tree,andyoungMorlandstoodlookingather。Whyshouldonefaceandnotanother,thisvoiceandnotthat,makeaheartbeat;whyshouldatouchfromonehandawakenrapture,andatouchfromanotherawakennothing?Hekneltdownandpressedhislipstoherfoot。Hereyesgrewverybright;butshegotupandranon——shehadnotexpectedhimtokissherfoot。Sheheardhimhurryingafterher,andstopped,leaningagainstabirchtrunk。Herushedtoher,and,withoutawordspoken,hislipswereonherlips。Themomentinlife,whichnowordscanrender,hadcomeforthem。Theyhadfoundtheirenchantedspot,andtheymovednofurther,butsatwiththeirarmsroundeachother,whilethehappyBeingofthewoodwatched。A
marvellousspeeder—upofLoveisWar。Whatmighthavetakensixmonths,wasthusaccomplishedinthreeweeks。
Ashorthourpassed,thenNoelsaid:
\"ImusttellDaddy,Cyril。Imeanttotellhimsomethingthismorning,onlyIthoughtI’dbetterwait,incaseyoudidn’t。\"
Morlandanswered:\"Oh,Noel!\"Itwasthestapleofhisconversationwhiletheysatthere。
Againashorthourpassed,andMorlandsaid:
\"Ishallgooffmychumpifwe’renotmarriedbeforeIgoout。\"
\"Howlongdoesittake?\"
\"Notime,ifwehurryup。I’vegotsixdaysbeforeIrejoin,andperhapstheChiefwillgivemeanotherweek,ifItellhim。\"
\"PoorDaddy!Kissmeagain;alongone。\"
Whenthelongonewasover,shesaid:
\"ThenIcancomeandbenearyoutillyougoout?Oh,Cyril!\"
\"Oh,Noel!\"
\"Perhapsyouwon’tgososoon。Don’tgoifyoucanhelpit!\"
\"NotifIcanhelpit,darling;butIshan’tbeable。\"
\"No,of,coursenot;Iknow。\"
YoungMorlandclutchedhishair。\"Everyone’sinthesameboat,butitcan’tlastforever;andnowwe’reengagedwecanbetogetherallthetimetillI’vegotthelicenceorwhateveritis。Andthen——!\"
\"Daddywon’tlikeournotbeingmarriedinachurch;butIdon’tcare!\"
Lookingdownatherclosedeyes,andtheirlashesrestingonhercheeks,youngMorlandthought:
’MyGod!I’minheaven!’
Anothershorthourpassedbeforeshefreedherself。
\"Wemustgo,Cyril。Kissmeoncemore!\"
Itwasnearlydinner—time,andtheyrandown。
4
EdwardPierson,returningfromtheEveningService,wherehehadreadtheLessons,sawtheminthedistance,andcompressedhislips。
Theirlongabsencehadvexedhim。Whatoughthetodo?InthepresenceofLove’syoungdream,hefeltstrangeandhelpless。Thatnight,whenheopenedthedoorofhisroom,hesawNoelonthewindow—seat,inherdressing—gown,withthemoonlightstreaminginonher。
\"Don’tlightup,Daddy;I’vegotsomethingtosay。\"
Shetookholdofthelittlegoldcrossonhisvest,andturneditover。
\"I’mengagedtoCyril;wewanttobemarriedthisweek。\"
Itwasexactlyasifsomeonehadpunchedhimintheribs;andatthesoundhemadeshehurriedon:
\"Yousee,wemustbe;hemaybegoingoutanyday。\"
Inthemidstofhisachingconsternation,headmittedakindofreasoninherwords。Buthesaid:
\"Mydear,you’reonlyachild。Marriageisthemostseriousthinginlife;you’veonlyknownhimthreeweeks。\"
\"Iknowallthat,Daddy\"hervoicesoundedsoridiculouslycalm;\"butwecan’taffordtowait。Hemightnevercomeback,yousee,andthenIshouldhavemissedhim。\"
\"But,Noel,supposeheneverdidcomeback;itwouldonlybemuchworseforyou。\"
Shedroppedthelittlecross,andtookholdofhishand,pressingitagainstherheart。Butstillhervoicewascalm:
\"No;muchbetter,Daddy;youthinkIdon’tknowmyownfeelings,butIdo,\"’
ThemaninPiersonsoftened;thepriesthardened。
\"Nollie,truemarriageistheunionofsouls;andforthat,timeiswanted。Timetoknowthatyoufeelandthinkthesame,andlovethesamethings。\"
