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  \"AndhereIam!\"shelaughed,completelyunderstanding。\"Ithinkwe\'relikethosetwoinTheCloisterandtheHearth。I\'mjusttheroughBurgundiancross—bowman,Denys,whofollowedthatgentleGerardandtoldeverybodythatthedevilwasdead。\"

  \"Heisn\'t,though,\"saidBibbs,asahoarselittlebellinthenextroombeganaseriesofsnappingswhichprovedtobeten,uponcount。\"HegetsintotheclockwheneverI\'mwithyou。\"And,sighingdeeply,herosetogo。

  \"You\'realwaysverypromptaboutleavingme。\"

  \"I——Itrytobe,\"hesaid。\"Itisn\'teasytobecarefulnottoriskeverythingbygivingmyselfalittlemoreatatime。IfIeversawyoulooktired——\"

  \"Haveyouever?\"

  \"Notyet。Youalwayslook——youalwayslook——\"

  \"How?\"

  \"Care—free。That\'sit。Exceptwhenyoufeelsorryformeaboutsomething,youalwayshavethatsplendidlook。Itputscourageintopeopletoseeit。

  IfIhadastruggletofaceI\'dkeeprememberingthatlook——andI\'dnevergiveup!It\'sabravelook,too,asthoughgaietymightbeakindofgallantryonyourpart,andyetIdon\'tquiteunderstandwhyitshouldbe,either。\"Hesmiledquizzically,lookingdownuponher。\"Mary,youhaven\'ta\'secretsorrow,\'haveyou?\"

  Foranswersheonlylaughed。

  \"No,\"hesaid;\"Ican\'timagineyouwithacareintheworld。Ithinkthat\'swhyyouweresokindtome——youhavenothingbuthappinessinyourownlife,andsoyoucouldsparetimetomakemytroublesturntohappiness,too。Butthere\'sonelittletimeinthetwenty—fourhourswhenI\'mnothappy。It\'snow,whenIhavetosaygoodnight。Ifeeldismaleverytimeitcomes——andthen,whenI\'veleftthehouse,there\'sabadlittleblankness,ablackvoid,asthoughIweretemporarilydead;anditlastsuntilIgetitestablishedinmymindthatI\'mreallybeginninganotherdaythat\'stoendwithYOUagain。

  ThenIcheerup。Butnow\'sthebadtime——andImustgothroughit,andso——goodnight。\"Andheaddedwithapungentvehemenceofwhichhewaslittleaware,\"Ihateit!\"

  \"Doyou?\"shesaid,risingtogotothedoorwithhim。Buthestoodmotionless,gazingatherwonderingly。

  \"Mary!Youreyesareso——\"Hestopped。

  \"Yes?\"Butshelookedquicklyaway。

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"hesaid。\"Ithoughtjustthen——\"

  \"Whatdidyouthink?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow——itseemedtomethattherewassomethingIoughttounderstand——anddidn\'t。\"

  Shelaughedandmethiswonderinggazeagainfrankly。\"Myeyesarepleased,\"

  shesaid。\"I\'mgladthatyoumissmealittleafteryougo。\"

  \"Butto—morrow\'scomingfasterthanotherdaysifyou\'llletit,\"hesaid。

  Sheinclinedherhead。\"Yes。I\'ll——\'letit\'!\"

  \"Goingtochurch,\"saidBibbs。\"ItISgoingtochurchwhenIgowithyou!\"

  Shewenttothefrontdoorwithhim;shealwayswentthatfar。Theyhadformedalittlecodeofleave—taking,byhabit,neitherofthemeverspeakingofit;butitwasalwaysthesame。Shealwaysstoodinthedoorwayuntilhereachedthesidewalk,andtherehealwaysturnedandlookedback,andshewavedherhandtohim。Thenhewenton,halfwaytotheNewHouse,andlookedbackagain,andMarywasnotinthedoorway,butthedoorwasopenandthelightshone。Itwasasifshemeanttotellhimthatshewouldnevershuthimout;hecouldalwaysseethatfriendlylightoftheopendoorway——asifitwereopenforhimtocomeback,ifhewould。HecouldseeituntilawingoftheNewHousecamebetween,whenhewentupthepath。Theopendoorwayseemedtohimthebeautifulsymbolofherfriendship——ofherthoughtofhim;asymbolofherselfandofherineffablekindness。

