andthenhesaidwhathehadtosayonthesubjectofRoscoeandSibyl,hisopinionmeeting,asheexpected,awarmlyhostilereception。ButtheresultofthisconversationwasthatbytelephoniccommandRoscoeawaitedhisfather,anhourlater,inthelibraryattheNewHouse。
\"Gurneysaysyourwife\'sabletotravel,\"Sheridansaidbrusquely,ashecamein。
\"Yes。\"Roscoeoccupiedadeepchairandsatinthedejectedattitudewhichhadbecomehishabit。\"Yes,sheis。\"
\"Edithhadtoleavetown,andsoSibylthinksshe\'llhaveto,too!\"
\"Oh,Iwouldn\'tputitthatway,\"Roscoeprotested,drearily。
\"No,IhearYOUwouldn\'t!\"Therewasabittergibeinthefather\'svoice,andheadded:\"It\'sagoodthingshe\'sgoin\'abroad——ifshe\'llstaythere。I
shouldn\'tthinkanyofuswantherhereanymore——youleastofall!\"
\"It\'snouseyourtalkingthatway,\"saidRoscoe。\"Youwon\'tdoanygood。\"
\"Well,whenareyoucomin\'backtoyouroffice?\"Sheridanusedabrisker,kindertone。\"Threeweekssinceyoushowedupthereatall。Whenyougoin\'
tobereadytocutoutwhiskeyandalltheresto\'thefoolishnessandstartinagain?Yououghttobeabletomakeupforaloto\'losttimeandaloto\'
spiltmilkwhenthatwomantakesherselfouto\'thewayandletsyouandalltherestofusalone。\"
\"It\'snouse,father,Itellyou。IknowwhatGurneywasgoingtosaytoyou。
I\'mnotgoingbacktotheoffice。I\'mDONE!\"
\"Waitaminutebeforeyoutalkthatway!\"Sheridanbeganhissentry—goupanddowntheroom。\"Isupposeyouknowit\'stakentwoprettygoodmenaboutsixteenhoursadaytosetthingsstraightandget\'emrunnin\'rightagain,downinyouroffice?\"
\"Theymustbegoodmen。\"Roscoenoddedindifferently。\"IthoughtIwasdoingabouteightmen\'swork。I\'mgladyoufoundtwothatcouldhandleit。\"
\"Lookhere!IfIworkedyouitwasforyourowngood。Thereareplentymendriveharder\'nIdo,and——\"
\"Yes。Therearesomethatbreakdownalltheothermenthatworkwith\'em。
Theyeitherdie,orgocrazy,orhavetoquit,andarenousetherestoftheirlives。Thelast\'smycase,Iguess——\'complicatedbydomesticdifficulties\'!\"
\"Yousetthereandtellmeyougiveup?\"Sheridan\'svoiceshook,andsodidthegesticulatinghandwhichheextendedappealinglytowardthedespondentfigure。\"Don\'tdoit,Roscoe!Don\'tsayit!Sayyou\'llcomedownthereagainandbeaman!Thiswomanain\'tgoin\'totroubleyouanymore。Theworkain\'tgoin\'tohurtyouifyouhaven\'tgothertoworryyou,andyoucangetshuto\'thisnastywhiskey—guzzlin\';itain\'tfastenedonyouyet。Don\'tsay——\"
\"It\'snouseonearth,\"Roscoemumbled。\"Nouseonearth。\"
\"Lookhere!Ifyouwantanothermonth\'svacation——\"
\"IknowGurneytoldyou,sowhat\'stheusetalkingabout\'vacations\'?\"
\"Gurney!\"Sheridanvociferatedthenamesavagely。\"It\'sGurney,Gurney,Gurney!AlwaysGurney!Idon\'tknowwhattheworld\'scomin\'towitheverybodyrunnin\'aroundsquealin\',\'Thedoctorsaysthis,\'and,\'Thedoctorsaysthat\'!Itmakesmesick!How\'sthiscountryexpecttogetitsWorkdoneifGurneyandalltheotheroldnanny—goatskeepupthisblattin\'——\'Oh,oh!
