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  \"Oh,nonsense,nonsense,\"saidthegeneral,withdecision。\"Whatextraordinaryideasyouhave,Gania!Asifshewouldhint;that’snotherwayatall。Besides,whatcouldyougiveher,withouthavingthousandsatyourdisposal?Youmighthavegivenheryourportrait,however。Hassheeveraskedyouforit?\"

  \"No,notyet。Verylikelysheneverwill。Isupposeyouhaven’tforgottenabouttonight,haveyou,IvanFedorovitch?Youwereoneofthosespeciallyinvited,youknow。\"

  \"Ohno,Irememberallright,andIshallgo,ofcourse。Ishouldthinkso!She’stwenty-fiveyearsoldtoday!And,youknow,Gania,youmustbereadyforgreatthings;shehaspromisedbothmyselfandAfanasyIvanovitchthatshewillgiveadecidedanswertonight,yesorno。Sobeprepared!\"

  Ganiasuddenlybecamesoillateasethathisfacegrewpalerthanever。

  \"Areyousureshesaidthat?\"heasked,andhisvoiceseemedtoquiverashespoke。

  \"Yes,shepromised。Webothworriedhersothatshegavein;butshewishedustotellyounothingaboutituntiltheday。\"

  ThegeneralwatchedGania’sconfusionintently,andclearlydidnotlikeit。

  \"Remember,IvanFedorovitch,\"saidGania,ingreatagitation,\"thatIwastobefreetoo,untilherdecision;andthateventhenIwastohavemy’yesorno’free。\"

  \"Why,don’tyou,aren’tyou——\"beganthegeneral,inalarm。

  \"Oh,don’tmisunderstand——\"

  \"But,mydearfellow,whatareyoudoing,whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Oh,I’mnotrejectingher。Imayhaveexpressedmyselfbadly,butIdidn’tmeanthat。\"

  \"Rejecther!Ishouldthinknot!\"saidthegeneralwithannoyance,andapparentlynotintheleastanxioustoconcealit。

  \"Why,mydearfellow,it’snotaquestionofyourrejectingher,itiswhetheryouarepreparedtoreceiveherconsentjoyfully,andwithpropersatisfaction。Howarethingsgoingonathome?\"

  \"Athome?Oh,IcandoasIlikethere,ofcourse;onlymyfatherwillmakeafoolofhimself,asusual。Heisrapidlybecomingageneralnuisance。Idon’tevertalktohimnow,butIholdhimincheek,safeenough。Iswearifithadnotbeenformymother,I

  shouldhaveshownhimthewayout,longago。Mymotherisalwayscrying,ofcourse,andmysistersulks。IhadtotellthematlastthatIintendedtobemasterofmyowndestiny,andthatI

  expecttobeobeyedathome。Atleast,Igavemysistertounderstandasmuch,andmymotherwaspresent。\"

  \"Well,Imustsay,Icannotunderstandit!\"saidthegeneral,shrugginghisshouldersanddroppinghishands。\"Yourememberyourmother,NinaAlexandrovna,thatdayshecameandsathereandgroaned-andwhenIaskedherwhatwasthematter,shesays,’Oh,it’ssuchaDISHONOURtous!’dishonour!Stuffandnonsense!

  IshouldliketoknowwhocanreproachNastasiaPhilipovna,orwhocansayawordofanykindagainsther。DidshemeanbecauseNastasiahadbeenlivingwithTotski?Whatnonsenseitis!Youwouldnotlethercomenearyourdaughters,saysNinaAlexandrovna。Whatnext,Iwonder?Idon’tseehowshecanfailto——tounderstand——\"

  \"Herownposition?\"promptedGania。\"Shedoesunderstand。Don’tbeannoyedwithher。Ihavewarnedhernottomeddleinotherpeople’saffairs。However,althoughthere’scomparativepeaceathomeatpresent,thestormwillbreakifanythingisfinallysettledtonight。\"

  Theprinceheardthewholeoftheforegoingconversation,ashesatatthetable,writing。Hefinishedatlast,andbroughttheresultofhislabourtothegeneral’sdesk。

  \"SothisisNastasiaPhilipovna,\"hesaid,lookingattentivelyandcuriouslyattheportrait。\"Howwonderfullybeautiful!\"heimmediatelyadded,withwarmth。Thepicturewascertainlythatofanunusuallylovelywoman。Shewasphotographedinablacksilkdressofsimpledesign,herhairwasevidentlydarkandplainlyarranged,hereyesweredeepandthoughtful,theexpressionofherfacepassionate,butproud。Shewasratherthin,perhaps,andalittlepale。BothGaniaandthegeneralgazedattheprinceinamazement。

  \"Howdoyouknowit’sNastasiaPhilipovna?\"askedthegeneral;

  \"yousurelydon’tknowheralready,doyou?\"

  \"Yes,Ido!IhaveonlybeenonedayinRussia,butIhaveheardofthegreatbeauty!\"AndtheprinceproceededtonarratehismeetingwithRogojininthetrainandthewholeofthelatter’sstory。

  \"There’snews!\"saidthegeneralinsomeexcitement,afterlisteningtothestorywithengrossedattention。

  \"Oh,ofcourseit’snothingbuthumbug!\"criedGania,alittledisturbed,however。\"It’sallhumbug;theyoungmerchantwaspleasedtoindulgeinalittleinnocentrecreation!IhaveheardsomethingofRogojin!\"

  \"Yes,sohaveI!\"repliedthegeneral。\"NastasiaPhilipovnatoldusallabouttheearringsthatveryday。Butnowitisquiteadifferentmatter。Youseethefellowreallyhasamillionofroubles,andheispassionatelyinlove。Thewholestorysmellsofpassion,andweallknowwhatthisclassofgentryiscapableofwheninfatuated。Iammuchafraidofsomedisagreeablescandal,Iamindeed!\"

  \"Youareafraidofthemillion,Isuppose,\"saidGania,grinningandshowinghisteeth。

  \"AndyouareNOT,Ipresume,eh?\"

  \"Howdidhestrikeyou,prince?\"askedGania,suddenly。\"Didheseemtobeaserioussortofaman,orjustacommonrowdyfellow?Whatwasyourownopinionaboutthematter?\"

  WhileGaniaputthisquestion,anewideasuddenlyflashedintohisbrain,andblazedout,impatiently,inhiseyes。Thegeneral,whowasreallyagitatedanddisturbed,lookedattheprincetoo,butdidnotseemtoexpectmuchfromhisreply。

  \"Ireallydon’tquiteknowhowtotellyou,\"repliedtheprince,\"butitcertainlydidseemtomethatthemanwasfullofpassion,andnot,perhaps,quitehealthypassion。Heseemedtobestillfarfromwell。Verylikelyhewillbeinbedagaininadayortwo,especiallyifhelivesfast。\"

  \"No!doyouthinkso?\"saidthegeneral,catchingattheidea。

  \"Yes,Idothinkso!\"

  \"Yes,butthesortofscandalIreferredtomayhappenatanymoment。Itmaybethisveryevening,\"remarkedGaniatothegeneral,withasmile。

  \"Ofcourse;quiteso。Inthatcaseitalldependsuponwhatisgoingoninherbrainatthismoment。\"

  \"Youknowthekindofpersonsheisattimes。\"

  \"How?Whatkindofpersonisshe?\"criedthegeneral,arrivedatthelimitsofhispatience。Lookhere,Gania,don’tyougoannoyinghertonightWhatyouaretodoistobeasagreeabletowardsheraseveryoucan。Well,whatareyousmilingat?Youmustunderstand,Gania,thatIhavenointerestwhateverinspeakinglikethis。Whicheverwaythequestionissettled,itwillbetomyadvantage。NothingwillmoveTotskifromhisresolution,soIrunnorisk。IfthereisanythingIdesire,youmustknowthatitisyourbenefitonly。Can’tyoutrustme?Youareasensiblefellow,andIhavebeencountingonyou;for,inthismatter,that,that——\"

  \"Yes,that’sthechiefthing,\"saidGania,helpingthegeneraloutofhisdifficultiesagain,andcurlinghislipsinanenvenomedsmile,whichhedidnotattempttoconceal。Hegazedwithhisfeveredeyesstraightintothoseofthegeneral,asthoughhewereanxiousthatthelattermightreadhisthoughts。

  Thegeneralgrewpurplewithanger。

  \"Yes,ofcourseitisthechiefthing!\"hecried,lookingsharplyatGania。\"Whataverycuriousmanyouare,Gania!YouactuallyseemtobeGLADtohearofthismillionairefellow’sarrival-

  justasthoughyouwishedforanexcusetogetoutofthewholething。Thisisanaffairinwhichyououghttoacthonestlywithbothsides,andgiveduewarning,toavoidcompromisingothers。But,evennow,thereisstilltime。Doyouunderstandme?

