PARTI
Suchadaymadegladtheheart。AlltheflagsofJulywerewaving;
thesunandthepoppiesflaming;whitebutterfliesspiringupandtwining,andthebeesbusyonthesnapdragons。Thelime—treeswerecomingintoflower。Tallwhiteliliesinthegardenbedsalreadyrivaledthedelphiniums;theYorkandLancasterroseswerefull—blownroundtheirgoldenhearts。Therewasagentlebreeze,andaswishandstirandhumroseandfellabovetheheadofEdwardPierson,comingbackfromhislonelyrambleoverTinternAbbey。HehadarrivedatKestrel,hisbrotherRobert’shomeonthebankoftheWyeonlythatmorning,havingstayedatBathonthewaydown;andnowhehadgothisfaceburntinthatparti—colouredwaypeculiartothefacesofthosewhohavebeentoolonginLondon。Ashecamealongthenarrow,ratherovergrownavenue,thesoundofawaltzthrummedoutonapianofellonhisears,andhesmiled,formusicwasthegreatestpassionhehad。Hisdarkgrizzledhairwaspushedbackoffhishotbrow,whichhefannedwithhisstrawhat。Thoughnotbroad,thatbrowwasthebroadestpartofanarrowovalfacewhoselengthwasincreasedbyashort,dark,pointedbeard——avisagesuchasVandykmighthavepainted,graveandgentle,butforitsbrightgreyeyes,cinder—lashed。andcrow’s—footed,anditsstrangelookofnotseeingwhatwasbeforeit。Hewalkedquickly,thoughhewastiredandhot;tall,upright,andthin,inagreyparsonicalsuit,onwhoseblackkerseymerevestalittlegoldcrossdangled。
Abovehisbrother’shouse,whoseslopinggardenrandowntotherailwaylineandriver,alargeroomhadbeenbuiltoutapart。
Piersonstoodwheretheavenueforked,enjoyingthesoundofthewaltz,andthecoolwhippingofthebreezeinthesycamoresandbirches。Amanoffifty,withasenseofbeauty,bornandbredinthecountry,suffersfearfullyfromnostalgiaduringalongunbrokenspellofLondon;sothathisafternoonintheoldAbbeyhadbeenalmostholy。Hehadlethissensessinkintothesunlitgreeneryofthetoweringwoodsopposite;hehadwatchedthespidersandthelittleshiningbeetles,theflycatchers,andsparrowsintheivy;
touchedthemossesandthelichens;lookedthespeedwellsintheeye;
dreamedofheknewnotwhat。Ahawkhadbeenwheelingupthereabovethewoods,andhehadbeenuptherewithitintheblue。Hehadtakenarealspiritualbath,andwashedthedustyfretofLondonoffhissoul。
Forayearhehadbeenworkinghisparishsingle—handed——nojoke——
forhiscuratehadgoneforachaplain;andthiswashisfirstrealholidaysincethewarbegan,twoyearsago;hisfirstvisit,too,tohisbrother’shome。Helookeddownatthegarden,andupatthetreesoftheavenue。BobhadfoundaperfectretreatafterhisquarterofacenturyinCeylon。DearoldBob!Andhesmiledatthethoughtofhiselderbrother,whoseburntfaceandfiercegreywhiskerssomewhatrecalledaBengaltiger;thekindestfellowthateverbreathed!Yes,hehadfoundaperfecthomeforThirzaandhimself。AndEdwardPiersonsighed。Hetoohadoncehadaperfecthome,aperfectwife;thewoundofwhosedeath,fifteenyearsago,stillbledalittleinhisheart。Theirtwodaughters,GratianandNoel,hadnot\"takenafter\"her;Gratianwaslikehisownmother,andNoel’sfairhairandbiggreyeyesalwaysremindedhimofhiscousinLeila,who——poorthing!——hadmadethatsadmessofherlife,andnow,hehadheard,wassingingforaliving,inSouthAfrica。Ah!WhataprettygirlshehadbeenDrawnbythateternalwaltztunehereachedthedoorwayofthemusic—
