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  tree,andyoungMorlandstoodlookingather。Whyshouldonefaceandnotanother,thisvoiceandnotthat,makeaheartbeat;whyshouldatouchfromonehandawakenrapture,andatouchfromanotherawakennothing?Hekneltdownandpressedhislipstoherfoot。Hereyesgrewverybright;butshegotupandranon——shehadnotexpectedhimtokissherfoot。Sheheardhimhurryingafterher,andstopped,leaningagainstabirchtrunk。Herushedtoher,and,withoutawordspoken,hislipswereonherlips。Themomentinlife,whichnowordscanrender,hadcomeforthem。Theyhadfoundtheirenchantedspot,andtheymovednofurther,butsatwiththeirarmsroundeachother,whilethehappyBeingofthewoodwatched。A

  marvellousspeeder—upofLoveisWar。Whatmighthavetakensixmonths,wasthusaccomplishedinthreeweeks。

  Ashorthourpassed,thenNoelsaid:

  \"ImusttellDaddy,Cyril。Imeanttotellhimsomethingthismorning,onlyIthoughtI’dbetterwait,incaseyoudidn’t。\"

  Morlandanswered:\"Oh,Noel!\"Itwasthestapleofhisconversationwhiletheysatthere。

  Againashorthourpassed,andMorlandsaid:

  \"Ishallgooffmychumpifwe’renotmarriedbeforeIgoout。\"

  \"Howlongdoesittake?\"

  \"Notime,ifwehurryup。I’vegotsixdaysbeforeIrejoin,andperhapstheChiefwillgivemeanotherweek,ifItellhim。\"

  \"PoorDaddy!Kissmeagain;alongone。\"

  Whenthelongonewasover,shesaid:

  \"ThenIcancomeandbenearyoutillyougoout?Oh,Cyril!\"

  \"Oh,Noel!\"

  \"Perhapsyouwon’tgososoon。Don’tgoifyoucanhelpit!\"

  \"NotifIcanhelpit,darling;butIshan’tbeable。\"

  \"No,of,coursenot;Iknow。\"

  YoungMorlandclutchedhishair。\"Everyone’sinthesameboat,butitcan’tlastforever;andnowwe’reengagedwecanbetogetherallthetimetillI’vegotthelicenceorwhateveritis。Andthen——!\"

  \"Daddywon’tlikeournotbeingmarriedinachurch;butIdon’tcare!\"

  Lookingdownatherclosedeyes,andtheirlashesrestingonhercheeks,youngMorlandthought:

  ’MyGod!I’minheaven!’

  Anothershorthourpassedbeforeshefreedherself。

  \"Wemustgo,Cyril。Kissmeoncemore!\"

  Itwasnearlydinner—time,andtheyrandown。

  4

  EdwardPierson,returningfromtheEveningService,wherehehadreadtheLessons,sawtheminthedistance,andcompressedhislips。

  Theirlongabsencehadvexedhim。Whatoughthetodo?InthepresenceofLove’syoungdream,hefeltstrangeandhelpless。Thatnight,whenheopenedthedoorofhisroom,hesawNoelonthewindow—seat,inherdressing—gown,withthemoonlightstreaminginonher。

  \"Don’tlightup,Daddy;I’vegotsomethingtosay。\"

  Shetookholdofthelittlegoldcrossonhisvest,andturneditover。

  \"I’mengagedtoCyril;wewanttobemarriedthisweek。\"

  Itwasexactlyasifsomeonehadpunchedhimintheribs;andatthesoundhemadeshehurriedon:

  \"Yousee,wemustbe;hemaybegoingoutanyday。\"

  Inthemidstofhisachingconsternation,headmittedakindofreasoninherwords。Buthesaid:

  \"Mydear,you’reonlyachild。Marriageisthemostseriousthinginlife;you’veonlyknownhimthreeweeks。\"

  \"Iknowallthat,Daddy\"hervoicesoundedsoridiculouslycalm;\"butwecan’taffordtowait。Hemightnevercomeback,yousee,andthenIshouldhavemissedhim。\"