Don\'tliftthatsticko\'wood;you\'llruinyourNERVES!\'Sohesaysyougot\'nervousexhaustioninducedbyoverworkandemotionalstrain。\'TheyalwaysgottosticktheWorkiniftheyseeachance!Ireckonyoudidhavethe\'emotionalstrain,\'andthat\'sall\'sthematterwithyou。You\'llbeoveritsoon\'sthiswoman\'sgone,andWork\'stheverythingtomakeyouquitfrettin\'
abouther。\"
\"DidGurneytellyouIwasfittowork?\"
\"Shutup!\"Sheridanbellowed。\"I\'msosicko\'thatman\'snameIfeellikeshootin\'anybodythatsaysittome!\"Hefumedandchafed,swearingindistinctly,thencameandstoodbeforehisson。\"Lookhere;doyouthinkyou\'redoin\'thesquarethingbyme?Doyou?Howmuchyouworth?\"
\"I\'vegotbetweensevenandeightthousandayearclear,ofmyown,outsidethesalary。ThatmuchisminewhetherIworkornot。\"
\"Itis?Youcould\'apulleditoutwithoutme,Isupposeyouthink,atyourage?\"
\"No。Butit\'smine,andit\'senough。\"
\"MyLord!It\'saboutwhataCongressmangets,andyouwanttoquitthere!I
supposeyouthinkyou\'llgettherestwhenIkickthebucket,andallyouhavetodoislaybackandwait!Youletmetellyourighthere,you\'llneverseeonecentofit。Yougoouto\'businessnow,andwhatwouldyouknowabouthandlin\'itfiveortenortwentyyearsfromnow?BecauseIintendtoSTAY
herealittlewhileyet,myboy!They\'deithergetitawayfromyouoryou\'dsellforanickelandletitbesplitupand——\"Hewhirledabout,marchedtotheotherendoftheroom,andstoodsilentamoment。Thenhesaid,solomnly:
\"Listen。Ifyougooutnow,youleavemeinthelurch,withnothin\'onGod\'sgreenearthtodependonbutyourbrother——andyouknowwhatheis。I\'vedependedonyouforitALLsinceJimdied。Nowyou\'velistenedtothatdam\'
doctor,andhesaysmaybeyouwon\'teverbeasgoodamanasyouwere,andthatcertainlyyouwon\'tbeforayearorso——probablymore。Now,that\'sallalie。Mendon\'tbreakdownthatwayatyourage。LookatME!AndItellyou,youcanshakethisthingoff。AllyouneedisalittleGET—upandalittlegumption。Mendon\'tgoawayforYEARSandthencomebackintoMOVING
businesseslikeours——theylosethestrings。Andifyoucould,Iwon\'tletyou——ifyoulaydownonmenow,Iwon\'t——andthat\'sbecauseifyoulaydownyouproveyouain\'tthemanIthoughtyouwere。\"Heclearedhisthroatandfinishedquietly:\"Roscoe,willyoutakeamonth\'svacationandcomebackandgotoit?\"
\"No,\"saidRoscoe,listlessly。\"I\'mthrough。\"
\"Allright,\"saidSheridan。Hepickeduptheeveningpaperfromatable,wenttoachairbythefireandsatdown,hisbacktohisson。\"Good—by。\"
Roscoerose,hisheadhanging,buttherewasadullreliefinhiseyes。\"BestIcando,\"hemuttered,seemingabouttodepart,yetlingering。\"Ifigureitoutagooddeallikethis,\"hesaid。\"Ididn\'tKNOWmyjobwasanystrain,andImanagedallright,butfromwhatGur——fromwhatIhear,Iwasjustuptothelimitofmynervesfromoverwork,andthe——thetroubleathomewastheextrastrainthat\'sfixedmethewayIam。Itriedtobrace,soIcouldstandtheworkandthetroubletoo,onwhiskey——andthatputthefinishtome!