room。Achintzcurtainhungthere,andtothesoundoffeetslippingonpolishedboards,hesawhisdaughterNoelwaltzingslowlyinthearmsofayoungofficerinkhaki:Roundandroundtheywent,circling,backing,movingsidewayswithcuriousstepswhichseemedtohavecomeinrecently,forhedidnotrecognisethem。AtthepianosathisnieceEve,withateasingsmileonherrosyface。ButitwasathisyoungdaughterthatEdwardPiersonlooked。Hereyeswerehalf—closed,hercheeksratherpale,andherfairhair,cutquiteshort,curledintoherslimroundneck。Quitecoolsheseemed,thoughtheyoungmaninwhosearmsshewasglidingalonglookedfieryhot;ahandsomeboy,withblueeyesandalittlegoldendownontheupperlipofhissunnyred—cheekedface。EdwardPiersonthought:
’Nicecouple!’Andhadamoment’svisionofhimselfandLeila,dancingatthatlong—agoCambridgeMayWeek——onherseventeenthbirthday,heremembered,sothatshemusthavebeenayearyoungerthanNolliewasnow!Thiswouldbetheyoungmanshehadtalkedofinherlettersduringthelastthreeweeks。Weretheynevergoingtostop?
Hepassedintoviewofthosewithin,andsaid:
\"Aren’tyouveryhot,Nollie?\"
Sheblewhimakiss;theyoungmanlookedstartledandself—
conscious,andEvecalledout:
\"It’sabet,Uncle。They’vegottodancemedown。\"
Piersonsaidmildly:
\"Abet?Mydears!\"
Noelmurmuredoverhershoulder:
\"It’sallright,Daddy!\"Andtheyoungmangasped:
\"She’sbetusoneofherpuppiesagainstoneofmine,sir!\"
Piersonsatdown,alittlehypnotizedbythesleepystrumming,theslowgiddymovementofthedancers,andthosehalf—closedswimmingeyesofhisyoungdaughter,lookingathimoverhershoulderasshewentby。Hesatwithasmileonhislips。Nolliewasgrowingup!
NowthatGratianwasmarried,shehadbecomeagreatresponsibility。
Ifonlyhisdearwifehadlived!Thesmilefadedfromhislips;helookedsuddenlyverytired。Thestruggle,physicalandspiritual,hehadbeenthrough,thesefifteenyears,sometimesweighedhimalmosttotheground:Mostmenwouldhavemarriedagain,buthehadalwaysfeltitwouldbesacrilege。Realunionswereforever,eventhoughtheChurchpermittedremarriage。
Hewatchedhisyoungdaughterwithamixtureofaestheticpleasureandperplexity。Couldthisbegoodforher?Togoondancingindefinitelywithoneyoungmancouldthatpossiblybegoodforher?
Buttheylookedveryhappy;andtherewassomuchinyoungcreaturesthathedidnotunderstand。Noel,soaffectionate,anddreamy,seemedsometimespossessedofalittledevil。EdwardPiersonwasnaif;attributedthoseoutburstsofdemonicpossessiontothelossofhermotherwhenshewassuchamite;Gratian,buttwoyearsolder,hadnevertakenamother’splace。Thathadbeenlefttohimself,andhewasmoreorlessconsciousoffailure。
Hesattherelookingupatherwithasortofwhimsicaldistress。
And,suddenly,inthatdaintyvoiceofhers,whichseemedtospurneachwordalittle,shesaid:
\"I’mgoingtostop!\"and,sittingdownbesidehim,tookuphishattofanherself。
Evestruckatriumphantchord。\"HurrahI’vewon!\"
