\"Allowme,Mr。Ivolgin,\"hesaidirritably。\"Whatisthegoodofallthisrigmarole?Pardonme。Allisnowclear,andweacknowledgethetruthofyourmainpoint。Whygointothesetediousdetails?Youwishperhapstoboastoftheclevernessofyourinvestigation,tocryupyourtalentsasdetective?OrperhapsyourintentionistoexcuseBurdovsky,byrovingthathetookupthematterinignorance?Well,Iconsiderthatextremelyimpudentonyourpart!YououghttoknowthatBurdovskyhasnoneedofbeingexcusedorjustifiedbyyouoranyoneelse!Itisaninsult!Theaffairisquitepainfulenoughforhimwithoutthat。Willnothingmakeyouunderstand?\"
\"Enough!enough!Mr。Terentieff,\"interruptedGania。
\"Don’texciteyourself;youseemveryill,andIamsorryforthat。Iamalmostdone,butthereareafewfactstowhichI
mustbrieflyrefer,asIamconvincedthattheyoughttobeclearlyexplainedonceforall……\"Amovementofimpatiencewasnoticedinhisaudienceasheresumed:\"Imerelywishtostate,fortheinformationofallconcerned,thatthereasonforMr。Pavlicheff’sinterestinyourmother,Mr。Burdovsky,wassimplythatshewasthesisterofaserf-girlwithwhomhewasdeeplyinloveinhisyouth,andwhommostcertainlyhewouldhavemarriedbutforhersuddendeath。Ihaveproofsthatthiscircumstanceisalmost,ifnotquite,forgotten。Imayaddthatwhenyourmotherwasabouttenyearsold,Pavlichefftookherunderhiscare,gaveheragoodeducation,andlater,aconsiderabledowry。Hisrelationswerealarmed,andfearedhemightgosofarastomarryher,butshegaveherhandtoayoungland-surveyornamedBurdovskywhenshereachedtheageoftwenty。
Icanevensaydefinitelythatitwasamarriageofaffection。
Afterhisweddingyourfathergaveuphisoccupationasland-
surveyor,andwithhiswife’sdowryoffifteenthousandroubleswentinforcommercialspeculations。Ashehadhadnoexperience,hewascheatedonallsides,andtooktodrinkinordertoforgethistroubles。Heshortenedhislifebyhisexcesses,andeightyearsafterhismarriagehedied。Yourmothersaysherselfthatshewasleftinthedirestpoverty,andwouldhavediedofstarvationhaditnotbeenforPavlicheff,whogenerouslyallowedherayearlypensionofsixhundredroubles。Manypeoplerecallhisextremefondnessforyouasalittleboy。Yourmotherconfirmsthis,andagreeswithothersinthinkingthathelovedyouthemorebecauseyouwereasicklychild,stammeringinyourspeech,andalmostdeformed——foritisknownthatallhislifeNicolaiAndreevitchhadapartialityforunfortunatesofeverykind,especiallychildren。Inmyopinionthisismostimportant。
ImayaddthatIdiscoveredyetanotherfact,thelastonwhichI
employedmydetectivepowers。SeeinghowfondPavlicheffwasofyou,——itwasthankstohimyouwenttoschool,andalsohadtheadvantageofspecialteachers——hisrelationsandservantsgrewtobelievethatyouwerehisson,andthatyourfatherhadbeenbetrayedbyhiswife。ImaypointoutthatthisideawasonlyaccreditedgenerallyduringthelastyearsofPavlicheff’slife,whenhisnext-of-kinweretremblingaboutthesuccession,whentheearlierstorywasquiteforgotten,andwhenallopportunityfordiscoveringthetruthhadseeminglypassedaway。Nodoubtyou,Mr。Burdovsky,heardthisconjecture,anddidnothesitatetoacceptitastrue。Ihavehadthehonourofmakingyourmother’sacquaintance,andIfindthatsheknowsallaboutthesereports。Whatshedoesnotknowisthatyou,herson,shouldhavelistenedtothemsocomplaisantly。IfoundyourrespectedmotheratPskoff,illandindeeppoverty,asshehasbeeneversincethedeathofyourbenefactor。Shetoldmewithtearsofgratitudehowyouhadsupportedher;sheexpectsmuchofyou,andbelievesferventlyinyourfuturesuccess……\"
\"Oh,thisisunbearable!\"saidLebedeff’snephewimpatiently。
\"Whatisthegoodofallthisromancing?\"
\"Itisrevoltingandunseemly!\"criedHippolyte,jumpingupinafury。
Burdovskyalonesatsilentandmotionless。
\"Whatisthegoodofit?\"repeatedGavrilaArdalionovitch,withpretendedsurprise。\"Well,firstly,becausenowperhapsMr。
BurdovskyisquiteconvincedthatMr。Pavlicheff’sloveforhimcamesimplyfromgenerosityofsoul,andnotfrompaternalduty。
Itwasmostnecessarytoimpressthisfactuponhismind,consideringthatheapprovedofthearticlewrittenbyMr。
Keller。IspeakthusbecauseIlookonyou,Mr。Burdovsky,asanhonourableman。Secondly,itappearsthattherewasnointentionofcheatinginthiscase,evenonthepartofTchebaroff。Iwishtosaythisquiteplainly,becausetheprincehintedawhileagothatItoothoughtitanattemptatrobberyandextortion。Onthecontrary,everyonehasbeenquitesincereinthematter,andalthoughTchebaroffmaybesomewhatofarogue,inthisbusinesshehasactedsimplyasanysharplawyerwoulddounderthecircumstances。Helookedatitasacasethatmightbringhiminalotofmoney,andhedidnotcalculatebadly;becauseontheonehandhespeculatedonthegenerosityoftheprince,andhisgratitudetothelateMr。Pavlicheff,andontheothertohischivalrousideasastotheobligationsofhonourandconscience。
AstoMr。Burdovsky,allowingforhisprinciples,wemayacknowledgethatheengagedinthebusinesswithverylittlepersonalaiminview。AttheinstigationofTchebaroffandhisotherfriends,hedecidedtomaketheattemptintheserviceoftruth,progress,andhumanity。Inshort,theconclusionmaybedrawnthat,inspiteofallappearances,Mr。Burdovskyisamanofirreproachablecharacter,andthustheprincecanallthemorereadilyofferhimhisfriendship,andtheassistanceofwhichhespokejustnow……\"
\"Hush!hush!GavrilaArdalionovitch!\"criedMuishkinindismay,butitwastoolate。
\"Isaid,andIhaverepeateditoverandoveragain,\"shoutedBurdovskyfuriously,\"thatIdidnotwantthemoney。Iwillnottakeit……why……Iwillnot……Iamgoingaway!\"
Hewasrushinghurriedlyfromtheterrace,whenLebedeff’snephewseizedhisarms,andsaidsomethingtohiminalowvoice。
Burdovskyturnedquickly,anddrawinganaddressedbutunsealedenvelopefromhispocket,hethrewitdownonalittletablebesidetheprince。
\"There’sthemoney!……Howdareyou?……Themoney!\"
\"Thosearethetwohundredandfiftyroublesyoudaredtosendhimasacharity,bythehandsofTchebaroff,\"explainedDoktorenko。
\"Thearticleinthenewspaperputitatfifty!\"criedColia。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"saidtheprince,goinguptoBurdovsky。\"I
havedoneyouagreatwrong,butIdidnotsendyouthatmoneyasacharity,believeme。AndnowIamagaintoblame。Ioffendedyoujustnow。\"Theprincewasmuchdistressed;heseemedwornoutwithfatigue,andspokealmostincoherently。\"Ispokeofswindling……butIdidnotapplythattoyou。Iwasdeceived……Isaidyouwere……afflicted……likeme……Butyouarenotlikeme……yougivelessons……yousupportyourmother。I
saidyouhaddishonouredyourmother,butyouloveher。Shesayssoherself……Ididnotknow……GavrilaArdalionovitchdidnottellmethat……Forgiveme!Idaredtoofferyoutenthousandroubles,butIwaswrong。Ioughttohavedoneitdifferently,andnow……thereisnowayofdoingit,foryoudespiseme……\"
\"Ideclare,thisisalunaticasylum!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。
\"Ofcourseitisalunaticasylum!\"repeatedAglayasharply,butherwordswereoverpoweredbyothervoices。Everybodywastalkingloudly,makingremarksandcomments;somediscussedtheaffairgravely,otherslaughed。IvanFedorovitchEpanchinwasextremelyindignant。Hestoodwaitingforhiswifewithanairofoffendeddignity。Lebedeff’snephewtookupthewordagain。