\"Yes,Iknow;butwedo。\"
\"Youcan’ttellthat,mydear;noonecouldinthreeweeks。\"
\"Butthesearen’tordinarytimes,arethey?Peoplehavetodothingsinahurry。Oh,Daddy!Beanangel!Motherwouldhaveunderstood,andletme,Iknow!\"
Piersondrewawayhishand;thewordshurt,fromreminderofhisloss,fromreminderofthepoorsubstitutehewas。
\"Look,Nollie!\"hesaid。\"Afteralltheseyearssincesheleftus,I’maslonelyasever,becausewewerereallyone。Ifyoumarrythisyoungmanwithoutknowingmoreofyourownheartsthanyoucaninsuchalittletime,youmayregretitdreadfully;youmayfinditturnout,afterall,nothingbutalittleemptypassion;oragain,ifanythinghappenstohimbeforeyou’vehadanyrealmarriedlifetogether,you’llhaveamuchgreatergriefandsenseoflosstoputupwiththanifyousimplystayengagedtillafterthewar。Besides,mychild,you’remuchtooyoung。\"
Shesatsostillthathelookedatherinalarm。\"ButImust!\"
Hebithislips,andsaidsharply:\"Youcan’t,Nollie!\"
Shegotup,andbeforehecouldstopher,wasgone。Withtheclosingofthedoor,hisangerevaporated,anddistresstookitsplace。Poorchild!Whattodowiththiswaywardchickenjustoutoftheegg,andwantingtobefull—fledgedatonce?Thethoughtthatshewouldbelyingmiserable,crying,perhaps,besethimsothathewentoutintothepassageandtappedonherdoor。Gettingnoanswer,hewentin。
Itwasdarkbutforastreakofmoonlight,andinthathesawher,lyingonherbed,facedown;andstealinguplaidhishandonherhead。Shedidnotmove;and,strokingherhair,hesaidgently:
\"Nolliedear,Ididn’tmeantobeharsh。IfIwereyourmother,I
shouldknowhowtomakeyousee,butI’monlyanoldbumble—daddy。\"
Sherolledover,scramblingintoacross—leggedpostureonthebed。
Hecouldseehereyesshining。Butshedidnotspeak;sheseemedtoknowthatinsilencewasherstrength。
Hesaidwithasortofdespair:
\"Youmustletmetalkitoverwithyouraunt。Shehasalotofgoodsense。\"
\"Yes。\"
Hebentoverandkissedherhotforehead。
\"Goodnight,mydear;don’tcry。Promiseme!\"
Shenodded,andliftedherface;hefeltherhotsoftlipsonhisforehead,andwentawayalittlecomforted。
ButNoelsatonherbed,huggingherknees,listeningtothenight,totheemptinessandsilence;eachminutesomuchlostofthelittle,littletimeleft,thatshemighthavebeenwithhim。
III
Piersonwokeafteratroubledanddreamfulnight,inwhichhehadthoughthimselfwanderinginheavenlikealostsoul。
Afterregaininghisroomlastnightnothinghadstruckhimmoreforciblythantheneedlessnessofhiswords:\"Don’tcry,Nollie!\"
forhehadrealisedwithuneasinessthatshehadnotbeennearcrying。No;therewasinhersomeemotionverydifferentfromthetearful。Hekeptseeinghercross—leggedfigureonthebedinthatdimlight;tense,enigmatic,almostChinese;keptfeelingthefeverishtouchofherlips。Agoodgirlishburstoftearswouldhavedonehergood,andbeenaguarantee。Hehadtheuncomfortableconvictionthathisrefusalhadpassedherby,asifunspoken。And,sincehecouldnotgoandmakemusicatthattimeofnight,hehadendedonhisknees,inalongsearchforguidance,whichwasnotvouchsafedhim。
Theculpritsweredemureatbreakfast;noonecouldhavetoldthatforthelasthourtheyhadbeensittingwiththeirarmsroundeachother,watchingtheriverflowby,talkingbutlittle,throughlipstoobusy。Piersonpursuedhissister—in—lawtotheroomwhereshedidherflowerseverymorning。Hewatchedherforaminutedividingramblersfrompansies,cornflowersfromsweetpeas,beforehesaid:
\"I’mverytroubled,Thirza。Nolliecametomelastnight。Imagine!