  Iwishtoknowwhetheryoudesirethisarrangementorwhetheryoudonot?Ifnot,sayso,——and-andwelcome!Nooneistryingtoforceyouintothesnare,GavrilaArdalionovitch,ifyouseeasnareinthematter,atleast。\"

  \"Idodesireit,\"murmuredGania,softlybutfirmly,loweringhiseyes;andherelapsedintogloomysilence。

  Thegeneralwassatisfied。Hehadexcitedhimself,andwasevidentlynowregrettingthathehadgonesofar。Heturnedtotheprince,andsuddenlythedisagreeablethoughtofthelatter’spresencestruckhim,andthecertaintythathemusthaveheardeverywordoftheconversation。Buthefeltateaseinanothermoment;itonlyneededoneglanceattheprincetoseethatinthatquartertherewasnothingtofear。

  \"Oh!\"criedthegeneral,catchingsightoftheprince’sspecimenofcaligraphy,whichthelatterhadnowhandedhimforinspection。\"Why,thisissimplybeautiful;lookatthat,Gania,there’srealtalentthere!\"

  Onasheetofthickwriting-papertheprincehadwritteninmedievalcharactersthelegend:

  \"ThegentleAbbotPafnutesignedthis。\"

  \"There,\"explainedtheprince,withgreatdelightandanimation,\"there,that’stheabbot’srealsignature——fromamanuscriptofthefourteenthcentury。Alltheseoldabbotsandbishopsusedtowritemostbeautifully,withsuchtasteandsomuchcareanddiligence。HaveyounocopyofPogodin,general?IfyouhadoneI

  couldshowyouanothertype。Stopabit——hereyouhavethelargeroundwritingcommoninFranceduringtheeighteenthcentury。

  Someofthelettersareshapedquitedifferentlyfromthosenowinuse。Itwasthewritingcurrentthen,andemployedbypublicwritersgenerally。Icopiedthisfromoneofthem,andyoucanseehowgooditis。Lookatthewell-roundedaandd。IhavetriedtotranslatetheFrenchcharacterintotheRussianletters——

  adifficultthingtodo,butIthinkIhavesucceededfairly。

  Hereisafinesentence,writteninagood,originalhand——’Zealtriumphsoverall。’ThatisthescriptoftheRussianWarOffice。

  Thatishowofficialdocumentsaddressedtoimportantpersonagesshouldbewritten。Thelettersareround,thetypeblack,andthestylesomewhatremarkable。Astylistwouldnotallowtheseornaments,orattemptsatflourishes——justlookattheseunfinishedtails!——butithasdistinctionandreallydepictsthesoulofthewriter。Hewouldliketogiveplaytohisimagination,andfollowtheinspirationofhisgenius,butasoldierisonlyateaseintheguard-room,andthepenstopshalf-way,aslavetodiscipline。Howdelightful!ThefirsttimeImetanexampleofthishandwriting,Iwaspositivelyastonished,andwheredoyouthinkIchancedtofindit?InSwitzerland,ofallplaces!NowthatisanordinaryEnglishhand。

  Itcanhardlybeimproved,itissorefinedandexquisite——almostperfection。Thisisanexampleofanotherkind,amixtureofstyles。ThecopywasgivenmebyaFrenchcommercialtraveller。

  ItisfoundedontheEnglish,butthedownstrokesarealittleblacker,andmoremarked。Noticethattheovalhassomeslightmodification——itismorerounded。Thiswritingallowsforflourishes;nowaflourishisadangerousthing!Itsuserequiressuchtaste,but,ifsuccessful,whatadistinctionitgivestothewhole!Itresultsinanincomparabletype——onetofallinlovewith!\"

  \"Dearme!Howyouhavegoneintoalltherefinementsanddetailsofthequestion!Why,mydearfellow,youarenotacaligraphist,youareanartist!Eh,Gania?\"

  \"Wonderful!\"saidGania。\"Andheknowsittoo,\"headded,withasarcasticsmile。

  \"Youmaysmile,——butthere’sacareerinthis,\"saidthegeneral。

  \"Youdon’tknowwhatagreatpersonageIshallshowthisto,prince。Why,youcancommandasituationatthirty-fiveroublespermonthtostartwith。However,it’shalf-pasttwelve,\"heconcluded,lookingathiswatch;\"sotobusiness,prince,forI

  mustbesettingtoworkandshallnotseeyouagaintoday。Sitdownaminute。IhavetoldyouthatIcannotreceiveyoumyselfveryoften,butIshouldliketobeofsomeassistancetoyou,somesmallassistance,ofakindthatwouldgiveyousatisfaction。IshallfindyouaplaceinoneoftheStatedepartments,aneasyplace——butyouwillrequiretobeaccurate。

  Now,astoyourplans——inthehouse,orratherinthefamilyofGaniahere——myyoungfriend,whomIhopeyouwillknowbetter——hismotherandsisterhavepreparedtwoorthreeroomsforlodgers,andletthemtohighlyrecommendedyoungfellows,withboardandattendance。IamsureNinaAlexandrovnawilltakeyouinonmyrecommendation。Thereyouwillbecomfortableandwelltakencareof;forIdonotthink,prince,thatyouarethesortofmantobelefttothemercyofFateinatownlikePetersburg。NinaAlexandrovna,Gania’smother,andVarvaraAlexandrovna,areladiesforwhomIhavethehighestpossibleesteemandrespect。

  NinaAlexandrovnaisthewifeofGeneralArdalionAlexandrovitch,myoldbrotherinarms,withwhom,Iregrettosay,onaccountofcertaincircumstances,Iamnolongeracquainted。Igiveyouallthisinformation,prince,inordertomakeitcleartoyouthatI

  ampersonallyrecommendingyoutothisfamily,andthatinsodoing,Iammoreorlesstakinguponmyselftoanswerforyou。

  Thetermsaremostreasonable,andItrustthatyoursalarywillveryshortlyproveamplysufficientforyourexpenditure。Ofcoursepocket-moneyisanecessity,ifonlyalittle;donotbeangry,prince,ifIstronglyrecommendyoutoavoidcarryingmoneyinyourpocket。Butasyourpurseisquiteemptyatthepresentmoment,youmustallowmetopressthesetwenty-fiveroublesuponyouracceptance,assomethingtobeginwith。Ofcoursewewillsettlethislittlematteranothertime,andifyouaretheupright,honestmanyoulook,Ianticipateverylittletroublebetweenusonthatscore。TakingsomuchinterestinyouasyoumayperceiveIdo,Iamnotwithoutmyobject,andyoushallknowitingoodtime。Yousee,Iamperfectlycandidwithyou。Ihope,Gania,youhavenothingtosayagainsttheprince’stakinguphisabodeinyourhouse?\"

  \"Oh,onthecontrary!mymotherwillbeveryglad,\"saidGania,courteouslyandkindly。

  \"Ithinkonlyoneofyourroomsisengagedasyet,isitnot?

  ThatfellowFerd-Ferd——\"

  \"Ferdishenko。\"

  \"Yes——Idon’tlikethatFerdishenko。Ican’tunderstandwhyNastasiaPhilipovnaencourageshimso。Ishereallyhercousin,ashesays?\"

  \"Ohdearno,it’sallajoke。NomorecousinthanIam。\"

  \"Well,whatdoyouthinkofthearrangement,prince?\"

  \"Thankyou,general;youhavebehavedverykindlytome;allthemoresosinceIdidnotaskyoutohelpme。Idon’tsaythatoutofpride。Icertainlydidnotknowwheretolaymyheadtonight。

  Rogojinaskedmetocometohishouse,ofcourse,but——\"

  \"Rogojin?No,no,mygoodfellow。Ishouldstronglyrecommendyou,paternally,——or,ifyoupreferit,asafriend,——toforgetallaboutRogojin,and,infact,tosticktothefamilyintowhichyouareabouttoenter。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"begantheprince;\"andsinceyouaresoverykindthereisjustonematterwhichI——\"

  \"Youmustreallyexcuseme,\"interruptedthegeneral,\"butI

  positivelyhaven’tanothermomentnow。IshalljusttellElizabethaProkofievnaaboutyou,andifshewishestoreceiveyouatonce——asIshalladviseher——Istronglyrecommendyoutoingratiateyourselfwithheratthefirstopportunity,formywifemaybeofthegreatestservicetoyouinmanyways。Ifshecannotreceiveyounow,youmustbecontenttowaittillanothertime。Meanwhileyou,Gania,justlookovertheseaccounts,willyou?Wemustn’tforgettofinishoffthatmatter——\"

  Thegenerallefttheroom,andtheprinceneversucceededinbroachingthebusinesswhichhehadonhand,thoughhehadendeavouredtodosofourtimes。