\"Well,prince,todoyoujustice,youcertainlyknowhowtomakethemostofyour——letuscallitinfirmity,forthesakeofpoliteness;youhavesetaboutofferingyourmoneyandfriendshipinsuchawaythatnoself-respectingmancouldpossiblyacceptthem。Thisisanexcessofingenuousnessorofmalice——yououghttoknowbetterthananyonewhichwordbestfitsthecase。\"
\"Allowme,gentlemen,\"saidGavrilaArdalionovitch,whohadjustexaminedthecontentsoftheenvelope,\"thereareonlyahundredroubleshere,nottwohundredandfifty。Ipointthisout,prince,topreventmisunderstanding。\"
\"Nevermind,nevermind,\"saidtheprince,signingtohimtokeepquiet。
\"Butwedomind,\"saidLebedeff’snephewvehemently。\"Prince,your’nevermind’isaninsulttous。Wehavenothingtohide;
ouractionscanbeardaylight。Itistruethatthereareonlyahundredroublesinsteadoftwohundredandfifty,butitisallthesame。\"
\"Why,no,itishardlythesame,\"remarkedGavrilaArdalionovitch,withanairofingenuoussurprise。
\"Don’tinterrupt,wearenotsuchfoolsasyouthink,Mr。
Lawyer,\"criedLebedeff’snephewangrily。\"Ofcoursethereisadifferencebetweenahundredroublesandtwohundredandfifty,butinthiscasetheprincipleisthemainpoint,andthatahundredandfiftyroublesaremissingisonlyasideissue。ThepointtobeemphasizedisthatBurdovskywillnotacceptyourhighness’scharity;heflingsitbackinyourface,anditscarcelymattersifthereareahundredroublesortwohundredandfifty。Burdovskyhasrefusedtenthousandroubles;youheardhim。Hewouldnothavereturnedevenahundredroublesifhewasdishonest!ThehundredandfiftyroubleswerepaidtoTchebaroffforhistravellingexpenses。Youmayjeeratourstupidityandatourinexperienceinbusinessmatters;youhavedoneallyoucouldalreadytomakeuslookridiculous;butdonotdaretocallusdishonest。Thefourofuswillclubtogethereverydaytorepaythehundredandfiftyroublestotheprince,ifwehavetopayitininstalmentsofaroubleatatime,butwewillrepayit,withinterest。Burdovskyispoor,hehasnomillions。AfterhisjourneytoseetheprinceTchebaroffsentinhisbill。Wecountedonwinning……Whowouldnothavedonethesameinsuchacase?\"
\"Whoindeed?\"exclaimedPrinceS。
\"Ishallcertainlygomad,ifIstayhere!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。
\"Itremindsme,\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,laughing,\"ofthefamouspleaofacertainlawyerwholatelydefendedamanformurderingsixpeopleinordertorobthem。Heexcusedhisclientonthescoreofpoverty。’Itisquitenatural,’hesaidinconclusion,’consideringthestateofmiseryhewasin,thatheshouldhavethoughtofmurderingthesesixpeople;whichofyou,gentlemen,wouldnothavedonethesameinhisplace?’\"
\"Enough,\"criedLizabethaProkofievnaabruptly,tremblingwithanger,\"wehavehadenoughofthisbalderdash!\"
Inastateofterribleexcitementshethrewbackherhead,withflamingeyes,castinglooksofcontemptanddefianceuponthewholecompany,inwhichshecouldnolongerdistinguishfriendfromfoe。Shehadrestrainedherselfsolongthatshefeltforcedtoventherrageonsomebody。ThosewhoknewLizabethaProkofievnasawatoncehowitwaswithher。\"Shefliesintotheseragessometimes,\"saidIvanFedorovitchtoPrinceS。thenextday,\"butsheisnotoftensoviolentasshewasyesterday;
itdoesnothappenmorethanonceinthreeyears。\"
\"Bequiet,IvanFedorovitch!Leavemealone!\"criedMrs。
Epanchin。\"Whydoyouoffermeyourarmnow?Youhadnotsenseenoughtotakemeawaybefore。Youaremyhusband,youareafather,itwasyourdutytodragmeawaybyforce,ifinmyfollyIrefusedtoobeyyouandgoquietly。Youmightatleasthavethoughtofyourdaughters。Wecanfindourwayoutnowwithoutyourhelp。Hereisshameenoughforayear!Waitamoment’tillI
thanktheprince!Thankyou,prince,fortheentertainmentyouhavegivenus!Itwasmostamusingtoheartheseyoungmen……Itisvile,vile!Achaos,ascandal,worsethananightmare!Isitpossiblethattherecanbemanysuchpeopleonearth?Bequiet,Aglaya!Bequiet,Alexandra!Itisnoneofyourbusiness!Don’tfussroundmelikethat,EvgeniePavlovitch;youexasperateme!
So,mydear,\"shecried,addressingtheprince,\"yougosofarastobegtheirpardon!Hesays,’Forgivemeforofferingyouafortune。’Andyou,youmountebank,whatareyoulaughingat?\"shecried,turningsuddenlyonLebedeff’snephew。\"’Werefusetenthousandroubles;wedonotbeseech,wedemand!’Asifhedidnotknowthatthisidiotwillcallonthemtomorrowtorenewhisoffersofmoneyandfriendship。Youwill,won’tyou?Youwill?
Come,willyou,orwon’tyou?\"
\"Ishall,\"saidtheprince,withgentlehumility。
\"Youhearhim!Youcountuponit,too,\"shecontinued,turninguponDoktorenko。\"Youareassureofhimnowasifyouhadthemoneyinyourpocket。Andthereyouareplayingtheswaggerertothrowdustinoureyes!No,mydearsir,youmaytakeotherpeoplein!Icanseethroughallyourairsandgraces,Iseeyourgame!\"
\"LizabethaProkofievna!\"exclaimedtheprince。
\"Come,LizabethaProkofievna,itisquitetimeforustobegoing,wewilltaketheprincewithus,\"saidPrinceS。withasmile,inthecoolestpossibleway。
Thegirlsstoodapart,almostfrightened;theirfatherwaspositivelyhorrified。Mrs。Epanchin’slanguageastonishedeverybody。Somewhostoodalittlewayoffsmiledfurtively,andtalkedinwhispers。Lebedeffworeanexpressionofutmostecstasy。
\"Chaosandscandalaretobefoundeverywhere,madame,\"remarkedDoktorenko,whowasconsiderablyputoutofcountenance。
\"Notlikethis!Nothinglikethespectacleyouhavejustgivenus,sir,\"answeredLizabethaProkofievna,withasortofhystericalrage。\"Leavemealone,willyou?\"shecriedviolentlytothosearoundher,whoweretryingtokeepherquiet。\"No,EvgeniePavlovitch,if,asyousaidyourselfjustnow,alawyersaidinopencourtthathefounditquitenaturalthatamanshouldmurdersixpeoplebecausehewasinmisery,theworldmustbecomingtoanend。Ihadnotheardofitbefore。NowI
understandeverything。Andthisstutterer,won’theturnoutamurderer?\"shecried,pointingtoBurdovsky,whowasstaringatherwithstupefaction。\"Ibethewill!Hewillhavenoneofyourmoney,possibly,hewillrefuseitbecausehisconsciencewillnotallowhimtoacceptit,buthewillgomurderingyoubynightandwalkingoffwithyourcashbox,withaclearconscience!Hedoesnotcallitadishonestactionbut’theimpulseofanobledespair’;’anegation’;orthedevilknowswhat!Bah!everythingisupsidedown,everyonewalksheaddownwards。Ayounggirl,broughtupathome,suddenlyjumpsintoacabinthemiddleofthestreet,saying:’Good-bye,mother,ImarriedKarlitch,orIvanitch,theotherday!’Andyouthinkitquiteright?Youcallsuchconductestimableandnatural?The’womanquestion’?Lookhere,\"shecontinued,pointingtoColia,\"theotherdaythatwhippersnappertoldmethatthiswasthewholemeaningofthe’womanquestion。’Butevensupposingthatyourmotherisafool,youarenonetheless,boundtotreatherwithhumanity。Whydidyoucomeheretonightsoinsolently?’Giveusourrights,butdon’tdaretospeakinourpresence。Showuseverymarkofdeepestrespect,whilewetreatyoulikethescumoftheearth。’
Themiscreantshavewrittenatissueofcalumnyintheirarticle,andthesearethemenwhoseekfortruth,anddobattlefortheright!’Wedonotbeseech,wedemand,youwillgetnothanksfromus,becauseyouwillbeactingtosatisfyyourownconscience!’