  Andshekeptthedooropen——evento—night,thoughthesleetandfinesnowsweptinuponherbarethroatandarms,andherbrownhairwasstrewnwithtinywhitestars。Hisheartleapedasheturnedandsawthatshewasthere,wavingherhandtohim,asifshedidnotknowthatthestormtouchedher。

  Whenhehadgoneon,Marydidasshealwaysdid——shewentintoanunlitroomacrossthehallfromthatinwhichtheyhadspenttheevening,and,lookingfromthewindow,watchedhimuntilhewasoutofsight。Thestormmadethatdifficultto—night,butshecaughtaglimpseofhimunderthestreet—lampthatstoodbetweenthetwohouses,andsawthatheturnedtolookbackagain。

  Then,andnotbefore,shelookedattheupperwindowsofRoscoe\'shouseacrossthestreet。Theyweredark。Marywaited,butafteralittlewhilesheclosedthefrontdoorandreturnedtoherwindow。AmomentlatertwooftheupperwindowsofRoscoe\'shouseflashedintolightandahandloweredtheshadeofoneofthem。Maryfeltthecoldthen——itwasthethirdnightshehadseenthosewindowslightedandtheshadelowered,justafterBibbshadgone。

  ButBibbshadnoglancetospareforRoscoe\'swindows。Hestoppedforhislastlookbackattheopendoor,and,withathinmantleofwhitealreadyuponhisshoulders,madehisway,gaspinginthewind,totheleeoftheshelteringwingoftheNewHouse。

  AstrickenGeorge,mutteringhoarsely,admittedhim,andBibbsbecameawareofaparoxysmwithinthehouse。Terriblesoundscamefromthelibrary:Sheridancursingasneverbefore;hiswifesobbing,hervoicerisingtoanagonizedsquealofprotestuponeachofaseriesofmuffleddetonations——theoutrageousthumpingofabandagedhanduponwood;thenGurney,sharplyimperious,\"Keepyourhandinthatsling!Keepyourhandinthatsling,I

  say!\"

  \"LOOK!\"Georgegasped,delightedtoplayheraldforsoimportantatragedy;

  andhereneweduponhisfacetheghastlyexpressionwithwhichhehadfirstbeheldtheruinshiscalamitousgesturelaidbeforetheeyesofBibbs。\"Lookat\'atlamidalstatue!\"

  Gazingdownthehall,Bibbssawheroicwreckage,seeminglyByzantine——paintedcolossalfragmentsoftheshatteredtorso,appallinglyhuman;andgildedandsilveredheapsofmagnificencestrewnamongruinouspalmslikethespoilofabarbarians\'battle。Therehadbeenamassacreintheoasis——theMoorhadbeenhurledheadlongfromhispedestal。

  \"Hehit\'atolelamidalstatue,\"saidGeorge。\"POW!\"

  \"Myfather?\"

  \"YESshu!POW!hehit\'er!An\'you\'maruntellmegitdoctuhquick\'sIkintelefoam——shesho\'you\'pagoin\'bus\'ablood—vessel。Heain\'ttakin\'on\'tallNOW。Heain\'tnothin\'\'talltowhathewas\'whileago。Youdonemiss\'

  it,Mist\'Bibbs。Doctuhgothimallquiet\'down,towhathewas。POW!hehit\'er!Yessuh!\"HetookBibbs\'scoatandprofferedacrumpledtelegraphform。

  \"Herewhatcome,\"hesaid。\"Ipick\'erupwhenhedonestompin\'on\'er。Youread\'er,Mist\'Bibbs——you\'matellmetuhn\'erovuhtoyousoon\'syoucomein。\"

