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  andthenhesaidwhathehadtosayonthesubjectofRoscoeandSibyl,hisopinionmeeting,asheexpected,awarmlyhostilereception。ButtheresultofthisconversationwasthatbytelephoniccommandRoscoeawaitedhisfather,anhourlater,inthelibraryattheNewHouse。

  \"Gurneysaysyourwife\'sabletotravel,\"Sheridansaidbrusquely,ashecamein。

  \"Yes。\"Roscoeoccupiedadeepchairandsatinthedejectedattitudewhichhadbecomehishabit。\"Yes,sheis。\"

  \"Edithhadtoleavetown,andsoSibylthinksshe\'llhaveto,too!\"

  \"Oh,Iwouldn\'tputitthatway,\"Roscoeprotested,drearily。

  \"No,IhearYOUwouldn\'t!\"Therewasabittergibeinthefather\'svoice,andheadded:\"It\'sagoodthingshe\'sgoin\'abroad——ifshe\'llstaythere。I

  shouldn\'tthinkanyofuswantherhereanymore——youleastofall!\"

  \"It\'snouseyourtalkingthatway,\"saidRoscoe。\"Youwon\'tdoanygood。\"

  \"Well,whenareyoucomin\'backtoyouroffice?\"Sheridanusedabrisker,kindertone。\"Threeweekssinceyoushowedupthereatall。Whenyougoin\'

  tobereadytocutoutwhiskeyandalltheresto\'thefoolishnessandstartinagain?Yououghttobeabletomakeupforaloto\'losttimeandaloto\'

  spiltmilkwhenthatwomantakesherselfouto\'thewayandletsyouandalltherestofusalone。\"

  \"It\'snouse,father,Itellyou。IknowwhatGurneywasgoingtosaytoyou。

  I\'mnotgoingbacktotheoffice。I\'mDONE!\"

  \"Waitaminutebeforeyoutalkthatway!\"Sheridanbeganhissentry—goupanddowntheroom。\"Isupposeyouknowit\'stakentwoprettygoodmenaboutsixteenhoursadaytosetthingsstraightandget\'emrunnin\'rightagain,downinyouroffice?\"

  \"Theymustbegoodmen。\"Roscoenoddedindifferently。\"IthoughtIwasdoingabouteightmen\'swork。I\'mgladyoufoundtwothatcouldhandleit。\"

  \"Lookhere!IfIworkedyouitwasforyourowngood。Thereareplentymendriveharder\'nIdo,and——\"

  \"Yes。Therearesomethatbreakdownalltheothermenthatworkwith\'em。

  Theyeitherdie,orgocrazy,orhavetoquit,andarenousetherestoftheirlives。Thelast\'smycase,Iguess——\'complicatedbydomesticdifficulties\'!\"

  \"Yousetthereandtellmeyougiveup?\"Sheridan\'svoiceshook,andsodidthegesticulatinghandwhichheextendedappealinglytowardthedespondentfigure。\"Don\'tdoit,Roscoe!Don\'tsayit!Sayyou\'llcomedownthereagainandbeaman!Thiswomanain\'tgoin\'totroubleyouanymore。Theworkain\'tgoin\'tohurtyouifyouhaven\'tgothertoworryyou,andyoucangetshuto\'thisnastywhiskey—guzzlin\';itain\'tfastenedonyouyet。Don\'tsay——\"

  \"It\'snouseonearth,\"Roscoemumbled。\"Nouseonearth。\"

  \"Lookhere!Ifyouwantanothermonth\'svacation——\"

  \"IknowGurneytoldyou,sowhat\'stheusetalkingabout\'vacations\'?\"

  \"Gurney!\"Sheridanvociferatedthenamesavagely。\"It\'sGurney,Gurney,Gurney!AlwaysGurney!Idon\'tknowwhattheworld\'scomin\'towitheverybodyrunnin\'aroundsquealin\',\'Thedoctorsaysthis,\'and,\'Thedoctorsaysthat\'!Itmakesmesick!How\'sthiscountryexpecttogetitsWorkdoneifGurneyandalltheotheroldnanny—goatskeepupthisblattin\'——\'Oh,oh!