  \"But,Noel,supposeheneverdidcomeback;itwouldonlybemuchworseforyou。\"

  Shedroppedthelittlecross,andtookholdofhishand,pressingitagainstherheart。Butstillhervoicewascalm:

  \"No;muchbetter,Daddy;youthinkIdon’tknowmyownfeelings,butIdo,\"’

  ThemaninPiersonsoftened;thepriesthardened。

  \"Nollie,truemarriageistheunionofsouls;andforthat,timeiswanted。Timetoknowthatyoufeelandthinkthesame,andlovethesamethings。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow;butwedo。\"

  \"Youcan’ttellthat,mydear;noonecouldinthreeweeks。\"

  \"Butthesearen’tordinarytimes,arethey?Peoplehavetodothingsinahurry。Oh,Daddy!Beanangel!Motherwouldhaveunderstood,andletme,Iknow!\"

  Piersondrewawayhishand;thewordshurt,fromreminderofhisloss,fromreminderofthepoorsubstitutehewas。

  \"Look,Nollie!\"hesaid。\"Afteralltheseyearssincesheleftus,I’maslonelyasever,becausewewerereallyone。Ifyoumarrythisyoungmanwithoutknowingmoreofyourownheartsthanyoucaninsuchalittletime,youmayregretitdreadfully;youmayfinditturnout,afterall,nothingbutalittleemptypassion;oragain,ifanythinghappenstohimbeforeyou’vehadanyrealmarriedlifetogether,you’llhaveamuchgreatergriefandsenseoflosstoputupwiththanifyousimplystayengagedtillafterthewar。Besides,mychild,you’remuchtooyoung。\"

  Shesatsostillthathelookedatherinalarm。\"ButImust!\"

  Hebithislips,andsaidsharply:\"Youcan’t,Nollie!\"

  Shegotup,andbeforehecouldstopher,wasgone。Withtheclosingofthedoor,hisangerevaporated,anddistresstookitsplace。Poorchild!Whattodowiththiswaywardchickenjustoutoftheegg,andwantingtobefull—fledgedatonce?Thethoughtthatshewouldbelyingmiserable,crying,perhaps,besethimsothathewentoutintothepassageandtappedonherdoor。Gettingnoanswer,hewentin。

  Itwasdarkbutforastreakofmoonlight,andinthathesawher,lyingonherbed,facedown;andstealinguplaidhishandonherhead。Shedidnotmove;and,strokingherhair,hesaidgently:

  \"Nolliedear,Ididn’tmeantobeharsh。IfIwereyourmother,I

  shouldknowhowtomakeyousee,butI’monlyanoldbumble—daddy。\"

  Sherolledover,scramblingintoacross—leggedpostureonthebed。

  Hecouldseehereyesshining。Butshedidnotspeak;sheseemedtoknowthatinsilencewasherstrength。

  Hesaidwithasortofdespair:

  \"Youmustletmetalkitoverwithyouraunt。Shehasalotofgoodsense。\"

  \"Yes。\"

  Hebentoverandkissedherhotforehead。

  \"Goodnight,mydear;don’tcry。Promiseme!\"

  Shenodded,andliftedherface;hefeltherhotsoftlipsonhisforehead,andwentawayalittlecomforted。

  ButNoelsatonherbed,huggingherknees,listeningtothenight,totheemptinessandsilence;eachminutesomuchlostofthelittle,littletimeleft,thatshemighthavebeenwithhim。

  III

  Piersonwokeafteratroubledanddreamfulnight,inwhichhehadthoughthimselfwanderinginheavenlikealostsoul。