  Bibbsreadthetelegramquickly。ItwasfromNewYorkandaddressedtoMrs。

  Sheridan。

  SureyouwillallapprovestephavetakenaswassowretchedmyhealthwouldprobablysufferedseverelyRobertandIweremarriedthisafternoonthoughtbesthavequietweddingabsolutelysureyouwillunderstandwisdomofstepwhenyouknowRobertbetteramhappiestwomaninworldareleavingforFloridawillwireaddresswhensettledwillremaintillspringlovetoallfatherwilllikehimtoowhenknowshimlikeIdoheisjustideal。

  EdithLamhorn。

  Georgedeparted,andBibbswasleftgazinguponchaosandlisteningtothunder。Hecouldnotreachthestairwaywithoutpassingtheopendoorsofthelibrary,andhewasconvincedthatthemereglimpseofhim,justthen,wouldprovenothinglessthaninsufferableforhisfather。Forthatreasonhewasabouttomakehisescapeintothegold—and—brocaderoom,intendingtokeepoutofsight,whenheheardSheridanvociferouslydemandinghispresence。

  \"Tellhimtocomeinhere!He\'soutthere。IheardGeorgejustlethimin。

  Nowyou\'llSEE!\"Andtear—stainedMrs。Sheridan,lookingoutintothehall,beckonedtoherson。

  Bibbswentasfarasthedoorway。Gurneysatwindingastripofwhitecotton,hisblackbagopenuponachairnearby;andSheridanwasstridingupanddown,hishandsoheavilywrappedinfreshbandagesthatheseemedtobewearingasmallboxing—glove。Hiseyeswerebloodshot;hisforeheadwasheavilybedewed;onesideofhiscollarhadbrokenloose,andtherewereblood—stainsuponhisrightcuff。

  \"THERE\'Sourlittlesunshine!\"hecried,asBibbsappeared。\"THERE\'Sthehopeo\'thefamily——mylifelongprideandjoy!Iwant——\"

  \"Keepyouhandinthatsling,\"saidGurney,sharply。

  Sheridanturneduponhim,utteringasoundlikeahowl。\"ForGod\'ssake,singanothertune!\"hecried。\"Yousaidyou\'cameasadoctorbutstayasafriend,\'andinthatcapacityyouundertaketositupandcriticizeME——\"

  \"Oh,talksense,\"saidthedoctor,andyawnedintentionally。\"WhatdoyouwantBibbstosay?\"

  \"Youweresittin\'uptheretellin\'meIgot\'hysterical\'——\'hysterical,\'ohLord!YousatupthereandtoldmeIgot\'hysterical\'overnothin\'!Yousatuptheretellin\'meIdidn\'thaveasheavyburdensasmanyanothermanyouknew。IjustwantyoutohearTHIS。Nowlisten!\"Heswungtowardthequietfigurewaitinginthedoorway。\"Bibbs,willyoucomedown—townwithmeMondaymorningandletmestartyouwithtwovice—presidencies,adirectorship,stock,andsalaries?Iaskyou。\"

  \"No,father,\"saidBibbs,gently。

  SheridanlookedatGurneyandthenfacedhissononcemore。

  \"Bibbs,youwanttostayintheshop,doyou,atninedollarsaweek,insteadoftakin\'upmyoffer?\"

  \"Yes,sir。\"

  \"AndI\'dlikethedoctortohear:What\'llyoudoifIdecideyou\'retoohigh—pricedaworkin\'—maneithertoliveinmyhouseorworkinmyshop?\"

  \"Findotherwork,\"saidBibbs。

  \"There!Youhearhimforyourself!\"Sheridancried。\"Youhearwhat——\"

  \"Keepyouhandinthatsling!Yes,Ihearhim。\"

  SheridanleanedoverGurneyandshouted,inavoicethatcrackedandbroke,pipingintofalsetto:\"Hethinksofbein\'aPLUMBER!HewantstobeaPLUMBER!Hetoldmehecouldn\'tTHINKifhewentintobusiness——hewantstobeaplumbersohecanTHINK!\"

  Hefellbackastep,wipinghisforheadwiththebackofhislefthand。

  \"There!That\'smyson!That\'stheonlysonIgotnow!That\'smychancetolive,\"hecried,withabitternessthatseemedtoleaveashesinhisthroat。