  Don\'tliftthatsticko\'wood;you\'llruinyourNERVES!\'Sohesaysyougot\'nervousexhaustioninducedbyoverworkandemotionalstrain。\'TheyalwaysgottosticktheWorkiniftheyseeachance!Ireckonyoudidhavethe\'emotionalstrain,\'andthat\'sall\'sthematterwithyou。You\'llbeoveritsoon\'sthiswoman\'sgone,andWork\'stheverythingtomakeyouquitfrettin\'

  abouther。\"

  \"DidGurneytellyouIwasfittowork?\"

  \"Shutup!\"Sheridanbellowed。\"I\'msosicko\'thatman\'snameIfeellikeshootin\'anybodythatsaysittome!\"Hefumedandchafed,swearingindistinctly,thencameandstoodbeforehisson。\"Lookhere;doyouthinkyou\'redoin\'thesquarethingbyme?Doyou?Howmuchyouworth?\"

  \"I\'vegotbetweensevenandeightthousandayearclear,ofmyown,outsidethesalary。ThatmuchisminewhetherIworkornot。\"

  \"Itis?Youcould\'apulleditoutwithoutme,Isupposeyouthink,atyourage?\"

  \"No。Butit\'smine,andit\'senough。\"

  \"MyLord!It\'saboutwhataCongressmangets,andyouwanttoquitthere!I

  supposeyouthinkyou\'llgettherestwhenIkickthebucket,andallyouhavetodoislaybackandwait!Youletmetellyourighthere,you\'llneverseeonecentofit。Yougoouto\'businessnow,andwhatwouldyouknowabouthandlin\'itfiveortenortwentyyearsfromnow?BecauseIintendtoSTAY

  herealittlewhileyet,myboy!They\'deithergetitawayfromyouoryou\'dsellforanickelandletitbesplitupand——\"Hewhirledabout,marchedtotheotherendoftheroom,andstoodsilentamoment。Thenhesaid,solomnly:

  \"Listen。Ifyougooutnow,youleavemeinthelurch,withnothin\'onGod\'sgreenearthtodependonbutyourbrother——andyouknowwhatheis。I\'vedependedonyouforitALLsinceJimdied。Nowyou\'velistenedtothatdam\'

  doctor,andhesaysmaybeyouwon\'teverbeasgoodamanasyouwere,andthatcertainlyyouwon\'tbeforayearorso——probablymore。Now,that\'sallalie。Mendon\'tbreakdownthatwayatyourage。LookatME!AndItellyou,youcanshakethisthingoff。AllyouneedisalittleGET—upandalittlegumption。Mendon\'tgoawayforYEARSandthencomebackintoMOVING

  businesseslikeours——theylosethestrings。Andifyoucould,Iwon\'tletyou——ifyoulaydownonmenow,Iwon\'t——andthat\'sbecauseifyoulaydownyouproveyouain\'tthemanIthoughtyouwere。\"Heclearedhisthroatandfinishedquietly:\"Roscoe,willyoutakeamonth\'svacationandcomebackandgotoit?\"

  \"No,\"saidRoscoe,listlessly。\"I\'mthrough。\"

  \"Allright,\"saidSheridan。Hepickeduptheeveningpaperfromatable,wenttoachairbythefireandsatdown,hisbacktohisson。\"Good—by。\"

  Roscoerose,hisheadhanging,buttherewasadullreliefinhiseyes。\"BestIcando,\"hemuttered,seemingabouttodepart,yetlingering。\"Ifigureitoutagooddeallikethis,\"hesaid。\"Ididn\'tKNOWmyjobwasanystrain,andImanagedallright,butfromwhatGur——fromwhatIhear,Iwasjustuptothelimitofmynervesfromoverwork,andthe——thetroubleathomewastheextrastrainthat\'sfixedmethewayIam。Itriedtobrace,soIcouldstandtheworkandthetroubletoo,onwhiskey——andthatputthefinishtome!