Theywanttogetmarried——thosetwo!\"
Acceptinglifeasitcame,Thirzashowednodismay,buthercheeksgrewalittlepinker,andhereyesalittlerounder。Shetookupasprigofmignonette,andsaidplacidly:
\"Oh,mydear!\"
\"Thinkofit,Thirza——thatchild!Why,it’sonlyayearortwosincesheusedtositonmykneeandticklemyfacewithherhair。\"
Thirzawentonarrangingherflowers。
\"Noelisolderthanyouthink,Edward;sheismorethanherage。Andrealmarriedlifewouldn’tbeginforthemtillafter——ifiteverbegan。\"
Piersonexperiencedasortofshock。Hissister—in—law’swordsseemedcriminallylight—hearted。
\"But——but——\"hestammered;\"theunion,Thirza!Whocantellwhatwillhappenbeforetheycometogetheragain!\"
Shelookedathisquiveringface,andsaidgently:
\"Iknow,Edward;butifyourefuse,Ishouldbeafraid,inthesedays,ofwhatNoelmightdo。Itoldyouthere’sastreakofdesperationinher。\"
\"Noelwillobeyme。\"
\"Iwonder!Therearesomanyofthesewarmarriagesnow。\"
Piersonturnedaway。
\"Ithinkthey’redreadful。Whatdotheymean——Justamomentarygratificationofpassion。Theymightjustaswellnotbe。\"
\"Theymeanpensions,asarule,\"saidThirzacalmly。
\"Thirza,thatiscynical;besides,itdoesn’taffectthiscase。I
can’tbeartothinkofmylittleNolliegivingherselfforamomentwhichmaycometonothing,ormayturnoutthebeginningofanunhappymarriage。Whoisthisboy——whatishe?Iknownothingofhim。HowcanIgivehertohim——it’simpossible!IftheyhadbeenengagedsometimeandIknewsomethingofhim——yes,perhaps;evenatherage。Butthishastypassionateness——itisn’tright,itisn’tdecent。Idon’tunderstand,Ireallydon’t——howachildlikethatcanwantit。Thefactis,shedoesn’tknowwhatshe’sasking,poorlittleNollie。Shecan’tknowthenatureofmarriage,andshecan’trealiseitssacredness。Ifonlyhermotherwerehere!Talktoher,Thirza;youcansaythingsthatIcan’t!\"
Thirzalookedaftertheretreatingfigure。Inspiteofhiscloth,perhapsalittlebecauseofit,heseemedtoherlikeachildwhohadcometoshowherhissorefinger。And,havingfinishedthearrangementofherflowers,shewentouttofindherniece。Shehadnotfartogo;forNoelwasstandinginthehall,quiteevidentlylyinginwait。Theywentouttogethertotheavenue。
Thegirlbeganatonce:
\"Itisn’tanyusetalkingtome,Auntie;Cyrilisgoingtogetalicense。\"
\"Oh!Soyou’vemadeupyourminds?\"
\"Quite。\"
\"Doyouthinkthat’sfairbyme,Nollie?ShouldIhaveaskedhimhereifI’dthoughtthiswasgoingtohappen?\"
Noelonlysmiled。
\"Haveyoutheleastideawhatmarriagemeans?\"
