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  Shewasascapriciousaseverinthechoiceofheracquaintances,andadmittedfewintohernarrowcircle。Yetshealreadyhadanumerousfollowingandmanychampionsonwhomshecoulddependintimeofneed。Onegentlemanonhisholidayhadbrokenoffhisengagementonheraccount,andanoldgeneralhadquarrelledwithhisonlysonforthesamereason。

  Shewasaccompaniedsometimesinhercarriagebyagirlofsixteen,adistantrelativeofherhostess。Thisyoungladysangverywell;infact,hermusichadgivenakindofnotorietytotheirlittlehouse。Nastasia,however,wasbehavingwithgreatdiscretiononthewhole。Shedressedquietly,thoughwithsuchtasteastodrivealltheladiesinPavlofskmadwithenvy,ofthat,aswellasofherbeautyandhercarriageandhorses。

  \"Asforyesterday’sepisode,\"continuedGania,\"ofcourseitwaspre-arranged。\"Herehepaused,asthoughexpectingtobeaskedhowheknewthat。Buttheprincedidnotinquire。ConcerningEvgeniePavlovitch,Ganiastated,withoutbeingasked,thathebelievedtheformerhadnotknownNastasiaPhilipovnainpastyears,butthathehadprobablybeenintroducedtoherbysomebodyintheparkduringthesefourdays。AstothequestionoftheIOU’sshehadspokenof,theremighteasilybesomethinginthat;forthoughEvgeniewasundoubtedlyamanofwealth,yetcertainofhisaffairswereequallyundoubtedlyindisorder。

  Arrivedatthisinterestingpoint,Ganiasuddenlybrokeoff,andsaidnomoreaboutNastasia’sprankofthepreviousevening。

  AtlastVarvaraArdalionovnacameinsearchofherbrother,andremainedforafewminutes。WithoutMuishkin’saskingher,sheinformedhimthatEvgeniePavlovitchwasspendingthedayinPetersburg,andperhapswouldremainthereovertomorrow;andthatherhusbandhadalsogonetotown,probablyinconnectionwithEvgeniePavlovitch’saffairs。

  \"LizabethaProkofievnaisinareallyfiendishtempertoday,\"

  sheadded,asshewentout,\"butthemostcuriousthingisthatAglayahasquarrelledwithherwholefamily;notonlywithherfatherandmother,butwithhersistersalso。Itisnotagoodsign。\"Shesaidallthisquitecasually,thoughitwasextremelyimportantintheeyesoftheprince,andwentoffwithherbrother。Regardingtheepisodeof\"Pavlicheff’sson,\"Ganiahadbeenabsolutelysilent,partlyfromakindoffalsemodesty,partly,perhaps,to\"sparetheprince’sfeelings。\"Thelatter,however,thankedhimagainforthetroublehehadtakenintheaffair。

  Muishkinwasgladenoughtobeleftalone。Hewentoutofthegarden,crossedtheroad,andenteredthepark。Hewishedtoreflect,andtomakeuphismindastoacertain\"step。\"Thisstepwasoneofthosethings,however,whicharenotthoughtout,asarule,butdecidedfororagainsthastily,andwithoutmuchreflection。Thefactis,hefeltalongingtoleaveallthisandgoaway——goanywhere,ifonlyitwerefarenough,andatonce,withoutbiddingfarewelltoanyone。Hefeltapresentimentthatifheremainedbutafewdaysmoreinthisplace,andamongthesepeople,hewouldbefixedthereirrevocablyandpermanently。

  However,inaveryfewminuteshedecidedthattorunawaywasimpossible;thatitwouldbecowardly;thatgreatproblemslaybeforehim,andthathehadnorighttoleavethemunsolved,oratleasttorefusetogiveallhisenergyandstrengthtotheattempttosolvethem。Havingcometothisdetermination,heturnedandwenthome,hiswalkhavinglastedlessthanaquarterofanhour。Atthatmomenthewasthoroughlyunhappy。

  Lebedeffhadnotreturned,sotowardseveningKellermanagedtopenetrateintotheprince’sapartments。Hewasnotdrunk,butinaconfidentialandtalkativemood。HeannouncedthathehadcometotellthestoryofhislifetoMuishkin,andhadonlyremainedatPavlofskforthatpurpose。Therewasnomeansofturninghimout;nothingshortofanearthquakewouldhaveremovedhim。

  Inthemannerofonewithlonghoursbeforehim,hebeganhishistory;butafterafewincoherentwordshejumpedtotheconclusion,whichwasthat\"havingceasedtobelieveinGodAlmighty,hehadlosteveryvestigeofmorality,andhadgonesofarastocommitatheft。\"\"Couldyouimaginesuchathing?\"saidhe。

  \"Listentome,Keller,\"returnedtheprince。\"IfIwereinyourplace,Ishouldnotacknowledgethatunlessitwereabsolutelynecessaryforsomereason。Butperhapsyouaremakingyourselfouttobeworsethanyouare,purposely?\"

  \"Ishouldtellittonoonebutyourself,prince,andIonlynameitnowasahelptomysoul’sevolution。WhenIdie,thatsecretwilldiewithme!But,excellency,ifyouknew,ifyouonlyhadtheleastidea,howdifficultitistogetmoneynowadays!Wheretofinditisthequestion。Askforaloan,theanswerisalwaysthesame:’Giveusgold,jewels,ordiamonds,anditwillbequiteeasy。’Exactlywhatonehasnotgot!Canyoupicturethattoyourself?Igotangryatlast,andsaid,’Isupposeyouwouldacceptemeralds?’’Certainly,weacceptemeraldswithpleasure。

  Yes!’’Well,that’sallright,’saidI。’Gotothedevil,youdenofthieves!’AndwiththatIseizedmyhat,andwalkedout。\"

  \"Hadyouanyemeralds?\"askedtheprince。

  \"What?Ihaveemeralds?Oh,prince!withwhatsimplicity,withwhatalmostpastoralsimplicity,youlookuponlife!\"

  Couldnotsomethingbemadeofthismanundergoodinfluences?

  askedtheprinceofhimself,forhebegantofeelakindofpityforhisvisitor。Hethoughtlittleofthevalueofhisownpersonalinfluence,notfromasenseofhumility,butfromhispeculiarwayoflookingatthingsingeneral。Imperceptiblytheconversationgrewmoreanimatedandmoreinteresting,sothatneitherofthetwofeltanxioustobringittoaclose。Kellerconfessed,withapparentsincerity,tohavingbeenguiltyofmanyactsofsuchanaturethatitastonishedtheprincethathecouldmentionthem,eventohim。Ateveryfreshavowalheprofessedthedeepestrepentance,anddescribedhimselfasbeing\"bathedintears\";butthisdidnotpreventhimfromputtingonaboastfulairattimes,andsomeofhisstoriesweresoabsurdlycomicalthatbothheandtheprincelaughedlikemadmen。

  \"Onepointinyourfavouristhatyouseemtohaveachild-likemind,andextremetruthfulness,\"saidtheprinceatlast。\"Doyouknowthatthatatonesformuch?\"

  \"Iamassuredlynoble-minded,andchivalroustoadegree!\"saidKeller,muchsoftened。\"But,doyouknow,thisnobilityofmindexistsinadream,ifonemayputitso?Itneverappearsinpracticeordeed。Now,whyisthat?Icanneverunderstand。\"

  \"Donotdespair。Ithinkwemaysaywithoutfearofdeceivingourselves,thatyouhavenowgivenafairlyexactaccountofyourlife。I,atleast,thinkitwouldbeimpossibletoaddmuchtowhatyouhavejusttoldme。\"

  \"Impossible?\"criedKeller,almostpityingly。\"Ohprince,howlittleyoureallyseemtounderstandhumannature!\"

  \"Istherereallymuchmoretobeadded?\"askedtheprince,withmildsurprise。\"Well,whatisityoureallywantofme?Speakout;tellmewhyyoucametomakeyourconfessiontome?\"

  \"WhatdidIwant?Well,tobeginwith,itisgoodtomeetamanlikeyou。Itisapleasuretotalkovermyfaultswithyou。I

  knowyouforoneofthebestofmen……andthen……then……\"

  Hehesitated,andappearedsomuchembarrassedthattheprincehelpedhimout。

  \"Thenyouwantedmetolendyoumoney?\"

  Thewordswerespokeninagravetone,andevensomewhatshyly。

  Kellerstarted,gaveanastonishedlookatthespeaker,andthumpedthetablewithhisfist。

  \"Well,prince,that’senoughtoknockmedown!Itastoundsme!