Theyoungmanmuttered:
\"Isay,Noel,weweren’thalfdone!\"
\"Iknow;butDaddywasgettingbored,weren’tyou,dear?ThisisCyrilMorland。\"
Piersonshooktheyoungman’shand。
\"Daddy,yournoseisburnt!\"
\"Mydear;Iknow。\"
\"Icangiveyousomewhitestuffforit。Youhavetosleepwithitonallnight。UncleandAuntiebothuseit。\"
\"Nollie!\"
\"Well,Evesaysso。Ifyou’regoingtobathe,Cyril,lookoutforthatcurrent!\"
Theyoungman,gazingatherwithundisguisedadoration,muttered:
\"Rather!\"andwentout。
Noel’seyeslingeredafterhim;Evebrokeasilence。
\"Ifyou’regoingtohaveabathbeforetea,Nollie,you’dbetterhurryup。\"
\"Allright。WasitjollyintheAbbey,Daddy?\"
\"Lovely;likeagreatpieceofmusic。\"
\"Daddyalwaysputseverythingintomusic。Yououghttoseeitbymoonlight;it’sgorgeousthen。Allright,Eve;I’mcoming。\"Butshedidnotgetup,andwhenEvewasgone,cuddledherarmthroughherfather’sandmurmured:
\"Whatd’youthinkofCyril?\"
\"Mydear,howcanItell?Heseemsanice—lookingyoungman。\"
\"Allright,Daddy;don’tstrainyourself。It’sjollydownhere,isn’tit?\"Shegotup,stretchedherselfalittle,andmovedaway,lookinglikeaverytallchild,withhershorthaircurlinginroundherhead。
Pierson,watchinghervanishpastthecurtain,thought:’Whatalovelythingsheis!’Andhegotuptoo,butinsteadoffollowing,wenttothepiano,andbegantoplayMendelssohn’sPreludeandFugueinEminor。Hehadafinetouch,andplayedwithasortofdreamypassion。Itwashiswayoutofperplexities,regrets,andlongings;
awaywhichneverquitefailedhim。
AtCambridge,hehadintendedtotakeupmusicasaprofession,butfamilytraditionhaddestinedhimforHolyOrders,andanemotionalChurchrevivalofthatdayhadcaughthiminitsstream。Hehadalwayshadprivatemeans,andthoseearlyyearsbeforehemarriedhadpassedhappilyinanEast—Endparish。Tohavenotonlyopportunitybutpowertohelpinthelivesofthepoorhadbeenfascinating;
simplehimself,thesimplefolkofhisparishhadtakenholdofhisheart。When,however,hemarriedAgnesHeriot,hewasgivenaparishofhisownonthebordersofEastandWest,wherehehadbeeneversince,evenafterherdeathhadnearlykilledhim。Itwasbettertogoonwhereworkandallremindedhimofonewhomhehadresolvednevertoforgetinotherties。Butheknewthathisworkhadnotthezestitusedtohaveinherday,orevenbeforeherday。Itmaywellbedoubtedwhetherhe,whohadbeeninHolyOrderstwenty—sixyears,quiteknewnowwhathebelieved。Everythinghadbecomecircumscribed,andfixed,bythousandsofhisownutterances;tohavetakenfreshstockofhisfaith,tohavegonedeepintoitsroots,wouldhavebeenliketakingupthefoundationsofastill—standinghouse。Somemennaturallyrootthemselvesintheinexpressible——forwhichoneformulaismuchthesameasanother;thoughEdwardPierson,gentlydogmatic,undoubtedlypreferredhisHigh—Churchstatementoftheinexpressibletothatof,say,theZoroastrians。Thesubtletiesofchange,themodificationsbyscience,leftlittlesenseofinconsistencyortreasononhissoul。Sensitive,charitable,andonlycombativedeepdown,heinstinctivelyavoideddiscussiononmatterswherehemighthurtothersortheyhurthim。And,sinceexplanationwasthelastthingwhichocouldbeexpectedofonewhodidnotbasehimselfonReason,hehadfoundbutscantoccasionevertoexamineanything。JustasintheoldAbbeyhehadsoaredoffintotheinfinitewiththehawk,thebeetles,andthegrasses,sonow,atthepiano,bythesesoundsofhisownmaking,hewascaughtawayagainintoemotionalism,withoutrealisingthathewasinoneofhis,mostreligiousmoods。
