\"Oh,nonsense,nonsense,\"saidthegeneral,withdecision。\"Whatextraordinaryideasyouhave,Gania!Asifshewouldhint;that’snotherwayatall。Besides,whatcouldyougiveher,withouthavingthousandsatyourdisposal?Youmighthavegivenheryourportrait,however。Hassheeveraskedyouforit?\"
\"No,notyet。Verylikelysheneverwill。Isupposeyouhaven’tforgottenabouttonight,haveyou,IvanFedorovitch?Youwereoneofthosespeciallyinvited,youknow。\"
\"Ohno,Irememberallright,andIshallgo,ofcourse。Ishouldthinkso!She’stwenty-fiveyearsoldtoday!And,youknow,Gania,youmustbereadyforgreatthings;shehaspromisedbothmyselfandAfanasyIvanovitchthatshewillgiveadecidedanswertonight,yesorno。Sobeprepared!\"
Ganiasuddenlybecamesoillateasethathisfacegrewpalerthanever。
\"Areyousureshesaidthat?\"heasked,andhisvoiceseemedtoquiverashespoke。
\"Yes,shepromised。Webothworriedhersothatshegavein;butshewishedustotellyounothingaboutituntiltheday。\"
ThegeneralwatchedGania’sconfusionintently,andclearlydidnotlikeit。
\"Remember,IvanFedorovitch,\"saidGania,ingreatagitation,\"thatIwastobefreetoo,untilherdecision;andthateventhenIwastohavemy’yesorno’free。\"
\"Why,don’tyou,aren’tyou——\"beganthegeneral,inalarm。
\"Oh,don’tmisunderstand——\"
\"But,mydearfellow,whatareyoudoing,whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Oh,I’mnotrejectingher。Imayhaveexpressedmyselfbadly,butIdidn’tmeanthat。\"
\"Rejecther!Ishouldthinknot!\"saidthegeneralwithannoyance,andapparentlynotintheleastanxioustoconcealit。
\"Why,mydearfellow,it’snotaquestionofyourrejectingher,itiswhetheryouarepreparedtoreceiveherconsentjoyfully,andwithpropersatisfaction。Howarethingsgoingonathome?\"
\"Athome?Oh,IcandoasIlikethere,ofcourse;onlymyfatherwillmakeafoolofhimself,asusual。Heisrapidlybecomingageneralnuisance。Idon’tevertalktohimnow,butIholdhimincheek,safeenough。Iswearifithadnotbeenformymother,I
shouldhaveshownhimthewayout,longago。Mymotherisalwayscrying,ofcourse,andmysistersulks。IhadtotellthematlastthatIintendedtobemasterofmyowndestiny,andthatI
expecttobeobeyedathome。Atleast,Igavemysistertounderstandasmuch,andmymotherwaspresent。\"
\"Well,Imustsay,Icannotunderstandit!\"saidthegeneral,shrugginghisshouldersanddroppinghishands。\"Yourememberyourmother,NinaAlexandrovna,thatdayshecameandsathereandgroaned-andwhenIaskedherwhatwasthematter,shesays,’Oh,it’ssuchaDISHONOURtous!’dishonour!Stuffandnonsense!
IshouldliketoknowwhocanreproachNastasiaPhilipovna,orwhocansayawordofanykindagainsther。DidshemeanbecauseNastasiahadbeenlivingwithTotski?Whatnonsenseitis!Youwouldnotlethercomenearyourdaughters,saysNinaAlexandrovna。Whatnext,Iwonder?Idon’tseehowshecanfailto——tounderstand——\"
\"Herownposition?\"promptedGania。\"Shedoesunderstand。Don’tbeannoyedwithher。Ihavewarnedhernottomeddleinotherpeople’saffairs。However,althoughthere’scomparativepeaceathomeatpresent,thestormwillbreakifanythingisfinallysettledtonight。\"
Theprinceheardthewholeoftheforegoingconversation,ashesatatthetable,writing。Hefinishedatlast,andbroughttheresultofhislabourtothegeneral’sdesk。
\"SothisisNastasiaPhilipovna,\"hesaid,lookingattentivelyandcuriouslyattheportrait。\"Howwonderfullybeautiful!\"heimmediatelyadded,withwarmth。Thepicturewascertainlythatofanunusuallylovelywoman。Shewasphotographedinablacksilkdressofsimpledesign,herhairwasevidentlydarkandplainlyarranged,hereyesweredeepandthoughtful,theexpressionofherfacepassionate,butproud。Shewasratherthin,perhaps,andalittlepale。BothGaniaandthegeneralgazedattheprinceinamazement。
\"Howdoyouknowit’sNastasiaPhilipovna?\"askedthegeneral;
\"yousurelydon’tknowheralready,doyou?\"
\"Yes,Ido!IhaveonlybeenonedayinRussia,butIhaveheardofthegreatbeauty!\"AndtheprinceproceededtonarratehismeetingwithRogojininthetrainandthewholeofthelatter’sstory。
\"There’snews!\"saidthegeneralinsomeexcitement,afterlisteningtothestorywithengrossedattention。
\"Oh,ofcourseit’snothingbuthumbug!\"criedGania,alittledisturbed,however。\"It’sallhumbug;theyoungmerchantwaspleasedtoindulgeinalittleinnocentrecreation!IhaveheardsomethingofRogojin!\"
\"Yes,sohaveI!\"repliedthegeneral。\"NastasiaPhilipovnatoldusallabouttheearringsthatveryday。Butnowitisquiteadifferentmatter。Youseethefellowreallyhasamillionofroubles,andheispassionatelyinlove。Thewholestorysmellsofpassion,andweallknowwhatthisclassofgentryiscapableofwheninfatuated。Iammuchafraidofsomedisagreeablescandal,Iamindeed!\"
\"Youareafraidofthemillion,Isuppose,\"saidGania,grinningandshowinghisteeth。
\"AndyouareNOT,Ipresume,eh?\"
\"Howdidhestrikeyou,prince?\"askedGania,suddenly。\"Didheseemtobeaserioussortofaman,orjustacommonrowdyfellow?Whatwasyourownopinionaboutthematter?\"
WhileGaniaputthisquestion,anewideasuddenlyflashedintohisbrain,andblazedout,impatiently,inhiseyes。Thegeneral,whowasreallyagitatedanddisturbed,lookedattheprincetoo,butdidnotseemtoexpectmuchfromhisreply。
\"Ireallydon’tquiteknowhowtotellyou,\"repliedtheprince,\"butitcertainlydidseemtomethatthemanwasfullofpassion,andnot,perhaps,quitehealthypassion。Heseemedtobestillfarfromwell。Verylikelyhewillbeinbedagaininadayortwo,especiallyifhelivesfast。\"
\"No!doyouthinkso?\"saidthegeneral,catchingattheidea。
\"Yes,Idothinkso!\"
\"Yes,butthesortofscandalIreferredtomayhappenatanymoment。Itmaybethisveryevening,\"remarkedGaniatothegeneral,withasmile。
\"Ofcourse;quiteso。Inthatcaseitalldependsuponwhatisgoingoninherbrainatthismoment。\"
\"Youknowthekindofpersonsheisattimes。\"
\"How?Whatkindofpersonisshe?\"criedthegeneral,arrivedatthelimitsofhispatience。Lookhere,Gania,don’tyougoannoyinghertonightWhatyouaretodoistobeasagreeabletowardsheraseveryoucan。Well,whatareyousmilingat?Youmustunderstand,Gania,thatIhavenointerestwhateverinspeakinglikethis。Whicheverwaythequestionissettled,itwillbetomyadvantage。NothingwillmoveTotskifromhisresolution,soIrunnorisk。IfthereisanythingIdesire,youmustknowthatitisyourbenefitonly。Can’tyoutrustme?Youareasensiblefellow,andIhavebeencountingonyou;for,inthismatter,that,that——\"
\"Yes,that’sthechiefthing,\"saidGania,helpingthegeneraloutofhisdifficultiesagain,andcurlinghislipsinanenvenomedsmile,whichhedidnotattempttoconceal。Hegazedwithhisfeveredeyesstraightintothoseofthegeneral,asthoughhewereanxiousthatthelattermightreadhisthoughts。
Thegeneralgrewpurplewithanger。
\"Yes,ofcourseitisthechiefthing!\"hecried,lookingsharplyatGania。\"Whataverycuriousmanyouare,Gania!YouactuallyseemtobeGLADtohearofthismillionairefellow’sarrival-
justasthoughyouwishedforanexcusetogetoutofthewholething。Thisisanaffairinwhichyououghttoacthonestlywithbothsides,andgiveduewarning,toavoidcompromisingothers。But,evennow,thereisstilltime。Doyouunderstandme?