  Hereyouare,assimpleandinnocentasaknightofthegoldenage,andyet……yet……youreadaman’ssoullikeapsychologist!Now,doexplainittome,prince,becauseI……I

  reallydonotunderstand!……Ofcourse,myaimwastoborrowmoneyallalong,andyou……youaskedthequestionasiftherewasnothingblameableinit——asifyouthoughtitquitenatural。\"

  \"Yes……fromyouitisquitenatural。\"

  \"Andyouarenotoffended?\"

  \"WhyshouldIbeoffended?\"

  \"Well,justlisten,prince。Iremainedherelastevening,partlybecauseIhaveagreatadmirationfortheFrencharchbishopBourdaloue。Ienjoyedadiscussionoverhimtillthreeo’clockinthemorning,withLebedeff;andthen……

  then——IswearbyallIholdsacredthatIamtellingyouthetruth——thenIwishedtodevelopmysoulinthisfrankandheartfeltconfessiontoyou。ThiswasmythoughtasIwassobbingmyselftosleepatdawn。JustasIwaslosingconsciousness,tearsinmysoul,tearsonmyfaceIrememberhowIlaytheresobbing,anideafromhellstruckme。’Whynot,afterconfessing,borrowmoneyfromhim?’Yousee,thisconfessionwasakindofmasterstroke;Iintendedtouseitasameanstoyourgoodgraceandfavour——andthen——thenImeanttowalkoffwithahundredandfiftyroubles。Now,doyounotcallthatbase?\"

  \"Itishardlyanexactstatementofthecase,\"saidtheprinceinreply。\"Youhaveconfusedyourmotivesandideas,asIneedscarcelysaytoooftenhappenstomyself。Icanassureyou,Keller,Ireproachmyselfbitterlyforitsometimes。WhenyouweretalkingjustnowIseemedtobelisteningtosomethingaboutmyself。AttimesIhaveimaginedthatallmenwerethesame,\"hecontinuedearnestly,forheappearedtobemuchinterestedintheconversation,\"andthatconsoledmeinacertaindegree,foraDOUBLEmotiveisathingmostdifficulttofightagainst。Ihavetried,andIknow。Godknowswhencetheyarise,theseideasthatyouspeakofasbase。Ifearthesedoublemotivesmorethaneverjustnow,butIamnotyourjudge,andinmyopinionitisgoingtoofartogivethenameofbasenesstoit——whatdoyouthink?

  Youweregoingtoemployyourtearsasaruseinordertoborrowmoney,butyoualsosay——infact,youhavesworntothefact——

  thatindependentlyofthisyourconfessionwasmadewithanhonourablemotive。Asforthemoney,youwantitfordrink,doyounot?Afteryourconfession,thatisweakness,ofcourse;but,afterall,howcananyonegiveupabadhabitatamoment’snotice?Itisimpossible。Whatcanwedo?Itisbest,Ithink,toleavethemattertoyourownconscience。Howdoesitseemtoyou?\"AsheconcludedtheprincelookedcuriouslyatKeller;

  evidentlythisproblemofdoublemotiveshadoftenbeenconsideredbyhimbefore。

  \"Well,howanybodycancallyouanidiotafterthat,ismorethanIcanunderstand!\"criedtheboxer。

  Theprincereddenedslightly。

  \"Bourdaloue,thearchbishop,wouldnothavesparedamanlikeme,\"Kellercontinued,\"butyou,youhavejudgedmewithhumanity。ToshowhowgratefulIam,andasapunishment,Iwillnotacceptahundredandfiftyroubles。Givemetwenty-five——thatwillbeenough;itisallIreallyneed,forafortnightatleast。Iwillnotaskyouformoreforafortnight。IshouldliketohavegivenAgathaapresent,butshedoesnotreallydeserveit。Oh,mydearprince,Godblessyou!\"

  AtthismomentLebedeffappeared,havingjustarrivedfromPetersburg。Hefrownedwhenhesawthetwenty-fiveroublenoteinKeller’shand,butthelatter,havinggotthemoney,wentawayatonce。Lebedeffbegantoabusehim。

  \"Youareunjust;Ifoundhimsincerelyrepentant,\"observedtheprince,afterlisteningforatime。

  \"Whatisthegoodofrepentancelikethat?Itisthesameexactlyasmineyesterday,whenIsaid,’Iambase,Iambase,’——words,andnothingmore!\"

  \"Thentheywereonlywordsonyourpart?Ithought,onthecontrary……\"

  \"Well,Idon’tmindtellingyouthetruth——youonly!Becauseyouseethroughamansomehow。Wordsandactions,truthandfalsehood,arealljumbleduptogetherinme,andyetIamperfectlysincere。Ifeelthedeepestrepentance,believeitornot,asyouchoose;butwordsandliescomeoutintheinfernalcravingtogetthebetterofotherpeople。Itisalwaysthere——thenotionofcheatingpeople,andofusingmyrepentanttearstomyownadvantage!Iassureyouthisisthetruth,prince!Iwouldnottellanyothermanfortheworld!Hewouldlaughandjeeratme——butyou,youjudgeamanhumanely。\"

  \"Why,Kellersaidthesamethingtomenearlywordforwordafewminutesago!\"criedMuishkin。\"Andyoubothseeminclinedtoboastaboutit!Youastonishme,butIthinkheismoresincerethanyou,foryoumakearegulartradeofit。Oh,don’tputonthatpatheticexpression,anddon’tputyourhandonyourheart!

  Haveyouanythingtosaytome?Youhavenotcomefornothing……\"

  Lebedeffgrinnedandwriggled。

  \"Ihavebeenwaitingalldayforyou,becauseIwanttoaskyouaquestion;and,foronceinyourlife,pleasetellmethetruthatonce。Hadyouanythingtodowiththataffairofthecarriageyesterday?\"

  Lebedeffbegantogrinagain,rubbedhishands,sneezed,butspokenotawordinreply。

  \"Iseeyouhadsomethingtodowithit。\"

  \"Indirectly,quiteindirectly!Iamspeakingthetruth——Iamindeed!ImerelytoldacertainpersonthatIhadpeopleinmyhouse,andthatsuchandsuchpersonagesmightbefoundamongthem。\"

  \"Iamawarethatyousentyoursontothathouse——hetoldmesohimselfjustnow,butwhatisthisintrigue?\"saidtheprince,impatiently。

  \"Itisnotmyintrigue!\"criedLebedeff,wavinghishand。

  \"Itwasengineeredbyotherpeople,andis,properlyspeaking,ratherafantasythananintrigue!\"

  \"Butwhatisitallabout?Tellme,forHeaven’ssake!Cannotyouunderstandhownearlyittouchesme?WhyaretheyblackeningEvgeniePavlovitch’sreputation?\"

  Lebedeffgrimacedandwriggledagain。

  \"Prince!\"saidhe。\"Excellency!Youwon’tletmetellyouthewholetruth;Ihavetriedtoexplain;morethanonceIhavebegun,butyouhavenotallowedmetogoon……\"

  Theprincegavenoanswer,andsatdeepinthought。Evidentlyhewasstrugglingtodecide。

  \"Verywell!Tellmethetruth,\"hesaid,dejectedly。

  \"AglayaIvanovna……\"beganLebedeff,promptly。

  \"Besilent!Atonce!\"interruptedtheprince,redwithindignation,andperhapswithshame,too。\"Itisimpossibleandabsurd!Allthathasbeeninventedbyyou,orfoolslikeyou!Letmeneverhearyousayawordagainonthatsubject!\"

  LateintheeveningColiacameinwithawholebudgetofPetersburgandPavlofsknews。HedidnotdwellmuchonthePetersburgpartofit,whichconsistedchieflyofintelligenceabouthisfriendHippolyte,butpassedquicklytothePavlofsktidings。HehadgonestraighttotheEpanchins’fromthestation。

  \"There’sthedeuceandallgoingonthere!\"hesaid。\"Firstofallabouttherowlastnight,andIthinktheremustbesomethingnewaswell,thoughIdidn’tliketoask。NotawordaboutYOU,prince,thewholetime!\"ThemostinterestingfactwasthatAglayahadbeenquarrellingwithherpeopleaboutGania。Coliadidnotknowanydetails,exceptthatithadbeenaterriblequarrel!AlsoEvgeniePavlovitchhadcalled,andmetwithanexcellentreceptionallround。Andanothercuriousthing:Mrs。