I——I\'mnothittingitashardasIwasforawhile,andIreckonprettysoon,ifIcangettofeelingalittlemoreenergy,Ibettertrytoquitentirely——I
don\'tknow。I\'mallin——andthedoctorsaysso。IthoughtIwasrunningalongfineuptoafewmonthsago,butallthetimeIwasreadytobust,anddidn\'tknowit。Now,then,Idon\'twantyoutoblameSibyl,andifIwereyouIwouldn\'tspeakofheras\'thatwoman,\'becauseshe\'syourdaughter—in—lawandgoingtostaythatway。Shedidn\'tdoanythingwicked。Itwasashocktome,andIdon\'tdenyit,tofindwhatshehaddone——encouragingthatfellowtohangaroundherafterhebegantryingtoflirtwithher,andlosingherheadoverhimthewayshedid。Idon\'tdenyitwasashockandthatit\'llalwaysbeahurtinsideofmeI\'llnevergetover。Butitwasmyfault;Ididn\'tunderstandawoman\'snature。\"PoorRoscoespokeinthemostprofoundanddesolateearnest。\"Awomancravessociety,andgaiety,andmeetingattractivepeople,andtraveling。Well,Ican\'tgivehertheotherthings,butIcangiveherthetraveling——realtraveling,notjustgoingtoAtlanticCityorNewOrleans,thewayshehas,two,threetimes。Awomanhastohavesomethinginherlifebesidesabusinessman。Andthat\'sALLIwas。IneverunderstoodtillIheardhertalkingwhenshewassosick,andIbelieveifyou\'dheardherthenyouwouldn\'tspeaksohard—heartedlyabouther;IbelieveyoumighthaveforgivenherlikeIhave。That\'sall。Inevercaredanythingforanygirlbutherinmylife,butIwassobusywithbusinessIputitaheadofher。IneverTHOUGHTabouther,Iwassobusythinkingbusiness。Well,thisiswhereit\'sbroughtusto——andnowwhenyoutalkabout\'business\'tomeI
feelthewayyoudowhenanybodytalksaboutGurneytoyou。Theword\'business\'makesmedizzy——itmakesmehonestlysickatthestomach。I
believeifIhadtogodown—townandstepinsidethatofficedoorI\'dfalldownonthefloor,deathlysick。Youtalkabouta\'month\'svacation\'——andI
getjustassick。I\'mrattled——Ican\'tplan——Ihaven\'tgotanyplans——can\'tmakeany,excepttotakemygirlandgetjustasfarawayfromthatofficeasIcan——andstay。We\'regoingtoJapanfirst,andifwe——\"
Hisfatherrustledthepaper。\"Isaidgood—by,Roscoe。\"
\"Good—by,\"saidRoscoe,listlessly。
Sheridanwaiteduntilheheardthesoundoftheouterdoorclosing;thenheroseandpushedatinydisksetinthewall。Jacksonappeared。
\"HasBibbsgothomefromwork?\"
\"Mist\'Bibbs?No,suh。\"
\"TellhimIwanttoseehim,soonashecomes。\"
\"Yessuh。\"
Sheridanreturnedtohischairandfixedhisattentionfiercelyuponthenewspaper。Hefounditdifficulttopursuetheitemsbeyondtheirexplanatoryrubrics——therewasnothingunusualorstartlingtoconcentratehisattention:
\"MotormanPutsBlameonBrakes。ThreeKilledwhenCarSlides。\"
\"BurglarsMakeBigHaul。\"\"BoardWorksApproveBigCar—lineExtension。\"\"Hold—upMenInjureTwo。ManFoundinAlley,SkullFractured。\"\"SickeningStoryToldinDivorceCourt。\"\"PlanNewEighteen—storyStructure。\"\"School—girlMeetsDeathunderAutomobile。\"\"NegroCutsThree。OneDead。\"\"LifeCrushedOut。