Iwishtoknowwhetheryoudesirethisarrangementorwhetheryoudonot?Ifnot,sayso,——and-andwelcome!Nooneistryingtoforceyouintothesnare,GavrilaArdalionovitch,ifyouseeasnareinthematter,atleast。\"
\"Idodesireit,\"murmuredGania,softlybutfirmly,loweringhiseyes;andherelapsedintogloomysilence。
Thegeneralwassatisfied。Hehadexcitedhimself,andwasevidentlynowregrettingthathehadgonesofar。Heturnedtotheprince,andsuddenlythedisagreeablethoughtofthelatter’spresencestruckhim,andthecertaintythathemusthaveheardeverywordoftheconversation。Buthefeltateaseinanothermoment;itonlyneededoneglanceattheprincetoseethatinthatquartertherewasnothingtofear。
\"Oh!\"criedthegeneral,catchingsightoftheprince’sspecimenofcaligraphy,whichthelatterhadnowhandedhimforinspection。\"Why,thisissimplybeautiful;lookatthat,Gania,there’srealtalentthere!\"
Onasheetofthickwriting-papertheprincehadwritteninmedievalcharactersthelegend:
\"ThegentleAbbotPafnutesignedthis。\"
\"There,\"explainedtheprince,withgreatdelightandanimation,\"there,that’stheabbot’srealsignature——fromamanuscriptofthefourteenthcentury。Alltheseoldabbotsandbishopsusedtowritemostbeautifully,withsuchtasteandsomuchcareanddiligence。HaveyounocopyofPogodin,general?IfyouhadoneI
couldshowyouanothertype。Stopabit——hereyouhavethelargeroundwritingcommoninFranceduringtheeighteenthcentury。
Someofthelettersareshapedquitedifferentlyfromthosenowinuse。Itwasthewritingcurrentthen,andemployedbypublicwritersgenerally。Icopiedthisfromoneofthem,andyoucanseehowgooditis。Lookatthewell-roundedaandd。IhavetriedtotranslatetheFrenchcharacterintotheRussianletters——
adifficultthingtodo,butIthinkIhavesucceededfairly。
Hereisafinesentence,writteninagood,originalhand——’Zealtriumphsoverall。’ThatisthescriptoftheRussianWarOffice。
Thatishowofficialdocumentsaddressedtoimportantpersonagesshouldbewritten。Thelettersareround,thetypeblack,andthestylesomewhatremarkable。Astylistwouldnotallowtheseornaments,orattemptsatflourishes——justlookattheseunfinishedtails!——butithasdistinctionandreallydepictsthesoulofthewriter。Hewouldliketogiveplaytohisimagination,andfollowtheinspirationofhisgenius,butasoldierisonlyateaseintheguard-room,andthepenstopshalf-way,aslavetodiscipline。Howdelightful!ThefirsttimeImetanexampleofthishandwriting,Iwaspositivelyastonished,andwheredoyouthinkIchancedtofindit?InSwitzerland,ofallplaces!NowthatisanordinaryEnglishhand。
Itcanhardlybeimproved,itissorefinedandexquisite——almostperfection。Thisisanexampleofanotherkind,amixtureofstyles。ThecopywasgivenmebyaFrenchcommercialtraveller。
ItisfoundedontheEnglish,butthedownstrokesarealittleblacker,andmoremarked。Noticethattheovalhassomeslightmodification——itismorerounded。Thiswritingallowsforflourishes;nowaflourishisadangerousthing!Itsuserequiressuchtaste,but,ifsuccessful,whatadistinctionitgivestothewhole!Itresultsinanincomparabletype——onetofallinlovewith!\"
\"Dearme!Howyouhavegoneintoalltherefinementsanddetailsofthequestion!Why,mydearfellow,youarenotacaligraphist,youareanartist!Eh,Gania?\"
\"Wonderful!\"saidGania。\"Andheknowsittoo,\"headded,withasarcasticsmile。
\"Youmaysmile,——butthere’sacareerinthis,\"saidthegeneral。
\"Youdon’tknowwhatagreatpersonageIshallshowthisto,prince。Why,youcancommandasituationatthirty-fiveroublespermonthtostartwith。However,it’shalf-pasttwelve,\"heconcluded,lookingathiswatch;\"sotobusiness,prince,forI
mustbesettingtoworkandshallnotseeyouagaintoday。Sitdownaminute。IhavetoldyouthatIcannotreceiveyoumyselfveryoften,butIshouldliketobeofsomeassistancetoyou,somesmallassistance,ofakindthatwouldgiveyousatisfaction。IshallfindyouaplaceinoneoftheStatedepartments,aneasyplace——butyouwillrequiretobeaccurate。
Now,astoyourplans——inthehouse,orratherinthefamilyofGaniahere——myyoungfriend,whomIhopeyouwillknowbetter——hismotherandsisterhavepreparedtwoorthreeroomsforlodgers,andletthemtohighlyrecommendedyoungfellows,withboardandattendance。IamsureNinaAlexandrovnawilltakeyouinonmyrecommendation。Thereyouwillbecomfortableandwelltakencareof;forIdonotthink,prince,thatyouarethesortofmantobelefttothemercyofFateinatownlikePetersburg。NinaAlexandrovna,Gania’smother,andVarvaraAlexandrovna,areladiesforwhomIhavethehighestpossibleesteemandrespect。
NinaAlexandrovnaisthewifeofGeneralArdalionAlexandrovitch,myoldbrotherinarms,withwhom,Iregrettosay,onaccountofcertaincircumstances,Iamnolongeracquainted。Igiveyouallthisinformation,prince,inordertomakeitcleartoyouthatI
ampersonallyrecommendingyoutothisfamily,andthatinsodoing,Iammoreorlesstakinguponmyselftoanswerforyou。
Thetermsaremostreasonable,andItrustthatyoursalarywillveryshortlyproveamplysufficientforyourexpenditure。Ofcoursepocket-moneyisanecessity,ifonlyalittle;donotbeangry,prince,ifIstronglyrecommendyoutoavoidcarryingmoneyinyourpocket。Butasyourpurseisquiteemptyatthepresentmoment,youmustallowmetopressthesetwenty-fiveroublesuponyouracceptance,assomethingtobeginwith。Ofcoursewewillsettlethislittlematteranothertime,andifyouaretheupright,honestmanyoulook,Ianticipateverylittletroublebetweenusonthatscore。TakingsomuchinterestinyouasyoumayperceiveIdo,Iamnotwithoutmyobject,andyoushallknowitingoodtime。Yousee,Iamperfectlycandidwithyou。Ihope,Gania,youhavenothingtosayagainsttheprince’stakinguphisabodeinyourhouse?\"
\"Oh,onthecontrary!mymotherwillbeveryglad,\"saidGania,courteouslyandkindly。
\"Ithinkonlyoneofyourroomsisengagedasyet,isitnot?
