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  AsIhadnothingparticulartodo,IwenttoaFrenchbooksellerinwhoseshopImadetheacquaintanceofawittyhunchback,andImustsaythatahunchbackwithoutwitisaragaavis;Ihavefounditsoinallcountries。Ofcourseitisnotwitwhichgivesthehump,for,thankGod,allwittymenarenothumpbacked,butwemaywellsaythatasageneralrulethehumpgiveswit,fortheverysmallnumberofhunchbackswhohavelittleornowitonlyconfirmstherule:TheoneIwasalludingtojustnowwascalledDubois—Chateleraux。Hewasaskilfulengraver,anddirectoroftheMintofParmafortheInfante,althoughthatprincecouldnotboastofsuchaninstitution。

  Ispentanhourwiththewittyhunchback,whoshewedmeseveralofhisengravings,andIreturnedtothehotelwhereIfoundtheHungarianwaitingtoseeHenriette。Hedidnotknowthatshewouldthatmorningreceiveusintheattireofhersex。Thedoorwasthrownopen,andabeautiful,charmingwomanmetuswithacourtesyfullofgrace,whichnolongerremindedusofthestiffnessorofthetoogreatfreedomwhichbelongtothemilitarycostume。Hersuddenappearancecertainlyastonishedus,andwedidnotknowwhattosayorwhattodo。Sheinvitedustobeseated,lookedatthecaptaininafriendlymanner,andpressedmyhandwiththewarmestaffection,butwithoutgivingwayanymoretothatoutwardfamiliaritywhichayoungofficercanassume,butwhichdoesnotsuitawell—educatedlady。Hernobleandmodestbearingsooncompelledmetoputmyselfinunisonwithher,andIdidsowithoutdifficulty,forshewasnotactingapart,andthewayinwhichshehadresumedhernaturalcharactermadeiteasyformetofollowheronthatground。

  Iwasgazingatherwithadmiration,and,urgedbyafeelingwhichI

  didnottaketimetoanalyze,Itookherhandtokissitwithrespect,but,withoutgivingmeanopportunityofraisingittomylips,sheofferedmeherlovelymouth。Neverdidakisstastesodelicious。

  \"AmInotthenalwaysthesame?\"saidshetome,withdeepfeeling。

  \"No,heavenlycreature,anditissotruethatyouarenolongerthesameinmyeyesthatIcouldnotnowuseanyfamiliaritytowardsyou。

  Youarenolongerthewitty,freeyoungofficerwhotoldMadameQueriniaboutthegameofPharaoh,endaboutthedepositsmadetoyourbankbythecaptaininsoniggardlyamannerthattheywerehardlyworthmentioning。\"

  \"Itisverytruethat,wearingthecostumeofmysex,Ishouldneverdaretouttersuchwords。Yet,dearestfriend,itdoesnotpreventmybeingyourHenriette——thatHenriettewhohasinherlifebeenguiltyofthreeescapades,thelastofwhichwouldhaveutterlyruinedmeifithadnotbeenforyou,butwhichIcalladelightfulerror,sinceithasbeenthecauseofmyknowingyou。\"

  ThosewordsmovedmesodeeplythatIwasonthepointofthrowingmyselfatherfeet,toentreathertoforgivemefornothavingshewnhermorerespect,butHenriette,whosawthestateinwhichIwas,andwhowantedtoputanendtothepatheticscene,begantoshakeourpoorcaptain,whosatasmotionlessasastatue,andasifhehadbeenpetrified。Hefeltashamedathavingtreatedsuchawomanasanadventuress,forheknewthatwhathenowsawwasnotanillusion。

  Hekeptlookingatherwithgreatconfusion,andbowingmostrespectfully,asifhewantedtoatoneforhispastconducttowardsher。AsforHenriette,sheseemedtosaytohim,butwithouttheshadowofareproach;

  \"Iamgladthatyouthinkmeworthmorethantensequins。\"

  Wesatdowntodinner,andfromthatmomentshedidthehonoursofthetablewiththeperfecteaseofapersonwhoisaccustomedtofulfilthatdifficultduty。Shetreatedmelikeabelovedhusband,andthecaptainlikearespectedfriend。ThepoorHungarianbeggedmetotellherthatifhehadseenher,asshewasnow,inCivitaVecchia,whenshecameoutofthetartan,heshouldneverhavedreamedofdispatchinghisciceronetoherroom。

  \"Oh!tellhimthatIdonotdoubtit。Butisitnotstrangethatapoorlittlefemaledressshouldcommandmorerespectthanthegarbofanofficer?\"

  \"Praydonotabusetheofficer’scostume,foritistoitthatIamindebtedformyhappiness。\"

  \"Yes,\"shesaid,withalovingsmile,\"asIoweminetothesbirriofCesena。\"

  Weremainedforalongtimeatthetable,andourdelightfulconversationturneduponnoothertopicthanourmutualfelicity。

  Ifithadnotbeenfortheuneasinessofthepoorcaptain,whichatlaststruckus,weshouldneverhaveputastopeithertothedinnerorto,ourcharmingprattle。

  CHAPTERII

  IEngageaBoxattheOpera,inSpiteofHenriette’sReluctance——

  M。DuboisPaysUsaVisitandDineswithUs;MyDarlingPlaysHimaTrick——HenrietteArguesonHappiness——WeCallonDubois,andMyWifeDisplaysHerMarvellousTalent——M。DutillotTheCourtgivesaSplendidEntertainmentintheDucalGardens——AFatalMeeting——IHaveanInterviewwithM。D’Antoine,theFavouriteoftheInfanteofSpainThehappinessIwasenjoyingwastoocompletetolastlong。Iwasfatedtoloseit,butImustnotanticipateevents。MadamedeFrance,wifeoftheInfanteDonPhilip,havingarrivedinParma,theoperahousewasopened,andIengagedaprivatebox,tellingHenriettethatIintendedtotakehertothetheatreeverynight。

  Shehadseveraltimesconfessedthatshehadagreatpassionformusic,andIhadnodoubtthatshewouldbepleasedwithmyproposal。

  ShehadneveryetseenanItalianopera,andIfeltcertainthatshewishedtoascertainwhethertheItalianmusicdeserveditsuniversalfame。ButIwasindeedsurprisedwhensheexclaimed,\"What,dearest!Youwishtogoeveryeveningtotheopera?\"

  \"Ithink,mylove,that,ifwedidnotgo,weshouldgivesomeexcuseforscandal—mongerstogossip。Yet,shouldyounotlikeit,youknowthatthereisnoneedforustogo。Donotthinkofme,forIpreferourpleasantchatinthisroomtotheheavenlyconcertoftheseraphs。\"

  \"Iampassionatelyfondofmusic,darling,butIcannothelptremblingattheideaofgoingout。\"

  \"Ifyoutremble,Imustshudder,butweoughttogototheoperaorleaveParma。LetusgotoLondonortoanyotherplace。Giveyourorders,Iamreadytodoanythingyoulike。\"

  \"Well,takeaprivateboxaslittleexposedaspossible。\"

  \"Howkindyouare!\"

  TheboxIhadengagedwasinthesecondtier,butthetheatrebeingsmallitwasdifficultforaprettywomantoescapeobservation。

  Itoldherso。

  \"Idonotthinkthereisanydanger,\"sheanswered;\"forIhavenotseenthenameofanypersonofmyacquaintanceinthelistofforeignerswhichyougavemetoread。\"

  ThusdidHenriettegototheopera。Ihadtakencarethatourboxshouldnotbelightedup。Itwasanopera—buffa,themusicofBurellanowasexcellent,andthesingerswereverygood。

  Henriettemadenouseofheropera—glassexcepttolookonthestage,andnobodypaidanyattentiontous。Asshehadbeengreatlypleasedwiththefinaleofthesecondact,Ipromisedtogetitforher,andIaskedDuboistoprocureitforme。Thinkingthatshecouldplaytheharpsichord,Iofferedtogetone,butshetoldmethatshehadnevertouchedthatinstrument。