Whatmorality!But,good。heavens!ifyoudeclarethattheprince’sgenerositywill,excitenogratitudeinyou,hemightanswerthatheisnot,boundtobegratefultoPavlicheff,whoalsowasonlysatisfyinghisownconscience。Butyoucountedontheprince’s,gratitudetowardsPavlicheff;youneverlenthimanymoney;heowesyounothing;thenwhatwereyoucountinguponifnotonhisgratitude?Andifyouappealtothatsentimentinothers,whyshouldyouexpecttobeexemptedfromit?Theyaremad!Theysaysocietyissavageand。inhumanbecauseitdespisesayounggirlwhohasbeenseduced。Butifyoucallsocietyinhumanyouimplythattheyounggirlismadetosufferbyitscensure。Howthen,canyouholdheruptothescornofsocietyinthenewspaperswithoutrealizingthatyouaremakinghersuffering,stillgreater?Madmen!Vainfools!Theydon’tbelieveinGod,theydon’tbelieveinChrist!Butyouaresoeaten。upbyprideandvanity,thatyouwillendbydevouringeachother——thatismyprophecy!Isnotthisabsurd?Isitnotmonstrouschaos?
Andafterallthis,thatshamelesscreaturewillgoandbegtheirpardon!Aretheremanypeoplelikeyou?Whatareyousmilingat?
BecauseIamnotashamedtodisgracemyselfbeforeyou?——Yes,I
amdisgraced——itcan’tbehelpednow!Butdon’tyoujeeratme,youscum!\"thiswasaimedatHippolyte。\"Heisalmostathislastgasp,yethecorruptsothers。You,havegotholdofthislad\"——shepointedtoColia;\"you,haveturnedhishead,youhavetaughthimtobeanatheist,youdon’tbelieveinGod,andyouarenottoooldtobewhipped,sir!Aplagueuponyou!Andso,PrinceLefNicolaievitch,youwillcallonthemtomorrow,willyou?\"sheaskedtheprincebreathlessly,forthesecondtime。
\"Yes。\"
\"ThenIwillneverspeaktoyouagain。\"Shemadeasuddenmovementtogo,andthenturnedquicklyback。\"Andyouwillcallonthatatheist?\"shecontinued,pointingtoHippolyte。\"Howdareyougrinatmelikethat?\"sheshoutedfuriously,rushingattheinvalid,whosemockingsmiledrovehertodistraction。
Exclamationsaroseonallsides。
\"LizabethaProkofievna!LizabethaProkofievna!LizabethaProkofievna!\"
\"Mother,thisisdisgraceful!\"criedAglaya。
Mrs。EpanchinhadapproachedHippolyteandseizedhimfirmlybythearm,whilehereyes,blazingwithfury,werefixeduponhisface。
\"Donotdistressyourself,AglayaIvanovitch,\"heansweredcalmly;\"yourmotherknowsthatonecannotstrikeadyingman。I
amreadytoexplainwhyIwaslaughing。Ishallbedelightedifyouwillletme——\"
Aviolentfitofcoughing,whichlastedafullminute,preventedhimfromfinishinghissentence。
\"Heisdying,yethewillnotstopholdingforth!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。Sheloosedherholdonhisarm,almostterrified,asshesawhimwipingthebloodfromhislips。\"Whydoyoutalk?Yououghttogohometobed。\"
\"SoIwill,\"hewhisperedhoarsely。\"AssoonasIgethomeIwillgotobedatonce;andIknowIshallbedeadinafortnight;
Botkinetoldmesohimselflastweek。ThatiswhyIshouldliketosayafewfarewellwords,ifyouwillletme。\"
\"Butyoumustbemad!Itisridiculous!Youshouldtakecareofyourself;whatistheuseofholdingaconversationnow?Gohometobed,do!\"criedMrs。Epanchininhorror。
\"WhenIdogotobedIshallnevergetupagain,\"saidHippolyte,withasmile。\"ImeanttotaketomybedyesterdayandstaytheretillIdied,butasmylegscanstillcarryme,Iputitofffortwodays,soastocomeherewiththemto-day——butIamverytired。\"
\"Oh,sitdown,sitdown,whyareyoustanding?\"
LizabethaProkofievnaplacedachairforhimwithherownhands。
\"Thankyou,\"hesaidgently。\"Sitoppositetome,andletustalk。Wemusthaveatalknow,LizabethaProkofievna;Iamveryanxiousforit。\"Hesmiledatheroncemore。\"Rememberthattoday,forthelasttime,Iamoutintheair,andinthecompanyofmyfellow-men,andthatinafortnightIshallIcertainlybenolongerinthisworld。So,inaway,thisismyfarewelltonatureandtomen。Iamnotverysentimental,butdoyouknow,I
amquitegladthatallthishashappenedatPavlofsk,whereatleastonecanseeagreentree。\"
\"Butwhytalknow?\"repliedLizabethaProkofievna,moreandmorealarmed;\"arequitefeverish。Justnowyouwouldnotstopshouting,andnowyoucanhardlybreathe。Youaregasping。\"
\"Ishallhavetimetorest。Whywillyounotgrantmylastwish?
Doyouknow,LizabethaProkofievna,thatIhavedreamedofmeetingyouforalongwhile?IhadoftenheardofyoufromColia;heisalmosttheonlypersonwhostillcomestoseeme。
Youareanoriginalandeccentricwoman;Ihaveseenthatformyself——Doyouknow,Ihaveevenbeenratherfondofyou?\"
\"Goodheavens!AndIverynearlystruckhim!\"
\"YouwerepreventedbyAglayaIvanovna。IthinkIamnotmistaken?Thatisyourdaughter,AglayaIvanovna?SheissobeautifulthatIrecognizedherdirectly,althoughIhadneverseenherbefore。Letme,atleast,lookonbeautyforthelasttimeinmylife,\"hesaidwithawrysmile。\"Youareherewiththeprince,andyourhusband,andalargecompany。Whyshouldyourefusetogratifymylastwish?\"
\"Givemeachair!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna,butsheseizedoneforherselfandsatdownoppositetoHippolyte。\"Colia,youmustgohomewithhim,\"shecommandedandtomorrowIwillcomemyself。\"
\"Willyouletmeasktheprinceforacupoftea?……Iamexhausted。Doyouknowwhatyoumightdo,LizabethaProkofievna?
Ithinkyouwantedtotaketheprincehomewithyoufortea。Stayhere,andletusspendtheeveningtogether。Iamsuretheprincewillgiveusallsometea。Forgivemeforbeingsofreeandeasy——
butIknowyouarekind,andtheprinceiskind,too。Infact,weareallgood-naturedpeople——itisreallyquitecomical。\"
Theprincebestirredhimselftogiveorders。Lebedeffhurriedout,followedbyVera。
\"Itisquitetrue,\"saidMrs。Epanchindecisively。\"Talk,butnottooloud,anddon’texciteyourself。Youhavemademesorryforyou。Prince,youdon’tdeservethatIshouldstayandhaveteawithyou,yetIwill,allthesame,butIwon’tapologize。I
apologizetonobody!Nobody!Itisabsurd!However,forgiveme,prince,ifIblewyouup——thatis,ifyoulike,ofcourse。Butpleasedon’tletmekeepanyone,\"sheaddedsuddenlytoherhusbandanddaughters,inatoneofresentment,asthoughtheyhadgrievouslyoffendedher。\"Icancomehomealonequitewell。\"
Buttheydidnotletherfinish,andgatheredroundhereagerly。
Theprinceimmediatelyinvitedeveryonetostayfortea,andapologizedfornothavingthoughtofitbefore。Thegeneralmurmuredafewpolitewords,andaskedLizabethaProkofievnaifshedidnotfeelcoldontheterrace。HeverynearlyaskedHippolytehowlonghehadbeenattheUniversity,butstoppedhimselfintime。EvgeniePavlovitchandPrinceS。suddenlygrewextremelygayandamiable。AdelaidaandAlexandrahadnotrecoveredfromtheirsurprise,butitwasnowmingledwithsatisfaction;inshort,everyoneseemedverymuchrelievedthatLizabethaProkofievnahadgotoverherparoxysm。Aglayaalonestillfrowned,andsatapartinsilence。Alltheotherguestsstayedonaswell;noonewantedtogo,notevenGeneralIvolgin,butLebedeffsaidsomethingtohiminpassingwhichdidnotseemtopleasehim,forheimmediatelywentandsulkedinacorner。
TheprincetookcaretoofferteatoBurdovskyandhisfriendsaswellastherest。Theinvitationmadethemratheruncomfortable。
TheymutteredthattheywouldwaitforHippolyte,andwentandsatbythemselvesinadistantcorneroftheverandah。Teawasservedatonce;Lebedeffhadnodoubtordereditforhimselfandhisfamilybeforetheothersarrived。Itwasstrikingeleven。
X。
AFTERmoisteninghislipswiththeteawhichVeraLebedeffbroughthim,Hippolytesetthecupdownonthetable,andglancedround。Heseemedconfusedandalmostataloss。