  Ganialitacigaretteandofferedonetotheprince。Thelatteracceptedtheoffer,butdidnottalk,beingunwillingtodisturbGania’swork。Hecommencedtoexaminethestudyanditscontents。ButGaniahardlysomuchasglancedatthepaperslyingbeforehim;hewasabsentandthoughtful,andhissmileandgeneralappearancestrucktheprincestillmoredisagreeablynowthatthetwowereleftalonetogether。

  SuddenlyGaniaapproachedourherowhowasatthemomentstandingoverNastasiaPhilipovna’sportrait,gazingatit。

  \"Doyouadmirethatsortofwoman,prince?\"heasked,lookingintentlyathim。Heseemedtohavesomespecialobjectinthequestion。

  \"It’sawonderfulface,\"saidtheprince,\"andIfeelsurethatherdestinyisnotbyanymeansanordinary,uneventfulone。Herfaceissmilingenough,butshemusthavesufferedterribly——

  hasn’tshe?Hereyesshowit——thosetwobonesthere,thelittlepointsunderhereyes,justwherethecheekbegins。It’saproudfacetoo,terriblyproud!AndI——Ican’tsaywhethersheisgoodandkind,ornot。Oh,ifshebebutgood!Thatwouldmakeallwell!\"

  \"Andwouldyoumarryawomanlikethat,now?\"continuedGania,nevertakinghisexcitedeyesofftheprince’sface。

  \"Icannotmarryatall,\"saidthelatter。\"Iamaninvalid。\"

  \"WouldRogojinmarryher,doyouthink?\"

  \"Whynot?Certainlyhewould,Ishouldthink。Hewouldmarryhertomorrow!——marryhertomorrowandmurderherinaweek!\"

  HardlyhadtheprinceutteredthelastwordwhenGaniagavesuchafearfulshudderthattheprincealmostcriedout。

  \"What’sthematter?\"saidhe,seizingGania’shand。

  \"Yourhighness!Hisexcellencybegsyourpresenceinherexcellency’sapartments!\"announcedthefootman,appearingatthedoor。

  Theprinceimmediatelyfollowedthemanoutoftheroom。

  IV。

  ALLthreeoftheMissEpanchinswerefine,healthygirls,well-

  grown,withgoodshouldersandbusts,andstrong——almostmasculine——hands;and,ofcourse,withalltheaboveattributes,theyenjoyedcapitalappetites,ofwhichtheywerenotintheleastashamed。

  ElizabethaProkofievnasometimesinformedthegirlsthattheywerealittletoocandidinthismatter,butinspiteoftheiroutwarddeferencetotheirmotherthesethreeyoungwomen,insolemnconclave,hadlongagreedtomodifytheunquestioningobediencewhichtheyhadbeeninthehabitofaccordingtoher;

  andMrs。GeneralEpanchinhadjudgeditbettertosaynothingaboutit,though,ofcourse,shewaswellawareofthefact。

  Itistruethathernaturesometimesrebelledagainstthesedictatesofreason,andthatshegrewyearlymorecapriciousandimpatient;buthavingarespectfulandwell-disciplinedhusbandunderherthumbatalltimes,shefounditpossible,asarule,toemptyanylittleaccumulationsofspleenuponhishead,andthereforetheharmonyofthefamilywaskeptdulybalanced,andthingswentassmoothlyasfamilymatterscan。

  Mrs。Epanchinhadafairappetiteherself,andgenerallytookhershareofthecapitalmid-daylunchwhichwasalwaysservedforthegirls,andwhichwasnearlyasgoodasadinner。Theyoungladiesusedtohaveacupofcoffeeeachbeforethismeal,atteno’clock,whilestillinbed。Thiswasafavouriteandunalterablearrangementwiththem。Athalf-pasttwelve,thetablewaslaidinthesmalldining-room,andoccasionallythegeneralhimselfappearedatthefamilygathering,ifhehadtime。

  Besidesteaandcoffee,cheese,honey,butter,pan-cakesofvariouskindstheladyofthehouselovedthesebest,cutlets,andsoon,therewasgenerallystrongbeefsoup,andothersubstantialdelicacies。

  Ontheparticularmorningonwhichourstoryhasopened,thefamilyhadassembledinthedining-room,andwerewaitingthegeneral’sappearance,thelatterhavingpromisedtocomethisday。Ifhehadbeenonemomentlate,hewouldhavebeensentforatonce;butheturneduppunctually。

  Ashecameforwardtowishhiswifegood-morningandkissherhands,ashiscustomwas,heobservedsomethinginherlookwhichbodedill。Hethoughtheknewthereason,andhadexpectedit,butstill,hewasnotaltogethercomfortable。Hisdaughtersadvancedtokisshim,too,andthoughtheydidnotlookexactlyangry,therewassomethingstrangeintheirexpressionaswell。

  Thegeneralwas,owingtocertaincircumstances,alittleinclinedtobetoosuspiciousathome,andneedlesslynervous;

  but,asanexperiencedfatherandhusband,hejudgeditbettertotakemeasuresatoncetoprotecthimselffromanydangerstheremightbeintheair。

  However,IhopeIshallnotinterferewiththepropersequenceofmynarrativetoomuch,ifIdivergeforamomentatthispoint,inordertoexplainthemutualrelationsbetweenGeneralEpanchin’sfamilyandothersactingapartinthishistory,atthetimewhenwetakeupthethreadoftheirdestiny。Ihavealreadystatedthatthegeneral,thoughhewasamanoflowlyorigin,andofpooreducation,was,forallthat,anexperiencedandtalentedhusbandandfather。Amongotherthings,heconsidereditundesirabletohurryhisdaughterstothematrimonialaltarandtoworrythemtoomuchwithassurancesofhispaternalwishesfortheirhappiness,asisthecustomamongparentsofmanygrown-updaughters。Heevensucceededinranginghiswifeonhissideonthisquestion,thoughhefoundthefeatverydifficulttoaccomplish,becauseunnatural;butthegeneral’sargumentswereconclusive,andfoundeduponobviousfacts。Thegeneralconsideredthatthegirls’tasteandgoodsenseshouldbeallowedtodevelopandmaturedeliberately,andthattheparents’dutyshouldmerelybetokeepwatch,inorderthatnostrangeorundesirablechoicebemade;butthattheselectiononceeffected,bothfatherandmotherwereboundfromthatmomenttoenterheartandsoulintothecause,andtoseethatthematterprogressedwithouthindranceuntilthealtarshouldbehappilyreached。

  Besidesthis,itwasclearthattheEpanchins’positiongainedeachyear,withgeometricalaccuracy,bothastofinancialsolidityandsocialweight;and,therefore,thelongerthegirlswaited,thebetterwastheirchanceofmakingabrilliantmatch。

  Butagain,amidsttheincontrovertiblefactsjustrecorded,onemore,equallysignificant,roseuptoconfrontthefamily;andthiswas,thattheeldestdaughter,Alexandra,hadimperceptiblyarrivedathertwenty-fifthbirthday。Almostatthesamemoment,AfanasyIvanovitchTotski,amanofimmensewealth,highconnections,andgoodstanding,announcedhisintentionofmarrying。AfanasyIvanovitchwasagentlemanoffifty-fiveyearsofage,artisticallygifted,andofmostrefinedtastes。Hewishedtomarrywell,and,moreover,hewasakeenadmirerandjudgeofbeauty。

  Now,sinceTotskihad,oflate,beenupontermsofgreatcordialitywithEpanchin,whichexcellentrelationswereintensifiedbythefactthattheywere,sotospeak,partnersinseveralfinancialenterprises,itsohappenedthattheformernowputinafriendlyrequesttothegeneralforcounselwithregardtotheimportantstephemeditated。Mighthesuggest,forinstance,suchathingasamarriagebetweenhimselfandoneofthegeneral’sdaughters?

  Evidentlythequiet,pleasantcurrentofthefamilylifeoftheEpanchinswasabouttoundergoachange。

  Theundoubtedbeautyofthefamily,parexcellence,wastheyoungest,Aglaya,asaforesaid。ButTotskihimself,thoughanegotistoftheextremesttype,realizedthathehadnochancethere;Aglayawasclearlynotforsuchashe。

  PerhapsthesisterlyloveandfriendshipofthethreegirlshadmoreorlessexaggeratedAglaya’schancesofhappiness。Intheiropinion,thelatter’sdestinywasnotmerelytobeveryhappy;

  shewastoliveinaheavenonearth。Aglaya’shusbandwastobeacompendiumofallthevirtues,andofallsuccess,nottospeakoffabulouswealth。Thetwoeldersistershadagreedthatallwastobesacrificedbythem,ifneedbe,forAglaya’ssake;herdowrywastobecolossalandunprecedented。

  Thegeneralandhiswifewereawareofthisagreement,and,therefore,whenTotskisuggestedhimselfforoneofthesisters,theparentsmadenodoubtthatoneofthetwoeldergirlswouldprobablyaccepttheoffer,sinceTotskiwouldcertainlymakenodifficultyastodowry。Thegeneralvaluedtheproposalveryhighly。Heknewlife,andrealizedwhatsuchanofferwasworth。

  Theanswerofthesisterstothecommunicationwas,ifnotconclusive,atleastconsolingandhopeful。Itmadeknownthattheeldest,Alexandra,wouldverylikelybedisposedtolistentoaproposal。

  Alexandrawasagood-naturedgirl,thoughshehadawillofherown。Shewasintelligentandkind-hearted,and,ifsheweretomarryTotski,shewouldmakehimagoodwife。Shedidnotcareforabrilliantmarriage;shewaseminentlyawomancalculatedtosootheandsweetenthelifeofanyman;decidedlypretty,ifnotabsolutelyhandsome。WhatbettercouldTotskiwish?