  EpanchinwassoangrythatshecalledVariatoher——Variawastalkingtothegirls——andturnedheroutofthehouse\"onceforall\"shesaid。\"IhearditfromVariaherself——Mrs。Epanchinwasquitepolite,butfirm;andwhenVariasaidgood-byetothegirls,shetoldthemnothingaboutit,andtheydidn’tknowtheyweresayinggoodbyeforthelasttime。I’msorryforVaria,andforGaniatoo;heisn’thalfabadfellow,inspiteofhisfaults,andIshallneverforgivemyselffornotlikinghimbefore!Idon’tknowwhetherIoughttocontinuetogototheEpanchins’now,\"concludedColia——\"Iliketobequiteindependentofothers,andofotherpeople’squarrelsifIcan;

  butImustthinkoverit。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkyouneedbreakyourheartoverGania,\"saidtheprince;\"forifwhatyousayistrue,hemustbeconsidereddangerousintheEpanchinhousehold,andifso,certainhopesofhismusthavebeenencouraged。\"

  \"What?Whathopes?\"criedColia;\"yousurelydon’tmeanAglaya?——

  oh,no!——\"

  \"You’readreadfulsceptic,prince,\"hecontinued,afteramoment’ssilence。\"Ihaveobservedoflatethatyouhavegrownscepticalabouteverything。Youdon’tseemtobelieveinpeopleasyoudid,andarealwaysattributingmotivesandsoon——amI

  usingtheword’sceptic’initspropersense?\"

  \"Ibelieveso;butI’mnotsure。\"

  \"Well,I’llchangeit,rightorwrong;I’llsaythatyouarenotsceptical,butJEALOUS。There!youaredeadlyjealousofGania,overacertainprouddamsel!Come!\"Coliajumpedup,withthesewords,andburstoutlaughing。Helaughedashehadperhapsneverlaughedbefore,andstillmorewhenhesawtheprinceflushinguptohistemples。HewasdelightedthattheprinceshouldbejealousaboutAglaya。However,hestoppedimmediatelyonseeingthattheotherwasreallyhurt,andtheconversationcontinued,veryearnestly,foranhourormore。

  Nextdaytheprincehadtogototown,onbusiness。Returningintheafternoon,hehappeneduponGeneralEpanchinatthestation。

  Thelatterseizedhishand,glancingaroundnervously,asifhewereafraidofbeingcaughtinwrong-doing,anddraggedhimintoafirst-classcompartment。Hewasburningtospeakaboutsomethingofimportance。

  \"Inthefirstplace,mydearprince,don’tbeangrywithme。I

  wouldhavecometoseeyouyesterday,butIdidn’tknowhowLizabethaProkofievnawouldtakeit。Mydearfellow,myhouseissimplyahelljustnow,asortofsphinxhastakenupitsabodethere。Weliveinanatmosphereofriddles;Ican’tmakeheadortailofanything。Asforyou,Ifeelsureyouaretheleasttoblameofanyofus,thoughyoucertainlyhavebeenthecauseofagooddealoftrouble。Yousee,it’sallverypleasanttobeaphilanthropist;butitcanbecarriedtoofar。OfcourseIadmirekind-heartedness,andIesteemmywife,but——\"

  Thegeneralwanderedoninthisdisconnectedwayforalongtime;

  itwasclearthathewasmuchdisturbedbysomecircumstancewhichhecouldmakenothingof。

  \"Itisplaintome,thatYOUarenotinitatall,\"hecontinued,atlast,alittlelessvaguely,\"butperhapsyouhadbetternotcometoourhouseforalittlewhile。Iaskyouinthefriendliestmanner,mind;justtillthewindchangesagain。AsforEvgeniePavlovitch,\"hecontinuedwithsomeexcitement,\"thewholethingisacalumny,adirtycalumny。Itissimplyaplot,anintrigue,toupsetourplansandtostirupaquarrel。Yousee,prince,I’lltellyouprivately,Evgenieandourselveshavenotsaidawordyet,wehavenoformalunderstanding,weareinnowayboundoneitherside,butthewordmaybesaidverysoon,don’tyousee,VERYsoon,andallthisismostinjurious,andismeanttobeso。Why?I’msureIcan’ttellyou。She’sanextraordinarywoman,yousee,aneccentricwoman;ItellyouIamsofrightenedofthatwomanthatIcan’tsleep。Whatacarriagethatwas,andwherediditcomefrom,eh?Ideclare,IwasbaseenoughtosuspectEvgenieatfirst;butitseemscertainthatthatcannotbethecase,andifso,whyissheinterferinghere?

  That’stheriddle,whatdoesshewant?IsittokeepEvgenietoherself?But,mydearfellow,Isweartoyou,Iswearhedoesn’tevenKNOWher,andasforthosebills,why,thewholethingisaninvention!Andthefamiliarityofthewoman!It’squiteclearwemusttreattheimpudentcreature’sattemptwithdisdain,andredoubleourcourtesytowardsEvgenie。Itoldmywifeso。

  \"NowI’lltellyoumysecretconviction。I’mcertainthatshe’sdoingthistorevengeherselfonme,onaccountofthepast,thoughIassureyouthatallthetimeIwasblameless。Iblushattheveryidea。Andnowsheturnsupagainlikethis,whenI

  thoughtshehadfinallydisappeared!Where’sRogojinallthistime?IthoughtshewasMrs。Rogojin,longago。\"

  Theoldmanwasinastateofgreatmentalperturbation。Thewholeofthejourney,whichoccupiednearlyanhour,hecontinuedinthisstrain,puttingquestionsandansweringthemhimself,shrugginghisshoulders,pressingtheprince’shand,andassuringthelatterthat,atallevents,hehadnosuspicionwhateverofHIM。Thislastassurancewassatisfactory,atallevents。ThegeneralfinishedbyinforminghimthatEvgenie’sunclewasheadofoneofthecivilservicedepartments,andrich,veryrich,andagourmand。\"And,well,Heavenpreservehim,ofcourse——butEvgeniegetshismoney,don’tyousee?But,forallthis,I’muncomfortable,Idon’tknowwhy。There’ssomethingintheair,I

  feelthere’ssomethingnastyintheair,likeabat,andI’mbynomeanscomfortable。\"

  AnditwasnotuntilthethirddaythattheformalreconciliationbetweentheprinceandtheEpanchinstookplace,assaidbefore。

  XII。

  ITwassevenintheevening,andtheprincewasjustpreparingtogooutforawalkinthepark,whensuddenlyMrs。Epanchinappearedontheterrace。

  \"Inthefirstplace,don’tdaretosuppose,\"shebegan,\"thatI

  amgoingtoapologize。Nonsense!Youwereentirelytoblame。\"

  Theprinceremainedsilent。

  \"Wereyoutoblame,ornot?\"

  \"No,certainlynot,nomorethanyourself,thoughatfirstI

  thoughtIwas。\"

  \"Oh,verywell,let’ssitdown,atallevents,forIdon’tintendtostandupallday。Andremember,ifyousay,onewordabout’mischievousurchins,’Ishallgoawayandbreakwithyoualtogether。Nowthen,didyou,ordidyounot,sendalettertoAglaya,acoupleofmonthsorsoago,aboutEaster-tide?\"

  \"Yes!\"

  \"Whatfor?Whatwasyourobject?Showmetheletter。\"Mrs。

  Epanchin’seyesflashed;shewasalmosttremblingwithimpatience。

  \"Ihavenotgottheletter,\"saidtheprince,timidly,extremelysurprisedattheturntheconversationhadtaken。\"Ifanyonehasit,ifitstillexists,AglayaIvanovnamusthaveit。\"

  \"Nofinessing,please。Whatdidyouwriteabout?\"

  \"Iamnotfinessing,andIamnotintheleastafraidoftellingyou;butIdon’tseetheslightestreasonwhyIshouldnothavewritten。\"

  \"Bequiet,youcantalkafterwards!Whatwastheletterabout?