  OnthenightofthefourthorfifthperformanceM。Duboiscametoourbox,andasIdidnotwishtointroducehimtomyfriend,IonlyaskedwhatIcoulddoforhim。HethenhandedmethemusicIhadbeggedhimtopurchaseforme,andIpaidhimwhatithadcost,offeringhimmybestthanks。Aswewerejustoppositetheducalbox,Iaskedhim,forthesakeofsayingsomething,whetherhehadengravedtheportraitsoftheirhighnesses。Heansweredthathehadalreadyengravedtwomedals,andIgavehimanorderforboth,ingold。Hepromisedtoletmehavethem,andleftthebox。Henriettehadnotevenlookedathim,andthatwasaccordingtoallestablishedrules,asIhadnotintroducedhim,butthenextmorninghewasannouncedaswewereatdinner。M。delaHaye,whowasdiningwithus,complimentedusuponhavingmadetheacquaintanceofDubois,andintroducedhimtohispupilthemomenthecameintotheroom。ItwasthenrightforHenriettetowelcomehim,whichshedidmostgracefully。

  Aftershehadthankedhimforthe’partizione’,shebeggedhewouldgethersomeothermusic,andtheartistacceptedherrequestasafavourgrantedtohim。

  \"Sir,\"saidDuboistome,\"Ihavetakenthelibertyofbringingthemedalsyouwishedtohave;heretheyare。\"

  OnoneweretheportraitsoftheInfanteandhiswife,ontheotherwasengravedonlytheheadofDonPhilip。Theywerebothbeautifullyengraved,andweexpressedourjustadmiration。\"Theworkmanshipisbeyondallprice,\"saidHenriette,\"butthegoldcanbebarteredforothergold。\"\"Madam,\"answeredthemodestartist,\"themedalsweightsixteensequins。\"Shegavehimtheamountimmediately,andinvitedhimtocallagainatdinner—time。Coffeewasjustbroughtinatthatmoment,andsheaskedhimtotakeitwithus。Beforesweeteninghiscup,sheenquiredwhetherhelikedhiscoffeeverysweet。

  \"Yourtaste,madam,\"answeredthehunchback,gallantly,\"issuretobemine。\"

  \"ThenyouhaveguessedthatIalwaysdrinkcoffeewithoutsugar。I

  amgladwehavethattasteincommon。\"

  Andshegracefullyofferedhimthecupofcoffeewithoutsugar。ShethenhelpedDelaHayeandme,notforgettingtoputplentyofsugarinourcups,andshepouredoutoneforherselfexactlyliketheoneshehandedtoDubois。Itwasmuchadoformenottolaugh,formymischievousFrench—woman,wholikedhercoffeeintheParisianfashion,thatistosayverysweet,wassippingthebitterbeveragewithanairofdelightwhichcompelledthedirectoroftheMinttosmileundertheinfliction。Butthecunninghunchbackwasevenwithher;acceptingthepenaltyofhisfoolishcompliment,andpraisingthegoodqualityofthecoffee,heboldlydeclaredthatitwastheonlywaytotastethedeliciousaromaofthepreciousberry。

  WhenDuboisandDelaHayehadleftus,webothlaughedatthetrick。

  \"But,\"saidItoHenriette,\"youwillbethefirstvictimofyourmischief,forwheneverhedineswithus,youmustkeepupthejoke,inordernottobetrayyourself。\"

  \"Oh!Icaneasilycontrivetodrinkmycoffeewellsweetened,andtomakehimdrainthebittercup。\"

  Attheendofonemonth,HenriettecouldspeakItalianfluently,anditwasowingmoretotheconstantpracticeshehadeverydaywithmycousinJeanneton,whoactedashermaid,thantothelessonsofProfessordelaHaye。Thelessonsonlytaughthertherules,andpracticeisnecessarytoacquirealanguage。Ihaveexperienceditmyself。IlearnedmoreFrenchduringthetooshortperiodthatI

  spentsohappilywithmycharmingHenriettethaninallthelessonsI

  hadtakenfromDalacqua。

  Wehadattendedtheoperatwentytimeswithoutmakinganyacquaintance,andourlifewasindeedsupremelyhappy。IneverwentoutwithoutHenriette,andalwaysinacarriage;weneverreceivedanyone,andnobodyknewus。Duboiswastheonlyperson,sincethedepartureofthegoodHungarian,whosometimesdinedwithus;IdonotreckonDelaHaye,whowasadailyguestatourtable。Duboisfeltgreatcuriosityaboutus,buthewascunninganddidnotshewhiscuriosity;wewerereservedwithoutaffectation,andhisinquisitivenesswasatfault。OnedayhementionedtousthatthecourtoftheInfanteofParmawasverybrilliantsincethearrivalofMadamedeFrance,andthatthereweremanyforeignersofbothsexesinthecity。Then,turningtowardsHenriette,hesaidtoher;

  \"Mostoftheforeignladieswhomwehavehereareunknowntous。\"

  \"Verylikely,manyofthemwouldnotshewthemselvesiftheywereknown。\"

  \"Verylikely,madam,asyousay,butIcanassureyouthat,eveniftheirbeautyandtherichnessoftheirtoiletmadethemconspicuous,oursovereignswishforfreedom。Istillhope,madam,thatweshallhavethehappinessofseeingyouatthecourtoftheduke。\"

  \"Idonotthinkso,for,inmyopinion,itissuperlativelyridiculousforaladytogotothecourtwithoutbeingpresented,particularlyifshehasarighttobeso。\"

  Thelastwords,onwhichHenriettehadlaidalittlemorestressthanuponthefirstpartofheranswer,struckourlittlehunchbackdumb,andmyfriend,improvingheropportunity,changedthesubjectofconversation。

  Whenhehadgoneweenjoyedthecheckshehadthusgiventotheinquisitivenessofourguest,butItoldHenriettethat,ingoodconscience,sheoughttoforgiveallthosewhomsherenderedcurious,because……shecutmywordsshortbycoveringmewithlovingkisses。

  Thussupremelyhappy,andfindinginoneanotherconstantsatisfaction,wewouldlaughatthosemorosephilosopherswhodenythatcompletehappinesscanbefoundonearth。

  \"Whatdotheymean,darling——thosecrazyfools——bysayingthathappinessisnotlasting,andhowdotheyunderstandthatword?Iftheymeaneverlasting,immortal,unintermitting,ofcoursetheyareright,butthelifeofmannotbeingsuch,happiness,asanaturalconsequence,cannotbesucheither。Otherwise,everyhappinessislastingfortheveryreasonthatitdoesexist,andtobelastingitrequiresonlytoexist。Butifbycompletefelicitytheyunderstandaseriesofvariedandnever—interruptedpleasures,theyarewrong,because,byallowingaftereachpleasurethecalmwhichoughttofollowtheenjoymentofit,wehavetimetorealizehappinessinitsreality。Inotherwordsthosenecessaryperiodsofreposeareasourceoftrueenjoyment,because,thankstothem,weenjoythedelightofrecollectionwhichincreasestwofoldtherealityofhappiness。Mancanbehappyonlywheninhisownmindherealizeshishappiness,andcalmisnecessarytogivefullplaytohismind;

  thereforewithoutcalmmanwouldtrulyneverbecompletelyhappy,andpleasure,inordertobefelt,mustceasetobeactive。Thenwhatdotheymeanbythatwordlasting?

  \"Everydaywereachamomentwhenwelongforsleep,and,althoughitbetheverylikenessofnon—existence,cananyonedenythatsleepisapleasure?No,atleastitseemstomethatitcannotbedeniedwithconsistency,for,themomentitcomestous,wegiveitthepreferenceoverallotherpleasures,andwearegratefultoitonlyafterithasleftus。

  \"Thosewhosaythatnoonecanbehappythroughoutlifespeaklikewisefrivolously。Philosophyteachesthesecretofsecuringthathappiness,providedoneisfreefrombodilysufferings。Afelicitywhichwouldthuslastthroughoutlifecouldbecomparedtoanosegayformedofathousandflowerssobeautifully,soskillfullyblendedtogether,thatitwouldlookonesingleflower。Whyshoulditbeimpossibleforustospendherethewholeofourlifeaswehavespentthelastmonth,alwaysingoodhealth,alwayslovingoneanother,withouteverfeelinganyotherwantoranyweariness?Then,tocrownthathappiness,whichwouldcertainlybeimmense,allthatwouldbewantedwouldbetodietogether,inanadvancedage,speakingtothelastmomentofourpleasantrecollections。Surelythatfelicitywouldhavebeenlasting。Deathwouldnotinterruptit,fordeathwouldendit。Wecouldnot,eventhen,supposeourselvesunhappyunlesswedreadedunhappinessafterdeath,andsuchanideastrikesmeasabsurd,foritisacontradictionoftheideaofanalmightyandfatherlytenderness。\"