  Afterregaininghisroomlastnightnothinghadstruckhimmoreforciblythantheneedlessnessofhiswords:\"Don’tcry,Nollie!\"

  forhehadrealisedwithuneasinessthatshehadnotbeennearcrying。No;therewasinhersomeemotionverydifferentfromthetearful。Hekeptseeinghercross—leggedfigureonthebedinthatdimlight;tense,enigmatic,almostChinese;keptfeelingthefeverishtouchofherlips。Agoodgirlishburstoftearswouldhavedonehergood,andbeenaguarantee。Hehadtheuncomfortableconvictionthathisrefusalhadpassedherby,asifunspoken。And,sincehecouldnotgoandmakemusicatthattimeofnight,hehadendedonhisknees,inalongsearchforguidance,whichwasnotvouchsafedhim。

  Theculpritsweredemureatbreakfast;noonecouldhavetoldthatforthelasthourtheyhadbeensittingwiththeirarmsroundeachother,watchingtheriverflowby,talkingbutlittle,throughlipstoobusy。Piersonpursuedhissister—in—lawtotheroomwhereshedidherflowerseverymorning。Hewatchedherforaminutedividingramblersfrompansies,cornflowersfromsweetpeas,beforehesaid:

  \"I’mverytroubled,Thirza。Nolliecametomelastnight。Imagine!

  Theywanttogetmarried——thosetwo!\"

  Acceptinglifeasitcame,Thirzashowednodismay,buthercheeksgrewalittlepinker,andhereyesalittlerounder。Shetookupasprigofmignonette,andsaidplacidly:

  \"Oh,mydear!\"

  \"Thinkofit,Thirza——thatchild!Why,it’sonlyayearortwosincesheusedtositonmykneeandticklemyfacewithherhair。\"

  Thirzawentonarrangingherflowers。

  \"Noelisolderthanyouthink,Edward;sheismorethanherage。Andrealmarriedlifewouldn’tbeginforthemtillafter——ifiteverbegan。\"

  Piersonexperiencedasortofshock。Hissister—in—law’swordsseemedcriminallylight—hearted。

  \"But——but——\"hestammered;\"theunion,Thirza!Whocantellwhatwillhappenbeforetheycometogetheragain!\"

  Shelookedathisquiveringface,andsaidgently:

  \"Iknow,Edward;butifyourefuse,Ishouldbeafraid,inthesedays,ofwhatNoelmightdo。Itoldyouthere’sastreakofdesperationinher。\"

  \"Noelwillobeyme。\"

  \"Iwonder!Therearesomanyofthesewarmarriagesnow。\"

  Piersonturnedaway。

  \"Ithinkthey’redreadful。Whatdotheymean——Justamomentarygratificationofpassion。Theymightjustaswellnotbe。\"

  \"Theymeanpensions,asarule,\"saidThirzacalmly。

  \"Thirza,thatiscynical;besides,itdoesn’taffectthiscase。I

  can’tbeartothinkofmylittleNolliegivingherselfforamomentwhichmaycometonothing,ormayturnoutthebeginningofanunhappymarriage。Whoisthisboy——whatishe?Iknownothingofhim。HowcanIgivehertohim——it’simpossible!IftheyhadbeenengagedsometimeandIknewsomethingofhim——yes,perhaps;evenatherage。Butthishastypassionateness——itisn’tright,itisn’tdecent。Idon’tunderstand,Ireallydon’t——howachildlikethatcanwantit。Thefactis,shedoesn’tknowwhatshe’sasking,poorlittleNollie。Shecan’tknowthenatureofmarriage,andshecan’trealiseitssacredness。Ifonlyhermotherwerehere!Talktoher,Thirza;youcansaythingsthatIcan’t!\"

  Thirzalookedaftertheretreatingfigure。Inspiteofhiscloth,perhapsalittlebecauseofit,heseemedtoherlikeachildwhohadcometoshowherhissorefinger。And,havingfinishedthearrangementofherflowers,shewentouttofindherniece。Shehadnotfartogo;forNoelwasstandinginthehall,quiteevidentlylyinginwait。Theywentouttogethertotheavenue。

  Thegirlbeganatonce:

  \"Itisn’tanyusetalkingtome,Auntie;Cyrilisgoingtogetalicense。\"