ThirdElevatorAccidentinSameBuildingCausesActionbyCoroner。\"\"DeclareMilitiawillbeMenace。PolishSocietiesProtesttoGovernorinChurchRiotingCase。\"\"Short$3,500inAccounts,TrustedManKillsSelfwithDrug。\"\"FoundFrozen。
FamilyWithoutFoodorFuel。BabyDeadwhenParentsReturnHomefromSeekingWork。\"\"MinisterReturnedfromTripAbroadLecturesonBigFutureofOurCity。SeesBigImprovementduringShortAbsence。SaysNoEuropeanCityHoldsCandle。\"
(Sheridannoddedapprovinglyhere。)
Bibbscamethroughthehallwhistling,andenteredtheroombriskly。\"Well,father,didyouwantme?\"
\"Yes。Sitdown。\"Sheridangotup,andBibbstookaseatbythefire,holdingouthishandstothecracklingblaze,foritwascoldoutdoors。
\"Icamewithinsevenoftheshoprecordto—day,\"hesaid。\"Ihandledmorestripsthandanyotherworkmanhasanydaythismonth。Thenearesttomeissixteenbehind。\"
\"There!\"exclaimedhisfather,greatlypleased。\"What\'dItellyou?I\'dliketohearGurneyhintagainthatIwasn\'trightinsendingyouthere——Iwouldjustliketohearhim!Andyou——ain\'tyouashamedofmakin\'suchafussaboutit?Ain\'tyou?\"
\"Ididn\'tgoatitintherightspirittheothertime,\"Bibbssaid,smilingbrightly,hisfaceruddyinthecheerfulfirelight。\"Ididn\'tknowthedifferenceitmeanttolikeathing。\"
\"Well,IguessI\'veprettythoroughlyvindicatedmyjudgement。IguessI
HAVE!Isaidtheshop\'dbegoodforyou,anditwas。Isaiditwouldn\'thurtyou,andithasn\'t。It\'sbeenjustexactlywhatIsaiditwouldbe。
Ain\'tthatso?\"
\"Lookslikeit!\"Bibbsagreed,gaily。
\"Well,I\'dliketoknowanyplaceIbeenwrong,firstandlast!Insteado\'
hurtingyou,it\'sbeenthemakin\'ofyou——physically。You\'reagoodinchtaller\'nwhatIam,andyou\'dbeabiggermanthanwhatIamifyou\'dgetsomefleshonyourbones;andyouAREgettin\'alittle。Physically,it\'sstartedyououttobethehuskiestoneo\'thewholefamily。Now,then,mentally——that\'sdifferent。Idon\'tsayitunkindly,Bibbs,butyougottodosomethingforyourselfmentally,justlikewhat\'sbegunphysically。AndI\'mgoin\'tohelpyou。\"
Sheridandecidedtositdownagain。Hebroughthischairclosetohisson\'s,and,leaningover,tappedBibbs\'skneeconfidentially。\"Igotplansforyou,Bibbs,\"hesaid。
Bibbsinstantlylookedthoroughlyalarmed。Hedrewback。\"I——I\'mallrightnow,father。\"
\"Listen。\"Sheridansettledhimselfinhischair,andspokeinthetoneofareasonablemanreasoning。\"Listenhere,Bibbs。Ihadanotherblowto—day,anditwasahardoneandrightintheface,thoughIHAVEbeenexpectin\'itsomelittletimeback。Well,it\'sgottobemet。NowI\'llbefrankwithyou。
AsIsaidaminuteago,mentallyIcouldn\'tevercalledyouexactlystrong。
Youbeenalittleweakbothways,mostofyourlife。NotbutwhatIthinkyouGOTamentality,ifyou\'dlearntouseit。Yougotwill—power,I\'llsaythatforyou。Ineverknewboyormanthatcouldbestubborner——neveroneinmylife!Now,then,you\'veshowedyoucouldlearntorunthatmachinebestofanymanintheshop,innotimeatall。Thatlookstomelikeyoucouldlearntodootherthings。Idon\'tdenybutwhatit\'sanencouragin\'sign。Idon\'tdenythat,atall。Well,thathelpsmetothinkthecaseain\'tsohopelessasitlooks。You\'reallIgottomeetthisblowwith,butmaybeyouain\'taspoormaterialasIthought。Yourtellin\'meaboutcomin\'withinsevenstripsoftheshop\'srecordto—daylookstomelikeencouragin\'informationbroughtinatjustabouttherighttime。Now,then,I\'mgoin\'togiveyouaraise。I