  Whyareyoublushing?\"

  Theprincewassilent。Atlasthespoke。

  \"Idon’tunderstandyourthoughts,LizabethaProkofievna;butI

  canseethatthefactofmyhavingwrittenisforsomereasonrepugnanttoyou。YoumustadmitthatIhaveaperfectrighttorefusetoansweryourquestions;but,inordertoshowyouthatI

  amneitherashamedoftheletter,norsorrythatIwroteit,andthatIamnotintheleastinclinedtoblushaboutit\"heretheprince’sblushesredoubled,\"Iwillrepeatthesubstanceofmyletter,forIthinkIknowitalmostbyheart。\"

  Sosaying,theprincerepeatedtheletteralmostwordforword,ashehadwrittenit。

  \"Mygoodness,whatuttertwaddle,andwhatmayallthisnonsensehavesignified,pray?Ifithadanymeaningatall!\"saidMrs。

  Epanchin,cuttingly,afterhavinglistenedwithgreatattention。

  \"Ireallydon’tabsolutelyknowmyself;Iknowmyfeelingwasverysincere。Ihadmomentsatthattimefulloflifeandhope。\"

  \"Whatsortofhope?\"

  \"Itisdifficulttoexplain,butcertainlynotthehopesyouhaveinyourmind。Hopes——well,inaword,hopesforthefuture,andafeelingofjoythatTHERE,atallevents,Iwasnotentirelyastrangerandaforeigner。Ifeltanecstasyinbeinginmynativelandoncemore;andonesunnymorningItookupapenandwroteherthatletter,butwhytoHER,Idon’tquiteknow。Sometimesonelongstohaveafriendnear,andIevidentlyfelttheneedofonethen,\"addedtheprince,andpaused。

  \"Areyouinlovewithher?\"

  \"N-no!Iwrotetoherastoasister;Isignedmyselfherbrother。\"

  \"Ohyes,ofcourse,onpurpose!Iquiteunderstand。\"

  \"Itisverypainfultometoanswerthesequestions,LizabethaProkofievna。\"

  \"Idaresayitis;butthat’snoaffairofmine。Nowthen,assuremetrulyasbeforeHeaven,areyoulyingtomeornot?\"

  \"No,Iamnotlying。\"

  \"Areyoutellingthetruthwhenyousayyouarenotinlove?\"

  \"Ibelieveitistheabsolutetruth。\"

  \"’Ibelieve,’indeed!Didthatmischievousurchingiveittoher?\"

  \"IaskedNicolaiArdalionovitch……\"

  \"Theurchin!theurchin!\"interruptedLizabethaProkofievnainanangryvoice。\"IdonotwanttoknowifitwereNicolaiArdalionovitch!Theurchin!\"

  \"NicolaiArdalionovitch……\"

  \"Theurchin,Itellyou!\"

  \"No,itwasnottheurchin:itwasNicolaiArdalionovitch,\"saidtheprinceveryfirmly,butwithoutraisinghisvoice。

  \"Well,allright!Allright,mydear!Ishallputthatdowntoyouraccount。\"

  Shewassilentamomenttogetbreath,andtorecoverhercomposure。

  \"Well!——andwhat’sthemeaningofthe’poorknight,’eh?\"

  \"Idon’tknowintheleast;Iwasn’tpresentwhenthejokewasmade。ItISajoke。Isuppose,andthat’sall。\"

  \"Well,that’sacomfort,atallevents。Youdon’tsupposeshecouldtakeanyinterestinyou,doyou?Why,shecalledyouan’idiot’herself。\"

  \"Ithinkyoumighthavesparedmethat,\"murmuredtheprincereproachfully,almostinawhisper。

  \"Don’tbeangry;sheisawilful,mad,spoiltgirl。Ifshelikesapersonshewillpitchintohim,andchaffhim。Iusedtobejustsuchanother。Butforallthatyouneedn’tflatteryourself,myboy;sheisnotforyou。Idon’tbelieveit,anditisnottobe。Itellyousoatonce,sothatyoumaytakeproperprecautions。Now,Iwanttohearyouswearthatyouarenotmarriedtothatwoman?\"

  \"LizabethaProkofievna,whatareyouthinkingof?\"criedtheprince,almostleapingtohisfeetinamazement。

  \"Why?Youverynearlywere,anyhow。\"

  \"Yes——Inearlywas,\"whisperedtheprince,hanginghishead。

  \"Wellthen,haveyoucomehereforHER?AreyouinlovewithHER?

  WithTHATcreature?\"

  \"Ididnotcometomarryatall,\"repliedtheprince。

  \"Isthereanythingyouholdsacred?\"

  \"Thereis。\"

  \"ThenswearbyitthatyoudidnotcomeheretomarryHER!\"

  \"I’llswearitbywhateveryouplease。\"

  \"Ibelieveyou。Youmaykissme;Ibreathefreelyatlast。Butyoumustknow,mydearfriend,Aglayadoesnotloveyou,andsheshallneverbeyourwifewhileIamoutofmygrave。Sobewarnedintime。Doyouhearme?\"

  \"Yes,Ihear。\"

  Theprinceflushedupsomuchthathecouldnotlookherintheface。

  \"Ihavewaitedforyouwiththegreatestimpatiencenotthatyouwereworthit。EverynightIhavedrenchedmypillowwithtears,notforyou,myfriend,notforyou,don’tflatteryourself!I

  havemyowngrief,alwaysthesame,alwaysthesame。ButI’lltellyouwhyIhavebeenawaitingyousoimpatiently,becauseI

  believethatProvidenceitselfsentyoutobeafriendandabrothertome。Ihaven’tafriendintheworldexceptPrincessBielokonski,andsheisgrowingasstupidasasheepfromoldage。Nowthen,tellme,yesorno?Doyouknowwhyshecalledoutfromhercarriagetheothernight?\"

  \"IgiveyoumywordofhonourthatIhadnothingtodowiththematterandknownothingaboutit。\"

  \"Verywell,Ibelieveyou。Ihavemyownideasaboutit。UptoyesterdaymorningIthoughtitwasreallyEvgeniePavlovitchwhowastoblame;nowIcannothelpagreeingwiththeothers。ButwhyhewasmadesuchafoolofIcannotunderstand。However,heisnotgoingtomarryAglaya,Icantellyouthat。Hemaybeaveryexcellentfellow,but——soitshallbe。Iwasnotatallsureofacceptinghimbefore,butnowIhavequitemadeupmymindthatI

  won’thavehim。’Putmeinmycoffinfirstandthenintomygrave,andthenyoumaymarrymydaughtertowhomsoeveryouplease,’soIsaidtothegeneralthisverymorning。YouseehowItrustyou,myboy。\"

  \"Yes,Iseeandunderstand。\"

  Mrs。Epanchingazedkeenlyintotheprince’seyes。ShewasanxioustoseewhatimpressionthenewsastoEvgeniePavlovitchhadmadeuponhim。

  \"DoyouknowanythingaboutGavrilaArdalionovitch?\"sheaskedatlast。

  \"Ohyes,Iknowagooddeal。\"

  \"DidyouknowhehadcommunicationswithAglaya?\"

  \"No,Ididn’t,\"saidtheprince,tremblingalittle,andingreatagitation。\"YousayGavrilaArdalionovitchhasprivatecommunicationswithAglaya?——Impossible!\"

  \"Onlyquitelately。Hissisterhasbeenworkinglikearattoclearthewayforhimallthewinter。\"

  \"Idon’tbelieveit!\"saidtheprinceabruptly,afterashortpause。\"HaditbeensoIshouldhaveknownlongago。\"

  \"Oh,ofcourse,yes;hewouldhavecomeandweptouthissecretonyourbosom。Oh,yousimpleton——yousimpleton!Anyonecandeceiveyouandtakeyouinlikea——likea,——aren’tyouashamedtotrusthim?Can’tyouseethathehumbugsyoujustasmuchaseverhepleases?\"

  \"Iknowverywellthathedoesdeceivemeoccasionally,andheknowsthatIknowit,but——\"Theprincedidnotfinishhissentence。

  \"Andthat’swhyyoutrusthim,eh?SoIshouldhavesupposed。

  GoodLord,wasthereeversuchamanasyou?Tfu!andareyouaware,sir,thatthisGania,orhissisterVaria,havebroughtherintocorrespondencewithNastasiaPhilipovna?\"

  \"Broughtwhom?\"criedMuishkin。

  \"Aglaya。\"

  \"Idon’tbelieveit!It’simpossible!Whatobjectcouldtheyhave?\"Hejumpedupfromhischairinhisexcitement。