  \"Oh!Soyou’vemadeupyourminds?\"

  \"Quite。\"

  \"Doyouthinkthat’sfairbyme,Nollie?ShouldIhaveaskedhimhereifI’dthoughtthiswasgoingtohappen?\"

  Noelonlysmiled。

  \"Haveyoutheleastideawhatmarriagemeans?\"

  Noelnodded。

  \"Really?\"

  \"Ofcourse。Gratianismarried。Besides,atschool——\"

  \"Yourfatherisdeadagainstit。Thisisasadthingforhim。He’saperfectsaint,andyououghtn’ttohurthim。Can’tyouwait,atleasttillCyril’snextleave?\"

  \"Hemightneverhaveone,yousee。\"

  Theheartofherwhoseboyswereouttheretoo,andmightalsoneverhaveanotherleave;couldnotbutberesponsivetothosewords。Shelookedatherniece,andadimappreciationofthisrevoltoflifemenacedbydeath,ofyouththreatenedwithextinction,stirredinher。Noel’steethwereclenched,herlipsdrawnback,andshewasstaringinfrontofher。

  \"Daddyoughtn’ttomind。Oldpeoplehaven’ttofight,andgetkilled;theyoughtn’ttomindustakingwhatwecan。They’vehadtheirgoodtime。\"

  ItwassuchajustlittlespeechthatThirzaanswered:

  \"Yes;perhapshehasn’tquiterealisedthat。\"

  \"IwanttomakesureofCyril,Auntie;IwanteverythingIcanhavewithhimwhilethere’sthechance。Idon’tthinkit’smuchtoask,whenperhapsI’llneverhaveanymoreofhimagain。\"

  Thirzaslippedherhandthroughthegirl’sarm。

  \"Iunderstand,\"shesaid。\"Only,Nollie,suppose,whenallthisisover,andwebreatheandlivenaturallyoncemore,youfoundyou’dmadeamistake?\"

  Noelshookherhead。\"Ihaven’t。\"

  \"Weallthinkthat,mydear;butthousandsofmistakesaremadebypeoplewhonomoredreamthey’remakingthemthanyoudonow;andthenit’saveryhorriblebusiness。Itwouldbeespeciallyhorribleforyou;yourfatherbelievesheartandsoulinmarriagebeingforever。\"

  \"Daddy’sadarling;butIdon’talwaysbelievewhathebelieves,youknow。Besides,I’mnotmakingamistake,Auntie!IloveCyrileverso。\"

  Thirzagaveherwaistasqueeze。

  \"Youmustn’tmakeamistake。Weloveyoutoomuch,Nollie。IwishwehadGratianhere。\"

  \"Gratianwouldbackmeup,\"saidNoel;\"sheknowswhatthewaris。

  Andyououghtto,Auntie。IfRexorHarrywantedtobemarried,I’msureyou’dneveropposethem。Andthey’renoolderthanCyril。YoumustunderstandwhatitmeanstomeAuntiedear,tofeelthatwebelongtoeachotherproperlybefore——beforeitallbeginsforhim,and——andtheremaybenomore。Daddydoesn’trealise。Iknowhe’sawfullygood,but——he’sforgotten。\"

  \"Mydear,Ithinkheremembersonlytoowell。Hewasdesperatelyattachedtoyourmother。\"

  Noelclenchedherhands。

  \"Washe?Well,soamItoCyril,andhetome。Wewouldn’tbeunreasonableifitwasn’t——wasn’tnecessary。Talk,toCyril,Auntie;

  thenyou’llunderstand。Thereheis;only,don’tkeephimlong,becauseIwanthim。Oh!Auntie;Iwanthimsobadly!\"

  Sheturned;andslippedbackintothehouse;andThirza,consciousofhavingbeendecoyedtothisyoungman,whostoodtherewithhisarmsfolded,likeNapoleonbeforeabattle,smiledandsaid:

  \"Well,Cyril,soyou’vebetrayedme!\"