wantedtosendyoustraightonupthroughtheshops——ayearortwo,maybe——
butIcan\'tdoit。IlostJim,andnowI\'velostRoscoe。He\'squit。He\'slaiddownonme。Ifheevercomesbackatall,he\'llbealongtimepickin\'
upthestrings,and,anyway,heain\'tthemanIthoughthewas。Ican\'tcountonhim。IgottohaveSOMEBODYIKNOWIcancounton。AndI\'mdowntothis:
you\'remylastchance。Bibbs,Igottolearnyoutousewhatbrainsyougotandseeifwecan\'tdevelop\'emalittle。Whoknows?AndI\'mgoin\'toputmytimeinonit。I\'mgoin\'totakeyourightdown—townwithME,andIwon\'tbehardonyouifyou\'realittleslowatfirst。AndI\'mgoin\'todothebigthingforyou。I\'mgoin\'tomakeyoufeelyougottodothebigthingforme,inreturn。I\'vevindicatedmypolicywithyouabouttheshop,andnowI\'mgoin\'toturnrightaroundandswingyou\'wayoveraheadofwheretheotherboysstarted,andI\'mgoin\'tomakeanappealtoyourambitionthat\'llmakeyoudizzy!\"Hetappedhissononthekneeagain。\"Bibbs,I\'mgoin\'tostartyouoffthisway:I\'mgoin\'tomakeyouadirectorinthePumpWorksCompany;
I\'mgoin\'tomakeyouvice—presidentoftheRealtyCompanyandavice—presidentoftheTrustCompany!\"
Bibbsjumpedtohisfeet,blanched。\"Ohno!\"hecried。
Sheridantookhisdismaytobetheexcitementofsuddenjoy。\"Yes,sir!Andthere\'ssomeprettyfatlittlesalariesgoeswiththosevice—presidencies,andapincho\'stockinthePumpCompanywiththedirectorship。YouthoughtIwasprettymeanabouttheshop——oh,Iknowyoudid!——butyouseetheoldmancanplayitbothways。Andsorightnow,theminuteyou\'vebeguntomakegoodthewayIwantedyouto,Idealfromthenewdeck。AndI\'llkeeponhandin\'itoutbiggerandbiggereverytimeyoushowmeyou\'rebigenoughtoplaythehandIdealyou。I\'mstartin\'youwithaprettybigone,myboy!\"
\"ButIdon\'t——Idon\'t——Idon\'twantit!\"Bibbsstammered。
\"What\'dyousay?\"Sheridanthoughthehadnotheardaright。
\"Idon\'twantit,father。Ithankyou——Idothankyou——\"
Sheridanlookedperplexed。\"What\'sthematterwithyou?Didn\'tyouunderstandwhatIwastellin\'you?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Yousure?Ireckonyoudidn\'t。Ioffered——\"
\"Iknow,Iknow!ButIcan\'ttakeit。\"
\"What\'sthematterwithyou?\"Sheridanwashalfamazed,halfsuspicious。
\"Yourheadfeelfunny?\"
\"I\'veneverbeenquitesosaneinmylife,\"saidBibbs,\"asIhavelately。AndI\'vegotjustwhatIwant。I\'mlivingexactlytherightlife。I\'mearningmydailybread,andI\'mhappyindoingit。Mywagesareenough。Idon\'twantanymoremoney,andIdon\'tdeserveany——\"
\"Damnation!\"Sheridansprangup。\"You\'veturnedSocialist!Youbeenlisteningtothosefellowsdownthere,andyou——\"
\"No,sir。Ithinkthere\'sagreatdealinwhattheysay,butthatisn\'tit。\"