  Sothemattercreptslowlyforward。ThegeneralandTotskihadagreedtoavoidanyhastyandirrevocablestep。Alexandra’sparentshadnotevenbeguntotalktotheirdaughtersfreelyuponthesubject,whensuddenly,asitwere,adissonantchordwasstruckamidtheharmonyoftheproceedings。Mrs。Epanchinbegantoshowsignsofdiscontent,andthatwasaseriousmatter。A

  certaincircumstancehadcreptin,adisagreeableandtroublesomefactor,whichthreatenedtooverturnthewholebusiness。

  Thiscircumstancehadcomeintoexistenceeighteenyearsbefore。

  ClosetoanestateofTotski’s,inoneofthecentralprovincesofRussia,therelived,atthattime,apoorgentlemanwhoseestatewasofthewretchedestdescription。Thisgentlemanwasnotedinthedistrictforhispersistentill-fortune;hisnamewasBarashkoff,and,asregardsfamilyanddescent,hewasvastlysuperiortoTotski,buthisestatewasmortgagedtothelastacre。Oneday,whenhehadriddenovertothetowntoseeacreditor,thechiefpeasantofhisvillagefollowedhimshortlyafter,withthenewsthathishousehadbeenburntdown,andthathiswifehadperishedwithit,buthischildrenweresafe。

  EvenBarashkoff,inuredtothestormsofevilfortuneashewas,couldnotstandthislaststroke。Hewentmadanddiedshortlyafterinthetownhospital。Hisestatewassoldforthecreditors;andthelittlegirls——twoofthem,ofsevenandeightyearsofagerespectively,——wereadoptedbyTotski,whoundertooktheirmaintenanceandeducationinthekindnessofhisheart。

  TheywerebroughtuptogetherwiththechildrenofhisGermanbailiff。Verysoon,however,therewasonlyoneofthemleft-

  NastasiaPhilipovna——fortheotherlittleonediedofwhooping-

  cough。Totski,whowaslivingabroadatthistime,verysoonforgotallaboutthechild;butfiveyearsafter,returningtoRussia,itstruckhimthathewouldliketolookoverhisestateandseehowmattersweregoingthere,and,arrivedathisbailiff’shouse,hewasnotlongindiscoveringthatamongthechildrenofthelattertherenowdweltamostlovelylittlegirloftwelve,sweetandintelligent,andbright,andpromisingtodevelopbeautyofmostunusualquality-astowhichlastTotskiwasanundoubtedauthority。

  Heonlystayedathiscountryscatafewdaysonthisoccasion,buthehadtimetomakehisarrangements。Greatchangestookplaceinthechild’seducation;agoodgovernesswasengaged,aSwissladyofexperienceandculture。ForfouryearsthisladyresidedinthehousewithlittleNastia,andthentheeducationwasconsideredcomplete。Thegovernesstookherdeparture,andanotherladycamedowntofetchNastia,byTotski’sinstructions。

  ThechildwasnowtransportedtoanotherofTotski’sestatesinadistantpartofthecountry。Hereshefoundadelightfullittlehouse,justbuilt,andpreparedforherreceptionwithgreatcareandtaste;andhereshetookupherabodetogetherwiththeladywhohadaccompaniedherfromheroldhome。Inthehousethereweretwoexperiencedmaids,musicalinstrumentsofallsorts,acharming\"younglady’slibrary,\"pictures,paint-boxes,alap-

  dog,andeverythingtomakelifeagreeable。WithinafortnightTotskihimselfarrived,andfromthattimeheappearedtohavetakenagreatfancytothispartoftheworldandcamedowneachsummer,stayingtwoandthreemonthsatatime。Sopassedfouryearspeacefullyandhappily,incharmingsurroundings。

  Attheendofthattime,andaboutfourmonthsafterTotski’slastvisithehadstayedbutafortnightonthisoccasion,areportreachedNastasiaPhilipovnathathewasabouttobemarriedinSt。Petersburg,toarich,eminent,andlovelywoman。

  Thereportwasonlypartiallytrue,themarriageprojectbeingonlyinanembryocondition;butagreatchangenowcameoverNastasiaPhilipovna。Shesuddenlydisplayedunusualdecisionofcharacter;andwithoutwastingtimeinthought,shelefthercountryhomeandcameuptoSt。Petersburg,straighttoTotski’shouse,allalone。

  Thelatter,amazedatherconduct,begantoexpresshisdispleasure;butheverysoonbecameawarethathemustchangehisvoice,style,andeverythingelse,withthisyounglady;thegoodoldtimesweregone。Anentirelynewanddifferentwomansatbeforehim,betweenwhomandthegirlhehadleftinthecountrylastJulythereseemednothingincommon。

  Inthefirstplace,thisnewwomanunderstoodagooddealmorethanwasusualforyoungpeopleofherage;somuchindeed,thatTotskicouldnothelpwonderingwhereshehadpickedupherknowledge。Surelynotfromher\"younglady’slibrary\"?Itevenembracedlegalmatters,andthe\"world\"ingeneral,toaconsiderableextent。

  Hercharacterwasabsolutelychanged。Nomoreofthegirlishalternationsoftimidityandpetulance,theadorablenaivete,thereveries,thetears,theplayfulness……Itwasanentirelynewandhithertounknownbeingwhonowsatandlaughedathim,andinformedhimtohisfacethatshehadneverhadthefaintestfeelingforhimofanykind,exceptloathingandcontempt——

  contemptwhichhadfollowedcloselyuponhersensationsofsurpriseandbewildermentafterherfirstacquaintancewithhim。

  Thisnewwomangavehimfurthertounderstandthatthoughitwasabsolutelythesametoherwhomhemarried,yetshehaddecidedtopreventthismarriage——fornoparticularreason,butthatshechosetodoso,andbecauseshewishedtoamuseherselfathisexpenseforthatitwas\"quiteherturntolaughalittlenow!\"

  Suchwereherwords——verylikelyshedidnotgiveherrealreasonforthiseccentricconduct;but,atallevents,thatwasalltheexplanationshedeignedtooffer。

  Meanwhile,Totskithoughtthematteroveraswellashisscatteredideaswouldpermit。Hismeditationslastedafortnight,however,andattheendofthattimehisresolutionwastaken。

  Thefactwas,Totskiwasatthattimeamanoffiftyyearsofage;hispositionwassolidandrespectable;hisplaceinsocietyhadlongbeenfirmlyfixeduponsafefoundations;helovedhimself,hispersonalcomforts,andhispositionbetterthanalltheworld,aseveryrespectablegentlemanshould!

  AtthesametimehisgraspofthingsingeneralsoonshowedTotskithathenowhadtodealwithabeingwhowasoutsidethepaleoftheordinaryrulesoftraditionalbehaviour,andwhowouldnotonlythreatenmischiefbutwouldundoubtedlycarryitout,andstopfornoone。

  Therewasevidently,heconcluded,somethingatworkhere;somestormofthemind,someparoxysmofromanticanger,goodnessknowsagainstwhomorwhat,someinsatiablecontempt——inaword,somethingaltogetherabsurdandimpossible,butatthesametimemostdangeroustobemetwithbyanyrespectablepersonwithapositioninsocietytokeepup。

  ForamanofTotski’swealthandstanding,itwould,ofcourse,havebeenthesimplestpossiblemattertotakestepswhichwouldridhimatoncefromallannoyance;whileitwasobviouslyimpossibleforNastasiaPhilipovnatoharmhiminanyway,eitherlegallyorbystirringupascandal,for,incaseofthelatterdanger,hecouldsoeasilyremovehertoasphereofsafety。

  However,theseargumentswouldonlyholdgoodincaseofNastasiaactingasothersmightinsuchanemergency。Shewasmuchmorelikelytooversteptheboundsofreasonableconductbysomeextraordinaryeccentricity。

  HerethesoundjudgmentofTotskistoodhimingoodstead。HerealizedthatNastasiaPhilipovnamustbewellawarethatshecoulddonothingbylegalmeanstoinjurehim,andthatherflashingeyesbetrayedsomeentirelydifferentintention。