  Eveninspeakingshewasconsciousofthereallymomentouschangeinthissunburnt,blue—eyed,lazilyimpudentyouthsincethedayhearrived,threeweeksago,intheirlittlewagonette。Hetookherarm,justasNoelhad,andmadehersitdownbesidehimontherusticbench,wherehehadevidentlybeentoldtowait。

  \"Yousee,Mrs。Pierson,\"hesaid,\"it’snotasifNoelwereanordinarygirlinanordinarytime,isit?Noelisthesortofgirlonewouldknockone’sbrainsoutfor;andtosendmeoutthereknowingthatIcouldhavebeenmarriedtoherandwasn’t,willtakealltheheartoutofme。OfcourseImeantocomeback,butchapsdogetknockedover,andIthinkit’scruelthatwecan’ttakewhatwecanwhilewecan。Besides,I’vegotmoney;andthatwouldbehersanyway。So,dobeadarling,won’tyou?\"Heputhisarmroundherwaist,justasifhehadbeenherson,andherheart,whichwantedherownboyssobadly,feltwarmedwithinher。

  \"Yousee,Idon’tknowMr。Pierson,butheseemsawfullygentleandjolly,andifhecouldseeintomehewouldn’tmind,Iknow。Wedon’tmindriskingourlivesandallthat,butwedothinkweoughttohavetherunofthemwhilewe’realive。I’llgivehimmydyingoathoranything,thatIcouldneverchangetowardsNoel,andshe’lldothesame。Oh!Mrs。Pierson,dobeajollybrick,andputinawordforme,quick!We’vegotsofewdays!\"

  \"But,mydearboy,\"saidThirzafeebly,\"doyouthinkit’sfairtosuchachildasNoel?\"

  \"Yes,Ido。Youdon’tunderstand;she’ssimplyhadtogrowup。Sheisgrown—up——allinthisweek;she’squiteasoldasIam,really——

  andI’mtwenty—two。Andyouknowit’sgoingtobe——it’sgottobe——ayoungworld,fromnowon;peoplewillbegindoingthingsmuchearlier。What’stheuseofpretendingit’slikewhatitwas,andbeingcautious,andallthat?IfI’mgoingtobekilled,Ithinkwe’vegotarighttobemarriedfirst;andifI’mnot,thenwhatdoesitmatter?\"

  \"You’veknowneachothertwenty—onedays,Cyril。\"

  \"No;twenty—oneyears!Everyday’sayearwhenOh!Mrs。Pierson,thisisn’tlikeyou,isit?Younevergotomeettrouble,doyou?\"

  Atthatshrewdremark,Thirzaputherhandonthehandwhichstillclaspedherwaist,andpresseditcloser。

  \"Well,mydear,\"shesaidsoftly,\"wemustseewhatcanbedone。\"

  CyrilMorlandkissedhercheek。\"Iwillblessyouforever,\"hesaid。\"Ihaven’tgotanypeople,youknow,exceptmytwosisters。\"

  AndsomethingliketearsstarteduponThirza’seyelashes。Theyseemedtoherlikethebabesinthewood——thosetwo!

  IV

  1

  Inthedining—roomofherfather’shouseinthatoldLondonSquarebetweenEastandWest,GratianLaird,intheoutdoorgarbofanurse,waswritingatelegram:\"ReverendEdwardPierson,Kestrel,Tintern,Monmouthshire。Georgeterriblyill。Pleasecomeifyoucan。

  Gratian。\"Givingittoamaid,shetookoffherlongcoatandsatdownforamoment。Shehadbeentravellingallnight,afterafullday’swork,andhadonlyjustarrived,tofindherhusbandbetweenlifeanddeath。ShewasverydifferentfromNoel;notquitesotall,butofastrongerbuild;withdarkchestnut—colouredhair,clearhazeleyes,andabroadbrow。Theexpressionofherfacewasearnest,withasortofconstantspiritualenquiry;andasingularlytruthfullook:Shewasjusttwenty;andoftheyearthatshehadbeenmarried,hadonlyspentsixweekswithherhusband;theyhadnotevenahouseoftheirownasyet。Afterrestingfiveminutes,shepassedherhandvigorouslyoverherface,threwbackherhead,andwalkedupstairstotheroomwherehelay。Hewasnotconscious,andtherewasnothingtobedonebutsitandwatchhim。