  ItwasthusthatmybelovedHenriettewouldoftenmakemespenddelightfulhours,talkingphilosophicsentiment。HerlogicwasbetterthanthatofCiceroinhisTusculanDisputations,butsheadmittedthatsuchlastingfelicitycouldexistonlybetweentwobeingswholivedtogether,andlovedeachotherwithconstantaffection,healthyinmindandinbody,enlightened,sufficientlyrich,similarintastes,indisposition,andintemperament。Happyarethoseloverswho,whentheirsensesrequirerest,canfallbackupontheintellectualenjoymentsaffordedbythemind!Sweetsleepthencomes,andlastsuntilthebodyhasrecovereditsgeneralharmony。Onawaking,thesensesareagainactiveandalwaysreadytoresumetheiraction。

  Theconditionsofexistenceareexactlythesameformanasfortheuniverse,Imightalmostsaythatbetweenthemthereisperfectidentity,forifwetaketheuniverseaway,mankindnolongerexists,andifwetakemankindaway,thereisnolongeranuniverse;whocouldrealizetheideaoftheexistenceofinorganicmatter?Now,withoutthatidea,’nihilest’,sincetheideaistheessenceofeverything,andsincemanalonehasideas。Besides,ifweabstractthespecies,wecannolongerimaginetheexistenceofmatter,andviceversa。

  IderivedfromHenrietteasgreathappinessasthatcharmingwomanderivedfromme。Welovedoneanotherwithallthestrengthofourfaculties,andwewereeverythingtoeachother。ShewouldoftenrepeatthoseprettylinesofthegoodLa,Fontaine:

  ’Soyez—vousl’unal’autreunmondetoujoursbeau,Toujoursdivers,toujoursnouveau;

  Tenez—vouslieudetout;comptezpourrienlereste。’

  Andwedidnotfailtoputtheadviceintopractice,forneverdidaminuteofennuiorofweariness,neverdidtheslightesttrouble,disturbourbliss。

  Thedayafterthecloseoftheopera,Dubois,whowasdiningwithus,saidthatonthefollowingdayhewasentertainingthetwofirstartists,’primocantatore’and’primacantatrice’,andaddedthat,ifwelikedtocome,wewouldhearsomeoftheirbestpieces,whichtheyweretosinginaloftyhallofhiscountry—houseparticularlyadaptedtothedisplayofthehumanvoice。Henriettethankedhimwarmly,butshesaidthat,herhealthbeingverydelicate,shecouldnotengageherselfbeforehand,andshespokeofotherthings。

  Whenwewerealone,IaskedherwhyshehadrefusedthepleasureofferedbyDubois。

  \"Ishouldaccepthisinvitation,\"sheanswered,\"andwithdelight,ifIwerenotafraidofmeetingathishousesomepersonwhomightknowme,andwoulddestroythehappinessIamnowenjoyingwithyou。\"

  \"Ifyouhaveanyfreshmotivefordreadingsuchanoccurrence,youarequiteright,butifitisonlyavague,groundlessfear,mylove,whyshouldyoudepriveyourselfofarealandinnocentpleasure?IfyouknewhowpleasedIamwhenIseeyouenjoyyourself,andparticularlywhenIwitnessyourecstacyinlisteningtofinemusic!\"

  \"Well,darling,Idonotwanttoshewmyselflessbravethanyou。Wewillgoimmediatelyafterdinner。Theartistswillnotsingbefore。

  Besides,ashedoesnotexpectus,heisnotlikelytohaveinvitedanypersoncurioustospeaktome。Wewillgowithoutgivinghimnoticeofourcoming,withoutbeingexpected,andasifwewantedtopayhimafriendlyvisit。Hetoldusthathewouldbeathiscountry—house,andCaudagnaknowswhereitis。\"

  Herreasonswereamixtureofprudenceandoflove,twofeelingswhichareseldomblendedtogether。Myanswerwastokissherwithasmuchadmirationastenderness,andthenextdayatfouro’clockintheafternoonwepaidourvisittoM。Dubois。Weweremuchsurprised,forwefoundhimalonewithaveryprettygirl,whomhepresentedtousashisniece。

  \"Iamdelightedtoseeyou,\"hesaid,\"butasIdidnotexpecttoseeyouIalteredmyarrangements,andinsteadofthedinnerIhadintendedtogiveIhaveinvitedmyfriendstosupper。Ihopeyouwillnotrefusemethehonourofyourcompany。Thetwovirtuosiwillsoonbehere。\"

  Wewerecompelledtoaccepthisinvitation。

  \"Willtherebemanyguests?\"Ienquired。

  \"Youwillfindyourselvesinthemidstofpeopleworthyofyou,\"heanswered,triumphantly。\"IamonlysorrythatIhavenotinvitedanyladies。\"

  Thispoliteremark,whichwasintendedforHenriette,madeherdrophimacurtsy,whichsheaccompaniedwithasmile。Iwaspleasedtoreadcontentmentonhercountenance,but,alas!shewasconcealingthepainfulanxietywhichshefeltacutely。Hernoblemindrefusedtoshewanyuneasiness,andIcouldnotguessherinmostthoughtsbecauseIhadnoideathatshehadanythingtofear。

  IshouldhavethoughtandacteddifferentlyifIhadknownallherhistory。InsteadofremaininginParmaIshouldhavegonewithhertoLondon,andIknownowthatshewouldhavebeendelightedtogothere。

  Thetwoartistsarrivedsoonafterwards;theywerethe’primocantatore’Laschi,andthe’primadonna’Baglioni,thenaveryprettywoman。Theotherguestssoonfollowed;allofthemwereFrenchmenandSpaniardsofacertainage。Nointroductionstookplace,andI

  readthetactofthewittyhunchbackintheomission,butasalltheguestsweremenusedtothemannersofthecourt,thatneglectofetiquettedidnotpreventthemfrompayingeveryhonourtomylovelyfriend,whoreceivedtheircomplimentswiththateaseandgoodbreedingwhichareknownonlyinFrance,andeventhereonlyinthehighestsociety,withtheexception,however,ofafewFrenchprovincesinwhichthenobility,wronglycalledgoodsociety,shewrathertooopenlythehaughtinesswhichischaracteristicofthatclass。

  Theconcertbeganbyamagnificentsymphony,afterwhichLaschiandBaglionisangaduetwithgreattalentandmuchtaste。TheywerefollowedbyapupilofthecelebratedVandini,whoplayedaconcertoonthevioloncello,andwaswarmlyapplauded。

  TheapplausehadnotyetceasedwhenHenriette,leavingherseat,wentuptotheyoungartist,andtoldhim,withmodestconfidence,asshetookthevioloncellofromhim,thatshecouldbringoutthebeautifultoneoftheinstrumentstillbetter。Iwasstruckwithamazement。Shetooktheyoungman’sseat,placedthevioloncellobetweenherknees,andbeggedtheleaderoftheorchestratobegintheconcertoagain。Thedeepestsilenceprevailed。Iwastremblingallover,andalmostfainting。FortunatelyeverylookwasfixeduponHenriette,andnobodythoughtofme。Norwasshelookingtowardsme,shewouldnothavethenventuredevenoneglance,forshewouldhavelostcourage,ifshehadraisedherbeautifuleyestomyface。

  However,notseeingherdisposingherselftoplay,Iwasbeginningtoimaginethatshehadonlybeenindulginginajest,whenshesuddenlymadethestringsresound。MyheartwasbeatingwithsuchforcethatIthoughtIshoulddropdowndead。

  Butletthereaderimaginemysituationwhen,theconcertobeingover,well—meritedapplauseburstfromeverypartoftheroom!Therapidchangefromextremefeartoexcessivepleasurebroughtonanexcitementwhichwaslikeaviolentfever。TheapplausedidnotseemtohaveanyeffectuponHenriette,who,withoutraisinghereyesfromthenoteswhichshesawforthefirsttime,playedsixpieceswiththegreatestperfection。Assherosefromherseat,shedidnotthanktheguestsfortheirapplause,but,addressingtheyoungartistwithaffability,shetoldhim,withasweetsmile,thatshehadneverplayedonafinerinstrument。Then,curtsyingtotheaudience,shesaid,\"Ientreatyourforgivenessforamovementofvanitywhichhasmademeencroachonyourpatienceforhalfanhour。\"

  Thenobilityandgraceofthisremarkcompletelyupsetme,andIranouttoweeplikeachild,inthegardenwherenoonecouldseeme。

  \"Whoisshe,thisHenriette?\"Isaidtomyself,myheartbeating,andmyeyesswimmingwithtearsofemotion,\"whatisthistreasureIhaveinmypossession?\"