  \"NordoIbelieveit,inspiteoftheproofs。Thegirlisself-

  willedandfantastic,andinsane!She’swicked,wicked!I’llrepeatitforathousandyearsthatshe’swicked;theyALLare,justnow,allmydaughters,eventhat’wethen’Alexandra。AndyetIdon’tbelieveit。BecauseIdon’tchoosetobelieveit,perhaps;butIdon’t。Whyhaven’tyoubeen?\"sheturnedontheprincesuddenly。\"Whydidn’tyoucomenearusallthesethreedays,eh?\"

  Theprincebegantogivehisreasons,butsheinterruptedhimagain。

  \"Everybodytakesyouinanddeceivesyou;youwenttotownyesterday。Idareswearyouwentdownonyourkneestothatrogue,andbeggedhimtoacceptyourtenthousandroubles!\"

  \"Ineverthoughtofdoinganysuchthing。Ihavenotseenhim,andheisnotarogue,inmyopinion。Ihavehadaletterfromhim。\"

  \"Showitme!\"

  Theprincetookapaperfromhispocket-book,andhandedittoLizabethaProkofievna。Itranasfollows:

  \"SIR,\"IntheeyesoftheworldIamsurethatIhavenocauseforprideorself-esteem。Iammuchtooinsignificantforthat。Butwhatmaybesotoothermen’seyesisnotsotoyours。Iamconvincedthatyouarebetterthanotherpeople。Doktorenkodisagreeswithme,butIamcontenttodifferfromhimonthispoint。Iwillneveracceptonesinglecopeckfromyou,butyouhavehelpedmymother,andIamboundtobegratefultoyouforthat,howeverweakitmayseem。Atanyrate,Ihavechangedmyopinionaboutyou,andIthinkrighttoinformyouofthefact;butIalsosupposethattherecanbenofurtherintercoursebetweenus\"ANTIPBURDOVSKY。

  \"P。S——ThetwohundredroublesIoweyoushallcertainlyberepaidintime。\"

  \"Howextremelystupid!\"criedMrs。Epanchin,givingbacktheletterabruptly。\"Itwasnotworththetroubleofreading。Whyareyousmiling?\"

  \"Confessthatyouarepleasedtohavereadit。\"

  \"What!Pleasedwithallthatnonsense!Why,cannotyouseethattheyareallinfatuatedwithprideandvanity?\"

  \"Hehasacknowledgedhimselftobeinthewrong。Don’tyouseethatthegreaterhisvanity,themoredifficultthisadmissionmusthavebeenonhispart?Oh,whatalittlechildyouare,LizabethaProkofievna!\"

  \"Areyoutemptingmetoboxyourearsforyou,orwhat?\"

  \"Notatall。Iamonlyprovingthatyouaregladabouttheletter。Whyconcealyourrealfeelings?Youalwaysliketodoit。\"

  \"Nevercomenearmyhouseagain!\"criedMrs。Epanchin,palewithrage。\"Don’tletmeseeasmuchasaSHADOWofyouabouttheplace!Doyouhear?\"

  \"Ohyes,andinthreedaysyou’llcomeandinvitemeyourself。

  Aren’tyouashamednow?Theseareyourbestfeelings;youareonlytormentingyourself。\"

  \"I’lldiebeforeIinviteyou!Ishallforgetyourveryname!

  I’veforgottenitalready!\"

  Shemarchedtowardsthedoor。

  \"ButI’mforbiddenyourhouseasitis,withoutyouraddedthreats!\"criedtheprinceafterher。

  \"What?Whoforbadeyou?\"

  Sheturnedroundsosuddenlythatonemighthavesupposedaneedlehadbeenstuckintoher。

  Theprincehesitated。Heperceivedthathehadsaidtoomuchnow。

  \"WHOforbadeyou?\"criedMrs。Epanchinoncemore。

  \"AglayaIvanovnatoldme——\"

  \"When?Speak——quick!\"

  \"Shesenttosay,yesterdaymorning,thatIwasnevertodaretocomenearthehouseagain。\"

  LizabethaProkofievnastoodlikeastone。

  \"Whatdidshesend?Whom?Wasitthatboy?Wasitamessage?-

  quick!\"

  \"Ihadanote,\"saidtheprince。

  \"Whereisit?Giveithere,atonce。\"

  Theprincethoughtamoment。Thenhepulledoutofhiswaistcoatpocketanuntidyslipofpaper,onwhichwasscrawled:

  \"PRINCELEFNICOLAIEVITCH,——Ifyouthinkfit,afterallthathaspassed,tohonourourhousewithavisit,Icanassureyouyouwillnotfindmeamongthenumberofthosewhoareinanywaydelightedtoseeyou。

  \"AGLAYAEPANCHIN。\"

  Mrs。Epanchinreflectedamoment。Thenextminutesheflewattheprince,seizedhishand,anddraggedhimafterhertothedoor。

  \"Quick——comealong!\"shecried,breathlesswithagitationandimpatience。\"Comealongwithmethismoment!\"

  \"ButyoudeclaredIwasn’t——\"

  \"Don’tbeasimpleton。Youbehavejustasthoughyouweren’tamanatall。Comeon!Ishallsee,now,withmyowneyes。Ishallseeall。\"

  \"Well,letmegetmyhat,atleast。\"

  \"Here’syourmiserablehatHecouldn’tevenchoosearespectableshapeforhishat!Comeon!ShedidthatbecauseItookyourpartandsaidyououghttohavecome——littlevixen!——elseshewouldneverhavesentyouthatsillynote。It’samostimpropernote,I

  callit;mostimproperforsuchanintelligent,well-brought-upgirltowrite。H’m!Idaresayshewasannoyedthatyoudidn’tcome;butsheoughttohaveknownthatonecan’twritelikethattoanidiotlikeyou,foryou’dbesuretotakeitliterally。\"

  Mrs。Epanchinwasdraggingtheprincealongwithherallthetime,andneverletgoofhishandforaninstant。\"Whatareyoulisteningfor?\"sheadded,seeingthatshehadcommittedherselfalittle。\"Shewantsaclownlikeyou——shehasn’tseenoneforsometime——toplaywith。That’swhysheisanxiousforyoutocometothehouse。AndrightgladIamthatshe’llmakeathoroughgoodfoolofyou。Youdeserveit;andshecandoit——oh!

  shecan,indeed!——aswellasmostpeople。\"

  PARTIII

  I。

  THEEpanchinfamily,oratleastthemoreseriousmembersofit,weresometimesgrievedbecausetheyseemedsounliketherestoftheworld。Theywerenotquitecertain,buthadattimesastrongsuspicionthatthingsdidnothappentothemastheydidtootherpeople。Othersledaquiet,uneventfullife,whiletheyweresubjecttocontinualupheavals。Otherskeptontherailswithoutdifficulty;theyranoffattheslightestobstacle。Otherhousesweregovernedbyatimidroutine;theirswassomehowdifferent。

  PerhapsLizabethaProkofievnawasaloneinmakingthesefretfulobservations;thegirls,thoughnotwantinginintelligence,werestillyoung;thegeneralwasintelligent,too,butnarrow,andinanydifficultyhewascontenttosay,\"H’m!\"andleavethemattertohiswife。Consequently,onherfelltheresponsibility。Itwasnotthattheydistinguishedthemselvesasafamilybyanyparticularoriginality,orthattheirexcursionsoffthetrackledtoanybreachoftheproprieties。Ohno。

  Therewasnothingpremeditated,therewasnotevenanyconsciouspurposeinitall,andyet,inspiteofeverything,thefamily,althoughhighlyrespected,wasnotquitewhateveryhighlyrespectedfamilyoughttobe。ForalongtimenowLizabethaProkofievnahadhaditinhermindthatallthetroublewasowingtoher\"unfortunatecharacter,\"andthisaddedtoherdistress。

  Sheblamedherownstupidunconventional\"eccentricity。\"Alwaysrestless,alwaysonthego,sheconstantlyseemedtoloseherway,andtogetintotroubleoverthesimplestandmoreordinaryaffairsoflife。