  I——I\'mnothittingitashardasIwasforawhile,andIreckonprettysoon,ifIcangettofeelingalittlemoreenergy,Ibettertrytoquitentirely——I

  don\'tknow。I\'mallin——andthedoctorsaysso。IthoughtIwasrunningalongfineuptoafewmonthsago,butallthetimeIwasreadytobust,anddidn\'tknowit。Now,then,Idon\'twantyoutoblameSibyl,andifIwereyouIwouldn\'tspeakofheras\'thatwoman,\'becauseshe\'syourdaughter—in—lawandgoingtostaythatway。Shedidn\'tdoanythingwicked。Itwasashocktome,andIdon\'tdenyit,tofindwhatshehaddone——encouragingthatfellowtohangaroundherafterhebegantryingtoflirtwithher,andlosingherheadoverhimthewayshedid。Idon\'tdenyitwasashockandthatit\'llalwaysbeahurtinsideofmeI\'llnevergetover。Butitwasmyfault;Ididn\'tunderstandawoman\'snature。\"PoorRoscoespokeinthemostprofoundanddesolateearnest。\"Awomancravessociety,andgaiety,andmeetingattractivepeople,andtraveling。Well,Ican\'tgivehertheotherthings,butIcangiveherthetraveling——realtraveling,notjustgoingtoAtlanticCityorNewOrleans,thewayshehas,two,threetimes。Awomanhastohavesomethinginherlifebesidesabusinessman。Andthat\'sALLIwas。IneverunderstoodtillIheardhertalkingwhenshewassosick,andIbelieveifyou\'dheardherthenyouwouldn\'tspeaksohard—heartedlyabouther;IbelieveyoumighthaveforgivenherlikeIhave。That\'sall。Inevercaredanythingforanygirlbutherinmylife,butIwassobusywithbusinessIputitaheadofher。IneverTHOUGHTabouther,Iwassobusythinkingbusiness。Well,thisiswhereit\'sbroughtusto——andnowwhenyoutalkabout\'business\'tomeI

  feelthewayyoudowhenanybodytalksaboutGurneytoyou。Theword\'business\'makesmedizzy——itmakesmehonestlysickatthestomach。I

  believeifIhadtogodown—townandstepinsidethatofficedoorI\'dfalldownonthefloor,deathlysick。Youtalkabouta\'month\'svacation\'——andI

  getjustassick。I\'mrattled——Ican\'tplan——Ihaven\'tgotanyplans——can\'tmakeany,excepttotakemygirlandgetjustasfarawayfromthatofficeasIcan——andstay。We\'regoingtoJapanfirst,andifwe——\"

  Hisfatherrustledthepaper。\"Isaidgood—by,Roscoe。\"

  \"Good—by,\"saidRoscoe,listlessly。

  Sheridanwaiteduntilheheardthesoundoftheouterdoorclosing;thenheroseandpushedatinydisksetinthewall。Jacksonappeared。

  \"HasBibbsgothomefromwork?\"

  \"Mist\'Bibbs?No,suh。\"

  \"TellhimIwanttoseehim,soonashecomes。\"

  \"Yessuh。\"

  Sheridanreturnedtohischairandfixedhisattentionfiercelyuponthenewspaper。Hefounditdifficulttopursuetheitemsbeyondtheirexplanatoryrubrics——therewasnothingunusualorstartlingtoconcentratehisattention:

  \"MotormanPutsBlameonBrakes。ThreeKilledwhenCarSlides。\"

  \"BurglarsMakeBigHaul。\"\"BoardWorksApproveBigCar—lineExtension。\"\"Hold—upMenInjureTwo。ManFoundinAlley,SkullFractured。\"\"SickeningStoryToldinDivorceCourt。\"\"PlanNewEighteen—storyStructure。\"\"School—girlMeetsDeathunderAutomobile。\"\"NegroCutsThree。OneDead。\"\"LifeCrushedOut。