  MyhappinesswassoimmensethatIfeltmyselfunworthyofit。

  Lostinthesethoughtswhichenhancedthepleasureofanytears,I

  shouldhavestayedforalongtuneinthegardenifDuboishadnotcomeouttolookforme。Hefeltanxiousaboutme,owingtomysuddendisappearance,andIquietedhimbysayingthataslightgiddinesshadcompelledmetocomeouttobreathethefreshair。

  Beforere—enteringtheroom,Ihadtimetodrymytears,butmyeyelidswerestillred。Henriette,however,wastheonlyonetotakenoticeofit,andshesaidtome,\"Iknow,mydarling,whyyouwentintothegarden\"

  Sheknewmesowellthatshecouldeasilyguesstheimpressionmadeonmyheartbytheevening’soccurrence。

  Duboishadinvitedthemostamiablenoblemenofthecourt,andhissupperwasdaintyandwellarranged。IwasseatedoppositeHenriettewhowas,asamatterofcourse,monopolizingthegeneralattention,butshewouldhavemetwiththesamesuccessifshehadbeensurroundedbyacircleofladieswhomshewouldcertainlyhavethrownintotheshadebyherbeauty,herwit,andthedistinctionofhermanners。Shewasthecharmofthatsupperbytheanimationsheimpartedtotheconversation。M。Duboissaidnothing,buthewasproudtohavesuchalovelyguestinhishouse。Shecontrivedtosayafewgraciouswordstoeveryone,andwasshrewdenoughnevertouttersomethingwittywithoutmakingmetakeashareinit。Onmyside,Iopenlyshewedmysubmissiveness,mydeference,andmyrespectforthatdivinity,butitwasallinvain。ShewantedeverybodytoknowthatIwasherlordandmaster。Shemighthavebeentakenformywife,butmybehaviourtoherrenderedsuchasuppositionimprobable。

  TheconversationhavingfallenontherespectivemeritsoftheFrenchandSpanishnations,DuboiswasfoolishenoughtoaskHenriettetowhichshegavepreference。

  Itwouldhavebeendifficulttoaskamoreindiscreetquestion,consideringthatthecompanywascomposedalmostentirelyofFrenchmenandSpaniardsinaboutequalproportion。YetmyHenrietteturnedthedifficultysocleverlythattheFrenchmenwouldhavelikedtobeSpaniards,and’viceversa’。Dubois,nothingdaunted,beggedhertosaywhatshethoughtoftheItalians。Thequestionmademetremble。AcertainM。delaCombe,whowasseatednearme,shookhisheadintokenofdisapprobation,butHenriettedidnottrytoeludethequestion。

  \"WhatcanIsayabouttheItalians,\"sheanswered,\"Iknowonlyone?

  IfIamtojudgethemallfromthatonemyjudgmentmustcertainlybemostfavourabletothem,butonesingleexampleisnotsufficienttoestablishtherule。\"

  Itwasimpossibletogiveabetteranswer,butasmyreadersmaywellimagine,Ididnotappeartohaveheardit,andbeinganxioustopreventanymoreindiscreetquestionsfromDuboisIturnedtheconversationintoadifferentchannel。

  Thesubjectofmusicwasdiscussed,andaSpaniardaskedHenriettewhethershecouldplayanyotherinstrumentbesidesthevioloncello。

  \"No,\"sheanswered,\"Ineverfeltanyinclinationforanyother。I

  learnedthevioloncelloattheconventtopleasemymother,whocanplayitprettywell,andwithoutanorderfrommyfather,sanctionedbythebishop,theabbesswouldneverhavegivenmepermissiontopractiseit。\"

  \"Whatobjectioncouldtheabbessmake?\"

  \"ThatdevoutspouseofourLordpretendedthatIcouldnotplaythatinstrumentwithoutassuminganindecentposition。\"

  AtthistheSpanishguestsbittheirlips,buttheFrenchmenlaughedheartily,anddidnotsparetheirepigramsagainsttheover—

  particularabbess。

  Afterashortsilence,Henrietterose,andweallfollowedherexample。Itwasthesignalforbreakinguptheparty,andwesoontookourleave。

  Ilongedtofindmyselfalonewiththeidolofmysoul。Iaskedherahundredquestionswithoutwaitingfortheanswers。

  \"Ah!youwereright,myownHenriette,whenyourefusedtogotothatconcert,foryouknewthatyouwouldraisemanyenemiesagainstme。Iamcertainthatallthosemenhateme,butwhatdoIcare?

  Youaremyuniverse!Crueldarling,youalmostkilledmewithyourvioloncello,because,havingnoideaofyourbeingamusician,I

  thoughtyouhadgonemad,andwhenIheardyouIwascompelledtoleavetheroominordertoweepundisturbed。Mytearsrelievedmyfearfuloppression。Oh!Ientreatyoutotellmewhatothertalentsyoupossess。Tellmecandidly,foryoumightkillmeifyoubroughtthemoutunexpectedly,asyouhavedonethisevening。\"

  \"Ihavenootheraccomplishments,mybestbeloved。Ihaveemptiedmybagallatonce。NowyouknowyourHenrietteentirely。Hadyounotchancedtotellmeaboutamonthagothatyouhadnotasteformusic,IwouldhavetoldyouthatIcouldplaythevioloncelloremarkablywell,butifIhadmentionedsuchathing,Iknowyouwellenoughtobecertainthatyouwouldhaveboughtaninstrumentimmediately,andIcouldnot,dearest,findpleasureinanythingthatwouldwearyyou。\"

  Theverynextmorningshehadanexcellentvioloncello,and,farfromwearyingme,eachtimesheplayedshecausedmeanewandgreaterpleasure。Ibelievethatitwouldbeimpossibleeventoamandislikingmusicnottobecomepassionatelyfondofit,ifthatartwerepractisedtoperfectionbythewomanheadores。

  The’voxhumana’ofthevioloncello;thekingofinstruments,wenttomyhearteverytimethatmybelovedHenrietteperformeduponit。SheknewIlovedtohearherplay,andeverydaysheaffordedmethatpleasure。HertalentdelightedmesomuchthatIproposedtohertogivesomeconcerts,butshewasprudentenoughtorefusemyproposal。

  Butinspiteofallherprudencewehadnopowertohinderthedecreesoffate。

  Thefatalhunchbackcamethedayafterhisfinesuppertothankusandtoreceiveourwell—meritedpraisesofhisconcert,hissupper,andthedistinctionofhisguests。

  \"Iforesee,madam,\"hesaidtoHenriette,\"allthedifficultyIshallhaveindefendingmyselfagainsttheprayersofallmyfriends,whowillbegofmetointroducethemtoyou。\"

  \"Youneednothavemuchtroubleonthatscore:youknowthatInever,receiveanyone。\"

  Duboisdidnotagainventureuponspeakingofintroducinganyfriend。

  OnthesamedayIreceivedaletterfromyoungCapitani,inwhichheinformedmethat,beingtheownerofSt。Peter’sknifeandsheath,hehadcalledonFranziawithtwolearnedmagicianswhohadpromisedtoraisethetreasureoutoftheearth,andthattohisgreatsurpriseFranziahadrefusedtoreceivehim:Heentreatedmetowritetotheworthyfellow,andtogotohimmyselfifIwantedtohavemyshareofthetreasure。IneednotsaythatIdidnotcomplywithhiswishes,butIcanvouchfortherealpleasureIfeltinfindingthatIhadsucceededinsavingthathonestandsimplefarmerfromtheimpostorswhowouldhaveruinedhim。

  OnemonthwasgonesincethegreatsuppergivenbyDubois。Wehadpasseditinalltheenjoymentwhichcanbederivedbothfromthesensesandthemind,andneverhadonesingleinstantofwearinesscausedeitherofustobeguiltyofthatsadsymptomofmiserywhichiscalledayawn。Theonlypleasurewetookoutofdoorswasadriveoutsideofthecitywhentheweatherwasfine。Asweneverwalkedinthestreets,andneverfrequentedanypublicplace,noonehadsoughttomakeouracquaintance,oratleastnoonehadfoundanopportunityofdoingso,inspiteofallthecuriosityexcitedbyHenrietteamongstthepersonswhomwehadchancedtomeet,particularlyatthehouseofDubois。Henriettehadbecomemorecourageous,andImoreconfident,whenwefoundthatshehadnotbeenrecognizedbyanyoneeitheratthatsupperoratthetheatre。Sheonlydreadedpersonsbelongingtothehighnobility。

  OnedayasweweredrivingoutsidetheGateofColorno,wemetthedukeandduchesswhowerereturningtoParma。Immediatelyaftertheircarriageanothervehicledrovealong,inwhichwasDuboiswithanoblemanunknowntous。Ourcarriagehadonlygoneafewyardsfromtheirswhenoneofourhorsesbrokedown。ThecompanionofDuboisimmediatelyorderedhiscoachmantostopinordertosendtoourassistance。Whilstthehorsewasraisedagain,hecamepolitelytoourcarriage,andpaidsomecivilcomplimenttoHenriette。

  M。Dubois,alwaysashrewdcourtierandanxioustoshewoffattheexpenseofothers,lostnotimeinintroducinghimasM。Dutillot,theFrenchambassador。Mysweetheartgavetheconventionalbow。Thehorsebeingallrightagain,weproceededonourroadafterthankingthegentlemenfortheircourtesy。Suchanevery—dayoccurrencecouldnotbeexpectedtohaveanyseriousconsequences,butalas!themostimportanteventsareoftentheresultofverytriflingcircumstances!