Sheridantriedtorestrainhisgrowingfury,andsucceededpartially。\"Thenwhatisit?What\'sthematter?\"
\"Nothing,\"hesonreturned,nervously。\"Nothing——exceptthatI\'mcontent。I
don\'twanttochangeanything。\"
\"Whynot?\"
Bibbshadtheincrediblefollytotrytoexplain。\"I\'lltellyou,father,ifIcan。Iknowitmaybehardtounderstand——\"
\"Yes,Ithinkitmaybe,\"saidSheridan,grimly。\"WhatyousayusuallyisaLITTLEthatway。Goon!\"
Perturbedanddistressed,Bibbsroseinstinctively;hefelthimselfateverypossibledisadvantage。Hewasasleeperclingingtoadream——aroughhandstretchedtoshakehimandwakenhim。Hewenttoatableandmadevaguedrawingsuponitwithafinger,andashespokehekepthiseyeslowered。
\"Youweren\'taltogetherrightabouttheshop——thatis,inonewayyouweren\'t,father。\"Heglancedupapprehensively。Sheridanstoodfacinghim,expressionless,andmadenoattempttointerrupt。\"That\'sdifficulttoexplain,\"Bibbscontinued,loweringhiseyesagain,tofollowthetracingsofhisfinger。\"I——IbelievetheshopmighthavedoneformethistimeifI
hadn\'t——ifsomethinghadn\'thelpedmeto——oh,notonlytobearit,buttobehappyinit。Well,IAMhappyinit。IwanttogoonjustasIam。AndofallthingsonearththatIdon\'twant,Idon\'twanttoliveabusinesslife——I
don\'twanttobedrawnintoit。Idon\'tthinkitISliving——andnowIAM
living。Ihavethehealthfultoil——andIcanthink。InbusinessasimportantasyoursIcouldn\'tthinkanythingbutbusiness。Idon\'t——Idon\'tthinkmakingmoneyisworthwhile。\"
\"Goon,\"saidSheridan,curtly,asBibbspausedtimidly。
\"Ithasn\'tseemedtogetanywhere,thatIcansee,\"saidBibbs。\"Youthinkthiscityisrichandpowerful——butwhat\'stheuseofitsbeingrichandpowerful?Theydon\'tteachthechildrenanymoreintheschoolsbecausethecityisrichandpowerful。Theyteachthemmorethantheyusedtobecausesomepeople——notrichandpowerfulpeople——havethoughtthethoughtstoteachthechildren。Andyetwhenyou\'vebeenreadingthepaperI\'veheardyouobjectingtothechildrenbeingtaughtanythingexceptwhatwouldhelpthemtomakemoney。Yousaiditwaswastingthetaxes。Youwantthemtaughttomakealiving,butnottolive。WhenIwasalittleboythiswasn\'tanuglytown;
nowit\'shideous。What\'stheuseofbeingbigjusttobehideous?ImeanI
don\'tthinkallthishasmeantreallygoingahead——it\'sjustbeengettingbiggeranddirtierandnoisier。Wasn\'tthewholecountryhappierandinmanywayswiserwhenitwassmallerandcleanerandquieterandkinder?IknowyouthinkI\'manutterfool,father,but,afterall,though,aren\'tbusinessandpoliticsjustthehousekeepingpartoflife?Andwouldn\'tyoudespiseawomanthatnotonlymadeherhousekeepingherambition,butdiditsonoisilyanddirtilythatthewholeneighborhoodwasinacontinualturmoiloverit?Andsupposedshetalkedandthoughtaboutherhousekeepingallthetime,andwasalwayshavingadditionsbuilttoherhousewhenshecouldn\'tkeepcleanwhatshealreadyhad;andsuppose,withitall,shemadethehousealtogetherunpeacefulandunlivable——\"