  ThirdElevatorAccidentinSameBuildingCausesActionbyCoroner。\"\"DeclareMilitiawillbeMenace。PolishSocietiesProtesttoGovernorinChurchRiotingCase。\"\"Short$3,500inAccounts,TrustedManKillsSelfwithDrug。\"\"FoundFrozen。

  FamilyWithoutFoodorFuel。BabyDeadwhenParentsReturnHomefromSeekingWork。\"\"MinisterReturnedfromTripAbroadLecturesonBigFutureofOurCity。SeesBigImprovementduringShortAbsence。SaysNoEuropeanCityHoldsCandle。\"

  (Sheridannoddedapprovinglyhere。)

  Bibbscamethroughthehallwhistling,andenteredtheroombriskly。\"Well,father,didyouwantme?\"

  \"Yes。Sitdown。\"Sheridangotup,andBibbstookaseatbythefire,holdingouthishandstothecracklingblaze,foritwascoldoutdoors。

  \"Icamewithinsevenoftheshoprecordto—day,\"hesaid。\"Ihandledmorestripsthandanyotherworkmanhasanydaythismonth。Thenearesttomeissixteenbehind。\"

  \"There!\"exclaimedhisfather,greatlypleased。\"What\'dItellyou?I\'dliketohearGurneyhintagainthatIwasn\'trightinsendingyouthere——Iwouldjustliketohearhim!Andyou——ain\'tyouashamedofmakin\'suchafussaboutit?Ain\'tyou?\"

  \"Ididn\'tgoatitintherightspirittheothertime,\"Bibbssaid,smilingbrightly,hisfaceruddyinthecheerfulfirelight。\"Ididn\'tknowthedifferenceitmeanttolikeathing。\"

  \"Well,IguessI\'veprettythoroughlyvindicatedmyjudgement。IguessI

  HAVE!Isaidtheshop\'dbegoodforyou,anditwas。Isaiditwouldn\'thurtyou,andithasn\'t。It\'sbeenjustexactlywhatIsaiditwouldbe。

  Ain\'tthatso?\"

  \"Lookslikeit!\"Bibbsagreed,gaily。

  \"Well,I\'dliketoknowanyplaceIbeenwrong,firstandlast!Insteado\'

  hurtingyou,it\'sbeenthemakin\'ofyou——physically。You\'reagoodinchtaller\'nwhatIam,andyou\'dbeabiggermanthanwhatIamifyou\'dgetsomefleshonyourbones;andyouAREgettin\'alittle。Physically,it\'sstartedyououttobethehuskiestoneo\'thewholefamily。Now,then,mentally——that\'sdifferent。Idon\'tsayitunkindly,Bibbs,butyougottodosomethingforyourselfmentally,justlikewhat\'sbegunphysically。AndI\'mgoin\'tohelpyou。\"

  Sheridandecidedtositdownagain。Hebroughthischairclosetohisson\'s,and,leaningover,tappedBibbs\'skneeconfidentially。\"Igotplansforyou,Bibbs,\"hesaid。

  Bibbsinstantlylookedthoroughlyalarmed。Hedrewback。\"I——I\'mallrightnow,father。\"

  \"Listen。\"Sheridansettledhimselfinhischair,andspokeinthetoneofareasonablemanreasoning。\"Listenhere,Bibbs。Ihadanotherblowto—day,anditwasahardoneandrightintheface,thoughIHAVEbeenexpectin\'itsomelittletimeback。Well,it\'sgottobemet。NowI\'llbefrankwithyou。