  ’Ifhedies,’shethought,’IshallhateGodforHiscruelty。IhavehadsixweekswithGeorge;somepeoplehavesixtyyears。’Shefixedhereyesonhisface,shortandbroad,withbumpsof\"observation\"onthebrows。Hehadbeensunburnt。Thedarklashesofhisclosedeyeslayondeathlyyellowcheeks;histhickhairgrewratherlowonhisbroadforehead。Thelipswerejustopenandshowedstrongwhiteteeth。Hehadalittleclippedmoustache,andhairhadgrownonhisclean—cutjaw。Hispyjamajackethadfallenopen。Gratiandrewitclose。Itwascuriouslystill,foraLondonday,thoughthewindowwaswideopen。Anythingtobreakthisheavystupor,whichwasnotonlyGeorge’s,butherown,andtheveryworld’s!Thecrueltyofit——whenshemightbegoingtolosehimforever,inafewhoursordays!Shethoughtoftheirlastparting。Ithadnotbeenveryloving,hadcometoosoonafteroneofthoseargumentstheywereinclinedtohave,inwhichtheycouldnotasyetdisagreewithsuavity。Georgehadsaidtherewasnofuturelifefortheindividual;shehadmaintainedtherewas。Theyhadgrownhotandimpatient。Eveninthecabonthewaytohistraintheyhadpursuedthewretcheddiscussion,andthelastkisshadbeenfromlipsonlipsyetwarmfromdisagreement。

  Eversince,asifincompunction,shehadbeenwaveringtowardshispointofview;andnow,whenhewasperhapstosolvetheproblem——

  findoutforcertain——shehadcometofeelthatifhedied,shewouldneverseehimafter。Itwascruelthatsuchablightshouldhavecomeonherbeliefatthis,ofallmoments。

  Shelaidherhandonhis。Itwaswarm,feltstrong,althoughsomotionlessandhelpless。Georgewassovigorous,soalive,andstrong—willed;itseemedimpossiblethatlifemightbegoingtoplayhimfalse。Sherecalledtheunflinchinglookofhissteel—brighteyes,hisdeep,queerlyvibratingvoice,whichhadnotraceofself—

  consciousnessorpretence。Sheslippedherhandontohisheart,andbeganveryslowly,gentlyrubbingit。He,asdoctor,andshe,asnurse,hadbothseensomuchofdeaththeselasttwoyears!Yetitseemedsuddenlyasifshehadneverseendeath,andthattheyoungfacesshehadseen,emptyandwhite,inthehospitalwards,hadjustbeenashow。Deathwouldappeartoherforthefirsttime,ifthisfacewhichshelovedweretobedrainedforeveroflightandcolourandmovementandmeaning。

  AhumblebeefromtheSquareGardenboomedinandbuzzedidlyroundtheroom。Shecaughtherbreathinalittlesob……

  2

  Piersonreceivedthattelegramatmidday,returningfromalonelywalkafterhistalkwithThirza。ComingfromGratiansoself—

  reliant——itmeanttheworst。Hepreparedatoncetocatchthenexttrain。Noelwasout,nooneknewwhere:sowithasickfeelinghewrote:

  \"DEARESTCHILD,\"IamgoinguptoGratian;poorGeorgeisdesperatelyill。Ifitgoesbadlyyoushouldbewithyoursister。Iwillwireto—morrowmorningearly。Ileaveyouinyouraunt’shands,mydear。Bereasonableandpatient。Godblessyou。

  \"Yourdevoted’DADDY。\"