  \"That\'smyonechancetolive——thatthingyouseeinthedoorwayyonder!\"

  Dr。Gurneythoughtfullyregardedthebandagestriphehadbeenwinding,andtosseditintotheopenbag。\"What\'sthematterwithgivingBibbsachancetolive?\"hesaid,coolly。\"IwouldifIwereyou。You\'vehadTWOthatwentintobusiness。\"

  Sheridan\'smouthmovedgrotesquelybeforehecouldspeak。\"JoeGurney,\"hesaid,whenhecouldcommandhimselfsofar,\"areyouaccusin\'meoftheresponsibilityforthedeathofmysonJames?\"

  \"Iaccuseyouofnothing,\"saidthedoctor。\"ButjustonceI\'dliketohaveitoutwithyouonthequestionofBibbs——andwhilehe\'shere,too。\"Hegotup,walkedtothefire,andstoodwarminghishandsbehindhisbackandsmiling。\"Lookhere,oldfellow,let\'sbereasonable,\"hesaid。\"YouwereboundBibbsshouldgototheshopagain,andIgaveyouandhim,both,tounderstandprettyplainlythatifhewentitwasattheriskofhislife。

  Well,whatdidhedo?Hesaidhewantedtogo。Andhedidgo,andhe\'smadegoodthere。Now,see:Isn\'tthatenough?Can\'tyoulethimoffnow?Hewantstowrite,andhowdoyouknowthathecouldn\'tdoitifyougavehimachance?Howdoyouknowhehasn\'tsomemessage——somethingtosaythatmightmaketheworldjustalittlebithappierorwiser?HeMIGHT——intime——it\'sapossibilitynottobedenied。Nowhecan\'tdeliveranymessageifhegoesdowntherewithyou,andhewon\'tHAVEanytodeliver。Idon\'tsaygoingdownwithyouislikelytoinjurehishealth,asIthoughttheshopwould,andastheshopdid,thefirsttime。I\'mnotspeakingasdoctornow,anyhow。ButI

  tellyouonethingIknow:ifyoutakehimdownthereyou\'llkillsomethingthatIfeelisinhim,andit\'sfiner,Ithink,thanhisphysicalbody,andyou\'llkillitdeaderthanadoor—nail!Andsowhynotletitlive?You\'veaboutcometotheendofyourstring,oldfellow。WhynotstopthisperpetualdevilishfightingandgiveBibbshischance?\"

  Sheridanstoodlookingathimfixedly。\"What\'fighting?\'\"

  \"Yours——withnature。\"Gurneysustainedthedauntinggazeofhisfierceantagonistequably。\"Youdon\'tseemtounderstandthatyou\'vebeenstrugglingagainstactuallaw。\"

  \"Whatlaw?\"

  \"Naturallaw,\"saidGurney。\"WhatdoyouthinkbeatyouwithEdith?DidEdith,herself,beatyou?Didn\'tsheobeywithoutquestionsomethingpowerfulthatwasagainstyou?EDITHwasn\'tagainstyou,andyouweren\'tagainstHER,butyousetyourselfagainstthepowerthathadherinitsgrip,anditshotoutaspurtofflame——andwoninawalk!What\'stakenRoscoefromyou?

  Timbersbearjustsomuchstrain,oldman;butYOUwantedtosendtheloadacrossthebrokenbridge,andyouthoughtyoucouldbullyorcoaxthecrackedthingintostanding。Well,youcouldn\'t!Nowhere\'sBibbs。Therearethousandsofmenfitforthelifeyouwanthimtolead——andsoishe。Itwouldn\'ttakehalfofBibbs\'sbrainstobetwiceasgoodabusinessmanasJimandRoscoeputtogether。\"