  NastasiaPhilipovnawasquitecapableofruiningherself,andevenofperpetratingsomethingwhichwouldsendhertoSiberia,forthemerepleasureofinjuringamanforwhomshehaddevelopedsoinhumanasenseofloathingandcontempt。Hehadsufficientinsighttounderstandthatshevaluednothingintheworld——herselfleastofall——andhemadenoattempttoconcealthefactthathewasacowardinsomerespects。Forinstance,ifhehadbeentoldthathewouldbestabbedatthealtar,orpubliclyinsulted,hewouldundoubtedlyhavebeenfrightened;butnotsomuchattheideaofbeingmurdered,orwounded,orinsulted,asatthethoughtthatifsuchthingsweretohappenhewouldbemadetolookridiculousintheeyesofsociety。

  HeknewwellthatNastasiathoroughlyunderstoodhimandwheretowoundhimandhow,andtherefore,asthemarriagewasstillonlyinembryo,Totskidecidedtoconciliateherbygivingitup。HisdecisionwasstrengthenedbythefactthatNastasiaPhilipovnahadcuriouslyalteredoflate。Itwouldbedifficulttoconceivehowdifferentshewasphysically,atthepresenttime,tothegirlofafewyearsago。Shewasprettythen……butnow!……

  Totskilaughedangrilywhenhethoughthowshort-sightedhehadbeen。Indaysgonebyherememberedhowhehadlookedatherbeautifuleyes,howeventhenhehadmarvelledattheirdarkmysteriousdepths,andattheirwonderinggazewhichseemedtoseekananswertosomeunknownriddle。Hercomplexionalsohadaltered。Shewasnowexceedinglypale,but,curiously,thischangeonlymadehermorebeautiful。Likemostmenoftheworld,Totskihadratherdespisedsuchacheaply-boughtconquest,butoflateyearshehadbeguntothinkdifferentlyaboutit。IthadstruckhimaslongagoaslastspringthatheoughttobefindingagoodmatchforNastasia;forinstance,somerespectableandreasonableyoungfellowservinginagovernmentofficeinanotherpartofthecountry。HowmaliciouslyNastasialaughedattheideaofsuchathing,now!

  However,itappearedtoTotskithathemightmakeuseofherinanotherway;andhedeterminedtoestablishherinSt。

  Petersburg,surroundingherwithallthecomfortsandluxuriesthathiswealthcouldcommand。Inthiswayhemightgaingloryincertaincircles。

  FiveyearsofthisPetersburglifewentby,and,ofcourse,duringthattimeagreatdealhappened。Totski’spositionwasveryuncomfortable;having\"funked\"once,hecouldnottotallyregainhisease。Hewasafraid,hedidnotknowwhy,buthewassimplyafraidofNastasiaPhilipovna。Forthefirsttwoyearsorsohehadsuspectedthatshewishedtomarryhimherself,andthatonlyhervanitypreventedhertellinghimso。Hethoughtthatshewantedhimtoapproachherwithahumbleproposalfromhisownside,Buttohisgreat,andnotentirelypleasurableamazement,hediscoveredthatthiswasbynomeansthecase,andthatwerehetoofferhimselfhewouldberefused。Hecouldnotunderstandsuchastateofthings,andwasobligedtoconcludethatitwaspride,theprideofaninjuredandimaginativewoman,whichhadgonetosuchlengthsthatitpreferredtositandnurseitscontemptandhatredinsolituderatherthanmounttoheightsofhithertounattainablesplendour。Tomakemattersworse,shewasquiteimpervioustomercenaryconsiderations,andcouldnotbebribedinanyway。

  Finally,Totskitookcunningmeanstotrytobreakhischainsandbefree。Hetriedtotemptherinvariouswaystoloseherheart;

  heinvitedprinces,hussars,secretariesofembassies,poets,novelists,evenSocialists,toseeher;butnotoneofthemallmadethefaintestimpressionuponNastasia。Itwasasthoughshehadapebbleinplaceofaheart,asthoughherfeelingsandaffectionsweredriedupandwitheredforever。

  Shelivedalmostentirelyalone;sheread,shestudied,shelovedmusic。Herprincipalacquaintanceswerepoorwomenofvariousgrades,acoupleofactresses,andthefamilyofapoorschoolteacher。Amongthesepeopleshewasmuchbeloved。

  Shereceivedfourorfivefriendssometimes,ofanevening。

  Totskioftencame。Lately,too,GeneralEpanchinhadbeenenabledwithgreatdifficultytointroducehimselfintohercircle。Ganiamadeheracquaintancealso,andotherswereFerdishenko,anill-

  bred,andwould-bewitty,youngclerk,andPtitsin,amoney-

  lenderofmodestandpolishedmanners,whohadrisenfrompoverty。Infact,NastasiaPhilipovna’sbeautybecameathingknowntoallthetown;butnotasinglemancouldboastofanythingmorethanhisownadmirationforher;andthisreputationofhers,andherwitandcultureandgrace,allconfirmedTotskiintheplanhehadnowprepared。

  AnditwasatthismomentthatGeneralEpanchinbegantoplaysolargeandimportantapartinthestory。

  WhenTotskihadapproachedthegeneralwithhisrequestforfriendlycounselastoamarriagewithoneofhisdaughters,hehadmadeafullandcandidconfession。Hehadsaidthatheintendedtostopatnomeanstoobtainhisfreedom;evenifNastasiaweretopromisetoleavehimentirelyaloneinfuture,hewouldnothesaidbelieveandtrusther;wordswerenotenoughforhim;hemusthavesolidguaranteesofsomesort。Soheandthegeneraldeterminedtotrywhatanattempttoappealtoherheartwouldeffect。HavingarrivedatNastasia’shouseoneday,withEpanchin,Totskiimmediatelybegantospeakoftheintolerabletormentofhisposition。Headmittedthathewastoblameforall,butcandidlyconfessedthathecouldnotbringhimselftofeelanyremorseforhisoriginalguilttowardsherself,becausehewasamanofsensualpassionswhichwereinbornandineradicable,andthathehadnopoweroverhimselfinthisrespect;butthathewished,seriously,tomarryatlast,andthatthewholefateofthemostdesirablesocialunionwhichhecontemplated,wasinherhands;inaword,heconfidedhisalltohergenerosityofheart。

  GeneralEpanchintookuphispartandspokeinthecharacteroffatherofafamily;hespokesensibly,andwithoutwastingwordsoveranyattemptatsentimentality,hemerelyrecordedhisfulladmissionofherrighttobethearbiterofTotski’sdestinyatthismoment。Hethenpointedoutthatthefateofhisdaughter,andverylikelyofbothhisotherdaughters,nowhunguponherreply。

  ToNastasia’squestionastowhattheywishedhertodo,Totskiconfessedthathehadbeensofrightenedbyher,fiveyearsago,thathecouldnevernowbeentirelycomfortableuntilsheherselfmarried。Heimmediatelyaddedthatsuchasuggestionfromhimwould,ofcourse,beabsurd,unlessaccompaniedbyremarksofamorepointednature。Heverywellknew,hesaid,thatacertainyounggentlemanofgoodfamily,namely,GavrilaArdalionovitchIvolgin,withwhomshewasacquainted,andwhomshereceivedatherhouse,hadlonglovedherpassionately,andwouldgivehislifeforsomeresponsefromher。TheyoungfellowhadconfessedthisloveofhistohimTotskiandhadalsoadmitteditinthehearingofhisbenefactor,GeneralEpanchin。Lastly,hecouldnothelpbeingofopinionthatNastasiamustbeawareofGania’sloveforher,andifheTotskimistooknot,shehadlookedwithsomefavouruponit,beingoftenlonely,andrathertiredofherpresentlife。Havingremarkedhowdifficultitwasforhim,ofallpeople,tospeaktoherofthesematters,TotskiconcludedbysayingthathetrustedNastasiaPhilipovnawouldnotlookwithcontemptuponhimifhenowexpressedhissinceredesiretoguaranteeherfuturebyagiftofseventy-fivethousandroubles。

  Headdedthatthesumwouldhavebeenleftherallthesameinhiswill,andthatthereforeshemustnotconsiderthegiftasinanywayanindemnificationtoherforanything,butthattherewasnoreason,afterall,whyamanshouldnotbeallowedtoentertainanaturaldesiretolightenhisconscience,etc。,etc。;

  infact,allthatwouldnaturallybesaidunderthecircumstances。

  Totskiwasveryeloquentallthrough,and,inconclusion,justtouchedonthefactthatnotasoulintheworld,notevenGeneralEpanchin,hadeverheardawordabouttheaboveseventy-fivethousandroubles,andthatthiswasthefirsttimehehadevergivenexpressiontohisintentionsinrespecttothem。

  NastasiaPhilipovna’sreplytothislongrigmaroleastonishedboththefriendsconsiderably。