  Hewasaloneinhisthird—classcompartment,and,leaningforward,watchedtheruinedAbbeyacrosstherivertillitwasoutofsight。

  Thoseoldmonkshadlivedinanagesurelynotsosadasthis。Theymusthavehadpeacefullives,remotedownhere,indayswhentheChurchwasgreatandlovely,andmenlaiddowntheirlivesfortheirbeliefinher,andbuilteverlastingfanestothegloryofGod!Whatachangetothisageofrushandhurry,ofscience,trade,materialprofit,andthisterriblewar!Hetriedtoreadhispaper,butitwasfullofhorrorsandhate。’Whenwillitend?’hethought。Andthetrainwithitsrhythmicjoltingseemedgrindingouttheanswer:

  \"Never——never!\"

  AtChepstowasoldiergotin,followedbyawomanwithaveryflushedfaceandcurious,swimmyeyes;herhairwasindisorder,andherlipbleeding,asifshehadbittenitthrough。Thesoldier,too,lookedstrainedanddesperate。Theysatdown,farapart,ontheseatopposite。Pierson,feelingthathewasintheirway,triedtohidehimselfbehindhispaper;whenhelookedagain,thesoldierhadtakenoffhistunicandcapandwasleaningoutofthewindow。Thewoman,ontheseat’sedge,sniffingandwipingherface,methisglancewithresentfuleyes,then,gettingup,shepulledtheman’ssleeve。

  \"Sitdahn;don’t’angouto’there。\"

  ThesoldierflunghimselfbackontheseatandlookedatPierson。

  \"Thewifean’me’s’adabitofarow,\"hesaidcompanionably。\"Gitsonmenerves;I’mnotusedtoit。Shewasinaraid,and’ernervesareallgonefunny;ain’tthey,oldgirl?Makesmefeelme’ead。

  I’vebeenwoundedthere,youknow;can’tstandmuchnow。Imightdosomethin’ifshewastogoonlikethisforlong。\"

  Piersonlookedatthewoman,buthereyesstillmethisresentfully。

  Thesoldierheldoutapacketofcigarettes。\"Takeone,\"hesaid。

  Piersontookoneand,feelingthatthesoldierwantedhimtospeak,murmured:\"Weallhavethesetroubleswiththosewe’refondof;thefonderweareofpeople,themorewefeelthem,don’twe?Ihadonewithmydaughterlastnight。\"

  \"Ah!\"saidthesoldier;\"that’sright。Thewifeandme’llmakeitup。’Ere,comeorfit,oldgirl。\"

  >Frombehindhispaperhesoonbecameconsciousofthesoundsofreconciliation——reproachesbecausesomeonehadbeenofferedadrink,kissesmixedwithmildslappings,andabuse。WhentheygotoutatBristolthesoldiershookhishandwarmly,butthewomanstillgavehimherresentfulstare,andhethoughtdreamily:’Thewar!Howitaffectseveryone!’Hiscarriagewasinvadedbyaswarmofsoldiers,andtherestofthejourneywaspassedinmakinghimselfsmall。Whenatlasthereachedhome,Gratianmethiminthehall。

  \"Justthesame。Thedoctorsaysweshallknowinafewhoursnow。

  Howsweetofyoutocome!Youmustbetired,inthisheat。Itwasdreadfultospoilyourholiday。\"

  \"Mydear!AsifMayIgoupandseehim?\"

  GeorgeLairdwasstilllyinginthatstupor。AndPiersonstoodgazingdownathimcompassionately。Likemostparsons,hehadawideacquaintancewiththesickanddying;andoneremorselessfellowshipwithdeath。Death!Thecommonestthingintheworld,now——commonerthanlife!Thisyoungdoctormusthaveseenmanydieintheselasttwoyears,savedmanyfromdeath;andtherehelay,notabletoliftafingertosavehimself。Piersonlookedathisdaughter;whatastrong,promisingyoungcoupletheywere!Andputtinghisarmroundher,heledherawaytothesofa,whencetheycouldseethesickman。

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