\"Justlook,LizabethaProkofievna,\"hebegan,withakindoffeverishhaste;\"thesechinacupsaresupposedtobeextremelyvaluable。Lebedeffalwayskeepsthemlockedupinhischina-
cupboard;theywerepartofhiswife’sdowry。Yethehasbroughtthemouttonight——inyourhonour,ofcourse!Heissopleased——\"
Hewasabouttoaddsomethingelse,butcouldnotfindthewords。
\"There,heisfeelingembarrassed;Iexpectedasmuch,\"whisperedEvgeniePavlovitchsuddenlyintheprince’sear。\"Itisabadsign;whatdoyouthink?Now,outofspite,hewillcomeoutwithsomethingsooutrageousthatevenLizabethaProkofievnawillnotbeabletostandit。\"
Muishkinlookedathiminquiringly。
\"Youdonotcareifhedoes?\"addedEvgeniePavlovitch。\"NeitherdoI;infact,Ishouldbeglad,merelyasaproperpunishmentforourdearLizabethaProkofievna。Iamveryanxiousthatsheshouldgetit,withoutdelay,andIshallstaytillshedoes。Youseemfeverish。\"
\"Nevermind;by-and-by;yes,Iamnotfeelingwell,\"saidtheprinceimpatiently,hardlylistening。HehadjustheardHippolytementionhisownname。
\"Youdon’tbelieveit?\"saidtheinvalid,withanervouslaugh。
\"Idon’twonder,buttheprincewillhavenodifficultyinbelievingit;hewillnotbeatallsurprised。\"
\"Doyouhear,prince——doyouhearthat?\"saidLizabethaProkofievna,turningtowardshim。
Therewaslaughterinthegrouparoundher,andLebedeffstoodbeforehergesticulatingwildly。
\"Hedeclaresthatyourhumbugofalandlordrevisedthisgentleman’sarticle——thearticlethatwasreadaloudjustnow——inwhichyougotsuchacharmingdressing-down。\"
TheprinceregardedLebedeffwithastonishment。
\"Whydon’tyousaysomething?\"criedLizabethaProkofievna,stampingherfoot。
\"Well,\"murmuredtheprince,withhiseyesstillfixedonLebedeff,\"Icanseenowthathedid。\"
\"Isittrue?\"sheaskedeagerly。
\"Absolutely,yourexcellency,\"saidLebedeff,withouttheleasthesitation。
Mrs。Epanchinalmostsprangupinamazementathisanswer,andattheassuranceofhistone。
\"Heactuallyseemstoboastofit!\"shecried。
\"Iambase——base!\"mutteredLebedeff,beatinghisbreast,andhanginghishead。
\"WhatdoIcareifyouarebaseornot?Hethinkshehasonlytosay,’Iambase,’andthereisanendofit。Astoyou,prince,areyounotashamed?——Irepeat,areyounotashamed,tomixwithsuchriff-raff?Iwillneverforgiveyou!\"
\"Theprincewillforgiveme!\"saidLebedeffwithemotionalconviction。
Kellersuddenlylefthisseat,andapproachedLizabetha。
Prokofievna。
\"Itwasonlyoutofgenerosity,madame,\"hesaidinaresonantvoice,\"andbecauseIwouldnotbetrayafriendinanawkwardposition,thatIdidnotmentionthisrevisionbefore;thoughyouheardhimyourselfthreateningtokickusdownthesteps。Toclearthematterup,IdeclarenowthatIdidhaverecoursetohisassistance,andthatIpaidhimsixroublesforit。ButIdidnotaskhimtocorrectmystyle;Isimplywenttohimforinformationconcerningthefacts,ofwhichIwasignoranttoagreatextent,andwhichhewascompetenttogive。Thestoryofthegaiters,theappetiteintheSwissprofessor’shouse,thesubstitutionoffiftyroublesfortwohundredandfifty——allsuchdetails,infact,weregotfromhim。Ipaidhimsixroublesforthem;buthedidnotcorrectthestyle。\"
\"ImuststatethatIonlyrevisedthefirstpartofthearticle,\"
interposedLebedeffwithfeverishimpatience,whilelaughterrosefromallaroundhim;\"butwefelloutinthemiddleoveroneidea,soInevercorrectedthesecondpart。ThereforeIcannotbeheldresponsibleforthenumerousgrammaticalblundersinit。\"
\"Thatisallhethinksof!\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。
\"MayIaskwhenthisarticlewasrevised?\"saidEvgeniePavlovitchtoKeller。
\"Yesterdaymorning,\"hereplied,\"wehadaninterviewwhichweallgaveourwordofhonourtokeepsecret。\"
\"Theverytimewhenhewascringingbeforeyouandmakingprotestationsofdevotion!Oh,themeanwretches!IwillhavenothingtodowithyourPushkin,andyourdaughtershallnotsetfootinmyhouse!\"
LizabethaProkofievnawasabouttorise,whenshesawHippolytelaughing,andturneduponhimwithirritation。
\"Well,sir,Isupposeyouwantedtomakemelookridiculous?\"
\"Heavenforbid!\"heanswered,withaforcedsmile。\"ButIammorethaneverstruckbyyoureccentricity,LizabethaProkofievna。I
admitthatItoldyouofLebedeff’sduplicity,onpurpose。Iknewtheeffectitwouldhaveonyou,——onyoualone,fortheprincewillforgivehim。Hehasprobablyforgivenhimalready,andisrackinghisbrainstofindsomeexcuseforhim——isnotthatthetruth,prince?\"
Hegaspedashespoke,andhisstrangeagitationseemedtoincrease。
\"Well?\"saidMrs。Epanchinangrily,surprisedathistone;\"well,whatmore?\"
\"Ihaveheardmanythingsofthekindaboutyou……theydelightedme……Ihavelearnedtoholdyouinthehighestesteem,\"continuedHippolyte。
Hiswordsseemedtingedwithakindofsarcasticmockery,yethewasextremelyagitated,castingsuspiciousglancesaroundhim,growingconfused,andconstantlylosingthethreadofhisideas。
Allthis,togetherwithhisconsumptiveappearance,andthefrenziedexpressionofhisblazingeyes,naturallyattractedtheattentionofeveryonepresent。
\"ImighthavebeensurprisedthoughIadmitIknownothingoftheworld,notonlythatyoushouldhavestayedonjustnowinthecompanyofsuchpeopleasmyselfandmyfriends,whoarenotofyourclass,butthatyoushouldletthese……youngladieslistentosuchascandalousaffair,thoughnodoubtnovel-readinghastaughtthemallthereistoknow。Imaybemistaken;IhardlyknowwhatIamsaying;butsurelynoonebutyouwouldhavestayedtopleaseawhippersnapperyes,awhippersnapper;Iadmitittospendtheeveningandtakepartineverything——onlytobeashamedofittomorrow。IknowIexpressmyselfbadly。I
admireandappreciateitallextremely,thoughtheexpressiononthefaceofhisexcellency,yourhusband,showsthathethinksitveryimproper。He-he!\"Heburstoutlaughing,andwasseizedwithafitofcoughingwhichlastedfortwominutesandpreventedhimfromspeaking。
\"Hehaslosthisbreathnow!\"saidLizabethaProkofievnacoldly,lookingathimwithmorecuriositythanpity:\"Come,mydearboy,thatisquiteenough——letusmakeanendofthis。\"
IvanFedorovitch,nowquiteoutofpatience,interruptedsuddenly。\"Letmeremarkinmyturn,sir,\"hesaidintonesofdeepannoyance,\"thatmywifeishereastheguestofPrinceLefNicolaievitch,ourfriendandneighbour,andthatinanycase,youngman,itisnotforyoutopassjudgmentontheconductofLizabethaProkofievna,ortomakeremarksaloudinmypresenceconcerningwhatfeelingsyouthinkmaybereadinmyface。Yes,mywifestayedhere,\"continuedthegeneral,withincreasingirritation,\"moreoutofamazementthananythingelse。Everyonecanunderstandthatacollectionofsuchstrangeyoungmenwouldattracttheattentionofapersoninterestedincontemporarylife。Istayedmyself,justasIsometimesstoptolookoninthestreetwhenIseesomethingthatmayberegardedas-as-as-\"
\"Asacuriosity,\"suggestedEvgeniePavlovitch,seeinghisexcellencyinvolvedinacomparisonwhichhecouldnotcomplete。
\"ThatisexactlythewordIwanted,\"saidthegeneralwithsatisfaction——\"acuriosity。However,themostastonishingand,ifImaysoexpressmyself,themostpainful,thinginthismatter,isthatyoucannotevenunderstand,youngman,thatLizabethaProkofievna,onlystayedwithyoubecauseyouareill,——ifyoureallyaredying——movedbythepityawakenedbyyourplaintiveappeal,andthathername,character,andsocialpositionplaceheraboveallriskofcontamination。LizabethaProkofievna!\"hecontinued,nowcrimsonwithrage,\"ifyouarecoming,wewillsaygoodnighttotheprince,and——\"
\"Thankyouforthelesson,general,\"saidHippolyte,withunexpectedgravity,regardinghimthoughtfully。
