouldappearagain。ButitbroughtCox——wecan\'tbecertainwhy。Butifithadn\'t,thediaristwouldneverhaveseenthelandagain。
[Diaryentry]Ourchancesaswegowestincreaseinregardtobeingpickedup,buteachdayourscantyfareissomuchreduced。Withoutthefish,turtle,andbirdssentus,Idonotknowhowweshouldhavegotalong。TheotherdayIofferedtoreadprayersmorningandeveningforthecaptain,andlastnightcommenced。Themen,althoughofvariousnationalitiesandreligions,areveryattentive,andalwaysuncovered。MayGodgrantmyweakendeavouritsissue!
Latitude,May24,14degrees18minutesN。Fiveoystersapiecefordinnerandthreespoonfulsofjuice,agillofwater,andapieceofbiscuitthesizeofasilverdollar。\'Weareplainlygettingweaker——Godhavemercyuponusall!\'Thatnightheavyseasbreakovertheweathersideandmakeeverybodywetanduncomfortablebesidesrequiringconstantbaling。
Nextday\'nothingparticularhappened。\'Perhapssomeofuswouldhaveregardeditdifferently。\'Passedaspar,butnotnearenoughtoseewhatitwas。\'Theysawsomewhalesblow;therewereflying-fishskimmingtheseas,butnonecameaboard。Mistyweather,withfinerain,verypenetrating。
Latitude,May26,15degrees50minutes。Theycaughtaflying-fishandabooby,buthadtoeatthemraw。\'Themengrowweaker,and,Ithink,despondent;theysayverylittle,though。\'Andso,toalltheotherimaginableandunimaginablehorrors,silenceisadded——themutenessandbroodingofcomingdespair。\'Itseemsourbestchancetogetinthetrackofshipswiththehopethatsomeonewillrunnearenoughtoourspecktoseeit。\'Hehopestheotherboardsstoodwestandhavebeenpickedup。Theywillneverbeheardofagaininthisworld。
[Diaryentry]Sunday,May27,Latitude16degrees0minutes5
seconds;longitude,bychronometer,117degrees22minutes。OurfourthSunday!Whenwelefttheshipwereckonedonhavingabouttendays\'supplies,andnowwehopetobeable,byrigideconomy,tomakethemlastanotherweekifpossible。[1]Lastnighttheseawascomparativelyquiet,butthewindheadedusofftoaboutwest-north-
west,whichhasbeenaboutourcoursealldayto-day。Anotherflying-fishcameaboardlastnight,andonemoreto-day——bothsmallones。Nobirds。Aboobyisagreatcatch,andagoodlargeonemakesasmalldinnerforthefifteenofus——thatis,ofcourse,asdinnersgointhe\'Hornet\'s\'long-boat。Triedthismorningtoreadthefullservicetomyself,withtheCommunion,butfoundittoomuch;amtooweak,andgetsleepy,andcannotgivestrictattention;
soIputoffhalftillthisafternoon。ItrustGodwillheartheprayersgoneupforusathometo-day,andgraciouslyanswerthembysendingussuccourandhelpinthisourseasonofdeepdistress。
Thenextdaywas\'agooddayforseeingaship。\'Butnonewasseen。Thediarist\'stillfeelsprettywell,\'thoughveryweak;hisbrotherHenry\'bearsupandkeepshisstrengththebestofanyonboard。\'\'Idonotfeeldespondentatall,forIfullytrustthattheAlmightywillhearourandthehomeprayers,andHewhosuffersnotasparrowtofallseesandcaresforus,Hiscreatures。\'
Consideringthesituationandcircumstances,therecordfornextday,May29,isonewhichhasasurpriseinitforthosedullpeoplewhothinkthatnothingbutmedicinesanddoctorscancurethesick。Alittlestarvationcanreallydomorefortheaveragesickmanthancanthebestmedicinesandthebestdoctors。Idonotmeanarestricteddiet;Imeantotalabstentionfromfoodforoneortwodays。Ispeakfromexperience;
starvationhasbeenmycoldandfeverdoctorforfifteenyears,andhasaccomplishedacureinallinstances。ThethirdmatetoldmeinHonoluluthatthe\'Portyghee\'hadlaininhishammockformonths,raisinghisfamilyofabscessesandfeedinglikeacannibal。Wehaveseenthatinspiteofdreadfulweather,deprivationofsleep,scorching,drenching,andallmannerofmiseries,thirteendaysofstarvation\'wonderfullyrecovered\'him。Therewerefoursailorsdownsickwhentheshipwasburned。Twenty-fivedaysofpitilessstarvationhavefollowed,andnowwehavethiscuriousrecord:\'Allthemenareheartyandstrong;eventheonesthatweredownsickarewell,exceptpoorPeter。\'WhenIwroteanarticlesomemonthsagourgingtemporaryabstentionfromfoodasaremedyforaninactiveappetiteandfordisease,Iwasaccusedofjesting,butI