\"Aren’tyoucomingtotea,Edward?\"
Thewomanstandingbehindhim,inalilac—colouredgown,hadoneofthosefaceswhichremaininnocenttotheendofthechapter,inspiteofthecompleteknowledgeoflifewhichappertainstomothers。Indaysofsufferingandanxiety,liketheseofthegreatwar,ThirzaPiersonwasavaluableperson。Withouteverexpressinganopiniononcosmicmatters,shereconfirmedcertaincosmictruths,suchasthatthoughthewholeworldwasatwar,therewassuchathingaspeace;
thatthoughallthesonsofmotherswerebeingkilled,thereremainedsuchathingasmotherhood;thatwhileeverybodywaslivingforthefuture,thepresentstillexisted。Hertranquil,tender,matter—of—
factbusyness,andthedewinhereyes,hadbeenproofagainsttwenty—threeyearsoflifeonatea—plantationinthehotpartofCeylon;againstBobPierson;againsttheanxietyofhavingtwosonsatthefront,andtheconfidencesofnearlyeveryoneshecameacross。Nothingdisturbedher。Shewaslikeapaintingof\"Goodness\"byanOldMaster,restoredbyKateGreenaway。Sheneverwenttomeetlife,butwhenitcame,madethebestofit。Thiswashersecret,andPiersonalwaysfeltrestedinherpresence。
Herose,andmovedbyherside,overthelawn,towardsthebigtreeatthebottomofthegarden。
\"Howd’youthinkNoelislooking,Edward?\"
\"Verypretty。Thatyoungman,Thirza?\"
\"Yes;I’mafraidhe’soverheadandearsinlovewithher。\"
Atthedismayedsoundheuttered,sheslippedhersoftroundarmwithinhis。\"He’sgoingtothefrontsoon,poorboy!\"
\"Havetheytalkedtoyou?\"
\"Hehas。Nolliehasn’tyet。\"
\"Nollieisaqueerchild,Thirza。\"
\"Nollieisadarling,butratheradesperatecharacter,Edward。\"
Piersonsighed。
Inaswingunderthetree,wherethetea—thingsweresetout,the\"ratherdesperatecharacter\"wasswaying。\"Whatapicturesheis!\"
hesaid,andsighedagain。
Thevoiceofhisbrothercametothem,——highandsteamy,asthoughcorruptedbytheclimateofCeylon:
\"Youincorrigibledreamychap,Ted!We’veeatenalltheraspberries。
Eve,givehimsomejam;hemustbedead!Phew!theheat!Comeon,mydear,andpourouthistea。Hallo,Cyril!Hadagoodbathe?ByGeorge,wishmyheadwaswet!Squattez—vousdownoverthere,byNollie;she’llswing,andkeepthefliesoffyou。\"
\"Givemeacigarette,UncleBob——\"
\"What!Yourfatherdoesn’t——\"
\"Justfortheflies。Youdon’tmind,Daddy?\"
\"Notifit’snecessary,mydear。\"
Noelsmiled,showingherupperteeth,andhereyesseemedtoswimundertheirlonglashes。
\"Itisn’tnecessary,butit’snice。\"
\"Ah,ha!\"saidBobPierson。\"Hereyouare,Nollie!\"
ButNoelshookherhead。Atthatmomentshestruckherfatherasstartlinglygrown—up—socomposed,swayingabovethatyoungmanatherfeet,whosesunnyfacewasalladoration。’Nolongerachild!’hethought。’DearNollie!’