  AsIsaidaminuteago,mentallyIcouldn\'tevercalledyouexactlystrong。

  Youbeenalittleweakbothways,mostofyourlife。NotbutwhatIthinkyouGOTamentality,ifyou\'dlearntouseit。Yougotwill—power,I\'llsaythatforyou。Ineverknewboyormanthatcouldbestubborner——neveroneinmylife!Now,then,you\'veshowedyoucouldlearntorunthatmachinebestofanymanintheshop,innotimeatall。Thatlookstomelikeyoucouldlearntodootherthings。Idon\'tdenybutwhatit\'sanencouragin\'sign。Idon\'tdenythat,atall。Well,thathelpsmetothinkthecaseain\'tsohopelessasitlooks。You\'reallIgottomeetthisblowwith,butmaybeyouain\'taspoormaterialasIthought。Yourtellin\'meaboutcomin\'withinsevenstripsoftheshop\'srecordto—daylookstomelikeencouragin\'informationbroughtinatjustabouttherighttime。Now,then,I\'mgoin\'togiveyouaraise。I

  wantedtosendyoustraightonupthroughtheshops——ayearortwo,maybe——

  butIcan\'tdoit。IlostJim,andnowI\'velostRoscoe。He\'squit。He\'slaiddownonme。Ifheevercomesbackatall,he\'llbealongtimepickin\'

  upthestrings,and,anyway,heain\'tthemanIthoughthewas。Ican\'tcountonhim。IgottohaveSOMEBODYIKNOWIcancounton。AndI\'mdowntothis:

  you\'remylastchance。Bibbs,Igottolearnyoutousewhatbrainsyougotandseeifwecan\'tdevelop\'emalittle。Whoknows?AndI\'mgoin\'toputmytimeinonit。I\'mgoin\'totakeyourightdown—townwithME,andIwon\'tbehardonyouifyou\'realittleslowatfirst。AndI\'mgoin\'todothebigthingforyou。I\'mgoin\'tomakeyoufeelyougottodothebigthingforme,inreturn。I\'vevindicatedmypolicywithyouabouttheshop,andnowI\'mgoin\'toturnrightaroundandswingyou\'wayoveraheadofwheretheotherboysstarted,andI\'mgoin\'tomakeanappealtoyourambitionthat\'llmakeyoudizzy!\"Hetappedhissononthekneeagain。\"Bibbs,I\'mgoin\'tostartyouoffthisway:I\'mgoin\'tomakeyouadirectorinthePumpWorksCompany;

  I\'mgoin\'tomakeyouvice—presidentoftheRealtyCompanyandavice—presidentoftheTrustCompany!\"

  Bibbsjumpedtohisfeet,blanched。\"Ohno!\"hecried。

  Sheridantookhisdismaytobetheexcitementofsuddenjoy。\"Yes,sir!Andthere\'ssomeprettyfatlittlesalariesgoeswiththosevice—presidencies,andapincho\'stockinthePumpCompanywiththedirectorship。YouthoughtIwasprettymeanabouttheshop——oh,Iknowyoudid!——butyouseetheoldmancanplayitbothways。Andsorightnow,theminuteyou\'vebeguntomakegoodthewayIwantedyouto,Idealfromthenewdeck。AndI\'llkeeponhandin\'itoutbiggerandbiggereverytimeyoushowmeyou\'rebigenoughtoplaythehandIdealyou。I\'mstartin\'youwithaprettybigone,myboy!\"

  \"ButIdon\'t——Idon\'t——Idon\'twantit!\"Bibbsstammered。

  \"What\'dyousay?\"Sheridanthoughthehadnotheardaright。

  \"Idon\'twantit,father。Ithankyou——Idothankyou——\"

  Sheridanlookedperplexed。\"What\'sthematterwithyou?Didn\'tyouunderstandwhatIwastellin\'you?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Yousure?Ireckonyoudidn\'t。Ioffered——\"

  \"Iknow,Iknow!ButIcan\'ttakeit。\"

  \"What\'sthematterwithyou?\"Sheridanwashalfamazed,halfsuspicious。

  \"Yourheadfeelfunny?\"

  \"I\'veneverbeenquitesosaneinmylife,\"saidBibbs,\"asIhavelately。AndI\'vegotjustwhatIwant。I\'mlivingexactlytherightlife。I\'mearningmydailybread,andI\'mhappyindoingit。Mywagesareenough。Idon\'twantanymoremoney,andIdon\'tdeserveany——\"

  \"Damnation!\"Sheridansprangup。\"You\'veturnedSocialist!Youbeenlisteningtothosefellowsdownthere,andyou——\"