wasinearnest。\'Weareallwonderfullywellandstrong,comparativelyspeaking。\'Onthisdaythestarvationregimedrewitsbeltacoupleofbuckle-holestighter:thebreadrationwasreducedfromtheusualpieceofcrackerthesizeofasilverdollartothehalfofthat,andonemealwasabolishedfromthedailythree。Thiswillweakenthemenphysically,butifthereareanydiseasesofanordinarysortleftinthemtheywilldisappear。
Twoquartsbread-crumbsleft,one-thirdofaham,threesmallcansofoysters,andtwentygallonsofwater——Captain\'sLog。
Thehopefultoneofthediariesispersistent。Itisremarkable。Lookatthemapandseewheretheboatis:latitude16degrees44minutes,longitude119degrees20minutes。ItismorethantwohundredmileswestoftheRevillagigedoIslands,sotheyarequiteoutofthequestionagainstthetrades,riggedasthisboatis。ThenearestlandavailableforsuchaboatistheAmericangroup,sixhundredandfiftymilesaway,westward;still,thereisnonoteofsurrender,noneevenofdiscouragement!Yet,May30,\'wehavenowleft:onecanofoysters;
threepoundsofraisins;onecanofsoup;one-thirdofaham;threepintsofbiscuit-crumbs。\'
Andfifteenstarvedmentoliveonitwhiletheycreepandcrawlsixhundredandfiftymiles。\'SomehowIfeelmuchencouragedbythischangeofcoursewestbynorthwhichwehavemadeto-day。\'Sixhundredandfiftymilesonahatfulofprovisions。Letusbethankful,evenafterthirty-twoyears,thattheyaremercifullyignorantofthefactthatitisn\'tsixhundredandfiftythattheymustcreeponthehatful,buttwenty-twohundred!
Isn\'tthesituationromanticenoughjustasitstands?No。Providenceaddedastartlingdetail:pullinganoarinthatboat,forcommonseaman\'swages,wasabanishedduke——Danish。Wehearnomoreofhim;
justthatmention,thatisall,withthesimpleremarkaddedthat\'heisoneofourbestmen\'——ahighenoughcomplimentforadukeoranyothermaninthosemanhood-testingcircumstances。Withthatlittleglimpseofhimathisoar,andthatfinewordofpraise,hevanishesoutofourknowledgeforalltime。Foralltime,unlessheshouldchanceuponthisnoteandrevealhimself。
ThelastdayofMayiscome。Andnowthereisadisastertoreport:
thinkofit,reflectuponit,andtrytounderstandhowmuchitmeans,whenyousitdownwithyourfamilyandpassyoureyeoveryourbreakfast-
table。Yesterdaytherewerethreepintsofbread-crumbs;thismorningthelittlebagisfoundopenandsomeofthecrumbsaremissing。\'Wedisliketosuspectanyoneofsucharascallyact,butthereisnoquestionthatthisgravecrimehasbeencommitted。Twodayswillcertainlyfinishtheremainingmorsels。GodgrantusstrengthtoreachtheAmericangroup!\'ThethirdmatetoldmeinHonoluluthatinthesedaysthemenrememberedwithbitternessthatthe\'Portyghee\'haddevouredtwenty-twodays\'rationswhilehelaywaitingtobetransferredfromtheburningship,andthatnowtheycursedhimandsworeanoaththatifitcametocannibalismheshouldbethefirsttosufferfortherest。
[Diaryentry]Thecaptainhaslosthisglasses,andthereforehecannotreadourpocketprayer-booksasmuchasIthinkhewouldlike,thoughheisnotfamiliarwiththem。
Furtherofthecaptain:\'Heisagoodman,andhasbeenmostkindtous——
almostfatherly。Hesaysthatifhehadbeenofferedthecommandoftheshipsoonerheshouldhavebroughthistwodaughterswithhim。\'Itmakesoneshudderyettothinkhownarrowanescapeitwas。
Thetwomealsrationsadayareasfollows:fourteenraisinsandapieceofcrackerthesizeofapennyfortea;agillofwater,andapieceofhamandapieceofbread,eachthesizeofapenny,forbreakfast——Captain\'sLog。
Hemeansapennyinthicknessaswellasincircumference。SamuelFerguson\'sdiarysaysthehamwasshaved\'aboutasthinasitcouldbecut。\'
[Diaryentry]June1。Lastnightandto-dayseaveryhighandcobbling,breakingoverandmakingusallwetandcold。Weathersqually,andthereisnodoubtthatonlycarefulmanagement——withGod\'sprotectingcare——preservedusthroughboththenightandtheday;andreallyitismostmarvelloushoweverymorselthatpassesourlipsisblessedtous。Itmakesmethinkdailyofthemiracleoftheloavesandfishes。Henrykeepsupwonderfully,whichisagreatconsolationtome。Isomehowhavegreatconfidence,andhopethatourafflictionswillsoonbeended,thoughwearerunningrapidlyacrossthetrackofbothoutwardandinwardboundvessels,andawayfromthem;ourchiefhopeisawhaler,man-of-war,orsomeAustralianship。TheisleswearesteeringforareputdowninBowditch,butonmymaparesaidtobedoubtful。Godgranttheymaybethere!