  Thenextday,Duboisbreakfastedwithus。HetoldusfranklythatM。Dutillothadbeendelightedatthefortunatechancewhichhadaffordedhimanopportunityofmakingouracquaintance,andthathehadentreatedhimtoaskourpermissiontocallonus。

  \"Onmadamoronme?\"Iaskedatonce。

  \"Onboth。\"

  \"Verywell,butoneatatime。Madam,asyouknow,hasherownroomandIhavemine。\"

  \"Yes,buttheyaresoneareachother!\"

  \"Granted,yetImusttellyouthat,asfarasIamconcerned,I

  shouldhavemuchpleasureinwaitinguponhisexcellencyifheshouldeverwishtocommunicatewithme,andyouwillobligemebylettinghimknowit。Asformadam,sheishere,speaktoher,mydearM。

  Dubois,forIamonlyherveryhumbleservant。\"

  Henrietteassumedanairofcheerfulpoliteness,andsaidtohim,\"Sir,IbegyouwilloffermythankstoM。Dutillot,andenquirefromhimwhetherheknowsme。\"

  \"Iamcertain,madam,\"saidthehunchback,\"thathedoesnot。\"

  \"Youseehedoesnotknowme,andyethewishestocallonme。YoumustagreewithmethatifIacceptedhisvisitsIshouldgivehimasingularopinionofmycharacter。Begoodenoughtotellhimthat,althoughknowntonooneandknowingnoone,Iamnotanadventuress,andthereforeImustdeclinethehonourofhisvisits。\"

  Duboisfeltthathehadtakenafalsestep,andremainedsilent。Weneveraskedhimhowtheambassadorhadreceivedourrefusal。

  Threeweeksafterthelastoccurrence,theducalcourtresidingthenatColorno,agreatentertainmentwasgiveninthegardenswhichweretobeilluminatedallnight。Everybodyhadpermissiontowalkaboutthegardens。Dubois,thefatalhunchbackappointedbydestiny,spokesomuchofthatfestival,thatwetookafancytoseeit。AlwaysthesamestoryofAdam’sapple。Duboisaccompaniedus。WewenttoColornothedaybeforetheentertainment,andputupataninn。

  Intheeveningwewalkedthroughthegardens,inwhichwehappenedtomeettheducalfamilyandsuite。AccordingtotheetiquetteoftheFrenchcourt,MadamedeFrancewasthefirsttocurtsytoHenriette,withoutstopping。MyeyesfelluponagentlemanwalkingbythesideofDonLouis,whowaslookingatmyfriendveryattentively。Afewminutesafter,aswewereretracingoursteps,wecameacrossthesamegentlemanwho,afterbowingrespectfullytous,tookDuboisaside。Theyconversedtogetherforaquarterofanhour,followingusallthetime,andwewerepassingoutofthegardens,whenthegentleman,comingforward,andpolitelyapologizingtome,askedHenriettewhetherhehadthehonourtobeknowntoher。

  \"Idonotrecollecthavingeverhadthehonourofseeingyoubefore。\"

  \"Thatisenough,madam,andIentreatyoutoforgiveme。\"

  DuboisinformedusthatthegentlemanwastheintimatefriendoftheInfanteDonLouis,andthat,believingheknewmadam,hehadbeggedtobeintroduced。DuboishadansweredthathernamewasD’Arci,andthat,ifhewasknowntothelady,herequirednointroduction。

  M。d’AntoinesaidthatthenameofD’Arciwasunknowntohim,andthathewasafraidofmakingamistake。\"Inthatstateofdoubt,\"

  addedDubois,\"andwishingtoclearit,heintroducedhimself,butnowhemustseethathewasmistaken。\"

  Aftersupper,Henrietteappearedanxious。IaskedherwhethershehadonlypretendednottoknowM。d’Antoine。

  \"No,dearest,Icanassureyou。IknowhisnamewhichbelongstoanillustriousfamilyofProvence,butIhaveneverseenhimbefore。\"

  \"Perhapshemayknowyou?\"

  \"Hemighthaveseenme,butIamcertainthatheneverspoketome,orIwouldhaverecollectedhim。\"

  \"Thatmeetingcausesmegreatanxiety,anditseemstohavetroubledyou。\"

  \"Iconfessithasdisturbedmymind。\"

  \"LetusleaveParmaatonceandproceedtoGenoa。WewillgotoVeniceassoonasmyaffairstherearesettled。\"

  \"Yes,mydearfriend,weshallthenfeelmorecomfortable。ButIdonotthinkweneedbeinanyhurry。\"

  WereturnedtoParma,andtwodaysafterwardsmyservanthandedmealetter,sayingthatthefootmanwhohadbroughtitwaswaitingintheante—room。

  \"Thisletter,\"IsaidtoHenriette,\"troublesme。\"

  Shetookit,andaftershehadreadit——shegaveitbacktome,saying,\"IthinkM。d’Antoineisamanofhonour,andIhopethatwemayhavenothingtofear。\"

  Theletterranas,follows:

  \"Eitheratyourhoteloratmyresidence,oratanyotherplaceyoumaywishtoappoint,Ientreatyou,sir,togivemeanopportunityofconversingwithyouonasubjectwhichmustbeofthegreatestimportancetoyou。

  \"Ihavethehonourtobe,etc。

  \"D’ANTOINE。\"

  ItwasaddressedM。Farusi。

  \"IthinkImustseehim,\"Isaid,\"butwhere?\"

  \"Neitherherenorathisresidence,butintheducalgardens。Youranswermustnameonlytheplaceandthehourofthemeeting。\"

  IwrotetoM。d’AntoinethatIwouldseehimathalf—pastelevenintheducalgardens,onlyrequestinghimtoappointanotherhourincaseminewasnotconvenienttohim。

  Idressedmyselfatonceinordertobeingoodtime,andmeanwhilewebothendeavoured,HenrietteandI,tokeepacheerfulcountenance,butwecouldnotsilenceoursadforebodings。IwasexacttomyappointmentandfoundM。d’Antoinewaitingforme。Assoonasweweretogether,hesaidtome,\"Ihavebeencompelled,sir,tobegfromyouthefavourofaninterview,becauseIcouldnotimagineanysurerwaytogetthislettertoMadamed’Arci’shands。Ientreatyoutodeliverittoher,andtoexcusemeifIgiveityousealed。ShouldIbemistaken,myletterwillnotevenrequireananswer,butshouldIberight,Madamed’Arcialonecanjudgewhethersheoughttocommunicateittoyou。

  Thatismyreasonforgivingittoyousealed。Ifyouaretrulyherfriend,thecontentsofthatlettermustbeasinterestingtoyouastoher。MayIhope,sir,thatyouwillbegoodenoughtodeliverittoher?\"

  \"Sir,onmyhonourIwilldoit。\"

  Webowedrespectfullytoeachother,andpartedcompany。Ihurriedbacktothehotel。

  CHAPTERIII

  HenrietteReceivestheVisitofM。d’AntoineIAccompanyHerasFarasGenevaandThenILoseHer——ICrosstheSt。Bernard,andReturntoParma——ALetterfromHensiette——MyDespairDeLaHayeBecomesAttachedtoMe——UnpleasantAdventurewithanActressandItsConsequences——ITurnaThoroughBigot——Bavois——IMystifyaBraggingOfficer。