  \"WHAT!\"Sheridangoggledathimlikeazany。

  \"YoursonBibbs,\"saidthedoctor,composedly,\"BibbsSheridanhasthekindandquantityof\'graymatter\'thatwillmakehimasuccessinanything——ifheeverwakesup!PersonallyIshouldpreferhimtoremainasleep。Ilikehimthatway。Butthethousandsofmenfitforthelifeyouwanthimtoleadaren\'tfittodomuchwiththelifeheOUGHTtolead。Blindly,he\'sbeenfightingforthechancetoleadit——he\'sobeyingsomethingthatbegstostayalivewithinhim;and,blindly,heknowsyou\'llcrushitout。You\'vesetyourwilltodoit。Letmetellyousomethingmore。Youdon\'tknowwhatyou\'vebecomesinceJim\'sgoingthwartedyou——andthat\'swhatwasuppermost,abafflementstrongerthanyournormalgrief。You\'rehalfmadwithaconsumingfuryagainsttheveryselfofthelaw——foritwastheveryselfofthelawthattookJimfromyou。Thatwasalawconcerningthecohesionofmolecules。

  TheveryselfofthelawtookRoscoefromyouandgaveEdiththecertaintyofbeatingyou;andtheveryselfofthelawmakesBibbsdenyyouto—night。TheLAWbeatsyou。Haven\'tyoubeenwhippedenough?Butyouwanttowhipthelaw——you\'vesetyourselfagainstit,tobendittoyourownends,towielditandtwistit——\"

  ThevoicebrokefromSheridan\'sheavingchestinashout。\"Yes!AndbyGod,Iwill!\"

  \"SoAjaxdefiedthelightning,\"saidGurney。

  \"I\'veheardthatdam\'—foolstory,too,\"Sheridanretorted,fiercely。\"That\'sforchuldernandniggers。Itain\'ttwentiethcentury,letmetellyou!

  \"Defiedthelighning,\'didhe,thejackass!Ifhe\'dbeenhalfamanhe\'d\'a\'

  gotawaywithit。WEdon\'tgoshowin\'offdefyin\'thelightning——wehitchitupandmakeitworkforuslikeablack—steer!Amannowadayswouldjustassoonthinko\'defyin\'awood—shed!\"

  \"Well,whataboutBibbs?\"saidGurney。\"Willyoubeareallybigmannowand——\"

  \"Gurney,youknowalotaboutbigness!\"Sheridanbegantowalktoandfroagain,andthedoctorreturnedgloomilytohischair。Hehadshothisboltthemomenthejudgeditschancetostrikecenterwasbest,butthetargetseemedunawareofthemarksman。

  \"I\'mtryin\'tomakeabigmanouto\'thatpoortruckyonder,\"Sheridanwenton,\"andyoustepin,beggin\'metolethimbeLordknowswhat——Idon\'t!I

  supposeyoufigureitoutthatnowIgotaSON—IN—LAW,Imightn\'tneedason!

  Yes,Igotason—in—lawnow——aspender!\"

  \"Oh,putyourhandback!\"saidGurney,wearily。

  Therewasabronzeinkstanduponthetable。Sheridanputhisrighthandinthesling,butwithhisleftheswepttheinkstandfromthetableandhalf—wayacrosstheroom——acometwithadestroyingblacktail。Mrs。Sheridanshriekedandsprangtowardit。

  \"Letitlay!\"heshouted,fiercely。\"Letitlay!\"And,weeping,sheobeyed。

  \"Yes,sir,\"hewenton,inavoicethemoreominousforthesuddenhushheputuponit。\"Igotaspenderforason—in—law!It\'swonderfulwherepropertygoes,sometimes。TherewasolemanTracy——yourememberhim,Doc——J。R。Tracy,solidbanker。Hewentintothebankasmessenger,seventeenyearsold;hewaspresidentatforty—three,andhebuiltthatbankwithhislifeforfortyyearsmore。Hewasdowntherefromnineinthemorninguntilfourintheafternoonthedaybeforehedied——overeighty!Giltedge,thatbank?Itwasdiamondedge!Heusedtoeatabago\'peanutsandandappleforlunch;buthewasn\'tstingy——hewasjustlivin\'inhisbusiness。Hedidn\'tcareforpieorautomobiles——hehadhisbank。Itwasaninstitution,anditcomeprettynearbein\'thebeatin\'hearto\'thistowninitstime。Well,thatolemanusedtopassoneo\'thesehereturned—up—noseandturned—up—pantscigaretteboysonthestreets。Neverspoketohim,Tracydidn\'t。Speaktohim?God!hewouldn\'t\'a\'coughedonhim!Hewouldn\'t\'a\'lethimcleanthecuspidorsatthebank!Why,ifhe\'d\'a\'justseenhimstandin\'inFRONTthebankhe\'d\'a\'