Hardestdayyet——Captain\'sLog。
Doubtful!Itwasworsethanthat。Aweeklatertheysailedstraightoverthem。
[Diaryentry]June2。Latitude18degrees9minutes。Squally,cloudy,aheavysea……Icannothelpthinkingofthecheerfulandcomfortabletimewehadaboardthe\'Hornet。\'
Twodays\'scantysuppliesleft——tenrationsofwaterapieceandalittlemorselofbread。BUTTHESUNSHINESANDGODISMERCIFUL——
Captain\'sLog。
[Diaryentry]Sunday,June3。Latitude17degrees54minutes。
Heavyseaallnight,andfrom4A。M。verywet,theseabreakingoverusinfrequentsluices,andsoakingeverythingaft,particularly。Alldaytheseahasbeenveryhigh,anditisawonderthatwearenotswamped。Heavengrantthatitmaygodownthisevening!Oursuspenseandconditionaregettingterrible。I
managedthismorningtocrawl,morethanstep,totheforwardendoftheboat,andwassurprisedtofindthatIwassoweak,especiallyinthelegsandknees。Thesunhasbeenoutagain,andIhavedriedsomethings,andhopeforabetternight。
June4。Latitude17degrees6minutes,longitude131degrees30
minutes。Shippedhardlyanyseaslastnight,andto-daytheseahasgonedownsomewhat,althoughitisstilltoohighforcomfort,aswehaveanoccasionalreminderthatwateriswet。Thesunhasbeenoutallday,andsowehavehadagooddrying。Ihavebeentryingforthelasttenortwelvedaystogetapairofdrawersdryenoughtoputon,andto-dayatlastsucceeded。Imentionthistoshowthestateinwhichwehavelived。Ifourchronometerisanywherenearright,weoughttoseetheAmericanIslesto-morrowornextday。Iftherearenotthere,wehaveonlythechance,forafewdays,ofastrayship,forwecannotekeouttheprovisionsmorethanfiveorsixdayslonger,andourstrengthisfailingveryfast。Iwasmuchsurprisedto-daytonotehowmylegshavewastedawayabovemyknees:theyarehardlythickerthanmyupperarmusedtobe。Still,ItrustinGod\'sinfinitemercy,andfeelsurehewilldowhatisbestforus。Tosurvive,aswehavedone,thirty-twodaysinanopenboat,withonlyabouttendays\'fairprovisionsforthirty-onemeninthefirstplace,andthesedividedtwicesubsequently,ismorethanmereunassistedHUMANartandstrengthcouldhaveaccomplishedandendured。
Breadandraisinsallgone——Captain\'sLog。
Mengrowingdreadfullydiscontented,andawfulgrumblingandunpleasanttalkisarising。Godsaveusfromallstrifeofmen;andifwemustdienow,takeushimself,andnotembitterourbitterdeathstillmore——Henry\'sLog。
[Diaryentry]June5。Quietnightandprettycomfortableday,thoughoursailandblockshowsignsoffailing,andneedtakingdown——whichlatterissomethingofajob,asitrequirestheclimbingofthemast。Wealsohadnewsfromforward,therebeingdiscontentandsomethreateningcomplaintsofunfairallowances,etc。,allasunreasonableasfoolish;still,thesethingsbidusbeonourguard。Iamgettingmiserablyweak,buttrytokeepupthebestIcan。Ifwecannotfindthoseisleswecanonlytrytomakenorth-westandgetinthetrackofSandwichIsland-boundvessels,livingasbestwecaninthemeantime。To-daywechangedtoonemeal,andthatataboutnoon,withasmallrationorwaterat8or9
A。M。,anotherat12A。M。,andathirdat5or6P。M。
Nothingleftbutalittlepieceofhamandagillofwater,allaround——Captain\'sLog。
Theyaredowntoonemealadaynow——suchasitis——andfifteenhundredmilestocrawlyet!Andnowthehorrorsdeepen,and,thoughtheyescapedactualmutiny,theattitudeofthemenbecamealarming。Nowweseemtoseewhythatcuriousincidenthappened,solongago;ImeanCox\'sreturn,afterhehadbeenfarawayandoutofsightseveraldaysinthechiefmate\'sboat。Ifhehadnotcomebackthecaptainandthetwoyoungpassengersmighthavebeenslain,now,bythesesailors,whowerebecomingcrazedthroughtheirsufferings。