  \"No,sir。Ithinkthere\'sagreatdealinwhattheysay,butthatisn\'tit。\"

  Sheridantriedtorestrainhisgrowingfury,andsucceededpartially。\"Thenwhatisit?What\'sthematter?\"

  \"Nothing,\"hesonreturned,nervously。\"Nothing——exceptthatI\'mcontent。I

  don\'twanttochangeanything。\"

  \"Whynot?\"

  Bibbshadtheincrediblefollytotrytoexplain。\"I\'lltellyou,father,ifIcan。Iknowitmaybehardtounderstand——\"

  \"Yes,Ithinkitmaybe,\"saidSheridan,grimly。\"WhatyousayusuallyisaLITTLEthatway。Goon!\"

  Perturbedanddistressed,Bibbsroseinstinctively;hefelthimselfateverypossibledisadvantage。Hewasasleeperclingingtoadream——aroughhandstretchedtoshakehimandwakenhim。Hewenttoatableandmadevaguedrawingsuponitwithafinger,andashespokehekepthiseyeslowered。

  \"Youweren\'taltogetherrightabouttheshop——thatis,inonewayyouweren\'t,father。\"Heglancedupapprehensively。Sheridanstoodfacinghim,expressionless,andmadenoattempttointerrupt。\"That\'sdifficulttoexplain,\"Bibbscontinued,loweringhiseyesagain,tofollowthetracingsofhisfinger。\"I——IbelievetheshopmighthavedoneformethistimeifI

  hadn\'t——ifsomethinghadn\'thelpedmeto——oh,notonlytobearit,buttobehappyinit。Well,IAMhappyinit。IwanttogoonjustasIam。AndofallthingsonearththatIdon\'twant,Idon\'twanttoliveabusinesslife——I

  don\'twanttobedrawnintoit。Idon\'tthinkitISliving——andnowIAM

  living。Ihavethehealthfultoil——andIcanthink。InbusinessasimportantasyoursIcouldn\'tthinkanythingbutbusiness。Idon\'t——Idon\'tthinkmakingmoneyisworthwhile。\"

  \"Goon,\"saidSheridan,curtly,asBibbspausedtimidly。

  \"Ithasn\'tseemedtogetanywhere,thatIcansee,\"saidBibbs。\"Youthinkthiscityisrichandpowerful——butwhat\'stheuseofitsbeingrichandpowerful?Theydon\'tteachthechildrenanymoreintheschoolsbecausethecityisrichandpowerful。Theyteachthemmorethantheyusedtobecausesomepeople——notrichandpowerfulpeople——havethoughtthethoughtstoteachthechildren。Andyetwhenyou\'vebeenreadingthepaperI\'veheardyouobjectingtothechildrenbeingtaughtanythingexceptwhatwouldhelpthemtomakemoney。Yousaiditwaswastingthetaxes。Youwantthemtaughttomakealiving,butnottolive。WhenIwasalittleboythiswasn\'tanuglytown;

  nowit\'shideous。What\'stheuseofbeingbigjusttobehideous?ImeanI

  don\'tthinkallthishasmeantreallygoingahead——it\'sjustbeengettingbiggeranddirtierandnoisier。Wasn\'tthewholecountryhappierandinmanywayswiserwhenitwassmallerandcleanerandquieterandkinder?IknowyouthinkI\'manutterfool,father,but,afterall,though,aren\'tbusinessandpoliticsjustthehousekeepingpartoflife?Andwouldn\'tyoudespiseawomanthatnotonlymadeherhousekeepingherambition,butdiditsonoisilyanddirtilythatthewholeneighborhoodwasinacontinualturmoiloverit?Andsupposedshetalkedandthoughtaboutherhousekeepingallthetime,andwasalwayshavingadditionsbuilttoherhousewhenshecouldn\'tkeepcleanwhatshealreadyhad;andsuppose,withitall,shemadethehousealtogetherunpeacefulandunlivable——\"