ThatfellowFerd-Ferd——\"
\"Ferdishenko。\"
\"Yes——Idon’tlikethatFerdishenko。Ican’tunderstandwhyNastasiaPhilipovnaencourageshimso。Ishereallyhercousin,ashesays?\"
\"Ohdearno,it’sallajoke。NomorecousinthanIam。\"
\"Well,whatdoyouthinkofthearrangement,prince?\"
\"Thankyou,general;youhavebehavedverykindlytome;allthemoresosinceIdidnotaskyoutohelpme。Idon’tsaythatoutofpride。Icertainlydidnotknowwheretolaymyheadtonight。
Rogojinaskedmetocometohishouse,ofcourse,but——\"
\"Rogojin?No,no,mygoodfellow。Ishouldstronglyrecommendyou,paternally,——or,ifyoupreferit,asafriend,——toforgetallaboutRogojin,and,infact,tosticktothefamilyintowhichyouareabouttoenter。\"
\"Thankyou,\"begantheprince;\"andsinceyouaresoverykindthereisjustonematterwhichI——\"
\"Youmustreallyexcuseme,\"interruptedthegeneral,\"butI
positivelyhaven’tanothermomentnow。IshalljusttellElizabethaProkofievnaaboutyou,andifshewishestoreceiveyouatonce——asIshalladviseher——Istronglyrecommendyoutoingratiateyourselfwithheratthefirstopportunity,formywifemaybeofthegreatestservicetoyouinmanyways。Ifshecannotreceiveyounow,youmustbecontenttowaittillanothertime。Meanwhileyou,Gania,justlookovertheseaccounts,willyou?Wemustn’tforgettofinishoffthatmatter——\"
Thegenerallefttheroom,andtheprinceneversucceededinbroachingthebusinesswhichhehadonhand,thoughhehadendeavouredtodosofourtimes。
Ganialitacigaretteandofferedonetotheprince。Thelatteracceptedtheoffer,butdidnottalk,beingunwillingtodisturbGania’swork。Hecommencedtoexaminethestudyanditscontents。ButGaniahardlysomuchasglancedatthepaperslyingbeforehim;hewasabsentandthoughtful,andhissmileandgeneralappearancestrucktheprincestillmoredisagreeablynowthatthetwowereleftalonetogether。
SuddenlyGaniaapproachedourherowhowasatthemomentstandingoverNastasiaPhilipovna’sportrait,gazingatit。
\"Doyouadmirethatsortofwoman,prince?\"heasked,lookingintentlyathim。Heseemedtohavesomespecialobjectinthequestion。
\"It’sawonderfulface,\"saidtheprince,\"andIfeelsurethatherdestinyisnotbyanymeansanordinary,uneventfulone。Herfaceissmilingenough,butshemusthavesufferedterribly——
hasn’tshe?Hereyesshowit——thosetwobonesthere,thelittlepointsunderhereyes,justwherethecheekbegins。It’saproudfacetoo,terriblyproud!AndI——Ican’tsaywhethersheisgoodandkind,ornot。Oh,ifshebebutgood!Thatwouldmakeallwell!\"
\"Andwouldyoumarryawomanlikethat,now?\"continuedGania,nevertakinghisexcitedeyesofftheprince’sface。
\"Icannotmarryatall,\"saidthelatter。\"Iamaninvalid。\"
\"WouldRogojinmarryher,doyouthink?\"
\"Whynot?Certainlyhewould,Ishouldthink。Hewouldmarryhertomorrow!——marryhertomorrowandmurderherinaweek!\"
HardlyhadtheprinceutteredthelastwordwhenGaniagavesuchafearfulshudderthattheprincealmostcriedout。
\"What’sthematter?\"saidhe,seizingGania’shand。
\"Yourhighness!Hisexcellencybegsyourpresenceinherexcellency’sapartments!\"announcedthefootman,appearingatthedoor。
Theprinceimmediatelyfollowedthemanoutoftheroom。
IV。
ALLthreeoftheMissEpanchinswerefine,healthygirls,well-
grown,withgoodshouldersandbusts,andstrong——almostmasculine——hands;and,ofcourse,withalltheaboveattributes,theyenjoyedcapitalappetites,ofwhichtheywerenotintheleastashamed。
ElizabethaProkofievnasometimesinformedthegirlsthattheywerealittletoocandidinthismatter,butinspiteoftheiroutwarddeferencetotheirmotherthesethreeyoungwomen,insolemnconclave,hadlongagreedtomodifytheunquestioningobediencewhichtheyhadbeeninthehabitofaccordingtoher;
andMrs。GeneralEpanchinhadjudgeditbettertosaynothingaboutit,though,ofcourse,shewaswellawareofthefact。
Itistruethathernaturesometimesrebelledagainstthesedictatesofreason,andthatshegrewyearlymorecapriciousandimpatient;buthavingarespectfulandwell-disciplinedhusbandunderherthumbatalltimes,shefounditpossible,asarule,toemptyanylittleaccumulationsofspleenuponhishead,andthereforetheharmonyofthefamilywaskeptdulybalanced,andthingswentassmoothlyasfamilymatterscan。
Mrs。Epanchinhadafairappetiteherself,andgenerallytookhershareofthecapitalmid-daylunchwhichwasalwaysservedforthegirls,andwhichwasnearlyasgoodasadinner。Theyoungladiesusedtohaveacupofcoffeeeachbeforethismeal,atteno’clock,whilestillinbed。Thiswasafavouriteandunalterablearrangementwiththem。Athalf-pasttwelve,thetablewaslaidinthesmalldining-room,andoccasionallythegeneralhimselfappearedatthefamilygathering,ifhehadtime。
Besidesteaandcoffee,cheese,honey,butter,pan-cakesofvariouskindstheladyofthehouselovedthesebest,cutlets,andsoon,therewasgenerallystrongbeefsoup,andothersubstantialdelicacies。
Ontheparticularmorningonwhichourstoryhasopened,thefamilyhadassembledinthedining-room,andwerewaitingthegeneral’sappearance,thelatterhavingpromisedtocomethisday。Ifhehadbeenonemomentlate,hewouldhavebeensentforatonce;butheturneduppunctually。
Ashecameforwardtowishhiswifegood-morningandkissherhands,ashiscustomwas,heobservedsomethinginherlookwhichbodedill。Hethoughtheknewthereason,andhadexpectedit,butstill,hewasnotaltogethercomfortable。Hisdaughtersadvancedtokisshim,too,andthoughtheydidnotlookexactlyangry,therewassomethingstrangeintheirexpressionaswell。
Thegeneralwas,owingtocertaincircumstances,alittleinclinedtobetoosuspiciousathome,andneedlesslynervous;
but,asanexperiencedfatherandhusband,hejudgeditbettertotakemeasuresatoncetoprotecthimselffromanydangerstheremightbeintheair。
However,IhopeIshallnotinterferewiththepropersequenceofmynarrativetoomuch,ifIdivergeforamomentatthispoint,inordertoexplainthemutualrelationsbetweenGeneralEpanchin’sfamilyandothersactingapartinthishistory,atthetimewhenwetakeupthethreadoftheirdestiny。Ihavealreadystatedthatthegeneral,thoughhewasamanoflowlyorigin,andofpooreducation,was,forallthat,anexperiencedandtalentedhusbandandfather。Amongotherthings,heconsidereditundesirabletohurryhisdaughterstothematrimonialaltarandtoworrythemtoomuchwithassurancesofhispaternalwishesfortheirhappiness,asisthecustomamongparentsofmanygrown-updaughters。Heevensucceededinranginghiswifeonhissideonthisquestion,thoughhefoundthefeatverydifficulttoaccomplish,becauseunnatural;butthegeneral’sargumentswereconclusive,andfoundeduponobviousfacts。Thegeneralconsideredthatthegirls’tasteandgoodsenseshouldbeallowedtodevelopandmaturedeliberately,andthattheparents’dutyshouldmerelybetokeepwatch,inorderthatnostrangeorundesirablechoicebemade;butthattheselectiononceeffected,bothfatherandmotherwereboundfromthatmomenttoenterheartandsoulintothecause,andtoseethatthematterprogressedwithouthindranceuntilthealtarshouldbehappilyreached。
Besidesthis,itwasclearthattheEpanchins’positiongainedeachyear,withgeometricalaccuracy,bothastofinancialsolidityandsocialweight;and,therefore,thelongerthegirlswaited,thebetterwastheirchanceofmakingabrilliantmatch。
Butagain,amidsttheincontrovertiblefactsjustrecorded,onemore,equallysignificant,roseuptoconfrontthefamily;andthiswas,thattheeldestdaughter,Alexandra,hadimperceptiblyarrivedathertwenty-fifthbirthday。Almostatthesamemoment,AfanasyIvanovitchTotski,amanofimmensewealth,highconnections,andgoodstanding,announcedhisintentionofmarrying。AfanasyIvanovitchwasagentlemanoffifty-fiveyearsofage,artisticallygifted,andofmostrefinedtastes。Hewishedtomarrywell,and,moreover,hewasakeenadmirerandjudgeofbeauty。
Now,sinceTotskihad,oflate,beenupontermsofgreatcordialitywithEpanchin,whichexcellentrelationswereintensifiedbythefactthattheywere,sotospeak,partnersinseveralfinancialenterprises,itsohappenedthattheformernowputinafriendlyrequesttothegeneralforcounselwithregardtotheimportantstephemeditated。Mighthesuggest,forinstance,suchathingasamarriagebetweenhimselfandoneofthegeneral’sdaughters?
Evidentlythequiet,pleasantcurrentofthefamilylifeoftheEpanchinswasabouttoundergoachange。
Theundoubtedbeautyofthefamily,parexcellence,wastheyoungest,Aglaya,asaforesaid。ButTotskihimself,thoughanegotistoftheextremesttype,realizedthathehadnochancethere;Aglayawasclearlynotforsuchashe。
PerhapsthesisterlyloveandfriendshipofthethreegirlshadmoreorlessexaggeratedAglaya’schancesofhappiness。Intheiropinion,thelatter’sdestinywasnotmerelytobeveryhappy;
shewastoliveinaheavenonearth。Aglaya’shusbandwastobeacompendiumofallthevirtues,andofallsuccess,nottospeakoffabulouswealth。Thetwoeldersistershadagreedthatallwastobesacrificedbythem,ifneedbe,forAglaya’ssake;herdowrywastobecolossalandunprecedented。
Thegeneralandhiswifewereawareofthisagreement,and,therefore,whenTotskisuggestedhimselfforoneofthesisters,theparentsmadenodoubtthatoneofthetwoeldergirlswouldprobablyaccepttheoffer,sinceTotskiwouldcertainlymakenodifficultyastodowry。Thegeneralvaluedtheproposalveryhighly。Heknewlife,andrealizedwhatsuchanofferwasworth。
Theanswerofthesisterstothecommunicationwas,ifnotconclusive,atleastconsolingandhopeful。Itmadeknownthattheeldest,Alexandra,wouldverylikelybedisposedtolistentoaproposal。
Alexandrawasagood-naturedgirl,thoughshehadawillofherown。Shewasintelligentandkind-hearted,and,ifsheweretomarryTotski,shewouldmakehimagoodwife。Shedidnotcareforabrilliantmarriage;shewaseminentlyawomancalculatedtosootheandsweetenthelifeofanyman;decidedlypretty,ifnotabsolutelyhandsome。WhatbettercouldTotskiwish?