  Wesaidatthebeginningofourstory,thattheEpanchinswerelikedandesteemedbytheirneighbours。Inspiteofhishumbleorigin,IvanFedorovitchhimselfwasreceivedeverywherewithrespect。Hedeservedthis,partlyonaccountofhiswealthandposition,partlybecause,thoughlimited,hewasreallyaverygoodfellow。Butacertainlimitationofmindseemstobeanindispensableasset,ifnottoallpublicpersonages,atleasttoallseriousfinanciers。Addedtothis,hismannerwasmodestandunassuming;heknewwhentobesilent,yetneverallowedhimselftobetrampledupon。Also——andthiswasmoreimportantthanall——

  hehadtheadvantageofbeingunderexaltedpatronage。

  AstoLizabethaProkofievna,she,asthereaderknows,belongedtoanaristocraticfamily。True,Russiansthinkmoreofinfluentialfriendsthanofbirth,butshehadboth。Shewasesteemedandevenlovedbypeopleofconsequenceinsociety,whoseexampleinreceivingherwasthereforefollowedbyothers。

  Itseemshardlynecessarytoremarkthatherfamilyworriesandanxietieshadlittleornofoundation,orthatherimaginationincreasedthemtoanabsurddegree;butifyouhaveawartonyourforeheadornose,youimaginethatalltheworldislookingatit,andthatpeoplewouldmakefunofyoubecauseofit,evenifyouhaddiscoveredAmerica!DoubtlessLizabethaProkofievnawasconsidered\"eccentric\"insociety,butshewasnonethelessesteemed:thepitywasthatshewasceasingtobelieveinthatesteem。Whenshethoughtofherdaughters,shesaidtoherselfsorrowfullythatshewasahindranceratherthanahelptotheirfuture,thathercharacterandtemperwereabsurd,ridiculous,insupportable。Naturally,sheputtheblameonhersurroundings,andfrommorningtonightwasquarrellingwithherhusbandandchildren,whomshereallylovedtothepointofself-sacrifice,even,onemightsay,ofpassion。

  Shewas,abovealldistressedbytheideathatherdaughtersmightgrowup\"eccentric,\"likeherself;shebelievedthatnoothersocietygirlswerelikethem。\"TheyaregrowingintoNihilists!\"sherepeatedoverandoveragain。Foryearsshehadtormentedherselfwiththisidea,andwiththequestion:\"Whydon’ttheygetmarried?\"

  \"Itistoannoytheirmother;thatistheironeaiminlife;itcanbenothingelse。Thefactisitisallofapiecewiththesemodernideas,thatwretchedwoman’squestion!SixmonthsagoAglayatookafancytocutoffhermagnificenthair。Why,evenI,whenIwasyoung,hadnothinglikeit!Thescissorswereinherhand,andIhadtogodownonmykneesandimploreher……Shedidit,Iknow,fromsheermischief,tospitehermother,forsheisanaughty,capriciousgirl,arealspoiledchildspitefulandmischievoustoadegree!AndthenAlexandrawantedtoshaveherhead,notfromcapriceormischief,but,likealittlefool,simplybecauseAglayapersuadedhershewouldsleepbetterwithoutherhair,andnotsufferfromheadache!Andhowmanysuitorshavetheynothadduringthelastfiveyears!Excellentoffers,too!Whatmoredotheywant?Whydon’ttheygetmarried?

  Fornootherreasonthantovextheirmother——none——none!\"

  ButLizabethaProkofievnafeltsomewhatconsoledwhenshecouldsaythatoneofhergirls,Adelaida,wassettledatlast。\"Itwillbeoneoffourhands!\"shedeclaredaloud,thoughinprivatesheexpressedherselfwithgreatertenderness。Theengagementwasbothhappyandsuitable,andwasthereforeapprovedinsociety。

  PrinceS。wasadistinguishedman,hehadmoney,andhisfuturewifewasdevotedtohim;whatmorecouldbedesired?LizabethaProkofievnahadfeltlessanxiousaboutthisdaughter,however,althoughsheconsideredherartistictastessuspicious。Buttomakeupforthemshewas,ashermotherexpressedit,\"merry,\"

  andhadplentyof\"common-sense。\"ItwasAglaya’sfuturewhichdisturbedhermost。Withregardtohereldestdaughter,Alexandra,themotherneverquiteknewwhethertherewascauseforanxietyornot。Sometimesshefeltasiftherewasnothingtobeexpectedfromher。Shewastwenty-fivenow,andmustbefatedtobeanoldmaid,and\"withsuchbeauty,too!\"Themotherspentwholenightsinweepingandlamenting,whileallthetimethecauseofhergriefslumberedpeacefully。\"Whatisthematterwithher?IssheaNihilist,orsimplyafool?\"

  ButLizabethaProkofievnaknewperfectlywellhowunnecessarywasthelastquestion。ShesetahighvalueonAlexandraIvanovna’sjudgment,andoftenconsultedherindifficulties;butthatshewasa’wethen’sheneverforamomentdoubted。\"Sheissocalm;

  nothingrousesher——thoughwethensarenotalwayscalm!Oh!I

  can’tunderstandit!\"HereldestdaughterinspiredLizabethawithakindofpuzzledcompassion。ShedidnotfeelthisinAglaya’scase,thoughthelatterwasheridol。Itmaybesaidthattheseoutburstsandepithets,suchas\"wethen\"inwhichthematernalsolicitudeusuallyshoweditself,onlymadeAlexandralaugh。

  SometimesthemosttrivialthingannoyedMrs。Epanchin,anddroveherintoafrenzy。Forinstance,AlexandraIvanovnalikedtosleeplate,andwasalwaysdreaming,thoughherdreamshadthepeculiarityofbeingasinnocentandnaiveasthoseofachildofseven;andtheveryinnocenceofherdreamsannoyedhermother。

  Onceshedreamtofninehens,andthiswasthecauseofquiteaseriousquarrel——nooneknewwhy。Anothertimeshehad——itwasmostunusual——adreamwithasparkoforiginalityinit。Shedreamtofamonkinadarkroom,intowhichshewastoofrightenedtogo。AdelaidaandAglayarushedoffwithshrieksoflaughtertorelatethistotheirmother,butshewasquiteangry,andsaidherdaughterswereallfools。

  \"H’m!sheisasstupidasafool!Averitable’wethen’!Nothingexcitesher;andyetsheisnothappy;somedaysitmakesonemiserableonlytolookather!Whyissheunhappy,Iwonder?\"AttimesLizabethaProkofievnaputthisquestiontoherhusband,andasusualshespokeinthethreateningtoneofonewhodemandsanimmediateanswer。IvanFedorovitchwouldfrown,shrughisshoulders,andatlastgivehisopinion:\"Sheneedsahusband!\"

  \"Godforbidthatheshouldshareyourideas,IvanFedorovitch!\"

  hiswifeflashedback。\"Orthatheshouldbeasgrossandchurlishasyou!\"

  Thegeneralpromptlymadehisescape,andLizabethaProkofievnaafterawhilegrewcalmagain。Thatevening,ofcourse,shewouldbeunusuallyattentive,gentle,andrespectfultoher\"grossandchurlish\"husband,her\"dear,kindIvanFedorovitch,\"forshehadneverleftofflovinghim。Shewasevenstill\"inlove\"withhim。

  Heknewitwell,andforhispartheldherinthegreatestesteem。

  Butthemother’sgreatandcontinualanxietywasAglaya。\"Sheisexactlylikeme——myimageineverything,\"saidMrs。Epanchintoherself。\"Atyrant!Areallittledemon!ANihilist!Eccentric,senselessandmischievous!GoodLord,howunhappyshewillbe!\"

  Butaswesaidbefore,thefactofAdelaida’sapproachingmarriagewasbalmtothemother。Forawholemonthsheforgotherfearsandworries。

  Adelaida’sfatewassettled;andwithhernamethatofAglaya’swaslinked,insocietygossip。PeoplewhisperedthatAglaya,too,was\"asgoodasengaged;\"andAglayaalwayslookedsosweetandbehavedsowellduringthisperiod,thatthemother’sheartwasfullofjoy。Ofcourse,EvgeniePavlovitchmustbethoroughlystudiedfirst,beforethefinalstepshouldbetaken;but,really,howlovelydearAglayahadbecome——sheactuallygrewmorebeautifuleveryday!Andthen——Yes,andthen——thisabominableprinceshowedhisfaceagain,andeverythingwenttopsy-turvyatonce,andeveryoneseemedasmadasMarchhares。

  Whathadreallyhappened?