II
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Awakenedbythatdailycruelty,theadventofhotwater,EdwardPiersonlayinhischintz—curtainedroom,fancyinghimselfbackinLondon。Awildbeehuntinghoneyfromthebowlofflowersonthewindow—sill,andthescentofsweetbrier,shatteredthatillusion。
Hedrewthecurtain,and,kneelingonthewindow—seatthrusthisheadoutintothemorning。Theairwasintoxicatinglysweet。Hazeclungovertheriverandthewoodsbeyond;thelawnsparkledwithdew,andtwowagtailsstruttedinthedewysunshine。’ThankGodforloveliness!’hethought。’Thosepoorboysatthefront!’Andkneelingwithhiselbowsonthesill,hebegantosayhisprayers。
Thesamefeelingwhichmadehimbeautifyhischurch,usevestments,goodmusic,andincense,filledhimnow。GodwasinthelovelinessofHisworld,aswellasinHischurches。OnecouldworshipHiminagroveofbeechtrees,inabeautifulgarden,onahighhill,bythebanksofabrightriver。Godwasintherustleoftheleaves,andthehumofabee,inthedewonthegrass,andthescentofflowers;
Godwasineverything!Andheaddedtohisusualprayerthiswhisper:\"IgiveTheethanksformysenses,OLord。Inallofus,keepthembright,andgratefulforbeauty。\"Thenheremainedmotionless,preytoasortofhappyyearningverynear,tomelancholy。Greatbeautyeverhadthateffectonhim。Onecouldcapturesolittleofit——couldneverenjoyitenough!Whowasithadsaidnotlongago:\"Loveofbeautyisreallyonlythesexinstinct,whichnothingbutcompleteunionsatisfies。\"Ah!yes,George——
Gratian’shusband。GeorgeLaird!Andalittlefrowncamebetweenhisbrows,asthoughatsomethornintheflesh。PoorGeorge!Butthen,alldoctorswerematerialistsatheart——splendidfellows,though;afinefellow,George,workinghimselftodeathoutthereinFrance。Onemustnottakethemtooseriously。Hepluckedabitofsweetbrierandputittohisnose,whichstillretainedtheshineofthatbleachingointmentNoelhadinsistedonhisusing。Thesweetsmellofthoselittleroughleavesstirredupanacuteaching。Hedroppedthem,anddrewback。Nolongings,nomelancholy;oneoughttobeout,thisbeautifulmorning!
ItwasSunday;buthehadnottotakethreeServicesandpreachatleastonesermon;thisdayofrestwasreallytobehisown,foronce。Itwasalmostdisconcerting;hehadsolongfeltlikethecabhorsewhocouldnotbetakenoutoftheshaftslestheshouldfalldown。Hedressedwithextraordinarydeliberation,andhadnotquitefinishedwhentherecameaknockonhisdoor,andNoel’svoicesaid:
\"CanIcomein,Daddy?\"
Inherflax—bluefrock,withaGloiredeDijonrosepinnedwhereitmetonherfaintlybrownedneck,sheseemedtoherfatheraperfectvisionoffreshness。
\"Here’saletterfromGratian;Georgehasbeensenthomeill,andhe’sgonetoourhouse。She’sgotleavefromherhospitaltocomehomeandnursehim。\"
Piersonreadtheletter。\"PoorGeorge!\"
\"Whenareyougoingtoletmebeanurse,Daddy?\"
\"Wemustwaittillyou’reeighteen,Nollie。\"
\"IcouldeasilysayIwas。It’sonlyamonth;andIlookmuchmore。\"
Piersonsmiled。
\"Don’tI?\"
\"Youmightbeanythingfromfifteentotwenty—five,mydear,accordingasyoubehave。\"
\"Iwanttogooutasnearthefrontaspossible。\"
Herheadwaspoisedsothatthesunlightframedherface,whichwasratherbroad——thebrowrathertoobroad——underthewavinglight—brownhair,thenoseshortandindeterminate;cheeksstillroundfromyouth,almostwaxen—pale,andfaintlyhollowedundertheeyes。Itwasherlips,daintyyetloving,andaboveallhergreyeyes,biganddreamilyalive,whichmadeheraswan。Hecouldnotimagineherinnurse’sgarb。
\"Thisisnew,isn’tit,Nollie?\"
\"CyrilMorland’ssistersarebothout;andhe’llbegoingsoon。
Everybodygoes。\"
\"Gratianhasn’tgotoutyet:Ittakesalongtimetogettrained。\"
\"Iknow;allthemorereasontobegin。\"
Shegotup,lookedathim,lookedatherhands,seemedabouttospeak,butdidnot。Alittlecolourhadcomeintohercheeks。Then,obviouslymakingconversation,sheasked:
\"Areyougoingtochurch?It’sworthanythingtohearUncleBobreadtheLessons,especiallywhenheloseshisplace。No;you’renottoputonyourlongcoattilljustbeforechurchtime。Iwon’thaveit!\"
ObedientlyPiersonresignedhislongcoat。
\"Now,yousee,youcanhavemyrose。Yournoseisbetter!\"Shekissedhisnose,andtransferredherrosetothebuttonholeofhisshortcoat。\"That’sall。Comealong!\"Andwithherarmthroughhis,theywentdown。Butheknewshehadcometosaysomethingwhichshehadnotsaid。
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BobPierson,invirtueofgreaterwealththantherestofthecongregation,alwaysreadtheLessons,inhishighsteamyvoice,hisbreathingneveradjustedtothelengthofanyperiod。Thecongregation,accustomed,heardnothingpeculiar;hewasthenecessarygentrywiththenecessaryfingerinthepie。Itwashisownfamilywhomheperturbed。Inthesecondrow,Noel,staringsolemnlyattheprofileofherfatherinthefrontrow,wasthinking:
’PoorDaddy!Hiseyeslookasiftheywerecomingout。Oh,Daddy!