Noelnodded。
\"Really?\"
\"Ofcourse。Gratianismarried。Besides,atschool——\"
\"Yourfatherisdeadagainstit。Thisisasadthingforhim。He’saperfectsaint,andyououghtn’ttohurthim。Can’tyouwait,atleasttillCyril’snextleave?\"
\"Hemightneverhaveone,yousee。\"
Theheartofherwhoseboyswereouttheretoo,andmightalsoneverhaveanotherleave;couldnotbutberesponsivetothosewords。Shelookedatherniece,andadimappreciationofthisrevoltoflifemenacedbydeath,ofyouththreatenedwithextinction,stirredinher。Noel’steethwereclenched,herlipsdrawnback,andshewasstaringinfrontofher。
\"Daddyoughtn’ttomind。Oldpeoplehaven’ttofight,andgetkilled;theyoughtn’ttomindustakingwhatwecan。They’vehadtheirgoodtime。\"
ItwassuchajustlittlespeechthatThirzaanswered:
\"Yes;perhapshehasn’tquiterealisedthat。\"
\"IwanttomakesureofCyril,Auntie;IwanteverythingIcanhavewithhimwhilethere’sthechance。Idon’tthinkit’smuchtoask,whenperhapsI’llneverhaveanymoreofhimagain。\"
Thirzaslippedherhandthroughthegirl’sarm。
\"Iunderstand,\"shesaid。\"Only,Nollie,suppose,whenallthisisover,andwebreatheandlivenaturallyoncemore,youfoundyou’dmadeamistake?\"
Noelshookherhead。\"Ihaven’t。\"
\"Weallthinkthat,mydear;butthousandsofmistakesaremadebypeoplewhonomoredreamthey’remakingthemthanyoudonow;andthenit’saveryhorriblebusiness。Itwouldbeespeciallyhorribleforyou;yourfatherbelievesheartandsoulinmarriagebeingforever。\"
\"Daddy’sadarling;butIdon’talwaysbelievewhathebelieves,youknow。Besides,I’mnotmakingamistake,Auntie!IloveCyrileverso。\"
Thirzagaveherwaistasqueeze。
\"Youmustn’tmakeamistake。Weloveyoutoomuch,Nollie。IwishwehadGratianhere。\"
\"Gratianwouldbackmeup,\"saidNoel;\"sheknowswhatthewaris。
Andyououghtto,Auntie。IfRexorHarrywantedtobemarried,I’msureyou’dneveropposethem。Andthey’renoolderthanCyril。YoumustunderstandwhatitmeanstomeAuntiedear,tofeelthatwebelongtoeachotherproperlybefore——beforeitallbeginsforhim,and——andtheremaybenomore。Daddydoesn’trealise。Iknowhe’sawfullygood,but——he’sforgotten。\"
\"Mydear,Ithinkheremembersonlytoowell。Hewasdesperatelyattachedtoyourmother。\"
Noelclenchedherhands。
\"Washe?Well,soamItoCyril,andhetome。Wewouldn’tbeunreasonableifitwasn’t——wasn’tnecessary。Talk,toCyril,Auntie;
thenyou’llunderstand。Thereheis;only,don’tkeephimlong,becauseIwanthim。Oh!Auntie;Iwanthimsobadly!\"