  \"Justoneminute!\"Sheridaninterrupted,adding,withterriblecourtesy,\"Ifyouwillpermitme?Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanything?\"

  \"Idon\'tquite——\"

  \"Iaskthesimplequestion:Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanythingwhateverinthecourseofyourlife?Haveyoueverbeenrightuponanysubjectorquestionyou\'vethoughtaboutandtalkedabout?Canyoumentiononesingletimewhenyouwereprovedtoberight?\"

  Hewasflourishingthebandagedhandashespoke,butBibbssaidonly,\"IfI\'vealwaysbeenwrongbefore,surelythere\'smorechancethatI\'mrightaboutthis。Itseemsreasonabletosupposesomethingwouldbeduetobringupmyaverage。\"

  \"Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tseethepoint。Andthere\'sanotheryouprobablycouldn\'tsee,butI\'lltakethelibertytomentionit。Youbeenbalkin\'allyourlife。PrettymucheverythingIeverwantedyoutodo,you\'dletoutSOME

  kindofaholler,likeyouarenow——andyetIcan\'tseemtorememberoncewhenyoudidn\'thavetolaydownanddowhatIsaid。Butgoonwithyourremarksaboutourcityandthebusinessofthiscountry。Goon!\"

  \"Idon\'twanttobeapartofit,\"saidBibbs,withunwonteddecision。\"I

  wanttokeeptomyself,andI\'mdoingitnow。Icouldn\'t,ifIwentdowntherewithyou。I\'dbeswallowedintoit。Idon\'tcareformoneyenoughtto——\"

  \"No,\"hisfatherinterrupted,stilldangerouslyquiet。\"You\'veneverhadtoearnaliving。Anybodycouldtellthatbywhatyousay。Now,letmeremindyou:you\'resleepin\'inaprettygoodbed;you\'reeatin\'prettyfairfood;

  you\'rewearin\'prettyfineclothes。Justsupposeoneo\'thesenoisyhousekeepers——me,forinstance——decidedtoletyoudoyourownhousekeepin\'。

  MayIaskwhatyourpropositionwouldbe?\"

  \"I\'mearningninedollarsaweek,\"saidBibbs,sturdily。\"It\'senough。I

  shouldn\'tmindatall。\"

  \"Who\'spayin\'youthatninedollarsaweek?\"

  \"Mywork!\"Bibbsanswered。\"AndI\'vedonesowellonthatclipping—machineI

  believeIcouldworkuptofifteenoreventwentyaweekatanotherjob。I

  couldbeafairplumberinafewmonths,I\'msure。I\'dratherhaveatradethanbeinbusiness——Ishould,infinitely!\"

  \"Youbettersetaboutlearnin\'oneprettydam\'quick!\"ButSheridanstruggledwithhistemperandagainwaspartiallysuccessfulincontrollingit。\"YoubetterlearnatradeoverSunday,becauseyou\'reeithergoin\'downwithmetomyofficeMondaymorning——or——youcangotoplumbing!\"

  \"Allright,\"saidBibbs,gently。\"Icangetalong。\"

  Sheridanraisedhishandssardonically,asinprayer。\"OGod,\"hesaid,\"thisboywascrazyenoughbeforehebegantoearnhisninedollarsaweek,andnowhismoney\'sgonetohishead!Can\'tYoudonothin\'forhim?\"Thenheflunghishandsapart,palmsoutward,inafuriousgestureofdismissal。\"Getouto\'thisroom!Yougotaskullthat\'sthicker\'nawhale\'sthigh—bone,butit\'scrackedspangallthewayacross!Youhatedthemachine—shopsobadwhenI

  sentyouthere,youwentandstayedsickforovertwoyears——andnow,whenI

  offertotakeyououtofitandgiveyouthemint,youhollerfortheshoplikeacalfforitsmammy!You\'recracked!Oh,butIgotafinelayouthere!