  IfithadbeenanyotherfamilythantheEpanchins’,nothingparticularwouldhavehappened。But,thankstoMrs。Epanchin’sinvariablefussinessandanxiety,therecouldnotbetheslightesthitchinthesimplestmattersofeverydaylife,butsheimmediatelyforesawthemostdreadfulandalarmingconsequences,andsufferedaccordingly。

  Whatthenmusthavebeenhercondition,when,amongalltheimaginaryanxietiesandcalamitieswhichsoconstantlybesether,shenowsawloomingaheadaseriouscauseforannoyance——

  somethingreallylikelytoarousedoubtsandsuspicions!

  \"Howdaredthey,howDAREDtheywritethathatefulanonymousletterinformingmethatAglayaisincommunicationwithNastasiaPhilipovna?\"shethought,asshedraggedtheprincealongtowardsherownhouse,andagainwhenshesathimdownattheroundtablewherethefamilywasalreadyassembled。\"HowdaredtheysomuchasTHINKofsuchathing?IshouldDIEwithshameifIthoughttherewasaparticleoftruthinit,orifIweretoshowthelettertoAglayaherself!WhodaresplaythesejokesuponUS,theEpanchins?WHYdidn’twegototheYelagininsteadofcomingdownhere?ITOLDyouwehadbettergototheYelaginthissummer,IvanFedorovitch。It’sallyourfault。IdaresayitwasthatVariawhosenttheletter。It’sallIvanFedorovitch。THATwomanisdoingitallforhim,Iknowsheis,toshowshecanmakeafoolofhimnowjustasshedidwhenheusedtogiveherpearls。

  \"Butafterallissaid,wearemixedupinit。Yourdaughtersaremixedupinit,IvanFedorovitch;youngladiesinsociety,youngladiesatanagetobemarried;theywerepresent,theyheardeverythingtherewastohear。Theyweremixedupwiththatotherscene,too,withthosedreadfulyouths。Youmustbepleasedtoremembertheyhearditall。Icannotforgivethatwretchedprince。Inevershallforgivehim!Andwhy,ifyouplease,hasAglayahadanattackofnervesfortheselastthreedays?Whyhassheallbutquarrelledwithhersisters,evenwithAlexandra——

  whomsherespectssomuchthatshealwayskissesherhandsasthoughshewerehermother?Whatarealltheseriddlesofhersthatwehavetoguess?WhathasGavrilaArdalionovitchtodowithit?Whydidshetakeuponherselftochampionhimthismorning,andburstintotearsoverit?Whyisthereanallusiontothatcursed’poorknight’intheanonymousletter?AndwhydidIrushofftohimjustnowlikealunatic,anddraghimbackhere?IdobelieveI’vegonemadatlast。WhatonearthhaveIdonenow?Totalktoayoungmanaboutmydaughter’ssecrets——andsecretshavingtodowithhimself,too!Thankgoodness,he’sanidiot,andafriendofthehouse!SurelyAglayahasn’tfalleninlovewithsuchagaby!Whatanidea!Pfu!weoughtalltobeputunderglasscases——myselffirstofall——andbeshownoffascuriosities,attencopecksapeep!\"

  \"Ishallneverforgiveyouforallthis,IvanFedorovitch——never!

  Lookathernow。Whydoesn’tshemakefunofhim?Shesaidshewould,andshedoesn’t。Lookthere!Shestaresathimwithallhereyes,anddoesn’tmove;andyetshetoldhimnottocome。Helookspaleenough;andthatabominablechatterbox,EvgeniePavlovitch,monopolizesthewholeoftheconversation。Nobodyelsecangetawordin。IcouldsoonfindoutallabouteverythingifIcouldonlychangethesubject。\"

  Theprincecertainlywasverypale。Hesatatthetableandseemedtobefeeling,byturns,sensationsofalarmandrapture。

  Oh,howfrightenedhewasoflookingtooneside——oneparticularcorner——whenceheknewverywellthatapairofdarkeyeswerewatchinghimintently,andhowhappyhewastothinkthathewasoncemoreamongthem,andoccasionallyhearingthatwell-knownvoice,althoughshehadwrittenandforbiddenhimtocomeagain!

  \"Whatonearthwillshesaytome,Iwonder?\"hethoughttohimself。

  Hehadnotsaidawordyet;hesatsilentandlistenedtoEvgeniePavlovitch’seloquence。Thelatterhadneverappearedsohappyandexcitedasonthisevening。Theprincelistenedtohim,butforalongtimedidnottakeinawordhesaid。

  ExceptingIvanFedorovitch,whohadnotasyetreturnedfromtown,thewholefamilywaspresent。PrinceS。wasthere;andtheyallintendedtogoouttohearthebandverysoon。

  Coliaarrivedpresentlyandjoinedthecircle。\"Soheisreceivedasusual,afterall,\"thoughttheprince。

  TheEpanchins’country-housewasacharmingbuilding,builtafterthemodelofaSwisschalet,andcoveredwithcreepers。Itwassurroundedonallsidesbyaflowergarden,andthefamilysat,asarule,ontheopenverandahasattheprince’shouse。

  Thesubjectunderdiscussiondidnotappeartobeverypopularwiththeassembly,andsomewouldhavebeendelightedtochangeit;butEvgeniewouldnotstopholdingforth,andtheprince’sarrivalseemedtospurhimontostillfurtheroratoricalefforts。

  LizabethaProkofievnafrowned,buthadnotasyetgraspedthesubject,whichseemedtohavearisenoutofaheatedargument。

  Aglayasatapart,almostinthecorner,listeninginstubbornsilence。

  \"Excuseme,\"continuedEvgeniePavlovitchhotly,\"Idon’tsayawordagainstliberalism。Liberalismisnotasin,itisanecessarypartofagreatwhole,whichwholewouldcollapseandfalltopieceswithoutit。Liberalismhasjustasmuchrighttoexistashasthemostmoralconservatism;butIamattackingRUSSIANliberalism;andIattackitforthesimplereasonthataRussianliberalisnotaRussianliberal,heisanon-Russianliberal。ShowmearealRussianliberal,andI’llkisshimbeforeyouall,withpleasure。\"

  \"Ifhecaredtokissyou,thatis,\"saidAlexandra,whosecheekswereredwithirritationandexcitement。

  \"Lookatthat,now,\"thoughtthemothertoherself,\"shedoesnothingbutsleepandeatforayearatatime,andthensuddenlyfliesoutinthemostincomprehensibleway!\"

  TheprinceobservedthatAlexandraappearedtobeangrywithEvgenie,becausehespokeonaserioussubjectinafrivolousmanner,pretendingtobeinearnest,butwithanunder-currentofirony。

  \"Iwassayingjustnow,beforeyoucamein,prince,thattherehasbeennothingnationaluptonow,aboutourliberalism,andnothingtheliberalsdo,orhavedone,isintheleastdegreenational。Theyaredrawnfromtwoclassesonly,theoldlandowningclass,andclericalfamilies——\"

  \"How,nothingthattheyhavedoneisRussian?\"askedPrinceS。

  \"ItmaybeRussian,butitisnotnational。OurliberalsarenotRussian,norareourconservatives,andyoumaybesurethatthenationdoesnotrecognizeanythingthathasbeendonebythelandedgentry,orbytheseminarists,orwhatistobedoneeither。\"

  \"Come,that’sgood!Howcanyoumaintainsuchaparadox?Ifyouareserious,thatis。Icannotallowsuchastatementaboutthelandedproprietorstopassunchallenged。Why,youarealandedproprietoryourself!\"criedPrinceS。hotly。

  \"Isupposeyou’llsaythereisnothingnationalaboutourliteratureeither?\"saidAlexandra。

  \"Well,Iamnotagreatauthorityonliteraryquestions,butI

  certainlydoholdthatRussianliteratureisnotRussian,exceptperhapsLomonosoff,PouschkinandGogol。\"

  \"Inthefirstplace,thatisaconsiderableadmission,andinthesecondplace,oneoftheabovewasapeasant,andtheothertwowerebothlandedproprietors!\"