NOTESECRETLYPASSEDBYHENRYTOHISBROTHER:
Coxtoldmelastnightthatthereisgettingtobeagooddealofuglytalkamongthemenagainstthecaptainandusaft。Theysaythatthecaptainisthecauseofall;thathedidnottrytosavetheshipatall,nortogetprovisions,andthatevenwouldnotletthemenputinsometheyhad;andthatpartialityisshownusinapportioningourrationsaft……askedCoxtheotherdayifhewouldstarvefirstoreathumanflesh。Coxansweredhewouldstarve……thentoldhimhewouldonlybekillinghimself。Ifwedonotfindthoseislandswewoulddowelltoprepareforanything……istheloudestofall。
REPLY:
Wecandependon……,Ithink,and……,andCox,canwenot?
SECONDNOTE:
Iguessso,andverylikelyon……;butthereisnotelling……andCoxarecertain。Thereisnothingdefinitesaidorhintedasyet,asIunderstandCox;butstarvingmenarethesameasmaniacs。Itwouldbewelltokeepawatchonyourpistol,soastohaveitandthecartridgessafefromtheft。
Henry\'sLog,June5。Dreadfulforebodings。Godspareusfromallsuchhorrors!Someofthemengettingtotalkagooddeal。Nothingtowritedown。Heartverysad。
Henry\'sLog,June6。Passedsomesea-weedandsomethingthatlookedlikethetrunkofanoldtree,butnobirds;beginningtobeafraidislandsnotthere。To-dayitwassaidtothecaptain,inthehearingofall,thatsomeofthemenwouldnotshrink,whenamanwasdead,fromusingtheflesh,thoughtheywouldnotkill。
Horrible!Godgiveusallfulluseofourreason,andspareusfromsuchthings!\'Fromplague,pestilence,andfamine;frombattleandmurder,andfromsuddendeath,goodLord,deliverus!\'
[Diaryentry]June6。Latitude16degrees30minutes,longitudechron。134degrees。Drynightandwindsteadyenoughtorequirenochangeinsail;butthisA。M。anattempttoloweritprovedabortive。Firstthethirdmatetriedandgotuptotheblock,andfastenedatemporaryarrangementtoreevethehalyardsthrough,buthadtocomedown,weakandalmostfainting,beforefinishing;thenJoetried,andaftertwiceascending,fixeditandbroughtdowntheblock;butitwasveryexhaustingwork,andafterwardhewasgoodfornothingallday。Theclue-ironwhichwearetryingtomakeserveforthebrokenblockworks,however,veryindifferently,andwill,Iamafraid,sooncuttherope。Itisverynecessarytogeteverythingconnectedwiththesailingoodeasyrunningorderbeforewegettooweaktodoanythingwithit。
Onlythreemealsleft——Captain\'sLog。
[Diaryentry]June7。Latitude16degrees35minutesN。,longitude136degrees30minutesW。Nightwetanduncomfortable。To-dayshowsusprettyconclusivelythattheAmericanIslesarenotthere,thoughwehavehadsomesignsthatlookedlikethem。Atnoonwedecidedtoabandonlookinganyfartherforthem,andto-nighthaulalittlemorenortherly,soastogetinthewayofSandwichIslandvessels,whichfortunatelycomedownprettywellthisway——saytolatitude19degreesto20degreestogetthebenefitofthetrade-
winds。Ofcourseallthewestingwehavemadeisgain,andIhopethechronometeriswronginourfavour,forIdonotseehowanysuchdelicateinstrumentcankeepgoodtimewiththeconstantjarringandthumpingwegetfromthesea。Withthestrongtradewehave,IhopethataweekfromSundaywillputusinsightoftheSandwichIslands,ifwearenotsafebythattimebybeingpickedup。
ItistwelvehundredmilestotheSandwichIslands;theprovisionsarevirtuallyexhausted,butnottheperishingdiarist\'spluck。