\"Twominutesmore,ifyouplease,dearIvanFedorovitch,\"saidLizabethaProkofievnatoherhusband;\"itseemstomethatheisinafeveranddelirious;youcanseebyhiseyeswhatastateheisin;itisimpossibletolethimgobacktoPetersburgtonight。Canyouputhimup,LefNicolaievitch?Ihopeyouarenotbored,dearprince,\"sheaddedsuddenlytoPrinceS。\"Alexandra,mydear,comehere!Yourhairiscomingdown。\"
Shearrangedherdaughter’shair,whichwasnotintheleastdisordered,andgaveherakiss。Thiswasallthatshehadcalledherfor。
\"Ithoughtyouwerecapableofdevelopment,\"saidHippolyte,comingoutofhisfitofabstraction。\"Yes,thatiswhatImeanttosay,\"headded,withthesatisfactionofonewhosuddenlyrememberssomethinghehadforgotten。\"HereisBurdovsky,sincerelyanxioustoprotecthismother;isnotthatso?Andhehimselfisthecauseofherdisgrace。TheprinceisanxioustohelpBurdovskyandoffershimfriendshipandalargesumofmoney,inthesincerityofhisheart。Andheretheystandliketwoswornenemies——ha,ha,ha!YouallhateBurdovskybecausehisbehaviourwithregardtohismotherisshockingandrepugnanttoyou;doyounot?Isnotthattrue?Isitnottrue?Youallhaveapassionforbeautyanddistinctioninoutwardforms;thatisallyoucarefor,isn’tit?Ihavesuspectedforalongtimethatyoucaredfornothingelse!Well,letmetellyouthatperhapsthereisnotoneofyouwholovedyourmotherasBurdovskylovedhis。
Astoyou,prince,IknowthatyouhavesentmoneysecretlytoBurdovsky’smotherthroughGania。Well,Ibetnow,\"hecontinuedwithanhystericallaugh,\"thatBurdovskywillaccuseyouofindelicacy,andreproachyouwithawantofrespectforhismother!Yes,thatisquitecertain!Ha,ha,ha!\"
Hecaughthisbreath,andbegantocoughoncemore。
\"Come,thatisenough!Thatisallnow;youhavenomoretosay?
Nowgotobed;youareburningwithfever,\"saidLizabethaProkofievnaimpatiently。Heranxiouseyeshadneverlefttheinvalid。\"Goodheavens,heisgoingtobeginagain!\"
\"Youarelaughing,Ithink?Whydoyoukeeplaughingatme?\"saidHippolyteirritablytoEvgeniePavlovitch,whocertainlywaslaughing。
\"Ionlywanttoknow,Mr。Hippolyte——excuseme,Iforgetyoursurname。\"
\"Mr。Terentieff,\"saidtheprince。
\"Ohyes,Mr。Terentieff。Thankyouprince。Ihearditjustnow,buthadforgottenit。Iwanttoknow,Mr。Terentieff,ifwhatI
haveheardaboutyouistrue。Itseemsyouareconvincedthatifyoucouldspeaktothepeoplefromawindowforaquarterofanhour,youcouldmakethemalladoptyourviewsandfollowyou?\"
\"Imayhavesaidso,\"answeredHippolyte,asiftryingtoremember。\"Yes,Icertainlysaidso,\"hecontinuedwithsuddenanimation,fixinganunflinchingglanceonhisquestioner。\"Whatofit?\"
\"Nothing。Iwasonlyseekingfurtherinformation,toputthefinishingtouch。\"
EvgeniePavlovitchwassilent,butHippolytekepthiseyesfixeduponhim,waitingimpatientlyformore。
\"Well,haveyoufinished?\"saidLizabethaProkofievnatoEvgenie。
\"Makehaste,sir;itistimehewenttobed。Haveyoumoretosay?\"Shewasveryangry。
\"Yes,Ihavealittlemore,\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,withasmile。\"Itseemstomethatallyouandyourfriendshavesaid,Mr。Terentieff,andallyouhavejustputforwardwithsuchundeniabletalent,maybesummedupinthetriumphofrightaboveall,independentofeverythingelse,totheexclusionofeverythingelse;perhapsevenbeforehavingdiscoveredwhatconstitutestheright。Imaybemistaken?\"
\"Youarecertainlymistaken;Idonotevenunderstandyou。Whatelse?\"
MurmursaroseintheneighbourhoodofBurdovskyandhiscompanions;Lebedeff’snephewprotestedunderhisbreath。
\"Ihavenearlyfinished,\"repliedEvgeniePavlovitch。
\"Iwillonlyremarkthatfromthesepremissesonecouldconcludethatmightisright——Imeantherightoftheclenchedfist,andofpersonalinclination。Indeed,theworldhasoftencometothatconclusion。Prudhonupheldthatmightisright。IntheAmericanWarsomeofthemostadvancedLiberalstooksideswiththeplantersonthescorethattheblackswereaninferiorracetothewhites,andthatmightwastherightofthewhiterace。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Youmean,nodoubt,thatyoudonotdenythatmightisright?\"
\"Whatthen?\"
\"Youareatleastlogical。Iwouldonlypointoutthatfromtherightofmight,totherightoftigersandcrocodiles,orevenDaniloffandGorsky,isbutastep。\"
\"Iknownothingaboutthat;whatelse?\"
Hippolytewasscarcelylistening。Hekeptsayingwell?\"and\"whatelse?\"mechanically,withouttheleastcuriosity,andbymereforceofhabit。
\"Why,nothingelse;thatisall。\"
\"However,Ibearyounogrudge,\"saidHippolytesuddenly,and,hardlyconsciousofwhathewasdoing,heheldouthishandwithasmile。ThegesturetookEvgeniePavlovitchbysurprise,butwiththeutmostgravityhetouchedthehandthatwasofferedhimintokenofforgiveness。
\"Icanbutthankyou,\"hesaid,inatonetoorespectfultobesincere,\"foryourkindnessinlettingmespeak,forIhaveoftennoticedthatourLiberalsneverallowotherpeopletohaveanopinionoftheirown,andimmediatelyanswertheiropponentswithabuse,iftheydonothaverecoursetoargumentsofastillmoreunpleasantnature。\"
\"Whatyousayisquitetrue,\"observedGeneralEpanchin;then,claspinghishandsbehindhisback,hereturnedtohisplaceontheterracesteps,whereheyawnedwithanairofboredom。
\"Come,sir,thatwilldo;youwearyme,\"saidLizabethaProkofievnasuddenlytoEvgeniePavlovitch。
Hippolyteroseallatonce,lookingtroubledandalmostfrightened。
\"Itistimeformetogo,\"hesaid,glancingroundinperplexity。
\"Ihavedetainedyou……Iwantedtotellyoueverything……I
thoughtyouall……forthelasttime……itwasawhim……\"
Heevidentlyhadsuddenfitsofreturninganimation,whenheawokefromhissemi-delirium;then,recoveringfullself-
possessionforafewmoments,hewouldspeak,indisconnectedphraseswhichhadperhapshauntedhimforalongwhileonhisbedofsuffering,duringweary,sleeplessnights。
\"Well,good-bye,\"hesaidabruptly。\"Youthinkitiseasyformetosaygood-byetoyou?Ha,ha!\"
Feelingthathisquestionwassomewhatgauche,hesmiledangrily。
Thenasifvexedthathecouldnoteverexpresswhathereallymeant,hesaidirritably,inaloudvoice:
\"Excellency,Ihavethehonourofinvitingyoutomyfuneral;
thatis,ifyouwilldeigntohonouritwithyourpresence。I
inviteyouall,gentlemen,aswellasthegeneral。\"
Heburstoutlaughingagain,butitwasthelaughterofamadman。
LizabethaProkofievnaapproachedhimanxiouslyandseizedhisarm。Hestaredatherforamoment,stilllaughing,butsoonhisfacegrewserious。
\"DoyouknowthatIcameheretoseethosetrees?\"pointingtothetreesinthepark。\"Itisnotridiculous,isit?Saythatitisnotridiculous!\"hedemandedurgentlyofLizabethaProkofievna。Thenheseemedtobeplungedinthought。Amomentlaterheraisedhishead,andhiseyessoughtforsomeone。HewaslookingforEvgeniePavlovitch,whowasclosebyonhisrightasbefore,buthehadforgottenthis,andhiseyesrangedovertheassembledcompany。\"Ah!youhavenotgone!\"hesaid,whenhecaughtsightofhimatlast。\"Youkeptonlaughingjustnow,becauseIthoughtofspeakingtothepeoplefromthewindowforaquarterofanhour。ButIamnoteighteen,youknow;lyingonthatbed,andlookingoutofthatwindow,Ihavethoughtofallsortsofthingsforsuchalongtimethat……adeadmanhasnoage,youknow。Iwassayingthattomyselfonlylastweek,whenI
wasawakeinthenight。Doyouknowwhatyoufearmost?Youfearoursinceritymorethananything,althoughyoudespiseus!Theideacrossedmymindthatnight……YouthoughtIwasmakingfunofyoujustnow,LizabethaProkofievna?No,theideaofmockerywasfarfromme;Ionlymeanttopraiseyou。Coliatoldmetheprincecalledyouachild——verywell——butletmesee,I