  Notonlywastherenotraceofherformerirony,ofheroldhatredandenmity,andofthatdreadfullaughter,theveryrecollectionofwhichsentacoldchilldownTotski’sbacktothisveryday;butsheseemedcharmedandreallygladtohavetheopportunityoftalkingseriouslywithhimforonceinaway。Sheconfessedthatshehadlongwishedtohaveafrankandfreeconversationandtoaskforfriendlyadvice,butthatpridehadhithertopreventedher;now,however,thattheicewasbroken,nothingcouldbemorewelcometoherthanthisopportunity。

  First,withasadsmile,andthenwithatwinkleofmerrimentinhereyes,sheadmittedthatsuchastormasthatoffiveyearsagowasnowquiteoutofthequestion。Shesaidthatshehadlongsincechangedherviewsofthings,andrecognizedthatfactsmustbetakenintoconsiderationinspiteofthefeelingsoftheheart。Whatwasdonewasdoneandended,andshecouldnotunderstandwhyTotskishouldstillfeelalarmed。

  ShenextturnedtoGeneralEpanchinandobserved,mostcourteously,thatshehadlongsinceknownofhisdaughters,andthatshehadheardnonebutgoodreport;thatshehadlearnedtothinkofthemwithdeepandsincererespect。Theideaalonethatshecouldinanywayservethem,wouldbetoherbothaprideandasourceofrealhappiness。

  Itwastruethatshewaslonelyinherpresentlife;Totskihadjudgedherthoughtsaright。Shelongedtorise,ifnottolove,atleasttofamilylifeandnewhopesandobjects,butastoGavrilaArdalionovitch,shecouldnotasyetsaymuch。Shethoughtitmustbethecasethathelovedher;shefeltthatshetoomightlearntolovehim,ifshecouldbesureofthefirmnessofhisattachmenttoherself;buthewasveryyoung,anditwasadifficultquestiontodecide。Whatshespeciallylikedabouthimwasthatheworked,andsupportedhisfamilybyhistoil。

  Shehadheardthathewasproudandambitious;shehadheardmuchthatwasinterestingofhismotherandsister,shehadheardofthemfromMr。Ptitsin,andwouldmuchliketomaketheiracquaintance,but——anotherquestion!——wouldtheyliketoreceiveherintotheirhouse?Atallevents,thoughshedidnotrejecttheideaofthismarriage,shedesirednottobehurried。Asfortheseventy-fivethousandroubles,Mr。Totskineednothavefoundanydifficultyorawkwardnessaboutthematter;shequiteunderstoodthevalueofmoney,andwould,ofcourse,acceptthegift。Shethankedhimforhisdelicacy,however,butsawnoreasonwhyGavrilaArdalionovitchshouldnotknowaboutit。

  Shewouldnotmarrythelatter,shesaid,untilshefeltpersuadedthatneitheronhispartnoronthepartofhisfamilydidthereexistanysortofconcealedsuspicionsastoherself。

  Shedidnotintendtoaskforgivenessforanythinginthepast,whichfactshedesiredtobeknown。Shedidnotconsiderherselftoblameforanythingthathadhappenedinformeryears,andshethoughtthatGavrilaArdalionovitchshouldbeinformedastotherelationswhichhadexistedbetweenherselfandTotskiduringthelastfiveyears。Ifsheacceptedthismoneyitwasnottobeconsideredasindemnificationforhermisfortuneasayounggirl,whichhadnotbeeninanydegreeherownfault,butmerelyascompensationforherruinedlife。

  ShebecamesoexcitedandagitatedduringalltheseexplanationsandconfessionsthatGeneralEpanchinwashighlygratified,andconsideredthemattersatisfactorilyarrangedonceforall。ButtheoncebittenTotskiwastwiceshy,andlookedforhiddensnakesamongtheflowers。However,thespecialpointtowhichthetwofriendsparticularlytrustedtobringabouttheirobjectnamely,Gania’sattractivenessforNastasiaPhilipovna,stoodoutmoreandmoreprominently;thepourparlershadcommenced,andgraduallyevenTotskibegantobelieveinthepossibilityofsuccess。

  BeforelongNastasiaandGaniahadtalkedthematterover。Verylittlewassaid——hermodestyseemedtosufferundertheinflictionofdiscussingsuchaquestion。Butsherecognizedhislove,ontheunderstandingthatsheboundherselftonothingwhatever,andthatshereservedtherighttosay\"no\"uptotheveryhourofthemarriageceremony。Ganiawastohavethesamerightofrefusalatthelastmoment。

  ItsoonbecamecleartoGania,afterscenesofwrathandquarrellingsatthedomestichearth,thathisfamilywereseriouslyopposedtothematch,andthatNastasiawasawareofthisfactwasequallyevident。Shesaidnothingaboutit,thoughhedailyexpectedhertodoso。

  Therewereseveralrumoursafloat,beforelong,whichupsetTotski’sequanimityagooddeal,butwewillnotnowstoptodescribethem;merelymentioninganinstanceortwo。OnewasthatNastasiahadenteredintocloseandsecretrelationswiththeEpanchingirls——amostunlikelyrumour;anotherwasthatNastasiahadlongsatisfiedherselfofthefactthatGaniawasmerelymarryingherformoney,andthathisnaturewasgloomyandgreedy,impatientandselfish,toanextraordinarydegree;andthatalthoughhehadbeenkeenenoughinhisdesiretoachieveaconquestbefore,yetsincethetwofriendshadagreedtoexploithispassionfortheirownpurposes,itwasclearenoughthathehadbeguntoconsiderthewholethinganuisanceandanightmare。

  Inhisheartpassionandhateseemedtoholddividedsway,andalthoughhehadatlastgivenhisconsenttomarrythewomanashesaid,underthestressofcircumstances,yethepromisedhimselfthathewould\"takeitoutofher,\"aftermarriage。

  NastasiaseemedtoTotskitohavedivinedallthis,andtobepreparingsomethingonherownaccount,whichfrightenedhimtosuchanextentthathedidnotdarecommunicatehisviewseventothegeneral。Butattimeshewouldpluckuphiscourageandbefullofhopeandgoodspiritsagain,acting,infact,asweakmendoactinsuchcircumstances。

  However,boththefriendsfeltthatthethinglookedrosyindeedwhenonedayNastasiainformedthemthatshewouldgiveherfinalanswerontheeveningofherbirthday,whichanniversarywasdueinaveryshorttime。

  Astrangerumourbegantocirculate,meanwhile;nolessthanthattherespectableandhighlyrespectedGeneralEpanchinwashimselfsofascinatedbyNastasiaPhilipovnathathisfeelingforheramountedalmosttopassion。WhathethoughttogainbyGania’smarriagetothegirlitwasdifficulttoimagine。PossiblyhecountedonGania’scomplaisance;forTotskihadlongsuspectedthatthereexistedsomesecretunderstandingbetweenthegeneralandhissecretary。AtalleventsthefactwasknownthathehadpreparedamagnificentpresentofpearlsforNastasia’sbirthday,andthathewaslookingforwardtotheoccasionwhenheshouldpresenthisgiftwiththegreatestexcitementandimpatience。Thedaybeforeherbirthdayhewasinafeverofagitation。

  Mrs。Epanchin,longaccustomedtoherhusband’sinfidelities,hadheardofthepearls,andtherumourexcitedherliveliestcuriosityandinterest。Thegeneralremarkedhersuspicions,andfeltthatagrandexplanationmustshortlytakeplace——whichfactalarmedhimmuch。

  Thisisthereasonwhyhewassounwillingtotakelunchonthemorninguponwhichwetookupthisnarrativewiththerestofhisfamily。Beforetheprince’sarrivalhehadmadeuphismindtopleadbusiness,and\"cut\"themeal;whichsimplymeantrunningaway。

  Hewasparticularlyanxiousthatthisonedayshouldbepassed——

  especiallytheevening——withoutunpleasantnessbetweenhimselfandhisfamily;andjustattherightmomenttheprinceturnedup——\"asthoughHeavenhadsenthimonpurpose,\"saidthegeneraltohimself,asheleftthestudytoseekoutthewifeofhisbosom。

  V。

  Mrs。GeneralEpanchinwasaproudwomanbynature。WhatmustherfeelingshavebeenwhensheheardthatPrinceMuishkin,thelastofhisandherline,hadarrivedinbeggar’sguise,awretchedidiot,arecipientofcharity——allofwhichdetailsthegeneralgaveoutforgreatereffect!Hewasanxioustostealherinterestatthefirstswoop,soastodistractherthoughtsfromothermattersnearerhome。

  Mrs。Epanchinwasinthehabitofholdingherselfverystraight,andstaringbeforeher,withoutspeaking,inmomentsofexcitement。

  Shewasafinewomanofthesameageasherhusband,withaslightlyhookednose,ahigh,narrowforehead,thickhairturningalittlegrey,andasallowcomplexion。Hereyesweregreyandworeaverycuriousexpressionattimes。Shebelievedthemtobemosteffective——abeliefthatnothingcouldalter。