Sothemattercreptslowlyforward。ThegeneralandTotskihadagreedtoavoidanyhastyandirrevocablestep。Alexandra’sparentshadnotevenbeguntotalktotheirdaughtersfreelyuponthesubject,whensuddenly,asitwere,adissonantchordwasstruckamidtheharmonyoftheproceedings。Mrs。Epanchinbegantoshowsignsofdiscontent,andthatwasaseriousmatter。A
certaincircumstancehadcreptin,adisagreeableandtroublesomefactor,whichthreatenedtooverturnthewholebusiness。
Thiscircumstancehadcomeintoexistenceeighteenyearsbefore。
ClosetoanestateofTotski’s,inoneofthecentralprovincesofRussia,therelived,atthattime,apoorgentlemanwhoseestatewasofthewretchedestdescription。Thisgentlemanwasnotedinthedistrictforhispersistentill-fortune;hisnamewasBarashkoff,and,asregardsfamilyanddescent,hewasvastlysuperiortoTotski,buthisestatewasmortgagedtothelastacre。Oneday,whenhehadriddenovertothetowntoseeacreditor,thechiefpeasantofhisvillagefollowedhimshortlyafter,withthenewsthathishousehadbeenburntdown,andthathiswifehadperishedwithit,buthischildrenweresafe。
EvenBarashkoff,inuredtothestormsofevilfortuneashewas,couldnotstandthislaststroke。Hewentmadanddiedshortlyafterinthetownhospital。Hisestatewassoldforthecreditors;andthelittlegirls——twoofthem,ofsevenandeightyearsofagerespectively,——wereadoptedbyTotski,whoundertooktheirmaintenanceandeducationinthekindnessofhisheart。
TheywerebroughtuptogetherwiththechildrenofhisGermanbailiff。Verysoon,however,therewasonlyoneofthemleft-
NastasiaPhilipovna——fortheotherlittleonediedofwhooping-
cough。Totski,whowaslivingabroadatthistime,verysoonforgotallaboutthechild;butfiveyearsafter,returningtoRussia,itstruckhimthathewouldliketolookoverhisestateandseehowmattersweregoingthere,and,arrivedathisbailiff’shouse,hewasnotlongindiscoveringthatamongthechildrenofthelattertherenowdweltamostlovelylittlegirloftwelve,sweetandintelligent,andbright,andpromisingtodevelopbeautyofmostunusualquality-astowhichlastTotskiwasanundoubtedauthority。
Heonlystayedathiscountryscatafewdaysonthisoccasion,buthehadtimetomakehisarrangements。Greatchangestookplaceinthechild’seducation;agoodgovernesswasengaged,aSwissladyofexperienceandculture。ForfouryearsthisladyresidedinthehousewithlittleNastia,andthentheeducationwasconsideredcomplete。Thegovernesstookherdeparture,andanotherladycamedowntofetchNastia,byTotski’sinstructions。
ThechildwasnowtransportedtoanotherofTotski’sestatesinadistantpartofthecountry。Hereshefoundadelightfullittlehouse,justbuilt,andpreparedforherreceptionwithgreatcareandtaste;andhereshetookupherabodetogetherwiththeladywhohadaccompaniedherfromheroldhome。Inthehousethereweretwoexperiencedmaids,musicalinstrumentsofallsorts,acharming\"younglady’slibrary,\"pictures,paint-boxes,alap-
dog,andeverythingtomakelifeagreeable。WithinafortnightTotskihimselfarrived,andfromthattimeheappearedtohavetakenagreatfancytothispartoftheworldandcamedowneachsummer,stayingtwoandthreemonthsatatime。Sopassedfouryearspeacefullyandhappily,incharmingsurroundings。
Attheendofthattime,andaboutfourmonthsafterTotski’slastvisithehadstayedbutafortnightonthisoccasion,areportreachedNastasiaPhilipovnathathewasabouttobemarriedinSt。Petersburg,toarich,eminent,andlovelywoman。
Thereportwasonlypartiallytrue,themarriageprojectbeingonlyinanembryocondition;butagreatchangenowcameoverNastasiaPhilipovna。Shesuddenlydisplayedunusualdecisionofcharacter;andwithoutwastingtimeinthought,shelefthercountryhomeandcameuptoSt。Petersburg,straighttoTotski’shouse,allalone。
Thelatter,amazedatherconduct,begantoexpresshisdispleasure;butheverysoonbecameawarethathemustchangehisvoice,style,andeverythingelse,withthisyounglady;thegoodoldtimesweregone。Anentirelynewanddifferentwomansatbeforehim,betweenwhomandthegirlhehadleftinthecountrylastJulythereseemednothingincommon。
Inthefirstplace,thisnewwomanunderstoodagooddealmorethanwasusualforyoungpeopleofherage;somuchindeed,thatTotskicouldnothelpwonderingwhereshehadpickedupherknowledge。Surelynotfromher\"younglady’slibrary\"?Itevenembracedlegalmatters,andthe\"world\"ingeneral,toaconsiderableextent。
Hercharacterwasabsolutelychanged。Nomoreofthegirlishalternationsoftimidityandpetulance,theadorablenaivete,thereveries,thetears,theplayfulness……Itwasanentirelynewandhithertounknownbeingwhonowsatandlaughedathim,andinformedhimtohisfacethatshehadneverhadthefaintestfeelingforhimofanykind,exceptloathingandcontempt——
contemptwhichhadfollowedcloselyuponhersensationsofsurpriseandbewildermentafterherfirstacquaintancewithhim。
Thisnewwomangavehimfurthertounderstandthatthoughitwasabsolutelythesametoherwhomhemarried,yetshehaddecidedtopreventthismarriage——fornoparticularreason,butthatshechosetodoso,andbecauseshewishedtoamuseherselfathisexpenseforthatitwas\"quiteherturntolaughalittlenow!\"
Suchwereherwords——verylikelyshedidnotgiveherrealreasonforthiseccentricconduct;but,atallevents,thatwasalltheexplanationshedeignedtooffer。
Meanwhile,Totskithoughtthematteroveraswellashisscatteredideaswouldpermit。Hismeditationslastedafortnight,however,andattheendofthattimehisresolutionwastaken。
Thefactwas,Totskiwasatthattimeamanoffiftyyearsofage;hispositionwassolidandrespectable;hisplaceinsocietyhadlongbeenfirmlyfixeduponsafefoundations;helovedhimself,hispersonalcomforts,andhispositionbetterthanalltheworld,aseveryrespectablegentlemanshould!