Smile!orit’llhurtyou!’YoungMorlandbesideher,rigidinhistunic,wasthinking:’Sheisn’tthinkingofme!’Andjustthenherlittlefingercrookedintohis。EdwardPiersonwasthinking:’Oh!MydearoldBob!Oh!’And,besidehim,Thirzathought:’PoordearTedI
howniceforhimtobehavingacompleterest!Imustmakehimeathe’ssothin!’AndEvewasthinking:’Oh,Father!Mercy!’ButBobPiersonwasthinking:’Cheeroh!Onlyanotherthreeverses!’Noel’slittlefingerunhookeditself,buthereyesstoleroundtoyoungMorland’seyes,andtherewasalightinthemwhichlingeredthroughthesingingandtheprayers。Atlast,inthereverentialrustleofthesettlingcongregation,asurplicedfiguremountedthepulpit。
\"IcomenottobringPeace,butasword。\"
Piersonlookedup。Hefeltdeeprestfulness。Therewasapleasantlightinthischurch;thehumofacountrybluebottlemadeallthedifferencetothequalityofsilence。Nocriticalthoughtstirredwithinhim,noranyexcitement。Hewasthinking:’NowIshallhearsomethingformygood;afinetext;whendidIpreachfromitlast?’
Turnedalittleawayfromtheothers,hesawnothingbutthepreacher’shomelyfaceupthereabovethecarvedoak;itwassolongsincehehadbeenpreachedto,solongsincehehadhadarest!Thewordscameforth,droppedonhisforehead,penetrated,metsomethingwhichabsorbedthem,anddisappeared。’Agoodplainsermon!’hethought。’IsupposeI’mstale;Idon’tseem——’\"Letusnot,dearbrethren,\"dronedthepreacher’searnestvoice,\"thinkthatourdearLord,insayingthatHebroughtasword,referredtoaphysicalsword。ItwastheswordofthespirittowhichHewasundoubtedlyreferring,thatbrightswordofthespiritwhichinallageshascleaveditswaythroughthefettersimposedonmenthemselvesbytheirowndesires,imposedbymenonothermeningratificationoftheirambitions,aswehavehadsostrikinganexampleintheinvasionbyourcruelenemiesofalittleneighbouringcountrywhichhaddonethemnoharm。Dearbrethren,wemayallbringswords。\"
Pierson’schinjerked;heraisedhishandquicklyandpasseditoverhisface。’Allbringswords,’hethought,’swords——Iwasn’tasleep——
surely!’\"Butletusbesurethatourswordsarebright;brightwithhope,andbrightwithfaith,thatwemayseethemflashingamongthecarnaldesiresofthismortallife,carvingapathforustowardsthatheavenlykingdomwherealoneispeace,perfectpeace。Letuspray。\"
Piersondidnotshuthiseyes;heopenedthemashefellonhisknees。Intheseatbehind,NoelandyoungMorlandhadalsofallenontheirkneestheirfacescoveredeachwithasinglehand;butherlefthandandhisrighthungattheirsides。Theyprayedalittlelongerthananyothersand,onrising,sangthehymnalittlelouder。
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NopapercameonSundays——noteventhelocalpaper,whichhadsolongandsonoblydoneitsbitwithheadlinestowinthewar。Nonewswhatevercame,ofmenblownup,toenliventhehushofthehotJulyafternoon,orthesenseofdrugging——whichfollowedAuntThirza’sSundaylunch。Someslept,somethoughttheywereawake;butNoelandyoungMorlandwalkedupwardthroughthewoodstowardsahighcommonofheathandfurze,crownedbywhatwasknownasKestrelrocks。