  \"What,receivehim!Now,atonce?\"askedMrs。Epanchin,gazingvaguelyatherhusbandashestoodfidgetingbeforeher。

  \"Oh,dearme,Iassureyouthereisnoneedtostandonceremonywithhim,\"thegeneralexplainedhastily。\"Heisquiteachild,nottosayapathetic-lookingcreature。Hehasfitsofsomesort,andhasjustarrivedfromSwitzerland,straightfromthestation,dressedlikeaGermanandwithoutafarthinginhispocket。I

  gavehimtwenty-fiveroublestogoonwith,andamgoingtofindhimsomeeasyplaceinoneofthegovernmentoffices。Ishouldlikeyoutoplyhimwellwiththevictuals,mydears,forI

  shouldthinkhemustbeveryhungry。\"

  \"Youastonishme,\"saidthelady,gazingasbefore。\"Fits,andhungrytoo!Whatsortoffits?\"

  \"Oh,theydon’tcomeonfrequently,besides,he’saregularchild,thoughheseemstobefairlyeducated。Ishouldlikeyou,ifpossible,mydears,\"thegeneraladded,makingslowlyforthedoor,\"toputhimthroughhispacesabit,andseewhatheisgoodfor。Ithinkyoushouldbekindtohim;itisagooddeed,youknow——however,justasyoulike,ofcourse——butheisasortofrelation,remember,andIthoughtitmightinterestyoutoseetheyoungfellow,seeingthatthisisso。\"

  \"Oh,ofcourse,mamma,ifweneedn’tstandonceremonywithhim,wemustgivethepoorfellowsomethingtoeatafterhisjourney;

  especiallyashehasnottheleastideawheretogoto,\"saidAlexandra,theeldestofthegirls。

  \"Besides,he’squiteachild;wecanentertainhimwithalittlehide-and-seek,incaseofneed,\"saidAdelaida。

  \"Hide-and-seek?Whatdoyoumean?\"inquiredMrs。Epanchin。

  \"Oh,dostoppretending,mamma,\"criedAglaya,invexation。\"Sendhimup,father;motherallows。\"

  Thegeneralrangthebellandgaveordersthattheprinceshouldbeshownin。

  \"Onlyonconditionthathehasanapkinunderhischinatlunch,then,\"saidMrs。Epanchin,\"andletFedor,orMavra,standbehindhimwhileheeats。Ishequietwhenhehasthesefits?Hedoesn’tshowviolence,doeshe?\"

  \"Onthecontrary,heseemstobeverywellbroughtup。Hismannersareexcellent——buthereheishimself。Hereyouare,prince——letmeintroduceyou,thelastoftheMuishkins,arelativeofyourown,mydear,oratleastofthesamename。

  Receivehimkindly,please。They’llbringinlunchdirectly,prince;youmuststopandhavesome,butyoumustexcuseme。I’minahurry,Imustbeoff——\"

  \"WeallknowwhereYOUmustbeoffto!\"saidMrs。Epanchin,inameaningvoice。

  \"Yes,yes——Imusthurryaway,I’mlate!Lookhere,dears,lethimwriteyousomethinginyouralbums;you’venoideawhatawonderfulcaligraphistheis,wonderfultalent!Hehasjustwrittenout’AbbotPafnutesignedthis’forme。Well,aurevoir!\"

  \"Stopaminute;whereareyouoffto?Whoisthisabbot?\"criedMrs。Epanchintoherretreatinghusbandinatoneofexcitedannoyance。

  \"Yes,mydear,itwasanoldabbotofthatname-Imustbeofftoseethecount,he’swaitingforme,I’mlate——Good-bye!Aurevoir,prince!\"——andthegeneralboltedatfullspeed。

  \"Oh,yes——Iknowwhatcountyou’regoingtosee!\"remarkedhiswifeinacuttingmanner,assheturnedherangryeyesontheprince。\"Nowthen,what’sallthisabout?——Whatabbot——Who’sPafnute?\"sheadded,brusquely。

  \"Mamma!\"saidAlexandra,shockedatherrudeness。

  Aglayastampedherfoot。

  \"Nonsense!Letmealone!\"saidtheangrymother。\"Nowthen,prince,sitdownhere,no,nearer,comenearerthelight!Iwanttohaveagoodlookatyou。So,nowthen,whoisthisabbot?\"

  \"AbbotPafnute,\"saidourfriend,seriouslyandwithdeference。

  \"Pafnute,yes。Andwhowashe?\"

  Mrs。Epanchinputthesequestionshastilyandbrusquely,andwhentheprinceansweredshenoddedherheadsagelyateachwordhesaid。

  \"TheAbbotPafnutelivedinthefourteenthcentury,\"begantheprince;\"hewasinchargeofoneofthemonasteriesontheVolga,aboutwhereourpresentKostromagovernmentlies。HewenttoOreolandhelpedinthegreatmattersthengoingoninthereligiousworld;hesignedanedictthere,andIhaveseenaprintofhissignature;itstruckme,soIcopiedit。Whenthegeneralaskedme,inhisstudy,towritesomethingforhim,toshowmyhandwriting,Iwrote’TheAbbotPafnutesignedthis,’intheexacthandwritingoftheabbot。Thegenerallikeditverymuch,andthat’swhyherecalleditjustnow。\"

  \"Aglaya,makeanoteof’Pafnute,’orweshallforgethim。H’m!

  andwhereisthissignature?\"

  \"Ithinkitwasleftonthegeneral’stable。\"

  \"Letitbesentforatonce!\"

  \"Oh,I’llwriteyouanewoneinhalfaminute,\"saidtheprince,\"ifyoulike!\"

  \"Ofcourse,mamma!\"saidAlexandra。\"Butlet’shavelunchnow,weareallhungry!\"

  \"Yes;comealong,prince,\"saidthemother,\"areyouveryhungry?\"

  \"Yes;ImustsaythatIamprettyhungry,thanksverymuch。\"

  \"H’m!Iliketoseethatyouknowyourmanners;andyouarebynomeanssuchapersonasthegeneralthoughtfittodescribeyou。

  Comealong;yousithere,oppositetome,\"shecontinued,\"Iwishtobeabletoseeyourface。Alexandra,Adelaida,lookaftertheprince!Hedoesn’tseemsoveryill,doeshe?Idon’tthinkherequiresanapkinunderhischin,afterall;areyouaccustomedtohavingoneon,prince?\"

  \"Formerly,whenIwassevenyearsoldorso。IbelieveIworeone;butnowIusuallyholdmynapkinonmykneewhenIeat。\"

  \"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Andaboutyourfits?\"

  \"Fits?\"askedtheprince,slightlysurprised。\"Iveryseldomhavefitsnowadays。Idon’tknowhowitmaybehere,though;theysaytheclimatemaybebadforme。\"

  \"Hetalksverywell,youknow!\"saidMrs。Epanchin,whostillcontinuedtonodateachwordtheprincespoke。\"Ireallydidnotexpectitatall;infact,Isupposeitwasallstuffandnonsenseonthegeneral’spart,asusual。Eataway,prince,andtellmewhereyouwereborn,andwhereyouwerebroughtup。I

  wishtoknowallaboutyou,youinterestmeverymuch!\"

  Theprinceexpressedhisthanksoncemore,andeatingheartilythewhile,recommencedthenarrativeofhislifeinSwitzerland,allofwhichwehaveheardbefore。Mrs。Epanchinbecamemoreandmorepleasedwithherguest;thegirls,too,listenedwithconsiderableattention。Intalkingoverthequestionofrelationshipitturnedoutthattheprincewasverywellupinthematterandknewhispedigreeoffbyheart。ItwasfoundthatscarcelyanyconnectionexistedbetweenhimselfandMrs。

  Epanchin,butthetalk,andtheopportunityofconversingaboutherfamilytree,gratifiedthelatterexceedingly,andsherosefromthetableingreatgoodhumour。

  \"Let’sallgotomyboudoir,\"shesaid,\"andtheyshallbringsomecoffeeinthere。That’stheroomwhereweallassembleandbusyourselvesaswelikebest,\"sheexplained。\"Alexandra,myeldest,here,playsthepiano,orreadsorsews;Adelaidapaintslandscapesandportraitsbutneverfinishesany;andAglayasitsanddoesnothing。Idon’tworktoomuch,either。Hereweare,now;sitdown,prince,nearthefireandtalktous。Iwanttohearyourelatesomething。Iwishtomakesureofyoufirstandthentellmyoldfriend,PrincessBielokonski,aboutyou。I

  wishyoutoknowallthegoodpeopleandtointerestthem。Nowthen,begin!\"

  \"Mamma,it’sratherastrangeorder,that!\"saidAdelaida,whowasfussingamongherpaintsandpaint-brushesattheeasel。