AtthesametimehisgraspofthingsingeneralsoonshowedTotskithathenowhadtodealwithabeingwhowasoutsidethepaleoftheordinaryrulesoftraditionalbehaviour,andwhowouldnotonlythreatenmischiefbutwouldundoubtedlycarryitout,andstopfornoone。
Therewasevidently,heconcluded,somethingatworkhere;somestormofthemind,someparoxysmofromanticanger,goodnessknowsagainstwhomorwhat,someinsatiablecontempt——inaword,somethingaltogetherabsurdandimpossible,butatthesametimemostdangeroustobemetwithbyanyrespectablepersonwithapositioninsocietytokeepup。
ForamanofTotski’swealthandstanding,itwould,ofcourse,havebeenthesimplestpossiblemattertotakestepswhichwouldridhimatoncefromallannoyance;whileitwasobviouslyimpossibleforNastasiaPhilipovnatoharmhiminanyway,eitherlegallyorbystirringupascandal,for,incaseofthelatterdanger,hecouldsoeasilyremovehertoasphereofsafety。
However,theseargumentswouldonlyholdgoodincaseofNastasiaactingasothersmightinsuchanemergency。Shewasmuchmorelikelytooversteptheboundsofreasonableconductbysomeextraordinaryeccentricity。
HerethesoundjudgmentofTotskistoodhimingoodstead。HerealizedthatNastasiaPhilipovnamustbewellawarethatshecoulddonothingbylegalmeanstoinjurehim,andthatherflashingeyesbetrayedsomeentirelydifferentintention。
NastasiaPhilipovnawasquitecapableofruiningherself,andevenofperpetratingsomethingwhichwouldsendhertoSiberia,forthemerepleasureofinjuringamanforwhomshehaddevelopedsoinhumanasenseofloathingandcontempt。Hehadsufficientinsighttounderstandthatshevaluednothingintheworld——herselfleastofall——andhemadenoattempttoconcealthefactthathewasacowardinsomerespects。Forinstance,ifhehadbeentoldthathewouldbestabbedatthealtar,orpubliclyinsulted,hewouldundoubtedlyhavebeenfrightened;butnotsomuchattheideaofbeingmurdered,orwounded,orinsulted,asatthethoughtthatifsuchthingsweretohappenhewouldbemadetolookridiculousintheeyesofsociety。
HeknewwellthatNastasiathoroughlyunderstoodhimandwheretowoundhimandhow,andtherefore,asthemarriagewasstillonlyinembryo,Totskidecidedtoconciliateherbygivingitup。HisdecisionwasstrengthenedbythefactthatNastasiaPhilipovnahadcuriouslyalteredoflate。Itwouldbedifficulttoconceivehowdifferentshewasphysically,atthepresenttime,tothegirlofafewyearsago。Shewasprettythen……butnow!……
Totskilaughedangrilywhenhethoughthowshort-sightedhehadbeen。Indaysgonebyherememberedhowhehadlookedatherbeautifuleyes,howeventhenhehadmarvelledattheirdarkmysteriousdepths,andattheirwonderinggazewhichseemedtoseekananswertosomeunknownriddle。Hercomplexionalsohadaltered。Shewasnowexceedinglypale,but,curiously,thischangeonlymadehermorebeautiful。Likemostmenoftheworld,Totskihadratherdespisedsuchacheaply-boughtconquest,butoflateyearshehadbeguntothinkdifferentlyaboutit。IthadstruckhimaslongagoaslastspringthatheoughttobefindingagoodmatchforNastasia;forinstance,somerespectableandreasonableyoungfellowservinginagovernmentofficeinanotherpartofthecountry。HowmaliciouslyNastasialaughedattheideaofsuchathing,now!
However,itappearedtoTotskithathemightmakeuseofherinanotherway;andhedeterminedtoestablishherinSt。
Petersburg,surroundingherwithallthecomfortsandluxuriesthathiswealthcouldcommand。Inthiswayhemightgaingloryincertaincircles。
FiveyearsofthisPetersburglifewentby,and,ofcourse,duringthattimeagreatdealhappened。Totski’spositionwasveryuncomfortable;having\"funked\"once,hecouldnottotallyregainhisease。Hewasafraid,hedidnotknowwhy,buthewassimplyafraidofNastasiaPhilipovna。Forthefirsttwoyearsorsohehadsuspectedthatshewishedtomarryhimherself,andthatonlyhervanitypreventedhertellinghimso。Hethoughtthatshewantedhimtoapproachherwithahumbleproposalfromhisownside,Buttohisgreat,andnotentirelypleasurableamazement,hediscoveredthatthiswasbynomeansthecase,andthatwerehetoofferhimselfhewouldberefused。Hecouldnotunderstandsuchastateofthings,andwasobligedtoconcludethatitwaspride,theprideofaninjuredandimaginativewoman,whichhadgonetosuchlengthsthatitpreferredtositandnurseitscontemptandhatredinsolituderatherthanmounttoheightsofhithertounattainablesplendour。Tomakemattersworse,shewasquiteimpervioustomercenaryconsiderations,andcouldnotbebribedinanyway。
Finally,Totskitookcunningmeanstotrytobreakhischainsandbefree。Hetriedtotemptherinvariouswaystoloseherheart;
heinvitedprinces,hussars,secretariesofembassies,poets,novelists,evenSocialists,toseeher;butnotoneofthemallmadethefaintestimpressionuponNastasia。Itwasasthoughshehadapebbleinplaceofaheart,asthoughherfeelingsandaffectionsweredriedupandwitheredforever。
Shelivedalmostentirelyalone;sheread,shestudied,shelovedmusic。Herprincipalacquaintanceswerepoorwomenofvariousgrades,acoupleofactresses,andthefamilyofapoorschoolteacher。Amongthesepeopleshewasmuchbeloved。
Shereceivedfourorfivefriendssometimes,ofanevening。
Totskioftencame。Lately,too,GeneralEpanchinhadbeenenabledwithgreatdifficultytointroducehimselfintohercircle。Ganiamadeheracquaintancealso,andotherswereFerdishenko,anill-
bred,andwould-bewitty,youngclerk,andPtitsin,amoney-
lenderofmodestandpolishedmanners,whohadrisenfrompoverty。Infact,NastasiaPhilipovna’sbeautybecameathingknowntoallthetown;butnotasinglemancouldboastofanythingmorethanhisownadmirationforher;andthisreputationofhers,andherwitandcultureandgrace,allconfirmedTotskiintheplanhehadnowprepared。
AnditwasatthismomentthatGeneralEpanchinbegantoplaysolargeandimportantapartinthestory。
WhenTotskihadapproachedthegeneralwithhisrequestforfriendlycounselastoamarriagewithoneofhisdaughters,hehadmadeafullandcandidconfession。Hehadsaidthatheintendedtostopatnomeanstoobtainhisfreedom;evenifNastasiaweretopromisetoleavehimentirelyaloneinfuture,hewouldnothesaidbelieveandtrusther;wordswerenotenoughforhim;hemusthavesolidguaranteesofsomesort。Soheandthegeneraldeterminedtotrywhatanattempttoappealtoherheartwouldeffect。HavingarrivedatNastasia’shouseoneday,withEpanchin,Totskiimmediatelybegantospeakoftheintolerabletormentofhisposition。Headmittedthathewastoblameforall,butcandidlyconfessedthathecouldnotbringhimselftofeelanyremorseforhisoriginalguilttowardsherself,becausehewasamanofsensualpassionswhichwereinbornandineradicable,andthathehadnopoweroverhimselfinthisrespect;butthathewished,seriously,tomarryatlast,andthatthewholefateofthemostdesirablesocialunionwhichhecontemplated,wasinherhands;inaword,heconfidedhisalltohergenerosityofheart。
GeneralEpanchintookuphispartandspokeinthecharacteroffatherofafamily;hespokesensibly,andwithoutwastingwordsoveranyattemptatsentimentality,hemerelyrecordedhisfulladmissionofherrighttobethearbiterofTotski’sdestinyatthismoment。Hethenpointedoutthatthefateofhisdaughter,andverylikelyofbothhisotherdaughters,nowhunguponherreply。