  Onesondied,onequit,andone\'saloon!Theloon\'sallIgotleft!H。P。

  Ellersly\'swifehadacrazybrother,andtheyundertooktokeephimatthehouse。Firstmorninghewastherehewalkedstraightthoughaten—dollarplate—glasswindowoutintotheyard。Hesays,\'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!\'That\'swhatyou\'redoin\'!Youwanttospendyourlifesayin\',\'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!\'andyoudon\'tcareatinker\'sdam\'whatyoubust!Well,mister,loonornoloon,crackedandcrazyorwhateveryouare,I\'lltakeyouwithmeMondaymorning,andI\'llworkyouandlearnyou——yes,andI\'lllamyou,ifIgotto——untilI\'vemadesomethingoutofyouthat\'sfittobecalledabusinessman!I\'llkeepatyouwhileI\'mabletostand,andifIhavetolaydowntodieI\'llbewhisperin\'atyoutilltheygettheembalmin\'—fluidintome!Nowgoon,anddon\'tletmehearfromyouagaintillyoucancomeandtellmeyou\'vewakedup,youpoor,pitiful,dandelion—pickin\'SLEEP—WALKER!\"

  Bibbsgavehimaqueerlook。Therewassomethinglikereproachinit,foronce;buttherewasmorethanthat——heseemedtobestartledbyhisfather\'slastword。

  Therewassleetthatevening,withawhoppingwind,butneitherthisstormnorthatotherwhichsoimminentlythreatenedhimheldplaceintheconsciousnessofBibbsSheridanwhenhecameoncemoretothepresenceofMary。Allwasrightinhisworldhashesatwithher,readingMauriceMaeterlinck\'sAlladineandPalomides。Thesorrowfullightofthegas—jetmighthavebeenMaymorningsunshineflashingamberandrosethroughtheglowingwindowsoftheSainte—Chapelle,itwassobrightforBibbs。Andwhilethezinc—eaterheldouttobringhimsuchgoldennightsasthese,alltheking\'shorsesandalltheking\'smenmightnotservetobreakthespell。

  Bibbsreadslowly,butinareasonablemanner,asifheweretalking;andMary,lookingathimsteadilyfrombeneathhercurvedfingers,appearedtodiscovernofault。Ithadgrowntobeherhabittolookathimwhenevertherewasanopportunity。Itmaybesaid,intruth,thatwhiletheyweretogether,anditwaslight,shelookedathimallthetime。

  WhenhecametotheendofAlladineandPalomidestheyweresilentalittlewhile,consideringtogether;thenheturnedbackthepagesandsaid:\"There\'ssomethingIwanttoreadover。This:

  YouwouldthinkIthrewawindowopenonthedawn……Shehasasoulthatcanbeseenaroundher——thattakesyouinitsarmslikeanailingchildandwithoutsayinganythingtoyouconsolesyouforeverything……Ishallneverunderstanditall。Idonotknowhowitcanallbe,butmykneesbendinspiteofmewhenIspeakofit……

  Hestoppedandlookedather。

  \"Youboy!\"saidMary,notveryclearly。

  \"Ohyes,\"hereturned。\"Butit\'strue——especiallymyknees!\"

  \"Youboy!\"shemurmuredagain,blushingcharmingly。\"Youmightreadanotherlineover。ThefirsttimeIeversawyou,Bibbs,youwerelookingintoamirror。Doitagain。Butyouneedn\'treadit——Icangiveittoyou:\"A

  littleGreekslavethatcamefromtheheartofArcady!\"

  \"I!I\'moneofthehandsatthePumpWorks——andgoingtostayone,unlessI

  havetodecidetostudyplumbing。\"

  \"No。\"Sheshookherhead。\"Youloveandwantwhat\'sbeautifulanddelicateandserene;it\'sreallyartthatyouwantinyourlife,andhavealwayswanted。Youseemedtome,fromthefirst,themostwistfulpersonIhadeverknown,andthat\'swhatyouwerewistfulfor。\"

  Bibbslookeddoubtfulandmorewistfulthanever;butafteramomentortwothematterseemedtoclarifyitselftohim。\"Why,no,\"hesaid;\"Iwantedsomethingelsemorethanthat。Iwantedyou。\"

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