Betweenthesetwoyoungpeoplenoactualwordoflovehadyetbeenspoken。Theirloveringhadadvancedbyglanceandtouchalone。
YoungMorlandwasaschoolandcollegefriendofthetwoPiersonboysnowatthefront。Hehadnohomeofhisown,forhisparentsweredead;andthiswasnothisfirstvisittoKestrel。Arrivingthreeweeksago,forhisfinalleavebeforeheshouldgoout,hehadfoundagirlsittinginalittlewagonetteoutsidethestation,andhadknownhisfateatonce。ButwhoknowswhenNoelfellinlove?Shewas——onesupposes——justreadyforthatsensation。Forthelasttwoyearsshehadbeenatoneofthosehigh—classfinishingestablishmentswhere,inspiteofthehealthycurriculum,perhapsbecauseofit,thereiseveranundercurrentofinterestintheopposingsex;andnoteventhegravesteffortstoeliminateinstinctarequitesuccessful。Thedisappearanceofeveryyoungmalethingintothemawofthemilitarymachineputapremiumoninstinct。ThethoughtsofNoelandherschoolcompanionswereturned,perforce,tothatwhich,inpre—warfreedomofopportunitytheycouldaffordtoregardasofsecondaryinterest。LoveandMarriageandMotherhood,fixedasthelotofwomenbythecountlessages,werethreatenedfortheseyoungcreatures。Theynotunnaturallypursuedwhattheyfelttobereceding。
WhenyoungMorlandshowed,byfollowingheraboutwithhiseyes,whatwashappeningtohim,Noelwaspleased。Frombeingpleased,shebecamealittleexcited;frombeingexcitedshebecamedreamy。Then,aboutaweekbeforeherfather’sarrival,shesecretlybegantofollowtheyoungmanaboutwithhereyes;becamecapricioustoo,andalittlecruel。Iftherehadbeenanotheryoungmantofavour——buttherewasnot;andshefavouredUncleBob’sredsetter。CyrilMorlandgrewdesperate。Duringthosethreedaysthedemonherfatherdreadedcertainlypossessedher。Andthen,oneevening,whiletheywalkedbacktogetherfromthehay—fields,shegavehimasidelongglance;andhegaspedout:\"Oh!Noel,whathaveIdone?\"Shecaughthishand,andgaveitaquicksqueeze。Whatachange!Whatblissfulalterationeversince!
ThroughthewoodyoungMorlandmountedsilently,screwinghimselfuptoputthingstothetouch。Noeltoomountedsilently,thinking:’I
willkisshimifhekissesme!’Eagerness,andasortoflanguor,wererunninginherveins;shedidnotlookathimfromunderhershadyhat。Sunlightpoureddownthrougheverychinkinthefoliage;
madethegreennessofthesteepwoodmarvellouslyvividandalive;
flashedonbeechleaves,ashleaves,birchleaves;fellonthegroundinlittlerunlets;paintedbrightpatchesontrunksandgrass,thebeechmast,theferns;butterflieschasedeachotherinthatsunlight,andmyriadsofantsandgnatsandfliesseemedpossessedbyafrenzyoflife。Thewholewoodseemedpossessed,asifthesunshinewereahappyBeingwhichhadcometodwelltherein。Atahalf—wayspot,wherethetreesopenedandtheycouldsee,farbelowthem,thegleamoftheriver,shesatdownontheboleofabeech—