  AssoonasIhadreachedourapartment,myheartburstingwithanxiety,IrepeatedtoHenrietteeverywordspokenbyM。d’Antoine,anddeliveredhisletterwhichcontainedfourpagesofwriting。Shereaditattentivelywithvisibleemotion,andthenshesaid,\"Dearestfriend,donotbeoffended,butthehonouroftwofamiliesdoesnotallowofmyimpartingtoyouthecontentsofthisletter。I

  amcompelledtoreceiveM。d’Antoine,whorepresentshimselfasbeingoneofmyrelatives。\"

  \"Ah!\"Iexclaimed,\"thisisthebeginningoftheend!Whatadreadfulthought!Iamneartheendofafelicitywhichwastoogreattolast!WretchthatIhavebeen!WhydidItarrysolonginParma?Whatfatalblindness!Ofallthecitiesinthewholeworld,exceptFrance,ParmawastheonlyoneIhadtofear,anditisherethatIhavebroughtyou,whenIcouldhavetakenyouanywhereelse,foryouhadnowillbutmine!Iamallthemoreguiltythatyouneverconcealedyourfearsfromme。WhydidIintroducethatfatalDuboishere?OughtInottohaveguessedthathiscuriositywouldsoonerorlaterproveinjurioustous?AndyetIcannotcondemnthatcuriosity,foritis,alas!anaturalfeeling。IcanonlyaccusealltheperfectionswhichHeavenhasbestoweduponyou!——perfectionswhichhavecausedmyhappiness,andwhichwillplungemeinanabyssofdespair,for,alas!Iforeseeafutureoffearfulmisery。\"

  \"Ientreatyou,dearest,toforeseenothing,andtocalmyourself。

  Letusavailourselvesofallourreasoninordertoproveourselvessuperiortocircumstances,whatevertheymaybe。Icannotanswerthisletter,butyoumustwritetoM。d’Antoinetocallheretomorrowandtosenduphisname。\"

  \"Alas!youcompelmetoperformapainfultask。\"

  \"Youaremybest,myonlyfriend;Idemandnothing,Iimposenotaskuponyou,butcanyourefuseme?\"

  \"No,never,nomatterwhatyouask。Disposeofme,Iamyoursinlifeanddeath。\"

  \"Iknewwhatyouwouldanswer。YoumustbewithmewhenM。

  d’Antoinecalls,butafterafewminutesgiventoetiquette,willyoufindsomepretexttogotoyourroom,andleaveusalone?

  M。d’Antoineknowsallmyhistory;heknowsinwhatIhavedonewrong,inwhatIhavebeenright;asamanofhonour,asmyrelative,hemustsheltermefromallaffront。Heshallnotdoanythingagainstmywill,andifheattemptstodeviatefromtheconditionsI

  willdictatetohim,IwillrefusetogotoFrance,Iwillfollowyouanywhere,anddevotetoyoutheremainderofmylife。Yet,mydarling,recollectthatsomefatalcircumstancesmaycompelustoconsiderourseparationasthewisestcoursetoadopt,thatwemusthusbandallourcouragetoadoptit,ifnecessary,andtoendeavournottobetoounhappy。

  Haveconfidenceinme,andbequitecertainthatIshalltakecaretoreserveformyselfthesmallportionofhappinesswhichIcanbeallowedtoenjoywithoutthemanwhoalonehaswonallmydevotedlove。Youwillhave,Itrust,andIexpectitfromyourgeneroussoul,thesamecareofyourfuture,andIfeelcertainthatyoumustsucceed。Inthemeantime,letusdriveawayallthesadforebodingswhichmightdarkenthehourswehaveyetbeforeus。\"

  \"Ah!whydidwenotgoawayimmediatelyafterwehadmetthataccursedfavouriteoftheInfante!\"

  \"Wemighthavemademattersmuchworse;forinthatcaseM。d’Antoinemighthavemadeuphismindtogivemyfamilyaproofofhiszealbyinstitutingasearchtodiscoverourplaceofresidence,andIshouldthenhavebeenexposedtoviolentproceedingswhichyouwouldnothaveendured。Itwouldhavebeenfataltobothofus。\"

  Idideverythingsheaskedme。Fromthatmomentourlovebecamesad,andsadnessisadiseasewhichgivesthedeath—blowtoaffection。Wewouldoftenremainawholehouroppositeeachotherwithoutexchangingasingleword,andoursighswouldbeheardwhateverwedidtohushthem。

  Thenextday,whenM。d’Antoinecalled,Ifollowedexactlytheinstructionsshehadgivenme,andforsixmortalhoursIremainedalone,pretendingtowrite。

  Thedoorofmyroomwasopen,andalargelooking—glassallowedustoseeeachother。Theyspentthosesixhoursinwriting,occasionallystoppingtotalkofIdonotknowwhat,buttheirconversationwasevidentlyadecisiveone。ThereadercaneasilyrealizehowmuchI

  sufferedduringthatlongtorture,forIcouldexpectnothingbutthetotalwreckofmyhappiness。

  AssoonastheterribleM。d’Antoinehadtakenleaveofher,Henriettecametome,andobservingthathereyeswereredIheavedadeepsigh,butshetriedtosmile。

  \"Shallwegoawayto—morrow,dearest?\"

  \"Oh!yes,Iamready。Wheredoyouwishmetotakeyou?\"

  \"Anywhereyoulike,butwemustbehereinafortnight。\"

  \"Here!Oh,fatalillusion!\"

  \"Alas!itisso。IhavepromisedtobeheretoreceivetheanswertoaletterIhavejustwritten。Wehavenoviolentproceedingstofear,butIcannotbeartoremaininParma。\"

  \"Ah!Icursethehourwhichbroughtustothiscity。WouldyouliketogotoMilan?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Asweareunfortunatelycompelledtocomeback,wemayaswelltakewithusCaudagnaandhissister。\"

  \"Asyouplease。\"

  \"Letmearrangeeverything。Iwillorderacarriageforthem,andtheywilltakechargeofyourvioloncello。DoyounotthinkthatyououghttoletM。d’Antoineknowwherewearegoing?\"

  \"No,itseemstome,onthecontrary,thatIneednotaccounttohimforanyofmyproceedings。Somuchtheworseforhimifheshould,evenforonemoment,doubtmyword。\"

  Thenextmorning,weleftParma,takingonlywhatwewantedforanabsenceofafortnight。WearrivedinMilanwithoutaccident,butbothverysad,andwespentthefollowingfifteendaysinconstanttete—a—tete,withoutspeakingtoanyone,exceptthelandlordofthehotelandtoadressmaker。IpresentedmybelovedHenriettewithamagnificentpelissemadeoflynxfur——apresentwhichsheprizedhighly。

  Outofdelicacy,shehadneverenquiredaboutmymeans,andIfeltgratefultoherforthatreserve。Iwasverycarefultoconcealfromherthefactthatmypursewasgettingverylight。WhenwecamebacktoParmaIhadonlythreeorfourhundredsequins。

  ThedayafterourreturnM。d’Antoineinvitedhimselftodinewithus,andafterwehaddrunkcoffee,IlefthimalonewithHenriette。

  Theirinterviewwasaslongasthefirst,andourseparationwasdecided。Sheinformedmeofit,immediatelyafterthedepartureofM。d’Antoine,andforalongtimeweremainedfoldedineachother’sarms,silent,andblendingourbittertears。

  \"WhenshallIhavetopartfromyou,mybeloved,alas!toomuchbelovedone?\"

  \"Becalm,dearest,onlywhenwereachGeneva,whitheryouaregoingtoaccompanyme。Willyoutrytofindmearespectablemaidbyto—morrow?ShewillaccompanymefromGenevatotheplacewhereIamboundtogo。\"

  \"Oh!then,weshallspendafewdaysmoretogether!IknownoonebutDuboiswhomIcouldtrusttoprocureagoodfemme—de—chambre;

  onlyIdonotwanthimtolearnfromherwhatyoumightnotwishhimtoknow。\"

  \"Thatwillnotbethecase,forIwilltakeanothermaidassoonasI

  aminFrance。\"

  Threedaysafterwards,Dubois,whohadgladlyundertakenthecommission,presentedtoHenrietteawomanalreadysomewhatadvancedinyears,prettywelldressedandrespectable—looking,who,beingpoor,wasgladofanopportunityofgoingbacktoFrance,hernativecountry。Herhusband,anoldmilitaryofficer,haddiedafewmonthsbefore,leavinghertotallyunprovidedfor。Henrietteengagedher,andtoldhertokeepherselfreadytostartwheneverM。Duboisshouldgivehernotice。Thedaybeforetheonefixedforourdeparture,M。

  d’Antoinedinedwithus,and,beforetakingleaveofus,hegaveHenrietteasealedletterforGeneva。

  WeleftParmalateintheevening,andstoppedonlytwohoursinTurin,inordertoengageamanservantwhoseserviceswerequiredasfarasGeneva。ThenextdayweascendedMontCenisinsedan—chairs,andwedescendedtotheNovalaiseinmountain—sledges。OnthefifthdaywereachedGeneva,andweputupattheHoteldesBalances。Thenextmorning,HenriettegavemealetterforthebankerTronchin,who,whenhehadreadit,toldmethathewouldcallhimselfatthehotel,andbringmeonethousandlouisd’or。

  Icamebackandwesatdowntodinner。Wehadnotfinishedourmealwhenthebankerwasannounced。Hehadbroughtthethousandlouisd’or,andtoldHenriettethathewouldgivehertwomenwhomhecouldrecommendineveryway。

  SheansweredthatshewouldleaveGenevaassoonasshehadthecarriagewhichhewastoprovideforher,accordingtotheletterI

  haddeliveredtohim。Hepromisedthateverythingwouldbereadyforthefollowingday,andheleftus。Itwasindeedaterriblemoment!