  hadhimrunoffthestreet。AndyetallTracywasdoin\'everydayofhislifewasworkin\'forthatcigaretteboy!Tracythoughtitwasforthebank;

  hethoughthewasgivin\'hislifeandhislife—bloodandthebloodofhisbrainforthebank,buthewasn\'t。Itwaseverybit——fromthetimehewentinatseventeentillhediedinharnessateighty—three——itwaseverylastlickofitjustslavin\'forthatturned—up—nose,turned—up—pantscigaretteboy。

  ANDTRACYDIDN\'TEVENKNOWHISNAME!Hedied,noteverhavin\'heardit,thoughhechasedhimoffthefrontstepsofhishouseonce。ThedayafterTracydiedhisold—maiddaughtermarriedthecigarette——andthereAIN\'TanyTracybankanymore!Andnow\"——hisvoiceroseagain——\"andnowIgotacigaretteson—in—law!\"

  Gurneypointedtotheflourishingrighthandwithoutspeaking,andSheridanoncemorereturnedittothesling。

  \"Myson—in—lawlikesFloridathiswinter,\"Sheridanwenton。\"That\'sgood,andmyson—in—lawbetterenjoyit,becauseIdon\'tthinkhe\'llbetherenextwinter。Theygottwelve—thousanddollarstospend,andIhearitcanbedoneinFloridabyrichsons—in—law。WhenRoscoe\'swomangotmetospendthatmuchonaporchfortheirnewhouse,Edithwouldn\'tgivemeaminute\'sresttillI

  turnedoverthesametoher。Andshe\'sgotit,besideswhatIgavehertogoEaston。It\'llbegonelongbeforethistimenextyear,andwhenshecomeshomeandleavesthecigarettebehind——forgood——she\'llgetsomemore。MY

  nameain\'tTracy,andthereain\'tgoin\'tobeanyTracybusinessintheSheridanfamily。Andthereain\'tgoin\'tobeanycollegefoundin\'andendowin\'andtrusteein\',norGod—knows—whattokeepmypropertyalivewhenI\'mgone!Edith\'llbeback,andshe\'llgetagirl\'ssharewhenshe\'sthroughwiththatcigarette,but——\"

  \"Bytheway,\"interposedGurney,\"didn\'tMrs。SheridantellmethatBibbswarnedyouEdithwouldmarryLamhorninNewYork?\"

  Sheridanwentcompletelytopieces:heswore,whilehiswifescreamedandstoppedherears。Andashesworehepoundedthetablewithhiswoundedhand,andwhenthedoctor,afterstormingathimineffectively,sprangtocatchandprotectthathand,Sheridanwrencheditaway,tearingthebandage。Hehammeredthetabletillitleaped。

  \"Fool!\"hepanted,choking。\"Ifhe\'sshowngumptionenoughtoguessrightthefirsttimeinhislife,it\'senoughformetobeginlearnin\'himon!\"And,strugglingwiththedoctor,heleanedtowardBibbs,thrustingforwardhisconvulsedface,whichwasdeathlypale。\"Mynameain\'tTracy,Itellyou!\"hescreamed,hoarsely。\"Yougivein,youstubbornfool!I\'vehadmywaywithyoubefore,andI\'llhavemywaywithyounow!\"

  Bibbs\'sfacewasaswhiteashisfather\'s,buthekeptrememberingthat\"splendidlook\"ofMary\'swhichhehadtoldherwouldgivehimcourageinastruggle,sothathewould\"nevergiveup。\"

  \"No。Youcan\'thaveyourway,\"hesaid。Andthen,obeyingasignificantmotionofGurney\'shead,hewentoutquickly,leavingthemstruggling。