hadsomethingelsetosay……\"Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsandtriedtocollecthisthoughts。
\"Ah,yes——youweregoingawayjustnow,andIthoughttomyself:
’Ishallneverseethesepeopleagain-neveragain!ThisisthelasttimeIshallseethetrees,too。IshallseenothingafterthisbuttheredbrickwallofMeyer’shouseoppositemywindow。
Tellthemaboutit——trytotellthem,’Ithought。’Hereisabeautifulyounggirl——youareadeadman;makethemunderstandthat。Tellthemthatadeadmanmaysayanything——andMrs。Grundywillnotbeangry——ha-ha!Youarenotlaughing?\"Helookedanxiouslyaround。\"ButyouknowIgetsomanyqueerideas,lyingthereinbed。Ihavegrownconvincedthatnatureisfullofmockery——youcalledmeanatheistjustnow,butyouknowthisnature……whyareyoulaughingagain?Youareverycruel!\"headdedsuddenly,regardingthemallwithmournfulreproach。\"I
havenotcorruptedColia,\"heconcludedinadifferentandveryserioustone,asifrememberingsomethingagain。
\"Nobodyhereislaughingatyou。Calmyourself\"saidLizabethaProkofievna,muchmoved。\"Youshallseeanewdoctortomorrow;
theotherwasmistaken;butsitdown,donotstandlikethat!Youaredelirious——Oh,whatshallwedowithhimshecriedinanguish,asshemadehimsitdownagaininthearm-chair。
Atearglistenedonhercheek。AtthesightofitHippolyteseemedamazed。Heliftedhishandtimidlyand,touchedthetearwithhisfinger,smilinglikeachild。
\"I……you,\"hebeganjoyfully。\"YoucannottellhowI……healwaysspokesoenthusiasticallyofyou,Coliahere;Ilikedhisenthusiasm。Iwasnotcorruptinghim!ButImustleavehim,too——
Iwantedtoleavethemall——therewasnotoneofthem——notone!I
wantedtobeamanofaction——Ihadarighttobe。Oh!whatalotofthingsIwanted!NowIwantnothing;Irenounceallmywants;IsworetomyselfthatIwouldwantnothing;letthemseekthetruthwithoutme!Yes,natureisfullofmockery!Why\"——hecontinuedwithsuddenwarmth——\"doesshecreatethechoicestbeingsonlytomockatthem?Theonlyhumanbeingwhoisrecognizedasperfect,whennatureshowedhimtomankind,wasgiventhemissiontosaythingswhichhavecausedthesheddingofsomuchbloodthatitwouldhavedrownedmankindifithadallbeenshedatonce!Oh!itisbetterformetodie!Ishouldtellsomedreadfullietoo;naturewouldsocontriveit!Ihavecorruptednobody。Iwantedtoliveforthehappinessofallmen,tofindandspreadthetruth。IusedtolookoutofmywindowatthewallofMeyer’shouse,andsaytomyselfthatifIcouldspeakforaquarterofanhourIwouldconvincethewholeworld,andnowforonceinmylifeIhavecomeintocontactwith……
you——ifnotwiththeothers!Andwhatistheresult?Nothing!Thesoleresultisthatyoudespiseme!ThereforeImustbeafool,I
amuseless,itistimeIdisappeared!AndIshallleavenotevenamemory!Notasound,notatrace,notasingledeed!Ihavenotspreadasingletruth!……Donotlaughatthefool!Forgethim!Forgethimforever!Ibeseechyou,donotbesocruelastoremember!DoyouknowthatifIwerenotconsumptive,Iwouldkillmyself?\"
Thoughheseemedtowishtosaymuchmore,hebecamesilent。Hefellbackintohischair,and,coveringhisfacewithhishands,begantosoblikealittlechild。
\"Oh!whatoneartharewetodowithhim?\"criedLizabethaProkofievna。Shehastenedtohimandpressedhisheadagainstherbosom,whilehesobbedconvulsively。
\"Come,come,come!There,youmustnotcry,thatwilldo。Youareagoodchild!Godwillforgiveyou,becauseyouknewnobetter。
Comenow,beaman!Youknowpresentlyyouwillbeashamed。\"
Hippolyteraisedhisheadwithaneffort,saying:
\"Ihavelittlebrothersandsisters,overthere,pooravidinnocent。Shewillcorruptthem!Youareasaint!Youareachildyourself——savethem!Snatchthemfromthat……sheis……itisshameful!Oh!helpthem!Godwillrepayyouahundredfold。FortheloveofGod,fortheloveofChrist!\"
\"Speak,IvanFedorovitch!Whatarewetodo?\"criedLizabethaProkofievna,irritably。\"Pleasebreakyourmajesticsilence!I
tellyou,ifyoucannotcometosomedecision,Iwillstayhereallnightmyself。Youhavetyrannizedovermeenough,youautocrat!\"
Shespokeangrily,andingreatexcitement,andexpectedanimmediatereply。Butinsuchacase,nomatterhowmanyarepresent,allprefertokeepsilence:noonewilltaketheinitiative,butallreservetheircommentstillafterwards。Thereweresomepresent——VarvaraArdalionovna,forinstance——whowouldhavewillinglysattheretillmorningwithoutsayingaword。
Varvarahadsatapartalltheeveningwithoutopeningherlips,butshelistenedtoeverythingwiththeclosestattention;
perhapsshehadherreasonsforsodoing。
\"Mydear,\"saidthegeneral,\"itseemstomethatasick-nursewouldbeofmoreuseherethananexcitablepersonlikeyou。
Perhapsitwouldbeaswelltogetsomesober,reliablemanforthenight。Inanycasewemustconsulttheprince,andleavethepatienttorestatonce。Tomorrowwecanseewhatcanbedoneforhim。\"
\"Itisnearlymidnight;wearegoing。Willhecomewithus,orishetostayhere?\"Doktorenkoaskedcrosslyoftheprince。
\"Youcanstaywithhimifyoulike,\"saidMuishkin。
\"Thereisplentyofroomhere。\"
Suddenly,totheastonishmentofall,Kellerwentquicklyuptothegeneral。
\"Excellency,\"hesaid,impulsively,\"ifyouwantareliablemanforthenight,Iamreadytosacrificemyselfformyfriend——suchasoulashehas!Ihavelongthoughthimagreatman,excellency!Myarticleshowedmylackofeducation,butwhenhecriticizeshescatterspearls!\"
IvanFedorovitchturnedfromtheboxerwithagestureofdespair。
\"Ishallbedelightedifhewillstay;itwouldcertainlybedifficultforhimtogetbacktoPetersburg,\"saidtheprince,inanswertotheeagerquestionsofLizabethaProkofievna。
\"Butyouarehalfasleep,areyounot?Ifyoudon’twanthim,I
willtakehimbacktomyhouse!Why,goodgracious!Hecanhardlystanduphimself!Whatisit?Areyouill?\"
Notfindingtheprinceonhisdeath-bed,LizabethaProkofievnahadbeenmisledbyhisappearancetothinkhimmuchbetterthanhewas。Buthisrecentillness,thepainfulmemoriesattachedtoit,thefatigueofthisevening,theincidentwith\"Pavlicheff’sson,\"andnowthisscenewithHippolyte,hadallsoworkedonhisoversensitivenaturethathewasnowalmostinafever。Moreover,anewtrouble,almostafear,showeditselfinhiseyes;hewatchedHippolyteanxiouslyasifexpectingsomethingfurther。
SuddenlyHippolytearose。Hisface,shockinglypale,wasthatofamanoverwhelmedwithshameanddespair。Thiswasshownchieflyinthelookoffearandhatredwhichhecastupontheassembledcompany,andinthewildsmileuponhistremblinglips。Thenhecastdownhiseyes,andwiththesamesmile,staggeredtowardsBurdovskyandDoktorenko,whostoodattheentrancetotheverandah。Hehaddecidedtogowiththem。
\"There!thatiswhatIfeared!\"criedtheprince。\"Itwasinevitable!\"
Hippolyteturneduponhim,apreytomaniacalrage,whichsetallthemusclesofhisfacequivering。
\"Ah!thatiswhatyoufeared!Itwasinevitable,yousay!Well,letmetellyouthatifIhateanyonehere——Ihateyouall,\"hecried,inahoarse,strainedvoice-\"butyou,you,withyourjesuiticalsoul,yoursoulofsicklysweetness,idiot,beneficentmillionaire——Ihateyouworsethananythingoranyoneonearth!I
sawthroughyouandhatedyoulongago;fromthedayIfirstheardofyou。Ihatedyouwithmywholeheart。Youhavecontrivedallthis!Youhavedrivenmeintothisstate!Youhavemadeadyingmandisgracehimself。You,you,youarethecauseofmyabjectcowardice!IwouldkillyouifIremainedalive!Idonotwantyourbenefits;Iwillacceptnonefromanyone;doyouhear?