  Griefalmostbenumbedusboth。Weremainedmotionless,speechless,wrappedupinthemostprofounddespair。

  IbrokethatsadsilencetotellherthatthecarriagewhichM。

  Tronchinwouldprovidecouldnotpossiblybeascomfortableandassafeasmine,andIentreatedhertotakeit,assuringherthatbyacceptingitshewouldgivemealastproofofheraffection。

  \"Iwilltakeinexchange,mydearestlove,thecarriagesentbythebanker。\"

  \"Iacceptthechange,darling,\"sheanswered,\"itwillbeagreatconsolationtopossesssomethingwhichhasbelongedtoyou。\"

  Asshesaidthesewords,sheslippedinmypocketfiverollscontainingeachonehundredlouisd’or——aslightconsolationformyheart,whichwasalmostbrokenbyourcruelseparation!Duringthelasttwenty—fourhourswecouldboastofnoothereloquencebutthatwhichfindsexpressionintears,insobs,andinthosehackneyedbutenergeticexclamations,whichtwohappyloversaresuretoaddresstoreason,wheninitssternnessitcompelsthemtopartfromoneanotherintheveryheightoftheirfelicity。Henriettedidnotendeavourtoluremewithanyhopeforthefuture,inordertoallaymysorrow!Farfromthat,shesaidtome,\"Oncewearepartedbyfate,mybestandonlyfriend,neverenquireafterme,and,shouldchancethrowyouinmyway,donotappeartoknowme。\"

  ShegavemealetterforM。d’Antoine,withoutaskingmewhetherI

  intendedtogobacktoParma,but,evenifsuchhadnotbeenmyintention,Ishouldhavedeterminedatonceuponreturningtothatcity。ShelikewiseentreatedmenottoleaveGenevauntilIhadreceivedaletterwhichshepromisedto,writetomefromthefirststageonherjourney。Shestartedatday—break,havingwithheramaid,afootmanontheboxofthecarriage,andbeingprecededbyacourieronhorseback。IfollowedherwithmyeyesaslongasI

  could,seehercarriage,andIwasstillstandingonthesamespotlongaftermyeyeshadlostsightofit。AllmythoughtswerewrappedupinthebelovedobjectIhadlostforever。Theworldwasablank!

  Iwentbacktomyroom,orderedthewaiternottodisturbmeuntilthereturnofthehorseswhichhaddrawnHenriette’scarriage,andI

  laydownonmybedinthehopethatsleepwouldforatimesilenceagriefwhichtearscouldnotdrown。

  ThepostillionwhohaddrivenHenriettedidnotreturntillthenextday;hehadgoneasfarasChatillon。HebroughtmealetterinwhichIfoundonesingleword:Adieu!HetoldmethattheyhadreachedChatillonwithoutaccident,andthattheladyhadimmediatelycontinuedherjourneytowardsLyons。AsIcouldnotleaveGenevauntilthefollowingday,Ispentaloneinmyroomsomeofthemostmelancholyhoursofmylife。IsawononeofthepanesofglassofawindowthesewordswhichshehadtracedwiththepointofadiamondI

  hadgivenher:\"YouwillforgetHenriette。\"Thatprophecywasnotlikelytoaffordmeanyconsolation。Buthadsheattacheditsfullmeaningtotheword\"forget?\"No;shecouldonlymeanthattimewouldatlasthealthedeepwoundsofmyheart,andsheoughtnottohavemadeitdeeperbyleavingbehindherthosewordswhichsoundedlikeareproach。No,Ihavenotforgottenher,forevennow,whenmyheadiscoveredwithwhitehair,therecollectionofherisstillasourceofhappinessformyheart!WhenIthinkthatinmyoldageI

  derivehappinessonlyfrommyrecollectionsofthepast,Ifindthatmylonglifemusthavecountedmorebrightthandarkdays,andofferingmythankstoGod,theGiverofall,Icongratulatemyself,andconfessthatlifeisagreatblessing。

  ThenextdayIsetoffagainforItalywithaservantrecommendedbyM。Tronchin,andalthoughtheseasonwasnotfavourableItooktheroadoverMontSt。Bernard,whichIcrossedinthreedays,withsevenmulescarryingme,myservant,myluggage,andthecarriagesentbythebankertothebelovedwomannowforeverlosttome。Oneoftheadvantagesofagreatsorrowisthatnothingelseseemspainful。Itisasortofdespairwhichisnotwithoutsomesweetness。DuringthatjourneyIneverfelteitherhungerorthirst,orthecoldwhichissointenseinthatpartoftheAlpsthatthewholeofnatureseemstoturntoice,orthefatigueinseparablefromsuchadifficultanddangerousjourney。

  IarrivedinParmainprettygoodhealth,andtookupmyquartersatasmallinn,inthehopethatinsuchaplaceIshouldnotmeetanyacquaintanceofmine。ButIwasmuchdisappointed,forIfoundinthatinnM。delaHaye,whohadaroomnexttomine。Surprisedatseeingme,hepaidmealongcompliment,tryingtomakemespeak,butIeludedhiscuriositybytellinghimthatIwastired,andthatwewouldseeeachotheragain。

  OnthefollowingdayIcalleduponM。d’Antoine,anddeliveredtheletterwhichHenriettehadwrittentohim。Heopeneditinmypresence,andfindinganothertomyaddressenclosedinhis,hehandedittomewithoutreadingit,althoughitwasnotsealed。

  Thinking,however,thatitmighthavebeenHenriette’sintentionthatheshouldreaditbecauseitwasopen,heaskedmypermissiontodoso,whichIgrantedwithpleasureassoonasIhadmyselfperusedit。

  Hehandeditbacktomeafterhehadreadit,tellingmeveryfeelinglythatIcouldineverythingrelyuponhimanduponhisinfluenceandcredit。

  HereisHenriette’sletter’ItisI,dearestandbestfriend,whohavebeencompelledtoabandonyou,butdonotletyourgriefbeincreasedbyanythoughtofmysorrow。Letusbewiseenoughtosupposethatwehavehadahappydream,andnottocomplainofdestiny,forneverdidsobeautifuladreamlastsolong!Letusbeproudoftheconsciousnessthatforthreemonthswegaveoneanotherthemostperfectfelicity。Fewhumanbeingscanboastofsomuch!Letusswearnevertoforgetoneanother,andtooftenrememberthehappyhoursofourlove,inordertorenewtheminoursouls,which,althoughdivided,willenjoythemasacutelyasifourheartswerebeatingoneagainsttheother。Donotmakeanyenquiriesaboutme,andifchanceshouldletyouknowwhoIam,forgetitforever。IfeelcertainthatyouwillbegladtohearthatIhavearrangedmyaffairssowellthatIshall,fortheremainderofmylife,beashappyasIcanpossiblybewithoutyou,dearfriend,bymyside。Idonotknowwhoyouare,butIamcertainthatnooneintheworldknowsyoubetterthanIdo。IshallnothaveanotherloveraslongasIlive,butIdonotwishyoutoimitateme。OnthecontraryIhopethatyouwillloveagain,andI

  trustthatagoodfairywillbringalongyourpathanotherHenriette。

  Farewell……farewell。\"……

  Imetthatadorablewomanfifteenyearslater;thereaderwillseewhereandhow,whenwecometothatperiodofmylife……