ToNastasia’squestionastowhattheywishedhertodo,Totskiconfessedthathehadbeensofrightenedbyher,fiveyearsago,thathecouldnevernowbeentirelycomfortableuntilsheherselfmarried。Heimmediatelyaddedthatsuchasuggestionfromhimwould,ofcourse,beabsurd,unlessaccompaniedbyremarksofamorepointednature。Heverywellknew,hesaid,thatacertainyounggentlemanofgoodfamily,namely,GavrilaArdalionovitchIvolgin,withwhomshewasacquainted,andwhomshereceivedatherhouse,hadlonglovedherpassionately,andwouldgivehislifeforsomeresponsefromher。TheyoungfellowhadconfessedthisloveofhistohimTotskiandhadalsoadmitteditinthehearingofhisbenefactor,GeneralEpanchin。Lastly,hecouldnothelpbeingofopinionthatNastasiamustbeawareofGania’sloveforher,andifheTotskimistooknot,shehadlookedwithsomefavouruponit,beingoftenlonely,andrathertiredofherpresentlife。Havingremarkedhowdifficultitwasforhim,ofallpeople,tospeaktoherofthesematters,TotskiconcludedbysayingthathetrustedNastasiaPhilipovnawouldnotlookwithcontemptuponhimifhenowexpressedhissinceredesiretoguaranteeherfuturebyagiftofseventy-fivethousandroubles。
Headdedthatthesumwouldhavebeenleftherallthesameinhiswill,andthatthereforeshemustnotconsiderthegiftasinanywayanindemnificationtoherforanything,butthattherewasnoreason,afterall,whyamanshouldnotbeallowedtoentertainanaturaldesiretolightenhisconscience,etc。,etc。;
infact,allthatwouldnaturallybesaidunderthecircumstances。
Totskiwasveryeloquentallthrough,and,inconclusion,justtouchedonthefactthatnotasoulintheworld,notevenGeneralEpanchin,hadeverheardawordabouttheaboveseventy-fivethousandroubles,andthatthiswasthefirsttimehehadevergivenexpressiontohisintentionsinrespecttothem。
NastasiaPhilipovna’sreplytothislongrigmaroleastonishedboththefriendsconsiderably。
Notonlywastherenotraceofherformerirony,ofheroldhatredandenmity,andofthatdreadfullaughter,theveryrecollectionofwhichsentacoldchilldownTotski’sbacktothisveryday;butsheseemedcharmedandreallygladtohavetheopportunityoftalkingseriouslywithhimforonceinaway。Sheconfessedthatshehadlongwishedtohaveafrankandfreeconversationandtoaskforfriendlyadvice,butthatpridehadhithertopreventedher;now,however,thattheicewasbroken,nothingcouldbemorewelcometoherthanthisopportunity。
First,withasadsmile,andthenwithatwinkleofmerrimentinhereyes,sheadmittedthatsuchastormasthatoffiveyearsagowasnowquiteoutofthequestion。Shesaidthatshehadlongsincechangedherviewsofthings,andrecognizedthatfactsmustbetakenintoconsiderationinspiteofthefeelingsoftheheart。Whatwasdonewasdoneandended,andshecouldnotunderstandwhyTotskishouldstillfeelalarmed。
ShenextturnedtoGeneralEpanchinandobserved,mostcourteously,thatshehadlongsinceknownofhisdaughters,andthatshehadheardnonebutgoodreport;thatshehadlearnedtothinkofthemwithdeepandsincererespect。Theideaalonethatshecouldinanywayservethem,wouldbetoherbothaprideandasourceofrealhappiness。
Itwastruethatshewaslonelyinherpresentlife;Totskihadjudgedherthoughtsaright。Shelongedtorise,ifnottolove,atleasttofamilylifeandnewhopesandobjects,butastoGavrilaArdalionovitch,shecouldnotasyetsaymuch。Shethoughtitmustbethecasethathelovedher;shefeltthatshetoomightlearntolovehim,ifshecouldbesureofthefirmnessofhisattachmenttoherself;buthewasveryyoung,anditwasadifficultquestiontodecide。Whatshespeciallylikedabouthimwasthatheworked,andsupportedhisfamilybyhistoil。
Shehadheardthathewasproudandambitious;shehadheardmuchthatwasinterestingofhismotherandsister,shehadheardofthemfromMr。Ptitsin,andwouldmuchliketomaketheiracquaintance,but——anotherquestion!——wouldtheyliketoreceiveherintotheirhouse?Atallevents,thoughshedidnotrejecttheideaofthismarriage,shedesirednottobehurried。Asfortheseventy-fivethousandroubles,Mr。Totskineednothavefoundanydifficultyorawkwardnessaboutthematter;shequiteunderstoodthevalueofmoney,andwould,ofcourse,acceptthegift。Shethankedhimforhisdelicacy,however,butsawnoreasonwhyGavrilaArdalionovitchshouldnotknowaboutit。
Shewouldnotmarrythelatter,shesaid,untilshefeltpersuadedthatneitheronhispartnoronthepartofhisfamilydidthereexistanysortofconcealedsuspicionsastoherself。
Shedidnotintendtoaskforgivenessforanythinginthepast,whichfactshedesiredtobeknown。Shedidnotconsiderherselftoblameforanythingthathadhappenedinformeryears,andshethoughtthatGavrilaArdalionovitchshouldbeinformedastotherelationswhichhadexistedbetweenherselfandTotskiduringthelastfiveyears。Ifsheacceptedthismoneyitwasnottobeconsideredasindemnificationforhermisfortuneasayounggirl,whichhadnotbeeninanydegreeherownfault,butmerelyascompensationforherruinedlife。
ShebecamesoexcitedandagitatedduringalltheseexplanationsandconfessionsthatGeneralEpanchinwashighlygratified,andconsideredthemattersatisfactorilyarrangedonceforall。ButtheoncebittenTotskiwastwiceshy,andlookedforhiddensnakesamongtheflowers。However,thespecialpointtowhichthetwofriendsparticularlytrustedtobringabouttheirobjectnamely,Gania’sattractivenessforNastasiaPhilipovna,stoodoutmoreandmoreprominently;thepourparlershadcommenced,andgraduallyevenTotskibegantobelieveinthepossibilityofsuccess。
BeforelongNastasiaandGaniahadtalkedthematterover。Verylittlewassaid——hermodestyseemedtosufferundertheinflictionofdiscussingsuchaquestion。Butsherecognizedhislove,ontheunderstandingthatsheboundherselftonothingwhatever,andthatshereservedtherighttosay\"no\"uptotheveryhourofthemarriageceremony。Ganiawastohavethesamerightofrefusalatthelastmoment。
ItsoonbecamecleartoGania,afterscenesofwrathandquarrellingsatthedomestichearth,thathisfamilywereseriouslyopposedtothematch,andthatNastasiawasawareofthisfactwasequallyevident。Shesaidnothingaboutit,thoughhedailyexpectedhertodoso。
Therewereseveralrumoursafloat,beforelong,whichupsetTotski’sequanimityagooddeal,butwewillnotnowstoptodescribethem;merelymentioninganinstanceortwo。OnewasthatNastasiahadenteredintocloseandsecretrelationswiththeEpanchingirls——amostunlikelyrumour;anotherwasthatNastasiahadlongsatisfiedherselfofthefactthatGaniawasmerelymarryingherformoney,andthathisnaturewasgloomyandgreedy,impatientandselfish,toanextraordinarydegree;andthatalthoughhehadbeenkeenenoughinhisdesiretoachieveaconquestbefore,yetsincethetwofriendshadagreedtoexploithispassionfortheirownpurposes,itwasclearenoughthathehadbeguntoconsiderthewholethinganuisanceandanightmare。
Inhisheartpassionandhateseemedtoholddividedsway,andalthoughhehadatlastgivenhisconsenttomarrythewomanashesaid,underthestressofcircumstances,yethepromisedhimselfthathewould\"takeitoutofher,\"aftermarriage。
NastasiaseemedtoTotskitohavedivinedallthis,andtobepreparingsomethingonherownaccount,whichfrightenedhimtosuchanextentthathedidnotdarecommunicatehisviewseventothegeneral。Butattimeshewouldpluckuphiscourageandbefullofhopeandgoodspiritsagain,acting,infact,asweakmendoactinsuchcircumstances。
However,boththefriendsfeltthatthethinglookedrosyindeedwhenonedayNastasiainformedthemthatshewouldgiveherfinalanswerontheeveningofherbirthday,whichanniversarywasdueinaveryshorttime。
Astrangerumourbegantocirculate,meanwhile;nolessthanthattherespectableandhighlyrespectedGeneralEpanchinwashimselfsofascinatedbyNastasiaPhilipovnathathisfeelingforheramountedalmosttopassion。WhathethoughttogainbyGania’smarriagetothegirlitwasdifficulttoimagine。PossiblyhecountedonGania’scomplaisance;forTotskihadlongsuspectedthatthereexistedsomesecretunderstandingbetweenthegeneralandhissecretary。AtalleventsthefactwasknownthathehadpreparedamagnificentpresentofpearlsforNastasia’sbirthday,andthathewaslookingforwardtotheoccasionwhenheshouldpresenthisgiftwiththegreatestexcitementandimpatience。Thedaybeforeherbirthdayhewasinafeverofagitation。