Notfromanyone!Iwantnothing!Iwasdelirious,donotdaretotriumph!Icurseeveryoneofyou,onceforall!\"
Breathfailedhimhere,andhewasobligedtostop。
\"Heisashamedofhistears!\"whisperedLebedefftoLizabethaProkofievna。\"Itwasinevitable。Ah!whatawonderfulmantheprinceis!Hereadhisverysoul。\"
ButMrs。EpanchinwouldnotdeigntolookatLebedeff。Drawnuphaughtily,withherheadheldhigh,shegazedatthe\"riff-raff,\"
withscornfulcuriosity。WhenHippolytehadfinished,IvanFedorovitchshruggedhisshoulders,andhiswifelookedhimangrilyupanddown,asiftodemandthemeaningofhismovement。
Thensheturnedtotheprince。
\"Thanks,prince,manythanks,eccentricfriendofthefamily,forthepleasanteveningyouhaveprovidedforus。Iamsureyouarequitepleasedthatyouhavemanagedtomixusupwithyourextraordinaryaffairs。Itisquiteenough,dearfamilyfriend;
thankyouforgivingusanopportunityofgettingtoknowyousowell。\"
Shearrangedhercloakwithhandsthattrembledwithangerasshewaitedforthe\"riff-raff\"togo。ThecabwhichLebedeff’ssonhadgonetofetchaquarterofanhourago,byDoktorenko’sorder,arrivedatthatmoment。Thegeneralthoughtfittoputinawordafterhiswife。
\"Really,prince,Ihardlyexpectedafter——afterallourfriendlyintercourse——andyousee,LizabethaProkofievna——\"
\"Papa,howcanyou?\"criedAdelaida,walkingquicklyuptotheprinceandholdingoutherhand。
Hesmiledabsentlyather;thensuddenlyhefeltaburningsensationinhisearasanangryvoicewhispered:
\"Ifyoudonotturnthosedreadfulpeopleoutofthehousethisveryinstant,Ishallhateyouallmylife——allmylife!\"ItwasAglaya。Sheseemedalmostinafrenzy,butsheturnedawaybeforetheprincecouldlookather。However,therewasnoonelefttoturnoutofthehouse,fortheyhadmanagedmeanwhiletogetHippolyteintothecab,andithaddrivenoff。
\"Well,howmuchlongeristhisgoingtolast,IvanFedorovitch?
Whatdoyouthink?ShallIsoonbedeliveredfromtheseodiousyouths?\"
\"Mydear,Iamquiteready;naturally……theprince。\"
IvanFedorovitchheldouthishandtoMuishkin,butranafterhiswife,whowasleavingwitheverysignofviolentindignation,beforehehadtimetoshakeit。Adelaida,herfiance,andAlexandra,saidgood-byetotheirhostwithsincerefriendliness。
EvgeniePavlovitchdidthesame,andhealoneseemedingoodspirits。
\"WhatIexpectedhashappened!ButIamsorry,youpoorfellow,thatyoushouldhavehadtosufferforit,\"hemurmured,withamostcharmingsmile。
Aglayaleftwithoutsayinggood-bye。Buttheeveningwasnottoendwithoutalastadventure。AnunexpectedmeetingwasyetinstoreforLizabethaProkofievna。
ShehadscarcelydescendedtheterracestepsleadingtothehighroadthatskirtstheparkatPavlofsk,whensuddenlytheredashedbyasmartopencarriage,drawnbyapairofbeautifulwhitehorses。Havingpassedsometenyardsbeyondthehouse,thecarriagesuddenlydrewup,andoneofthetwoladiesseatedinitturnedsharproundasthoughshehadjustcaughtsightofsomeacquaintancewhomsheparticularlywishedtosee。
\"EvgeniePavlovitch!Isthatyou?\"criedaclear,sweetvoice,whichcausedtheprince,andperhapssomeoneelse,totremble。
\"Well,IAMgladI’vefoundyouatlast!I’vesenttotownforyoutwicetodaymyself!Mymessengershavebeensearchingforyoueverywhere!\"
EvgeniePavlovitchstoodonthestepslikeonestruckbylightning。Mrs。Epanchinstoodstilltoo,butnotwiththepetrifiedexpressionofEvgenie。Shegazedhaughtilyattheaudaciouspersonwhohadaddressedhercompanion,andthenturnedalookofastonishmentuponEvgeniehimself。
\"There’snews!\"continuedtheclearvoice。\"YouneednotbeanxiousaboutKupferof’sIOU’s——Rogojinhasboughtthemup。I
persuadedhimto!——IdaresayweshallsettleBiscuptoo,soit’sallright,yousee!Aurevoir,tomorrow!Anddon’tworry!\"Thecarriagemovedon,anddisappeared。
\"Thewoman’smad!\"criedEvgenie,atlast,crimsonwithanger,andlookingconfusedlyaround。\"Idon’tknowwhatshe’stalkingabout!WhatIOU’s?Whoisshe?\"Mrs。Epanchincontinuedtowatchhisfaceforacoupleofseconds;thenshemarchedbrisklyandhaughtilyawaytowardsherownhouse,therestfollowingher。
Aminuteafterwards,EvgeniePavlovitchreappearedontheterrace,ingreatagitation。
\"Prince,\"hesaid,\"tellmethetruth;doyouknowwhatallthismeans?\"
\"Iknownothingwhateveraboutit!\"repliedthelatter,whowas,himself,inastateofnervousexcitement。
\"No?\"
\"No?