  AglayaandAlexandrahadsettledthemselveswithfoldedhandsonasofa,evidentlymeaningtobelisteners。Theprincefeltthatthegeneralattentionwasconcentrateduponhimself。

  \"IshouldrefusetosayawordifIwereorderedtotellastorylikethat!\"observedAglaya。

  \"Why?what’stherestrangeaboutit?Hehasatongue。Whyshouldn’thetellussomething?Iwanttojudgewhetherheisagoodstory-teller;anythingyoulike,prince-howyoulikedSwitzerland,whatwasyourfirstimpression,anything。You’llsee,he’llbegindirectlyandtellusallaboutitbeautifully。\"

  \"Theimpressionwasforcible——\"theprincebegan。

  \"There,yousee,girls,\"saidtheimpatientlady,\"hehasbegun,yousee。\"

  \"Well,then,LEThimtalk,mamma,\"saidAlexandra。\"Thisprinceisagreathumbugandbynomeansanidiot,\"shewhisperedtoAglaya。

  \"Oh,Isawthatatonce,\"repliedthelatter。\"Idon’tthinkitatallniceofhimtoplayapart。Whatdoeshewishtogainbyit,Iwonder?\"

  \"Myfirstimpressionwasaverystrongone,\"repeatedtheprince。

  \"WhentheytookmeawayfromRussia,IrememberIpassedthroughmanyGermantownsandlookedoutofthewindows,butdidnottroublesomuchastoaskquestionsaboutthem。Thiswasafteralongseriesoffits。Ialwaysusedtofallintoasortoftorpidconditionaftersuchaseries,andlostmymemoryalmostentirely;andthoughIwasnotaltogetherwithoutreasonatsuchtimes,yetIhadnologicalpowerofthought。Thiswouldcontinueforthreeorfourdays,andthenIwouldrecovermyselfagain。I

  remembermymelancholywasintolerable;Ifeltinclinedtocry;I

  satandwonderedandwondereduncomfortably;theconsciousnessthateverythingwasstrangeweighedterriblyuponme;Icouldunderstandthatitwasallforeignandstrange。IrecollectI

  awokefromthisstateforthefirsttimeatBasle,oneevening;

  thebrayofadonkeyarousedme,adonkeyinthetownmarket。I

  sawthedonkeyandwasextremelypleasedwithit,andfromthatmomentmyheadseemedtoclear。\"

  \"Adonkey?Howstrange!Yetitisnotstrange。Anyoneofusmightfallinlovewithadonkey!Ithappenedinmythologicaltimes,\"

  saidMadameEpanchin,lookingwrathfullyatherdaughters,whohadbeguntolaugh。\"Goon,prince。\"

  \"SincethateveningIhavebeenspeciallyfondofdonkeys。I

  begantoaskquestionsaboutthem,forIhadneverseenonebefore;andIatoncecametotheconclusionthatthismustbeoneofthemostusefulofanimals——strong,willing,patient,cheap;and,thankstothisdonkey,IbegantolikethewholecountryIwastravellingthrough;andmymelancholypassedaway。\"

  \"Allthisisverystrangeandinteresting,\"saidMrs。Epanchin。

  \"Nowlet’sleavethedonkeyandgoontoothermatters。Whatareyoulaughingat,Aglaya?andyoutoo,Adelaida?Theprincetoldushisexperiencesverycleverly;hesawthedonkeyhimself,andwhathaveyoueverseen?YOUhaveneverbeenabroad。\"

  \"Ihaveseenadonkeythough,mamma!\"saidAglaya。

  \"AndI’veheardone!\"saidAdelaida。Allthreeofthegirlslaughedoutloud,andtheprincelaughedwiththem。

  \"Well,it’stoobadofyou,\"saidmamma。\"Youmustforgivethem,prince;theyaregoodgirls。Iamveryfondofthem,thoughI

  oftenhavetobescoldingthem;theyareallassillyandmadasmarchhares。\"

  \"Oh,whyshouldn’ttheylaugh?\"saidtheprince。\"Ishouldn’thaveletthechancegobyintheirplace,Iknow。ButIstickupforthedonkey,allthesame;he’sapatient,good-naturedfellow。\"

  \"Areyouapatientman,prince?Iaskoutofcuriosity,\"saidMrs。Epanchin。

  Alllaughedagain。

  \"Oh,thatwretcheddonkeyagain,Isee!\"criedthelady。\"I

  assureyou,prince,Iwasnotguiltyoftheleast——\"

  \"Insinuation?Oh!Iassureyou,Itakeyourwordforit。\"Andtheprincecontinuedlaughingmerrily。

  \"Imustsayit’sveryniceofyoutolaugh。Iseeyoureallyareakind-heartedfellow,\"saidMrs。Epanchin。

  \"I’mnotalwayskind,though。\"

  \"Iamkindmyself,andALWAYSkindtoo,ifyouplease!\"sheretorted,unexpectedly;\"andthatismychieffault,foroneoughtnottobealwayskind。Iamoftenangrywiththesegirlsandtheirfather;buttheworstofitis,IamalwayskindestwhenIamcross。Iwasveryangryjustbeforeyoucame,andAglayatherereadmealesson——thanks,Aglaya,dear——comeandkissme——there——that’senough\"sheadded,asAglayacameforwardandkissedherlipsandthenherhand。\"Nowthen,goon,prince。

  Perhapsyoucanthinkofsomethingmoreexcitingthanaboutthedonkey,eh?\"

  \"Imustsay,again,Ican’tunderstandhowyoucanexpectanyonetotellyoustoriesstraightaway,so,\"saidAdelaida。\"IknowI

  nevercould!\"

  \"Yes,buttheprincecan,becauseheisclever——clevererthanyouarebytenortwentytimes,ifyoulike。There,that’sso,prince;andseriously,let’sdropthedonkeynow——whatelsedidyouseeabroad,besidesthedonkey?\"

  \"Yes,buttheprincetoldusaboutthedonkeyverycleverly,allthesame,\"saidAlexandra。\"Ihavealwaysbeenmostinterestedtohearhowpeoplegomadandgetwellagain,andthatsortofthing。Especiallywhenithappenssuddenly。\"

  \"Quiteso,quiteso!\"criedMrs。Epanchin,delighted。\"IseeyouCANbesensiblenowandthen,Alexandra。YouwerespeakingofSwitzerland,prince?\"

  \"Yes。WecametoLucerne,andIwastakenoutinaboat。Ifelthowlovelyitwas,butthelovelinessweigheduponmesomehoworother,andmademefeelmelancholy。\"

  \"Why?\"askedAlexandra。

  \"Idon’tknow;IalwaysfeellikethatwhenIlookatthebeautiesofnatureforthefirsttime;butthen,Iwasillatthattime,ofcourse!\"

  \"Oh,butIshouldliketoseeit!\"saidAdelaida;\"andIdon’tknowWHENweshallevergoabroad。I’vebeentwoyearslookingoutforagoodsubjectforapicture。I’vedoneallIknow。’TheNorthandSouthIknowbyheart,’asourpoetobserves。Dohelpmetoasubject,prince。\"

  \"Oh,butIknownothingaboutpainting。Itseemstomeoneonlyhastolook,andpaintwhatonesees。\"

  \"ButIdon’tknowHOWtosee!\"

  \"Nonsense,whatrubbishyoutalk!\"themotherstruckin。\"Notknowhowtosee!Openyoureyesandlook!Ifyoucan’tseehere,youwon’tseeabroadeither。Telluswhatyousawyourself,prince!\"

  \"Yes,that’sbetter,\"saidAdelaida;\"theprincelearnedtoseeabroad。\"

  \"Oh,Ihardlyknow!Yousee,Ionlywenttorestoremyhealth。I

  don’tknowwhetherIlearnedtosee,exactly。Iwasveryhappy,however,nearlyallthetime。\"

  \"Happy!youcanbehappy?\"criedAglaya。\"Thenhowcanyousayyoudidnotlearntosee?Ishouldthinkyoucouldteachustosee!\"

  \"Oh!DOteachus,\"laughedAdelaida。

  \"Oh!Ican’tdothat,\"saidtheprince,laughingtoo。\"IlivedalmostallthewhileinonelittleSwissvillage;whatcanI

  teachyou?AtfirstIwasonlyjustnotabsolutelydull;thenmyhealthbegantoimprove——theneverydaybecamedearerandmoreprecioustome,andthelongerIstayed,thedearerbecamethetimetome;somuchsothatIcouldnothelpobservingit;butwhythiswasso,itwouldbedifficulttosay。\"

  \"Sothatyoudidn’tcaretogoawayanywhereelse?\"

  \"Well,atfirstIdid;Iwasrestless;Ididn’tknowhoweverI

  shouldmanagetosupportlife——youknowtherearesuchmoments,especiallyinsolitude。Therewasawaterfallnearus,suchalovelythinstreakofwater,likeathreadbutwhiteandmoving。

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