Sheturned;andslippedbackintothehouse;andThirza,consciousofhavingbeendecoyedtothisyoungman,whostoodtherewithhisarmsfolded,likeNapoleonbeforeabattle,smiledandsaid:
\"Well,Cyril,soyou’vebetrayedme!\"
Eveninspeakingshewasconsciousofthereallymomentouschangeinthissunburnt,blue—eyed,lazilyimpudentyouthsincethedayhearrived,threeweeksago,intheirlittlewagonette。Hetookherarm,justasNoelhad,andmadehersitdownbesidehimontherusticbench,wherehehadevidentlybeentoldtowait。
\"Yousee,Mrs。Pierson,\"hesaid,\"it’snotasifNoelwereanordinarygirlinanordinarytime,isit?Noelisthesortofgirlonewouldknockone’sbrainsoutfor;andtosendmeoutthereknowingthatIcouldhavebeenmarriedtoherandwasn’t,willtakealltheheartoutofme。OfcourseImeantocomeback,butchapsdogetknockedover,andIthinkit’scruelthatwecan’ttakewhatwecanwhilewecan。Besides,I’vegotmoney;andthatwouldbehersanyway。So,dobeadarling,won’tyou?\"Heputhisarmroundherwaist,justasifhehadbeenherson,andherheart,whichwantedherownboyssobadly,feltwarmedwithinher。
\"Yousee,Idon’tknowMr。Pierson,butheseemsawfullygentleandjolly,andifhecouldseeintomehewouldn’tmind,Iknow。Wedon’tmindriskingourlivesandallthat,butwedothinkweoughttohavetherunofthemwhilewe’realive。I’llgivehimmydyingoathoranything,thatIcouldneverchangetowardsNoel,andshe’lldothesame。Oh!Mrs。Pierson,dobeajollybrick,andputinawordforme,quick!We’vegotsofewdays!\"
\"But,mydearboy,\"saidThirzafeebly,\"doyouthinkit’sfairtosuchachildasNoel?\"
\"Yes,Ido。Youdon’tunderstand;she’ssimplyhadtogrowup。Sheisgrown—up——allinthisweek;she’squiteasoldasIam,really——
andI’mtwenty—two。Andyouknowit’sgoingtobe——it’sgottobe——ayoungworld,fromnowon;peoplewillbegindoingthingsmuchearlier。What’stheuseofpretendingit’slikewhatitwas,andbeingcautious,andallthat?IfI’mgoingtobekilled,Ithinkwe’vegotarighttobemarriedfirst;andifI’mnot,thenwhatdoesitmatter?\"
\"You’veknowneachothertwenty—onedays,Cyril。\"
\"No;twenty—oneyears!Everyday’sayearwhenOh!Mrs。Pierson,thisisn’tlikeyou,isit?Younevergotomeettrouble,doyou?\"
Atthatshrewdremark,Thirzaputherhandonthehandwhichstillclaspedherwaist,andpresseditcloser。
\"Well,mydear,\"shesaidsoftly,\"wemustseewhatcanbedone。\"
CyrilMorlandkissedhercheek。\"Iwillblessyouforever,\"hesaid。\"Ihaven’tgotanypeople,youknow,exceptmytwosisters。\"
AndsomethingliketearsstarteduponThirza’seyelashes。Theyseemedtoherlikethebabesinthewood——thosetwo!