\"Well,nordoI!\"saidEvgeniePavlovitch,laughingsuddenly。\"I
haven’ttheslightestknowledgeofanysuchIOU’sasshementioned,IswearIhaven’t——What’sthematter,areyoufainting?\"
\"Oh,no-no-I’mallright,Iassureyou!\"
XI。
THEangeroftheEpanchinfamilywasunappeasedforthreedays。
Asusualtheprincereproachedhimself,andhadexpectedpunishment,buthewasinwardlyconvincedthatLizabethaProkofievnacouldnotbeseriouslyangrywithhim,andthatsheprobablywasmoreangrywithherself。Hewaspainfullysurprised,therefore,whenthreedayspassedwithnowordfromher。Otherthingsalsotroubledandperplexedhim,andoneofthesegrewmoreimportantinhiseyesasthedayswentby。Hehadbeguntoblamehimselffortwooppositetendencies——ontheonehandtoextreme,almost\"senseless,\"confidenceinhisfellows,ontheothertoa\"vile,gloomysuspiciousness。\"
BytheendofthethirddaytheincidentoftheeccentricladyandEvgeniePavlovitchhadattainedenormousandmysteriousproportionsinhismind。Hesorrowfullyaskedhimselfwhetherhehadbeenthecauseofthisnew\"monstrosity,\"orwasit……butherefrainedfromsayingwhoelsemightbeinfault。AsforthelettersN。P。B。,helookedonthatasaharmlessjoke,amerechildishpieceofmischief——sochildishthathefeltitwouldbeshameful,almostdishonourable,toattachanyimportancetoit。
Thedayafterthesescandalousevents,however,theprincehadthehonourofreceivingavisitfromAdelaidaandherfiance,PrinceS。Theycame,ostensibly,toinquireafterhishealth。
Theyhadwanderedoutforawalk,andcalledin\"byaccident,\"
andtalkedforalmostthewholeofthetimetheywerewithhimaboutacertainmostlovelytreeinthepark,whichAdelaidahadsetherheartuponforapicture。This,andalittleamiableconversationonPrinceS。’spart,occupiedthetime,andnotawordwassaidaboutlastevening’sepisodes。AtlengthAdelaidaburstoutlaughing,apologized,andexplainedthattheyhadcomeincognito;fromwhich,andfromthecircumstancethattheysaidnothingabouttheprince’seitherwalkingbackwiththemorcomingtoseethemlateron,thelatterinferredthathewasinMrs。Epanchin’sblackbooks。Adelaidamentionedawatercolourthatshewouldmuchliketoshowhim,andexplainedthatshewouldeithersenditbyColia,orbringitherselfthenextday——
whichtotheprinceseemedverysuggestive。
Atlength,however,justasthevisitorswereonthepointofdeparting,PrinceS。seemedsuddenlytorecollecthimself。\"Ohyes,by-the-by,\"hesaid,\"doyouhappentoknow,mydearLefNicolaievitch,whothatladywaswhocalledouttoEvgeniePavlovitchlastnight,fromthecarriage?\"
\"ItwasNastasiaPhilipovna,\"saidtheprince;\"didn’tyouknowthat?Icannottellyouwhohercompanionwas。\"
\"Butwhatonearthdidshemean?Iassureyouitisarealriddletome——tome,andtoothers,too!\"PrinceS。seemedtobeundertheinfluenceofsincereastonishment。
\"ShespokeofsomebillsofEvgeniePavlovitch’s,\"saidtheprince,simply,\"whichRogojinhadboughtupfromsomeone;andimpliedthatRogojinwouldnotpresshim。\"
\"Oh,Iheardthatmuch,mydearfellow!Butthethingissoimpossiblyabsurd!AmanofpropertylikeEvgenietogiveIOU’stoamoney-lender,andtobeworriedaboutthem!Itisridiculous。Besides,hecannotpossiblybeonsuchintimatetermswithNastasiaPhilipovnaasshegaveustounderstand;that’stheprincipalpartofthemystery!Hehasgivenmehiswordthatheknowsnothingwhateveraboutthematter,andofcourseIbelievehim。Well,thequestionis,mydearprince,doyouknowanythingaboutit?Hasanysortofsuspicionofthemeaningofitcomeacrossyou?\"
\"No,Iknownothingwhateveraboutit。IassureyouIhadnothingatalltodowithit。\"
\"Oh,prince,howstrangeyouhavebecome!Iassureyou,Ihardlyknowyouforyouroldself。HowcanyousupposethatIeversuggestedyoucouldhavehadafingerinsuchabusiness?Butyouarenotquiteyourselftoday,Icansee。\"Heembracedtheprince,andkissedhim。
\"Whatdoyoumean,though,\"askedMuishkin,\"’bysuchabusiness’?Idon’tseeanyparticular’business’aboutitatall!\"
\"Oh,undoubtedly,thispersonwishedsomehow,andforsomereason,todoEvgeniePavlovitchabadturn,byattributingtohim——beforewitnesses——qualitieswhichheneitherhasnorcanhave,\"repliedPrinceS。drilyenough。
Muiskhinlookeddisturbed,butcontinuedtogazeintentlyandquestioninglyintoPrinceS。’sface。Thelatter,however,remainedsilent。
\"Thenitwasnotsimplyamatterofbills?\"Muishkinsaidatlast,withsomeimpatience。\"Itwasnotasshesaid?\"
\"ButIaskyou,mydearsir,howcantherebeanythingincommonbetweenEvgeniePavlovitch,and——her,andagainRogojin?Itellyouheisamanofimmensewealth——asIknowforafact;andhehasfurtherexpectationsfromhisuncle。SimplyNastasiaPhilipovna——\"
PrinceS。paused,asthoughunwillingtocontinuetalkingaboutNastasiaPhilipovna。
\"Thenatalleventsheknowsher!\"remarkedtheprince,afteramoment’ssilence。
\"Oh,thatmaybe。Hemayhaveknownhersometimeago——twoorthreeyears,atleast。HeusedtoknowTotski。Butitisimpossiblethatthereshouldbeanyintimacybetweenthem。Shehasnotevenbeenintheplace——manypeopledon’tevenknowthatshehasreturnedfromMoscow!Ihaveonlyobservedhercarriageaboutforthelastthreedaysorso。\"
\"It’salovelycarriage,\"saidAdelaida。
\"Yes,itwasabeautifulturn-out,certainly!\"
Thevisitorsleftthehouse,however,onnolessfriendlytermsthanbefore。Butthevisitwasofthegreatestimportancetotheprince,fromhisownpointofview。Admittingthathehadhissuspicions,fromthemomentoftheoccurrenceoflastnight,perhapsevenbefore,thatNastasiahadsomemysteriousendinview,yetthisvisitconfirmedhissuspicionsandjustifiedhisfears。Itwasallcleartohim;PrinceS。waswrong,perhaps,inhisviewofthematter,buthewassomewherenearthetruth,andwasrightinsofarasthatheunderstoodtheretobeanintrigueofsomesortgoingon。PerhapsPrinceS。sawitallmoreclearlythanhehadallowedhishearerstounderstand。Atallevents,nothingcouldbeplainerthanthatheandAdelaidahadcomefortheexpresspurposeofobtainingexplanations,andthattheysuspectedhimofbeingconcernedintheaffair。Andifallthiswereso,thenSHEmusthavesometerribleobjectinview!Whatwasit?TherewasnostoppingHER,asMuishkinknewfromexperience,intheperformanceofanythingshehadsethermindon!\"Oh,sheismad,mad!\"thoughtthepoorprince。
Butthereweremanyotherpuzzlingoccurrencesthatday,whichrequiredimmediateexplanation,andtheprincefeltverysad。A
visitfromVeraLebedeffdistractedhimalittle。ShebroughttheinfantLubotchkawithherasusual,andtalkedcheerfullyforsometime。Thencameheryoungersister,andlaterthebrother,whoattendedaschoolcloseby。HeinformedMuishkinthathisfatherhadlatelyfoundanewinterpretationofthestarcalled\"wormwood,\"whichfelluponthewater-springs,asdescribedintheApocalypse。HehaddecidedthatitmeantthenetworkofrailroadsspreadoverthefaceofEuropeatthepresenttime。TheprincerefusedtobelievethatLebedeffcouldhavegivensuchaninterpretation,andtheydecidedtoaskhimaboutitattheearliestopportunity。VerarelatedhowKellerhadtakenuphisabodewiththemonthepreviousevening。Shethoughthewouldremainforsometime,ashewasgreatlypleasedwiththesocietyofGeneralIvolginandofthewholefamily。Buthedeclaredthathehadonlycometotheminordertocompletehiseducation!
TheprincealwaysenjoyedthecompanyofLebedeff’schildren,andtodayitwasespeciallywelcome,forColiadidnotappearallday。EarlythatmorninghehadstartedforPetersburg。Lebedeffalsowasawayonbusiness。ButGavrilaArdalionovitchhadpromisedtovisitMuishkin,whoeagerlyawaitedhiscoming。
Aboutsevenintheevening,soonafterdinner,hearrived。Atthefirstglanceitstrucktheprincethathe,atanyrate,mustknowallthedetailsoflastnight’saffair。Indeed,itwouldhavebeenimpossibleforhimtoremaininignoranceconsideringtheintimaterelationshipbetweenhim,VarvaraArdalionovna,andPtitsin。Butalthoughheandtheprincewereintimate,inasense,andalthoughthelatterhadplacedtheBurdovskyaffairinhishands-andthiswasnottheonlymarkofconfidencehehadreceived——itseemedcurioushowmanymatterstherewerethatweretacitlyavoidedintheirconversations。MuishkinthoughtthatGaniaattimesappearedtodesiremorecordialityandfrankness。
Itwasapparentnow,whenheentered,thathe,wasconvincedthatthemomentforbreakingtheicebetweenthemhadcomeatlast。
ButallthesameGaniawasinhaste,forhissisterwaswaitingatLebedeff’stoconsulthimonanurgentmatterofbusiness。Ifhehadanticipatedimpatientquestions,orimpulsiveconfidences,hewassoonundeceived。Theprincewasthoughtful,reserved,evenalittleabsent-minded,andaskednoneofthequestions——oneinparticular——thatGaniahadexpected。Soheimitatedtheprince’sdemeanour,andtalkedfastandbrilliantlyuponallsubjectsbuttheoneonwhichtheirthoughtswereengaged。AmongotherthingsGaniatoldhishostthatNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenonlyfourdaysinPavlofsk,andthateveryonewastalkingaboutheralready。ShewasstayingwithDariaAlexeyevna,inanuglylittlehouseinMattrosskyStreet,butdroveaboutinthesmartestcarriageintheplace。Acrowdoffollowershadpursuedherfromthefirst,youngandold。Someescortedheronhorse-backwhenshetooktheairinhercarriage。