  Iwentbacktomyroom,carelessofthefuture,brokendownbythedeepestofsorrows,Ilockedmyselfin,andwenttobed。IfeltsolowinspiritsthatIwasstunned。Lifewasnotaburden,butonlybecauseIdidnotgiveathoughttolife。InfactIwasinastateofcompleteapathy,moralandphysical。SixyearslaterIfoundmyselfinasimilarpredicament,butthattimelovewasnotthecauseofmysorrow;itwasthehorribleandtoofamousprisonofTheLeads,inVenice。

  Iwasnotmuchbettereitherin1768,whenIwaslodgedintheprisonofBuenRetiro,inMadrid,butImustnotanticipateevents。

  Attheendoftwenty—fourhours,myexhaustionwasverygreat,butI

  didnotfindthesensationdisagreeable,and,inthestateofmindinwhichIwasthen,Iwaspleasedwiththeideathat,byincreasing,thatweaknesswouldatlastkillme。Iwasdelightedtoseethatnoonedisturbedmetooffermesomefood,andIcongratulatedmyselfuponhavingdismissedmyservant。Twenty—fourmorehourspassedby,andmyweaknessbecamecompleteinanition。

  IwasinthatstatewhenDelaHayeknockedatmydoor。Iwouldnothaveansweredifhehadnotsaidthatsomeoneinsisteduponseeingme。Igotoutofbed,and,scarcelyabletostand,Iopenedmydoor,afterwhichIgotintobedagain。

  \"Thereisastrangerhere,\"hesaid,\"who,beinginwantofacarriage,offerstobuyyours\"

  \"Idonotwanttosellit。\"

  \"ExcusemeifIhavedisturbedyou,butyoulookill。\"

  \"Yes,Iwishtobeleftalone。\"

  \"Whatisthematterwithyou?\"

  Comingnearermybed,hetookmyhand,andfoundmypulseextremelylowandweak。

  \"Whatdidyoueatyesterday?\"

  \"Ihaveeatennothing,thankGodIfortwodays。\"

  Guessingtherealstateofthings,DelaHayebecameanxious,andentreatedmetotakesomebroth。Hethrewsomuchkindness,somuchunction,intohisentreatiesthat,throughweaknessandweariness,I

  allowedmyselftobepersuaded。Then,withoutevermentioningthenameofHenriette,hetreatedmetoasermonuponthelifetocome,uponthevanityofthethingsofthislifewhichwearefoolishenoughtoprefer,anduponthenecessityofrespectingourexistence,whichdoesnotbelongtous。

  Iwaslisteningwithoutansweringoneword,but,afterall,Iwaslistening,andDelaHaye,perceivinghisadvantage,wouldnotleaveme,andordereddinner。Ihadneitherthewillnorthestrengthtoresist,andwhenthedinnerwasserved,Iatesomething。ThenDelaHavesawthathehadconquered,andfortheremainderofthedaydevotedhimselftoamusingmebyhischeerfulconversation。

  Thenextdaythetableswereturned,foritwasIwhoinvitedhimtokeepmecompanyandtodinewithme。ItseemedtomethatIhadnotlostaparticleofmysadness,butlifeappearedtomeoncemorepreferabletodeath,and,thinkingthatIwasindebtedtohimforthepreservationofmylife,Imadeagreatfriendofhim。Myreaderswillseepresentlythatmyaffectionforhimwentveryfar,andtheywill,likeme,marvelatthecauseofthatfriendship,andatthemeansthroughwhichitwasbroughtabout。

  Threeorfourdaysafterwards,Dubois,whohadbeeninformedofeverythingbyDelaHaye,calledonme,andpersuadedmetogoout。

  Iwenttothetheatre,whereImadetheacquaintanceofseveralCorsicanofficers,whohadservedinFrance,intheRoyalItalianregiment。IalsometayoungmanfromSicily,namedPaterno,thewildestandmostheedlessfellowitwaspossibletosee。Hewasinlovewithanactresswhomadeafoolofhim。Heamusedmewiththeenumerationofallheradorablequalities,andofallthecrueltiesshewaspractisinguponhim,for,althoughshereceivedhimatallhours,sherepulsedhimharshlywheneverhetriedtostealtheslightestfavour。Inthemeantime,sheruinedhimbymakinghimpayconstantlyforexcellentdinnersandsuppers,whichwereeatenbyherfamily,butwhichdidnotadvancehimoneinchtowardsthefulfilmentofhiswishes。

  Hesucceededatlastinexcitingmycuriosity。Iexaminedtheactressonthestage,andfindingthatshewasnotwithoutbeautyI

  expressedawishtoknowher。Paternowasdelightedtointroducemetoher。

  Ifoundthatshewasoftolerablyeasyvirtue,and,knowingthatshewasveryfarfromrollinginriches,Ihadnodoubtthatfifteenortwentysequinswouldbequitesufficienttomakehercompliant。I

  communicatedmythoughtstoPaterno,buthelaughedandtoldmethat,ifIdaredtomakesuchapropositiontoher,shewouldcertainlyshutherdooragainstme。Henamedseveralofficerswhomshehadrefusedtoreceiveagain,becausetheyhadmadesimilaroffers。

  \"Yet,\"addedtheyoungman,\"Iwishyouwouldmaketheattempt,andtellmetheresultcandidly。\"

  Ifeltpiqued,andpromisedtodoit。

  Ipaidheravisitinherdressing—roomatthetheatre,andasshehappenedduringourconversationtopraisethebeautyofmywatch,I

  toldherthatshecouldeasilyobtainpossessionofit,andIsaidatwhatprice。Sheanswered,accordingtothecatechismofherprofession,thatanhonourablemanhadnorighttomakesuchanoffertoarespectablegirl。

  \"Iofferonlyoneducat,\"saidI,\"tothosewhoarenotrespectable。\"

  AndIlefther。

  WhenItoldPaternowhathadoccurred,hefairlyjumpedforjoy,butIknewwhattothinkofitall,for’cosisonotutte’,andinspiteofallhisentreaties,Ideclinedtobepresentathissuppers,whichwerefarfromamusing,andgavethefamilyoftheactressanopportunityoflaughingatthepoorfoolwhowaspayingforthem。

  Sevenoreightdaysafterwards,PaternotoldmethattheactresshadrelatedtheaffairtohimexactlyinthesamewordswhichIhadused,andshehadaddedthat,ifIhadceasedmyvisits,itwasonlybecauseIwasafraidofhertakingmeatmywordincaseIshouldrenewmyproposal。IcommissionedhimtotellherthatIwouldpayheranothervisit,nottorenewmyoffer,buttoshewmycontemptforanyproposalshemightmakemeherself。

  Theheedlessfellowfulfilledhiscommissionsowellthattheactress,feelinginsulted,toldhimthatshedaredmetocallonher。

  PerfectlydeterminedtoshewthatIdespisedher,Iwenttoherdressing—roomthesameevening,afterthesecondactofaplayinwhichshehadnottoappearagain。Shedismissedthosewhowerewithher,sayingthatshewantedtospeakwithme,and,aftershehadboltedthedoor,shesatdowngracefullyonmyknees,askingmewhetheritwastruethatIdespisedhersomuch。

  Insuchapositionamanhasnotthecouragetoinsultawoman,and,insteadofanswering,Isettoworkatonce,withoutmeetingevenwiththatshowofresistancewhichsharpenstheappetite。Inspiteofthat,dupeasIalwayswasofafeelingtrulyabsurdwhenanintelligentmanhastodealwithsuchcreatures,Igavehertwentysequins,andIconfessthatitwaspayingdearlyforverysmartingregrets。WebothlaughedatthestupidityofPaterno,whodidnotseemtoknowhowsuchchallengesgenerallyend。

  IsawtheunluckysonofSicilythenextmorning,andItoldhimthat,havingfoundtheactressverydull,Iwouldnotseeheragain。

  Suchwastrulymyintention,butaveryimportantreason,whichnaturetookcaretoexplaintomethreedaysafterwards,compelledmetokeepmywordthroughamuchmoreseriousmotivethanasimpledislikeforthewoman。

  However,althoughIwasdeeplygrievedtofindmyselfinsuchadisgracefulposition,IdidnotthinkIhadanyrighttocomplain。

  Onthecontrary,Iconsideredthatmymisfortunetobeajustandwell—deservedpunishmentforhavingabandonedmyselftoaLais,afterIhadenjoyedthefelicityofpossessingawomanlikeHenriette。

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