\"Justoneminute!\"Sheridaninterrupted,adding,withterriblecourtesy,\"Ifyouwillpermitme?Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanything?\"
\"Idon\'tquite——\"
\"Iaskthesimplequestion:Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanythingwhateverinthecourseofyourlife?Haveyoueverbeenrightuponanysubjectorquestionyou\'vethoughtaboutandtalkedabout?Canyoumentiononesingletimewhenyouwereprovedtoberight?\"
Hewasflourishingthebandagedhandashespoke,butBibbssaidonly,\"IfI\'vealwaysbeenwrongbefore,surelythere\'smorechancethatI\'mrightaboutthis。Itseemsreasonabletosupposesomethingwouldbeduetobringupmyaverage。\"
\"Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tseethepoint。Andthere\'sanotheryouprobablycouldn\'tsee,butI\'lltakethelibertytomentionit。Youbeenbalkin\'allyourlife。PrettymucheverythingIeverwantedyoutodo,you\'dletoutSOME
kindofaholler,likeyouarenow——andyetIcan\'tseemtorememberoncewhenyoudidn\'thavetolaydownanddowhatIsaid。Butgoonwithyourremarksaboutourcityandthebusinessofthiscountry。Goon!\"
\"Idon\'twanttobeapartofit,\"saidBibbs,withunwonteddecision。\"I
wanttokeeptomyself,andI\'mdoingitnow。Icouldn\'t,ifIwentdowntherewithyou。I\'dbeswallowedintoit。Idon\'tcareformoneyenoughtto——\"
\"No,\"hisfatherinterrupted,stilldangerouslyquiet。\"You\'veneverhadtoearnaliving。Anybodycouldtellthatbywhatyousay。Now,letmeremindyou:you\'resleepin\'inaprettygoodbed;you\'reeatin\'prettyfairfood;
you\'rewearin\'prettyfineclothes。Justsupposeoneo\'thesenoisyhousekeepers——me,forinstance——decidedtoletyoudoyourownhousekeepin\'。
MayIaskwhatyourpropositionwouldbe?\"
\"I\'mearningninedollarsaweek,\"saidBibbs,sturdily。\"It\'senough。I
shouldn\'tmindatall。\"
\"Who\'spayin\'youthatninedollarsaweek?\"
\"Mywork!\"Bibbsanswered。\"AndI\'vedonesowellonthatclipping—machineI
believeIcouldworkuptofifteenoreventwentyaweekatanotherjob。I
couldbeafairplumberinafewmonths,I\'msure。I\'dratherhaveatradethanbeinbusiness——Ishould,infinitely!\"
\"Youbettersetaboutlearnin\'oneprettydam\'quick!\"ButSheridanstruggledwithhistemperandagainwaspartiallysuccessfulincontrollingit。\"YoubetterlearnatradeoverSunday,becauseyou\'reeithergoin\'downwithmetomyofficeMondaymorning——or——youcangotoplumbing!\"
\"Allright,\"saidBibbs,gently。\"Icangetalong。\"
Sheridanraisedhishandssardonically,asinprayer。\"OGod,\"hesaid,\"thisboywascrazyenoughbeforehebegantoearnhisninedollarsaweek,andnowhismoney\'sgonetohishead!Can\'tYoudonothin\'forhim?\"Thenheflunghishandsapart,palmsoutward,inafuriousgestureofdismissal。\"Getouto\'thisroom!Yougotaskullthat\'sthicker\'nawhale\'sthigh—bone,butit\'scrackedspangallthewayacross!Youhatedthemachine—shopsobadwhenI
sentyouthere,youwentandstayedsickforovertwoyears——andnow,whenI
offertotakeyououtofitandgiveyouthemint,youhollerfortheshoplikeacalfforitsmammy!You\'recracked!Oh,butIgotafinelayouthere!