Mrs。Epanchin,longaccustomedtoherhusband’sinfidelities,hadheardofthepearls,andtherumourexcitedherliveliestcuriosityandinterest。Thegeneralremarkedhersuspicions,andfeltthatagrandexplanationmustshortlytakeplace——whichfactalarmedhimmuch。
Thisisthereasonwhyhewassounwillingtotakelunchonthemorninguponwhichwetookupthisnarrativewiththerestofhisfamily。Beforetheprince’sarrivalhehadmadeuphismindtopleadbusiness,and\"cut\"themeal;whichsimplymeantrunningaway。
Hewasparticularlyanxiousthatthisonedayshouldbepassed——
especiallytheevening——withoutunpleasantnessbetweenhimselfandhisfamily;andjustattherightmomenttheprinceturnedup——\"asthoughHeavenhadsenthimonpurpose,\"saidthegeneraltohimself,asheleftthestudytoseekoutthewifeofhisbosom。
V。
Mrs。GeneralEpanchinwasaproudwomanbynature。WhatmustherfeelingshavebeenwhensheheardthatPrinceMuishkin,thelastofhisandherline,hadarrivedinbeggar’sguise,awretchedidiot,arecipientofcharity——allofwhichdetailsthegeneralgaveoutforgreatereffect!Hewasanxioustostealherinterestatthefirstswoop,soastodistractherthoughtsfromothermattersnearerhome。
Mrs。Epanchinwasinthehabitofholdingherselfverystraight,andstaringbeforeher,withoutspeaking,inmomentsofexcitement。
Shewasafinewomanofthesameageasherhusband,withaslightlyhookednose,ahigh,narrowforehead,thickhairturningalittlegrey,andasallowcomplexion。Hereyesweregreyandworeaverycuriousexpressionattimes。Shebelievedthemtobemosteffective——abeliefthatnothingcouldalter。
\"What,receivehim!Now,atonce?\"askedMrs。Epanchin,gazingvaguelyatherhusbandashestoodfidgetingbeforeher。
\"Oh,dearme,Iassureyouthereisnoneedtostandonceremonywithhim,\"thegeneralexplainedhastily。\"Heisquiteachild,nottosayapathetic-lookingcreature。Hehasfitsofsomesort,andhasjustarrivedfromSwitzerland,straightfromthestation,dressedlikeaGermanandwithoutafarthinginhispocket。I
gavehimtwenty-fiveroublestogoonwith,andamgoingtofindhimsomeeasyplaceinoneofthegovernmentoffices。Ishouldlikeyoutoplyhimwellwiththevictuals,mydears,forI
shouldthinkhemustbeveryhungry。\"
\"Youastonishme,\"saidthelady,gazingasbefore。\"Fits,andhungrytoo!Whatsortoffits?\"
\"Oh,theydon’tcomeonfrequently,besides,he’saregularchild,thoughheseemstobefairlyeducated。Ishouldlikeyou,ifpossible,mydears,\"thegeneraladded,makingslowlyforthedoor,\"toputhimthroughhispacesabit,andseewhatheisgoodfor。Ithinkyoushouldbekindtohim;itisagooddeed,youknow——however,justasyoulike,ofcourse——butheisasortofrelation,remember,andIthoughtitmightinterestyoutoseetheyoungfellow,seeingthatthisisso。\"
\"Oh,ofcourse,mamma,ifweneedn’tstandonceremonywithhim,wemustgivethepoorfellowsomethingtoeatafterhisjourney;
especiallyashehasnottheleastideawheretogoto,\"saidAlexandra,theeldestofthegirls。
\"Besides,he’squiteachild;wecanentertainhimwithalittlehide-and-seek,incaseofneed,\"saidAdelaida。
\"Hide-and-seek?Whatdoyoumean?\"inquiredMrs。Epanchin。
\"Oh,dostoppretending,mamma,\"criedAglaya,invexation。\"Sendhimup,father;motherallows。\"
Thegeneralrangthebellandgaveordersthattheprinceshouldbeshownin。
\"Onlyonconditionthathehasanapkinunderhischinatlunch,then,\"saidMrs。Epanchin,\"andletFedor,orMavra,standbehindhimwhileheeats。Ishequietwhenhehasthesefits?Hedoesn’tshowviolence,doeshe?\"
\"Onthecontrary,heseemstobeverywellbroughtup。Hismannersareexcellent——buthereheishimself。Hereyouare,prince——letmeintroduceyou,thelastoftheMuishkins,arelativeofyourown,mydear,oratleastofthesamename。
Receivehimkindly,please。They’llbringinlunchdirectly,prince;youmuststopandhavesome,butyoumustexcuseme。I’minahurry,Imustbeoff——\"
\"WeallknowwhereYOUmustbeoffto!\"saidMrs。Epanchin,inameaningvoice。
\"Yes,yes——Imusthurryaway,I’mlate!Lookhere,dears,lethimwriteyousomethinginyouralbums;you’venoideawhatawonderfulcaligraphistheis,wonderfultalent!Hehasjustwrittenout’AbbotPafnutesignedthis’forme。Well,aurevoir!\"
\"Stopaminute;whereareyouoffto?Whoisthisabbot?\"criedMrs。Epanchintoherretreatinghusbandinatoneofexcitedannoyance。
\"Yes,mydear,itwasanoldabbotofthatname-Imustbeofftoseethecount,he’swaitingforme,I’mlate——Good-bye!Aurevoir,prince!\"——andthegeneralboltedatfullspeed。
\"Oh,yes——Iknowwhatcountyou’regoingtosee!\"remarkedhiswifeinacuttingmanner,assheturnedherangryeyesontheprince。\"Nowthen,what’sallthisabout?——Whatabbot——Who’sPafnute?\"sheadded,brusquely。
\"Mamma!\"saidAlexandra,shockedatherrudeness。
Aglayastampedherfoot。
\"Nonsense!Letmealone!\"saidtheangrymother。\"Nowthen,prince,sitdownhere,no,nearer,comenearerthelight!Iwanttohaveagoodlookatyou。So,nowthen,whoisthisabbot?\"
\"AbbotPafnute,\"saidourfriend,seriouslyandwithdeference。
\"Pafnute,yes。Andwhowashe?\"
Mrs。Epanchinputthesequestionshastilyandbrusquely,andwhentheprinceansweredshenoddedherheadsagelyateachwordhesaid。
\"TheAbbotPafnutelivedinthefourteenthcentury,\"begantheprince;\"hewasinchargeofoneofthemonasteriesontheVolga,aboutwhereourpresentKostromagovernmentlies。HewenttoOreolandhelpedinthegreatmattersthengoingoninthereligiousworld;hesignedanedictthere,andIhaveseenaprintofhissignature;itstruckme,soIcopiedit。Whenthegeneralaskedme,inhisstudy,towritesomethingforhim,toshowmyhandwriting,Iwrote’TheAbbotPafnutesignedthis,’intheexacthandwritingoftheabbot。Thegenerallikeditverymuch,andthat’swhyherecalleditjustnow。\"
\"Aglaya,makeanoteof’Pafnute,’orweshallforgethim。H’m!
andwhereisthissignature?\"
\"Ithinkitwasleftonthegeneral’stable。\"
\"Letitbesentforatonce!\"
\"Oh,I’llwriteyouanewoneinhalfaminute,\"saidtheprince,\"ifyoulike!\"
\"Ofcourse,mamma!\"saidAlexandra。\"Butlet’shavelunchnow,weareallhungry!\"
\"Yes;comealong,prince,\"saidthemother,\"areyouveryhungry?\"
\"Yes;ImustsaythatIamprettyhungry,thanksverymuch。\"
\"H’m!Iliketoseethatyouknowyourmanners;andyouarebynomeanssuchapersonasthegeneralthoughtfittodescribeyou。
Comealong;yousithere,oppositetome,\"shecontinued,\"Iwishtobeabletoseeyourface。Alexandra,Adelaida,lookaftertheprince!Hedoesn’tseemsoveryill,doeshe?Idon’tthinkherequiresanapkinunderhischin,afterall;areyouaccustomedtohavingoneon,prince?\"
\"Formerly,whenIwassevenyearsoldorso。IbelieveIworeone;butnowIusuallyholdmynapkinonmykneewhenIeat。\"
\"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Andaboutyourfits?\"
\"Fits?\"askedtheprince,slightlysurprised。\"Iveryseldomhavefitsnowadays。Idon’tknowhowitmaybehere,though;theysaytheclimatemaybebadforme。\"
\"Hetalksverywell,youknow!\"saidMrs。Epanchin,whostillcontinuedtonodateachwordtheprincespoke。\"Ireallydidnotexpectitatall;infact,Isupposeitwasallstuffandnonsenseonthegeneral’spart,asusual。Eataway,prince,andtellmewhereyouwereborn,andwhereyouwerebroughtup。I
wishtoknowallaboutyou,youinterestmeverymuch!\"
Theprinceexpressedhisthanksoncemore,andeatingheartilythewhile,recommencedthenarrativeofhislifeinSwitzerland,allofwhichwehaveheardbefore。Mrs。Epanchinbecamemoreandmorepleasedwithherguest;thegirls,too,listenedwithconsiderableattention。Intalkingoverthequestionofrelationshipitturnedoutthattheprincewasverywellupinthematterandknewhispedigreeoffbyheart。ItwasfoundthatscarcelyanyconnectionexistedbetweenhimselfandMrs。