  Mrs。Sheridan,inawrapper,noiselesslyopenedthedoorofherhusband\'sroomatdaybreakthenextmorning,andpeeredwithinthedarkenedchamber。Atthe\"old\"housetheyhadsharedaroom,butthearchitecthadchosentoseparatethemattheNew,andtheyhadnotknownhowtoformulateanobjection,althoughtobothofthemsomethingseemedvaguelyreprehensibleinthenewarrangement。

  Sheridandidnotstir,andshewaswithdrawingherheadfromtheaperturewhenhespoke。

  \"Oh,I\'m,AWAKE!Comein,ifyouwantto,andshutthedoor。\"

  Shecameandsatbythebed。\"Iwokeupthinkin\'aboutit,\"sheexplained。

  \"AndthemoreIthoughtaboutitthesurerIgotImustberight,andIknewyou\'dbetormentin\'yourselfifyouwasawake,so——well,yougotplentyothertroubles,butI\'mjustsureyouain\'tgoin\'tohavetheworrywithBibbsitlookslike。\"

  \"YouBETIain\'t!\"hegrunted。

  \"Lookhowbiddablehewasaboutgoin\'backtotheWorks,\"shecontinued。\"He\'sarightgood—heartedboy,really,andsometimesIhonestlyhavetosayheseemsrightsmart,too。Nowandthenhe\'llsaysomethingsoundsrightbright。

  \'Course,mostalwaysitdoesn\'t,andagooddealofthetime,whenhesaysthings,why,Ihavetofeelgladwehaven\'tgotcompany,becausethey\'dthinkhedidn\'thaveanygumptionatall。Yet,lookatthewayhedidwhenJim——whenJimgothurt。Hetookrightholdo\'things。\'Coursehe\'dbeensickhimselfsomuchandall——andtherestofusneverhad,much,andwewerekindo\'greenaboutwhattodointhatkindo\'trouble——still,hedidtakehold,andeverythingwentoffallright;you\'llhavetosaythatmuch,papa。AndDr。

  Gurneysayshe\'sgotbrains,andyoucan\'tdenybutwhatthedoctor\'srightconsiderableofaman。Heactssleepy,butthat\'sonlybecausehe\'sgotsuchalargepractice——he\'saprettywide—awakekindofamansomeways。Well,whathesayslastnightaboutBibbshimselfbein\'asleep,andhowmuchhe\'damounttoifheeverwokeup——that\'swhatIgottothinkin\'about。Youheardhim,papa;hesays,\'Bibbs\'llbeabiggerbusinessmanthanwhatJimandRoscoewasputtogether——ifheeverwakesup,\'hesays。Wasn\'tthatexactlywhathesays?\"

  \"Isupposeso,\"saidSheridan,withoutexhibitinganyinterest。\"Gurney\'scrazier\'nBibbs,butifhewasn\'t——ifwhathesayswastrue——whatofit?\"

  \"Listen,papa。JustsupposeBibbstookitintohismindtogetmarried。Youknowwherehegoesallthetime——\"

  \"Oh,Lord,yes!\"Sheridanturnedoverinthebed,hisfacetothewall,leavingvisibleofhimselfonlythethickgrizzleofhishair。\"Youbettergobacktosleep。Herunsoverthere——everyminuteshe\'lllethim,Isuppose。

  Gobacktobed。There\'snothin\'init。\"

  \"WHYain\'tthere?\"sheurged。\"Iknowbetter——thereis,too!Youwaitandsee。There\'sjustonethingintheworldthat\'llwakethesleepiestyoungmanaliveup——yes,andmakehimJUMPup——andIdon\'tcarewhoheisorhowsoundasleepitlookslikeheis。That\'swhenhetakesitintohisheadtopickoutsomegirlandsettledownandhaveahomeandchuldernofhisown。