Onesondied,onequit,andone\'saloon!Theloon\'sallIgotleft!H。P。
Ellersly\'swifehadacrazybrother,andtheyundertooktokeephimatthehouse。Firstmorninghewastherehewalkedstraightthoughaten—dollarplate—glasswindowoutintotheyard。Hesays,\'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!\'That\'swhatyou\'redoin\'!Youwanttospendyourlifesayin\',\'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!\'andyoudon\'tcareatinker\'sdam\'whatyoubust!Well,mister,loonornoloon,crackedandcrazyorwhateveryouare,I\'lltakeyouwithmeMondaymorning,andI\'llworkyouandlearnyou——yes,andI\'lllamyou,ifIgotto——untilI\'vemadesomethingoutofyouthat\'sfittobecalledabusinessman!I\'llkeepatyouwhileI\'mabletostand,andifIhavetolaydowntodieI\'llbewhisperin\'atyoutilltheygettheembalmin\'—fluidintome!Nowgoon,anddon\'tletmehearfromyouagaintillyoucancomeandtellmeyou\'vewakedup,youpoor,pitiful,dandelion—pickin\'SLEEP—WALKER!\"
Bibbsgavehimaqueerlook。Therewassomethinglikereproachinit,foronce;buttherewasmorethanthat——heseemedtobestartledbyhisfather\'slastword。
Therewassleetthatevening,withawhoppingwind,butneitherthisstormnorthatotherwhichsoimminentlythreatenedhimheldplaceintheconsciousnessofBibbsSheridanwhenhecameoncemoretothepresenceofMary。Allwasrightinhisworldhashesatwithher,readingMauriceMaeterlinck\'sAlladineandPalomides。Thesorrowfullightofthegas—jetmighthavebeenMaymorningsunshineflashingamberandrosethroughtheglowingwindowsoftheSainte—Chapelle,itwassobrightforBibbs。Andwhilethezinc—eaterheldouttobringhimsuchgoldennightsasthese,alltheking\'shorsesandalltheking\'smenmightnotservetobreakthespell。
Bibbsreadslowly,butinareasonablemanner,asifheweretalking;andMary,lookingathimsteadilyfrombeneathhercurvedfingers,appearedtodiscovernofault。Ithadgrowntobeherhabittolookathimwhenevertherewasanopportunity。Itmaybesaid,intruth,thatwhiletheyweretogether,anditwaslight,shelookedathimallthetime。
WhenhecametotheendofAlladineandPalomidestheyweresilentalittlewhile,consideringtogether;thenheturnedbackthepagesandsaid:\"There\'ssomethingIwanttoreadover。This:
YouwouldthinkIthrewawindowopenonthedawn……Shehasasoulthatcanbeseenaroundher——thattakesyouinitsarmslikeanailingchildandwithoutsayinganythingtoyouconsolesyouforeverything……Ishallneverunderstanditall。Idonotknowhowitcanallbe,butmykneesbendinspiteofmewhenIspeakofit……
Hestoppedandlookedather。
\"Youboy!\"saidMary,notveryclearly。
\"Ohyes,\"hereturned。\"Butit\'strue——especiallymyknees!\"
\"Youboy!\"shemurmuredagain,blushingcharmingly。\"Youmightreadanotherlineover。ThefirsttimeIeversawyou,Bibbs,youwerelookingintoamirror。Doitagain。Butyouneedn\'treadit——Icangiveittoyou:\"A
littleGreekslavethatcamefromtheheartofArcady!\"
\"I!I\'moneofthehandsatthePumpWorks——andgoingtostayone,unlessI
havetodecidetostudyplumbing。\"
\"No。\"Sheshookherhead。\"Youloveandwantwhat\'sbeautifulanddelicateandserene;it\'sreallyartthatyouwantinyourlife,andhavealwayswanted。Youseemedtome,fromthefirst,themostwistfulpersonIhadeverknown,andthat\'swhatyouwerewistfulfor。\"
Bibbslookeddoubtfulandmorewistfulthanever;butafteramomentortwothematterseemedtoclarifyitselftohim。\"Why,no,\"hesaid;\"Iwantedsomethingelsemorethanthat。Iwantedyou。\"