  \"Quiteso,butdon’tbeinsuchahurry!Forsinceithasbeenthepartofthesethreemen,andonlythesethree,tosaysomethingabsolutelytheirown,notborrowed,sobythisveryfactthesethreemenbecomereallynational。IfanyRussianshallhavedoneorsaidanythingreallyandabsolutelyoriginal,heistobecallednationalfromthatmoment,thoughhemaynotbeabletotalktheRussianlanguage;stillheisanationalRussian。I

  considerthatanaxiom。Butwewerenotspeakingofliterature;

  webeganbydiscussingthesocialists。Verywellthen,IinsistthattheredoesnotexistonesingleRussiansocialist。Theredoesnot,andtherehasneverexistedsuchaone,becauseallsocialistsarederivedfromthetwoclasses——thelandedproprietors,andtheseminarists。Alloureminentsocialistsaremerelyoldliberalsoftheclassoflandedproprietors,menwhowereliberalsinthedaysofserfdom。Whydoyoulaugh?Givemetheirbooks,givemetheirstudies,theirmemoirs,andthoughI

  amnotaliterarycritic,yetIwillproveasclearasdaythateverychapterandeverywordoftheirwritingshasbeentheworkofaformerlandedproprietoroftheoldschool。You’llfindthatalltheirraptures,alltheirgeneroustransportsareproprietary,alltheirwoesandtheirtears,proprietary;allproprietaryorseminarist!Youarelaughingagain,andyou,prince,aresmilingtoo。Don’tyouagreewithme?\"

  Itwastrueenoughthateverybodywaslaughing,theprinceamongthem。

  \"IcannottellyouontheinstantwhetherIagreewithyouornot,\"saidthelatter,suddenlystoppinghislaughter,andstartinglikeaschoolboycaughtatmischief。\"But,Iassureyou,Iamlisteningtoyouwithextremegratification。\"

  Sosaying,healmostpantedwithagitation,andacoldsweatstooduponhisforehead。Thesewerehisfirstwordssincehehadenteredthehouse;hetriedtolifthiseyes,andlookaround,butdarednot;EvgeniePavlovitchnoticedhisconfusion,andsmiled。

  \"I’lljusttellyouonefact,ladiesandgentlemen,\"continuedthelatter,withapparentseriousnessandevenexaltationofmanner,butwithasuggestionof\"chaff\"behindeveryword,asthoughhewerelaughinginhissleeveathisownnonsense——\"afact,thediscoveryofwhich,Ibelieve,Imayclaimtohavemadebymyselfalone。Atallevents,nootherhaseversaidorwrittenawordaboutit;andinthisfactisexpressedthewholeessenceofRussianliberalismofthesortwhichIamnowconsidering。

  \"Inthefirstplace,whatisliberalism,speakinggenerally,butanattackwhethermistakenorreasonable,isquiteanotherquestionupontheexistingorderofthings?Isthisso?Yes。

  Verywell。Thenmy’fact’consistsinthis,thatRUSSIAN

  liberalismisnotanattackupontheexistingorderofthings,butanattackupontheveryessenceofthingsthemselves——indeed,onthethingsthemselves;notanattackontheRussianorderofthings,butonRussiaitself。MyRussianliberalgoessofarastorejectRussia;thatis,hehatesandstrikeshisownmother。

  Everymisfortuneandmishapofthemother-countryfillshimwithmirth,andevenwithecstasy。Hehatesthenationalcustoms,Russianhistory,andeverything。Ifhehasajustification,itisthathedoesnotknowwhatheisdoing,andbelievesthathishatredofRussiaisthegrandestandmostprofitablekindofliberalism。Youwilloftenfindaliberalwhoisapplaudedandesteemedbyhisfellows,butwhoisinrealitythedreariest,blindest,dullestofconservatives,andisnotawareofthefact。ThishatredforRussiahasbeenmistakenbysomeofour’Russianliberals’forsincereloveoftheircountry,andtheyboastthattheyseebetterthantheirneighbourswhatrealloveofone’scountryshouldconsistin。Butoflatetheyhavegrown,morecandidandareashamedoftheexpression’loveofcountry,’

  andhaveannihilatedtheveryspiritofthewordsassomethinginjuriousandpettyandundignified。Thisisthetruth,andI

  holdbyit;butatthesametimeitisaphenomenonwhichhasnotbeenrepeatedatanyothertimeorplace;andtherefore,thoughI

  holdtoitasafact,yetIrecognizethatitisanaccidentalphenomenon,andmaylikelyenoughpassaway。Therecanbenosuchthinganywhereelseasaliberalwhoreallyhateshiscountry;

  andhowisthisfacttobeexplainedamongUS?BymyoriginalstatementthataRussianliberalisNOTaRUSSIANliberal——that’stheonlyexplanationthatIcansee。\"

  \"Itakeallthatyouhavesaidasajoke,\"saidPrinceS。

  seriously。

  \"Ihavenotseenallkindsofliberals,andcannot,therefore,setmyselfupasajudge,\"saidAlexandra,\"butIhaveheardallyouhavesaidwithindignation。Youhavetakensomeaccidentalcaseandtwisteditintoauniversallaw,whichisunjust。\"

  \"Accidentalcase!\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch。\"Doyouconsideritanaccidentalcase,prince?\"

  \"Imustalsoadmit,\"saidtheprince,\"thatIhavenotseenmuch,orbeenveryfarintothequestion;butIcannothelpthinkingthatyouaremoreorlessright,andthatRussianliberalism——

  thatphaseofitwhichyouareconsidering,atleast——reallyissometimesinclinedtohateRussiaitself,andnotonlyitsexistingorderofthingsingeneral。OfcoursethisisonlyPARTIALLYthetruth;youcannotlaydownthelawforall……\"

  Theprinceblushedandbrokeoff,withoutfinishingwhathemeanttosay。

  Inspiteofhisshynessandagitation,hecouldnothelpbeinggreatlyinterestedintheconversation。Aspecialcharacteristicofhiswasthenaivecandourwithwhichhealwayslistenedtoargumentswhichinterestedhim,andwithwhichheansweredanyquestionsputtohimonthesubjectatissue。Intheveryexpressionofhisfacethisnaivetewasunmistakablyevident,thisdisbeliefintheinsincerityofothers,andunsuspectingdisregardofironyorhumourintheirwords。

  ButthoughEvgeniePavlovitchhadputhisquestionstotheprincewithnootherpurposebuttoenjoythejokeofhissimple-mindedseriousness,yetnow,athisanswer,hewassurprisedintosomeseriousnesshimself,andlookedgravelyatMuishkinasthoughhehadnotexpectedthatsortofansweratall。

  \"Why,howstrange!\"heejaculated。\"Youdidn’tanswermeseriously,surely,didyou?\"

  \"Didnotyouaskmethequestionseriously\"inquiredtheprince,inamazement。

  Everybodylaughed。

  \"Oh,trustHIMforthat!\"saidAdelaida。\"EvgeniePavlovitchturnseverythingandeverybodyhecanlayholdoftoridicule。

  Youshouldhearthethingshesayssometimes,apparentlyinperfectseriousness。\"

  \"Inmyopiniontheconversationhasbeenapainfulonethroughout,andweoughtnevertohavebegunit,\"saidAlexandra。

  \"Wewereallgoingforawalk——\"

  \"Comealongthen,\"saidEvgenie;\"it’sagloriousevening。But,toprovethatthistimeIwasspeakingabsolutelyseriously,andespeciallytoprovethistotheprinceforyou,prince,haveinterestedmeexceedingly,andIsweartoyouthatIamnotquitesuchanassasIliketoappearsometimes,althoughIamratheranass,Iadmit,and——well,ladiesandgentlemen,willyouallowmetoputjustonemorequestiontotheprince,outofpurecuriosity?Itshallbethelast。Thisquestioncameintomymindacoupleofhourssinceyousee,prince,Idothinkseriouslyattimes,andImademyowndecisionuponit;nowIwishtohearwhattheprincewillsaytoit。\"

  \"Wehavejustusedtheexpression’accidentalcase。’Thisisasignificantphrase;weoftenhearit。Well,notlongsinceeveryonewastalkingandreadingaboutthatterriblemurderofsixpeopleonthepartofa——youngfellow,andoftheextraordinaryspeechofthecounselforthedefence,whoobservedthatinthepoverty-strickenconditionofthecriminalitmusthavecomeNATURALLYintohisheadtokillthesesixpeople。Idonotquotehiswords,butthatisthesenseofthem,orsomethingverylikeit。Now,inmyopinion,thebarristerwhoputforwardthisextraordinarypleawasprobablyabsolutelyconvincedthathewasstatingthemostliberal,themosthumane,themostenlightenedviewofthecasethatcouldpossiblybebroughtforwardinthesedays。Now,wasthisdistortion,thiscapacityforapervertedwayofviewingthings,aspecialoraccidentalcase,orissuchageneralrule?\"

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