IV
1
Inthedining—roomofherfather’shouseinthatoldLondonSquarebetweenEastandWest,GratianLaird,intheoutdoorgarbofanurse,waswritingatelegram:\"ReverendEdwardPierson,Kestrel,Tintern,Monmouthshire。Georgeterriblyill。Pleasecomeifyoucan。
Gratian。\"Givingittoamaid,shetookoffherlongcoatandsatdownforamoment。Shehadbeentravellingallnight,afterafullday’swork,andhadonlyjustarrived,tofindherhusbandbetweenlifeanddeath。ShewasverydifferentfromNoel;notquitesotall,butofastrongerbuild;withdarkchestnut—colouredhair,clearhazeleyes,andabroadbrow。Theexpressionofherfacewasearnest,withasortofconstantspiritualenquiry;andasingularlytruthfullook:Shewasjusttwenty;andoftheyearthatshehadbeenmarried,hadonlyspentsixweekswithherhusband;theyhadnotevenahouseoftheirownasyet。Afterrestingfiveminutes,shepassedherhandvigorouslyoverherface,threwbackherhead,andwalkedupstairstotheroomwherehelay。Hewasnotconscious,andtherewasnothingtobedonebutsitandwatchhim。
’Ifhedies,’shethought,’IshallhateGodforHiscruelty。IhavehadsixweekswithGeorge;somepeoplehavesixtyyears。’Shefixedhereyesonhisface,shortandbroad,withbumpsof\"observation\"onthebrows。Hehadbeensunburnt。Thedarklashesofhisclosedeyeslayondeathlyyellowcheeks;histhickhairgrewratherlowonhisbroadforehead。Thelipswerejustopenandshowedstrongwhiteteeth。Hehadalittleclippedmoustache,andhairhadgrownonhisclean—cutjaw。Hispyjamajackethadfallenopen。Gratiandrewitclose。Itwascuriouslystill,foraLondonday,thoughthewindowwaswideopen。Anythingtobreakthisheavystupor,whichwasnotonlyGeorge’s,butherown,andtheveryworld’s!Thecrueltyofit——whenshemightbegoingtolosehimforever,inafewhoursordays!Shethoughtoftheirlastparting。Ithadnotbeenveryloving,hadcometoosoonafteroneofthoseargumentstheywereinclinedtohave,inwhichtheycouldnotasyetdisagreewithsuavity。Georgehadsaidtherewasnofuturelifefortheindividual;shehadmaintainedtherewas。Theyhadgrownhotandimpatient。Eveninthecabonthewaytohistraintheyhadpursuedthewretcheddiscussion,andthelastkisshadbeenfromlipsonlipsyetwarmfromdisagreement。
Eversince,asifincompunction,shehadbeenwaveringtowardshispointofview;andnow,whenhewasperhapstosolvetheproblem——
findoutforcertain——shehadcometofeelthatifhedied,shewouldneverseehimafter。Itwascruelthatsuchablightshouldhavecomeonherbeliefatthis,ofallmoments。
Shelaidherhandonhis。Itwaswarm,feltstrong,althoughsomotionlessandhelpless。Georgewassovigorous,soalive,andstrong—willed;itseemedimpossiblethatlifemightbegoingtoplayhimfalse。Sherecalledtheunflinchinglookofhissteel—brighteyes,hisdeep,queerlyvibratingvoice,whichhadnotraceofself—
consciousnessorpretence。Sheslippedherhandontohisheart,andbeganveryslowly,gentlyrubbingit。He,asdoctor,andshe,asnurse,hadbothseensomuchofdeaththeselasttwoyears!Yetitseemedsuddenlyasifshehadneverseendeath,andthattheyoungfacesshehadseen,emptyandwhite,inthehospitalwards,hadjustbeenashow。Deathwouldappeartoherforthefirsttime,ifthisfacewhichshelovedweretobedrainedforeveroflightandcolourandmovementandmeaning。
AhumblebeefromtheSquareGardenboomedinandbuzzedidlyroundtheroom。Shecaughtherbreathinalittlesob……
2
Piersonreceivedthattelegramatmidday,returningfromalonelywalkafterhistalkwithThirza。ComingfromGratiansoself—
reliant——itmeanttheworst。Hepreparedatoncetocatchthenexttrain。Noelwasout,nooneknewwhere:sowithasickfeelinghewrote:
\"DEARESTCHILD,\"IamgoinguptoGratian;poorGeorgeisdesperatelyill。Ifitgoesbadlyyoushouldbewithyoursister。Iwillwireto—morrowmorningearly。Ileaveyouinyouraunt’shands,mydear。Bereasonableandpatient。Godblessyou。
\"Yourdevoted’DADDY。\"
Hewasaloneinhisthird—classcompartment,and,leaningforward,watchedtheruinedAbbeyacrosstherivertillitwasoutofsight。
Thoseoldmonkshadlivedinanagesurelynotsosadasthis。Theymusthavehadpeacefullives,remotedownhere,indayswhentheChurchwasgreatandlovely,andmenlaiddowntheirlivesfortheirbeliefinher,andbuilteverlastingfanestothegloryofGod!Whatachangetothisageofrushandhurry,ofscience,trade,materialprofit,andthisterriblewar!Hetriedtoreadhispaper,butitwasfullofhorrorsandhate。’Whenwillitend?’hethought。Andthetrainwithitsrhythmicjoltingseemedgrindingouttheanswer:
\"Never——never!\"
AtChepstowasoldiergotin,followedbyawomanwithaveryflushedfaceandcurious,swimmyeyes;herhairwasindisorder,andherlipbleeding,asifshehadbittenitthrough。Thesoldier,too,lookedstrainedanddesperate。Theysatdown,farapart,ontheseatopposite。Pierson,feelingthathewasintheirway,triedtohidehimselfbehindhispaper;whenhelookedagain,thesoldierhadtakenoffhistunicandcapandwasleaningoutofthewindow。Thewoman,ontheseat’sedge,sniffingandwipingherface,methisglancewithresentfuleyes,then,gettingup,shepulledtheman’ssleeve。
\"Sitdahn;don’t’angouto’there。\"
ThesoldierflunghimselfbackontheseatandlookedatPierson。
\"Thewifean’me’s’adabitofarow,\"hesaidcompanionably。\"Gitsonmenerves;I’mnotusedtoit。Shewasinaraid,and’ernervesareallgonefunny;ain’tthey,oldgirl?Makesmefeelme’ead。
I’vebeenwoundedthere,youknow;can’tstandmuchnow。Imightdosomethin’ifshewastogoonlikethisforlong。\"
Piersonlookedatthewoman,buthereyesstillmethisresentfully。
Thesoldierheldoutapacketofcigarettes。\"Takeone,\"hesaid。
Piersontookoneand,feelingthatthesoldierwantedhimtospeak,murmured:\"Weallhavethesetroubleswiththosewe’refondof;thefonderweareofpeople,themorewefeelthem,don’twe?Ihadonewithmydaughterlastnight。\"
\"Ah!\"saidthesoldier;\"that’sright。Thewifeandme’llmakeitup。’Ere,comeorfit,oldgirl。\"
>Frombehindhispaperhesoonbecameconsciousofthesoundsofreconciliation——reproachesbecausesomeonehadbeenofferedadrink,kissesmixedwithmildslappings,andabuse。WhentheygotoutatBristolthesoldiershookhishandwarmly,butthewomanstillgavehimherresentfulstare,andhethoughtdreamily:’Thewar!Howitaffectseveryone!’Hiscarriagewasinvadedbyaswarmofsoldiers,andtherestofthejourneywaspassedinmakinghimselfsmall。Whenatlasthereachedhome,Gratianmethiminthehall。
\"Justthesame。Thedoctorsaysweshallknowinafewhoursnow。
Howsweetofyoutocome!Youmustbetired,inthisheat。Itwasdreadfultospoilyourholiday。\"
\"Mydear!AsifMayIgoupandseehim?\"
GeorgeLairdwasstilllyinginthatstupor。AndPiersonstoodgazingdownathimcompassionately。Likemostparsons,hehadawideacquaintancewiththesickanddying;andoneremorselessfellowshipwithdeath。Death!Thecommonestthingintheworld,now——commonerthanlife!Thisyoungdoctormusthaveseenmanydieintheselasttwoyears,savedmanyfromdeath;andtherehelay,notabletoliftafingertosavehimself。Piersonlookedathisdaughter;whatastrong,promisingyoungcoupletheywere!Andputtinghisarmroundher,heledherawaytothesofa,whencetheycouldseethesickman。