[Diaryentry]Mycoughtroubledmeagooddeallastnight,andthereforeIgothardlyanysleepatall。Still,Imakeoutprettywell,andshouldnotcomplain。Yesterdaythethirdmatemendedtheblock,andthisP。M。thesail,aftersomedifficulty,wasgotdown,andHarrygottothetopofthemastandrovethehalyardsthroughaftersomehardship,sothatitnowworkseasyandwell。Thisgettingupthemastisnoeasymatteratanytimewiththeseawehave,andisveryexhaustinginourpresentstate。WecouldonlyrewardHarrybyanextrarationofwater。Wehavemadegoodtimeandcourseto-day。Headingherup,however,makestheboatshipseasandkeepsusallwet;however,itcannotbehelped。Writingisaratherprecariousthingthesetimes。Ourmealto-dayforthefifteenconsistsofhalfacanof\'soupandboullie\';theotherhalfisreservedforto-morrow。Henrystillkeepsupgrandly,andisagreatfavourite。Godgranthemaybespared。
Abetterfeelingprevailsamongthemen——Captain\'sLog。
[Diaryentry]June9。Latitude17degrees53minutes。Finishedto-
day,Imaysay,ourwholestackofprovisions。[2]Wehaveonlyleftalowerendofaham-bone,withsomeoftheouterrindandskinon。
Inregardtothewater,however,Ithinkwehavegottendays\'
supplyatourpresentrateofallowance。This,withwhatnourishmentwecangetfromboot-legsandsuchchewablematter,wehopewillenableustoweatheritouttillwegettotheSandwichIslands,or,sailinginthemeantimeinthetrackofvesselsthitherbound,bepickedup。Myhopeisinthelatter,forinallhumanprobabilityIcannotstandtheother。Still,wehavebeenmarvellouslyprotected,andGod,Ihope,willpreserveusallinHisowngoodtimeandway。Themenaregettingweaker,butarestillquietandorderly。
[Diaryentry]Sunday,June10。Latitude18degrees40minutes,longitude142degrees34minutes。Aprettygoodnightlastnight,withsomewettings,andagainanotherbeautifulSunday。Icannotbutthinkhowweshouldallenjoyitathome,andwhatacontrastishere!Howterribletheirsuspensemustbegintobe!Godgrantthatitmayberelievedbeforeverylong,andHecertainlyseemstobewithusineverythingwedo,andhaspreservedthisboatmiraculously;forsincewelefttheshipwehavesailedconsiderablyoverthreethousandmiles,which,takingintoconsiderationourmeagrestockofprovisions,isalmostunprecedented。AsyetIdonotfeelthestintoffoodsomuchasIdothatofwater。EvenHenry,whoisnaturallyagoodwater-drinker,cansavehalfofhisallowancefromtimetotime,whenIcannot。Mydiseasedthroatmayhavesomethingtodowiththat,however。
Nothingisnowleftwhichbyanyflatterycanbecalledfood。Buttheymustmanagesomehowforfivedaysmore,foratnoontheyhavestilleighthundredmilestogo。Itisaraceforlifenow。
Thisisnotimeforcommentsorotherinterruptionsfromme——everymomentisvaluable。Iwilltakeuptheboybrother\'sdiaryatthispoint,andcleartheseasbeforeitandletitfly。
HENRYFERGUSON\'SLOG:
Sunday,June10。Ourham-bonehasgivenusatasteoffoodto-day,andwehavegotleftalittlemeatandtheremainderofthebonefortomorrow。Certainly,neverwastheresuchasweetknuckle-one,oronethatwassothoroughlyappreciated……IdonotknowthatI
feelanyworsethanIdidlastSunday,notwithstandingthereductionofdiet;andItrustthatwemayallhavestrengthgivenustosustainthesufferingsandhardshipsofthecomingweek。WeestimatethatwearewithinsevenhundredmilesoftheSandwichIslands,andthatouraverage,daily,issomewhatoverahundredmiles,sothatourhopeshavesomefoundationinreason。Heavensendwemayalllivetoseeland!
June11。Atethemeatandrindofourham-bone,andhavetheboneandthegreasyclothfromaroundthehamlefttoeatto-morrow。Godsendusbirdsorfish,andletusnotperishofhunger,orbebroughttothedreadfulalternativeoffeedingonhumanflesh!AsI
feelnow,Idonotthinkanythingcouldpersuademe;butyoucannottellwhatyouwilldowhenyouarereducedbyhungerandyourmindwandering。Ihopeandpraywecanmakeouttoreachtheislandsbeforewegettothisstrait;butwehaveoneortwodesperatemenaboard,thoughtheyarequietenoughnow。ITISMYFIRMTRUSTAND
BELIEFTHATWEAREGOINGTOBESAVED。