Epanchin,butthetalk,andtheopportunityofconversingaboutherfamilytree,gratifiedthelatterexceedingly,andsherosefromthetableingreatgoodhumour。
\"Let’sallgotomyboudoir,\"shesaid,\"andtheyshallbringsomecoffeeinthere。That’stheroomwhereweallassembleandbusyourselvesaswelikebest,\"sheexplained。\"Alexandra,myeldest,here,playsthepiano,orreadsorsews;Adelaidapaintslandscapesandportraitsbutneverfinishesany;andAglayasitsanddoesnothing。Idon’tworktoomuch,either。Hereweare,now;sitdown,prince,nearthefireandtalktous。Iwanttohearyourelatesomething。Iwishtomakesureofyoufirstandthentellmyoldfriend,PrincessBielokonski,aboutyou。I
wishyoutoknowallthegoodpeopleandtointerestthem。Nowthen,begin!\"
\"Mamma,it’sratherastrangeorder,that!\"saidAdelaida,whowasfussingamongherpaintsandpaint-brushesattheeasel。
AglayaandAlexandrahadsettledthemselveswithfoldedhandsonasofa,evidentlymeaningtobelisteners。Theprincefeltthatthegeneralattentionwasconcentrateduponhimself。
\"IshouldrefusetosayawordifIwereorderedtotellastorylikethat!\"observedAglaya。
\"Why?what’stherestrangeaboutit?Hehasatongue。Whyshouldn’thetellussomething?Iwanttojudgewhetherheisagoodstory-teller;anythingyoulike,prince-howyoulikedSwitzerland,whatwasyourfirstimpression,anything。You’llsee,he’llbegindirectlyandtellusallaboutitbeautifully。\"
\"Theimpressionwasforcible——\"theprincebegan。
\"There,yousee,girls,\"saidtheimpatientlady,\"hehasbegun,yousee。\"
\"Well,then,LEThimtalk,mamma,\"saidAlexandra。\"Thisprinceisagreathumbugandbynomeansanidiot,\"shewhisperedtoAglaya。
\"Oh,Isawthatatonce,\"repliedthelatter。\"Idon’tthinkitatallniceofhimtoplayapart。Whatdoeshewishtogainbyit,Iwonder?\"
\"Myfirstimpressionwasaverystrongone,\"repeatedtheprince。
\"WhentheytookmeawayfromRussia,IrememberIpassedthroughmanyGermantownsandlookedoutofthewindows,butdidnottroublesomuchastoaskquestionsaboutthem。Thiswasafteralongseriesoffits。Ialwaysusedtofallintoasortoftorpidconditionaftersuchaseries,andlostmymemoryalmostentirely;andthoughIwasnotaltogetherwithoutreasonatsuchtimes,yetIhadnologicalpowerofthought。Thiswouldcontinueforthreeorfourdays,andthenIwouldrecovermyselfagain。I
remembermymelancholywasintolerable;Ifeltinclinedtocry;I
satandwonderedandwondereduncomfortably;theconsciousnessthateverythingwasstrangeweighedterriblyuponme;Icouldunderstandthatitwasallforeignandstrange。IrecollectI
awokefromthisstateforthefirsttimeatBasle,oneevening;
thebrayofadonkeyarousedme,adonkeyinthetownmarket。I
sawthedonkeyandwasextremelypleasedwithit,andfromthatmomentmyheadseemedtoclear。\"
\"Adonkey?Howstrange!Yetitisnotstrange。Anyoneofusmightfallinlovewithadonkey!Ithappenedinmythologicaltimes,\"
saidMadameEpanchin,lookingwrathfullyatherdaughters,whohadbeguntolaugh。\"Goon,prince。\"
\"SincethateveningIhavebeenspeciallyfondofdonkeys。I
begantoaskquestionsaboutthem,forIhadneverseenonebefore;andIatoncecametotheconclusionthatthismustbeoneofthemostusefulofanimals——strong,willing,patient,cheap;and,thankstothisdonkey,IbegantolikethewholecountryIwastravellingthrough;andmymelancholypassedaway。\"
\"Allthisisverystrangeandinteresting,\"saidMrs。Epanchin。
\"Nowlet’sleavethedonkeyandgoontoothermatters。Whatareyoulaughingat,Aglaya?andyoutoo,Adelaida?Theprincetoldushisexperiencesverycleverly;hesawthedonkeyhimself,andwhathaveyoueverseen?YOUhaveneverbeenabroad。\"
\"Ihaveseenadonkeythough,mamma!\"saidAglaya。
\"AndI’veheardone!\"saidAdelaida。Allthreeofthegirlslaughedoutloud,andtheprincelaughedwiththem。
\"Well,it’stoobadofyou,\"saidmamma。\"Youmustforgivethem,prince;theyaregoodgirls。Iamveryfondofthem,thoughI
oftenhavetobescoldingthem;theyareallassillyandmadasmarchhares。\"
\"Oh,whyshouldn’ttheylaugh?\"saidtheprince。\"Ishouldn’thaveletthechancegobyintheirplace,Iknow。ButIstickupforthedonkey,allthesame;he’sapatient,good-naturedfellow。\"
\"Areyouapatientman,prince?Iaskoutofcuriosity,\"saidMrs。Epanchin。
Alllaughedagain。
\"Oh,thatwretcheddonkeyagain,Isee!\"criedthelady。\"I
assureyou,prince,Iwasnotguiltyoftheleast——\"
\"Insinuation?Oh!Iassureyou,Itakeyourwordforit。\"Andtheprincecontinuedlaughingmerrily。
\"Imustsayit’sveryniceofyoutolaugh。Iseeyoureallyareakind-heartedfellow,\"saidMrs。Epanchin。
\"I’mnotalwayskind,though。\"
\"Iamkindmyself,andALWAYSkindtoo,ifyouplease!\"sheretorted,unexpectedly;\"andthatismychieffault,foroneoughtnottobealwayskind。Iamoftenangrywiththesegirlsandtheirfather;buttheworstofitis,IamalwayskindestwhenIamcross。Iwasveryangryjustbeforeyoucame,andAglayatherereadmealesson——thanks,Aglaya,dear——comeandkissme——there——that’senough\"sheadded,asAglayacameforwardandkissedherlipsandthenherhand。\"Nowthen,goon,prince。
Perhapsyoucanthinkofsomethingmoreexcitingthanaboutthedonkey,eh?\"
\"Imustsay,again,Ican’tunderstandhowyoucanexpectanyonetotellyoustoriesstraightaway,so,\"saidAdelaida。\"IknowI
nevercould!\"
\"Yes,buttheprincecan,becauseheisclever——clevererthanyouarebytenortwentytimes,ifyoulike。There,that’sso,prince;andseriously,let’sdropthedonkeynow——whatelsedidyouseeabroad,besidesthedonkey?\"
\"Yes,buttheprincetoldusaboutthedonkeyverycleverly,allthesame,\"saidAlexandra。\"Ihavealwaysbeenmostinterestedtohearhowpeoplegomadandgetwellagain,andthatsortofthing。Especiallywhenithappenssuddenly。\"
\"Quiteso,quiteso!\"criedMrs。Epanchin,delighted。\"IseeyouCANbesensiblenowandthen,Alexandra。YouwerespeakingofSwitzerland,prince?\"
\"Yes。WecametoLucerne,andIwastakenoutinaboat。Ifelthowlovelyitwas,butthelovelinessweigheduponmesomehoworother,andmademefeelmelancholy。\"
\"Why?\"askedAlexandra。
\"Idon’tknow;IalwaysfeellikethatwhenIlookatthebeautiesofnatureforthefirsttime;butthen,Iwasillatthattime,ofcourse!\"
\"Oh,butIshouldliketoseeit!\"saidAdelaida;\"andIdon’tknowWHENweshallevergoabroad。I’vebeentwoyearslookingoutforagoodsubjectforapicture。I’vedoneallIknow。’TheNorthandSouthIknowbyheart,’asourpoetobserves。Dohelpmetoasubject,prince。\"
\"Oh,butIknownothingaboutpainting。Itseemstomeoneonlyhastolook,andpaintwhatonesees。\"
\"ButIdon’tknowHOWtosee!\"
\"Nonsense,whatrubbishyoutalk!\"themotherstruckin。\"Notknowhowtosee!Openyoureyesandlook!Ifyoucan’tseehere,youwon’tseeabroadeither。Telluswhatyousawyourself,prince!\"
\"Yes,that’sbetter,\"saidAdelaida;\"theprincelearnedtoseeabroad。\"
\"Oh,Ihardlyknow!Yousee,Ionlywenttorestoremyhealth。I
don’tknowwhetherIlearnedtosee,exactly。Iwasveryhappy,however,nearlyallthetime。\"
\"Happy!youcanbehappy?\"criedAglaya。\"Thenhowcanyousayyoudidnotlearntosee?Ishouldthinkyoucouldteachustosee!\"
\"Oh!DOteachus,\"laughedAdelaida。
\"Oh!Ican’tdothat,\"saidtheprince,laughingtoo。\"IlivedalmostallthewhileinonelittleSwissvillage;whatcanI
teachyou?AtfirstIwasonlyjustnotabsolutelydull;thenmyhealthbegantoimprove——theneverydaybecamedearerandmoreprecioustome,andthelongerIstayed,thedearerbecamethetimetome;somuchsothatIcouldnothelpobservingit;butwhythiswasso,itwouldbedifficulttosay。\"
\"Sothatyoudidn’tcaretogoawayanywhereelse?\"
\"Well,atfirstIdid;Iwasrestless;Ididn’tknowhoweverI
shouldmanagetosupportlife——youknowtherearesuchmoments,especiallyinsolitude。Therewasawaterfallnearus,suchalovelythinstreakofwater,likeathreadbutwhiteandmoving。