  THEN,Iguess,he\'llgooutafterthemoney!You\'llsee。I\'veknowndozenso\'

  cases,andso\'veyou——moony,no—\'countyoungmen,allnotionsandtalk,goin\'

  tobeministers,maybeorsomething;andthere\'sjustthisonethingtakesitoutof\'emandbrings\'emrightdowntobusiness。Well,InevercouldmakeoutjustwhatitisBibbswantstobe,really;doesn\'tseemhewantstobeaministerexactly——he\'ssofar—awayyoucan\'ttell,andheneverSAYS——butI

  knowthisisgoin\'togethimrightdowntocommonsense。Now,Idon\'tsaythatBibbshasgottheideainhisheadyet——\'relsehewouldn\'tbetalkin\'

  thatfool—talkaboutninedollarsaweekbein\'goodenoughforhimtoliveon。

  Butit\'sCOMIN\',papa,andhe\'llJUMPforwhateveryouwanttohandhimout。

  Hewill!AndIcantellyouthismuch,too:he\'llwantallthesalaryandstockhecangetholdof,andhe\'llhustletokeepgettin\'more。Thatgirl\'sthekindthatayounghusbandjustgoescrazytogivethingsto!She\'sprettyandfine—lookin\',andthingslookniceonher,andIguessshe\'dliketohave\'emaboutaswellasthenext。AndIguesssheisn\'tgettin\'manythesedays,either,andshe\'llbeprettyreadyforthechange。Isawherwithhersleevesrolledupatthekitchenwindowtheotherday,andJacksontoldmeyesterdaytheircooklefttwoweeksago,andtheyhaven\'ttriedtohireanotherone。Hesaysherandhermotherbeendoin\'thehouseworkagoodwhile,andnowthey\'redoin\'thecookin,\'too。\'CourseBibbswouldn\'tknowthatunlessshe\'stoldhim,andIreckonshewouldn\'t;she\'skindo\'stiffish—lookin\',andBibbsistooupinthecloudstonoticeanythinglikethatforhimself。They\'veneveraskedhimtoamealinthehouse,buthewouldn\'tnoticethat,either——he\'skindofinnocent。NowIwasthinkin\'——youknow,Idon\'tsupposewe\'vehardlymentionedthegirl\'snameattablesinceJimwent,butitseemstomemaybeif——\"

  Sheridanflungouthisarms,utteringasoundhalf—groan,half—yawn。\"You\'rebarkin\'upthewrongtree!Goonbacktobed,mamma!\"

  \"WhyamI?\"shedemanded,crossly。\"WhyamIbarkin\'upthewrongtree?\"

  \"Becauseyouare。There\'snothin\'init。\"

  \"I\'llbetyou,\"shesaid,rising——\"I\'llbetyouhegoestochurchwithherthismorning。Whatyouwanttobet?\"

  \"Gobacktobed,\"hecommanded。\"IKNOWwhatI\'mtalkin\'about;there\'snothin\'init,Itellyou。\"

  Sheshookherheadperplexedly。\"Youthinkbecause——becauseJimwasrunnin\'

  somuchwithheritwouldn\'tlookright?\"

  \"No。Nothin\'todowithit。\"

  \"Then——doyouknowsomethingaboutitthatyouain\'ttoldme?\"

  \"Yes,Ido,\"hegrunted。\"Nowgoon。MaybeIcangetalittlesleep。I

  ain\'thadanyyet!\"

  \"Well——\"Shewenttothedoor,herexpressiondowncast。\"Ithoughtmaybe——but——\"Shecoughedprefatorily。\"Oh,papa,somethingelseIwantedtotellyou。Iwastalkin\'toRoscoeoverthe\'phonelastnightwhenthetelegramcame,soIforgottotellyou,but——well,Sibylwantstocomeoverthisafternoon。Roscoesaysshehassomethingshewantstosaytous。It\'llbethefirsttimeshe\'sbeenoutsinceshewasabletositup——andIreckonshewantstotellusshe\'ssorryforwhathappened。Theyexpecttogetoffbytheendo\'theweek,andIreckonshewantstofeelshe\'sdonewhatshecouldtokindo\'makeup。Anyway,that\'swhathesaid。I\'phonedhimagainaboutEdith,andhesaiditwouldn\'tdisturbSibyl,becauseshe\'dbeenexpectin\'it;

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